#my bf got my stomach flu thing

[chromosoid]

Why are men so fucking annoying when they’re sick

[kisses4reid]

scare | ·˚ ༘ spencer reid ,, (part 4)

synopsis - you’re in a relationship with some one else and have a pregnancy scare, both your own reaction and spencer’s makes you realise that you’re not happy.

part synopsis - you return to work, and a sudden revelation changes everything.

genre - bau!reader x spencer, friends to lovers, r was with someone else, douchebag bf trope, pregnancy scare, angst & fluff, comfort, reader is female with female anatomy and feminine

warnings - pregnancy is the main theme, blood, menstrual cycle, crying, inaccuracies because i have never been pregnant/ever thought i could be pregnant, uneducated reference to abortion: 'stick something up there',

w/c - 2.1k

a/n - last part. im sorry for the long wait and the subpar writing, i lost motiviation for this series and wasnt as into the story as i was before. BUT! i kept going for you guys. thank you <3 if anyone catches my hamilton reference youre my best friend

You hadn’t shown up to work for the week, taking the precious sick leave you had been hoarding and spending it all on arguing and throwing things into cardboard boxes. Not your stuff, but Lloyd's. And Spencer had spent those days pulling at his hair, tapping his fingers on his desk, and watching the automatic glass doors of the bullpen open just to find somebody else.

To everyone else’s knowledge, you simply had a bad stomach bug, but to Spencer it was much more. His stress was just a ticking time bomb waiting to detonate if one more person asks him how you were. Because he didn’t know. Not only were you physically absent from Spencer’s life, but virtually as well. No texts, calls, online likes or tags. It made him think the of the worst possibilities.

That’s where he was now, sat at his desk, finger tapping, leg bouncing, eyes darting from glass doors to blank phone, before he grabbed his phone and started to Hotchner’s office. His steps echoed in the early morning office sepace, patting his sweaty hands down his pants. But he didn’t make it very far before he heard Garcia’s familiar squeal, and your own genuine giggle.

Six days had been the longest you went without seeing Spencer, let alone your entire group, since you got the job. But you couldn’t put such a burden on these people, especially not the one who had seen you break down in his own apartment. To you, this was something you needed to figure out slowly and alone. Alone. Thank god, you were single now.

“I’m glad you’re feeling better, just a flu?” Garcia asked, slipping one of her arms into yours and walking you to your desk.

“Stomach bug.” You smiled, patting her hand and sitting down at your desk. You looked at all of your trinkets and photos, happy to see that you never actually put a couple photo on your desk, and happy to see a photo of your team all together instead.

Spencer spun on his heel and widened his eyes, a breath escaping him in relief.

“Y/n.”

You looked up and stared at the man, the bags under his eyes deepened and the creases between his brows appearing like scars.

“Spence, hey.” You smiled as Garcia took his hurried steps as her queue to leave.

“How are you-“

“He’s gone. Sorry you cut you off.” Your hands started fidgeting, you looked askance. Spencer’s eyes betrayed him in his shock, thankfully his lips didn’t betray him in his happiness.

“Oh. That’s great.” Spencer nodded and had to shake the sudden urge to grab your hands and squeeze them. He could feel the possibilities in his fingertips by the second, but he couldn’t lose sight of the bigger issue here. “Are you gonna work a case with us? Are you feeling… better?” He asked with full care in his warm brown eyes.

“Yeah, I’m better. I mean, I’m not great yet but I’m better. Still thinking about things.”

He nodded, but before he could ask anything more, the rest of the team emerged from the elevators.

“Eden Lim, missing for 9 hours after her mother left the front door open to let in fresh air. Power outage in the neighbourhood took out all the air conditionings. Neighbours are either elderly couples or other families.” JJ handed out manila folders and picked up the remote to the Tv screen, showing a photo of a sweet little girl with her mother in a slightly professional set up. Aaron nodded and started, “Wheels up in thirty, JJ organise a meeting with their sheriff and investigators.”

On the plane, you were surprised to say the least. You found out you were pregnant by a sudden sickness, and now, you felt fine. Even though you didn’t get plane sick often, you expected at least a little nausea or maybe a headache. But honestly? You felt fine. Maybe you were a superwoman, one of the rare lucky mothers that don’t get sick often.

That’s what starts to distract you, the thought of the future. You didn’t know anything about pregnancy, let alone parenting. The last time you babysat was for Emily’s cat. Your hands started sweating and you bit the inside of your lip to attempt a suppression of nerves, but you obviously weren’t slick enough.

Hotch sends a glance your way, “You okay, Y/n?”

You smile softly, “Yeah, just the plane is kinda waking up my stomach.”

He nodded, seemingly accepting of that answer, and you gave yourself a mental fist bump.

You try to refocus on the case, but another factor is making this specific one harder.

Eden.

The top name on your baby name list since you were 16, the one you sort of planned to use without much second thought. The one who belongs to a missing child.

A young man who had just lost his son stole Eden, took her to his house, and treated her well. He was a father who had suffered loss, and took from someone else in the same way so that he wasn’t alone in his feelings.

Something about that felt slightly relatable. If Lloyd knew how you were feeling, maybe he would understand the weight on your shoulders.

You walked with Spencer to your desk, the aura around you both feeling like it was going back to normal, just with another layer on top. The secret kept between you two, a bigger one than any of the others. You flicked your small, dark green scarf over your shoulder, the difference in temperature from the case hitting you harder than usual.

Spencer slipped his satchel over his shoulder and sent you a smile. You felt a spin in your stomach because of the sight, and looked down to hide your face discreetly. You heard a small clear of the throat and then Spencer’s voice,

“Hey, can I ask you something?”

“Of course.”

“Every time the victims name was mentioned, you sniffled, you rubbed your arm, or took a harder breath. Why is that?”

You widened your eyes, nearly laughing at the question. You had no idea Spencer was paying that much attention to you. Honestly, you thought he was going out of his way to avoid you to lower the chances of the team getting suspicious.

“Oh, it’s just uh. Eden has been on my baby name list since I was a teenager.”

Spencer’s shoulders tensed slightly, and his mouth opened as he nodded. His heart broke a little more. And he realised this was the first time you two were having a conversation since the night you stayed at his apartment. Not only was it making it real for you, it was making it real for him. Although, he had already vowed to himself that he would help you out with anything you needed, he doubted his mental capacity to take care of a baby made from the women he loves and a man he despises.

You both started walking to the elevator, always the last two in the office before Hotch, and you subconsciously stayed close to him. A pang hit your lower stomach that you pushed down.

“How are you doing, physically and mentally?” Spencer pushed the button with the down arrow, and looked down at you. His hair was slightly ruffled, his tie askew, but his eyes were how they always were when they looked at you, full. Full of care, of adoration, of worry, of knowing. Full of… something that could ruin both of you if he made the wrong decisions.

You took a breath and had to tear your gaze off of his, “Well, like I said, I broke up with Lloyd. He didn’t want to be a father, and when I told him I didn’t know what to do with the… baby, he said… he said… he told me to ‘stick something up there’ if I couldn’t afford another way.”

Spencer felt a rush of rage wash over him, his cheeks reddening and his hands fidgeting harder by the second. How could he?

“Basically, the opposite of how you reacted,” you laughed but it didn’t last long.

“Y/n… why haven’t you told me about him before? I didn’t even know you had been talking to guys until you were already dating one of them. If you told me about him I could’ve… I don’t know.”

“Open my eyes?” You smile sadly, and nod. “If I told you about him, and about how he acted… it was kind of like complaining about a sapling to an oak tree. Complaining about a page to a library. Complaining about a dickhead to…” You shook your head, “I felt embarrassed. And, I want you to think highly of me. But I guess after all of this, I can’t really help it anymore.”

Spencer stopped you in front of the elevator and took your hands, he looked at you with concern, and a bit of anger.

“Y/n I don’t hate you, or think any lesser of you just because you’re… pregnant, or because you were with a bad guy. I think that, while it’s true I think Lloyd is a terrible guy and I don’t see a lot of logic in staying with him, it was your own decision. I’ll always respect that.” He glanced down to his hand holding yours and let go of it.

Your eyes widened, panic shot across your face.

“Y/n?” The elevator doors opened.

“I need to go to the bathroom.” You turned and ran to the toilet, hearing Spencer’s steps behind yours a moment later. He called your name, asked you if you felt sick, and it made him feel guilty for making you stress in a time like this.

He hadn’t fully processed that you weren’t just his best friend, his love, but his pregnant best friend.

You pushed on the ladies bathroom door hard and darted for a toilet stall. There is no way I’m peeing my pants in front of Spencer Reid.

You closed the stall, and soon heard Spencer enter the bathroom with no hesitation to the fact it was a women’s room. “Do you need to hold your hair up?”

