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Feyre's selective hearing is the origin of my villain arc.
#my art#acotar#acotar fanart#rhysand#feyre archeron#feysand#acomaf#anti feyre#anti sjm#rhys killed his tamily too feyre!#that was a pretty important part of that story!#he melted his brother's brains!#his dad killed tamlin's mom even tho he promised him he wouldn't#wow what are the odds tamlin went through something similar when rhys's mom and sister got killed#rhys wasn't there#AND NO ONE BOTHERS TO ASK HIM#srsly tho i get it she's fully on board the tamlin hate train at this point#but the way she twists every little thing the man does to be him being an asshole on purpose is just >_>#tamlin did nothing wrong ever in his life
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I hope you having a great day…well…or night, at this point
mghemefofemne Cass Cass, I was just about to get in your pocket and disappear you You are slowly leaving me without my job
#love you#thank you#my brain is just melted#yes#yesss I do#good day#hehehw#just not mine#dissapearing#smooch you#my little happiness#hope your goes as good~#better#good#best#please#or I'll bite your day
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me stubbornly forcing myself to drink green tea and rest from my THIRD COLD THIS MONTH
#i am so fucking tired of being ill#is it not enough that i have a chronic illness and chronic pain condition all the time anyway???#ughhh#i'm grateful because i at least managed to get to (most) of the gigs i wanted to this month#but other than that i've literally just been stuck in bed unable to do anything and my brain is starting to melt with boredom#idk how i can still not be well enough to write or absorb myself in reading a good book or fanfic or even be on here properly#but my brain feels like MUSH and it's so frustrating#i miss my little four walls men so much 😩#i miss being able to see the sky and see my friends and taste the food i eat#sorry i know i'm complaining#i just needed to vent for a moment#it's been such a shit few months anyway and i was already in a really rough spot with my mental/physical health for a number of reasons#so this just feels like the last straw#universe please let me feel a little better soon#i have things i want to do and people i want to talk to and fics i want to write#oh how nice it must be to live in a body that isn't constantly impaired in some way 🤦♀️#lulu posts
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The thing about spn au’s with no supernatural elements is that you can take dean and give him a shitty home life and he’ll be pretty much the same guy but something brain melting has to happen to cas to make him like that.
#my silly little posts#just like. either that or you have to be really good at writing and portraying mental illness.#but brain melting is better cause if dean can have his moving around backstory but cas is some gay guy you loose five points#they either BOTH get bland washed or both get to be weird. equality
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You know that "I had to unfollow NASA 'cause it made me too craaaaazzzyyyy" reaction image? that's me with gumworth. I think about them for more than two seconds and start getting all flustered
#like if i let myself think 'what would it be like if gumshoe was given full permission to take care of miles.'#'what would it be like for miles to give himself over to this big safe golden retriever of a man who loves him so wholly loudly and simply.#i start pacing in circles and the red yarn murder board manifests behind me#it's almost instantaneous#i can think about wrightworth as much as i want (AND BOY DO I EVER)#but gumworth is too strong. too powerful.#my little brain melts. i have to take it in small doses.#to me. if phoenix kissed miles's neck miles would be able to manage a sweet but snarky teasing comment#if gumshoe kissed mile's neck and asked 'is this ok sir' miles would actually just explode
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can I say she’s the Prim of The Dragon Books or will y’all put me to the sword
don’t tag as racebending
#agot reread is melting my brain lol. I wish she pepper sprayed rhaegar#I just noticed the thrice damned pencil lines. lmao. I cannot fix that at this point I am away from the physical copy#and I’m tired of her staring at me like that every time I open my drafts#eat-your-food-bitch-damn-tf-u-looking-crazy-for.jpeg#I’m sorry Lyanna sweet pea u are a perfect little angel#asoiaf#mine#valyrianscrolls#a song of ice and fire#lyanna stark#house stark#got#game of thrones
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I never thought yesterday would happen.
For years I have theorized in my brain what it what I would do or say if I ever met Jhonen.
And I did yesterday. I met him. Face to face. Had a little conversation to him.
And honestly? It filled me with such a poignant existential dread that I wasn’t prepared for. Which isn’t bad? Just odd. As a fictive there is something to existential about meeting your creator, and it has a distinct edge of irony considering the events of the later JTHM comics. Also no, I mentioned nothing about this I am sure that would have weirded him out beyond comprehension. I was trying to avoid doing that as much as possible.
I have been watching Invader Zim since it aired. I recieved JTHM and Squee! for my 13th birthday and im 27 now.
This series (and by extension, this blog) have been so important to me for years. The JTHM fanbase has been very dear to me for a long time, actually!
I didn’t give him anything. I had planned to do a few art pieces for the event, but frankly I didn’t have the time. I didn’t want him to sign anything (and he doesnt like signing things anyway) so i just asked him about any projects he has planned for the future. He’s not, btw. He’s enjoying doing nothing hah.
It was also nice finally meeting a long-time mutual from here @hyenafan !!
