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1890 Yule Ball ☀️🪶 (part one)
(DISCLAIMER HAHA --- i am NOT a fashion designer at all... and i know this isn't era accurate. i believe milena would stray from tradition anyways.. 🫶)
milena 100% would take to designing her own dress (hence the mess of feathers of dyed pearls) and of course she'd be inspired by a bird.
specifically the broad-tailed hummingbird!
[her own dress is not the only thing she would design for this event..]
she would attend with some of her best friends, sacharissa tugwood, poppy sweeting, and samantha dale - none of which cared for securing a date for the ball.
(but sacharissa WOULD care about what her friends would be wearing, to which she would ultimately be disappointed.. but she loves them anyways)
and one tradition that i feel samantha would definitely encourage milena to take part in would having slips of paper for each of their dance partners to sign 🥹
(i love them)
#ok but i love how sam turned out 🫣🫣#also just realized poppy's side sweep is on the WRONG SIDE#my fault for not looking at a reference#anyways#i'm pretty sure i'm the only person out here that ships prewdale but y'all have to see the vision!!#also mentioning the little things..#i used ominis and natty's canon signatures 😋😋#I LOVE LITTLE DETAILS#if anyone asks about sebastian let's just say he wasn't there!#😈 plotting#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy art#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#milena chase#poppy sweeting#samantha dale#sacharissa tugwood#sparxyvdoodles
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from chapter 10 of Famous Last Words in May Death Never Stop You by the amazing @slexenskee
I've wanted to draw this scene ever since I read it lmao. Fun fact I was eating lunch at the time and I was laughing so hard I had to leave the room since someone was watching tv. Good times, good times.
#fic may death never stop you#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#my hero academia#mha#gojo satoru#eri#mha eri#endeavor#todoroki enji#pencil's art tag#if what satoru was wearing was described in the next chapter I missed it#I had fun putting band references on him lol#with at least one say it aint so lyric just for the homecoming occasion#and of course my favorite#the sugar we're going down bracelet#it looks so inappropriate in the first frame but this is gojo so it fits#idk how to draw children being held please squint past the parts that don't make sense#satoru killed his dad dead#all of those gray hairs enji has are definitely his fault#he's back in this man's life for 5 minutes and he's already causing untold stress#as all things should be
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Fiddlefart or whatever
#MY ART#dont look at his hands and the banjo for too long#really dont like how the banjo turned out#thats my fault for not getting a reference photo and just going by my terrible memory#gravity falls#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket
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[asmr boyfriend voice] woof woof bark bark
#hermitaday#rendog#rendog fanart#hermitblr#hermitcraft fanart#ren#my art#did i ever tell you guys me getting mcyt at all was because i watched lizzies last life pov late at night while i was sick#and ren just. stole my heart#i knew nothing about him or hermitcraft at a time i was just like this guy is so fucking weird. i need to know more#and when i searched him up the first thing i got was the inappropriate compilation#really good first impression. never recovered from it#so yeah my mental state currently is rendogs fault#anyway ive always kinda had trouble drawing him. had to pull up alot of references for this one but i think this is the happiest ive been#-with his design.#idk what it is. i think it's partially because rens got a very model like face irl and im intimidated. guy could be selling watches.#the beard + glasses combo also messes with me i think#he always looks so accursed before i slap the facial hair on him#uhhh i don't think i have any other thoughts to say. good boy good boy goodboy good boy good boy#i might make a postmortem on hadm later on rn im tired. would be fun i think. id get to finish my scrapbook
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Shame is the shadow of love
#b7#star trek voyager#left this in the wip folder for months and then did 70% of it in one sitting#done mostly without references -- big fucking deal for me!!!!#im realising now it looks quite religious but thats all a byproduct of trying to push myself into colourful lighting#tumblr is going to MANGLE the image quality of this but its somewhat my own fault im bad at planning canvas size#drawing full drone seven is so hard. i had to greeble her#anyway. enjoy!#jIlaStaH#ghitlhpu'wij
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tfw you're haunted by your old crush
#satohika#ashdawn#aadl#pearlshipping#|→ forever 10#comic#look is not my fault that ash's assigned blue looks like dawn hair blue#im a dawn stan first and foremost i will find references to her in everything
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Is anyone else still caught up on the parallels between Imogen and Opal?? Because I am.
