#my crush of. however many fucking months has a girlfriend whom he loves and im STILL trying to fucking get over him
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Abusing my self love candle rn bc i canNOT fucking do this shit rn.
#my crush of. however many fucking months has a girlfriend whom he loves and im STILL trying to fucking get over him#i found out i think december or november last year#i still cant fucking get over him#its not like im flirting w him or doing anything thats weird for a classmate to do so im not hitting on him or anything#i spent all those months working up the courage to ask him out and i never got the chance to actually go through with it#good for me ig bc i didnt have to humiliate myself to find out hes taken#im glad hes happy and theyre a cute and wonderful couple but#if i dont daydream about what it would be like to be near him for just a little longer than usual. what it would be like to spend time#outside of school with him#HE KEEPS SHOWING UP IN MY DREAMS FOR FUCKS SAKE#im so fucking unbelievable im ridiculous this is insane im such a fucking psycho why do i still think about him#why wont my feelings die#i cant fucking do this anymore#im glad hes happy but#this is the first time ive had genuine romantic feelings for somebody based on more than just looks#he has a great personality. hes funny genuine sweet and kind#but yk. the universe gets some kind of sick pleasure out of seeing me try and try and try and try and try and try all for it to mean nothing#sorry for all that. i love my candles lol#self h@rm#cvtblr#sh cvt#actually avoidant#actually avpd#avpd#sh blr#988blr#vent post#personal vent#☣️cat yaps☣️#vent
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