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As time passed, Robin noticed the way her heart seemed to feel so full from the encounter, feeling almost heavy from the sensation of affections running through her veins. Was it normal to feel so excitable and giddy over a person you met on a whim? Not that she would consider RED a whim. On the contrary, there was a sparkling hope that their friendship would remain for the long-term, with a small hope that it would turn into something more than the label she had placed on it.
If you don’t get your hopes up, you won’t be disappointed. But what is life without the rollercoaster of emotions? That depth seeping into your heart, drawing out those innermost desires, presenting the truest form of oneself. It only forces a person, mortal or not, to take a look in the mirror and decide if the actions they have taken are truly worthwhile.
That cute smile was back, an expression of enlightenment slowly making its way onto her face. Chocolate chip cookie dough. It would be noted diligently, no intent to forget such a crucial detail in the long run. What if the opportunity to give the wonderful woman a mixture of her most favourite things came up? The Halovian would need to make sure that everything was documented in her diary, neatly written and formatted properly, just as an insurance policy!
“My favourite flavour has to be strawberry — wait, no — vanilla.” Deciding between the two flavours had been a difficulty, and although they were simple in the way they tasted, she wasn’t one to dismiss or undermine the simpler things in life. After all, she had been fortunate enough not to have lost her life when she got shot, there would be no expense wasted this time around. It wouldn’t take her very long to want to drag RED to a private room, just to taste how refined she is, an adventure just between the two of them, with mountains worth of discoveries to be found and brought to life by gentle hands.
The surprise she felt when the other’s grip tightened was shown in her face. Such an expression of honesty, vulnerability… it was ethereal to witness. Particularly when her face reddens, a shyness to that gaze only encouraged Robin to become more bold with her showcase of appreciation. There would be no missed beat at the attempt of an intertwine of fingers, and she would be all too prepared to clasp her fingers in tightly, her hand squeezing softly for a brief moment, an attempt to exercise promising reassurance through physical touch.
“Your hands feel so warm.”
A caressing whisper, released from her mouth before she can help herself. If the singer were to ask the aeons, would time stop so she could savour this moment just a moment longer? To allow her this moment to make those searing feelings be known?
“Red…”
Thump after thump, her heart’s tempo seemed to increase, the back of her throat drying up as the words barely begin to formulate in her mind, that message on the verge of being translated, put out there in the open, when —
It was their time to get their drinks from the vendor. Countless more opportunities could arise, but what if they didn’t? A thudding anxiety seemed to swim through her body, somehow encouraging her heart to beat against her chest much harder than before. “C—can I get… ah, a Classic SoulGlad and a Pika White?” She couldn’t even bring herself to look at her companion just yet, her eyes fixating on fishing through her purse for the right amount to pay.
As a means of distraction, to cut the throat of the overbearing emotions that seemed to have clogged in her system, she passes RED’s drink over to her once they had been acquired, taking a small stroll over to a quieter corner of the Golden Hour as a means to enjoy this taste-test, a masquerade seemingly enough to keep her from faltering so easily. “Once you’ve tried some of the SoulGlad, why don’t you try some of mine? That way, you can see which you prefer.” A sweet, truly relaxed smile had been reserved for the beauty before her!
“Over forty candidates?” A small giggle leaves her, despite the way it was laced with an assorted range of feelings, it seemed to ease her heart. Before she has that chance to respond verbally, her mind is struck, forcing a momentary brain-freeze to overtake.
“Am I one of your candidates? Say… what do you do with your wifeys?”
Red was riding an unusually lengthy high. Not only did the details of the date seem to be materializing through conversation, but Robin seemed intent on pampering her with attention when others were mostly content to just have her along for their own ride. It wasn't something that the maker minded, but how she was regarded at present felt like a warm and gentle metaphorical embrance. And for as long as the mental image lasted, thinking about the end of that warmth was almost terrifying.
"I'm not picky with flavours, but the sweeter the better! Ahh, but chocolate chip cookie dough is hard to beat! And what do you like, Robin!?"
For in her enthusiasm, the need to know more about the songstress rose, and she was having trouble containing her imagination to more realistically, rather than hopelessly romantic, scenarios that might ensue. After all, so far, things have been going splendidly. Unbeknownst to herself, Red had already nurtured so much more hope. And feeding that hope was Robin's compliment, which, however glaring, delighted Red to the point that she couldn't respond directly, instead giggling to herself and ineffectively trying to hide the reddening of her cheeks with one hand.
