#my bf showed me a pic of him and this friend who he told me in the past he had held hands with when they were on a friend trip together

[starryarles]

retroactive jealousy i hate u !!!

[hamilando]

ੈ✩ wrong couple ? (smau) ੈ✩

pairing : lando norris x fem reader

summary : the chaotic process of Lando getting a wife

fc: Olivia Culpo

a/n : This is a series, and this is PART 2, let me know if you want to be tagged in the final part ! it was requested anonymously, thank you for requesting it 🫶🏻

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ynculpo sunsets with the best man I could get 🌅

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user1 I saw what she did there 🗿

user2 MA'AM!? WHAT IS THE CRUISE FOR !?

user3 istg everyone is just posting pics and not telling anything

user4 MAX AND KELLY GOT ENGAGED !?

user5 #KELLAX

user6 that sounds like a crime mob name 😭

landonorris forever and ever ��

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user7 I luvvv how lando's media personality is different from his real one

user8 Sir Lando, please lend em your gf, she is too gorgeous 🤺

user7 Only Lewis is Sir, Lando is master 🫦

charlesleclerc mama and papa 🐱

ynculpo HELL NO- I CANT BE A GRANDMA AT 24

oscar.piastri 😔

ollie.bearman 😔

ynculpo stop, you have alex

fransisca.gnomes I am stealing her lando

landonorris sure, take her for the day, because her nights are mine

maxverstappen1 you horny ass

landonorris what? you never watch Netflix and chill with Kelly ?

maxverstappen1 😒

user9 did he mean netflix or chill

user10 or NETFLIX AND CHILL

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kellypiquet mijn wereld ❤️

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maxverstappen1 to many more years and watching P grow ❤️

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user1 IS THAT A RING ON HER RING FINGER

user2 THE CRUISE WAS INDEED FOR HER AND MAX’S PROPOSAL

user3 THEY ARE GETTING MARRIED

user4 congrats to the best couple 🌟

user5 max really took that groomer as his wife…

user6 can you like not spoil their special day ?

user7 max, pls tell Lando to propose to yn as well

user8 fr, they have been dating for almost 4 years now

fransisca.gnomes my heart 🥹

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landonorris best sil 🧡

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user9 LANDO’S COMMENT

user10 LANDO JUST CONFIRMED

user11 damn, max flexing his money from this proposal

user12 if my standards are not up-

user13 fr, DAMIAN, YOU BETTER PROPOSE TO ME IN PRIVATE HIRED CRUISE

user14 who is damian? user13 my bf 🗿

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maxverstappen1 best man duties

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user1 TOLD YA

user2 HE IS GETTING MARRIED YALL

user3 EVEN KELLYY LIKED

user4 she likes all posts 🗿

user5 MY PENELOPE AND MAX HEART

user6 MAX VERSTAPPEN, 3 TIME WORLD CHAMPION IS NOW MARRIED

user7 we got one more down before Lewis 🤺

landonorris 😏🙃

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charlesleclerc so excited 💪🏻

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carlossainz55 tequilla and music 🌇

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user8 THE GRID DRIVERS ARENT EVEN DENYING IT

user9 GRID MARRIAGE WOOHOHOHOHOHOHO

user10 but isn't the best man for someone else's wedding ?

user11 wait..

user12 WHAT

user13 y'all it's him and Kelly getting married only, being a best man for Kelly ?

user14 makes sense

user15 y'all are dumb

user16 why is Lando in all the pics tho?

user17 can't there be friends 😒

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f1wags New Marriage in grid !? A huge ‘marry me’ was seen in the ocean, presumably where the f1 grid cruise was passing by. With the recent post of Kelly Piquet, Max Vertsappen’s girlfriend, it seems she is the new Mrs. Verstappen ?

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user1 AHAHAHAHAHAH

user2 told ya-

user3 where is my invite ?

user4 to all the haters, TAKE THAT

user5 can’t wait for more max x penelope crumbs 🥹

user6 that man seriously showed off his wealth for the proposal

user7 they look cute together ngl-

part3

tg: @lydia-demarek @mel164 @h34rts4maisey @poppyflower-22 @dolphlinda

@ilivbullyingjeongin @fangirlforever2000 @magnusi-97 @clo5406 @yesmanbabe

@wosof1 @luvsforme @nikfigueiredo @evie-119 @clarenciago

@raynetargaryan2 @brekkers-whore @lifesass @formula1-motogpfan @yawn-zi

@barcelonaloverf1life @jxnellat @gigicisneros @yukimaniac @l-sofiamia-l

@s0phiad @shiftermeance @coriyaps @formulaal

@pansexualwitchwhoneedstherapy @landotd @fulla02 @orlafitz1664

@abq654 @mastermindbaby @awritingtree @nichmeddar @emz2092

@mysteriesincorporated @dramallama9 @emxlando @ahnneyong @burkylover

@czennieszn @weekendlusting @charli123456789 @mamako23

@mxdi0 @claudiajacobs

[lewisvinga]

empanadaaaas | carlos sainz x argentine! fem! reader

summary; who would’ve thought that carlos would find a new love after visiting argentina with his girlfriend

fc; rita mota

warnings; ?

taglist; @namgification @louvrepool @locelscs @thehufflepuffavenger1 @minseok-smaus @goldenmclaren @ollieshifts @lavisenri @graciewrote @xoscar03

notes; requested !

masterlist !

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yourusername uploaded to their story !

[caption 1; 🤍] [caption 2; mi amor with me in my beloved argentina 🫶]

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yourusername:🇦🇷🤍

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carlosainz55: 😍😍😍 liked by yourusername !

carlossainz55: vamos argentina ! 🇦🇷

yourusername: and that’s how you win papa l/n over 😁😁

username: not u taking a SPANIARD to latinoamerica ma’am…. STAND UP

yourusername: he’s a cute spaniard tho😞

username: told y’all carlos is for the latinas 💆‍♀️

username: ugh the wispy bangs r everything

username: i wanna be u

yoursister: tell ur bf to STOP EATING MY EMPANADAS

carlossainz55: ur mom made them for me🤔

yoursister: whatever mamá makes = mine

yourusername: i wish i could get him to stop but he refuses to eat anything else or else he’ll starve 😞😞

yoursister: y tu pobre hermana??? ella está muriéndose del hambre. 😒 [and your poor sister, she is dying of hunger]

carlossainz55: we went out for ice cream 2 hrs ago???

yoursister: where’s my empanada.