And even though the offer played with your heart, you quickly denied him, “No, Spencer, I’m not sick. I just needed to…”

You wiped, and suddenly you felt dizzy. Red.

Red?

“Blood…” you whispered to yourself. "Oh my... god."

“Blood!? Y/n, should you go to the hospital?” He stood closer to the door as his heart rate picked up.

You stood up, pulled up your pants and opened the door. Spencer nearly fell into you.

You screwed your eyebrows together in confusion, and all at once a million feelings hit you. Hatred, sadness, depression, heart break, hope, denial, acceptance… relief. You looked down, unable to look at Spencer as your heart quickened, and covered your mouth with your shaking hand.

“Spencer, I’m on my period.”

His big eyes searched yours, looking down and over your face and body and it was like watching him piece a puzzle together. “You’re not…”

You shook your head, and a wave of relief hit you all at once, tears hitting you like a tsunami, your arms wrapping around Spencer’s shoulders like unforgiving ropes. He stilled for a moment, before reciprocating the tight embrace, a breath of air leaving him in the contact. He squeezed his eyes shut and gripping at your work shirt causing wrinkles to appear between his fingers. His large palm warmed your back in soothing strokes before they laid tightly around your ribcage. Honestly, hugging you was a big thing he had been thinking about in your absense - they were always genuine.

You let go and smiled at Spencer widely, the first one you gave him genuinely in too long a time. Spencer placed a hand on your cheek and wiped a tear gently, smiling back at you.

“Oh, Spencer, I’m so… sorry.”

He stopped in his tracks and widened his eyes, “Why?”

“I made you worry for so long-“

“Hey, a false positive is not your fault. You had a less than 1 percent chance of getting one so it’s no wonder it didn’t cross your mind. My mind, as well.” His heart swelled as you two looked into each others eyes. Happy, relieved, suddenly aware of how close you two were to each other.

Spencer dropped his hand, and looked down with a cough. “I’m happy for you, Y/n.”

You nodded with a shy smile, and turned to look back at the toilet, “Well, I’m gonna… you know… take care of this and then… do you wanna get a drink? I need to... I need somewhere that's not my apartment to think about this.”

He blushed slightly, realising where he was, and picked up his satchel, “Yes, of course. Do you want to go to mine? We can pick up drinks on the way?”

"That would be amazing, thank you Spence." "Anything for you."

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[gaywatercolors]

okey so to everyone asking here comes the full bf drama in poll form so you can give me your opinions, comments explaining further are very appreciated cause i'm a mess rn and can't think straight

i was dating this guy since october, we weren't exclusive yet but neither of us is talking or seeing anyone else, we were pretty serious, spent time with each others families, travelled together and such. We were thinking about making it more official now.

NOW valentine's day, he asked me to spend it with him like 2 weeks in advance, we made plans and it was a date. Night before we both have the stomach flu so we agree to see each other in a chill way but not going out anywhere. Valentine's day we both woke up feeling awful and things weren't getting better along the day so we agreed to pospone it for another day cause truly neither of us could leave our houses, we were sad we couldnt see each other but it is what it is. The issue is he texted me about 6 pm that he felt better so he went to the park with some girl friend???? he didn't even consider coming to see me as i still felt awful. And to make things worst on New years happened the exact same thing, we had plans to see each other that night since before christmas, and he texted me at 6 pm on december 31 saying this same girl was feeling kinda down so he was going out with her instead.

Now he doesn't understand how both events are the exact same thing, him prioritizing this girl over me on special dates, and he gets angry at me for bringing it up.

We spent all day discussing what happened, why it hurted me so much and his point of view, and we didn't really come up with any solutions so he went to work and then back to my house to discuss it further. The whole night he avoided the subject, we had an amazing evening, had fun together, fucked, laugh, kiss and cuddle a lot, but when it was getting late i brought it up again because for me it wasn't just case closed and nothing happened. Then he got angry at me and left immediatly, and proceeded to insult me through voice notes, gaslighting me and not even listening what i had to say.

SO i just asked for a bit of time to get my mind straight and think if this is something i can forgive and we can move on from it or if it's a dealbreaker for me, we were both tired it was 4 am here and we weren't coming to any agreement so we decided to just talk about it further another day, because as we had a nice night he expected to be all forgive and forget, and i just couldn't do that.

so i don't fucking know what to do, i'm a pretty romantic person, so this kind of dates mean a lot to me, but he says for him it's just a regular day and i should think about how much he cares about me everyday and not be fixed on stupid dates.

[theorist-influencer-untitled]

9.28.23 Thursday

12:04 am

Still,waiting for care coming from Miles....But there is none today... I wonder why he doesn't like me angels... I feel bitter... I can't accept being defeated... Unless be nice to me or be a bi bee???

5 days to go before I can go back to Iqor... I feel bitterish angels....I feel irritated on Miles and my situation in our family.

I hate being defeated... I'm thinking of money... I wanna get a promoter and a challenger bonus of 100k! I wanna be a "product manager"... I wanna have Miles, but it seems he doesn't like me...

I feel bitter I don't feel the care and love coming from Miles or dread-locks...

I need to rest and recover my voice...

12:44 am

I need to get a botox angels... Where can I get the fundings??? I feel defeated...

5:07 am

It is weird...They put all their dogs at their carinderia'z nipa house of Ate Liza, which is located in-front of our house....Weird coz the dogs were barking awhile ago as if a cry of people or it sounds like they are being killed or in pain...It sounds like people are shouting...

9:42 am

I have windblow....I feel bitter... I have to calm down...

Plus, I need to keep a job in Iqor ( I need a back-up angels)... I feel irritated on Miles and some strange things that are happening at my back...

Plus, I feel ugly,fat and wrinkled....

I wanna travel like see sand dunes and my beauty therapy... Unfair for 16 years... They just gave me this "deep smile lines" and my xfactor is so weak these days....I can't find a bf for 16 years... I hate this emotion, I feel so ugly!

9:54 am

I'm losing xfactor angels... Coz we have money problems here and our house needs a lot of renovation....I don't know what to do but I have to keep a job and I need money!

How can I do a movement? If there are so many traitors at my back...

If I'm just still spoiled like those days... Well,being spoiled is an important status! I feel bitterish!

10:24 am

Importance of being spoiled:

Nobody can say no to you... You will always be the center... You will always be the favorite... You can get any man and he will treat you special coz of that fucking spoiled status! Money is important plus your branded stuff and beauty rituals!

I feel self-pity angels and my beauty is fading and I can't fix myself and my fucking job is really a fucking hellish job but still a job and I need money...

10:32 am

I'm always have a sharp stomach pain whenever I'm taking this azithromycin...

It is a medicine to kill bacteria for colds and flu and some std's...

I have to bear the pain for 7 days now, before it was 14 days... Whew! Bacteria in Iqor???

It is really a sharp pain.... Taking 500mg oh! my God! Streptococcus Bacteria.... Die bacteria, die as soon as possible!!!

6:15 pm

Super plastics this Uncle Jun....NOT MY IDEAL LIFE to spend my life here.. I want him dead for not helping me on food... He didn't bring food....He wanted us to be poor....

We are on one meal plan these days and he can't help me here... I hate Georgia'z group and Betsilogz and the son and daughter's of Georgia'z Eusebio.... I HATE UNO!

Uncle Jun and Lexa are somehow having the same character...

6:20 pm

Uncle Jun went out ....My God... I need help on food here... I already gave 2k and my salary is not that big and I had a checked-up and bought medicines...

I'm super stress angels.. My nose is bleeding again...

6:56 pm

What we have here 2 weird uncle Jun and DD...

This Uncle Jun is just doing an inside job here...

I want Uncle Jun be dead angels,please...

Other Uncle DD is not giving rightful fundings here... I feel bitter since the day they entered our lives here... Uncle Jun got his own group.

Eusebio is getting the good life than us here... Totally unfair angels!!! I HATE THAT UNO! THE SON OF EUSEBIO... They are reversing the people...

Where is the laptop? The big laptop? I want Uncle be dead right away... Bang their heads angels... Plus Uno's head!

If I have a killer please bang the head of Uncle Jun... It's been 16 years, it is an inside job!

I want the daughter's of Eusebio be dead as well!!! The baranggay chairman's daughter's and son!

Uno is not my brother!!! Fake they are all under Jun or Uncle DD...

11:15 pm

I can't find my SM sports bra colour green, same appearance but colour green...

There is strange soul in this house...

I'm so stress, not my ideal life...Sometimes Uncle Jun is getting my stuff or Uncle DD or my biological mother...

I feel stress angels coz I need that for everyday... I need to buy bra's again... Are they jealous of me? I mean my family are jealous of me?

It is very stressful in my part when I can't find my stuff...

