#my girl lives in a much more wooded area than I do I’m hype

[preywhore]

Hey ha ha you're super cute, do you wanna follow me out into the woods? Promise I'll go slow enough so you can keep up, don't worry about all the rustling and snarling noises it's probably just some squirrels or something~♡

What a great idea!! 😍 I’m gonna go reaaaaaally deep where no one could possibly hear me scream just for fun since it’s so pretty and safe in the woods… the squirrels are rlly getting bigger every year huh

[enmy-writes]

Just Let Me Help You

Summary: Zuko, trying to keep is girlfriend safe, unintentionally gains the trust of the Gaang after a showdown with Combustion Man.

Word Count: 2728

Fandom: ATLA (Avatar: The Last Airbender)

Pairing: Zuko x Fem!Reader

Genre: Mostly fluff, is fluff-angst a thing? Idk guys I’m soft, you tell me.

Rated: 18+

Content Warnings: Profanity, some gore graphics (brief mentions of blood, killing, murder), uhhhh that’s it I think I’m sorry if I forget anything else.

****Huge shout-out to my friends Kenz and Jenna for editing this and hyping me up. Hopefully, since this semester from Hell will be over soon, I’ll be able to write more. Please request things! Thank-you all for supporting this and let me know more of what you want to see in the future :) Also, feedback is always welcome. Enjoy!****

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They had landed the war balloon days ago, stalking the tired and defeated Team Avatar and trying to figure out how the complicated Fire Prince would convince the people he chased for months that he wants to help them now.

(Y/N) was stoking the hot flame provided by the fire bender, making sure the coals were burning a cherry red before she added leaves and herbs into a pot to make a stew for the two to enjoy. Her eyes followed Zuko as he paced back and forth, practicing what he was going to say when he finally decided to confront the rebel group, lips turned upward in an amused smirk.

“Hey, Zuko here…” she heard him say before he started rambling a bunch of nonsense about his past; from his discovery, to Azula, to his father-- all the tragic topics. It took him about three minutes, but he finished with a hopeful look in his direction.

“Well?!” He clenched his fists at his side in a nervous gesture, only wanting to get this right.

The girl on the log cleared her throat before speaking, obviously hiding her laughter from the sensitive boy. “Well… it’s perfect. I especially liked the ‘Hey, Zuko here’ part. I’m sure that Aang and his friends with be very pleased to finally learn your name instead of thinking you’re called ‘Angry Ponytail Hotman’.’’

He groaned loudly, rubbing his eyes with clenched fists. The melodic laughter from his companion tempted him to give up his quest and just run away with her and live a happy life free of his father and his destiny… whatever that may be.

Still laughing, (Y/N) stood from her log by the fire and made her way to Zuko, coming up behind him. Her arms slid right around his slim body, holding on tight as she tried to pull his mind from the depths of his insecurities.

“Zuko, love.” Her voice is soft, but intense. “Just go down there. I won’t lie, they might not take you right away. You have done a lot of damage to them and their goals.”

His warm hands slide down the tops of her forearms and slide between her chilled fingers, entwining them together as Zuko grips her like she’s holding him down on the land they’re on.

“I… I just…” He struggles to get his feelings out, finding it hard to convey how he feels even to the girl wrapped around him.

She shushes him. “I know.” Is all she says, as they stand there in a momentary comfortable silence before she detaches from him to continue dinner.

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Zuko had told her to stay behind, that he’d be back to either get her or because he failed to convince the group that he came to support them, instead of harm them.

“Zuko! I could easily be an alibi for you. A reason for them to trust you!”

“No. End of story. They could attack me and you’re in Fire Nation clothes. You’re staying here.”

A staring match between the two only lasted a few seconds, but (Y/N) let it go; remembering Iroh’s advice that sometimes the boy has to do what eases his mind to grow.

The empty pot gleamed an orange glow from the flames, a light in the dark woods that surrounded the two as they lounged by the fire.

(Y/N) was carding her fingers through the upset prince’s hair while he stared at the sky; confused. His emotions spilling onto (Y/N). He didn’t talk much about the encounter, only enough to tell her that they wouldn’t be helping the Avatar defeat his father anytime soon. Rather than pressure him, she offered her solace with calming actions rather than words.

The two had met in their early childhood, (Y/N)’s father being the leader of the Yuyan Archers and of course the Fire Lord wanted the talented girl to meet his… troubled son. In hope that she could help bend his son into the ruthless leader the nations needed to proceed him. Though they didn’t see each other as much as they should have due to (Y/N)’s schooling, the two quickly became close friends and were often found with Lady Ursa quietly running around the palace grounds.

His banishment led to (Y/N) perfecting her skills, and becoming the master she was destined to be, given there was no more distraction. No one could understand her in the way that Zuko did— they fit together like they were made for one another. Where he was hotheaded, she was cool; Where he was nimble and direct, she was resourceful and hidden. The two were the perfect set of opposites who ultimately balanced each other. And one without the other was a heartbreak everyone could see.

When she heard the news of his return, she rushed to the palace; radiant as ever. In an instant, the two fell back into where they left off;  barely any words needed between the two. Her fingers and lips had trailed over his scar often in those few days, brushing away the tears and insecurities that came with it.

Leaving the Fire Nation with Zuko wasn’t even a debate in her mind. She was tired of the life of lies and torment that her nation inflicted upon the world. She had spent the last two years relocating and rebranding people who were targets to the Fire Nation. In total, about one hundred innocent lives were saved from her dangerous missions. Her skill level was better than even her father’s, and she prided herself in her abilities. (Y/N) was truly a professional in her art with the eye of an eagle.

When she caught Zuko writing a letter to her with packed bags on his bed, she instantly went into the shadows and caught up with the boy easily, hiding in the balloon behind the engine for a while until it was too late for him to turn back. It was hot and the most uncomfortable thing she has ever done, but she regrets none of it. She joked with the boy; how did he not question a pile of fabric behind the piece of equipment that holds fire? She let it go after he hugged her close and cried for a while.

“Don’t do that shit again, Zuko.” Her voice was stern, though her voice stern, she held him close. She ghosted her fingers over his tense shoulders; the shoulder that carried such burdens. She pressed her fingers into his shoulders; trying her best to rub the tension from his body. 

“I won’t. Never again. Don’t leave me, I need you.”

A rustle of leaves and broken trees in the forest near the edge of their little camp put the two into defense, instantly gripping her perfectly crafted bow and quiver. Her ears pricked at a slight movement and she aimed her bows in the direction of the noise without even looking. Suddenly, green clothes fill the area as a younger girl makes her way into the clearing. Startled, Zuko sends a wave of fire towards the intruder, burning the girl.

Everything happened fast.

(Y/N)’s left foot—her plant foot—sunk into the ground and twisted inward, releasing a loud crack into the air. The Earth girl was long gone now; Zuko had been screaming at himself when he heard the cry of pain and the sickening noise that left the lips of his girlfriend.

The earth has released its hold on her, but the damage was done. She kneeled, trying to hold back tears but failing as they kept streaming down her face in a pain response. Zuko’s own eyes filled with tears as he ran over to her, helping her sit down and take the tension off of it.

The joint was already beginning to swell, black and blue and purple and yellow starting to show up in swirls around the area. Zuko carefully tried to feel the injury, barely touching the girl in fear of hurting her more. (Y/N) sighed, pushing his fingers away and ignoring his protest. She rotated her foot outward, cringing at the pain, but crying out when she turned it the other way. Zuko cupped his hands around her ankle, hands heated slightly to hopefully alleviate the pain.

“Baby… it’s okay—”

“No, you’re hurt! I knew this would happen!” He cuts her off with a panicked yell. (Y/N) places her hands on the sides of his face, forcing his eyes upon hers with a slight wince of discomfort.

“It’s most definitely, at worst, a fracture. I can still move it outwards without a lot of pain. It’s, like, a week off my foot at most and then another week with a splint and a crutch. I am okay, Zuko.” They stared at each other for a solid minute, saying nothing.

"Promise?" Zuko whispered.

"You think I would lie to you, Zuko?" She says as she wraps her pinky his for good measure

They turn in not too long after, (Y/N)’s ankle wrapped up in some extra clothes for stability. Zuko’s arms hold her to his chest as they slip off into the world of dreams.

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Oh shit. She thought from her perch on top of the cliff edge. The assassin that they have also been trying to find has been blowing up the place, really testing the stability of the edge of the cliff in shakes after shakes like an earthquake. Zuko had told her to stay at camp, but unfortunately for Zuko; (Y/N) was never that good at listening to commands.

She was sitting down, watching the Avatar, his friends, and her boyfriend try to figure out how to win this fight against the combustion bender, feet dangling over the edge. She didn’t want any pressure on her foot from standing on it; settling for the dull throbs of pain coming from the force of gravity alone.

Some third eye. (Y/N) thought to herself as she watched her boyfriend get too close to being blown off the edge of the cliff, wincing. She quickly strung her bow, aiming it at the man. She smirked, a devious smirk, and aimed it in a precise location.

Zuko was still trying to talk the man out of it when suddenly, his eyes went blank and the grossest sound he has ever heard reached his ears. Everyone watched the man, confused as to why he just stopped. It’s not until red trails down his forehead and around his nose in a slow trickle that they look at his eye.

In the middle of the red eye, that at one point seemed indestructible; an arrow sat; a perfect shot — his perfect shot. "Bullseye!" (Y/N) howled, her voice resonating in his ears.

In the midst of Zuko's panic, he failed to recognize the cliff he was standing on becoming increasingly unsturdy; turning he locked eyes with the archer. A ghost of a smile graced her lips, pride radiating off of her. Though he was angry, he couldn't help but share her pride. He locked eyes with his girlfriend who was sitting nonchalantly on the cliff edge above them all, waving nonetheless, when he told her to stay back. It’s then that the earth beneath him rumbles and falls, taking him with it.

“Zuko!” She screams, jumping to her feet; a loud crack coming from her ankle, buckling under the pressure and bringing her to her knees.

With a hobble in her step, (Y/N) climbed down the cliffside. The tears ran down her face at a ferocious pace, making her way over to the cliffside, a loud sob relented from her mouth as she saw Aang helping Zuko up over the edge of the cliff. 

"Spirits, Zuko!" She breathed, limping her way over to him and hugging him tight. "I should kill you, you fucking idiot!" She sobbed, pulling him into her chest. 

Zuko huffed out a laugh, wrapping his arms around her. He took deep breaths, calming his nerves from his near death experience; he focused on the feeling of her hand carding through his hair to grip it tight, and the hold on his shoulders. As he calms down, he remembers that he told her to stay put; and he sharply pulls away.

"I told you to stay at camp!" He huffed, "I told you I was coming back for you!”

She scoffs pushing on his forehead with two fingers. “In case you have forgotten, Zuko, I have authority issues. If I weren’t here, who would be saving your stupid royal ass? No one! You’re welcome, by the way. He wasn’t going to negotiate, Prince Pouty, and you and everyone else here is no good to the world dead.”

“You—You---You could’ve been hurt! (Y/N)! Or worse!” His protest was a whisper, trying to make the scene more private as he’s aware of the crowd around them.

“Zuko, love, I can handle myself. I’m a master at my craft--.”

"—your craft of carelessness, you could've been killed—"

"—but I wasn't Zuko!"

"That's not the point." His voice stern, making it clear that the conversation was done for now. (Y/N) simply nodded, pulling away from him and fixing her clothes.

Aang, Toph, Katara and Sokka watched the two as they argued; watching as they continuously tried to out-care the other. They watched as the two eventually stopped arguing, instead remained staring, as if daring each other to speak

“That was a ... nice shot? I guess?" Aang spoke, clearing his throat and drawing the couples attention to him. "He's definitely you know, dead."

(Y/N) smiles at the boy. “Thank you, Avatar, for helping save this dumb ass from falling off a cliff.” She gets up and bows to him. Zuko suddenly picks her up, the world turning sideways as he put her bridal style in his arms.

“Stop putting weight on your ankle!”

“I’m literally showing respect to the person who just helped you, is that a crime?”

“What if you break your ankle so much that you have to cut it off.”

“Oh, now you’re just being ridiculous.”

“Okay well you were first when deciding to sit on the edge of a cliff with a broken ankle.”

“You’re right! Sitting is dangerous. Next time, I’ll make sure to stand so at least I’ll have a better chance of reacting if the cliff side starts falling from under me. Oh wait, you were standing, and you still fell.”

Zuko sets her down on a broken rock that’s suitable enough for her to sit on. “Will you just shut up already and let me help you.” He reaches for her ankle, but she moves it from his grasp. Their eyes meet again and narrow in competition.

A mess of limbs as the (Y/N) evades the grip of Zuko, occasionally slapping his hands away if they get too close.

Sokka tilts his head in confusion and opens his mouth. “Is he—is he actually caring for someone?”

Aang nods. “I think? I don’t know, they’re kind of fighting a lot.”

Toph cringes, “Guys, I think it was me who hurt her in the first place. Last night at their camp. Zuko instantly stopped trying to help me when I heard her scream.”

“Guys… I think I’m supposed to let him be my master. I mean, he did just risk everything to save us.” Aang says, eyes locked on the one member who he cares more about than anyone.

Katara, still holding off on agreeing, looks to the two Fire Nation kids again.

“Ow! You bit me! Are you crazy?!” Zuko yells, shaking his left hand out.

The stranger girl laughs cheerfully. “Only crazy for you, stupid.”

And a phenomenon occurs. Prince Zuko of the Fire Nation blushes and looks down at the ground, a huge smile on his face.

“I hate you.” Is all he says.

“Yeah, I love you too.”

Katara, seeing the humane side of the prince, finally lets her guard down and walks over to them. Zuko’s eyes widen at her proximity, but the water tribe girl holds his gaze.

“I’ll heal the girl if it gets you two to shut up. And you have to find dinner for tonight.”

Katara’s eyes widen again at the sight of the crying prince who suddenly bows to her feet, thanking her with his whole heart. He then turns to his smiling girl beside him and pulls her into a hug.

“Thank you, (Y/N). For everything.”

“I’ll always help you… stupid.”

[lushjin]

No Strings|

Masterlist

Genre/Warnings: Smut, Public Sex, & a little hint of angst.

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Word Count: 7k

A/N: I know Jk college AUs are a bit cliche, but I can’t I’m a sucker for them.

Summary: Jungkook is your douche bag of a lab partner. A grade A fuck boy. The only time you could stand him was in bed.

“Do you think Jimin likes me?” You ask Jungkook casually.

“Uh, what?”

“Do you think he likes me?” You ask once again.

Jungkooks eyebrows furrow at your question. “I’m literally inside you. Can you not ask me if some other dude likes you while we’re doing this.” He motions to where you two are currently connected. Still, you seem unbothered.

“It’s kind of a boner kill.” He huffs ultimately choosing to give up. He’s already going soft and he ends up pulling out and falling next to where you currently lie.

“Why do you even care if he likes you?” He asks annoyed, and with a tinge of jealousy. “Why are you so suddenly taken by Park Jimin anyways?

“I don’t know honestly. It wasn’t until Tae told me that he might be interested that I started seeing him differently.”

“Well, I wouldn’t count on anything happening.” Jungkook interrupts your thoughts.

“Why not?” you pout.

“The dude’s really into his studies. After every party, he always goes home alone. Girls practically throw themselves at him and he never does anything about it. He’s cool and all but I don’t see him doing anything about it. That’s even if he’s interested”

Clearly, that’s not what you wanted to hear, but you know Jungkook’s right. Ever since you knew Jimin he always seemed really focused on his academics. You rarely ever saw him giving any girl a chance.

“Whatever. What do you know?” You say as you search for a pair of pajamas. That’s Jungkook’s cue to head out.

Your relationship with Jungkook was simple. Friends with benefits nothing else. You were more on the benefits side than actual friends. One hot drunken hook up made you realize Jungkook was a good fuck. He really lived up to the hype. After that night you both agreed that being friends with benefits was something that would satisfy and benefit you both. The only thing was, you didn’t like Jungkook. He was your annoying lab partner. A grade A fuck boy. Someone you couldn’t really stand. You could only tolerate him in bed.

The rules were clear. No strings attached no feelings. Just fucking.

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You’re on your way to Taehyung’s when Jungkook calls. You pull your phone out of your back pocket and answer.

“What?”

“Well hello to you too. What happened to you?”

“Nothing, It’s nothing, well it is something. Jimin. I can’t tell if he likes me or not. And it’s making me want to pull my hair out. I mean c’mon dude you either like me or not. But no-,”

“Yeah, I’m going to cut you off right there babe. I’m only calling so we can fuck. If your place isn’t available you can come to mine.”

“Ugh, you’re such a jerk.” You scowl even though he isn’t there to see it. He can sure as hell picture it as you say the words into the receiver.

“I mean I could listen to you go on about Jimin but I’ve only got an hour before work. And my balls ache to release in your pussy.”

“Whatever I’ll just go to yours.”

“Can’t wait.”

When you get Jungkook’s the door is unlocked. You slip inside and you’re met with a rank smell of weed and old gym socks. Jungkook comes from around the corner with a towel and a pack of condoms.

“Ugh, how do you guys live like this?” You question picking up someone’s shirt and tossing it in the laundry bin. That for some reason is in the middle of the living area.

“Hey, what did I say about cleaning up?” Jungkook berates you.

“Sorry, it's just that I can’t help myself. Plus do you really think I’m going to let you fuck me in this dump?” You clear a space for yourself on the couch.

“Sorry, princess. Didn’t have time to clean before you came over.” He’s collecting two water bottles from the fridge as well. “I’ll clean up my room just wait here a sec.” Jungkook disappears down the hall and you're left alone.

You look around and you shiver. God college boys could be so gross. While you’re waiting you hear the door open. When you look over you don’t expect Namjoon to walk in with Jimin.

“Oh, um hi.” You say awkwardly. Not expecting to run into Jimin at your dick appointment. Jesus you were a mess, and only in front of Jimin too. He eyes you as you sit on a couch littered with clothes. As if he’s thinking what could you possibly be doing here?

“Hey,” Namjoon speaks throwing his keys on the coffee table. Jimin doesn’t say a word. Only a curt nod with his lips held taught.

“Hey, babe rooms ready!”  You hear Jungkook yell from his bedroom. Your cheeks heat up instantly. He knows. He definitely knows what you’re up to.

“So yeah. Nice seeing you. Bye.” You’re up off the couch, quickly scurrying off to Jungkook’s room.

“What the hell Jungkook why did you have to scream.” You burst into his room. Making sure to keep your voice down.

“Okay I don’t know what you’re mad about now but please just get on the bed babe.” He whines. He’s already removing his clothes. He’s sat at the edge of his bed. Boxers are still on but you can see the evident bulge. Even at an unflattering angle for anyone else Jungkook's abs still looked perfectly toned as he bends over to remove his socks.

God your core aches at the sight of him. He was sure as hell a jerk, but still, you couldn’t resist this fucker.

You follow in toe removing your clothes as well. Shirt and pants are the first to go. Jungkook sits on his bed with his back pressed against the old wood headboard. His boxers off now and his hand strokes his dick, while he watches you undress. His eyes glued at the way your breasts fall out of your bra when you unhook them. He shamelessly gawks at your body. He can barely look away when he rolls on the condom.

“Jimin’s here.” You state. “You didn’t have to be so loud.”

“Sorry.” You take his lame apology and continue to undress until you’re fully naked.

“C’ mere and sit on it, babe.” He instructs his voice low and alluringly. Your insides ache for the feeling of him inside you. You get onto the bed to where he's sat at.  Your knees on either side of him and your pussy hovers right over his dick.

“Ask nicely Jeon.” You tantalize, your hips swaying over him. Like you could just sit on it but you’d rather have some fun. He looks annoyed because you’re pressed for time, but unless he asks nicely you won’t give in.

“Fine. Will you please sit on my dick.” He’s annoyed but he won’t do anything about it. Especially when your pussy is this close to him.

Your fingers are at your entrance fitting only two fingers in. There’s a bit of resistance without much foreplay.

“Think you can fit it in?” Jungkook asks. His eyes glued to where your fingers are currently. He lazily strokes himself as you finger yourself.

“Just give me a second,” you sigh. The feeling of your fingers and the way Jungkook looks as he strokes himself seems to liven up your arousal.

Jungkook’s hands are at your chest. He’s groping the swell of your breast. Licking his fingers before pinching your nipples.

When you’re wet enough you sit on his dick. Your tight cunt engulfing his dick. When you bottom out you start to move your hips. They sway back and forth deliciously grinding against Jungkook. He lies flat on his back, your hand on his chest to better support yourself as you move desperately.

“Fuck babe, someone’s horny.” He comments on the way your hips move so fast.

“Just- want- to- cum.” That’s true but you’re also taking out your frustration on the fact that Jungkook made you look like a fool in front of Jimin.

With that Jungkook's hands are on your hips pulling on them, guiding them faster against him.

“Mmm,” you moan softly when you feel your clit brush against the soft skin of Jungkook’s pelvis.

“Baby,” he groans gripping tighter onto your hips. “Why are you being so quiet?” He knows exactly why. He knows you’re keeping quiet because Jimin is here.“What? Don’t want your little boyfriend to hear what a dirty slut you are?” He thrusts his hips up. Making your body jolt up.

“Jesus Jungkook,” you moan quietly trying to keep your voice as low as possible. Jungkook teases again, thrusting up harder. You can’t help but moan out loud with the way he hits you so deeply. Your knees dig into the mattress and you pick up your pace. Craving to feel Jungkook everywhere. You guide his hand to your chest. One of his hands slides up your front to your chest. He gropes the flesh hard making you moan out again with pleasure.

“Jungkook please.” You beg he’s pushing your buttons on purpose. Trying to get you to moan louder. You’d be lying if you said you didn’t want Jimin to hear you. Somehow the thought of letting Jimin hear the way Jungkook fucked you made you even wetter. You clench around Jungkook’s dick and he growls.

“Oh God, you really are a little slut. You want him to hear us don’t you?” He goads his hips meeting your every move. He’s getting as desperate as you are.

“Shut up and make me cum.” You demand your body flushes and not just from the sex. You’re too embarrassed to admit this, especially to Jungkook.

Without hesitating Jungkook's fingers are on your clit. Your body tenses at the feeling. You push harder and faster you can almost taste your orgasm. You’re cumming quicker than usual.

“C’mon babe give Jimin a show.” Jungkook grunts using his grip to bounce you on his dick. You throw out all your inhibitions and moan as loud as you really want to.

“Fuck-,” Jungkook grunts again. You bounce on his dick like your life depends on it. His cock hits you in all the right places. Finally, the band snaps and you’re coming undone.

“Jungkook-,” you moan. Your nails marking his chest as your walls convulse around him. You feel your body light up in pleasure until it finally fades. You rest your forehead on his shoulder, your body limp with exhaustion. All while Jungkook fucks you mercilessly. He plants his feet flat against the mattress. Grabbing ahold of your hips as he fucks up into you from underneath. His breath is uneven and his skin gleams with perspiration. His grunts become louder in your ear and if you had more energy you’d try to get out another orgasm. Instead, you just lie on top of him, letting him use your pussy to get off. Jungkook cums with a groan, his spunk filling the condom. The way he twitches inside you feels so good even in the aftershocks of your orgasm.

When you regain your energy you slide off of him. Your body falling limp onto the sweat-soaked sheets. Jungkook’s ceiling fan feels like heaven. The air hitting you softly, cooling you down. You’re so blissed out you could fall asleep, but just then Jungkook is kicking you out.

