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so i like mixing up pc, and lor lore for darkin & shurima. it melds so well, and makes the story more cohesive than it felt before. and im not sure but i think that riot may have confirmed a lot of this to be canon anyway? eh, here we go:
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a REALLY long time ago, the kingdom of shurima was at it's prime. they had this really cool sun disc, that could concentrate celestial power- and pour it into a single individual. creating what we know as the ascended. these were very powerful humans who shared features with animals. i.e nasus( jackal ), and renekton( crocodile ), and many more. this was the golden army, and-- as any nation might do when they have an all powerful army-- shurima sought to expand. and they did so under the rule of an ascendant emperor named azir.
so there was also this rlly cool nation called icathia, led by the mage king axamuk. he was as you can assume, not eager to give up. unfortunately, icathia didn't stand much of a chance against shurima. and so as a last resort; they used their magic to rip open a portal to the void. a place devoid( haha ) of all reason, all time, all space. what they didn't know, was that the voidborn would destroy EVERYTHING they touched. and so not only did shurima suffer losses, but so did icathia. and only when the land was desolate and barren-- did shurima retreat.
unfortunately, there are consequences for interacting at all with anything from the void. the ascendants who's minds were touched by the creatures would begin to go mad. threatening to turn on one another. and in a grim twist of fate, azir would be killed by one of his kin. leaving the maddening ascended on their own without any leader to guide them. enter: zolani
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zolani was an ascendant, who began to delve into blood magic. and found a way to use this blood magic to fix everything. this is kind of where it goes into headcanons and stuff ig people found through LoR? im just theorizing based on what i've read from various content / people's thoughts.
zolani gave other ascendants blood magic? promising that the magic would give them a great deal of power. the blood magic of course did change their forms and appearances to what we recognize now as general darkin biology. and did in fact, make them stronger. but what they didn't know, was that due to zolani's vast knowledge, and her being the source of this magic-- she could? control them?? and what was seen as a gift, turned out to be a curse.
in truth, she wanted to use the magic she gave them, to control them. which would have stopped them from trying to kill one another,
in a way i guess? this makes her an anti hero? definitely relatively good intentions done in a really fucked up way. which backfire, because they find out her aim, and mark her a traitor. so now you have a bunch of insane ascended god warriors, each one infused with VERY powerful blood magic. BIG OOF.
and BAM! thus begins the darkin war.
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the darkin war nearly destroyed the world, and actually ruined parts of pretty much every continent in runterra. eventually, the aspect of twilight, came from the heavens to do something about it. creating a special weapon( the chalicar )that could harness moonlight and use it against the darkin. we know this aspect at current, as zoe. but at this time her name was myisha.
the way it worked i think is p vague. but in short: using the chalicar, they could seal the souls of these darkin into their own weapons. not killing them, as they were nigh impossible to kill-- but trapping them. of course one aspect could not do this on her own. so thats where everyone kind of comes in! with this gift, mortal races could finally fight back against the darkin.
the method wasn't perfect though. as sealing them worked fine, up until a mortal creature touches the blade. see, when a celestial creates these weapons they are very powerful. but when a mortal makes them, they're not quite as efficient. so while the darkin were in fact gone for the moment. the darkin curse was born, and now anyone who wields these weapons-- will become new physical vessels for these darkin to return to the world in.
and to make matters worse, the weapons are unbreakable.
it's interesting too, because it implies also that none of the darkin we see in game at current- are what they originally looked like. aatrox, rhaast, naafiri, to name a few, did look a bit different back int he day. and their current forms are a mesh of their new host body and their own original form.
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again. the few darkin we know about have hosts. some of the hosts have melded perfectly with their darkin. some were overtaken entirely, and in the case of kayn, he fights his parasite. and actually manages to keep his influence under as much control as he can manage. all things considered.
zolani's influence is also still kind of seen? i haven't looked a whole lot into vladimir, but i do recall hearing he has ties to the darkin as well.
