#my manly bambi

[justdavina]

Bambi: When I was growing up I always half-wanted to be a girl. I liked boy things but I also hung out with the cool girls and was always instant best friends with every tomboy I met. Sometimes people would mistake me for a girl, and it always used to make me so mad because I also half-wanted to be manly, like Indiana Jones or Rambo (as if, haha). I’ve always worn girls clothes my whole life but always as a shameful secret so I’m really grateful for today’s era of trans acceptance where I can share my looks and lame jokes with people who don’t think it’s weird lol. Also one time at school my teacher got mad at me because I “walk around like I own the place”, which basically sums me up pretty well, except he said it like it was a bad thing.

[sassy-radio-hazbin-queen]

Bambi and the Devil

Chap 8

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Inside a bar in the Vees tower Vox was sobbing. " Why won't Alastor love me. I mean I gave him everything and he just practically rips my heart in two". Velvette rolls her eyes. " Probably cause your a whiny bitch". She said staring at him. Vox gives her a look. " Wow fuck you Velvette". He said crossing his arms. Velvette took the drink away from him. " Whatever idiot. Stop drinking your wasted". Vox whined and made gimme hands to the drink but Velvette tossed the drink out. " NOOOO MY STRAWBERRY DAQUIRI WHY ". Vox continues to sob on Velvette who was blushing. " Ok you big baby ".

Meanwhile Valentino was smoking near a couch despite a worker 'servicing' him. Val felt angry. He watches as Vox got Sob drunk again and poor Velvette was blushing furiously at his antics. Eventually he tossed the worker off and walked up. Slamming the table. " LOOK AT YOU VOX SO PATHETIC, YOUR SOBBING AND DRINKING WHEN YOU COULD BE FUCKING THESE PEOPLE"! Vox flinched a bit and sighs. " There's no point Valentino, there's only one person I love and want to screw and that's Alastor. You can have them though". Vox gestures to the drugged up clients. Velvette scoffed. " Can't believe you waste your time on Alastor. I mean there are other sinner you know". She said. Vox groans. " Oh yeah can you name one". They watch as Velvette turns red. " Umm well err". She tucks a stray hair. " Just s sinners no one in particular". She grabs a drink and leaves the area. Vox looks at her a bit concerned. " Huh I never seen her act that way. It's kinda cute". He blushes before shaking his head wildly. " WHAT AM I SAYING I LOVE ALASTOR ONLY ALASTOR NO ONE ELSE IS GOOD FOR ME"! He shouts out. Valentino comes behind and runs Vox shoulders. " Oh really no one". He gives a knowing smirk.

" Well your more or less a business partner Valentino, besides you are pining for Alastor too". He says moving away from the moth. Valentino took a drag of his cigarette and blew it on Vox's face. " I'm not pining because I love him. I want to make him my fucktoy and nothing else, When I'm bored of him , I'll get rid of him". Valentino shows an angelic gun hidden in his coat.

Vox blinks back. " Umm couldn't you just give him to me. I don't want him dead". He eyes the gun nervous. " Voxxy pull yourself together amoricito". Valentino purrs coming close. " I am together I just want Alastor to love me, is that so hard to ask. TO BE LOVED".

In the background Velvette hears him. " If you only knew you dumb cute idiot". She walks out the bar.

Valentino cackles. " This is hell Vox besides look at the thousands of followers that scream your name". He gestures to everyone who starts chanting

" VOX VOX VOX VOX"!

" See Amoricito they love you". Valentino says. Vox looks at him. " There not Alastor".

Valentino starts to sing.

Gosh it disturbs me to see you, Voxxy

Looking so down in the dumps

Every guy here'd love to be you, Voxxy

Even when drinking your cum ( Vox gives a look to valentino at that)

There's no sinner in town as admired as you

You're ev'ryone's favorite guy

Ev'ryone's awed and inspired by you

And it's not very hard to see why

No one's slick as Voxxy

No one's quick as Voxxy

No one's Cock's as incredibly thick as Voxxy, except mine of course ( he waggles his eyebrows)

For there's no man in town half as manly

Perfect, a pure paragon

You can ask any Tom, Dick or Stanley

And they'll tell you whose team they prefer to be on

[Chorus:] No one's been like Vox

A king pin like Vox

[Valentino:] No one's got a swell cleft in his chin like Vox

[Vox:] ( full of confidence now) As a specimen, yes, I'm intimidating

[Chorus:] My what a guy, that Vox

Give five "hurrahs!"

Give twelve "hip-hips!"

[Valentino:] Voxxy is the best

And the rest is all drips. Again except for me cause I'm better than the lot of you chums

[Chorus:] No one fights like Vox

Douses lights like Vox

[Valentino:] In a wrestling match nobody bites like Voxxy ( Shows way too many bit marks and moans)

[Bimbettes:] For there's no one as burly and brawny

[Vox:] As you see I've got biceps to spare

[Valentino:] Not a bit of him's scraggly or scrawny

[Vox] (That's right!)

And ev'ry last inch of me's covered with hair ( Opens chest but sees no hair) " ok it used to be".

[Cronies:] No one hits like Vox

[Townsman:] Matches wits like Vox

[Valentino:] In a spitting match nobody spits like Vox

[Vox:] I'm espcially good at expectorating

(Ptooey!)

[Chorus:] Ten points for Gaston!

[Vox:] When I was a lad I ate four dozen eggs

Ev'ry morning to help me get large

And now that I'm grown I eat five dozen eggs

So I'm roughly the size of a barge

[Chorus:] No one shoots like Vox

Makes those beauts like Vox

[Valentino:] Then goes tromping around wearing boots like Gaston

[Vox:] I use antlers in all of my decorating

[Chorus:] Say it again

Who's a man among men?

And then say it once more

Who's the hero next door?

Who's a super success?

Don't you know? Can't you guess?

Ask his fans and his five hangers-on

There's just one guy in town who's got all of it down

[Valentino:] And his name's V- A- L

Vox) " Wait a minute your spelling your name this is about me narcissist

( Valentino) " hmmph whatever his name is

( everyone) " VOX!

they all sit down. Vox smiles. " Thank you Valentino for that I needed it".

" of course amoricito anything for you".

Suddenly the door burst open. Rosie and Charlie came inside looking frantic. " Please help me he's got him locked up in a castle". Rosie says panicked.

( bystander) " whose got who locked up".

Rosie: A beast the king of hell himself got Alastor locked up.

Everyone laughs at this. " Stop laughing at Rosie this instant". Charlie demands.

Vox" Charlie sweetie the king of hell is nothing but a legend made by parents so that there kids don't do bad stuff".

Charlie shook her head. " He's not a legend the king of hell is real. Rosie and I saw him and Alastor has been taken by him".

Then Vox gets an Idea. " REALLY THATS GREAT". Rosie crossed her arms. " Wow your real choked up about this aren't you". She said deadpanned. " Hold on guys. I'll help you. You just leave and I'll catch up got to get something".

" Wait you'll help us really". Charlie eyes sparkle. Vox pats her head. " Of course Charlie. Alastor was my deeriest friend. And the thought of him with that horrid beast just makes me sad". He starts crying. Charlie hugs him. " Aww it's ok Vox. You pack what you need and meet us outside ok". Vox wipes his tears. " Oh thank you Charlie thank you".

As Rosie and Charlie leave Valentino goes up to Vox. " Ummm what are you doing". Vox smirks. " Relax I got a plan. I save Alastor from this ' king of hell' ( does air quotes) and he sees how much I love him and he will marry me". Vox gushes. Valentino rolls his eyes. " And what makes you think this is going to work". Vox smiles. " Cause I'm the best that is how". He leaves the pub and Valentino chuckles to himself. " Oh Voxxy you lovesick fool. When will you learn it's a waste of time".

He leaves the pub to accompany his friend. " And perhaps if I save Alastor he will give me his soul". He cackles evilly.

[justagalwhowrites]

while Joel obviously can be this harsh hardass manly man guy, he absolutely 100% is a softie with someone he cares about.

Like to me he’s the type of guy to beat the shit out of someone because they hurt an animal. Harsh but still soft with the things that matter 🥺

And I think if he likes someone like Bambi, that has these experiences and everything, he would 100% be soft and take care of them the best he can.

Don’t worry, it’s still absolutely Joel 100%!!

OMG yay thank you bestie!!!! This is how I see him, too, so I’m so glad other people do as well! I love him so much 😭😭😭

Thank you for reaffirming my beliefs lol LOVE YOU!!!!!!

[lucygraysboy]

“oh, let me guess, they’re a handful, but you wouldn’t want to have it any other way, hm?” the cowboy teases with a laugh, something inside him melting at the mere sight of this pride-laced smile that etches itself across her delicate features. “pft,” it’s his turn to feign offense, a snort escaping his nostrils, “you might not believe it, but that’s exactly what i am. an expert on the matter. did you even hear me when i first told you about ruby jean?” his pa didn’t approve of him hanging out with this girl from the neighborhood and playin’ house with her baby dolls when billy was less than five years old. apparently, it wasn’t very manly of him. after all, boys were supposed to only play with wooden sticks and marbles. “see? much better,” he sighs when she gives in, having to stifle a smile as he reluctantly hands over their newborn boy. “oh, no need to rub it in my face, wife o’ mine.” clearing his throat as he gets into character, just because it’s silly and hilarious and fun to feel like a little boy again, pretending he’ll one day have a family of his own, he figures if she’s the mother of his four children, it automatically means she’s his wife. “daddy been workin’ his fingers to the bones, miles away from home, with this railroad company to earn some real money and buy us a big house with a lakeview, but mommy doesn’t seem to appreciate any of that. so sorry i had to leave you alone with our babies, sugar. you know there’s no decent-paying jobs for men like me in this town.” it’s hard to keep from giggling as he delivers these lines and comes up with a backstory for his character.

“now,” he lets out another heavy sigh, reaching out to gently stroke the baby doll’s bald head, “what’d you name him?” he stifles another laugh, but then catches a glimpse of her big brown eyes and a strange, tingling sensation spreads throughout his body. there’s something about the color of her eyes that reminds him of the feeling of coming inside from the biting cold, sitting by the fireplace and wrapping yourself in a blanket. they’re warm and inviting like hot cocoa, with specks of cinnamon and ginger. he could lose himself if he stared into these eyes for too long. “alright, don’t you worry, daisy. daddy’s got you. daddy’s missed you so much. and you’re a big sister now, hm? do you love bein’ a big sister?” he forces himself to avert his gaze, blushing furiously as the memory of lucy gray’s bambi hues lingers in his mind. he playfully tickles the doll’s belly and heads over to where the diapers are. “it seems mommy’s got everything prepared,” he muses with a laugh, crouching down to go through all the undies. he thinks it’s beyond adorable how she’s kept all the clothes and accessories for her dolls. grabbing a pair of cotton panties, a pale pink onesie and a blanket from the crib, he spreads it over her rainbow quilt, as if the imaginary doll poop could leak onto it, and only then he carefully lowers the doll herself onto it. 

