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hey so like i'm sure we all know this is a thing in the back of your mind, but i feel the need to say it. flaunting ignorance and having that be the end of the story is a bad look. most would agree with that.
but shaming people for what they don't know? also shit. it's shit, and it's very likely a major factor in people who end up doubling down in being proud for not trying to learn more things. because in they're mind, doing that keeps them from acting like you.
when i was in school i was not in advanced science or math classes. i just followed the sort of default path there. but i definitely had people younger than me who made fun of me for not being Ahead of the Curve, and that radically decreased my enthusiasm to actually try. I used to avoid my friends when they were all gathering to do homework because i was embarrassed that i was in a more remedial math class than they were. it wasn't until nearly a decade out of school that i realized i actually had a great deal of interest in certain aspects of STEM subjects - because by then i fully separated myself from the kinds of people who would probe asking oh you don't know this? why don't YOU know this? EVERYBODY knows this. look how much I know LOOK AT MEEEE.
like anti-intellectualism is not great. but it's also - like - not entirely the product of the people that believe in the philosophy. i am not one of those people, but i can absolutely see why someone would fall down that pipeline if they stick to certain channels for long enough.
i don't know where i'm going with this. deeply annoyed by people who take the amount of information they've accrued and treat it as if it's proof they're morally superior. incredibly grateful for my brilliant engineer wife, who has been immensely passionate about science for all their life and allows me to ask as many questions as i want about a subject until i understand it.
learning about the world is actually super cool and even cringe people should have welcome access to doing so without feeling like the alternative is societal exile.
#clove rants#hot takes i guess#the one thing my wife and i disagree on is bug intelligence#they say they have none#i say they don't have one we can TRACK with what we have NOW#they say that's not possible#i am a dreamer#my dream will one day be fulfilled
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#i call this one “it’s in my nature to blast every single thing i enjoy with the goth ray”#plus i just like victorian style portraits#ok i know this kind of sucks ass but i was too excited and rushed through#i have been getting back into twenty one pilots as is a regularly repeating occurrence in my life ever since the fifth grade#i just experienced my first show in the pit back in august and i am serious when i say#a day has not gone by since in which i don’t think about it#their shows are genuinely life changing ESPECIALLY if you have been a huge fan ever since you were 12#it fulfilled dreams i had given up hope on ever coming true (forever thankful to my best friend for getting tickets ily)#Anyway#also i gave josh a bit of eyeshadow and eyeliner i jusr miss the spooky jim eyeshadow#tyler joseph#josh dun#twenty one pilots#twenty one pilots fanart#clique art
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How would you feel about someone creating a physical copy of your fics? I've been thinking about getting into bookbinding so that I can create physical versions of my favorite fics and your htryds series is at the top of my list! (The whole thing is so good and well written and the comedic parts never fail to make me laugh when I need it, I've reread it at least 2 times at this point.)
However I did wanna check to see if you were ok with it before I went and did it. It would 100% be for my own personal use and I would never try to sell it or anything.
Your writing is such a comfort and inspiration to me and I love the way you handle large casts of characters and just the Fairy Tail characters in general.
(That being said I completely understand if you're not comfortable with something like that!! There is absolutely no pressure!!)
Hi???? Omg???? Dude I would be so honored. I love the craft of bookbinding and I have been wanting to bind my own fics sometime when I get the chance. Absolutely go for it! (And send me pics when it's done if that's okay; I love looking at books dude.)
That's actually why I made a cover for ODAF (though now the art is old and I would do it differently lol) but sadly I didn't fully commit and it's not a full spread cover, otherwise I would share XD (obviously do whatever you want, it's your personal print, I'm just rambling lol.)
Thank you so much for your kind words! :D
#htryds ask#anon#bookbinding#one day I'll make copies of my own for myself because bookbinding is fun#but due to household reasons I'm not going to put myself on blast like that#one day one day#do it in my honor anon; fulfill my dreams /jk
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(verticals your wolf)
#playing with blockbench. as one does#life lately is so tiring but i still get to do the odd thing for fun. one day i will fulfill my modding dreams.. but not yet.#drownedposts#minecraft
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With the release of From The Rehearsal Room - Tokyo to Ramin's youtube I finally, finally, continue and finish this side project I'm doing.
