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vivsicx · 2 months ago

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Happy Birthday Ayn! (★ᴗ★)

I can’t stop thinking about his cn bday sr help

#lovebrush chronicles fanart #lovebrush chronicles #lbc fanart #ayn alwyn #lbc #fyi: just my rambling past here #I wasn't going to do anything but the cn birthday cards…#Fanservice but I'm servicing myself because the outfits are right up my alley #mc in a floor length(?) gown plus the roses and jewelry?#the devs did this for me personally #Bejeweled heart lars mc 🤝 2024 cn birthday ayn mc #I dreamt of the bejeweled dress once it's fabulous #Ayn's fit matches her vibe well enough and he gets a kiss for being the birthday boy #the bday ssr was a good read reinforces Ayn’s character and mentality #with a sprinkle of his parents’ history #‘Maybe Ayn would become a happier child’ :(#also kid ayn gives me cuteness aggression look at his face #jkjjsks my brain is all over the place near finals #I haven't tried an atmospheric piece in months hm #not as rendered as I wanted but I can't spare any more time #hyperfixated for 2 days now it's back to responsiblilities #until Long Way Ahead #I’m at 7k stamina lmao

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nina-ya · 1 month ago

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I’m gonna go work on some more of the ficmas things to hopefully get rid of my stress 💃💃💃I’ll see yall on the other side

#nina rambles~✦#Im gonna mini vent here #so like full warning don’t read if you don’t wanna see my crap lmao #It’s been a shit show from the start !#at work I nearly had a panic attack and had to call my friend to bring me down because a damn episode of kitchen nightmares flared my trauma #I was heavily verbally and physically abused by my ex #and hearing the guy in the episode berate and say shit to his fiancée just brought me back to where I was in her position #and I couldn’t bring myself to stop watching for some god forsaken reason #so my heart just kept sinking and sinking and my anxiety kept growing until it spilled over #so that’s that #and then I have something really important going on tomorrow morning #I just came home from a 9.5 hour soft #shift*#and when I walked through my front door #intense anxiety over this thing suddenly settled in #and so I’m exhausted #haven’t eaten #stressed #and already went through shit #and it’s all culminating together to me just being at a breaking point rn #and ugh #I’m just really not in a good place right now #so im gonna write and see if that helps!!!#fingers crossed!!!

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eeblouissant · 6 months ago

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agh agh okay … i know I’m supposed to be on a break (and I have been! And enjoying it at that) but this little moment !!!!! I needed somewhere to scream about it quick because !!!!!!!!!! Do !!!! You see!!!!!! Dorothy’s face !!!!!!!!!!!

#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN.#she just. like melted? *completely melted*???? oh boy.#I’ve never seen her react that way with one of her dates. correct me if im wrong obvs. but that was quite the Look she and Blanche shared #:’) I’ve never seen Dorothy look so genuinely soft before. her face *really* softened & how many times do we get to see that ??!!!!#I’d argue exactly once and it’s this moment right here /hj #& the way Blanche looks at her … that quick up & down taking in her smile I just !!!!!!!!!! WOW !!!!#like okay Wow. that was incredibly intimate. i know what you both are. holy #be still my heart #i was actually kicking my feet and screaming a little #okay i feel better now that I’ve yelled. but know that I wasn’t over this moment the first time i saw it & i still am not now #i really cant get over Dorothy there. like that is such a specific expression I’ve never seen from her before?#blanches hand lingering there … she did not need to pat her cheek in the first place and then she proceeded to hold her face like that???#911 yes hello I am actually about to faint #Dorothy getting all fidgety !!!!! her hands !!!!! she almost seemed a little nervous LIKE #HELLO !!!!!#okay okay I’m done for real #hoping to draw something i love enough to post soon 🫶🏻#the golden girls #blanche devereaux #dorothy zbornak

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ganondoodle · 2 years ago

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as cool as their design is im really starting to dislike the sonau in general, aside from their stuff suddendly being everywhere and everything being about them and how cool(tm) they are now with the mystery stone turning people into dragons and the similarities between the sonau and the three dragons (naydra, eldra, farodra) its actually not an impossibility that they used to be sonaus as alot of people have been theorizing about ..but ...... idk that would very much ruin their otherwordly yet ethereal mystery to me

i probably sound like some hater whos trying to find something more to dislike about totk all the time but i promise im not!!

