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should i expand on my modern day dracula au where jonathan is a vlogger. would anyone care if i made that A Thing
#mutuals is my idea worth it.......#dracula#dracula daily#re dracula#journal#vlogger jonathan harker#<- I could make that the tag if it did become something#jonathan harker
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#sorry ignore this itās post-election venting.#like just completely unproductive doomerism I need to get off my chest#ok real talk I have been feeling so hopeless and dead and depressed since the election.#I hate this country and I donāt think it can be fixed. not meaningfully in my lifetime.#I think I need to leave this place but im not financially able and im a transmasc person in a red state#with unsupportive parents.#Iāve given up hope on the idea that āppl here are generally good and just misled into voting for the worse of the 2 evilsā and know just#feel these people are subhumanly stupid. beyond saving. no hope. they are voids. cesspits. empty headed useless ontologically evil braindead#soulless husks. it is useless to try to reason with them or inform them or convince them of anything. they are lost causes. itās better#to leave this country while they rot in the dying empire They chose to make this bad.#they Want this. they Want fascism. they donāt care about other ppl#they are individualism poisoned Americans with no interest in a better future.#I hate them. I hate Americans. I hate my family. I hate my community.#none of it is worth fighting for anymore. they are lost causes.#the best course of action is to leave. but I canāt so im stuck with these fucking useless morons#so until then I have to rot with them. im stuck in this fucking tar pit of a country#with these fucking tar pits of ppl#illiterate fucking rednecks and functional alcoholic suburbanites. the fucking moldy white bread of humanity#I hope we all die. we deserve this.#useless fucking dnc allergic to winning.#barely coherent braindead voterbase. useless fucking male loneliness truther incels#the world would be better off if this country was fucking nuked off the map.#sorry silly fandom mutuals for being a whiny american. but things r materially going 2 get so much worse for me and my friends next year#project 2025 is terrifying and trump wants to put tariffs on everything which is going to cause prices of everything 2 skyrocket even more#and just knowing ppl are reveling in the āliberal tearsā aka ppl being upset that their lives r about 2 get worse makes my skin crawl#and makes me nauseous. these ppl are not human#they donāt care about Palestine they donāt care about Ukraine they donāt care about Sudan#and they donāt care about trans ppl gay ppl any racial minorities#some of them Are racial minorities and want 2 separate themselves from the ābad onesā#im just fucking disgusted by the ppl here voting against their own interests bc they r fucking dumb and misinformed.
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vashwood week day two- names
#trigun#trigun stampede#oof my art i guess#vashwood#vashwood week#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#this is directly inspired by the one and only time wolfwood calls vash stampede in tristamp#I just think itās so interesting that he chooses to use that nickname in ep 5 to be like thatās a corpse stampede#moments after vash failed to save someone he cared about Again bc it immediately reinforces this idea of vash being a destructive force#and like the fact that his name has been turned against him and made into this like warning almost is so fucked up#like blorbo canāt even call his name his own#which is what makes wolfwood calling him other sillier nicknames so important#it detaches the legend from the person and allows him to just Exist without being labeled by someone#I also think the idea of reciprocity in their dynamic is really fascinating#itās a mutual pining between them For Sure they donāt give much but when they do itās equal exchange#hence the mutual first name basis at the end of my silly lil comic#this took so much time and I put wayyy too much thought into this for a daily prompt Iām like two days behind now but it was Worth It
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#sorry for posting so much today omg but i feel like i owe it to you people#work has just been CRAZY and iām still in one piece hell soā¦..#but things in life are getting better!! iāve kinda been going thru it i wont lie#i hope to update tpg sometime late this month or early next month. sorry my break has been so much longer than anticipated#i didnāt realize how bad the burnout was BUT iāll be back to the story soon with a renewed fire & some#ABSOLUTELY UNHINGED new ideas and plans#itāll be worth the wait i swear#in the meantime if weāre mutuals/friends feel free to ask for my pers IG#iāll try to be online more too!!#thanks ily alllll<3333
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gachiakuta's art style is actually insane
#STYLIZED ART MY BELOVEDDDDDD#THIS IS SO GOOD ARE YOU KIDDING#i heard people talking about this but i had no idea what it was until i saw res's rbs about that guy#and my first reaction was 'ofc u would <3' and the next was 'holy shit ART?????'#mutuals advertising is worth its weight in gold bc now i have no choice but to check this out#im just admiring random manga panels likeeee#the art style actually to me is like a fusion betweeb bnha and tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers Wishes it looked this good holy shit
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Hey. You. Person who either feels like it's the end of the world or is tired of seeing people act like it is
Tell me something you're looking forward to. Big or small. Next week or next year. One thing or lots of things. Anything that reminds you that a lot of things are going to continue as normal.