Initially, I used AI to mastered it because the first version I got from bilibili were not in good quality but I wasn't satisfied and I found the much better quality. But with Ramin uploaded it to youtube, I re did all the mastering just with audacity for both Part 1 and Part 2. The Part 2 is still from the better version I found from bilibili, by the way.
What you need to do is just download the file and put it on your music player. The metadata is all completed as if it's whole legit album. Enjoy, guys!!
And I'm being weird so all the lyrics that are put there are from my listening although I still use what I found online but I still listened and compared. They made few ad-libs and changes and I notice because for the songs that I wasn't familiar, the lyric that I found online and what they sang was slightly different. Perhaps they sing the newer version of the lyrics or mistakes? Even each Sheytoons songs they sing one in both parts differ from the ones I found online.
Another sample from my favorite:
Source and Credits Part 1 | Part 2 (Ramin's upload) Album cover Photos
Vocal & Guitar: Ramin Karimloo, Hadley Fraser Piano: Ryohei Mori
#from the rehearsal room#ramin karimloo#hadley fraser#more to come probably idk we'll see#i should've also continue that eight letters project *sigh#sheytoons#edit: the lyrics hehe#add: tbh after i read steal our moments lyric so many times i even transcripted this mostly myself#bcs this is the only one among all the songs in this session that doesn't have the lyric online because they sang this so rare like soo rar#why am i starting to feel this song is about sierra lol sorry but my inner shipping heart can't resist#i even consult chatgpt (i know why idk but just asking really)#aren't all sheytoons songs written when ramin was in LND? written exactly in his dressing room in adelphi theatre???#and tbh most of sheytoons song are mostly about observing women but who idk it could be different#one of them could be about mandy and the other could be about rosalie because i know at that time she and hadley were dating already right?#or it could be some random lady#steal our moments: perhaps it's about a fleeting or secret relationship#the first verse is that the girl is full of life (house full could mean fulfilling life) but she is lonely and sierra lived alone in london#the singer and her share dreams and memories and then she plays her game of make believe could indicate that both of them are actors#every night and every day this is what we do: that's their work. they're on stage together every day every night. and ofc spending time tgt#and then the reff is about the singer doesn't want keep living like this bcs it makes him guilty maybe? he's tearing his soul apart#the singer can't stop thinking about her so he prays that things work on in the correct way even though they can't do anything about it now#so yea :D#fish noodle couple
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GUESS WHO'S FINALLY FULFILLING A CHILDHOOD DREAM?? THIS BITCH
AND GUESS WHAT?? IT WAS ONLY $10 FUCKING DOLLARS
#neopets#neopets kougra#plush#i fulfilled my childhood dream of owning one of these#i also want to get the fairie kougra one of these days#but that shit is SO expensive i weep
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T4T play party save me…… save me T4T play party….