carlossainz55: in my stomach😋😋

username: those empanados look saur good i get carlos tbh

username: ARGENTINAAAAA🇦🇷🇦🇷

yourbestfriend: WOWZERSSS UR SO😍

yourusername: UR WOWZERSS😘

alexandrasaintmleux: so gorgeous 🥹 i’ve been wanting to go🤍

yourusername: next time bby, girls trip to argentinaaaa💕

username: this is so messi core

username: HELPPP

username: no1 gonna mention the last pic?? bc i’ve been thinking abt it for the past 30 mins 🚶‍♀️

username: carlos w the basic white dog in a latino household HELPPP😭

username: okay but y/n and y/s/n always eattt😫

username: now i’m craving empanadas 😔😔

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carlossainz55: te quiero argentina por y/n y empanadaaaas [i love you argentina for y/n and empanadas]

tagged; yourusername

yourusername: carlitooosssss, q guapooooo😻 [how handsome]

carlossainz55: y usted tan hermosa, nena 😍 [and you’re so beautiful]

yourusername: so grateful to show you argentina 🤍🇦🇷

carlossainz55: so grateful to know this beautiful country 🤍

yoursister: i’m sick of y’all already🤢

carlossainz55: tengo un amigo bien guapo , [i have a very handsome friend] and he’s your age 😁

yoursister: ou say lessss

yourusername: NOT lando. anyone but lando

landonorris: what’s wrong w me😢

yourusername: british and doesn’t like fish 😕

yoursister: he’s cute i can get past it 😛😛

landonorris: you like fish?? yoursister i can get past it too😁

username: NOT THE EMPANADA MENTION LMAOO😭

username: carlos rlly loves empanadas he’s jus like me fr

username: y/n is everything 😫

username: hes sooo bf

username: sexy spaniard i get u y/n i rlly do

yourusername: weak for that spaniard 😞 i’m making him argentine tho #trust

carlossainz55: mi gente latino ✊

charles_leclerc: i’m afraid to ask how many empanadas you ate

carlossainz55: you don’t want to know.

username: when will it be my turn to find a spanish bf and take him to argentina 🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️

username: ARGENTINA MENTIONED🇦🇷🔥

username: they’re everything to me pls

username: caption is SO true

username: i wonder how madridista carlos feels knowing y/n and her family are messi fans

yourusername: good thing we’re madridistas too💯💯

carlossainz55: i did that😁

[mimiyewaffles]

A FEW INTERESTING THINGS

I guess I need help

So if y'all dont know, I'm trying to revise my boyfriend's d3ath.

It's been two months since I have been affirming and a few days since I got into the concept of void. Now, I'm trying to get into the void.

I've noticed a few crazy things, that I would love to share.

I've always affirmed that “everyone will forget about my boyfriend's demise because it was just my nightmare and no such thing ever happened. He's all alive and healthy” So I guess my affirmations are kinda playing out.

1.

When I got to know about his demise, I sent him like 100 texts that day, I was so emotional and poured down everything to him. He not only is my boyfriend, but also is my best friend. The bestest friend ever and it was the worst day of my life. I was never ready to lose him.

I sent those 100 texts to him on Snapchat and obviously, my texts were just delivered. Nobody read them because that "nobody" Was long gone. I'm talking about feb, 2024. So I checked his snapchat after a few days of emotional ranting, and those texts didn't show up. I thought it might be a glitch and now after like 3 months, I went back to check on him because I missed him and guess what? ALL OF THOSE TEXTS ARE GONE!

Now idk if I'm tweaking but wtf? Snapchat has this feature where messages get deleted after 24 hours of being seen. But nobody saw my messages to begin with, where are those texts????

Like... All the snaps, that were sent before those texts and even after those texts are still in delivered, not seen.

Can anyone tell me if this is a glitch? This couldn't be, right? It's been 3 months to that incident, if it were glitch, it would have been fixed by now but idk-

2.

My bf would post about his travelling and stuffs in Instagram reels and I often visit his account to look at him all alive once again and one day, I noticed one of his reels cover has changed 💀 and I even showed it to my sister and friend and they were shocked too. I thought it might be a glitch too. But it stayed like that for 3 days and then switched back to what it was before.

This might be a glitch idk honestly but my friend said it might be a "timeline/dimensions overlapping"

3.

Two of my close friends are really logical minded and I never told them about my manifestation/shifting to a reality where my bf never got into an accident, because they wouldn't believe me. They don't even believe in multiple realities... So, not worth it.

A week ago, I texted one of these friends, saying that I feel like my bf is alive (emotional ranting) and all she told me was to hold up and move on, I'm thinking way too much 😮‍💨

And that's that. We didn't talk much about it.

After a few days of that, she texted me herself telling me that she feels the same. She feels as if my bf is alive too and maybe faking a death. We didn't get into the conclusion but yeah, we are still in doubt.

Also I would daydream about meeting my bf once again and i would make infinite possibilities to proof my reasoning mind that he's alive. So one of my imagination was my friend texting my bf's brother (they have nothing in common, they don't even know each other yet I imagined them talking) and his brother would say that my boyfriend is actually alive. And that scene exactly happened, except for the alive part. my friend talked to his brother to get his "last" Pics and guess what? They don't have that. Which is super weird because that accident just happened this year and those photos are gone. I texted one of his other brother who always replies to my texts and always give me updates about how their family is grieving but when I asked about pics, he left me on seen— again very weird.

Moreover, all of them (his family members) have moved on completely. They are enjoying and travelling. Idk how but like in a month of my bf's demise, they started partying a stuff which is super weird to me.

.....

I guess my affirmations are kinda becoming true. My 3D is maybe conforming slowly (?) Idk 😭

Lemme know what y'all think. Any tips on revising such thing would be appreciated. Thanks for reading 🎐

I'm sorry if I don't make any sense, I'm probably being delusional. Sorry for the rant 🥲🤌

[rapunzellovesbooks]

N fans attacking L for taking his gf to an event as if N hasn't been taking her bf literally everywhere including her movie set like wth man I'm tired like how is he evil forgoing to an event now and this is literally his first public appearnce since july last year so what does that has anything to do with N in first place and those events get organized weeks in advance so this whole he only went to an event because he was waiting for her to say they are friends in an interview is ridiclious because he only called N a friend last year and also how the hell is he gonna know what N say about him in an interview

This is my point exactly.

The issue is that, since it was Luke´s paparazzi photo that was published first, the infamous June 13th pic, he was always, ALWAYS, going to be the "villain" in this scenario. He will always be blamed if nothing more than the beautiful relationship that Nic and him have happens. Why? Because it gave folks the impression of Nicola then being left behind at the premiere, bla bla. Never mind that JD was also there at the premiere, but no cares about that. Nope, everyone only cared about the fact that this new mystery girl was thin. Sorry to say it, but it is true. If A had not been thin or, let´s say, not the same size as Nicola, who is gorgeous as well, none of this drama would have happened. Folks thought "oh, well, of course he chose someone else, fuck him, yay, go Nicola", using Nicola, AGAIN, as a self insert. So this girl became a villain too. Simply for how she looked. Then because of how people said she acted. Etc. Etc.

