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Had an interview on Monday after turning down a different position Last monday, and i thought the interview went really well.
Apparently i was right bc I GOT THE JOB I GOT THE JOB I START IN TWO WEEKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#THIS ONE PAYS ALMOST DOUBLE OF THE ONE I HAD TO UN-ACCEPT#(bc it didnt pay me enough to live lol)#the new job.. its not in my âfield of studyâ technically#But! Iâve been working in pharmacy for five years and have a minor in chemistry#which apparently means smth to these ppl bc!!#it got me FIVE DOLLARS AN HOUR ABOVE THE STARTING SALARY#THATS SIX MORE DOLLARS THAN IM MAKING NOW#AND ILL GET ANOTHER RAISE WHEN I GET MY CERTIFICATION IN A FEW MONTHS#IâLL BE MAKING ENOUGH TO GET MY OWN APARTMENT#IM GONNA MOVE OUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#god i hope this job doesnt end up sucking ass !!!!!#if ppl are curious about the details of this whole Ordeal actually Iâll make a post lmao#the past eight months have been batshit insane#up to something#im so excited askjldfkj
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Why is my mother sending me this job listing
#do I want it? desperately#is it more than double my current salary which I would fucking KILL to have? yeah#does she KNOW I don't have a fucking degree? YEAH#SHE DOES#this is the second job in as many weeks she has told me about that she knows I'm unqualified for#no one cares how much experience I have if I don't have a piece of paper!#URGH#ash.txt#man how long has it been since I was last workposting it's shit here fr I'm overdue
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What the hell
#I just answered a phone call because I wasn't sure if it was the new job or not#and it was another recruiter calling me about a hybrid job with a starting salary $10K more than the one I've accepted#(and still do not have a start date for)#but the location of this job is much further than the one I've accepted... like more than double the commute time#but if it's accessible by the commuter train... and hybrid... and $10k more...#there's no point getting my hopes up but I'm intrigued for sure
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currently thinking about bakugo âitâs not that deepâ katsuki.
katsukiâs got a temper that makes him more chalant than not, but when it comes to everything else the blonde is relativelyâŠunreactive. itâs not like he tries to be that way, he just has to be. when youâre surrounded by idiots like denki & sero on a daily basis, you eventually learn to choose your fucks & allocate them wisely.
âbakugo, class 1-Bâs been hogging the hero equipmentâhow do we train now ?â
âitâs never that deep, tape face. just go later yâdumbassâ
âbakubro, i think my situationship just blocked meââ
âliterally just move on. really not that serious.â
the phrase has practically become katsukiâs signature one liner. so itâs a shock when his friends make you realize youâve never actually heard the words from his lips.
âkatsuki ? and nonchalant ? in the same sentence ? you must be joking.â
mina & sero are watching outer banks with your laptop while denki & kiri glance at each other in confusion. âyouâre serious? heâs never said stuff like that to you ?â
âlike ever?â
ânever.â you run a brush through your hair. âthough i guess i could imagine him talking to you guys that way.â
âdouble standards go crazyâ mina mumbles. âreal.â
âno, guysâall hope is not lost. it could be that y/n is really rational so he never has to say it, you feel me ?â
you scoff, but denki keeps talking, âwe can test this out. just get y/n to act really dramatic and see how bakugo reacts.â
sero pauses the episode, ignoring the scowl that graces minaâs lips. âfifty bucks there really is a double standard and bakugo wonât act all nonchalant.â
âfifty bucks ? thatâs half my salary!â
ânot my fault you work at mcdonaldâs dawg. you guys in or what ?â
kiriâs quick to strike the deal on kaminariâs behalf. denkiâs about to protest when the fiery blond walks in.
âdisgusting. why are you all sitting around like degenerates? not you baby.â
âwhat happened to âhello, how are you?ââ
âhi âsuki.â you purr, ignoring sero. katsuki dips his head to peck your lips, a quiet âhey prettyâ mumbled into your cheek.
sero snaps his fingers at the display of affection. âexcuse me? in front of my obx?â
âthe one youâre watching with my netflix subscription?â bakugo snaps the laptop shut and mina protests with a mouth full of popcorn. youâre about to playfully defend the duo when kirishima nudges your elbow. he cocks his head towards bakugo and you understand immediately.
âkatsuki,â you tug at the hem of your boyfriendâs sleeve & look into his eyes with the most tender expression you can muster. âiâm out of lipliner.â
âokay ?â
you hear a snort and you know itâs from sero.
âthereâs nothing âokayâ about it âsuki. i need a new one or else iâll literally die.â
bakugoâs brows knit in confusion. âis this your way of begging me for money?â he begins to dig at his wallet and you swat his arm away.
âbeg is insane.â
âi donât need your money.â you snap. âi need my lipliner. nowâ
âjust orderââ ânow.â
âwhat do you mean now? itâs almost nine pm, where the fuck are you going ?â
ânowhere. i just need it.â
âdo you have a fever ?â âkatsuki!â
âi need it now âsuki,â you hug your arms around his body and place your chin on his chest. âif i donât get it right now iâm literally gonna cry.â
your lips jut into a pout. you can tell heâs about to protest so you take his palm into your own. âitâs not thatâfuck. whatever. where the hell are my keys ?â
he gently nudges you off him before grabbing the car keys off the front table, a string of grumbles leaving his lips as he sets out on the side quest regardless. he shuts the door behind him & suddenly the room buzzes back to life.
ây/n your pussy cannot be that good.â
âliterally what iâm saying bro.â
âho did you use rose quartz on him ??â
âi always knew you were a witch for real.â
âthis whole interaction just piss me off.â
âiâm going home. denki and kiri, you owe me fifty bucks each.â
âEACH ?â
( bonus )
itâs nearly half an hour later & katsuki isnât back so youâre starting to get worried. sero and the gang have already left, leaving you to deal with the growing anxiety by yourself. you finally decided to text your boyfriend only to find heâs sent you several messages already:

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Doctor's Orders | [Wriothesley x Reader]
Summary: âSimply put, the Duke needs to have sexual intercourse to relieve his tension. After watching the two of you and seeing you interact on both physical and intellectual levels, I determined that you would be ideal partners for each other. So, I invited the both of you to partake in an aphrodisiac made from the herbs you gathered for me.â In which a simple tea time turns heated, and you get caught up in the consequence of Wriothesley not listening to his doctor. Content: Smut, Consensual Sex, Oral Sex, Aphrodisiacs, fem!reader Word Count: 7.9k
Sigewinne is evil.
You would have never suspected that such a tiny, cute body could contain so much malevolence. (Although, Sigewinne would personally argue that youâre confused, and that the word youâre looking for is actually benevolence. But, you digress.)
It all starts a few weeks into your employment at the Fortress of Meropide.
Youâd spotted a job listing for a âpersonal assistantâ in passing one day, and had immediately become interested thanks to the very generous salary listed on the paper. Seeing the job was located in Fontaineâs unofficial prison had, of course, caused you to have some second thoughts about applying, but at the end of the day, money is money.
Which is how youâd found yourself down on the ocean floor, waiting with a few other candidates outside the Dukeâs office.
Youâd be lying if you said that you werenât nervousâwaiting there to meet the head honcho of the prison. That when he stepped out to call you inside for your interviewâall tall and beefy and scarredâyour heart didnât nervously flutter inside your chest.
âŠbut to your surprise, heâs actually much softer than he appears.
âSo,â he says, sitting down across from you at his desk. He folds his arms and smiles at you. âWhy should I hire you? â
Having been through this process before, you had immediately rattled off your qualifications and experiences. A few of which Wriothesley had proceeded to comment on and inquire about further. But it wasnât until he askedâ
âWhat benefit will I receive from picking you specifically?â
And youâd responded withâ
âErrand girl.â
âWhat?â
âI can run errands for you. Iâm sure the guards can be slow, going back and forth. But if youâre my direct employer, I can do whatever you want. Drop documents off, check in on thingsâŠpick up more tea.â
âthat Wriothesley finally makes up his mind.
âHmm. Very convincing.â
The next day, you receive a letter with the terms of your employment, and your official start date.
So, since then, youâve been working for Wriothesley. Which is actually kind ofâŠnice.
Your job mostly consists of going back and forth between the prison and the surface, so that Wriothesley can stay in the Fortress and better monitor his domain. The autonomy the job grants you is very rewarding, and in the same breath, Wriothesley also feels rewarded by how you take care of things without him needing to ask more than once.
Safe to say, the two of you get along.
âŠwhich Sigewinne notices.
You, of course, meet Sigewinne on your first day. Wriothesley makes a point of introducing you and showing you where the nurseâs office is located, in case you get hurt, or need to drop something off.
The human-like melusine enthusiastically welcomes you, and, at first, you see her asâŠsomeone sweet, and caring. A treasure of the prison.
However, over time, your opinion of her slowly starts to change.
Because she keeps looking at you. Specifically, whenever youâre standing next to Wriothesley.
âWhy is she doing that?â you ask him one day, nudging him gently with your elbow. He immediately looks up from his meal, over to where Sigewinne is waiting in the lunch line, her pink eyes boring into you.
âSheâs probably just double checking that youâre healthy,â Wriothesley responds, paying her no mind. âI often catch her staring at me, too. You must be growing on her.â
Despite his reassuring words, you canât help but feel a littleâŠput offâŠby the look in her eyes. Like sheâs plotting something.
The second weird thing you notice is when you walk into the infirmary to drop off some herbs sheâd asked for, and find her drawing. At first, you assume sheâs doodling, since she seems kid-like a lot of the time.
But instead, when you lean over her shoulder and look, you see that sheâs writing words. A big, black âDO NOT DISTURBâ...with pink hearts and a few flowers drawn around it.
âWhatâs that for?â you ask her, forcing a smile.
âOh! Itâs just for a project Iâm working on,â she responds, swiveling in her chair to face you. She happily kicks her feet, her eyes darting to the herbs youâre carrying with you.
âAh, are those what I asked for? Thank you!â
You hand her the small bundle of dried flowers and grasses, watching as she immediately turns and places them on her desk next to some string, and cheesecloth.
âYouâre welcome,â you respond, taking a small step backwards. âIf thatâs all, Iâll keep working on the rest of the tasks on my listââ
âWait,â she says, grabbing your wrist. You instantly freeze, your eyes going wide as you turn back to face her. Thereâs a serious look on her face.
âHow do you feel about Wriothesley?â
Her question makes your heart skipâheat rising on your skin.
âWhat?â
She doesnât bother elaborating or giving you context, just waits for you to respond. You cough a little, feeling awkward, and wondering what kind of answer sheâs looking for.
âWellâŠI mean. I think heâs a good boss. Heâs friendly, and devoted to his job. He runs the prison well.â
Sigewinne nods, but doesnât comment. Just keepsâŠstaring.
Feeling pressured, you force yourself to think of more to say.
âUmâŠheâs deserving of his title and the respect he garners. IâŠenjoy speaking with him? Like when he invites me to partake in tea breaks. I dunnoâŠhe just kinda reminds me of a big, fluffy puppy. He looks scary but heâs actually prettyâŠcute, yâknow?â
Finally, Sigewinne smiles. She takes your hand in her tiny ones, giving it a squeeze.
âThank you for answering my question. You can go now.â
You blink at her dumbly, but nonetheless excuse yourself from the room.
Two days later, Wriothesley invites you to his office for tea. And to your surprise, when you walk in, you find Sigewinne waiting there as well.
âThank you for coming!â she says as you enter the room. You flash her a smile, taking a seat in one of the open chairs around the table.
âOf course!â
âSigewinne has a tea she wants us both to try,â Wriothesley explains, a fond look in his eyes as he watches the resident nurse flit aroundâpouring hot water into the teacups that have been set out.
You nod.
âI see.â
âAlthough, I donât know why you wonât just steep the tea in the pot,â Wriothesley complains to her, just as Sigewinne places individual tea bags in each cup. âAre we not all being served the same tea?â
She cutely huffs.
âFor your information, no we are not. Your and Y/Nâs tea is unique.â
âOh?â Wriothesley leans forward to look into the teacups as the colors from the herbs begin to bleed into the water. âWhatâs so unique about it?â
âYouâll see,â she responds with a playful look, one that causes Wriothesley to amusedly raise his eyebrows. However, he doesnât say anything moreâsimply waiting for the tea to appropriately steep.
â...are you using the herbs I brought you?â
You canât help but notice the smell wafting from the cup in front of you is a little familiar. Sigewinne nods.
âWow! Iâm surprised you noticed.â
âAh, so this must be the reason you wanted me to lend you Y/N for a task the other day,â Wriothesley chimes in, his icy blue eyes once again shifting to Sigewinne.Â
âDo I get to know what herbs you requested Y/N to bring you, exactly?â
The resident nurse shakes her head, quietly laughing when Wriothesley sighs and deflates back into his chair.Â
âItâs meant to be a surprise! I want to see what you think about the taste without knowing the ingredients.â
âI suppose thatâs fair.â
Folding your hands on your lap, the office descends into silence for a brief moment, the three of you intently watching the teacups in front of you. Then, Sigewinne finally claps her hands and declaresâ
âOkay, theyâve steeped long enough. Go ahead!â
âFinally,â Wriothesley happily mumbles, reaching forward to pick up the pristine little plate on which his cup of tea resides. He brings the cup to his nose, inhaling deeply, and then takes a tentative sip.
âHmmâŠâ
He frowns, his brows pinching as he tries to discern the flavors heâs tasting.Â
Curiosity getting the better of you, you take a sip from your own cupâwincing as the hot liquid accidentally burns your tongue.
âSo?â Sigewinne prompts, staring excitedly between the two of you.
âItâsâŠpleasant,â you respond, clearly not as big of a tea connoisseur as the Duke. âIt has a hint of sweetness.â
âIt tastes like a Rainbow Rose smells,â Wriothesley adds, taking another sip. His gaze slides to you. âDid you pick some for her?â
You shake your head.
âNo, I didnât. OrâŠat least I didnât pick any fresh ones. I did go to a vendor and purchase something in a bottle that looked like crushed, pink dust.â
Sigewinne cutely laughs.Â
âAs expected of you, Your Grace. Yes, one of the ingredients is dried Rainbow Rose petals. Do you like it?â
Wriothesley makes a pleased sound.
âI do. The taste is light, but pleasantâlike Y/N said.â
âGood! I want both of you to drink up.âÂ
Sigewinne finally picks up her own tea, and you canât help but notice the difference in color when compared to yours and Wriothesleyâs. She really is drinking something differentâŠbut why?
âAye aye, captain,â Wriothesley responds, which makes Sigewinne laugh. You smile at the cute interaction between them, and have some more of your tea as well.
Together, the three of you engage in friendly conversationâcatching up about recent topics while indulging in tea and a few different snacks that Wriothesley had pulled out for the occasion. As you drink, you canât help but notice you feelâŠwarm. A heat that spreads out from your stomach, and slowly creeps into your limbs.
Youâve never felt this way before butâŠmaybe the tea is just extra hot today?Â
You glance up to Wriothesley and notice that heâs a little flushed as well. Which isâŠreassuring? You think. Since youâre obviously not the only one affected.
âOh! Y/N!âÂ
Sigewinneâs sudden call of your name draws you from your thoughts, and you look over at her. She smiles.
âI forgot to ask, but are you dating anyone?â
âSigewinne,â Wriothesley gently scolds. He leans forward and sets his teacup on the table, the cup now empty.
His tone practically says âItâs not appropriate to ask questions like thatâ without actually saying it. Sigewinne pouts.
âAww, câmon. Weâre all friends here! I wouldnât ask otherwise.â
Hearing that the melusine considers you to be a friend, you decide to grace her with an answerâignoring the tingling of the taste buds on your tongue.
âNo, I am not seeing anyone,â you inform her with a polite smile. Sigewinne nods happily at your answer, which makes your smile waver.
Is she happy youâre single?? Ouch.
âOkay, good,â she says. âIâd feel a little bad, otherwise.â
You blink in confusion at her words, watching her as she pops off her chair and heads towards the door. Wriothesley raises an eyebrow at her.
Thereâs sweat beading on his brow.
âWhere are you going?â
âAway,â she responds. âTo give you two some privacy.â
You and Wriothesley glance at each other, mirroring each otherâs confusion.
Your tummy starts to ache.
âWhy are you leaving us alone, exactly?â
Stopping just in front of the office doors, Sigewinne turns on her heel to face the two of you. Thereâs a smug grin on her face.Â
âThis is what happens when you donât follow doctorâs orders.â
You frown, raising a hand to your chest, wondering why your heart is suddenly racing.Â
Whatâs this about doctorâs orders?
