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i wasted 3 hours of my life trying to make a new render for him
#tenka willow#my sona#my art#my fingers hurt. my hands hurt. my shoulders hurt. my spine hurts. my eyes hurt#but atleast he has a new render YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the other one started to show its age + he had that old ass design so#god his shoulders were so small. it's like he took T now#good for him
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testing out drawing maormer 🪸🐚🪸 and a nelvas 🧣📜🩷 i'll ramble about maormer a bit in the tags
#tes#skyrim#my art#do you like my nelvas emojis🧣📜🧣📜 get it? scarf🤗 and scroll🤗 Everything hurts sofucking bad#anyways i talked about them wif my friend quite a bit i basically 'agree' w/ everything that is written about them && their biology in -#- canon; except tes is very much all Talk and no good actual visual presentation of what it's talking about#cus all of the maormer look like garboooo likeee what am i looking @#but since this is just a first test i think i'll keep playing around with their looks later; they are most close to altmer obvi in the -#- sense of how 'mutated' they r. however maormer are more gross looking for the typical human#they do have flat faces and alldat in canon already but i want them to just have nostrils and no real nose bridge#and they have no lips😝 they also have very visible gums. && have anglerfish teeth#what would be fur on other mer is just scales on them and is placed is scattered in the same places#i was thinking of making swimming most comfortable for them so i gave them more fins#they'd have them on arms and legs and the hair on the tail for them is just a big fin🐠#as for hair i'm thinking of them having none of it at all bcos it looks sooooo ugly on them it's very unnerving to see hair on fish#either no hair at all or something with a different texture. like slimy silky thin seaweed#or the hair that m*necraft striders have LMAO#webbed fingers is cuuuute they'd have webbed armpits like they're those flying rodents🐿 lol#i'd place their gills on both the neck and their ribs#whenever they wear clothes they tie their arm and leg fins up ; i think from birth they just stay in water until they hit puberty and -#- r able to actually walk around#another cute fact is that males and females wud look literally the same almost (women are flat chested too)#fish fish fish#maybe i'll rethink some stuff. i still wanna draw fish babies#but in reality i think even the mere existence of maormer is very pointless bc they don't really matter at all do they#tes lore is soooo overstuffed that's why i don't know anything about it my time is so valuable to meLMFAOAOOO#saw a typo in this sorry i'm just chill like that
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stardewdles :3
#good lord its been a while since ive had to draw with my finger.. now i remember why its so callused#i cant sleep so i wanted to draw but my finger hurts so now i have to stop ;w;#i thought i was gonna go for alex. but then. harvey 8 heart event#im fucking whipped for this guy not even my commitment to the bit can stop me#my art#myart#doodles#sdv#stardew valley#sdv harvey#sdv demetrius#my mom named one of the rabbits kuneho
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artists who have nail biting problems and .rip all the skin off their finger s. and then it hruts to use their hands for a week
#i also have a gash on my middle finger but its unrelated#sitting on my hands to make them go numb sometimse bc the nails hurt too much#i hve a lot of drafts so we're good#this ownt stop me tho . draw to live live to draw et et
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an inside look of my brain this morning
#GOOD MORNING !#incoming yap alert !#my thoughts are revolving around kuroo then zoro then dickie then kuroo then zoro then … well u get it.#i have so much energy this morning yet here i am drinking more coffee and tempting fate (my tummy hurts)#so much i want to accomplish … if only i could focus >_< !#i was trying to find an old zoro post i made bc i wanted to elaborate but i couldn’t find it :( !!!!#i did find others so tho …. mweheheheeeee !#also i want to change my tagging system and make it more organized. sigh.#anywho#this full moon had hands but i’m catching them & weaving my fingers through to show her a better way#wish me luck#have the greatest day !!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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IT'S A GIRL!
After many, many, many, many FATEs... Ardwin finally has her amaro hatchling!!!!!!!