Do I think both could have saved themselves a lot of grief if they had just said at the beginning of the tour, hey, I am in a relationship? Yes. They would not even have had to disclose names, nada. CJ is in a relationship with a casting director and no one, NO ONE, gives a damn fuck. Come her season, it will be a breeze. But I also think that it was nobody´s business. It had nothing to do with the show or THEIR relationship.

The issue with Nicola and Luke is that they do have a very close relationship and, how could you not? You spend years working together, building this bond and then you go through this crazy thing together, you kiss, you touch more than normal friends do. Of course your relationship is gonna be unhinged to the outward eye. Heck, they know themselves that they are not "normal" but then again, there are people who ship CJ and Luke Thompson, which blows my mind.

Luke did not wait for Nicola to say anything. In fact, the interviewer for Nic´s SAG Award was lovely. He simply said "your chemistry is great, some fans want you to get married in real life, do you know?", he asked while laughing. He then stated that, to him, Luke seemed perfect and she agreed. Not because anyone was looking for a scoop, the dude was praising their work together and Luke as an actor and person which, and correct me if I am wrong, is what we fans have wanted for so long for him. RECOGNITION. How in the hell would Luke have known what she was going to say? And, even if he saw the interview before bringing this girl to the event, what does it change? Nothing. Nicola is not sad about this. She probably encouraged him to do it. She has been taken this JD guy everywhere with her, being carefree and stuff. And smiling and what not, which she is allowed to do with other men that Luke. She is, whether romantic or not (I do not really like JD, but that is besides the point of this). And for people saying he looks uncomfortable or it does not look natural like with Nicola... a) it is a red carpet for a fashion event. They are told to look at the camera a certain way. It is not a light hearted premiere in rural Australia. b) if for months all people had been doing is grill me, my closed ones and my friends for a paparazzi picture and then going to finally bring this person again to an event after all of that nonsense... I would be petrified too. I am proud of him for doing this, actually. It takes ball of steel after all he went through. Why now? Maybe cause it is the first event he has gone to. Maybe it is cause he is fed up with the invasion of privacy and he is like, you know what, fuck it. Maybe it is because before he was filming, both in London and in Rome, and it was not his priority. In fact, what to a lot of people is a big deal, this is just an event for him. Who knows.

If the only value Luke has to all of you is being with Nicola as her bf, then you are not his fan and you are not her fan either. Nicola is gonna have other costars in the future and so is Luke. They will, hopefully, have good chemistry.

I myself will live for the WT and even their interviews for season 2 and 1 and I will die when I get more Polin content, maybe as soon as the TV Awards on the 10th of February where both are nominated or at the Valentine´s Event.

Nicola ain´t crying about this. She loves that man. And if you hate on him, you hate on her. Simple as that.

[mgopinoon]

It's been a few days since that whole plane thing, and I still can't wrap my head around it. I have seen the discussion here and on twitter, but to me this whole thing of "Austin deeply in love" just doesn't fit with everything else we've seen this year. Yeah, it's possible he's just good at hiding it, but what's the point of that? Everyone knows they're together. I just keep being reminded of all the times we've seen him with her in the last few months, and it just doesn't make sense. I remember when she was trying to push him away from fans at the theatre or when she was all up on another man, it just doesn't seem like love to me, I'm sorry. Her actions certainly don't scream loving gf. And I'm sorry but a man in love won't publicly follow a tabloid that makes her and her parents look bad. He won't like suggestive stuff on ig. And a man in love would make an effort to be with his gf when she has something big happening in her career, and she would also not immediately fly back to LA when her bf is in town, that she hasn't seen in over a month just to have dinner with friends. She keeps following all these new it guys, who also like her pics from like 2017. I know people think we just want to hear only things that we want to, but I just can't ignore all the things that have happened this year to just make this one thing believable, cause someone who likes them together told me to. Again, not saying it's not possible, it's just strange to me, that's all.

I don't find any sense to the whole situation either, one doesn't know what their relationship is like behind closed doors, but what you see on the outside is a couple that is disconnected from each other. Austin never participates in Kaia's projects and she acts like a single girl looking for guys to hang out with. I know a couple where from afar you could tell that one of the 2 was not really connected to the relationship and they lasted 7 years 😂😂, they finally broke up because there was infidelity, I hope this doesn't happen with them and they don't continue to make that relationship last that doesn't look good at all, but people have to learn to let go sometimes when it's clear that things aren't going well and that they don't really love you as one would like. I have never found any sense in publicly showing yourself as a consolidated couple and then not being able to talk about it or not being able to upload any photos to social networks because then the relationship automatically becomes "private". Austin has done a lot of things to show that his relationship is going badly and so is Kaia, I hope they let go and can do better, because for me they are like water and oil.

[fgslt]

Chosen Family

Christmas has always been a difficult time since my mother past away. My dad and my older brother Liam, or stepdad and stepbrother to be more precise always wanted a big Christmas dinner, but didn’t know how to cook. So every year I made the whole dinner and even now, that I left for college it was clear for everyone, that I came back for the holidays to organize and prepare Christmas. I was happy to spend the holidays with my Dad and brother, even though we didn’t get along well, but we were family. But in college I had my coming out and I didn’t want to go back into the closet for Christmas. I was a proud, feminine gay and I wanted my family to know that person!

My Dad and Liam were shocked when they saw my Christmas outfit. They didn’t say anything but I knew that masculinity meant a lot to them. My Dad owned the local gym and my older brother tried a career as a bodybuilder. I think it would have gone well, if I hadn’t bent in front of my brother to get the fine china.

Bro what the fuck is that?! Are you wearing a thong?

That was to much for my dad. On December 24. he kicked me out if the house and told me to never come back! Sad, confused, humiliated and heartbroken I didn’t know what to do at first. Then I downloaded Grindr, added a pic of me and named myself 🕳️meless4xmas_

I hoped for the sympathy of the community and I was lucky.

Hey hole 😜 Nobody should be alone for Christmas. My boy and I go on a vacation tomorrow, but for today we can offer you a place to sleep 💪🏻 But we only have one bed 😈

I was way to happy, that I got a place to stay to question their motives and also both of them were pretty hot. I went to their apartment, the penthouse and offered them to cook something in exchange. The older guy was called Dorian and his bf was Alfi. It turned out to be a pretty decent evening with a lot of good chats and laughs. Also they showed me, that a guy like me gets lots of love from the gay community. However, the next day I would be homeless again. Dorian told me that one of his friends hosted a party he usually would participate, if he didn’t go on vacation this year. But he was sure I would be welcomed none the less.

His friends seemed very friendly and after he showed them a video of my performance of the last night they invited me over, only problem, they lived in the next city. Dorian couldn’t drive me and also there wasn’t a bus or train for today. I couldn’t ask my dad, but maybe my brother would drive me and if it was only for the purpose of getting ride of me. To my own surprise I asked him and to more surprise Liam agreed.

