#my horoscope says today karma comes calling and

[alloutofgoddesses]

I would put less stock into astrology if the timing of things didn’t perfectly align with when stars and planets are up to shit

[lovemesomesurveys]

Have you ever fallen asleep in the last car you were in? Yeah. Have you ever been cheated on?
  No. What’s something you do every day besides breathing, eating, and sleeping?
 Check my social medias. What’s the nearest blinking object to you?
  My Internet router thingy. What were you for Halloween last year?
 I don’t dress up anymore.

Don’t you need to charge your phone right now? I'm doing that as we speak! It’s charging right now. When’s the last time you laughed really hard?
  It’s been awhile. When’s the last time you cried really hard?
 About a week ago. Do you believe that karma can come back and slap you in the face?
  I don’t believe in karma. Are you feeling guilty for something?
 Yes. What was the last thing you bought? Wingstop. Do you own suspenders?
  No. Do you get mixed signals often or rarely?
  I haven’t been in a situation like that in a long time. Are your nails/toes painted?
  Nope. Are you usually quiet or loud?
 I’m a quiet person. Do you ever check your horoscope?
 Nah. I used to do sometimes when I was younger for fun, but I never actually believed in it.  What color is your microwave?
 Black. What was the last thing you ate?  Ramen.  Do you talk to people even though you hate them?
 I’ve never hated anyone, but if there was someone I didn’t like for whatever reason I wouldn’t interact with them unless I needed to. I would still be civil and polite, I’d just keep it limited to the reason I needed to talk to them and nothing else. When was the last time you went outside?
  Close to 2 weeks ago. How many hours do you spend on the computer a day?  A few hours.

Do you have any siblings?
 I have two brothers. Do you know someone named Curt?
  Yeah, but he spells it with a K. Have you ever been to Texas?
  I had a layover in Houston, but that’s it, so I never got to see any of Texas besides the airport. What’s your shoe size?
  My Adidas are 3 1/2 in children’s, ha.

Do you have an alarm clock?
  I use my phone. Can you play the piano?
 Not anymore. I used to play some when I was younger, but it’s been over 10 years since the last time. I do wish I had kept up with it and took it more seriously back then. Do you go to church? I’ve been attending virtually for about a year now. What color was the cup that you last drank out of?
  It’s a clear glass. What is the show that you watched when you were little and you still do?
  There’s a few. One I’ve been binging lately is Step by Step. Do you have shoes on?
  No. Do you have a printer?
  Yeah. Do you read the paper?
  Nope. Do you have a swingset?
  No. I did when I was a kid, though. What is something you do every summer?
 Celebrate my birthday :) <<< Same. I also usually go to the beach, but not this summer. :( Do you have a job?
  Nope. Do your siblings text you?
  My younger brother does. Do you tend to make things complicated? Yeppp. :/ Do you want a small or big wedding?
  I don’t want a wedding. Have you ever searched for your own house on Google Earth?
 Yeah. Like a lot of people, that was like the first thing I did when that first came out. I think it’s funny that we could search anywhere and many of us searched for our house first haha. Would you rather have cash or a gift card?
  Cash. Did your last kiss end up with you and the person doing anything sexual?
 No. Do you live near a beach or amusement park?
  I live a 2-3 hours from both. Who is your ex dating/talking to?  I have no idea. Do you have your eye on anyone at the current moment?
 No. Ever been called a bitch?
  Jokingly. Well, that’s all I know of anyway. Who would you be shocked to see call you? Anyone outside of my family. If you could drink only 2 things for the rest of your life, what would it be?
 Coffee and water. Would you date someone taller than you?
  Yeah. Most people are taller than me. Have you met anyone that has been a major influence on you this year?
  No. Ever kissed someone who smokes?
  No. Have any interesting conversations lately?  Yes. If your friends warn you about someone you like, do you listen?  I heard what they had to say, but I still ended up doing what I wanted. I should have listened. Who did you last pinky promise with?  I’m pretty sure I haven’t done that since I was a kid. What do you do when you’re having a bad day?
 Cry and keep to myself. Does it take a lot for someone to annoy you? No. Do you own your own computer?
  Yep.

Did you ever have to share a room with one of your siblings?
 No. Have you ever smoked a cigarette?
  No. What’s your hair like at this present moment? It’s up in a bun.

Do you like to flex your muscles?
 I don’t have any muscles to flex. Have you ever completely misunderstood what somebody was saying?
Yeah.

Favorite kind of cake:
 White, funfetti, strawberry, and red velvet. Did you get any compliments today? No. Do you have any fears? I have many. What’s your sign?
  Leo. What is your favorite color?
 Pastels, rose gold, coral, mint green, and yellow. Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early?
 I’m a procrastinator, but I always got shit done on time. What do you hear right now?
 An ASMR video. Are your parents going to buy you a car? It’s hard to picture myself ever driving, honestly. 

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Full Moon in Gemini- Voice of Truth, Ending of Relationship Cycles, Illumination of Secrets

Full Moon in Gemini- Voice of Truth, Ending of Relationship Cycles, Illumination of Secrets

By Astromomma

On December 12th, at 12:12 am EST, the moon, which rules: our emotions, soul and inner core, becomes full at 20 degrees of Gemini. Full moons are always an extremely emotional time, and represent: endings, manifestation and completions. Gemini, the 3rd zodiac sign, is all about: communication, malleability, curiosity, and intelligence. This is the last full moon of the decade and the last one before the Solar Eclipse in Capricorn on December 26th. Prepare for massive shifts and change!

The Full Moon in Gemini will bring forth communication and confessions to the surface. If there has been a long held truth that needs to be spoken, then La Luna in the sign of the twins, will bring forth transparency and clarity. Known to be highly intelligent, the sign of Gemini, loves to learn and explore. The issue with the sign of the twins, is sometimes they will say one thing and mean another. This is due to the fact that the sign holds dual energies. Although communication will be center and focus at this Full moon, we might need to look deeper to see multiple perspectives to a situation. What might seem obvious, could actually have another side that we are not aware of or willing to see. The Full Moon in Gemini will demand us to be flexible and malleable inside of shifting situations or confusing circumstances. Truths will be spoken but will they will be the whole truth and nothing but the truth? That will be a major question at the time of this full moon.

A lot of these confessions could deal around love and money. This is due to the fact that at the time of the full moon, Venus, the planet of: love and money, will be conjunct both Saturn and Pluto in the sign of Capricorn. Saturn, is the planet of: obligation and karma and Pluto, is the planet of: power and regeneration. Capricorn energy deals with: control, authority and responsibility. Venus conjunct both Saturn/Pluto, will bring up lots of hidden and heavy energies connected to our love lives and material resources. There are major shifts occurring at this time and some won’t be pretty or easy to comprehend. It is time to get real and some romantic situations might get a huge wake up call. This heavy energy of Venus conjunct Saturn and Pluto will add a weight of consequence to this Full Moon in Gemini. What could begin as a light conversation, will soon evolve to a serious discussion and as mentioned, could be rather confronting. No more hiding or running from what we truly want and desire. There is a final chapter being acknowledged at this time. Prepare for karma to strike. The energy is ripe for authenticity and truth barring confessions.

The Gemini Full Moon is here to have us speak up and share our authentic truths to the world. Major cycles are ending and it is at this time that we need to find the strength to be true to ourselves. Although Gemini energy can be light and breezy, there will be a heavier energy to La Luna this time. She is being forced to look deep within and speak from a place of self worth and self respect. La Luna full in the sign of the twins will reveal many deep secrets and some could come as a complete shock and surprise. The Full Moon in Gemini asks you to be open and aware. Sometimes awareness isn’t a fun process. This Full Moon in the sign of the twins is here to bring: truthful confessions to light, secrets to the surface and the ending of BS cycles. We will be under the influence of this Full Moon in Gemini till the Solar Eclipse in Capricorn, which will be on December 26th.

For this potent and soul confessing Full Moon in Gemini, I will be creating extended horoscopes for each sign on my Patreon page: https://www.patreon.com/astromomma. These extended horoscopes give practical and meaningful guidance, including a special channeled mantra. I will be releasing these later today, and thank you for your support and love!

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[kfs1001]

Thank you (bjpb08) so very much. It is so great to meet someone else who believes as I do. I believe the universe is itself a living being, and we are part of the being. Thinking of it as we are cells and the universe learns on a cellular level.

The Buddhists have a saying--if you want to see what this life will be, look at you most recent past life. If you want to see what your next life will be, look at your present life. If you are a giver in this life you will be given to in the next. If you are a taker, you will be taken from in the next.

When I look at my most recent past life I was a monster. I'm not going to get into details but i was not a good person. In this life I am someone I persecuted in that life. I believe it is all part of the lessons we, as physical lifeforms and the universe learn together.

I also believe horoscope has a play I it as well. I am a duel sign and I know the karmic nature two past lives affects me. One is the monster which left a stain on my soul. The other is a life of a Tibetan Llama who can remove that stain. Throughout my life I have come across paths where I have to make a choice between the two. Thankfully I have chosen he path of light, thus my Buddhist faith today. I do not want to think where those other paths would have taken me.

As for D & C. I think they were givers in their past lives and the universe has opened up the world to then. However, there is karma they need to deal with. I believe the circumstances they find themselves in is a product of the karma. They have made choices at the junctures in their lives which are part of the lesson this life is meant to teach. Mind you, not everyone learns the lesson and are destined to repeat it.

That said, D made a choice when he resigned during G/lee which set him on a path. C had already made a choice which set him on a parallel path. D's choice may not have been a wise one, but if you believe in karma it is part of is lesson.

C is strength. I can see it. C's soul is older than D's, but not by much. They are soulmates. I noticed it when K & B met on Dalton's stairs.

D mentioned in an interview, he asked C to go to a concert with him when they first met.  To me that is the physical body and mind doing a catch up with the soul. In this life they just met, but in the lifespan of the universe their souls said--hello, I've been waiting for you.

I believe B's proposal to K is a huge tell and I also think they had a hand in the script. A lot of actors do.

 I honestly do not expect people to believe as I do. I know there is fear surrounding talking about subjects like this. Some will call me crazy, but then  you find kindred spirits. I do not fear a backlash because, as quoted from Dune, ‘Fear is the mind killer.’ We are who we are and there is nothing more to say about that. Believe what you must and please allow me to believe for myself.

[fuckdavestriderheistheworst-blog]

Avi's making me answer all of them so now you have to, too. All the ones no one else asks you.

why do i even reblog these things when i know one of you are gonna do this 

am i a masochist

I’ll try to give solid answers. 

1) Sexuality?

i dont know not straight but not gay and also probably not bi because i dont just look at people of both sexes and think “damn id tap that” 

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

ben stiller probably 

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

i took vantas’ book because it became the one closest to me 

“’That is such a bizarre request I have to agree to do it.’“

4) What do you think about most?

what im doing with my life and why i picked the most unsteady and risky career choice ever and if ill end up fucked because of it

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?

“We’re meeting at Think Coffee at four. Come with us.”