You glance over at WriothesleyâŠonly to see that heâs frozen in shockâhis eyes wide with realization.
His pants feel too tight.
âSigewinne, you did notââ
Thereâs an edge to his voice when he speaks, his eyes narrowing. He plants his feet on the floor and prepares to stand and confront her, but before he can blink, Sigewinne has drawn her pistolâa tranquilizing bullet hitting him square in the chest, where a little patch of skin is showing.Â
He makes a noise of surprise, and quickly flops back into his chair to avoid falling on the floorâhis limbs immediately going numb.
âSigewinne!â you gasp. Youâre not sure whatâs going on, but the fact that sheâd just shot Wriothesley isâŠ
âItâs okay,â she says with a little sigh. âThe effect will wear off in a few minutes. AndâŠIâm sorry I scared you. Let me explainâŠâ
She holsters her gun and smiles at you, trying to calm you down.
âAs the nurse of the Fortress of Meropide, it is my duty to look after all residents, including Your Grace. And over the last few months, Iâve noticed him becoming moreâŠÂ irritable.â
âSigewinneâŠ,â Wriothesley mumbles, but the girl waves him off.
âAfter observing him for a while, I realized that his stress levels were getting high. And as his doctor, I recommended him a way to manage his stress, but he refused. He insisted tea was enough to soothe his nerves, but thatâs simply not true. SoâŠwhen you started working here, and I saw how well the two of you were getting along, IâŠgot an idea.â
Sigewinne glances over at Wriothesley, noticing how heâs begun to shift his boots against the floor.Â
Her tranquilizers wonât be in effect much longer. They never work as well on people Wriothesleyâs sizeâŠ
So, she decides to cut to the chase.
Reaching into her pocket, Sigewinne pulls out the DO NOT DISTURB sign youâd seen her making the other day. She holds it in front of her, and beams at you.
âSimply put, the Duke needs to have sexual intercourse to relieve his tension. After watching the two of you and seeing you interact on both physical and intellectual levels, I determined that you would be ideal partners for each other. So, I invited the both of you to partake in an aphrodisiac made from the herbs you gathered for me.â
âYouâŠyou drugged us?â you gape, completely thrown by everything sheâs just told you. She immediately gets defensive, her cheeks puffing.
âI medicated you,â she corrects. âAnd in the end, Iâm only acting as a doctor. This all could have been avoided if Your Grace had just taken care of his own needs, as Iâd insisted. Since he didnât, I could only logically assume it's because itâs his preference to have a partner, rather than going at it solo. So, if you want to blame anyone for this, please blame him.â
âSigewinneââÂ
Gripping the arms of his chair, Wriothesley breathes out a heavy sigh and begins to push himself up. You canât help but notice his face is much redder now, and youâre not sure if itâs from embarrassment, the effects of the drugs, or both.
Seeing that Wriothesley has nearly regained his strength, Sigewinne hurries to exit his office.
âAnyway! The effects of the tea should wear off in a few hours, but only if you relieve yourselves. Otherwise, it will last much longer. So I suggest you let loose and indulge yourselves. You like each other! Enjoy this time!â
Wriothesley opens his mouth to say something, but his words catch in his throat the second Sigewinne opens his office door. He doesnât want anyone outside of his office walls to hear him or know whatâs going on.
âIâll hang this sign on the door,â Sigewinne continues, her voice hushing. âSo no one comes in while you two areâŠbusy. Just remove it once youâre done, okay? Have fun!â
With a supportive little fist pump, Sigewinne then closes the door, leaving you and Wriothesley alone.
A few long beats of silence pass, then Wriothesley finally sighs.
"IâŠapologize for this. I never meant for you to get roped in."
You turn to look at him, only to find that he's standing with his back to you, his hand raising to rub at the back of his head.
You can see his muscles flexing as he does so, and you hate to admit that it causes the heat inside you to grow.
"It'sâŠnot your fault," you respond, laughing a little awkwardly. "I doubt it's easy to follow directions when your doctor tells you to jack off to rectify your hardass-ness."
Wriothesley glances at you over his shoulder.
"Have I been acting like a hardass?"
"You've been a little snippy at times," you tell him, smoothing your sweaty palms down your legs. Seriously, your clothes are starting to make you feel claustrophobicâŠ
"Not to me, specifically. But I've noticed it towards some of the prison residents."
"Shit," he sighs, rubbing his temples. You continue to watch him, your eyes wandering the expanse of his back. For a second, you don't understand why he won't face you. Then it clicks.
"...are youâŠhard? Is that why you're not turning around?"
"It'sâŠpretty bad," Wriothesley admits, his shoulder sagging in defeat. "I don't know what all was in that tea butâŠas an aphrodisiac, it's doing its job."
"YeahâŠ," you agree, swallowing heavily. You can feel wet arousal pooling on the fabric of your panties. His office has also started to feel like a sauna, but you're not sure if it's the air that's hot, or your body.
However, you're still not willing to breach the topic of "relief" with him. You haven't reached that level of desperationâŠyet .
So, you think of something else to carry the conversation in the meantime.
"SoâŠSigewinne said you like me?"
"Ah, you caught that."
He laughs a little, and begins pacing around the room, still careful to keep his back to you. You can't help but notice his stride is a littleâŠimpeded.
"If I'm being frankâyes, I do. You've beenâŠa pleasure to have around, since I hired you. Actually, one of the reasons I picked you in the first place was because of how you acted during your interview. Most people are scared of me and therefore talk cautiously. You're certainly respectful, of course, butâŠyou're a bit playful, as well. And I found that quality to be attractive."
"Ah, so I charmed you," you respond playfully. "Remind me to add that point to my resume later. "Managed to woo the Lord of the Fortress of Meropide". That sounds pretty goodâ"
"And there you go again," Wriothesley laughs. He steps behind the chair he'd been sitting in previously, and then finally turns to face youâthe back of the chair tall enough that his lower half is out of sight.Â
"Although, if I recall her words correctly, Sigewinne stated that we "like each other". So, is there something you'd like to say as well?"
Your eyes go wide, and you feel more blood rush into your head. Wriothesley smiles, wide enough to show teeth.Â
"Câmon now. It's not fair that I praise you and get nothing in return."
You pout.
"To be fair, I didn't know why Sigewinne suddenly asked me what I thought of youâŠ"
"Thatâs understandable, but still. I'd like to know what you told her."
Wriothesley maintains his playful demeanor, despite the way his knuckles begin to turn white at his sidesâa deep-seated need slowly sinking its claws into him.
You sigh.
"I justâŠtold her that you're a good boss, and are deserving of your titles and the respect you garnerâŠ"
You trail off, suddenly remembering the last thing you'd told Sigewinne during that conversation. Wriothesley clearly notices there's something you're leaving out, one of his eyebrows raising.
"And?"
You take a deep breath.
"That you're a cute puppy."
He blinks in shock.
"...excuse me?"
Oh god, you wanna phase through the floor.
"I said that even though you look scary, you're really just like a bigâŠcuteâŠpuppy."
For a moment, Wriothesley can only stare at you. Then, he throws his head back and laughs.Â
Embarrassed, you plant your palms on your thighs and push to your feet, instinctively wanting to run awayâŠonly to realize that your legs have gone weak.Â
With a distraught noise, you flop back into your chair.Â
Out of the corner of his eye, Wriothesley notices.
He coughs, pulling himself back together.
"Well, I've certainly never heard myself described in such a way before. I can't say I totally hate it, but I'm not sure if I agree with the term "puppy"."
You force an awkward laugh, finally losing steam as the arousal inside you begins to cloud your thoughts. Sigewinne obviously wasn't messing around when making her aphrodisiacâŠyou've never felt so horny before that it has literally hindered your mental and physical faculties.
The office is silent for a few tense moments, but finally, Wriothesley heaves a heavy sigh. His tongue darts out to wet his lips, his shoulders slumping as he hangs his head.
"You may revoke your good opinion of me, considering how inappropriate it is for a boss to even consider such a thing, butâŠI think my dick is gonna explode soon, so I'll just come out and ask."
You swallow, anticipating his next words.
"Would you beâŠinterested in having sex?"
Your body shivers in excitement at the idea, the lustful part of your brain screaming at you to jump him already.
"IâŠwould," you admit, managing to keep it together. Wriothesley's entire body jolts impatiently at your words, but heâs able to keep himself grounded.Â
"I don't think I'll be able to surviveâŠthis without some relief. AndâŠI trust you. SoâŠ"
"So we're in agreement," Wrioslethely supplies, waiting for your confirmation. You nod your head.Â
"We are."
In the next beat, he's is crossing the space between you, a "thank god" barely making it past his lips before he crashes them into yours.
Immediately, youâre groaning into himâyour arms wrapping around his neck and his hands finding the backs of your thighs. He lifts you from your chair easilyâyour chests pressing together as he holds you close.
Youâve always been acutely aware of how large Wriothesley is, but you donât think it fully sinks in until nowâas he manhandles you with ease, quite literally carrying you with one arm as the other sneaks beneath your shirt and tugs it over your head.
Youâre forced to break the kiss as he does so, but the second the fabric has been discarded, youâre tangling your fingers in his hair and dragging him in for another.Â
Your action evokes a pleased little rumble inside his chest.
âYou taste sweet,â he mumbles, his palm roaming over the exposed skin of your back. The warmth of his skin against yours makes you ache.
âItâs probably the aphrodisiac,â you reply breathlessly, a shiver raking your spine when you feel his fingers toy at the waistband of your pants.
âHmm, shall we posit your theory?â
Before you can even think to ask what he means, the room is spinningâtoo many things happening at once. However, itâs nearly impossible to miss the feel of your pants being shucked down your legs.
When everything settles, you find that youâre no longer chest to chest with Wriothesley, but rather, face to dick.
âWhââ
Your cheeks heat up as you finally digest the position heâs put you inâyour ass in his face, and his crotch in yoursâhis body now firmly planted in a chair as he spreads his thighs and makes himself comfortable.
âWriothesley!â you say in shock, your palms gripping his legs for support as you attempt to turn and face him. However, you quickly realize with the position he has chosen, youâre fairly helpless to do anythingâcompletely at his mercy as he locks his arms around your legs and grips your ass in his hands.
âHm?â he responds nonchalantly, one of his fingers slipping under the edge of your panties. You shift a little, trying to glare at him, but only succeed in having his clothed dick poke you in the cheek. He tenses at the sensation, and you feel his cock strain helplessly against the fabric of his pantsâbegging for more friction.
âIâm just testing your theory, like I said,â he continues, a surprised mewl tearing from your throat as he leans his head forward and nuzzles his nose in the damp fabric of your panties.
âIf you think itâs the aphrodisiac making you sweet, letâs see if itâs also having that effect elsewhereââ
Before you can protest, Wriothesley is tugging the crotch of your underwear asideâhis tongue licking a hot, languid strip between your folds. You gasp at the feeling, your nails digging into his thighs through the layer of clothes that he wears.
Above you, the Duke makes a pleased sound, repeating his previous actionânoting the way your body writhes against his hold. His fingers grip your ass tighter, his brows furrowing as he presses his tongue inside your entranceâyour arousal quickly coating his taste buds.
âYep,â he mutters after a moment, his voice tight and his throat bobbing as he harshly swallows. âYou tasteâŠaddicting.â
His words have your cunt squeezing around nothing, although he quickly dives back in and rectifies that problemâstretching your walls out around his tongue.Â
âFuckâŠ,â you pant, your head dropping as your strength wanes. Your muscles progressively start to feel like jelly, thanks to his ministrations. Especially, when he moves his mouth to your clit and begins rolling his tongue around itâa whine escaping you as the desire inside of you sears white hot.
And yet, despite the way Wriothesley presses onâgroaning into your pussy as he eats you outâyouâd be remiss to forget about the fact that heâs currently affected by the aphrodisiac as well, and has his own needs that need to be taken care of.
So, gathering what strength you have, you manage to push yourself up onto your forearmsâyour hands moving to the waistband of his pants. You frantically work open the button and zipper of his slacks, and then hook your fingers under the elastic of his underwear, tugging the band down.
âŠonly to have his freed cock immediately spring up and smack you in the face.
Your eyes go wide, and in normal circumstances, youâd expect Wriothesley to laugh at the comedy of what has just occurred. However, too immersed in the way your cunt tastes and feels, and the way your body continues to twitch in his hold, he doesnât even notice. And, too amazed by the sheer size of Wriothesleyâs dick as you finally lean your head back and get a good look at him, you donât bother saying anything.
No, instead you simply part your lips and take the head of his cock into your mouthâsucking lightly, your tongue teasing at his slit. The groan thatâs immediately torn from his throat is involuntaryâthe sound becoming muffled by your pussy as he momentarily stops to savor the feeling of your mouth on his dickâyour tongue flattening on the underside of his shaft as you slowly take more of him into your mouth.
Then, he goes back to eating you out with renewed fervorâyour eyes nearly rolling back into your skull when he sucks at your clit.
The room quickly fills with the sound of sloppy and messy oral, your head bobbing up and down Wriothesleyâs cock. Saliva drips down his length, his pre-cum smearing against your tongue, and you canât help but moan.
Everything feels so goodâfrom Wriothesleyâs tongue on your cunt, to the way his cock fills up your mouthâŠ
âFuck,â Wriothesley growls. His fingers move to pull at the folds of your pussy, spreading you open wider. You can feel his hot breath on your skin as he moves his mouth back to your clit, where he then staysâhis tongue flicking rhythmically against the sensitive bundle of nerves.
The pace and motion he settles on is one that you know will very quickly damn you, and he figures this out as well based on the way your thighs begin to shake in his grasp. Your body attempts to jolt away from himâtrying to escape the onslaught of pleasure he intends to giveâbut he leaves no wiggle room. He holds you tighter, enjoying the feeling of your mouth on his cock, and how your efforts slowly start to crumble along with your sanity.
âIâŠ,â you mumble the word around dick, trying to warn him of the orgasm you can feel quickly approaching. Your entire body swims with arousal, your head feeling light.Â
âKeep going, sweetheart,â he pants. âLetâs cum together.â
You feel his cock throb against your tongue, and, dutifully, you do your best to continue sucking him offâyour lips once again suctioning around his shaft. Your actions immediately evoke a pleased groan from the Duke, and you feel his thighs tense in your graspâhis own orgasm quickly approaching.
However, despite your best efforts to continue, everything falls apart the second your climax finally crests.
With a cry, you come undoneâyour body writhing in his hold. You go brainless almost immediately, the strength in your arms wavering, and Wriothesleyâs cock stuffing into your cheekâyour hot breath fanning over his length.
Luckily, the vulgarity of the entire situation is enough to push Wriothesley over the finish lineâhis dick painting the inside of your mouth with his cum. And to his surprise, once heâs spent, you actually pull your head back, close your lips, and swallow.
Shit, he thinks.Â
His dick is just starting to soften, and yet somehow, itâs also already getting hard again.
Thereâs a few beats of quiet that are filled only with the sound of you and Wriothesley panting. Then, once heâs caught his breath, he saysâ
âLetâs get you right side up.â
âand the world spins again.
Honestly, the fact that he can manhandle you this easily is criminal.
âYou okay?â he asks, sitting you on one of his thighs. He brushes a few stray hairs from your face, staring at you with a hint of concern.
You nod your head, grateful that the carnal desire youâve been afflicted with is clearly less, now that you and Wriothesley have both gotten off. ButâŠeven despite that, you still feel hot and tingly. Like you want more.
You glance down at his lap.
âMmm. Seems like youâre in the same predicament as me.â
âThink you can handle another round?â he asks. You meet his eyes, playfully raising your eyebrows.
âIâm almost tempted to say no, and see what you do.â
Wriothesley rolls his eyes, his hands grabbing your waist, and in the next moment, you find yourself slung over his shoulder.
âHeyâ!â you protest, attempting to look at him, but he only caresses your ass with his free hand.
âIf you have that much spunk left in you, you can handle another round,â he says, carrying you down the nearby staircase, to the floor below his office. âBut, Iâll be kind this time and make you more comfortable.â
His boots echo against the metal floor as he walks, and for a second, you wonder where exactly heâs taking you. But, soon after, Wriothesley pushes through a nearby door, and you find yourself in a moderately sized bedroom.
It must be his, you realize, feeling a little silly that youâd never pondered before now where the Master of the prison actually sleeps.
