#my goal

[somethingusefulfromflorida]

My plan is under way. I bought seven "For Dummies" books to help refresh myself on all the topics I've forgotten since high school

Algebra 1

Geometry

Algebra 2

Trigonometry

Pre-calculus

Calculus 1

Physics 1

These are by no means comprehensive, but they're a good start. I was able to find the exact textbooks I had in high school, but I opted against them because I figured they wouldn't be super useful with only half of the answers in the back, and I couldn't find the teacher's editions. I'm sure I could have found digital copies online but I learn better from physical books than PDFs, so this was the best bet for my budget.

My goal is to go back to school and earn a BS in astrophysics, which requires 62 credits of really intense math and science. I already have college credit for trig and calc, so there's no need for me to retake those semester long courses, I just need to get a hang of them again before I re-apply for my second bachelor's next fall.

I'll have to talk to an advisor to make sure I'm elligible to start this program with my existing prerequisites. It's not like they'd turn me away, they'd just give me a list of all the classes I need, and I'd sign up for them no matter how long they take. I've been completely listless for almost five years now, so any progress whatsoever is a major achievement for me.

[slut4megantheestallion]

All I want is to finish Highschool, graduate, get a job, cut off ties with my family, Maybe go to college, get a career, be clean, eat healthier, be more prettier, lose weight, be financially stable, live in a nice apartment or house, travel, live my best life, find new friends, and just be In peace and by myself where no one can bother me.

[diet-dr-pupper]

I cannot wait for my fiancé to be able to pick me up <3 <3

[phantomgamer77]

Hello my lovely audience!

After a year here in this blog, I have drawing my creepy crew on these wild adventures, and now they get to be something special thanks to all of you!

Now i, the phantom, have made it to my goal!

I have reached 50 followers!!!!

I thank every last one of you for joining me and my crew, this blog stall be known to many and much more! I couldn’t have been more happier and more grateful for your support

So within the bottom of my heart

Thank you!! :)

Trust me there is much more to come for me and my creepy crew, much more lore, drama, and brand new characters waiting to be shown to all of you!

Share this all around and let’s make this blog the best blog anyone has ever seen! Hahahah!

[thekenobee]

Whenever Sophie tells Jack to talk dirty to her he makes a bad pun don't try to convince me otherwise

[foxish-draws]

Going to friend's 90s themed new years party & channelling my inner teen movie mean girl.

[coffeeismycallsign]

Finally knowing and seeing the path I want to follow is so freeing.

[madame-mongoose]

art trademark go like

Bendy boingy boiyo bendy bendy springle shapes shapessss eveybody be corcle boing them arms got bend and noodle ziggy toons vewy toons get a corcle boy and slap on some dot eyebols so cute owo them arms got cruvy dem lines be lines be lines you just got all dem shapes huh round round round round vewy toon toon so toon cute toon bendy like buggs bunny like a old cartoon animation cell gonna throw against the wall to see go brbrbrbrbrbrvrbrrvrvrrvv squish it like a stressball in my lap like a weighted plushie so scrong and boingo toon toon toon

[ktkat99]

*Laughs nervously*

Who was gonna tell me we were this close to getting the Whumptober prompt list?????

I wasn't paying attention to what month it was, and now we are so much closer than I thought.

But, anyway, now that I realize just how much mental preparation I need to do (I've wanted to participate for so long but this will be my first time actually joining in. I'm super excited, but also very much aware of how much effort I had to put into the Two Weeks Of Whump Challenge) I just wanted to give anyone who's reading Patchwork Pod a heads up.

Chapters are going to slow way down for a bit once I start working on the prompts.

I'll do my best to keep them somewhat regular, but I can't promise anything.