The other hand, however, still had hung next to Robin. She had previously kept it close in the hopes that it would be taken as they approached a greater concentration of people. Tortuous seconds passed without contact, until Robin seized it, even acknowledging it verbally.
"OK~!"
Hold tight, she said.
Under the pretense of settling her hand comfortably on Robin's own light grip, Red indulged herself. Her hand gently slid along the palm, thumb caressing the back, seemingly searching for a good place to stop at — only for her hand to twist and fingers to spread, only enough for Red to try interlocking hers with Robin's. What was supposed to be an innocuous act had such an intimate connotation in Red's own mind, and she wouldn't have acted upon if it the brief seconds of waiting didn't make her yearn for the touch.
It definitely didn't help with her reddening face, but she at least had a path forward through the conversation.
"I know over forty candidates, and they're all lovely in their own right! I even travelled with plenty of them in the past! But y'know," she'd add, with a playful smile, "you're the first out of all of them to help organize a date so early on! You're already one incredible wifey~!"
Speaking as such seemed like a comfort zone for her. She seamlessly transitioned into an audible hum as she considered the names of the drinks.
"Hmmm. Pika White sounds like a name that'd have a catch behind it, I dunno why. Let me try the SoulGlad, thank you very much! And if you're paying for this treat, then next one's on me, OK!?"
#wifeysaremylifey#𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐘’𝐒 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 ;; Robin#𝐃𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐜𝐲 𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐭 ;; ic#// I may or may not have given her my favourite ice cream flavours but it’s okay#I am feeling delightfully happy today. optimistic. ecstatic.#this thread is just super cute#just two women in love#I just felt like going dramatic this time please don’t mind me#I’m like. happy#I’m super glad that you were fine with my …. exploration#MMMMWAAAAAAAHHHHH#mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah#mwahmwah;3#ALI WE NEED TO ARRANGE A WEDDING FOR THEM RIGHT NOW
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COLLEGE AU TIGHNARI ROOMMATE HCS
Tighnari x gn reader
A/N: AUGGGHHHHH IM INSANE AGAIENEBWFWFWWGQ Missing tighnari hours oue so I will write out all the roomie hcs I have to share; per usual its self indulgent as hell
If im being fr this is probably gonna have a part 2 soon i always forget something 😭😭 also my art of him is down there somewhere!!!!
Cw: long af oh my god
more utc
First Meeting:
- You’re a biology major or something similar and just visiting the college you’ll be attending
- You were definitely going to move into the dorms but you heard about and later witnessed some student running around like a maniac looking for a roommate
- You even got emails about it, found flyers on some of the pinboards around the school and even saw ads online (whether that be in some college gc app like zeemee or whatever)
- Eventually you did a bit of basic research on this guy by asking some of your friends or people who know him and you found out his name is Tighnari and he’s double majored in biology and botany
- You let him go on for a few days-a week before you realized he really wasn’t going to find a roommate this late in the game; feeling both pity and admiration for his dedication, you approached him with one of the flyers in your hand as the poor guy took a break from his ad campaign
- “Um… about this flyer…..”
- Tighnari’s ears immediately perked up oh you just made his week, no his month— maybe even his year
- “Yes? Are you interested in moving in? My previous roommate has begun living elsewhere” he explained.
- You’re hesitant, hoping you aren’t making a mistake but eventually steel yourself and figure you only live once right? Plus he could always help with your work! You give him a firm nod.
- Tighnari got a bit overexcited, asking way too many questions at once, “When can you move in? How will you be paying rent? Are you alright with plants? Right, by the way I’m Tighnari. I am a biology and botany major”
- “It’s nice to meet you! I’m (Y/n). I can move in soon and plants are fine! Uh …About rent! I’ll have to find a job but I do have some savings!” you confessed nervously.
- To tell the truth you weren’t planning on getting a job this early on, planning to get the hang of the new workload first but desperate times call for desperate measures (Cute guy in trouble 😤)
- Tighnari however, was unamused. His face completely dropped as if you’d just told him his entire family dropped dead, “You don’t have a source of income already…? Then why would you…. Sigh Nevermind. Its fine. This is fine. I’ll even help you job search”
- “Greeeaaatttt there goes my credit” he thought. And it showed on his face too.