“why not? i might as well be.” all those animals out there are her babies and she takes care of them each every day, so she proudly smiles because might as well be. “oh, hm? it’s not how playin’ house works?” brows lift in a playful offensive way and genuine surprise, “didn’t know you’d be a playin’ house expert.” doe hues looking him up and down, sassing him back with his own words. “you’re just tryin’ to change our setting around and you know it.” trying to ignore how this was supposed to be a lecture on him and cuddling up with strange women, what happens when you do, but he’s completely ignoring it. she’s about to put him back on course until she decides they’ll play it how he wants to, begrudgingly giving in. she playfully pushes his elbow away and then grumbles, “okay, okay. the new settin’ is i’m the mom and you’re the dad, then.” lucy gray agrees, sliding off her bed and watching him leave honey and buttercup. “not you, mister. i can easily give him his bottle. especially since i’ve been doing it all on my own before their daddy decided to show back up.” her hands reach out to take the boy doll, cradling him in her arm. “and i’ll have you know, his mama will definitely be sure to feed him.” she pats the doll’s belly then looks up at billy laughing at him kissing his dolls cheek and the word grandpa. she daydreamed a lot what playing house with a real boy would feel like as a child since it felt far out of reach, now she ironically came to find out. “her diapers are in that little box on the side of their crib.” she walked behind the taller then pointed at the white toy crib. they’re just tiny little white cotton panties that were sewn together by her mother a long time ago for her dolls to look like ‘diapers’, she had played with them and used them as such over and over. then came maude ivory who she plays baby dolls with too every time she’s over, when she asks lucy gray to play with her, so the dolls definitely get good use to this day. and the brunette doesn’t see why not, there shouldn’t even be an age limit on having imagination. a part of ones childhood can expand and live on forever if people would let it and quit being sticks in mud. which caused her to smile in admiration, he definitely didn’t seem like one of those dull minded people.

[exofriendly-1261]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY🎂🎂🎂🎂💜💜💜 TO THIS MANLY yet shy baby deer....hope you tea h new heights is success and receive all the happiness you want...I'm with YOU and will always love and support you no matter what.Thank you for being you

[nootnootpinguuu]

Royal Love ( Baekhyun x Male reader )

Y/N a normal villager from The Kingdom of Bambi which is ruled by the Byun's was thrown out of his house for being an omega and being gay. He was found on the street by a palace carriage that was carrying none other than Byun Baekhyun himself. Romance sparks. this is gonna be a spicy One shot

Summary Omegaverse/Alphaverse AU Top Baekhyun ( Alpha ) Bottom Male reader ( Omega ) Smut at the end of the oneshot

Y/N POV

So this is where my life is right now. I am Y/N 18 years old Gay and an Omega. Flash back to yesterday. I felt something strange in my stomach , I woke up with a fever and I started Sweating heavily.

I called my mom but she didn't come , My sister burst in and saw the condition I was in . My sister was the only one who cared for me ever since I was young. I was different from most males.

I look feminine with curves and all that , I hated doing outdoor sports and be all manly when I loved to dress up and do cooking and all. My sister helped me realize that I can be whatever I want cause then I am special and Unique in my own way.

I came out to her first and she accepted but yesterday I had to come out to my parents and the fact that I’m an omega (after my sis told me). They were horrified and kicked me out, my sister pleaded but it didn’t work.

Flashback over and now come back to the present. I stayed yesterday in a stable sleeping on some hay. I stole some apples and a carrot before leaving the stable. Right now I am just wandering the town. Halfway going something caught my eye. A huge crowd had been gathered near the town forum.

There was a huge carriage in the middle and one of its side was facing the stage where some performers were performing , the people looked interested towards the carriage more than the actual performance. Judging from the looks of the carriage it looks its from the palace. Either its the King or Queen. I got a little interested in whats going on. So I decided to see whats going on.

Third Person POV

Y/N went towards the crowd and asked a villager nearby him to understand what is going on here.

"Whats going on?" He asked the villager

"A royal has come" She replied shortly

"The king and Queen? Won't they show their faces if its them?" He asked a little more curious

"No are you crazy? Where in the world have you been living in? That carriage belongs to Prince Baekhyun!!" She said. He got startled. Well that was unexpected. After staying a little longer he got a tad bid bored and started to leave unbothered by the situation. But he did think how did Baekhyun look like?.

Baekhyun POV

I got a little bored staying here looking at the townsfolk. I sighed and leaned forward to speak with the driver to tell him to move on but when I leaned forwards something caught my eye. A boy that looked like he was my age. My eyes went round and I felt heart shaped smoke was coming out of them. I smirked to myself. Time to get that boy towards my hands and make him mine.

Y/N POV

I was walking down this alley I saw away from the public so I could have some me time eating my apple. I sat on some of the crates at the end of the Alley. this apple does taste good though. while eating I saw some people coming. I tensed up a little but I didn't feel that scared either. Soon all of them were surrounding me, They looked like they were guards of some sort.

"Um Want an apple? hehe?" I nervously stammered. They didnt reply but grabbed me by the arms and took me with them.

"HEY! LET ME GO IDIOTS!" I screamed and kicked my legs but they were stronger. I was soon stuffed into a carriage. It looked familiar but I couldnt put my finger on how. The door to the carriage closed and I was inside darkness. The curtains were drawn and it looked very very dark.

"So you arrived" ??? said . a voice. I screamed when I heard it.

"WHOSE THERE?!" I screamed. A candle was lit near the other end of the carriage and a handsome man was seated. Black hair , Handsome face , beautiful lips and wearing regal clothes. I should stop staring.

"Um who the hell are you!?!" I asked visibly curious.

"People tell I am like the vampire, I come out rarely well sometimes never. The last time people saw me was 3 years ago." He said. I raked my brain , Who the hell is this. I looked at his face. He had some features that looked like the Kings face and the Queens eyes , nose and lips. wait a sec....

"Byu- Byun Baek- Byun Baekhyun?!" I stammered. He nodded.

"Your the first person outside from the palace who saw me in 3 years , be honored" He said smirking. I rolled my eyes.

"Wait um should I get on my knees and bow or something?" I asked curiously. His smirked doubled.

"No need but If you are gonna get on your knees make sure to come near here and use your lovely head and mouth" He said smirking devilishly pointing at his crotch area. I gave a confused face then slowly my eyes widened what he meant and I felt my cheeks heat up.

He started laughing hitting his legs, I gave him a death glare but his laugh made me soften and I laughed along too, Soon it was silence. I decided to break it

"Um may I ask why am I in here?" I said gesturing with my hands.

"Well do you really want to know?" He said slowly his face softening.

"Well duh , 1) I was kidnapped here 2) Why was I kidnapped 3) Am I gonna die-?" I stated my reasons. He laughed a little.

"Well let me tell you , you arent gonna die, but if you really want to..." Baekhyun said dragging the last word. I nodded along for him to continue. He sighed and looked at me

"Love..... Its Love and I am in Love.... with you" He said looking deep into my eyes. I got up from my seat and went towards his seat and sat next to him.

"Why me? no offence but look at me I'm poor and a Peasent" I said. Baekhyun took my hands in his and looked deep into my eyes.

"I dont care , I just love you the moment I saw you, My eyes made heart shapes when I literally saw you today so yeah please , I dont care about status I just want you to be mine forever and always" He said Looking into my eyes.

We were slowly leaning forward and one of his hands went to cup my face.

"Can I kiss you?" He asked me. I nodded and slowly leaned into him, His Lips found mine and they felt like heaven , They fit perfect with mine. His hand went towards my neck and deepened the kiss. His tongue was asking for entrance and I let him, We fought for dominance and he won. His other hand holding my hand was now near my waist. He grabbed my waist and sat me on his lap.

"Mine~ He growled and we kept making out, My arms around his neck. Soon we broke apart to take oxygen. We laughed that we kissed , He gave me a peck on my lips and I giggled. Our carriage hit a bump I fell into the seat next to me with Baekhyun ontop of me. The carriage halted and the footmen opened the door.

"Your Highness we have arrived to the castle" He said without looking at us. We quickly adjusted ourselves. Baekhyun got down first and held his hand out to me. I blushed and accepted his hand and jumped out of the carriage.

Baekhyun looked around and took me into the castle and into his bedroom in a hurry. He locked the door and sighed.

"Well we made it, This is my room" He said. I smiled. He removed his coat and was unbuttoning his shirt. I looked the other way and blushed. He laughed at my silliness.

I turned around and saw that he was shirtless. He had some nice washboard abs though. My face heated up so bad. He gave some of his clothes for me to wear. I grabbed them quickly and ran to the bathroom next to his room and changed. By the time I came out he was sitting on his bed still shirtless.

I blushed and sat next to him . My shoulders were showing because the t shirt he gave was huge for my size. He grabbed my waist and we both laid down. He kissed my head and I kept my head on his bare chest. His heartbeat lulling me to sleep.

We woke up a bit later and Baekhyun wanted to introduce me to his parents. I was a nervous wreck. This is my first time I am meeting the King and Queen upclose. Once we were ready, Baekhyun gave me a kiss on my cheek to calm down. We went down the palace to the dining room.

We arrived and sat down. Baekhyun introduced me to the Majesties.They liked me so much I feel a huge deal off my chest . The food was amazing though. until the queen asked me

"Y/N where is your family?" She asked. I tensed up.

"They threw me out of the house for being gay and... an omega" I said.

"My poor boy" She said and she came to hug me.

"Guards send out the royal police to arrest the family members of this sons family" The King said.

"Wait!! Not my sister , she helped me but I dont care about the rest" I said. He nodded and nodded at the guards.

After dinner we went to our room. After entering I was suddenly pinned to the wall by non other than Baekhyun himself.

"The fact that your an omega and you being in that dress was really hard for me to control myself baby~" He growled close to my ears. I whimpered, I felt something weird in my stomach. My unused heat-.

"Baekhyunah~ I am going on heat~ help me please~" I moaned the pain in my stomach unbearable. Baekhyun growled and got my bridal style and threw me onto the bed. I whimpered. He quickly got rid of my clothes and I was sprawled on bed whimpering and naked. He was eye fucking me from head to toe.

"I am going to go rough on you" He growled and I moaned. He started kissing my chest and was teasing my nipples. He put 2 fingers infront of my mouth I took them in my mouth and coated them with saliva.

He took them away from my mouth once they were coated enough and stuck them in my asshole. I moaned in euphoria. He slowly added 3 I moaned so much. His free hand jerking me off at slow pace. He stopped and took out his fingers and stripped naked. He was going to take a condom

"No condom I want to feel you~" I moaned. He smirked and coated his huge dick with lube and alligned it with my hole. He slowly pushed in.

"Shh baby it hurts I know" He said calmy and peppered my face with kisses. I tapped his shoulder to signal him to move. He started at a slow pace and we were both moaning.

"Ahh Faster Daddy" I moaned. He growled more and kept going at animalistic pace.

Soon we both fell the urge to release our highs.

"Ahhh I need to- I need-" I kept moaning.

" Me too baby" He moaned.

"In- insi- inside me~" I moaned. He went even faster. I kept moaning so much the entire palace probably heard. Soon we both came , we both moaned so much and we kept panting after chasing away our highs.

We both kissed, I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. Making out with him we both fell asleep on the bed. I am going to love my new life.

1 year later

Its been one year since I have came to the palace. I got married 2 months later to Baekhyun and my sister was invited. She became a duchess on my request. 3 months after that I felt sick and found out that I was already 2 months pregnant.

Me and Baekhyun were thrilled to find out that I could give birth to kids. after all I am a male omega. The King and Queen were thrilled to be grandparents. I gave birth 9 months after that and here I am , Queen of the Kingdom of Bambi.

Baekhyun became King 2 weeks ago. Now Baekhyun is a father and I am a mother and we have a son the future prince. I feel blessed. My sister gave birth to twins too . two omega sons I feel so happy for my sister. As to my parents they were let out of prison on my request but I banished them out of the kingdom.

