#mutuals 💞

[marymccool]

how's wuthering heights

i'm still at the beginning but i like it so far :)

[yourslarry]

So you like my Christmas tag? I’ve got little gem for you 🤭

ohh thank you, love it 😂���� maybe I should print this and use as a christmas tree

🤭 hoping I will find this underneath:

[saywha413]

womp womp

[whim513]

PLEASE 🙏🏼🙏🏼 another thing i don’t see often is veiling options other than hijabs (which is wonderful that they have hijabs!!) but there’s not many kinds which bums me out 💀 I’m usually pretty okay finding a good darker tan which is my skintone in the summer months/when is spend a lot of time outside (shoutout puerto rican blood for that one) but i don’t see a lot of forearm crutches (which i’m working on getting) or earplugs for like sensory issues which means i can’t put in my earplugs that i wear daily and that sucks too. So all rhat yapping to say i would definitely endorse your picrew🙏🏼🙏🏼

maybe atp i should make a picrew thats all inclusive

us poc and those that are disabled need this shit

[tvgals]

you know when you have a gap in ur teeth u would spray water through it…connie would do that after u squirt in his mouth like the menace he is

NAHHHH LMAOOO

personal hc i added in here, we call connie nunu 😋

imagine connie just made you cum atleast three times in a row, this time he’s determined to make you squirt on his face. “nunu…baby, stop!” you cry out, arching your back. connie just giggles into your cunt like a child, almost kicking his feet because you taste so good. “not until you squirt on my face, baby..” he smiles, looking up at you.

with a few more sloppy kisses to your cunt, you squirt with a loud moan, a few cries mixed in there. connie chuckles before he opens his mouth and gulps down the clear stream gushing from your cunt. he saves just enough in his mouth for him to smile, pressing his tongue to the back of his front teeth, your squirt spurting from his mouth, back onto your sopping cunt. you look down at connie with a frown. “con’! why would you do that?” you ask, rolling your eyes.

“sorry.” connie smiles.

[marymccool]

You don't have to answer specifics but a secret sibling?? That's absolutely wild.

yeah it is crazy - i've known her my entire life but i didn't know she was my (half) sister until a couple years ago

[whim513]

@lifemod17 i figured you’d like this!!

SUNSET BOARD SUNSET BOARD SUNSET BOARD

tried to capture the different sunset colors in each row :-) i hope you like it!!!

[yourslarry]

🌺💜SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING 💜🌺

💖 you are wonderful !!! 🌻💋

[ronandreams]

hi darlings! ✨️ happy holidays! ❄️ interacting with you guys has been so much fun this year. i feel closer to a lot of you (especially those i've been mutuals with for 8+ years; you guys are amazing for that). i'm also so grateful for the new mutuals i've made this year (more than usual, yay!). thank you all so much for interacting with my edits, sending me messages, playing tag games with me, and making my dash beautiful. you guys remind me i'm not alone, and there's someone (more than one) who understands me. thank you! 💖 if i've tagged you here, please know i love you, you are wonderful, and you've made at least one person happy (me lol). i'm wishing you the best this holiday. you did an amazing job this year; be proud :) this is part 2 of my original post. i forgot tumblr doesn't allow more than 50 mentions in a post anymore 😅

i hope 2025 will be a better year for us all. you guys deserve the very best 💕mutuals tagged below the cut! ❤️💚❤️💚

@lucybaird ♡ @luucydacus ♡ @magbane ♡ @masiepeters ♡ @misswift ♡ @munsonseds ♡ @mybrightstar ♡ @my-lover ♡ @natromanovs ♡ @neverfindmegone ♡ @nightlock ♡ @nonsensechristmass ♡ @nordstars ♡

@obsessedx ♡ @ohmoriartea ♡ @padme-amidala ♡ @penelope-garcia ♡ @queens-clarke ♡ @riccis ♡ @samwinchcster ♡ @scorpiussmalfoyy ♡ @sherlockig  ♡ @shipmvn ♡ @slyhtherins ♡ @spiteslucanis ♡ @stevebcks ♡ @strikingjann ♡ @sunflowervol6 ♡ @swkywalker ♡ @tayloralison ♡ @teamred ♡ @thepinkscale ♡ @tommensbaratheons ♡ @tonytoponi ♡ @tornadocowboy ♡ @userhalsey ♡ @userlorelai ♡ @visenyatargaryen ♡ @waddinghamhannah ♡ @waxladrian ♡ @22s ♡

[rafesangelita]

happy new year’s everyone <3 so many of you brought me so much joy this year, creating this blog is something i’m so happy i did 🤍 i love all of you so much!! i’m so grateful to my mutuals for making this site such a brighter place, your beautiful faces never fail to bring a smile to my lips. the talent on here is unmatched, thank you for such an amazing year, i can’t wait to see what’s in store this 2025 🎀

[cervinae-canine]

btw i only just realized that you also selfship w scout's ma, that is so real of you.

spy selfshippers

the selfshipper that couldnt resist the allure to older characters

[brutally-loving]

Today is a good day to be alive. I get to think about fictional men and talk to my friends. A very good day, indeed.