I was revisiting my c3e92 and c3e93 live thoughts and came across two big points:
Firstly the parallel of Ted disappearing in order to protect Opal with Liliana disappearing to protect Imogen. And the contrast of Ted, who did so by becoming an inseparable part of Opal while Liliana tore herself away desperately trying to separate herself from Imogen. Both done out of a will to protect the other. (Fyi This was written during e92 before the Aevilux reveal)
Secondly, after the Aevilux reveal, this connection hit me: The locket Imogen got from Relvin (potentially carried by Liliana) carried her baby fingerprint and the words “The better halves make/become a better whole.” A sentiment that Imogen tries to use at the Malleus Key and on Ruidus to get through to her mom. And who is a near perfect literal manifestation of this? THE AEVILUX. The people who split their souls in two (or were born separate in Opal/Ted’s case) and live independently before reuniting again and becoming more powerful for it.
Now imagine Imogen and Opal were to meet (obviously possible as both are being pushed to fight Predathos/those trying to free it) and Imogen repeats the locket phrase and something about it sounds so familiar to Opal, but she just can’t remember it. The group realize that there are gaps in Opal’s memory. Eventually Imogen is able to restore Opal’s memories, living through them alongside Opal in the process (kind of like how she projected herself into Laudna’s head in e103). Then Opal helping Imogen get through to her mom in turn. Or even just them fighting side by side to prove how much stronger you can be if you stop running from your better half. That coming together is a way better way to protect someone than running away and fighting those battles alone.
TLDR: I need Imogen and Opal to meet and talk this instant. Please Mattholomew Mercer I would do anything.
#I also need to add that the parallels between Opal/Laudna and Ted/Imogen are just as intoxicating to me#especially because Laudna referred to herself as Imogen’s better half after she relays the locket phrase#I also need Laudna to teach Opal to embrace her new spooky look btw#please let the spooky queens meet#and of course the southern casters#also caught up in the irony of Lolth taking on a champion who’s race (Aevilux) are a group of Luxon followers#aka the group of people Lolth is bent on destroying#and in a way she is destroying Opal by severing her connections with her friends and destroying her memories of her past and family#all while still using Opal for her own betterment#opal will never leave my mind and it is entirely Aimee Carrero and Aabria Iyengar’s fault#critical role campaign 3#critical role#opal critical role#exu opal#imogen temult#liliana temult#c3e92#c3e93#also Opal would def give Laudna tips on how to annoy Delilah even more#like spritzing her with perfume
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#guys I kinda hate doing angles#like they just look so wonky to me#but I also refuse to stop drawing to look up references so it’s my own fault#Sam yhs#grian yhs#yandere high school#yhs fanart#my art#tumblr won’t let me type more then two letters at a time unless I’m in note help#in the notes** I’m on mobile so I’m assuming it’s just a bug#i NEED to draw taurtis soon#I love him sm he deserves to be drawn#yhs
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Alright so I'm gonna go cry in a corner now! He's just! I'm gonna explode! How am I supposed to live laugh love I'm these conditions? Im so sorry little man I wish I could (/would) give you a happy ending you deserve it so much :((
If anything doesn't make sense I do not care I'm too proud of it
#pokemon rejuvenation#my art#I'm going to start sobbing.#He's just a little guuyyy.#And look what they (I) did (have done) to him#He doesn't deserve it :(#Let him go live his best life#With his boyfriend. Why can't he have that. What do you mean the narrative is my fault#Nuh uh#I also got whiplash looking at his old references. Holy moly#He's come so far#And lost so much!! Sorry dude#rejuv oc: august
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A short scenario for the #Claire's OnK Rare Pair Fair. I got RubyKana! When I saw the ship appear, I genuinly had a flashback about how cute I found them in season 1 of the anime. The way Ruby held Kana's hand (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶). I'm not familiar with writing their characters, so this might be OOC.
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Is this really going to be my next acting gig?
Kana pondered, as she went down the hall to Miyako's office with that deplorable script in her hands. She was always grateful for any acting chance she got, but she knew that this was just not it. The actors weren't set yet, so she had a chance to slip out and ask Miyako to let her be in the same film as Aqua. She felt her shoulders droop at the thought. Hopefully, Aqua still wanted to perform with her. He has been ignoring her lately and she doesn't know why. Her hands tightened around the script. She just wants to be his favorite idol. She passed by the exercise room and moving blond hair caught her eyes.
It was none other than Ruby dancing of course. Nothing unusual. Yet, her eyes were glued to her. The way she gracefully moved her hands from one position to the next following every beat. The way her smile lit up the entire room even though nobody was supposed to be watching. Her eyes sparkled with a determination that Kana was familiar in seeing her direct towards her idol activities.