He came right from the gym and seemed very relaxed and friendly.

Hey bro, how are you? Man I have such a good pump right now. Didn’t know you know somebody here.

I didn’t until yesterday. They took me in after Dad kicked me out.

Yeah…are those people gay too?

Yes they are!

Okay…I mean cool. It’s not like I hate fags-I mean gays…did you fuck with them to stay here?

I didn’t want to answer him so I told him the address and he drove me to a big, modern mansion. Dorians friend Adam was already waiting for me and greeted me at the car.

You must be a gift from Santa cus we run low on bottoms this year. 10 Tops and only two bottoms.

Then Adam looked at my brother.

But your friend can still join the party.

Oh No! *caugh* I am not a fag-weir-gay!

I was so angry at Liam that I smashed the door and stormed off into the house. Adam showed me everything before he lead me to the living room were everyone was. Again it way a nice atmosphere and I felt warm and welcomed. There was David, an older man who caught my eye…and I caught his.

So your Dad kicked you out? Babe, that’s horrible. You don’t mind, if I call you that, do you?

Not at all. Yes it was horrible! I felt so lonely and humiliated just because I am who I am.

Babe you are perfect the way you are! Your dad is an idiot!

But he is my Dad after all.

If you want, I can be your Daddy for today. Would you like that babe?

Suddenly I felt a strange arousel as David said that. I crawled on his lap and answered him:

Yes Daddy!

Then give Daddy a kiss! Good boy! Now massage Daddies tits! Yeah good boy! I had a hard day at work and need some caretaking on Christmas! Yeah, suck my nipples! Have you been a good boy?

Yes Daddy!

Then I have a surprise for you, get on your knees! Good boy! I brought you a special lollipop!

Yo bro, you forgot your purse and…shit, what the fuck?

I let go of Davids dick in my mouth and looked up to my brother.

Bro…are you getting fucked by all those guys?

Liam it is different than it look… I tried to explain.

Are you enjoying sucking there dicks? Do you pimp yourself out to guys or something like that because you need money and a home?

What? No! I mean, yes they fuck me, but I want them to fuck me! They are nice to me and accept me unlike Dad, they are my family now!

Oh I see… so there is no place for your bro anymore.

Suddenly something hit my chin. I looked down and saw that Liam pitched a huge tent in his sweatpants.

There is always place for my brother! I said while kissing his dick.

No homo! It’s just…you look so girly a-and I have a thing for thongs …a-a-and fuck I wish the girls were like you!

Like what?

So slutty! S-Sorry, I mean frivolous, is that the right word?

No! It’s slutty! What did you call me earlier? A fag?

Bro uhm I am sorry bro.

Don’t be sorry! I told him before I took his cock into my mouth. Suddenly he shouted:

No homo! No homo!

Hahaha don’t worry stud, it’s not gay until you suck a dick yourself!

You…are you sure?

Haha yes of course, I am straight myself! I am David by the way, the new Daddy of your slutty bro.

Uhm…Hi, I am Liam. I…uhm…can you call him that?

What slutty? Of course! Look at him! He likes it! Doesn’t he suck your dick better everytime you call him a slut?

Well…uhm…yes, but we can’t call him that, we have to be uhm gentle and respectful! We have to treat him as an equal!

Really, do we? I mean look down at him! Would you suck a fat, juicy cock? Would you even think about a cock as fat, juicy and delicious?

No that’s fucking gay!

So you don’t suck cock?

Hell no!!!

Than you are not equal, why treat him that? He kneels in front of his hot, straight bro, happy to suck his dick. You would never kneel, you are superior! You didn’t judge him in those sissy clothes, even brought him his faggy purse and here he is, sucking dick like a whore! Pimping himself out to men who are nothing compared to you!

Yo bro, you think I am attractive?

Yes! No homo! But you are every fags wet dream! I bet all the time, you took care of your brother he fantasied of being manhandled by you! Didn’t you say, you wished the girls were as slutty as him?

Uhm y-yeah.

And is your fantasy about treating them equal?

N-no.

Tell us! We are all men here, nobody will judge you!

I-I uhm… want to use them…uhm …like fuck them really hard-uhm hardcore. They never let me deepthroat them, but I would love to. F-Fuck…uhm fuck them in the gym in- uhm in front of my buddys - no homo- but uhm just to establish my dominance.

What if I told you, you can live that fantasy with that little femboy in front of you?

Yeah? Uhm really? Y-you mean it? Yeah? Yeah! Fuck yeah! Suck my cock bro! Yeah you like it, don’t you? Sucking my cock? Fuck yeah! Come on fag uhm gay! You uhm like being called fag? Yeah? Do you? Come on fag boy! Suck my cock harder! Suck your bros cock harder! Fuck yeah! Choke on it you slutty fag! Yeah choke on your muscle bros cock whore! Yeah you pathetic fag! Cheap slut! Shameless whore! I will fuck you like my Dad fucked your Mom! He told me she was one of the craziest sluts he ever had. The apple falls from the tree or something like that you perverted hoe! Suck my alpha cock! Choke on my superior dick! You worthless little fag! Cumdump! You are the community whore! That’s why you are here! No one likes you, you are just a free hole! Fuck! Take my alpha seed! Be grateful worthless fag! Fuck! Fuck! FUCK YEAH!!! Take it fag! No homo! *slap*

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Fuck bro I am sorry, did I hurt you?

Thank you Liam, that was amazing! Merry Christmas.

I got used multiple times that evening, by Liam as well as the other men. Liam seemed to fit in well, if he wasn’t fucking me or one of the other bottoms, he talked with the guys about the gym and his job and let them adore and worship his physique. He was such a cocky douch, dropping insult after insult which made me hop on his dick again and again. Only, when Adam served us an amazing dinner, Liam began to snap out of his state.

Fuck bro! That was the best Christmas ever! We should make this our yearly tradition! Look, I don’t agree with Dad! You are out 'n proud and I am cool with it! I will move out the next year so you can come home to my place whenever you want and feel save. Also if you struggle financially with college uhm tell me. I won’t have so much money when I rent my own apartment but Adam told me, he knows some pro bodybuilder I can connect with, and David told me that there are a lot of gays, willing to pay for me on OF. I thought about it for a while now, but was unsure how the girls would react. But they never have to find out, if I target gays. I think I do…uhm…what was it called? Payforgay? And I go to pride with you, if you want.

Liam No! That is to much!

No it’s not! Maybe I’m just your stepbro, but your big bro none the less and I take care if you!

You two are sweet! Sorry couldn’t help but overhear your conversation and maybe I can help again. I have a lot of apartments were you can life for free, that way both of you can save rent. And don’t say no, it is my duty to support sexy bottoms and their allies, that’s what family is for.

Wow thank you Daddy!

Yeah … uhm… thanks …uhm Dad.

