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#part of my job is to teach dissections to kids#it was fun to draw from memory#digital art#artists on tumblr#illustration#wolf#dog#tw eye horror#tw body horror#pls lmk if there are more helpful tags i can add
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I've been thinking about resurrection eggs today, those plastic eggs with items related to the crucifixion they give to kids around Easter, and thinking about how disturbing the whole thing is
Like, I think the whole concept of essentially celebrating human sacrifice is disturbing enough, but imo it's even more disturbing that we're told about the crucifixion as kids, that we're told about the torture and violence in detail, that we're told his suffering is our fault because we specifically are so evil and horrible and sinful that someone had to be tortured to death to make up for it, that we're told it should have been us up there, that we deserve suffering and violence and abuse and torture simply for existing... and probably other things I'm not thinking of right now, it's all just so sickening
But to do all that while trying to wrap it in a ‧˚₊*̥∗*‧˚₊*̥ uwu cute and innocent little interactive activity for kids uwu ‧˚₊*̥∗*‧˚₊*̥ where they physically have items like a mini spear that represents the one that pierced his side, a crown of thorns to represent the one he was forced to wear, nails to represent the ones that were used to hold him on the cross, leather cords to represent the whip he was beaten with, dice to represent casting lots for his clothes, cloth to represent the linen he was wrapped in after... i don't really have proper words for how disgusting it feels to me now. It's such a "look at what you've done, look at how you did it, look at what you personally contributed to by existing being sinful" while actively trying to make it more appealing to kids in the hopes that they'll internalize it better
Idk. The whole thing is just extremely repulsive to me. It's one thing to talk about the resurrection specifically, but I don't understand how so many people believe graphic depictions of torture and violence are totally fine for kids on its own even without all the other shit that comes with it
#I'm pretty sure the last time i set foot in a church was an Easter#i wasn't a christian anymore and had stopped going to services about a year prior#but the pastors of said church were short staffed for Easter and asked me to help out#they had the eggs and when i saw them i just like. left my body#i have no memory of that day after that#ex christian#religious trauma#child indoctrination#exvangelical#do i need to tag this better. this feels more trauma-y than most of my posts lmao#mine
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happy new year!! 🎊💕
#LOVE U ALL !!!💖💖#out of all the fandoms ive been in this one has been so personal and fulfilling with all the ppl ive connected with🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#choccyart#clora clemons#im so sick rn bruh how can a human body produce so much SNOT??? yall gotta party on my behalf😔✊in my memory....rip🪦🍫🥛#my mom is a hippie so i am currently sitting next to a teddy bear humidifier that releases peppermint and eucalyptus mist LMAO#me huffing that rn trying to make it work😤😤😤
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Tenna fucking dies (realistically you have a better chance of pulling something important than not via wire play)
Reposted because it took me 3 days to realize I forgot the color layer
#deltarune#tenna#spamton#Mr ant tenna#tenna deltarune#spamtenna#in a way#utdr#deltarune spoilers#deltarune chapter 3 spoilers#also i know they don't have monster souls i just think the visual is funny#half my feed is spamton wrist deep in tenna how did this happen#maybe this was just an elaborate attempt to kill tenna who knows#I also have a bunch of tenna body brainstorm designs who wants to see#what who said that#listen i love wire stuff#from before I got into transformers and deltarune I’m an og fan trust#something something letting your partner get closest to your most vulnerable parts#I just think it’s funny bc I’ve done basic ee and that shit’s hard#I should start referencing spamton this was 90% memory 10% vibes I think I looked at 1 picture
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I just realized. One thing that Optimus will certainly be educated on by the Primes in the Haunted AU is the various was One Can Kill A Quintesson! Leaving some Autobots confused at times when he's teaching them in return because 'This sounds pretty Specific...???'
It's slightly competitive on the Primes' part because yeah, the Deceptions do got the High Guard being good at killing Quintessons too but. They're the Real Experts. (Are they salty? Naaaah they're not. Much. Kinda.)