[tvgals]

Could you bring back the dad eren fics?, they were so wholesome 😭 maybe something with Reader being pregnant with their second child?

sighhhh i miss my man 😞 (eren jeager)

it was the day of you and eren’s gender reveal for you twos second child. neveah running around with her cousins. you were sliding into a blue dress you’d bought just for the party, eren coming behind you and sliding his arms around your stomach. “i hope it’s a girl…” eren whispers into your neck. you smile at his words, grabbing one of your gold hoop earrings and putting it in your ear.

“i hope it’s a boy, i think ‘veah would have a good time with him.” you smile at the thought of neveah and you two’s new child running around with each other. “whatever it is, i know they’ll be happy n healthy.” eren grins, pressing kisses to the crook of your neck. “you’re so beautiful..” eren smiles, looking up at you. “thank you..” you whisper, kissing the back of his head and walking out of your bathroom.

you walk into the backyard and everyone greets you with hugs and kisses. “mama! when do we know if it’s a boy or a girl?” neveah asks, hugging your stomach. “in about twenty minutes, is that okay with you?” you ask, waddling over to a seat on the patio. “mhm!” neveah smiles, happily skipping away. you sigh and throw your head back, ready to get this party done and over with.

-

you and eren are standing next to each other, a big grin on you two’s faces. you and eren were holding a big balloon, neveah holding the clothes pin steady. eren watches you while you nervously bite your nails. eren presses a kiss to your temple. “it’ll be okay..” eren whispers in your ear. you smile and look over at eren, kissing his lips.

everyone coos and ‘awe’ at you. “time for the reveal!” your mom grins, throwing her hands in the air. “three,” you take a deep breath. “two,” you exhale, shifting on your feet. “one!” she yells. neveah pops the balloon, blue powder flying everywhere. everyone hoots and hollers. you cover your mouth in shock, a cry slipping out. “it’s a boy, baby! can you believe it?” eren smiles, hugging you. <333

[marymccool]

absolutely impeccable url change <3

thank you!!

[sunny-sourzii]

i am LOOKING at you, HELLLOO!!!! i know i already follow you on twitter but HHRHRGRGR YOU'RE SO COOL !!! i love your art alot, and the way you draw sun and moon so much. GGRIPPING YOU AND SHAKING YOU AROUND

THANK YOU!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHJE!!!!!!!!!!!

May you please put me down now I can't breathe/j

[lotus-pear]

Writing a complex character such as Dazai is actually really hard even for people who understand him because he is, as you said, extremely unpredictable. I don't know exactly what to tell you, but I'll try to help a little bit!

The whole thing about Dazai is that he doesn't understand humanity. He understands the basics and why people do what they do because he is analytical and has been studying people's behavior and human connections forever. But he doesn't feel connected with humanity and empathy the same way other people do. He perceives others from like, the other side of a barrier. He studies them carefully. Manages to care about them deeply sometimes. Even deeper when they're able to see him and get to him (Odasaku, Atsushi, Chuuya, the whole agency in fact means something to him). But there's always this layer of disconnection and apathy and emptiness he doesn't know how to get rid of. It's like he cares, but he actually doesn't because he rationalizes everything and turns it into a game of chess, more or less? And I think that frustrates him. He isn't used to caring about people because he doesn't understand them, but he takes an interest in the people he finds amusing to study and once he cares deeply, they're taken away from him (that's why he mourns and regrets Oda's death so much. He feels like the world takes everything away from him the second he manages to feel human). Hence the whole thing about not feeling human (amongst other things). He cares and yet he is realistic. He has regrets and suffers and feels pain and he can care about others (ignore all the people who keep portraying him as an emotionless monster, please) but he doesn't drown in self-pity when it comes to all the people he has killed and his past because he can rationalize that. It was another era. He has moved on. And if it's for the greater good of the mission or his journey to find something to live for, he doesn't care how many random people he has to kill (when he was younger he valued other people's lives way less, of course. Now that has changed because his apathy is something he doesn't turn into cruelty and instead uses to rationalize plans and help the world and the agency. Basically, when he was part of the mafia it was kind of "I don't give a fuck about random people" because he genuinely didn't feel anything for them, but now, even if he doesn't genuinely care for them, he protects even random people because that's what the image of kindness Oda had planned for him). Oda tells him that, if the good side and the bad one are the same and he hasn't found anything to live for yet, why not help the world while he's at it? And it's such a beautiful thought because Dazai has this issue with understanding humanity and making bonds. But he understands, now more than ever after Oda's death, what living and killing means. He might not actually care that much for society and its well-being, but maybe he can find something to live for in the light more than he would in the darkness. He keeps wanting to kill himself, right? He keeps trying. But he doesn't actually want to. It's common sense. If he truly wanted to, he already would've done it. "I don't like pain" is the most common thing to say when you don't actually want to do it. I think that, unlike Nikolai, who actually craves to die as a representation of freedom, Dazai only wants to keep trying and trying to find a reason for living. Chuuya was that thing when he was in the Mafia. Chuuya and Oda, because Chuuya is quite literally his soulmate (in the sense of bringing amusement to his life and also making him feel human, as his ability is the only thing that can help Chuuya. And also Chuuya not being human but being the most empathetic and emotional of all the people Dazai has met in the mafia) and Oda was the first one to actually understand him and see him for who he is, something I don't think he'll ever find again and that's why Oda's death fucked him up so bad. He found a place to belong and somebody to live for, and then he dies and leaves him alone? It's not fair, but he'll try to fight for good and live in the light if that's what Oda wanted for him. As if Oda knew him better than he knows himself because I also think he has a hard time with his own perception and personality.