- You just shoot him a silly smile and over the course of the days it took to move you into his apartment you establish some ground rules
Rules:
- He will do the cooking and he’ll cook for you if he’s cooking for himself (if he’s not cooking then you’re on your own)
- In return you do a majority of the cleaning although it’s still pretty split kinda like a 60/40 or 55/45 kind of deal
- You pay the water bill while he pays electricity (you take long showers and his plants and such sometimes require lamps + he just uses a lot of electricity I feel like it’s not usually for him but his plants and work)
- Visitors are pretty much always welcome but you have to let the other know beforehand
- Although the previous rule is true none of those kind of visitors are allowed. Tighnari has sensitive ears he don’t wanna hear that 😭😭
- Be cool and communicate if you have a problem
Apartment:
- SO MANY PLANTS. LIKE THEY ARE TAKING OVER THE APARTMENT . This is a big part of why Tighnari didn’t want to live in the dorms since he wouldn’t be able to have as many plants as he wanted
- It’s a little funny Cyno has really bad allergies so he never lived with him and Collei lived with him for a long time but moved out to move in with Amber (oue shes leaving the nest) (she’s in the apartment right below yours)
- You, as a biology major, on the other hand LOVE the amount of plants in the apartment and Tighnari is ecstatic because he was sooo worried you’d try to make him get rid of them or something; is even more glad that you like them as much as he does
- Also has a big tank of worms where he dumps all the leftovers neither of you eat. He then uses the compost as plant fertilizer
- Despite the amount of things in the apartment its very neat and organized; there are little notebooks next to every living thing to keep track of when and how to feed them
You and Him:
- He has a very old ass car but only uses it for emergencies because he’s not a fan of carbon emissions (usually goes places by public transport, walking or hitching rides) (its the little things that make a big difference ok)
- He works two jobs: One at a plant/flower shop and the other at the school library
- He sometimes brings home new plants because all the plants no one will buy are always given to him by management
- You work one or two jobs likely on campus maybe in the newspaper or the school cafe etc
- Either way whenever you get home tired or after just having a bad day he’d comfort you so much no matter how many days in a row you do the same thing, flopping on the couch and groaning
- When you first did it you two weren’t close but he still stroked your hair and offered you some words of praise but when you two became more comfortable he’d straight up hold you to his chest or let you lay on his lap while stroking your hair if you don’t mind
- “I really need to stop coddling you” he’d say this all the time but never follow through on it and you’d be in his arms as we speak 😅
- He never did stop coddling you. Whenever you watch a show or anime he’s right beside you on the couch reading his book as he glances up every now and again; sometimes gives his two cents on what’s going on in the show (my personal fave is him getting mad at the usopp going merry arc in water 7 bye)
- He has little black rectangular reading glasses idc idgaf he dresses like an old man too with cardigans and sweater vests, maybe overalls if he’s going out to do garden work (he has no sense of fashion we know this)
- If you’re willing to listen he will yap so much about his plants and about wildlife; his heart melts in his chest if you seem genuinely interested and are paying close attention
- You have a snail named Saniel/Saniela. You almost stepped on him and brought him inside, putting him in a little terrarium thing.
- Tighnari hates that thing (he doesn’t; he’s like a grumpy father with a new dog) if it gets out it will eat his plants, so watch it. 😤
- Posts it on his little conservation account (shoutout to the person who wrote that post where he had a conservation insta acc i cant find it) and it overtakes the page gn its his worst nightmare. First it steals his unofficial lover now his followers
- Yall would’ve been burned at the stake in the 1800s you’re always doing your “projects” in the house unless its dangerous (but you’ll still do it outside) like you seeing a girl on Tiktok grow mushrooms on a book so you try it at home…
- He always helps you with anyyyyything. You need help studying for this biology test? So does he, come on in. You need a shoulder to cry on? He has two!! You want a snack but you don’t want to ask too much of him? Don’t be ridiculous he’s making you something as we speak
- He’s actually such a sweetheart he worries about your diet so much; honestly he’s content knowing that you’re under his care bc then he knows you’re eating right
- He wakes up and starts his day INSANELY early and honestly if you manage to wake up before him he’d probably flinch seeing you up LOL he’s so not used to anyone being awake when he is let alone earlier
- Absolute hypocrite too, he won’t let you sleep too late no matter what day it is or whether you have class or not but when he does it he’s just busy smh
- Wouldn’t mind if you treated him the same although if it’s time sensitive he fears he cannot give in to your demands sigh
- He’s a worrywart and a leeeetle nagging but you can tell he cares and you care about him just the same
- You’re always doing whatever you can to take stress off of his shoulders like running errands for him, cooking for him/ordering takeout when he can’t cook, Taking care of his plants for him when he’s busy, etc
- If you work out in the house after moving in then it’s so over for him
- He’s insane. If you’re in the living room he will go “read” his book on the couch but he’s been on the same page the whole time, is he ever gonna flip?