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I'M VERY EMOTIONAAAAAL
"Essek is doing pretty good, enjoying the quieter life. He's not actively being hunted by the Dynasty but he's under heavy investigation. But he's been laying low for a few years with Caleb, helping him with teaching, doing his own research projects, working with the Cobalt Soul"
DOMESTIC SHADOWGAST REAAAAAL
full time marriedddd oh gosh π₯Ήπ₯Ή
#wehhh hh h hhhhh#sobs into my hands I'm#cr spoilers#critical role#shadowgast#essek#caleb#4sd#4 sided dive#glossopost#cr 2#cr 3#essek thelyss
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Redesigned Sectonia Descole so she looks cooler. Also robot Primal Awoofies as the wolves from the movie heehee
#I recently found my Eternal Diva dvd#I WILL rewatch that again ahhhh it's been years since I last saw it#I looked up a transcript of the whole movie to find a Descole line that works for this doodle hhhhh#so many hands to pet them#PLxKirby#queen sectonia#joronia#awoofy#kirby#jean descole#professor layton#fanart#nintendo#hal laboratory#clip studio paint
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what if i redesigned my sona for the 199992020202nd time???lol lmaoo could never be me
#ignore the sketchyness pls#my hand isnt cooperating with me today#finally found a design i actually like#i say#as if i wont redesign them again in a few weeks lmao#oh well hhhhh#sona#my art#oc art
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head empty thinking of oikawa cornering you in a changing room and fucking you <33
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G u h
#i NEED to kiss him#i need . to kiss THEM#i must#SMOOCH#h elp me get them OU T OFMYBRAIN#HHHHH#GSHS#i was t.rying to sleeb#but my brain WI LL. NOT LET ME#im gouinginsane#im goin g INSANGE#hHHHHHHHHH#HELPP ME#i . M ISS MY WIFE#but also#I NEEEED TO KISS TGAT MOTH#HHHHHHGHJHJHKKG#whyy ami like . tgis <3#hghrhdhrgrg#hrgrgrGRGRHEGRGRGRGGRRHGR#im going BONKERS INSANE#HE P ME#HEAD IN MY HANDS#IM . SOFUCKIN G GAY DUDE OHMYGOD#I NNEEEEEDD THEM#ALL OF TGEM#I NEED INSIDE THAT MOTH#I NEED [this content has been removed for violating Tumblrs community guidelines] BY THAT ROBOT#I NEEEDD TO [this content has been removed for violating Tumblrs community guidelines x30] THAT VIRUS GOOD GOD#HHHHHHHHHHHGGUHGHHHHHHGKJHHHHHHGFFHHH
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thing I am normal abt #1: the simile Homer chose to describe Odysseus at the end of the 5th rhapsody of the Odyssey
(translation by Emily Wilson)
#Odysseus#The Odyssey#Homer#Emily Wilson#quotations#epics#poetry#characters#ceci je l'ai fait#listen. for all Odysseus's bravado & confidence & talentβ he is not ultimately compared to a tidal wave or a cyclone or a storm#his persistence is not the persistence of the Iliad! this is the epic of timeworn embraceable life remember!#he is embers. the flame of his life has been beaten back & doused to mere embers#& it's all he can do to make sure he doesn't go out#not even like. reignite or flare up or w/e. Odysseus is not a bushfire here. hereβ he is on the brink of being extinguished#which is of course never an option#of course he thinks of nothing but clinging to life. of course he does#ALSO. CLINGING TO LIFE IN A BED FOR TWO MADE BY HIS OWN HANDS. UNDER OLIVE TREES#this is not lost on me#also ridiculously cute image in the sentence after he piles up his lil leaf bed#'Seeing thisβ the hero who had suffered for so long was happy.'#picture book ass sentence#but also. POIGNANT. HHHHH#bc he is a hero of epic!! & he has suffered!!! for so very long!!!!#it's ongoing! everyone else got to go home after the war. not him!!#the image of this grizzled grimy war hero beaten to shit half drowned naked freezing & on the brink of passing out#making a little den of leaves & going :) at it. god......... this POEM#TIMEWORN EMBRACEABLE LIFE INDEED!! thenks John Miles Foley for my life
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BABE WAKE UP
HES ON HIS WAY TO VEGAS HES GOING TO HIS BITCH FUCKING WIFE CAN ANYONE HEAR ME IS THIS THING ONβΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈβΌοΈ MISCLICK DUO MEETUP I COULD CRY FROM JOY
#i make yet anothet post just for me π#qsmp#we have mail :]#AUGUAUUGFFHHAHHH B HHHHH#SOUPP HOLD MY HAND IM SCAREDDDDDD
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That must be so hard. Sending lots of love and hugs. Remember to take care of yourself, drink lots of water and have a nice meal. Donβt feel bad for taking time for yourself.