âHere we are.â
Wriothesley gently deposits you onto his bed, and then immediately reaches for his tie. You watch him with bated breath, your heart doing a tiny flip as you realize that heâs finally stripping out of his clothes. He opts to leave on the leather belts encircling his arms and neck, instead focusing the bulk of his time on shedding his suit, and undoing the many buckles on his boots.Â
By the time heâs finishedâhis erect cock once again sitting heavy between his legsâyouâre practically drooling at the sight of him.
His lips twitch into a little smile.
âIâm happy to know that you like what you see. However, in the time I spent undressing myself, you couldnât be bothered to remove what little clothing you have left? Câmon now, are you waiting for me to wrestle you out of them?â
Still feeling cheeky, you flash him a grin.
âHm, Iâd like to see you try.â
Wriothesley immediately cocks an eyebrow, his eyes glinting at the challenge youâve just issued, and your attitude wavers, realizing what it is youâve done. You open your mouth to say youâre only teasingâyour hands already raising behind your back to undo the clasp of your braâbut itâs too late.
In one swift motion, Wriothesley grabs your ankle and twists you onto your stomachâhis weight settling above you as he kneels onto the bed. You shiver when his knuckles brush against your skinâhis fingers swiftly undoing your bra.
âYouâre just a little brat, arenât youâŠâÂ
He speaks the words fondly, with a hint of amusement, and yet, they still go straight to your cunt.Â
âDonât say things like that,â you respond, instinctively raising your hips when Wriothesley hooks his fingers on your underwear and begins tugging them down your thighs. He stares intently at your backside as he does so, an idea popping into his mind.
âWhy? Because you like it too much?â
He discards your panties on the floor along with the rest of the clothes youâd both shed, and then grabs your knees, forcing you to spread your legs, so he can properly settle between them.Â
Another blush rises on your face at his words, your tongue feeling heavy in your mouth. At your lack of response, Wriothesely continues.
âIn my understanding, brats tend to like it a little rougher, soâŠâÂ
His hands ghost up your thighs, to your hips, and he grips you tightlyâforcing your lower half off the bed until youâre propped up on your kneesâhis cock sitting heavy against your ass.
â...what say we continue like this, hm?â
Bracing yourself on your forearms, you turn your head back to look at himâyour body tensing as you watch him fist his cock and drag it downward, between the lips of your pussy.Â
His icy eyes catch yours.
âAny objection?â
â...no,â you mumble, your fingers anticipatedly fisting in the sheets.Â
Wriothesley nodsâ
âGood.â
âand then presses the head of his cock inside you.
Immediately, you drop your forehead against the mattressâwilling your body to relax for him as he slowly inches inside of you.
His tongue had certainly been enjoyable, but this? Fuck. Nothing compares to the sensation of him slowly stuffing you inch by inchâthe girth of his cock positively delicious as he forces your cunt to stretch to accommodate him.
Itâs so much that by the time heâs fully seated inside of you, your body is shakingâyour breath coming out in quick, desperately little pants.
Seeing your reaction, Wriothesely soothes a hand up your spine, his warm palm settling between your shoulder blades. He decides to start slowâto give you a little more time to adjust to him.Â
And honestly, heâd love to take his time in generalâto really savor the sight of you beneath him, your cunt swallowing his cock so perfectly, but alas. The effects of the aphrodisiac make him impatient with need, and itâs not long before heâs moving fasterâlittle gasps and whines finding their way past your lips as he begins fucking you back onto his cock.
âAhhâŠseriously youâreâŠso fucking tight,â he curses. His fingers dig into the plush of your hipâhis jaw clenching, and his racing heart pumping lust through his veins.
Your cunt clamping on his dick seriously might be his personal slice of heaven.
âWrio, Iâ,â you canât even get the words out, your brain short-circuiting. You canât think straight anymoreânot with his cock rubbing you in all the right spots, making a mess of your insides, and quickly rocketing you towards anotherâ
Wait, no, itâs only been a minuteâ!
âFuck! âÂ
You choke the word out, your spine curving and your knuckles turning white as your second orgasm of the night is unexpectedly forced out of youâyour pussy spasming around Wriothesleyâs dick.
The last of your strength officially drained, you collapse forward onto the mattress, your cheek smushing into the covers.
âŠhowever, Wriothesley doesnât allow your lower half to fall along with the rest of youâhis hold on your hips keeping your twitching pussy firmly planted on his still-hard dick.
âWeâre not done yet, sweetheart,â he reminds you, his cock continuing to languidly drag between your walls, drawing out the tail end of your pleasure.
You canât help but whimper at his words, already feeling a bit oversensitive thanks to two consecutive orgasms. Wriothesley does his best to soothe your frayed nerves.
Leaning over you, he gently tangles his fist in your hairâcoaxing your head off the mattress so he can kiss you.Â
The kiss is messy, but sweetâthe angle of your bodies forcing his cock deeper inside of you, his hips completely flush against your ass.
âYouâre doing so good,â he tells you, peppering a trail of kisses against your cheek, and across your jaw. His praise causes you to whimper, a shiver raking up your spine when his tongue drags across your skinâhis teeth nipping at the nape of your neck.
His actions successfully get you to relaxâyour body becoming more pliable in his grasp as he once again begins to move. And soon enough, the wet sound of sex fills his bedroom once more.
Wanting to help him cum (and to feel his seed fill you), you do your best to help Wriothesley alongâpurposefully flexing the walls of your pussy as he fucks you. However, in doing so, you accidentally start yourself down the path of yet another orgasmâŠ
Feeling the familiar, aching pleasure beginning to build inside of you once again, you quickly stop what youâre doing. You think that a third orgasm honestly might kill you, butâŠitâs too late.
Wriothesley has already noticed your growing arousal, and decides that he likes it better when the two of you cum together.
So, he sneaks one of his hands between the apex of your legs, and begins rubbing at your clit.
The garbled, desperate cry that leaves your mouth immediately becomes seared in his mind for a long time to come.
âNo, Wrio, IâŠI canât. Iââ
Your words come out jumbled, tears beading on your lash line.
Momentarily removing his hand from your clit, he once again reaches forward and grips your hairâpulling your head back so he can kiss you. His lips swallow up your worries.
âYou can,â he insists, his voice whispering in your ear, and his hot breath fanning over your skin.Â
âI want you to cum with me, pretty girl. You can do it.â
You give no protest aside from a cute little whine, and that's good enough for Wriothesley.
Releasing your hair, his hand finds your clit once more.
He then proceeds to fuck you into the mattressâpursuing his orgasm with abandon. A groan leaves his mouth at the way your pussy starts clamping on his dick once againâtightening up with each pass of his fingers across your clitâyour pussy slick and messy with your own arousal.
Unable to think straight, you can only hold on for dear lifeâclinging to his sheets like a lifeline. You canât even process the sounds that are coming out of your own mouthâa damned, desperate symphony moans.
To Wriothesley, it all sounds like a siren's cryâbeckoning him closer to the edge.
âShit,â he pants, feeling his cock throb, and his balls tighten. The motion of his fingers on your clit quickensâyour toes curling as the coil of pleasure in your tummy continues to windâso close to snapping.
Sweat beading on his brow, Wriothesley leans forward, curling his body against yours. His teeth nip at the shell of your ear, his husky voice sending goosebumps across your skin.
âSo good for meâŠ,â he breathes, his hips smacking into your ass. His broad strokes deteriorate into needy rutting, and the sensation has you quite literally sobbingâhis cock now incessantly grinding into your g-spot.
You canât take it anymore.
Shoving your face into the mattress, you bite the sheets and screamâyour entire body shaking as you cum for a third time, your cunt milking around Wriothesleyâs cock.
He curses at the feeling, his face burying in your neck. Wrapping his arms around you, he hugs you to his bodyâfucking inside of you a few more times before finally joining you in ecstasy.Â
His teeth sink into you as his orgasms peaks, a heady groan muffled against your skin as his balls emptyâpumping you full of his cum.
Itâs not until the intensity of his pleasure has died down that Wriothesley ultimately releases you from his holdâyour lower half immediately flopping down onto the bed, and his softening cock slipping out of you.
The Duke takes a moment to simply look at you, and how fucked out you are. Your eyes bleary, skin flushed, and the imprint of his teeth engraved in your flesh.
He grunts at the sight, and settles in beside youâhis arm curling around your waist as he tugs you back against him. His tongue immediately begins lapping at the bite mark heâd inflicted, attempting to soothe the sting.
After a few seconds, you begin shaking, and Wriothesley immediately pauses, scared that heâs hurt you in some way.
âŠonly to realize that youâre laughing.
â...puppyâŠâ
He props himself up, glancing at you.
âWhat?â
âYou really are like a puppy,â you giggle, your finger lifting to brush a stray tear from your eye. âThe way you bit me, and then immediately started licking at it in apology. So cuteâŠâ
You break into another tiny fit of laughter, and Wriothesley rolls his eyes, yet canât help cracking a smile.
âWell, Iâm glad to know I didnât break you, at the very least.â
His hand rubs against your waist.
â...right?â
Finally getting ahold of yourself, you roll onto your back and smile at him, your hand reaching out to cup his cheek. He immediately leans into your touch, and it makes your heart flutter.
âIâm not broken, no. JustâŠsore. And gross. And sweaty.â
Wriothesley chuckles.
âWell, I think I can rectify some of those issues. I do have a bathroom, with a tub.â
âWow,â you respond, watching him as he scoots to the edge of the mattress and gets to his feet. He waits a second for you to join him, but you donât move.
âMyâŠlimbs feel like jello,â you admit, raising your arm and flopping it back down bonelessly for emphasis. Wriothesley rolls his eyes, but nonetheless leans over the bed and scoops you into his arms.
You rest your cheek against his chest, admiring for the first time how soft it really is.
âWhatever shall I do with you,â he playfully sighs, carrying you into the adjacent bathroom. He sets you on the vanity, moving over to the tub and turning on the tap for the hot water. You hum.
âMmm, I can think of a few things you can do. The first of which is helping me into the bath once itâs ready.â
Wriothesley quietly chuckles. Returning to your side, he takes your hand, and brings it to his lips.
âYes, maâam.â
Once the tub has filled, the Duke keeps true to his wordâonce again carefully cradling you in his arms as he seats himself in the tub basin, before positioning you in the space between his legs.
The steaming water immediately soothes the ache of your body, and you sigh in reliefâsinking back against Wriothesleyâs body. He lightly wraps one arm around your waist, the other resting on the edge of the tub.
For a few long minutes, the two of you bask in silence, simply enjoying the refreshing feel of the bath.Â
âŠthen, you start to notice something beginning to growâpressing at your back.
â...really? Is the aphrodisiac still getting to you that much?â
âNo,â he admits after a beat, leaning forward to kiss your neck. âI think this one is actually all me.â
You roll your eyes, but nonetheless crane your head to the sideâallowing him access to more of your skin as his mouth begins to wander.
âI thought I made it clear that my limbs are jello right now.â
âI can work with that,â he responds, and you feel him grin. His hand slowly trails down your stomach, and between your legs.
âIâll do all the work. You just get to make pretty sounds and feel good.â
His fingers slide between the folds of your pussy, and you jolt as he passes over your overly-sensitive clit. But seriouslyâŠhow are you going to say no to him?
âWhat am I going to do with you?â you sigh, echoing his earlier words. His chest rumbles with laughter, and he grabs your chin with his free handâturning your head so he can kiss you.
âMmm, I can think of a few things.â
The next morning, you find yourself in a back in your clothes, standing beside Wriothesley just inside his office door.
âIâll go first,â you say, to which he nods. âI have some errands to run anyway. You can wait a minute and then come out after me.â
âSounds good.â
The two of you stare at each other for a second, before you finally square your shoulders, and reach for the door handle.Â
Before you can twist it, Wriothesley catches your wrist. When you look back at him, you find that thereâs a blush on his cheeks.
âSo, IâllâŠsee you later?â
His suddenly bashful demeanor causes you to smile. Pressing onto your toes, you cup his cheeks and softly kiss him. He immediately grabs your waistâdeepening the kiss.
âYouâll see me later,â you promise.Â
With that, the two of you finally separate, and you disappear through his office door.
Wriothesley takes a deep breath at your departure, combing a hand through his hair as he waits for the right moment to make his own exit.
To be safe, he decides to wait a good few minutes. But finally, he opens his doorâpreparing to venture into the main area of the fortress, and make his normal rounds.
âŠhowever, he only makes it a step before remembering the sign Sigewinne had made.
With a sigh, he immediately backtracks and tears the DO NOT DISTURB sign off of his door, crumpling it between his palms.
When he turns back around, he nearly jumpsâSigewinne standing right in front of him.
âSo,â she says, a pleased grin on her face. âHowâd it go?â
Narrowing his eyes, Wriothesley only stares ahead, and walks past her. She easily follows after him.
âThe fact that youâre out and about this early in the day means something likely happened between you and Y/N.â
âNo comment,â Wriothesley responds, which makes Sigewinne giggle. They pass by a few prisoners as Wriothesley makes a B-line for the elevator to the production zone. Once there, Sigewinne squeezes herself in along with him.
As the elevator begins to descend, only a few seconds pass in silence, before Sigewinne asks one last question.
âAs your doctor, itâs my recommendation that you continue to regularly relieve your stress. So, are you going to be dutifully carrying out my orders from now on?â
Wriothesley makes a little face, glancing away from her.
â...maybe.â
Sigewinne smiles.Â
Thatâs good enough for her.
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Sundays at the Library
Part Two
Pairing] Spencer Reader x glasses wearing! shy! librarian! fem!Reader
Synopsis] Spencer talks to the sweet librarian at his new library and slowly Sundays become his favorite day of the week.
Warnings] Cursing, creepy guy, misunderstandings (but its cute I promise), written from Spencer's POV
Word Count] 8.9k
Author's Note] This is my first fic here! I'm planning on doing a few more parts to this, so this is only the beginning đ

The first time Spencer saw you, the encounter wasnât anything special.Â
If he wasnât working, he was reading, and because he can read 20,000 thousand words per minute, he needed new books often. Not even his FBI salary could afford the amount of books he consumed in a month and his cozy apartment certainly couldnât contain them all. Already his bookcases were spilling out onto nearby surfaces. So to quench his constant need for new books, Spencer borrowed books from the library. However, since the one near his apartment closed just a week ago, he had to find a new one. That led him to drive to the library ten minutes away.Â
It was larger than the one down the street from his apartmentâit had a full three floors. Beyond the double doors, he followed two velvet rope barriers onto the main floor of the library, wandering past a grand front desk to his left to where the room divided into two sections and the barriers ended. In the left section, beside the desk, there were a couple computers set up, as well as two printers and a side wall dedicated to DVDs. In the other section there were tables and chairs set up for quiet studying, as well as more comfortable lounges for reading. Behind those two sections started the book shelves, nearly ceiling high and organized via genre and then further alphabetized. When he ascended the staircase at the back of the main floor, he found the upper levels were fully dedicated to rows of shelving containing books, interspersed with a few tables and lounges for reading.Â
 He spent approximately 45 minutes getting the layout of the library, as large as it was, and finding the books he wanted to read. Of course, he got a range of books. Two books on psychology, a mathematical textbook, and another two books based in the sciences. A bit of light reading, really, just to occupy his time at home during a busy caseload week.Â
He balanced the heavy books awkwardly in his arms as he made his way to the front desk, practically dropping them onto the counter. His lips twisted up in embarrassment, glancing around to see if anyone was disturbed by the loud clatter. When his eyes turned back to the desk, they met the bespeckled ones of you, the librarian, seated behind the counter. They were wide behind the frames, doe-like and startled by the noise. He winced and stuttered out an apology.