I feel so great right now. This is the life I have wished for all the time.

[deputychairman]

Feature pitch: ok so you get a sports writer, a man’s man, someone who knows about football & rock climbing & bullfighting (just throwing that one in there) & boxing and karate, no I can’t suggest any names I’m not into that stuff but we can find the right candidate later. He’s seeped in toxic masculinity, but he can really write, you know, like a modern day Ernest Hemingway? And he has to interview Ralph Macchio for one of those in depth celeb articles like the Owen Wilson RPF piece, where it’s at least as much about the writer as about the famous subject, only our man is like the guy on the MMA forum @youandthemountains found, going into the interview weirdly antagonistic and taking it like a personal affront that this WEAK LOOKING, PRETTY guy with NO MUSCLES is like, the global face of karate, and he could beat him up so easily, maybe he will!!!! Maybe that’s what this interview will be about!!!

And then when you read the article, he goes through the Straight Man’s Aggressive Response to Ralph Macchio Journey before your very eyes: from anger to scorn to look at his prey eyes he’s like Bambi - big, expressive brown eyes like molten caramel - well ofc women are into him, he *is* charming & graceful and kind of hot if you’re into that I guess, watch out he’ll steal your girl! before circling round to well naturally I want to grasp his narrow shoulders and push him around and wrap my entire manly hand around his wrists and pull him easily into my lap and - (the waiter in whatever diner they’re in interrupts with more coffee; Macchio is self deprecating, and our hero feels a surge of violent jealousy as his attention strays to this interloper) - oh no I want to fuck him!!!!

I want someone in real life to experience what Daniel’s karate rivals go through, all the confused aggression and machismo and sublimation, the strangely feminised insults the editor will take out, and then I want them to write 5000 words of RPF about it and publish it in a world famous magazine.

[alaskan-wallflower]

Okay now that my mind is clear

Okay so I feel like Pony would start growing his antlers at maybe 13 since that’s usually the age associated with puberty and change

Its kind of painful at first but once the nubs are out it’s smooth sailing

He styles his hair so his antlers are showing because he thinks it makes him look more manly

His antlers stop growing at maybe eighteen to twenty years old (deer antlers usually take 120 days to grow which is 4 months but they only live about 6 years, so I feel like it would take longer for Pony since he’s half human)

I think he’d be a white tailed deer? White tailed deer are pretty fast too and go about 40-45mph and Pony is a very fast runner lol

When he was a baby and learning how to walk it was just like Bambi 😭 he was just on his little legs that were too long for him and he kept falling (Soda was very much his Thumper and giggled at him a lot (“Soda what has your father told you?” “If ya don’t have nothin’ nice to say, don’t say nothin’ at all…” “Good”)

(Btw can someone remind me the kind of horse Pony associated Soda with in the book?)

He headbutts 💀

Deer can be omnivores so sometimes Darry will just catch Pony munching on a bird and he’s just like “really 😒”

His tail wiggles when he’s happy 💜

He’s also super nimble so it makes it a lot easier to escape Socs

He’s pretty little compared to a lot of the gang-white tailed deer are only about 40 inches at the shoulder

He likes to sleep in meadows a lot but the Socs try to hunt him for his pelt a lot

He stomps his front hooves when he’s upset 😭

I may honestly just make up my own kind of deer breed (cause magic) but I think it could be fun!

okay okay i’ve been a bit too obsessed with fantasy au so consider… (thanks @4sh--tr4y-btw if you’re not comfy with me talking about a fantasy au since it was heavily inspired by yours feel free to tell me and i’ll stop!) and i’ve been thinking…

so we’ve thought of centaur pony but imagine cevitaur ponyboy. (half deer half human)

just ponyboy growing these little antlers and he keeps insisting they’re “manly” (they’re little nubs 😭) and also deer are kinda more shy and reserved and i think that fits pony? even funnier since his name is ponyboy and well…he’s half deer.

it’s way too late for this but god i’m having thoughts.

[kaypeace21]

Will’s fear of clowns

*Ps -not mine. this is a submission from an anon. tw: for s.a. It’s an interesting submission. ANON-please make a tumblr account already . I’m begging you XD

Hi! It’s me, Lonnie Meth Anon. Back with more depressing thoughts about Lonnie!

I just read your post on Jonathan’s ab*se at the hands of Lonnie, and I second it all. It breaks my heart. But it also got me thinking deeper about Will’s fear of clowns. I think you’re right that part of the horror for Will is that the clown attacks in bed. The bed is, obviously, like you say, a common site for s*xual assault. (Doesn’t El’s picture of “three legged Brenner” also have a bed in it? In a picture with not much else?) The fact that Will needed Joyce to sleep with him for a week suggests he was specifically feeling unsafe in bed, or at night. 

But maybe it’s not just the location of the attack in Poltergeist that Will found so harrowing. Maybe it’s the combination of that location with the fact of a clown being the attacker. 

I think Lonnie might have dressed up as a clown for Will’s birthday one year, and something happened. 

In this instance, I don’t think Joyce would know what happened. I think the incident in her mind would be something like “Lonnie dressed up and Will was scared of the costume”. She might even have thought it was cute. Just a typical little kid fear of something mundane. When she teases him about Poltergeist, she doesn’t actually say the movie was the START of his fear of clowns. Just that he was afraid of that particular clown. The general fear of clowns could have been an older one, going back to when Will was even younger.

Maybe Will even liked clowns, before whatever happened with Lonnie turned them into a source of fear for him. Will has a lion plushie (lions are commonly found in the circus) and the circus seems like the kind of vibrant, colorful environment full of outcast, that a young gay kid would really enjoy. If Will did like circuses and Lonnie poisoned that for him, that’s just another reason to hate Lonnie. But it definitely seems possible. 

Lonnie is a deadbeat dad in general, but we’ve seen before that he’s capable of faking the “family man” act in front of Joyce and their neighbors. We’ve also seen that even though he treats Will horribly, he would also try and keep Will on his side with father son bonding activities, like baseball. And Will’s birthday is one of the few occasions Lonnie makes a half-assed kind of effort, even when there’s nothing directly in it for him. He sends that card, even though it’s late. Maybe Joyce made called him up and made him send it, but she always seemed happy to keep Lonnie out of the picture. She didn’t even want to involve him when Will went missing. And we know Jonathan would never try and facilitate more interactions between Lonnie and Will. So it seems like Lonnie did this of his own accord, when he realized he’d missed the day. Kind of weird. And it’s classic abuser behavior, to make contact on an anniversary date, reminding you they exist and you can’t escape them. Reminding you to keep quiet. Or hoping you’ll miss them, remember the “good times” when they made an effort, and let them back into your life. (Ugh.)

So, anyway, back to my theory. Young Will likes circuses, and the Byers family are poor, so they can’t afford to take him to one, or throw him a party at an ice cream parlor or a bowling alley, like other kids. It makes sense that they would have a party at home instead, and that the family themselves might dress up. We know Joyce made Will’s Ghostbusters costume in season two, and a clown is a pretty easy costume. Most of it is just make up. It’s possible the whole thing was Joyce’s idea, and she made the costume, and Lonnie just went along with it to look like a good dad in her eyes. 

Remember how we see Bob (Will’s new father figure) dressing up in costume for Halloween? Joyce loves it. This is a thing good dads do, to have fun with their kids. That’s also the same episode we see Will scared by a guy in a clown costume, and Jonathan is hyper-protective of him that night. School is okay, but he doesn’t want him trick or treating. (Like he knows that school is a safe environment, but in other contexts, costumes and parties might be a trigger for Will.) Jonathan is convinced to leave Will and “let him have fun” and what happens? The clown attacks. Later that night Jonathan goes to a costume party himself, where he finds Nancy upset and takes her safely home.  Maybe this is how Will’s birthday party ended - with Jonathan finding Will upset, and trying to comfort him. The whole night could be playing out like a parallel to that birthday party, from Jonathan’s perspective. 

What actually happened with Will and Lonnie is up for debate. It’s possible there was a s*xual assault, and that’s why the clown scene in Poltergeist was such a trigger for Will. Or maybe Lonnie thought circuses weren’t “manly” enough for his son to like, and actively tried to scare Will, so he wouldn’t like them anymore. It’s hard to know. Something would have happened though, and probably something pretty formative, because the fear of clowns lasts a long time. 

Something else interesting is that when Mr Clarke is talking about the Upside Down in season one, he uses the metaphor of the flea and the acrobat. Acrobats are a main act in the circus, and, well … fleas. Flea circuses. That’s a thing. Maybe it’s a hint that the trauma that created the Upside Down was circus / clown - related?

Kali, El, and their gang wear clown masks too, when they’re going to confront their childhood trauma, and the child-like Alexei is surrounded by clowns when he is killed at the fair. 

Clowns are just so associated with birthday parties and little kids, that it doesn’t seem like a coincidence to me they’re Will’s biggest fear. Especially as the show keeps dropping hints about Lonnie and Will’s birthday. It feels like there’s more to the story. I have a horrible feeling SOMETHING happened. 

RESPONE (kaypeace):

I think it’s very possible-that maybe he did dress as a clown for Will’s birthday and something happened. We have alexi (paralleled to Will) playing carnival games with kids. Then he's attacked by the Lonnie-look alike : and alexi looks at his wound then stares at all the clowns laughing around him. Joyce and Murray find Alexi bleeding/dy*ng next to a clown statue. As joyce looks in horror and Murray says to her, he was “only gone for a second” (which sounds like something you’d say in relation to a kid you were supposed to watch-running off ). We also had sarah at age 7 die while wearing a gown with clowns on it (Will: it was a 7 the demogorgan it got me). Death of innocence symbolism? Hopper also describes his depression as a cave- he goes through the carnival ride where it mentions a "cave of horrors", which had decor of a tiger and a clown painting. So yeah... whatever happened probably isn't good. So- there may be some symbolism there in relation to Will’s past. Not only because (like I and you have mentioned before) Lonnie is highly associated with birthdays. And canonically we know he mentally scarred jonathan on his b-day. But also, s4’s ‘victor creel’ may be an easteregg to the xmen character victor creed- who had a tradition of tra*matizing family members specifically on their bdays

As another alternative:I could also totally see Lonnie “ruining” circuses for Will because it’s not “manly” to him. Like how Jonathan liked thumper the rabbit-from the film bambi. in the film, Thumper is bambi’s bff, and the hunters are the bad guys who k*ll Bambi’s mother and terrorize all the wildlife. SO yeah- making Jonathan become a hunter, and k*ll a rabbit ,despite this fact, is really messed up. And shows Lonnie has already tried to ‘ruin’ things the boys like. By mentally scarring them in one way or another…

I also mentioned how Will’s bday could even be a trigger for jonathan in a diff post.

if the s4 bts calender hinting it’ll be near Will’s bday and easter it could be relevant to Jonathan.we know in s1 el has tra*matic flashbacks when seeing certain things- coke, closet, cat, etc. And Will in s2 has his ‘anniversary effect’ where memories flood back based on the time of year.But like … Easter has bunnies - could seeing rabbits jog stuff up for Jonathan? El seeing a cat made her have a flashback of brenner trying to make her kill a cat. Would Jonathan seeing like Easter bunny decor jog up a flashback of lonnie making him kill a rabbit? (It happened on his bday too). So Will’s b day being around easter would only fuel that memory. (heck even popped balloons may trigger gunshot symbolism idk). And then for Will there is clowns that could be a tr*gger at a party.