Thanks Anon π₯Ί
I do want to make an effort to keep saying nice things in the tags bc it's important to me, but... it's been really really hard. It feels like it's been one death after the other lately and this isβ this is really hard
#she's gotten me through the hardest years of my life and now she's....#she's dying#and I have to let her go#she's resting her head on my hand rnβ#hhhhh#asks
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Hi hi normally I donβt throw hands easily but THIS- THIS *gestures furiously* WHAT
#akatsuki no yona#akayona#suwon#soowon#aubade rambles#oh yeah btw please prepare for upcoming suwon sketches ehehe#unknown to yβall#suwon is my favorite anime character of all time#I WILL THROW HANDS FOR HIM HHHHH
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In the middle of the night
In the middle of the night
Just call my name
I'm yours to tame
In the middle of the night
In the middle of the night
I'm wide awake
I crave your taste all night long.
Track 9 || Middle Of The Night - Loveless cover.
Suggestive moodbaord? Aha..yeah.. I'm feeling a certain way to day about my beloved Cesar...
Hey if you don't self ship pls dni lol I have anxiety
#The Hands Of Time; β³#{β³π}#you don't understand how badly I want my manβ#OKAY TO REBLOG BTW HHHHH ππ#cw suggestive
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#hhhhh I'll probably delete this later but if i don't physically put these thoughts somewhere I'll maybe explode.#but fuck man. shit sucks fr! I highkey think I can't go to work tomorrow but yknow how it goes!!!!#I'm caught somewhere between finally being taken seriously about my health issues#and having the most wretched mental health crisis#like on one hand fantastic! I'm being taken seriously now its gotten to the point where I cant fucking walk normally#but on the other hand oh my god holy shit. i had to get this bad???? and I'm worried. i know theres shit so much bigger than me rn going on#but I'm worried about my health. especially when I've been trying to deal with it for the better part of like.... 5 years#since i was 19!!!!#I'm 24 and worrying about whether or not I'll actually walk about with 0 pain ever again isn't that fucked.#so that's bittersweet. ive got physio tomorrow. blood tests next week#an ultrasound coming up#its ultimately a good thing im being taken seriously. if not a terrifying acceptance that everything ive been feeling has been real and#well. bad.#and like with this right is the crash of my mental health. just a fuckin nosedive man.#i have a relatively stressful job i felt out of my depth about and thus guilty for but now its a role that I've approached in constant pain#for the last few months.#i can't deal with that actually! lots of stress! lots of pain! lots of mental pain over my physical condition! my job grinding my soul!#aaaaa!!!!!!!#like i dont WANT to be unemployed either#I'd much rather be uhhhh employed! and able to save money towards actually getting Helpβ’#but I've got to admit that i hurt too much. and its consuming my whole fucking brain.#but I'll go on#ive got my first trip out the country solo next week!! im heading to san Fransisco!!! im excited.#but I'm worried for the inevitable moment where my pains catch up with me#ill surpress it while I'm out there. try and remind myself to have a good time. return to the uk and feel a weeks worth of pain#and even THAT sucks to consider#but i should stop#rambles
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Today I offer you:
this baby picture of ai. Tomorrow who knows?