[firewoodfigs]

some quick life updates before i yeet myself off to bed and trick my body into a regular sleep cycle: 

bali was great!!! i miss it terribly already. the people were lovely and the beaches were lovely and it was just nice to finally get away from this claustrophobic island of a country after nearly three!!! miserable!!! years!!! it was low-key exhausting because we fit so much into four days - we literally woke up at six in the morning on the third day to take a ferry to nusa penida (me, plagued by motion sickness: dear Lord take this cup away from me) and then did stuff like hike a ton in the tropical blistering heat and snorkel in ridiculously choppy waters. fun fact: I actually can’t swim so LMAO but well *shrugs* here I am... I say this calmly but in reality I was choking on seawater and yelling at my bf HAHAHAHA 

coming back home was super stressful because 4/9 of us who went on the trip got covid lol. I was fretting so hard on the flight home bcs my bf was shivering and breaking out in cold sweat from a fever that just came out of nowhere and the plane did not have BLANKETS because it was a transit flight. what. anyways when we landed and checked our phones one of our friends was like, “fuck, I’m positive”, and we were like, fuuuuuck. I was so sure we got it because all 9 of us shared a burger the night before, so we self-isolated for a few days just to be safe, but it turned out to just be stomach flu on my bf’s end. (I somehow got out miraculously unscathed...) 

also because I got bombarded with work the past two weeks bcs it was my beloved coworker’s turn to go on holiday after me... it was rough, man. I think I worked till or past midnight most days (although I generally try to take Wednesday and Friday nights off for Mental HealthTM) but honestly I'm just happy to not be fired because it was just me and my boss holding the fort together and i’m pretty sure I sent him trash at some point but he was genuinely so nice about it. like, he sent me an email with super detailed feedback and was like, don’t worry, it’s not stuff I expected you to know because it’s super technical, but just keep trying and you’ll get better and I was like yo... thanks... /cryingindaclub

I turned 25 recently and it is just. quarter life crisis ahoy. HELP. I need Taylor swift to write a song about being 25 and knowing nothing at all. actually I just need Dr Swift to drop a new album because I've listened to folklore and evermore so many times that it’s starting to feel a little repetitive and. idk. mad (woman) 

royai week completely slipped my mind with everything that’s been going on and my submissions will probably be really tardy (if they even get finished at all HAHAH) but the prompts this year have been really nudging me back towards writing again. they’re INCREDIBLE!!! I can’t wait to see how everyone interprets it - I'm sure it’ll be fantastic. i have to confess I've been kinda out of fma/royai lately bcs I've been working on other original stuff (also because my latest obsession is Star Wars LOL but this fandom was truly one of the best things that happened to me in 2020 and it’s just really nice to see everyone coming together again for the best week of the year. genuinely feels like Christmas in the summer but instead of mistletoe we have fic. what’s not to love?

anyways yeah tldr idk if I'll end up participating but I'm really looking forward to see what everyone has in store!!! x

ALRIGHT im off to bed take care and stay hydrated and safe mates I’m sending yall all my love to conquer the upcoming week <3 

[cloveroctobers]

CHELSEA ELLE HODGSON —

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24 (25) years

From Buckinghamshire, England

Comes from a wealthy family

her father’s side of the family founded, “Hodgson investments” their company is built off of financial services

Her papo (grandfather) was arrested on tax invasion & served some time for doing so

Her father, Alistair now manages the company but under a different name

Her mother’s side of the family comes from old money...something about horses?

Her mother, Connie holds many events and seems to make $ from them but Chelsea isn’t quite sure what the woman does or if it’s fully legal

The family is all about protecting their image & if you don’t cut it, there will be repercussions

Feels a little like dynasty (I’ve only seen 2-3 episodes & never finished but get the point?) , maybe that’s why Chelsea & her sister enjoy watching it so much

Parents forsure held courtship events or either went to courtship events with their children (even Albie) & found suitors in hopes of marrying their daughters off (& finding Albie a new wife, only on Mrs. Hodgson’s part— mr. Hodgson seems nicer/easy-going)

Has older twin sibs: Albie-Crispin & Dolly-Georgiana

Often referred to as “the triplet” in the press

Well-known in their city

They’re all called by their first & middle name in their family household even tho their parents do not have middle names

Has a love/hate relationship with albie, he is selfish & has proven to do anything to drag others down to make himself look better

He’s a lawyer & has been married to his wife for about 7 years

Mrs. Hodgson, Dolly, & Chelsea all agree they do not like her but Chelsea puts on a smile whenever her sister-in-law is around while Mrs. Hodgson makes it known that she dislikes the woman, she thinks she’s beneath her son since her family does not make nearly enough $ put together between her & Mr. Hodgson

Dolly has a bf who’s a dental hygentist that she’s been dating for about 3 years but they’re both cheating on each other, she doesn’t think she’ll ever be married

She’s in office management

Chelsea fell in love with interior decorating from the moment she played with doll houses. Her grandparents made sure to send her the biggest doll houses they could find every Christmas. She’s always been in love with rearranging and picking certain items and best putting them into a space that works

She shit at drawing (she’ll leave that to the Architects) but she knows her furniture & patterns quite well

Has asked a few architects out on dates, some she worked with or stumbled across, only one seemed like it could have truly worked...I imagine him to look a bit like Henry Cavill with light facial hair (told you I’m a sucker for it, & Chelsea probably can tolerate just a bit not too much)

Yet Chelsea always has a wondering eye, she gets curious quite often which makes you wonder, is she really ready for love? To fully commit? One day she will be

It’s a competitive field and when she’s ready to battle she will but there are moments when she gets let down & has to pick herself up again

Has ADHD, goes to therapy for it & hates taking her meds. She’d rather stick to therapy sessions since it’s always nice to talk to someone

When she was younger she probably stole a friend or two’s bf & would definitely get mad if they did it back to her but they somehow still end up being friends in the end? Yikes

Hung out with the popular kids, was always at the parties making sure everyone was having a good time. Filling up the cups, directing where furniture should be moved, where the kegs should go, how many people should be there, etc...She doesn’t seem like the stuck up type like her mother but she is privileged & doesn’t realize it as much

Was a cheerleader & ran track, quit track to commit full-time to cheerleading since that kept her in shape enough

Dated here & there, had one bf where they would scream at each other and wouldn’t allow the other to leave or would be upset that the other didn’t come after them...yeah one of those couples

Broke up with her goth bf because he didn’t tell her he wasn’t coming to school for about a week; he had the stomach flu

Canon: Took a computer course in high school & in uni & found out she was at the top of her class for typing the fastest, she now loves the sound of her short pink ombré nails on the keys

Canon: Wanted to be a show jumper due to her mother’s side of the family & their history with horses

Goes to the stables every now & then, there’s one horse there that she’s absolutely in love with & loves to ride. Her father always offered to buy it for her but it’s not a animal she wants to own

Canon: loves finger foods + will get full off them at events quickly. She also doesn’t mind the tiny portions of food at expensive ass restaurants, it’s just enough for her

Takes hair supplements. Probably had long hair growing up that she always kept up in a bun or ponytail but decided to start chopping her hair off & getting layers & highlights which damaged her hair

Approves of plastic surgery

Is part of the itty bitty titty community & got a lift for them

Gets lip fillers for her bottom lip but isn’t a fan of needles + overlines her top lip

loves going to the dermatologist, the spa for facials & whatever else she’s willing to try & finding new skincare to buy

Tans & loves tropical hot summers

Buys an overload of bikinis even in the winter

Hates the rain, it messes with her mood

Loves a good lipstick & lipgloss combo, nudes & pinks are her to go to’s

Fav color is pink

Got herself a guinea pig after the show & named her “bubbly” after her baby in the villa

I feel like she would eventually get a tiny dog too

Has her own flat, that’s quite far from all of her family. She loves her dysfunctional problematic family but Chelsea likes her space from them too

Since buckinghamshire’s culture is more of a Middle Ages style, Chelsea made sure her home wouldn’t hold much of that style inside. It needed to be lively! Her family home was filled with dark wood & she can’t stand that

She loves going to the markets tho. She always seems to leave with something & either finds herself not liking it months later and ends up selling whatever item caught her interest

Her family tends to pop in whenever they want, especially her mother

Canon: talks about cat cafe’s when she’s drunk, says its her version of the chocolate factory + she’s the dancing drunk

Always down for a girls night out, girls trip & girls sleepovers

Probably goes to bed early around 10pm or earlier m if she’s not out having the time of her life, which makes her regret her choices the next morning

All her closest friends back home are a group of girls

Hangs out with Priya, Marisol, & Hope from the villa whereas the rest she’ll mostly communicate with them through socials or gatherings

Will host gatherings & expect them ALL to show up

Is dramatic when things don’t go her way

Loses focus more than gets bored in relationships? She’ll find other things or people to occupy her time which she doesn’t realize can be hurtful to others