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

usually with at least boxers on but sometimes naked

7) What’s your strangest talent?

i used to get into rap battles with kids in my high school class i like to think im talented enough to declare it a talent

8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)

girls dont like boys girls like cars and money. boys will laugh at girls when theyre not funny

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

ive had a diss rap written about me on a few occasions if that counts

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?

probably a year ago i dont keep track of my intense solo shower performances

11) Do you have any strange phobias?

i dont know if either of these count since they mostly just make me uncomfortable but silence bugs me and so does the solo sound of clockwork

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

no but once i got a stick stuck up it because of someone else

13) What’s your religion?

athiest i guess? like i dont really believe in god or in any higher power otherwise wed have been snuffed out for being pieces of shit long ago

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

taking pictures or carryin a drink or running when its too damn early and too damn cold

15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

behind it for sure

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

that changes by the day. today a band i listened to a lot was son lux

17) What was the last lie you told?

that it was fine

18) Do you believe in karma?

only when im mad

19) What does your URL mean?

i mean

read it

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

i asked vantas and he said the answer to both is “my eagerness to please” which i dont know if i agree with but i dont have a better answer

21) Who is your celebrity crush?

who ISNT my celebrity crush is a better question

my favorites and the ones i would shit myself to meet in person are tom franco, ben stiller, and robert downey jr

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

no and i dont really want to

23) How do you vent your anger?

i use it to be productive most of the time but if its anger on behalf of someone i smother the person i care about and try to forget my own feelings about it

24) Do you have a collection of anything?

cameras, picture frames, and vinyl records

25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

video chatting for sure

26) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

im way happier with who i am than i was two years ago

27) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

a clock ticking or someone tappin in time to the passage OF time

vantas’ laugh

28) What’s your biggest “what if”?

what if id never sent that anonymous message what if id just kept being who i was before

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

ghosts? psh fuck no. aliens? dude its a real thing aliens are real we have documented proof of it

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

wall on the right, vantas on the left

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?

nothing really? i mean i could sniff vantas and then say i smell him but i dont really smell anything

32) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

im not sure i guess the hospital? nobody likes the hospital not even the staff

33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?

west coast

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

god have you seen todays performers theyre all fuckin gorgeous

maybe selena gomez she has a cute face even if im not that into her music

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?

spend time with the people i care about and dont waste time on the people i dont

make them know theyre important

36) Define Art.

somebody expressing themselves and NOT bullshitting some deep and fake meaning onto somethin they didnt try with

37) Do you believe in luck?

not really

38) What’s the weather like right now?

its 60 degrees 

39) What time is it?

9pm

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

yes i drive and no ive never CRASHED but i did fuck up my tire rod and alignment once because i swerved to miss a dog if that counts as a crash

41) What was the last book you read?

a college textbook

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?

not enough that id go huffin it but i definitely dont dislike it

43) Do you have any nicknames?

not technically i dont think

44) What was the last movie you saw?

black panther

45) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

a concussion because of the amnesia that followed suit

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?

yeah

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?

so theres this thing in northern new york called a garbage plate 

48) What’s your sexual orientation?

the same as #1

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

yeah and it sucked

50) Do you believe in magic?

no 

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

not if theyve done me wrong i dont particularly care that much about myself that id hate someone forever over something they did

52) What is your astrological sign?

saggitarius i think? im not sure i never keep up with horoscope stuff

53) Do you save money or spend it?

both 

54) What’s the last thing you purchased?

dinner 

55) Love or lust?

love

56) In a relationship?

yes and its a damn good one

57) How many relationships have you had?

more than 10 but less than 30

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

no and i tried like a fucking IDIOT

59) Where were you yesterday?

school and also i had a meeting about my next job

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

no

61) Are you wearing socks right now?

god no i dont like socks

62) What’s your favorite animal?

chameleon (but birds are really fucking cool)

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

answered

64) Where is your best friend?

right beside me

65) Spit or swallow?(;

swallow

66) What is your heritage?

white and i dont think i can expand upon that without being laughed at for BEING white

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

i dont want to say sleeping but i think i was sleeping

68) What do you think is Satan’s last name?

do angels and demons HAVE last names? im not versed enough to make an educated guess

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

what kind of question is this doesnt EVERYBODY??

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

fuck no i wouldnt like me if i met me

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

i dont want to work for lucifer so id save the dog, spend the rest of my day off at the vet makin sure he got treated and then look for the owner

or keep him depending on how big the dog is

72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

i wouldnt tell them right away i dont think but i dont think i could keep that from people i loved 

id spend the rest of those days doing everything i could to make sure everybody knows they were important to me and then i guess id write a will

i dont know if id be afraid because part of me doesnt want to die and the other part knows its inevitable and that i shouldnt waste time bein afraid of it because like it or not itll happen eventually

73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

god thats a hard choice but can you have a real meaningful love without trust? i guess id have to give up love

74) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

noma - “brain power” 

its just impossible to not enjoy it or feel even a little pumped

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?

nope im not cool with this one i cant answer it i am too paranoid

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

trust, some sacrifice, and lots of late night talks over late bought dinners 

77) How can I win your heart?

answered

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

yeah but to a certain point the creativity just becomes finger painting with your own shit while proclaiming you are the MASTER of modern fine arts and wont take any less than three million for your masterpiece 

or you know having a tantrum about paint pigment ownership so profound that it marks you in history books as the worlds biggest art cunt 

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

to try and make friends with a jaded grouch

80) What size shoes do you wear?

10

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

“buried naked without his rolex so dont even try”

82) What is your favorite word?

answered

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.

soul

84) What is a saying you say a lot?

probably “its cool”

85) What’s the last song you listened to?

“alternate world” by son lux

86) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?

red for sure

87) What is your current desktop picture?

one of those connect four memes 

its the pepperoni one but zoomed in on the pepperoni itself

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

no i do NOT want to kill anybody via explosion thats a shitty way to go 

hitler just in case

89) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

“what are you afraid of”

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

ask them politely to leave i guess? what the fuck kind of scenario is this night at the museum

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

1) totally unrealistic i would not eat vegetables without there being some other food group involved and 

2) i really dont want superpowers im not the hero type and never will be

maybe some way to freeze time that also includes bringing someone along to the frozen time zone because i never have enough time

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

the time i got to talk to robert zemeckis because i was fanboying so hard i barely registered half the shit he said and half the advice he gave

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

i wouldnt erase any bad experience thats just asking for a butterfly effect scenario

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

nobody because 1) i am happy in my current relationship and dont really want to sleep around and 2) do they not get a say in it

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

hawaii because its probably warm and comforting there i can buy vantas a second ticket if the first is free

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?

no

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?

never thank fuck my cars interior costs more than i do

98) Ever been on a plane?

yeah a couple times

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

you cant go back in time and correct any mistakes so do it right the first time or make things right after you fuck up 

dont dwell on the stuff that doesnt matter and spend time on the stuff that does

[auropix]

Sri Aurobindo’s Earthly Consort

Mrinalini Devi (March 6, 1887–December 17, 1918)

The year 2018 was the centenary year of the passing away of Mrinalini Devi, wife of Sri Aurobindo. There is very little known about her except that Sri Aurobindo chose her as his earthly consort. Here are a few details taken from different sources which give us a glimpse of an important but unsung hero of Sri Aurobindo’s life. (The following text has been taken from ‘A Talk on the Occasion Of Mrinalini Devi’ Birth Centenary’ by Nirodbaran, the personal physician and scribe of Sri Aurobindo, and senior member of the Sri Aurobindo Ashram.)

An Introduction

“Daughter of a respectable Hindu family, Mrinalini Devi was 14 years younger than Sri Aurobindo. Her father, one of the early batches of England-returned Bengalis, held a high Government post in the Shillong Agricultural Department. He was a very fine gentleman. He once met Sri Aurobindo’s father. Mrinalini was the eldest of his children. Of a fair complexion, a rosy hue seemed to be reflected from it. Her graceful face was framed by a rich crop of dark curls. The palms of her hands and the soles of her feet had a ruddy tint like those of new-born children as if she had smeared āltā. In her early days her friends used to tell her that her hands were stuffed with cotton. Feeling hurt at such odd remarks, she would complain to her uncle, “Do buy me a good pair of hands.” So simple she was! Sri Aurobindo’s hands too were soft and warm like the downy feathers of birds. She was sent to a Calcutta Brahmo Girls’ School for studies and there contracted a life-long friendship with one Sudhira Bose whose brother belonged to Sri Aurobindo’s revolutionary party and later joined the Ramakrishna Mission as a sannyasi. Girish Chandra Bose, a very intimate friend of Mrinalini’s father, almost like an elder brother, used to look after Mrinalini in Calcutta. He was the Principal of a famous college there. It was he who arranged the marriage of Mrinalini with Sri Aurobindo in a most unorthodox manner. Sri Aurobindo, as you know, had returned to India and taken up a job in Baroda. “When, after about 7 years of service, he had become the Vice-Principal of the college in that city, he decided to marry. He was then 29 years of age. He had put an advertisement in a Calcutta paper that he would marry a girl of a Hindu family according to Hindu rites. He had already become a name in Calcutta. … The advertisement caught the attention of Girish Bose. He found that the conditions stipulated would suit Mrinalini admirably. He at once negotiated the marriage. Sri Aurobindo came to see the prospective bride and at one single glance made his choice, though there were a number of high-born maidens on the waiting list eager for the coveted prize. The marriage ceremony took place according to Hindu rites and was attended by eminent persons like J. C. Bose, Lord Sinha, etc., but none from Sri Aurobindo’s paternal or maternal side. His maternal relations were of Brahmo society. Mrinalini, at 14, was married like Sati to Shiva, but had no idea about it. Her entire married life of 18 years was practically passed alone. Her husband was plunged in political work, later in deep meditation on the Supreme in the far South while the wife exiled from him in the North-East lived meditating on him, her single thought dwelling upon her Shiva who had made her his companion, but who could not give her company nor any safe refuge of her own. Her husband had heard the call of the Supermind and was to bring it down on earth, while she for 8 long years passed her days of lonely sorrow in the hope that one day she would be called to his side.” Mrinalini had to go through all the joys and sorrows which are the lot of one who marries a sage, a human light and someone so out of the ordinary as Sri Aurobindo.  

Mrinalini Devi: A Life of Solitude

(Article edited from an original by Dr Kavita Sharma) Mrinalini Devi’s eighteen years of her marriage were mostly spent in solitude. After Sri Aurobindo’s arrest in 1907, and although he was released a year later, Mrinalini experienced the dark night of the soul when she felt that she “couldn’t call even God” because she “had no other God” except her husband. She had “seen God’s manifestation in him alone.” A life of abandonment and loneliness seemed to be her destiny, but at that moment Sudhira (her friend from school) took her to Ramakrishna Ashram and Mrinalini began to frequent it from that time onwards. She was of course a well-known entity as Sri Aurobindo’s wife but she kept herself as simple and aloof as she could. Sarada Mata, Swami Ramakrishna Paramhansa’s wife, who came to love her as a mother deeply assured her that Sri Aurobindo would be proved innocent but he would not lead a worldly life. After his release from the prison Sri Aurobindo left for Pondicherry unknown to everyone, including Mrinalini. The eight years that followed could have been extremely dark days for her, but Mrinalini Devi transformed her suffering into a sadhana, to become a ‘heavenly being’ in the words of Sarada Mata, to whom she turned during this period. Mrinalini’s father took her away to Shillong, where she steeped her life in austere tapasya. She ate simple vegetarian food and always dressed humbly, looking like a yogin. Every early morning, after her bath she would pluck flowers from the garden and then go to her Puja room which had beautifully decorated pictures of Kali, Sri Vivekananda and Sarada Mata together with that of Sri Aurobindo to whom she offered flowers and incense. She would meditate there for hours and then spend the day reading religious books mainly of Vivekananda and Sri Ramakrishna. In the evening, too, she meditated alone for hours. Letters arrived sporadically from Sri Aurobindo and enlivened her spirits. Despite their separation, she felt an inner bond with Sri Aurobindo and never ceased to hope that she would be united with him. At last when it became a possibility in December 1918, death intervened. The mental agony that she had suppressed for years exploded during the delirium of her illness, especially the nightmarish experience of the night of Sri Aurobindo’s arrest when she had been with him. The otherwise still and detached Sri Aurobindo, too, on hearing the news of Mrinalini’s death, was moved to tears.