Too often he embarrassed himself due to his clumsiness. Over the years, Spencer got a lot better at the shooting range, but he still couldnât run a mile without tripping a few times, or be able to participate in sports, and he didnât even want to think about his driving. JJ often compared the experience of being in his passenger seat to riding shotgun with her senile grandmother. No matter what he did, the awkwardness crept in and all he could do was apologize. He didnât mean to startle the nice librarian who he would seeing every week for the foreseeable future.Â
âItâs fine,â your voice was a gentle whisper, perfect for the quiet of the library. You closed the book on your lap and placed it out of sight under the counter, standing up to help him. Thatâs when he could take you in completely, with your long flowy skirt and oversized sweater. Perhaps a shy attempt to battle the chill running through the library, or maybe a purposeful effort to hide yourself away from prying eyes. He could tellâdespite your attireâthat you were his age or maybe a little younger. You lacked the wrinkles, grays, and even the weathered dullness associated with age. Your hair was done up messily, effortlessly, and his eyes tracked your chewed up fingernails as you tucked a few strands behind your ears, out of the way of your eyesight.Â
He thought you were plain and shy. The soft pastels and neutrals that colored your clothes and the fact the garments covered you so entirely, made you blend into the background. Had he not needed to speak to you directly, he might not have noticed you tucked behind the desk, folded up in your chair with your nose deep in a book.Â
âCan I check these out for you?â You asked him, and he almost missed it due to both his staring and your airy cadence.Â
âOh, uh, yes,â he said, then quickly added. âAnd a library card, please. Iâm new to this library.â
âIâll just need an ID then,â you held out your hand while he rummaged through his wallet for his state ID, and when he placed it into your palm he was careful not to touch your hand. It was less about you as a person as it was his disdain for germs.Â
You went about clicking and typing at the computer to the side of the desk, face plain as if whatever you were doing you had done a thousand times. Your nimble fingers only stuttered when you glanced back at him, catching his eyes as he watched you before he darted them away from your face, caught. Quickly, you grabbed the mouse, clicking only three more times before handing back his ID. He was careful not to touch your hand or meet your eyes as he took it back.Â
He didnât mean to make you uncomfortable with his staring, he had a habit of it, always trying to profile. But you were just a meek librarian, and there was no reason to take note of your behavior. You went about printing out a physical copy of his new library card, and he opened one of his books to occupy himself as you did so.Â
When you turned back to him, you scanned a plastic card before offering it to him with a small smile. âThank you,â he mumbled as you went about scanning the books on the counter with the same barcode reader. You were on the fourth book when your brows creased and you looked back up at him.Â
âAre you studying?â You asked, the words sudden as if you couldnât hold the thought off your lips.Â
âNo, this is just some light reading,â he answered politely, because it was. Though he forgot that was maybe not normal, because you giggled at his reply.Â
The sound brought his eyes to your lips, the way they parted to let the breathy noise out. It was a unique giggle, though he supposed everyoneâs is, but something about it suited you so completely. It was soft, and when he glanced around the library to see that no one else had heard it, he thought it was also just for him. There was no taunting, just joy that you emitted in the most delicate of sounds. If only he could understand what he did to extract it from you.Â
âRight,â You said jokingly, and then he thought maybe you didnât believe him, but he didnât get a chance to assure you he was being truthful before you finished checking out the books. âHere you go, have a nice day, Spencer.â
He hesitated, thrown off by your use of his name, but cleared his throat and collected his books nonetheless. He thanked you and mumbled a brief goodbye as he did so, not looking back as he rushed out of the library. When he got to his car, he used a pack of disinfectant wipes on the books and set them up in his passenger seat, thoughts of the little librarian withering away to the casework waiting for him at work tomorrow.
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He finished the books quickly, in only two days actually, but thankfully most of his time was taken up by his work. In his remaining free hours, he resorted to rereading a few books on his shelves. On Sunday, he collected his library books and drove the ten minutes back to his new library, exactly one week since his last visit.Â
The inside was chilly and smelled like old paper and leather. There weren't many people he could see on the main floor, a few of what looked like college students spread out studying and some preteens huddled on the computers, whispering snarks and giggles. He walked up to the front desk, following the rug and the velvet rope barriers that led right to it from the entrance. This time he didnât pass by the desk, but stopped at it to place down his booksâquietly.
Your familiar framed eyes looked up at him, just as doe-like as surprise crossed them right before a smile took hold. Again, you closed the book in your lap, though this time Spencer caught a glimpse of its orange and yellow cover before you hid it from sight. He couldnât make out the title. âBack so soon?â
It had been exactly a week since heâd seen you, and though he had not thought of you much since then, Spencer was incapable of forgetting a face. You looked just as you did last weekâmessy updo, baggy clothes, bare face. It seemed that was your natural state, or at least what you wore to work, but what Spencer wore to work was pretty much his normal wardrobe and he worked in the FBI, not a library.
âYes, I need to return these books,â he told you, returning your smile with a quirk of his lips and placing his library card on top of the stack of books.Â
When your eyes roamed back down from his to the five books, your brows furrowed. âGive up on studying then?â You asked, scanning the books back into the system.Â
For a moment, Spencer was confused, then he recalled every word of your last interaction, and realized you still thought he checked the books out to study them, likely for some graduate classes, given his age. âNo, I wasnât studying them. I just needed a few books for casual reading after work.â
You paused once you turned to the computer, looking at him down your glasses. âCasual reading?â Your eyes went back between the thick books and his face, a smirk of disbelief growing. âYou read all these books in a week?â
âYes.â He shrugged.Â
âFor fun?â You had a skeptical eyebrow quirked.
âThatâs what casual reading normally implies.â Spencer furrowed his brows at your line of questioning. Maybe most people wouldnât read such topics simply for fun, but why would he lie about that?Â
At that, you giggled again, a birdâs song, and resumed clicking at your computer. Your gentle laugh tickled something deep in his chest. Again, there was no malice or ill intent to it, not any that he could see behind your genuine eyes and smile. You simply thought he was a funny guy, and no one ever thought that of Spencer. He was too awkward, or too serious, or even too annoying to be fun.Â
You took the stack of books in your arms, the pile reaching right up to your chin, and walked them to a cart behind you. When you turned back, you were still smiling sweetly at him. âYour light reading has been checked back in.â You slid his library card across the counter.
He plucked the card back off it with a thanks, tucking it into the pocket of his sweater vest. For a moment, he debated telling you about his PhDs, his eidetic memory, and maybe even his genius IQ because Spencer always felt the need to prove himselfâto state factsâbecause he wasnât the funny guy. He was very serious and all the things he was telling you werenât just silly jokes. Then he worried he might wipe the smile right off your face, and he couldnât let himself do that. So instead he gave you a stiff nod and continued into the library.
. . . Only to spin right back around, fist awkwardly pressed against his lips. âOh, also, what is the maximum amount of books I could have checked out at once?â
You had just cracked the spine of your book again when you looked back up at him, a swirling look of confusion on your face. âTen books, but you donât have any out so I wouldnât worry about it.âÂ
Spencer gave another nod, spinning back around on his heels and taking himself right up to the second floor of the library. He spent approximately 37 minutes collecting books from around the library, setting them aside at tables as he weaved through the rows of bookcases for the different genres. A wealth of knowledge in all areas was useful for his job, and also just for him personally. He found great pride in knowing many things, as annoying as others might find his incessant info-dumping.Â
When he finished, he took a stack of books from the table and carried them down from the second floor, slowly stepping down the stairs and craning his neck around the stack to watch his steps. He could be uncoordinated at his best, so there was no need to tempt fate into sending him tumbling down the staircase by not paying attention.Â
After successfully making it down, he took long strides to the main desk and set the stack down on the counter. Of course, you looked up at him again, however skipped surprise and jumped into an inviting smile. You closed your book and stood up, taking in the books he set in front of you. âAnother five to check out then?â
âNo, actually, Iâll be right back.â He turned away so fast he almost missed the way your smile faded and you leaned over the counter to watch him ascending the stairs again, spindly legs taking them two at a time.
He grabbed hold of the second tower of books, nearly dropping the top one in his haste to get back to you. After that he continued to take the stairs carefully even as he felt your eyes on him. Maybe especially because he felt your eyes on him, because if you watched him fall down the stairs heâd have to drive an additional ten minutes away to find another new library, because he certainly wouldnât be able to look you in the eyes anymore.Â
Beside the first stack on the counter, he set the second, then placed his library card between them. âThis is it, I promise.â
Again, you glanced between him and the books, eyes bugging behind their glass shelter. After a moment or so, as if you were making sure he was serious (he was), you began scanning his card and the books. Despite the larger quantity of books, you were slower as you ran the barcodes on the back, taking the time to read the titles and authors.Â
âAre you a graduate student?â You asked, looking at a book on human genealogy.Â
Spencer twiddled his thumbs. âNo, Iâm finished with school for now, but I might go back for another PhD in the future when I have more time,â he answered honestly, the words flowing out quickly, even though he wasnât sure why he was telling you that. Only about two percent of the U.S. population has a PhD, and an even slimmer percent had more than one. So it was an unusual thing to say.
He thought you might laugh again, or even question him, but you simply hummed and moved onto the next book, chewing your lip. âIâm in a graduate program for poetry,â your voice was quiet, as required by the library environment, but more so than usual, like you seemed embarrassed to share that information.Â
It made sense you were a graduate student working in a library while earning your MA in writing. He wondered if you had plans for your degree beyond getting a slight pay increase as a librarian. There was a career as an author, or maybe you wanted to be a teacher or a professor, he could see you doing that, standing in front of a class in your skirts and sweaters pointing at a chalkboard with a ruler, though that image was outdated. More likely youâd be in front of a white board or presenting from a projector.Â
âThatâs interesting. I find myself reading a lot of nonfiction recentlyâit helps more with my job, though I also just enjoy facts and statisticsâbut Iâll always have a special appreciation for fiction. Iâm fond of poetry in particular because itâs created for multifaceted analysis,â even in his own whisper, the words were breathy and fast. He had to catch his tongue between his teeth when he caught your eyes trailing back up to him. âWhat do you plan on doing with your degree?â
âWrite poetry hopefully,â the words came out in a gust of wind and your eyebrows quirked up, as if you didnât believe even your own dream. âMaybe you can analyze it one day.â You finished scanning out the books, putting them back into two neat piles as you did. You went about clicking at your computer, making sure the books were grayed out in the system, avoiding his eyes.
So you did want to be a writer then. He could easily see that as well. Though he got the sense you didnât believe your aspiration was attainable, and it likely wasnât due to lack of skill. He told himself he wouldnât profile you, but he did it practically subconsciously. Your lowered gaze, modest clothes, shy smile, and even chewed nails all pointed to a lack of confidence in yourself. He wasnât sure why. You were pretty in your own right, and were clearly intelligent and hard working if your pursuit of a masters degree said anything. If you needed a little encouragement, the least he could do was give it to you. âI look forward to it,â he said, and he was just as sincere as he always had been.Â
It only seemed to increase your embarrassment, causing your face to shy further away from his gaze. âThank you, Spencer.â Even if you couldnât look at him, your tone was of genuine appreciation, and if he tilted his head just right, he could see the wisp of a smile on your face.
He nodded with a tight lipped smile, staring at you while he waited for the conversation to continue, only to realize youâd finished with his books and it was over. His hands stuttered to gather up the first heap of books, muttering about how heâd be back. However he only got a few paces when he heard you say his name again, feet stopping dead.
âWould you like me to help you carry these out?â You were already trying to get a hold on the books.
Quickly, he shook his head. âNo,â the words came out abrupt and firm, louder than heâd ever spoken before in the library, and you flinched.Â
âYou shouldnât be following anyone out of here to their cars. This library has a disturbing lack of cameras and an abduction, even in a public area, can happen in less than ten seconds. Itâs safest for you to remain in the library and follow the good practice of having someone walk you to your car after your shifts.â Spencer felt obligated to warn you strictly, because your distinct quietness and sweetness made you the perfect prey for the killers he hunted daily.Â
Though he almost regretted it as he watched the way your hands retreated from the books, crossing around yourself, and the gentle smile became forced. âOh. IâI guess Iâll keep that in mind.â
Spencer nodded and hesitated, but didnât linger much longer before exiting the library and heading back to his car. He was quick to toss the books into his car, your tangled smile stuck in his mind. Was it an odd thing to say? He was only trying to warn you, to keep you safe. But the look on your face, you didnât seem at all grateful for the advice. Spencer took brisk strides back to the library entrance. You were standing there behind the front desk, arms still crossed, a distant look on your face. When you heard him approaching the counter taking in breath just a little faster from boardline jogging back, you barely spared him a glance. He scared you a bit, he realized, and he didnât want to leave you like that.Â
He paused beside his leftover books, wetting his lips. âI didnât mean to scare you with what I said before.â He finally caught your eyes and you seemed to hear him out. âI work in law enforcement, for the FBI actually, and all too often I see cases of nice girls like you who go missing just because you want to help people. Unfortunately itâs a pretty common ruse. So, IâI didnât tell you all that to make you worry, but because I want you to be safe,â he admitted, and your face softened again, your hands falling back to the counter. It brought a smile to his own face to see you relax your guard again. âItâd also be awful if my librarian went missing. Who will check out the heap of books I keep bringing you?âÂ
You giggled, your lips pulling into a toothy smile. âItâd definitely suck, but Iâd hope youâd put those FBI skills of yours into finding me.â
Spencer chuckled, ducking his head into his chest to quiet the sound as he pulled his books into his arms. âOf course I would, and I wouldnât stop until I did.â He was good at his job, he never stopped until he found their victim, their unsub.Â
You bowed your own head, hand holding your glasses to keep them from slipping down your nose. âGoodbye, Spencer.â You gave him a small wave with the other hand, ending the conversation with averted eyes, but he still noticed the growing color in your cheeks.Â
He fumbled with his own wave under the stack of books, really just an outward flash of the fingers he could manage to peel away for a second, and he was glad you werenât looking at him with how awkward it was. He turned on his heel, pink growing in his own cheeks, and exited the library again for the final time today. The gears in his head grinded the whole way to the car and continued as he grappled to get into it and wiped the books with disinfectant.Â
You lingered in his mind longer than a librarian should have. He wasnât sure why he felt the need to warn you, to explain himself to you, or even comfort you. There was something about you, as meek and bashful as you were, that he found charming. Perhaps he saw himself in you, the insecurity. Or maybe it was how different you were from his job, where he was met with the most wicked minds and evil acts. You in comparison were the very image of innocence and life, in your pastel purples and yellows, lively eyes magnified behind glass, and yourâyour laugh. He liked your giggle. Even though he suspected at times it meant you didnât fully believe him, he let you find him unserious, just so he could continue to hear that sweet sound tickle his ears in a way that scratched an itch inside him.
He was sitting in the parking lot staring out the windshield lost in his thoughts of you. When someone walked by, he found himself clearing his throat and finally putting his car in drive. You dissipated from his mind as he pulled out of the parking space because his Sunday at the library was over.Â
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It took five days for him to finish the ten books from the library. The team was in California from Tuesday through Thursday, but he took four books with him to read during his down time and while on the jet. He still ended up with spare time that he spent shopping with Penelope and babysitting Henry for JJ and Willâs date night. It was for this reason he was glad to be back in the library on Sunday.
Inside he was hit with the familiar crisp air and the vague smell of paper and coffee. The tables to the left had quite a few more students than usual, though there were not very many to start with previously. He wondered if a bout of exams were coming up. As Spencer neared the front desk, he could smell something else, a faint vanilla scent maybe.
You were there as always, standing this time, and almost leaning over the counter to see the door. You smiled when you saw him and he realized that you must be wearing perfume, because around you the vanilla air became thicker.
âSunday at 11am. You're more reliable than my alarm clock,â you hummed cheekily.
Spencer set the books he held in his hands on the counter, his messenger bag following them up. âHaving a routine is actually really good for you. Itâs been proven to reduce anxiety and stress and also helps people to cope with certain mental illnesses,â he told you, pulling the rest of his books out of his bag.
If you were thrown off by his fact telling, you didnât show it. âThat makes sense. I like having a routine, but Iâm pretty sure my friends think it makes me boring.â
Spencer dug around in his vest pocket for his library card, brows furrowing. âWhy would you think that?â
You plucked it from his fingers, bringing it to the barcode reader without breaking your eye contact. âBecause they say it to me all the time.â
âOh,â Spencer snorted a little and clutched the strap of his bag closer. Thereâs something different about you today. Youâre much more talkative and playful, but itâs also in your appearance too. Your glasses are still perched on your nose and your face is bare as it always is, but your updo is more put together, less stands fall away into your face. You wear another long skirt, but it's tighter, less flowy, and he can nearly make out the shape of your legs through it. Youâre wrapped in a cardigan too, but where one side falls open he can see your tank top underneath and the sight of your skin has him clearing his throat and bringing his eyes back to your face.Â
âAnd how was your recreational reading?â Youâve started to scan the books back into the system. âYou must have been pretty entertained with ten books in seven days.â You state it like a fact, but your tone has a whimsical disbelief to it.