The flea and the acrobat analogy (in relation to Will and circuses is very interesting) and could be foreshadowing- it’s even a title for an episode so I feel like it’s narratively an important hint to …something. similar to a s1 ep being called “the bathtub”.  Also, Will was compared to a circus flea- which were placed in an enclosed space, where heat was applied as they jumped  and tried to escape the increasing temperatures as they burned .Which could relate to my theory about Will having a se*zure due his body overheating due to Lonnie injecting him with m*th.

 If Will’s bday is in s4- I feel like Lonnie will come back in some capacity (flashback or literally). The ‘sorry, I forgot you b day’ card from Lonnie in s2, in Lonnie’s shed Joyce mentioning Will’s b day, the rainbow ‘happy birthday cup’ placed next to Will at Mike’s -while Will explains the supernatural, Lonnie already tra*matizing Jonathan on his bday, etc…

[icequeenbae]

This is gonna sound quite random (which it is), but I've thought the idea of dressing according to a concept is so much fun (saw it on a show and now Kai in Jeongnam), so I was thinking "who would have a broad spectrum for this 🤔" and I remembered you've got a lot of spectrumage. So if you want to play (I'll do new ones later):

The Concept is: Boyfriend Baekhyun (yours) is meeting your father (imagined if you don't have one present) for the first time; What look does he have? Clothes and hair.

1. Find a picture.

2. Write a lil' explanation.

3. What would your father find especially likeable with Baekhyun's look?

Oh wow… Thanks for this little challenge haha It was a bit random (and I hope I understood it correctly) but lemme give it a try:)

Say, Baek is meeting my dad for the first time. What advice can I give him? He is, of course, his charming self, but fathers are difficult. And there’s also the language barrier… The look would be vital in this case! Let’s break it down:

Hair – I’d say it’s pretty important to look classically neat. What I mean is… no crazy hair colors please 😅 My dad used to be a rock’n’roll fella with black curls up to his shoulders sometime in the 80s, but we’ve already established that fathers are hard to charm lol Thus, my formula is:

– Natural hair color,

– Hair sideways (showing forehead makes him look less like a Korean kindergarten regular lmao) but without elaborate styling,

– Neatly trimmed (it is always, have you seen his undercut? My lord).

Face – bare, although I don’t think Baek wears makeup outside work anyways.

Attire – well-well-well! This can go many different ways depending on the occasion/ season. My universal advice would be to avoid the extremes. No sports clothes or pajama look (hello Candy era) but also no formal suits! It’s a family thing, for god’s sake. Looking respectable is a must, so, if applicable, a suit jacket would be nice. Actually, my dad would probably appreciate a nice leather jacket as well;) But with a plain tee underneath to make it a bit less stuck-up. Or if it’s warm – a nice button-down shirt with maybe a print of some kind, again, not too classy or too childish (see pic.2). Pants depend on the overall style, probably black skinny jeans or slacks would work.

Shoes – I feel like this is important. And Baek’s got this down. Black leather shoes (last pic), I believe he had a pair (or a few similar ones) that we witnessed during both the City Lights/ Bambi eras. Those are some fancy shoes! But they don’t look like they’re too much. And I think dad likes a similar style too.

Overall, he should just be himself, that’s why all of the stuff above is based on something he did wear anyways. Still, you know what they say, you ‘dress to impress’, and what a father needs to see is a manly dude who can be trusted and who can protect his girl.

Also: goddamn, Baekhyunie, please build up your alcohol tolerance for this one. And keep your aegyo for next time when we’re meeting mom lmao

[rfamess]

This cured my boredom for a little bit. Was making a few new music playlists and thought.. hmm. I wonder what kind of music the RFA listens to? So, I made this. For no reason at all.

What Kind of Music the RFA + V/Saeran Listen To:

Saeyoung/707:

- (I always see people writing that he’d listen to all star or other cringe meme songs because that’s what seems to be his entire personality, but I like to think he has more substance than that and listens to songs that don’t have to do with memes.)

- He definitely listens to rap/hip-hop.

- Can you not imagine him driving down the road in his cars, windows down, music blasting?

- He listens to his music uber loud in his headphones while working.

- His favorite artist is probably Tyler the creator, i mean, how could you not love him.

- Listens to Mac Miller when he’s sad :(

PLAYLIST:

Who Dat Boy - Tyler the Creator

Stutter - Freddie Dredd

Evil Fantasy - Freddie Dredd

Sweatpants - Childish Gambino

Bounce - Logic

Dead Wrong - Notorious B.I.G.

Movement - Oliver Tree

Stick to Your Guns - Watsky

Both - Gucci Mane

No Sleep Till Brooklyn - Beastie Boys

Can I Kick It - A Tribe Called Quest

No Limit - G Easy

Circles - Mac Miller

Broke Bitch - TMG (lol)

Bonfire - Childish Gambino

I THINK - Tyler the Creator

Good News - Mac Miller

I - Kendrick Lamar

FACE - Brockhampton

King Kunta - Kendrick Lamar

Lovely Things Suite: Knots - Watsky

Zen:

- (Similar to Saeyoung, I don’t believe Zens entire personality revolves around musicals, he probably doesn’t listen to them that often imo.)

- I like to think he’s a... well rounded individual when it comes to music

- Listens to anything and everything.

- I could see him listening to the same music as Seven, but is also very into 70s-90s rock like the Red Hot Chili Peppers and the like.

- He runs listening to all of his music on shuffle and doesn’t have a specific playlist so there’s never a certain vibe to it— it really is all over the place.

- In addition to Seven’s playlist, here’s Zen’s

PLAYLIST:

Funny Face - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Santeria - Sublime

Badfish - Sublime

The Luck You Got - The High Strung

Dedicated to the One I Love - The Mamas and the Papas

Heart of Glass - Blondie

Come as You Are - Nirvana

Brown Eyed Girl - Van Morrison

Machu Picchu - The Strokes

Dirty Harry - Gorillaz

Love of Your Life - Red Hot Chili Peppers

The Adults Are Talking - The Strokes

Bailee - The Licks

Where is my Mind - Pixies

Hurt Like Mine - The Black Keys

Gap - The Kooks

Give it Away - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand

Hoops - The Rubens

Conquest - The White Stripes

Ten Cent Pistol - The Black Keys

Yoosung:

- Yoosung likes more upbeat music, maybe more new age/alternative pop

- Listens to music every time he tries to study, but usually get distracted by it and starts to sing along instead of actually doing his work

- Is probably trying to branch out of his style, Seven and Zen try to convince him to listen to their favorite genres

- The three of them always argue about who has the best taste in music lol

- He’s constantly wondering if his music is “manly” enough (it’s okay yoosung it’s just music)

- If this dude gets drunk and hears any of this music he goes absolutely wild and dances all over the place

PLAYLIST:

Bambi - Hippocampus

Turn - the Wombats

Paris - Magic Man

Chronic Sunshine - Cosmo Pike

Death of a Bachelor - Panic! At the Disco

Silvertongue - Young the Giant

Brazil - Declan McKenna

Unbelievers - Vampire Weekend

Baseball - Hippocampus

Australia - The Shins

Prune, You Talk Funny - Gus Dapperton

Honeypie - JAWNY

Alien Boy - Oliver Tree

Satellite - Guster

So Young - Portugal. The Man

Blinding Lights - The Weeknd

Circles - Post Malone

Unbearably White - Vampire Weekend

Tiny Umbrella - Coast Modern

Way it Goes - Hippocampus

Electric Feel - MGMT

Jumin:

- this guy has 2 modes and that’s it: classical bitch or music that has words

- He appreciates the fine art of classical music and listens to it when he has work to get done or when he’s trying to relax.

- If he’s in a good mood he’ll put on a playlist that includes “music with actual lyrics!”

- It’s a dad playlist. Billy Joel, Billy Joel, Billy Joel, Elton John, The Beatles, Billy Joel.

- He likes Billy Joel. Jumin has a dad personality you can’t convince me otherwise lol

- He tried to branch out but can get very picky in his interests. “I don’t like this guitar riff— change it”

- Either way his 2 modes are apparent in his playlists

PLAYLIST:

Dreams - Fleetwood Mac

California Dreamin’ - The Mamas and the Papas

Don’t Ask Me Why - Billy Joel

Starman - David Bowie

Miss You - The Rolling Stones

Dancing in the Moonlight - King Harvest

Come and Get Your Love - Redbone

It’s Too Late - Carole King

Movin’ Out - Billy Joel

A Horse With No Name - America

I Want to Hold Your Hand - The Beatles

Honky Cat - Elton John

Vienna - Billy Joel

The Stranger - Billy Joel

Waltz in A Minor - Chopin

Hungarian Dance No. 5 in G Minor - Brahms

Waltz No. 7 in C Sharp Minor, Op. 64, No. 2 - Chopin

Souvenir de Paganini - Chopin

Solfeggietto in C Minor - Bach

Prelude in B Minor, Op. 32, No. 10 - Rachmaninoff

IV. Allegro Molto From Quartet - Yo-Yo Ma

La Fille Aux Cheveux de Lin - Debussy

Porz Goret - Yann Tiersen

Carnival of the Animals: VII. Aquarium - Camille Saint-Saëns

Carnival of the Animals: XIII. The Swan - Camille Saint-Saëns

Jaehee:

- We all know her obsession with Musicals (specifically zens)

- Other than this she listens to...well honestly I don’t know

- Her music doubles as something she can get hyped up with and something she can listen to to relax.

- She loves to dance, so a lot of her songs and just songs that she’ll never be able to refuse to move her feet to!

- She likes the old classics and then she likes Doja Cat. Lizzo? Queen.

- She’s a barb let’s be real please. you can never convince me that she’s not

PLAYLIST:

Adore You - Harry Styles

She - Harry Styles

Call Me - Blondie

Starships - Nicki Minaj

Hey Mickey - Toni Basil

Juice - Lizzo

Say So - Doja Cat

Voulez-Vous - ABBA

Waterloo - ABBA

Cuz I Love You - Lizzo

Killing Me Softly With His Song - Roberta Flack (LOL the memories associated with this song after Killing Stalking..... hahahaha BUT ITS STILL A GREAT SONG!)

Only - Nicki Minaj

Boss Bitch - Doja Cat

Go Your Own Way - Fleetwood Mac

Beez in the Trap - Nicki Minaj

Woman - Harry Styles

9 to 5 - Dolly Parton

Blame it on the Boogie - Michael Jackson

One Way or Another - Blondie

Tia Tamera - Doja Cat

Truth Hurts - Lizzo

V:

- indie boy indie boy indie boy indie boy

- Cmon just look at him he’s an indie boy

- If you’ve ever met a film student that gatekeeps music, they have the same exact taste but V won’t say shit to make you feel stupid. It’s just music bruv

- If you’ve ever been to an indie concert you know the fuckin dance you know what I’m talking about. he does that.

- Rolls a joint, pops the music off and he paints, does photography, whatever. Either way he straight vibes every single time the tunes come on.

- Low key thinks he has the best music taste. that’s just how dem indie kids roll let’s be real here.

