#my brains a bit fried rn idk if that makes sense but!!

[im-still-watching-anime]

hello besties i just came here to say i finished my last exam and my last essay which means i am officially DONE and all ready to GRADUATE COLLEGE!!!!!

[isjasz]

[Day 321] 💜

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Ok Listen somehow my pieces get harder to explain every time. um. uh. my friend suggested lineless kissing art then we went insane, then they suggested watcher grian and secret life scar so uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh👍i had fun HASJKDAEHWEJ

[bonesandthebees]

I keep doomscrolling twt I should really delete it again I think it is frying my brain ohmygod

It's just so easy to get sucked in and I don't know what else to do w this restless energy and just like. Anger and sadness that this situation is giving me

Normally I'm way better at just. Turning my phone off. But I think I'm just so hurt? By everything that I just keep getting sucked in by other people's anger too and I'm like. Never angry LMFAO I am never angry so idk what to do with these emotions if that makes sense

I also don't want to delete twt rn bc I'm like. So scared of new info coming out wout me knowing LMFAO even tho ik my friends will tell me but I just wanna be up to date so hhhh but yeah maybe I will. Just delete. So I don't doom spiral LMAO

no literally I spent practically the entire day just flipping between tumblr and twitter tumblr and twitter tumblr and twitter and quite literally felt my brain being fried

I had that same restless energy so I made myself sign up for a yoga class and went to it and honestly that helped so much. didn't look at my phone for an hour and just focused on my body and my breathing. I felt so much more relaxed afterwards. obviously not everyone can just go to a yoga class but I recommend finding something else to do. make yourself drive somewhere, or throw your phone across the room, or shut your phone off completely, just anything to try and get you out of it for a bit. honestly deleting twitter sounds like a great idea. I get the fear but it might be better to just bite the bullet to get yourself out of the loop

it's okay to be angry and upset right now we all are, but it's also so easy to get sucked into everyone else's anger as well. it creates this neverending feedback loop where you get angry and everyone else is angry and seeing them angry makes you more angry and just- it's not good

take care of yourself icy <33

[slytherinshua]

I think cause I’m so stressed w school but still want to post I’m finally gonna focus on all the reqs in my inbox instead of my own brain thinking of fic ideas cause it’s so fried rn lol (watch me not follow through w this later on 🧍‍♀️) also just let me ramble for a bit this isn’t rly important but it’s just my thoughts as an author here on the blr.

(long rly pointless ramble abt requests and inboxes and blogs and writing etc etc under the cut if my thoughts don’t make sense at all it’s cause it’s 2 am shush)

like I love requests so much I love sharing brainrot and being able to write a fic for someone and making them happy w my writing it’s the whole reason I started writing in the first place. but I just love my own brain and the fics that I come up with on my own as well and I think it’s rly important for writers to consistently write things that their own brain thought of and write them just because they want to. I’ve seen writers put sm pressure on themselves to complete requests and I totally understand that but I kinda hate how they even feel that pressure in the first place bcuz it takes away the joy of writing and you find yourself unable to even think of what to write anymore cause it’s become associated with the stress of “getting it done” like some sort of school assignment. requests can be such a blessing and a way to connect a fandom more and build a community and even a little family within a blog but it can also be so stressful. feeling bad that you’ve taken too long to finish a request, having anons harass you in your inbox for not writing their request “quickly enough”, and the general entitlement ppl have adopted when they’re literally asking— ASKING someone else to do something FOR THEM. I don’t experience this too often and I don’t want any of the people who have sent me requests to feel bad for sending them in, trust me I LOVE the requests. but I do wonder sometimes if ppl on my blog wonder why I take so long to finish requests and why I never close them either lmao. cause it is quite different from all my moots’ blogs and majority of blogs on tumblr that I’ve seen… and I just think I always want to have that option for readers to spill their thoughts into a request without the pressure or expectation that it’s going to be answered quickly. closing and opening inboxes is an amazing way to work through requests systematically and consistently while also not getting bogged down by too many. and I think readers probably like that system(?) cause it’s a higher chance of their request getting done quickly! (and to those readers who send out the same request to a bunch of different authors idk WHY you do this idc if it’s just bcuz you wanted to see how we would all interpret it differently, honestly fuck you. bcuz it just feels so empty and pointless like you don’t actually care abt us as authors and our writing but just want to see how fast an author can get your idea written and posted. it’s like you’re using us as machines and testing who will be the fastest and who will stay on the loading screen the longest. it’s so disappointing tbh. and maybe this is also why i enjoy writing for lesser known groups bcuz when I get a request it’s so precious to me i know that the reader sent it in bcuz they actually like my writing and know I’ll be able to write for a group that they love that not many other ppl write for. despite the fact that I won’t get more than 10-30 notes for a fic from a nugu group doesn’t mean that it is less rewarding.)