- Not even like explicit workouts like squats or something; just seeing you push yourself to your limit and sweaty and grunting and— where was he again? Ah right page 52.
- It’s so much worse if you ask him to help in some way, he can’t focus at all especially if you ask him to sit on your back while you do pushups
- Also a fan of you being taller than him no matter the method. (Which isn’t hard to achieve bc I hc him like 5’1-5’3) Naturally tall? Great! Wearing platforms? Amazing! Standing on a stool? As long as he doesn’t look down then it’s hot
Funny Bonus from the ari:
Tighnari: do you know anyone who still needs housing arrangements?? pls I’m desperate 😭
Alhaitham: you could take Kaveh
Kaveh: WOWWWW…
#tighnari x reader#tighnari#genshin impact#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#tighnari x you#gi art#genshin art#my art <3#tighnari art#im going insane#why cant i be normal#genshin tighnari#i cant believe i like this dork#mwahmwah ily tighnari
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howial!!! or well, howie and ally!
relationship goals for sure :3
#sparklecare#cometcare#cometcare au#howie king pupper#ally cornelius#howial#nyan cog#them!!#mwahmwah#:3
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i love cliva they are so cute they love eachother its trueee i knoww
#trolls#art#rkgkillust#sketch#tbt#trolls band together#cliva#trolls cliva#trolls clay#trolls viva#dreamworks trolls#trolls 3#trolls fanart#brozone#ilovethemdearly#mwahmwah#wip
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Hiii I really like your fics! They can be so cute and so angsty and I always enjoy reading them! <3
if possible, could you maybe write something for Gentan where Genya wakes up after a nightmare and panics and Tanjiro calms him down and then just holds him? I totally get it if you’re busy but if you’re willing to write this I’d be really grateful and excited to read it :)
HIIII ><!! soso happy you like my writing,, & i'll do my best w/ this!! thank u for giving me an excuse to write gentan
the butterfly mansion was quiet when genya woke up, but he barely noticed the silence, shooting up in his bed. the frame creaked with his movement and he flinched, a hand fisting the fabric of his shirt. his breath came short, and it took him a moment to realize he had absolutely no control of it anymore. at that thought, panic surged through him and his chest constricted, throat tightening. he tried desperately to gasp for air, eyes shutting tightly, but that proved to worsen it, allowing the darkness to be flooded with incoherent flashes of color. he vaguely registered sanemi's voice ringing in his ears, and then a hand on his back.
instantly, his body tensed, but he forced his eyes open, turning to look up. panting for air, it took him a moment to notice the boy who sat beside him on his cot. but when his gaze focused, he found himself relaxing involuntarily, blinking quickly.
"t- tanjiro?" he gasped, trembling slightly. the sheets moved and genya shuffled to the side. tanjiro opened his arms, encouraging him forward. genya hesitated, trying to steady his breathing. when neither of them moved, tanjiro sighed and let his arms drop. instead, he patted genya's shoulder.