It is remarkable that Mrinalini sold many of her ornaments during her lifetime to contribute to charitable causes. Her last wishes were that the remaining ones were to be kept in her friend Sudhira’s custody to be sold and a scholarship instituted for a poor girl students of the Nivedita Girls School with Sri Aurobindo’s approval. Mrinalini Devi deserves to be remembered as a model of courage, who overcame impossible odds to find deep meaning in her life; a flower that blossomed unseen but left its everlasting fragrance.

The Last Days of Mrinalini Devi

(The following translated excerpts have been taken from the reminiscences of Shaibalini Mitra, Mrinalini Devi’s younger sister.) “At last arrived the year 1918, December. She received the call from Sri Aurobindo, saying, “My sadhana is over. I have achieved my object, siddhi. I have a lot of work to do for the world. You can come now and be my companion in this work.” This naturally made Mrinalini and all others extremely happy. Now our father thought of taking my sister to Pondicherry. The Government gave permission. So they arrived in Calcutta via Ranchi. But Mrinalini fell a victim to the scourge of influenza which was raging everywhere. After a week’s illness she passed away on 17 December at the age of 32. The mental agony that she had kept suppressed for years exploded during the illness in her delirium, particularly the frightful nightmarish scene of Sri Aurobindo’s arrest. There was a mention in her horoscope that her 32nd year would be critical. Sri Aurobindo knew it and wanted us to remind him about it when she would be 32. But all of us forgot except my mother. She was at that time in Ranchi. Hearing about the illness she hastened to Calcutta but Mrinalini Devi passed away within half an hour of her arrival. When she learnt that we had not informed Sri Aurobindo, a telegram was sent to him. On reading it, Sri Aurobindo said, “Too late!” My cousin who was there at the time wrote to my mother: “Today I saw tears in the eyes of your stone-hearted son-in-law. With the telegram in one hand, he sat still and tears were in his eyes.” Sri Aurobindo told him too that Mrinalini’s soul had come to him soon after her death. Also a photo of Mrinalini Devi that was on the mantel-piece is said to have fallen. In the evening after Mrinalini’s expiry Sudhira took my mother to Sri Sarada Devi. She was at that time in deep meditation. When she opened her eyes and saw them, she said, “You have come? I was seeing in my vision my daughter-in-law, Mrinalini. She was a goddess born as your daughter in consequence of a curse. Now that her karma is exhausted her soul has departed.”

Sri Aurobindo’s Letter to His Father-In-Law after Mrinalini Devi’s Passing Away

My dear father-in-law,

I have not written to you with regard to this fatal event in both our lives; words are useless in face of the feelings it has caused, if even they can ever express our deepest emotions. God has seen good to lay upon me the one sorrow that could still touch me to the centre. He knows better than ourselves what is best for each of us, and now that the first sense of the irreparable has passed, I can bow with submission to His divine purpose. The physical tie between us is, as you say, severed; but the tie of affection subsists for me. Where I have once loved, I do not cease from loving. Besides she who was the cause of it, still is near though not visible to our physical vision. It is needless to say much about the matters of which you write in your letter. I approve of everything that you propose. Whatever Mrinalini would have desired, should be done, and I have no doubt this is what she would have approved of. I consent to the chudis being kept by her mother; but I should be glad if you would send me two or three of her books, especially if there are any in which her name is written. I have only of her her letters and a photograph. Aurobindo Source: Sri Aurobindo Society, Pondicherry Written by MANIK Read the full article

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I did this survey over 2 days in two weeks so this shit is varied as fuckkkkk

Have you ever fallen asleep in the last car you were in? No.

Have you ever been cheated on? Yeah.

What’s something you do every day besides breathing, eating, and sleeping? Listen to music or lately cry.

What’s the nearest blinking object to you? My roommate.

What were you for Halloween last year? Nothing.

Don’t you need to charge your phone right now? Nope I already charged it.

When’s the last time you laughed really hard? Yesterday.

When’s the last time you cried really hard? Today.

Do you believe that karma can come back and slap you in the face? Yeah.

Are you currently trying to avoid somebody? No.

Are you feeling guilty for something? No.

When you’re sad, who/what usually cheers you up? Depends on who cares enough to bother with me but when no one wants to bother with me music or sleep usually helps.

What was the last thing you bought? Food.

Do you own suspenders? Nope.

Do you get mixed signals often or rarely? Lately, often.

Are your nails/toes painted? Nope.

Are you usually quiet or loud? Quiet.

Do you ever check your horoscope? Sometimes.

What color is your microwave? Black..

What was the last thing you ate? Chips.

Do you talk to people even though you hate them? If I have to.

Name something you have always wanted and never got. Heelies.

When was the last time you went outside? Today.

How many hours do you spend on the computer a day? Depends on the day.

Do you have any siblings? Yes.

Do you know someone named Curt? No.

Have you ever been to Texas? No.

Do you have an alarm clock? Nope my phone is my alarm clock.

Can you play the piano? Somewhat.

Do you go to church? Nope.

What color was the cup that you last drank out of? I don’t know blue maybe?

What is the show that you watched when you were little, and you still do? Arthur sometimes.

Do you have shoes on? No.

Do you have a printer? Yes.

Do you read the paper? No.

Do you have a swingset? No.

What is something you do every summer? Go out for nice long walks.

Do you have a job? No.

Do your siblings text you? Rarely.

Do you tend to make things complicated? Sometimes.

Do you want a small or big wedding? I don’t want a wedding.

Have you ever searched for your own house on Google Earth? Yeah.

Would you rather have cash or a gift card? Cash.

Did your last kiss end up with you and the person doing anything sexual? No.

Do you live near a beach or amusement park? Nope. Unless you count the water park that’s int he east end of the city.

Who is your ex dating/talking to? No idea.

Do you have your eye on anyone at the current moment? Yeah.

Ever been called a bitch? Yes.

Who would you be shocked to see call you? My ex. <-- same.

If you could drink only 2 things for the rest of your life, what would it be? Water and grape juice.

Would you date someone taller than you? Yes?

Have you met anyone that has been a major influence on you this year? Yes.

Ever kissed someone who smokes? Yeah.

Have any interesting conversations lately? I’m sure but I can’t think of one right now.

If your friends warn you about someone you like, do you listen? Nope.

Who did you last pinky promise with? Boyfriend.

What do you do when you’re having a bad day? Cry, sleep. <-- and listen to music.

Does it take a lot for someone to annoy you? Nope.

Do you own your own computer? Yes.

Did you ever have to share a room with one of your siblings? Nope.

What happened at the last party you went to? I don’t even remember.

Have you ever smoked a cigarette? Yes.

What’s your hair like at this present moment? Up in a ponytail and messy because I haven’t brushed it since last night.

What’s the worst film you’ve ever seen? I don’t know but there’s plenty because I don’t like most movies.

Do you like to flex your muscles? Nope.

Have you ever completely misunderstood what somebody was saying? Yes.

Favorite kind of cake: Vanilla was vanilla icing..

Did you get any compliments today? No.

How old is the last person you kissed? 20.

Why did you kiss the person you last kissed? Because I wanted to.

Do you have any fears? Yes.

What’s your sign? Aries.

What is your favorite color? Purple.

Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? Depends on what needs to get done.

What do you hear right now? The t.v.

Are your parents going to buy you a car? -

Have you ever screamed in the shower? Yes. When you’re on the computer do you use your iPod or iTunes/Limewire? Some music player that came on my computer. Who are the four people you talk to on MSN most often? I don’t have MSN. When was the last time, if ever, you spoke back to a teacher? When I was in grade 11 probably. I remember talking back to that teacher because she was just a straight up bitch. What teacher would you never speak back to? My grade 11 Art teacher because she was the sweetest woman ever. She was the only teacher who truly wanted to be there.

Could you be classified as shy? Yes.

What was the last thing you broke/sprained? My ankle. In your group of friends, are you the smart one, athletic one, etc.? I’m the loud one which is surprising because I’m a generally shy quiet person. Who are your closest friends? Boyfriend, Ashley, Have you ever fought with a friend because of their boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes. Because of yours? I don’t think so. What was the last test you got back, and what did you get on it? I don’t remember. Are you out for summer yet? If not, when do you get out? It’s not summer. It’s fall. <-- Do you have any big plans for the summer? I did. I wanted to go to all the summer festivities that my city had for Canada 150 and I did. It was so nice and fun. It was a really good summer. :3 Has a stranger ever yelled at you for your language? Yes lmao. What kind of iPod do you have and what colour is it? I have an iPod touch it’s black and silver. But I don’t use it, I just use my phone now and my phone is also black and silver.

What do you wear when you’re going to sleep? Depends on what the temperature is. Say something to the person you like right now: Wake up and check Instagram because I just wrote a boyfriend appreciation post because I just love you so much and want the world to know, Who is the last person that was at your house? I don’t know. Whose house were you last at? Boyfriend’s. If you go out for lunch during school, where do you go? I don’t anymore but when I was in high school I would go to one of the pizza places because they had deals for students.

Are you going anywhere exciting anytime soon? Nope. When your on the computer/texting, do you spell things correctly or use shortforms? I usually spell things correctly. <-- If you could join your favourite band, what instrument would you play? Acoustic guitar. What is the last concert you went to? Uhhh I went to see Sloan at Sesquifest last summer if that counts. Are you going to any upcoming concerts? How excited are you? Nope. Do you have any homework you should be doing right now? Nope. Whose house, other than yours and your families, are you most comfortable at? I don’t know I’m not really comfortable at other people’s houses. Has any of your friends’ family ever yelled at you? I don’t actually remember. Who was the last person to wear your clothes/shoes other than you? I don’t know. Whose clothes other than your own did you last wear? Why? Boyfriend;s because I have his nice big sweater which is reaaalllyyy warm for the cold nights. Have you ever made a “100 Things To Do This Summer” list? Nope.

Did you do everything on the list? -

Do you have any after school activities, or do you just sit around at home? I don’t go to school.