The Ards named her Skoenbyrt, which translates to "shining axe." "Scone" for short. She's also Seto's descendant :)
#ffxiv#ardwin tag#ardwin pics#ardwin lore#i'm so happy to finally get the baby#i started the fate grind sometime last year but it was around the time that playing with a keyboard started hurting my fingers#and then between that and a ton of other stuff i had going on it's taken me until now to really get back into it#super happy that Ardwin will get to take Scone on adventures in Tural :)#also funny thing. my plans for Scone pre-date me getting an actual irl puppy this past year#which also means that now I can give Ardwin my experience of: there is a baby animal in your house and it's adorable and it loves you!#but also said baby has an absurd amount of energy. and does not understand the concept of things which are and are not for chewing on.#and is very needy at inconvenient times such as 'when you are trying to get things done' or 'at 3 AM in the morning'#also: a trait i expect is shared between old-blood amaro hatchlings and herding breed puppies: way too smart for their own good lmao
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i was rewatching s4 today and had some blue and yellow scrap yarn from another project I was working on
anyway here’s my new baby and we’re watching “Dear Billy” now
edit: his name is now Weston
thank you @gay-episode for the suggestion :)
#byler#byler turtle#I am so incredibly happy right now#even though my fingers hurt#blue and yellow#oh also is it weird I forgot how good this show is#like obviously it’s good#but like dang#why am I so invested#I LITERALLY ALREADY KNOW WHATS GOING ON
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beautiful women named "Flash Flood Warning" and "Severe Weather Alert" are contacting me <3
#so tempted to go lie in the gutter and let the absolute Torrent sweep me away#where will it take me? narnia? wonderland? a place from my dreams? to the end of the street most likely...#flash floods cant hurt me its raining!!!#nothing bad happens when it Rains!!!#i have cup o' noodles and art to do and rain to enjoy#nothing bad could eveerrrrrrr happen#absolutely unprompted#now the funniest and most devastating thing that could happen after saying that#is a flood washing my house away along with everything in it#i mean. Probably wont happen. fingers crossed. but still#i could become arlo from 'the good dinosaur'#lose everything in a flood. go on a journey. get a weird pet. become a cowboy#yeehaw and hawyee am i rite fellas
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i need to read more books and annotate in the margins i need to write more i need to buy jeans that fit me i need to eat more fruit i need to buy good quality headphones i need to get a skincare routine i need to talk to my friends more i need to wash my hair i need to stop treating this inhabitation as a curse. i am tired of punishing the body that has fought me for survival every day for years. i deserve little treats as regularly as possible !!
#more money would also be good but! we are working on it <3 this is a team effort im bored of being in a perpetual bar fight with myself#like sorry i havent answered my texts in months or barely sustain personal hygeine but that bitch (points at mirror) chucked a drink at me#it's okay tho we are in our enemies to lovers arc#just had a really vivid sudden 'i am in this body' moment and let me TELL you when you spend 90% of the time feeling a very#set seperation between your emotional self and physical self that is INCREDIBLY fucking jarring lmao. like oh this is me#the freckles on my fingers are just as much me as my years long loyalty to specifically prawn cocktail pringles. okay#that's cool. cool cool cool that's so cool so everything that's happened to me physically is still me okay cool#coooool cool cool. super cool btw. very angry for myself rn which never happens i normally just get angry at myself#LIKE THIS IS MY BODY! WHY DO I HAVE TO DRINK IT INTO BED AND HURT IT FOR NO REASON! WHY DO I LET PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH SO MUCH!#'i'll take care of you it's rotten work especially to me especially if it's you i'll do it but christ alive' except it's me and my body#like yeah im not happy about it bossman but we're stuck together. let's get you some nice clothes
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unpopular opinion: SALAD FINGERS IS NOT A MASOCHIST !! he is just an extremely traumatised man and does whatever he can to take back control in his life. and in doing so, it has become an extremely unhealthy coping mechanism.