"it's okay, genya," he assured him. likely grasping genya's difficulty in breathing, he held out his hands instead, visibly relieved when genya placed his own hands in the smaller boy's. tanjiro smiled gently, squeezing genya's hands lightly. "alright, can you try breathing deeply. watch me, okay? breathe in slowly when i do, and exhale with me."
genya didn't nod, but tanjiro went ahead, sucking in an almost comically long breath. nevertheless, genya followed. he imitated tanjiro in breathing out, and they began to create a pattern until genya was able to slump against the bunched up blanket.
he let his hands slip out of tanjiro's, eyes flicking away. now that he'd gotten ahold of himself—and his conscience wasn't as muddled anymore—his cheeks rose in heat. he must seem pathetic for letting something as insignificant as a nightmare get the better of him and his hard-worked for control. but he mumbled something of gratitude, deciding tanjiro deserved that at the very least.
"no worries," tanjiro assured him. "are you okay?"
"fine. i'm fine," genya muttered, tugging the blanket up. he considered something for a moment, before offering it to tanjiro.
tanjiro beamed, for some reason, and snuggled up against genya so they could both fit under the blanket.
"if you say you are, then i'll take your word for it. but if you want to talk about anything, or just sit here with me, i'm completely open!" tanjiro insisted, tilting his head up to gaze at genya with his wide, pomegranate eyes.
genya nodded slowly, humming. "can you... uh...?"
"mm?" tanjiro looked at him, full of curiosity.
"...stay here?" genya finished meekly. "for a bit. you can sleep here, if you're tired. or, uh. just go back. if you want."
tanjiro's smile grew much too wide, and he all but scooped genya up into a hug, ecstatic. "of course!" he said, then quickly hushed himself, shooting a look over to where inosuke and zenitsu were sleeping. once he was sure they hadn't woken, he continued, his voice softer now. "i'd love to stay here with you. in all honesty, it was hard to sleep for me. and i'm glad i could help genya in the process."
"you couldn't sleep?" genya asked, curious. in his inquiry, he forgot to pull away, instead sinking into the embrace. "why not?"
"oh! well, i had a dream or something that kept me up. i can't remember it anymore, but i was a little distressed," tanjiro said sheepishly, shrugging. "sometimes, i feel like it comes with being a demon slayer. or maybe its my brain telling me there's something i have to acknowledge so i can feel better, i think? it's hard to say. but, yes, i was just awake and then noticed you were, also."
"oh." genya inspected him for a moment. it was hard to tell tanjiro, ever the cheery boy, had recently awoken from some nightmare. "i hope it wasn't too bad."
"nope! i was able to calm down," tanjiro said, tightening the hug around genya. "but i do feel a bit better being with you. it's comforting, because i know you're so amazing and it feels like you could ward off any bad feelings."
"oh...?" genya cocked his head to the side, unsure what he should say to that. then he realized tanjiro was currently hugging his lungs out and wriggled out, batting tanjiro away. "you're... squeezing my life out."
tanjiro scooted back, eyes wide, lips forming the smallest of a frown. "oh, no, i'm sorry!" he said quickly. "i got distracted in being happy that you were letting me sit next to you—"
genya sighed, shifting on the bed to sit vertically. he ushered tanjiro over, encouraging him to sit beside him. "'s fine. you can stay here, as long as you don't strangle me again."
instantly, tanjiro perked up, an almost smug smile brightening his face as he closed his eyes, leaning against genya. "works for me," he decided. "you can hug me, though, if you wanna."
scrunching his nose up, genya shook his head. "no, thank you."
"..okay."
"okay."
genya sat patiently, eyes closed as he allowed his mind to calm. somewhere through the night, he realized tanjiro's body had begun to completely depend on genya to stay up, and that the boy had fallen asleep. against his own instincts, genya took tanjiro into his arms, patting him gently.
"...alright. take two on sleeping," he murmured to himself. "'night, tanjiro."