Hahahahahaha! Oh and Adam told me there are not enough bedrooms for today, so you two sleep in my room.

What?

Don’t worry, it’s better to share a bed with me than a homo, also your slutty fag brothers will be between us!

Yeah…no homo though!

Liam was right, that Christmas was the best we ever had. I wished for my family to accept me and even though my stepdad didn’t, my brother did and I found a new family that was happy to have me. Adam insisted that we stay intil new year and invited us for the next holidays right after. For the first night in the mansion, Liam and my new Daddy didn’t give me one hour of sleep. Also I learned that french kissing and massaging each others tits isn’t homo at all, if straight guys do it.

[abovecalamity]

sheesh, your secrets post reminded me about this series of events that happened to me some years ago. i’ve probs never told this whole story but here goes:

so i was in this situationship with a guy and only two of my (then) best friends knew about it. one of my best friends became part of the same friend group that my situationship was from (i’d introduced her to that group and she did it behind my back. i did not care about that tho).

what i did not also know was that the guy i was seeing had a long distance girlfriend and i was ”the other woman”. the whole friend group knew about it, including my best friend and no one told me.

my situationship went to shit because i had a feeling that something was off and the guy kept giving major redflag vibes. couple of months after i found through facebook (lol) that my former situationship had had this gf behind my back and i decided to tell the gf because i was absolutely mortified. told my best friend that i was gonna do it and she went behind my back to tell the gf about me. obvi the gf blocked me before i could contact her and i was confused af. my best friend just told be that it must be that my ex-situationship must’ve come clean to her with his version of events or some shit.

time went on and i drifted off from my best friend because she was acting off all the time + started to date one guy from the friendgroup who she’d been trying to impress. suddenly she didn’t have anytime to even text me bc she was 24/7 with the guy. decided that if she is happy, then it’s all okay. also i should have realised what was going on when i saw pics of my former bff and ex-situationships gf on social media but i’d already moved on in my life.

year and a half later my ex-situationship wanted to talk to me. his guilt was eating him and he told me that my former bff had known about the relationship whole time and after having a talk with my ex-situationship had agreed to keep it all from me. when i’d later found about the relationship and told my former bff that i was gonna go talk to the gf, she’d gone straight to my ex-situationship and promised to support him in any version of story he wanted to tell the gf.

i obviously did not believe my ex at all. told him that he’s just trying to get back to my good graces but then came the proof. he had messages, voice memos, everything.. he also told me that he and his gf were not on talking terms with my ex bff and his bf anymore and showed proof.

told him thanks for telling but that it really doesn’t matter anymore, saved all of the messages and stuff but also told him that i’d found out later on that he was a serial cheater (from an external source) and that i want nothing to do with him. i knew he was just trying to absolve some guilt he had and i was just means to an end.

the big secret is that i never confronted my former bff about it, so she does not know that i know what she did for months behind my back just because she wanted to date my ex’s bff.

she contacts me in once a 3-6 months asking how i am and that she misses me. we talk some but we have not seen each other in like over 4 years.

Woah that must have been awful to find out for you! I hope you’re doing better with it all today and with the distance to the situation as you’ve said 🫶🏻Thank you for sharing this with me! I must say I was quite speechless when I first read it.. what an awful thing to do to a friend, best friend even.

Sending you hugs 🫂🫶🏻 and glad you’ve popped up on my dash again recently!!

[destinyc1020]

Sunday Confessions: JE was lucky that Z kept it classy after their breakup. The braids pic was tame to what she cudlv done (unfollow him), she just got a fanbase/locals who are smart and JE was dumb to bring all his gfs to the same place lol. Im nosy n wanna know exactly what happened lmao bt ignoring his existence is prob for the best ☠️

Z starting to like some of Kaias IG posts last yr shows her class cuz i personally culdnt b "friendly" with the gurl who was prob talking to my bf while he was still with me (at the time) lol. I wuldnt b shocked if she was referring to Z when doing that "if yr nt helping ur hurting" post, cuz although i think she likes/admires Z (and her career), people act different when they want to b with man/woman (in Kaias case, her being with JE). Hunter unfollowing her/JE (when they were together) n Z taking yrs to like smthn of Kaia kinda tells me Z knew 🙄 bt who knows what JE told Kaia about his/Zs relationshiop n gurl was lik 18/19 n may have been naive (n still seems a lil naive too tbh)

Whew, yea girl... I mean, Z really could have set JE up after their breakup. But, being the classy woman that she is, she didn't ever badmouth him, hint at anything negative with him, or tear him down on social media. I love that about her. 🥰

It's so HARD sometimes as a woman to take the high road when you feel like a relationship has ended or you feel like the man did you wrong, etc... I always admire women who can keep their private life private and not drag their ex in the media or even on social media.

RE: Kaia... Yea, I'm not gonna swear that her post was in reference to Zendaya... Cuz I just don't know? 🤷🏾‍♀️ She personally comes across to me as out of touch with reality (i.e. real life) and seems a little naive to me too? But, I guess what can you expect when she's a nepobaby and has lived in the lap of luxury her whole life? lol. 😅

I def think Z suspected something going on btwn the two of them though, cuz I just remember Z following Kaia out of the blue one day, and I was like: "Hmmm...." 👀

Z knew that Kaia was a "friend" around her man at the time...

With that said, since this is #ConfessionSunday, I'll just add my own confession... I don't really trust Kaia like that lol. I have seen too many things in the past... And maybe part of it has to do with the whole JE, Austin, and Cole Sprouse thing. Idk... but yea, there are just some women I give the side-eye to lol....especially when it seems like they don't have any "Girl Code". Some women in Hollywood I keep my eye on them.... I think she seems nice enough though. With that said, Sydney is another one I don't really trust. 🙊 Like I said, I don't trust women who don't seem to have a "Girl Code"....sorry if that sounds mean, but that's just my gut talking here. And it's Confession Sunday lol. 😅 But anyway, in Z's defense, I wouldn't have trusted her either tbh 👀, so yea, I don't blame her. 🤷🏾‍♀️

[flakytartart]

CONVENTION AUTOGRAPHS!! LET'S GO!!!!

Sarah Wiedenheft, my favorite voice actress for Takagi-san?

Check. She was so sweet when signing my photo, I didn't realize her voice was naturally that high! She has such a beautiful signature and personality.

Keith Silverstein, voice of Mondo-fuckin'-Owada (nice to meet ya)?

Check. I also got him to sign my Trigger Happy Havoc group print, along with Asahina's VA as well (more on her later). He was hella friendly and told me that he just got that Mondo print like 3 conventions ago. God bless him and the artist for that because I didn't have any merch for him to sign. 😭 A real dope guy, he even asked before hand if it was okay for him to swear in order to quote Mondo lol!

Now on to my grails...

TOHRU ADACHI!!

