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natjennie · 2 months ago

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that's so annoying :(

#I took a gummy because I've felt like shit the past few days #my head hurts and I'm so tired #and I was really looking forward to being high #but then I just threw up #and I'm pretty sure I could taste the gummy #so I can't take a second one just in case. so I just have to wait #for it to probably not work. and now I'm nauseous and my stomach hurts #everything is pissing me off #I feel like I've been back in middle school for like the past month #everything makes me so angry and frustrated and sad all the time #I don't know what's wrong #I'm such a fuck up like. I genuinely do nothing all day #and I'm still exhausted and incapable #and fucking crying at nothing. it's so frustrating #there's only so much mindful breathing I can do before it drives me crazy too

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druid-for-hire · 11 months ago

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[images ID: three images of a comic titled "one must imagine sisyphus happy" by druid-for-hire. it is a visual narrative beginning with someone with wrist pain (depicted by bright orange nerves) working at a drafting table. the reader is shown the same wrist as the person uses it for many everyday tasks such as carrying a grocery basket, pushing elevator buttons, typing, and doing dishes, until the pain dissolves all the panels into chaos. the person then performs several physical therapy exercises until the pain subsides. they sit back down at a desk with their laptop, sigh, and begin typing. a small spark of pain reappears. end id]

a fun little piece i made during the semester and submitted into our school comic anthology! (which you can buy at the Static Fish table at MoCCAFest in NYC ;] ). it's about artists and injury

#comic art #comics #original comic #chronic pain #carpal tunnel #tendonitis #my art #original #edit: what a delightful surprise to see this take off #this was made for class on very low fuel and very few thoughts and late at night and exhausted #the prompt was just a wordless narrative essay. three pages. and i had nothing and no ideas #and my head hurt and i was too tired to think about doing any of the like. research and mind mapping and ideating i'd do otherwise #but my arm hurt #so i decided to do a thing about arm hurty #i'm surprised to see so many people finding it resonating with them #but then again i shouldn't be. the universal lies in the specific #i should make more things about smaller stuff

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lunarharp · 9 months ago

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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)

#witch hat tag #orufrey #er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on #i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head #that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway #i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles #btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20 #well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10 #and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most #(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era #that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye #idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle #just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit #let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')

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zaahvi · 2 months ago

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aaand the final two for my DA-themed six fanarts challenge: elgar'nan suggested by @vitaeplaysda & bellara suggested by @the-veil-jumper! 🖤

#two very on brand suggestions lol #my art #dragon age #dragon age the veilguard #elgar'nan #bellara lutare #dragon age six fanarts #omg i'm so glad i actually completed all 6 but i am tired.#may have been the last person to realise elgy has those pointy sleeve things and proceeded to have a mini crisis trying to figure out how t #draw his outfit so that's why this round took a little longer lol. also trying to decide on skin tone and eye colour.#i've always drawn him with lighter glowy eyes so i went with that #and then my brain fixated on that ign video for like 2 days......#oughghggfg... <- head hurts

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peapodfics · 2 months ago

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If Looks Could Kill, Then You’d Do Better Than A Shotgun Shell

By: PlayRough / @play-rough

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Concussed Dazai, and Chuuya (begrudgingly) grounding him ✨

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fisheito · 10 months ago

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my princess nonsense is being encouraged watch ouyt imabout to be eneaabled

OK WHATF ATHAT'S SO CUTE I HAD TO MAKE IT i know realistically there's little to no chance that rei DOESN'T know how to work heels 🤣 BUT IMAGINE.....ING.... YAKUMO GENTLY GUIDING REI IN HEELS, WEEKS BEFORE THE BIG GALA AND HAVING NONE OF HIS NORMAL FEAR OF PHYSICAL TOUCH BC HIS [TEACHER MODE] IS OVERRIDING HIS INSECURITY