So yeah, if anyone else attended the event, I would love to hear your thoughts! I would love to hear your unanswered questions and anything interesting that happened during your meet & greet with the C&C!
Bonus: the second image is Jhonen asking for the movie to be downvoted.
Bonus 2: my shirt was designed by @devnny !
#jthm#johnny the homicidal maniac#iz#invader zim#jhonen vasquez#it is so funny for me enjoying all jthm content and being a multishipper#knowing jhonen HATES shipping and even brought it up directly when someone made a tongue in cheek comment about RAPR#ednny devnny mmynny its all the same ib my mind its just content#hell even squeenny doesnt phase me anymore#i see jthm content and ny brain melts#iz is still a little dead to me but also that fanbase is still just so massive and so full of children#oh thats another thing i think there was only a SINGLE CHILD at the event#an 11 yo. like an actual member of the demographic the movie was intended for#wild#just one! 😂#and a swarm of goth/emo/scene/punk people in their 20s and 30s
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share my love to you. share my heart for you
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#carmen lobcorp#just a quicker one that i did. i was going to originally do anatomy studies or the sort with her but this works too#i think i still might depends on what i have on me . im a few hours away from my room so none of my diagrams or models....#ahh depends. i do have another piece similar to this one ill likely post soon. probably will end up posting older art as i get this whole#anyways i wanted to try to have some aspects added but i didnt quite fully add all of them#the body melting towards and blending into the water like substance tinged red but also the green prominent inside still a little#uhh brain jar reference. yayy..#it isnt quite clear what is happening. she was supposed to be opening herself so the heart could be seen#organs do NOT look like that but in my defence i didnt have connection at the time to look it up#...should i add something for gore or the sort?... uhm#tw: gore
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Listen, I may forget every single detail of every media I consume, HOWEVER, I JUST SPENT 4 HOURS STRAIGHT (I'm not kidding) MAKING A MAP OF HOW A PUZZLE IN SALLY FACE COULD BE PHYSICALLY POSSIBLE.
It's just a kind of maze but in first person. You have to go into some arches in the correct order to get to the final room. Did the creator create a physical map of this maze? I DON'T THINK SO, BECAUSE THE ARCHES DON'T MAKE FUCKING SENSE.
BUT AFTER FOUR FRICKING HOURS I HAVE MANAGED TO CREATE A POSSIBLE SOLUTION, maybe not a solution an architect would have chosen to do from scratch, BUT A PHYSICALLY POSSIBLE SOLUTION.
AND I PLAN TO, SOME DAY, MAKE THIS IN 3D TO SEE IF I'M FUCKING RIGHT OR JUST REALLY REALLY TIRED AFTER SQUEEZING MY BRAIN FOR 4 FUCKING HOURS TO DO THIS SHIT.
#sally face#i am loosing my mind#who made me do this seriously like#what part of my brained looked at a puzzle i didn't like and went “sure#let's make a 3D model plan for this shit“#you know?#I am so tired rn#I have my final exam of the year tomorrow and this is what I am doing just some hours before it#also i am replaying Sally Face and it's GREAT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT IT'#it's going to make me cry so hard again I just know it#last time i couldn't get over it even a little until several years later#why do i do this to myself#sal fisher#larry johnson#steve gabry#if there is something wrong with my writting here don't you dare to point it out my brain is melting rn i just burnt it
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Spenser, any chance he gets w/ these fucking lights:
#IT'S JUST A LITTLE FUNNY#'take a shot every time Spenser turns the lights red'#It's still adds really good ambiance whenever it happens#I just gotta make jokes where I came#otherwise my brain is going to melt out my ears#candela obscura spoilers#candela obscura#candela spoilers#co spoilers
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It
Is
Finished
#quinton reviews#it only took me five days on double speed#it was worth it but goddamn. 38 hours#i think my brain melted a little bit#it was a very good video tho i hope there's actually a part two im just very happy to watch something else for a while
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#I’m fine btw#not my art#my brain is melting a little bit right now#I feel kinda numb. but also bad about. everything.#I don’t want to do anything that I like. I just want to turn my brain off or talk to somebody#but it’s 2 am right now. so talking isn’t an option. and my brain won’t let me turn it off. so. here I am.#vent#kinda vent#vent ish
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Sometimes I forget that there's an external universe I'm supposed to interact with beyond my internal one
#Like my little world is so different to the people I have to physically interact with and the places I spend my time#Tumblr is the melting pot of it all#I forget and then I remember to check my email inbox#And then I regret all my life choices#And my unmatched ability to#Procrastinate#And delve into#Brain rot#At the speed of light#I spend too much time on here#But its honestly so healing after decades of locking away my thoughts and interests and ideas#Like just casually seeing my feed splattered with wlw content and Sci fi rants and mental health pivots and adorable cat pictures#This place has been so wholesome and kind when offscreen life isn't#Thanks to the mutuals for being as unrelentingly unhinged and obsessive about their interests as me#Ye genuinely do make my day#Much as some of the things ye say make me want to hunt ye down for provoking my emotional depths#Love#Just a crazy hick off her rocker#gratitude#late night thoughts#neurodiverse stuff#fandom things#i love my mutuals
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Baby boy. Pretty puppy. Wanna hold your face, kiss you real gentle, run my hand down your back and catch at your waist, settlin’ there like we were two figures made outta clay, made to fit together, molded from each other’s model, but put into the kiln separately, so we wouldn’t blow up.
