#my bf got my stomach flu thing

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Why are men so fucking annoying when they’re sick

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okey so to everyone asking here comes the full bf drama in poll form so you can give me your opinions, comments explaining further are very appreciated cause i'm a mess rn and can't think straight

i was dating this guy since october, we weren't exclusive yet but neither of us is talking or seeing anyone else, we were pretty serious, spent time with each others families, travelled together and such. We were thinking about making it more official now.

NOW valentine's day, he asked me to spend it with him like 2 weeks in advance, we made plans and it was a date. Night before we both have the stomach flu so we agree to see each other in a chill way but not going out anywhere. Valentine's day we both woke up feeling awful and things weren't getting better along the day so we agreed to pospone it for another day cause truly neither of us could leave our houses, we were sad we couldnt see each other but it is what it is. The issue is he texted me about 6 pm that he felt better so he went to the park with some girl friend???? he didn't even consider coming to see me as i still felt awful. And to make things worst on New years happened the exact same thing, we had plans to see each other that night since before christmas, and he texted me at 6 pm on december 31 saying this same girl was feeling kinda down so he was going out with her instead.

Now he doesn't understand how both events are the exact same thing, him prioritizing this girl over me on special dates, and he gets angry at me for bringing it up.

We spent all day discussing what happened, why it hurted me so much and his point of view, and we didn't really come up with any solutions so he went to work and then back to my house to discuss it further. The whole night he avoided the subject, we had an amazing evening, had fun together, fucked, laugh, kiss and cuddle a lot, but when it was getting late i brought it up again because for me it wasn't just case closed and nothing happened. Then he got angry at me and left immediatly, and proceeded to insult me through voice notes, gaslighting me and not even listening what i had to say.

SO i just asked for a bit of time to get my mind straight and think if this is something i can forgive and we can move on from it or if it's a dealbreaker for me, we were both tired it was 4 am here and we weren't coming to any agreement so we decided to just talk about it further another day, because as we had a nice night he expected to be all forgive and forget, and i just couldn't do that.

so i don't fucking know what to do, i'm a pretty romantic person, so this kind of dates mean a lot to me, but he says for him it's just a regular day and i should think about how much he cares about me everyday and not be fixed on stupid dates.

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9.28.23 Thursday

12:04 am

Still,waiting for care coming from Miles....But there is none today... I wonder why he doesn't like me angels... I feel bitter... I can't accept being defeated... Unless be nice to me or be a bi bee???

5 days to go before I can go back to Iqor... I feel bitterish angels....I feel irritated on Miles and my situation in our family.

I hate being defeated... I'm thinking of money... I wanna get a promoter and a challenger bonus of 100k! I wanna be a "product manager"... I wanna have Miles, but it seems he doesn't like me...

I feel bitter I don't feel the care and love coming from Miles or dread-locks...

I need to rest and recover my voice...

12:44 am

I need to get a botox angels... Where can I get the fundings??? I feel defeated...

5:07 am

It is weird...They put all their dogs at their carinderia'z nipa house of Ate Liza, which is located in-front of our house....Weird coz the dogs were barking awhile ago as if a cry of people or it sounds like they are being killed or in pain...It sounds like people are shouting...

9:42 am

I have windblow....I feel bitter... I have to calm down...

Plus, I need to keep a job in Iqor ( I need a back-up angels)... I feel irritated on Miles and some strange things that are happening at my back...

Plus, I feel ugly,fat and wrinkled....

I wanna travel like see sand dunes and my beauty therapy... Unfair for 16 years... They just gave me this "deep smile lines" and my xfactor is so weak these days....I can't find a bf for 16 years... I hate this emotion, I feel so ugly!

9:54 am

I'm losing xfactor angels... Coz we have money problems here and our house needs a lot of renovation....I don't know what to do but I have to keep a job and I need money!

How can I do a movement? If there are so many traitors at my back...

If I'm just still spoiled like those days... Well,being spoiled is an important status! I feel bitterish!

10:24 am

Importance of being spoiled:

Nobody can say no to you... You will always be the center... You will always be the favorite... You can get any man and he will treat you special coz of that fucking spoiled status! Money is important plus your branded stuff and beauty rituals!

I feel self-pity angels and my beauty is fading and I can't fix myself and my fucking job is really a fucking hellish job but still a job and I need money...

10:32 am

I'm always have a sharp stomach pain whenever I'm taking this azithromycin...

It is a medicine to kill bacteria for colds and flu and some std's...

I have to bear the pain for 7 days now, before it was 14 days... Whew! Bacteria in Iqor???

It is really a sharp pain.... Taking 500mg oh! my God! Streptococcus Bacteria.... Die bacteria, die as soon as possible!!!

6:15 pm

Super plastics this Uncle Jun....NOT MY IDEAL LIFE to spend my life here.. I want him dead for not helping me on food... He didn't bring food....He wanted us to be poor....

We are on one meal plan these days and he can't help me here... I hate Georgia'z group and Betsilogz and the son and daughter's of Georgia'z Eusebio.... I HATE UNO!

Uncle Jun and Lexa are somehow having the same character...

6:20 pm

Uncle Jun went out ....My God... I need help on food here... I already gave 2k and my salary is not that big and I had a checked-up and bought medicines...

I'm super stress angels.. My nose is bleeding again...

6:56 pm

What we have here 2 weird uncle Jun and DD...

This Uncle Jun is just doing an inside job here...

I want Uncle Jun be dead angels,please...

Other Uncle DD is not giving rightful fundings here... I feel bitter since the day they entered our lives here... Uncle Jun got his own group.

Eusebio is getting the good life than us here... Totally unfair angels!!! I HATE THAT UNO! THE SON OF EUSEBIO... They are reversing the people...

Where is the laptop? The big laptop? I want Uncle be dead right away... Bang their heads angels... Plus Uno's head!

If I have a killer please bang the head of Uncle Jun... It's been 16 years, it is an inside job!

I want the daughter's of Eusebio be dead as well!!! The baranggay chairman's daughter's and son!

Uno is not my brother!!! Fake they are all under Jun or Uncle DD...

11:15 pm

I can't find my SM sports bra colour green, same appearance but colour green...

There is strange soul in this house...

I'm so stress, not my ideal life...Sometimes Uncle Jun is getting my stuff or Uncle DD or my biological mother...

I feel stress angels coz I need that for everyday... I need to buy bra's again... Are they jealous of me? I mean my family are jealous of me?

It is very stressful in my part when I can't find my stuff...

[firewoodfigs]

some quick life updates before i yeet myself off to bed and trick my body into a regular sleep cycle: 

bali was great!!! i miss it terribly already. the people were lovely and the beaches were lovely and it was just nice to finally get away from this claustrophobic island of a country after nearly three!!! miserable!!! years!!! it was low-key exhausting because we fit so much into four days - we literally woke up at six in the morning on the third day to take a ferry to nusa penida (me, plagued by motion sickness: dear Lord take this cup away from me) and then did stuff like hike a ton in the tropical blistering heat and snorkel in ridiculously choppy waters. fun fact: I actually can’t swim so LMAO but well *shrugs* here I am... I say this calmly but in reality I was choking on seawater and yelling at my bf HAHAHAHA 

coming back home was super stressful because 4/9 of us who went on the trip got covid lol. I was fretting so hard on the flight home bcs my bf was shivering and breaking out in cold sweat from a fever that just came out of nowhere and the plane did not have BLANKETS because it was a transit flight. what. anyways when we landed and checked our phones one of our friends was like, “fuck, I’m positive”, and we were like, fuuuuuck. I was so sure we got it because all 9 of us shared a burger the night before, so we self-isolated for a few days just to be safe, but it turned out to just be stomach flu on my bf’s end. (I somehow got out miraculously unscathed...) 

also because I got bombarded with work the past two weeks bcs it was my beloved coworker’s turn to go on holiday after me... it was rough, man. I think I worked till or past midnight most days (although I generally try to take Wednesday and Friday nights off for Mental HealthTM) but honestly I'm just happy to not be fired because it was just me and my boss holding the fort together and i’m pretty sure I sent him trash at some point but he was genuinely so nice about it. like, he sent me an email with super detailed feedback and was like, don’t worry, it’s not stuff I expected you to know because it’s super technical, but just keep trying and you’ll get better and I was like yo... thanks... /cryingindaclub

I turned 25 recently and it is just. quarter life crisis ahoy. HELP. I need Taylor swift to write a song about being 25 and knowing nothing at all. actually I just need Dr Swift to drop a new album because I've listened to folklore and evermore so many times that it’s starting to feel a little repetitive and. idk. mad (woman) 

royai week completely slipped my mind with everything that’s been going on and my submissions will probably be really tardy (if they even get finished at all HAHAH) but the prompts this year have been really nudging me back towards writing again. they’re INCREDIBLE!!! I can’t wait to see how everyone interprets it - I'm sure it’ll be fantastic. i have to confess I've been kinda out of fma/royai lately bcs I've been working on other original stuff (also because my latest obsession is Star Wars LOL but this fandom was truly one of the best things that happened to me in 2020 and it’s just really nice to see everyone coming together again for the best week of the year. genuinely feels like Christmas in the summer but instead of mistletoe we have fic. what’s not to love?

anyways yeah tldr idk if I'll end up participating but I'm really looking forward to see what everyone has in store!!! x

ALRIGHT im off to bed take care and stay hydrated and safe mates I’m sending yall all my love to conquer the upcoming week <3 

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CHELSEA ELLE HODGSON —

IG info/Bio: @/chelseaaahodecor | 109k followers | hi babes! welcome to my life lovelies, please get comfy with this Prosecco im serving thru this screen! xx here’s my site if you need some light in ur life: ichelseahdgsondesigns.com 🏝💕

24 (25) years

From Buckinghamshire, England

Comes from a wealthy family

her father’s side of the family founded, “Hodgson investments” their company is built off of financial services

Her papo (grandfather) was arrested on tax invasion & served some time for doing so

Her father, Alistair now manages the company but under a different name

Her mother’s side of the family comes from old money...something about horses?