#rei looking directly at the camera like why are you subjecting me to this. i do not need any of this. i know how to do it #rei wearing stilettos the size of your head so he becomes ur very tall bird goth gf #you know how yakumo gets when he instructs someone on how to cook something #he becomes confident and just tells ppl how to do stuff without his usual amount of stutter and secondguessing #i'm gonna pretend that after his stiletto training in misty vale he gains a TINY MOLECULE of confidence due to experience #like [i can help you if you've never done it before?]#honestly i can't imagine this scenario happening because i am so SURE that rei can walk in heels HAHAHA even tho nothing has proven that #SOMETHING COME PROVE ME WRONG SO MY DELUSIONS CAN SLIDE CLOSER TO POSSIBILITY #anyway even if rei didn't know how to wear heels #would he ever mention it? would yakumo ever learn of it?#rei would probably be all . i don't need to wear heels. they can't even see them under the dress. i'll wear my practical shoes #but if he can't get away with that and will be forced to wear heels at the party...#maybe he'll go [meh. i'll figure it out] and just not wear them until the day of the dance #at which point his feet will hurt after 20 minutes and for the whole night he takes any chance to sit down #rei can be frequently spotted on SOME surface SOMEWHERE in the palace. sitting all splayed out and uncaring of propriety #because he is in PAIN and these shoes are STUPID and why do people wear them for ANYTHING . Royals are so IMPRACTICAL #yakumo keeps trying to avoid heels for the dance because he doesn't want to be any taller than he already is #i bet there's a full convo about it between him and eiden #eiden trying to reassure him that if he wants to wear heels then he shouldn't let others' perception stop him from doing so #but if he genuinely doesn't want to wear them then that's ok too #eiden craning his neck up at yakumo in heels like you're my pretty princess 1-2 heads taller than me your height doesn't matter 🥰#i'm now torn. yakumo and rei both wearing heels now? in order to stay at similar heights?#or. rei starting out with heels. getting tired of them. going barefoot for the rest of the night lol #yakumo and rei still dancing in their ballgowns together but a much shorter rei leads a yakumo in heels #yes. yes this is the vision #yakurei #replies #nu carnival yakumo #nu carnival rei

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batbrainrot · 6 months ago

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guys please tell me those batman #148 leaks of jason dying again are fake. tell me they're fake right fucking now i can't fucking do this shit right now i'm off my meds

#this better be bait or i swear to fucking god #i saw those 10 mins ago and i feel like i'm gonna die my heart is racing my hands are shaking my head hurts and i feel like committing crim #i'm too mentally ill for this #i wish this was a joke but i feel very dizzy as i type this and i can feel my heart beating on my throat #i will commit murder.#i hope from the bottom of my heart this is some fear toxin shenanigan bc even if i'm tired of writers making his death his only trait #i cannot handle if it's him actually dying again.#part of me knows dc would have to be very fucking stupid to kill jason again but it's fucking dc and they hate him so everything is possibl #there's things that could mean it's fake like he seems younger and he's in robin uniform for some fucking reason but god does it hurt #i'm trying not to freak out but there's that thing that your brain can't tell the difference between fiction and reality so i'm going insan #chat pray for me #i'm a fucking atheist but please pray for me #i think i'm going into cardiac arrest #jason todd #batman 148

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travelbasscase · 6 days ago

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me when my disability disables me:

#heds #ehlers danlos syndrome #hypermobile eds #hypermobile ehlers danlos #today i'm feeling kvetchy about not being able to run (or even walk fast sometimes) because inflating my lungs takes so much effort #and the pulmonologist said i have vocal cord dysfunction which doesn't fit my symptoms and then didn't fix the insurance thing that #he said he'd fix #so i'm kinda just stuck until i can get another pulmonologist which is hard cuz there aren't a lot in my area and wait times are eons #and even then most don't know jack about hEDS bc why would they it's a rare disease but then they aren't helpful bc they don't know jack #about the rare disease that is probably the root cause of my symptoms #and being dizzy when i stand up or tilt my head back too far and not tolerating heat the way i used to also sucks thanks POTS #at least i don't faint all the time?#and i never can tell if i'm hungry or not because acid reflux makes me feel like i'm starving when i just ate and other times like i'm full #when i haven't eaten. so i can't trust my hunger cues which is really irritating. and Tums don't help my acid #i can't just keep doing prilosec courses. i need to see a GI doc maybe they could do something but there's no time #and none of this is gonna kill me and i can still function it's just so tiring always having something hurting or gross or hungry #espec. when to other people i look like i should be able to do it all just fine so they're shocked when a flight of stairs winds me #i'm young and should-be healthy and this is unfair and i hate it and i wish my body worked right but i have it better than plenty of ppl #so really i can't complain

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simplepotatofarmer · 4 months ago

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today is the only day i don't have to babysit this week and for some reason i'm so exhausted i'm getting nothing done ;__;

#i want to cry y'all #i wanted to write but i'm so tired and my head hurts RIP #loyal talks about stuff and things

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pvmpkinzz · 9 months ago

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am desperately wanting to lay my head in someone's lap, feel their hand on my head as they pet me

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flagsontheland · 5 months ago