Thanks for understanding and I hope Whumptober chapters will make up for any delays! :3

[alivingtypo]

you can pry starting sentences with 'and' or 'but' out of my cold, dead hands

[romantic-elegies]

"oh thank god. this is why i stayed. this is finally it."

this is my goal. THIS RIGHT HERE.

you get used to it, but it's tiring, because they need you to understand your own life as a series of goalposts. what college are you going to, what's your major going to be, whatcha gonna do with that, oh where will you settle down, when can i expect grandkids.

for the longest time my goals have been so blurry that they track into each other, their undefined edges slipping quietly back into the soft night. today i want to be a writer; tomorrow i will want to be a doctor, later i will wish i took that law school free ride. how the fuck do people just know what they want to do with their life?

where do you want to be in five years? i want to be alive; which is a huge step for me. ten years ago i would have said i want to be asleep and meant i hope that i'm dead by then.

but i want a yellow kitchen and a stand mixer. i want a garden and a fruit tree (cherry, if i can make that happen) and a big yard for my dogs to play in. i want to come home and read poetry out loud to someone and have them close their eyes to listen. i want a summer watergun fight. i want to make snowmen. i want to be the house to go to for halloween. i want my life to settle around me in a softness, for it to lay down gently. if i am very, very, very lucky, i want to travel; finally go someplace overseas.

of course i don't know what i want to be doing professionally. what i actually want to be doing is curling up beside my dog, settling in to read. i want to be making myself a cup of good coffee.

i can't answer the other questions. whenever people asked me what do you want to be when you grow up, i used to say i hope i'm happy.

i hope i'm still kind, five years from now. i hope i never get jaded and mean. i hope i have stayed in therapy. what do you picture yourself doing? when will you actually be an adult about this? why are you so afraid of being ambitious?

am i not ambitious? the other day i rearranged my furniture which doesn't quite fit into my apartment. i watered my plants. i'm going to try to propagate a cherry seed. my five year goal is to spend more time laughing. to lie down in a patch of sunwarm moss. to relax for a minute. to close my eyes and think oh thank god. this is why i stayed. this is finally it.

[zb0czone]

[pussyslave]

[keithbutgay]

hi!

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yeah

notes goal post

because i really need motivation

(i stole some of these but shhhhh)

if this post gets 50 notes i'll drink water right now

100 i'll go to bed at midnight for the rest of the week

200 i'll actually do my laundry

500 i'll take a shower every day for the rest of the week

1,000 i'll brush my teeth every night for a full week

2,000 i'll stop binding for an unhealthy amount of time for a full week

3,000 i'll start actually wearing my ankle braces consistently

4,000 i'll eat breakfast every day for the rest of the week

5,000 i'll stop binding while sleeping

6,000 i'll stop wearing earrings i'm allergic to for a full week

7,000 i'll start doing makeup again

8,000 i'll stop eating chocolate for the rest of the week

9,000 i'll make my autodale masks

10,000 i'll touch grass every day for the rest of the month

11,000 i'll water my plants twice a week for the rest of the month

12,000 i'll put on my lotion when i need to for a full week

13,000 i'll eat at least two meals every day for the rest of the week

14,000 i'll finish my water bottle every day for a full week

15,000 i'll write more for forest files

18,000 i'll clean out my backpack

19,000 i'll take my vitamins every day for the rest of the week

20,000 i'll finish my stained glass project

21,000 i'll go to bed before midnight for the rest of the week

22,000 i'll do my summer reading

23,000 i'll move the knife out of my room

24,000 i'll eat three meals every day for three days

25,000 i'll stop purposefully triggering myself for a full week

50,000 i'll try my best to stay clean for two full weeks

i'll probably add more goals if this somehow get past 5k, but there it is for now :)

spam allowed

tagging allowed

ummm the deadline is halloween

*thumbs up*

go for it

[solestella]

[fragile-things-archive]

the intimacy of sleeping together, but not in a sexual way. the intimacy of feeling the warmth of their body in a cool room. their hands hugging you tightly. the intimacy of synchronized breathing. sleepy half-kisses. feeling safe. feeling warm. waking up and realizing how much you love them. how precious this is. finding the happiness on the tip of your fingers, brushing their hair. closing your eyes again. pulling closer. falling asleep.