When she does realize she hurts someone, she immediately wants to fix it

Canon: Is a blabbermouth. Cannot hold a secret for shit, also cannot tell a lie. Her body language gives it away first if she doesn’t spill it

Retail therapy is the best therapy if she doesn’t have a office appointment

Any spice girl song will be her karaoke song, she is always baby spice

Loves her Prosecco (me too sis!) & keeps plenty bottles in her wine fridge. She originally wanted a space with a wine cellar but got creeped out at the thought since it’s just her & bubbly living in the home

Has high cell phone bills, the girl loves a good chat

Cannot cook no matter how hard she tries. She’s been to cooking classes with an ex, watched videos, order from those food delivery sites to prepare food & it just never turns out well

Will spend hours in furniture stores, she’s had to be escorted out pass closing hours by security guards before & manage to make friends out of them. They all know who she is in majority of the stores she enters

Throws a party every time her following goes up. There’s never not a reason to throw one

Was upset that Carl unfollowed her once and figured Hannah made him do it. Which wasn’t true, Hannah was sure of herself now & doesn’t feel the need to be jealous, the man could follow whoever he wanted—she knew he barely stayed on IG in the first place. He thought it was too shallow

So when Chelsea called him one night sobbing he was utterly confused, he didn’t understand why a follow meant so much

He reluctantly followed her back

Thrilled to know Elijah, Lucas, & Carl all keep up with her. Oh & the rest of the boys ofc!

Chats with Jakub! They also hang out. They’re a bit of a odd pairing but they get along well, he’s basically another big brother to her but she actually likes him—

Afraid of the dark, keeps fairy lights lit throughout the night in her bedroom, keeps scent infused night lights in her hallways

Believes in feng shui

I feel like her voice is soft like jennifer Tilly’s?

Idk what her sun sign is? Is she a sag far as daydreaming cause she does that. I KNOW she has Leo in her chart, she’s dramatic, warm, likes to be admired & appreciated. Sun sign I need help? Maybe she’s a Sagittarius sun? + Leo moon + libra rising

Has a collection of celeb gossip magazines that she keeps on a stand next to her pink velvet chair beside her bow window

I think she will be the first islander that gets pregnant tbh & it’s by an architect (the guy I mentioned/envisioned that’s been waiting on her to realize he can give her the love she needs or prove he can balance her out) or firefighter or someone “manly” she wouldn’t end up with a islander I don’t think

she has a girl & names her, “adore”

Canon: Still wants 5 kids but we’ll see how that goes & if it’ll change, it’s been a bit difficult not drinking Prosecco but she’s got a lovely baby out of it

Crushes? Aaron Taylor-Johnson, Alfred Enoch, Alex Pettyfer, Joe Cole, Gregg Sulkin, Frank Dillane, Charlie Rowe, & Hero Fiennes Tiffin

Can listen to anything that’s got a good beat. But we all know she’s a pop & folk genre lover. She listens to: Astrid S, Maty Noyes, Cher Lloyd, Bebe Rexha, Allie X, Poppy, POST MALONE, etc.

Anthem? Gabrielle Aplin — Until the sun comes up

[dudeandduchess]

Oohhh fluff for sanemi please? He stumbles into reader's home after a mission and turns out this guy fought demons while he had the flu. Reader takes care of him and he's all flustered (flu or feelings?! Or both?!) And in his fever induced state he confesses to her 😌 since it's not often someone dotes after our nemi! it's flu season where i live right now and my bf is sick, so i thought that this would be cute 😅

Hey, bby! Hope you like this one. :D It seems that it’s flu season everywhere. Lmao.

Also, this was written while listening to Can’t Say No by Dan + Shay.

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Sanemi x F!S/O: Sick Day (SFW Scenario):

“Open up! (L/n)! Open u-” Sanemi’s words were cut off by the cough that he’d been trying to suppress. He tried to regain his composure, but he couldn’t, as his throat got so irritated that he just kept coughing.

At hearing his voice, however, (Y/n) immediately dropped the sword that she had been sharpening, and hastened over towards the front door.

She was extremely filthy, what with the sharpening stone’s sediments coloring her skin and apron a dark red, but she couldn’t exactly go get changed before tending to her unexpected guest.

No matter how badly it embarrassed her to let him see her in such a state, she couldn’t just let him stay out there while she changed first.

“Oi! (L/n)!” Sanemi called out once more, his voice sounding much worse than it had before.

“I’m coming, Shinazugawa!” (Y/n) would have rather screamed that out in an entirely different context, but she still found herself uttering the words. Because really, there was nothing else to say.

However, before she could get to the door, it already slid open with Sanemi gripping the edge of the frame so tightly that his knuckles turned white. His face was also extremely flushed and, (Y/n) had to admit, he looked horrible.

Not in the sense that he had suddenly become displeasing to look at, but in the sense that he looked ill.

Without really thinking about it, she sidled up next to him and maneuvered his arm so that it was wrapped snugly around her shoulders.

Heat radiated off of him like a furnace, which worried the young woman greatly. She knew that he had been away on a mission, since he had asked her to check up on his house a day ago, but she didn’t think that he had gone on it while he was sick.

That was like a death wish; and that didn’t sit well with her; not only because he was an invaluable Hashira, but also because she harbored the biggest feelings for him. It was so bad that she just knew it wasn’t simply admiration, but something that teetered on love already.

“Did you go on that mission while you were like this?” She practically hissed, while hobbling along the corridors to get to her bedroom— as it was the only room that had an actual bed set up. “That’s highly irresponsible, Shinazugawa. Even for you.”

Irately, she sat him down on the edge of her mattress, before standing between his legs to press her hand against his forehead. He felt hot to the touch, which had the young woman furrowing her eyebrows in worry.

“You should have gone straight to Shinobu. Your fever is really high.” The words flew out of her mouth, but she couldn’t deny the joy she felt at the fact that he had gone to her for help; not Shinobu or anyone else, but her!

And coming from someone like Sanemi, that was a really big show of his trust in her. The very thought of it made butterflies flutter around in (Y/n)’s stomach.

Meanwhile, the Wind Hashira tried so hard to tamp down his urge to melt against her hand, especially when it ran through his hair in a comforting gesture.

So, instead of letting himself be caught looking like a lovesick fool, he placed his hands on either side of (Y/n)’s waist, before pressing his forehead against her stomach. “I didn’t want to.”

“And why is that? She could help you more than I can.”

“Because...” He didn’t even have time to think about his next words, he just spoke what was on his mind and said, “She’s not you. I just need you to love me, (Y/n).”

Instantaneously, the aforementioned woman’s entire body froze— just as a blush warmed her entirety from those words alone. She tried to answer him, but all that passed her lips were stammered words that were further evidence of how discombobulated he had made her.

On top of that, he further rendered her speechless when he moved to wrap his arms around her hips.

She didn’t even know what he had meant with that, but she was sure of only one thing: she didn’t have enough brain power to process what was happening at that moment.

However, (Y/n) did feel that she had to also get her feelings across; it was now or never for her.

“I... I do love you, Sanemi.” His first name rolling off her tongue made shivers race across her spine, but she felt her lips slowly begin to quirk up at the corners with the lightness that she felt in her chest.

Only, all of that was dashed when she looked down and heard him snoring softly. But the smile on her lips didn’t disappear; instead, it widened into a grin as her right hand carded through his hair once more.

They would have a lot to talk about when he woke up.

[parkersjiggle]

I love jealous Tony ! It was a great read :) do you think you could do jealous Peter where they are in an established relationship ? Like at a restaurant an an old bf or gf of Tony comes up ☺️

Thank tou in advance 💜

Hi! Thank you! Here it FINALLY is, I hope you enjoy. ❤️

TW: jealous bimbo ex, non-consensual touching (?)

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Even though it’s been a year of being Tony Stark’s boyfriend, Peter still feels dizzy with admiration of how handsome his lover is, sharply dressed in an immaculate full-black suit and the midnight blue tie Peter helped pick out this morning.

He didn’t look too shabby himself with the crispness of his suit and the perfect tailoring Tony insisted on. Normally he would’ve complained, Peter already had a perfectly fine suit and he didn’t need Tony to spend even more money on him, but tonight was special. He wanted to look good for their anniversary, perfect for Tony.

Tony placed his arms around Peter, leaning closer to him. The softness and the gentle touch against his neck, made Peter’s back tingle. Whenever they were close like this his thoughts would usually stop as if his heart took over from his head. However, one thought seemed to remain tonight.

“You haven’t kissed me in like five whole minutes. It’s really upsetting.”

“Is that so, baby?” Tony smirked in a smug kind of way. “Let me make it up to you.” He gently leaned in, brushing his lips against Peter’s. Not innocently, like a tease but hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. Then he fully kissed him and the world fell away. It was slow and soft, comforting in ways that words would never be. Tony’s hand rested below Peter’s ear, his thumb caressing his cheek as their breaths mingled.