#sorry its short#and that i didnt see this for a couple days (my notifications didnt show me D:)#and that it's not exactly what you asked for-#i have a bad habit of going off track when i'm writing (be it a request or my own idea)#i didn't beta read this bc uhm idk so im sorry for any mistakes#i'll read it thru later#mwahmwah#asks#asked and answered#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#fluff#gay#gentan#or just implied#platonic or romantic actually#tanjiro kamado#genya shinazugawa#genya x tanjiro#tanjiro x genya#not rlly angsty oops#<3#btw my deepest apologies if they're ooc 😭#in just today i read uhhh like 4 different mangas#so the character personalities r starting to get so confusing in my head#oops#i just realized i dont have a gentan m!list SJADGHINAj
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AIGHT FINALLY ALL CAUGHT UP ON BLUE LOCK, ISAGI IS NOT MY FAVE (he threatened the position for a hot minute but had you in the back of my mind not to hehe)
i said you’ll be the first to know my faves so here i am 🥰 nagi, bachira and rin are sitting on the throne. as of right now, nagi is the number one best boy, but i’m unsure if he will stay there as rin’s backstory had me in literal tears
but both oliver and karasu (as well as a third shameful character) are lowkey climbing the ranks as well 🙂↕️🙂↕️
HEAAAAAA MY SWEET ANGEL :3333c happy to hear you did not succumb, i knew i could believe in you <3 he does strike me as the hea type though ……. tobio’s good twin (<- who is actually more evil) 😔
NO BUT WAHHHH YOUR FAVS!!!!!!!! jotting them down into the hea database in my brain <333 the fact you love all the cuties …….. little koala little bee little . sludge monster . pdhkdjdkd . NAGI BEING YOUR FAV AND REO BEING MY FAV BTWWWWW do you wanna kiss ……. pls say yes …… i can be your nagi!!!!
A THIRD SHAMEFUL CHARACTER…….. did shidou get you . HONESTLY I THINK OLIVER IS WAYYYY WORSE shidou is actually super cute he’s just . a nasty little freak 💀 i think he’d treat you very well so i’m in support :33c….. we’re killing oliver together though.
#ah and karasu !!!!!! he’s pretty cute too hehe#:3c ….. you’re gonna be eating WELL once you get to the neo-egoist league#AH BTWBTWBTW .#thoughts on reo#🎤#(important question)……#mwahmwah ily <3 i’m so happy you’re enjoying it so far!!!! 🥹#THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME KNOW YOUR FAVS THIS IS MY LOVE LANGUAGE#they would all treat you soso well …. i feel relieved#hea !! ✩#ask tag ✩
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no one tells u that the hardest part of posting ur writing is NOT worry that everyone will hate it and stone u but trying to format it pleasingly when you’ve never done it in ur goddamn LIFE
— anyways hope life is treating you well it’s been a while since i popped in here hehe (smooches)
PLSSSSSSSSS IT'S SOOO HARDDD1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everybody's fics always look soooo soo so pretty and then i look at mine like o . O adhsaghdhggah you'll find your style though and then it'll get a bit easier!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#you'll learn ALL of the ways and you'll be a tumblr master in no time#i promise:333333333#MEOOOOOWWWW life sure is treating me yeah#hgsadghsahgdhsad#i hope you're doing good though#sending you sooo sooo so many kisses#mwah mwah mwahmwah mwah mwah mwah mwwahhh!!#pink anon <3
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i am here in support of trans reg!!!!!! in fact i am kissing him on the mouth!!!! and i love your trans regulus sm!!!
hell yeah!!!!!! we are both kissing him and we are making him breakfast in bed and massaging his shoulders
#ALWAYS IN SUPPORT OF ALL TRANS CHARACTERS AND PEOPLE#THE PEOPLE ESPECIALLY#and thank you for the sweet compliment mwahmwah<3
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jana you twat
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i’m so glad you’re back mwah ily
SKYE HI BB
okay british
Twat
Wanker
Say bottle of water with me
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17 for touching??? 🤲🏼
She still isn't sure about her hair when she steps out of her tent the next day. Every nerve in Shadowheart's body seems to be brimming with anxious energy, her heart raw and wounded and her mind racing. She was barely able to trance at all and the pain from yesterday's combat still sits deep in her bone.
Gods, what did she do?
Defying her Lady and for what? A stranger? A Selûnite aasimar no less, which seems to make a mockery of everything she's been living for up until now. There's no direction, no sense, just the fear clawing at her skin from the inside about what will happen to her now.
The old wound on her hand seems to be burning constantly now.
It took her ages to get her hair to the foreign, white color that she can now see out of the corner of her eyes whenever hair braid or her bangs move at all. Maybe this was a dumb idea. Maybe she should just hide in her tent and change it back to black so no one can call her ridiculous or childish.
It seems foolish to feel as if this was a tiny step to reclaiming her own body and agency after everything she's been through. It's just hair. It doesn't really mean anything.
Gods, but it does.
A visible sign of her failure, her betrayal, her ruin.