âActually I finished them in five days,â he corrected with an incline of his head.Â
You reply quickly, like the words were primed in your mind. âThen you should have come back sooner.â Under the teasing, you sound serious, looking up from the books at him, lashes fluttering against their glass encasement.Â
âI would, but Iâve been pretty busy at work.â He was too. He would spend hours in the library reading if working at the BAU didnât take up so much of his time. He loved his job of course, and he wouldnât have it any other way, but what is someone with his talents to do but hole himself up gorging every book he can get his hands on. Spencer had a thirst for knowledge, thatâs why he wanted to be in the library so much.Â
âWell, thatâs too bad then. What do you do for work?â Your head tilts with interest and he almost mirrors the movement, brows furrowed.Â
 âI told youâI work for the FBI. Specifically, Iâm an agent in the Behavioral Analysis Unit.â He has an eidetic memory which means he can remember every word youâve said to him and every word heâs ever said to you, so he knows heâs told you this before. Of course he knows people forget things, but they also normally remember when he tells them heâs in the FBI.
Your face falls a bit and you chew your bottom lip, brows creasing. âOh. . . right.â You finish scanning the last book quickly, gathering a couple into a pile to carry to a cart behind you.Â
Spencerâs not exactly sure what heâs done to upset you, but his fingers twitch with the itch to fix it. Unfortunately, heâs got the idea his job is what makes you so uncomfortable. It wouldnât be the first time someone was unsettled by the fact he carried a badge and gun, or that he had the authority to arrest people. But you had joked about it last week, possibly were soothed by the fact he was a cop after his blunt and maybe eerie warning. So why were you suddenly so upset with him?Â
The thought occurred to him then that maybe it was because you didnât completely believe the things he was saying. Not only that, but you were no longer finding whatever game you think heâs playing by telling you those things to be funny. As you carry the rest of the books back to the cart, he fidgets with his fingers, wondering if it was time to show you proof of what heâs been saying. Or did you really even care? Maybe he was wrong and you would be even more frightened by him presenting you with his badge. Was it odd to flash his FBI credentials at his librarian? That was all you were after all. He didnât even know your name.
You were back to clicking at the computer when you glanced at him. âTheyâre all checked in.â
Spencer froze as you pulled him out of his thoughts, his hands locking in the joints before dropping to his sides into fists. That was your cue for him to leave. âRight, thank you.â He went to walk away, but his feet were stuck. â. . .thank you, um, I just realized I donât know your name.â
You didnât have to tell him, you could have brushed it off. You were just the librarian and one didnât need to know the librarian's name, but you looked back at him again, eyes studying his face. Then, you murmured your name so softly he almost leaned in to hear it louder. Soundlessly, he let your name ghost over his lips.
He used it as he thanked you one last time, certainly overkill but it seemed like the only correct way to exit. Although he only got a few feet before he heard you call his name.
âSpencer, wait!â You didnât yell, heâs never heard you yell, but your voice was the loudest heâs ever heard it. You always spoke in a whisper or a hushed tone, but your voice was nearly normal when you called him back. The urgency of it had him back in front of you in just two strides.
You dipped beneath the counter and when you came back up you placed a basket on it. âWhen I used to go on picnics to read in the park, I used this basket. Well, I havenât gone in a long time actually, but I thought maybe you could use it for all the books you check out,â you were bashful, tilting your head down and only sparingly meeting his eyes. Spencer was in shock, all he could think about was how this was one of the nicest things someoneâs ever done for him. You gave him whiplash with how quickly you seemed to forgive whatever trespass he committed against you. He wondered even if he exaggerated the interaction in his head.Â
The basket was woven, made from wicker, and had two handles at the top. It was rectangular in shape, pretty deep, and large for a picnic basket, he thought, big enough for fruits, pastries, sandwiches, and maybe more. It was a very nice basket, and the thought that you were giving it to him made his heart ache the most. Youâd considered him, truly sat down and thought about him and then decided you were going to gift him a solution to his awkward problem. Not often did people solve his problems, it was always the other way around.
âWow,â his finger grazed the side, considering the cost such a nice piece must be. âAre you sure? I really couldnât take your basket itâsââ
âI donât use it anymore,â you interrupted him for the first time. He realized that you never cut him off, you had always listened to him. âYou can have it. . .â Your face was kind, then suddenly dropped into a panic. âOnly if you want it of course! You donât have to take it. I guess itâs kind of silly, carrying a picnic basket in a library. . .â You started to pick your nails, not meeting his eyes.
âI donât think itâs silly,â he assured you quickly, leaning just a bit closer so he could catch your eyes again. âThank you so much. Now I donât have to worry about falling down the stairs or taking two trips to my car.âÂ
Your smile returned with a breathy chuckle. âYeah, you kind of made me nervous going down the stairs like that with all those books. You donât strike me as very. . . coordinated.â
âOuch,â Spencer said, though he smiled back at you. Youâd read him there, he was not very coordinated at all. Knowing physics was one thing, existing smoothly and with grace on the physical plane was another.Â
âSorry,â you shrugged half heartedly.
âNo, youâre right. Thank you for the basket and uh, Iâll be back,â he waved you goodbye as he walked toward the stairs and you fluttered your fingers back at him.Â
Spencer took exactly 52 minutes and 34 seconds adding books to his new basket. He got a few stares and side glances as he toted it around, mainly from a group of teenagers huddled at a miniature table and chair set in the childrenâs section. They snickered as they peeked up from their circle at him, but it wasnât anything Spencer wasnât used to. All his life people had laughed at him for a variety of reasonsâhe was too scrawny, too small, too bumbling, too nerdyâthe list was miles long. All he could do was grow thicker skin, and he had. So he didnât let it bother him as he wandered the library, adding books to his basket.Â
No, the reason Spencer took so long to pick books was because each time he slipped one into a wicker embrace, he thought of you. He blinked and saw your face like a phantom burned into his retinas. The way the corners of your mouth twisted in your smile when you were so excited to give him the basket flashed and faded in his vision. Sometimes he cursed his eidetic memory because heâd memorized your face in its entirety with all its most miniscule details and peculiaritiesâand he didnât even mean to. He would find himself staring into the empty space in the basket and have to drag his brain clawing back into reality.
His watch had ticked past 12 when he made his way back down the stairs to the main floor, lugging his basket in his right hand. It was heavy, weighed by two textbooks and eight other decently thick books, but the woven willow held strong.Â
At the landing he could see across the library that you were already checking someone out. He meant to add himself to the queue, but pivoted to a lounge chair between two bookcases just as he got close enough to hear your voice. Immediately he felt wrong, a churning disgust with himself in the pit of his stomach. It was weird, wasnât it? To watch you from afar just to gauge your behavior? But he had to know, it burdened his brain to wonder if you were just so saccharine it spilled out to everyone around you or if particularly you poured your sugar onto him.
You didnât see him duck between the shelves to the lounge chair, not in any way that he could tell. With a tranquil neutral face you scanned the book that the college girl at the counter placed in front of you. The interaction was done in comfortable silence, even when you finished the transaction and she said her thank yous, you merely mumbled a âyouâre welcome.â
It was different from how you interacted with him, he realized. You were much more playful and chatty with him, but he wasnât sure what exactly inspired it in you. You were clearly shy, maybe anxious, but in some moments it faded when you talked to him. He didnât think he said anything particularly special, but thinking you saw something in him that made you so comfortable, so cheerful, made his stomach flip in a way he couldnât understand.
The next man in the queue placed his book on the counter. He was the only other person waiting. You asked him absent-mindedly for his library card. He was older than you and Spencer, mid to late 40s if Spencer had to guess, but it gave him an idea about how you interacted with men as well. Which was just as bland as your interaction with the college girl before you. Spencer had a fleeting thought that maybeâjust maybeâyou liked him. Why else would you be so inclined to laugh with him? To be so shy sometimes you couldnât meet his eyes? Heâd read books, watched movies, and he knew the signs. He was just not used to spotting them in women interacting with him.
He cleared his throat as if to shake off the idea. It was vain, and in all likelihood an arrogant over analysis of the little interaction heâs had with you. He was about to get up and put himself in line behind the man when he heard his lurid voice croak out.
âHow about you give me a smile, pretty?â
Spencer froze in place, white knuckle grip engraving the grooves of the entwined handle into his palm. Something like anger flared in his chest. It grew hotter as he saw the way you bowed your head even further from the man's sight, pulling your cardigan closer around your body.
âUm, yeah, could I just get your library card?â You squirmed under his leering gaze, lips faintly curling into the most awkward half-smile you could muster.Â
Despite the way you clearly showed you were in duress, the man leaned closer over the counter. âMy nameâs Todd.â He slid his book across the counter to you like that tidbit of information helped any. âIâll take this book and your number, baby.â Spencerâs jaw clenched.
His body tingled with the readiness to step in, to tell this Todd fucker to leave you be because obviously you werenât interested. But his mind, the logical side of him, stopped him because Spencer also respected you and your autonomy. He was not an expert on women, but he knew quite a few strong women in the BAU who would be offended if he stepped in to defend them when they were capable of doing it themselves. He definitely didnât want to offend you if you were able to brush off Todd on your own.
The uncomfortable smile dropped to a grimace. âIf I could get your library card. . .â Your hand hesitantly reached for the book only for Todd to grasp your wrist in a tight hand.
âStop asking for the damn card,â his voice dropped into a growl. âBaby, Iâm just trying to talk to you.â
Your arm fought to pull your hand back behind the counter, but Toddâs grip tightened and pulled back to keep you close. âSir!â Your voice pitched higher, eyes widening almost too big for their frames. âSir, please let goââ
Todd huffed, face screwing up in frustration. âWhyâre you being so difficult?â
âSir, youâre hurting her and you need to let go now.â Spencer practically flew over to the front desk. It was his instincts as an FBI agent kicking in. The need to de-escalate and protect was driving him. This man was now hurting you and he was not going to allow it to go any further.
Toddâs scowl looked Spencer up and down, assessing whether or not he could take him. He must have come to the conclusion Spencer was not a threat because he puffed up his chest and continued gripping your wrist. However, he was so distracted by Spencer, you were able to yank your arm away, rubbing at your wrist with your free hand. Todd shot you a similar glare before leveling his even angrier gaze back on Spencer.
âWeâre just having a conversation here, asshole. So why donât you get back to your books,â Todd barked at him so loud they had now attracted all the eyes in the library. But Spencer was only looking over at yoursâyour creased brow and the watery worry the glass highlighted.Â
âSpencer, itâsââ You didnât get to finish as Todd whirled his head between you and Spencer.Â
âSpencer? No fucking way this wimp is your boyfriend.â Behind the rage, Todd looked almost smug.
But Spencer wasnât. He hit his own boiling point and was passed asking politely. He pulled his credentials from his pocket and flipped them open in Toddâs face. âNo, Iâm the FBI agent who is going to arrest you for harassment, assault, and public disturbance if you donât get out of this library right now.â
Toddâs head reeled back at the badge in his face, eyes squinting between the lettering and Spencerâs face. Realization of how much shit he was in passed briefly over Toddâs face before reverting to his glower. He must not have wanted trouble with the FBI though, because he started taking steps backwards toward the exit. But he couldnât leave with a completely bruised ego.
âWhatever man. If you want the uppity bitch so bad you can have her!â Todd slammed open and closed the door as he made his grand exit. The entire library watched it, listening to him as he got his last dig in and fleeing before Spencer could make him eat his words. He didnât have his cuffs or gun on him, but heâd dealt with enough unsubs to know he didnât need them to handle Todd.Â
When all the eyes slowly went back to their business, sure that Todd wasnât coming back into the library, Spencerâs gaze returned to you. Your eyes were dinner plates, mouth agape, still clutching your wrist.
Spencer frowned, whispering your name. âAre you okay?â
âYouâre an FBI agent. . .â The words slipped out of you in one shocked exhale. His brows furrowed. He just rescued you from an arrogant asshole and that was what you were stuck on, something heâd told you several times.
âYes? But I told youââÂ
âYou were serious?â Your head bobbed forward in disbelief. So you really hadnât been believing what he was saying.Â
âOf course, why would I lie about that?â Spencer was confused and deep down a little hurt. It was such an odd thing to lie about to a stranger, he didnât understand why you thought he wasnât truthful.Â
âIâI donât know,â your eyes bounced around in a panic. âI thought you were just trying to impress me. I meanâyou donât really look like an FBI agent youâre. . . young? I donât know, I thought you were flirting with me so Iââ Your hand clasped over your mouth. âOh my God. Iâm so sorry, sirâagentââ
âSpencer.â
âWhat?â
âCall me Spencer,â he gave you a tight lipped smile, a near look of pity on his face. Your complete panic reassured him you were just as embarrassed over the miscommunication as he was. âTechnically it would be Doctor, since I have three PhDsâbut you can just call me Spencer.â
âButâBut I didnât. . . you were being serious the whole time and I. . .â You stuttered, shaking your head in confusion. âI was so unprofessional. . .â
Spencer chuckled, unable to hold it back. âUnprofessional? Just because Iâm an FBI doesnât mean I canât like to talk to people. And I like talking to you, you donât have to be embarrassed about it.â His disappointment dissipated quickly. Your shyness and embarrassment was so genuine and charming he couldnât find the space to be upset with you beside all his amusement.Â
You crossed your arms, somehow becoming even more bashful. âYouâre sure it's okay?â
âOf course it's okay.â Spencer grinned.
A small sigh of relief breezed past your lips. âOkay. . . I shouldâI should definitely apologize for not believing you.â You meet his eyes then with such profound remorse. âBecause I am really sorry. Itâs just. . . your accomplishments seemed so amazing they were kind of hard to believe, especially for someone so young.â
It was Spencerâs turn to become bashful. His head ducked and he laughed quietly. âI guess they can be hard to believe. Especially when you arenât meeting me at work. I just thought maybe all the books helped prove it.â
You let out a shaky laugh, eyes wandering back down to the countertop. âI kinda thought that was also to impress me. I didnât really think you were reading all of them.â
âWell. . . I do.â He shrugged, figuring you had to believe him now. As you smiled at him, he realized he left his basket and books back at the chair. âSpeaking of reading, Iâll be right back.â
You eyed him as he retrieved the basket and set it on the counter in front of you along with his library card. âOh, were you sitting over there?â You looked curious. Certainly you hadnât seen him sitting there today or anytime before.
Spencer coughed into his fist. âUm, just for a second.â He moved on quickly, removing the books from the basket. âThank you for this again, by the way, itâs so much easier to carry all the books.â
You hummed, eyebrows jumping up. âYeah. . . Iâm having trouble believing I really gave an FBI agent a picnic basket to carry books in.â You started swiping the books over the barcode scanner, adding them back into the basket once they appeared on the computer screen next to you.
He cracked a half smile. âI think you watch too many movies. Weâre not as serious as you think we are.â Hotchâs face flashed in his eyes and he thought maybe they were pretty serious, but not off duty. Hotch could also be serious enough for the whole team sometimes, so maybe he wasnât a very good example. âAnd I like the basket. It was nice of you to think about me.â
Your eyes caught on his for a moment, glazed over in thought, so deep you bumped the basket as you went to set the book you held into it. It snapped you back into reality and you watched your hand as you tucked away the book, clearing your throat. âYouâre sure itâs not weird?â
Spencerâs head tilted to the left, considering you. He didnât know what he could do to pull you back from this rut of self-consciousness. He was starting to regret ever pulling out his badge because now you seem standoffish in a way you never were with him before. He wanted to go back to when you laughed and smiled at him and didnât find him intimidating. âOf course itâs not,â he paused a moment, wetting his lips. âAnd this isnât weird either, yâknow? Me being in the FBI? Iâm still Spencer.â
You looked back at him again, eyes searching his face. âI know that. Iâm. . .â You stared at him a second longer, taking in a deep breath and releasing it with a smile. âIâm letting it sink in.â You continued scanning the books quietly, not meeting Spencerâs eyes as he absentmindedly picked at a loose string in his pocket.
His thumb brushed against his FBI credentials and the encounter just before this revelation came flooding back. He glanced over at the double doors as if to make sure Todd had not come back, though Spencer already knew he didnât.Â
âAre you okay?â You met his eyes, brows pulled together. âAbout beforeâwith that guy?â
âOh.â You shrugged, rolling your wrist unconsciously. âYeah, Iâm fine. We get one of them every now and again. Normally theyâre pretty harmless.â A glimmer of realization passed over your face. âUm, thank you! I should have said that before. Not everyone would have done that.â
Spencer shook his head, waving off your thanks. âOf course. Iâm sorry you have to deal with that.â He was again reminded of the fact he was not a woman, and even though his job was to put away serial killersâmonsters, creeps, pervsâhe couldnât imagine what it would be like to be in your shoes. You shook it off well, but he didnât doubt you were scared in the moment. Probably wondering how far he would take it, whether your reaction was appropriate, if your employer would be angry at you. He was just glad he was there to step in.