I'll start. One of my favorite gacha characters is getting her first rerun soon and I'm planning to roll for extra copies of her (f2p so I'm gonna have to get lucky... I had really good luck on her first banner so here's hoping it continues!). The creator of a Youtube series I've been enjoying recently has posted teasers for the next video and it looks really interesting. I'm almost done rereading a favorite VN and might reread its sequel next, or I might play a spinoff game for the first time. The season for padoru icons is approaching and that's lowkey the only Christmas thing I actually care about anymore
#mutuals do this /lh#idk. i see those posts telling people the next step is organizing#and they're right and i support that!#but i do feel it's also worth reminding people in dire situations that life goes on#and speaking for myself i can't really look forward to abstract ideas of 'when things are better'#too vague. my brain doesn't latch onto them#so i focus on small concrete things instead. that's what i find a reason to keep going in#if that makes sense. idk#i feel a little stupid doing this lmao but things like this are always my first instinct to try to help in bad times#i don't have money or anything so good vibes r the best i can do I'm afraid
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i miss. the vibes of the rpc a few years back
#things just felt more. community based#people interacted more w each other on the dash and it felt like people were really there to interact and not just for a follower count#its probably rose colored glasses in a lot of ways bc thats when i was most active so thats when it was most enjoyable but#idk there was just something ab the days where u could have 50 followers and always be interacting w most of them#these days ill get 200 followers and the same 5 mutuals interacting all the time#and like. huge shoutout to them they know who they are but those people make this site worth being on#its just. idk its tiring when a lot of time is spent yelling into the void that is the dash and getting nothing back#and to some extent timezones r to blame and also my lack of writing but its. its not just a lately thing#its been getting worse for years and i think this is really the first time ive ever been like. not active on tumblr?#like im here but a couple of years ago the idea of me having a main blog and barely ever logging in or writing was absurd#i would be online and writing 24/7 if not here then on discord and wire#bc people were always around to interact with and now its just like. oh weve all grown up and become adults and no one has time#for each other anymore and its very. thats life thats how it is but it sucks idk#maybe this is 2 some extent projection also bc thats how things r irl rn but thats just. tahts not important
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Putting out a starter call for Yancy, and keeping it to mutuals only for the time being!
There is a default of a prison setting, but there are other settings too: a parole verse, an I.SWM verse where he's on parole and working as part of the engineering team, and the possibility for crossovers if needed (I have an animated FC for him too!). If there's a particular setting, let me know!
#(remember: this is a sideblog but you don't need to be following the main blog. Just this one.)#(I was debating about a meme but I think a starter call seems more open-ended?)#(starter call)#(only focusing on Y.ancy atm. I don't think it's worth offering the other muses that have survived this blog when I'm still finding my feet#(if you wanna chat about ideas IMs are open; as is the D.iscord if you have it. I won't be giving it out publicly xD)#(also if we had a thread you wanna continue instead please tell me! I'm not finding stuff in my drafts. A tad cluttered xD)#(sorry to non-mutuals. Once I get things up and running I'll open things up more!)
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wait omg yes omg yes you me and shin and the polycule in the same universe, we met through teruteru š i adore it
WE MET THROUGH TERUTERU!!!! I'm shaking you SO violently you're so correct
Did you two date in this AU?? Teruteru is poly and has partners outside of the Ideal Polycule so you could still be dating, but idk if you wanna be mono with Shin... Lemme know about that one
Either way!!! You lamenting to Teruteru that Shin doesn't seem to have anyone to hang out with outside of you and how you'd like him to make more friends and he's instantly like, "Let me introduce him to the two most social people I know" and sets up a double date for all of us!! (Is it still a double date if one of the couples is 4 people?)
Shin still kinda quiet and just letting you do most of the talking but Koro-Sensei and Taishiro canNOT leave this guy alone they know a shy kid when they see one and they will not let him just fade into the background he WILL be the one to answer their questions
We have a good time! We eat good food, go out somewhere and do something Shin would be good at (He's a gamer right? so like maybe an arcade). I feel like Shin and Koro-Sensei would form some sort of friendly rivalry constantly trying to beat the other at any game we all play. They are out for blood in Uno and what not.