Her mother, Connie holds many events and seems to make $ from them but Chelsea isn’t quite sure what the woman does or if it’s fully legal

The family is all about protecting their image & if you don’t cut it, there will be repercussions

Feels a little like dynasty (I’ve only seen 2-3 episodes & never finished but get the point?) , maybe that’s why Chelsea & her sister enjoy watching it so much

Parents forsure held courtship events or either went to courtship events with their children (even Albie) & found suitors in hopes of marrying their daughters off (& finding Albie a new wife, only on Mrs. Hodgson’s part— mr. Hodgson seems nicer/easy-going)

Has older twin sibs: Albie-Crispin & Dolly-Georgiana

Often referred to as “the triplet” in the press

Well-known in their city

They’re all called by their first & middle name in their family household even tho their parents do not have middle names

Has a love/hate relationship with albie, he is selfish & has proven to do anything to drag others down to make himself look better

He’s a lawyer & has been married to his wife for about 7 years

Mrs. Hodgson, Dolly, & Chelsea all agree they do not like her but Chelsea puts on a smile whenever her sister-in-law is around while Mrs. Hodgson makes it known that she dislikes the woman, she thinks she’s beneath her son since her family does not make nearly enough $ put together between her & Mr. Hodgson

Dolly has a bf who’s a dental hygentist that she’s been dating for about 3 years but they’re both cheating on each other, she doesn’t think she’ll ever be married

She’s in office management

Chelsea fell in love with interior decorating from the moment she played with doll houses. Her grandparents made sure to send her the biggest doll houses they could find every Christmas. She’s always been in love with rearranging and picking certain items and best putting them into a space that works

She shit at drawing (she’ll leave that to the Architects) but she knows her furniture & patterns quite well

Has asked a few architects out on dates, some she worked with or stumbled across, only one seemed like it could have truly worked...I imagine him to look a bit like Henry Cavill with light facial hair (told you I’m a sucker for it, & Chelsea probably can tolerate just a bit not too much)

Yet Chelsea always has a wondering eye, she gets curious quite often which makes you wonder, is she really ready for love? To fully commit? One day she will be

It’s a competitive field and when she’s ready to battle she will but there are moments when she gets let down & has to pick herself up again

Has ADHD, goes to therapy for it & hates taking her meds. She’d rather stick to therapy sessions since it’s always nice to talk to someone

When she was younger she probably stole a friend or two’s bf & would definitely get mad if they did it back to her but they somehow still end up being friends in the end? Yikes

Hung out with the popular kids, was always at the parties making sure everyone was having a good time. Filling up the cups, directing where furniture should be moved, where the kegs should go, how many people should be there, etc...She doesn’t seem like the stuck up type like her mother but she is privileged & doesn’t realize it as much

Was a cheerleader & ran track, quit track to commit full-time to cheerleading since that kept her in shape enough

Dated here & there, had one bf where they would scream at each other and wouldn’t allow the other to leave or would be upset that the other didn’t come after them...yeah one of those couples

Broke up with her goth bf because he didn’t tell her he wasn’t coming to school for about a week; he had the stomach flu

Canon: Took a computer course in high school & in uni & found out she was at the top of her class for typing the fastest, she now loves the sound of her short pink ombré nails on the keys

Canon: Wanted to be a show jumper due to her mother’s side of the family & their history with horses

Goes to the stables every now & then, there’s one horse there that she’s absolutely in love with & loves to ride. Her father always offered to buy it for her but it’s not a animal she wants to own

Canon: loves finger foods + will get full off them at events quickly. She also doesn’t mind the tiny portions of food at expensive ass restaurants, it’s just enough for her

Takes hair supplements. Probably had long hair growing up that she always kept up in a bun or ponytail but decided to start chopping her hair off & getting layers & highlights which damaged her hair

Approves of plastic surgery

Is part of the itty bitty titty community & got a lift for them

Gets lip fillers for her bottom lip but isn’t a fan of needles + overlines her top lip

loves going to the dermatologist, the spa for facials & whatever else she’s willing to try & finding new skincare to buy

Tans & loves tropical hot summers

Buys an overload of bikinis even in the winter

Hates the rain, it messes with her mood

Loves a good lipstick & lipgloss combo, nudes & pinks are her to go to’s

Fav color is pink

Got herself a guinea pig after the show & named her “bubbly” after her baby in the villa

I feel like she would eventually get a tiny dog too

Has her own flat, that’s quite far from all of her family. She loves her dysfunctional problematic family but Chelsea likes her space from them too

Since buckinghamshire’s culture is more of a Middle Ages style, Chelsea made sure her home wouldn’t hold much of that style inside. It needed to be lively! Her family home was filled with dark wood & she can’t stand that

She loves going to the markets tho. She always seems to leave with something & either finds herself not liking it months later and ends up selling whatever item caught her interest

Her family tends to pop in whenever they want, especially her mother

Canon: talks about cat cafe’s when she’s drunk, says its her version of the chocolate factory + she’s the dancing drunk

Always down for a girls night out, girls trip & girls sleepovers

Probably goes to bed early around 10pm or earlier m if she’s not out having the time of her life, which makes her regret her choices the next morning

All her closest friends back home are a group of girls

Hangs out with Priya, Marisol, & Hope from the villa whereas the rest she’ll mostly communicate with them through socials or gatherings

Will host gatherings & expect them ALL to show up

Is dramatic when things don’t go her way

Loses focus more than gets bored in relationships? She’ll find other things or people to occupy her time which she doesn’t realize can be hurtful to others

When she does realize she hurts someone, she immediately wants to fix it

Canon: Is a blabbermouth. Cannot hold a secret for shit, also cannot tell a lie. Her body language gives it away first if she doesn’t spill it

Retail therapy is the best therapy if she doesn’t have a office appointment

Any spice girl song will be her karaoke song, she is always baby spice

Loves her Prosecco (me too sis!) & keeps plenty bottles in her wine fridge. She originally wanted a space with a wine cellar but got creeped out at the thought since it’s just her & bubbly living in the home

Has high cell phone bills, the girl loves a good chat

Cannot cook no matter how hard she tries. She’s been to cooking classes with an ex, watched videos, order from those food delivery sites to prepare food & it just never turns out well

Will spend hours in furniture stores, she’s had to be escorted out pass closing hours by security guards before & manage to make friends out of them. They all know who she is in majority of the stores she enters

Throws a party every time her following goes up. There’s never not a reason to throw one

Was upset that Carl unfollowed her once and figured Hannah made him do it. Which wasn’t true, Hannah was sure of herself now & doesn’t feel the need to be jealous, the man could follow whoever he wanted—she knew he barely stayed on IG in the first place. He thought it was too shallow

So when Chelsea called him one night sobbing he was utterly confused, he didn’t understand why a follow meant so much

He reluctantly followed her back

Thrilled to know Elijah, Lucas, & Carl all keep up with her. Oh & the rest of the boys ofc!

Chats with Jakub! They also hang out. They’re a bit of a odd pairing but they get along well, he’s basically another big brother to her but she actually likes him—

Afraid of the dark, keeps fairy lights lit throughout the night in her bedroom, keeps scent infused night lights in her hallways

Believes in feng shui

I feel like her voice is soft like jennifer Tilly’s?

Idk what her sun sign is? Is she a sag far as daydreaming cause she does that. I KNOW she has Leo in her chart, she’s dramatic, warm, likes to be admired & appreciated. Sun sign I need help? Maybe she’s a Sagittarius sun? + Leo moon + libra rising

Has a collection of celeb gossip magazines that she keeps on a stand next to her pink velvet chair beside her bow window

I think she will be the first islander that gets pregnant tbh & it’s by an architect (the guy I mentioned/envisioned that’s been waiting on her to realize he can give her the love she needs or prove he can balance her out) or firefighter or someone “manly” she wouldn’t end up with a islander I don’t think

she has a girl & names her, “adore”

Canon: Still wants 5 kids but we’ll see how that goes & if it’ll change, it’s been a bit difficult not drinking Prosecco but she’s got a lovely baby out of it

Crushes? Aaron Taylor-Johnson, Alfred Enoch, Alex Pettyfer, Joe Cole, Gregg Sulkin, Frank Dillane, Charlie Rowe, & Hero Fiennes Tiffin

Can listen to anything that’s got a good beat. But we all know she’s a pop & folk genre lover. She listens to: Astrid S, Maty Noyes, Cher Lloyd, Bebe Rexha, Allie X, Poppy, POST MALONE, etc.