Slowly, you finished scanning all the books, tucking them neatly into the basket in an organized order he thoroughly appreciated. Heaviest books sat at the bottom and lighter books were stacked on top of them. You paused, flipping through the last book in your hand, a biography of Max Born, a German-British physicist.Â
âSo. . . you really do read 20,000 words per minute?â You had a cheeky grin as you peeked up at him from beneath those frames, and suddenly you were back. Spencer smiled.
âYup. I also have an IQ of 187 and an eidetic memory.â He shrugged as if it was no big deal.
You giggled, nodding along. âRight. Well then I guess this isnât even enough books for you.â A finger waved over at the basket.
âIt depends on work, actually. Iâm usually busy, but I often have to travel too and then I become really busy so I donât have time to read,â he explained. When he did sit down to read, he could get through one to three books, depending on their volume. âBut yeah, ten books in a week is kind of light.â
You tapped the book in your hand with your thumbs, thinking. âOkay.â Suddenly you dropped the book into the basket, dipping below the desk to set another book in front of him. Examining it, he realized by its orange and yellow coloring it was the same book you had been reading the last time he was in the library. It was The Poetry of Pablo Neruda and from the look of its creased spine and faded orange cover, it was well loved. âYou should read this too then.â
Spencer turned the book over in his hands, looking at you with a twisted face of confusion. âBut the check out limit is ten books?â
You shook your head, gesturing for him to add it to the basket. âItâs not a library book,â when he still looked puzzled, you continued. âItâs my book. You can borrow it from me.â
Your kindness and generosity was both shocking and overwhelming. Spencer wasnât sure how he was to thank you for being so gracious to him. He could only think of one thing. So he quickly fumbled his wallet up onto the countertop. âYou have to let me give you something for thisââ
âSpencer,â as you said his name, your hand covered his as he dug for bills to give you. âYou donât owe me anything.â
He shook his head, bewildered. Not only was your kindness startling, but so was the feeling of your hand on his. He had to stop his body from flinching at the contact. He was mostly uncomfortable at the thought of people touching him, but your palm was warm, soft, and offered the most comfort heâd felt in a while. âThe basket and the book? Itâs too much. I mean. . . youâre too nice.â
Your lips spread into a bright smile, flashing him your teeth. âJust bring me back your analysis. Iâd love to hear what an IQ of 187 can cook up. Deal?â
Spencer laughed, ducking his head as he nodded in agreement. âDeal.â
When the laughter faded and his head came back up, he looked at you for a while longer, just feeling the paperback cover underneath his fingertips. You met his eyes just for a few moments, twiddling your own fingers. âSo um, see you next Sunday?â You asked. He dared to see hope in your eyes.
âSee you next Sunday,â Spencer agreed again. He hesitated putting the book in his new basket then finally left the front desk, waving you goodbye as he did. He watched over his shoulder you return his wave as he exited through the double doors.Â
Spencer walked back to his car practically swinging the basket, so in his head he didnât even realize he still had a smile on his face. He set The Poetry of Pablo Neruda aside as he disinfected his books and wondered what he would do the rest of his day off. What he was sure of, deep in his chest, was that he was excited for next Sunday.Â
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Part Two
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â” youâre so vain -> l.hs



â ïž smut (mdni)
â jock!heeseung x reader, enemies to ?????, heeseung is rlly annoying, hate sex ;), hair pulling, dirty talk, unprotected sex, degradation, backshots lmao. i think thatâs it?
summary: attending a new school was supposed to be a fresh start for you, trying to be nice to everyone and have new friends, yet coming across lee heeseung threw all of that out the window.
(heeseung x fem.reader)
wc: 3.2k
your sweaty hands could not be gripping the steering wheel any harder. you wouldnât call yourself âsuper shyâ but when it comes to a whole new community of people, teenagers, hell yeah you are.
you had to move exactly at the middle of the year due to your momâs work. they offered her double the salary at the other side of the city, who was she to say no to that? although you were going to miss your friends and the overall environment of your old home, you couldnât just tell your mom ânoâ, either way her decisions are final.
you just got here two days ago, and to be honest, it wasnât that bad. the worst thing so far is the fact that the nearest shopping center was 30 minutes away but youâll live.
you didnât except your first day of school to be so nerve-wracking. surely youâll make some friends but who knows what people are like here. eventually, you saw the big navy blue sign with your schoolâs name on it. it was an averagely big school, bigger than your old one, which also meant more people.
the parking space alone was scary. it was huge yet already full even though it was still fairly early. you went around in circles around the parking lot, trying to find a vacant spot. fortunately you did at the second-to-last line.
as you tried to park, the limited space you had made it difficult to, having to back up and drive in constantly. as you reversed your car, you must have completely forgotten that you arenât the only one there, feeling a small crash at the bumper of your car.
your eyes widened in panic. you looked back to see what you hit, and with your luck, it revealed at very nice black car, to which youâve just hit. you tried to quickly get into your parking spot, hoping it was nothing serious, but then someone came walking up to you.
âshit, that must be the ownerâ you saw his red, rather handsome, fuming face.
you got out of your car to confront the first person interaction.
âhey look im so-â
âCANT YOU FUCKING DRIVE RIGHT? YOU HIT MY VERY EXPENSIVE CAR WITH YOUR THING, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?â
oh he was an asshole. you almost scoffed in his face. who does he think he is.
âit was accident thatâs all, it was barely a scratch calm down man.â
âIT WAS DEFINITELY A SCRATCH LOOK AT IT! JUST BECAUSE YOU KEEP YOUR CAR LOOKING ALL MISERABLE DOESNT MEAN I WILL, DO YOU EVEN HAVE A LICENSE?â
lord take me back. you were so close to just leaving him there arguing with himself. but you didnât want to make him even angrier.
âlook im sorry! i can pay for the fix up if thatâs what you want, i dont know what else to do?â
the boy scoffed and rolled his eyes at your statement.
âyou think i donât have the money for it? please, it shows youâre a newbie around here.â
âi didnât mean it like that-â
âyo heeseung!! come on bro!â another blonde boy called from afar, hopefully ending the argument yâall were having.
â watch your back new girl.â with one last glare, he left to join his group of friends.
you rolled your eyes. shiver my fucking timbers, you thought.
you took a deep breath before grabbing your backpack and making your way into school , hoping to never see his face ever again.
>>
you thought that was going to be the end of it all. but oh boy were you wrong. soon you found out that heeseung is the captain of the football team, and pretty much the most popular boy in school. as cliche as it sounds, every girl would drop their panties if he asked them to.
people know heâs not the nicest person ( an asshole) yet they still look up to him. thatâs angered you. how are all these people so dumb? just because heâs kinda good-looking? seriously?
over the course of a few weeks, youâve managed to make some friends, your closest taehyun and Isa. although you tried to block the negativity, heeseung made it really hard. always giving you snarky comments when he saw you around, ridiculing you in front of other people. somehow always finding a way to run into you despite not having any classes together. except gym.
â bro open your eyes, catch the damn ball!â he yelled from across from you.
you hated sports. even less could you play one, but you gotta do it for the grade.
âthe ball was too high up dummy!â you retorted, rolling your eyes for maybe the 100th time in the class period.
if you hated gym before, you definitely hated it more now.
as the period ended, you decided to take a quick shower in the locker rooms since you couldnât handle being all sweaty and gross throughout the day.
heeseung finished changing and was outside the locker room with his friends, chatting, waiting for the bell to ring. thatâs when he may have accidentally eavesdropped the conversation between your two friends, he could barely the names of.
âwhereâs _____?â taehyun asked isa, noticing how you werenât with her.
âsheâs taking a shower right now, she told us to not wait for her.â Isa shrugged before taehyun nodded.
a beautiful idea popped in heeseungâs brain. it was too good.
he excused himself and sneakily waited by the girlâs locker room, waiting for everyone to come out. once he only heard the shower you were using running, he quietly entered the room. the bell had rang about a minute ago, so the gym was empty, only you and him. the gym teacher god knows where.
he saw his target and rapidly grabbed the pile of clothes sitting on the bench, a smirk evident in his face.
suddenly the shower stopped running, making heeseung hurry and exit the locker room.
the shower felt too good, you think you spent more time that you anticipated to. as you exited the shower tiles, you looked around for your clothes, which you remember clearly leaving them in the bench closest to the shower. you looked around the whole locker room, hoping you were wrong and placed them elsewhere. unfortunately, you couldnât even find your damn socks.
your biggest fear has come true. youâre now naked, nothing but a towel covering you, this was more than just humiliating. you felt sad, mad, angry, embarrassed all at once. theyâve been stolen for sure, and you were more than sure on who did it.
grabbing your phone you called Isa, to see if she could help you somehow. and she indeed did. bringing you some spare clothes she had. thankfully, you always bring extra underwear since situations like these could happen. you just had to wait for isa for the clothes, yet the five minutes she took felt like five hours. unfortunately, passing period is over, meaning some students are coming in the locker room to change.
many of them just straight up stared at you. giving you weird looks as to why you were pretty much naked in the middle of the locker room, but none had the guts to ask you.
you wished the ground would just swallow you whole. lee heeseung wonât hear the end of it.
âLEE HEESEUNG!â you yelled across the field. he and his friends were siting down eating lunch outside when you spotted him after trying to find him after the stunt he just pulled.
heeseung knew it was coming, giggling with his friends as they heard you yell his name once again. â oh sheâs about to scold me now .â heeseung scoffed but still got up and went over to you.
âyes maâam?â he said with a smile, you wish you could slap off but youâre better than that.
âYOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID DO YOU KNOW HOW EMBARRASSING THAT WAS?â
âi have no idea what youâre talking about..â heeseung tried acting innocent but failed as he just burst out laughing. you groaned, how on earth is that funny?
âcute panties by the wayâ he continued to laugh, not sparing a glance at your mad expression on your face.
âyouâre such an ass, i hate your guts.â you said leaving him alone, laughing to himself.
âyo bro i think she actually got mad this time.â his friend, jake came over.
heeseung shrugged. âsheâs so sensitive, it wasnât even that bad.â
âi canât believe he did thatâŠâ taehyun said as you told them both what had happened. Isa knew a little bit but not who did it.
âthatâs fucked up, whatâs he got against you so much?â
you shrugged. âi guess because i gave his car a little scratch, but i guess he took it to heart since he hasnât stopped bothering me since. heâs a jerk.â
âfinally someone who thinks the same as me!â taehyun said making you chuckle.
âthen get back at him! you know the one thing that makes him who he is is that damn football.â Isa said.
you tried to be the bigger person this whole time, not paying much mind to his little remarks or pranks he pulls, biting back a little wouldnât hurt right?
âyou know what, youâre right.â
âlee heeseung, mrs. park wants to speak to you.â mr.jung said calling heeseung.
heeseung who was barely paying attention heard his name. his frowned at this. what on earth could she want to talk about with him? either way, he went to her classroom.
he entered the empty classroom to find his coach and mrs.park, waiting for him. what the fuck? heeseung was more confused now. maybe they were going to congratulate him for the good work this semester? his coachâs face said otherwise though.
âthere you are, you may be wondering why youâre here..â mrs.park started. heeseung nodded, feeling uneasy.
âa student came forward, showing how you copied word for word her whole assignment, the one i assigned a week ago. i didnât notice it at first but itâs very clear now, you may know how cheating is unacceptable in my class, iâve decided to fail you in this assignment, plus youâll be serving detention this whole week..â she turned to the coach.
heeseungâs heart started beating at a rapid pace, heâs never been caught cheating, and being failed on the assignment that was a big part of his grade, it means heâs most likely failing the class now. the rules for football stated that all players should be passing all of their classes if not, theyâll be droppedâŠ.
no no no, the lee heeseung canât be dropped. heâs the captain! the star player!
âsince youâre failing this class heeseung, i think you know whatâs about to happe-â
âplease coach! donât kick me out, iâm the captain! what would the team do without me? iâll get my grade up as soon as possible im-â
âcalm down calm down, iâm not going to kick you out, itâs the middle of the season, but unfortunately you wonât be playing the next three games. if your grade is not up by then, then i will drop you. understood?â his coach stated earning a sharp nod by heeseung.
heâs glad heâs still on the team but whatâs the point if he canât play? heâs going to become a joke. the captain thatâs a bench warmer. how stupid.
he left the classroom enraged. he knows exactly who did this.
âbro what? what do you mean you ainât gonna play ?â riki said in disbelief at what his captain just said.
âsome snitch told mrs.park that i cheated on the last assignment and coach suspended me for the next three games, and i got detention all week!â sunghoon unknowingly chuckled. heeseung looked at him with a glare.
âwhat? she got you good, what did you expect hee?â sunghoon kept laughing, making some of the others also laugh silently.
heeseung had nothing to say back, he just rolled his eyes. âtch, whatever.â
nevertheless, you were overjoyed seeing heeseung slouching on the bench. you couldnât miss this once in a lifetime scenario. obviously you were the cause for it. heeseung asks Isa almost all the time for her notes or to straight up copy her. she willingly let you rat him out after what he did to you.
he can sense how all eyes were on him, but he just tried to block everyone out a focus on the game. he had a poker face on, but deep inside he was irritated . he saw how you were smirking and laughing with your two little friends. you knew what you were doing.
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âahh look who it is, the benchwarmer! â you said chuckling as you made your way to heeseung.
after the team (barely) won, jake threw an âafter partyâ at his house. even though you donât normally go to these parties, especially from those boys, you felt like a party would do good with your marvellous mood. something about seeing heeseungâs frowny face made feel over the moon.
âseems like cat got your tongue now huh? dont have anything to say-â
in a blink of an eye you were pulled into a room, heeseungâs fingers wrapped around your neck, pulling your face closer to his.
âwhat the fuck? heeseung-â
âshut the fuck up.â his hoarse voice caught you off guard. he was actually really mad.
âyou think what you did itâs fucking funny? huh? almost getting me kicked out ? â youâve never seen him this enraged before. making you almost scared, yetâŠ.kinda turned on? no, you hate him, snap out of it! you told yourself yet the wetness in between your legs became hard to ignore.
you didnât respond. âfuck, youâre so annoying, i canât fucking stand you. i hate you.â he saw lowly. fuck that was hot.
you spoke before thinking. âthen show me.â
not needing to tell him twice, heeseung pulled you completely in. your lips met in a kiss that was anything but gentle, a fierce and consuming clash that spoke longing and raw need.
The kiss deepened, fueled by an unspoken urgency, their mouths exploring each other with a fervor that left yâall breathless. his grip on your neck becoming tighter.
âshit im gonna show you to fucking behave.â he said before pushing you into the bed forcefully. you may have discovered a new kink of yours. watching as he undressed himself and yourself rapidly. feeling his anger through every touch he gave you.
he rubbed through your folds before inserting two fingers aggressively. your body jolted at the sudden move.
âholy shit go softer dumbass.â
âaw you think i give a fuck? suck it up and take it since you think youâre all that.â his fingers pumped faster and faster making it hard for you to answer back to his stupid remarks.
âoh my god..â you tried to pull his hand away before you cum. not wanting to see you orgasm so easily yet.
âjust fuck me already heeseung, or is your dick as tiny as your brain?â
heeseung looked darkly at you. that stupid mouth of yours canât shut up will it?
he retracted his fingers put of you and took his boxers off. wanting nothing more than to prove you wrong.
shit. your eyes went wide at what stood in front of you. saying he was big was an understatement. it was like a zipper for your mouth. how was that thing going to fit inside of you?
âcanât say anything now, can you slut?â he pulled your legs down the mattress to have you at the perfect angle to ram into you.
heeseung ran his til over your folds, teasing his way in. making you aggrevated.
âjust put it in for fucks sake!â
âtell me how bad you want it.â you shook your head, no way were you going to beg. no way.
âalright then, i guess im gonna go.â he said letting go of your waist, acting as if he was going to leave.
âokay okay! please fuck me, i want it so bad, i want your big cock so bad heeseung.â heeseung moaned at your words. he didnât wait any longer and thrusted all of him in you.
you both moaned yet it was more painful for you. youâve never had something so big inside you before.
âfuck yeah..â he said then grabbing your neck, slightly choking you. your hands went to his biceps, trying to find something to hold on to as the speed he was thrusting in became more hostile.