“M-much better.” He could feel the heat growing in his cheeks. By now they must be beyond an attractive rosiness. Peter had that kind of smile on his face that couldn’t hide the love that warmed him from within. It was a little silly how badly a simple kiss from Tony still affected him, how responsive he was to him.

It just felt so great to be loved. They were so relaxed in each other’s company, so caring. Their love for one another radiated from them. “That’s what I thought.” Tony winked at him, pulling his lover closer. His embrace was warm, and his big, strong arms seemed very protective when wrapped around the younger’s frail body. This was nice, perfect even, and he never wanted the moment to end. But then it did.

“Oh my gosh, Tony! Is that you? I can’t believe it!”

Peter really didn’t think he was the jealous type. That is until he sees the woman walking up to his boyfriend, acting as if Peter is nothing but mere air around them.

She was like all those models in the magazines, after they had been airbrushed of all the imperfections. Her butter colored hair fell perfectly around her shoulders, and she had the deepest blue eyes that could intimate even the strongest of men. Peter couldn’t help hating her, and that was before the introductions.

“Ah, Stacey. It’s been a while. Uh... Peter this is my old friend Stacey, Stacey this is Peter.” Tony pointed between the two of them, introducing them to one another.

“Oh please, Tony, we were more than friends, weren’t we?” She winked at him, completely ignoring Peter’s existence. And if Peter starts to see red when the long-haired blonde not so surreptitiously touches her hand on Tony’s arm, well, he has every reason to. This woman is blatantly flirting with his Tony, and that’s not okay. God, and that dress, the neckline of her shimmering gold gown dipped dangerously low, showing off her considerable assets. Peter nearly growled watching her.

He knew he should be used to it by now. Of course people would show an interest in Tony, who could blame them? An attractive, intelligent, billionaire who also happened to be a first class superhero. Peter got that, truly.

But he just really, really didn’t like it.

He didn’t want to cause a scene though, doesn’t want to wrap his fingers around her throat and use his super strength to make her eyes bulge out, definitely not, even though it would be very satisfying. Instead he tries to act mature, put on his big boy pants and show this blatantly transparent woman who Tony really belongs to.

“Hi, nice to meet you. I’m Tony’s boyfriend, Peter.” He then rested his arm on the back of Tony’s chair, brushing his fingers on Tony’s arm, just to let her know he wasn’t on the menu tonight. Tony was taken.

She scoffs, af if addressing her was the most offensive thing Peter could’ve done, and doesn’t waste any time in turning back to Tony. She flicks that butter blonde hair to one side in what he knows is a conscious act, Tony must see it too, right? Dangling from her perfect lobes are diamonds set in white gold. They are exquisite, accentuating the length of her neck. They probably cost more than most people make in a month. He realizes that he has held his gaze too long when her face turns into one of triumph.

She’d gaze through her overly made-up eyes with her cloying vapidity and laugh at anything Tony said, even if it wasn’t funny. She had a constant case of bedroom eyes and it was pissing Peter off.

“Hey, back off, Barbie,” Peter thought and caught himself. Whoa, where had that come from? He didn’t have time to question himself, for Tony looked over Blondie’s shoulder and smiled at him.

He knew Tony was only being polite. He never flirted back and it even seemed like he felt awkward, with the amount of times he coughed and cleared his throat, Peter was starting to think he had the flu.

Yet, that knowledge didn’t keep the green eyed monster at bay when her hands returned on his boyfriend, this time landing on his chest.

He narrowed his eyes into slits. Realizing he was holding his flute of champagne so tightly that it was in danger of shattering, he instead brought it to his lips and downed it all with one swallow before beckoning the waiter for another drink.

At her wandering hands, Tony’s usually fond expression completely disappeared into a much harder one. His brown eyes looking over Stacey with irritation. Yet, he still doesn’t say anything.

Peter - and perhaps the glasses of champagne had something to do with it - does though. “Okay enough is enough. The time for being polite is over cause clearly you don’t recognize a no when it’s waving in front of your face. He’s not interested in you. I know you miss him with the kind of sadness that sinks your bones into the earth, and I know you’d do anything to get him back, I get that. I would too if I lost a man like him. But, sweetheart, you were nothing but entertainment, something pretty on his arm, a little bit of eye candy maybe. If you really want to pleasure him, make him happy,” he stands up, getting in her face, “then leave.” Even Peter himself recoils a little from the venom in his voice. And clearly she does too because with a heated glare, she walks away, to the sound of Tony snickering.

“You do realize that I’ve already patented the right to be the emotionally unstable, immature and insecure one in this relationship, right? Do I need to call my lawyers and start a law suit? cause I won’t have you coming for my title.” He grinned, clearly seeing the amusement in this situation.

“Ha, very funny, Tony. You know, you could’ve said something right? Then maybe I wouldn’t have had to lose my cool and look like the crazy obsessed boyfriend.” He rolled his eyes at Tony.

“Let them think what they want,” he turns with that serious look that still has his trademark warm eyes. There was something in those brown eyes that was so beautiful, so safe and warm. In just one look he was home, “so long as you’re by my side, love, the rest of the world can go fuck themselves.” And that’s just what Peter needed to hear, that he’s Tony’s for now and into the future... that there will be a future. Cause all thoughts have the potential to grow toxic, but insecurities are born hungry.

“I’m sorry I really didn’t mean to get so intense.” Peter spoke softly. Tony shook his head. “Don't be, you're adorable when you're jealous," he teases, his voice drops to a huskier tone as he adds, "and I'll make it all up to you later tonight, baby."

Peter gulps loudly, pupils dilating already. “Promise?” He whispers. Tony wraps an arm around his shoulders and pulled him close, gently rubbing. Despite the heaviness in his stomach, Peter fluttered at the feeling of his body pressed against Tony’s. It almost felt like holding him wasn’t quite enough. Peter had to feel every once that he is press into every ounce that is Tony. “I promise.” He whispers back just as quietly, kissing the top of Peter’s head.

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You’re always welcome to send in more prompts!

[fortunatelycooltrash]

So people love to say that America doesn’t have free healthcare because the quality would sink and the waits would go up. Now, while those are valid worries despite being no excuse for the atrociously high prices of even minior procedures, I’d like to share some bullshit that I’ve experienced involving normal US hospitals and medical branches alike.

My root canal is going to cost 2500 dollars because it is not covered by most dental plans despite it being a completely necessary procedure that directly affects my health. Absorb that then absorb the fact this plan covers some of braces. The crown alone is costing over 1200.

I almost died in a hospital waiting room because my ‘stomach ache’ that was causing me so much pain I was sick with it wasn’t severe enough to qualify for immediate attention. Undiagnosed Appendicitis.

My nephew and sister almost met their end because an incompetent doctor misdiagnosed my sister with a URI. She had type A flu.

My cousins father had a doctor who refused to diagnose him despite him coming back constantly because of lethargy. Said he couldn’t find anything wrong. Her father was poor and had really bad insurance. Finally he went to another doctor and was diagnosed with kidney cancer. He could have lived if he had been diagnosed a year or two prior before it spead but by the time he got his diagnosis, it was too late. He died, I believe, a few months later but I was young so he might have made it a year or longer.

I suffered from chronic nosebleeds as a child to the point that blood didn’t even scare me anymore. The doctor told my mother that it was coming from wounds inside my nose and I was most likely picking at it and there was nothing medically wrong with me. My mother, knowing even as a child I knew not to waste her money, took me to another doctor. Severe Anemia. Still suffer from it too this day. Have to take those horrid tasting red pills🤢.

My aunt constantly butchering her budget because she needs her insulin and it’s cost keeps getting higher despite it remaining relatively the same. Luckily my state is looking to cap it at 100 though if that will actually go into effect isn’t determined yet.

My mom, bless her, repeatedly going in for her back aching only to be told pain was normal for someone of her weight and age. Nope, she is a nurse and turned people that were 300 pounds or more. She had completely blown her back and had a pinched nerve that was so severe she could barely stand without pain. The doctor that diagnosed her was surprised she could even walk.

My sister, having a grand mal seizure in the nurses office of a high school. They told her to stop faking. That bitch wasn’t even a real nurse so this one doesn’t count but I had to mention this because why the fuck wasn’t a registered nurse hired?

My (other) aunt having minor chest pain then suffering a heart attack in the waiting room because they had her wait so long since she didn’t seem serious. I’m sure that’s going to have lasting damage that could have been easily prevented.

My sister giving birth and getting a 28,000 dollar bill for a room and care for her and the baby. She was there for a day and a half. She didn’t even have a long or complicated delivery.

My mother being told she was completely fine to continue working despite having an off feeling about her third pregnancy(about 24 years ago) the doctor told her there were no complications and she could go on as normal. She miscarried her seven month along daughter three days later because her placenta was underneath the baby and tore. That doctor is still in practice.