- For some reason knows everything about every type of music. will spew facts about artists and songs at random

PLAYLIST:

Shuggie - Foxygen

Necessary Evil - Unknown Mortal Orchestra

Homage - Mild High Club

Another One - Mac DeMarco

Plants - Crumb

What Once Was - Her’s

Heart and My Car - Summer Salt

Cottage Roads - The Walters

Moonlight on the River - Mac DeMarco

Work This Time - King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard

Like Yesterday - Paul Cherry

Call it Fate, Call it Karma - The Strokes

Knowhere - Nick DeLaurentis

Escargot Blues - Guantánamo Bay Surf Club

A Side / B Side - Tipling Rock

Dark Red - Steve Lacy

That I Miss You - Vansire

Top Tier Love - Lonely Benson

Driving to Hawaii - Summer Salt

Taking Up Space - Mustard Service

She’s the Only One - King Guru

Saeran:

- emo boy emo boy emo boy

- We all know it

- As much as I’d love to say he listens to heavy death metal, there’s a part of my mind saying NO he’s not like that.

- Well he is, but he’s got more than a few single interest

- Probably listens to Nirvana, Cage the Elephant, anything similar

- Is always trying to listen to new music

- Kind of sick of Seven blasting his music all the time and listens to the opposite of hip hop whenever possible

- Honestly enjoys all types of music, but sticks to his favorites

PLAYLIST:

- All Apologies - Nirvana

- Angel of Small Death and the Codeine Scene - Hozier

- Soma - The Strokes

- Black Madonna - Cage the Elephant

- Hysteria - Muse

- Why’d You Only Call Me When You’re High - Arctic Monkeys

- I Got Mine - The Black Keys

- Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

- Under the Bridge - Red Hot Chili Peppers

- Back Against the Wall - Cage the Elephant

- Creep - Radiohead

- Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana

- Demon Days - Gorillaz

- Bulls on Parade - Rage Against The Machine

- Matador - The Buttertones

- Holiday - Green Day

- RIP - The Licks

- London Calling - The Clash

- Loser - Beck

- What I Got - Sublime

[bazwillendinflames]

Gravity Falls/LIS2 AU

The last place Sean wants to spend his Summer is in a weird town in the middle of no where, Oregon, reconnecting with a Mother who hadn’t wanted to see them in years in her weird tourist trap. But Daniel is determined to go and his Dad gives Sean little choice but to babysit him.

But soon it becomes clear there is more to Beaver Creek than meets the eye and the strangeness of the town soon unlocks some family secrets and strange abilities. Maybe their Summer won’t be so boring after all.

AO3 

“Lyla, I will die of boredom.” 

“It can’t be that bad,” she replied, her voice a little tinny still. The bad reception was just one of many reasons that Sean was having an awful time. (In the week and a half since they had arrived, he’d already made a list.) 

“Nope, it is exactly as bad as I’m saying.” 

“I mean, come on, you’re Mom’s there. What’s that like that?” 

Sean scowled. “Number one on reasons this place sucks. All she talks to us about is all this weird mystic stuff she likes. Her store is so weird, it’s all crystals and bad poetry.” 

Lyla snorted. “Really?” 

“Yep. Not to mention this is the whitest town ever.” He glanced out the window, where Karen was smoking, notebook in hand and ducked his head before she could spot him. “There are no cool people.” 

“Come on, you have Danny.” 

“I get enough babysitting at home thanks.” He glanced outside again, wondering exactly how long he could bitch on the phone for and call it a break. “Anyway, this place is just making Daniel weirder. He’s convinced this place is magic or something.” 

“That’s sweet. Hey, we used to play witches when we were kids, remember?”

“Hey, you were the witch, I was a manly wizard.” 

That time Lyla actually laughed. “Sure dude. I’ll believe it when I see it.” 

“Anyway, we were into the Harry Potter books, you know before terf-face ruined them. Daniel is into the ancient runes and fake spell cards Mo- Karen sells.” 

“That’s adorable.” 

“Ugh, only you could find him adorable. That’s only because Daniel doesn’t kick you in your sleep-” 

“Did Lyla call me adorable?” 

Sean sighed as Daniel barged in. Not much had changed since home tehre at least, apart from the fact they now shared Karen’s attic room. (Bunk beds, making the being kicked in the shin at night thing even more annoying.) 

“Hey, I’m kinda on the-” 

Daniel yanked the phone and rolled on the bed. “Hiiiiii Lyla. Do you miss us?” 

“Give me that back.” 

He wiggled out of his grap. “Did you know Sean talks in his sleep, it’s so weird-” 

“You would know about weird,” he grumbled, snatching his phone back, only to find the shitty signal had finally cut out on Lyla. “Dude.” 

“Sorry.” Daniel grinned at him. “Hey, I’m helping Mom restock, can you help me reach the top shelves?” 

He checked the time on his phone. He had almost managed a whole brother-free hour. 

“Guess I should I get back to work.” 

“Cool.” Daniel followed him downstairs, bouncing with energy. “Hey, Sean what does terf-face mean?” 

  Sean was stuck behind the register, although the store was still empty. He wasn’t sure why Karen insisted on such early opening hours when no one else showed up. 

He rubbed his eyes, the early start not helped by the fact Daniel had been reading with a torch all night. He had picked up a weird book from the store or something. Of course he would pick up a late night reading habit once they were sharing a room. 

“I brought you guys some toast.” Karen balanced the plate on the top of some unsold art books. (Her organization was as great as her parenting.) 

“Thanks Mom!” 

Sean poked at a black spot under a thick layer of peanut butter. “Yeah, thanks.” 

“I gotta do some inventory but I’ll be back up for lunch.” 

“Can we go to the cool diner? Chris says the milkshakes are great.” 

Karen smiled. “Yeah. Does that sound good Sean?” 

He grunted in response and her grin flickered. 

“Right, work. You boys got this.” 

“We’re not your boys,” Sean muttered, although she didn’t hear. 

“Why are you so mean to Mom?” Daniel asked, his mouth full of toast. “She’s always nice.” 

“Right, she’s been real nice the first nine years of your life.” 

Daniel looked up at him with big eyes. “Sean…” 

“Fine, I’ll try. Put those eyes away Bambi.” 

He smiled. “So, I was thinking the strawberry milkshakes are Chris’ favourite but I like chocolate more so you could get one and we could share?” 

“Huh, yeah, sure.” Sean had only been half listening, distracted by the newest customer. Waking up early suddenly had its appeal. The girl had matted purple hair, an arm full of tattoos and a guitar strapped to her back. She caught him looking and winked. 

“Are you okay Sean? You just went really red and-” 

“What? No. Shut up.” Sean moved into a more casual position, his eyes still fixed on the pretty girl. His elbow knocked the tip jar and it fell off the edge. “Shit-” 

“Here.” Daniel put it back. “Woah…” 

“Good catch Enano.” 

“Yeah. Catch! I totally caught it.” Daniel smiled a little suspiciously. “Hey, you said a swear, you owe me a dollar.” 

“A dollar? It’s only a quarter at home.” 

“Now we’re away from Dad, you’re supposed to be a good influence.” 

“You get a quarter.” Sean dropped the coin in his hand. “Be cool.” 

“What?” 

“Hey boys.” The purple-haired girl leaned against the other end of the counter, an easy smile on her face. Her voice had a faint Southern tang. “So, I come to this town every Summer and I don’t recognise either of you cuties.” 

“I- we- um-” 

His brother beat him to it. “I’m Daniel.” 

Cursing his stammering, he finally managed to introduce himself. “I’m Sean.” 

“Why hello. I’m Cassidy.” 

“Hi. Um, cool guitar. You play?” (Internally, Sean cringed: You play? Why else would she have a guitar?) 

“Yeah, funnily enough. I’m actually here to hand out flyers for my band’s show. Could you hang it up?” 

“Yeah.” Sean took the flyer. “Your show is this Friday?” 

“And every other Friday. You wanna come?” 

“I’m invited?” 

Cassidy laughed. “Yeah sure. It is a concert. You’re lucky you’re cute, City Boy.” 

“City boy?” 

“It’s on your sweatshirt idiot,” Daniel whispered. Seattle Track Meet, 2015. He was frowning in the general direction of Cassidy. “We’re busy Friday so-” 

“No. Nope, I’m not busy. Ignore him.” Sean flattened his hair. “I’ll be there Friday.” 

“I’ll look out for you City Boy. Nice to meet you.” 

Sean waited until Cassidy had left before pumping his fist. “Yes! She called me cute Dan!” 

“You’re the worst.” 

“What?” 

Daniel pouted. “You promised you’d take me camping in the woods Friday. I already brought us marshmallows and walkie-talkies.” 

“Hey, there is plenty of time to camp in those freaky woods. But I only have one chance with a girl like Cassidy.” 

“Wrong, you have zero chances with any girl.” Daniel stomped off to the corner of the store. “You’re the worst.” 

“Dan- come on.” His brother went back to ignoring him. Sean crossed his arms. “Fine. Be like that!” 

There was the only sound of a raspberry in response. 

  “Nope, I’m totally with Danny. That was a jerk move.” 

“What? Lyla, you’re supposed to be my hype man- er woman. You’re always trying to set me up on dates.” 

“Dude, three weeks ago you were so into Jenn.” 

He sighed. “And Jenn was into Derek Anderson. We had ice cream and everything.” 

“Dude, don’t fuck up your relationship with Danny over a dumb Summer romance.” 

Sean buried his head in his pillow. “You sound like my Dad.” 

“Go to this hippy girl’s show next time. You Danny will do the face.” 

“The Bambi face?” Sean groaned. “I have been facing the Bambi face all week.” 

Lyla scoffed. “Is there anything else to add?” 

“Fine. I’ll go camping. But only for the s’mores.” 

“Okay, brother of the year.” 

“Thanks jerk.” 

Lyla blew him an exaggerated kiss. “Aw, love you too.”

Sean grabbed his backpack, moving to shove in his hoodie and torch. Daniel had already shoved one of the walkie-talkies inside. 

“Calling little wolf, we are back on for camping.” 

There was nothing but static on the other end. Sean pocketed the walkie-talkie and headed downstairs, calling his brother’s name. There was no one in the kitchen and only Karen sitting in the living room, chewing on the edge of a pen. 

“Hey, have you seen Daniel?” 

Karen looked up. “Oh, I thought you already left? Daniel passed by twenty minutes ago with the sleeping bags.” 

“That little-” Sean wasn’t panicking, but he was maybe sweating a little more than he had been before. “Um, right. I just forget a…” he scanned the room and grabbed Daniel’s weird book, “scary story. Classic camping right?” 

“Oh. Have a nice time then.” Karen hesitated. “I know you’re not thrilled to be here. But I hope by the end of the Summer we can understand each other better. 

“Me too.” Sean tried to look as un-guilty as possible. “See you tomorrow Karen.” 

  “Daniel!” He yelled, running head first into the spooky mass of woodlands beyond their store. “Dan, I’m sorry okay. Quit hiding!” 

No answer. Sean went digging for the walkie-talkie, now glowing an eerie blue. 

“Dan?” 

The walkie-talkie crackled again- “Sean?” 

“Dan.” He let out a shaky breath. “Hey, I’m sorry I ditched you-” 

“Sean, help!” 

He was clutching the walkie-talkie so hard his knuckles went white. “What’s wrong? I’m coming okay. What’s happening?” 

“Creature- help- monster- ahh!” 

Sean scanned the trees around him, suddenly aware he was lost too. Daniel had been the one eager to explore the woods but he had said it was too creepy and now it seemed he was being proven right. 