but then again I’ve also seen readers ignore the authors rules stating that requests are closed or get mad that they are and it’s just… sigh… we are literally writing for free for your enjoyment, we spend hundreds of hours writing these fics whether they are “good” or “bad” they still take time and effort and love and a whole lot of brainpower and googling of synonyms and staring blankly at the two sentences you’ve written before switching tabs and procrastinating for 2 hours only to come back and finish in one flurry of motivation lmao. but for me having my inbox always open and welcome for requests feels like it’s actively counteracting the expectations for writers to pump out fics like some sort of machine to feed their audience while only getting blank likes as a return (this is truly JUST my thoughts and how I view it I’m not trying to say how I do things is better or how others work their blog is wrong or anything like that. if ur a writer and u rly focus on getting ur requests done lowkey I admire u cause I do still feel some guilt looking at requests I have sitting in my inbox from like last year although I am happy and content w my system and feel that it does put the focus on me and my creativity and less on the pressure to take others ideas and make a fic for them with the side effects of time pressure and guilt for not following through if that makes sense.) all that rambling is to say that now that brain is so focused on tasks that are much more important and I have less time to think of silly little delusions, having these requests sitting in my inbox waiting for me is rly nice :) and I’m rly excited to complete more of them cause most of you have given me rly rly amazing fic ideas <3

[actuallyadhd]

hiii. I'm 23F, at college. I've always done certain things and behaved certain ways that I've found some adhd related advice helpful or some experiences relatable, but lately it's been starting to pile up and i feel like i can't just ignore it bc i sense something is not quite "right". Even if I do well enough at life and stuff i still struggle a lot with yknow, focusing and doing things and it makes me more stressed etcetc. I texted my therapist, who I originally saw for another issue entirely and since I've been doing better for a while now our sessions are a lot more spread out, I explained a bit of what's happening rn (without ever mentioning adhd just saying I've been having issues), she says she doesn't think it's something organic but rather stress-related and that i should try to put reminders on my phone etc, bc it only seems to be affecting some aspects of my life and not all of them and just. idk there's not many more to my life than study/work, social and personal and it does affect that but idk. i also don't do great with strict organizational rules or planning bc historically I've always failed at following correctly and felt terrible about it afterwards, so i do very loose plans as to not burdening myself. idk I'm rambling i feel my brain is fried rn and i can't sit down and finish an assigment that's due in 6 hours hahhahaha lmao this is fine

Sent June 5, 2024

I hope you were able to look after that assignment. If not, contact your instructor right away and just say that you're feeling burned out and would appreciate an extension. They may or may not give it to you, but at least that way they know you care.

It sounds like you're definitely stressed out, and that makes sense. Even without ADHD symptoms, post-secondary is stressful!

It does sound like what you've been doing isn't really working anymore, so once you've gotten through this semester you can spend some time figuring out something different.

For now, it's the end of the term and you probably have exams to study for and assignments to complete, so let's get that sorted so you know what you need to do.

List all of your upcoming exams, with date and time.

List all of your outstanding assignments, with due dates.

Give each a score of 1-5 based on how hard it's going to be to study for/complete on time.

Sort your list by date and then by difficulty.

For exams, figure out how many days you have until your exam and then decide what you're going to study on each day. This might be a topic or it could just be a chapter in the text book.

For assignments, figure out what you need to do for each one (smallest steps you can think of) and how many days you have until they're due. Then give yourself a due date for each step of the assignment.

If you need help with any of this figuring out, write in again with more information, and I'll do what I can. We can also talk about new systems you could try.

Followers, do you have any advice for this Anon?

-J

[shot-by-cupid]

How do you feel about Mario from the original Mario movie?