Did you ever play a sport as a little kid? Did you enjoy it? Yeah I played soccer but I knew I wasn’t too good at it as a kid so I stopped playing after one or two seasons on an actual team. Do you actually participate in gym class, or just stand there? I participated. Gym was one of my favourite classes. I loved being able to move around all I wanted. What class do you have the most tests in? I don’t go to school. What class do you have the least tests in? Not sure. What class were you in when you last got a class detention? I don’t think I ever got detention in class. I got detention for being late to school once though. Have you ever been on the honour roll? Yes. Lat thing you bought that was over 100 dollars? I don’t know. How much money do you have on you right now? I don’t have any ON me. It’s all in the bank. Would you consider getting a summer job this summer? I didn’t get summer job but I got summer volunteering. I wanted a summer job but no one was hiring. This fucking city needs 4 years experience in every damn job it seems. When you were little, did you ever have a lemonade stand? Nope. Did you ever watch the show Full House? Yes. What cartoons do you still watch? I don’t really watch any. What was the last thing that scared you? Not sure. When were you last in a car and who were you in it with? I don’t remember. What radio stations do you flip between in the car? I don’t listen to the radio. What song can you absolutely not stand right now? I don’t know. Do the librarians at your library know you by name? No. Which of your friends was the last one to annoy you? Boyfriend. Is there anyone at your school you feel really bad for? I don’t go to school.

How many people are in your group of friends at school? I’m not in school.

Do you ever go camping, or do you prefer to stay at home? I like camping but I don’t go because the only place you can really go camping other than your own backyard, is Fanshawe Conservation area and it’s like 100$ a night.. What ten people would you most likely bring on a roadtrip? I don’t know.

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i’ve had a weird day so far and doing this is purely for distraction purposes just ignore me

1) What images do you have set for your desktop/cell phone wallpapers?

home screen

and my lock screen is my gf

2) Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?

oooohhh yeah. one of my first super gay crushes was on my 7th grade english & composition teacher Ms. Lawrence. i just recently unadded her on facebook bc i thought it was weird that i had her added but i’m a lil sad i did it bc that was a big ol phase of my life and i liked her soooo much ya know. i also had a big crush on this dorky geography/tennis/psychology teacher Mr. Whittlesey. he was so cute and goofy i love that man

3) What was your last text message?

i was offering to drive over to visit a friend and bring her comfort food bc her and her fiance just broke up :(

4) What do you see yourself doing in 10 years?

uhh i don’t really think that far ahead but hopefully i am happy and have a stable job and hopefully i’m with the person who i’m planning on spending forever with and i have a nice lil place. maybe i’ve even finally moved out of texas by then

5) If you could be anywhere else right now, where would you be?

honestly the mountains would be really nice. i really miss em and they make me feel really happy n peaceful and idk if my family and i are going to get to go or not this summer

6) What was your coolest Halloween costume?

idk one year i wrote “life” on a shirt and went around handing people lemons all night which was Extra as hell but it was also sort of iconic

7) What was your favorite 90s show?

friends

8) Who was your last kiss?

my gf

9) Have you ever been stood up?

no i don’t believe so

10) Favorite ice cream flavor?

mint chocolate chip

11) Have you been to Las Vegas?

no but my parents have been WITHOUT my brother and i!! i would love to go at least one time though

12) Your favorite pair of shoes?

i like my vans they’re comfy

13) Honestly, have you ever cheated on your significant other?

no, that is one thing i would never do. esp since it was done to me and even though our relationship hadn’t been that serious, it still sucked 

14) What is your favorite fruit?

watermelon and peaches and apricots

15) Have you talked to anyone on tumblr that you could see yourself dating/having sex with? If possible?

honestly? i maybe could’ve seen myself dating a few people here but only if they were here in person with me lol i'm not interested in online relationships at all so

16) Are you into hookups? Short or long term relationships?

long term relationships i ain’t tryna mess around rn

17) Do you smoke? If so, what?

i don’t but i would like to smoke weed at least once in my life just to experience it ya know

18) What do you do to get over your anger?

sing really loudly to music in my car until i am Tired or just vent on my private sideblog

19) Do you believe in God?

i’m sure there’s something out there but who knows what

20) Does the person you’re in love with know it?

yes

21) Favorite position?

laying the fuck down

22) What’s your horoscope sign?

aries

23) Your fears?

settling for less than i deserve or want just bc being happy requires work that seems scary or difficult or would hurt someone, scorpions, the ocean, walking sticks, horses, never being enough for anyone, not finding stability in my life

24) How many pets do you have? What kind?

i have four dogs named Sophie, Millie, Rusty Bob and Joey

25) What never fails to turn you on?

gettin soft kisses on my stomach n hips

26) Your idea of a perfect first date?

we do some sort of fun activity together, we have a nice dinner and maybe chill in our cars after and talk n maybe kiss a bunch depending on how the date went

27) What is something most people don’t know about you?

i can sing kinda well ?? maybe not anymore it’s been a while since i have but i used to be in musical theatre and they wanted me to be a lead role in the musical but i was too much of a pussy and i didn’t

28) What makes you feel the happiest?

having fun bein surrounded by people i love, also when dogs are so happy to see you that their tails wag their whole butt

29) What store do you shop at most often?

probably forever 21 or h&m bc i’m all about affordable clothing that’s semi-cute

30) How do you feel about oral? Giving and/or receiving?

i’m down for both 

31) Do you believe in karma?

sure

32) Are you single?

nope

33) Do you think flowers or candy are a better way to apologize?

“i’m sorry, i understand that this hurt you and i understand why and i will work on not doing this again in the future” followed by actually working on not doing that again in the future is the better way to apologize, actually

34) Are you a good swimmer?

eh i’m okay

35) Coffee or Tea?

coffee

36) Online shopping or shopping in person?

in person 

37) Would you rather be older or younger than your current age?

i kinda like being 20 i think it’s nice to be right in the middle

38) Cats or Dogs?

dogs

39) Are you a competitive person?

in mario kart maybe but generally no

40) Do you believe in aliens?

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!

41) Do you like dancing?

yes but i’m no good at it

42) What kind of music to you listen to?

i like upbeat alternative music generally

43) What is your favorite cartoon character?

eeyore

44) Where are you from?

texas unfortunately

45) Eat at home or eat out?

idk my dad’s home cooked meals have gotten pretttttty good but if i can’t have whatever he’s making then i wanna eat out

46) How much more social are you when you’re drunk?

i’m definitely more talkative and i laugh out loud a lot more

47) What was the last thing you bought for yourself?

i bought myself a meal last night but today i’m gonna go out and buy myself some shorts and a bikini so i’m hyped for that

48) Why do you think your followers follow you?

probably from when i blogged about youtubers back in the day, also i hosted these selfie party things and shared everyone’s selfies to boost their confidence and so many people followed me bc of those

49) How many hours do you sleep at night?

not enough

50) What worries you most about the future?

not finding stability in what i want to do and not doing what i want and what would make me happy just bc it would be challenging

51) If you had a friend that spoke to you the same way you speak to yourself, how long would you be friends?

i’m learnin a whoooole lot of self love so maybe we’d be friends a lil longer than i would’ve been if you’d asked me this in like, february 

52) Are you happy with yourself?

i mean? i’m happy with where i’ve come. definitely could improve but ya know. baby steps

53) What do you wish you didn’t know?

there’s too many things i wish i didn’t know to be honest

54) What big lesson could people learn from your life?

puttin other people first too much only makes you know and love yourself less

55) If you could live in any home on a television series, what would it be?

the loft from New Girl

56) What’s your favorite Website?

runescape 

57) What’s the habit you’re proudest of breaking?

getting rid of this fb account i had and then also this private twitter account i had that i sorta used to vent and also overshare too much lmao

58) What was your most recent trip of more than 50 miles?

i went to NYC before christmas last year!! my family and i are hoping we’ll be able to go to Washington this year 

59) What’s the best bargain you’ve ever found at a garage sale or thrift store?

probably my mug that says “i’m too sexy to be 60″ that i bought for like $2

60) What do you order when you eat Chinese food?

i reaaaaally like kung pao chicken but sometimes i like to get sweet and sour or sesame chicken and then i’ll get wonton soup and eggrolls and white rice and sometimes edamame ooooo my god

61) If you had to be named after one of the 50 states, which would it be?

idaho just so i could call myself a ho all the time

62) If you had to teach a subject to a class, what would it be?

psychology or cinematography

63) Favorite kind of chips?

lays limón chips

64) Favorite kind of sandwich?

i really like the new york italian sandwich from Thundercloud 

65) Which do you use more often, the dictionary or the thesaurus?

dictionary probably??

66) Have you ever been stung by a bee?

nope but one time i was carrying a balloon and a bee came up and stung my balloon and died and i was like oh

67) What’s your favorite form of exercise?

just goin for a walk is nice

68) Are you afraid of heights?

not heights but falling lmao

69) What’s the most memorable class you’ve ever taken?

probably my film class junior year of high school. i was part of the school’s daily announcement team and we made intros for it based off of popular TV shows and we did this whole project about drinking and driving and my teacher was so great and i had a crush on every single boy in that class

70) What’s your favorite breakfast?

i love breakfast tacos

71) Do you like guacamole?

yes

72) Have you ever been in a physical fight?

i punched a girl in kindergarten but she didn’t hit me back and i pushed a kid over in spy camp in like fourth grade but he didn’t fight me back and i shoved a really stoned guy in a pit at a concert two years ago bc he was being a dick but he was too stoned to fight me back so what i’m saying is i sort of have tried to start a fight but nobody has taken one for the team and kicked my ass yet

73) What/who are you thinking about right now?

i’m thinking about how today sorta sucks but i feel like, too sad to go out and hang out with someone and do something about it so i am just going to stay here. maybe i will eat soon if i can get myself out of bed lol

74) Do you like cuddling?

it’s my faaaaavorite

75) Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?

yeah

76) Have you ever experienced one of your biggest fears?

yeah lol 

77) Favorite city you’ve been to?

hmm i really really liked Hood River, Oregon but probably mostly bc of the people i knew there and everything making it special. i loved Columbus, Ohio for that same reason too. i thought Ohio was gorgeous. i also loved Flagstaff, Arizona just because it was beautiful and quaint and i would love to go back

78) Would you break the law to save a family member?

depends on the family member

79) Talk about an embarrassing moment?

just a few weeks ago i was in my summer class and we had about 10 minutes until we got out and it’s like 1 so i was starving and ready for lunch so i was looking at my food options in the area and next thing i knew Siri screams into my quiet classroom “starting route to Raising Cane’s”, and everybody laughed and my teacher was Annoyed. and then when we finally got out i thought everybody had moved on and then the guy who sat next to me, WHO HAD NEVER SPOKEN TO ME ONCE, goes “have fun at Raising Cane’s!”

80) Are there any causes you strongly believe in?

anything to do with women/POC/LGBTQIA+ rights 

81) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

one time i was showin off on my razor scooter while zoomin down a steep hill and i fell off and got scars all over my body and a young girl witnessed it but didn’t say anything or do anything she just left me layin there and crying on the pavement 

82) Favorite day of the week?

thursday is nice

83) Do you consider yourself sexually open minded?

uhh i mean yeah i guess

84) How do you feel about porn?

i feel like it gives you really false expectations about what sex is going to be like when people watch too much of it

85) Which living celebrity would you like to know?

i’d like to be good ol pals with Mamrie Hart still

86) Who was your hottest ex?

my exes were all ugly

87) Do you want/have kids?

i think i would like kids at some point. at least one

88) Has anyone ever told you that they wanted to marry you?

yes

89) Do you get easily distracted?

yes sometimes

90) Ass or titties?

titties

91) What is your favorite word?

serendipity

92) How do you feel about tattoos?

i have three and i love em. go for it pal

93) Do you have any pets?

i have four dogs

94) How tall are you?