the three dragons being some unexplained mystery, beings that are there yet few can see them, timeless, nigh untouchable, they dont act on anything, they dont talk, something about them has always made me look at them in awe; if it turned out they were just yet another cool(tm) sonau guy that ate a stone ... :/

not a fan of that one lads, but dont worry, i will keep my thoughts to myself from now on, i dont want to ruin other peoples fun nor seem like i just hate everything ... the three dragons are just really important to me so i had to say something

#ganondoodles talks #tloz #totk #totk spoilers #totk spoiler #besides i have leanred that i tend to have the unpopular opinions and frankly im tired of the hate directed at me #if you disagree thats fine but please dont spam me with why you think its cool actually #bc it just feels like yet another argument starting as to why im wrong and need to be talked down to and also suck actually #sorry its been all over my timeline on twitter so i just had to throw my dumbass opinion out there again #and it was a few times more than id like in a row where my random thought posts where torn apart by arguing people needing to prove im wron #the dragons where something i just absolutely loved in botw #they hold a special place in my heart and i dont like the thought of them too being just yet another sonau thing #i feel more secure posting my thoughts here than on twitter #but still i dont want to sound overly negative so i will hold back from now on #unless im exhausted and overly tired and not feeling that great physically like right now i guess lol #ill just have to grit my teeth and try to ignore everything i dont like but everyone else loves like always #anyway i need some sleep #ill be fine after that i think #and then try to resume work on destiny and a commission i havent had the energy to get to

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kitteecassee · 2 months ago

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#so like #my mom is undergoing a regular procedure tomorrow #but my heart still hurts because of the preparation #AND #something happened last night that was awful #her blood pressure can’t go up right now and she’s literally not allowed to be upset that’s dangerous for her health especially right now #im so fucking anGRY #there’s nothing else I can do for her besides take care of her and be around #but jfc #my chest is annoying #anxiety is annoying #can’t wait to get green and calm my nerves #i was about to throw up all over the place this morning #this is so fucking frustrating #we will be okay btw #just venting into the void #i just need to keep her calm #and myself too because im not helping by going off the charts on who i waNT to all of them every single person fuck oFF #YOU PICKED THIS SINGLE TIME PERIOD YO BE A FUCKING ASSHOLE #FOR GENUINELY NO REASON #and now my momma has to bear the consequences?#absolute bullshit #a kick to the shin for ALL OF YOU #with spiked boots thank you for coming to my ted talk

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house-on-sand · 4 months ago

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2 in the morning and im abt to lay down and cry abt the inherent tragedy that is jason todd

#personal post #dc #dc comics #jason todd #feeling lots of things about him right now #sorry i my queue posted that one sad jason comic again and im all over the place w emotion #bc he was so very brave and so very scared #also that art rlly does show how fucking young jason was when he died and that hits me right in the heart

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fisheito · 1 year ago

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What is this weirdly feelyweely status exclusive to yakumo

#unless i missed something #it felt like everyone else had pretty rational text effects...like standard conditions in their status boxes....#was this the only status that explicitly mentions being all squishy to GENTLY convince someone #because right now it feels like #eiden in a sequential interview situation. he is alone in a board room with someone he needs to win over. he's prepared his thesis(?)#with edmond first #eiden brings out his master plan and says OK HERE'S MY PITCH. PLEASE GIVE ME JUST A LITTLE BIT OF TRUST ONCE YOU HEAR IT #we're going to do THIS at THAT PLACE at THIS TIME with the goal of THESE RESULTS. My capabilities include: THIS. ThaT. AND PERHAPS THOSE.#PREVIOUS EXPERIENCES indicate that method A and B will do well but in case that fails i have prepared options C D and F #eiden pointing out his massive presentation board with the spreadsheets and red strings #edmond deliberates very seriously before cautiously approving of eiden's plan #when edmond exits and oli takes his place. eiden starts the presentation anew #oli nods thoughtfully and encouragingly throughout... like yes! this sounds like a good plan! i trust you with this :) let's do it :)#then oli leaves and yakumo comes in to take his place #eiden doesn't even need the presentation materials.#he just sits across from him. gently places yakumo's hand on his chest over his heart. then stares soulfully at mr protoserpent #and says (please trust me? 🥺)#yakumo crumbles IMMEDIATELY #and when they emerge from the room into the hall where edmond and oli are waiting #eiden's like GREAT! EVERYONE'S ON BOARD! let's get this started n_n #and edmond's just like.... yakumo why did you come out so fast. eiden's presentation lasted at least 7 minutes #oli just smiles knowingly and thinks lmao eiden heckin got im #journey to a nu world #nu carnival yakumo

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acourtofquestions · 3 months ago

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Dont be angry, Finnula said. Be smart.