Aaaaah that all sounds like so much fun we have Game Nights!! Maybe Shin visits The Hanamura family Diner from time to time just to see Teru and chat, if he and Taishiro's breaks line up maybe they meet up to get lunch together sometimes. ffjdkjgk It's cute it's cute they are friends!!!
#The Ideal Polycule#LOVE TO FINALLY TALK ABOUT THIS CANON OF THE POLYCULE!!!!#THEY ARE FORCING SOCIALIZATION ON SHIN!!! And he has a good time#He and Koro-Sensei duo-queue together#And also have the most intense 1v1s#Rivals!!!#I like the idea of him hanging out with Taishiro just because to Tai Shin is a lot like Tamaki but more a buddy#So he can be a harsher dskfjkkjd#Which is saying a lot because he is VERY harsh to Tamaki his son boy boy son dsfkjdkjfkds#Tai and I are both Bully types we will pick on Shin some. But never too much promise!!#And Taishiro always buys lunch so the ribbing is worth it#Teruteru no hesitation 'Lemme introduce him to some people' the second you mention Shin being kind of isolated#Teruteru is extroverted but These Two. Jesus Christ.#jfsdjgfsjh It's sooooo cute <3#Thanks for indulging me on this Emmy!!! It's a lotta fun to me#More of my friends/mutuals should cough up an F/O or two to make canon to my Ideal Polycule AU#for fun fun
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gonna be a bitch for a second but "ohhh they're FINALLY teaching usamerican kids metric" 1. they've been teaching metric units in usamerican schools for decades because 2. they are the established common units of science that ALL equations are built around because 3. they're technically not metric units, they're SI (systĆØme international) which is the modern standardized form of metric and many units were redefined around standardizations that would allow for their use in these equations (for example, redefining a meter around the distance traveled by light in a set amount of time, or using kelvin rather than celsius). like yeah yeah it's funny to laugh at the usamericans using their weird measurements but if you're gonna act all high and mighty at least know your history
#sorry but im a scientist and a bitch and if you try and use celsius in the ideal gas law youre fucked!!!!#anyways. @ my non usamerican mutuals pls dont bully me i use metric (and SI) daily#also quick edit to say this was spurred by a specific post about SI units where everyone was calling them metric#so i didnt cover the whole weird interplay that metric and SI have in point 3 but the idea still stands#like. did you know that liters is NOT an SI unit? SI doesnt even have a distinct volume unit. just meters cubed#so common practice is still to use liters (or mL or Ī¼L in my case) in many scientific applications#same with celsius - kelvin is great for math! celsius is better for cells. do not switch them#basically all systems of measurement have their own importance and worth#and if you get too weird about them in my presence then i (as someone who converts between them daily) get to be a bitch#i didnt have to learn to convert between mol and mg/mL and %w/v just to not be weird about it back
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First of all, I want to thank you for the april asks idea. This is so lovely, and though I am late to the party, I'll still try to participate every day. The convenient list of ask games is also very thoughtful :) I'll be reblog these, and as a personal rule, I pose (at least) one question of every list to the person I've reblogged from. Therefore, would you mind answering the following:
How long does it take you to fall in love with somebody?Is the sensation of āfalling in loveā or ābeing in loveā better?
Thank you and have a nice day š§”
Oh! You're quite welcome! š
Though boy... stepping right in with the big questions! š®āšØ
Truthfully, I have little confidence that I am in touch with my emotions well enough to actually know the answer to either of them. But I'll give it a go.
How long does it take you to fall in love with somebody?
I don't think I'm really aware of it as it's happening? The only answer I can think of is to glibly paraphrase Hemingway on bankruptcy: slowly, then all at once. The 'slowly' part is what I'm not aware of, and it's happening while I'm getting to know them, while we're talking, while we're exchanging memes and whatever... and then I wake up one day and realize I love this person.
I think certainly it is dependent on some level of interaction with another person - I might feel fondly about some people I've never directly interacted with, but I don't think I could love them. And I think it's also dependent on the amount and the quality of the interaction.
Is the sensation of āfalling in loveā or ābeing in loveā better?
I don't believe they can be quantified in opposition to each other. They're two very different feelings, and they're both absolutely wonderful.
#I could get all clichĆ© and say how one is like a rush of blood to the head#while the other is a warm glow#but I think the truth is more that they are both mutually dependent#you cannot have the latter without the former#and then what is the true worth of the former if it never leads to the latter?#and then there's the idea of... what's that post?#loving someone for years means falling in love with every different iteration of them#so maybe they can both keep happening#that's certainly the dream#does that concept apply to all the different kinds of love?#in the first answer I am addressing more than romantic love#though it applies to that as well#anyway... as mentioned I don't know that I have confidence in my ability to talk about this#between what I see as my lack of emotional self-awareness#and a dearth of experience#plus the always extant anxiety#but thank you for the question#and thank you very much for liking the 'Asks April' idea š#asks
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ok jrwi mutuals! is it worth it to get the patreon for prime defenders and the like?
