#my brain rn?? all over the place
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HAPPY PRIDE, PAN!! :3 I ADORE YOUR GIRL SO SO MUCH, AND YOUR ART IS AMAZING. Drawing her was so much fun! Hope you like it!!
RAIN!! i'm so sorry i'm posting this so late, it's because i've been staring at it in my inbox for the past week because it sparks so much joy!! i love ur art so much and it's so fantastic to see lyra in your style fr fr
#❥ 《 ANSWERED 》 you have one new message on your pokégear.#❥ 《 FRIEND ART 》 talented‚ brilliant‚ show stopping‚ spectacular‚ never been done before.#❥ 《 VISAGE 》 oh yeah‚ i’m on a roll! don’t wanna hear you call me adorable!#save tag.#my brain rn?? all over the place#but this has helped me feel better fr fr
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This is Pixel, my Porygon2. She gets really excited when touching carpet - like hilariously so. I always figured it was because real life textures are kinda new and exciting for a digital creature. @realpokemon
#shut up. I want to cook. and I am cooking irl pokemon#I am really charged up to draw rn. And this is what came to mind. I am all over the place. ADHD got by brain in a chokehold#Proygon is my favorite pokemon so I felt like I had to#perfect little guy#pokemon#porygon#irl pokemon#art#my art#this is a photo of my dog and I edited like the maniac I am#unreality
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purple ish saras
#y she urple#ok i know i just said that ill keep posting consistently in my last post#and then left yall high and dry for 2 weeks#IM SORRRYYYY 😭😭😭#theres a shortage of my medication where im at rn so my brains been all over the place😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#stupid baka life amirite#angways i must prevail#and post some fuckass fanart#yttd#kimi ga shine#your turn to die#kgs#yttd fanart#sara chidouin#yttd sara
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armand would rather throw that old man into the trash can, than calling daniel "maitre". he would NEVER fucking do that.
#txt#vi talking#interview with the vampire#iwtv#armand#daniel molloy#armandiel#armandaniel#devil's minion#i can write an entire essay about the meaning of their relationships dynamic in the book and show#but my brain is all over the place rn#especially with how daniel treated him the entire series#i gotta save this ship from being wrongly Perceived#their dynamic is very different from loumand#armandiel is not about soulmatism#it's about honeymoon situationship. ended when they're bored of each other or when it's getting too much.
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Redrew this
#I still love blosc and my fan characters#but brain all over the place rn lmao#otp#buzz lightyear of star command#blosc#reblog#buzz lightyear#sox the cat#warp darkmatter#sox#redraw#digital art#fanart#my art#warp/buzz#buzz x warp#darkyear#ship art
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several sentence sunday
hello! from this post i saw on here yesterday and also the ridiculous would u peel an orange for me tweets
He imagines his heart as a citrus fruit, bright and bursting. This feels like digging a nail into the rind, working your thumb in, peeling it; quick, because this is already a familiar act—so much of loving Buck feels like memory, even the new. Half of what’s inside, the softest, stickiest, most tender parts of Eddie, given to Buck. The way Buck holds and handles with wonder each wedge of it like it’s—maybe not the first he’s ever had, not some Garden of Eden shit with its contorted belief of sin behind wanting and sharing, but like he’s going to savour it for the rest of time, plant the seeds inside that full-of-life place in his own chest. Keep Eddie there, look after this thing they’re giving each other so they can grow: upwards and intertwined and old together. Jesus, has Eddie always been this gross? This kind of giddy-in-love feeling that has every cell in his body vibrating with want and excitement and—joy, isn’t it? Untouchable, unshakeable joy, every time Buck so much as looks at him, never mind the touching and the telling and the loving on. That’s normal at the start of a relationship, Frank had told him. Yes, even an adult one, not a teenage hormone in sight. It’s just—his relationship with Ana hadn’t really had that, even at the start. And his second go-around with Shannon had been fraught with way too much hurt still held onto by them both. Attraction, passion, desire—check, check, and check. But this simple exhilaration, this fucking thrill that runs through him every time he remembers he gets to take Buck’s hand whenever the urge strikes? Every time Buck takes his hand, casual and easy? It’s a rush like no other. But that fades, right? You date for a few months, you live together, you learn, or relearn, every one of the annoying fucking habits the other person has, intimately, and you love them, so much, but the giddiness fades, right? But they’re coming onto a year, and there’s a ring stuffed into the bottom of the pair of Eddie’s socks he’s sure doesn’t have holes in them, and still, still, he thinks of Buck and he wants, giddy. He looks at Buck and the excitement is a full-body thrum. He reaches for Buck and the joy inside him is bursting, demanding, cannot be contained; it spills over and stains them, sticky like his split-open heart. And maybe that’s okay, he thinks, that he gets to feel like this without a deadline. Because if he gets to give it to Buck, press it into his hands and his mouth and the wispy curls at his hairline? It feels like joy is the point, and Buck’s the glowing foundation of it, and Eddie’s ready, actually, to spend a very long time getting accustomed to just how much happiness is his to keep.