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You’re tying your apron into a knot when Taehyung comes over to you. “Go to the register now.” He whispers to you. When you don’t move his gestures for you to move. “Quickly!” You don’t question him and head straight for the till.

Once you’re at the register you see why he wanted you here. In tight jeans and a loose-fitting sweater, Jimin stands in front of you. He’s scrolling through his phone waiting for his order to be taken.

“Hey Jimin,” You say keeping your voice as steady as possible. You're always a mess in front of him.

“Hey y/n I didn’t know you worked here.”

“Yeah, I need the extra cash. So what can I get for you?”

He takes a quick look over the menu as if he’s going to choose something different. You assume he ends up going for what he already had in mind.

“I’ll have a small iced americano." You ring up his order and Taehyung starts to make it. You know you should say something. Especially with the way Taehyung is looking at you. His eyes say ask him out, but you aren’t sure if you can do that. So instead you go for this settle for this. “So uh- any plans for this weekend?”

“There’s a party at Beta tonight, so I might go hit that up.”

“Oh yeah, Hoseok invited me.” Ever since you sloppily gave Jung Hoseok a handjob at a Beta party once. You were almost always invited to all their parties.

“Oh cool, I’m I guess I’ll see you there.”

He smiles cooly and your heart melts. “See you there.” With that, he’s taking his americano and heading out the door.

“Wow.” Taehyung comments on your lame interaction.

“Shut up, I couldn’t just ask him out.”

“Anything would’ve been better than “oh- um” he mimics your voice and you throw a rag at him.

“I hate you.”

“You love me.”

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Later that night, you're on your way to the party. After many outfit changes, you decided on a slightly modest dress. Well, who were you kidding it was slutty but the least slutiest out of all your dresses.

The party seems to have started long ago. People already passed out on the front lawn. You see Taehyung and go over to him and give him a hug.

“Have you seen Jimin?” You ask scoping the crowd in hopes of spotting Jimin.

“Nope. Only your rat of a boyfriend. He was asking for you by the way.” Taehyung jokes.

“He isn’t my boyfriend. Stop saying that Jimin might hear.” Taehyung only laughs. When he sees Jungkook coming your way he decides to bounce. “I’ll catch up with you later then, yeah?”

“Where have you been? I’ve been looking for you all night?” Jungkook complains as he hands you the beer he’s been saving for you for the past hour. It’s lukewarm now, but you still take a sip.

“With my actual friends Jungkook. I’m trying to have a good time.”

“I’m hurt I thought we were friends. Like the name says it all friends with benefits.” You can hear the sarcasm in his voice. You ignore it though your mind still focused on finding Jimin.

“I’m not in the mood Jeon.”

Jungkook didn’t get jealous very often, but when he saw the disappointment on your face that Jimin hadn’t shown up there was nothing but jealousy boiling in the pit of his stomach.

“Oh, I get it. Looking for Prince Charming.” He says a bit too bitterly. You brush it off as an annoyance that you won’t hop on his dick at his command. Either way, you're giving up hope that you’ll see Jimin. Jungkook seems to be your best option especially since he’s looking really good in his extra tight skinnies. God, you hated how hot Jungkook was. Jungkook catches the way you look him up and down and he knows that look.

He takes initiative and presses his chest against yours. His lips are at your ear you feel the warmth of his breath when he speaks. “Meet me in the bathroom upstairs.” Your body reacts with a shiver going straight down to your core. You know you shouldn’t do it, but you do it anyway.

You wait a few minutes then head up the stairs to find Jungkook. When you meet him in the bathroom he’s quickly pulling you in. His hands sliding up the front of your body to the back of your neck. Pulling you forward covering your lips with his. His tongue demanding an entrance.

The way Jungkook clouds your senses makes your mind go hazy. Every touch burning into your skin. He pushes you up against the bathroom sink. Before you know it, he was in between your legs. His tongue kissing over the lace of your panties. You couldn’t give him up. Especially when he felt this good.

His hands grip onto your thighs as his teeth pull on your panties. Feeling his tongue on your bare mound causes you to moan out loud. Luckily it’s drowned out by the booming bass.

“Jungkook,” you moan pathetically as his mouth gets very acquainted with your core.

You want to feel him everywhere at once, but you’d settle for his tongue for the moment. The way he licks your pussy is with precision. He knows exactly how to make you see stars. You’re gripping onto the countertop as his lips suck on your clit. Now he isn’t so precise he’s sloppy and hungry. He’s slurping you up like it’s his last meal, and when you cum you really cum. Body tensing your mind goes blank and your body is submerged in pure pleasure. You can’t count how many times Jungkook has eaten you out but every time it seems to get better.

Your body needed him. “Jungkook get up here and fuck me now.” You could’ve said it nicer especially when he just made you come but your pussy is so needy and ready to be filled.

“Please,” Jungkook goads as he’s getting up.

“Please Jungkook fuck me.”

“Well since you asked so nicely,” he’s quickly unbuckling his belt. Pants and boxers going off in one go.

“Fuck my life.” Jungkook curses he fumbles around with his back pockets as his cock stands tall so close to your core.

“What’s wrong?” You ask your eyes trained on his engorged dick. You stare at it like a starved woman. But who wouldn’t when they had a cock like that right in front of them.

“No condom.”

“Don’t worry I’m clean. You?”

“Yeah but,”

“On the pill now please Jungkook fuck me until I can’t see straight.”

He does exactly what you say. He pushes in all in one go. He fits so perfectly inside you. Your arousal coating his dick as he begins to thrust. You wrap your legs around him. Pulling him closer and caging him in.

“God your pussy feels so fucking good,” Jungkook groans he’s just as fucked out as you are. His mouth is on yours it’s nothing but teeth and tongue. You suck on his tongue like you would his dick and you get even wetter when he moans at the feeling.

You pull away panting. “Jungkook,” you moan his name and that only pushes him further to his orgasm.

“Jesus say it again,” he begs.

You moan his name again in a high pitched dulcet tone. You know just how to work him up. He fucks you faster and his strokes become deeper. You cling onto him as he fucks you relentlessly. He groans in your ear before his lips find purchase on the crook of your neck. Kissing your skin until it turns a pink hue. You can feel your second orgasm building up. Closer and closer with every thrust. Before you get a chance to taste euphoria again Jungkook’s hips stutter and he spurts his cum into your already soaked pussy. He lets out another groan. His muscles flex and his dick spasms as he comes.

“I was so close,” you complain as you drop your legs in disappointment.

Jungkook chuckles in disbelief  “So greedy.” He teases only because he’s just as greedy as you are. He wraps your leg around his waist while the other is grounded on the floor. You suck in a breath when his fingers dance at your entrance. Caressing the soft skin of your lower lips. Barely teasing at the entrance where you sop with his cum.

Finally, his fingers are in you. Stretching you out once again. He groans through clenched teeth. He’s pushing his cum back into you. The extra lubrication makes you keen. Jungkook has you wrapped around his delicious fingers. The way he makes you feel is like no one else before. You can’t stand it that you’re in here when you should be with Jimin, but that’s the hold that Jungkook had on you.

Any thought of Jimin is long gone when you feel his fingers on your clit. He rubs relentlessly until your skin blushes from head to toe. You wrap your arms around Jungkook’s neck holding onto him as you brace yourself for your orgasm.

“That’s it, there- there!” You moan, throwing your head back. You feel your walls pulse and then the feeling is gone. “Fuck,” you sigh.

Jungkook’s fingers leave your pussy. Exhausted from your two orgasms you decide to go home. You get yourself cleaned up and head back home.

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Working and going to school full time is really kicking your ass. Somehow though you manage to make it into work.

“You look horrible,” Taehyung states as he brews another pot of coffee.

“Wow, thanks dipshit.” You throw a rag at him and you both laugh out loud when it hits him in the face. Just then the bell chimes alerting you that a customer has entered the store.

When you turn around you see Jimin walking in the shop, in probably one of his most attractive looks. Tight jeans that hug his thick thighs, and an oversized flannel, that’s just unbuttoned enough to catch a glimpse of his collar bones.

“Hey,” he greets you in a soft voice and sweet crooked smile.

You try not to stare too much at his lips when you take his order. It’s his usual as always, but you always ask what he wants. With that Taehyung makes his drink and before you know it Jimin’s out the door.

“He definitely likes you y/n,” Taehyung says. Luckily it’s a slow night and you're able to chat with Tae.

“Yeah right.” You brush it off because you know it isn’t true. If it was he would’ve done something by now.

“Seriously y/n? You don’t notice how many times a day he comes in? The other day it was three times and I’m sure he was looking for you.

“Maybe he just has a caffeine addiction.” Still not believing it. You know Taehyung is just trying to make you feel better, but you don’t want him making you delusional.

“Yeah ok. Don’t believe me then.”

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The semester is coming to an end and winter break is just around the corner. You realize time is going so fast, but suddenly it stops once Jimin finally asks you out. Everything seems to slow down all at once.

You’ve never seen this side of Jimin, usually a calm, cool, collected guy suddenly jittery as he asks you what you’d like to do. You both stand there rosy-cheeked as the winter wind kisses your face. You’re lucky it’s so cold out, you could pass your blush off from the weather.

Jimin’s time couldn’t be more off with exams coming up the only time for a date you could have was a study one.

You meet in the library at noon. You’re the first to arrive and surprisingly you’re not as nervous as you thought you’d be. You’re already taking out your laptop and books when Jimin arrives. He comes bearing gifts. Coffee and pastries from the school cafe. He extends his arm out slipping a quiet ‘hey’ when he gets to you.

“Wow, I’m not used to people bringing me coffee.” You joke as you take the coffee from his hand.

“I know you get this stuff for free all the time, but I figured we’d need it.” He cracks a smile before plopping down next to you.

He pulls off his layers one by one until finally, he’s just in his very tight-fitting turtleneck. Oh my God are his abs peeking through the fabric of his shirt? You couldn’t help but gawk for a second. Luckily you don’t get caught.

Hours passed by and it only seemed like minutes. You studied for a bit, but when the conversation finally struck you couldn’t stop talking. Everything about Jimin was interesting. As it turns out he was quite funny too. You couldn’t suppress your giggles and that got you a few rude looks and a couple of shushes. You’re sure your cheeks were flushed the whole time, but you didn’t seem to care. The way Jimin made you feel was secure.

“I really think we should head out now, it looks like the library’s closing,” Jimin says as he starts to put away his things.

You finally look up and notice you’re the only ones left in the library. “Wow, time really got away from us.”

“I had a nice time though,” Jimin says as he watches you pack up your things. “Although I think I might fail my chem exam.”

“Oh no, I’m sorry Jimin!”

“Don’t worry about it. It was way worth it.”

You can’t help but glow from the inside out.

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Later that night when you're warm and cozy all snuggled up in bed, off in dreamland. You’re rudely awakened by a pounding at your door. You ignore it though, assuming it’s not for you and for your roommate. Because who else would you be expecting at this hour.

Your turn to see if your roommate is finally getting up to get the door, but she must be exhausted because she’s still knocked out.

Reluctantly you get up out of bed. You pad through the darkroom until you’re at the door. You crack it open expecting to see some random person at the door, but it’s definitely not who you were expecting.

“Jungkook, what are you doing here?” Your voice laced with annoyance. You step out of the room to not wake your roommate.

“I’ve been calling you I thought you were dead or something.”

“It’s called sleeping Jungkook.”

“Well, I thought something happened.”

“Since when do you care so much?”

“I don’t.” He leans in closer to you his breath hot on your ear. “What I do care about is that sweet little pussy of yours”

“We can’t. My roommates home.”

“She asleep? It won’t take very long.”

You’d like to tell Jungkook to fuck off and let you sleep but it doesn’t seem to work that way. Your body betrays you because now all you want is Jungkook.

You let him kiss your neck as his hand glides down the front of your body. His hand slipping underneath your cotton shorts. His hand feeling around idly.

“No hickeys Jeon.” You warn and he listens. Only licking and kissing the sweet spots on your neck.

“We really shouldn’t. We’re in the middle of the hallway for goodness sake Jungkook.”

“Relax everyone’s asleep. Plus I’m just feeling around.” He says coolly. Totally unfazed by the thought of someone catching you. Jungkook’s hand is now moving with a bit more purpose. His thumb finding the clit over your damp panties.

“Jungkook please,” you moan. You’re not sure exactly what you’re begging for. For him to stop or for him to give you more.

His thumb is relentless now. Rubbing circles against your swollen nub. Any thought of someone catching you is completely gone as you feel the pressure build between your thighs.

“Oh God,” you huff. You keep your voice as low as possible.

“I bet you’re real wet for me huh? I’d slide right in right?” Jungkook tantalizes. You should be ashamed but you know it’s true. He’d slide right in with no resistance.

“More,” you beg. Jungkook smirks it doesn’t take much for you to become putty in his hands.

His thumb moves faster. He won’t give in and give you what you really want, which is his fingers inside of you. For now, he settles for just getting you off as quickly as he possibly can. His body is pressed up against yours. You can feel his dick poking at your lower abdomen. He wants you just as badly as you want him.

“Fuck-,” you sigh as pleasure takes over your body. You want to scream, but you won’t. Instead, you bite down on your lower lip to keep the moans from coming out.

“God I love how needy you are.” Jungkook goads. His hand is working hard to get you off. Within the next few seconds, you’re sighing in relief. When the band finally snaps and you come undone.

“Jungkook!” You yelp out loud. You’re too far gone to worry about your voice. You’re in pure ecstasy as you cum in your panties.

Jungkook is quick to pull his hand out of your shorts and cover your mouth.

“You really want to get us caught don’t you?” You shake your head no in response. “Didn’t seem like it a few seconds ago,” Jungkook smirks. Removing his hand from your mouth. “I’ll see you around y/n.” With that, he’s walking away. Leaving you leaning against your door in confusion.

Wait what? Was he really leaving you like this? He didn’t even get himself off. You don’t even bother to stop him. Still confused and kind of shocked at everything that just happened. You let him walk away.

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Bzzt bzzt

Jimin: Hey I was wondering if you’re going to Beta party tonight?

It was the first time Jimin texted you and you can’t help how giddy it made you feel. The only thing was you hadn’t gotten an invite to the party yet.

You: haven’t gotten invited yet :/

Jimin: Well consider this your invitation.

         Would you like to come with me?

         If you’re free?

You: I’d love too

Jimin: great I’ll pick you up at 8

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You hate to admit how long it took you to get ready. You just wanted to look perfect for Jimin. Once you’re all done getting ready you wait for Jimin outside your dorm building.

When he pulls up you get in carefully trying not to flash your lacy underwear that you picked out just for him.

“Hey,” he says coolly and God you could melt just by hearing his voice.

The rest of the car ride goes well. Small talk here and there. You did have to try a bit to keep the conversation going, but other than that it went well.

He even held the car door open for you which once again you had to be cautious in order not to flash him his surprise for later.

“Care for a drink?” Jimin offers.

“Yes please.”

“Anything you’d like?”

“I’ll drink whatever you’re drinking.” With that Jimin is off in the crowd to get the drinks.

You couldn’t help the butterflies in your stomach. Even though this wasn’t exactly the ideal place for a date you were still really happy to be here with Jimin.

Once Jimin is back you down your drink a bit too quickly. You can’t help it, you’re used to drinking fast to get drunk. So you decide to limit yourself to only two drinks tonight.

The rest night goes smoothly. You introduced Jimin to your friends and they all love him. He charms each and every one of them. You’re so taken by Jimin that you can’t wait until you’re back at his place. That is if he invites you.

Soon the party fizzles out and you both decide it’s a good time to head out.

Jimin opens the door for you like the gentleman that he is, and this time that you get into the car you don’t try to hide your lace underwear. Your dress rides up and you spread your legs wide as you get in the car. Making sure Jimin has a full view of the lace panties. He is such a gentleman man because as soon as he caught a glimpse he’s quickly averting his eyes from your core. You found it so endearing.

When you get in the car Jimin tells you he wants to take you somewhere. He promises it isn’t anything sketchy. He just wanted to show you how bright and clear the stars are on the outskirts of town. You think it’s so romantic and you can’t wait to devour him under the stars.

Eventually, Jimin pulls over on the side of the road. No cars, people, or houses in sight. Before you get out of the car you decide you want to kiss him. You’ve been waiting all night and you couldn’t wait a moment longer. First, you pull your dress up enough to leave little to the imagination. Then you lean over the center console.

“Jimin,” you call. He turns to look at you and before he can even notice your underwear again. You’re kissing him at first it's sweet. Even though Jimin is stiff you take the initiative and pry your tongue into his mouth. What you don’t expect is for Jimin to pull away and look at you in horror.

“What are you doing y/n?!” Jimin questions, his eyes wide.

“I’m, uh- trying to-,” you stutter. You’re not even sure what you’re trying to say.

“I didn’t take you for the type of loose girls y/n.”

“But I-.” You couldn’t believe what was happening. The words coming out of Park Jimin’s mouth. You were wrong about him all along, and you felt like a fool.

“I’m sorry y/n I’m just not into those types of girls. The ones who sleep around with anybody.”

Your face burns with shame and embarrassment. Tears threaten to spill from your eyes. All you know is you need to get out of here as soon as possible. Without thinking twice you pull down the hem of your dress and get out of the car as fast as you humanly can.

“Wait! Y/n where are you going?” Jimin calls out to you. “I can’t just leave you here!” It’s true, you didn’t know where you were, but you couldn’t bear to be with Jimin for a second longer.

You ignore Jimin and start walking. You’re not sure where you’re walking to, but you just keep going. Eventually, Jimin gets tired of following you in his car and speeds off.

Once he’s gone you finally let it all out. Tears streaming down your face. You can barely even see your phone as you try to look up your roommate's contact to call her. You have no luck though she doesn’t answer. Neither do any of your friends on your contact list. They’re probably all drunk like they should be on a Saturday night.

The only person left was Jungkook. You swallowed your pride and pressed call. To your surprise, he actually answered.

“Hello?”

You don’t answer right away trying to collect yourself so you don’t sound like you’ve been crying.

“Y/n I don’t have time for this. If you want to meet up just text me.”

“Wait!”

“I’m listening.”

“Jungkook I need a ride I don’t know where I am. Please.” Your voice cracks.

“What happened are you okay?” Jungkook asks concerned. You can’t hold it in any longer and you begin to full-on sob again.

“Send me your location now. I’m on my way.”

Within the next ten minutes, Jungkook shows up in his beat-up Jeep. You never thought you’d be so relieved to see Jungkook.

“What the fuck happened y/n? Why the hell are you in the middle of bum fuck nowhere?” He says as he gets out of the car. You don’t answer you’re too ashamed to tell him what happened. He doesn’t push you though. Instead, he helps you into his Jeep, and you’re on your way back to campus.

“Need a drink?” Jungkook offers. He reaches over to backseat and pulls out a bottle of Jameson.

You look at him kind of weird as in why does he have liquor in his car. Is he just always stocked with alcohol?

Without you even asking he answers your question. “Was on the way to a party when you called. Just bring some party favors.”

“Thanks.” You sniffle and grab the bottle and take two big swigs.

“You don’t have to tell me exactly what happened, but I do need to know if you’re hurt in any way. Do I need to take you to the hospital?” Jungkook was expecting the worst had happened. He didn’t even want to think that someone could have possibly hurt you physically.

“I’m fine Jungkook. Maybe not mentally, but physically I’m ok.”

By the time you get back on campus, you’re already drunk. You really needed the alcohol to numb the pain that Jimin caused, luckily it did.

You’re not sure why, but Jungkook offers to walk you upstairs. You promise yourself not to sleep with him. Just like you agreed on last week. Even though you weren’t official with Jimin yet, you wanted to end your relationship with Jungkook. At least so you thought.

Old habits die hard though. You can’t seem to quit Jungkook. You’re not sure if it’s the booze, insecurities, or the fact that you’re horny, but that’s how you end up with Jungkook back in your dorm room.

You wrestle each other out of your clothes. You’re grateful your roommate’s out for the night. You really needed Jungkook’s touch right now.

When your back hits the twin size mattress. Jungkook is all over you. Taking his time savoring every part of your body. Your damp bodies intertwine and Jungkook makes you see stars like he always does.

It’s late and you know the sun will be up soon. You’re not sure what it is that makes you invite Jungkook to spend the night. It’s not a usual thing that happens, but maybe your mind was hazy from the intense orgasm you just had. Also, a part of you wanted to bask in the afterglow for once.

Jungkook’s arm wraps around your shoulder, and you lay your head on his. Minutes pass and you’re finally drifting asleep. What wakes you is Jungkook’s lips pressed against your temple. The gesture was foreign. Yeah, you guys kissed, but never like this. This was too intimate. Too sweet not the usual kiss that’s full of lust.

“What are you doing Jungkook?”

“What? I can’t kiss you?”

“Jungkook what’s going on?”

“Okay, don’t freak out, but I’ve been thinking a lot lately.”

You inch away from him before he can continue. Your mind is racing at the possibilities of what Jungkook is going to say.

His pause is taking too long for your liking. “What is it Jungkook? Spit it out.”

“I’m in love with you y/n.”

Your stomach drops at the bomb Jungkook just dropped on you. “What?” You’re not sure if you’re hearing things correctly. Maybe you’re asleep having a nightmare.

“I love you y/n.”

But you heard everything correctly, clear as day. Jungkook loves.

“You’re still drunk right?” You start to laugh in denial. Hoping that it’s really just some joke. The only explanation for this is Jungkook still must be intoxicated from earlier. Because there’s no way in hell that Jeon Jungkook loves you.

“I’m not drunk y/n. I’m serious. I love you.”

“Jesus Jungkook would you stop saying that.” You sit up hastily in your bed grabbing ahold of the sheets to cover you. Suddenly you feel so bare when just minutes ago you were so comfortable showing your skin to Jungkook.

“This can’t be happening. Are you trying to get back because I said we couldn’t sleep with each other anymore?”

“Why are you acting like loving you is so crazy? So what if I love you? So what if I’m in love with you? Just shut up and let me love you y/n.”

Suddenly your stomach flips. How could you not see this? How did you not notice that Jungkook was falling in love with you? Maybe he hid it really well. You’re confused more than ever now. This is not how things were supposed to be. No feelings just sex, but why did you suddenly see yourself with Jungkook?

“Jungkook, I don’t know.”

“Look you don’t have to say anything now. Think about it ok? I won’t stop loving you though.” His words cause your stomach to flip again.

Jungkook leaves you on your bedsheets soaked in essence from what happened moments ago. When things weren’t so confusing. When it was just you getting pleasure from Jungkook. His confession ruined everything. You couldn’t bear to think about it anymore. You drag yourself to the bath and soak until you’ve forgotten about the night.

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Work seems to drag on tonight. Everything seemed to drag on this week. Ever since that night with Jungkook, you haven’t been the same. Your friends noticed but you didn’t dare to tell them. Telling them would make it all real.

“Are you actually going to get some work done tonight?” Taehyung asks as he sweeps the cafe floors. It’s a slow night with only a few students studying but other than that the cafe is quiet tonight.

“Sorry just not feeling good.”

“Are you going to stop moping around and actually tell me what the fuck is going on with you?” Taehyung was one of your best friends you could trust him. So you decide to spill.

“Jungkook confessed to me the other night.”

“Woah Woah Woah. Jeon Jungkook?”

“Yes.”

“The same Jungkook who has the biggest fuck boy reputation on campus? The same person that’s the bro’s before hoes guy?”