Anthem? Gabrielle Aplin — Until the sun comes up

[dudeandduchess]

Oohhh fluff for sanemi please? He stumbles into reader's home after a mission and turns out this guy fought demons while he had the flu. Reader takes care of him and he's all flustered (flu or feelings?! Or both?!) And in his fever induced state he confesses to her 😌 since it's not often someone dotes after our nemi! it's flu season where i live right now and my bf is sick, so i thought that this would be cute 😅

Hey, bby! Hope you like this one. :D It seems that it’s flu season everywhere. Lmao.

Also, this was written while listening to Can’t Say No by Dan + Shay.

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Sanemi x F!S/O: Sick Day (SFW Scenario):

“Open up! (L/n)! Open u-” Sanemi’s words were cut off by the cough that he’d been trying to suppress. He tried to regain his composure, but he couldn’t, as his throat got so irritated that he just kept coughing.

At hearing his voice, however, (Y/n) immediately dropped the sword that she had been sharpening, and hastened over towards the front door.

She was extremely filthy, what with the sharpening stone’s sediments coloring her skin and apron a dark red, but she couldn’t exactly go get changed before tending to her unexpected guest.

No matter how badly it embarrassed her to let him see her in such a state, she couldn’t just let him stay out there while she changed first.

“Oi! (L/n)!” Sanemi called out once more, his voice sounding much worse than it had before.

“I’m coming, Shinazugawa!” (Y/n) would have rather screamed that out in an entirely different context, but she still found herself uttering the words. Because really, there was nothing else to say.

However, before she could get to the door, it already slid open with Sanemi gripping the edge of the frame so tightly that his knuckles turned white. His face was also extremely flushed and, (Y/n) had to admit, he looked horrible.

Not in the sense that he had suddenly become displeasing to look at, but in the sense that he looked ill.

Without really thinking about it, she sidled up next to him and maneuvered his arm so that it was wrapped snugly around her shoulders.

Heat radiated off of him like a furnace, which worried the young woman greatly. She knew that he had been away on a mission, since he had asked her to check up on his house a day ago, but she didn’t think that he had gone on it while he was sick.

That was like a death wish; and that didn’t sit well with her; not only because he was an invaluable Hashira, but also because she harbored the biggest feelings for him. It was so bad that she just knew it wasn’t simply admiration, but something that teetered on love already.

“Did you go on that mission while you were like this?” She practically hissed, while hobbling along the corridors to get to her bedroom— as it was the only room that had an actual bed set up. “That’s highly irresponsible, Shinazugawa. Even for you.”

Irately, she sat him down on the edge of her mattress, before standing between his legs to press her hand against his forehead. He felt hot to the touch, which had the young woman furrowing her eyebrows in worry.

“You should have gone straight to Shinobu. Your fever is really high.” The words flew out of her mouth, but she couldn’t deny the joy she felt at the fact that he had gone to her for help; not Shinobu or anyone else, but her!

And coming from someone like Sanemi, that was a really big show of his trust in her. The very thought of it made butterflies flutter around in (Y/n)’s stomach.

Meanwhile, the Wind Hashira tried so hard to tamp down his urge to melt against her hand, especially when it ran through his hair in a comforting gesture.

So, instead of letting himself be caught looking like a lovesick fool, he placed his hands on either side of (Y/n)’s waist, before pressing his forehead against her stomach. “I didn’t want to.”

“And why is that? She could help you more than I can.”

“Because...” He didn’t even have time to think about his next words, he just spoke what was on his mind and said, “She’s not you. I just need you to love me, (Y/n).”

Instantaneously, the aforementioned woman’s entire body froze— just as a blush warmed her entirety from those words alone. She tried to answer him, but all that passed her lips were stammered words that were further evidence of how discombobulated he had made her.

On top of that, he further rendered her speechless when he moved to wrap his arms around her hips.

She didn’t even know what he had meant with that, but she was sure of only one thing: she didn’t have enough brain power to process what was happening at that moment.

However, (Y/n) did feel that she had to also get her feelings across; it was now or never for her.

“I... I do love you, Sanemi.” His first name rolling off her tongue made shivers race across her spine, but she felt her lips slowly begin to quirk up at the corners with the lightness that she felt in her chest.

Only, all of that was dashed when she looked down and heard him snoring softly. But the smile on her lips didn’t disappear; instead, it widened into a grin as her right hand carded through his hair once more.

They would have a lot to talk about when he woke up.

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I love jealous Tony ! It was a great read :) do you think you could do jealous Peter where they are in an established relationship ? Like at a restaurant an an old bf or gf of Tony comes up ☺️

Thank tou in advance 💜

Hi! Thank you! Here it FINALLY is, I hope you enjoy. ❤️

TW: jealous bimbo ex, non-consensual touching (?)

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Even though it’s been a year of being Tony Stark’s boyfriend, Peter still feels dizzy with admiration of how handsome his lover is, sharply dressed in an immaculate full-black suit and the midnight blue tie Peter helped pick out this morning.

He didn’t look too shabby himself with the crispness of his suit and the perfect tailoring Tony insisted on. Normally he would’ve complained, Peter already had a perfectly fine suit and he didn’t need Tony to spend even more money on him, but tonight was special. He wanted to look good for their anniversary, perfect for Tony.

Tony placed his arms around Peter, leaning closer to him. The softness and the gentle touch against his neck, made Peter’s back tingle. Whenever they were close like this his thoughts would usually stop as if his heart took over from his head. However, one thought seemed to remain tonight.

“You haven’t kissed me in like five whole minutes. It’s really upsetting.”

“Is that so, baby?” Tony smirked in a smug kind of way. “Let me make it up to you.” He gently leaned in, brushing his lips against Peter’s. Not innocently, like a tease but hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. Then he fully kissed him and the world fell away. It was slow and soft, comforting in ways that words would never be. Tony’s hand rested below Peter’s ear, his thumb caressing his cheek as their breaths mingled.

“M-much better.” He could feel the heat growing in his cheeks. By now they must be beyond an attractive rosiness. Peter had that kind of smile on his face that couldn’t hide the love that warmed him from within. It was a little silly how badly a simple kiss from Tony still affected him, how responsive he was to him.

It just felt so great to be loved. They were so relaxed in each other’s company, so caring. Their love for one another radiated from them. “That’s what I thought.” Tony winked at him, pulling his lover closer. His embrace was warm, and his big, strong arms seemed very protective when wrapped around the younger’s frail body. This was nice, perfect even, and he never wanted the moment to end. But then it did.

“Oh my gosh, Tony! Is that you? I can’t believe it!”

Peter really didn’t think he was the jealous type. That is until he sees the woman walking up to his boyfriend, acting as if Peter is nothing but mere air around them.

She was like all those models in the magazines, after they had been airbrushed of all the imperfections. Her butter colored hair fell perfectly around her shoulders, and she had the deepest blue eyes that could intimate even the strongest of men. Peter couldn’t help hating her, and that was before the introductions.

“Ah, Stacey. It’s been a while. Uh... Peter this is my old friend Stacey, Stacey this is Peter.” Tony pointed between the two of them, introducing them to one another.

“Oh please, Tony, we were more than friends, weren’t we?” She winked at him, completely ignoring Peter’s existence. And if Peter starts to see red when the long-haired blonde not so surreptitiously touches her hand on Tony’s arm, well, he has every reason to. This woman is blatantly flirting with his Tony, and that’s not okay. God, and that dress, the neckline of her shimmering gold gown dipped dangerously low, showing off her considerable assets. Peter nearly growled watching her.

He knew he should be used to it by now. Of course people would show an interest in Tony, who could blame them? An attractive, intelligent, billionaire who also happened to be a first class superhero. Peter got that, truly.

But he just really, really didn’t like it.

He didn’t want to cause a scene though, doesn’t want to wrap his fingers around her throat and use his super strength to make her eyes bulge out, definitely not, even though it would be very satisfying. Instead he tries to act mature, put on his big boy pants and show this blatantly transparent woman who Tony really belongs to.

“Hi, nice to meet you. I’m Tony’s boyfriend, Peter.” He then rested his arm on the back of Tony’s chair, brushing his fingers on Tony’s arm, just to let her know he wasn’t on the menu tonight. Tony was taken.

She scoffs, af if addressing her was the most offensive thing Peter could’ve done, and doesn’t waste any time in turning back to Tony. She flicks that butter blonde hair to one side in what he knows is a conscious act, Tony must see it too, right? Dangling from her perfect lobes are diamonds set in white gold. They are exquisite, accentuating the length of her neck. They probably cost more than most people make in a month. He realizes that he has held his gaze too long when her face turns into one of triumph.

She’d gaze through her overly made-up eyes with her cloying vapidity and laugh at anything Tony said, even if it wasn’t funny. She had a constant case of bedroom eyes and it was pissing Peter off.

“Hey, back off, Barbie,” Peter thought and caught himself. Whoa, where had that come from? He didn’t have time to question himself, for Tony looked over Blondie’s shoulder and smiled at him.

He knew Tony was only being polite. He never flirted back and it even seemed like he felt awkward, with the amount of times he coughed and cleared his throat, Peter was starting to think he had the flu.

Yet, that knowledge didn’t keep the green eyed monster at bay when her hands returned on his boyfriend, this time landing on his chest.

He narrowed his eyes into slits. Realizing he was holding his flute of champagne so tightly that it was in danger of shattering, he instead brought it to his lips and downed it all with one swallow before beckoning the waiter for another drink.