AKJSHDK YEAH YOU'RE SO RIGHT I LOVE THAT <333
they got so good at squishing the goddamn bugs and they're thrilled they can save Optimus the pain of figuring out their weak points through trial and error like they did. they're gonna make a pro out of their baby brother in no time.
and if they just so happen to know some of the Decepticons will be majorly pissed off at the fact OP is already on par with the best of what used to be the High Guard when he only has a fraction of their experience... well, happy coincidences, y'know?
and if they happen to teach Optimus how to crack open a Quintesson in just the right way to make some Decepticons see ghosts through him... that's between them and the people they're haunting :)
haunted au
#hey i got an ask#funsizedkola#transformers#transformers one#tf one#optimus prime#tf jazz#haunted au#my art#i am. so sorry this took so long. there's literally no good explanation i don't know where time went OTL#on a different note!#this ask reminded me of one of my favorite tf fics ever. it's called 'Nor Is He Early' and it features a delightful version of the matrix#and the role of prime that i haven't found anywhere else#it isn't really that similar to this au but it does feature OP being able to access the memories of previous holders#and some of those memories are about how to kill quintessons and all the trauma that comes with that#delighful i tell you#i think in this au optimus *can* access memories from the thirteen#but they just prefer to teach him the normal way#mostly because they think it's better from optimus to learn things in his own body rather than from someone else's memory#but also because those memories are Not Good. optimus is already going through his own war and they'd rather he not carry#memories from another one he wasn't even alive to live through#and if he struggles to pick something up they prefer to show him through memories of sparring they did with each other#and the high guard than to show him real battles#they Know it's no use. optimus had already died once before they even met him. they won't be able to protect him from this war#nor any other that comes next. but still they can't help but try#so... yeah ajshdjksa
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I have a headcanon that Dagoth Ur can not only posess bodies of those ill with corprus but also partially change their facial features to his own while posessing. Probably not physially but only in the eyes of the Nerevarine
#my art#fasta draws#the elder scrolls#morrowind#tes morrowind#dunmer#dagoth ur#oc: chfikir#house dagoth#cw body horror#have had this headcanon for a while but the recent Arcane episodes inspired me to draw it#Chfikir doesn't have any of Nerevar's memories#she calls Dagoth Ur Voryn to feel closer to him because she has no loved ones left
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imagine if after the transmigration shen qingqiu became a combination of shen yuan and shen jiu, not in a "second person living in my head" kind of way, but a "this house is haunted and carries the echoes of the dead" kind of way; imagine shen yuan having nightmares about a house, a fire, a faceless boy behind a door he can't remember; imagine him having flashes of emotions he doesn't understand, rage at a name he doesn't recognize, helplessness when yue qingyuan apologizes for something he won't mention, nausea when ning yingying says the name "a-luo"; imagine parts of his own self have changed too, how he now likes bows in his hair, pretty flowers and flowing robes, but can no longer stand a stranger's touch, a man's touch, yet he longs for the brothels, but never sexually, only fondly, like there's something there he misses. there are many empty spaces in his heart where he feels something is missing
#imagine if one day shen qingqiu wakes up and he no longer knows which one he is#imagine the guilt too. for not just taking a body but their self too. their memories and wants and needs and feelings#maybe it differs per day#sometimes he is more shen jiu. snappy and defensive and aloof#sometimes hes more shen yuan. silly and bumbling and trying so hard#and maybe. maybe. if you want to tear your heart a little more:#most disiciples and peak lords sit out the days where parts of shen jiu surface waiting for shen yuan to come back#theres a metaphor about the ship of theseus in here somewhere. its on the tip of my tongue#something something replacing all the parts one by one. is it still the same ship or has it become something new?#svsss#scum villian’s self saving system#shen jiu#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#scum villain#mxtx svsss#mxtx#luo binghe#bingqiu#svsss thoughts#yue qingyuan
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#my art#paper stuff#spontaneous gangles at a party#digital circus#drew her from memory . I have no idea what the chirality of her body spiral is. if it’s fixed or not.#the amazing digital circus#tadc gangle#love drawing with mediums like crayon and marker. Compels me to be especially playful and more relaxed.#from the unerasability/lack of erasers
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guess who watched a play through of ts!underswap .