“Yes, Taehyung!” You know Taehyung is shocked, but no one is as shocked as you still are.

“What do I do?”

“Honestly I’m at a loss for words.”

“You’re great help Tae.”

“Sorry I just wasn’t expecting Jungkook to actually like you. I know I joke about him being your boyfriend and whatnot, but it’s only to give you a hard time. I actually didn’t think he wanted to be your boyfriend.

“Yeah well, I didn’t think that either, but he does.” You huff. “Wanna know the worst part?”

“What?”

“I- I think I might like him back.”

Taehyung’s jaw drops at your confession.

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A/N: Please let me know if you want a part 2!

[lunarliza]

JJ Maybank Must Die | Chapter 2: Ping Pong Balls

fuckboy!JJ x Reader

series masterlist | chapter one

JJ Maybank is the island’s most infamous fuckboy- not that you ever cared. But when a group of tourist girls come to your surf shop crying to you about him, you agree to help them plot revenge. Sabotage is all fun and games, until you find that the playboy you were sworn to ruin happens to be falling head over heels for you.

Yes, this is based on John Tucker Must Die lol

Problem not solved.

You and Sophia eagerly sipped on your smoothies, waiting for the trio to show up to their five-o’clock session the Monday following the party. Alas, they piled through the front door with deflated shoulders. 

“Well?” Sophia perked, eyes gleaming, “How’d it go? Did you make him cry?! Please don’t spare any details!” Her palms clasped together in front of her like a kid who just came up with an evil-genius plan.

“Tell them what happened,” Annalise ordered Arabella, clocking the fiery-haired girl’s shoulder. 

Arabella sighed dejectedly. “Well... not exactly. So I went to the party, hoe clothes on and everything like we planned. Saw him, used my signature look and look away move, and it worked! He came over and we started talking and-”  

“She fucked him,” Maia finished bluntly, prompting a betrayed gasp from Sophia and face-palm from you. 

“Mhm,” Annalise added, “He whisked her away before me or Maia could get the chance to interfere.” 

“I couldn’t help it!” Arabella cried, covering her face in mortification, “He was just so... smooth and sweet. And those eyes! We started talking about sea turtles! You guys know they are my weakness.”

You couldn’t help look on your face. Arabella was sweet, no doubt, but boy, the girl sure was spineless. It was a good thing she was pretty.  

“He is the devil!” Sophia enunciated each word of her sentence and huffed. “This is going to be harder than I thought!” 

“We just need someone stronger! Someone with a heart of steel unlike this one,” Annalise added, smacking her friend on the back. 

“We could give it another go,” you agreed, “but who’d be our guinea pig now?”  

You pondered at the ceiling until you felt all four pairs of eyes practically stab at you. It was like jumping into a vulture’s nest. 

“Oh no, not me!”

“Why not?” Maia questioned, frustrated. “You’re the only available one left. Plus, you couldn’t give two shits about him. It’ll be like busy work to you.” 

“Yeah not gonna happen. Find someone else, please. This is non-negotiable.” 

Out of nowhere, Sophia seized your hand and tugged you into the back room of the shop. “Excuse us for a minute,” she said to the girls before shutting the door of the crammed space.

It was a good thing your supervisor left early for the day, your asses would be toast if he were to witness the scene. 

“I think you should do it,” your best friend urged.  

“Have you lost your mind?!” you yelled-whispered. 

“Oh come on, y/n! Do it for me. For Annalise. No! Do it for all the girls on this island who has ever shed a single tear for him!” 

You sighed heavily. “I can’t do it, Soph. I’m sorry. He’s terrible and Karma has her kiss for him, but not me. Also, you know how I feel about those parties at the Boneyard.” Your look grew to one of disgust. 

“Mhm,” she crossed her arms, “This wouldn’t be because of Pope would it?” 

“No!” 

Yes. It absolutely was. 

So you might’ve maybe use to have a teensy tiny little crush on Pope Heyward-one of JJ’s best friends. It wasn’t your fault he was so cute and smart... and respectful! 

The boy stole your heart and ran away with it when you were paired up for science lab sophomore year. Him, being the genius he was, always did the experiments so gracefully while you royalty fucked everything up. 

One day, you poured the wrong solution into the beaker and the goopy liquid exploded everywhere. However, without an ounce of complaint, Pope offered to stay after with you to scrub down the walls and tables. A modern day romance if there ever was one. 

After months of daydreaming about him, you finally worked up the courage to ask him to the end-of-year dance. Sophia and your other friends hyped you up as you approached his locker after school.

Much to you dismay, he said no. But he did it in such a nice way, you couldn’t hate him for it. If anything, it made you hurt even more that you got rejected so kindly. Ever since then, you never stepped foot near him or his friends, too humiliated to even think of it. 

“You’re a terrible liar, y/n,” Sophia stated. 

She then grabbed onto your shoulders to stare you straight in the eyes. “Look, I know you swore never to see Pope again, but, honestly, fuck him! He missed out on a kick-ass date. But think- you could kill two birds with one stone! Go to the Boneyard, look hot as fuck, dance on JJ a bit and then vamoose! Pope’s jealous and JJ gets a bite in the ass!”  

Your brows furrowed in annoyance. Leave it to Sophia to convince you into her petty ploys. “I don’t know...” 

She persisted further. “Okay, I wasn’t going to tell you this because I knew you’d be super jealous, but my cousin got me front row to Venus Panic in Charlotte at the end of the summer.” 

Your eyes jolted out of your head. “No fucking way!” 

You loved Venus Panic with a dying passion. They were your favorite band who never ever came to the U.S. 

Sophia let out a long breath. “Yes. If you do this, y/n, the ticket,” she paused, “the ticket is yours.” 

It was like pulling teeth from her to make that kind of offer. Damn her for being so conniving! 

“Alright. For Venus, I’ll do it.” 

“Thank the gods!” Sophia leaped up and down in the confined room, hugging you and thanking you a ga-zillion times. 

She looked as if she sealed a million dollar deal when you two emerged from the room. You, on the other hand, were ready to fling yourself to the seagulls. 

“Operation JJ Maybank must die is a go girls!” she announced before the group started frolicking up and down, earning stares from people looking through the glass. 

“Alright, alright,” you said as they settled down, “Now that we have that done, can we please actually surf now?” 

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The night of the next Boneyard party, you and Sophia drove to the condo the girls were staying at. Pulling up to the building, both yours and Sophia’s eyes widened. You knew the complex was on Figure Eight, but you didn’t know it was that luxurious and huge. They even had valet at the front, and you were greeted by doorman on your way in. 

Apparently Annalise’s dad was an important rich man in Virginia. He remarried, and was currently honeymooning in some exotic island. Sending his condolences, he let her choose whichever one of his condos she wanted to stay at for the summer with friends. For some unknown reason, she chose the Outer Banks. 

“Party’s here!” Sophia sang when Arabella answered the door. 

You entered into the spacious unit, in awe. The endless kitchen was lined with white Italian wood while the counters were topped with the fanciest marble you had ever seen. The living room was the size of your house with floor-to-ceiling windows that overlooked the island. And the view was spectacular. 

So this was how the other side lived. 

Maia and Annalise squealed when they emerged from their rooms and hugged you and Sophia hello. They had on silk robes with their hair up in rollers. The Victoria’s Secret Fashion Show had nothing on them. 

They handed you two some seltzers from the fridge before Maia dragged you to the gigantic vanity in her room. Eyeshadow palettes, brushes, and compact powders littered the surface. She sat you down and fiddled with the ends of your hair. 

“So, y/n, what kind of look do you wanna go for tonight?” 

You were taken aback. “I’m not sure. Maybe something natural since we’re gonna be outside?” 

Maia scoffed playfully and shook her head. “Y/n, it’s a party! If you’re not glamming you’re not scamming. Actually say no more! I know exactly what we’re gonna do.” 

And so, she worked her magic as you watched through the bulb-lined mirror. You asked her about the products she was using while she gave you the rundown of the importance of each item and step. She was very knowledgable and swift with her hand- especially when it came to the winged liner. 

You got along with Maia. You learned that she had a successful makeup channel and wanted to start her own brand one day. She also told you about her boyfriend and how he was in Thailand for the entire summer. 

After two hours of searching for lost lip glosses, waiting on Annalise to change for the tenth time, and chugging your fifth seltzer, the five of you finally made it to the Boneyard at its peak hour. 

Linking arms, you all strutted down the beach, ready for your mission. 

The four scattered when you reached the sea of people, leaving you to locate the blonde target. After a few minutes of searching, you couldn’t find a single trace of him or any of his friends. 

Heading over to the keg, you poured yourself a drink in hopes it would loosen your raging nerves. It also didn’t help that Maia’s bikini top was hardly covering your nipples. You knew a nip slip was just waiting to happen at some point in the night. 

You casually sipped your drink and circled the party again, catching a glimpse of the wavy-haired boy at the beer pong area. 

JJ slammed his fists on the table after landing another shot. 

“Fuck yes! One last shot and your ass is grass!” he belted to his competitors: two random tourist boys who were chugging at a ridiculously slow pace. JJ then proceeded to high-five his friend, John B, who you also recognize from school. 

“Don’t be a coward,” you muttered to yourself before striding to the crowd clamoring around a fold-out table. 

From the sides, you attempted a few of the “flirty glances” Arabella taught you but no luck. The boy would much rather bounce a ping-pong ball.

You resorted to crossing your arms and waiting for the game to be over. With no surprise, JJ and John B won as the tourons groaned and withered away to the bonfire. 

“That’s right baby! Undefeated!” JJ gloated with his hands smugly flung in the air. 

“Alright who’s next?” John B shouted, earning no response from the herd. 

Welp... it’s now or never. 

“I’ll play,” you volunteered and stuck your hand up. You could feel JJ staring at you quizzically.

“Alright, alright we have a challenger! But who’s your partner?” John B asked. You wanted to slap yourself for not thinking this through properly.

“I’ll do it,” a deep voice spoke behind you. You whirled around to meet eyes with none other than Pope. He stood cooly behind you with a beer in hand. 

You originally planned to avoid him at all costs during the party. But that all went down the drain as he set down his drink and started ordering the cups in a pyramid formation. 

“You’re going down Heyward!” JJ hollered, taking the first shot. The ball glided into the first cup with ease. John B’s shot followed, but bounced off to the side. 

Your partner grabbed the beer and hurled it down instantly, using his wrist to wipe his mouth. You snatched the fallen ball on the ground while Pope nodded for you to go first. 

So this might have been the first time you’ve every played beer pong in your life. But, in your defense, you’ve done it a million times on your phone. It couldn’t be that hard. 

You tossed the first shot and it wheezed over all the cups. Whoops. 

“This is too easy,” JJ jeered, eyeing Pope as he made the next throw. It landed in one of the back cups and John B swallowed the contents down. 

“Sorry, I’m just off my game today,” you mumbled to your partner. 

“Nah, don’t worry about it. You wanna know my trick?” Pope raised as another one of JJ’s balls flew into one of your cups. You raised your brows as he handed you the beer. 

“The more drunk you are, the better you play.” 

Guzzling down the liquid luck, you fingered another ball and took your aim. Flinging it towards the mass, you gasped when it actually landed into the center cup. 

“Oh my God!” you cheered as Pope’s face mimicked yours. He high-fived you with both hands as you bounced up and down in glee. 

“That’s what I’m talking about y/n!” 

For the rest of the game you and Pope played neck-and-neck with the other two, continuously making shots and chugging down beer. His tactic worked. You were on fire. 

The flock around you chanted your name every time you scored. You could see your friends hanging around in the far corner hollering your name and sending you thumbs ups. 

It was game point as both teams had one target left. It was their turn. JJ took the stage, chucking the ball skillfully. Much to your demise, it swirled along the rim before plopping in. JJ roared out in victory. 

“Hold your horses,” Pope interjected with a finger in the air, “We still have redemption.” 

“Let’s see it then,” John B panted, worn out from the tension. 

“You got this.” Pope patted you on the back and handed you the ball. 

Your eyes bursted. “W-What? No no no, Pope you go.” 

“Relax, y/n! I believe in you. Just focus.” 

You gulped and turned to the boys taunting you across the table. Saying the quickest Hail Mary in your head, you launched the ball and had to shut your eyes. 

A sudden rush of shrieks alarmed you. Peeling your eyes open, you saw both JJ and John B’s jaws plummet to the ground. 

It went in. 

“Now that’s what the fuck is up!” Pope hurled his fist at this chest. You were frozen in utter disbelief. Maybe the Gods were in your favor. 

Pope added two more cups to your side of the table as John B copied his actions. The four of you went at it a few more times before you were one-and-one again. Both John B and JJ missed and the balls rolled back over to you. 

Taking the first shot again, you slung the ball, but it flew off the rim. You were chattering on your nails as Pope proceeded to make his attempt. 

One swish and the ball landed straight in the hole.  

You both jolted up in the air, doing a little victory dance. JJ shushed you- ready to go for his redemption kill. His ball missed the cup by a hair and John B’s slid off the table, deeming you and Pope the winners. 

In your exhilarated drunken state, you threw your arms around Pope, and he let out a soft chuckle. You hastily pulled away after you realized what you were doing. Thankfully, the crestfallen losers immediately came over to shake your hands and say “Good game.” 

JJ’s hands hung onto yours a moment longer. He studied you with his eyes before treading away towards the bonfire. 

As winners, you and Pope stayed a few more rounds before getting beat out. You noticed JJ come back to watch you for a few rounds, eyes fixated on your every move. 

After shaking hands with the girls who beat you, you waved a confused Pope goodbye and jogged over towards the drink area for water. In the corner of your eye, you saw JJ hurry up to you with giddiness. 

“That was some game you played out there,” he complimented as you swigged down your water. 

“Thanks! Guess I just got lucky back there.” 

He leaned both arms on the table, raising his brows suggestively. “Might just be your lucky night then.”

Oh brother. 

You threw him an uneasy smile and treaded away to the dancing crowd. Of course, he followed you, struggling to keep up with your pace. 

“Hey, what’s your name? I’ve never seen you around before.” 

You scoffed low enough to where he couldn’t hear. Never seen you? You’ve been in the same classes since second grade. 

“I’m y/n.” You slowed down a bit, remembering your sworn duty. 

“Well I’m JJ. JJ Maybank.” He flashed you a toothy smile. 

You stopped amidst the dancers as a popular, high-beat electronic song came on. You flung you hands around JJ’s neck and pulled him close. “Dance with me, JJ Maybank.” 

The two of you rocked back and forth for a while before the music transitioned to a provocative rap song. Both you and the light-haired boy rapped the entire first verse with ease, giggling once the chorus hit. 

“So... how come I’ve never seen you at one of these parties?” 

You shrugged tossing him a look of disinterest. “Not really my thing.” 

He tugged you in so his forehead was on yours. “Then what is your thing then, hm? What’s a cute girl like you up to all summer?” 

“I’m a surfing instructor.” 

“Is that so? You know, I’m a pretty good surfer myself...” His hands traced down to your swaying hips. 

“I’ll be the judge of that,” you retorted, running your hands up and down his biceps flirtatiously. 

It was probably the alcohol doing all the work, because in that moment, you knew you were being absolutely irresistible to the boy who’s hands were burning to stay in the... respectful areas. 

“Maybe one day I can show you,” JJ rasped. You barely heard him through the booming of the speakers, but still locked eyes with him alluringly. 

“Mmm, don’t really have time for amateurs.” 

“Ouch... feisty aren’t we?” His lips were millimeters from yours. 

“Please, you know you like it.” You decided to close the gap. 

Boy, were his lips soft. His chiseled hands made way to tangle up in your hair as he expertly kissed you amongst the throng of people. He slid his tongue into your mouth, and you could feel how hungry he was. 

You stopped after a minute, purposely cutting it short. His eyes were aching for more, but you refused. You wanted to starve him. 

“Wanna get out of here? There’s a cool place on the beach I can show you,” he asked, fingers toying with the back string of your bikini. 

You shrugged. “Why not.”

Smirking, JJ’s hand snaked around your waist as he led you to the back trees of the Boneyard. You approached a small patch of sand enclosed by a circle of trees, and it all clicked in your head. This was his sex hideout. 

You glanced around the spot. The moon beamed straight into it, and the leaves of the trees hung down fancifully. In its own weird way, it was kind of romantic- if you didn’t think about how many times he’s taken people there to fuck.

He tugged you towards the center, wrapping you in his muscular arms. 

“You’re the cutest girl I’ve ever seen. I could just eat you up,” he muttered seductively, nipping at the sides of your jawline. 

You were beginning to understand it now- his irresistibility. The guy was charming. You let him kiss you for a little bit until you felt him undo your back bikini string. 

You quickly jerked away, tying it back into a bow.

“You know what, I think I’m good,” you said abruptly, backing away. 

JJ looked as if someone offered a kid ice cream and knocked the cone off the second he was about to dive in for the first taste. “Wait! Where are you going?” he urged.

“Away.” 

His face flooded in disbelief as he let out a loud scoff, darting after you as you jogged back to the dancing pack.

“Wait! Y/n come back!” he called out. 

“What for? I’m not sleeping with you JJ!” you shouted, making sure everyone around you heard. 

When his face went beet-red you knew you work was done. 

You sped up the sand, out of sight, to Annalise’s car where your friends were circled. They whooped and cheered at your presence. 

“We saw everything!” Maia exclaimed, hauling you in for a bone-tight hug. 

“That was so awesome! Y/n, you’re my hero!” Arabella chimed in while you all crammed into the Mercedes. 

“Ladies, ladies,” Annalise began before pulling out of the parking lot, “Tonight we celebrate the fall of JJ Maybank!” 

The car erupted in drunk glee as everyone swaddled you from their seats. 

As you drove back to the condo, Sophia rolled down her window from the backseat and stuck out her head. 

“Fuck you JJ Maybank!” 

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note: dw there is even more D R A M A to come lolz 

chapter 3

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[daydreamngs]

From Me Too | George MacKay

requested: Hi! I was wondering if you could write an imagine where the reader is really good friends with florence pugh and florence thinks that the reader and george mackay are perfect for each other so she sets them up and they fall in love from the moment they met? i hope it’s not that confusing hehe love your work btw!! (send me some requests!)

warnings: Fluff 

word count: 2,267

a/n: Thank you so much for sending in this request! ♡ It’s way longer than I had first anticipated it being so I hope that’s okay.

“I’m telling you, Y/N, you and George would really like each other and I’m not just saying that!” It’s the same line Y/N has heard a handful of times before, just with a different variation to it which always made the woman roll her eyes at her friend. Heavy sigh falls from her lips as she leans back in her chair, head rolling to the side as her eyes squinted ever so slightly at Florence who only stared back with a look of mischievous gleaming in her eyes, a faux innocent pout and furrow of her eyebrows. “Flor, I’ve told you, I don’t have time for that stuff right now.” She’s said it so many times that she’d begun to not believe herself anymore. Was she really that busy that she couldn’t even meet the guy? 

The thought of it made her nervous, she hadn’t put herself out there like that in a while and she wasn’t sure if she was really ready to date again after such a long time. Then again, she thought to herself, if she didn’t do it now, the possibility of it ever happening would just get pushed out further and further until she was one of those ladies who never settle down, and just adopts 12 dogs and 4 cats, and maybe a couple of fish too. A groan leaves her lips at the thought of it as her fingers comb through her hair, gripping at the roots while her other hand rested upon the table, her fingertips drumming against the wood. She made the mistake of looking back up to Florence, who smiled encouragingly as if she knew the struggles she was facing in her mind. “You won’t regret this, and if you do, then at least you put yourself out there.” Curse herself for becoming friends with such an amazing, strong-minded person. The hand that was entangled in her hair fell to her lap as she let out a defeated sigh, eyes closing for just a moment, “Fine. I’ll do it.” Little did Y/N know, it was the same struggle on the other side of the line. George was hesitant but still less than she had been to meet him. His reasoning behind not being so sure about this was that it seemed like his career was at a point where he’d be busy a lot of the time. After 1917, he had been reached out to by a lot of companies in the hope he might consider coming for an audition. Not to mention all of the interviews he was still doing with his co-star. So, between that and just trying to live a somewhat normal life with his family, there seemed to be hardly any time for dating at the moment. Don’t get him wrong, though, he wanted to meet this woman named Y/N, he’d heard so much about her from Florence practically bragging up how amazing she was. He wanted to put a face to the name already, as his curiosity was only growing stronger about her. What was the worst that could happen? So, he had finally said yes to the proposal.

Y/N stared at her reflection, nerves balling up in her stomach making it feel like there were a thousand butterflies in her. Her fingertips picked at the fabric of her shirt. This was maybe the worst part about the whole date, picking out the perfect outfit. She liked the one she had on, it was a nice middle ground, not too fancy but also not exactly casual either, but it didn’t stop her from worrying. “Are you sure this looks good?” She fussed, turning around to look at Florence who sat on her bed with a satisfied smile on her face, “Yes, I’m sure. You look beautiful and I’m sure George is going to think the same thing.” In return to her comment, Y/N gave a nod of her head exhaling a big sigh trying to breathe out all of her nerves. She felt beautiful and that gave her some confidence, and as much as she was nervous, she was also excited. It seemed as though it’d been such a long time coming for her to meet the man named George, who supposedly was perfect for her as much as she was for him. At that point, she just wanted to meet him finally. She could feel the palms of her hands growing sweaty as she chewed at the inside of her lip, she began to think about how different they were. He was a brilliant actor, well known for his work and well, she was just Y/N, she wasn’t known for anything. She wasn’t one to be starstruck over celebrities and that much was obvious considering one of her best friends was Florence Pugh, another amazing actress. She couldn’t help but worry that he wouldn’t want to date anyone that wasn’t in the same industry as him as it wouldn’t be easy for him to talk about the struggles, with her not really understanding it in the same way. The idea was silly to think that, and even if he was like that, then he obviously wasn’t the one for her. Though, just as quick as that thought entered her mind, she shook it away with a soft sigh. From what she’s heard about him through Florence, he wasn’t like that, he was really down to earth, a gentleman and very sweet which was highly reassuring to her because she wasn’t sure if she would have accepted otherwise. “I have a great feeling about this, I just know that you two are going to get along so well. I expect to be the first to be told when you two are engaged.” A sharp gasp is heard throughout the room, “Florence!” Y/N’s face had turned an aggressive red, the tips of her ears burning as she shook in her head in disbelief at her friend. By the tone of her voice and faux innocent smile on her face, she could see that Florence was just joking but it was too embarrassing for her. “My God, if I didn’t know better I’d think you were already planning our wedding…” Her hands rub against her pants, trying to soothe herself. A wink is given in Y/N’s direction, a smirk dripping with mischievous, “You never know, maybe I am.”