In simpler words: Dazai has a hard time understanding humanity because he feels disconnected from it by a layer of apathy and the fact that he doesn't understand basic human needs/actions because he doesn't share them. One of the things that makes us human is desires, right? Wanting. Loving. Longing. Dazai rejects all of that because he doesn't know what he wants and nothing he tries ends up making him feel whole. In "No Longer Human", actually, you can read things like "It is almost impossible for me to converse with other people" and "I have never known what it means to be hungry / Eat or die, the saying goes, but to my ears, it sounded like just one more unpleasant threat". So he isn't a monster, his brain just functions in a different way. He sees everything. Analyzes every little thing. He's smarter than everybody else and he's aware of that, but he feels lonely there and only wants somebody to understand or something to fight for. Oda gave him both things, and the agency gave him a reason to keep going because he genuinely cares about doing good and keeping them safe. I don't think Dazai's journey has ended, because he still fights against.... So many things with himself. His past. His future. His desires. But at least now he has a thing to enjoy and bring him happiness. His constant act of being "silly" isn't that much of a facade. I mean, I think it is because if he acts like a clown, nobody will ever see the true self he hides. But I think he ends up having fun with the agency and annoying Chuuya because he sees them respond to his behavior and he finds it amusing. I think being extremely smart and lonely and tormented can coexist with being fun sometimes.

As per writing in his POV.... It depends on what you want to write, really. I think his brain functions differently depending on his mood. I guess the most important thing is to keep in mind his surroundings because he's always hyperaware of every little thing. But it frustrates him not knowing how he's feeling or not understanding what he actually truly needs, often focusing on others instead of looking into himself, because every time he does, he only finds himself empty and craving for something he doesn't know what it is. In his worst moments, I think it's quite obvious he tries to fix things with distractions and impulsive actions like substance abuse. In his more analytical moments, it's when he becomes more apathetic and sees the world as his game of chess and people as only pawns. He knows he's human, he just doesn't feel like it. Fyodor has a sense of superiority Dazai doesn't share. He's smarter because his brain functions differently, but he is no God. He is no entity. He analyzes from the POV of somebody external to humanity but knowing quite well he isn't God. And when he's having genuine fun and feeling some type of care/love? I think he's grateful. The emptiness is always there, though. Always haunting him. In the back of his brain. But he sees hope in Atsushi and a place to keep his promise in the agency and maybe fulfill his heart. He might always have a fucked up perception of himself, but at least he's aware that doing the right thing fills the hole in his chest more than tormenting others. As I said, he likes it there (and Chuuya) because it makes him experience humanity even if he keeps telling himself he isn't human (No Longer Human quote: "You miss her, don't you?" / "Yes." / "That's human nature, I guess").

I don't know if I helped you?? I think it's a bit of a mess, sorry 😭 It's like 3am and I don't know if what I said makes any sense, but I really hope I was able to help you!

holy FUCK it took me fifteen minutes to read all of this and i'm glad i did because this is the most succinct and articulate analysis i have ever seen of dazai's underlying nature and his ambitions in relevance to the plot OP I THINK IF ASIGIRI CANT WRITE ANYMORE YOU SHOULD TAKE OVER BSD MANGA BC I THINK U UNDERSTAND DAZAI BETTER THAN HE DOES SOMETIMES TBH💀💀 aaaa jkjk i digress you were so real for bringing up the yozo/dazai parallels bc there's genuinely so many and if i still had my fucking BOOK :side eye: i could go through the intricate and profound commentary i left in the margins but alas my dear friend insists on keeping it longer. there's nothing more i can say on this topic bc i agree w you on everything wholeheartedly i think you deserve a scholarship to harvard or smth bc god DAMN you would slay as a lit or lang major