#I volunteered to do check in it’ll be my first time volunteering at a play party :3c#one day I will fulfill my dream of being a demo bottom……. ONE DAY!!#rambling
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OK green day concert highlights bc it’s the next day now and i’m really happy i got to go still. these won’t be in chronological order bc i don’t think like that
billie joe did the freddy mercury call n response thing throughout the whole show and it was sick (i have always wanted to participate in that)
he also kept telling us he wanted to see us “jump around and go fucking crazy” and the entire time i was just thinking BILLIE MY KNEES. PLEASE
tre cool has a really good stage presence (i mean obviously . he’s a performer. but still) also he kept throwing his drumsticks throughout the Entire show he had. so many drumsticks
he was also incredible with his performance of all by myself. funny as fuck song (has an angsty kmhn animatic in its head about it)
before the show these green and pink paper hearts got handed out to us and we put them over our phone flashlights for wake me up when september ends and bobby sox. a lot of the show’s lighting and branding was green and pink too which felt special To Me as someone who. well. marzi is green and pink Das Me. so i’m letting myself take that as a sign that things are looking up bc i need that lmao
someone complimented my epic heart-shaped bag <3
when brain stew ended i pulled my phone out to record what i thought was gonna be the transition into jaded. what i ACTUALLY ended up recording was the transition into american idiot and it fucking ruled
during “know your enemy” billie joe brought an audience member from the pit up onstage and had them sing and it was really cute. shoutout to kierstan i loved watching you jump around onstage <3 oh-way-oh-way
in the middle of letterbomb billie joe paused the song and gave this huge speech about how tonight he wanted to see us all jumping together and dancing together and singing together for us and for each other and for our loved ones and those who are gone and that this wasn’t a party but a celebration and It Made Me Tear Up. letterbomb is one of my favorite songs in american idiot (love me an anthem) and the unity i felt with everyone there as the song resumed was incredible
just. scream-singing lyrics with the rest of the audience in general. extra big love to when the band would play at a slightly faster bpm than the song usually is so we would all sing a little faster too and it was so hype
for most of the show i was next to this blonde girl who clearly was just as passionate about the band as i am. and we never spoke and we didn’t know each other but singing and dancing alongside her was really really fun. my opinion of her was slightly lowered when she pulled out a vape but at least she always blew the cloud somewhere where people Weren’t
during bobby sox (which also made me tear up bc i am a faggot !) someone handed billie joe a pink ribbon bow and he put it in his hair and it was really sweet and queer and i’m so happy i got video of it
sidenote for being like. in their 50s. green day still look really good. billie joe especially. seeing him live made me realize it is not just gender envy i feel for that man he is genuinely just attractive. cannot help my weakness to guyliner and boys who look a little like girls </3 it’s ok tho i needed some middle aged man rep in my “people i find attractive” list. first realized it when he blew kisses to the crowd and my heart skipped i went “wuh oh” to myself
he’s Been doing this for this show but the line “not a part of your redneck agenda” in american idiot was modified to say “maga agenda” which was. satisfying
at some point during dookie this huge blimp-shaped balloon with a sad animal face on the front and the words “BAD YEAR” on its side was carried through the audience by staff and i got some cool videos of it. saw that thing and immediately thought “oh so real”
so many of these songs felt amazing but look ma no brains felt particularly electric to me for some reason
at the start of are we the waiting billie joe jumped down into the pit and i presume mingled with the audience for a bit. it was cool :)
i LOVEDD watching billie jump around and get into character during st. jimmy. he was cheeky and energetic and cute and it was fun
at some point during dookie billie joe was given a mexican flag and he held it up to the camera and wore it like a cape for a bit. viva la méxico
this is standard concert fare but hearing billie joe shout “AUSTIN !!!!” and “TEXAS !!!!” throughout the show and include the location in the lyrics felt really really good. loved cheering with the audience every time it happened
billie joe started singing the “nobody likes you” sequence in a falsetto to mimic the female voice in the recording and slowly faded out to let the audience hit the notes exactly as we sang it with him. it felt like we got to pitch in and help it was cool
for some reason abt halfway through american idiot (album) a solid amount of people in our little chunk of audience just . got up and left. it was really bizarre but also worked out pretty nice for me bc i was able to get better videos and when i had to take sit down breaks i could still actually see the show. which was REALLY nice for homecoming because that song is another of my favs from the album but i was getting Tired and couldn’t stand for the full thing
usually with live music you feel the bass in your head but for some reason i felt it in my chest (as did the friend i was with) especially sitting down. it was a little odd but also made you feel like the music was squeezing your heart which. on brand. i had the song in my veins
the last song billie joe played was time of your life bc. duh. obvious end-of-show choice and i’m sure that’s something they’ve been doing for years and years now. but i pulled my phone out to record it bc it was Sweet and clearly i wasn’t the only one bc billie literally got two lines in before pausing to make fun of all of us for pulling out our phones. we got scolded lmao. i recorded through him chastising us but put the phone away afterwards bc He Was Right. so now i have a recording of billie joe armstrong going “let’s see how many videos we can get on The Youtube” and giggling to himself :]. he laughed through the song too. also later on during the song tre came back onstage with his phone out and got way up in billie’s face with it and made him laugh again. it was very silly and sweet