Any excitement she had felt now vanished in the pit of nerves that was eating at her, her stomach was swirling in a fit. Her fingertips drummed against her thigh as she sat not so patiently. She was very aware of Florence looking at her, “Y/N, it’s gonna be okay. I promise.” The nervous woman gave a nod of her head before letting out a deep sigh, which worked slightly to soothe her. She wondered if George was as nervous as she was. Turns out he was, he had tried about 5 different outfits before he finally settled on one and had fussed with his hair so much that he had to put more hair product in his hair in order for it to look okay again. He hadn’t been this nervous for a date in a while, maybe it was because he hadn’t actually met the woman yet, and Florence hyping her up so much. He seriously felt like a teenage boy going on a date with the prettiest girl in school - a nervous wreck. His stomach was in a fit of butterflies and nerves as he swallowed deeply, exiting his car while checking his watch only to see that he was a little early. This led him to believe she wouldn’t be there yet although what he didn’t know was that Y/N and Florence had also arrived a bit early and were also making their way to the small cafe that Florence decided on. His eyes had been glued on the ground the whole time that he made the small walk from his car to the cafe, and when he looked up, he was very shocked to see the familiar blonde and a face he hadn’t seen before. Quickly putting two and two together, he froze and his eyes grew wide, lips parting. He gazed at the woman he guessed was Y/N, soaking in every feature of hers, finding that he was holding his breath. Cheeks grew hot and turned a shade of pink, his heart just about to burst from his chest. Has he ever seen someone so beautiful? Certainly not … was this what love at first sight was like? Y/N’s eyes scanned her surroundings as she walked, she hadn’t been in this area before but she thought it was beautiful. It seemed very quiet and peaceful, which helped a lot to calm her down quite a bit - she was thankful for it. It wasn’t until her eyes settled in front of her that she found herself coming to a very sudden halt, an explosion of butterflies erupting in her stomach, as she found staring at George. He was a lot taller than she was expecting, as Florence failed to mention it in all the times she spoke about him. His hair was tousled, but not in a messy way if that made any sense and it made her want to run her finger through it. His eyes were a beautiful shade of blue and they knocked the breath from her chest. She’d seen maybe one picture of him after begging her friend to show her one - she knows she could’ve just looked him up but that felt weird and wrong - but it really did him no justice. He was stunning. She noted the faint shade of pink that dusted over his somewhat tanned face, a small smile tugging at the corners of her lips involuntarily. He was beautiful, and she was completely enamored. She found herself feeling dizzy for a second, could this be love at first sight? Her thoughts mirrored his own. “George! Good to see you, I’m sure you’ve guessed it by now but this is the lovely Y/N I’ve told you so much about.” For a moment, she didn’t really process what was happening until she did, and then she found herself blushing as well, her smile growing but now it had become shy. Her fingers working to tuck her hair behind her ear as she followed her friend closer to him. Her eyes never once left him, and she couldn’t help but notice how he too seemed to have been knocked from deep thought like she had been a moment prior. Meeting one another in the middle, they found themselves gazing into one another’s eyes, having completely forgotten about the world around them, “It’s so nice to finally meet you, Y/N.” George says, his voice deep and smooth, almost like honey, giving Y/N a feeling she couldn’t quite explain. “And you, George.” She responds, offering her hand for him to shake as she suddenly remembers her manners. As he took her hand, she noticed how it was warm and soft, despite the few calluses he had. His touch felt right to her, as did hers to him. It was just like Florence had said, maybe they were perfect for one another.

It was considerably later now, hours have passed since they first sat down. The sun now setting outside which made the dimmed lights in the cafe much more noticeable. They had decided to sit at a table in the corner where it was slightly more private with there being other people there as well. They could both agree that the date was going much better than either of them had expected. Any worried thoughts they’d had before? Vanished the moment they made eye contact with another. A laugh bubbled from Y/N’s chest, finding herself leaning forward at a joke George had made. It was amazing, she had been so nervous and hesitant to even go on the date with him and now she was having an amazing time. She felt so comfortable with him and that was the weirdest part of it all, not usually being so open and comfortable so fast. It really just felt right, almost as though she was a puzzle piece and he was the only part that fit perfectly with her. A happy sigh fell from her lips, tilting her head to the side slightly, “It’s funny, I feel like I know you already from Florence telling me about you, even though I don’t really.” She thinks out loud earning a nod from the man. “I know right? I feel the same way. It’s like I‘ve known you for a while when in reality we’ve only just met.” He says in agreement with a smile, eyes crinkling in the corners and faint dimples appearing. Those were some little things that Y/N had taken note to in the time they’d spent together, finding her eyes would always linger which in return made faint blushes appear on her face. A content smile made its way on her face, resting her chin on the table and propping her chin on the outside of her hand. There’s a moment of silence and it’s comfortable, then she speaks again, “I think I might have to thank Florence later for doing this.” George smiles softly at this, leaning forward slightly too so they were only a few inches apart. Their noses almost brushing together and their lips ghosting over each other's, “When you do, give thanks from me too.”

[angeldolanx]

Chapter 7. /- play video games all day/

06.06.'19

Grayson

do you have plans for today?

I bit my lip when I saw his name popping up on my screen. I wasn't expected him to massage me at all.

Me

not really, I only need to go to work at 3 pm. I am trying to make my mom proud and bake some cookies.

Grayson

you should come over maybe, and bring some cookies:)

Me

I am not sure if it's gonna be eatable, but I am going after it's done xx

After our massages Grayson sent their address, and my stomach immediately flipped when I realized that I am gonna see him again. Till the cookies were in the oven I put on a light makeup and stood for a few long minutes in front of my wardrobe to figure out what should I wear. I ended up wearing a white high waisted jogger with a white, ribbed bardot top. I even put my hair in a pony tail since I was way too lazy to wash it.

In my uber I sent Corinna a quick massage. It was funny how I already planned going over to her house tonight to tell her what happened on my rooftop with Grayson, but maybe that story is gonna be even more longer, since I am on my way to the twins's house. Of course it made her freak out. It’s always made me smile how excited she got every time when it was about my love life.

I took a deep sigh before I knocked on the door. This neighborhood were pretty, and kind of chill compared to the fact that we were still in the busy LA.

"Hey, what's up?" opened Ethan the door and pulled me closer for a quick hug.

"Hi, I brought cookies" I lifted my hands with the box in it, that made her eyes sparkle up and invited me to the house. " I am not sure if it's the best though. I tried it and I think it's fine" I giggled. It was my grandma's recipe and she always told us that this is a recipe you can't mess up because it's so easy. It was true to be honest, I just needed to mix the ingredients and put it to the oven, but I was still not sure about my baking skills.

"That's so good " looked down at me Ethan, after he took a bite. I just smiled how much he loved it while I looked around in the kitchen/living room area. Compared to the fact that only boys lived there, their house was tidy. The walls were mostly white and looked really good next to the light wood ceiling.

"Grayson?" I asked finally. I wanted to ask this in like the first one minute, but I didn't wanted to seem like a creep.

"He went out for cafe, he is gonna be back soon" he said and I decided to not to say anything of that cheeky smile that spread on his face after my question.

"And you, what are you up to?"

"To be honest I just failed a match in Fortnite because of you" he rolled his eyes.

"I brought cookies, you can't say anything" I laughed while I followed him to his room. " I never really understood the hype for Fortnite, I loved PUBG more" I sat down to his bed while he sat in front of the computer where the game was opened.

"I never tried that"

"It's similar to Fortnite, but the graphic is more realistic" I explained.

"Who would've thought that you are a gamer girl" laughed Ethan. Probably for most of the people who knows me that's not a surprise. I always said that I am a half boy. There are some days when I could dress like a boy, and there are days when I dress cute and girly. It honestly depends on my mood. It was funny how curious Ethan got about the game and he immediately went online to buy the PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds game, and waited for it to download. "What did you do with Grayson on saturday? He doesn't said anything when I asked."

"Someone is really curious" I grinned. "We just talked and didn't really saw what time it was"

As soon as the video game downloaded Ethan jumped on it and I just smiled while I sat closer to the edge of the bed to see what he is doing. After he created a character he gave me the controller because I guess he was way too interested in my gaming skills.

"The last time I played was months ago, don't expect too much" I said and tried to concentrate on the screen to pick up weapons and other stuff in the house. It was funny how I talked about weapons and stuff and got all excited for the game. That was the real me. Sometimes I like playing with make up or buy sexy lingeries, but at the same time I love these things too that are not "normal" for most girls. "Wait someone is here in the house"

"How do you know?"

"You can hear the steps if he is close enough, or even see the steps on the map" I pointed to the corner, where the map was on the screen.

'Wow, nice" said Ethan after I killed the boy in the house. In the meantime I heard real door opening from outside, probably Grayson finally got home.

" E?" shouted Grayson and I flinched for a second as Ethan started to scream next to my ear to him. I immediately started to laugh when Grayson stepped to the room to give Ethan his cafe and got surprised when he found me there.

"You literally look like you caught us having sex or something" I shook my head and Ethan started to laugh on my words.

"Hi to you too" he grunted, probably because I turned back to look at the screen again instead of him.

"I finish this round and then I'm yours okay?" I looked up at him under my lashes and he just sighed.

"I am gonna be in the gym" he left the room and even the way he talked I could tell that he doesn't really liked again how I acted. He was like a child, who throws a tantrum when he doesn't gets enough attention.

I really tried to win the round, while kept tried to answer to E's questions about the game. I ended up in the third place, maybe in a another round I would win but in this it was obvious that I didn't played in a long time.

"Oh yeah, you are not a pro but still ended up in the third place for the first time in months" said Ethan after I turned to his direction.

"I just knew the map, in the newer ones I am a noob" I shrugged my shoulders and gave him my seat and the controller. " Can you please show me where is your brother?" I asked and he just nodded with a big grin on his face. I chuckled as he stole a another cookie from the kitchen on the way while he brought me out to the other side of the house. Loud music came from behind the door so I felt like it's unnecessary to knock and I just opened the door to step inside the gym and closed it behind me. Grayson laid in front of the door in the dynamometer and lifted two barbells. After he realized that I came he put them to the floor and sat up. Don't look down, don't look down. I kept tried to hold myself back since he was shirtless, his whole body was shiny from the sweat and his muscles were even more visible because of the workout. I don't know if I would rather go out from here, or just go to sit on his lap and kiss him till he can't breathe.

"Did you got bored of Ethan?" he asked derisively.

"You invited me to come over and you wasn't home, I only spent 15 minutes with him" I sighed and sat down to a work out equipment that was next to me.

"Not like you was happy when you saw me."

"Stop acting like this " I pouted to show my cute form even more. I wasn't really in the mood to act like in the diner with him, especially since the things he said were silly. In the meantime I just realized where I sat down. I never in my life was in a gym, since I am way too lazy, so I put my hand to the to side and tried to close them in front of me, but since it was probably set for Grayson's wight I wasn't even able to move it. Grayson just laughed at my trying and to be honest that's the only thing that I could do too. "Don't laugh, I am strong."

"Oh yeah, I see"

"It's just set up for bodybuilders like you " I rolled my eyes that made my eyes move to his arms, that he noticed and he lifted his arms up to show his muscles with a cheeky smile on his face. "Amazing, I am way too lazy for things like this " I said and stood up to check my body in the mirror that was next to Grayson. "I shouldn't be though."

"Well if we see it like this, you don't need it" he said and as I looked at him from the mirror I saw how his eyes were on my ass and smiled when he realized I caught him. The air around us got hotter and I hated how much impact he had over my body even without touching me.

"Why are you jealous of your brother if I talk to him?" I asked and stood in front of him. It was weird how now he was the one who looked up at me while he was only within reach. I really tried to hold back this question but of course it's me, who is never able to hold back anything.

"It's not about him, he is the most important person in my life I am not jealous. It's just annoys me that I feel like you are more open to him than to me" he said.

"That's not true" I shook my head. It was just easier to talk to Ethan, there wasn't this tingly feeling that come up every time he was next to me and I always a lot more tense when it's about him. I can talk to Ethan about anything without thinking too much of it, but with Grayson it's different. "How long does this takes to you?"

"Twenty minutes, you can go out to E if you want to"

"I'm staying" I sat back down with a big smile on my face. I wasn't planned to toss a opportunity to stare at him as he works out for twenty minutes. He just smiled at me and laid back again to grab the barbells again, and I took out my phone from my pocket and only looked up at him a few times while I looked around on twitter and instagram. If I would go to a gym to be honest, I would probably do the same thing.

After he finished he went to the bathroom to take a shower and I joined Ethan in the living room. From the casual talking another video game party started, but now Grayson joined us too. They tried to teach me how to play Mario Kart against them. The whole living room was filled with our loud laughs.

"You have such a nice view from here " I said after we went out to the their yard and I looked to the city behind the pool. The two boys sat down to the chairs next to the door and I even blushed a little bit as they both gazed at me. I was sure they talked about me while I didn't heard them.

"Are you hungry?" asked Ethan.

"Nah, I need to go to work and I wanna go home before that to change" I said and stood from my other leg next to them and put my hands in my pockets.

"What's wrong with this outfit?" asked Grayson and his eyes probably not for the first time today moved up and down on my body before he looked into my eyes.

"This top is a little bit dangerous next to a four years old to play" I laughed.

"Do you wanna sit down?" asked Ethan and I just shook my head to stay, before Grayson grabbed my wrist. I looked down at him with a confused look, but I understood what he wanted when he pulled me down to sit on his lap. I am pretty sure I forgot how to breathe properly in those minutes and even after I moved around a bit to put my weight more to one of his legs so I can see him too while we talked.

"Tell me if I am too heavy" I looked back at him. His face was really close to mine and my body kept reacted to the fact, that we touched in a lot of places.

"Omg Mira, I probably will" he sighed sarcastically and put his hands on the lover half of my thigh next to my knee. This movement was enough to let my fantasy to fly and I bit my lip and looked to the pool direction to stop my thoughts about his hands moving up.

"How long do you stay in LA?" asket Ethan that snapped me back to reality again.

"Till next december"

"Only till then?" asked Gray and I just nodded.

"That's not too long" added Ethan. "When we finally find a girl who plays Mario Kart with us, she only stays for two years. That's sucks" granted Ethan and made me laugh with his words. Even the thought that Grayson feels how my body shakes from the laughs or he can feel basically anything made me feel some type of way and it was really hard to stay put together and not show anything of these things.

"Two years is a long time, I have a bucket list with some crazy shit. Even if I check a few things I am gonna go home happy " I said with a smile.

"Like what?" asked Grayson.

"There is a few 'everyday' thing, like see the Hollywood sign at night and stuff and there are a few crazier one too, and I am not gonna tell those" I said and even the thought that he reads it made me blush.

As Ethan started to tell a story about one of his friend, who wrote a bucket list for a trip too I slowly started to zone out and didn't even realized how I started to play with Grayson's bracelets that were on his wrists on my thigh.First I moved around my fingers on it, but when accidentally touched his skin I know I was right and his skin was as soft as I pictured it. For a moment the breath got caught in my throat when I bumped into his eyes as he smiled while watched my movements. Because I got embarrassed I started to move around in his lap and when he grabbed my thigh and saw how his face flinched I blushed even more and looked away from his eyes to bit my lip and to calm down. I just needed to delete from my mind how much impact he had on me and on my body, and how close I am to him and at the same time still far away. He was still almost a stranger for me who kept attracted me more and more. I felt like I started to lose my mind because of him.

"It's crazy, right?" asked Ethan and I was glad Grayson at least listened to his story and was able to talk to him.

After I checked my phone and saw what time is it I realized it's time for me to go.As much as I would enjoy sit there in Grayson's lap for hours I needed to call a über and stand up from his lap to grab my stuff. I said bye to Ethan in the yard with a big hug, while Grayson came with me to the front door. Before I opened it I leaned against it and looked up at Grayson. God I wanted to kiss him so bed when my eyes moved to his lips and I saw how pink and plump and soft they looked. When a light smile spread on his lips I looked up to his eyes immediately and bit my lip because he probably noticed what I just did.

"Are you free tonight?" he asked. My inner goddess immediately picked out a sexy lingerie from her wardrobe and moved around in front of the mirror in it, but sat down disappointed to the bed when she heard my response.

"I wanted to go over to Corinna's, but if you offer something better I'm gonna think about it" I said with a cheeky smile on my face. He just chuckled on my words and run through his hand on his hair.

"Everyone needs to see the Hollywood sign, if they come to Los Angeles, right?" he asked and put his hands to his jogger's pockets.

"If you make my wishes come true like that I am gonna tell more things from my list too" I laughed.

"Deal" he said immediately. "I pick you up at nine, okay?".

"Yeah" I nodded and before anything could turn awkward I stood closer to him and left a quick kiss on his cheeks, before I opened the door and left the house.

On that day I already knew that Grayson Dolan is gonna mess up my days in Los Angeles. I could feel how my cold heart started to scratch when he was closer to me and I was already afraid if it's starts to melt. Yes at this points after all these single years I felt like my heart is frozen and someone really needed to impress me to even start to stretch it. I hated myself when I even thought about that maybe he would be able to melt it. He, who could get millions of girls. Why would he even bothered? I really should start to really grow up and don't believe in fairy tales. I should just go and see what happens without expecting anything. I should laugh, cry, kiss, have sex till I am young and I could do anything.

These thoughts really made me realize that I really should live like this at least in this two years. Being wild and free as much as I can without overthinking anything. I am gonna close out the fears from my mind, and gonna do things that I never did before.I am gonna believe in myself. These thoughts could probably come like 10 minutes earlier, maybe I would have actually kiss Grayson in the door, but I was afraid to do it in that moment. Whatever. There is new Mira who wanna have fun in the next two years in America. And she hopes she really will.

- play videogames all day √

[holographic-chogi]

Protector pt.3/23

Author: holographic-chogi

Pairing: fem!reader x stray kids

Rating: PG-13

Warnings: swearing, animal death, blood

A/N: Regular upload schedule? Don’t know her. Anyway, there’s some cool stuff coming up I’m hyped y’all. Also, I was thinking of making this into a universe that a bunch of different series could stem from, from other groups and such. Lemme know what you think, open to seeing action from other groups in this world?

Summary: a virus has wiped out most of humanity, and society has collapsed. People survive in groups where they live in constant fear and a struggle to survive. Women were the primary victim of the virus, leaving few behind. You are one of the few, kept in secret since the beginning. However, you’ve just been caught.

Masterlist  

You were currently sat at the long couch beside Chan, the others had been shooed out earlier. He had just told you the major details of their group. Basically, from what you gathered, they were one of many groups affiliated with JYP. They didn’t wear the symbols anywhere because they often were sent on raids by the higher-ups that required anonymity. A few people from the group would head out everyday for minor errands while everyone else stayed back to maintain the farm. It was funny, they weren’t actually the combative group you had originally thought. According to Chan, the raid from last night at the prison was Felix’s first in months.

Chan shifted forward, interrupting your thoughts. “You’re a guest, so you really don’t have to do any work around here.”

You quickly shook your head. “No, I insist. It’s already so much for you to let me stay here, let me repay you a bit.”

He bit his lip, seemingly in thought, “We’ll see. I appreciate it though”. He stood up and brushed his pants before continuing. “In the meantime, I have to leave for a errand with a few of the others. If you’re bored at all, maybe go introduce yourself to everyone. Changbin and Woojin should be alternating day-guarding about now—” He paused to count the others on his fingers, “Felix will either be tending the crops or the animals. Seungmin and Minho will be asleep for awhile since they’re on 2nd watch, but they should pop up in a few hours. Hyunjin should be out in the woods hunting pretty much all day today but you might see him cleaning a catch out back. Jisung and Jeongin will be with me but you can meet them later—”

You lock eyes. Chan blushes a bit, realizing that he had been rambling. You smile up at him, hopefully making him feel less embarrassed before answering, “Today, I’ll stick with meeting everyone but tomorrow I expect to be put to work.”

He chuckles. “Again, we’ll see.”

You like this, having a calm and happy conversation with Chan. All he’s seen you do before this is cry and panic, and frankly, it was embarrassing. You look down before murmuring, “Sorry I’ve been crying so much. I promise I’m not usually like this.”

His gaze softened and kneeled down to eye level, “Don’t apologize, you’ve been through a lot lately”. From the corner of your eye you saw him hover a hand over your own, which were currently clasped in your lap. Suddenly, he looked flustered and began to pull it away, but you quickly grabbed it and held it in yours, looking him in the eyes in hopes of fully showing your sincerity.

“Thank you so much Chan, really.”

His face went red. He cleared his throat and quickly pulled his hand away. “Yeah n-no problem”. You smiled, his shyness was pretty adorable everytime it popped up. He was the serious, responsible leader one moment, and a stuttering, blushy mess the next.

Chan had been gone for about an hour before you finally went outside. You were determined to meet everyone, since it was the only task you were given for the day. It wasn’t much, but honestly, you’d take what you could get. You stood on the porch, shielding your eyes from the sun as you scanned the area. In front of the farmhouse stood an expanse of grass, stretching about two hundred feet until it hit the fence. There was the water pump you saw earlier, and a bit farther to the right there was a fenced in chicken coop. It must’ve been too far to see from the window. Little hens of different colors were all hurrying to the front of the coop, seemingly excited by something. Out of curiosity, you made your way closer. Looking around the corner, you saw Felix crouched down; offering a large handful of feed to the excited chickens. You watched them eat for a moment before clearing your throat.

His gaze popped up to you and a large smile stretched across his face. “Y/N!” He tossed the chicken feed to the ground and jumped to his feet, taking several steps closer. “Did everything go alright with Chan?”

A small smile spread to your face before you nodded. Funny, his smile was so contagious. “I wanted to help work, to start paying you guys back, but it didn’t fly.”

Felix crossed his arms with a fake look of sternness. “Good thing too. You aren’t doing any work around here if I have anything to do with it.”

You mimicked his crossed arms, “Well I hate being a mooch. I don’t want to be a burden.”

Something flashed in Felix’s eyes and he stepped forward, placing a hand on your forearm. “You aren’t a burden”. He paused, and looked at the hand on your forearm before quickly withdrawing it. He looked ashamed. “I-I’m sorry.”

You looked at him, confused. “For what?”

He wrapped his arms back around himself, this time not as a joke. “Changbin said I should keep my hands to myself. I’m sorry if I’ve been overstepping, it’s just been awhile since I’ve really interacted with a girl and uh…” he paused, “I forgot that I shouldn’t really do that.”

You reach out, taking his hands in yours. Second time you’ve been in this situation today, but this time you were doing the comforting. “Don’t listen to Changbin, he clearly doesn’t know how to treat me either. You been nothing but sweet since I’ve been here and I don’t think you’ve overstepped at all.” You chuckle, “Besides, I’m touchy too, so I get it.”

Felix’s sunny smile reappeared and before you had time to think, you were engulfed in a hug. You froze, certainly not expecting this. You felt his grip on you falter, and you quickly reciprocated, hugging him too. He moved his chin, almost nuzzling into your neck. “Good, because I didn’t want to stop touching you.”

It was your turn to blush now. You could feel the heat growing in your cheeks at his words and quite frankly, it wasn’t something you’ve experienced in a long while. You slipped from his hold, holding him at arm’s length, smiling. You really hope that the blush on your face wasn’t too visible. “Let’s hang out more later, I should go do my introductions.”

He nodded giddily, “Later then!”

You made your way over to the lookout perches, opting to move past Changbin’s perch and head over to Woojin’s. It wasn’t too rude to skip Changbin. After all, you did already meet. You stood beside the ladder, observing the structure. Woojin’s perch was a little higher than the fence with short walls on the side. Probably good for if he needed to take cover. There was a slim connector between the two perches in case they needed to get from one to the other. Woojin was currently sat in a chair with his feet propped up on the front wall, book in hand. Changbin was laser-focused on the surrounding area, rifle ready in hand. He must be on shift. You looked up towards Woojin and called out, “Good morning!”

Woojin turned around in his chair, setting his book down and looking over the edge. “Hey! Come on up!”