Voiced by the wonderful Johnny Yong Bosch! ✨️

I already spoiled this one with an earlier post but I wanna include it anyway! Despite how awkward the quote sounds (I originally told him to write something about helping me get out of a TV but I backpedaled out of embarassment) I'm quite happy with this. I'm unsure if he realizes how many fans are into Adachi? I can't be the only girl to have admitted that to him.

MORGANA!!!

Voiced by the lovely Cassandra Lee Morris!!! ✨️

AHH she was so nice!!! I was so nervous and had a hard time keeping my cool. I told her I adore Morgana and that he's like a baby to me. I got to show her my ita display, got signatures for my Danganronpa print + an Epic 7 Cecilia print for my bf, then gave her some old (but gold) fanart I drew with a letter on the back. She said I was so sweet for that and I just wanted to scream, it was so-!!! 🥹💞

I gave her my Morg to hold while taking pictures- the second pic is of us button mashing his head. 1000/10 absolute dream come true!!!!! ❤️

AND FINALLY. GIVE IT UP FOR MY FAVORITE COPY CAT KILLER:

MITSUO KUBO!!!!

Voiced by the amazing Kyle Hebert!! ✨️

(Shoutout to @cierv-o-robot-o for this absolutely PERFECT commission!! You're my hero!!!!!! 🥹🙏)

Bro when they announced that Kyle Hebert was coming to Kon I literally jumoed out of my chair and started running around the house like a maniac. I was so fucking excited

When it came to the convention I awkwardly got in line, paid for 2 prints (my Mitsuo + a Kazuichi) and a photo and waited. When I went up I told him I loved him as Kazuichi (pretty sure he drew the heart on there because I said I find him handsome) and that his voice sounds wonderful no matter what role he's playing. After that I kind of geeked out on him - I said I was "the fucking biggest Mitsuo Kubo fan ever, I promise you." 😭 I didn't mean to be that intense about it but I was so excited, I just had to let him know that Mitsuo has fans. A couple. At LEAST one (Mitsuo mutuals I'd never forget about you I was just flipping out).

He signed my print and I gave him a little packet that had fanart by me, a note, and 2 of the Mitsuo charms (game + anime versions). He said I was the first person he's ever seen get excited about Mitsuo before. For some reason I felt really proud about that? 🥲💓 I yapped for a little while after about how I also recognized his voice as the creepy stalker in Persona 4 Dancing in the hopes of letting him know that no matter how minor the role, there are fans. We said our thank yous, then I turned around and literally ran to gush about what just happened to my friends who were waiting close by. Which means...

I ALMOST DIDN'T GET THIS PICTURE. I WAS SO EXCITED THAT I RAN AWAY IN EMBARSSSMENT AND FORGOT TO TAKE A PICTURE. Luckily my friend is a huge Gohan fan and went up to his booth to get an autograph shortly after I was done freaking out. It was only then did I realize that I paid for a picture. x'V I told his assistant that I didn't get a picture, they worked it out, and I shamefully went back up for a pic. 🥹 He was nice about it, I appreciate his patience.

Waaahh it was all so cool, I'm so honored to have been able to talk to all of these incredibly talented voice actors!!! 💞💓💘❤️🥰 I hope to see them again in the future, I'll be sure to be prepared and to come with more gifts. FINAL KAZUICHI FLASHBANG GRAHHHH 💥💥💥

[sailor-rose-princess]

So I realized I forgot to post (on Tumblr) about the time that I wrote Steve-O a fan letter and I ended up going to see his show last year. This is gonna be a long post, and I'm on mobile, so idk how to put a read-more (also mild NSFW due to how Steve-O's autograph looks haha).

So anyways, sometime in spring of last year, I read Steve-O's book Professional Idiot. I had gotten into Jackass when Forever was out, I only got to see some of the series when I was younger (I had a best friend who was allowed to watch MTV when she was like, 10, and I didn't have cable at home until my teens haha). I had also found Steve-O's YouTube channel and liked watching his videos, they made me smile. I ended up reaching out to the Jackass Reddit about writing a fan letter to any of the Jackasses, but particularly Steve-O. Someone helped me get in contact with his publicist, and I wrote a nice fan letter and basically sent it through the publicist. I wasn't sure if he'd write back, but to my surprise, nearly a week later, I get a package in the mail. I open it, and the first thing I saw was a handwritten note from Steve-O that says "Thank you for the kind words Shnaiah". I got a copy of his book, that he not only signed, but wrote my name in, a signed DVD of his Gnarly special, a pair of sunglasses with Yeah Dude on the sides, and a little pin with his face/logo on it (I love pins, have them all over my purse). But for some reason, I had what appeared to be 500 signed posters, which I thought was odd. This is important later.

So a few days later, I had gotten a call from Scott Randolph, Steve-O's friend and producer (and if you're wondering how he got my number, I ordered merch from Steve-O's site before, which would ask for phone number along with address when you order, you know, and since I have a unique name, it was easy to recognize haha). Anyways, I knew who he was because he's on with Steve-O for his Wild Ride podcast, so I was pretty surprised. He asked if I got the gift package, and I said yes and thanked him, then he asked if I happened to get about 500 signed DVD covers, and realized that those weren't mini posters at all. Then he said "we kinda goofed up", those were supposed to be sent to the DVD factory to be put in the cases, then sold on the merch store. So I ended up helping to send them back, Steve-O did work hard on signing all those covers after all. I had happened to mention that me and my bf were gonna try and see a Bucket List show (at the time I wrote my letter, I didn't see any showings, but sometime before I got the package, I saw a new batch of shows, and there was one coming out on July 14th close to me, also a couple weeks after my birthday). So Scott was gonna give me and bf tickets and meet and greet passes for helping him out. I about fainted! I got home and told my family the news. So on July 14th, my mom and stepdad take me and bf on a short trip to Wheeling West Virginia to see the show. This show Danger Ehren got to open for it, we were one of 5 shows he was tagging along with Steve-O with. He didn't stay for the meet and greet though for some reason. Me and bf were so excited after the show. We lined up with the rest of the VIPs. I brought my book signed with my name to the show with me. When it was our turn to get our pictures taken, I opened my book to the page he signed and I said "I wrote you back in May, and you signed this book with my name and gave me all these nice gifts", and his face lit up and he said "I remember you!" and even mentioned something in my letter. We got our pics together, and man, it was the best day ever!