I could make you anything you wanted. I work with clay, I work with metal, I work with leather… I could make you a pretty little collar, you just say the word. I could be yours, if you’d let me. You’re sweeter than fresh squeezed peach juice and I’m sure you’d last longer on my tongue.
I can be sweet, if that’s what you want. I can be a real gentleman, buying you drinks, opening up doors for you, walking you to wherever you wanna go, I can be soft, I can be warm. I can be like a sunset, I can see the moon in your eyes, looking at me, knowing I’m only there to lead up to your night.
We can kiss under the stars, my jacket on your shoulders, my hand on your thigh. You’re such a nice boy, I know I’d feel bad for kissing you like that, but not too bad, not when you’re begging me for it.
I’m getting sappy. It’s getting late. I wanna make you a ring that fits exactly on your finger, and I want you to know I made it only because I thought you might like it. I want my callouses to match the ring, the effort just as beautiful as the product. I know any effort can be beautiful, with you.
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awa ..?!?! aawawawawawa?!?!?! awawawawawAAA?!?!?
please imagine like. me. comically and over exaggeratedly turning around like youre talking to someone behind me. turning back to look at you n pointing at myself. ME ? ME?! did you send this to the wrong blog peach anon are you sure. are y. you. wh. awawa.?!?!
this is too sweet and ?!?! romantic?!?! it can't be for me ... huh ... covering my face with my sleeves kicking my feet a little you are VERY good with your words and very. augh. wouagh. um?!? mhm mhm?!! crumbling into dust as i type i. w. awawa. i cant even think of words and sentences that make sense this is very ... aaa... wah.... so nice and gentle and .?!?! i..?!?!
i keep reading this one i feel like dizzy. im ?? wah??? hiding my face blushing whining sliding down in my chair. please ? please ? ive been taken out in one fell swoop.....
#asks..?!?!?!#🍑 anon#originally i was going to like. copy paste quotes that made me feel mush melty but#thats THE WHOLE ASK..!!!! ughh#i fear. i may be weak to nice words. i may be stupid#so nice but also a little mean. sending an ask like this to a boy is DANGEROUS and bad for the brain (i will be thinking of this all day#sniffles. your jacket on my shoulders and your hand on my thigh i wouldnt even be able to make it to a kiss without melting i think...#ne way um grabbing ur hands. with my soft tiney ones. just to feel the callouses#have me blushing kicking my feet in a little puddle fr...#'i could make you anything you wanted' . yours . perhaps.?#also dksjdj i would NOT last. on ur tongue. i fear. thats a joke yknow bc like its like hhehe get it
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i miss how i felt before this year.
#i always felt like shit before august but not like this much. im so tired of being chronically dizzy .it feelsl ike my brain is melting.#im constantly dizzy and my eyes cant focus my head and eyes dont feel centered#despite cuting out alot of things its not going away. i cant focus anymore. all i can do is lie down for somewhat relief.#i miss being able to focus on anything at all. and just to exist. even if i felt mentally like shit.#id give anything to feel normal i really would. i just wanna feel better. im not saying no to the doctor. i WANT to#but thers so much sickness risk. thats hteo nly thing stopping me from going. otherwise id go to the doc for every ailment#i need an MRI scan badly to check what hapened back in august. i need a scan for seizures aswell and a heart monitor.#i also need updated labwork for blood and everything. but these things are out of reach unless i go to a reg doctor.#and that exposes me and i cant stand it. last time someone actively had norovirus in the next room over and that same doctor#came up to me like nothing and confirmed it with me. didnt even wash her fucking hands. i was inconsolable and traumatized further.#i dont wanna be around anyone. i wish things were easier for me i wanna go to the doctor. i feel id rather die instead. i cant take this.#i would even take an EAR INFECTION which has deafened me over feeling like this. im not even kidding.#health issues /#venting in tags /#vent art /#vent doodles /#self scribbles -#cicidraws#deleting later- - //#im convinced i had a small stroke back in august and i havent been the same since. now i cant take aspirin. every time i do it worsens dizz#dizziness. i started feeling a little better at one point and took it and it restarted my dizziness again. im sure i have something going o#my anxiety because of feeling this way has been thru the roof and has not stopped being thru the roof. its so hard to calm down.
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Nat being a complete pillow princess but refuses to acknowledge that she is one>>>
Just having to watch Nat play along to the team joking around about Nat so obviously being a top and you let her have it cause you know how things really are.
Later on when everyone is gone she drops the act and gets all needy, but you won’t give her what she wants until she begs prettily enough.
#pillow princess nat is so cute just wanna give her all the cuddles and kisses#little cutie for real#she melts my brain#anon#asked and answered
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