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natjennie · 3 months ago

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that's so annoying :(

#I took a gummy because I've felt like shit the past few days #my head hurts and I'm so tired #and I was really looking forward to being high #but then I just threw up #and I'm pretty sure I could taste the gummy #so I can't take a second one just in case. so I just have to wait #for it to probably not work. and now I'm nauseous and my stomach hurts #everything is pissing me off #I feel like I've been back in middle school for like the past month #everything makes me so angry and frustrated and sad all the time #I don't know what's wrong #I'm such a fuck up like. I genuinely do nothing all day #and I'm still exhausted and incapable #and fucking crying at nothing. it's so frustrating #there's only so much mindful breathing I can do before it drives me crazy too

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druid-for-hire · 1 year ago

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[images ID: three images of a comic titled "one must imagine sisyphus happy" by druid-for-hire. it is a visual narrative beginning with someone with wrist pain (depicted by bright orange nerves) working at a drafting table. the reader is shown the same wrist as the person uses it for many everyday tasks such as carrying a grocery basket, pushing elevator buttons, typing, and doing dishes, until the pain dissolves all the panels into chaos. the person then performs several physical therapy exercises until the pain subsides. they sit back down at a desk with their laptop, sigh, and begin typing. a small spark of pain reappears. end id]

a fun little piece i made during the semester and submitted into our school comic anthology! (which you can buy at the Static Fish table at MoCCAFest in NYC ;] ). it's about artists and injury

#comic art #comics #original comic #chronic pain #carpal tunnel #tendonitis #my art #original #edit: what a delightful surprise to see this take off #this was made for class on very low fuel and very few thoughts and late at night and exhausted #the prompt was just a wordless narrative essay. three pages. and i had nothing and no ideas #and my head hurt and i was too tired to think about doing any of the like. research and mind mapping and ideating i'd do otherwise #but my arm hurt #so i decided to do a thing about arm hurty #i'm surprised to see so many people finding it resonating with them #but then again i shouldn't be. the universal lies in the specific #i should make more things about smaller stuff

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lunarharp · 10 months ago

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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)

#witch hat tag #orufrey #er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on #i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head #that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway #i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles #btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20 #well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10 #and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most #(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era #that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye #idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle #just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit #let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')

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zaahvi · 3 months ago

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aaand the final two for my DA-themed six fanarts challenge: elgar'nan suggested by @vitaeplaysda & bellara suggested by @the-veil-jumper! 🖤

#two very on brand suggestions lol #my art #dragon age #dragon age the veilguard #elgar'nan #bellara lutare #dragon age six fanarts #omg i'm so glad i actually completed all 6 but i am tired.#may have been the last person to realise elgy has those pointy sleeve things and proceeded to have a mini crisis trying to figure out how t #draw his outfit so that's why this round took a little longer lol. also trying to decide on skin tone and eye colour.#i've always drawn him with lighter glowy eyes so i went with that #and then my brain fixated on that ign video for like 2 days......#oughghggfg... <- head hurts

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peapodfics · 3 months ago

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If Looks Could Kill, Then You’d Do Better Than A Shotgun Shell

By: PlayRough / @play-rough

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Concussed Dazai, and Chuuya (begrudgingly) grounding him ✨

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fisheito · 11 months ago

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my princess nonsense is being encouraged watch ouyt imabout to be eneaabled

OK WHATF ATHAT'S SO CUTE I HAD TO MAKE IT i know realistically there's little to no chance that rei DOESN'T know how to work heels 🤣 BUT IMAGINE.....ING.... YAKUMO GENTLY GUIDING REI IN HEELS, WEEKS BEFORE THE BIG GALA AND HAVING NONE OF HIS NORMAL FEAR OF PHYSICAL TOUCH BC HIS [TEACHER MODE] IS OVERRIDING HIS INSECURITY

#rei looking directly at the camera like why are you subjecting me to this. i do not need any of this. i know how to do it #rei wearing stilettos the size of your head so he becomes ur very tall bird goth gf #you know how yakumo gets when he instructs someone on how to cook something #he becomes confident and just tells ppl how to do stuff without his usual amount of stutter and secondguessing #i'm gonna pretend that after his stiletto training in misty vale he gains a TINY MOLECULE of confidence due to experience #like [i can help you if you've never done it before?]#honestly i can't imagine this scenario happening because i am so SURE that rei can walk in heels HAHAHA even tho nothing has proven that #SOMETHING COME PROVE ME WRONG SO MY DELUSIONS CAN SLIDE CLOSER TO POSSIBILITY #anyway even if rei didn't know how to wear heels #would he ever mention it? would yakumo ever learn of it?#rei would probably be all . i don't need to wear heels. they can't even see them under the dress. i'll wear my practical shoes #but if he can't get away with that and will be forced to wear heels at the party...#maybe he'll go [meh. i'll figure it out] and just not wear them until the day of the dance #at which point his feet will hurt after 20 minutes and for the whole night he takes any chance to sit down #rei can be frequently spotted on SOME surface SOMEWHERE in the palace. sitting all splayed out and uncaring of propriety #because he is in PAIN and these shoes are STUPID and why do people wear them for ANYTHING . Royals are so IMPRACTICAL #yakumo keeps trying to avoid heels for the dance because he doesn't want to be any taller than he already is #i bet there's a full convo about it between him and eiden #eiden trying to reassure him that if he wants to wear heels then he shouldn't let others' perception stop him from doing so #but if he genuinely doesn't want to wear them then that's ok too #eiden craning his neck up at yakumo in heels like you're my pretty princess 1-2 heads taller than me your height doesn't matter 🥰#i'm now torn. yakumo and rei both wearing heels now? in order to stay at similar heights?#or. rei starting out with heels. getting tired of them. going barefoot for the rest of the night lol #yakumo and rei still dancing in their ballgowns together but a much shorter rei leads a yakumo in heels #yes. yes this is the vision #yakurei #replies #nu carnival yakumo #nu carnival rei