He wore a teddy bear-like grin on his face, quite possibly the least intimidating person you’ve met at this place. You scrambled up the ladder and climbed into the perch. It was pretty wide: with a chair, a stack of books, a few folded blankets, some random bags of chips (and wrappers), a rifle leaning against the wall, a pistol by the chair and machete carelessly tossed in the corner. You wondered if Changbin’s perch was this messy.

“Pretty cluttered, I know.”

You looked up at Woojin, who was currently leaned back in the chair eating a bag of chips. “It’s really not bad,” you lied. “Thanks for inviting me up here, I just wanted to introduce myself. You’re Woojin, right? Chan said you’d be up here about now.”

“Yep, I’m Woojin. It’s nice to meet you.” He reached a hand out, “Y/N, right?”

You smiled politely, “Yup, Y/N.” You shook his hand, before glancing over at Changbin.

You heard Woojin chuckle behind you, “Don’t expect a warm welcome from him. He’s kinda been a dick lately.” He moved next to you to face Changbin, resting his arms on the perch wall. “Did you do something to piss him off?”

You shook your head, “Literally nothing. I haven’t really even talked to him.”

“That doesn’t seem too out of character for him. Usually it takes him a minute to warm up to people.” He paused, “But he seems especially hostile with you. It’s weird.”

“Maybe because I’m a girl?”

“Don’t think so. I’ve seen him around girls before at other groups, he’s never this bad. He’s usually just uninterested. This time he seems adamantly against you.”

Changbin let out his signature annoyed huff before setting his gun down and turning towards the two of you. “Will the two of you please shut up? Save the analysis for when I don’t have to sit and listen to it.”

Your face went red and Woojin laughed before turning back around.

Changbin moved his gaze from Woojin to you, narrowing his eyes. “What are you still staring at?”

You whirled around, and you heard Changin readjust his gun, going back to keeping watch. What the hell was his problem? He is such an asshole. And why didn’t you turn around when Woojin did? Despite his pissy behavior, you couldn’t help but stare. Ugh. Gotta change that.

Woojin patted you on the back, “Give him time, Y/N. He’ll come around.

You smiled up at him. You sure hope so.

After chatting with Woojin for awhile, you ended up crawling back down the ladder, ready to meet the next person. You figured maybe you’d check the back first before heading inside, maybe Hyunjin would be there, cleaning a catch.

On your way to the back, you passed what you assumed were stables, and you definitely heard movement from within. You made a mental note to check it out later and kept going. Once you got to the back, you saw a large workstation connected to the back of the house. It was probably for something like carpentry or crafts before, but now it was covered in blood stains with several animal pelts draped across the surface. This was probably where Hyunjin cut and cleaned his kills. Speaking of which, no Hyunjin in site.

Just as you began to leave, you heard the sound of a trash can tumbling over, and you quickly snapped your head back to see what caused the racket. A large metal trash can filled with bones and inedible bits of meat had been knocked over, it’s contents spilled onto the grass. The culprit was large, wiry dog, who was currently gorging himself on the mess. Must be their dog. You slowly stepped forward and kneeled down, offering your palm to the beast. You probably shouldn’t let him eat any of that. “Hey buddy, over here.”

The dog whipped his head towards you, a murderous snarl on his blood-soaked lips.

Shit! This was not their dog.

You stumbled backwards, and the dog lunged. You caught him by his shoulders, holding his snapping teeth at arms length. “Shit shit shit!” You squeezed your eyes shut, and you could feel the saliva from the snarling creature spray your face. You tried crying out, but his paws pressed so hard into your chest that you felt you couldn’t breath, and your arms were beginning to give out. You let out a choked cry, “S-s-someone, help m-me…”

Suddenly, you heard it let out a sharp squeal, and you felt a warm liquid spray onto your cheek. All of the pressure from the creature went away, and you tossed it to your side. You heard hurried footsteps bounding towards you, and you just stayed there, eyes squeezed shut and trembling. After a few moments, you felt two hands on your forearms, and you’re pulled to your feet. You finally open your eyes, and you’re greeted by the face of another young man, this one almost ethereal in appearance.

He scans you up and down intensely, “Are you okay?”

You blink once, eyes wide with fear. “I-I’m alright.”

His eyes widen when they reach your clavicle, “No, you aren’t. You need that stitched up.”

You hesitantly move your eyes from his, looking down. There was a pretty serious gash just below your collarbone, from which blood was currently pooling out and soaking your sweatshirt. You only just began to recognize the searing sting that pulsed from it, and reflexibly moved your hand to cover it.

The young man quickly grabbed your hand before you reached the wound. “Don’t touch it. It could already get infected from the dog, we can’t risk anymore.” He kept his grip on you, and began to pull you towards the house, but you simply fell to the ground. The encounter had taken all of the strength from your (already weak from disuse) limbs, and you certainly couldn’t walk.

He wordlessly walked behind you and scooped you up, holding you in his arms as he carried you towards the house. “Let’s get you inside.”

[achildoftheivy-blog]

Chapter 11: Flower Moon

The morning after your first Vampire Weekend concert is an amazing feeling.  If you’re not familiar with Vampire Weekend, they are a rock band from New York, forming in 2006. They are heavily influenced by African and World music with some nice Paul Simon and Peter Gabriel vibes. I’ve been avidly listening to them since 2006 and last night was the first time I was able to see them live. It was also their first time performing in Charlotte. Suffice to say, they don’t come to my neck of the woods that much.

So for them being one of my bucket list bands, I was entirely prepared to not even go see them. When the fan club presale tickets went on sale a handful of months ago, I had them in my cart, but for whatever reason I said no and didn’t buy them. I must have been in a mood and the steep price didn’t sway me. BUT this is a bucket list band! A list that incorporates bands I’ve mostly been listening since their formation and have made an incredible impact on my life. How could I just pass this opportunity up?

That’s what I asked myself on Friday morning, the day before the concert. They had just released some more tickets in the PIT section, my favorite section right up on the stage. I also saw where they were playing in Raleigh Friday night, so I could have gone there also. I had an opportunity in front of me to experience a potentially good time and I’ve been trying to put more of an effort to chase those experiences.

I bit the bullet and bought the Charlotte PIT ticket along with a Fast Pass ticket. FYI, if you can purchase a Fast Pass ticket and you are in a situation where the concert is first come, first serve on standing position, it’s no doubt worth every extra penny to get one.

So yay, I got the ticket and I was looking forward to a nice time. I felt I should have been more hyped, but maybe it was because I saw the weather forecast and it was calling for severe storms. 

I’m about sick of these storms lately. They postponed my Lord Huron concert, we got a rain shortened Day 2 Gears and Guitar Music Festival, and it put a damper on my Asheville hiking excursion. The rain just needs to chill. 

It’s already difficult enough to go to a concert by yourself. You kind of have to mentally pumped yourself up knowing that it’s just going to be you. You don’t have the luxury of someone saving your spot, going on a beer run, or just having that amazing shared experience with someone. It’s even more difficult when you are dealing with that and you are driving through dark clouds and heavy rains towards the concert. I was fighting myself to not bail on the show and just hang out in concord mills instead. But I continued forward and I was determined to go through with it and make the most of it.

I’m going to be honest with you all right now, I’m not a person who believes in destiny, karma, or stuff happens for a reason. I think life is inexplicably chaotic, unfair, and it is what it is. I believe if you rely on life or the universe to give you or someone else their karma or comeuppance you’ll be setting yourself up for disappointment. Having said that though, there is something to be said for last night, that is just a unique series of events that just made me think. 

So the rain is now at a constant hard drizzle and I go to my parking lot that I’m familiar with at this venue in Charlotte. Although now, it’s not free parking it’s paid and I have to go up to the attendant. The guy is says it’s $10 and I’m thinking no problem. I was pretty sure I had around $15 on me. I open my wallet and there is a 5 and four 1′s. 

Damn.

Must’ve been a girl to take my other $6 - they tend to do that.

I’m doing my best at holding up the line as I’m scrounging for change. I find .75 real quick and then I pull apart some interior and I find a another quarter. I’m in. PHEW.

I park and I grab what I now discover is the world LARGEST XL poncho. I’m in one of the trendiest parts of Charlotte and I’m looking like a damn fool in my over sized clown poncho.

Whatever, I make my way towards the amphitheater to get in line. Now, when I have PIT tickets, I try to get to the venue an hour before the doors open so I get be one of the first ones in to get a spot up front. I was about 75 minutes early and thinking it’s all good. I get to the entrance and the fast pass line is completely lined up. I’ve never seen anything like this before. I’m thinking to myself, “WTF is a Fast Pass good for if everyone has gotten a Fast Pass?!?” It ruins the whole purpose of it!!!!

I’m moping hella far back in line, in the rain, inside a family tent converted poncho, and alone. I don’t want to be here. I want to leave. 

Then things start to turn. 

When the attendants where going through the line make sure everyone was in fact a fast pass holder, there was a commotion!!! Apparently a whole group of people were at the wrong venue. There is like 3 different music venues within the same block. A crow of people in front of me left. I was back up in line in a more manageable position!

I eventually get into the venue and I go looking for the PIT area. Of course, I make a wrong turn and by the time I find out where I need to go, I’m about 10 people farther back in line than what I was when entering the PIT. I see that all the up front spots are taken, but I continue to the other side and there is a section open, but it’s a couple of security guards leaning up against the rail and no one else there. I go there and ask if this is open and they are like yeah, have it. So I ended up getting a pretty damn good spot up front and I’m able to lean against the rail. Apparently people though it was a security section, which is why people weren’t standing there. 

I got my spot, but now here lies the problem with going to a show solo. If I were to leave it and get a drink or go to the bathroom, someone else could take it. So I was hoping whoever ended up next to me could be cool enough to help me out. So that person arrives......it was the most Type A couple there could be. Loud, in your face, and just immediately not the people I would generally get along with. They were asking people to slide down and trying to get into spots that were being saved. But, I tried to feel them out a bit as I was planning my move. Eventually I just had to get a drink and I started a conversation with them and they saved my spot as I went to get a $13.50 beer!!!

They turned out to be really cool concert neighbors and it’s way more common to get bad ones in my experience. Also around this time the rain stopped, so I ditched the industrial tarp and it was all sun’s out guns out!

Now the show has begun and the one main aspect that I love about seeing my favorite bands live is that I get to hear songs that I’ve heard millions of times under a different light. I may hear an instrument I never was able to pick up on a studio recording, they may play an extended version of a song, or a lyric will hit you in different way and change your life. The entire night was like that and it was for one song in particular. I’ll get to that a little later. 

Vampire Weekend ended up playing around a 2 and a half hour set with all my favorite songs. That is a hefty set time, more than you would usually get at a concert. And looking at the Raleigh set list the night before, this was definitely catered just for me. I don’t know if I could have asked for a more perfectly suited set list for me. The crowd was full of energy and the band totally fed off of it. There is always a chance that a band you like could totally suck live. I’ve experienced that before and it’s a bummer. But this concert was everything I had hoped for it to be! Truly a memorable experience.

The concert has now ended and I’m starving. I hadn’t eaten for 11.5 hours and I have a couple beers in me. I needed some sustenance if I were to make it back home. All the little food places around the venue were packed with the post concert crowd. So I decided to escape the parking lot and grab something quick and unhealthy on the road. Whatever is still open at midnight. I was looking for a Taco Bell to get my protein burrito, but apparently those are few and far between on this stretch of highway. So I was going to settle on a McDonalds too. I get to an exit that had both a Taco Bell and a McDonalds. I start to get on the exit and it hits me. This is a bullshit exit that I remember that I went off on a while back. I know that taco bell was trash and 3 miles off the exit. I was going to do that again. I then saw the Mickey D’s right off the exit so I just decided to give in and go there. I was getting woozy. 

I get in live at the drive thru and I could look inside to see that it’s only ONE PERSON handles the orders and making the food!!!!!!

I legit was going to just leave, but I that point I was trapped inside the drive thru curb and the line. It was so slow and I was stuck with my dumb McDonalds decision. Then I noticed two huge pick up trucks hauling these immense trailers. They pull to the side of the parking lot and a few people get out. After a bit a dude comes walking towards my car and knocks on the passenger side window. I sighed because I don’t want to deal with people, but because of the person I am, I tiredly rolled down my window with the help of a healthy UUGGGHHHH.

He tells me that they won’t be able to get their vehicles through the drive thru to order and that If I was to order for them he would pay for my meal too. I’m a super nice person, so I obviously said yes. I was also not thinking and I probably would have said yes to most things. 

So here I am in my car finally ordering and the are on the other side of my car telling me want they want as I relay the order to the cashier. It took around 40 minutes from when I get stuck in line to when I finally got the order. I gave the food to the people and they told me to keep the change on top of paying for my meal. So I made out with a little over $10! Pretty sweet. 

Now I’ve been thinking about everything that has transpired during this evening. The push to fight myself through the storm to get to a very important experience. Being on the spot to come up with money last second. Going out in public looking like a fool. Disappointment in showing up early and still being disappointed, Dealing with making wrong turns and setting yourself back and having to interact with people you normally wouldn’t get a long with. Being in a position to open yourself up to helping people when your not fully 100% yourself. And having to make the best of what you got with instances you can’t control, like the weather. 

Last night, everything happened for a reason. Despite the bumps and annoyances in the road, I had an amazing night. And all those issues are just little irritations. I don’t think I could have handled last night as well without going through those same situations on a much larger scale the past year. Everything I have been through has allowed me to handle the same circumstances that I went through last night. And last night taught me that maybe, just maybe there might be a tiny bit of room to accept that things MIGHT happen for a reason, sometimes. Because everything that happened last night put me in a a position to have an incredible and rewarding time. 

Within the time frame of one night, it’s easier to see that concept.  It’s a lot more difficult to see that things happen for a reason when you are waiting months or years. I guess that is just something I have to be better at looking forward to.  

Now to get back to what I mentioned before about a song hitting me a different way. The song is called Flower Moon and you can listen to it below. They opened the show with this song and the lyrics just set the whole tone for just the night, the past couple weeks, and just me in this current moment in time.

“Flower moon cursed the night 

If the sun don't make things right 

Then it's gonna take a year”

“It was the right place, wrong time 

Another night at the borderline

Another night in the sway of the flower moon 

It was the right week on a cursed day 

Another chapter was underway”

“A shift in weight 

A simple twist of fate 

Suddenly, it's much too late 

The rising tide's already lapping at the gate”

[cyb-by-lang]

Shell Game (16/?)

Kei debates the merit of drawing attention to herself, then decides to do it anyway.

The Sports Festival.

Kei had some serious mixed feelings.

On one hand: Legal freedom to use her “Quirk” to get ahead! As long as her Water ninjutsu could be successfully manipulated with enough flexibility to accomplish the task. And in the middle fiddly bits, Kei could punch people.

On the other: A media circus literally inconceivable in the world she’d spent her life in up until this point. The entire world’s eyes were on a bunch of high schoolers and their superpowers, with all the scrutiny that implied. And Kei was a sleeper agent.

On a third hand, possibly generated from Wood Release and flipping everyone off: There was a non-zero chance someone from home could see the competition. Obito and Kakashi would be off patrolling Hosu to make up for Kei being anchored to the UA event, but that still left people like Hayate, but Sensei’s demands since the USJ clusterfuck had included recordings in formats Konoha could process. So, with that thought in mind, Kei had to make any performance good enough not to embarrass the hell out of her team. She had no doubt whatsoever that Sensei, Kushina, and Naruto would get that chance, not to mention her teammates and all her friends. And the UA teachers had all seen her entrance video, so that was just a bit more pressure to not choke horribly with more cameras in play.

“You’ll have to be more passionate, more fiery, than anybody else there if you want to catch the audience’s eye!” Kayama-sensei had told them all, during announcements the day before. Which, given the general air of immediate deflation that swept across the room—with the only bastions of hope being Kei, Shinsō, and the two overworked class representatives Shingetsu Fukurō (Quirk: Head Rotation) and Homura Yui (Quirk: Fire Hair), didn’t seem to help much.

She tried, though.

It wasn’t until later that Kayama-sensei tracked Kei down and had a chance to chat with her, specifically.

“I know you have your own decisions to make,” Kayama-sensei said, with her flogging whip resting against one hip, “and that you’re possibly one of the least-passionate students I’ve ever had—”

She was hardly wrong.

“—but while I am going to be the chief umpire, I want to see you do your best out there. You and Shinsō-kun have been working hard, haven’t you?”

Kei blinked.

Kayama-sensei had seen Shinsō and Kei leave school together a few times. There was also a real chance the principal had told her about the bank robbers. And Kei had made a point of paying attention for the last week or so, which she was sure the other teachers would have noticed. She’d even asked questions. Such unheard-of developments made news headlines around the world.

“Yeah, I…” Kei scratched the bottom end of her scar, a little embarrassed. “Sort of? It’s been an interesting few weeks.”

“You were a little closed off before, but I understand why.” Nonetheless, Kayama-sensei winked and gave her a thumbs-up. “I’m glad you’re coming out of your shell, though! Kids your age need to live a little.”

“Thanks, Kayama-sensei. I think.”

That was an unfortunate pun.

Considering she’s in on this scheme, I think it’s perfect.

Ugh.

As a result of regulations and support items the Hero course students would otherwise have access to, what with being heroes and having costumes and shit, everyone in the UA Sports Festival was competing in their gym uniforms. Kei changed in the girl’s locker room with the rest and emerged into the waiting area while still picking at her sleeves for loose ends. Using chakra scalpels to cut the threats off was probably a waste of the precision Kei had worked years to gain, but waste not, want not.

She was still fussing with them when Shinsō stepped forward, because it was easier than worrying about what her boys were up to in Hosu. Leaving her phone in the provided locker went against about five different impulses.

“You seem nervous,” Shinsō commented, though he didn’t seem all that worried.

“Not about this,” Kei replied, finally giving up on her shirtsleeves and sighing. “Everyone back home’s gonna see me in this tournament.”

“…Is that a bad thing?”

Kei pinched the bridge of her nose. “Only if I lose badly.”

Shinsō made a noise that might’ve been a laugh, making Kei glance at him. “With an attitude like that…”

“If I lose to the explosion kid, I will never hear the end of it.” Kei sighed. “Ever.”

“Why’s that? He’s supposed to be the top contender out of all the first-years.” Shinsō, she noted, hadn’t tried to redirect her vague challenge to him. Maybe he was being more mature now, but Kei didn’t count on it. “Everyone’s aiming at that punk.”

That was a fairly long explanation. And it involved revealing that the explosion kid wasn’t the only person who’d ever blown something up by touching it with destructive intent. Kei probably hadn’t been making her contact explosives for as long as Bakugō Katsuki had been a hazard to public property, but she knew that kind of attack. That kind of pattern.

And best of all, that kid wasn’t using fūinjutsu.

Kei beckoned Shinsō slightly closer, so the two of them were slightly off in a corner of the room, then decided partial truth was bound to be funnier than an outright lie. She whispered, “I once blew up my teacher when I was thirteen.”

In that moment, Shinsō could have been carved out of granite.

“He shouldn’t have taught me how to make the stuff I used, and anyway he was fine. Teleportation Quirk,” Kei said, before Shinsō could look any more alarmed. “He started making fun of me afterward, and then said I could try again.”

“The more I hear about your school, the less I want to,” Shinsō muttered, while the other 1-C students started edging away from them. Kei just shrugged while Shinsō tried to incorporate possibly the second-most incriminating detail Kei had ever let him know about into his worldview. The first being the…practical training. And how Kei learned it. “Now I have a headache. Thanks for that.”

“You wanted to know why I was focused, and now you do.” Kei rolled her eyes when Shinsō glared slightly down at her. “There is no way Sensei would stop laughing if I lost to someone like that. He’d call it poetic justice or something and I’d hate him forever.”

“I’m starting to think I should be halfway across the stadium for deniability if you do anything,” Shinsō complained, but didn’t seem to mind too much. He hadn’t started running, after all. But that could mean he just didn’t believe her, which was probably safer for his sanity.

“Pff, no one could blame you for anything I do.”

Shinsō raised an eyebrow. “You’re saying this to the person whose Quirk is literally called Brainwashing.”

“Yep.” Kei was aware of the incongruity. She just didn’t care.

Shinsō settled for rolling his eyes. And then it was time to join the other classes in the opening ceremony.

The Sports Festival took place in what would have been an Olympic-sized stadium anywhere else, dwarfing the Chūnin Exam setup Konoha used. When she looked up, Kei could spot a massive dome stretching far overhead, stage lights off for the daylight event but nonetheless present. Thousands of seats lined the stadium walls, each of them filled with a person who wanted to see a bunch of fifteen-year-olds kick the snot out of each other. She liked the jumbotron-style screens, though she probably could have done without the reminder that everything from this moment forward would be broadcasted live.

Present Mic was the announcer. This was, perhaps, the most perfect job ever fucking devised. A guy with the Voice Quirk and endless capacity for hype generation and shouting. If Kei didn’t already know he was a DJ to end all DJs, she would have wondered if he moonlighted as an American football sportscaster.

General Studies entered second out of the department, announced collectively as “Next up, General Studies classes C, D, and E!” where the Hero classes got separate spiels. Made sense, though—flashy Quirks and ambition were concentrated in those forty students.

Kei just kept silent behind Shinsō, listening to their classmates lose heart. She could draw attention to herself later.

Kayama-sensei stood tall on the podium as the classes all gathered. Kei hung near the back, well behind the hero kids and most of her classmates, while Shinsō was closer to the front. Too many of the students had physical Quirks that obscured her view, so Kei settled for closing her eyes and expanding her chakra sense outward like a slowly widening net.

Nothing. Wider, then.

“Silence, everyone!” Kayama-sensei snapped her flogging whip, stepping up to the microphone. “And for the student pledge, we have Katsuki Bakugō!”

Kei could almost feel her classmates rolling their eyes.

The kid made his way to center stage, footsteps echoing in the sudden quiet.

And once he was up there…

“I just wanna say, I’m gonna win.”

Kei stuck her fingers in her ears before the crowd around her erupted in shouting. Off-hand, she could pick out the 1-A kids collectively before Iida got loudest, followed by the steel kid from 1-B. And then there was just more shouting, because nobody had bothered to tell the grade’s other resident delinquent that there was supposed to be a speech, not just a challenge.

Kei opened her eyes once Kayama-sensei got control of everyone again. She didn’t even need her whip this time.

“Without further ado, it’s time for us to get started!” Kayama-sensei called, microphone in hand and a smile on her face. “This is where you begin feeling the pain!”

So, is this—?

Please don’t say it.

“The first fateful game of the festival! What could it be?” Kayama-sensei held her arm up and a screen plunked down behind her, showing a single roulette spinning wildly until it came to a sharp stop. “Ta-dah!”

Obstacle race, huh?

“All eleven classes will participate in this treacherous contest,” Kayama-sensei went on, “The track is four kilometers around the outside of the stadium.”

Kei glanced at Shinsō, who nodded back. They wouldn’t team up, but they full expected to see each other in the next round. In this event, they would simply use every skill they had individually to excel.

It wasn’t like Kei could actually tell him not to use his Quirk and show it off. She certainly planned to do…something interesting.

“I don’t want to restrain anyone, at least in this game.”

Before I was rudely interrupted—

Isobu, no!

Kayama-sensei licked her lips, then grinned widely and said, “As long as you don’t leave the course, you’re free to do whatever your heart desires!”

Kei smacked both palms into her face. Kayama-sensei dresses like that every damn day, and now you’re breaking my acclimatization.

I am saying it.

Do what you want. Kei grimaced under her hands.

That is most definitely a dominatrix.