THANK YOU SO MUCH. thank you so much for asking me this question oh my god thank you so m uch

Now. It depends which one ur talking about because there’s that live action one that sucked and then there’s the anime one.

Probably the live action. I’ve actually never seen the live action one, I was always told it was bad, the closest I’ve come is having someone over a discord call relay the plot to me for an hour so there’s not much I can say in terms of how it depicts Mario because like.

I don’t know this guy. I’ve never met this man in my life. If I ever do watch it (which I plan to, at some point(everyone hop on hyperbeam rn)) I will update you all I’m sure but I’m not too keen… it does not look very good I’m so sorry

NOW. If we’re talking about the anime one. Dude I love this thing. It’s a bit strange especially watching it AFTER you watch the new one. I feel like a lot of old Mario content doesn’t really have the same like. Identity if that makes sense? It’s all really bizarre and doesn’t really feel the same anyway. I’m rambling (I’m always rambling)

I LOVE LOVE LOOVE this depiction of Mario sm. He’s so sweet and cute. He’s not as brave as he is depicted now, in the beginning of the movie he needs a bit of encouragement to stand up to bowser but I find it. So. endearing? Idk. This movie is just. Super silly and a super fun watch. I haven’t ever posted about it and that’s because I only watched it for the first recently but I really like it.

And just. While I’m on the topic of old Mario’s can we talk about the super show

He is the definition of. ‘Just some guy’. I can’t watch this show without feeling like I’ve just experienced something I’m not supposed to. Genuinely it fries my brain in like. The best way possible. Things just happened and they are never normal. But I do like that he’s like. Depicted a little bit older in this one? I heard somewhere that when Mario was first designed he was based on somebodies landlord- and he was meant to be sorta middle aged (don’t quote me on this I could be lying to you so hard rn) but now he’s like. 26 I just think the de-aging of Mario is interesting. and also the live action scenes where he’s played by a PRO WRESTLER ARE YOU KIDDING ME.

And like. Not that you asked I’m glad we got the new movie. This is like. My favourite movie of all time (I rewatch it so often because I am UNWELL) and it’s also one of my favourite depictions of Mario maybe ever. If I get into it I’ll probably just reiterate everything I have ever said about him so I will simply leave it at he’s perfect, and I love him, he’s everything to me.

[idk-i-want-mcl-content]

my brain is fried from reading/listening to english the past three days, and this happens sometimes to me because even if i can understand the information, it can be tiring to process everything ngl. but anyway, i was thinking about making a disney descendants OC but i want them to be a magic user and a VK, buuuut the cool selection of villains is already taken lol and I haven't watched Wish but King Magnifico seemed sort of cool and after reading what people say about him... 😳 dude's a really REALLY complex character but it seems like his own movie didn't do him much justice? as i've said, i haven't watched wish and i could be wrong BUT, the idea of him being trapped in a MIRROR, then, I've read this other post talking about The Magical Mirror being Evie's dad (not as a theory but as a headcanon) likeee this is crazy. AND HIM TAKING WISHES AWAY FROM PEOPLE BEING THE OPPOSITE OF THE FAIRYGODMOTHER LIKE ARE YOU SEEING MY VISION? *Imagine* if there was this character, descendant of King Magnifico who's STILL trapped in the mirror, and when they arrive to Auradon Prep they notice the Fairy GodMother treats the other VKs with this fake kindness, but neutral, but towards them??? she's a little bit more hostile? idk where i'm going with this but do you see it¿ problem is, i have ZERO idea how their powers would work, and i'm not in the mood for watching Wish rn... mayyybe they can learn spells. also what if they don't like seeing themselves in mirrors/ never have seem their reflection completely because the only mirror they have is The Magical Mirror a.k.a. their dad and the reflection of that mirror IS their dad????????? Agh see, I want all of this to make sense but it doesn't quite fit, and sometimes when you make oc's it doesn't really have to fit as long as you are having fun BUT I'M NOT HAVING FUN RIGHT NOW JAJAJAJAJA (other candidates are descendant of Scar or Madame Medusa)

could it be that the OC feels a magical conection to the mirror, but because EQ owns it they have never really used it (in the sense of, never interacted with their dad) i'm confused.