At her wandering hands, Tony’s usually fond expression completely disappeared into a much harder one. His brown eyes looking over Stacey with irritation. Yet, he still doesn’t say anything.

Peter - and perhaps the glasses of champagne had something to do with it - does though. “Okay enough is enough. The time for being polite is over cause clearly you don’t recognize a no when it’s waving in front of your face. He’s not interested in you. I know you miss him with the kind of sadness that sinks your bones into the earth, and I know you’d do anything to get him back, I get that. I would too if I lost a man like him. But, sweetheart, you were nothing but entertainment, something pretty on his arm, a little bit of eye candy maybe. If you really want to pleasure him, make him happy,” he stands up, getting in her face, “then leave.” Even Peter himself recoils a little from the venom in his voice. And clearly she does too because with a heated glare, she walks away, to the sound of Tony snickering.

“You do realize that I’ve already patented the right to be the emotionally unstable, immature and insecure one in this relationship, right? Do I need to call my lawyers and start a law suit? cause I won’t have you coming for my title.” He grinned, clearly seeing the amusement in this situation.

“Ha, very funny, Tony. You know, you could’ve said something right? Then maybe I wouldn’t have had to lose my cool and look like the crazy obsessed boyfriend.” He rolled his eyes at Tony.

“Let them think what they want,” he turns with that serious look that still has his trademark warm eyes. There was something in those brown eyes that was so beautiful, so safe and warm. In just one look he was home, “so long as you’re by my side, love, the rest of the world can go fuck themselves.” And that’s just what Peter needed to hear, that he’s Tony’s for now and into the future... that there will be a future. Cause all thoughts have the potential to grow toxic, but insecurities are born hungry.

“I’m sorry I really didn’t mean to get so intense.” Peter spoke softly. Tony shook his head. “Don't be, you're adorable when you're jealous," he teases, his voice drops to a huskier tone as he adds, "and I'll make it all up to you later tonight, baby."

Peter gulps loudly, pupils dilating already. “Promise?” He whispers. Tony wraps an arm around his shoulders and pulled him close, gently rubbing. Despite the heaviness in his stomach, Peter fluttered at the feeling of his body pressed against Tony’s. It almost felt like holding him wasn’t quite enough. Peter had to feel every once that he is press into every ounce that is Tony. “I promise.” He whispers back just as quietly, kissing the top of Peter’s head.

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You’re always welcome to send in more prompts!

[fortunatelycooltrash]

So people love to say that America doesn’t have free healthcare because the quality would sink and the waits would go up. Now, while those are valid worries despite being no excuse for the atrociously high prices of even minior procedures, I’d like to share some bullshit that I’ve experienced involving normal US hospitals and medical branches alike.

My root canal is going to cost 2500 dollars because it is not covered by most dental plans despite it being a completely necessary procedure that directly affects my health. Absorb that then absorb the fact this plan covers some of braces. The crown alone is costing over 1200.

I almost died in a hospital waiting room because my ‘stomach ache’ that was causing me so much pain I was sick with it wasn’t severe enough to qualify for immediate attention. Undiagnosed Appendicitis.

My nephew and sister almost met their end because an incompetent doctor misdiagnosed my sister with a URI. She had type A flu.

My cousins father had a doctor who refused to diagnose him despite him coming back constantly because of lethargy. Said he couldn’t find anything wrong. Her father was poor and had really bad insurance. Finally he went to another doctor and was diagnosed with kidney cancer. He could have lived if he had been diagnosed a year or two prior before it spead but by the time he got his diagnosis, it was too late. He died, I believe, a few months later but I was young so he might have made it a year or longer.

I suffered from chronic nosebleeds as a child to the point that blood didn’t even scare me anymore. The doctor told my mother that it was coming from wounds inside my nose and I was most likely picking at it and there was nothing medically wrong with me. My mother, knowing even as a child I knew not to waste her money, took me to another doctor. Severe Anemia. Still suffer from it too this day. Have to take those horrid tasting red pills🤢.

My aunt constantly butchering her budget because she needs her insulin and it’s cost keeps getting higher despite it remaining relatively the same. Luckily my state is looking to cap it at 100 though if that will actually go into effect isn’t determined yet.

My mom, bless her, repeatedly going in for her back aching only to be told pain was normal for someone of her weight and age. Nope, she is a nurse and turned people that were 300 pounds or more. She had completely blown her back and had a pinched nerve that was so severe she could barely stand without pain. The doctor that diagnosed her was surprised she could even walk.

My sister, having a grand mal seizure in the nurses office of a high school. They told her to stop faking. That bitch wasn’t even a real nurse so this one doesn’t count but I had to mention this because why the fuck wasn’t a registered nurse hired?

My (other) aunt having minor chest pain then suffering a heart attack in the waiting room because they had her wait so long since she didn’t seem serious. I’m sure that’s going to have lasting damage that could have been easily prevented.

My sister giving birth and getting a 28,000 dollar bill for a room and care for her and the baby. She was there for a day and a half. She didn’t even have a long or complicated delivery.

My mother being told she was completely fine to continue working despite having an off feeling about her third pregnancy(about 24 years ago) the doctor told her there were no complications and she could go on as normal. She miscarried her seven month along daughter three days later because her placenta was underneath the baby and tore. That doctor is still in practice.

The nurses in my mothers delivery room ignoring both her and the monitor. Which, if they had been looking at, clearly desplayed my older brother with his umbilical core wrapped tight around his neck. He lived because my moms main doctor walked in and had a conniption fit when he noticed the vitals dropping. He’s the doc my sis uses now. A good man.

(Same bro)My older brother turning blue everytime he cried being brushed off. Hole in his heart that has since closed.

When I was younger, I slipped in the shower and hit my head so hard against the metal lining of it(stall shower) that the skin split open and abscessed. My doc treated the abscess but did no further testing after a 4 hour wait. As we were leaving, I don’t remember much of this week my mom told me, I vomited and passed out in the parking lot. Had a concussion.

My brother being misdiagnosed with the flu, strep, and a few other things over the course of a few weeks before one doctor finally tested him for HIV. It was positive. Luckily he only had one partner. Unluckily, the partner was the one that gave it to him via cheating on him.

Me, almost dying of a violent case of strep throat because they said I had a sinus infection. My fever peaked at 104 then, blessedly, broke. I do not remember this as the memories of the days I was sick are incredibly fever burned but I remember wrapping blankets around me because I was so cold.

The strep attacked so quick and harshly that if I had lived alone it probably would have killed me since I wouldn’t have been able to get help and I would’ve kept trying to get ‘warmer’ and helped raise my temp over 106. You typically don’t come back from that one unharmed. If at all.

My older bro(cord baby) being told suffering from auditory hallucinations was a common thing(not wrong but they should have actually asked about his family history and idk, did more??) he had undiagnosed bipolar disorder. He is medicated and much happier now.

Me breaking my gotdamn pointer knuckle and the x-ray person getting blurry x-rays that she used despite the fact that they weren’t accurate. Thank you bitch, now my abnormally short pointer finger clicks because it began to set wrong.

Theres a few more but I’m currently giving my bro a hard time for texting me a text meant for his bf so imma bounce for now. May add more later. The whole point to this was to show people that don’t want free health care because the ‘quality would go down’ or the ‘wait would be too long’ that the wait is already long enough for you to die anyway and the quality already sucks ass if you’re poor because they will not diagnose you correctly.

Or They will misdiagnose you then blame YOU when you sue(happened to my mom in that miscarriage one but because he hadn’t wrote a release back to work she had no actual proof he’d told her she could.)

Or They will overcharge you for things that have a far cheaper value simply because they can and you can’t do anything about it because you need that procedure or medicine to keep your health good.

I can understand things like heart surgery or transplants, you know, the big major stuff not being free because yeah that shit takes a fuck ton of resources and care so I get it, I do. I can reasonably say “Yup that should cost thousands.” I mean, I’m don’t even avocate for fully FREE healthcare, I just want a limit on their overpricing bull shit to where it matches with economic standards.

You can’t expect someone with an average 7-4 job that pays 10/hr(oooh ya, y’all think I’d go higher? Guess what, young people starting out their careers also get sick!) to drop thousands upon thousands of dollars for whatever. The sad thing is I can say ‘whatever’ and you can actually think of multiple things that aren’t that major or that resource draining yet still cost thousands.

Even someone making 15/hour couldn’t do that and I’d be hard pressed to say even 20-25/hr could do that. They may have it better and be able to pay it off faster but they’d still be in debt for a while or have to work years after their planned retirement to make up for the lost savings if they were lucky enough to have them.

I’ve also heard people complaining about it raising taxes but you’ll spend way more getting something done at a hospital then you’d spend on those taxes in a year.

Besides, if you’re so pissed about taxes then to even it out protest the stupid taxes. Your house? Taxed. Your inheritance that you gain but also leave behind to care for your family? Taxed. Your property that you bought 100% full price paid? Taxed every year. Your car? Taxed.

How bout getting pissed about those instead of getting pissy about people getting their health fixed? There are plenty of ridiculous taxes so I don’t know why people are so against having one that actually helps people.

Sorry for this rant, I know it’s not centered around my profile theme but I am majorly pissed off that I’m about to have to let a tooth rot out of my head because my insurance decided that: covering something cosmetic like braces? Yeah! Covering a completely necessary surgery that can actually harm/kill the person via infection if left untreated? Nope, that costs us more!