And now I can’t unthink anything about Kayama-sensei’s sex life that you just brought to mind. Absolutely none of it. Thanks for that.

“Now then, take your places, contestants.”

The entire first-year class gathered at a massive set of double doors. Kei glanced up, made a ballpark guess at the number of students versus the width of the opening, then sighed.

Three.

Two.

“What should we be paying attention to at this stage of the race?” Present Mic asked Aizawa-sensei, up in the media booth.

One.

And when Kayama-sensei screamed, “BEGIN!” Kei watched the inevitable rush that packed the entire place like a canning factory.

“The doorway,” said Aizawa-sensei’s grim voice.

Enthusiasm was rewarded to some degree, but so was planning. And unfortunately, the first years’ energy didn’t work out for the ones in the midst of the crush.

Shinsō was already gone, vanishing into the crowd. It was probably time for Kei to get moving, too.

From a standing start, Kei leapt.

No one in 1-C doubted Kei’s physical prowess, but neither could they explain it. Even as ice flowed toward the outside of the stadium, caused by somebody’s Quirk, Kei bounced off walls inside of the tunnel above the students’ heads. Water droplets splattered here and there, making the chill just that much worse as she ricocheted from contact point to contact point. To her fellows, it probably looked like she was using her control over water to stick herself to the tunnel walls and her athleticism to do the actual grunt work. Something, something, surface tension.

Chakra was pretty funny like that.

Cheating is all in the spirit of shinobi tradition, isn’t it?

Indisputably. Now make sure you place well.

Kei made it back into the light the instant after the ice froze most of the pack leaders of the race to the ground. She landed and rolled, crystals shattering half-formed along her back and snow caught in her hair. All around her, the students struggled in the ice she just brushed away, her gaze focusing forward to the two-toned head of one of the class 1-A students. Some people were frozen, others just slipping on the ice, and they were bound to see more of that as this kid made his way forward.

“Nice try, Todoroki-kun!” yelled one of the girls from class 1-A, as she and several of her compatriots fought their way past multiple waves of sheet ice.

Kei passed Shinsō, who was being carried by three likely-brainwashed students. She waved at him, then darted forward toward the lead position.

Traversing ice wasn’t really any harder than walking on water, no matter how much Todoroki made. It was mainly a matter of sticking to the surface instead of suspending herself above it. Purple spheres falling all over the place was her real concern—Obito had told her how the water villains during the USJ attack got caught, and Kei didn’t plan to repeat their mistakes. And if she passed Midoriya and Uraraka along the way, she at least spared them a friendly wave as well.

The first leg of the race seemed to be pretty tame aside from the other competitors. The obstacles were no-shows so far.

Cue the robots.

[violethowler]

My thoughts on Kingdom Hearts III

My initial reaction to the ending of Kingdom Hearts III was equal parts confusion, devastation, and just being overwhelmed by the sheer volume of how much time was spent on the final battle. I had a lot of conflicting opinions about how some things were handled, but unlike when that happened with the final season of Voltron, I feel a lot better about everything after a good night's sleep, because I was up late at night finishing the game. I'll get into the spoilers under the cut.

So, for starters, let me put my reactions on a scale of negative to positive:

Major disappointments that should absolutely be done better in the next saga:

After Kairi was hyped up for so long that she'd have a more important part to play in the story, her role in the final battle was a letdown. I can swallow her not being as amazing a fighter as the others because she's never been in combat before and she's been effectively thrown into the deep end on her first day, but I at least expected her to resist when Xemas grabbed her, instead of passively standing there like a helpless damsel in distress. The only in-universe explanation would be if after stress and panic of the previous fights, she froze up when Xemnas made a more for her. But after seven years of being built up as a Keyblade Wielder, and her relationship with Sora, she could have done so much more. I sincerely hope that Testuya Nomura learns from this and lets her shine in the next saga.

With trailers and interviews hyping up how big the worlds were this time around, having Twilight Town and 100 Acre wood be just one small area each was seriously disappointing. I was really looking forward to seeing more of the 100 Acre Wood. They could have fleshed out the whole "Sora disappearing from the cover mystery" for at least a little bit, maybe let us run around the other characters' houses instead of just Rabbit's. And for Twilight Town, I would have liked to have been able to see how the other districts looked.

Going straight to the endgame after San Fransokyo. I know that the creators decided to focus on quality over quantity when it came to the worlds in this game, but I was hoping for just one surprise Disney world that could give fans one last breather after rescuing Aqua and Ven. If not a Disney world, then I would have at least liked to have been able to explore more of Land of Departure or visit Radiant Garden outside of cut-scenes. I love RG's look from BBS and I would have loved to walk around and see the world restored to its former glory.

Vanitas was frustratingly underused in this game. For all the hype surrounding his return, I expected more from him. Especially because the Kingdom Hearts concerts kept including his theme music with the "heroes and heroines" meddley, tantalizing us with the possibility of him getting a redemption arc. And instead, he just dies all over again, only this time, he's calmly accepting his own demise instead of freaking out like after his final fight in BBS. As someone who loves the idea of him getting redeemed, that was a big disappointment. The only thing I'm hoping for is if he somehow comes back in the next saga, because it was kind of unclear whether he's really dead, if there's a way for him to come back, or if he's just faking it like Xigbar was.

Things I wish had been handled differently but I can ultimately live with and hope are handled better in the next saga:

The lack of focus on or explanation of the X era mysteries we've been pondering for years disappointed me on first playthrough, but now that I've had time to think about it, I realized that X/Unchained X/Back Cover/Union X/Whatever-They-Change-The-Name-To-Next isn't truly a part of the Xehanort Saga, but rather, the connective tissue that sets the stage for what comes after Xehanort. It was supposed to set just enough things up that we'd know who the Foretellers were and what Xigbar being Luxu meant. But because it was released before KH3, the fandom built up our expectations that the mysteries of what happened would ultimately be answered in III, so when they alluded to Marluxia and Larxene's past as Dandelions without following up on it, I was kind of disappointed. But now I realize that it was meant to open the door to them playing larger roles in the Lost Masters Saga.

Maleficent and Pete just lurking in the background despite trailers and previous games hyping up her interest in Luxu's box and the Book of Prophecy. This is something else that was clearly being set up for the sequel, but I wish Maleficent had at least had more to do. A boss fight with Pete followed by a conversation to establish that she's waiting for the dust to settle between the Guardians of Light and Seekers of Darkness before she makes her move would have been nice.

The sudden introduction of this mystery girl. At first, I thought when they kept mentioning this girl, they were talking about Kairi, and that we'd be starting to learn more about her past in Radiant Garden. I soon realized that the implications of Kairi's life pre-Destiny Islands were a red herring, but the more they kept bringing this girl up, the more I was expecting there to be some kind of explanation for who she was in the game itself. I can understand in retrospect why Isa and Ansem SoD would suddenly bring her back now, because both knew they were going to die (Isa at least had the promise of recompletion) and wanted closure on burning questions they hadn't thought about in years. Considering that the epilogue and secret reports imply she's amnesiac Ava, I think this is another case of planting seeds for future installments in a way that I wish had been done better.

After years of Aqua being celebrated as a badass Keyblade Master, her not really getting to do anything in this game is upsetting. Sure, things make sense from an in-universe perspective: she sent her Keyblade to Destiny Islands as a beacon for Sora, Riku, and/or Mickey to find her, which weakened her already worn down defenses when Xehanort’s heartless came for DiZ. With how much warping Terranort does, I figured he’d attacked Ven at speeds so close to superhuman that Aqua didn’t have time to react. And in Land of Departure, Nomura wanted to have Ven’s awakening be a dramatic moment where he swoops in to protect someone he cares about. But having Aqua kick Vanitas’ ass only for her to get taken down by a single Firaga spell feels like a poor way to achieve the desired result.

While having some Disney worlds follow the plots to their respective movies was expected, Sora, Donald, and Goofy's presence their felt a little insubstantial. I mean, I'm not saying they should have just copied the movie shot for shot with SDG there in the background, but it felt like they missed out on large chunks of the movies. It was forgivable in Kingdom of Corona because they were there for the important parts and Marluxia basically told them what they missed re: Rapunzel. With Arendelle it felt weird that they were really only involved with Elsa running away, the Marshmallow fight, and the ending. The rest was pretty much spent with Larxene coming up with elaborate ways to keep them away from the plot of the movie. With Pirates it was just ridiculous. They were really only there for the escape from Davy Jones locker and then just ran around with fake!Jack doing their own thing until it was time for the final fight of the movie. It's hard to not know the plots of Tangled and Frozen due to pop culture at this point, but if you're playing this game with no knowledge of the pirates of the Caribbean movies, you're going to be very confused on what's happening in the maelstrom fight.

Minor quibbles:

An explanation for what happened to Demyx would have been nice, but then, that could just be another mystery to be addressed later.

The whole "rewind time and replay everything before Sora's near-death until things change at the last moment" thing didn't really make a whole lot of sense, but it wasn't too big of a deal, and Xigbar's "we don't need you to make a second blunder" implies that he had something to do with it, which can hopefully be explained properly at a later date.

Little moments that weren’t necessarily big for the story, but I enjoyed anyway for personal reasons:

At first, I was crushed by Even’s return to the Organization because I loved the fanfic Why The Sun Sets Red where he becomes a surrogate parent figure to Xion, and wanted that relationship to be a reality in canon. Then when he saved Ansem, Hayner, Pence, and Olette from Fake Ansem, my head was saying “this is probably a trap”, but my heart screamed #ShittyScienceDadConfirmed. And I was so relieved when my heart turned out to be right. I will probably end up writing a post-III fanfic of Even bonding with his Science Daughter at some point.

I generally stay away from shipping in the KH fandom, but after years of having SoKai as my first OTP, I came to start shipping SoRiKai, and as upset as I am about Sora’s fate (I can’t really complain about that too badly since Nomura already promised that Sora would still be the main character in post-KH3 installments so having this kind of ending should have been expected, if not for 3 than for a future title), I at least take comfort in the fact that there’s enough wiggle room for SoRiKai headcanons set after Sora’s inevitable return.   

Everything else that I absolutely loved:

The visuals were absolutely freaking gorgeous. On every single world, they went out of their way to make the graphics as beautiful as possible.  The 2D fire effects on Olympus, the different shaders used each world to make Sora, Donald, and Goofy fit with the aesthetic...

The Skein of Severance. While I wish we'd gotten to explore more of the Keyblade Graveyard during the final battle, or that the maze was a little more elaborate, I loved having to fight multiple members of the new Organization simultaneously, and oh dear god the aftermath of every fight: Xion's return, Terra regaining control of his body, Saix's death.... I was sobbing after every boss fight.

Despite how complicated the lore has become, the story itself was actually pretty straightforward. It was pretty refreshing and reminded me of KH1 and BBS, where the heroes have a clear overarching goal and a reason for why they're traveling to other worlds.

As much as I wish that Unchained X had been held until after KH3, there's a stroke of genius to the epilogue: Because of Xehanort's whole "balance between dark and light" obsession and Riku's whole "dark is not necessarily evil" character arc, I've seen a consistent idea within the fandom that the main villain of the next saga after Xehanort should be one of those who fit into the "Light is not good" trope. And by implicitly setting up the "Lost Masters" for that role in the epilogue, they've both ensured a masterful conflict between the Keyblade Wielders of the past and the ones of the present, and ensured that the next saga will be as heartbreaking as possible by ensure that the fandom is already attached to these characters.

Honestly, despite the issues I've had with the game above, I absolutely enjoyed Kingdom Hearts 3. It was worth the wait in my opinion, and I can't wait to see what the future holds. My only hope, given the epilogue and secret ending, that we get an announcement of Kingdom Hearts IV within a year or so. Doesn't need to release next year, but it definitely needs to be announced for development.

[ramvanfam]

Cyclocross Season

What started as a foray into a new ramvan weekend activity, quickly turned into a full blown obsession. I have many fond memories of traveling with Cody all over the Northeast during his bike racing days. One of the best parts is the new places it takes you. It has been so fun stepping back into that world and turning these races into family adventures, ramvan style.

Cape Cross

Our first race was Cape Cross. Our friends from Aquidneck Cyclocross told us about it, and Huxley could not have been more excited. The kids, who had no idea what they were getting into, did a full lap of the adult course, and it was intimidating!

Willa, who loves riding her bike but hates competition, got to the race convinced she didn’t want to participate. With some encouragement from her friend Elena, she decided to give it a try. She went way out of her comfort zone and took a wrong turn, but still finished (a huge accomplishment for her) and got third place in the 7-9 age group.

Huxley, who we pretended was 7, had been training and looking forward to his first race for weeks. He had a pretty bad crash at the very beginning and almost gave up. But he got up, got his bike fixed, and joined back in for the older kids’ second lap. He flew through the course, bombed up every hill, sprinted across the finish, and wished he could do it all again. He didn’t get a podium spot but didn’t even pout about it (a huge accomplishment for him!)

One of the best parts of the day was watching the kids ride all around and cheer the other racers on. They get to have a certain degree of freedom that doesn’t exist when you’re riding on roads. 

The ramvan did great for its trial run bike race trip - for both hauling bikes, and more importantly a pizza party in the back to watch the end of the races.

KMC Crossfest

KMC Crossfest was at a racetrack in Thompson, CT. One of the cool things that differentiates cyclocross from other forms of bike racing is how varied the courses are. You have no idea if the racers are going to be riding through sand, on grass, on a racetrack, running with their bikes up stairs, or a little of everything. 

This race had a small designated kids course. It was pretty low stakes and more of a fun for all, everyone gets a medal kind of thing. They did a few laps, and then split into teams and did relay races.

It was a beautiful day, and we stayed for the rest of it to watch all the races. This time we were a little more prepared. We parked the ramvan right along the course, and cooked some hot dogs on the butane stove in the back. 

Biking is one area of life where Huxley takes the lead and Willa is happy to follow. It’s cool to watch the role reversal and see how their relationship stretches and changes.

Boss Cross

The whole AQCX crew was at Boss Cross. Niklas and Hanalei were old enough for the junior race. Willa, Elena, Pia, and Huxley all did the kids race, which was on a separate kids’ course.

This would turn out to be Willa’s last race. She was doing great until she wiped out in the mud right before the finish. She was pretty upset, but she got herself back up and walked across the finish line as people cheered. 

Hux was super psyched about the kids’ course having a real barrier and loved every minute. He even ended up on his first real podium. 

In the end, they had all the kids come up to get their pictures taken on the podium. Willa was still upset about her crash, until the hilarious announcer encouraged them to dance. That got everyone smiling.

Two of the Aquidneck Cyclocross dad’s also raced in the men’s race. Not sure if the kids had more fun in their race, or sprinting around the course cheering them on!

Grand Prix of Gloucester

The Gloucester race was one we had been talking about all season. Cody did this race when we were 18 and it’s the first cyclocross race I had ever seen. It was a big race and we knew there was a decent kids course, plus the setting was pretty unbeatable.

It was a beautiful day with a big crowd. The whole AQCX gang was there. Willa deemed herself the team photographer, a perfect role for her. 

There was a much bigger field for the kids’ race than at any other race. They didn’t do a podium, and all the kids got medals, but Hux crossed the finish line first in his age group, which was a big point of pride for him.

There were food trucks and a beer tent at this race, but we came prepared. Not pictured are the stromboli’s we cooked in the back of the ramvan for lunch, along with the cooler of beer from Newport Craft. 

Really Rad Festival of Cyclocross

This race really lived up to its name. It was another big race on another beautiful fall day with the whole gang.

Hux decided to try the 9-14 junior race for the first time. They did a couple laps of the full course, and he hung right in there. 

There was a professional photographer at this race, who got some amazing shots.

There was also a kids’ race that wound around a bouncy house, with a podium ceremony at the end. This race really was ideal for people of all ages!

Aquidneck Cyclocross had paid for a tent spot, so we had a great set up for the ramvan. 

This was probably my favorite race. The course was set up in a way that the kids could ride all around and have all sorts of independence without getting lost or getting in anyone’s way. As is usually the case at these races, everyone there was supportive of kids riding bikes. Even though Willa didn’t race, she rode her bike miles with her friends and had a blast.

Secret Squirrel

We had been hearing about the fabled Secret Squirrel race all season from our friends who had done it last year - about how challenging and muddy the course had been, and about the Donut Madison. It lived up to all the hype and more. But first, we had to make squirrel cookies.

There was no designated kids’ course - Hux raced in the 9-14 category. There was a decent sized pack, and they did two laps of the adult course. The course was mostly in the woods with two super steel hills, and it was freezing! 

There was a part of the course that went so steep uphill in the woods that even most of the adults had to get off their bikes. Hux was wearing sneakers without much traction and he kept slipping back down the hill. It would have been comical if not for the fact that he was losing it. He was so frustrated, and finally a guy standing at the top directed him to try a different side of the hill where there was a tree root he could use for grip. Huxley begged him for help. To his credit, he didn’t ever physically help - I’m sure this wouldn’t have mattered in a kids’ race, but it showed he was taking it seriously. He kept cheering, and by this time everyone else in the crowd was cheering too, including two of our friends who had made the drive to watch.

He finally made it. By the time he came down the other side, his face was full of tears and he was ready to quit. We all knew he had another lap, which meant he would have to face the hill again. After lots of encouraging cheering and a pep talk from Cody when he crashed again a little later, he kept going. His second lap was great, and he made it up the hill without a hitch. As he crossed the finish line, the announcer noticed how much smaller he was than everyone else, and was shocked to hear he was only six. She then announced it on the microphone, which effectively cancelled out any other negative feelings from the day. 

If there’s one thing I’ve learned about Huxley from watching him race, it’s his ability to turn a frustrating situation into a story of valor by the time the day is done. Gradually, a crash that was actually devastating to him at the time becomes a superhero story of courage when he relays it to others. This part of him always makes me smile.

Meanwhile, Willa spent most of the afternoon bombing down a hill on the other side of the course over and over.

They both made friends at this race. Willa met a girl her age who also had a brother Huxley’s age. Her ability to make friends anywhere awes me. The two girls were disappointed to learn they both lived an hour away from the race in opposite directions, and would likely not run into each other again. But that didn’t stop them from having fun for the day.

The last race of the day at Secret Squirrel is the Donut Madison. You find a partner, eat a donut, do a lap of the course, and then pass off to your partner to do the same. There was a guy who needed a partner and we convinced Cody to do it. He had to borrow a helmet and bike and ride in his work boots and jeans. It was a hilarious and gross way to end the day.

NBX Grand Prix of Cross

Cody took Huxley alone to the first day of NBX GP to do the 9-14 race. It was another hard course with sand and a full flight of stairs to run up. There was a professional photographer who got these great shots. 

The next day was the kids’ race. It was pouring and cold so only a few kids came out. Willa rode her bike, but didn’t do the race.

The announcer came over to commentate the kids’ race and he was hilarious. “Huxley Harple - with a name like that, they ought to name a library after you.”

Some friends braved the weather to watch this race too and got one of my favorite pictures of Huxley ever - it captures him so perfectly.

Ice Weasels Cometh

Ice Weasels was another legendary race. It’s always one of the last of the season, usually in the beginning of December, so almost guaranteed to be cold. This one was held at Medfield State Hospital, an abandoned mental hospital, which gave it an even more mystical vibe.

This was one of Huxley’s best races. He did the 9-14 race, and for the first time he actually beat a couple kids. It was a freezing but beautiful day. The kids did two full laps of the adult course. It was the perfect course for him - other than the barriers up to his thighs, it was mostly grass and hills, just like our yard course. 

Hux is starting to see the same group of 8/9 year old boys at most races, and they are finally becoming friends.

One of the most fun parts of this race is the absolute silliness. People wear crazy costumes, and at the last race of the day they stop to chug beers or take shots being passed to them. Willa totally embraced the vibe with her Wonder Woman onesie. 

What a fun way to end the 2018 cyclocross season! Next year we will be back better than ever, this time with a bike rack for the ramvan.

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Down the TBR Hole // To Read Soon – Part 1/4

Two more shelves and then I am finally done!

Now for those of you who don’t know, I’ve been doing the Down the TBR Hole posts as a way to organise my Goodreads shelves because oh boy, do they need it!

This has been a long road, much longer than I anticipated!

I wish that this being the second to last shelf means that I’m very close to being done but alas, no, it is not.

These two shelves are my biggest yet and come in at a total of 339 books! So in order to ensure that these posts aren’t incredibly long, I’ll be breaking them up a bit.

For my first To Read Soon Shelf post, I’ll be going through all the books I added from October 2015 to October 2016, which will make it 40 books total.

For my second post, I’ll be going through November 2016 to April 2017, totalling 51 books for that post.

For my third post, I’ll be going through May 2017 to October 2017, totalling 50 books.

For my final To Read Soon Shelf post, I’ll be going through November 2017 onward. totalling 55 books!

That brings this shelf’s total to 197 books!

When I set up these shelves it was my way of trying to prioritize my TBR but I don’t think it’s really worked at all. So while I’m going through these last shelves I’ll be moving the books I choose to keep to the normal Want to Read Shelf.

Before I had kept all my owned books on this shelf but I’ve moved them to a new TBR-Owned shelf.

I hope this new system is going to help me a lot more!

Now, this time around I’m going to try and be my most ruthless in purging these books because 339 books is ridiculous and I know I’m never gonna get around to all of them!

     Added October 2015

1.│Winter Girls│Laurie Halse Anderson│

│ I added this because…I was interested in reading a book about anorexia at the time. Stay or Go? Go! As much there’s still a part of me that wants to read this, I know I shouldn’t for my own mental health as someone who has dealt with disordered eating in the past. That is a slippery slope I should try and avoid.

Added January 2016

2.│Firsts│Laurie Elizabeth Flynn│ I added this because…This book seems like it asks a lot of questions that may or may not be possible to answer. At least not easily. It’s a book that seems to live in the grey and guys…That’s my shit! Also, this sounds like the book version of Easy A and I loved that movie! Stay or Go? Stay!

3.│The Memory of Light│Added Jan 2016│

│ I added this because…“Somewhere in me I probably had the strength to not kill myself. But I was tired of looking for strength. Tired of being strong. That’s what I did to make it through… each day, go through the motions of being strong. I put on strong every morning. I’m sick of faking strong.” Stay or Go? Stay! Believe it or not, as someone who’s battled depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts, unlike disordered eating, I’m not really triggered by it. Or maybe that’s the wrong wording? Reading about suicide hasn’t ever been something that has made me more susceptible to being suicidal. Only feeling so utterly hopeless because of what is going on in my life does that. Does that make sense? Ooh Boy, we’re getting DEEP to begin with!

4.│The Way I Used to Be│Amber Smith│

│ I added this because…I chose to read books about rape because they’re important when done correctly, and help destigmatize survivors. Stay or Go? Go! I’ve heard that it might sway into torture porn area and I’m not sure I want to read that.

5.│Heartless│Marissa Meyer│ I added this because…The hype, man. Stay or Go? Stay! I am intrigued enough to stay on the hype train…Even if I’m I might be the very last one aboard!

6.│Violent Ends│Shaun David Hutchinson│ I added this because…With America’s track record I feel like this is an important book to read and I am still yet to read a book about a school shooting??? I mean how is that possible? Stay or Go? Stay!

