if anyone needs me I'm face down on the carpet in floods thanks to the video of Lando looking back at his time with McLaren in honour of his 100th race
"I remember pretty much every second of my first podium"
when he watches the Monza clip, the sheer level of fondness on his face "I'm very much a team guy, so I think moments like this make it even more enjoyable, and seeing the team develop and go from where we were many years ago, to these moments makes it way more special"
"the British Grand Prix is the highlight of it all, all the fans, people wearing your t-shirts, you know that's the stuff you kind of dream of"
"probably started off as one of our worst seasons, 2023, but uh turning, and has turned into one of our best"
"100 races and I don't know how many podiums, 10?" ~ "11 podiums?! I've surprised myself"
this last bit hits especially hard, especially in the face of last year with all the doubt, people questioning his choice to sign such a long contract, does he not think about offers from bigger/better teams, but no. McLaren is his team, is his home, he wants everything with them because he loves the team so much
SO i'm not sure what to write here exactly, but yeah!! a quick impulsive little fanart of a character in @noverturemusings's fanfic: In the face of your light. which utterly RUINED me and everyone and their dog should go and read it. i am holding you at gunpoint
okay note to self never watch those five episodes in one go ever again unless you're ready to sob your fucking eyes out and have a (quite cathartic, admittedly) panic attack
thinking very hard about eggstra work for chill season, i just have the strangest feeling that it'll have a charger + blaster in the line-up and that it'll coincide with reload's release just to laugh at me....
Yeah I'm sure the manga vers of My Happy Marriage is good and all, but it doesn't have the soft music that swells in intensity when Kiyoka sees what's been done to Miyo from "Determination and Thunder"
I've been feeling extremely depressed this week, but I kid you not kuroo's bday is bringing me back to life today so if you see me going a bit wild on the dash, don't mind me <3
strike week has just ended, which is why I haven't been posting anything, but I have to immediately echo the words of Daniel Howell from the we're all doomed premier
u playing apex cause u can't handle seeing smokes face in r6s?
(/lh)
i can assure u it is not that i promise, i am the first person to go "IS THAT SMOKE- guys im gonna kill smoke" then crying about it when the smoke on the other team kills me-
no. fuck. listen, fuck disney for real but I am currently crying bc I tiktok showed me a video of the walt disney animation research library and just oh my god