#my art#ts underswap#team switched underswap#ts!underswap#count koffin-k#koffin k#chara#undertale#underswap#idk#ik technically koffin k isn’t full body for the rest of the time after chara gets that memory#but idgaf!!!!!! hug!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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it looks and sounds just like you, but,
#That. is not my grandson. who are you. Who are you. What are you. What did you do to him. What did you do. What did you do.#yugioh#yami yugi#yugi mutou#asterisk.#my art <3#eye strain#no but seriously did i just like somehow miss a whole plot point or does sugoroku literally never question wtf is up with yugi??#in his defense it would make sense seeing as yugi definitely takes after him in that regard. huge This Is Fine :) energy#maybe he just knew it would happen and was secretly laughing his ass off the whole time yugi was working on the puzzle. like Lmao Gottem#nonetheless giving yami the Thing treatment because it's what he deserves ^w^#listen. LISTEN. all yami has to work with at first is yugi's memories; yugi's emotions; yugi's thoughts and interests and habits and body#yami himself doesn't seem to realize for a while that he's Not Yugi.#so anyway! an ominous spirit possesses your kid and has the ability to inflict hallucinations and curses and what have you.#how do you know that's still him? that he's still in there? that this being hasn't outright erased him and replaced him in his entirety?#like the ship of theseus except mind body and soul?#how do you know that this Thing isn't just bending your perception of reality? to convince you that everything is fine and normal?#maybe it doesn't know any better. maybe it feels guilty but stubbornly hides it because that's what He would do and He is all it knows.#would you still love ''him''? care for it as you would your son because all you see when you look at it is your pride and joy; usurped?#idk i just think there could have been More to it. in general. if you catch my drift#stream of consciousness lookin ass tags down here. as you can see i am badly afflicted with The Character(s)
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I was thinking of Machete and his sheep toy 🐑

Also sorry I keep drawing him, I just love him so much ♡
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#oh man he looks so small and soft#I don't know what it is about this piece specifically but I can imagine so vividly what it would feel like to pet him#my roommate used to have a really small rabbit#the size of a kitten#and I'm getting such touch memories about holding him#and how frail and light his little bunny body felt under all that downy fur#I'm appreciating the return of the sheep toy#🧡🐑🧡#thank you!#he looks so peaceful for once#gift art#arttsuka#Machete#own characters
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Just a silly guy, with silly silly thoughts.
@glowweek Day 2
Casual | Surprise
A casual surprise?😬😬😬
#Hooooo boiii this lad is about to get funky.#He was internally screaming the whole time.#It's in my core memory as a connverse fan. I'm never truly going to let this up I believe. haha#Our boy really one day went out there wanting to get married as a teen like a true classic Disney princess. 😭#It was honestly endearing but sad and also pretty embarrassing. 😔#Secondhand embarrassment aside. Steven is pretty much lucky in the romance department. Which. Deserved by the way. With all the other#crap he had to deal with.#connverse#Steven Quartz Universe#Connie Maheswaran#SU#my shiz#my comics#teal#SU comics#glowweek#connverse week#I have no idea if whatever Connie is spouting are actuallt true in real life. Good thing this can be chalked off as just a thing in their#fictional world.#Also I'm glad part of that was covered by Connie's body because I had to take a few notes from chat GPT to add in her enumerated rambling.#I had to make the glow bracelet float like that because I couldn't draw his hand holding it quiet right in that angle.#And yea that size difference is no error. That's how small Connie's wrist is compared to his hands. Or at least something like that.#comics
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Does Flowey exist in this au?
Yes, he does.
Everything's pretty much the same when it comes to the regular story in this AU. It's just the past, especifically Papyrus' past (wich we don't know much about to begin with) that changes



Actually Flowey is one of the main characters in the story! (the main story of this au is divided between the past before the game and a post-pacifist timeline:D)
He and Papyrus will have a fun dynamic
-some thought I had in tags behind the keep reading
Srry for the spelling mistakes in here but I can't go and fix tags because I would end up erasing everything😭tumblr struggles
#my hand is dying I drew all this so quickly lmaokajs#actually Flowey is there in the first concept art I did for this au akahsksj isn't that great#forgettable-au#(THIS MINI COMIC IS UNREALISTIC BTW I don't think flowey would just open up about his past to Papyrus#but like it would end up in a situation like this and I think that's funny)#this is mostly inspired by the weird pararallel that I accidentally created between Flowey and Papyrus#Flowey being someone who remembers being another person even tho Asriels been long gone he still feel like Asriel but is he really Asriel#and then in this case Papyrus is an ACTUAL remain of another person#the same body but not the same memories#when I first was developing the story I noticed that and thought it would be a cool detail to acknowledge#different yet similar in a way situations idk#answered ask#undertale au#papyrus#papyrus!gaster#undertale#papyrus is gaster#flowey#undertale comic
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ouaw doodle dump!!