I can’t drop two fucking grand on dental surgery. It’s just not happening. I don’t know anyone who can do that shit. Anyone who gets pissed off about me posting this: go slam a hammer against your tooth until it cracks down the middle, exposing your nerve to the harsh unforgiving world then let it develop a cavity around it.

Afterwards, try to eat literally anything: hot, cold, hard, soft, it doesn’t matter. You’ll cry, I promise. Now imagine being told the only way to fix that is to cough up over two grand and if you can’t well then oh fucking well? Kinda hurts ya a bit. Not nearly as much as the tooth but still.

Hell, I know dental probably wouldnt even get covered if they made healthcare reduced or free but this whole situation has reminded me just how fucked you are if you get anything remotely wrong with you in the U.S

[cows-that-fly]

When He Can’t Speak

REDDIE fic. posting this cause I’m impatient and want to start it off. part 1/ ???

It sucks when the person you’re in love with is either A) totally oblivious, B) interested in somebody else,  or C) would never look your direction in that way because you might as well have created the ultimate “friendzone” for yourself. As shitty and moronic as that term is.

You’re the best friend. The cocky, outspoken,loud and comedic, bf. Not the right connotation for that acronym though. You want to be the BOY FRIEND. Unfortunately that didn’t seem to be an option because you couldn’t get the balls to clarify that to the pint sized cream puff you’d somehow fallen in love with.

Richie Tozier was bum out of luck and for once totally speechless. He couldn’t think up a reply, couldn’t come up with yet another stupid next move like usual. No, for once he was just stuck there, staring at the screen of his computer, trying to ignore the quake in his chest.

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He was over again, it wasn’t out of the normal or anything though, he was always over. They were best friends after all. It was only natural for the two of them to spend that much time together. For fucks sake, they practically lived together.  He’d come over about three times a week to spend the night, and he and Richie would stay up burning the midnight oil till they were running on fumes. Stuck laughing uncontrollably over some dumb joke that one of them had cracked, tears in their eyes, smiles spreading over their faces so widely that it was painful.  

And then one of them would look at the clock and groan because class would start in 20 minutes and they’d have to leave the pile of blankets and pillows on Richie's couch so that they would have time to get coffee before enduring the next several hours of painful lectures.

But recently… it had been getting harder and harder to just sit there as though it were normal. Now whenever Eddie came over, Richie would expect a knot in his stomach to come along with him. It wasn’t Eds fault though, as far as he was concerned it seemed like he simply didn’t notice. Hopefully that was a good thing. The last thing Richie wanted was for his feelings about Eddie to ruin the friendship they had. Truth be told, next to Bev this was the best he’d had. Not to mention it was the most natural he’d ever felt around someone. Eddie was just easy to be around, not a lot of harsh judgment to be found. Sure, Eds would roll his eyes at most of Richies jokes, and yeah half their conversations Eddie would be complaining about something someone else had done that irked him, but it wasn’t as though Eddie was an unmovable critic. It just took some time.

Afterall, Eddie had looked past his first impression of Richie.

What was it Eddie had said?

“You’re vulgar, immature, and do you even have a sense of offensive you are? No one in their right mind would hang around you, it’s like you’re trying to be socially repellent to all decent human beings.”

“Didn’t repel your mom last night. Bitches be hangin off my chandeliers so I must be doing something right.”

“Stay away from me Tozier.”

Granted, it had taken several weeks after that before Eddie finally warmed up to Richie, and by that time it was deemed unavoidable because the rest of the group was already friends with him and his friends and had been since the beginning of the year. Not to mention Stan was 80% sure that he’d known Eddie from highschool back in Derry, or at least had seen him around for a couple months before he vanished again.

Later Richie would find out it was cause Eddie's mom had them move towns when a flu went around that was so bad that nearly everyone caught it even if they hadn’t been exposed. “It was at epidemic levels! What does that say about a town that can’t even keep a flu at bay? Of course we left-” Had been the only explanation Richie got when he inquired.

Inconsequential now of course. There they all were, going to college in the same city. Bev had helped Richie out getting into the same school as her when she found out he hadn’t filled out a single application and it was already june. It was a stroke of pure luck that Richie got into the school, not that his grades were shit, he was just wholly unconvinced that he needed school. He didn’t want to give money to a bunch of upshots anyways so that he could pay for their expensive tastes when half the time he couldn’t afford his next carton of cigarettes.

Bev convinced him it would be his best chance to get out of town and away from his dad.

That was all the convincing he needed.

But now, well into their Junior year (Sophomore technically for Richie, although he’d gotten into the college, after the first year he had to take one off to work to afford the next. Blowing through his ‘savings’ and a meager scholarship in the first thanks to required exorbitant costs from the school.

“They fucked us without even giving us dinner first.”

“They did give us dinner. It wasn’t free.”

“As I said Bev, they didn’t give us dinner. They gave us toxic run off on platters.”

“Didn’t stop you from eating it.”

“And why would it?” And then he’d spun off into a terrible rendition of Toxic by Britney Spears, but whether or not he was singing about himself or the cafeteria food, neither of them would ever know.

Months later of course, Richie would discover a talent for peppering microwave dinners and ramen and dubbing them ‘gourmet delicacies.’ And he decided to never eat at the dining hall again.

Which wound up being where most of the Losers became friends.

Eventually Eddie and Richie found themselves at enough mutual get togethers that Eddie had to deal with interacting with Trashmouth. (Richie assured everyone it was an affectionate term as soon as it had left Eddies lips.) (Eddie disagreed fervently until it became exactly that, an endearing pet name that only someone like Tozier could pull off.)

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“Did you finally internally combust Richie? You’ve been quiet a whole ten minutes.” Eddies voice broke through Richies stunned haze. He blinked, shoving his glasses back up the bridge of his nose almost violently, taking the second it gave him to compose himself. Slapping a smirk on and waggling his brows. Always a good reaction.

“Internally busting a nut, can’t a guy day dream in peace?”

Eddie  groaned, shaking his head and returning his gaze to his laptop.

“Spare me the details. You’re completely ignoring what I just said.”

Shit what did he say? Richies mind had gone awol and whatever Eddie had said earlier must’ve gone through one ear and out the other. He shrugged, trying to disregard the fact that he’d been too preoccupied fretting over his fucking feelings to pay attention fully.  

“You’re completely ignoring what I just said.” Richie echoed, pitching his voice up to comedy his friend.

Eddie looked like he wanted to sock Richie in the face. A typical expression of his and one that Richie adored. Just cause of how he scrunched his nose, it was adorable.

“You didn’t listen did you.” he sighed.

“Nope. What can I say, being pretty comes at a price.”

“Price of being an idiot.”

“A gorgeous idiot.”

Eddie snorted, already beginning to shift his attentions to the conversation he was having with one of his tumblr friends. Richie sagged a little, trying not to give it much more thought. Eddie was a sweet guy who actually kept in touch with his followers, even though he had thousands. He was ever attentive somehow, but sometimes Richie just wished that he could captivate Eddie that way as well.

[fuckyeahvalidation]

Long post about my week so far!

Monday: I went to the orthopedic for a reevaluation on my knee. I still have patellofemoral pain syndrome and I’m getting a new brace for it as well as getting to go back to physical therapy. I have an appointment to get my brace on Monday morning and physical therapy on Wednesday. 

Went over to my partners' house after my GF went and picked up her new car!

Tuesday: Okay so Tuesday started off with having breakfast at IHOP with my BF’s step-mom, my BF, my GF, and our son which was nice. 

After that we had to go and do some food shopping at Stop and Shop and then we were all gonna go to my doctors appointment, but my BF got really tired and needed a nap so we took him home and the 3 of us went out to see my PCP, but we got there over an hour early because I messed up the time of my appointment, but it’s okay because my girlfriend and I went and got some shopping done at Wal-Mart first.

Then we went to see my PCP for my allergy shots and also got my flu shot. I hate the way I can feel the medicine in my arm and having to push it down makes me stim because I’m disgusted. 

After that my GF and I dropped our son off at home with our BF and finished up the food shopping by going to BJ’s and then Walmart again after realizing we forgot some things at Walmart earlier. 

My GF and I both got dinner while we were out, I got Subway completely free because I had enough points which was nice and my GF got Chik fil-a.

Once we were home we cleaned up our son’s room and put down a new alphabet map for him. By the end of it all, I was really overstimulated so as soon as our son was down for the night we cuddled in the dark and waited for our BF to get home. It definitely helped.

Wednesday: We all woke up super early because of the baby, but I was nervous for this appointment so I was gonna be up anyways. My appointment was for 11 in the morning and we all ended up going, but the baby fell asleep in the car so the BF stayed in the car with him while the GF and I went inside for the appointment. 

I talked to the doctor about everything with my stomach and actually talking about it made me realized how jumbled my stomach issues are. We’re going to be doing a bunch of different tests though. I already got the blood work test done and I have to go to the hospital nearby for a different one so they can take images of my whole stomach and digestive tract. I am not looking forward to this one at all, but if it’ll help then I’ll do it. 

Once the doctors was over with we went and dropped off our son off at his Papa’s house(BF’s dad) to watch him for the rest of the day. Then to my house to pick out an outfit for my interview and we stayed there for a bit before heading off to my interview.

I ended up getting a job there in a position I want with what seems to be an amazing manager and it’s not just seasonal! 