5′7

95) How old are you?

20

96) 3 physical features you get complimented on a lot?

my hair, my eyes, my stomach

97) Is there anything you’re really passionate about?

yes i am v passionate about supporting other women!!!! and also about trying to be kind to everyone the most you can be bc i hear so many people spout rude things about people they don’t even know (esp when driving) and it’s like stop and listen to yourself lmao

98) Do you have trust issues?

a little bit but i’m trying to be more open and it hasn’t hurt me yet so

99) Do you believe in love at first sight?

absolutely not. that’s called infatuation

100) What are some words that you live by? Why?

two quotes: “anything that costs your peace is too expensive” and “let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier”.

i think the first one is important because i have a tendency of putting myself through a lot of shit to make other people happy and then i’m really unhappy and it’s just not a good way to live. i am really trying to learn this one. and the second one i think is important because being good to other people is a very important thing and i think you never know when somebody else needs that 

[lavieboheme930]

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Was your ex cute? N/A.

Do you have a taste in your mouth right now? What of? No

Which is your least favorite day of the week? No day really

Do you ever write or talk to yourself in your head when you’re bored? Yes

Do you prefer listening to things through headphones or speakers? Either or.

What was the very first CD you bought? Jagged Little Pill or it was Hootie and the Blowfish’s first.

What was your favorite colour when you were a kid? Do you still like it? I don’t even remember LOL

Do you like your friend’s parents? Sure

How many times have you moved? 3.

What is one of your biggest irrational fears? I don’t think any of my fears are irrational 

Does the thought of being pregnant gross you out? No

Are you more hungry or thirsty right now? Neither

Are you prone to headaches? yes

What color shirt are you wearing? Black and gray

Have you ever felt like someone of the opposite sex truly cared about you? Yes.

Would you rather kiss someone five years older or five years younger? Older

Are you a mean person? No

Is there anything you want tattooed? No I don’t like tattoos

What are you listening to right now? Love Me Do -The Beatles

Think back to yesterday, what were you doing around this time? Most likely watching Impractical Jokers.  What else would I be doing LOL

Have you ever fallen asleep in the last car you were in? Nope.

Have you ever been cheated on? No

What’s something you do every day besides breathing, eating, and sleeping? Writing.

What’s the nearest blinking object to you? Nothing

What were you for Halloween last year? The Phantom of the Opera.

Don’t you need to charge your phone right now? No

When’s the last time you laughed really hard? Earlier

When’s the last time you cried really hard? No idea

Do you believe that karma can come back and slap you in the face? Yes.

Are you currently trying to avoid somebody? Nope.

Are you feeling guilty for something? No.

When you’re sad, who/what usually cheers you up? Watching Sal on TV or YouTube and talking to Ricky

What was the last thing you bought? software for my job

Do you own suspenders? No.

Are your nails/toes painted? No

Are you usually quiet or loud? Quiet 

Do you ever check your horoscope? Every day.

What color is your microwave? White

What was the last thing you ate? pasta

Do you talk to people even though you hate them? Nope.

Name something you have always wanted and never got. No idea

When was the last time you went outside? Earlier

How many hours do you spend on the computer a day? A lot because of my job 

Do you have any siblings? No

Do you know someone named Curt? Nope.

Have you ever been to Texas? No.

Do you have an alarm clock? I use my phone

Can you play the piano? Used to be able to.

Do you go to church? Yes

What color was the cup that you last drank out of? clear

What is the show that you watched when you were little, and you still do? Nothing

Do you have shoes on? Nope.

Do you have a printer? No

Do you read the paper? No.

Do you have a swingset? No.

What is something you do every summer? Nothing different than I do any day

Do you have a job? Yes

Do your siblings text you? N/A

Do you tend to make things complicated? No

Do you want a small or big wedding? small

Have you ever searched for your own house on Google Earth? Yes.

Would you rather have cash or a gift card? gift card

Did your last kiss end up with you and the person doing anything sexual? Nope.

Do you live near a beach or amusement park? Nope.

Who is your ex dating/talking to? N/A

Do you have your eye on anyone at the current moment? You could say that LOL

Ever been called a bitch? Yes. but it was as a joke

Who would you be shocked to see call you? I don’t know

If you could drink only 2 things for the rest of your life, what would it be? iced tea and coffee. 

Would you date someone taller than you? Yes

Have you met anyone that has been a major influence on you this year? Technically I met him Dec. 29 2016...so close enough to this year LOL

Ever kissed someone who smokes? Yes.

Have any interesting conversations lately? Few weeks ago

If your friends warn you about someone you like, do you listen? No but I should

Who did you last pinky promise with? No idea

What do you do when you’re having a bad day? listen to music and write

Does it take a lot for someone to annoy you? Depends

Do you own your own computer? Yeah.

Did you ever have to share a room with one of your siblings? N/A.

What happened at the last party you went to? Nothing.  I hung out with friends at it

Have you ever smoked a cigarette? No

What’s your hair like at this present moment? down, wet and curly

What’s the worst film you’ve ever seen? Wow I can’t think of any

Do you like to flex your muscles? What muscles HAHA

Have you ever completely misunderstood what somebody was saying? Yes.

Favorite kind of cake: red velvet

Did you get any compliments today? No

Why did you kiss the person you last kissed? He kissed me first

Do you have any fears? Yes.

What’s your sign? Libra

What is your favorite color? black, red

Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? depends

Are your parents going to buy you a car? Nope. I don’t drive

[flirting-with-psychology]

Was your ex cute? As much as I can say I had an ex, yes he was cute. But not really noticeable at first, I didn’t start finding him cute until I got to know him. Not that he was unattractive, I just didn’t really have an opinion either way. Frustratingly, I still think he’s cute now

Do you have a taste in your mouth right now? What of? Water

Which is your least favorite day of the week? Depends on my class schedule

Do you ever write or talk to yourself in your head when you’re bored? Yes

Do you prefer listening to things through headphones or speakers? Speakers

What was the very first CD you bought? I think Freaky Friday was the first CD bought for me, but I can’t remember the first one I bought

What was your favorite colour when you were a kid? Do you still like it? Pink. I still like it 

Do you like your friend’s parents? Some

How many times have you moved? I’ve had my mom’s house my whole life, moved into my dad’s apartment and then his house, and moved to 2 different dorm rooms.

What is one of your biggest irrational fears? Spiders

Does the thought of being pregnant gross you out? It doesn’t gross me out but I don’t want to be pregnant

Are you more hungry or thirsty right now? Neither

Are you prone to headaches? A little

What color shirt are you wearing? Black with patterns

Have you ever felt like someone of the opposite sex truly cared about you? Yes

Would you rather kiss someone five years older or five years younger? Older 

Are you a mean person? I try not to be

Is there anything you want tattooed? No

What are you listening to right now? Imagine Dragons

Think back to yesterday, what were you doing around this time? Looking up screencaps of Raydan from The Crown and the Flame because I love him

Have you ever fallen asleep in the last car you were in? Maybe

Have you ever been cheated on? No

What’s something you do every day besides breathing, eating, and sleeping? Thinking about boys

What’s the nearest blinking object to you? Me?

What were you for Halloween last year? The leg lamp from A Christmas Story

Don’t you need to charge your phone right now? Kinda

When’s the last time you laughed really hard? The other day at Avenue Q

When’s the last time you cried really hard? Really hard? Not sure. Most of the times I’ve cried recently have just been a few tears

Do you believe that karma can come back and slap you in the face? Not sure. I don’t really believe in karma

Are you currently trying to avoid somebody? No

Are you feeling guilty for something? Mostly for not doing anything productive but also a little bit for stringing some guys along and not saying what I would want said to me in those situations

When you’re sad, who/what usually cheers you up? It depends on what I’m sad about

What was the last thing you bought? A bottle of moscato

Do you own suspenders? Maybe from when I was a kid

Are your nails/toes painted? Yes

Are you usually quiet or loud? Quiet when I don’t know people well, but then when I’m comfortable I’m louder. And when I do things in my house I’m generally loud and clumsy about it, as my friend Cristi can attest

Do you ever check your horoscope? Not anymore

What color is your microwave? Black

What was the last thing you ate? A bowl of cereal

Do you talk to people even though you hate them? Sometimes

Name something you have always wanted and never got. A boyfriend

When was the last time you went outside? Today

How many hours do you spend on the computer a day? Too many

Do you have any siblings? No

Do you know someone named Curt? Yes but with a K

Have you ever been to Texas? Yeah for the Alamo Bowl

Do you have an alarm clock? I use my phone, but I also have some that I just use as regular clocks

Can you play the piano? No

Do you go to church? No

What color was the cup that you last drank out of? Blue

What is the show that you watched when you were little, and you still do? None. Although I kind of want to watch episodes of Arthur

Do you have shoes on? Nope

Do you have a printer? My parents do

Do you read the paper? No

Do you have a swingset? No

What is something you do every summer? I used to do band camp, but now that I’m graduated I won’t

Do you have a job? Nope

Do your siblings text you? N/A

Do you tend to make things complicated? I overthink, so they’re complicated in my head

Do you want a small or big wedding? Big

Have you ever searched for your own house on Google Earth? Yes

Would you rather have cash or a gift card? Cash, I forget I have giftcards

Did your last kiss end up with you and the person doing anything sexual? Yep

Do you live near a beach or amusement park? There’s an amusement park about 45 minutes away

Who is your ex dating/talking to? I have no idea. I kinda hope he’s still single, I want to find someone before he does

Do you have your eye on anyone at the current moment? Yeah a few people, but since it’s summer I’m also more open and looking

Ever been called a bitch? Probably

Who would you be shocked to see call you? Anyone other than my parents and the doctor’s office

If you could drink only 2 things for the rest of your life, what would it be? Water and alcohol

Would you date someone taller than you? Yes, that would be preferred

Have you met anyone that has been a major influence on you this year? Yes, probably several people

Ever kissed someone who smokes? Yes. I thought I’d hate it but I was so attracted to him that it actually tasted ok

Have any interesting conversations lately? I had a fun chat with this guy I’m kind of trying to flirt with

If your friends warn you about someone you like, do you listen? Not really 

Who did you last pinky promise with? I have no idea

What do you do when you’re having a bad day? Procrastinate even harder

Does it take a lot for someone to annoy you? No

Do you own your own computer? Yeah

Did you ever have to share a room with one of your siblings? N/A

What happened at the last party you went to? It was a grownup party so I talked to some of my mom’s work friends, a couple of which are actually pretty cool and we talked about boys

Have you ever smoked a cigarette? No

What’s your hair like at this present moment? Messy

What’s the worst film you’ve ever seen? Window Water Baby Moving

Do you like to flex your muscles? No

Have you ever completely misunderstood what somebody was saying? Yeah

Favorite kind of cake: White or chocolate

Did you get any compliments today? Yeah a guy on tinder said I was beautiful

How old is the last person you kissed? 24

Why did you kiss the person you last kissed? Because I had a crush on him in middle school

Do you have any fears? Who doesn’t?

What’s your sign? Sagittarius

What is your favorite color? Green

Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? Procrastinator

Are your parents going to buy you a car? Not that I know of

[surveysonfleek]

072.

Was your ex cute? of course.

Do you have a taste in your mouth right now? What of? nothing lol.

Which is your least favorite day of the week? any day where i have to work haha.