[kingsephir]

My short term memory has been getting really bad. Like short term short term- like I forget what im doing and i forget where I put something when I was holding it not 2 seconds before and I spend 5 min trying to find it- but I am still capable of learning new things and studying. I know it’s probably a combination of my slight substance abuse and borderline alcoholism as well as depression and being alone for so long.

I’m having a time where I feel a bit like I’m breaking from reality. Like usually I feel quite grounded and secure but I feel like gravity has gone in reverse and im floating up barely holding on and things I don’t understand are rippling just below the surface. And like, I like learning new things and things I have never considered but lately- maybe its just bc of my fried brain rn- I feel there are things just beyond my grasp but within my awareness. It has me…. Anxious. Things that never bothered me before are bothering me and I feel a little out of control like my own sense of self is slipping through my fingers.

I’ve felt like this before, in college I went through an amount of time (I still don’t know how long it was) where I would dream each day as it was and I couldn’t tell the difference between dream or real life. I didn’t know what to do so I just did my best everyday and took notes and left notes everywhere so I knew when to do things and what to do. How I realized I must be dreaming was that stuff I’d completed the previous day was gone and also never assigned but then later it would show up again and be due. Or i’d make plans and either not show up (bc i could not get the day right) or show up and they didnt (bc I actually hadn’t invited them but then they’d be mad that I didn’t show up a couple days later) Just stuff that did not line up and everyone conspiring against me was the more insane scenerio. (Imo) Anyways I’ve been getting that same unnerved feeling I did then.

But I don’t think that is happening like with the dream stuff- my dreams are normal rn. I really probably think it’s just being alone too much, lack of physical touch (which makes me start to feel unreal), and light substance abuse. 😔

I think i’ll feel better when my husband returns (11 days!!) and im gonna do a complete substance detox in a month or so and just do a lot of cardio and get that brain power back to baseline. For now I think im gonna start carrying a lil notebook on like a chain so i can always be writing in it if I do something I need to remember. Btw i’m sleeping fine so I don’t think that is an issue.

Idk just some thoughts. It helps me to write them. I feel more grounded already. :))

[riacte]

sorry if this doesn't make sense cause my brain's fried rn but idea: maybe stepping on soul sand automatically gives everyone a hydrophobic effect? like a potion but it just makes players repel water and keeps them dry even when they'd just been submerged

idk dude that's the only thing i can think of XD it might make sense since there's no water in the nether but that's about it. oh and the skeletons on soul sand valleys might be super dry too. driest skeletons in all the dimensions.

...shit maybe the dry-inducing quality is what made the soul fires blue? they dry so less moisture might mean higher temperature so blue fire?

sorry this became a bit of a ramble XD

Oooh this is interesting world building! There has to be a reason why the Nether is so dry~

@ivi-prism this might be helpful <3

[telehxhtrash]

Happy Birthday, Tele! I wanted to ask some of your thoughts on the Killua, Bisky, Gon (& later Goreinu) moral talk after they have beaten & tied up the Bombers. U know esp. what Killua brings up (him being worse than them, etc.), & how the others reacted (mainly Gon & Goreinu. I think Bisky may have already had some idea, since she knows Killua's childhood was pretty much h*ll), & esp. how Killua feels & stuff. I see morality get so debated abt EP74. I think poor Killua thinks he's a bad person.

omg thank you !! i’m sorry i saw this ask yesterday but then my brain just would not cooperate HAHAHAH so i kept it for today !! 

i really really like this scene bc it’s basically Togashi emphasizing that his manga is about grey morality, and that the villains aren’t the epitome of evil just like certain mangas like to paint. I like the fact that Goreinu is kind of a representation of the reader to some degree - he’s here to highlight that it’s funny we’re rooting for Killua while despising Genthru despite the fact that Killua has probably killed more people than him.

i really really really like this demonstration of hypocrisy and i honestly felt a bit called out by this scene !! because yeah, wtf, why am I rooting for Killua when he’s killed more people than Genthru ? Is it only because I like Killua as a character? Or is it because Killua is fighting to leave his tragic past behind and choosing to be a better person, unlike Genthru ? Honestly, it’s a beautiful lesson of morality and I really like the message behind it.