idk where this fits yet, might belong to a wip or may write something more around it :)
tagging @onward--upward @eddiebabygirldiaz @housewifebuck @chronicowboy @colonoscopys @rewritetheending @jeeyuns @zahlibeth @anakinfallen @buckactuallys @bucksbignaturals @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @eowon @clusterbuck @try-set-me-on-fire @butchdiaz @transboybuckley @devirnis <3
#feeling not good in many things rn but feeling very Full Of Love abt my friends! would peel oranges for all of ya#wip#also. been a bit wildly up and down lately and my brain feels like a stretched-out saggy rubberband from the whiplash#which is to say. i’m so sorry if im taking ages to reply i don’t mean to be ignoring you i’m just a little all over the place#but i love u and will get it together soon
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i just finished devil venerable also wants to know. all i can say about it is :incoherent uninterrupted screaming:
also if anyone has fic recs or beautiful fanarts... please sent them to me, i beg you. i already miss them so much TAT they really really really took away any shred of sanity i had left. much to consider. i hope i can come up with some ideas to write in the future because !!!!!!! they did something IRREPARABLE to my brain.
i hope this novel gets licensed soon, I NEED A PHYSICAL COPY. like, desperately.
ahhhh i'll be munching my arm thinking of them and making incoherent noises for a long long time.
#dvawtk#devil venerable also wants to know#wenren e and yin hanjiang surely changed my brain chemistry#i feel like i have so many things i'd like to say but i can't elaborate rn because my emotions are all over the place#send some help#and some braincells
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ive made myself more wet and pathetic
#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL#its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed#because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH#how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would#be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing#or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late#i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed#the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either#because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember#the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either#the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with#crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure#BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION#im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real#really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and#thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT#you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without#making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY#yapping#doodles#puppysona#edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule#and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened
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Loki Season 2 trailer just dropped and let me tell you
I WASNT PREPARED 🫨🫨🫨🫨🫨
#my gifs#gifs made by me#slight flashing#flash warning#I am all over the place rn#my god my brain#loki season 2#loki season two#loki series#loki marvel#mcu loki#loki laufeyson#loki
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in that state where i really want to write, like my brain is itching for it. but idk which wip to work on or if i should start something new, so i'm just sitting here paralyzed not doing anything, which is helpful to exactly no one
#ugh. this happened last night too :/#i want to CREATE. but my brain is all over the place rn#mik chats
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An ask for you: What do you think Hickey likes the most abt Billy?
omg anon you know me so well... so i think. very importantly hickey/EC was Not expecting to fall in love on terror and in fact Never admitted to himself how in love he was with billy... til the very end he told himself it was just sex and not love but he (and billy) knew differently. he loved billy's intelligence, his bitter sarcasm and his honesty, which is why he felt so betrayed when he Lied to irving... that lie to irving helped hickey lie to himself - it wasnt love, just another person to betray him. but billy did truly love him too..... he Saw him, in a way no one, not even goodsir, saw him. billy didnt know all the details, he didn't need to. he knew hickey was a person who lived outside societal expectations, somewhere billy desperately wanted to be but wasn't quite brave enough to go. hickey loved the person billy wanted to be, but wasn't brave enough. and that frustrated him to no end. but then!!! when billy suggested mutiny he thought maybe........ but when billy got sick hickey almost saw it as a Punishment for trusting him and imagining a future with him. of course he and billy couldn't last forever. how foolish of him to think. so he had to kill him. but he loved billy til the end and beyond.