âfuck me harder, like the asshole you are.â you said in between breaths. heeseung took the challenge and thrusted violently. the skin slapping and wetness of your core could probably be heard in the party outside.
âof course a whore like you would like to be fucked like this.â
before you could respond he pulled out of you earning a desperate groan from you, but then your were flipped, now on all fours and before you knew it he was back in you again. gripping your hip with one hand while he pulled your hair on the other.
âsuch a tight pussy, you probably fantasized about this am i right?â he said in your ear. you shook your head through your moan.
âin your dreams lee, in your fucking dreams. fuck you.â
âiâm quite literally doing that.â chuckling, he let go of your hair and instead gripped your other hip, going in deeper, nudging your cervix literally driving you to an edge.
âfuck iâm cumming.â you cried out. never has an orgasm felt like this. heeseung was on edge as well, feeling you clench around his dick did it for him.
your climax rose over you, making you fall into the pillow while heeseung kept thrusting until his own organs came over him, pulling out and releasing his white ropes all over your back.
tiredly, he laid besides you in the strangers bed, not knowing what to say now.
you turned to him, smirking. âi think i may hate you even more now.â
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Part-time Jobs
Billy needs money, or at least more than what he currently has. So, he gets a job. Scratch that. Marvel gets a job. Marvel is now a part timer named Mark who works at a Target, a Baskin Robins, a Bojangles (I worked at one, so now he has to), and a couple other places. The stamina of Atlas is really carrying him.
Marvel and Coworker 1: *taking a lunch break together*
Coworker 1: âWait, so is this your only job?â
Marvel: âHm? No. Why?â
Coworker 1: âWell, itâs just that I briefly remember you saying one time about how this isnât your only job.â
Marvel: âOhhhhh⊠Well letâs see, I work here, Target, a Baskin Robins, and a Bojangles. Iâve been a bouncer at a club a couple times since a friend of mine at the Baskin Robins will let me fill in for him. And then thereâs the Autozone, and the Taco Bell.â
Coworker 1: *starts growing more and more alarmed/horrified after the Baskin Robins mention* âMark, buddy, thatâs like⊠sixâ seven jobs! How do you have the time for that, one, and two you have like no one eyebags or visible exhaustion whatsoever.â
Marvel: âI clean up wellâŠ?â
Coworker 1: âThatâs a bit of an understatement, pal. You look like you have a full nights rest, a good meal, and a good conscience. Iâve never once seen you drink a drop of caffeine to.â
Marvel: âUhâŠâ
Coworker 1: *stands on tippy toes to place a hand on Marvelâs shoulder* âDude, are you alright?â
Marvel: *leans down so they donât have to stand on their tippy toes* âYes?â
Coworker 1: âYou sure?â
Marvel: âYes?? Youâre making me second guess myself.â
Coworker 1: âMaybe you should, because working 7 jobs is actually insane, bud.â
This interaction honestly set Billy on edge afterwords. He didnât really want Coworker 1 worrying over him. Especially when Billy was just trying to get that bag. Speaking of worrying there was another coworker who tended to worry about him a lot, Ms. Gertrude. She was the manager of the Target he worked at. Her worry was more that of a grandmother. She pinches his cheeks and gives him candy despite the fact that in his Marvel form, he not only looks like a grown man, sheâs also half his size. He doesnât particularly mind though.
Marvel: âMs. Gertrude, why do you always pinch my cheeks and give me candy?
Ms. Gertrude: âYou remind me of my husband.â *hands him some old lady candy*
Marvel: *extremely confused* âHuh?â
Ms. Gertrude: âYes, Micheal, my husband. You remind me of him. So, Iâve decided youâre now my grandson.â
Marvel: âOh uh⊠okay.â *doesnât know whether to be happy or not*
Ms. Gertrude: âYes, now go stock the toy aisle, dear.â *shooes him off*
Marvel: *scurries off to the toy aisie*
The time bubble worked in his favor, Billy supposed. Ms. Gertrude likes her 1950s to 60s not-really-grandson grandson.
Then thereâs the time Flash was in town for whatever and went to the local Baskin Robins.
Flash: âIâll take a double fudge sundaeâ WhaaaaâŠ? Cap?â
Marvel: âItâs Mark.â *taps name tag*
Flash: âYour name is Mark?â
Marvel: âWell⊠no. But itâs my name for this job. A double fudge sundae, right?â
Flash: âRight.â *stares for a couple seconds* âDude, whyâre you here?â
Marvel: âItâs my city?â
Flash: âYou know what I mean. Dude, whyâre you working at a Baskin Robinâs?â
Marvel: âMoney.â
Flash: âMoney?â
Marvel: *nods head* âMoney.â
Flash: âYou know we get a salary right? Also why do you even need money in the first place? I didnât even think you were a human.â
Marvel: *donates most of the money to homeless shelters, but doesnât use any of it for himself cause heâs scared itâll let them find out heâs a kid* âI did know that. I just like to eat. I work at like 5 different fast food places cause the food is delicious.â *walks to the ice cream to start making the sundae*
Flash: âHow do you have the time for that?â
Marvel: *shrugs, finishing the sundae and handing it to Wally*
Flash: âI will be very much asking about this later, bud. You will be warned.â
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I think I shoot be allowed to shoot my uncle.
Since birth heâs told me what a âdumb fuckin retard femaleâ I am. He gave me lingerie as a birthday present when I turned 13. He told my mom not to show me âfeminazi moviesâ like Frozen and Brave. He taught his son to lift up my shirts and skirts starting when I was 10 (and my cousin was 4) because he thought it was funny. He taught my cousin to grope me (starting when I was 8 and my cousin was 2) because he thought it was funny. My cousin only stopped doing these things recently because he realized itâs fucking weird. I can see the disgust in my uncleâs face every second he talks to me because heâs a lonely old man with an ex-wife who makes double his salary and a teenaged son who hates him and Iâm a twenty year old lesbian who dates and has sex with significantly more women than him on a regular basis. And I think I should be able to kill him, for this and all the other things heâs done! And not just to me, the abuse he put his ex-wife through as well! I literally, as a 6 year old, begged her not to marry him even though it was the first time Iâd ever met her because I knew him and I didnât know her but I knew even the worst woman doesnât deserve to be with him.
So, submitted for approval of the council, I would like permission to shoot him dead because he deserves it :]
#over sharing on men because I hope this man dies in the worst way possible#since my birth heâs gotten his rocks off on humiliating dehumanizing and specializing me#and nobody gives the slightest fuck#I hope he has a horrific violent death where heâs praying for god to save him but god doesnât listen because god fucking hates him too!!!!!#proud misandrist#misandry#female rage#kill all males
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Prey Animals (Prolouge)
â Â Pairing: Yoongi x reader, Bts x reader
â Â Genre: Omegaverse, Mafia au, Polyamory au, Found family, Suspense, Eventual Smut, Enemies to friends to lovers, Angst with a happy ending, Hurt and Comfort,
â Â Summary: In a world where Beta's are rare, valuable, and often have more than one pack; Beta Min Yoongi does everything he can to keep his mafia heritage a secret from his primary pack. Little does he know he's not the only one who's living a double life.
â Â Words: 1.7k
â Â Warnings: Violence, Blood, Murder, Implied spousal abuse, Implied sexual abuse, Angst
â Check in after for my notes! â
Forward:
This is for you motherfucker. After this, no one will doubt what you did to me. No one will ever question what I went through again. Youâre lucky Iâm not out for revenge; youâre lucky Iâm not coming for you. We both know how that would end.
Iâm going to piss on your grave when you die.
I hope Iâm your devil. If there is a Hell- I hope I get to punish you. From the bottom of my heart, Fuck you.
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(You, 121 days Before)
You stand in your living room watching the blood soak through the carpet. You donât move at all, not a single fucking inch, because you donât want to make it worse.
Itâs the fancy kind of carpet, the kind that usually get hung in museums or auctioned off during estate sales. Made with silk and a fine edging that youâve watched the cleaning lady brush through to keep it free of tangles. Such care and astute actions have been taken to maintain it.
You wonder if theyâll throw it out or just have it cleaned. You imagine her on her hands and knees, trying to get blood out of it.
At least the background is already red you think as the blood spreads out from the body and the design on it winks out flower by flower and the blood seeps through the fibers. The blood creeps in the direction of your feet but you stay silent and still, exactly like how your husband wants you to be.
Geumjae has trained you well.
Your husband wipes the knife on the manâs knee, still and no longer shaking. No part of him moves but youâve long gotten used to the stillness of dead bodies and the look of slit throats- like a smile only more open and without any teeth. It might be the only smile you see today so you don't look away.
What youâve never quite gotten used to is how the bloodshed looks against things so grand. Â
Maybe itâs just because you grew up poor, but expensive things blood splatters, soaked with blood, and soiled turn your stomach. It didnât use to be so routine; you used to vomit when he killed people in front of you. We killed them just to show you that he could, how immune he was from consequences.
But Drug lords and kingpins lords are that way; Their hubris defines them. Your husband is no different.
The antique carpets, the gilded couches, the Tiffany vase that costs more than most peopleâs yearly salaries was a wedding gift. And you watch as he plops the manâs fingers into it one by one as he saws them off. No fingerprints and no evidence. The teeth will be next. Â
Thereâs something about gold splattered with blood that sets you sick and dizzy. Expensive items piled around the room, as stained as the money that was used to purchase them. Geumjae has always known how to poke at you.
You know Geumjae is only acting this way because of the funeral tomorrow.
He's not upset or devastated- far from it. His hands shake with a tremor of anticipation. The wild look in his eyes just a little bit more keen than usual. He needed something to settle his nerves, and this man was the perfect opportunity.Â
The manâs pleas still ring in your ears. âPlease please- I didnât mean- tell him I didn't mean it.â But you hadn't spoken up because it never matters if you defend the men your husband thinks youâre sleeping with. Or the ones that inadvertently touch your hand when you go out, or the ones that God forbid slip you their number like this poor alpha.
Defending them only makes him more violent and it only makes him take it out on you worse later. Death for this man was an unavoidable fate.
He will take it out on you worse later, you donât wonder, you donât worry. At this point, you know what awaits you upstairs and itâs impossible to avoid. Heâll end in an unmarked grave before daylight, and youâll end up upstairs. Teeth and fingerprints pulled and ground up with nothing but isotopic analysis to possibly identify him. Heâll end up missing and forgotten. A john doe. The same way your husband has dealt with the countless other men who have been misfortunate enough to cross your path.
You are less a woman these days than you are an omen; a black cat crossing their path, spilled salt, a broken mirror. You wonder, could you have stopped it?
You watch as the blood soaks into the note. Obscuring the black ink of a name and a 9-digit number in seconds. The note he tried to slip you in the restaurant earlier lies on the floor surrounded by the black plastic of a shattered phone.
You decide it doesnât matter, none of this matters as you let the blood trickle closer and closer, let it pool between your toes as he continues to cut off the manâs fingers one by one.
His heart is no longer beating so itâs less messy this way. At least there will be no splatters on the ceiling to clean.
The teeth make a sharper noise hitting the silver vase as Geumjae moves on to them. One thud and then another, until you flinch at the very last one. Only then does your husband set the pliers and the knife down and stand up.
Geumjae comes close to you almost nose to nose, you don't flinch, you don't even make eye contact with him as he picks up your long skirt from the floor and uses the fabric to wipe his hands. He drops the knife at your feet and heads upstairs without a word.Â
You donât try and clean up the body, he has people for that and that is not your use here. That is not your use to him. You donât want to make it worse.
You follow him upstairs to the bedroom without a word.
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Gone are the days of wolves and packs, of shifters and magic. Gone are the days of territories icy and impersonal or Pack alpha's bloody and greedy. Gone are the days of survival through snow and salt and fog. Love and mating are no longer decided through viscera and dominance.
Gone, but not forgotten.
Some touches of that time still linger in the modern era. Although it's far more common for Alphas and Omegas to pair off in single pairs or trios; large multi-pair polyamorous packs still exist in most pockets of the world. Attractive for those who wish to pool resources. Â Packâs come with many omegas and few alphas if you're lucky- and many alphas and few omegas if you're not.Â
Few packs are lucky enough to count a Beta among their ranks. As the rarest sub gender by population, they are offered certain concessions by society.
They say if youâre an alpha youâre born lucky, and if youâre an omega youâre lucky to be born. And if youâre born beta? You then are luck. A four-leaf clover. A rabbits foot. A horseshoe.
Betas are valuable for so many reasons itâs hard to put a pin on exactly why society praises them so much. Is it their even temperaments? Their pheromones and their biology that ease the hurts from heats and ruts? Is it their inability to have their emotions altered by pheromones or is it simply their rarity?
Only 5 percent of the world's population are Betas. Unlike alphas (53 percent) and omegas (42 percent).
Betaâs are expected to hold certain stations by society, often sought out for job interviews and college applications, for brand opportunities and political slots. Being a beta means youâre trusted, being a beta means youâre desired. Betas are the political advisers, the commanders, and the CEOs of the world. The ones trusted above all else to make decisions.
There are so few betas in the world, but nearly every pack needs one to function properly. Society makes special allowances for Beta's; things that are not given to alphas and omegas.
Most betas are nomadic by design and would never even dream of staying with just one pack. Most betas have at least two packs that they split their time between. Taking rest from one and safe harbor in another as fluidly as a bee would buzz from one flower to the next.
Though alphas and omegas might feel possessive over a beta; itâs generally a social taboo to interfere with the transfer of a beta from one group to another. Bi-monthly or bi-yearly- or whatever works for each pack. Some packs even get houses next to each other so that their beta can have a more free-flowing arrangement between Dens. Pack alphas do not covet Beta's the way they covet omega's or at times- other submissive alphas. Itâs forbidden. Itâs not the way of things. Itâs shameful.
Every person has the same idea shoved down their throat post-presentation. See- betas donât need to stay in one place- see- itâs fine to give up the one you love to another. Itâs normal. Donât make a big deal out of it. Society will crumble without it, so donât even try.
Itâs the same idea thatâs parroted when it comes to larger packs too-Â why are you complaining about your alpha bringing a new omega home? You get a nestmate out of it, donât you want someone to help with the laundry? Why are you complaining about your omega seeking out another alpha? Is your knot not enough for them? Arenât you glad to have someone to help you provide for them?
The world is a ruthless place, we all know sometimes it takes more than one income to have children. As the world changes and capitalism ebbs and flows, multi member parental groups become more and more common. God knows Iâd love not to shit a pup out of my trap if I could.
Itâs not that betaâs donât want to stay with just one person; itâs just that monogamy is not in their nature. Alphas and omega's bond and mate and fuck, but Beta's are made of different, more refined genetics. Without these flimsy rules society would quickly fall into outright warfare. Â Poly-packy is accepted and encouraged for most Betas by society.
Min Yoongi is not most betas.
(Next chapter)
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Notes:
- each chapter will open up with a moodboard! just to set up the tension!!! Honestly making them took longer than editing certain parts of this lol, I may have gone a little bit over the top.
-The forwardâŠokay soâŠIâve lived in abject terror that my abuser will find this story. That heâll read it and have access (once again) to the most intimate parts of me. It felt important to me to address him and let him know that if one day he does find this story that he knows heâs the villain, That heâs my Geumjae. I mean hopefully heâll know without meaning too- some of Geumjaeâs dialogue is taken directly from his mouth so it would be hard for him to miss.
-I heard the quote âno revenge because not having me in your life is enough punishmentâ and Iâve really been trying to live by it these last few months. I wish he could be punished for what he did to me but he never will be and Iâm coming to terms with that.
-My intention with bily is never to show the rape that the m/c went through on screen- because I donât think it would be helpful to the m/câs character arc and could be more torture porn which god knows thereâs enough of in modern media. But It is going to be heavily heavily implied at certain points in the new version with more detail than the first version. One unintended consequence of giving this story more detail is that things will become a bit more triggering and I donât want anyone to be surprised by that. If thereâs ever something in these chapters that you think deserves a warning I will not hesitate to put it in the tags at the beginning of the chapter, just let me know and Iâll add it.
-I feel like I may get into trouble with the avatar the last airbender reference in this chapter. But isnât it better to ask for forgiveness vs permission?