As for what Killua feels, I honestly don’t know !! I feel like what he’s saying is that he knows him and Genthru are not that different, because they both kill with the acceptance of being the ones killed if they lose the fight : that’s why they show no mercy. It’s kill or get killed. I still feel like Killua fundamentally knows he’s different than them. I feel like he knows that he’s not a bad person because he’s trying his best, hence the “our natures are not that different”, they act similarly but there’s still something that separates them and that makes Killua feel like they’re not the same. 

Idk how to explain my brain is fried HAHAHA but honestly - i feel like Killua feels ashamed of his past, yes. But he’s constantly fighting to better his life and to break his conditioning, and I think he knows that it makes him not that bad of a person. I think he definitely has a lot of self-doubt and low self-esteem, but deep down, he knows that he’s trying to be better, and that while maybe he doesn’t feel like a good person, he definitely feels like a better person than who he used to be. if that makes sense ?

i hope that was a correct reply my brain is so fried rn HAHAHAH ty for this ask and ty for the bday wishes <3<3<3

[blackcoffeeandblankpagess]

Some vulnerability for your Sunday morning

After a long chat with @runner-vs-theworld yesterday about how I am struggling™ right now I feel like it’s inauthentic not to talk about it more here. Idk part of me knows this is my space and I can post (or not) whatever I want, but I also know that I get a decent amount of messages from people saying they respect my openness or that I inspire them etc. and because of that it’s important to me to feel like I’m being honest. Also, I like to have this stuff for my own purposes to look back on.

Basically, last fall when I had my stress fracture I was in the best mental health mindset I had been in YEARS. I was doing zero in the way of exercise, literally not even walking because I was on crutches. I was going out to brunch every weekend, drinking beer with friends, eating cheese fries! doing things that used to cause so much anxiety and yeah there were times I felt freaked out but on the whole I felt good. I felt happy. I found myself in a relationship and half joked that if I had never gotten hurt that wouldn’t have happened and honestly I believe that is 100% true.

I set out to eat enough and get my period back and I did. I was so proud of myself and couldn’t wait to get back to running and training but doing it in a way that meant I was taking care of myself. 

Ever since I’ve been ~healthy~ and allowed to workout again I have basically spiraled further and further down the crazy train. In the fall when I was eating more and moving less my body didn’t change (aside from maybe losing some muscle but I didn’t gain weight). At the time it was mind blowing, the idea that I could chill the fuck out, stop micromanaging, and nothing would change (I realize that it isn’t good to be afraid of that in the first place but let’s save that for another day). I realized that if eating more while doing less didn’t change my body then I DEFINITELY needed to eat a LOT more once I could workout again.

PLUS. I got a DEXA scan when I found out about the fracture and it showed osteopenia in the lumbar spine which is literally entirely a result of inadequate nutrition so I had actual scientific evidence to support me.

When I first got back to school in January and was able to walk around campus and workout a tiny bit I was on top of my shit and making a conscious effort to eat more and somewhere along the way I just..stopped.

Flash forward to this summer and I’ve been eating less than when I was injured, ramping up the running, going on long ass walks because of anxiety, doing 300 other gym things, not sleeping more than 5 hours a night, etc.

To put it simply, I’ve felt like a fucking mess. 

When I ran my 10k last week I was so excited to be back out there pushing myself but a bigger part of me was terrified that at any moment my bones could break or something bad could happen because I KNOW I haven’t been taking care of myself. I KNOW something needs to change or I will get hurt again.

I think it’s easy to brush off little actions here and there that aren’t ~good~ with the idea that “I’ll do better tomorrow.” But guess what? It all adds up. You can fix your head and move on from this shit and feel better but the physical damage you’re doing? Eventually you’re going to hit the point of no return and screw yourself over for the future. When I got my stress fracture I was so pissed at my 16 year old self for not eating enough because it was the actions of 6 years ago (and now obviously) that contributed to that. And it is my actions today that are going to fuck me over in the future even if right now the consequences don’t feel “real.”