The nurses in my mothers delivery room ignoring both her and the monitor. Which, if they had been looking at, clearly desplayed my older brother with his umbilical core wrapped tight around his neck. He lived because my moms main doctor walked in and had a conniption fit when he noticed the vitals dropping. He’s the doc my sis uses now. A good man.

(Same bro)My older brother turning blue everytime he cried being brushed off. Hole in his heart that has since closed.

When I was younger, I slipped in the shower and hit my head so hard against the metal lining of it(stall shower) that the skin split open and abscessed. My doc treated the abscess but did no further testing after a 4 hour wait. As we were leaving, I don’t remember much of this week my mom told me, I vomited and passed out in the parking lot. Had a concussion.

My brother being misdiagnosed with the flu, strep, and a few other things over the course of a few weeks before one doctor finally tested him for HIV. It was positive. Luckily he only had one partner. Unluckily, the partner was the one that gave it to him via cheating on him.

Me, almost dying of a violent case of strep throat because they said I had a sinus infection. My fever peaked at 104 then, blessedly, broke. I do not remember this as the memories of the days I was sick are incredibly fever burned but I remember wrapping blankets around me because I was so cold.

The strep attacked so quick and harshly that if I had lived alone it probably would have killed me since I wouldn’t have been able to get help and I would’ve kept trying to get ‘warmer’ and helped raise my temp over 106. You typically don’t come back from that one unharmed. If at all.

My older bro(cord baby) being told suffering from auditory hallucinations was a common thing(not wrong but they should have actually asked about his family history and idk, did more??) he had undiagnosed bipolar disorder. He is medicated and much happier now.

Me breaking my gotdamn pointer knuckle and the x-ray person getting blurry x-rays that she used despite the fact that they weren’t accurate. Thank you bitch, now my abnormally short pointer finger clicks because it began to set wrong.

Theres a few more but I’m currently giving my bro a hard time for texting me a text meant for his bf so imma bounce for now. May add more later. The whole point to this was to show people that don’t want free health care because the ���quality would go down’ or the ‘wait would be too long’ that the wait is already long enough for you to die anyway and the quality already sucks ass if you’re poor because they will not diagnose you correctly.

Or They will misdiagnose you then blame YOU when you sue(happened to my mom in that miscarriage one but because he hadn’t wrote a release back to work she had no actual proof he’d told her she could.)

Or They will overcharge you for things that have a far cheaper value simply because they can and you can’t do anything about it because you need that procedure or medicine to keep your health good.

I can understand things like heart surgery or transplants, you know, the big major stuff not being free because yeah that shit takes a fuck ton of resources and care so I get it, I do. I can reasonably say “Yup that should cost thousands.” I mean, I’m don’t even avocate for fully FREE healthcare, I just want a limit on their overpricing bull shit to where it matches with economic standards.

You can’t expect someone with an average 7-4 job that pays 10/hr(oooh ya, y’all think I’d go higher? Guess what, young people starting out their careers also get sick!) to drop thousands upon thousands of dollars for whatever. The sad thing is I can say ‘whatever’ and you can actually think of multiple things that aren’t that major or that resource draining yet still cost thousands.

Even someone making 15/hour couldn’t do that and I’d be hard pressed to say even 20-25/hr could do that. They may have it better and be able to pay it off faster but they’d still be in debt for a while or have to work years after their planned retirement to make up for the lost savings if they were lucky enough to have them.

I’ve also heard people complaining about it raising taxes but you’ll spend way more getting something done at a hospital then you’d spend on those taxes in a year.

Besides, if you’re so pissed about taxes then to even it out protest the stupid taxes. Your house? Taxed. Your inheritance that you gain but also leave behind to care for your family? Taxed. Your property that you bought 100% full price paid? Taxed every year. Your car? Taxed.

How bout getting pissed about those instead of getting pissy about people getting their health fixed? There are plenty of ridiculous taxes so I don’t know why people are so against having one that actually helps people.

Sorry for this rant, I know it’s not centered around my profile theme but I am majorly pissed off that I’m about to have to let a tooth rot out of my head because my insurance decided that: covering something cosmetic like braces? Yeah! Covering a completely necessary surgery that can actually harm/kill the person via infection if left untreated? Nope, that costs us more!

I can’t drop two fucking grand on dental surgery. It’s just not happening. I don’t know anyone who can do that shit. Anyone who gets pissed off about me posting this: go slam a hammer against your tooth until it cracks down the middle, exposing your nerve to the harsh unforgiving world then let it develop a cavity around it.

Afterwards, try to eat literally anything: hot, cold, hard, soft, it doesn’t matter. You’ll cry, I promise. Now imagine being told the only way to fix that is to cough up over two grand and if you can’t well then oh fucking well? Kinda hurts ya a bit. Not nearly as much as the tooth but still.

Hell, I know dental probably wouldnt even get covered if they made healthcare reduced or free but this whole situation has reminded me just how fucked you are if you get anything remotely wrong with you in the U.S

[cows-that-fly]

When He Can’t Speak

REDDIE fic. posting this cause I’m impatient and want to start it off. part 1/ ???

It sucks when the person you’re in love with is either A) totally oblivious, B) interested in somebody else,  or C) would never look your direction in that way because you might as well have created the ultimate “friendzone” for yourself. As shitty and moronic as that term is.

You’re the best friend. The cocky, outspoken,loud and comedic, bf. Not the right connotation for that acronym though. You want to be the BOY FRIEND. Unfortunately that didn’t seem to be an option because you couldn’t get the balls to clarify that to the pint sized cream puff you’d somehow fallen in love with.

Richie Tozier was bum out of luck and for once totally speechless. He couldn’t think up a reply, couldn’t come up with yet another stupid next move like usual. No, for once he was just stuck there, staring at the screen of his computer, trying to ignore the quake in his chest.

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He was over again, it wasn’t out of the normal or anything though, he was always over. They were best friends after all. It was only natural for the two of them to spend that much time together. For fucks sake, they practically lived together.  He’d come over about three times a week to spend the night, and he and Richie would stay up burning the midnight oil till they were running on fumes. Stuck laughing uncontrollably over some dumb joke that one of them had cracked, tears in their eyes, smiles spreading over their faces so widely that it was painful.  

And then one of them would look at the clock and groan because class would start in 20 minutes and they’d have to leave the pile of blankets and pillows on Richie's couch so that they would have time to get coffee before enduring the next several hours of painful lectures.

But recently… it had been getting harder and harder to just sit there as though it were normal. Now whenever Eddie came over, Richie would expect a knot in his stomach to come along with him. It wasn’t Eds fault though, as far as he was concerned it seemed like he simply didn’t notice. Hopefully that was a good thing. The last thing Richie wanted was for his feelings about Eddie to ruin the friendship they had. Truth be told, next to Bev this was the best he’d had. Not to mention it was the most natural he’d ever felt around someone. Eddie was just easy to be around, not a lot of harsh judgment to be found. Sure, Eds would roll his eyes at most of Richies jokes, and yeah half their conversations Eddie would be complaining about something someone else had done that irked him, but it wasn’t as though Eddie was an unmovable critic. It just took some time.

Afterall, Eddie had looked past his first impression of Richie.

What was it Eddie had said?

“You’re vulgar, immature, and do you even have a sense of offensive you are? No one in their right mind would hang around you, it’s like you’re trying to be socially repellent to all decent human beings.”

“Didn’t repel your mom last night. Bitches be hangin off my chandeliers so I must be doing something right.”

“Stay away from me Tozier.”

Granted, it had taken several weeks after that before Eddie finally warmed up to Richie, and by that time it was deemed unavoidable because the rest of the group was already friends with him and his friends and had been since the beginning of the year. Not to mention Stan was 80% sure that he’d known Eddie from highschool back in Derry, or at least had seen him around for a couple months before he vanished again.

Later Richie would find out it was cause Eddie's mom had them move towns when a flu went around that was so bad that nearly everyone caught it even if they hadn’t been exposed. “It was at epidemic levels! What does that say about a town that can’t even keep a flu at bay? Of course we left-” Had been the only explanation Richie got when he inquired.

Inconsequential now of course. There they all were, going to college in the same city. Bev had helped Richie out getting into the same school as her when she found out he hadn’t filled out a single application and it was already june. It was a stroke of pure luck that Richie got into the school, not that his grades were shit, he was just wholly unconvinced that he needed school. He didn’t want to give money to a bunch of upshots anyways so that he could pay for their expensive tastes when half the time he couldn’t afford his next carton of cigarettes.

Bev convinced him it would be his best chance to get out of town and away from his dad.

That was all the convincing he needed.