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batbrainrot · 7 months ago

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guys please tell me those batman #148 leaks of jason dying again are fake. tell me they're fake right fucking now i can't fucking do this shit right now i'm off my meds

#this better be bait or i swear to fucking god #i saw those 10 mins ago and i feel like i'm gonna die my heart is racing my hands are shaking my head hurts and i feel like committing crim #i'm too mentally ill for this #i wish this was a joke but i feel very dizzy as i type this and i can feel my heart beating on my throat #i will commit murder.#i hope from the bottom of my heart this is some fear toxin shenanigan bc even if i'm tired of writers making his death his only trait #i cannot handle if it's him actually dying again.#part of me knows dc would have to be very fucking stupid to kill jason again but it's fucking dc and they hate him so everything is possibl #there's things that could mean it's fake like he seems younger and he's in robin uniform for some fucking reason but god does it hurt #i'm trying not to freak out but there's that thing that your brain can't tell the difference between fiction and reality so i'm going insan #chat pray for me #i'm a fucking atheist but please pray for me #i think i'm going into cardiac arrest #jason todd #batman 148

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some-pers0n · 1 day ago

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Thank fucking god actually I'm on break right now because if I had to go to lectures and labs and god forbid take tests in this condition I'd be dead on the floor I'm so incredibly serious right now

#THE AGONY #THE UNBEARABLE AGONNNYYYY #sp-rambles #My fucking chest my sides my legs my arms my abdomen my head my head my head everything hurts everything aches #What plague did I receive from that plane ride because I swear to god this is like some medieval torture method of a virus #Apologizes for the unjolly behaviour but god in heaven I am in so much pain #My chest feels like a tick about to burst and my abdomen feels like glass and steel wool is tearing everything to shreds #My head is swimming my heart is pounding I can't tell you how many times I've been convinced that I was having a heart attack #I can't move too much less it gets Worse #I can't eat I can't sleep I can barely drink and it's only really been water and peppermint tea #I'm so...tired. I just want like a nice dinner and a good sleep and to breathe again for once

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warmestshrine · 22 days ago

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Cannot overstate how shitty I feel today, but I did scrub the bloodstains off my sheets which is a major win because usually I'm so depression apathetic about that, like "whatever it doesn't even matter I'll just sleep in dried blood who cares" but actually I do deserve to sleep in clean sheets. Also I just shared some cubes of cheese with the dog so we're doing pretty good after all, I guess.

#E is struggling and I know that what helps them most is for me to be confident and take up space but #I'm so tired and I've been bleeding for 5 days straight and my head hurts and I'm super triggered and super spacey from anemoa #*anemia #and I'm lonely and bored and feel empty and scared #and I just want to go back to sleep but I can see that I'm just making them feel worse by being so drippy and small #idk I think I'm going to just keep eating carbs maybe that will fix it #warm words

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tin-wufborf · 14 days ago

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Well. As is always the case in my life, it CAN get worse.

Found out last week that my mom has a mass in her bladder. Doctors confirmed today that it's cancer. Won't know more until they remove it and biopsy it next month, but they do know it's cancer.

I don't talk about my private life here a lot because I like to keep some things for myself, but I want to talk about this because. Well, it's my mom.

You see, I'm one of the lucky ones. I have a great mom. A really fucking fantastic mom. She is the most important person in the world to me, and I am terrified that I might lose her.

My mom had me when she was 17 years old. Her father kicked her out of the house when he found out that she was pregnant, and her mother wouldn't take when she found out. She got lucky because her best friend's mom was ready and willing to take her in. That woman gave my mom and I a safe place to land, gave my mom somewhere safe so she could start building a life for us.

And she built us a wonderful life. She has sisters and brothers, nieces, nephews, and cousins outside of her own blood because she managed to find the time to build a family while raising two kids (did I mention that she took my sister in when she was only 19 years old and my sister and I were both 2?) and holding down a 9-to-5 at the same time. I have a huge extended family because of my mom full of people from all walks of life, and I am so grateful for it. My mom taught me how to love people for who they are, not what they are, and I am all the better for it.

All of this to say that my mom is great. She's great, and she's sick, and I am going to lose my mind if this is the thing that gets her. She's fought too fucking hard for this life, and she doesn't fucking deserve this shit.

Fuck.

#thoughts #my thoughts #i'm so tired #i'm so scared #And my head hurts

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amvbrookheimer · 18 days ago

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i'm so cold but i know if i get comfy and cozy and warm under my blankets i will fall asleep and i need to write this essay. there isn't a word count to hit but my flop prof says to aim for around 5 pages and i've written ALMOST a page yay

#i was writing course evals today and accidentally wrote an eval for my english professor but submitted it for my history professor without #realizing which is so humiliating. i turned off my laptop and put my head in my hands for like 20 minutes #i'm so tired from work it was so busy today and i was on self checkout which slays when it's busy but also doesn't bc now i'm exhausted and #so sore my legs hurt bad style #at least 3.5/4 hours of my shift tomorrow will be with himmmm :3 #en

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simplepotatofarmer · 5 months ago

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today is the only day i don't have to babysit this week and for some reason i'm so exhausted i'm getting nothing done ;__;

#i want to cry y'all #i wanted to write but i'm so tired and my head hurts RIP #loyal talks about stuff and things

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pvmpkinzz · 10 months ago

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am desperately wanting to lay my head in someone's lap, feel their hand on my head as they pet me