((this is a long ass post))

So anyway- on Friday, the day after my race, I called my mom freaking the fuck out because I felt anxious about taking an unplanned rest day but all I wanted was to rest, yet at the same time I felt like I might as well just go run so I would stop feeling anxious about it, etc. This has essentially been my approach to exercise for the past month. I have a plan and if I want to deviate from it, to do what ACTUALLY sounds good I end up stressing the fuck out and just going back to the plan because then I’ll “be less anxious” but actually I feel more anxious because shouldn’t I be moving in the way that I want to and the way that feels good???

So long story short (not really) my mom was like you need a break and now I’m taking a week off from formal exercise which if you’ve read this far you’re probably thinking “danielle! you’re a crazy person! that’s not enough!” but something is better than nothing ok. 

Also, to go back to food, I have 100% not been eating enough and sometimes that’s intentional in the sense that I feel hungry but choose to ignore it because ~anxiety~ but a lot of the time I just don’t feel compelled to eat that extra snack, etc. etc. because I’ve just trained myself to be that way (not good). Basically what I’m trying to say is that I never set out with a goal to under eat, but as a result of my fucked up brain lately it has just been happening. And I think the under eating coupled with the compulsive exercise has just led my brain to crazy town.

So where are we now? Taking a break. I want to run because I genuinely do love running but right now everything feels forced. I want to run a half in the fall and a full in the spring and not be injured and train because I love it, but right now I am not doing myself any favors. 

And eating more. According to the people closest to me I’ve lost weight in the past two months (unintentionally) and I have a gut feeling that even though I totally do not see myself accurately, my body is probably not where it should be. I need to take care of it. And that feels hard and everything feels tricky but I just have to keep pushing forward.

I’ve felt paralyzed with where to begin because there are so many different things to work on and I want to do it perfectly and solve everything and and and. But you reach a point where you just need to fricken start. So here I am, starting.

I know I’ll probably get comments or messages being like are you seeing a therapist/dietician/trying medication/etc. and while I appreciate the concern I have considered all of those things and am doing the things that I think are best rn. (however if you have just general advice or ideas I’ll gladly take it).

I feel like this makes it sound like I’m in a real bad spot and let me tell ya it’s not great but I’m okay. I’m really self aware and I know what I need to do and I’m working on it. There’s a lot of good in my life right now and a lot of reasons to be happy and I’m so grateful. But I wanted to acknowledge the struggles as well. So here they are.

If you read this whole thing damn you rock

[howdywrites]

oh that makes sense! like idk sorry jsut. as a bi girl i rly struggle to find instances of wlw representation but i find it rly easy to find platonic relationships of girls but like. is it like wanting to see wlw n gay ppl be friends w the same gender or jsut healthy platonic relationships in general? sorry i’ve been writing a paper all day n studying for math so my brain is not working rn

No worries, friend! I kind of feel like the cool lesbian aunt, so I’m always happy to try and answer questions!

Wlw relationships are super hard to find!! They’re not as abundantly published/on screen as some other relationships. It’s getting better, but it’s like getting a drop of water in a desert when I find it.

For that post in particular, I think it’s about seeing two women or two men interact platonically and being torn about hoping they end up being in a wlw or mlm relationship and letting the characters just be friends. Wlw and mlm solidarity is a completely different kind of platonic friendship which I ALSO think is under represented in media!!

The platonic friendship vs relationship struggle can also be for straight characters, but most often those relationships DO end up being romantic before the end of the movie/season/book.

Hope that helps explain it a bit better! My brain is a tiny bit fried too LOL

[sizzleitupwithmaria]

here you go @baura-bear (i’ve also definitely done these before but i know i’ve changed so)

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

i’m kind of a hoarder so all of them?? but mostly mugs and water bottles

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

CHOCOLATE

3. bubblegum or cotton candy

cotton candy slaps

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

very shy but a good learner

5. do you prefer to drink soda from cans, bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

soda sounds really unappealing right now so none?

6. pastel, boho, tomboys, preppy, goth, grunge, formal, or sportswear?

a combo of boho tomboy and grunge

7. earbuds or headphones?

earbuds

8. movies or tv shows?

i don’t have the patience for either, podcasts are superior

9. favorite smell in the summer?

i walked by this couple yesterday who had ice cream and just... the smell of sugared cream and waffle cones.... delicious

10. game you were best at in pe?

volleyball maybe, but i still wasn’t good at that

11. what do you have for breakfast on an average day?

a granola bar, which sucks bc my first period is choir this year so i won’t be able to eat first period!!