After that, we headed to Denny’s which was supposed to be lunch but ended up being more like an early dinner. 

We went back home and dropped off our BF so he could get ready for class while my GF and I went out to go see a movie. We chose to go see IT! I loved it honestly and wasn't scared at all, on the other hand, my GF kept jumping and wouldn’t let go of either of my hands the whole time(she almost snapped one of my fingers back during a jumpscare.) 

After the movie, we went to Barnes and Noble for a bit and I got a book before we went and picked up our son.

Once we were home we got him down to bed and watch some episodes of Food Wars! before the BF came home from class. 

Once he was home it was time for me to pack up and have my GF take me home for the night since I had slept over since Monday. 

Thursday: I woke up at a reasonable time and packed my things up for our trip to the hotel and casino! 

We drove for an hour to get here and I honestly love it so much here and it is such a nice mini vacation that I’m getting!

We went around and gambled a bit. We had Chinese for dinner and we’re gonna go get dessert soon so I can’t wait for that!

[niklii]

Another Round

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.  (Thanks @augmentedampharos ! And yay for body positivity. Your “tmi” answer to that question made me smile haha.) 

LAST

Drink: milk with some concentrated coffee Mio. Also water cos I have a slight headache

Phone call: Trying! To! Make! A! Damn! Gynecologist! Appointment!!! I need a new health care clinic. :( For this one you can only make appts one day in advance and they always run out.. Gonna try again at 9:00. 

Text message: My friend at work texted me ���Kanchan wants to know if you can get her some mustard”  lol

Song you listened to: Some random song on the radio. 

Time you cried: Watching “War for the Planet of the Apes” last Sunday! haha

HAVE YOU

Dated someone twice: um.. not sure how to answer this. I’ve only been in one relationship and there were no official breaks. 

Kissed someone and regretted it: yes! not my boyfriend though 

Been cheated on: ehm.. sorta? but no? some weird stuff happened in middle school and also last year but at the same time, we had agreed to some open relationship type stuff.. it just came out of nowhere and i didn’t find out about it til later. 

Lost someone special: Yes :( Johnny (DJ Nackt) in the Oakland fire last November, and my piano teacher from cancer last January. But no one in my family or anyone I have been extremely close with yet. 

Been depressed: Yes but never longer for a day. 

Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope!! this one I’m proud of. Never threw up from drugs or alcohol, only food poisoning and the flu... 

Made new friends: yes :) (s/o to @augmentedampharos for rekindling our friendship) 

Fallen out of love: from time to time but it never lasted. 

Laughed until you cried: yes!

Found out someone was talking about you: probably? i try not to remember ;) 

Met someone who changed you: hell yeah

Found out who your friends are: sure ? 

Kissed someone from your Facebook list: my boyfriend! also a few people from when we played Spin the Bottle during Vice haha. And a couple others.. 

Kissed a stranger: only if you count Vice, but even then, they weren’t a total stranger. I just didn’t know them that well. 

Drank hard liquor: sure ? 

Lost glasses/contact lenses: if i did, it was ages ago. 

Turned someone down: yeah but only a couple of times ? 

Sex on the first date: no!!! I was 12 on our first date. NOT READY

Broken someone’s heart: um I’m sure my bf has said this at one point. but he also broke my heart once or twice. we have since recovered (i think)

Had your heart broken: yep but I got over it

Been arrested: no lol

Cried when someone died: yes.. even with friends of friends. it’s too much. 

Fallen for a friend: yes! but i got over it (for now..)

Kissed on the first date: haha sure. It was the first time Andrew and I saw each other since we met! Not a date and my dad was there because I was 12 but it was a sweet little smooch when I came down from climbing a tree. 

GENERAL

List 3 favorite colors: blue, orange, pink ? (how did that happen??)

How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: probably 80% of them? Maybe 90%? No idea, I’ve never counted! 

Do you have any pets: no I don’t unless you count Andrew!! lmao 

Do you want to change your name: meh 

What time did you wake up: 7:00 but I was sooooo tired. not a good day to wake up at 7. :( 

What were you watching at midnight last night: my own dreams 

Name something you can’t wait for: swimming before the summer ends!! GO AWAY IUD SPOTTING

When was the last time you saw your mom: In June, when my cousin graduated high school 

What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: lose that belly of mine. But I wish I didn’t want it so much. :( I wish I could be happy with myself. 

What are you listening to right now: the sound of my own typing cos no one else is in the office yet... 

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Most Likely

Something that is getting on your nerves right now: This little headache I woke up with. probably was from the heat last night.

Most visited website: facebook T_T 

Mole/s: there’s a huge one right by my nether-regions.. i should get it looked at soon. 

Mark/s: tons of little dots on my arms and chest that aren’t qualified to be birthmarks or moles. also one on my head.. i should get it looked at. 

Childhood dream: being a rockstar B-) i’ve always wanted to sing 

Do you have a crush on someone: only my significant other right now! 

What do you like about yourself: I like the shape of my arms + hands + feet! although my boyfriend refused to call my feet sexy. I think they would be sexy feet if you were into that sort of thing. lmao 

if we’re talking non-physical stuff i also like my compassion and tendency to emote my feelings. I like feeling feelings. 

Piercings: only one ear for now, my other ear ate the piercing.. it was a weird day. I need to get it done again. THIS IS WHY I DIDNT BOTHER UNTIL I WAS 22. 

Blood type: I think when I donated I found out I was A+! like my high school grades ;) lmao 

Nickname: Nikki or H2O.. my bestie also called me Cole-Man.. I liked that one. 

Relationship status: practically married

Zodiac: taurus

Pronouns: she/her/hers

Favorite TV show: X-Files right now but also I am loving GLOW and Orange is the New Black. And Community. And Girls has a special place in my heart.. love that show to death.  You can’t make me choose!! 

Tattoos: i kind of want one but also.. i don’t like pain. 

Right or left hand: right

Surgery: only for a tooth implant

Hair dyed in different color: i used blue dye on part of my hair a couple times in college.. i want to do something like that again but also idk what my work would think. i guess i should ask. it’s not like we have the most formal environment 

Sport: tennis (rn). also Lindy Hop Dancing! I’m on a roll. 

Vacation: Iceland PLZ

Pair of trainers: I’m guessing they mean sneakers? So.. Vans for now. But also Docs and Converse 

Current and all-time best friend: Andrew and Woky are kind of tied. But Woky understands me more so sometimes she wins. But Andrew has my life devotion haha. 

Eye color: blue but sometimes they look grey

Favorite movie: blah Idk! I really love Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. and Amelie and some Wes Anderson movies.. 

WHICH IS BETTER?

Hugs or kisses: idk why but i love our hugs more! i feel like he MEANS IT. i guess i got worn down by kisses. 

Lips or eyes: eyes

Shorter or taller: I used to wish I was short so I could hide in more places when playing Hide-and-Seek. And also I wish my partner could pick me up all romantic-like.  But now I’m grateful I can reach things on shelves.

Nice arms or stomach: I’m a sucker for arms and hands

Sensitive or loud: sensitive

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

Yourself: usually but I need to more.. I don’t went it comes to work (Mudd RUINED ME)

Miracles: maybe? 

Love at first sight: lust at first sight yes, love no. (stole that from Wendy)

Santa Claus: it’s a lie!! But I loved the idea growing up. yay presents

Thanks again Wendy for giving me something fun to do before I get real work done. xDD 

I tag.. @minikvelp @unfuckthereallife @ursaladarling @lumbercop @darkfire454 @brainshock-alpha @lightning-babe @eternal-flame-babby @mabonqueen And anyone else who likes these kinds of things!! 

[foreignobjecticus]

A rant under the cut because I am just so frustrated with my boss and things in general and writing it out helps even if no one reads it.

I'm so frustrated with my boss. We found out on 7th Feb that we have until 5th March to leave our apartment (3 Saturdays in between those) and she couldn't possibly give me Saturday the 9th off. I managed to get out and see two houses anyway, both rejected, then got out this 16th and applied for 8 places but no replies. I had this Thursday/Friday off and instead of accepting my request for time off, she's gone and switched my Friday (I have personal appointments that I can't move) to give me the Saturday off and is just making it really hard to accommodate me when we have more than enough staff. It feels like she's trying all these loopholes to refuse us using sick leave and away leave (it counts against the store's profit) so I feel like I'm bashing my head against a brick wall. Yay I have Saturday off, but now I don't have Friday and that's not what I asked for... UGH

She's just had major stomach surgery less than a month ago and is back at work - can't even finish a whole drink let alone consume solid foods - and she's taken up a new experimental position at work. The role basically means she's only receiving base wage (oh boo fucking hoo welcome to our world) but she's sacrificed her commission so she can be like an in-store mentor to boost everyone else's sales. She's on everyone's arses now because she's personally and professionally stressed to fuckity, and she's losing FOUR (33%) of her staff THIS WEEK ALONE - at least one wanted to stick out a month to finish off but she'd rather chop them off like a gangrenous limb than keep them because she's so worried about making profit with this experimental new job role. I (and several others) were sick for 1 week+ over the Travel Expo weekend (that first Saturday I KIND OF got off) so I'm on low numbers because I lost all my customers and was still coughing really bad from the flu up until a few days ago recovering. Because of the move, my low numbers, my illness, bf going back to uni, ALL the stress compounding, I've been late twice: one Tuesday I forgot bf worked and had to run him in, then this past Tuesday. Both happened while she wasn't there so she got suspicious.