The blond's head turned towards her. The slight widening of Ruby's eyes was quickly replaced by a beaming smile.
"Loli-senpai," she greeted as she turned B-komachi's music off, "what are you doing here?"
"Just passing by. This script is horrible, so I'm planning to go to Miyako-san. She can at least read the script and be the judge if it's still an interesting investment."
Ruby nodded along. The frown on her head deepening with every word Kana said.
"You're worried you're not good enough?"
"What, no, of course not!" Kana blurted out instantly. Ruby looked her up and down, that ugly frown on her head remaining.
"I've seen you stuggle with your dancemoves at our concerts lately," Ruby moved her hands and feet in a particular pose Kana found difficult.
She noticed?
"Your dancing has gotten worse instead of better. Is something going on?" Ruby gently grabbed her hands.
"It's nothing you should worry about!" Kana blushed slightly and dropped her gaze to the ground.
"Loli-senpai..."
Kana couldn't help, but look up again when she heard Ruby call.
She was met with a determination that was entirely focused on her.
"You're becoming my favorite idol, Loli-senpai, so of course I worry!" Her determined gaze turned into a soft smile. The grip on Kana's hands tightening ever so slightly.
Kana could only gape at her.
She wondered why her ears were so happy to hear those words.

#Claire's OnK Rare Pair Fair#oshi no ko#onk#ruby hoshino#kana arima#rubykana#my rambles#Ngl; they had chemistry in season 1 of the anime. The way Ruby held Kana's hand in episode 10#and how they're vulnerable with each other.#The way Ruby smiles to Kana in episode 11 and Kana is captured by it.#I do not invest much time into neither Ruby nor Kana as characters; but I think they'd be compatible.#They care for each other througout the manga.#Ruby wants someone that will stick with her through thick and thin#and I think Kana is perfect for that as she is loyal to a fault to her acting career and to Aqua; but also to Ruby.#At the same time Kana wants someone who looks at her and validates her#and Ruby is someone who would do that freely and sincerely#I think they could be cute together!#Thank you season 2 Akane and Ruby hand holding scene for the hand references; I was struggeling immensely (ㅅ´ ˘ `)#This was fun to do!
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I read a fanfic one time where basically, it was TFA Optimus, and he had twin sparklings that were supposed to be both Elita’s and Sentinel’s that he didn’t know he was having until after the whole Archa 7 incident and also getting demoted, and they’re also named Ariel and Dion like the War Dawn characters
I went out to go and actually look for the fic for this post, it’s called Notebook’s Pages, which I have linked. It also has a first part that I didn’t read, and I will do so later
And I keep wanting to draw and design the two sparklings myself, I don’t know why. It’s probably my history back with Cookie Run fankids (even if those were my own), and also probably the fact that they wouldn’t look exactly like the War Dawn characters, at least in color since Elita wasn’t pink in TFA. And also it’s Elita/Optimus/Sentinel, as well as just Optimus/Sentinel once Sentinel eventually does find out, which is based and true and I love significantly more than TFA megop, as I’ve probably made clear in the past
It’s a short-ish fic and it was never finished and probably never will be finished since it’s been like 5 years, but it keeps coming back to me, and I really want to
I don’t know, should I do it? Would it be weird if I did? I mean probably not, but I don’t know, I’ve never drawn fanart for fics before
#maybe I should at least attempt TFA Elita and maybe more of the trio in general beforehand#I don’t really know what the kids are supposed to look like either other than similar to their g1 counterparts#and also Elita is specifically Ariel’s sire and Sentinel Dion’s so that tells me some more of what to work with#also I worry I’ll try to do my own thing and change stuff which might be disrespectful#like for one I understand the reference by calling them Ariel and Dion and that’s a nice touch#it’s just that I don’t like the names Ariel and Dion (or at least Ariel) because they’re too human sounding#so I’m probably gonna want to change it though I shouldn’t#and it’s not the author’s fault either I’m just weird and picky#and maybe if I like the concept so much I should just make my own#but the idea came from a fic I read so I should probably try to draw those characters right?#I don’t know I’m having thoughts on it once more#transformers#transformers animated#transformers sparklings#fanfic#optimus prime#sentinel prime#elita one#sentoplita#that’s probably their ship name#art stuff
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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety
#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works#why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being#released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy#last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get#panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the#parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to#steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out#all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone#spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli#telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s#nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank#track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the#business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and#video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me#FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s#not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m#much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel#safe#OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she#got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like#that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s#crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull#shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to#mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told#me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check#key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS#allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no#consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way