Shadowheart wants to hide away from the world and cry for a week.
Of course that's impossible.
And to mock her pain even further Aylin and Isobel are now right there opposite of Shadowheart's tent. She could hear Isobel's soft snoring as she attempted to sleep and her mind was racing with pictures of Aylin holding her gently while she sleeps.
They don't concern Shadowheart. Not at all.
And yet her mind can't help but circle around them, their tenderness, their light, their certainty of faith.
The cold morning air makes her feel a little more alive and she takes a few deep breaths to calm herself down. No one will care about her stupid hair color. No one is going to say anything. And if they do, it doesn't matter.
"Looking good, Sharty", Karlach hollers from across the camp and Shadowheart flinches, cursing herself.
"Don't! Call me that!", she calls back and Karlach laughs and waves at her before stuffing another piece of bread into her mouth.
Shadowheart lowers her head and presses her fingernails into the palms of her hands as she stares down at her feet. Her heart shouldn't be racing as fast as it does. Why is she so terribly weak?
Gentle fingers touch her chin and pull it up until she looks into the bright, grey eyes of Isobel. Shadowheart sucks in a breath at the unexpected touch and the wound in her palm stings terribly, but she forces herself to not look away.
"It suits you", Isobel says and her tone is so soft that Shadowheart wants to claw her face off. Fuck. She wants to say something snarky but the words don't come. Her throat feels dry and her tongue is like rock in her mouth.
"You two match now", Aylin says with such an official tone in her voice as if Shadowheart's hair color is like a pact between the three of them. Shadowheart wishes the earth could open up and swallow her whole.
The fingers on her chin are way too careful.
"I'm here if you want to talk", Isobel says with a soft smile. "Or if you just want to sit. Or someone to braid your hair in a different way."
"It looks beautiful", Aylin says as if she wants to reassure Shadowheart of something. Shadowheart has never felt less sure of anything in her entire life.
Finally she manages to swallow and pull back from Isobel's slender fingers.
"I haven't decided if I'm going to keep it", she says.
"Hmm", Aylin hums.
"If you need help with your decision you know where to find us", Isobel says and Shadowheart has a feeling that this is not just about her hair. feel free to send me more of these <3
#bg3#bg3 fic#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate iii#shadowheart#dame aylin#isobel thorm#mi writes#is there a shipname for these three????#anyway thank you liz for sending this mwahmwah!!!!
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HAIIII 🦈⚠️♻️🖍🤡
[ procrastination ask game found HERE ]
TEEHEE HAIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
🦈- Tell us the name of your/ one of your WIP(s)
hmm I've realised now a chunk of them Don't Actually Have Set Names but the ones that DO (at least at the moment) are:
for further consideration - (sequel to in the name of the law. originally called "the right to remain", which will now be name of the series :3)
cross-reference - (potential third part of that series... an additional part that's me self-indulgently beaming backstory headcanons into everyone's brains under the guise of a character study through the ao3 screen <3)
pass like a motion - (COULD change but i mostly just refer to it as "motion", so that bit's sticking. i would LIKE it to be a multi-chap undercover mission fic w/ gillodec (+dapho'dil too) but then i have to goddamn plan the thing. SO WE'LL SEE HOW LONG THAT TAKES!)
⚠️- Which wip your most likely to finish or update next?
I WANT IT TO BE FOR FURTHER CONSIDERATION... although it still needs some more planning when I have more free time I will dig my teeth back into it (+ i'm about?? 4k into writing it already?? and ough I am excited for it) but depending on how the hipot season finale goes... i really want to see if i can write something for oz+karadec+daph regarding hopefully SAVING OZ'S ASS FROM THE POOL. perhaps another missing scene, and if so i'll try get that WRITTEN and OUT but otherwise,,, ffc (followed by some shorter pieces/the other prompt requests for YOU i just need to brainstorm some more <3)
♻️- A scrapped idea for your current WIP
HMMMMMMMMMM... i feel like it's a little tricky to tell rn because most of them are in planning stages/idea dumps that I haven't properly combed through yet but I do find it a little funny that the first note i have in for ffc is "not planning a sequel but if there WAS one..." which. considering how much else there is written after it makes me GIGGLE
I'm still figuring out how much they actually discuss the topic of dating, but atm i'm planning on perhaps leaning into the idea of both of them knowing the want to make something of this, but not really knowing how to approach the topic out loud (at least not yet). so THIS that i've just found
probably won't make it into the final cut </3
(additionally: motion was originally just going to be an explicit gillodec one-shot, but then i wanted to expand on in a way that feels like it'll be teen rated. SO WE'LL SEE!!)