[wanderrlust0]

cont.

i ran out of character space so heres part 2. its off topic but i wish i had more asian friendsLOL im so serious. i kinda wish i could have other asian friends who could relate to me and share the same interests in me. some would even share the same interests as my bf just bc were both slightly weebs lolol but in a chill, not excessive way. i think thats why me and snow got along so well from the start without even meeting bc theyre my only friend who is also a nerd like that. were both foodies in our own way and were always down for asian food lol. theyre also my only “goth/emo” friend so we have the most similarities when it comes to our sense of style and like id honestly love to have like a cute goth/emo friend group. whenever i see my mutuals on ig who have those friends and they post pics im like..you guys look so cool together and im jealous lol and im jealous of the friend groups that take cute pics together fr. but yeah idk, id like to meet more asian people but how could that happen, its so specific lmao the only thing i could think of is that app but i cant just start using it without discussing it with my bf and thats what id be nervous about bc like wth i feel like its such a strange requestttt LOL and im scared of judgement so yeah. theres like a slight, slim chance hed let me. i feel like the only way hed really be down for that is if we could share the acc on our own phones. (i think im actually gonna see if thats possible). he at least wont be turned off about the opportunity of making potential friends! he barely has friends to hang out with and i feel bad that he doesnt have a true friend group to do stuff with. his best friend lives in florida (like mine), him and his close friend went separate ways in life, and his school friend is no more in the picture. so like everyone he genuinely hung out with is just unavailable & all thats left are like the little friends that arent life long, yknow. i would like for him to find people he can share the same interest with but even when he tried finding them online they didnt stick. so yeah thats been on my mind. another kinda off topic thing is how hes been bad with replying lately!!! like he’ll just fall asleep early without saying anything to meee. like I KNOW hes on his phone from the time hes eating and in bed ready to sleep. the least he could do is send me a msg!! itll be like 9pm and he disappears:( its the worst on days where im so busy at work so i barely talk to him but then once im finally out hes not always responding fast enough, so again, barely talking that day. he’ll go out to eat lately and not share what he eats with me or send msgs in general! ik it sounds extra i guess but like he can at least send me a pic of something! im always sending him pics when im out with other people and sharing with him what im experiencing and he lowkey sucks at doing that. ill literally ask him to show me pics of places hes at bc he doesnt lol idk maybe its bc i like taking pics in general. but anyways, hes been replying so slowly lately so its been bothering me and also the weed!! how he starts to go nonverbal and then knocks out early when we take edibles bc he takes an insane amount of mgs and so were just on two diff levels of high as the day goes byyy. when we were eating out that day i suddenly told him that i think he overdosed on the edibles lmaoo i couldnt keep it in any longer. he now takes 500mg of a punch bar!!!! he gets the 1000mg bar when he used to get the 250mg one. he would take 2-3 squares. then it was 3-4. hes done the whole 250 maybe multiple? times (ik at least once) now its always 500!!!! &if im being truly honesttt, i dont like it. i dont like how hes like out of commission early. i used to throw up so much from bad trips and turns out i was just taking too much lmao i would get bad motion sickness or id eat too soon/too much. so id be so out of it and i hated that feeling so much and he would be awake and fine. id eventually come back to reality & wouldnt feel sick anymore but now its like the opposite, except he doesnt wake back up!!!!!

[061801]

My mind is racing with thoughts, all I gotta say is I really hate people!!! For so many reasons. I guess since it’s in my head I’ll elaborate on 2 examples lol. My mother is helping me get a job where she works and is helping with the online training but as she was helping, a “next” button would show up, for example, and she’d like talk to me like a little kid like “what does that say?” Like dawg I was checking something on my phone (she literally told me it’s not necessary to listen to the whole thing cuz it’s common sense) so I didn’t know the next button came up, so then when I was watching the next button would come up but the person would keep frickin talking and she’s like “click next” like I’m hearing what he’s saying!!! Like this is why I didn’t want ur help. And then my friend who has every fucking single problem with me if it doesn’t have to do with him asked me what I’m doing and I was like oh I just have this online training to do and he’s like “oh well if I wasn’t going on a date then I’d ask to do pics” like ok lol why did u ask me what I’m doing then? So I was like that’s ok I was thinking of hanging out with (my bf) but he might be busy so idk yet and he’s like “nice lol” and I know looking on the outside that’s not rude at all but I know the way he types and just his overall vibe and it’s passive aggressive so I just don’t wanna be friends with someone anymore that doesn’t actually want me to be happy unless it involves them and on top of involving them in general, they don’t want me to be happy if I’m not involved with them romantically over anything. That’s a whole other post I’m probs gunna make.

[bisluthq]

I do like him, but he’s too young, so I would never date him, he’s the one who gave me a ride home, and we were vibing, when I told him I was a Swiftie he was like me too! Cause him and his hockey boys play Taylor and other “white girl music” (hype) and love her, we both love the windows down, and vibing and he was showing me pics of his New York trip, etc.

It just sucks cause it’s a minor crush, but I got to take a step back because I don’t think he would ever or could’ve ever like me, cause he’s that pretty like young Zac Efron 17 Again level pretty, and I’m like idk, I’m whatever, I kinda look mildly like Fletcher/Lady Gaga but I’m no where as hot as them.

I can’t tell if he likes me at all, I don’t think he does cuz he doesn’t initiate just replies back/or is kinda dry. When he did snap me back once of his face his eyes were stunning 😭 almost died. The other day he snapped a gym mirror pic but his face was covered w his hat. But yeah idt he’s interested I can’t tell but I assume guys show more effort or interest and desire and someone like that easily gets the perfect girls lol

so I just thought about this more and this isn’t really from direct personal experience but I just realized something - if you’re the older partner doing the pursuing then whatever you feel about his or your looks (which I think frankly you’re over blowing like yes he’s obviously very handsome I do believe you but I’ve pulled people that attractive tbh and I’m probably about the same to less hot than you based on your self-description) is irrelevant. Like you don’t want to be chasing someone younger than you. As someone in an AGR where I'm the younger partner but he’s a very ethical person, I think it only happened because I was pursuing him - he was happy to be just friends and kinda expected it to go that way but I wanted his body and the dominoes connected in a line yk? But like I did the pursuing tbh. So if this guy doesn’t think it’s a big deal then he’ll pursue you or at least pursue a friendship. If he’s not sure then I don’t think you, as the older partner, should pursue it either. That’s my 10 cents.

I think what I’d do in your case is let him - as the younger partner not because he’s a guy - decide the pace and the nature of the relationship. If he snaps you after the festival, reply ofc. But just let him set the pace and the direction and if it seems like he wants to be friends that’s cool - I love my male Swiftie friends!!! We have that in common!! And respect that. If he tries for more then that’s something you can explore then because he’s a grown enough man who will know if he’s wanting something more.

also something my bf once said to me which may be useful to you now is everyone always warns the younger partner to be careful but the older partner, if their intentions are pure/good, can get just as hurt because they’re then generally often for something serious and stable and if you’re just looking for a good time because in your case if he’s 19 or in my case early 30s then the odds of him/me getting bored and peacing are fairly high. So also that’s why let the younger person set the pace ykwim?