This past Tuesday, I was the only senior consultant in Monday and got no sales done because I was in charge of 5 novices (a supervisor's job but she refuses to hire any new supervisors until she finds the perfect one) so I was basically run ragged all day. I went to bed at 8pm that night and was so physically and mentally tired that I actually, for the first time in my adult life, ACTUALLY slept through my alarms and woke up at 7:40am which would have been fine if it hadn't meant bf was 2hours late for work. She wasn't in so I message the most senior consultant in store to say I'd be late but my boss happened to call the store and ask for me only to find I wasn't there. Because of that, she thought I was hiding the fact from her when in fact I hadn't told her because - hey - she wasn't in and I was only going to spare 1 second in the middle of the morning school rush to text the person who actually would need to know. And in what has NEVER EVER been an issue before, she docked me that hour's pay (can you FICKINg BElIVeV it when I NEVER take a full break and have stayed late so many times I could be paid for half a year's worth of work istg!). I stayed an hour late with clients by happenstance the next day to make it up so fuck her, but I mean, what the fuck is going on?

This girl was always a hard, sales-driven woman, but now she's gone and put herself in a STUPID position the store WASNT prepared for without any supervisors, and she's done it right when she's had major surgery. She's not scheduled to be able to eat anything thicker than plain milk for another TWO months, and she's put all this unnecessary pressure on herself at á time when so many others in store are also having personal issues and stressed out. What a storm of nonsense, you know?

The area leader is coming in to store on Tuesday and often has a chat with us in store. I find her more more approachable than my current boss sometimes (definitely now she’s suddenly become incredibly unreasonable - for other simpler reasons that aren’t really things to bitch about, but you know the vibe you get when you work with someone who suddenly changes their tune completely). I’m going to have a frank talk with the big boss, as I often do, and let her know what I really think of my boss’s current attitude because if we don’t nip this in the bud NOW, the rest of the financial year (the period which she’s been given to make her crazy experimental role work) will be hellish, even for me as someone who she openly sees as invaluable, but I’ve always got low numbers so I’m a bit of a target.

I’m aiming to move into a head office job ASAP. I don’t care what it is but my 2 years as a consultant have been enough, I think, and sales is such a brutally stressful job, I don’t wan’t to stick it out. I love the whole aspect of booking and organising holidays but I can’t STAND the vicious sales approach and the sense of ever-looming failure for not having converted and made money on the people I’ve talked to for hours. I’m just not good at sales because I’m NOT pushy. Simple as that.

This month has been the most stressful of my life so far, and I’ve got more stresses going than just what I’ve written above, but I’m still coping and that’s what matters. It’s a shame that I can’t take time off to relax because these situations and the job I’m in are the kind of things that get worse if you take time away; you lose sales, you miss inspections. Things will get better and I don’t doubt that all the frustration and stress I’m feeling right now will be gone soon, maybe two weeks, but it’s hard not to worry. Writing this all really helped.

On the positive side of things, bf looks like he’s really been enjoying model painting since we started in December. It’s a hobby that, while expensive, has engaged him unlike anything I’ve seen before and it’s so beautiful to see him smiling and happy at least when he paints.

I’ve also been happy with my editing work. I just counted up all the editing I’ve done since the start of the financial year and I’ve made $950 from editing which is absolutely fantastic for work that I enjoy. I won’t pay the bills and it ebbs and flows with university submission dates, but it really boosts the kitty.

After that busy Monday that was so bad it made me sleep 12 hours and be late to work, my two favourite colleagues and I went upstairs for happy hour at the Mexican restaurant and got a $6 margarita and chilli fries and honestly it was so nice. I think I haven’t had a casual social interaction with people I like in so long that I was really craving it. I wish they weren’t both leaving soon.

I’ve been enjoying playing Fantasy Age/one-shot HP RPG with my regular group and I’ve gotten into a proper DnD group which has been so much fun. I want to join more groups but I know it’ll stretch myself too thin. I still can’t join any regular social groups like musicals (which I desperately miss but can’t get Sundays off for), but there are some casual games groups I’m looking at locally now.

When we’ve settled in the new house, we’re going to start a proper Wasteland Warfare campaign, and I’ve got a few projects I want to get a start on:

- I’ve been learning a little song from the SPG personalised OCT songs that I requested - it’s really simple to play and now I’ve got an electric and acoustic guitar from my friend (now ex-colleague thanks to my boss), I can record the rhythm and lead guitar and probably record the vocals separately. I can’t see what Michael is playing in the video though so I’ll have to sit down and pick it out by ear.

- I’ve been writing here and there but I’ve finally had a resurgence of inspiration for one of my longest fics so I want to get back to posting that on AO3. Goal is to have that coherent enough to be put up even as chapters with biggish time gaps between each. I am that bastard who posts 5 times and then goes silent. Sorry world.

- I have some more Wasteland Warfare Minutemen to paint, and I’m thinking about getting Necrons or Blackstone Fortress but that’s a way off because I have too many games as it is that I haven’t played until I’m bored of them. Would love to join the local games shop when we move and finally make some friends in this hideous city after two years. All the people at work who are JUST on the edge of tipping over into outside-work friends are leaving. :/

- I’d like to take a 2 day driving trip down the Great Ocean Road when I get the time and it coincides with bf’s time off. Preferably in March but not likely to happen. Want to avoid the schoolkids.

- I’d like to go back and visit family in NZ and QLD. I’d need time off for this though. I’ve found out that I can book myself a set of flights that go MEL - AKL - BNE - GLT - MEL for not much more than JUST doing AKL return OR GLT return, so why the FUCK wouldn’t I do both? :D Still $700 all up but better than $600 for just one destination. Miss my family a lot and it’s already been 8 months since GLT and 14 months since AKL! Time flies when you’re in an existential daze.

I think that’s probably it for now. If you’re one of my 11 followers including cheesebot and you actually read all this, thanks for stopping by! There’s a ludicrously in-depth snapshot into my life and a bit of juicy, uninvolved gossip for you. It’s past midnight now so I’m off for a shower and bed. Have a lovely day & feel free to drop by my ask box/messaging any time because I’m always up to chat or listen to a vent if you need it, and I do really mean it. : )

[ijungkooki]

Hiiii! I liked your newlywed hcs! Can I request the RFA +Saeran reacting to finding out MC had been keeping an illness from them? Not like a severe thing, but like maybe she's just like a cold or flu or stomach virus or something? Thank youuuuuuuu

hi!! thank you so much! glad you liked them :)

also i have a huge migraine right now so sorry if this sucks lol

MC hides an illness from the RFA+Saeran

Yoosung

There was a flu going around and sadly you caught it

And you were supposed to go on a cute lil date with your boyfriend

You felt so bad about cancelling because you were both really excited about it :(((

But you were basically dying so you had to call him and came up with some excuse about work or something

Yoosung is a little sad but he understands

You were just resting in bed when you heard a knock on the door

When you opened the door, you saw Yoosung standing there

He still wanted to spend time with you so he came over to give you some company

awwww literally an angel so pure so sweet

Then he notices that you’re super pale and really out of it and figures out that you’re sick

He starts to push you back into bed before going into the kitchen to make you some soup

When he comes back into you room, he has a little tray with a bowl of soup, medicine, juice, and the cutest smile on this face

“Here MC! Eat all of this so you can get better and we can go on our date!”

Stays with you until you fall asleep before he goes back home only to come back the next morning

Zen

You’ve had a cold for a while now 

Zen had a production coming up so you’ve stayed home to avoid getting him sick and telling him that you’ve been working or something

You didn’t want him to worry about you

But it was opening night and you promised your boyfriend that you would be there front row

So you took some cold medicine and hoped for the best

The first act went fine without anything too obvious

But then the nausea hit

Did I say you took the medicine?

No

Before you left you chUGGED THAT BOTTLE LIKE A CHAMP

So obviously you were getting suuuuuper drowsy and fell asleep towards the end of the play

When you woke up,the play was over and you saw Zen in front of you

The poor boy’s face looked so sad awww

“Was it that bad?”

lol no bby your head is just pounding and your nose is so stuffy you can’t breathe

You finally explain to him that you’ve been sick and you didn’t want him to worry

He scolds you for not staying home and getting better but now he’s at your side taking care of you and making sure you’re getting rest 

Jaehee

lol don’t even try to hide anything from mama baehee

As soon as you feel even a little out of it her Jaehee Senses™ start tingling

Immediately starts waiting on you hand and foot

She’s given you medicine for like five types of illnesses

“Jaehee, it’s just a cough calm down. I’m fine” *starts hacking out lungs*

Narrator voice: She was not fine

Again, Jaehee is All Knowing she knows when you’re talking bs

Eventually, you just give up trying to fight her about it and just let her take care of you

I mean let’s be real who wouldn’t want baehee at our side 24/7

But in all seriousness, she does such an amazing job of caring for you 

She even takes time off of work to help you out!!!

You get better in no time thanks to her

But then she starts coughing uh oh

Jumin

He’s had this really nice vacation planned out for the both of you for months

But just a few days before the trip, you catch a fever

Obviously you don’t want to cancel this so you try to keep it on the dl from him

Your plan doesn’t really work that well when he comes home from work and knows something’s up

When you tell him you’re sick, he’s calling the best doctors to his home

“Jumin there’s no need for this I’m not dying or anything”

“No.”