“Sean- book- monster-” 

He dug around to find the weird book Daniel had been carrying around all week. He had assumed it was from one of Karen’s displays but now he was looking at it, the journal seemed too real to go with the modern witchcraft bullshit she was trying to sell. The cover was dark blue and the pages thick with drawings and polaroids. 

“Dan, I have the book, what do I need to look for? What is this thing?” 

“Page- tree- monster-” Daniel was breathing heavily. “Hear?” 

“I can hear you,” he said comfortingly, “I’m coming.” 

He held the torch in his teeth, flicking through pages until he came across a few marked with Daniel’s doodles and writing. He seemed to be studying telekinetic powers, complete with a superhero sketch: SUPER /DUDE DAN/ WOLF? ask Sean for name ideas

He finally came across the page that looked like a bush drawn with yellow eyes. 

Dangerous 

camouflage shape shifters 

Hard to photograph shush ma-

Likes dark 

Under the original writing Daniel had added his own note: babies in woods. 

“Hey,” Sean held up the walkie-talkie, “is it these moss creatures? What well?” 

“Sean!” This time Daniel’s voice was clearer, his voice steadier. 

“Dan. What happened? Please tell me you had a good reason to go into the woods alone without telling me or Karen.” 

“Come on, that’s it? Can you yell at me when I’m not being chased?” 

“Okay. I’m coming, where are you?” 

“Where are you?” 

“By some trees. There’s a sign for a lake?” 

“Go to the lake, I’ll meet you there.” Daniel was cut off by some more static. “Hey, stop chewing that Mushroom!” 

Sean followed the signs, hoping Daniel at least would know a way out. How did he know the woods so well already? Was Sean that much of a shitty brother he hadn’t noticed him running off into these haunted-ass woods? 

The lake slowly came into the view but it was empty. 

“Daniel? Dan?” 

The lake was weirdly normal, just muddy water and a few droopy looking frogs. Still, Sean was still on edge, swinging the heavy torch from hand to hand. The faster they got home, the better. 

His relative peace was interrupted by the rustling of tree branches and heavy footsteps. Daniel came barging through the trees, a small bundle of something wrapped in his checked shirt. Something was chasing him and fast- Sean barely had time to move out the way as Daniel crashed into him. Something big and fast ran past. 

“Sean!” Daniel threw himself into his arms. “I’m sorry, don’t yell at me.” 

“I’m not mad. But you did scare the shit out of me.” 

“Sean-” 

“Fine, you get a dollar, let’s just go-” 

“No, look.” 

Sean turned slowly, met with amber eyes and a large face of bark and weeds. The creature sniffed at him curiously. 

“Um-” 

Daniel hid behind him. “Any ideas?” 

“You have the stupid haunted book!” The creature snorted, blowing hot air in his face. “Wait, the book said-” Sean slowly moved for his pocket, finding Dad’s lighter. 

“Dan, on three, we run.” 

“One-” he reached for a branch, “two-” he flicked the lighter on, “three!” Sean held the flaming branch up the creature’s face, dragging Daniel out the way as it squirmed. “What, the light should have scared it off.” 

“Remember when you said you weren’t going to get mad?” 

Sean turned to him, as Daniel revealed the squirming mass of moss in his arms. 

“You stole it’s kid?” 

“I always wanted a puppy! She’s called Mushroom-” 

Seeing it’s child, the larger creature started inching slowly towards Daniel. 

“Put it down! We can’t keep this weird monster-baby!” 

“We bonded!” The larger creature nudged its nose towards the smaller one, poking his chest with a spikey horn. “Okay, I’ll give her back.” 

Daniel held out his arms, placing the small creature on the floor. It wiggled a loose vine that could almost be a tail and followed its parents into the woods. 

Sean punched him in the arm. “That’s for trying to adopt an actual monster.” 

Daniel rubbed his arm. “Ouch.” 

Sean pulled him into a hug. “And that’s for scaring the shit out of me. I’m glad you’re okay though.” 

“Me too.” Daniel smiled. “Hey, now you owe me two dollars!” 

  After all the excitement, the brothers’ settled on camping in Karen’s yard. 

“So, you found that spooky book in a tree and didn’t think to tell me?” 

“You were being the worst!” 

Sean laughed. “Okay, I deserve that. But, next time you find a weird monster thing, tell me. We’re in this together.” 

“Okay promise.” Daniel threw another marshmallow at him. “Sorry I made you miss your concert. I guess Cassidy wasn’t that bad.” 

“Hey, I saved your butt, that’s more important.” Sean took a bite out a s’more. “Hey, there isn’t anything else you’re not telling me right?” 

“Actually,” Daniel held out his hand, a marshmallow hoovering a few inches above his palm. “Surprise?” 

(A boring Summer suddenly looked so much more appealing.)

[zebraslovescupcakestoo]

My BLUSH BLUSH wish list.

For those who likes the game, fan of the game or anything in between, I wanted to share my thoughts and what I wanted from the game in future updates.

Of course this is just MY thoughts, MY imaginations and just MY wish list so if you disagree, that’s OK! You can just leave what you wanted instead in the comments or in my ask box. I am open to what you have to say. So let’s go right into it:

1. Ugly Christmas Sweaters

Yes, I know I’ve posted this here after I made a screen shots of my conversations in the Steam community, but after the debut and full release of the game, we got up to date 2 DLC characters, voice audios, and a Halloween costume bundles. So if they came up with a special Christmas costume bundle, it would make me up for 2020!

In their older sister game predecessor, Crush Crush, all of their dateable girls have the Santa suit options after you max out their lover levels. (10 diamonds each.) Even though they’ve alternated each of their red Santa style suits, they’re pretty much the same.

Don’t get me wrong! They’re beautiful, but almost the same!

So that’s why if we get UGLY CHRISTMAS SWEATERS instead, it would be more festive and think of how some would match their characteristics like for example: Imagine Nihm with a cute pastel colored sweater or Ichiban with a horror reference video parody. (Or imagine a certain guy with a Grinch vibe with a ‘Merry go f#k yourself’ ugly sweater.) 

2. A new Diamond Boy bundle!

If you have an account with Crush Crush and you played long enough, you already know that there’s the Darya DLC bundle that gives you diamonds on the first run. (The bundle was 15 US dollars.)

So for this, I hope that the Sad Panda team studio would do the same in this game.

I have a few good ideas about what animal forms it could be before you un-curse them:

-A Pokémon knock off of Cloyster and probably friends with that Narcissistic mermaid on the phone fling. They have pearls that looks fabs!

-A dolphin if an Oyster isn’t ‘Shelling’ enough for you nor the others. Think about a treasure hunting dolphin like Ariel who’s collecting human treasures.

-A raccoon thief inspired by the Sly Cooper video games series. This was on PS2 series and had a remake later but this would be an interesting Easter egg reference. (Maybe add some Arsene Lupin reference to ‘compliment’ the detective phone boy fling.) *Wink wink!*

-I found this interesting when I search this topic but an Owl, specifically white barn owls, with ties of Hindu myth symbol of Wealth and Fortune. I’ll leave the link here if you’re interested, but this is like if Sascha was looking for him before scamming...

-A peacock! Think how back in time when you in one of the banquet Henry the 8th hosted and this was served. This was a symbol of pride and luxury so only rich people can have these.

If you have any alternatives references, please let me know in the comments or ask box if you have an ideal diamond bundle manimal and what’s their story. I would love to know and share!

3. Ideal Animal!!!

We all know how a basic Blush Blush dating game is by now: You found their animal forms, you un-cursed them by dates and they’re back to humans again. (For a good humping DLC d!k pic.) We all see that it can be either a real or a fantasy animal like a rabbit to a dragon. So here’s MY idea of the next animal:

-Marine Manimal options!

I’ve said this previously, but all of the guys so far are land animals. I would understand if it’s a bit hard to do, especially with dating scenes, but if it works, I’ll sing Part Of Your World whenever I want!

My personal options are a Dolphin, Shark, Orcas AKA sea pandas, Octopus, Lobster, Crab and Oyster.

-Bird Manimal!

The only bird species we have there at the time is Kelby as a Rooster.

So for the feathered fans of the bird community, MY personal options would be an Owl, Peacock, Hawk, Eagle, Seagal, Ostridge, a Kiwi (bird) (Yes, they’re called like that in New Zealand.) Duck, Parrot, Toucan, Pidgeon or Dove, Crane or any domestic pet birds.

I would like an honorable mention of a crow or raven but since the first phone fling boy winner is the college student goth Poe, there’s a high chances that’s gonna be our second bird at high predictions. But I could be wrong so we’ll see how this would turn out.

-Insect Manimal!

I know that there will be some that would disagree that ‘ThAT’s Not An ANImal CataGory!’ which I could agree. HOWEVER! Since the game creators broke that rule with fantasy creatures like a Pegasus and a Dragon, I thought maybe we can bend that rule a bit.

MY personal insect options would be a Scorpion, a Spider, a Bee, Butterfly, a ‘manly’ Ladybug inspired by Pixar’s A Bug’s life, Praying Mantis, Cricket inspired by Jiminy Cricket  and a Beetle. 

Imagine the last one inspired by either the rock band ‘The Beatles’ or ‘Beetlejuice.’

-Land Manimals!

So going back to land animals, here’s MY personal options that hasn’t been done yet.

A Raccoon, Squirrel, Elephant, Barn Pig, Zebra, Bat, Mice, Fox, Monkey, Turtle (Which COULD have been in the marine instead, but they’re are some in land forms too!) Koala, Kangaroo, Bear, Frog, Donkey, Buck (Adult Bambi) and Lizard.

I would add an honorable mentions or a domesticated Dog or a Cat breed, but we already have a Wolf and 2 Big Cat Boys on the team with DLC. (A Lion would be a nice option, but only if it’s the magical 3 times the charm!)

-Fantasy Manimal.

I’m not entirely sure cause Pegasus and Dragons are already taken, but would think that maybe just a Horned Unicorn, a Loch Nest creature inspired ‘Animal’ or maybe the Eastern version of the Dragon.

Imagine the last one being true and Scales got a rival!

If you have other suggestions, please share if you want.

4. Ideal Manimal characteristics that hasn’t been done yet.

We have some that has characteristic that defines themselves. Nihm’s a shy, cute guy. Eli’s a Bi pride boy. Dmitri is a Smooth talker adult. Anon’s technology attributes.

So for this category, here’s MY personal ones that hasn’t been done yet.

-A Boxing or Kung Fu fighter type.

-Italian Mafia/Gangster or a Yakuza

-Chef or a Baker

-Artist

-Demon (Unless we get Seth or a different guy.)

-Business men or CEO.

-Soldier or Army Officers. 

-Car/Motor/Boat Racer.

-Thief. (Arene Lupin, Sly the thief raccoon or Joker from P5 references.)

If there’s something else that hasn’t been done or that I haven’t posted it, please share with me what you think.

5. Outfit ideas!

I know this would be like a continuation from point numero uno, but here’s a couple of more.

-Swimming trunks.

-Winter apparels. 

-Onesies Animal wear. (Cuz if we don’t get the Animal Options asides resets...)

-Summer apparels.

-Masquerade attire or wedding tuxedo.

-Pajamas.

If there’s more you wanted, again, please share.

6. MORE INCLUSIVITY IN EVERY FORMS!!!

The reason being is when I saw the reviews on the selected winner from Phone vote fling in Blush Blush.

On one hand, there were people who were happy while the rest... aren’t.