Past Down The TBR Hole

 Down the TBR Hole 1.12 // Unreleased – Part 3/4 2019 Month Release Unknown

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Added August 2016

7.│Talking As Fast As I Can│Lauren Graham│ I added this because…Gilmore Girls was my favourite TV show for years and I need the inside goss. Also, I am currently the closest I have ever been to living the Gilmore Girls life with just me and my mum living together! I’d watch it with my mum but she can’t fucking stand Emily. Stay or Go? Moved to my new Memoir Shelf.

8.│The Help│Kathryn Stockett│

│ I added this because…I watched the film and was interested in what the book was like. Stay or Go? Go! Plays a bit into the white saviour trope.

9.│The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas│John Boyne│

│ I added this because…I remember watching the film for this in school…Anyway, I was interested in reading the book. Stay or Go? Go! I think I’m good with having just watched the film. Don’t come after me with pitchforks thanks.

10.│Code Name Verity│Code Name Verity #1│ I added this because…Is it spies?? Is it spies?? I’m going with spies. Is it spies?? Imagine if it’s spies! (If you’re wondering what the hell I am badly referencing its this video) Stay or Go? Stay!

11.│Chains│Seeds of America #1│

│ I added this because…I am interested in reading a book about slavery. Stay or Go? Go! I feel like starting with one written by a white woman probably isn’t the wisest choice I could make.

12.│The Butterfly Garden│The Collector #1│

│ I added this because…“I was good at escaping people, not manipulating them.”  Stay or Go? Stay!

13.│Smoke Gets in Your Eyes│Caitlin Doughty│ I added this because…I added this while I was reading a lot of memoirs and this looked really interesting. I love a dark sense of humour. Stay or Go? Moved to my new Memoir Shelf.

14.│Stalking Jack the Ripper│Kerri Maniscalo│ I added this because…Murder. History. Dead bodies. Forensic Medicine. This is everything 14-year-old Grey would have loved and 25-year-old Grey still loves.  Stay or Go? Stay!

15.│It Ends with Us│Colleen Hoover│

│ I added this because…I am yet to read a Colleen Hoover book and this seemed like a good a start as any? Stay or Go? Stay! This still seems like the best place to start.

16.│Girl in Pieces│Kathleen Glasgow│

│ I added this because…I saw that is was for fans of Girl, Interrupted and I loved that movie (No, I haven’t read the book leave me alone). Stay or Go? Go! I don’t think I’ll like the writing style.

17.│Forbidden│Tabitha Suzuma│

│ I added this because…Here’s the thing: I don’t like incest narratives. They make me feel sick. The only reason I got through TMI was that I already knew

spoiler.

they weren’t brother and sister.

(Don’t fight me. I marked the spoiler, and if you didn’t already know there was an incest narrative in that series then how?????) But so many people have given this 4-5 stars on Goodreads so I thought maybe I should give it a go. Stay or Go? Go! Yeah, the incest thing is just never gonna be something I wanna read.

Added September 2016

18.│The Queen of Blood│The Queens of Renthia #1│Sarah Beth Durst│ I added this because…This sounds like a better version of Red Queen that also has strong female friendships. Stay or Go? Stay!

19.│This is Not a Test│This is Not a Test #1│Courtney Summers│

│ I added this because…This sounds creepy and interesting and I’ve liked Summers’ work so far. Stay or Go? Stay!

20.│The Casquette Girls│The Casquette Girls #1│Alys Arden│ I added this because…I’m always drawn to stories set in New Orleans for some reason. Stay or Go? Go! The setting is not enough to keep me interested.

21.│Wrecked│Maria Padian│

│ I added this because…As you’ve probably noticed, I’m drawn to books about rape and sexual assault for many reasons, mostly so that I can understand what it’s like to go through something so traumatic, as best as possible, without going through it myself. Which is usually the case for most books representing experiences I’ve never had. With rape and sexual assault books, it’s different though, because as a woman in today’s society I always live with the threat that one day it could be me. Stay or Go? Stay! I’m yet to read one set on a college campus.

22.│Want│Want #1│Cindy Pon│

│ I added this because…Most people seem to really enjoy it! Stay or Go? Go! I need to learn to accept that sci-fi isn’t really for me and your stereotypical dystopian is probably not really something I’m going to enjoy.

23.│Saint Death│Marcus Sedgwick│

│ I added this because…It’s a book about immigration rights. Stay or Go? Stay! Hello? Can you say fucking RELEVANT?

Past Grey Reads

 Book Review // Girl Made of Stars – I Am Broken

 Book Review // Everything Leads To You – A Quite Love Story

Added October 2016

24.│A Mortal Song│Megan Crewe│

│ I added this because…This sounded interesting enough. Stay or Go? Go! This one hasn’t held my interest and is hard for me to get a hold of.

25.│The Nightingale│Kristin Hannah│ I added this because…People seem to really love this one and also: “If I have learned anything in this long life of mine, it is this: in love we find out who we want to be; in war we find out who we are.” Stay or Go? Stay!

26.│The Blade Itself│The First Law #1│Joe Abercrombie│ I added this because…Listen, sometimes I add things because I see one good review and all of a sudden I’m interested in a book I’d never actually pick up. It’s a problem I’m trying to get under control for my own sake. Stay or Go? Go! Though I am almost tempted to keep because one reviewer likens a character to Deadpool…

27.│Highly Illogical Behavior│John Corey Whaley│

│ I added this because…This sounds so bloody interesting! I don’t think I’ve read about a character with agoraphobia, and what I’ve seen of them in film, tend to be made fun of. Stay or Go? Stay!

28.│Wolf by Wolf│Wolf by Wolf #1│Ryan Graudin│ I added this because…This sounds so weird and so good! Stay or Go? Go! And, I don’t feel any drive to pick this one up.

29.│In the Woods│Dublin Murder Squad #1│ I added this because...Every now and then I’ll add a mystery thriller that I never seem to pick up because I’m always worried they’re gonna be stereotypical trash filled with old and played cliches and offensive tropes.  Stay or Go? Stay! Right now I am all about the mystery thrillers and I seem to be getting better at finding the good shit. 

30.│The V Girl│Mya Robarts│

│ I added this because…Everyone I’ve seen read it has loved it and I’ve been recommended it more than once.  Stay or Go? Go! Me and sex slavery don’t really get along. I guess it affects me more than contemporary rape narratives. 

31.│Daughter of Smoke & Bone│Daughter of Smoke & Bone #1│Laini Taylor│ I added this because…Two words: Demon’s assistant. Stay or Go? Stay!

32.│The Nix│Nathan Hill│ I added this because…I. Don’t. Know???? Like honestly have no idea?? None of this screams a Greyson read??? Stay or Go? Go!

33.│My Favourite Manson Girl│Alison Umminger│ I added this because…Umm??? Hello??? It’s about the Manson girls! Stay or Go? Stay!

34.│The Truth Commission│Susan Juby│ I added this because…I read Emily May’s review and she seemed to really enjoy it. Stay or Go? Go! I gotta start getting tougher with this purge!

35.│Railhead│Philip Reeve│ I added this because…This sounded interesting enough and Emily May’s review called it a book for the curious and I am definitely that. Stay or Go? Go! Curiosity isn’t enough to get me to pick this one up.

36.│Homegoing│Yaa Gyasi│

│ I added this because…“What I know now, my son: Evil begets evil. It grows. It transmutes, so that sometimes you cannot see that the evil in the world began as the evil in your own home.” This is a family saga and after the mess my family has been for at least the last year, I feel like this could be very cathartic for me. Stay or Go? Stay!

37.│Behold the Dreamers│Imbolo Mbue│

│ I added this because…This sounded interesting enough, covering many topics that are quite relevant at the moment. Stay or Go? Go! It’s not holding my attention.

38.│The Fifth Season│The Broken Earth #1│N.K. Jemisin│

│ I added this because…“—for all those who have to fight for the respect others are given without question.” When a book starts with that kind of dedication then I know it’s a book for me. Stay or Go? Stay!

39.│The Bird and the Sword│The Bird and the Sword Chronicles #1│Amy Harmon│ I added this because…Basically, everyone that reads this falls a bit in love with it. Stay or Go? Stay!

40.│Bad Romance│Heather Demetrios│

│★★★★★│ I have read this book since writing this post and it was so good, I totally made the right call. I added this because…“Something in me is dimming, something that I already know I can’t get back. But you’re worth it. You are. I will tell myself this for several more months. And when I realize you aren’t worth it, it’ll be too late.” I am always looking for good representations of abusive relationships of all kinds and this seems to be one of them. Stay or Go? Stay! In fact, I just requested it at my library.

October 2016 was a crazy busy adding month!

So how did I do?

Well, I got rid of a whopping 17 books! Kept 21 and moved 2! If I can keep this up then I might be able to cut my TBR by half!

What books are you reading right now? Have you got any books on your TBR that match mine? Are there any books you’ve read that I’m keeping or getting rid of? What did you think of them?

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Was thinking about buying a car (first car) just to run around in for a while before I actually buy a better one when im older but want to ask a question. When buying a car, should I get an insurance quote first, then buy ? Or should I just buy a car I like then think about sorting out insurance for it ?""

How much do you pay for your home owner's insurance?

I am doing a survey and this would really be helpful for me. Please let me know how much you pay for your home owner's insurance. If you pay monthly or yearly. The location of your home. The value of your home. How big your home is. If you have flood insurance. And what you have as your deductable.

Car insurance for a 19 yr old female?

I know you can't really tell me but can anyone give me an estimated guess?I have a 2003 Honda Accord. Here is some information to narrow it down. 1. i live in tennessee' 2. i don't live in the city, but close to one 3.I mainly drive to school and work 4.I've never had a ticket 5.I've never had an accident ( safe driver's insurance intact) 6. I've got good grades/school record. (Not sure if that counts) My guess was over $100 but under $200....is this a safe bet or am i way off?""

Insurance for polyp biopsy?

Hi.my aunt is 41 years old. She is really concerned she might have cancer, which I hope it's not. She had no insurance but wants to find one do she could get the necessary test done. She already got one test done that showed she had an hernia in her stomach, but that's not what she is concerned, she is more concerned because they found polyps in her stomach and also neck. Idk if my facts are right,I don't even know if u can get them in your neck.anyway she needs to get them biopsy to see if there malignant or not. What is a good insurance that isn't so expensive andshe can get a quote of. We live in California.and shell just be getting insurance just for herself. Or what can she do to get this procedure done. are all polyps cancerous""

What's a cheap insurance i can use considering that i got a dui?

I got a DUI back in march 2nd of this year (2009). My lawyer tried to fight it, but it didn't help, so my license is currently suspended. In order to get a restricted license, i need to show proof of insurance. Knowing that i have a dui on my record, what's the best option i have ?""

Question about health insurance coverage?

I work for a municipal court, a city job. I asked if I could purchase a direct pay insurance plan on my own without participating in the one the city has. They said if I wanted to enroll in my husband's or SO's health plan, I could do so. However, I cannot purchase an individual plan(I am single). Something about a buyback of insurance from another corporation. I do not understand this. Can anyone enlighten me? Thanks in advance.""

How much would insurance cost for a 16 year old?

I want to buy a 1 year old camaro but was wondering how much insurance would cost for a 16 year old male. I need an estimate for the cheapest insurance. Even if the liability is really small.

Should I be pestered to buy more insurance?

I have the current minimum coverage for auto insurance required by state. About 2 years ago I changed agents so that it is closer to me. At the time I was told how horrible my coverage is and for like $3 month I can get so much more. I just had a car problem and gave a towing bill my insurance covers. He was telling me again how horrible my coverage is. I feel if I have the minimum coverage and it is all I want that he shouldn't be telling me to buy more. Is it fair for me to be asked to buy more insurance if I don't want it?

""Would you shop for insurance online? If not, why?

Will having an insurance makes a difference to our lives?

What's the cheapest auto insurance and do you need it to have a permit?

it speaks for itself what company has the cheapest & most reliable auto insurance company for a 16 year old driver (not 16 yet but I should have my driver's license by February 25th if I go after my birth day)

What is a fast car for a teenager that still has good insurance?

I am looking for a car and was wondering what the insurance was like on what. this is mostly for guys who own fast cars and pay insurance on them i was looking for mostly imports but i do also like some american cars. was thinking VW jetta/passat thanks

Insurance question please answer if you know?

my friends husband has colon cancer the health insurance is about to run out she is looking for morer health insurance does anyone know any health insurance that will insure him?

What is the best resource for getting short term car insurance?

I am looking for a short term car insurance in UK, can someone please recommend some affordable and reliable companies?""

How much does it cost to get a license to sell insurance?

How much does it cost to get a license to sell insurance?

Would the risk-neutral person ever buy insurance that was not fair?

If any one knows about this then please write in detail. thanks!

""According to the Hillary healthcare proposal, Individuals will be required to get and keep insurance in a

system where insurance is affordable and accesible. Is this a good idea? Why or why not?

About how long does it take to get plates for a new car through insurance company?

I just bought a new car and i have no plates for it. How long will it take for me to get the plates if I'll be registering through my new insurance company in MA?

""Car insurance for a 17 year old UK, is it cheaper if i add my mum as a driver?""

Basically, If I add my Mum as another driver to my car on my insurance, does the price get lowered?""

Local Car Rental Brooklyn NY No license/insurance to practice?

Local Car Rental Brooklyn NY No license/insurance to practice driving I will have a licensed person in the passenger seat, but i need a car just for one hour, to practice my skills and prepare for the exam this is very simple, i need a car to practice driving, i have about 15hrs, need mroe any local car rentals in Brooklyn NY? I do not care so much for the cost, as much as just simplifying the process of renting a car for a measly hour. Thanks""

Why buy life insurance?

I'm married, have 2 young children and wonder why I need life insurance""

Premium vs deductible? Health Insurance?

I'm really confused by everything having to deal with Health Insurance. I know a deductible is what you pay before the insurance company pays the rest. But what is the premium? And are these two related?? Please Help.

Steps in getting health insurance in one day?

Steps in getting health insurance in one day?

Go auto insurance company?

i am looking for some cheap car insurance company and i have found go auto insurance to be the cheapest so far with what i need. has anyone heard of this insurance company? and if so, good or bad?""

Where can you get cheap car insurance after serving a drink driving ban?

I think it is so unfair to hype up the premium.

Do you have to insure a vehicle that's not driven?

I own a Jeep that sits in front of my house (its not driven). Do I have to insure this vehicle?

Is the insurance for a ford mustang convertable cheaper or higher than a coupe?

I heard the convertable is cheaper but, that doesn't sound right. Please only answer if you have an idea.""

Do i need insurance to clean a church?

do i need insurance to clean a church?

What do you belive is the best insurance agency for teens?

I am a 16 year old who needs insurance. I plan on get a new car in a month which is my 17th birthday. The only problem is, I need to know what agent is the cheapest.""

What will happen to my insurance rate?

I'm an 18 year old driver with geico and I have just been in an accident (my fault). My tires skid as I braked and I hit the stopped car in front of me. Nobody was hurt and the other car's back bumper suffered some scratches. The bumper was still intact and the only thing noticeable is the paint transfer. The police came and he offered to not involve insurance but the other person insisted so now my question is, how much will my insurance go up? Cause I've heard the geico is pretty notorious for jacking up rates alot . Thanks""

16 yo male car insurance cost?

I will be driving my moms 2011 ford fiesta i have taken drivers ed i live in Ohio and the good student offer wont use how much does drivers ed take off

What car insurance company has the policy that you insure on person but anyone can drive it and be insured?

What car insurance company has the policy that you insure on person but anyone can drive it and be insured?

Can I Switch my Auto Insurance to Full Coverage Just To Get It Fixed????????????????

Currently I have liability auto insurance and i hit a deer. I have a really nice car but can't afford to get it repaired at the moment.(THE DAMAGES COSTS SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!) Is there anyway that i can switch my car insurance to FULL COVERAGE JUST to get it fixed????? I heard that some people get full coverage and are able to fool the insurance company into paying for there damages, BUT HOW. IS THAT REALLY POSSIBLE WITHOUT GETTING CAUGHT. IF SO , PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW. I REALLY LOVE MY CAR, BUT CAN AFFORD TO GET IT FIXED. I REALLY NEED SOME HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!""

Ticket and insurance rates?

My parents have 3 cars all insured in their names. I am 18 and I have my license but they never put me on the insurance because I almost never drive I usually just bike or get rides so it would be a waste of money putting me on. But recently I had to drive and I got a ticket driving for the first time in about 6 months. I am trying to get my ticket taken off my record but if I can't and it stays on then whats next? will it affect my parents insurance? or will I be forced to get on the insurance too? Is there anything I can do since I'm most likely not going to drive again until I go out and buy my own car later on.

""How much would the cost of a 2003 lincoln ls front bumper be, and where can I find a bumper?

2003 silver Lincoln LS. Only reliability insurance on the car.

Best Job description for a full time eBay seller? (For car insurance quote)?

I'm about to renew my car insurance but need to find the most appropriate and accurate job description for my trade. I am self employed as a soul trader (UK) and my main income is achieved through making small hand crafted items (mostly material based) and sell them on eBay. So far I've been using the job description of 'artist' In the 'manufacturing' industry, but I was wondering if there was a more accurate one on the standardised job description list?""

I have reasontly had my car stolen and am wondering how much the insurance are going to pay me ?

my car was a red vaxaull corsa M reg (1994) very excellent condition one OAP as a previous owner it had done 95,000 miles and had 11 months mot on it i valued it with the insurers for 500 even tho i think its worth more! and i was covered for 3rd party, fire n theft! so and ideas as to how much i will get?""

Would fitted speakers in my car increase the insurance?

I love my music, especially dance music (can't get enough of Pjanno and Rolex) but I'm worried that the insurance might go up if I fit speakers in my car because in comparision websites, one of the sections talks about additional equipment on your car. If so, how much will the insurance go up by? getting quotes for around 1200 atm""

SSN check for auto insurance - WHY ?

I've received a number of answers for the question. It seems that in a number of cases the quote that's received depends on how good or bad your credit is. What's the difference if someone has bad credit, as long as he's a good driver? Insurance premiums are paid in advance so why the credit check ?""

I'm pregnant with no insurance and don't qualify for medicaid.?

I just found out I am pregnant. I'm 18, and I want to be realistic about how I can do this. I do NOT have insurance, and I know for a fact that my mother makes too much money (that all goes to bills) for me to qualify for medicaid. We literally have nothing left over, and still struggle. So I would have to pay out of pocket.. but I have nothing to my name. I just had a job interview but even that isn't guaranteed & I'm not even sure if I can work because I am already getting morning sickness. The father has no money or insurance whatsoever. & I am not stupid enough to rely on him. Is there any way that I can get help? *Please no lectures on how I should of thought of that before. No ****. We all make mistakes. Thank you.""

Cheapest auto insurance?

Cheapest auto insurance?

Vespa Insurance Help...!?

So I've just got a new Vespa LX50, 2009 - I'm 16 and have a provisional license and CBT. Does anyone know who the cheapest/best insurance providers are for scooters for young people - all the price comparison websites say different things, and that's no good. I'm looking for answers based on pass experience. If you're a young person and ride a moped/scooter - who do you use?? Thanks!""

I need cheap but good car insurance what do you recommend?

I need cheap but good car insurance what do you recommend?

Does medical Insurance transfer to a different state?

I have Kaiser Permante for medical insurance. It is very possible that I will move from California to Florida next January. How will my insurance switch? I heard there is no Kaiser there. Is there an alternative company? How can I find this out if I can't find out here?

Car insurance cover note?

Hello. Could anybody please help me to sort out? The thing is that at last I have just registered my European left-hand drive car in the UK. Before that not too many insurers could insure such a car,but I've found AJ Car Insurance company. They sent me a monthly Cover Note until my installments have payed in full, but the last Cover Note has been sent 5 days later then expected,because the insurer just forgot to send it on time and sent it after I reminded them...In fact they left my car without insurance for 5 days ... So can they do so and what can I do in such situation? Can I charge this company for that and how? Thanks anybody who answers my question.""

What is the definite BEST car insurance company?

My boyfriend and I are both 20 years old and we own a 2001 honda civic dx hatchback. Right now were on a plan with my brother so it's cheaper on us(Farmers insurance) but we are going to be moving out and getting our place and start paying for our own stuff. I'm confused as to which car insurance company is really the best because they all they they're the best. So really... tell me which car insurance company is the best and why. Allstate, The general, 21st century, geico, progressive, farmers, esurance or nationwide? Also note we live in california.""

I want a new car please help Car Insurance Help.?

Hey please help me i really want to get a car as soon as i can. I'm 20 years old i live in NYC. I am planning to buy a car as soon as i know the answer to this question. I want to know how much will i have to pay for my car insurance? I was thinking on putting it under my fathers name. He's 63 years old but he does not have a license but i heard he can buy a car and insurance it with his permit. How much would u think i have to pay if i put it under his name and mine? Please Help.

Florida Home insurance help?

I was recently dropped from my insurance company.My credit is bad so no one will cover me what should I do? I will also need flood insurance.

Will my Progressive Ins. rate go up with speed camera tickets?

I have progressive car insurance in MD and have received a lot of speeding camera tickets in the last few months (due to my driving and my brother driving my car). Does anyone know if Progressive insurance will keep track of these camera speeding tickets that will cause my car insurance rate to go up?

""I broke my brand new phone 2days after i got it, and i was still able to get insurance. Can i replace my phone?

I dripped my phone in a river 2 days after i got it. I called them and they said i can get insurance(but didnt tell them i broke it) i waited a few days and i was wondering if i can replace my phone?

Where can you get cheap car insurance after serving a drink driving ban?

I think it is so unfair to hype up the premium.

Cheapest insurance companies for 17 year old in the UK?

Got my cheapest quote from AdrianFlux so far. Anyone know any really cheap companies that would cover a 17 year old in Northern Ireland. Thanks

How much is an auto insurance for a $12.500 car?

How much is an auto insurance for a $12.500 car?

How much will my insurance go up after I've gotten a speeding ticket?

I got my first ticket when i was 14 and it was a $10 ticket. i recently turned 18, and i just got pulled over again. it was an $11 ticket. i dont want to tell my parents, but i know the insurance rate will go up, but how much? i live in north dakota.""

How much would a doctors check up be without insurance?

Please excuse my grammar, but I'm a bit panicky. I need to know the cost of a doctors check up in California for a 21 year old man without insurance. My boyfriend has been having some chest pains, and we think he sprained his wrist. I'm so worried about him. He can't afford insurance at the moment, due to the fact that he can barely pay for his college classes and food. I need an estimate from anyone who has been in a similar situation. Thank you so much in advance!!""

Do you need car insurance if you're bonded?

If I have a SR22 bond do I need car insurance as well? I've heard about them letters the BMV sends out and I don't wanna lose my license if they ask if my car is insured.

""Car insurance, applies to other car?""

Alright so, I plan on driving to a camping trip up in WI and I live in IL. The thing is, I don't know if I'm insured on the car I want to use. I usually drive an SUV (which my parents said they put my name under to use) so I'm insured on that one. But I want to take the other car because of gas mileage. I don't know how the insurance works. Am I covered on the other car too? P.S. My parents have State Farm as our insurance.""

Cheap car to insure for 17 year old boy?

Please just say a few car names and not your not geting any for cheap

Car Insurance quotes - when you get an online quote and it asks you?

how much your car is worth, do you quote the price you paid for it or its present price..? I ask because if you think about it you could have bought your car last year for 12, 000, and one year later it's worth 9,000. If you car is written off it isn't as ther inusrance company will pay out on the amount you paid for the car.. this happened to my brother and they only paid the value it was worth on the day of his crash which was considerably less....""