#jrwi#the reason I ask this is:#1) seeing a bunch of debates about some eeehh jokes but I donāt have context#so I have no idea whether this will bother me#or will just be a once off unfortunate ep#2) I really enjoyed the first 5 eps but I can tell that#biz needs some time to warm into a dm role hahaha#which Iām assuming he does?#3) some of my mutuals are reaaally into f/antasy high#and itās making me intrigued#4) if itās worth it for bitb then Iāll definitely get it#even if itās just for a month or something
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Dear DISGUSTING, VILE classmates I despise the energy we've created in the Zoom call today
#FYM āIF WE COULD EDUCATE THEM NORMALLY THOSE CHILDREN'S LIFE IS WORTH SAVINGā#what the FUCK#(not my irl mutual here he's cool)#and bringing examples and justification from the bible do you have any idea how horrible that is#and that's not even my classmates that's my TEACHER#do you not see these humans as humans#do you not understand these hospitals do not have all the heads of Hamas in them#living with this view of reality is so fundamentally wrong jesus christ#this brainwashing runs so deep to the point i'm wondering of these people are just plain stupid
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#ā§ chatting !#i love that image so much i need to post it everyday. anyways#god i want to get into Another music project or smth of a similar vein but it wld be a Very Bad idea to do so at the moment#however i love bad ideas#the onmy question is what do i get into . . . it either has to be smth w/o like 10yrs+ worth of knowledge unless mutual approved#slash silly#anyways. contemplating . . . stares at my long list of media to get into
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You ever had a friendship where like you kind of faded out of each other's lives for a period of time and then re-bonded without ever really addressing the distance so now every time one of you mentions something you never told the other one during The Dark Time you both just have to be like "yeah, this massive thing that happened to me that we didn't talk about at the time but I totally wanted to tell you about but it felt like I couldn't talk to you but I'm also not gonna say it was your fault because I don't want to drive you away again but I know and you know exactly what it is we're not talking about"
#like. i dont blame her for what happened#she was going through a lot of bullshit and i was getting into my current relationship with our mutual friend#and the mutual friend in question it turns out had rejected her like a month and a half before asking me out#so like. things were weird and i dont blame her for not wanting to make a whole thing out of it#and i also get how it would be hard to see me like that with someone you had interest in#but also from my perspective at the time i started dating a boy i liked and my best friend just decided she couldnt be around me anymore#and even though i now have the full context and it doesnt hurt as badly theres still a part of me carrying resentment over it#ive stopped pretending this is relatable content and now im just using the tags on this post as my diary#like on the one hand i know this friendship is worth it because we're stronger than ever now#and shes gotten so much better about vulnerability and admitting i matter to her and communicating in general#but on the other hand it just keeps feeling like theres this elephant in the room that neither one of us has any idea how to address#and like i dont even know if it would be better if we did address it#like 'hey btw i know you had a crush on my now bf and tried to kiss him one time and then didnt tell me when he shrugged you off'#'i also know how much you tried to pretend it didnt hurt you but you distanced yourself from half your friends to avoid having to face it'#'and at the time it was rly frustrating because you acted like me being happy in a healthy relationship was a personal inconvenience to u'#'but i understand now and i forgive you and im glad you came back around eventually because i love you and i missed you'#or can all of those things just remain unsaid and understood
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been stuck in this circle of hell for weeks thinking about 05,10 parallels(?) . i cant even begin to explain everything i've been cooking (abstractly)
#fully aware this is all in my head but i like to indulge in the idea of mutual beef between them . it would be funny to me#but i guess it's kinda about how milgram has given them both a place of power. and a reason to live essentially. a purpose?#thinks about the t1 timeline conversation they have where they're both like yeah i don't mind milgram#this is nothing but i also find it curious how shidou knows more about law than he probably should + his mention of#ājustice that needs savingā in triage. lol. and ofc the āallow me to extract that fangā line#also forever thinking about how shidou and kazui negotiated a grace period or whatever with kotoko. would love to have been in that room#oh and the possible god-savior complex or smth they both have . lol and lmao#i'm just rambling tbh i don't think there's a Lot here besides the āvibesā but it's worth something. to me
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