I know we all have different taste of either ‘I like cute boys’ or ‘I want a REAL man!’ but that got me thinking... and maybe if we can see guys in different skin tones or different cultures, that could be a nice inclusivity.

Imagine a Native from Southern America with a poncho or a real buff African who’s passionate with animals.

But what would you think? Let me know if this is a good idea or needs to rethink.

7. New dating places.

Like their counter part, they only have 4 date spots. So here’s a few more that would help change the scenery:

-The Beach.

-Theatre (But only showing the front, not the silhouettes.)

-Revisiting the same zoo and meet their counter parts.

-Ice cream shop or cart near the park.

-Their bedrooms. (plausible having the uncensored DLC alternate versions too...)

If you have a separate dating options, share that with me too!

8. Daily spin the wheel prizes.

Hear me out on this one! You probably seen these on numerous Gaming apps in any form, but if you think about it, this could be a nice change of pace!

In each chances, you can either get a boosters from Jobs or hobbies, Diamonds, exclusive outfits, or time skips.

What’s more, you’d get 1 free spin by daily and maybe get an extra 4 more for like 5 diamonds each. (like phone votes.)

9. Decorate your virtual room.

This is only an optional and unrelated to the game. (much..)

If you’d get the option to decorate your in-game room like plushies, posters, BF jackets that was ‘lend’ to you, you’d wanted IT in RL too!!! Also, it would also boost your intimacy's with your manimal such as love hearts intakes or ‘spend less on items with this!’

And this is all I have suggested for now.

If you have other suggestions on what you wanted in that game or update it, please let me know and we can share it here!

Thank you for taking your time to read this and have a wonderful day!

[aajjks]

Soothing Touch;

⟶ Summary; Jeongguk is needy for your touch, while you're needy for warm cuddles! What jeongguk doesn't know is that you're on your period. He’s too cute and intense for you to handle. Jeongguk doesn’t like it when you don’t touch him. May the Lord be with you, Y/N!

⟶ Warnings: Intense Jeongguk, angry Jeongguk, Stubborn JK, soft, Fluffy, Obsessive themes!

⟶ TW: Jeongguk crying. Intense Jeongguk. This took a turn. 🤠 kind of different from the request.  SO SORRY *** NOT EDITED***

⟶ Request:

Masterlist:

⟶ WC: 1.1K

⟶ A/N: What's up guys?? it’s been a while since I wrote about him! IM SUPER HAPPY YOU KNOW WHY??? BECAUSE I HIT 700+ followers! OMg I'm crying 🥺🤧 I don't deserve you guys at all!! *hugs all of you tightly* enjoy! 🥳 THIS IS REALLY BAD. DAMN HIS INTENSE STARE. I feel so intimidated by him fml. ᴾˡᵉᵃˢᵉ ᶠᵉᵉᵈᵇᵃᶜᵏˀˀ ᴾʳᵉᵗᵗʸ ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵉˀ 🥺

“Y/N~ Baby where are you?” Jeongguk's voice rings through the whole house as you scoff upon it. Being alone in your shared bedroom was really ideal for you. But of course jeongguk didn’t care. Why couldn't he leave you alone! The last 3 hours were the most peaceful time of your day. Because jeongguk wasn't home. But now he's back. He doesn’t leave you alone for even a second. And to top it all off, You got your damned period. Oh, God really hated you, didn't he? Your complaining was cut off by jeongguk greeting you with a tight hug. “Y/N I missed you sooo much! I was calling for you, why didn't you tell me you were in the bedroom?” Jeongguk giggles as try to break the hug.

Key word: try.

Jeongguk doesn't let go in fact, if it was even possible he tightens the hugs resulting, you both falling on the soft bed.

“Ah! Jeongguk! For fucks sake!” You groan in pain but he still doesn't let go. “Ah!” You cry in pain as his whole being was resting on your fragile body. The period cramps only started to get worse. You felt like someone was kicking you in your guts. As jeongguk hears your cry he gets off of you. “Y/N! What happened baby? Are you hurt? Oh my God I hurt you!” Jeongguk's eyes widen as he realises. You get up from the bed. “No shit Sherlock!” You smile sarcastically.

Ignoring jeongguk's panic attack. You look at him coldly. “What do you want?” Hearing your voice he get out of his panicked state. He looks at you softly. And sits next to you. “Y/N I missed you! I need your hugs, kisses, cuddles and warmth!” He pouts cutely as he looks at you with his big bambi eyes. You try not to smile. “So?” You reply in a monotone. You start to walk out the room but jeongguk grabs you from the back. You try to struggle but it's all worthless. Damn his physique! You feel like a little girl infront of his manly figure. Why did you have to be so short! Jeongguk giggles at your cuteness.

Jeongguk sits you both on the bed as he lays his head on your lap. You fight the instant urge to play with his silky, soft locks. He soon starts to get comfortable and ready to cuddle you. “Ah Y/N you're so soft! Just like a baby. I could touch you all day!” He says innocently while you get embarrassed at how wrong it sounds. You were not pregnant right? So why were your emotions changing so fast? Yeah, you couldn't be pregnant because you were bleeding to death! “Jeongguk Get off of me! I don't want to touch you!” You lie.

You were actually dying for some warm cuddles from him. But it was not you? It was your period..? Right? “Y/N but I want to though! So I will!”Jeongguk replies lazily as he nuzzles his face even further in your warmth. Why did he have to be so stubborn! “Jeongguk I'm on my period okay!” Upon hearing that Jeongguk gets out of your warmth as much as he didn't want to. But he of course had to be the best boyfriend to you!

And he knew just how to! “Oh shit! baby you must be in pain right!? Let me just go and get you some chocolates and painkillers!” Jeongguk gets up eagerly and goes to his closet and you see a black sweatshirt of his that you really liked.

“but first, change into this so you'll be comfortable!” Jeongguk smiles. While you swoon at his sweet gesture, You fail to notice the mischievous look in his eyes. “Y/N, I'm going out so don't even try to escape.” He warns you seriously. He knew how stubborn you were.

You nod and roll your eyes as he pecks your cheek and heads out.  and you change into the large sweatshirt. After coming out of the bathroom you go in the bed and scroll on your phone.

Jungkook's face is buried in your chest, his strong, toned arms wrapped around you, holding you tightly to the warmth of his body. It felt like he was the one bleeding to death, not you. But you didn't really mind because he was warm and very cuddly. A great advantage for you, right?

Haha, not really for you. The real winner was jeongguk. He was feeling so lucky! He never thought that he'd  like your monthly menstruation but now he wasn't complaining!

“Jeongguk thanks for taking care of me..” you thank him slyly as you blush.

“Y/N baby no worries! As long as you don't leave me I'll be fine!” Jeongguk confesses as you feel something wet on your shirt.

You look at jeongguk but due to his long locks you couldn't see his face properly. You brush his hair away from his face and he looks at you with teary red eyes.

“Jeongguk, you're crying?!” You ask him softly. Your soft gaze causes jeongguk to whine. “Y/N I-I'm scared that you will eventually leave me. That Y-You- God I'm even scared to say it!” Jeongguk cries.

Oh that's why he was acting so nice and very attentive. You couldn't help but feel bad. Your thumb found it's way to his flawless face and you wiped his tears away. He closed his eyes, leaning in. But then your hands stopped. Y/N what are you doing! Don't touch him! He doesn't deserve it. He sat up and took your face in his hands. “Y/N why do you avoid touching me??? You know your touch absolutely drives me fucking insane!”

The dark glint in his die eyes was driving holes in your skin. His intense gaze was always intimate in many ways. It was like he saw everything straight to your soul. “I-I” you couldn't find words. You couldn't break the eye contact. You couldn't force yourself to.

He slowly leaned in. His minty breath fanning your ears “Remember Y/N don't ever try to reject my touch. The consequences won't be good for you love.” His voice had gotten deeper? How the fuck even? You snapped out of your thoughts and nodded immediately. He gave you a wide bunny grin and laid down in your lap again. “Y/N shower me in kisses!”

Jeon Jungkook was intense in many ways. He was a mystery that intrigued you. Right?

[okaybutlikeimagine]

Excerpt from this fic that’s taking me 5 million years to write bc I’ve forgotten how to write Billy properly???  my fic More Than a Crush

desc: Steve’s parents want to meet Billy bc Steve won’t shut up about him so they tell Steve to bring him to the Country Club gathering, and Billy’s not too thrilled about having to wear Polo clothes.

(this is just a scene and it’s def still “under construction” but I need to post something or I’m gonna have a breakdown so! Here we are, dears.)

For my lovely friend @okayshitbird ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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Never in his life has Billy felt like this much of a dork.

Something about this feels like torture. Even though he knows he’s only surrounded by people who love him wholeheartedly, this still feels like a form of sadism. Billy thinks he might understand what those little toy poodles go through.

Because right now everyone is… cooing at him. Joyce has stood Billy in the hallway (where Jonathan said the lighting is probably best after she asked) and is currently attempting to work Jonathan’s camera to take pictures. Jonathan is right next to her, trying to show her the buttons to press and where to look when she wants to take a picture. Jim is standing behind them, deep chuckles clearly bubbling up in his chest and a smirk he can’t keep hidden smeared all over his face. Every now and then he makes eye contact with Billy and tries a little harder to keep his laughter down. Billy tries to find something to appreciate about it.

El is bouncing around in the back, giggling and pulling Will over to whisper to him. Will just shrugs, face red and laughter hidden in the corners of his smile. Billy knows he can’t get mad at them.

Jonathan though…

“Oh here, you just take it, honey.” Joyce concedes, handing the camera back over to her son with exasperation in her voice. Jonathan scrambles for the camera, hanging it around his neck before turning to Billy with a smirk on his face- a smirk that says: you’re never living this down. It’s in his raised eyebrow and all.

Billy’s gonna kill the boy.

“Say cheese.” Jonathan says with the smarmiest grin possible.

“I’ll kill you.” Billy says through gritted teeth, keeping his tone as sweet as possible. Jonathan laughs before taking the shot.

“Okay, okay, now I think we should get one over here! The wallpaper is nice over here.”

Jonathan is cackling now, mixing with the low rumbles of Hop’s laughter as they walk down the hallway. Will and El move out of the way, heading to the kitchen for something.

Billy’s teeth are still clenched tight.

“I’d really rather not.” Billy says with as little anger in his voice as he can muster.

“I know, I’m sorry, dear, just a few more pictures! It’s just, I have pictures of all the other kids all dressed up and you look so nice!” Joyce brings a hand up to replace a curl that’s slipped out of where Billy has attempted to grease them back. Everything she does is so maternal- it all has such a loving touch that it softens Billy instantly. “Just a couple more pictures? Is that okay, honey?”

It’s just them in the hallway now, the chatter of the other people in the house sounding distant enough that the irritation in Billy’s chest simmers down to just about nothing. It’s just him and this woman who somehow always makes him think about the good memories of his mother. Not even the tangible ones, but rather the fuzzy ones that crop up more as feelings than as pictures. It’s something he’s not sure he knows how to truly appreciate. It’s something he’s not sure he’ll ever get used to again. It’s warm. It makes this whole place seem a little more like home.

It also makes it a lot harder to say no.

Because there Joyce is, looking at him like he’s one of her children. Like he’s her son all dressed up for picture day. He’s not fully sure what to do with himself. Especially because she’s asking his permission. So few authority figures ever do that.

He sighs.

“Alright.” He says, giving her a tired smile when her eyes light up at his response.

He follows after her into the living room, exhausted just from existing in these stupid clothes, having to look at all of these stupid smiles laughing at him like he’s a clown. He feels like a clown.

They’d probably insist it’s out of love and care. He’d definitely beg to differ.

But he’s still standing there, chin tilted up and hands clasped behind his back, doing his best to puff his chest and broaden his shoulders to look as manly as possible… even though he’s dressed like a damn Easter egg.

“C’mon, son, give us a smile!” It’s Hop, humor dancing in his eyes. “Let us see those teeth!”

Billy’s teeth are still gritted, mirth and pain definitely visible in his eyes.

“I swear to God.” He mutters under his breath before allowing the corners of his mouth to tilt up into a smile.

“C’mon a little wider.” Jonathan says through a smirk.

“Just take the picture.” Billy says through his smile, followed by the click of the camera. 

Joyce fusses for a bit, moving over to the wall where all the kids have their pictures hung and trying to figure out the best place for Billy’s to go. Jonathan, still with that amused smirk on his face, wanders over to Billy.

“Hope you know how blackmail worthy these are.” Jonathan says with a glint in his eye. Billy makes sure to shoot daggers back.

“You better sleep with that camera under your pillow tonight, bud.” Billy says with sugar in his voice. He elbows Jonathan, who elbows him back, to which Billy responds with a harder hit.

The two are tussling about like a couple of kids before there’s a knock at the door.

Everyone stops at the sound, but when the bubble pops in the next second they’re all moving to answer it.

“I’ve got it!” Billy calls over the sound of them rushing to the door, taking long strides to push past them and get them away from the knob. “God, you’re a bunch of animals.” He chastises as he swings the door open.

On the other side of the door is Steve all dressed up in matching Easter colors. He’s looking down at his shoes, kicking a bit at the doorway in a nervous kind of gesture the second that Billy opens the door, and in the next he’s looking up with wide eyes.

He’s nervous why is he so nervous now I’m even more nervous oh God...

Billy squirms a bit where he stands.

Steve blinks hard. Billy doesn’t appreciate the silence, or the gathering of everyone behind his back that he can sense.

“Well? You got something to say, Bambi?” Billy’s foot is tapping incessantly. He can’t help it. He cracks all the knuckles on his left hand just by using his fingers. He’s nervous... and he swears he can feel everyone’s collective breath on his back.

Steve shakes himself out of his stupor.

“You look so good.” Steve nearly breathes it out. It kills Billy.

There are more than a few coos behind him, followed by a few amused chuckles. Billy’s face is currently burning red hot, but it’s not distracting enough to keep him from turning around and glaring at his family.

They’re all crowded together, doing their best to look at the scene in front of them without getting too close. They scatter.

Billy turns back to Steve, face still bright and hot. He absolutely hates the feeling, so much so that he can’t even think about wiping the scowl off his face.

“Yeah, whatever. You do too.” Billy feels sophomoric. Like a young girl who got asked to prom by a Senior guy. Like he’s waiting for his corsage or whatever. He feels so foolish

“Thanks.” Steve says, eyeing Billy up and down. “You slicked your hair back.”

Billy reaches up for it self-consciously. He feels that curl that fell out earlier and brushes it back.

“Yeah, what of it?”

“Why?” Steve asks, a little smile on his lips.

Billy’s not sure why he’s so irritated by the question, but he wants to believe the red on his face that he’s deeply sure is out of nervousness is actually red out of anger.

“I tried to look presentable. This is about impressing your parents, isn’t it?”

Billy’s trying not to snap, but it’s hard not to after being so strung up all week. It’s all he’s been able to think about is standing out in a field of flowers with a bunch of stuffy rich people.

Steve nods. His eyes turn softer, even though Billy’s close to barking.

A tiny shoulder is pressing into Billy’s arm then, shoving him out of the way with surprising strength.

“Hi Steve!” El says cheerfully, beaming her little smile up at the boy.

“Hi kiddo.” Steve says, smiling back just as bright. Billy shifts in place.

“Steve!” Joyce calls from inside the house. Steve and El turn to look at her, but Billy is staring at the stupidly nice shoes on his feet.

Nervous nervous way too nervous why am I so nervous please don’t ask him in...

“Won’t you come inside? I’ve got lemonade!”

Pictures she wants pictures don’t ask for pictures...

“I’d love to get a good picture of you both, too-”

Billy cuts in. He doesn’t feel too bad about it.

“We’re running late, already.” Billy says, loudly, to try to send a hint to this room full of people who can never seem to take one.

Billy still has his back facing the house, so he can’t see Joyce’s face. He figures it’s better this way, otherwise they’d be dragged into another photo session and Billy really cannot handle that right now. Not when his heart is trying to pack it’s bags and run away to the fucking city. He just looks up at Steve, shooting the boy his biggest, cry for help, ”please-have-my-back-here-babe” face that he can.

Steve takes the hint and gives a little nod.

“Yeah, we really are kind of late. My parents don’t like me being late to this stuff.” Steve shrugs. There’s more words on his tongue, Billy can see it. Steve kind of word-vomits when he starts talking about his parents and all the ways he seems to think he disappoints them. It makes Billy’s chest hurt more often than not. It ends in Billy kissing the guilt away more often than not.

“Of course, I don’t want you two being late!” There’s not a lot of disappointment in Joyce’s voice. Billy lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding. He leans himself against the doorway, facing the other side of the threshold’s frame.

“You can’t drive us?” El asks, looking up with puppy dog eyes that could pull at anyone’s heart.

“Nah, can’t today, kiddo. We have to be somewhere.” Steve says. It makes Billy think something so stupid he wouldn’t even admit it to himself.

Kids kids kids kids…

He pushes the thought away to briefly wonder why Jonathan can’t take them. Figures it’s something with Nancy. He’s not dressed yet and the kids seem antsy to be somewhere. He’s fine with his mind on that, on anything away from where he’s about to be headed.

“It’s okay, El, we can just take my bike.” Will says, suddenly showing up at the side of them.

The four of them push through the door, giving their respective goodbyes before Billy and Steve climb into Steve’s car and El crowds Will on the back of his bike. They make the bike look a little small, but they’ve done this before. It still makes Billy laugh a bit. Seeing the two giggle a little when Will loses his balance for a second lightens Billy’s heart.

“Ready to go?” Steve asks, like they didn’t rush out to the car to get going. Like they aren’t really late and like Steve didn’t really mean what he said about his parents, even though Billy knows he did.

Billy nods.

“Yeah, let’s just… do it.”

Steve nods for a little too long. He can’t get the keys in the ignition without fumbling a bit. They drive and Billy can’t even think about how much he dislikes the song currently playing.

He’s fidgeting still.

Nervous nervous so nervous why am I so nervous what the fuck is wrong with me-

“You nervous?” Steve asks around a bubble in his throat. He clears it with a cough after he speaks.

Billy snorts unattractively and pushes back his hair, even though the curl isn’t loose anymore. He reaches for the top of his button down, unbuttoning and rebuttoning because he needs to do something.

“No.” he lies through his teeth.

Steve gives a little sigh.

“Yeah, me too.”

It confuses Billy for a second.

“What?”

“I’m nervous, too.” Steve says, voice a little shaky. Billy doesn’t know what to say. He feels appreciation bubble up inside of him that he tries to mask with irritation.

“I’m no-” His voice catches and immediately he’s mad about it. “I’m not.”

It sounds so stupid now that it’s out in the air. He looks out the window, like it’ll help the heat blooming on his face. He unbuttons the second button too.

Then there’s a hand taking hold of his left one. Billy looks at it, watches Steve’s thumb rub at the skin between his index and thumb. He looks up at Steve, who’s still got his eyes on the road.

“Thanks for… agreeing. I know it’s shit. Trust me, I don’t want to be going here either. But… it means a lot. And no matter what, I’m still your boyfriend, alright? I don’t care what anyone thinks.”

Billy’s eyes prick with tears. He’s not even sure why they’re there, but he blames it on how high strung he’s been all week. How pulled taut he’s felt since Steve brought this whole thing up. He’s just boiling over, that’s all.

Steve looks over at him, eyes getting soft and worry resting in his brow.

“Billy?”

“Just drive, you idiot.” Billy mumbles, turning back to the window while grabbing firm hold of Steve’s hand.

[mirajens]

title: bambi eyes pairing: erza/mirajane found: ao3 for: @gaymirajane​

sum: One of the new neighbors was outrageously beautiful, and she did her gardening in a bikini.

Ever since the new neighbors moved in next door, Erza’s afternoons became much hotter. And she didn’t mean that because it was summer, balls fucking hot at thirty-seven degrees and humid to go with it. 

No, it was just that one of the new neighbors was outrageously beautiful, and she did her gardening in a bikini. 

The new neighbor seemed to have an endless collection of swimsuits: there was a blue one with stars, one as yellow as the marigolds she was planting, a pink one with tassels in the middle, a floral print one, and Erza’s favorite so far: a plain red one.

Today, she wore a baby blue one. With her immaculate head of white, flawless skin and perky body, she looked like she was sent from above.

Hot Neighbor was out with her brother today, a hulk of a person who carried around patches of blue grass for his sister. It was probably the best time for Erza to go over and introduce herself. With a store bought pie in hand, she crossed the distance from her back door to the chicken wire fence that separated her from Hot Neighbor.

“Hi!” Erza called out to get Hot Neighbor’s attention. “I’m Erza, I live next door. I bought you a pie.”

Hot Neighbor looked up from the tile of grass she just laid down and rose. There was a wide, welcoming smile on her face and dirt on her bare knees. “Hi, Erza. I’m Mirajane. My brother’s name is Elfman, and our little sister is Lisanna. She’s inside, still unpacking. You’re sweet to bring us that pie.”

“Oh, uh. I just got it from this bakery I go to. I can’t actually bake.” 

They were both actually too short to make the pie handoff. “I can go around the front for this later?” When Mirajane nodded, Erza grinned. She was adorable. “Nice garden. You’ve done more in four days than I have in 2 years living here.”

“Thanks! I love flowers. And pie, if I haven’t mentioned it. Would you like to come in?”

Erza was embarrassed by how quickly she agreed. Before she knew it, Mirajane was leading her inside a threshold still lined with moving boxes. And she was still in that little bikini that made Erza’s heart rate race. Mirajane gave her a quick tour of the first floor and introduced her to the youngest sibling before leading her back to the back yard where Erza met Elfman, who called her manly. Mirajane told her not to be insulted.

“And here are my babies. I’m planning on planting some bougainvillea over there so it can creep up the wall. And maybe some fruit trees when we get settled in. It’ll be nice for some shade against this heat, too.”

“Yeah, you seem really hot all the time.” Erza blurted out. “I--I mean… You must be, because you’re in your swimsuit all the time.”

Elfman passed by them, bearing more grass. “She’s only doing it because she caught you looking the first day.”

Mirajane flushed bright red. “Elfman! Oh my God! Get out of here!”

“Oh my God,” Erza repeated. The intensity of her blush mirrored Mirajane’s. “I’m sorry about that. I wasn’t trying to be rude.”

Mirajane still glared at her brother. “Don’t even worry about it,” she huffed. She turned back to Erza, just a little bit shy now. “Can we go inside and eat that pie now?”

Still mortified, hearing how Elfman laughed at the two of them, Erza nodded stiffly. “Only if we can pretend your brother never said what he said.”

“Trust me, I’m trying to forget about it as we speak.”