#HES SO CUTE UGH LOOK AT THOSE CHEEKS#i rarely call a guy pookie but ai is such a pookie coded#my twin starts calling him pookie and it sticks#tbh to me ai is a grumpy sleepy black cat who will act like they hate you but when you pat them they will purr and lean towards your hand#actually!! if you guys see the 2019 moto3 assen race hes so cute and smiley and he even wave to the camera!!#will gif that soon i cant hes so cute hhhhh and i will do my part to spread the lovely ai agenda
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VUXisms (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Or if you prefer my very Normal Collection of ZEX stimming lol#I'm not choosing to read alien behaviours through a neurodivergent lense you can't prove anything#Okay you got me yes I am lol - in conjunction with my ADHD Max HC (which I am only more convinced of lol) I went into this with#Really any kind of self-soothing behaviour fascinates me :D And ZEX definitely needs the soothing ;;#But it's not just the stimming! Though I did keep pretty diligent notes about that lol he's deeply interesting to me!#He's a texture person! Part of that is due to being VUX and having very processed food but if it fits it fits!#I'm also a texture person - again I have too many notes relating to ZEX lol#I also find it charming (or sad - whichever is applicable at the time!) when ZEX eats in ''odd'' ways haha βͺ#Eating without utensils - you can always just wash your hands you do you <3#The weighted blanket lol so - I had a very normal and measured reaction to ZEX enjoying full-body pressure lol#Solely and purely intellectual! Of course! VUX enjoy swimming! Full-body pressure makes complete sense!#And he's a tactile person on top of that - pressure good for multiple reasons! I really do think he'd sleep better with a weighted blanket βͺ#Back to stimming! I really loved the scene of him opening the water bottle and his therapist being So Impatient with him about it lol#Let him figure it out! He's very intelligent! Very skilled at finding weak points and exploiting them hehe <3#But then he runs his finger on the lip of the bottle! Wine-glassing it while he talks hehe <3 I love him#Humming!! Another stim I relate to! Not so much now since it was ''encouraged'' out of me so I may be doubly biased towards him using it hee#Too delighted to focus on utensil lessons and yet he's still clever enough to pay attention to multiple things at once hehehe β«#And then aside from his actual biggest stim he plays with his hair quite a lot - in various ways and to different ends :D#Running his hands through it to self-soothe or tugging on it to express - I kinda read it as him trying to move his head feelers around haha#Not quite the same but something!#Oh and then his biggest stim - just looking at humans lol it is very dopamine-delivering <3 And he has dopamine now! Very powerful :3c#Hhhhh human chemistry for VUX behaviours <3 It's so interesting to me hehe βͺ
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Bai Zhan War God!!!
#my art#artists on tumblr#svsss#svsss fanart#scum villain self saving system#liu qingge#lqg#still trying my hand on drawing detailed clothings .... i have only ever drawn shirts and jackets hhhhh#also swords#i hate drawing swords auwauwjaushe#mxtx#danmei#also i started reading nan chan wish me luck. maybe would draw the stone statue and gold fish cangji together we'll see
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mr and ms pac-man
βI will, baby, I promise I will. But not right now, youβre drunk.β
Killuaβs sniffles die down, and he peeks his head out, his cheeks and forehead red.
οΏ½οΏ½R-Reallyβ¦?β
He hiccups adorably.
βW-Will you get me a Ms. Pac-Man ringβ¦? A-And you can have a Pac-Man o-oneβ¦β
Gon hums and carefully brushes Killuaβs bangs out of his face.
βIf thatβs what you want, princess.β
#;windyβs stuff#gonkillu#hxh#gon#killua#hunter x hunter#Gon x Killua#KI IS THE CUTEST MOST ADORABLE DRUNK PERIOD AHHHHHH#AHHHHHHHH KI IS SO DAMM CUTE HHHHH#WHEN ARE YOU GONNA GET KI HIS MS PAC MAN RING WHEN GON π€π€π€π€#It would be cute if they had βgoofyβ rings like that π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί#YOU WILL GIVE THE PRINCESS WHAT HE WANTS KI IS THE CUTEST BABEY PRINCESS HHHH#AHHHHHHH NO ONE CAN RESIST HIM HOW CUTE HE IS NOT EVEN LEORIO WHO GETS ANNOYED BY HIM#HE IS THE BABEY OF THE WORLD PERIOD#LINKING PINKIES AHHHHHH#KIS SMALL LITTLE PINKIE I AM GONNA CRY#HE IS SO CUTE AND I AHHHH THEMMMMMM THEMMM#BREAKS THE CORE OF THE EARTH IN HALF#OMG I JUST AHHHHH LOVE THEM#KIS LITTLE CHUBBY CHEEKS KIS LITTLE HANDS KIS LITTLE AHHHHH FLUFFY HAIR I JUST AM DONE GOODBYE WORLD HE SO CUTE#KIS LITTLE DRAWINGS AND CREATIONS ARE AS CUTE AS HIM AHHHHHHHHH#AHHHHHH OMG THEM EATS MY FUCKING PHONE LIKE LEORIO OKIE THEY ARE JUST SO CUTE I CANNOT AHHHHH
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