But now, well into their Junior year (Sophomore technically for Richie, although he’d gotten into the college, after the first year he had to take one off to work to afford the next. Blowing through his ‘savings’ and a meager scholarship in the first thanks to required exorbitant costs from the school.

“They fucked us without even giving us dinner first.”

“They did give us dinner. It wasn’t free.”

“As I said Bev, they didn’t give us dinner. They gave us toxic run off on platters.”

“Didn’t stop you from eating it.”

“And why would it?” And then he’d spun off into a terrible rendition of Toxic by Britney Spears, but whether or not he was singing about himself or the cafeteria food, neither of them would ever know.

Months later of course, Richie would discover a talent for peppering microwave dinners and ramen and dubbing them ‘gourmet delicacies.’ And he decided to never eat at the dining hall again.

Which wound up being where most of the Losers became friends.

Eventually Eddie and Richie found themselves at enough mutual get togethers that Eddie had to deal with interacting with Trashmouth. (Richie assured everyone it was an affectionate term as soon as it had left Eddies lips.) (Eddie disagreed fervently until it became exactly that, an endearing pet name that only someone like Tozier could pull off.)

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“Did you finally internally combust Richie? You’ve been quiet a whole ten minutes.” Eddies voice broke through Richies stunned haze. He blinked, shoving his glasses back up the bridge of his nose almost violently, taking the second it gave him to compose himself. Slapping a smirk on and waggling his brows. Always a good reaction.

“Internally busting a nut, can’t a guy day dream in peace?”

Eddie  groaned, shaking his head and returning his gaze to his laptop.

“Spare me the details. You’re completely ignoring what I just said.”

Shit what did he say? Richies mind had gone awol and whatever Eddie had said earlier must’ve gone through one ear and out the other. He shrugged, trying to disregard the fact that he’d been too preoccupied fretting over his fucking feelings to pay attention fully.  

“You’re completely ignoring what I just said.” Richie echoed, pitching his voice up to comedy his friend.

Eddie looked like he wanted to sock Richie in the face. A typical expression of his and one that Richie adored. Just cause of how he scrunched his nose, it was adorable.

“You didn’t listen did you.” he sighed.

“Nope. What can I say, being pretty comes at a price.”

“Price of being an idiot.”

“A gorgeous idiot.”

Eddie snorted, already beginning to shift his attentions to the conversation he was having with one of his tumblr friends. Richie sagged a little, trying not to give it much more thought. Eddie was a sweet guy who actually kept in touch with his followers, even though he had thousands. He was ever attentive somehow, but sometimes Richie just wished that he could captivate Eddie that way as well.

[fuckyeahvalidation]

Long post about my week so far!

Monday: I went to the orthopedic for a reevaluation on my knee. I still have patellofemoral pain syndrome and I’m getting a new brace for it as well as getting to go back to physical therapy. I have an appointment to get my brace on Monday morning and physical therapy on Wednesday. 

Went over to my partners' house after my GF went and picked up her new car!

Tuesday: Okay so Tuesday started off with having breakfast at IHOP with my BF’s step-mom, my BF, my GF, and our son which was nice. 

After that we had to go and do some food shopping at Stop and Shop and then we were all gonna go to my doctors appointment, but my BF got really tired and needed a nap so we took him home and the 3 of us went out to see my PCP, but we got there over an hour early because I messed up the time of my appointment, but it’s okay because my girlfriend and I went and got some shopping done at Wal-Mart first.

Then we went to see my PCP for my allergy shots and also got my flu shot. I hate the way I can feel the medicine in my arm and having to push it down makes me stim because I’m disgusted. 

After that my GF and I dropped our son off at home with our BF and finished up the food shopping by going to BJ’s and then Walmart again after realizing we forgot some things at Walmart earlier. 

My GF and I both got dinner while we were out, I got Subway completely free because I had enough points which was nice and my GF got Chik fil-a.

Once we were home we cleaned up our son’s room and put down a new alphabet map for him. By the end of it all, I was really overstimulated so as soon as our son was down for the night we cuddled in the dark and waited for our BF to get home. It definitely helped.

Wednesday: We all woke up super early because of the baby, but I was nervous for this appointment so I was gonna be up anyways. My appointment was for 11 in the morning and we all ended up going, but the baby fell asleep in the car so the BF stayed in the car with him while the GF and I went inside for the appointment. 

I talked to the doctor about everything with my stomach and actually talking about it made me realized how jumbled my stomach issues are. We’re going to be doing a bunch of different tests though. I already got the blood work test done and I have to go to the hospital nearby for a different one so they can take images of my whole stomach and digestive tract. I am not looking forward to this one at all, but if it’ll help then I’ll do it. 

Once the doctors was over with we went and dropped off our son off at his Papa’s house(BF’s dad) to watch him for the rest of the day. Then to my house to pick out an outfit for my interview and we stayed there for a bit before heading off to my interview.

I ended up getting a job there in a position I want with what seems to be an amazing manager and it’s not just seasonal! 

After that, we headed to Denny’s which was supposed to be lunch but ended up being more like an early dinner. 

We went back home and dropped off our BF so he could get ready for class while my GF and I went out to go see a movie. We chose to go see IT! I loved it honestly and wasn't scared at all, on the other hand, my GF kept jumping and wouldn’t let go of either of my hands the whole time(she almost snapped one of my fingers back during a jumpscare.) 

After the movie, we went to Barnes and Noble for a bit and I got a book before we went and picked up our son.

Once we were home we got him down to bed and watch some episodes of Food Wars! before the BF came home from class. 

Once he was home it was time for me to pack up and have my GF take me home for the night since I had slept over since Monday. 

Thursday: I woke up at a reasonable time and packed my things up for our trip to the hotel and casino! 

We drove for an hour to get here and I honestly love it so much here and it is such a nice mini vacation that I’m getting!

We went around and gambled a bit. We had Chinese for dinner and we’re gonna go get dessert soon so I can’t wait for that!

[niklii]

Another Round

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.  (Thanks @augmentedampharos ! And yay for body positivity. Your “tmi” answer to that question made me smile haha.) 

LAST

Drink: milk with some concentrated coffee Mio. Also water cos I have a slight headache

Phone call: Trying! To! Make! A! Damn! Gynecologist! Appointment!!! I need a new health care clinic. :( For this one you can only make appts one day in advance and they always run out.. Gonna try again at 9:00. 

Text message: My friend at work texted me “Kanchan wants to know if you can get her some mustard”  lol

Song you listened to: Some random song on the radio. 

Time you cried: Watching “War for the Planet of the Apes” last Sunday! haha

HAVE YOU

Dated someone twice: um.. not sure how to answer this. I’ve only been in one relationship and there were no official breaks. 

Kissed someone and regretted it: yes! not my boyfriend though 

Been cheated on: ehm.. sorta? but no? some weird stuff happened in middle school and also last year but at the same time, we had agreed to some open relationship type stuff.. it just came out of nowhere and i didn’t find out about it til later. 

Lost someone special: Yes :( Johnny (DJ Nackt) in the Oakland fire last November, and my piano teacher from cancer last January. But no one in my family or anyone I have been extremely close with yet. 

Been depressed: Yes but never longer for a day. 

Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope!! this one I’m proud of. Never threw up from drugs or alcohol, only food poisoning and the flu... 

Made new friends: yes :) (s/o to @augmentedampharos for rekindling our friendship) 

Fallen out of love: from time to time but it never lasted. 

Laughed until you cried: yes!

Found out someone was talking about you: probably? i try not to remember ;) 

Met someone who changed you: hell yeah

Found out who your friends are: sure ? 

Kissed someone from your Facebook list: my boyfriend! also a few people from when we played Spin the Bottle during Vice haha. And a couple others.. 

Kissed a stranger: only if you count Vice, but even then, they weren’t a total stranger. I just didn’t know them that well. 

Drank hard liquor: sure ? 

Lost glasses/contact lenses: if i did, it was ages ago. 

Turned someone down: yeah but only a couple of times ? 

Sex on the first date: no!!! I was 12 on our first date. NOT READY

Broken someone’s heart: um I’m sure my bf has said this at one point. but he also broke my heart once or twice. we have since recovered (i think)

Had your heart broken: yep but I got over it

Been arrested: no lol

Cried when someone died: yes.. even with friends of friends. it’s too much. 

Fallen for a friend: yes! but i got over it (for now..)

Kissed on the first date: haha sure. It was the first time Andrew and I saw each other since we met! Not a date and my dad was there because I was 12 but it was a sweet little smooch when I came down from climbing a tree. 

GENERAL

List 3 favorite colors: blue, orange, pink ? (how did that happen??)

How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: probably 80% of them? Maybe 90%? No idea, I’ve never counted! 