12. name of your favorite playlist?

“oh boy i’m pining for someone”

13. lanyard or keyring?

my keychain is so heavy that wearing a lanyard would slowly break my neck

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

GUMMI BEARS!!!!!!!

15. favorite book you’ve read as a school assignment?

either romeo and juliet, to kill a mockingbird, or and then there were none

16. most comfortable position to sit in

i like legs crossed but i also like just the ideal Leg Bounce position

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

my grey converse high tops

18. ideal weather?

like... 60 degrees and mildly cloudy

19. sleeping position?

on my side or occasionally on my stomach

20. preferred place to write?

in a notebook, writing on my laptop gets old after a while

21. obsession from childhood?

MAGIC TREE HOUSE or dolls in general

22. role model?

eva fucking noblezada

23. strange habits?

i like to shake my foot when i see something i like (is this stimming? probably and i kind of like it)

24. favorite crystal

emerald but just bc it’s my birthstone

25. first song you remember hearing?

probably something off of rumors by fleetwood mac

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

i hate warm weather but i like shopping

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather

go to school?? i kind of feel like my outfits are the coolest in winter and that gets me a lot of compliments

28. five songs that describe you?

just pick five random queen songs and it’ll probably be pretty accurate

29. best way to bond with you?

literally just talk to me. i can ramble for hours about shit you probably don’t care about

30. places that you find sacred?

my bedroom and the two giant woods in my hometown 

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

basically just blue jeans a flannel and a black tank top. not very cool but i feel nice in it

32. top five favorite vines

all i can think of rn is i’m gonna munch i’m gonna crunch so there’s that (stream revolution lover)

33. most used phrase in your phone?

fdhslfhdjslkfdk or any other keyspam

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

i have adblock lmao

35. average time you fall asleep

like 12:30 now that it’s summer

36. what is the first meme you remember seeing?

ehrmagerd or however you spell it

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

duffel bag 

38. lemonade or tea

both, including when they’re combined (arnold palmers slap)

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

cake

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school

high school: this past year’s senior prank which did give me a mental breakdown but it was kind of hilarious 

middle school: The Smell

41. last person you texted?

my dad

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

pants, i always feel like shit will fall out of my jacket pockets

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket, or bomber jacket?

hoodie and cardigan, Maximum Coze

44. favorite soap scent?

i kind of like dessert scents

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy, or superhero?

none of them??

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

my fav flannel which is very soft and underwear

47. favorite type of cheese?

the one that comes on pizza

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

....... a watermelon? i look pretty appealing from the outside but i’m actually 92% water

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

andre deshields’ three rules to longevity from the tonys :,)

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

i can’t remember but i’ve definitely peed myself laughing in like... elementary school

51. current stresses?

“am i waiting too long to snap back my crush” and “OH SHIT I HAVEN’T STARTED ANY OF MY ESSAYS”

52. favorite font?

helvetica or comic sans if i’m in the mood

53. what is the current state of your hands?

i last washed them like 30 mins ago, my left hand’s nails are painted black, and my right pointer finger is bleeding

54. what did you learn from your first job?

i haven’t had one yet lol

55. favorite fairy tale?

i have no idea

56. favorite tradition?

i don’t really have any noteworthy ones

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

That Time In October 2017, The Week Of May 6 2019, and The Week Of Mamma Mia Auditions And The Week After (those are the official titles in my brain lmao)

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

i have a good fashion sense, people tend to like my art?? i’m good in a choir?? and i guess i’m a bit naturally smart

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

something like “i’m gay”

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

some combination of yuri on ice and ouran high school host club

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc?

i particularly like that one dude in hp and the sorcerer’s stone that was described as a toothless walnut

62. seven characters you relate to?

uhh my mind is really drawing a blank rn

63. five songs that would play in your club?

like... a combination of 70′s queen, cousin simple, and memes that’ll make people go buckwild

64. favorite website from your childhoos?

girlsgogames

65. any permanent scars?

(small tw) i have a scar on my left middle finger from when i tried to change razor blades and i just noticed today i have one single self harm scar left on my left leg and nnnnnnnhhhhhhh

66. favorite flowers?

roses and ik ferns don’t count but ferns are v pretty

67. good luck charms?

i have the shittiest luck lmao

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

i’m infamous for never trying new foods

69. a fun fact you don’t know how you learned?

idk, pretty much every fun fact ever?