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lotta sensory overwhelm & just. too much going on today so i think i'm gonna be quietly working on things over here tonight.
#less threads over there more blog tidying i can do if writing doesn't work and just.#idk i'm still fixated on my multi bc New Things i think#probably slow if not silent in dms too just so my brain doesn't have to be all over the place akjhdsd#i have already broken down crying once lmao i'm so just mentally DONE rn#love y'all ♡♡♡ tysm for ur endless patience with me i am so undeserving ;A;#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.#tbd.
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just thinking thoughts
#hmm… sappy moment rn but#y'all have given me so much over the past few years and it helped me get through so much shit#like i never would've posted or continued writing if it wasn't for all the love i got on my stuff (or maybe i would yk but i wouldn't post#any of it)#and i've had so much fun creating all these stories and characters – ruin you cmi atrw c&f etc etc#like 3 years ago i never would've thought anyone would love these silly ideas my brain comes up with so much#support them and be kind about them and also give ME as a person so much love?? ykwim? like im not used to this much affection#but i'm so thankful :') i do feel valued here… and i hope life stays gentle enough for me to be able to finish all this#like to finish cmi and all the other stuff i want to share before i leave this place… i hope the passion never fades#and that y'all stick around too <3 that whenever i do leave some day i don't regret not finishing something#but go with a content heart and with the hope that my stuff will be loved even when im away and the blog's archived#y'all are amazing :') it was easier to hold on over the years truly#sigh yeah that's it.. this got very long i know but if you read it all – ily :') <3#maybe dl?? maybe not let's see
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but have you considered its a long dark hall its a mirror its a window its a lake and if you ever wanna tell me anything in whispers if its what you need then i will always look away
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Day 194 | id in alt
She was gonna just gonna give a thrift the clothes she no longer wanted but she can't deny Maki worth a shit. Also like she makes 237 straw dolls a minute. Sorry, Maki.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#zenin maki#she can make them damn dolls outta anything? wood bark? done. rebarb? done. actual rocks? absolutely.#shes crafty and she was trained to always be#IF YOU FIND HER IN A PLACE WITH LOTS OF OBJECTS ITS GENUINELY OVER FOR YOU#Maki getting a concussion from the sheer amount of technique dolls in that closet#Kugisaki ofc moved her megan thee stallion merch from the closet and now its...idk.... somewhere#maki: whats the fastest you made one the dolls?#Kugisaki: 1 second. why.#catch me doing a fortnite dance while i imagine Kugisaki edits in my brain#i am the world's strongest soldier#its not even that its a nervous tick we all know Kugisaki dosent get nervous she makes them unconsciously#might be a trauma but that aint important rn#TUMBLR NO LONGER LAGS WHEN IM JAMMING THIS IS A WIN#my phone bombs(derogatory)
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I finally got around to watching dc all stars and now I’m like two episodes in
and good lord the teams
my favorite is the yellow team (obviously) because I think in the long run they’ll have the least problems
like yeah yul and riya argue a lot BUT they don’t have that love triangle stuff that Jane aiden and Tom have
I LOVE jake but I’m begging you to stop getting so jealous over a mediocre man
and like we haven’t even gotten much screen time for the cyan team yet (literally forgot gabby was in the season because the whole like first two episodes were just the magenta team) but I feel like the Tom and aiden thing might make both of them an easy target
also. James I miss you. I miss you James come back. “#thirsty”? Please come back. Please tell Jake that a high five is not that serious. Jake I love you but I think maybe you should let Tom go.
grett my lady my girl my woman grett GET AWAY FROM HIM!!!! Like Yul hasn’t done anything too rancid yet but I’m just waiting for something horrendous to happen. Yul please please please think about your agents what would they think. (also Connor’s whole thing where he’s like “Riya’s so nice but as soon as we get on camera she just flips” makes me wonder if what Connor’s seeing is an act or if what we’re seeing is an act.) Also ally is so me like the scene where she’s like “I don’t think hunter wants to understand me”
because she cares about what people think too much to the point she’s willing to risk her friendship to avoid hate comments. oh girl.. me..
#sorry this is kind of all over the place but that’s how my brain works.#disventure camp#I’m aware I just posted about dc but I’m thinking abt it so hard rn
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