Do you have any pets: no I don’t unless you count Andrew!! lmao 

Do you want to change your name: meh 

What time did you wake up: 7:00 but I was sooooo tired. not a good day to wake up at 7. :( 

What were you watching at midnight last night: my own dreams 

Name something you can’t wait for: swimming before the summer ends!! GO AWAY IUD SPOTTING

When was the last time you saw your mom: In June, when my cousin graduated high school 

What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: lose that belly of mine. But I wish I didn’t want it so much. :( I wish I could be happy with myself. 

What are you listening to right now: the sound of my own typing cos no one else is in the office yet... 

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Most Likely

Something that is getting on your nerves right now: This little headache I woke up with. probably was from the heat last night.

Most visited website: facebook T_T 

Mole/s: there’s a huge one right by my nether-regions.. i should get it looked at soon. 

Mark/s: tons of little dots on my arms and chest that aren’t qualified to be birthmarks or moles. also one on my head.. i should get it looked at. 

Childhood dream: being a rockstar B-) i’ve always wanted to sing 

Do you have a crush on someone: only my significant other right now! 

What do you like about yourself: I like the shape of my arms + hands + feet! although my boyfriend refused to call my feet sexy. I think they would be sexy feet if you were into that sort of thing. lmao 

if we’re talking non-physical stuff i also like my compassion and tendency to emote my feelings. I like feeling feelings. 

Piercings: only one ear for now, my other ear ate the piercing.. it was a weird day. I need to get it done again. THIS IS WHY I DIDNT BOTHER UNTIL I WAS 22. 

Blood type: I think when I donated I found out I was A+! like my high school grades ;) lmao 

Nickname: Nikki or H2O.. my bestie also called me Cole-Man.. I liked that one. 

Relationship status: practically married

Zodiac: taurus

Pronouns: she/her/hers

Favorite TV show: X-Files right now but also I am loving GLOW and Orange is the New Black. And Community. And Girls has a special place in my heart.. love that show to death.  You can’t make me choose!! 

Tattoos: i kind of want one but also.. i don’t like pain. 

Right or left hand: right

Surgery: only for a tooth implant

Hair dyed in different color: i used blue dye on part of my hair a couple times in college.. i want to do something like that again but also idk what my work would think. i guess i should ask. it’s not like we have the most formal environment 

Sport: tennis (rn). also Lindy Hop Dancing! I’m on a roll. 

Vacation: Iceland PLZ

Pair of trainers: I’m guessing they mean sneakers? So.. Vans for now. But also Docs and Converse 

Current and all-time best friend: Andrew and Woky are kind of tied. But Woky understands me more so sometimes she wins. But Andrew has my life devotion haha. 

Eye color: blue but sometimes they look grey

Favorite movie: blah Idk! I really love Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. and Amelie and some Wes Anderson movies.. 

WHICH IS BETTER?

Hugs or kisses: idk why but i love our hugs more! i feel like he MEANS IT. i guess i got worn down by kisses. 

Lips or eyes: eyes

Shorter or taller: I used to wish I was short so I could hide in more places when playing Hide-and-Seek. And also I wish my partner could pick me up all romantic-like.  But now I’m grateful I can reach things on shelves.

Nice arms or stomach: I’m a sucker for arms and hands

Sensitive or loud: sensitive

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

Yourself: usually but I need to more.. I don’t went it comes to work (Mudd RUINED ME)

Miracles: maybe? 

Love at first sight: lust at first sight yes, love no. (stole that from Wendy)

Santa Claus: it’s a lie!! But I loved the idea growing up. yay presents

Thanks again Wendy for giving me something fun to do before I get real work done. xDD 

I tag.. @minikvelp @unfuckthereallife @ursaladarling @lumbercop @darkfire454 @brainshock-alpha @lightning-babe @eternal-flame-babby @mabonqueen And anyone else who likes these kinds of things!! 

[ijungkooki]

Hiiii! I liked your newlywed hcs! Can I request the RFA +Saeran reacting to finding out MC had been keeping an illness from them? Not like a severe thing, but like maybe she's just like a cold or flu or stomach virus or something? Thank youuuuuuuu

hi!! thank you so much! glad you liked them :)

also i have a huge migraine right now so sorry if this sucks lol

MC hides an illness from the RFA+Saeran

Yoosung

There was a flu going around and sadly you caught it

And you were supposed to go on a cute lil date with your boyfriend

You felt so bad about cancelling because you were both really excited about it :(((

But you were basically dying so you had to call him and came up with some excuse about work or something

Yoosung is a little sad but he understands

You were just resting in bed when you heard a knock on the door

When you opened the door, you saw Yoosung standing there

He still wanted to spend time with you so he came over to give you some company

awwww literally an angel so pure so sweet

Then he notices that you’re super pale and really out of it and figures out that you’re sick

He starts to push you back into bed before going into the kitchen to make you some soup

When he comes back into you room, he has a little tray with a bowl of soup, medicine, juice, and the cutest smile on this face

“Here MC! Eat all of this so you can get better and we can go on our date!”

Stays with you until you fall asleep before he goes back home only to come back the next morning

Zen

You’ve had a cold for a while now 

Zen had a production coming up so you’ve stayed home to avoid getting him sick and telling him that you’ve been working or something

You didn’t want him to worry about you

But it was opening night and you promised your boyfriend that you would be there front row

So you took some cold medicine and hoped for the best

The first act went fine without anything too obvious

But then the nausea hit

Did I say you took the medicine?

No

Before you left you chUGGED THAT BOTTLE LIKE A CHAMP

So obviously you were getting suuuuuper drowsy and fell asleep towards the end of the play

When you woke up,the play was over and you saw Zen in front of you

The poor boy’s face looked so sad awww

“Was it that bad?”

lol no bby your head is just pounding and your nose is so stuffy you can’t breathe

You finally explain to him that you’ve been sick and you didn’t want him to worry

He scolds you for not staying home and getting better but now he’s at your side taking care of you and making sure you’re getting rest 

Jaehee

lol don’t even try to hide anything from mama baehee

As soon as you feel even a little out of it her Jaehee Senses™ start tingling

Immediately starts waiting on you hand and foot

She’s given you medicine for like five types of illnesses

“Jaehee, it’s just a cough calm down. I’m fine” *starts hacking out lungs*

Narrator voice: She was not fine

Again, Jaehee is All Knowing she knows when you’re talking bs

Eventually, you just give up trying to fight her about it and just let her take care of you

I mean let’s be real who wouldn’t want baehee at our side 24/7

But in all seriousness, she does such an amazing job of caring for you 

She even takes time off of work to help you out!!!

You get better in no time thanks to her

But then she starts coughing uh oh

Jumin

He’s had this really nice vacation planned out for the both of you for months

But just a few days before the trip, you catch a fever

Obviously you don’t want to cancel this so you try to keep it on the dl from him

Your plan doesn’t really work that well when he comes home from work and knows something’s up

When you tell him you’re sick, he’s calling the best doctors to his home

“Jumin there’s no need for this I’m not dying or anything”

“No.”

Despite your protests he makes sure you’re getting the best treatment and medicine so that you’re healthy in no time

When he isn’t working, he’s lying in bed with you and Elizabeth and making sure you’re taking your medicine

If he’s at work, he’s calling you like 3 times an hour to make sure you’re resting

Jumin how can MC rest if yoURE CALLING ALL THE TIME

He just cares a lot about you

Luckily, the fever goes down quickly and you’re able to go on vacation hooray!!!

Seven

This boi

He’s the one that got you sick in the first place lol

You don’t want him to feel bad for giving you the flu so you try your best to hide it

Bruh he’s a secret agent of course he’s gonna find out

He randomly goes over to your house bc he’s feeling clingy af and just wants to cuddle

When you open the door, he’s a little surprised

“MC, you look paler than Zen”

He figures out that he got you sick

Drops down to his knees and gives a dramatic monologue about it

“Forgive me, MC, for I have cursed my beloved!”

You’re standing there like

who’s mans is this

Eventually your bf cuts the act and begins to actually take care of you

Well sorta

All he does is pop in a movie and you two just cuddle on the couch for the rest of the day

Saeran

Okay tbh it takes the boy a while to actually realize you’re sick

bruh as if MC constantly sneezing and coughing and ya know dying is any indication at all smh

I mean you don’t have a prob with it as you rarely get sick and don’t want anyone to worry over you

But one day the sickness gets pretty bad and you’re sneezing like every two minutes

He starts getting annoyed so he goes to your room only to find you looking like death itself

You tell him you have a horrible cold and apologize for bugging him

Saeran feels HORRIBLE about it but he doesn’t really know what to do so he just

Leaves

You know he’s an awkward lil bean so you don’t think much of it and fall asleep

When you wake up a couple hours later, there’s some food and a teddy bear holding a card saying “Get Well Soon”

SO CUTE!!1!1!!

Saeran walks in to see you eating the food he made as the teddy bear lies in your lap

He’s blushing so hard omg

“Um… Feel better, MC.”