#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#gricko grimgrin#morning frost#gideon coal#hootsie grimgrin#the post doesn’t really have spoilers but I guess the tags kind of do so if you haven’t seen past ep 20 don’t read the rest of the tags#Hootsie i love her dearly but I need to learn how to draw her better#guess which episodes I watched today impossible challenge#he was MAAAD when frost gave away the whistle#I might’ve exaggerated it but in my head this is what it looked like#(I think about the memories they gave to the hares too much fucking Gideon and frost dude giving their stuff away ughhhhh)#gricko and Gideon body swap was#something#consistent sizes of characters is not a concept Im familiar with#Gideon looks off to me but I have no idea why so#Hootsies color by number 🫶#implied grimmorning 😙#except it was just an actual line from an episode
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i also just want to point out the qsmp members' commitment to like never letting the inactive members die. like dantdm logged on twice and is canonically dead and everyone continues to blame mysterious happenstance on him. spreen is canonically dead and yet people are still like namedropping him even tho the house façade he built has been demolished and also probably consumed by a mountain. they meme on kameto who's barely been on except that time he was a fed spy that was iconic as hell. they just immortalize their members and they're always so happy to see old faces come back and it lowkey makes me emotional lmfaoo like missa barely logged on for a while but goddamn nobody forgot his name bc philza can't go one day without mentioning him and mariana barely logs on but every time fit saw the homeless mariana in roier's city no matter what he'd stop dead and tell it "come home" and when slime came back to the server for elections after having logged off for the last like two months everyone was still excited to meet him bc the others had kept his memories on the server fresh and alive, maxo died canonically in the nuke and pierre pasted his face all over the server, luzu vanished for months and we never forgot him either thanks to the computers and foolish's wack ass family tree. like when purgatory teams were chosen and team red constantly joked about how it would be so over for the other teams once germán logged on despite the fact that germán had only ever logged on ONCE, the way they cheered when they snatched rubius in the split of green despite the fact that rubius hadn't logged on more than twice since march. they just keep the names alive all the time and it's like
it just makes me really happy to see. like it makes me really happy. like the admin team and the members alike are like 'no way in HELL are we letting your memory go' like damn once ur on isla quesadilla you really are stuck as an islander forever :D
#qsmp#shut up vic#block game brainrot#not gonna put this in the main body because 🤢 but also#filler tag filler tag ravioli ravioli you must hit read more to see this#the hatsune miku jokes to keep a member's memory alive during a long hiatus are also an example of this effect#anyway i really hope the server can continue and the issues are resolved#bc i'd really love to see pol back on the server like genuinely#there's more examples obviously and not all of them are ones i can remember#but just. i mean even the dead eggs whose admins aren't even on the team anymore#every month bad and dapper made a point to visit their graves and remember them (sometimes with company)#it's like holy shit fucking goddamn it hits me in the chest seriously#sorry for the massive unbroken paragraph that's how the thought looks in my head too so i opted not to break it up
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I haven’t watched Dungeon Meshi, but I always enjoy the dashboard osmosis experience and have a peculiar visual memory. Here is what I believe Dungeon Meshi to be mostly about. No complicating experiences with the text, or indeed character references, fed into this extremely clear vision, which I believe I torrented directly from the astral plane at the same time as the creator was logged on
#dungeon Meshi#I think#features Bilbo#This GUY#and Meshi.#this isopod is mostly what I wanted to be doodling.#interesting to me that#the hobbit’s scarf and jerkin are very clear in my memory#and also the Skyrim helmet#but no idea what This Guy is actually wearing so I think I THINK it’s very cunty bishop#sleeves. you know like lantern sleeves.#I love them actually#it’s interesting what you absorb from#scrolling the dash passively when mutuals are into a new#thing#feels a bit like how AI must feel when consuming and regurgitating content!#also it’s obvious that the creator(s?) have developed a VERY visually distinctive character set that can be picked up on instantly#super unusual for anime right? normally they all have the same face?#so it’s quite cool to scroll past an anime with distinctly different faces in it#not to mention body types
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