this is gonna go into fanon territory, but hear me out.. he does not like pain, he doesn't like harming himself, he doesn't even like violence of any sort, and he doesn't like being mistreated, but he's so utterly desperate to just snatch back whatever little control he has over his life and make the most of it that he HAS to hurt himself otherwise someone will do it for him and he won't be able to stop them. truth be told, if anyone lays a finger on him, he'll burst into hysterics cus he has no control over how people touch him (even though he really should), and feels so shitty when he hurts himself because he fears that he's becoming just like his aggressors.
you wanna know what would heal him? a loving, intimate, healthy, and vanilla relationship (*^▽^)/★*☆♪
#this was originally a rb post but i wanted it to be its own thing (^.^)#ʚ♡ɞ — brain-nourishment.#salad fingers#rambles#i do explore this a lot in my au (which is canon SHUTTT UPPPP)#and i dont want people to think that ive just completely watered down whatever freaky shi is going on in his brain#in fact i LOVE exploring his trauma and what he's been through in his life cus it makes for such good hurt/comfort#but at the end of the day i wanna just PUSHHH him away from all things bad and put him in a cozy warm bed and lull him to sleep#this is why i hate being so possessive over him cus its so stupid but i get so angry when i see someone else drawing him in less than ideal#scenarios cus i have NOOOO idea if youre getting off to it or not or actually exploring it with nuance 💔💔💔💔💔
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Date Idea:
Frantically running through the woods trying to escape the threat of vicious cuddles that will inevitably catch up to you once the eldritch horror monster does <3
best date idea ever, right here!!!
Foul Legacy always gives you a head start, fluttering his wings in amusement as he watches you dart away into the trees, waiting for a few more minutes before he dashes after you! once you reach the middle of the forest you pause for a moment to catch your breath, only to hastily scramble up a tree when you hear the sound of twigs snapping and heavy footsteps. Legacy bursts into the small clearing, shaking some of the leaves from his hair and looking around for you, tilting his head this way and that until he catches sight of you perched in the tree and lets out a joyful trill. he reaches for you, directly underneath where you're sitting, and nods reassuringly
you lean back and fall, unafraid, landing perfectly in Legacy's arms with a small thump. he leans in to press his forehead against yours and at the same time you run your fingers through his coppery hair, smoothing out the tangles and brushing out any residual leaves and sticks caught in the tresses. your monster companion tilts his head back, silently requesting scritches and rumbling in delight when you comply and scratch under his chin. in one swift motion Legacy pulls you against his chest, pressing his masked cheek against the top of your head and letting out a content sigh as you brush your thumb over his mouth, smiling at the sensation of him delicately nibbling your fingers
a leaf falls from a nearby tree, and Legacy picks it up and places it onto your head, and you smile and begin to look around for another leaf to do the same
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#foul legacy#foul legacy childe#genshin tartagalia#genshin childe#genshin tartaglia#chit chat#anon#legacy does that thing where he puts his teeth around your fingers but doesn't bite down hard#just kinda holding you there like 'this is mine and i love you'#also that last line is something you would both do#just randomly handing each other rocks or pine needles or sticks#sigh my stomach hurts but i got to drink hot cocoa so that is nice :)#short scenario#other's stuff#good evening :)
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Alright, here's everyone who got necklaces today! Individual pics:
Also special shout-out to Cabbage, my small bulbasaur plush. His firm bulb was perfect to use for stretching out and shaping the string for each necklace to make them more elastic and more natural fitting