[lifeisamaze]

Sitting in the airport for hours yesterday, talked a lot to C and somehow she made me realized, every people could only love one person in their live. And somehow, people also can get married to someone without love. They may seem happy to us, but what they feel inside, we will never know. Amazed by how she managed to go this far even she had to go to counselor, attend hypnotherapy, be able to hold back the feeling she had for the love of her life and try to just be present, every. single. day.

She was once wounded by the love of her life, having terrible breakdown then current husband came in. Three of them were best friends but of course, current husband held back his feeling back then. When the chance came, he got in and for someone who is under lot of stress, she tried to accept him. Then when the pressure to get married came from her mom, with unstable mind and no second consideration, she asked her current husband, do you want to get married? And it happened just like that.

And now she confessed that even after 2kids, she couldnt love him. She couldnt sleep well when he Cuddled her, having sex also not that fun and pleasurable. Worst of the worst, she is the one who earned the money for their family. Her top consideration on him is he is not a playboy. The trauma is real. She mentioned that she prefer this kind of life rather than live in insecurity with his ex.

Then she asked me, 'how you both ended up being together? I remembered you had one bf for a long time.' Out of nowhere, the answers slide out without hesitation. ' it was easy for me, i guess i have no love for Gil, no strong bond. And when Dri came in, i let Gil go. We were best friends for years so it is easy for us to connect. I know how much he loves his ex and his heartbreak damaged him a lot. So when he saw me there, an available complete package for him, whats not to like? The same thing to me, Dri was the best package of all, i feel secured so i chose him. Then we both get married. Even until now, we were just like best friend living in the same house under the title husband and wife. We rarely talk, we have our own endless me time, sex is okay, above average, but other than that we're just living together under the same house. I can feel he has that one Love only for his ex ' such long paragraphs easily came out of my mouth. C said she can relate and recall everything back then. She met his ex recently and she still addressed herself, 'dri's ex' to remind C of her.

I told Dri about my convo with C, about his pure love for his ex, his reaction was, 'si sua kong' he didnt even try to defend himself by stating he love me more or anything. He just stop talking. and about she mentioned herself as his ex, he smiled. Then today, he posted my pics on his ig, then told me, i posted your pic, so you dont think that i don't love you' . Action Speaks Louder than words. His first reaction showed me all. I don't need an extra gesture to show me how someone feel for me. I'm not falling for that. And it is funny how i don't feel troubled, angry or sad for it. Maybe it is true, our relationship was never based on love. we just clicked and complete each other as spouse.

C then continue, 'someone asked me,if Ben ever asked me to get back together, will you reconsider? Surprisingly, i thought about it. Maybe i love him that much. ' then random thoughts popped out of my mind. Who in the world i love that much? It is neither Gil nor Dri. Is it even J?

From that long convo, i can relate on her situation. Pity on her, but looking at myself , i guess i am on the same boat as her. She said, 'i have chosen this path and i have to walk on it' and that's what i thought too all this time. Nasi sudah jadi bubur. You got to eat it, or you ended up starving waiting for another nasi to be cooked.

And it makes us both wonder, who in the hell in this world, marry someone who they truly love? We all in search for security as we mature. And we thought, love can be build after. But who knows, that love never grow and we live based on adaptation and adjustment through years. Kids and comforts are the only things that bound us together.

What a life 🫶

[min-pathologica]

tw rant and a lot of s3xual tws (not me) that i’m too tired to list, read at ur own risk ig

THEY DIDN’T FUCKING BREAK UP. I THOUGHT THEY DID AFTER THEIR BF’S EX TOLD THEM SHE GOT SA’D. BY HIM. BUT I GUESS HE JUST SAID SOWWY AND THEN THEY MADE OUT IN THE HALLWAY OF SOME SCHOOL WE’VE NEVER BEEN IN BEFORE. I WENT TO FUCKING LOOK FOR THEM. I WAS ACTUALLY CONCERNED ENOUGH TO ACT CONCERNED AND LOOK FOR THEM. THEY JUST HAD A LITTLE TALKIE TALK AND MAYBE A FUCKY FUCK AND HERE I THOUGHT MY FRIEND WOULD AT LEAST BREAK UP WITH HIS ASS. NOT EVEN CLOSE. AND NOW MY FRIEND’S SHOWING ME THE FUCKING HICKEYS CAUSE THEY BASICALLY FUCKED. I’M REALLY FUCKING DISAPPOINTED IN THEM AND I DON’T THINK I CAN KEEP PRETENDING TO BE ALL HAPPY CHEERY WITH THEIR SHITTY PERV BOYFRIEND WHEN THEY IGNORED *SO* MANY FUCKING RED FLAGS AND THEY’RE GOING TO FACE THE FUCKING CONSEQUENCES. I’M SORRY I DO NOT HAVE THE EMPATHY AND LOVE FOR THEM TO TRY AND WORM THEM OUT OF THAT GROSS ASS SHIT. DISGUSTING. i genuinely feel sick to my stomach. really not happy and didn’t need to see images of them cuddling in bed but whatever i hope they like their neck full of hickeys for the next two weeks. and have i mentioned THEY’RE FUCKING YOUNGER THAN US?? THEIR BOYFRIEND IS MY AGE AND SEEMS TO SPECIFICALLY PREY ON PEOPLE YOUNGER THAN HIM AT THIS POINT. I HATE HIM SO MUCH I WISH HIS “yeah min is stuck-up and has a superiority complex!” SHIT NEVER GOT TO MY HEAD AND I NEVER TRIED TO BE POLITE FOR THIS FUCKING DICKHEAD. I HATE THAT I WANTED HIS VALIDATION LIKE WHEN HE WAS NICE TO ME LAST YEAR.

SO I ASKED WHAT HAPPENED NOW THAT THEY’RE OPEN TO TELLING ME AND THEY SAID THEY “asked him if he did a really serious thing and he denied it” AND THAT WAS THAT???? AND YOU TWO FUCKED THE NEXT DAY?????? AND YOU BELIEVED THE FUCKING PERPETRATOR INSTEAD OF THE VICTIM????? THEY THINK I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HE DID TO A KID THEIR AGE, THAT KID HAD A BREAKDOWN TELLING ME ABOUT IT AND APPARENTLY THEY DIDN’T BELIEVE THE SAME THING. WHY???? BECAUSE HE’S A TALL BOY WITH LONG HAIR WHO LIKES TO SEND YOU SHIRTLESS PICS, TALK LIKE A VICTORIAN ORPHAN BUT OBSESSED WITH HIS PENIS SIZE, AND SENDS YOU THOSE KINKY ASS RED TEXT TIKTOKS?????? THEY WERE SAYING THEY DIDN’T REALLY LIKE THEIR NAME

EWWWW THEY SENT ME TEXTS SINCE WE’VE STARTED TALKING ABOUT IT AND IT WAS LIKE “did you fucking r word her” AND THEN HE WENT INTO THIS WHOLE YANDERE DEV ASS DEFENSE AND THEY BELIEVED IT