#morning blathering

[retroautomaton]

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[casscharmiel]

I, personally, cannot see Frost and Gricko being in a romantic relationship. They seem more like brothers to me, and Gricko is a VERY STRAIGHT MAN!! Did you see how he reacted to the King??? Everyone else was having a Gay Panic(TM) and he was unfased. Like????

[plusultraetc]

Actually for real this time!! I’m going to be reading the manga starting with volume 1 (bc what better time to start than the week it ended lol). Would anyone be interested in doing some kind of book club/buddy read? Either way I’ll be using liza reads mha as the tag for reactions etc on this blog, bc I can’t NOT blab. There’s like a legal requirement about it.

[shaydh]

woke up at a reasonable hour and idk what to do with all this extra time

[kudzucataclysm]

do i really need to play through the entirety of raft for the 40 thousandth time. no. no i do not

[kjack89]

Taylor really was out here like, damn, kjack hasn’t written E/R in awhile, better get that bitch some motivation 😭

[g4yr4t]

that's literally just regular transphobia you dork

[persimnon]

hey uh. what do i do now

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

feeling weird mixed feelings atm and I can't really logic them away, ig? on the one hand I'm completely apathetic about it. on the other hand there's a part of me that's absolutely horrified that I could do something like that. the fact that it's still a consistent low-level pain the whole time also doesn't help. anyway those kinds of thoughts are then making me want to harm again to cope with them but also a) it's manageable and b) I currently have a deep horror of self-inflicted pain after the last few days apparently.

[huidol]

29 49 :]

29 Does it take you a long time to make decisions?  yes oh my god. it literally takes me 5 minutes to figure out if I want to send a 5 word message in the gc. where my friends are. i overthink ^-^

49 What does your last text say?  "okey dokey" :] exactly an hour ago holy shit that's crazy

[johnnyutah]

why is it called sawtember and not zeptember. come on gang

[nocontextlestat]

WHAT?! It's morning! I lost time. Things got a little heated— With a boy! Things got heated with a boy. I was at home picking lint off the sofa! I said to join us! The night's gone. The room's soiled and once again, I'm here with mop and mindlessness to clean it up. So the room got dirty, so what? I'll clean it up. No, I clean it up! You make the mess and I clean it up! Mark it on the calendar, align it with Ursa Major. Louis' tri-annual FUCK OFF and find me with apologies to follow. I'm sorry. SEEK comfort in the arms of lowlifes and unfortunates, and broken children, fine. Oh, fine! The fine that doesn't sound fine— But REVEALING our nature to a reporter you met in a bar ten hours ago? What if it was published? I was having some fun! You don't have enough to fear from Paris? I was in the middle of ending things, when YOU— YOU'D have been passed out on the floor next to him, Louis! Out on your feet from the drugs you stuffed him with! Oh, this is boring! You're boring! YOU ARE SO BORING! And here come the drugs. Colorless. Up the fangs, down the throat. Flavorless. Dull! Into the heart and off with the fingers, feet. Dull! Dull nights! And wallowing brain. Dull weeks, dull months, DULL AS FUCK! Suffocation by the world's softest, beige-est pillow! The ten hours I spent with that boy were more exciting, more FASCINATING, than DECADES with YOU! Oh, there it is! The half-blank, half-apocalyptic look! But what does it mean tonight, huh? Does he want to lick my boots or chop my hands off? Is it the gremlin or the good nurse tonight? Huh? Okay. Okay, perhaps. But am I as boring as the blather committed onto the ferric tapes of your fascinating boy? "Oh, it's so, so hard to be me." "Picking lint off the sofa?!" "It's so hard to kill humans." "I can feel their feelings as I drain them." You sat on your hands and put your ear to the wind. "Everyone I know wronged me." Okay. Okay, let's wake the boy up and let's try you. "I'm the vampire Armand and my daddy vampire groomed me into a little BITCH!" "My brother he tossed himself off a roof!" "Vampires who murdered my daddy made me pretend I didn't have a dick for 240 years." "My sister buried me alive. My daughter was my sister was my throw pillow. Well, he wouldn't look at me kindly. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat. Lestat." I talked shit about him the whole time. So what?! THE NAME!! The name! Unuttered in our home for 23 years, said over and over again until it was pounding in my brain like a hammer. Our problems aren't about him. And you threw her name around just for cover, but it always circled back to him. I loved her. But SHE didn't love YOU. Not like he did, not like I have. I know. I know! Yes! I know. Thank you for saying it. It's all creeping back. Paris and the, uh, what, what, what? But there's... all of it coming back. There's, uh, Paris. Paris. Can you hear that? Can you hear that, hm? Can you hear her? She's calling me.

[plusultraetc]

OKAY SO I did the playlist thing!! on a new spotify account so the MHA stuff is not lost in the mire of my many, many, many oc playlists. It took me almost a year to think of this solution. Like hello.

rn this playlist is mostly songs from the tunes tag w a couple of others sprinkled in, but I’ll keep adding to it over time, as well as remaking my character playlists and sharing them here. I'll also probably make more wip playlists bc I’ve made three and they’re really fun! ANYWAY besties who asked for the emic song recs on a convenient playlist, here ya go <3

[shaydh]

obsessed with marzipan romance, i am thinking about him

[kudzucataclysm]

thinkin abt ocs ive never shared with anyone yet…

[sailorsun546]

How was everyone's celestial event, was the celestial event fun?