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#im overemotional at work rn and need to vent so ill probably delete this later #but i got a migraine again today and im close to tears rn at work bc i wanted to come in and i wanted to do my job well but my frigging head #wont stop hurting and it's making my eyes sensitive to light and just making me overwhelmed by the crowds #I'm lucky i got a super easy position tonight and my partner told our lead and she's gonna send me home early #but im just tired of my body not working right #it's probably bc of all my screentime that im getting these migraines #and stress about some things #but its so infuriating #im lucky it's not a chronic problem but its just annoying #maybe i need to take better care of myself idk #anyway I'll shut up now

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crabussy · 2 years ago

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I want to take a bite out of someone's arm but I'm too shy

#it's ok to reblog this post and ignore the rant in the tags I don't mind at all /gen #hi guys #got another load of trauma from school #and I am not dealing with it well at all my legs have been shaking so badly for 4 hours now #had a panic attack so bad that my face went numb and the edges of my vision went black and my legs gave way #I hate my teacher she's horrible god I can't even go into it here there's so much #I'm tired of getting abused at school I've been to half a dozen schools and have not gotten traumatised at ONLY ONE OF THEM #I have no adults I can go to about this #whenever I try to talk with her and the head teacher about the situation and why I'm fucking terrified of her she acts so patient and kind #whenever I'm alone with her she will yell at me about everything I'm doing wrong and continue yelling even when I'm in tears #she will berate me and put me down and insult me directly #when she gives feedback she always puts effort into making it hurt #the language she uses for negative feedback is never what a teacher should say it's always personal and uses your weaknesses to hurt you #I get really bad intrusive thoughts about her hurting me physically because of how terrified I am of her #the worst part is she acts nice and sweet whenever she's not picking apart my weaknesses and being cruel about my disabilities #I felt so sick after that I haven't eaten since #vent tw #trauma tw #listen to my gibberish boy #ggod I hate this school

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honor-among-thieves · 6 months ago

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My tooth is maybe infected and killing me and I can't even get a dentist appointment.

#aagh i don't know if it's infected because i don't taste any issues and I'm not swelling #but it hurts all the time now #and it hurts from my clavicle to the top of my head #and tbh i just want to give up I'm tired #i don't know when it's bad enough to call an emergency so i can get someone to ACTUALLY SEE ME #i think insurance is getting in the way

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nowendil · 13 days ago

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burning out all by yourself queen??

#i reallyyy hope this is just a temporary three week slump and not a real burnout. again #it's probably the season too autumn often fucks me up in the head #everything is so hard and tiring and heavy and my tummy hurts also >:(#75% sure i'm like. one uninterrupted good night's sleep and one day off away from being back to normal. wish it was easier to get those two #nowe talks

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howwnowbrowncoww · 6 months ago

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god i want to fucking cry

i had an appointment with a neurologist like 3 weeks ago and i've been calling back since then trying to get anyone to give me some goddamn answers about my MRI and apparently each time my request was being denied and nobody was bothering to call and let me know?? And now i have to meet with another doctor to discuss my request in-person but i have to wait an entire month for the appointment.

i just want to fix my fucking migraines, why does the health system suck so bad

#my first appt wasn't even with the actual doctir i was supposed to see!#i was stuck with some loser who wasn't answering any of my questions and was dead set on putting me on anti depressants #i'm just so tired of hurting all the time #it makes me want to cry but that just makes my head hurt 10x worse #howw talks

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orcgirlcock · 1 year ago

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i need to kiss someone right now. i need to hold their face as i lean in for the kiss. i need to feel their lips against mine and have our tongues slide across each other. i need to feel the slight hesitation before they finally give in and kiss me back with everything they've got. i need to feel the saliva stringing between our mouths. i need to feel their hands pulling me closer, desperate to feel all of me

#i just woke up from a dream where one of my friends wanted to kiss me but was too shy about it #but i could tell they wanted it so i gently rubbed their face and leaned in most of the way #and let them close the distance. they were still nervous until i slipped my tongue into their mouth #in which case all worry left their head and they kissed me back proper #and it was everything I've ever wanted in a kiss. but now im awake completely unkissed #I'm tired of getting teased by my dreams like that..#i get stuck with all this vivid passionate imagery and no fucking outlet #i feel so pathetic yearning this hard but all my peers have had their first kisses #friends that i wanted to kiss going and kissing eachother in front of me just for the hell of it #the girlfriend i dated for longest refused to kiss me. i got like. maybe 2 cheek kisses? never once on the lips #even when i asked she would say no. i dont resent her for it but Man did it hurt #the closest I've ever gotten was one of my friends shotgunning me hits from his bong #every time my heart flutters and i want to kiss him for real #ive just been searching for someone to kiss me for a very long time #and ive just never found them...

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