Despite your protests he makes sure you’re getting the best treatment and medicine so that you’re healthy in no time

When he isn’t working, he’s lying in bed with you and Elizabeth and making sure you’re taking your medicine

If he’s at work, he’s calling you like 3 times an hour to make sure you’re resting

Jumin how can MC rest if yoURE CALLING ALL THE TIME

He just cares a lot about you

Luckily, the fever goes down quickly and you’re able to go on vacation hooray!!!

Seven

This boi

He’s the one that got you sick in the first place lol

You don’t want him to feel bad for giving you the flu so you try your best to hide it

Bruh he’s a secret agent of course he’s gonna find out

He randomly goes over to your house bc he’s feeling clingy af and just wants to cuddle

When you open the door, he’s a little surprised

“MC, you look paler than Zen”

He figures out that he got you sick

Drops down to his knees and gives a dramatic monologue about it

“Forgive me, MC, for I have cursed my beloved!”

You’re standing there like

who’s mans is this

Eventually your bf cuts the act and begins to actually take care of you

Well sorta

All he does is pop in a movie and you two just cuddle on the couch for the rest of the day

Saeran

Okay tbh it takes the boy a while to actually realize you’re sick

bruh as if MC constantly sneezing and coughing and ya know dying is any indication at all smh

I mean you don’t have a prob with it as you rarely get sick and don’t want anyone to worry over you

But one day the sickness gets pretty bad and you’re sneezing like every two minutes

He starts getting annoyed so he goes to your room only to find you looking like death itself

You tell him you have a horrible cold and apologize for bugging him

Saeran feels HORRIBLE about it but he doesn’t really know what to do so he just

Leaves

You know he’s an awkward lil bean so you don’t think much of it and fall asleep

When you wake up a couple hours later, there’s some food and a teddy bear holding a card saying “Get Well Soon”

SO CUTE!!1!1!!

Saeran walks in to see you eating the food he made as the teddy bear lies in your lap

He’s blushing so hard omg

“Um… Feel better, MC.”

[cattimes100]

All numbers hon!

1. Is there a boy/girl in your life? 

Relationship wise, I’m single. 

2. Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

Nope.

3. What do you think of when you hear the word “meow”?

(My cat Trouble, she’s my pretty kitty.) 

4. What’s something you really want right now? 

My chest to stop hurting tbh, then i’d be great. 

5. Are you afraid of falling in love? 

Not exactly, if anything i’m afraid of falling in love with the wrong person. 

6. Do you like the beach?

Yeah, haven’t been to one in years though.

7. Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? 

Yeah.

8. Already answered 

9. Name the last four beds you were sat on? 

Weird question but.. There’s only three beds in the house. Mine, my mom’s and my dad’s so..

10. Do you like your phone? 

Yeah, I got a Lg Stylo 2. 

11. Honestly, are things going the way you planned? 

Hell no, but at least things are going. 

12. Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? 

Probably my brother’s number, I only have 3 contacts lmaooooooooo. 

13. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler? 

Rottweiler

14. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? 

They both can fuck you up. Physical pain drives me insane though, cause there’s nothing I can do about it. 

15. Would you rather visit a zoo or art museum? 

Art museum. 

16. Are you tired?  

I’m tired and restless, it’s a never ending cycle. 

17. How long have you known your 1st phone contact? 

Since I’ve been born

18. Are they a relative? 

Yeah, it’s my mom. 

19. Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? 

Ah no, I was hung up on my last ex for years. So glad I don’t talk to that piece of shit anymore. 

20. When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? 

Janurary 21st, I didn’t even mean to message him. 

21. If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? 

If they wanted to, yes. 

22. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Nope.

23. How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?  

024. Is there a certain quote you live by? 

No, but music helps. Neck deep, Real Friends, La Dispute, The Story So Far, State Champs, Mayday Parade, etc. 

25. Already answered 

26. Do you have any tattoos? 

No, I’d like some though gotta take care of my health first before self indulgence. 

27. What is your favorite color? 

Green, purple, black, white.

28. Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?  

Next time I think the kiss is worth it. 

29. Who are you texting?

@samsamueldrake 24/7 ❤❤

30. Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? 

Yeah.

31. Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? 

Yeah.

32.Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

Justin, and Ali, they’re good friends. 

33. Do you think anyone has feelings for you? 

Justin does, there’s probably others but no one has spoken up yet. (Except Justin, I went to homecoming with him.) 

34. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? 

Probably, I just don’t remember. 

35. Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? 

It would probably hurt, but I would still walk away because he’s not worth it. 

36. Were you single on Valentines day? 

This year, I had the stomach flu on Valentine’s day. Lol. Fun. 

37. Are you friends with the last person you kissed?

Lol, he tried telling me we were ‘close friends,’ but where’s his dumbass now? No. 

38. What do your friends call you? 

Haley

39. Has anyone upset you in the last week?

Yeah. 

40. Have you ever cried over a text?

Yeah.

41. Where’s your last bruise located? 

I haven’t actually had any bruises in a while, probably my calf tho. 

42. What is it from?

Running into stuff around the house. 

43. Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? 

Probably on Valentine’s day. 

44. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? 

My mum.

45. Do you have a favorite pair of shoes?  

My converse with the design of the night sky on it. Moon and stars are rad. 

46. Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? 

No, my hair is the only perfect thing about me tbh. 

47. Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

Hell no. 

48. Do you make supper for your family? 

Usually my mom makes the dinnners, sometimes my dad. 

49. Does your bedroom have a door? 

Yeah.

50. Top 3 web-pages?

Tumblr, Facebook, Netflix. 

51. Do you know anyone who hates shopping? 

My mom does, clothing and grocery shopping. 

52. Does anything on your body hurt? 

My chest and my back, on the daily as usual. 

53. Are goodbyes hard for you?

Depends on the person. 

54. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

Water.

55. How is your hair?

Curly blond and perfect, I’m content with it.

56. What do you usually do first in the morning?

Shower

57. Do you think two people can last forever? 

Only if they want it and work for it. 

58. Think back to January 2007, were you single? 

I was 7 lmaoooooooooooooooo, yes. 

59. Green or purple grapes? 

Green.

60. When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?

Usually Justin or Ben is always hugging on me. Ben bothers me because he squeezes me and kills me a little bit inside each time, but he means well so I don’t mind. 

61. Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

No, I like my room, Simple Plan is playing. I’m content. 

62. When will be the next time you text someone?

I’m still texting Ky so I mean… Now. 

63. Where will you be 5 hour from now?

Asleep. It’s 7:15pm right now.

64. What were you doing at 8 this morning?

Watching Hamlet in English, it’s good. 

65. This time last year, can you remember who you liked? 

I was so in love with my ex, it’s crazy, I was so blinded by love. 

66. Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

All the people that send me their love and support, they make me smile every time. 

67. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

I hugged Nigel twice, he’s a good friend too that I don’t talk to much but when we see each other in the hall we always stop and hug. 

68. What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? 

Probably my chest, just trying to get comfortable watching Bob’s Burgers. Pain is all I can think about. 

69. Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? 

Many times.

70. How many windows are open on your computer?

3

71. How many fingers do you have?

10

72. What is your ringtone?

Some default one that came with the phone.

73. How old will you be in 5 months? 

17, I just turned 17 the first of this month. 

74. Where is your mum right now?

In her room, next to mine. 

75. Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

I’m not gonna count my first two exes because I never felt anything with them, my last boyfriend used me, made excuses, dated me out of pity and because he knew I loved him so much I’d put out for him. I should’ve ended everything a lot sooner than I did. 

76. Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

No.

77. Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

Only Ali, been friends since middle school and have always been straight forward with each other. 

78. Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?

No, I was 7.

79. Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

My mom’s brother Mike that no one likes because he’s nuts.

80. Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

Yes, probably the most comfortable thing ever too. Probably the only thing I miss about being in a relationship. 

81. How many people have you liked in the past three months?

2-3 people.

82. Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

Only my family, I walk around the house without pants. My mom hates it lol.

83. Will you talk to the person you like tonight? 

I’m talking to one of them now, she’s a babe. 

84. You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

Seems like something I would do with my cousin Nathan tbh. 

85. If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care? 

If the drugs were ruining their life, hell yes.

86. What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?

I went to homecoming with Justin, it was so boring we left and went to the movies instead lol.

87. Who was your last received call from?

My mom.

88. If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?

Yeah, whoops. I can’t be the only person though. 

89. What is something you wish you had more of?

Moments were I’m not in pain and 100% comfortable, It’s like a euphoria. 

90. Have you ever trusted someone too much?

Many times. 

91. Do you sleep with your window open?

Nope, but I always sleep with my fan on.

92. Do you get along with girls?

I try too, girls usually hate me though.

93. Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

Nope, I’m a very honest person. 

94. Does sex mean love?

I used to think so, but no. Hell no. Sex won’t make the person stay or love you anymore than they already do. 

95. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? 

I wouldn’t be happy about it, but I’d try to find a way out with him at least. 

96. Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?

No. 

97. Did you sleep alone this week?

I sleep alone every week, i don’t mind it though. I’m only 17. 

98. Already answered

99. Do you believe in love at first sight? 

I believe it’s possible. 

100. Who was the last person that you pinky promise? 

Can’t remember, proabably my parents. 

Thank you for the ask!! ❤❤❤