god the set was so cool. it made me miss doing theatre it was so fucking cool. we had fire and fireworks and lights and fog and
after the show tre pulled out a giant trash can filled with drumsticks (this must have been where his infinite supply of drumsticks was coming from) and threw them into the pit for the audience members. when the trash can was empty he threw the can OVER his drum set and cleared it. i was so afraid he was gonna hit it but he did not
#marzi speaks#this show was so good folks#genuinely one of the best nights of my life. and probably will be for the rest of my life#getting to see green day live has always been a dream of mine and this more than fulfilled if#i needed a win and unity and Live Music real nad
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ngl the no.6 obsession may be coming back in full force uh ohhhhh
#idk why im surprised tbh no.6 is like THE formative media for me it took over every inch of my brain between the crucial years of like 13-17#i mean it never really left my brain since then but there were other things my brain was also getting obsessed with so it took a backseat#anyway. being the biggest aspect of my existence while my brain was developing means that it is fully just ingrained into my very existence#it will never leave#90% of the songs i listened to back then are no.6 songs to me because i would warp everythinf to fit no.6 in some way shdjdnj#14 yr old pascy is soooo jealous of my nezushi plushies i think shed actually pass away to know shed have one one day#AND THE NENDOS ACTUALLY that would also kill her#instead she had her shittily painted (endearing) replicas of the official art bluetacked to her walls (the paint went mouldy on them shsdsj)#oh to be an adult fulfilling your 14yr old selfs dreams of no.6 items <3 makes it all worth it ahdidj
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#polls#thank uuu#icouldhaveabettername#you helped me fulfill my dream prophecy#(the first day tumblr got polls i dreamt i got them too & made this one & woke up and saved it half asleep to my drafts)#i promised myself i would post it when i could#*
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Everyone knows I fucking hate this piece of garbage film (okay, I haven't watched it, but I read the book so that's how I know it's trash) but hey, a smiling shirtless Sam Claflin is still a smiling shirtless Sam Claflin.
#sam claflin#samblogging#i made a better story out of it in my head#might write it too if i get round to it#basically he narrowly escapes the accident bc alicia calls him that he forgot to take his lunch#that she prepared for him. a special sandwich from her that he likes#(also it's not raining bc it makes no sense him walking in the rain on the way to work and talking on the phone)#but he gets a scare and starts lashing out and becomes even more ruthless at his work. alicia leaves him#he spirals and begins a string of one night stands#rupert worries about him and suggests he takes time off. will rebuffs him#then one day his boss recommends a leave so he finally takes time off. visits home town but parents are at loggerheads#he has a long talk with his sister and starts coming to his senses#goes to scotland or lake district or somewhere like that for a week. comes back refreshed#tells his parents to either work it out or get a divorce. they decide on a divorce and both are happier that way#goes to a cafe with his sister where louisa the cow works. she has a helpless crush on him but he ignores her#will & his sister talk some more and she says alicia was the best thing to happen to him & he agrees#later there is a commotion outside so they go out and louisa has been run over by a bus. they see her legs in stripey tights sticking out#will realises how fragile life is & how shallow he has been#he quits his job and starts working for a non profit#and he wins alicia back. they get married and live HEA the end#louisa thus fulfils the manic pixie dream girl role she failed in the original story - she changes will's life. by dying (good riddance)#mypost
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wait actually i think this is a fun combination so here's a list of jobs i at least took some first steps towards getting at some point in my life, in no particular order
actor (duh) (also currently the main direction)
voice actor (hopefully still gonna do it some day. in addition to acting it's probably the one i got closest to)
singer (i was in a band when i was younger n all!) (second biggest direction rn really)
zoo guide
tattoo artist
psychologist (that was a big one for years tbh)
clothing store worker [i actually did (1) shift there even]
marine biologist
sfx makeup artist
pet store worker
sex work à la onlyfans (i don't think it was mainstream enough back then tbh)
graphic designer
book store worker
sound engineer(? this is the closest word i could find)
math tutor
some random high-tech thing. in like. programming machines for the field of medicine. yeah that one wasn't my own goal
i am so on point guys it's a real mystery how i've never had a job before /s
#turns out when you drop out of high school you have a lot of time to try a bunch of stuff and never commit to anything 😳#i actually did stuff in some of these for free like a sucker 😔 it's cool tho. an experience#if you ever watch the hebrew dub of twd for some ungodly reason look for me in the bg voices of one (1) episode. idk which one#anyway. personally i think it's cute how i always come back to acting at the end of the day 😤#working to fulfill my original childhood dream n all.#idk why i'm thinking abt all that now (prooobably bc i'm supposed to start a Thing soon. for the purpose of work)#(so like i have it on my mind ig 🤔 Hm)#apologies for the random rambles.