Do you ever write or talk to yourself in your head when you’re bored? i’ll think through my thoughts i guess.

Do you prefer listening to things through headphones or speakers? speakers.

What was the very first CD you bought? ummmm probably britney.

What was your favorite colour when you were a kid? Do you still like it? i honestly forgot. i think it was blue.

Do you like your friend’s parents? i do, especially those that i’ve known for a long time. haven’t really gotten to know any of my new friends’ parents.

How many times have you moved? four times but i’ve been in the same house since i was 8.

What is one of your biggest irrational fears? cockroaches. i just can’t explain it, i hate them.

Does the thought of being pregnant gross you out? it doesn’t gross me out but i’d definitely be a bit anxious for the whole process. 

Are you more hungry or thirsty right now? neither, i had a huge dinner.

Are you prone to headaches? i never get headaches, so when i do, it’s like the end of the world lol.

What color shirt are you wearing? white.

Have you ever felt like someone of the opposite sex truly cared about you? yes.

Would you rather kiss someone five years older or five years younger? older.

Are you a mean person? mean spirited but not a mean person lol.

Is there anything you want tattooed? nah.

What are you listening to right now? nothing.

Think back to yesterday, what were you doing around this time? doing my nails i think.

Have you ever fallen asleep in the last car you were in? no, it’s my car lol.

Have you ever been cheated on? no.

What’s something you do every day besides breathing, eating, and sleeping? the usuals on a smartphone. fb, instagram, twitter, games.

What’s the nearest blinking object to you? my eyes?

What were you for Halloween last year? a cat. had a party that was super last minute and couldn’t be bothered to put any thought into a costume.

Don’t you need to charge your phone right now? probably.

When’s the last time you laughed really hard? today.

When’s the last time you cried really hard? over a week ago.

Do you believe that karma can come back and slap you in the face? probably.

Are you currently trying to avoid somebody? nah.

Are you feeling guilty for something? yes.

When you’re sad, who/what usually cheers you up? sleep or watching funny shows.

What was the last thing you bought? petrol.

Do you own suspenders? no.

Are your nails/toes painted? yes.

Are you usually quiet or loud? i’m a loud person in general but if i’m not comfortable around you i’ll just stick to myself.

Do you ever check your horoscope? no.

What color is your microwave? black.

What was the last thing you ate? roast and veggies. so good.

Do you talk to people even though you hate them? nah.

Name something you have always wanted and never got. nike vapormax, the rainbow ones. i’ll never get them ever.

When was the last time you went outside? just then.

How many hours do you spend on the computer a day? maybe 2 or more haha.

Do you have any siblings? a sister.

Do you know someone named Curt? nope.

Have you ever been to Texas? no.

Do you have an alarm clock? my phone.

Can you play the piano? i was super into it as a kid and i just never got past reading music sheets well. i was only good at memorizing pieces.

Do you go to church? no.

What color was the cup that you last drank out of? a water bottle.

What is the show that you watched when you were little, and you still do? none. too lazy to watch the simpsons anymore but i still enjoy it.

Do you have shoes on? no.

Do you have a printer? yes.

Do you read the paper? no.

Do you have a swingset? i used to as a kid.

What is something you do every summer? complain about the heat.

Do you have a job? yes.

Do your siblings text you? yes.

Do you tend to make things complicated? nah.

Do you want a small or big wedding? i don’t know. my boyfriend has a huge family so if we end up together that’ll definitely cause some issues on who to invite. i honestly don’t want to invite anyone that i don’t know.

Have you ever searched for your own house on Google Earth? of course, it was one of the first things everyone did when it came out.

Would you rather have cash or a gift card? cash duh.

Did your last kiss end up with you and the person doing anything sexual? it was a goodbye kiss.

Do you live near a beach or amusement park? an hour away.

Who is your ex dating/talking to? idk.

Do you have your eye on anyone at the current moment? just my boyfriend.

Ever been called a bitch? yes.

Who would you be shocked to see call you? haha anyone at this time of night.

If you could drink only 2 things for the rest of your life, what would it be? water and bubble tea.

Would you date someone taller than you? yes.

Have you met anyone that has been a major influence on you this year? nah.

Ever kissed someone who smokes? yes.

Have any interesting conversations lately? no.

If your friends warn you about someone you like, do you listen? i take it into consideration, i’m always open to hearing other people’s opinions as long as they aren’t preachy.

Who did you last pinky promise with? i forgot lol.

What do you do when you’re having a bad day? sleep it off.

Does it take a lot for someone to annoy you? nah.

Do you own your own computer? yes.

Did you ever have to share a room with one of your siblings? no.

What happened at the last party you went to? ate, drank, danced.

Have you ever smoked a cigarette? yes.

What’s your hair like at this present moment? it’s in a loose bun so my hair is wavy when i take it out tomorrow.

What’s the worst film you’ve ever seen? there’s been plenty.

Do you like to flex your muscles? lol what muscles.

Have you ever completely misunderstood what somebody was saying? yes.

Favorite kind of cake: anything with nutella. or honestly any moist cakes.

Did you get any compliments today? no.

How old is the last person you kissed? 26.

Why did you kiss the person you last kissed? he’s my boyfriend.

Do you have any fears? yes.

What’s your sign? sagittarius.

What is your favorite color? pink and turquoise.

Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? i’m a bit of both. i’ll do half the things i need to do early and leave the rest until last minute.

Are your parents going to buy you a car? they did when i was in highschool.

[nanalikessurveys]

Have you ever fallen asleep in the last car you were in? Nope

Have you ever been cheated on? No

What’s something you do every day besides breathing, eating, and sleeping? Drinking water, brushing my teeth etc

What’s the nearest blinking object to you? There’s no blinking objects near me

What were you for Halloween last year? I didn’t dress up

Don’t you need to charge your phone right now? Not really

When’s the last time you laughed really hard? Couple days ago

When’s the last time you cried really hard? Couple weeks ago

Do you believe that karma can come back and slap you in the face? Yes lol

Are you currently trying to avoid somebody? No

Are you feeling guilty for something? Not really

When you’re sad, who/what usually cheers you up? Playing with my cats, watching youtube, going for a walk, talking to my friend/my mom

What was the last thing you bought? I bough food

Do you own suspenders? No

Do you get mixed signals often or rarely? I guess pretty often

Are your nails/toes painted? I have acrylic nails now. my toenails are not painted, they never are

Are you usually quiet or loud? Quiet or something in the middle, depends on my mood

Do you ever check your horoscope? No

What color is your microwave? White

What was the last thing you ate? Yogurt and blueberries

Do you talk to people even though you hate them? I don’t hate anyone

Name something you have always wanted and never got. That fucking cat robot toy i wanted as a kid lol

When was the last time you went outside? Yesterday for groceries

How many hours do you spend on the computer a day? Hahahahah so many hours

Do you have any siblings? I have an older sister

Do you know someone named Curt? No

Have you ever been to Texas? Never been to US

Do you have an alarm clock? I just use my phone

Can you play the piano? Probably not anymore

Do you go to church? I don’t

What color was the cup that you last drank out of? It has white, red, blue and black

What is the show that you watched when you were little, and you still do? Not really, i don’t watch tv that often anymore

Do you have shoes on? No

Do you have a printer? No

Do you read the paper? I don’t

Do you have a swingset? Nope

What is something you do every summer? Relax, go to the beach

Do you have a job? No

Do your siblings text you? She does, not super often tho

Do you tend to make things complicated? Yeah

Do you want a small or big wedding? I have no idea, haven’t thought about it

Have you ever searched for your own house on Google Earth? Haha yes

Would you rather have cash or a gift card? Both seem fine

Did your last kiss end up with you and the person doing anything sexual? No

Do you live near a beach or amusement park? Not super close

Who is your ex dating/talking to? Idk

Do you have your eye on anyone at the current moment? Sure

Ever been called a bitch? As a joke i guess

Who would you be shocked to see call you? Old friends

If you could drink only 2 things for the rest of your life, what would it be? Water and those sparkling waters with different flavors

Would you date someone taller than you? Yes

Have you met anyone that has been a major influence on you this year? Haven’t met anyone new this year

Ever kissed someone who smokes? No

Have any interesting conversations lately? Nah

If your friends warn you about someone you like, do you listen? I listen if it seems legit

Who did you last pinky promise with? I don’t do that

What do you do when you’re having a bad day? Listen to music, play with my cats

Does it take a lot for someone to annoy you? No

Do you own your own computer? Yes i do

Did you ever have to share a room with one of your siblings? I shared a room with my sister until i turned 8

What happened at the last party you went to? Uhhh i don’t party so i can’t remember the last party i went to lol

Have you ever smoked a cigarette? I’ve tried it couple times

What’s your hair like at this present moment? It’s down and a little dirty

What’s the worst film you’ve ever seen? V/H/S

Do you like to flex your muscles? Umm no

Have you ever completely misunderstood what somebody was saying? Yes

Favorite kind of cake: Ice cream cake or cheesecake

Did you get any compliments today? No

How old is the last person you kissed? Couple years older

Why did you kiss the person you last kissed? Because i wanted to

Do you have any fears? Yees

What’s your sign? Libra

What is your favorite color? Blues, purples

Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? I’m very much a procrastinator

What do you hear right now? Beyoncé’s voice

Are your parents going to buy you a car? Nope

[lovemesomesurveys]

Are you interested in more than one person at the moment? I’m not interested in anyone in the romantic sense. What are you going to be doing later? Sleep, hopefully. The last kind of lotion you used, what does it smell like? It has a minty smell to it. Do you like flavored water? I like Vitamin Water and Propel flavored water. The brand that makes Vitamin Water made the best carbonated flavored water, but for some reason they discontinued it. I don’t normally like carbonated/sparkling water, but that one was good. My dad likes Perrier, but I think it tastes disgusting, like Alka-Seltzer. lol. I haven’t tried La Croix, which a lot of people rave about. I’ve also wanted to try Bubly and Hint water. Last night, did you talk to anyone until you fell asleep? No. What’s in your pockets? No pockets. I never use ‘em anyway.