#stuffed animals#plushies#plushblr#webkinz#jelly cat#jellycat#kinzblr#my fingers hurt from tying all those small knots. its a lot harder to do with no nails x~x#I wanted to di more but needed a break for today. maybe I'll make more tomorrow#if anyone wants better close ups please let me know#viti's plushies#viti shoosh#plushie: echo#plushie: autumn#plushie: zoe#plushie: Lil Vee#plushie: noodles#plushie: gummi worm#gummi worm was the most difficult to decide what beads to use#I wanted smth that would look good with his color scheme#but out of all the beads I currently have with me(I've got others in storage) the rainbow ones fit him best#so gummi worm got a gay pride necklace lol#also I gave Lil Vee the teal/aqua colored pencil charm because I consider that “my” symbol#its what I use as the symbol on my shirt when I draw myself and ifI put my fursons viti into my casual wear thats what she wears#and Lil Vee is basically the closest thing I have to a plush of my fursona (hence her name. my sona as well as myself as called Viti#and she's little. so Lil Vee)#btw cabbage did not get his own necklace today. he was just a helper. I'll make him his own next time#plushie: cabbage#almost forgot to tag him. sorry buddy
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im ngl i think my favorite headspace to be in is "want to be annoying"
#i am also really low energy today so i cant really do my normal expressions of it#(spam messaging Everyone i want to talk to at any given moments notice; sending random pictures/asks/etc to ppl)#but i also like. love being annoying. idc how others feel about it. there's something so wonderful to me about being such a nuisance to ppl#u like that they roll their eyes when you post your random thoughts AGAIN#there's something so lovely about pushing peoples buttons (within reason)#there's something just so fun about being ANNOYING!!!!!#ugh#i think it may genuinely be impossible for anyone to make me hate myself with mean words now#i think about it a lot and ppl can be really mean and it'd make me sad ofc if people were mean to me#butalso like#every person who is mean to me for silly reasons or bc they wanna take me in bad faith; every hateful thing thats been said to me - its all#jokes. my screen name on discord in a couple different servers is nicknames over stuff thats ACTUALLY been said to me#i think weirdly fondly of the man who yelled out to me on my birthday last year “fat bitch” fromhis car not bc he's a good man (fuck him)#but bc yeah that hurt my feelings alittlein the moment - and then after i was like wait why? i AM a fat bitch! its one of my favorite thing#and every time soemone hates something abt me i just kinda learn to love it out of spite#anyway all of this is 2 sy: mutuals if u read this im holdin my finger 2cm frm your cheek going “IM NOT TOUCHING U” & giggling abt it c:
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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if serval and geppie can use their instruments/instrument cases as weapons, surely i can make my s/i carry around a guzheng hard case (or the guzheng stands) and use them as a weapon 👍🏻
#rin rambles#look. the obvious path for my s/i would be harmony (esp. with how i lost fu xuan to E1 BRONYA. LIKE????? BRO. LEAVE ME ALONE???)#but. i raise you.#NIHILITY.#...... bc when i play it's horrible and the opponents are haunted by the bad performance WHEEZE#there's a random chance that my playing is good and it buffs allies but it's like a 10:90 chance#and my talent raises the probability of 'good performance. will buff' so yk you can lv it up. or not. depends on your preference.#also 'why the guzheng stand' uhm well ysee#the foldable ones hurt like a bitch if you accidentally get your fingers pinched between the two legs... yeah. i would know. my finger bled#.... sssh i'm clumsy and i have limited space so i gotta drag my guzheng out from the nook of my room whenever i have to practice ok-)#also they're solid wood (or at least the one i have does) so they're pretty sturdy. i'm sure i could bonk someone-#-with it and cause brain damage at the very least idk
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SUPER GRAPHIC ULTRA MODERN ✨️
#me: im so excited for mcflyjuly!!! ive got this really cool idea based on an au i made a few months ago and im gonna post some doodles and--#midwest princess bugs bunny: hey girl is this seat taken#me: NOPE!! :D#i think this is simultaneously one of the most silly and most genius things i have ever drawn#i did this on my shitty photo editing feature. i spent way too many hours on it. my fingers are stiff. my wrist hurts.#there was a spider on my wall and i tried to get it but missed and now i have no clue where it is and have to live with The Dread™️.#do i regret it?#well missing the spider yeah. but drawing this?? not in the LEAST#heehee :)#people in the chappell roan tag i'm sorry (not) for the jumpscare you're about to get teehee#chappell roan#the rise and fall of a midwest princess#midwest princess#femininomenon#pink pony club#good luck babe#<< sure! why not??#looney tunes#bugs bunny#merrie melodies#hghhh okay time to tag the misspells.......#looney toons#loony toons#loony tunes#pain.......#looney tunes art#chappell roan art#i suppose#sam yaps#stuff sam drew :D
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