70. left or right handed?

right

71. least favorite pattern?

like.... stripes of any kind make me look fatter than i am

72. worst subject

physical science, but it’s all bc of my shitty teacher

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

uhhhh fries and a wendy’s frosty?? or sometimes i squeeze a lemon into my coke

74. at what pain level out of ten do you have to be at before you take a pill?

hahahahahahaha i can’t swallow pills so i suffer

75. when did you lose your first tooth

i have no fuckin clue

76. what’s your favorite potato food?

fries!!!!! good!!

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

ferns or cacti

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

neither?

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

my school id but only bc i don’t have a license yet lmao

80. earth or jewel tones?

earth

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

fireflies

82. pc or console?

pc?? although all i play on is my laptop which isn’t technically a pc

83. writing or drawing?

neither rn, i’m feeling uninspired

84. podcasts or talk radio?

P O D C A S T S 

85. barbie or polly pocket?

neither, i was a liv doll kid

86. fairy tales or mythology?

mythology but i can also dig some like... brothers grimm shit

87. cookies or cupcakes?

both but it depends on my mood (i could really go for a cookie rn)

88. your greatest fear?

experiencing eternal blackness after death

89. your greatest wish?

move into an apartment with my soulmate and act for a living

90. who would you put before everyone else?

nobody really rn

91. luckiest mistake?

coming out to my parents maybe? although it wasn’t a mistake, i would defo be in a bad place if i was closested at home

92. boxes or bags?

i have no clue

93. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight, or fairy lights?

fairy lights!!

94. nicknames?

none but if any future partners can come up with one for me i will marry them instantly

95. favorite season?

fall or spring

96. favorite app on your phone?

instagram or tik tok (KILL ME)

97. desktop background?

a nice landscape one of my fav artists painted

98. how many phone numbers have you memorized?

just my own lmao

99. favorite historical era?

60′s/70′s (i hate to be that bitch but that’s when music was at its peak)

[pranul]

okay so it's been a hot second since i watched the series but from what i remember heres my two cents with minimal elaboration in the form of jumbled thoughts

(italics are the ones i disagree with :D)

Virgil - INTP. imo he has pretty high Ti and I'd be rather confident to say inferior Fe. His inferior Fe is visable through how at the start he actively tried to be distant from everyone and "different" (edgy phase arc) however later when he developed more he showcased that he just wanted to be included. High Ne for the overthinking.

Roman - I see ENFP for sure! his Ne is very prominent with the whole throwing ideas around and being a bit all over the place, and his Fi is visable through the need to be original, has good knowledge of what /he/ wants and what /he/ values.

Remus - imo ESFP suits him more. I see the high Se for sure, however idk how much Ti there is. It definitelt feels more like a Fi situation, similar to his brother Roman. Afterall they're too sides of the same coin, so it makes sense.

Logan - I definitely see where INTJ is coming from, though imo ISTJ would work a lil more. Ni is usually a little more philosophical and Logan is very much Facts and Observations (if i remember correctly, that is). I see the Te high up with the whole being efficient and headstrong thing so no complaints there.

Patton - yeah I see ISFJ. High Fi as he's in tune with his own emotions, knows what he values, all that. Se for living in the there and now, etc etc.

Janus - yeah ENTP fits. Rn brain is fried and idk how to explain this but he's for sure Ne-Ti and that's where it ends.

if u need any more elaboration feel free to ask :)

Here's a Question for other Fanders:

What do you think Each sides' MBTI would be?

Just for fun!

I personally think Virgil would Be an INFP (Because projecting)

Roman be an ENFP (also projecting)

Remus a ESTP

Logan an INTJ

Patton an ISFJ

And Finally, Janus an ENTP

But what about You all? I wanna see how our views differ!

[cao-tick]

"Ok Listen [...]"

IM LISTENING.

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[Day 321] 💜

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Ok Listen somehow my pieces get harder to explain every time. um. uh. my friend suggested lineless kissing art then we went insane, then they suggested watcher grian and secret life scar so uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh👍i had fun HASJKDAEHWEJ