#Chapter 23 #Kingdom of Ash #Sarah J. Maas #Elide Lochan #Finnula #no spoilers pls first read along w me chapter spoilers in post & tags below w more annotations/quotes/notes/reacts/perspective 3 of 4 #The City of Rivers… can Aelin get a City of Fire? cuz that would be cool & Elide already said “fear was another companion it can’t be worse #IT WAS LORCANS SHIRT😭 & he cared so much he lied so she’d use it from Gavriel/Rowan😭 OH ELORCAN😭😭😭#Yet this place seemed like a paradise. WHATS REAL? is it a Maeve illusion… but it sounds lovely; like Rowan could just fly around😭#Pink and blue flowers draped from windowsills; little canals wended between some of the streets ferrying people in bright long boats.#And though a good dose of fear would aid in her cover too much would spell her doom. -smart clever spy gal Annabeth Chase would be proud #And this city Rowan had told Elide had been built from stone to keep Brannon or any of his descendants from razing it to the ground.#when u know ur evil cuz you had to build in a backup plan for the day Brannons peeps eventually come to shut that shit down… my poor Aelin #Elide fought the limp that grew with each step farther into the city--farther away from Gavriel's magic… or Lorcan’s👀😭🖤🤨#okay Elide I see your mirror mirror Aos moves with the berry listen and compact trick she can do it with a broken heart #cycle. She hadn't been able to find the words anyway. Not with what it would crumple in her chest to even think them. WELL NOW IM CRUMPLED #As if she'd been weeping for weeks… yeah that fits the KoA vibes #But it wasn't the reflection she wanted to see. But rather the square behind her. — BRILLIANT QUEEN — lol thx Lorcan for having a mirror #if only anything could be a witch mirror then they could all cell chat and communicate cause the travel time in this one is rough #she was merely staring into a compact mirror no more than a self-conscious girl trying to fix her frazzled appearance — she is the best spy #A girl trying to muster some dignity. Let them see what they wanted to see-A girl far out of her element in this lovely well-dressed city #cornflower blue ALWAYS THESE SHADES #her golden-brown skin shone with an inner light. Her eyes were soft with kindness. And concern.#had always made them foolishly off guard and eager to get away. To tell her what she needed to know. — funny 2 watch Elide do this after HoF #The sort of voice Elide had always imagined great beauties possessing the sort of voice that made men fall all over themselves.#Cairn. One of the males swore; the other scanned Elide from head to toe. But the two females had gone still. — agreed he’s the worst #the portrait of hope—yeah child’s right cause no—Elide always naming people—If you escaped Cairn don't go looking for him again.—true #Cairn is blood-sworn to our queen. Still makes him a prick TRUTH — doesn’t need to be a far to catch the lie — WHERE IS SHE DAMNIT #She was about to do it again wheen… The dark-haired beauty from the tavern was standing behind her. — SHIT #Maeve was not in Doranelle. How long would that remain true? Had to make the next performance count. — how many had she done this already?🥹😭

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roboyomo · 11 days ago

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more thoughts about my sins crew beasts as i'm cooking. And. Bitch no fucking wonder you all are called the Mentally Ill crew

#liliosa 🤝 agatha team 'i have tried my best to do what i thought was the best option in an earnest attempt to help but—#—failed to realize how it was wrong'#kenix 🤝 azrael team 'my existence was degraded to nothing and my only option left was to be consumed by own hatred—#—towards the people that made me become this way ultimately destroying what was Me'#kenix 🤝 agatha team 'out of my attempt to finally fight back i have become what i despised all along and realized it too late to turn back'#liliosa 🤝 azrael team 'i wouldn't even have considered the right path if there wasn't that someone—#— who holds a special place in my heart despite their death being the reason i turned out this way'#azrael 🤝 agatha team "despite wanting to escape it my existence was always bound to be a mere living weapon—#— and finding someone to settle with was my only way to escape this cycle of killing'#kenix 🤝 liliosa team 'i always need constant reassurance that i am wanted here and despite trying to form normal bonds now —#— i cannot stop slightly obsessing over that one someone who has shown me proper love i had been craving for'#this is not even talking about + maude aridam and sora too btw. They would've made these even Longer #in conclusion: There Is Something So So Wrong With All Of You #yomo ocs?!#liliosa #agatha #kenix #azrael

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runningatypufullspeed · 10 months ago

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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS

WHITE.

AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,

ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason