#my life jas been closing in on me. not properly able to study. 1 job which i was able to consistently work
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Really frustrating to feel my declining mental health, desperately trying to stop it, getting no results
#about me#marginally less depressed & not extremely psychotic. great! but uh. still depressed. can't work. can't go unfamiliar places. can't focus#i know I've been having a good complain but it's so fucking frustrating when sure some symptoms have been managed#but ive not returned to the level of functioning that i was 3 years ago. & even then wasn't functioning great either#actually bipolar#and then if we look back on my life. up until 10 i was managing. but for the last 15 years I've barely managed to keep my head above water#my life jas been closing in on me. not properly able to study. 1 job which i was able to consistently work#1 friend that i kept out of high school. 1 irl friend that I've made since then#i can only go about 6 months without some kind of crisis#struggling with housing due to mental illness + lack of work#fucking awful#medication has worked a teeny bit. group therapy isn't helping. individual therapy has helped the dissociation#but weirdly i was more functional when i was dissociating.
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