Who are your last three missed calls from? Scammers or telemarketers.  What’s the biggest upcoming event for you? There isn’t anything coming up. Have you hung out with any guys recently? My brother. Are you single, taken, or on the prowl? Single. Do you use febreeze on your furniture? We spray it around and go lightly over the furniture.  What’s the longest you’ve went without eating? Not including the times I went like a week after surgical procedures, I’ve gone a few days without eating anything at all. There’s some days I eat very little.  Can you go a whole day without drinking any pop or eating any sweets? Yeah, I do that often. I don’t drink soda anymore, well okay apart from the little bit I use to take my medicine (I have to crush my pills and soda helps mask the taste the best), so I guess I couldn’t go completely without out, but I don’t drink like a can or 16oz bottle a day anymore like I used to. I rarely eat sweets now, too. Are you going to see any of your family today? I see my parents, younger brother, and doggo everyday.  Do you like your school? I’m done with school. Who’s the weirdest teacher at your school? How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike? I didn’t. What’s the best thing about summer? If I’m able to go to the beach. That’s the only good thing, otherwise I despise summer. It’s hot and miserable and just adds to my already crappiness and miserableness.  Have you ever met anyone that DIDN’T let you down? My family. Have you ever felt completely lost? I do feel that way. Who do you talk to first when you’re upset? Usually no one. I’ll just vent about it in a survey or on Twitter. Or keep to myself. Would you rather someone just listen to you, or try to give you advice? If I do talk to someone, I’d prefer they just listened unless I asked for advice. Do you know anyone who has the same birthday as you? Yes. What’s your relationship with your number one? Number two? What was your last dream about? Random stuff as usual. Do you have nightmares often? No, thankfully. When I do; though, I sometimes wake up sobbing and shaking. Any certain thing that scares you when you think about it? A lot of things. Can you remember how old you were when your appearance started to matter? I would say when I started middle school. That’s when I first started suffering from low self-esteem and caring about what people thought of me. I remember looking in the mirror and just crying, find everything wrong with me. Not much has changed... Spring break or Fall break? We didn’t get fall break when I was in school, just spring, summer, and winter break. I liked any break from school. Are you fighting/agrueing with anyone? No. Your biggest fear is..?? Losing my loved ones is definitely one of them. What’s on the t.v. you’re watching? KUWTK is on, but I have the volume down and I’m not even watching it cause I’m watching/listening to an ASMR video. Are you worried about anything? Always. What SHOULD you be doing? I don’t have anything I SHOULD be doing right now. Have you sneezed today? Not so far. Passed gas? Honestly. lol no. Girls don’t do that, duh. Have you ever sneezed so hard that you passed gas? Lmao omg.

Do you think that love can conquer anything? Not anything. Have you ever stole anything from a store? When I was a kid I thought the candy from the big candy bins was for us to take freely. Whoops. How frequently do you pee at night? I usually just go once before I go to bed. Are you embarrassed of any of your family members? No. If anyone is embarrassing it’s me. Do you name your pet fish, if you have any? I don’t have any. I don’t think I named the ones I had as a kid, though. I had too many. Watch the news regularly? I read the news online regularly, sometimes on TV.  When have you felt, that your life was at it’s best? I don’t think I’ve ever felt that, but at least when I was in school I felt like I was doing something with my life and I had some motivation. Cowboy Killer’s..do you know what that phrase is referring to? Nope. Do your parents care about you cussing? I’m 30 years old, so no. They’d be surprised; though, because I’ve never cussed in front of them. My mom would jokingly tease me like, “Omg whaaat, Steph said *insert cuss word here*?!” My dad wouldn’t be mad, he’d just be caught off guard and would prefer I didn’t say it. My younger brother is dying to hear me cuss for some reason lol.  Who is your favorite person in the world? Not a person, but my doggo. How many times have you cried in a person’s arms? A few times. Has karma had it’s way of showing you that it’s real? I don’t believe in karma. Do you follow your horoscope religiously? No. I don’t believe in that stuff. Do you believe in all that crap? Nope. What happened to your last pair of sunglasses? I don’t own any. Who do you spend most of your time with? My family and myself, really.

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What is Vedic Astrology

Vedic Astrology called "Jyotish" implies "the investigation of light". Vedic science begins with the Vedas a standout amongst the most settled significant consecrated sacred writings of India. The extensive sage Maharishi Parashara was the most convincing; his Brihat Hora Sastra is as yet the most referenced substance and has various understandings. There were eighteen exceptional sages, yet the most understood today and the principles portrayed out in this book are basically from Parashara. 

  Crystal gazing as a branch of learning is a standout amongst essential parts of six sections of the Vedas. The six sections are Sankhya, Kalpa, Vyakaran, Nirukta, Chhanda, Jyotish. Crystal gazing is alluded to as the eyes of the Vedas, Gemini Horoscope since it gives us the ability to see into our lives with greater clearness. Vedic crystal gazing is simply the investigation learning. This gives us the acknowledgment of the Divine Spirit inside everything, and our association and solidarity Best Famous Astrology in Delhi NCR  to Spirit. It is an out of date Indian science which illuminates planetary developments and positions with respect to time and their effects on individuals and diverse elements on Earth. 

 It implies that crystal gazing is a shown Shastra in perspective of truth, of which the sun and the moon are the recognizable witnesses, however, extraordinary controls are subject to examination and along these lines disputable. 

 You ought to always remember that God's impact is the preeminent impact. You have been given the free choice and information, as an offspring of God, to surmount the inconveniences of life. Attempt constantly, from a focal point of inward tranquility, to surmount every material, mental, and profound inconvenience. Team up with His will by exhibiting to Him all the nature of your human will. You ought to dependably say, "Master, I confide in YOU, and know you can help me, be that as it may, I too will do my best to settle any wrong I have done." 

 In the event that you can clutch your bliss amid every one of the difficulties for the duration of your life, at that point you will begin to transcend the effect of the stars. In the event that you can hold your grin regardless of rehashed challenges, that a sign of the animating of awareness of exceptionality inside you. Through each and every such action, you are changing your body and mind and how they are impacting the twelve concentrations in your spine. As a result of these Best Astrology services in India progressions, the stars will begin to favor you. 

Prophetic Remedies 

 Planets and other celestial bodies apply their awesome and unfriendly effects on every individual. The troublesome effects of negating Best  Astrology services in Delhi NCR planetary mixes can give mental tension, long ailment or push a man to the edge of chapter 11. If there should be an occurrence of such entangled circumstances, celestial cures are the arrangements which can help a man. Vedic race Remedial Program distinguishes few key prophetic cures like: 

  A rehashed recitation of promising content lines or words to crush the disasters. 

 An "appeal" or "Kavach", and an obvious intends to pick up riches and offset the malefic effects of planets. 

Gemstones: Recommend to reinforce the powerless favorable planetary positions and the successfully strong planets. 

Is an exclusively performed to keep us incongruity with the endless qualities, thusly removing and beating the troubles of life and bringing otherworldly progression. 

Is a propitiatory fire benefit and is a fundamental reverential practice. Amid the yagya, purohit offer a lot of samigri or puja materials into the fire. These materials are an image of our contemplations and sentiments and yagya as a cure is likewise recommended by our best celestial prophet. 

Despite the fact that these prophetic cures influence the planets of the individual by upgrading the positive air and dispersing the insidious deterrent, it must be noticed that these don't realize achievement straightforward, however, may just barely help in conquering the hindrances and troublesome circumstances in a roundabout way. 

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 As indicated by Vinayak Bhatt, the Best Famous Astrology in India  Vedic Astrology examination takes upon the law of Karma, which communicates that whatever a man does, its effects comes back to them. In like manner, saw as judicious in nature, Vedic Astrology can exhibit when the results of such past exercises will come to fulfillment in the present life. 

 There are 12 zodiac signs, and each sign has its own particular qualities and shortcomings, its own particular characteristics, wants and state of mind towards life and individuals. By dissecting the projection of the position of planets, Sun and the Moon on the Ecliptic right now of birth, soothsaying can give us a look at a man's fundamental qualities, inclinations, blemishes, and fears. 

 Crystal gazing Vinayak Bhatt has the novel fitness of looking at the effects of this particular science on a man's life. He has fulfilled more than 25-year logical research has developed that an adequately huge gathering of interestingly arranged peacekeepers can raise the level of intelligence and agreement in worldwide aggregate awareness and turn the tide towards peace for the entire world. Our exact method incorporates Vedicgrace Yagya program and gemstone therapeutic to give solutions for your life issues, for example, Career Guidance, cherish life, Health issues, Sports, Family Problems, Aries Horoscope and Business Concerns. 

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Love marriage astrology

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Love marriage astrology

Love marriage astrology :- The Marriage Calculator focuses on love marriage, promised marriage, delayed marriage and denied marriage. It also pays attention to the planetary positions that decide the time of marriage and the factors that lead to divorce and separation besides analysing what kind of planetary positions cause unhappy married life. You can find out more about your marriage and married life by typing in the details required below.

Every human being on this planet possesses different characteristics but there are a few similar traits, which can be divided into 9 types according to Love marriage astrology. You will find a lot of articles on this website, which talks about the characteristics of people but this article focuses on an individual’s preferences when it comes to love and marriage. Some just flow with emotions, some are practical in love, some run after beauty etc. All this depends on the date you are born on. This is much more complex than just dividing the whole world into 9 kinds of people but it is not possible to explain each and every date. You can yourself analyse a person from the date of birth after you learn Love marriage astrology. The characteristics of a person are dependent on the psychic number, destiny number, name number, zodiac, month of birth and year of birth.

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We all are looking for a honest and trusted partner for a life time. In today’s generation finding a honest and trusted partner is a challenge. This trust & faith in each other is the foundation of the true love and marriage. You would have observed that the deep faith & trust in the partner gives the love a longer life.

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Love marriage astrology is a divine unison of soul mates and is a vital decision one makes in life. The secret of a happy marriage is finding the right person. Especially, in today’s digital world, finding your perfect match has become quite a challenging task. Love marriage astrology says that there are several factors influencing your marriage life and compatibility between the couple. The planetary positions in one’s birth chart decide the time of marriage and how life unfolds after marriage.

Our Love marriage astrology do not just stop with the evaluation of your birth chart for relevant relationship information. They also suggest powerful Love marriage astrology remedies targeted to bring you relief from delays in marriage or a troubled married life. We help you forecast the chances of success of a married life, whether to move on or cling on to an existing relationship and guide you to make your married life a success.

Our panel of skilled astrologers devises horoscope matching and romance compatibility reports by analyzing the birth charts of the couple in detail.

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Upon studying the horoscopes of a man and a woman for marriage, 36 key points are considered. For marriage talks to precede further the would-be couple must match 18 key points or more for a successful marriage.

Love marriage astrology give compassionate guidance to our members who come with questions about romance and commitment. Several areas of your chart reveal helpful information about what type of partner you will do best with. Traditional techniques examine the 7th house for clues about your chemistry for commitment. In addition, the 5th House gives important clues about likelihood for romance, closeness and intimacy while the 11th House indicates your ability to experience and maintain harmony with others. While the saying is “Men are from Mars, and Women are from Venus”, in reality, these two planets impact all of us in our abilities to find and achieve happiness in relationship. The placement of those Venus and Mars in a chart reveals considerable information to an astrologer about someone’s relationship karma. Most of us do not have “perfect” relationship configurations in our charts. The good news is that many imperfections and blemishes are quite correctable with simple Love marriage astrology remedies.

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One of my readers insisted me to write on how to check Love Marriage in Horoscope. Maybe this can sound little bit Odd to someone belongs outside India but in India actually there are two types of Marriage-Arranged and Love. Arranged Marriage or sometimes called negotiation marriage is kind of marriage where Parents of two families decide about marriage where as in case of Love Marriage boy and Girl falls in Love and decide to marry. During my Marriage consultation also people often ask me will i have a love marriage or arranged marriage astrology, Possibility of Love marriage in Kundli etc. After going Through this you will be able to identify Love Marriage or Arranged Marriage by Date of Birth.

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Venus plays a very important role in deciding whether the marriage would be a love marriage or an arranged one. Sometimes, it indicates physical attraction which usually does not end up in marriage. Venus is the ruler of pleasures, joys and desires and it should be pure and unafflicted for a pure love and a stable emotional life.

Venus the Karaka of love, when aspects ascendant, 5th house, 7th house or 11th house depicts the loving nature of an individual. But, conversion of love into a marriage is a different thing.