🖍 - Post Any sentence from your WIP
another one from ffc, because that's the one actually made its way into the google doc stage (technically two sentences, but shhhh. also! from one of my fav sections, but that's mostly bc it was one of the first sections to be written)
It feels unfair that he has to love her like this. Because god, of course that’s what this is.
🤡- How many WIPs are you actively working on?
terrifying question, actually! i've been using notion to store my ideas and have made different sections for each of em... actually counting them i have like. 11 fic-specific sections. another section for prompt-fill notes (of which i have 3 more i want to do). another section for random ideas or general headcanons but I put a new dapho'dil idea in there today that'll probably get its own page if/when i choose to Write It. "actively work on" feels tricky to classify when i could be spitting out ideas for any of them at any given time </3
.........So What If We Just Say Several? 😀👍
#THANKU FOR THE ASK MWAHMWAHMWAH#asks#write on the rocks#i am tempted to make my writing tag “write on the rocks” or smth like that... but we shall SEE i'll sit on it i'll mull it over#also i hope this makes SENSE it's being (don't yell at me pls i've bungled my sleep again) written up at 7am 🙃#ANYWAY mwahmwah thankuu <3
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*forehead kith*
Good afternoon love<3
#edgar answers#mitch<3#snuggling you and sipping on orange juice#cuddling you so hard#ndnsnsmsls#mwahmwah
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tom from eddsworld?! 😱 woah!
(i love him so much hehehe) 💕
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#IT'S NOT SAUCES FAULT WE HAVE THE OFFENSE OF A FUCKING COUGHING BABY#excluding breece and garrett <3 u guys are perfect mwahmwah#this is so hurtful ☹️#hurtful BCS IT'S TRUE!!!!!!!!!!
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GUESS WHO REMEMBERED HOW TO ART
anyways uhhh, what's up slurt 👀
#bmc#be more chill#squip#the squip#suggestive#sol spirals#thank u dani for the patterns <3 mwahmwah#and also coda for having slay designs
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CINNAMONNN and Polaroid for selfship ask game with u and suguru :3333
summy thank you for saving me from the ****** thoughts ….. thank you …………… sugu my angel my only solace on this earth 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
cinnamon <3 - what pet names do they call you? what pet names do you call them?
weeps :((((( summer i’m gonna melt into a puddle just thinking about this ….. i am a firm believer that suguru’s favorites are baby, sweetheart and angel <3 baby and sweetheart are his go-tos, angel is for when he’s feeling sappy . i’m not one for petnames really but i’m so soft for him i think ’baby’ and ’angel’ slip out really often :’3 angel makes him shy LMAO ….
i also think . that when we get married i jokingly call him ’hubby’ :3c (he explodes immediately)
polaroid <3 - what’s your favorite picture of them? what’s their favorite picture of you?
my favorite picture of him ……. impossible to decide. he’s too gorgeous and i love him far too much. probably one where he’s sleeping………. tucked in with messy hair, maybe drooling a little (cute T_T he hates that i have it tho)…… or one where he’s making breakfast in the morning and the sun is streaming in . something like that. i take sneaky pictures of him often but he usually catches me lol …… oh well .
his fav picture of me TAT … i think he would also find it hard to pick one . he has them all saved in his phone and cycles through them when he’s feeling irritated or just misses me sobs ….. i could see his favorite being one that relates to a special memory (us sitting together on a field under the stars back in hs, etc) or just one where i’m completely unguarded. just woken up? maybe …… he’s a big sap !!!!!!!!! 🥹
#sniffle i love him :(((((#kissing you both on the lips#mwahmwah#I HOPE YOU’RE SLEEPING SOUNDLY AND SOFTLY RN ….#am imagining u drooling and going snork mimimi …..#:3c#cute#thank you for the questions beloved <3#ask tag ✩#summer !! ✩#selfshippy stuff ✩
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