#my anxiety is thru the fucking roof rn and i do not feel safe and idk if i ever will until 2028

[punk-o-ween]

i dont even wanna see the destiel meme bc its only gonna make me sadder so imma just say this: im gonna just let music, wwe, my special interests/hyperfixes and school drown all this shit out bc if nobody got me, i know they got me, so while this bitch is in office, dont remind me that he is after today!!! ✌️😋

bc i had a feeling this was too good to be true, more proof that america is misogynistic and forever will be! bc i bet if a man was running with kamala’s endorsments and hype, he would’ve won i fear

[golbrocklovely]

yall my anxiety is thru the fucking ROOF RN

so my mom's car is a push-to-start. and she told me before that for whatever reason, there was one time when her car just turned off while she was driving. she was safe, luckily, and it started back on not too long after it shut off.

and hilarious (and by that i mean the complete fucking opposite) i had this really weird gut feeling that i should have taken an uber to AAA where i was going to reupdate my ID bc it expired in early november and i had been meaning to get it done.

so we went after i was done work, waited for like 20-30 mins for the whole process, and then we were on our way, we were literally about to pull onto the main road, which is crazy busy bc of rush hour, and the car just turned off.

mind you, my anxiety has been off the wall today bc of work and the amount of shipment we got in, and then on top of it, i hate driving done the main road during rush hour bc ppl are assholes.

so the car dies right before the drive way to pull onto the main road. ppl are still able to get around us, we were only blocking a tiny lane of traffic thru the parking lot.

but then a ups truck pulled up next to us, blocking the other lane, and basically forcing anyone that was behind us to stay put. and then the fucker had the audacity to yell at us for blocking traffic, as if we didn't have our fucking flashers on letting everyone know we were stuck.

so my mom and i are trying to talk to the lady on the phone about coming to tow our car out of a parking lot, had to go thru all the bs of that (and my mom not being able to hear the lady bc she was talking so quietly so that was fucking fun) and then right before the lady confirms that a tow truck was coming, she hung up.

after five minutes and me already starting to panic anyway, we call back, get a different person, and they confirm that a tow truck is coming.

and then magically, my mom's car turns back on. it seemed like it just needed to recharge the battery.... or something???? your guess would be as good as mine as to how the car started back up.

then we had to tell them to cancel the tow, which was fine bc it was covered under my mom's car insurance (so we ain't gonna get charged thank christ) and the whole way home i'm breathing like i was running a marathon bc i just want to get home but to do that we gotta travel down the main road with rush hour traffic which the possibility that the car could pull the same bs again :))))))

i feel like i'm going a thousands miles a min rn, the moment we got home i took my dogs out, made three grilled cheeses (one for me, one for my mom that she then dropped, then another one for her lol), fries in the air fryer, finally got changed and now i'm sitting in bed typing this.

dear lord above... fuck me.

slight positive is that while i have work tomorrow (which i wasn't supposed to have originally) i'm gonna be off friday-sunday, so yay!

also if you were wondering yes i do hate my new id photo :)