Venus signifies purity and senses. So, when it is unafflicted and well-placed, senses would be under-control and the love would be pure. When such Venus is the lord of 5th house and is placed in the 7th house, your love can definitely have a happy ending with a Love marriage astrology.

The probability of a love marriage is also present in the condition when Venus is placed in the ascendant in the Chandra Kundali or is present in the 5th house from the Moon.

Many people seek a love and commitment which will last a lifetime. Unfortunately, we see in the world that at least half of all couples do not experience this kind of happiness.

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Love marriage astrology has some time-honoured techniques for evaluating compatibility between couples to see if their planets support a relationship of agreement with each other. Our Love marriage astrology carefully evaluate charts to identify reasons for marriage and relationship woes.

Venus and Mars have great impact on the changes of success for a happy, committed relationship. Venus and Mars are “relationship foundation” planets. When they are both in benefic placements, their influences can help bring about timely and happy marriage. However, if Venus and Mars are weak in a chart or receiving troublesome influences from other planets, Venus and Mars can wreck havoc by triggering energies that destroy relationships or give ongoing marriage troubles.

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Love is a wonderful experience which can happen to anyone. Love is divine and is a higher form of spirituality. If we talk about Love marriage astrology, Love marriages have been happening all over, since ancient times. In Love marriage astrology and ancient civilisation it was considered as “Gandharva Vivah”. In modern age love marriages are a more common happening as compared to arranged marriages. The best thing about love marriage is that both partners get full time to understand each other. Both individuals understand more efficiently the interests, nature and like-dislike of each other. However many times we see the failure of love marriage. The main reason for this failure may be, getting into love marriage without having yoga of love marriage in one’s birth chart. Let’s have a look at the yogas of Love marriages as discussed below…

Exchange between 7th lord and 5th lord.

Exchange between 12th lord and 2nd lord.

Combination or aspects between 7th lord and ascendant lord.

Combination of 2nd lord and 12th lord in 2nd, 5th or 12th house.

Combination between 2nd lord, 5th lord, 7th lord and 12th lord.

Combination of ascendant lord with 7th lord, 5th lord, 2nd lord and 12th lord.

If Moon is associated with ascendant lord in ascendant or with 7th lord in 7th house.

If there is Sagittarius or Pisces sign in 9th house and Rahu or Saturn has aspect at 7th house, 9th house and Jupiter.

If ascendant lord, 7th lord and 5th lord are evil planet naturally of have relation with 8th house.

If Venus posited in 5th or 9th house, according to ascendant or Moon sign.

Placement of Rahu in ascendant may be the Yoga of Love marriage, if Jupiter has no relation with 7th house.

Jupiter and Venus is the main ruling (KARAKA) planet of marriage and married life. So these both planets play an important role in Love marriage. If Jupiter in female chart and Venus in Male chart are in evil effect, then the chances of love marriage goes to strong.

Aspect of Rahu on the seventh lord, saturn or venus increases chances of love marriage.

Combination of Rahu and Mars in 7th house is also a signification of love marriage.

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If the 7th lord combined with Mars and Rahu in Taurus or Libra sign then the possibilities of love marriage goes to strong.

If the 2nd lord and 2nd house has relation with Mars according to ascendant, Moon sign and Sun sign, then the native get love marriage.

Combination of fifth and the seventh house and mutual aspect or sign exchange causes love marriage.

Association of Venus with Jupiter or Mercury in KENDRA or TRIKONA creates the yoga of Love marriage.

If 2nd house is in evil effect, Venus is associated with Saturn or Rahu and 7th lord is related with Venus, Moon & ascendant then the possibilities of love marriage goes to strong. If 7th lord posited in 7th house, then 7th house goes to strong and possibilities of love marriage goes to strong.

When Saturn or Ketu are in the seventh house the chances for love marriage increase.

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In case a native gets married to person of interest in life, the happiness of the couple can be predicted by determining the planetary conjunctions and positions in the 7th house. This is because the partner in love gets promoted from 5th house to the 7th house. If there is affliction by badhaka planets in the 7th house, the marriage can also result in divorce. If there is affliction by malefic planets, the married life would be full of conflicts and problems.

It has been observed, however that only 1 percent of the people have affirmative relationship between 5th and 7th house without afflictions of any kind. The success of a love marriage depends on this favorable conjunction between the 5th and 7th houses.

Love marriage astrology is the dream of each couple who really wish to get back their love. Love is name of give not take. Each people define love in their own format and have unique definition for love. For some people it is the name of sacrifice and for some lives a long lasting relation with their love. For a person who is in love their partner is the whole world for him/her. Love is an outstanding energy that fills someone with an essence of love and make that person luckiest person. But when someone get separated from their love then to realise the harshness of life becomes difficult for them. Nobody wants to go far away from their love and want to spend their whole life moments that may be good or bad with that person.

Love marriage astrology now has become the need of every person where you are able to get the solution of each problem. Love marriage astrology is the solution of love troubles where your love luck is decided at the birth time and astrology has power to assure you about your love life.

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Was your ex cute? Yes.

Do you have a taste in your mouth right now? What of? The bit of soda I had to take my medicine a bit ago.

Which is your least favorite day of the week? Thursdays because I have a doctor appointment every Thursday, sometimes every other Thursday.

Do you ever write or talk to yourself in your head when you’re bored? I think out loud when I’m alone.

Do you prefer listening to things through headphones or speakers? Depends what I’m listening to.

What was the very first CD you bought? The first CD I bought myself was Ashlee Simpson’s CD. lol.

What was your favorite colour when you were a kid? Do you still like it? I think it was red. I don’t not like it, but it’s not one of my favorites. Though I do love my red hair.

Do you like your friend’s parents? What are friends?

How many times have you moved? Three or four, but only once that I can remember. I lived at my previous house from the time I was 3 to 22 years old.

What is one of your biggest irrational fears? Killer whales, probably. I say that because it’s very unlikely that I’ll ever come in contact with one. I can’t even see one in a photo or on TV.

Does the thought of being pregnant gross you out? It doesn’t gross me out, no. It sounds scary, though.

Are you more hungry or thirsty right now? I’m a bit hungry.

Are you prone to headaches? Not so much anymore. I used to get them more often when I was in high school. I get them every so often now. I had a really bad one a couple days ago.

What color shirt are you wearing? It’s gray.

Have you ever felt like someone of the opposite sex truly cared about you? Not including family, I have thought that a guy really cared about. Two of them really might have at one point, but one I’m not so sure.

Would you rather kiss someone five years older or five years younger? Older.

Are you a mean person? No.

Is there anything you want tattooed? I’ve wanted ‘free bird’ tattooed on my wrist for years.

What are you listening to right now? An ASMR video.

Think back to yesterday, what were you doing around this time? I was already asleep.

Have you ever fallen asleep in the last car you were in? Yeah.

Have you ever been cheated on? No.

What’s something you do every day besides breathing, eating, and sleeping? Tumblr.

What’s the nearest blinking object to you? I don’t have any blinking objects in my room.

What were you for Halloween last year? Nothing.

Don’t you need to charge your phone right now? No.

When’s the last time you laughed really hard? I don’t know.

When’s the last time you cried really hard? Recently.

Do you believe that karma can come back and slap you in the face? No.

Are you currently trying to avoid somebody? I’ve been avoiding everyone for too long. :/

Are you feeling guilty for something? Yes, for a lot of things.

When you’re sad, who/what usually cheers you up? I just kind of...continue on? I mean things like Tumblr or something are a distraction, but that’s all.

What was the last thing you bought? Food.

Do you own suspenders? No.

Are your nails/toes painted? Nope.

Are you usually quiet or loud? Quiet though sometimes when I’m tired I can be overly talkative and annoying. <<< I’m the same way. Well, not necessarily when I’m tired, but I can be overly talkative sometimes and annoying.

Do you ever check your horoscope? No.

What color is your microwave? Black.

What was the last thing you ate? Two muffins.

Do you talk to people even though you hate them? I don’t hate anyone.

Name something you have always wanted and never got. Hmm. Better health.

When was the last time you went outside? This past Thursday.

How many hours do you spend on the computer a day? A lot.

Do you have any siblings? I have two brothers.

Do you know someone named Curt? Not anymore. There was a guy named Kurt in a class I had years ago at community college who I thought was cute, ha.

Have you ever been to Texas? Just the layover I had in Houston on my flight to Georgia.

Do you have an alarm clock? I use my phone.

Can you play the piano? I used to be able to but I haven’t in several years. <<<< Same. I regret not keeping up with it.

Do you go to church? No. :/

What color was the cup that you last drank out of? White.

What is the show that you watched when you were little, and you still do? Rugrats, Doug, and Hey Arnold.

Do you have shoes on? Nope.

Do you have a printer? Yes.

Do you read the paper? No.

Do you have a swingset? No.

What is something you do every summer? Bitch about the humidity. <<<< Haha yep that’s me.

Do you have a job? Nope.

Do your siblings text you? Yeah. My younger bro and I often send each other memes.

Do you tend to make things complicated? Always.

Do you want a small or big wedding? I don’t think I’ll ever get married.

Have you ever searched for your own house on Google Earth? Oh c’mon who hasn’t? <<<< Right? That was like the thing to do when it first came out. It’s funny how we could search anywhere and we all search our own houses. lol.

Would you rather have cash or a gift card? Cash.

Did your last kiss end up with you and the person doing anything sexual? No.

Do you live near a beach or amusement park? Like a couple hours away.

Who is your ex dating/talking to? I have no idea, nor do I care to know.

Do you have your eye on anyone at the current moment? No. Well, not anyone I actually know or have the slightest chance with.

Ever been called a bitch? Yeah. In a joking way.

Who would you be shocked to see call you? Ty. I’m sure he’s given up on me.

If you could drink only 2 things for the rest of your life, what would it be? Water and coffee. <<<<< Yepppp.

Would you date someone taller than you? Well, yes. Most everyone is taller than me for one thing.

Have you met anyone that has been a major influence on you this year? No.

Ever kissed someone who smokes? No.

Have any interesting conversations lately? Not really.

If your friends warn you about someone you like, do you listen? I take their opinions into consideration but I wouldn’t base my entire opinion on someone off of what someone else says about them. <–Precisely. <<<<< Yep.

Who did you last pinky promise with? I have no idea.

What do you do when you’re having a bad day? Wallow in it. <<<< Lane always says it best.

Does it take a lot for someone to annoy you? Some days it doesn’t take much at all.

Do you own your own computer? Yeah.

Did you ever have to share a room with one of your siblings? No.

What happened at the last party you went to? Chilled, talked, ate, played a game.

Have you ever smoked a cigarette? Nope.

What’s your hair like at this present moment? In a messy pony tail.

What’s the worst film you’ve ever seen? Hmm. I’m not sure.

Do you like to flex your muscles? What muscles?

Have you ever completely misunderstood what somebody was saying? Yeah?

Favorite kind of cake: White, funfetti, and red velvet.

Did you get any compliments today? No.

How old is the last person you kissed? He’s 26.

Why did you kiss the person you last kissed? Because I wanted to. What other reason?

Do you have any fears? Of course.

What’s your sign? Leo.

What is your favorite color? Yellow, teal, mint green, and pastels.

Are you a procrastinator or do you get things done early? As the saying goes, I put the “pro” in procrastination.

Are your parents going to buy you a car? I don’t drive.