Car insurance ?

ok heres my problem. i am 18 and i just finished a drivers ed program i want to get my license but i cant because in order to take the road test to get my full license (not a learners) i need a car on which i am insured but i cannot buy a car because in order to even buy a car you need to have some one in the house which you live in who has car insurance and no one in my family drives so they dont have insurance as you can see im in a cycle that i cant get out of... what do i do?

Is AAA a car insurance?

is AAA a car insurance? and how much a year?

What's a good insurance company to sign with?

I'm 20 years and pay $800.00 every six months for my insurance. I want to find a better and much cheaper insurance company. Please help me out.

Will car insurance price drop in 2013?

I went to a local insurance company, called NFU Mutual - I was advised to wait till next year because its likely prices will drop a bit, young drivers pay a lot and was also told that women's insurance will be as much as men, there wont be a difference anymore whether you female or not. Is this true? I'm 21 and the cheapest I have been able to find was at 1.400 per year, or 1.500 per year paying monthly - on a Peugeot 106 Zest 2, 1.1 with quotemehappy.com Thank you!!""

Buying used car. What do I do for insurance?

I'm buying a new car today and I was wondering if I could drive it home (~2miles) without insurance. If not, what do I do? Thanks""

Teen car insurance question?

Hello. We moved this past summer and I currently reside with my grandparents for the purpose of keeping my job and staying at school. So he got a car insurance statement today saying that he has to pay nearly double his total amount just for me, a 17 year old driver, driving two of his cars. I only have a level 1 license by the way. They drive 2 new 2012 cars and trucks, would this price be accurate? Thank you.""

How much would insurance cost...?

For a 16 year old girl with a 1994 4x4 Jeep Wrangler:4 cylinder, 12 suspension lift, 15 black steel wheels, 36 Irok tires almost new , 455 gears, Detroit lockers, Chrome molly axles, rear disc brake conversion, front and rear steel braided brake lines, slip yoke axle flip""

How much is SR22 insurance?

i have 18 pts within 18 months and i have to take an ADI course and get SR22 insurance, how much will it run on average each month?""

Is a Infiniti G35 Coupe a good car For A Teenager?

I live in Alabama and my parents use Alfa Insurance and i about have them talked into getting me a 2004 Infiniti G35 Coupe and if they do get it for me which they probably will i was wandering if it would be high on insurance and is it a good car for a 16 year old?

How can I get a better auto insurance settlement?

I was involved in a collision recently. The other partys insurance company (met life) agreed that it was their clients fault. However, the other party had a witness saying I was speeding which I knew I was not. The claim adjuster from met life told me that there maybe a high possibility that theyll only give me 80% of the repair cost once it is proven that the witness doesnt know the other driver. If thats the case, is there a way to get a higher %? Or Ill need to fill a lawsuit against the other driver? PS: I do not have full insurance coverage, thats why Im dealing with Met life myself. I have not gone to get an estimate on repair cost yet, but will do tomorrow.""

Vehicle Insurance Survey4?

11) Please mention your agreement level with the following statements 1) Strongly disagree 2) Disagree 3) Neutral 4) Agree 5) Strongly Agree Statements 1 2 3 4 5 My insurance company settle claims faster as per my expectation My company introduces different product to my requirement My insurance company does not settle claims as per my expectation 12) Please mention the level of satisfaction with the following features offered by current insurance company. Criteria Highly Dissatisfied Dissatisfied Neutral Satisfied Highly Satisfied Cost Brand Referral Hassles free claims Bonus rate Ease of purchase Return fee Professional advice Linked with another product Choice of selecting your own service centre 13) How many years you have been using your vehicle (i) Less than 2 YEARS [ ] (ii) 2-5 YEARS [ ] (iii) 5-10 YEARS [ ] (iv) MORE THAN 10 YEARS [ ] Please fill Vehicle Insurance Survey5

Can my insurance company sell off my total loss car without making payment to me first?

My car was involved in an accident in Dec 07 to which the insurance company said was a total loss. To date i have not accepted their offer and the matter has now been refered to FOS. I have just received a letter from DVLA advising me someone else has requested a V5C for the car and if i am still the legal owner. Can the insurance company sell the car without me agreeing? is this not theft? What can i do about it? any advice/help will be greatly appreciated...

Renting a car with no insurance.?

Hello there, I'm over 25 and have a driver's license but I currently don't own a car therefore I do not have car insurance. I know that usualy when you rent a car and you have car insurance, you won't have to pay extra for rental car insurance. How does that work if I don't have insurance right now? Is extra insurance from the rental company expensive? Or would they even let me rent a car (only for a couple of days when I go to my cousin's wedding out of state) if I don't have car insurance? Any insights would help! I would hate to show up and not be able to rent a car and have to call someone to come get me. Thanks!""

Big car cheap insurance?

Can anyone suggest some large sized cars that are not high insurance. I'm very tall and need something comfortable but without a massive engine. I need comfort not speed. Plus I much prefer to drive bigger cars. I've looked at Audi's, BMW, Land rover, the usual suspects etc but all seem very high insurance. Even smaller engine BMW's and Audi's are high on insurance. Thanks!""

How much of a difference per month for car insurance is there between a sports car and a regular car?

How much of a difference per month for car insurance is there between a sports car and a regular car?

""Any good, affordable companies to get life and disability insurance from?""

Any good, affordable companies to get life and disability insurance from?""

Cheapest auto insurance rates?

i dont care what is covered and whats not, i don't care if i have a damn five thousand dollar deductible, i just want to be legal! How can this government mandate that we all must purchase insurance with some ty[e of non-inflated public option. Please answer the first question, and not the second...""

Where can you get cheap car insurance after serving a drink driving ban?

I think it is so unfair to hype up the premium.

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[tummyfelt]

The Story of my Solo Travel

I stumbled upon a journal I wrote of my solo trip to Japan, and thought I’d publish it here to remind myself that not too long ago, I was a hopeful dreamer. 

—

November, 2017. 

I don't know what this says about me, but the week leading up to the trip was, putting aside huge stressors, one of the best weeks I've had this year (mood and motivation wise). I've had lots of work to do and stressors to battle daily, but spurred on by the prospect of my first solo trip, I dove head first into everything with all I had. 

Every day I did some work just to make sure that I didn't have to touch work while overseas. Every night before bed I did a bit of travel research, which pretty much put me to sleep with a smile on my face. It was wonderful. 

The loneliness hit me as soon as I entered the boarding area. By this time I'd usually be looking for food to feed my cushy while spewing endless excitement-induced nonsense. Instead I sat quietly at a charging port and people-watched, feeling like a stranger in my own country. It was the first time I truly felt how unfriendly and unsmiling the people of my home country are. It was mildly saddening. It was also then I decided that I was going to be different, and that I was going to be okay with being perceived as slightly off my rocker. 

My flights to Osaka was surprisingly comfortable and delicious. Philippines air far exceeded my expectations (I didn't have any actually). The seats were comfortable, spacious enough for my short legs and the food was delicious! I can't believe I'm saying this, but I was a lot more gastronomically fulfilled on PH air than I was on JAL. 

On my second flight I was even blessed enough to have the whole row to myself! That's 3 cushions all for my padding comfort too. My legs were thoroughly stretched out for the entire 4 hours- it was like paying economy for business class. To top it off, PH air is also the cheapest non-budget flying option to Japan ever. The only thing is that transiting at Cebu's airport wasn't the most pleasant experience. Ah well, it's just 2 hours! 

Walking through Kansai airport was exhilarating. I topped up my ICOCA card that's been kept on the back of my phone ever since my previous trip and confidently made my way to my Airbnb. I even grabbed a koyasan leaflet to read on the journey, and got even more hyped up! Walking with my heavy luggage finding my Airbnb for the first time was a misadventure as usual though. But I made it! 

For a while I just sat and regarded the oldness of the place with slight anxiety. The outside of the building was remarkably unattractive. While the apartment was clearly well-cleaned, it still showed its age. 

That first night was an exhausting night of a lot of shopping. That was also when I truly felt how different solo-travelling is, when I didn't have cushy as my shield, food sharer and bag-carrying helper. I was approached by 2 strange guys that night and spent a good portion of my trip on edge and looking over my shoulder afterwards. On the bright side, I was pretty flattered by "you look so cute I want to talk to you". 

I like shopping, but with so many associated pains I'm not too sure why. Overcompensating from my last trip, I changed lots of yen this trip and bought everything on my list that I know i will keep thinking about otherwise. This includes a gorgeous but expensive brown coat, and a pair of heeled ankle boots.

Going into a Japanese drugstore at shinsaibashi with Chinese tourists is like hell on earth. Dragging my bags around alone also really sucked. When I finally got back that night, I did what I always do at the end of each day on holiday- I counted and organized my currency to analyze what I bought. Even though I know I changed extra yen to cover my shopping needs this trip, actually seeing more than half of my currency gone in one night plunged me into buyer's remorse. Granted, all my birthday presents till next February have been settled but it really hurts my penny pinching heart. I had to deep-breathe through it and find therapeutic relief in looking at the tags of some great bargains I scored. 

 Like this amazing top at this amazing price! 

The first night at my Airbnb was not pleasant. The loneliness felt heavy and I missed cushy so much. 

The next morning i set out bright and early to Sumiyoshi taisha! Dressed in an outfit I really enjoyed wearing. Very forest-girl, I just wished there was someone to take lovely pictures for me. Ah well, I guess I can just re-wear all these outfits on my next vacation because there's barely photographic evidence of me having worn them already anyway. 

I have many stories to tell of Sumiyoshi taisha. It was a rainy weekday morning, so it was extraordinarily quiet. Silent calmness washed over me like it always does when I walk into a shrine. It was so beautiful. 

As I found my 五大力 pebbles and held them up in a silent prayer for the happiness of everyone I know and love, I started crying. In that instant I felt the outpouring of all the sadness, pain and fatigue I felt for all the people whom I know to be hurting. I prayed for the strength and the peace of heart and mind to continue to do what I can do to support them in their healing. 

In that little quiet corner of the shrine that day, accompanied by just raindrops and perhaps something mysterious I don't understand, something happened. I believe I let something go and I left a little lighter. 

I got myself my wooden omamori at Sumiyoshi taisha. 

I take an embarrassingly long time to choose my omamoris. Usually I like to hover my hand around the selection, close my eyes and feel for one that feels "right". Or maybe letting the omamori choose me. This morning as I was leaving for the airport, I was giving thanks and praying with my wooden omamori in hand. Note how it's chipped in a corner and has discoloration of its wood grain. When I was choosing my omamori, there was another one that was perfect in appearance. No chip, no discoloration and perfectly symmetrical. I felt for this little flawed one though, and I left still feeling uncertain as to whether I should have chosen the aesthetically perfect one. 

This morning I no longer felt that way. In all its flawed uniqueness, I love my omamori. And I'm so grateful that it has been and will be keeping me safe. 

The rest of day 2 was spent crazily and exhaustingly shopping again so not much to say there. I got another brown coat for 500YEN though I can't believe this steal!!! 

My third day started dark and early. I woke up before the sun did. The journey took even longer than I expected as half of the train journey was not accessible due to black outs and we had to take a long winding bus ride instead. I was so far from the city and being so unfamiliar and alone made me have to huff medicated oil to keep away the anxiety nausea a few times, but it was all worth it once I got there. 

Koyasan was so breathtaking, every part of the process was worth it. At okunoin, amidst towering cedar trees and mist, I never felt such peace. There were more tourists than I thought, just yakking away with no respect for the holiness of the place, but nothing could shake that sense of deep inner peace. It was so cold I could see my every exhale and I lost all feeling in my hands, but I was breathing with the trees and I felt so alive. 

I made the decision to go to koyasan mostly because I wanted to give thanks and seek forgiveness from Jizo. Jizo is a bodhisattva who protects travelers, unborn children and children stuck in limbo. I found the altar, made a donation and I prayed. I've never really been a religious person, but I gave everything I had in me into that prayer. I thanked Jizo for protecting all the unborn children I have known, and begged forgiveness for my wrongdoings. Through prayer and through just being in that stunningly mystical place, I laid to rest one of the biggest weights of my heart this year. 

It was also in koyasan that I had what I regarded as one of the best meals of my life. It was entirely vegetarian, or shojin-ryori, a koyasan specialty. Each bite was so sweet and wholesome, I felt like it nourished my body and my mind. It was one of those meals that when you're done, you just lay back and relish in what you just experienced. I never felt so good after a meal. It was worth every yen.

Koyasan in autumn is truly beautiful. When the wind blows you feel it go straight to your bones, but immediately you get distracted by the falling maple leaves raining down on you. There's few things in the world more romantic than that. While one might think it a waste to be there alone, standing under those falling leaves reminded me how it felt to be in love with life. I love life, and I shouldn't only be feeling this when I'm on vacation. Every day of doing what I do should be because of my love for life.

On the bus ride down koyasan, looking at the sky darken through the trees, I immediately started planning an impromptu day trip the day after to Nara. It's never been so clear that I was the most happy and my heart the most alive when I'm away from the city and just being among the trees. As much as I love shopping for bargains and pretty things like any other girl, that was always something that left me feeling spent and sometimes even regretful in more ways than one. Walking through a forest, on the other hand, is nourishment for the soul. 

Nara is where I would choose to live when (not if) I have a longer term stay in Japan. I left a huge chunk of my heart there. I visited all the places I did on the last trip and more, and each felt like a new experience being on my own. I loved every moment, so much so that my heart broke a little when I had to leave for the city again. 

It's been an amazing trip, and I finally have my own opinions about solo traveling. 

My verdict is that I still prefer traveling with loved ones. And I found that I may not even be as obsessed with food as I thought I was- turns out I may just be trying to make my companions happy. 

But would I travel solo again? Yes, definitely, when I feel like I need to. I wasn't alone, I was with me. And that was like nothing I've ever felt before. This trip empowered me; I didn't need anyone to do what I want to do. I would like to have someone, but if I only have me, that's fine too. 

And for that, I am truly grateful.

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May the universe let me find the strength to hope and to dream once more. 

[wayneooverton]

Fast cars aren’t just for boys

I don’t know much about cars, but I sure know a sexy car when I see one. And it doesn’t get much sexier than an Aston Martin. You know, the sleek car from the James Bond movies. Yes, I did just write that.

When my friend came to visit me in New Zealand in the spring, I knew I wanted to surprise her with a fun road trip. And while my old 1995 Nissan Terrano gets the job done, no one has ever mistaken it for a fun sexy vehicle, and zoom it does not. Thank you Ignition Self Drive for offering something a bit more adventurous and memorable. An epic place like Fiordland deserves an epic whip.

And I knew I had to take her to Milford, and I knew her first time driving on the left side of the road should be memorable. There are quite a few locals around the South Island that are up for grabs with the “prettiest places” award, but come on, Milford is popular for a reason. It’s so epic. And we had a forecast for sunshine, and in an area that gets seven meters of rain annually, that means go right now.

Girls roadie to Milford Sound in an Aston Martin? Well, if that’s not one for the books, I don’t know what is.

It was hot sunny spring day as we peeled out of Queenstown on our way to Milford Sound after picking up our ride – a little old Vantage. And by “peeled out” I mean slowly edged our way out of town and braking too hard and almost hitting my face on the steering wheel. I mean, I’m not used to driving cars that actually accelerate normally, let alone fast. I basically have to put my foot to the floor to get my car to move.

I was surprised (and also not so surprised) to learn that it’s almost always men that rent these types of cars. Boys trips, or maybe wives surprising their partners with a trip and they share it, but it’s never just girls, let alone young girls renting sports cars. And here I am to say WHY NOT? Fast cars aren’t just for men! It’s 2017 for pity’s sake. Why is the stereotype just for guys? I mean, even I was susceptible to it. The first time I heard about it was from my friend Jane at Queenstown Life, and I actually thought, wow, I want to do that, I wonder what guy friend could come with me because I couldn’t drive it, you know, before I mentally slapped myself.

Now I’m not saying I drove 20 kilometers under the speed limit for the first hour of the trip, but I might have, and I’m not sure I’ll ever live down the shame of having people overtake me while behind the wheel of an Aston Martin but you live and learn. I hate making blanket statements, but I feel like women tend to err on the side of caution more than men do, and I wasn’t about to gun it in such a fast car, not until I got the hang of it at least.

The road to Milford Sound is probably the most scenic road-trip in New Zealand, and I don’t say that lightly. It’s incredible. And to experience it from a convertible and in a car that goes from zero to one hundred in a couple of seconds? Well, hot damn. Can’t beat that.

Are you allowed to drive an Aston Martin wearing socks and sandals? Asking for a friend…

Kea, the world’s only alpine parrot – it’s relatively easy to spot them in Fiordland

Now, I am not sure how to phrase this…I don’t really care that much about fancy cars. I can’t tell them apart and I definitely can’t tell you any tech specs on them. My knowledge is strictly limited to “ohhh that one looks prettier.”

But I know a classy car when I see one, and the Aston is nothing if not classy. For me, what matters is having memorable experiences on the road, and having fun while traveling, like I imagine most of you guys do to.

And let me tell you, I felt like a fucking queen when I pushed the ignition button on that baby. Honest to god, it makes the sexiest sound when you start it. Bow down before me.

And then sometimes when you’re driving it, it sort of purrs, like it’s telling you to step on it. Honestly, Officer, it wasn’t my fault I was going that fast, the car made me do it. It told me to, I had no choice, really. Have pity.

JK, there are never any cops in Fiordland. Wait, did I just write that publicly?

Alpacas spotted in Te Anau

By the time we rolled through Te Anau, the gateway to Fiordland and Milford, I was definitely getting the hang of it. No brake-slamming on corners and slowly but surely inching getting closer to the speed limit. Not the problem the average renter of this car usually faces I reckon!

I was also quite enjoyed the looks of passerby as two blonde ladies would hop in and out of the car in their hiking clothes.

There are so many epic places to stop on the Milford Road, so make sure you build in plenty of time in on a trip there. I can think of nothing worse than having to be in a hurry in Fiordland. And like I said, the Milford Road is one of the most epic roads in New Zealand. The mountains literally tower over you and waterfalls tumble down from glacier and vertical peaks. I’ve driven there quite a few times, but to experience it from a convertible is INCREDIBLE.

And there are also some very lovely straight bits of road too that are just the place to see what the Aston is made of, within reason of course.

Zoom zoom!

And if thought we got funny looks in Te Anau, you should have seen the raised eyebrows as we rolled into the Cascade Creek DOC campsite and pulled a tent out of the back of the car.

What can I say? I love irony!

There really isn’t anywhere to stay in Fiordland once you go on the Milford Road past Te Anau. There is a lodge in Milford Sound, but it’s always booked out with bus tours months in advance (and it’s really pricey) and they don’t allow pitched tents there anymore. But there are plenty of great cheap DOC campsites on the Milford Road between Te Anau and the Homer Tunnel, and trust me, the wardens will get a kick out of it if you pitch a tent next to an Aston Martin there.

Why stay in a luxury lodge when you pitch your tent next to a James Bond car in the wilderness?

At the risk of sounding super cheesy, for me, there is no greater luxury in New Zealand than waking up in the wilds of Fiordland to the sound of rare birds calling, the damp scent of the earth in the early morning about you, and sandflies pinging on your tent fly. We are still so fucking lucky that places like this exist and that we can still experience them.

And yes yes, so sorry to all those I woke up when I started the Aston. I know how to be quiet in the mornings, but he doesn’t.

We spent the next couple of days exploring Fiordland and enjoying the mint weather, as they say in New Zealand. You know, after we had to drive back to Te Anau and rent me hiking boots because I left mine at home. Damnit! Oh, and trying to keep the naughty kea from eating bits off the Aston. Kea are the world’s only alpine parrot, and they are endangered. They are also very cheeky and smart and one of their favorite pastimes is eating windshield wiper rubber, throwing hiking boots off cliffs and causing general havoc and pandemonium. No car is safe.

We headed up to Lake Marian, one of my favorite day hikes in New Zealand, and one I shamelessly kept to myself all these years. I do that sometimes, forgive me. It used to be a great secret, and I never publicly shared where it was. Times have changed, and ain’t a secret no more.

A steady 1.5 hour slog straight uphill over the river and through the woods on a not-so-obviously-marked track will bring you the incredible alpine Lake Marian. Hanging glaciers and huge waterfalls tumble down into a beautiful blue lake. Your eyes will bulge and your mouth will drop open.

And if you’re lucky, you might run into a young guy carrying a wizard costume. Are you ready for the best story ever?

DON’T. EVEN. THINK. ABOUT. IT.

We were just starting out on the trail when a young guy named Akhil ran up to me, recognizing me from my blog (oh shucks, hair flick). Then he asked me something super weird that I had never been asked before in my entire life – would I dress up as Gandalf and pose for him?

Um, what? Blink blink SURE CAN DO!

You don’t have to ask me twice about to do anything Middle Earth related. I’m quite possibly the biggest Lord of the Rings nerd you’ve ever met. If only I was good enough to walk in Gandalf’s shoes one day. Sigh. In the meantime, I can pretend!

You shall not pass!

Akhil was a student in Auckland and then went on a six month trip around New Zealand. As a way of meeting people and showcasing New Zealand in a different way, he would ask them to dress up as Gandalf for photos. So clever. Since then he went viral, and his photos as Gandalf garnered international media hype! Yay! Be sure to give him a follow on Instagram in the meantime.

Me as Gandalf. Proud moment. 

And if getting to dress up as Gandalf is lucky, you might even get luckier (if possible) and spot a whio (Blue Duck) while in Fiordland. They are so special they even are on the $10 note in New Zealand.

Whio (pronounced fee-oh) are a very rare and endangered duck in New Zealand, and they live in swift moving rivers and rapids – there are only about 3000 of them left. I spotted one completely by accident through the bushes as we were making our way down past Marian Falls, and I about shit my pants. I totally lost my cool and fumbled around looking for my camera and telephoto lens babbling incoherently as people stared. It’s a whio people, pay attention! They are really rare!

I had been here for years and never seen a whio before, let alone in the wild. I was so excited!

Also, perfect timing, as March is Whio Awareness Month in New Zealand which I’m helping to promote. More on that soon, but in the meantime be sure to check it out because if you’re in NZ, you could win the chance to be a whio ranger for a day!

Whio (Blue Duck) just chilling at Marian Falls

We finished up our trip kayaking Milford Sound in the pouring rain with Rosco’s, and then trying not to put our wet bums on the nice leather seats or get mud all over the car. And if you were curious, the socks and sandals shot was because of sandflies – I got my boots super muddy hiking, and sandlfies, which are pretty much the worst biting little insects of all time, love bare feet. Never give it to them. Cover the skin.

Anywho, I was so stoked to be able to share this trip with a friend. I almost always travel alone and it makes the experience so much more special if you have someone to share it with. Fiordland is a magical place. The Milford Road (on a sunny day haha) was MADE for convertibles. If you want to treat yourself, do it in an Aston Martin.

I can’t believe I’m saying this in this day an age, but sports cars and luxury hires should be for girls too. It’s so much fun! I never thought as a woman I would enjoy driving fast cars as much as I did or that I even could for that matter. But once I gave it a try, I was hooked. And nothing beats taking a special car to a special place, right? Where to next?

Have you ever driven a sports car? Would you drive an Aston Martin around New Zealand given half the chance? 

Many thanks to Ignition Self Drive for trusting me with their Aston Martin. Like always I’m keeping it real – all opinions are my own – like you could expect less from me!

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