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I love soulmate aus. I love them so very much they bring incredible joy into my life, and because of this I've read a lot of them. Personally I always prefer to read soulmate aus with less common manifestations of soulmates-- the goose of soulmate enforcement, when you can hear what your soulmate sings, stuff like that. There's a lot of really interesting manifestations out there, and I've found that they fall into a couple categories.
The two big categories I like to put soulmqte aus in are active and passive. Which one a fic is in depends on how much the soulmate manifestation interacts with their day to day lives. A passive soulmate manifestation would be something like the ever-popular 'first words' soulmark, something that you know when you see it but doesn't really directly affect you outside of that [not that it can't affect you indirectly, through societal expectations and such]. An active soulmate manifestation, then, would be something like writing on one person's skin showing up on the other, something that transmits information between soulmates over time.
Personally, I've always found active soulmate aus to be far more interesting conceptually. While there can be really interesting uses of the passive soulmate au [for example, using the red string of fate as a stim before or after you find your partner and finding comfort in its presence], these typically depend on the characters to almost force their soulmate manifestations to take on an active role they weren't meant for. I think it's just generally more interesting if the soulmate part of a soulmate au has a heavier impact on the world and the characters than a passive soulmate manifestation generally allows for. First words soulmates often feel hollow to me, because they're typically just... getting together with one less step.
Anyways. I like soulmate aus and I always will.
#me vibing#soulmates#i love soulmste aus so fuckin much guys#theyre always the light in my day#AND IM NOT ONLY TALKING ABOUT ROMANTIC SOULMATES#platonic soulmates are JUST AS COOL TO ME#in fact a lot of my own soulmate aus ARE platonic in nature#its important to me ok. theyre important to me#technically i have a second split i like to sort into but thats just a wish fulfilment thing on my part#nobody ever writes forged soulmates instead of fated ones so its not a split as much as it is oh i dream of this
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Life is full of highs and lows
Negative: I wasn't feeling the vibe at the work christmas party so I left after half an hour without having any drinks (I arrived late due to finishing work later than everyone else and most people had already left)
Postitve: I got 3 drinks half-priced at the bottle-o on the way home (wasn't planning on buying them originally but a sale's a sale)
#ive been dreaming about pink gin and lemonade all day#but didnt feel like drinking at the party because i wasnt planning on staying long#so i decided to stop by the bottle shop on the way home and fulfil my dreams#i think at the last couple of work things I've had my work friends there but none of them were at this one so it was boring#one lady i absolutely adore was there but she left 10 minutes after i got there :(#and i missed out on a bathroom selfie with her 😭#personal
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TAG DROP!!