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expression meme: pink A10 for the capt maybe
or yellow b2 zex, i love to see his condescending and cold side 🥰
Uh oh, lover's tiff (From he/re, meme still open ♥)
#My art#SCII#Damned#The Captain#ZEX#Yaay <3 These two! Even if it does look like they're fighting haha#ZEX what did you do (because you know it's his fault lol)#It's true his cold side is so lovely ♥ The gap <3#Man he's still so cute agh#As is Zelnick! Poor thing all offended and thrown off his game haha#He's normally so good at this! At playing ambassador or at least soothing tensions!#Every once in a while tho ♪ And with the stress here who could blame him#Another fun couple to draw hehe <3#I basically never do that vertical-line discomfort expression signifier so that was neat :)#I made Zelnick's highlights yellow for his eyes and pink for his hair in reference to his uniform :D#Light red and light gold!#The meme is still open but even if no one else sends some in I'm planning at least one more pair :3c#Who could it be! Hehe <3
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i think it may be time i changed my gender marker on my health card
#personal#im pissed off because i just realized my doctor probably used like. the wrong reference range when testing me for something#had to have a genetic test that took ages to come back & really stressed me out#and if she had just used the male reference range for iron levels i probably wouldnt have even been flagged for testing#i mean it's COMPLICATED and it's not entirely her fault. like it's easy to say this NOW that i know i don't have hemochromatosis#but. ugh. the systemic barriers to accessing good healthcare as a trans person.... -_-#not even transition-specific healthcare!! ive got that sorted!! just REGULAR-ASS HEALTHCARE#she told me not to change the marker on my health card because of how the computer system flags things#i think rn all my lab tests get run with the Female marker and all the reference ranges shown on her computer are the Female ones#BUT THAT'S PROBABLY NOT RIGHT#IVE BEEN ON T FOR LIKE 6 YEARS#oh shit i think as of this month lol. probably missed the anniversary#ANYWAY i need to do more research on this & ask some questions at my next appointment about how the computer system works but like#from taking a quick look for scientific papers it sounds like most blood tests for a trans man on T should be run the same as for a cis man#with a few specific exceptions#there also just isnt enough research about this. like there's some but not a lot. which is fucked up to think about#anyway changing it might force them to default to the male reference ranges instead of whatever theyre doing rn
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Guess who's back on her nonsense?
✨me✨
aka skz as @ao3-crack posts, shoot #2 part 1









#stray kids#skz#skz stay#bystay#skz memes#my memes#skz edits#skz five star#skz 5 star#hi chris how ya doin#yall know i couldn't have a dbz meme and just Not put it with Chan#i also dont think i could've found a more perfect one for IN in the entire batch of my findings#nor will i stop making memes to reference Seungmin staring demon eyed at Hyunjin in the shower (but not looking down)#it's not my fault i keep finding memes that fit that exact situation regardless of the fact that it's from like 2018#doesn't take long to think these things up nor does it take me long to make them individually but collectively?#takes a minute#but i had to do something with my hands on memorial day while the dads were talking about guns and work and stuff#and yes i realize that is an extremely American sentence but it's absolutely true#i really didnt mind but my dad's the one who knows things about guns not me#i can shoot semi accurately to everyone's surprise#the important part is to be safe kids#and to make good memes#why does this sound like a sex ed psa video from the 80s or something#thank goodness i had a better education than that#anyway time to shut up#enjoy guys
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ALSO IM SO SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW YOU DIDN'T DO ASKS ABOUT DRAWING OTHER PPLS OCS, IM SO SORRY!
No don't apologize it's ok :')
I tend to avoid it because people go 'hmmm they can draw my oc for free >:)' and then they start flooding me with oc drawing requests.

#it's less that 'I don't want to draw' and more 'I feel like sone people want to take advantage of my inability to say no'#but really you don't have to apologize. you genuinely didn't know it's ok. you were so nice with the whole ask too#if I really didn't want to draw it believe me I wouldn't have#not art#ask#not anon#it's like a domino effect. I draw one oc and suddenly everybody wants an oc drawing. I'm only human how much can I draw#that said really nice oc design. I couldn't find more pictures of her on your blog for proper reference so she looked a bit off#my fault honestly for wanting to draw her from an angle
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