CHARACTER & GROUP TAGS
✚ | ❝ you're standing in the wings ; there you wait for the curtain to fall ❞ { c / donquixote doflamingo }
✚ | ❝ silent screams laughing here ; dying to tell you the truth ❞ { c / donquixote rosinante }
✚ | ❝ not alone with a dream / just a want to be free ; with a need to belong / i am the clansman ❞ { c / monkey d. luffy }
✚ | ❝ teach me the art of war ; for i shall bring more than you bargained for ❞ { c / roronoa zoro }
✚ | ❝ but brutus wasn't kind / wasn't strawberries that were red ; he wasn't cutting bread ❞ { c / eustass kid }
✚ | ❝ just for a second a glimpse of my father I see ; and in a movement he beckons to me ❞ { c / usopp }
✚ | ❝ i see the ghosts of navigators but they are lost / as they sail into the sunset they'll count the cost ❞ { c / brook }
✚ | ❝ but a ghost lives in my veins ; silent the terror that reigned marbled in stone ❞ { c / sanji }
✚ | ❝ nowhere left to run ; navigator's son / chasing rainbows all my days ❞ { c / bepo }
✚ | ❝ face up ; make your stand / and realise you're living in the golden years ❞ { c / shachi }
✚ | ❝ say goodbye to gravity and say goodbye to death / hello to eternity and live for every breath ❞ { c / penguin }
✚ | ❝ can i tempt you? come with me / be devil may care ; fulfill your dream ❞ { c / ikkaku }
✚ | ❝ unknowingly blessed and as his life unfolds / slowly unveiling the power he holds ❞ { c / tony tony chopper }
✚ | ❝ you watch the world exploding every single night ; dancing in the sun / a newborn in the light ❞ { c / nico robin }
✚ | ❝ they dared to go, where no one would try / they chose to fly where eagles dare ❞ { g / straw hat pirates }
✚ | ❝ when it comes to the time are we partners in crime? when it comes to the time ; we'll be ready to die ❞ { g / heart pirates }
OTHER TAGS
✚ | ❝ and the ship it sinks like lead into the sea / and the hermit shrives the mariner of his sins ❞ { v / contemporary }
✚ | ❝ we fly a flag in some foreign earth ; we sailed away like our fathers before ❞ { v / ??? }
✚ | ❝ can i play with madness? the prophet stared at his crystal ball ❞ { crack }
#✚ | ❝ you're standing in the wings ; there you wait for the curtain to fall ❞ { c / donquixote doflamingo }#✚ | ❝ silent screams laughing here ; dying to tell you the truth ❞ { c / donquixote rosinante }#✚ | ❝ not alone with a dream / just a want to be free ; with a need to belong / i am the clansman ❞ { c / monkey d. luffy }#✚ | ❝ teach me the art of war ; for i shall bring more than you bargained for ❞ { c / roronoa zoro }#✚ | ❝ but brutus wasn't kind / wasn't strawberries that were red ; he wasn't cutting bread ❞ { c / eustass kid }#✚ | ❝ just for a second a glimpse of my father I see ; and in a movement he beckons to me ❞ { c / usopp }#✚ | ❝ i see the ghosts of navigators but they are lost / as they sail into the sunset they'll count the cost ❞ { c / brook }#✚ | ❝ but a ghost lives in my veins ; silent the terror that reigned marbled in stone ❞ { c / sanji }#✚ | ❝ nowhere left to run ; navigator's son / chasing rainbows all my days ❞ { c / bepo }#✚ | ❝ face up ; make your stand / and realise you're living in the golden years ❞ { c / shachi }#✚ | ❝ say goodbye to gravity and say goodbye to death / hello to eternity and live for every breath ❞ { c / penguin }#✚ | ❝ can i tempt you? come with me / be devil may care ; fulfill your dream ❞ { c / ikkaku }#✚ | ❝ unknowingly blessed and as his life unfolds / slowly unveiling the power he holds ❞ { c / tony tony chopper }#✚ | ❝ you watch the world exploding every single night ; dancing in the sun / a newborn in the light ❞ { c / nico robin }#✚ | ❝ they dared to go where no one would try / they chose to fly where eagles dare ❞ { g / straw hat pirates }#✚ | ❝ when it comes to the time are we partners in crime? when it comes to the time ; we'll be ready to die ❞ { g / heart pirates }#✚ | ❝ and the ship it sinks like lead into the sea / and the hermit shrives the mariner of his sins ❞ { v / contemporary }#✚ | ❝ we fly a flag in some foreign earth ; we sailed away like our fathers before ❞ { v / ??? }#✚ | ❝ can i play with madness? the prophet stared at his crystal ball ❞ { crack }
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the title sequence to zombieland (2009) is possibly the most perfect opening sequence in all of history.
#the way the nipple tassels on the woman/zombie swing as she chases the man running always gets me bc i imagine some director being like#‘NO!!! MORE MOTION!!!! MORE MOTION!!!’ via a megaphone#anyways there’s no point to this i was just reminded this movie exists#one day im gonna fulfill my teenage self’s dream and write a zombie thing 😌#floating rubbish island: mermaid spam
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