#bts omegaverse au#bts a/b/o#bts x reader#bts poly au#bts fluff#bts polyamory au#bts mafia au#bts#bts fanfic#bts fanfiction#bts fic#bts fics#bts smut#bts x you#bts x y/n#bts x oc#jungkook#jimin#yoongi#taehyung#namjoon x reader#bts mafia series#bts masterlist#seokjin#hoseok x reader#hoseok#yoongi x reader#jimin x reader#jungkook x reader#taehyung x reader
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"Working Overtime" - Toji Fushiguro



4,469 words.
warnings. nsfw (18+), toji is your boss, escort reader, thigh riding, p in v, spitting, toji rails you on a balcony, exhibitionism?, toji fucks you on a pile of money, mention of size difference, hair pulling, eye contact, oral sex (f receiving), creampie, praising, light aftercare
notes. corporate girlie by day, escorting by night. out of all people, who knew your own boss had to be tonights client? (ok but wealthy toji is such a refreshing experience from broke homeless smelly ass toji.)
art used is by @/yunonoai
Being able to say you work under Mr. Fushiguro meant that you were gifted of some kind. Just having the privilege to do so puts you on top of others in society.
Toji Fushiguro himself possessed a different category of wealth. Any high-rise building you walk into in the whole of New York, you could be 99.9% sure that he owns it.
Five star hotels, bars of any kind, and award-winning Michelin restaurants. Oh, you name it. This was his world and we were just living in it.
On the other hand, the Fushiguro company's pay was decent. Working conditions were way above standard. It was a luxury to work in his office, but knowing you, it just wasn't enough.
You needed more than that. Which is why you took up escorting, suggested by your best-friend one night while the two of you were intoxicated by liquor. She told you that you had the looks, the bod, and a personality anyone would die for. And lastly, you were captivating - you could have anything your way.
At first you took it as a joke. Thinking she was just being a lick ass. But surprisingly you had tried it out not long after the idea was proposed, and you ended up making almost double your annual net salary in just four months. This night job was a secret that only you and your best-friend knows about.
Of course, you worked on the weekends. Choosing to work Monday to Thursday wouldâve been self sabotage.
You had more than enough money to buy whatever you want, send your mom on holiday, and you were always on top of rent. Your corporate job was just something to get through the day with rather than rotting at home.
During shifts, you and the other escorts would hang around in the night club changing rooms. Most of the girls were also strippers in the same club, but that wasnât really your thing. So you just stayed with escorting. Your manager would just assign each of you clients, unless someone has personally booked you in.
Speaking of which, a voice came from the door frame. âStar, you have a client tonight. 9PM.â Star wasnât your real name, it was just a fake one that you used while you escorted. It was safer, and most of the other girls did the same.
You look at Geto, your boss, in the reflection of the vanity mirror. Busy polishing up your eyeliner, you try your best not to poke yourself in the eye. âName? And did he obey my no-home rule?â
As an escort, you did have some rules for your own service. You figured youâve been doing this for quite a reasonable amount of time, so you made a personal rule where youâd refuse to go to a clients house. For safety reasons.
âGoes by the name.. uh⊠Eznin? And he did indeed. Seems like he booked in for the Ritz Carlton on 25 West. Think heâs a first time client too.â He reads the details off his tablet.
Of course, it just had to be one of Fushiguros hotels. You literally couldnât escape that man.
The other girls in the room purred, âArenât you lucky.. Seems like he has money, donât ya think?â Meimei takes a puff of her cigarette, looking at you in the mirror aswell for a response. âMaybe check for an expensive watch? Iâd take it if I were you.â
âNot funny, Meimei.â She was known for stealing from her clients, you never knew how she got away with it. It even got so bad to the point that she spÂĄked a client, taking his wallet afterwards.
Getting up from the chair, you made your way behind the dressing divider, shimmying your robe off to slide on a dark blue lingerie set. Over it, you wore a simple black dress. I mean, you could never go wrong with a little black dress.
Throwing on some matching strappy heels, you stuffed your purse with some condoms and lube. And a plan B, of course.
âYour rides sorted,â Geto stood back from the door frame. âIâll text you any further details.â
âCopy,â after spritzing on some perfume, you made your way out of the club.
An all-black SUV was waiting for you outside the entrance. Your favourite driver, Todo was standing beside the car door, smiling as you approached him.
âHi, Todo.â You smiled as he held the door open.
âYou look wonderful miss.â Todo smiles back before closing the door, walking around to the drivers side.
The car drives on, and as you were securing a secret mic in your purse, (for safety reasons but the client never knows) Todo speaks.
âAh- Miss, not sure if I should disclose this information but your client tonight is.. very wealthy.â His leather covered hands clutch onto the wheel. âIâd be more demanding if I were you, make the most of it.â
Breaking out into a laugh, you stop fiddling with your bag, to look at him in the rear view mirror. â..Is that so?â
âYeah⊠thought I might let you know.â He grins, bringing the car to a stop. Todo quickly scurries out of the vehicle before you could, opening the door for you.
âThanks for the ride, Todo.â You slipped a $20 bill in his hand. âIâll text you when Iâm finished.â
He nods, getting back into the car as you made your way inside of the hotel.
Checking your phone for updates, Geto sent you a text with all the details around five minutes ago.
Eznin Caln 30 years old, Net worth- $307,473,297 Floor number 43, heâll let you in.
You walked over to the elevators, luckily one was already open. Taking a look at the buttons panel, you looked for a 43. Noticing it was the last highest button, you raised an eyebrow before pressing it.
Clutching onto the straps of your purse, the doors closed. You could only look at yourself in the metal reflection, taking a few deep breaths. Of course, you made sure to send a text back to Geto to let him know you were at the hotel.
Although you were decently experienced in this job, youâd still get nervous each time you were about to meet your clients.
Setting down the fly aways in your hair, the elevator came to a halt.
*Ding!*
The metal doors opened before your eyes. Hesitant, you walked inside, the bottom of your heels tapping against the wooden floors.
â..Hello?â You peeked inside the other rooms in the penthouse, one being a mini office that seemed like someone was just there, the other being a bedroom with big windows and a balcony, overlooking the city.
A deep voice spoke behind you. âCan I help you?â
You gasp, clutching onto your chest as you turned around. âIâm so sorr- Mr. Fushiguro?!â
Your eyes widened, and his mouth wide open. He was only in a towel wrapped around his waist, his dark hair wet from a fresh shower. You couldnât help but ogle the drops of water that decorated his muscular body.
ââŠAre you.. the escort?â
Unable to form words, you swallowed your spit before speaking. âI.. I am.â You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, looking down at the ground.
âAlright, make yourself comfortable.â He eyed you up and down, a mini towel in his hand to dry his hair. âSorry you have to see me like this, excuse me while I put some clothes on.â
Is he not going to question anything?..
Your breath hitched, God, did he know I was eyeing him? âOkay..â
He turned around to go back to the bathroom, but looked over his shoulder as he was doing so. âJust call me Toji, weâre outside of work.â
You watched as Toji continued to walk away, âWell.. Iâm basically working, arenât I.â you muttered under your breath, making sure he doesnât hear.
Looking around, you remembered that he owned this hotel. I shouldâve known when I was going to the 43rd floor, he doesnât let anyone in here.
You walked over to his bedroom, it was bigger than your own apartment. The sheets were neatly made, and a bottle of Malbec sat on a table near the window.
Placing your purse on small sofa, you removed your jacket, neatly folding it over the arm rest aswell.
You made your way to his closet, in search for a white robe. There was a robe on the hanger beside his freshly dry cleaned suits. You took it out, tracing your fingers over âThe Ritz-Carltonâ that was embroidered onto the front in cursive.
Sliding your dress off, you covered yourself in the robe, only the dark blue lingerie set underneath. Afterwards you tied a knot around your waist with the belt. Kicking off your heels, you placed them inside the closet, along with your dress that was neatly folded.
Although you were an escort, you made sure to clean up after yourself. You hated leaving a mess around, so you respected your clients by making sure to leave the place clean.
You could hear Toji walk into the bedroom. Closing the doors of the closet, you turned to him, and he was already busy getting the wine bottle open with a corkscrew.
Taking a seat on the armchair in front of him, causing you to be at crotch level with Toji. You watched as his arms flex each time he handled the bottle.
You noticed Toji was in a more relaxed outfit. He wore a dark grey cotton longsleeve that sculpted over his muscles like paint, with bottoms in a matching colour and fabric.
âToji,â you called out his name.
The pouring of the wine stopped, his fingers gently pushing the glass towards you. âHmm?â
Taking the glass by the stem, you twisted it between your fingers. âDo you regularly hire escorts?â
Toji walked over to the edge of the bed, sitting down. He sighed, looking at the city view in front of him. âNo,â taking a sip, he continued. âThis is my first time, actually.â
You did the same, but taking a tinier sip. You didnât want to be tipsy while carrying out your service. It was too dangerous. â..Oh.â
Looking back at Toji, he was busy staring at the red liquid swirling around in the glass. âI dont even really know how they work.â
As you were about to take another sip, you paused. Your eyes looked at him over the rim of the glass, before placing it back down on the table.
âYou can just do whatever you want with me, really.â You crossed your legs, exposing the bare skin on your thigh to him.
"I see," he nods, slightly leaning back onto the bed, using his hands for support.
"So, you made up your mind yet?" you got up from the arm chair, making your way to Toji who was on the bed. "What you wanna do?" You stood yourself between his legs, as he tried his best to hold himself back from pulling on the knot that was holding your entire robe together.
Toji's hands rested on your hips on top the robe, dangerously close to your ass. He made sure to bring you closer to him, almost pressing your chest to his face at this point. "I don't know," His free hand tugged on the knot of the belt, slowly unraveling it until the robe slid off your body. "Maybe you, if that's an option."
He could feel his cock strain against his pants as he took in the sight of you in nothing but lingerie, it felt like he was opening a present on his birthday. Blue was his favorite color.
You choked on your words at his response, he sure did have a way with his words. "I don't usually allow that, but maybe I'll let it slide tonight."
Toji caressed your wet lip with his thumb, gradually sliding it inside of your mouth as you sucked on it gently. He stops and moves you to the side by the waist, getting up from the bed.
Confused, you stay standing in front of the bed, watching Toji as he grabs something from the drawer. He eventually makes his way back onto the bed, but this time, leaning his head back against the head-board.
Toji takes out his wallet, pulling a $20 bill out and placing it on the nightstand beside him. "..Crawl over to me."
Your lashes flutter as you watched him place the bill on the night stand, you could only obey what he asked you to do. 'I'm just doing my job.. this doesn't mean anything. He will forget about this.' You constantly chanted this in your thoughts, completely disregarding the fact that he was your boss.
You crawled onto the bed, and slowly to him. Toji's eyes watched you closely making sure to tell you, "Stop," as you were just about to crawl onto his lap.
He takes out another $20 bill from his wallet, this time, two. Toji gently raised his knee, just enough for it to rub against your warm cunt that was covered by the lace panties. "Ride my leg, until I tell you to stop."
Aroused, which you are not meant to be, you couldn't help but sink yourself down onto his leg. Part of you wanted this, but you did at good job at not showing it.
You slowly started to move your hips back and forth on his lower thigh, placing both of your hands down in front of you for support. Toji's hardened cock begging to come out as he watched you closely.
If you were to lift up his top, youâd be able to see his leaking top peeking out of his waistband. The straps of your bra slowly fell down off your shoulders. Toji could almost groan at this lewd sight in front of him.
"Good girl," He did his best to hold himself back from holding onto your hips, "Keep going."
A spot on the fabric of his pants turned into a darker grey than before, your slick making its way through your panties. Nothing can be done.
Breathy moans started to crawl out of your throat, Toji noticing as you started to grind on his leg harder and slightly faster. "Stop."
You whimpered quietly as Toji retracted his leg from underneath you, observing the newly made wet spot on his pants. "Look at this mess you made all over me.."
Speechless, and breathless, you fell back onto your heels in front of Toji, he took another bill out, but this time $50.
"..I want that bra off." He slaps the bill onto the growing pile on the nightstand, followed by another 50. But he doesn't take his eyes off you. "And the panties. They're kinda annoying me now."
Doing exactly as he said, Toji's hand rested on his crotch, aching to palm himself through his pants. You slowly, but teasingly unclasped your bra, Toji clearing his throat by the time your tits were finally on display to him.
Followed by your soaked underwear, which at this point was no use. They managed to fly across the bedroom, hanging off a small statue that was on top of a console table.
He just wanted to wrap his mouth around each of them, or even motorboat your titties.
Toji propped himself up in a less relaxed position. "Lie down on your back, legs spread."
Your last sight was him before you fell back on to the bed, your head nearly hanging off the edge. Toji noticed your nipples hardened as soon as your skin made contact with the cold satin sheets. You felt the weight of the bed shift around, as Toji grabbed both of your legs by the thighs, positioning his head between them.
Squirming about, Toji peppered kisses on your inner thighs, his large hand wrapped around one of them. Wasting no time, he went straight to sucking and softly biting on your folds, using his tongue to lap at your bud until it was swollen. Moaning into your pussy, he softly massaged the flesh of your thigh, the vibrations from his grunts adding more to your stimulation.
Busy sucking away, wet noises from his tongue and the slick of your dripping pussy echoing throughout the bedroom. His hand reached behind him, then slowly went back over his shoulder. It was a $100 bill, tucked between his index and middle finger.
You were too busy hanging your head off the edge of the bed in pleasure, grabbing the sheets beside you and wrinkling them as Toji devoured you like he hasn't eaten for weeks.
The paper bill fell onto your stomach, tickling you slightly. You could feel Toji spit onto your pussy, the saliva trickling down almost into your hole before he slurped it back up, sticking his fingers in there instead. You felt them slide into you with ease, Toji swirling his warm tongue around on your clit.
"O-oh God.. To..ji." You managed to choke out a moan, your manicured hands clawing at his hair and eventually messing it up.
Letting go of your thigh, he used his now free hand to fondle with your breasts eagerly, twisting your nipples between his fingertips before giving them a slap.
One last lick on your clit, Toji removed his head between your legs, this time his whole body kneeling between them. You sneakily push up against him, his bulge through his pants grazing against your bare cunt.
Using your strength to lift your head from the edge of the bed, you watched as he took off his shirt, letting it fall onto the floor. Its neckline was soaked from eating you out earlier, but we don't talk about that.
Panting, his hands frantically rummage through his wallet. You noticed it was still bulky, as if the previous cash he pulled out didn't make any difference to the amount he had now.
Toji pulled out $1000 all in 20 bills, your eyes widening, wondering if he was serious.
"Please.. let me fuck you." Toji also sat back on his heels, $1000 in his hands as you were underneath him, fully naked. He just wanted to indulge himself in you, and if he could, he'd make this night last forever.
You slowly nodded, honestly begging to having his cock inside of you too. Before you knew it, your vision was filled with the $1000 raining down onto your body, and by your sides on the bed. He quickly pulled his bottoms down to his knees, before realising they were too annoying. He proceeds to fully kick them off.
Toji glances around the room for a condom, before you stopped him. "..Is it okay if we don't use one? ..I want to feel every inch of you."
You read his mind. "Anything you want, gorgeous."
His large hands shuffled through the pile of cash that was over your body, making sure that he could still see your tits and your beautiful face.
One hand grabbed onto your waist, and the other was used to align the tip of his cock with your hole. As soon as he slightly pushed the tip in, both of his hands were on your waist now.
Toji carefully slid in, making sure you take every inch of him. He closes his eyes in pleasure as he feels your plush walls clench around him, Tojis grip on your waist intensifying.
And, god was he big. In both cock, and Toji in general, he could destroy you if he decided to use full stength tonight.
"Y-you're too.. big," Toji not even halfway, you cry out, only wrinkling the sheets more to the point they weren't tucked into the frame hotel-style anymore.
You could feel both of his thumbs caress the soft skin of your sides as he cooed, "I know baby, I know," Toji let out a grunt as he tried to move in and out of you.
The difference of size between you and Toji made you throb, at this point he could just use his hands to fuck you on his cock back and forth like a doll in his grasp.
Toji starts to pant as he picked up the pace of his ruts, your tits bouncing, only adding to the pornographic sight in front of him.
Covering your face with your hands, you moan into them, the feeling of being full with Tojis cock was driving you mad. You could feel one hand let go of your waist, bringing it to your wrist to pull it away from covering your face.
The rustling of the cash beneath you and the sound of skin slapping echoed out into the living room from the bedroom. "Look at me when I fuck you," Toji says sternly, causing you to whimper in agitation as you did your best to keep your eyes on his.
"To..Toji.." You moan out, choking on your words as your hand grabbed onto his that was wrapped around on your waist.
"Come on doll, say my name." Turning feral, Toji pounds into you like a fleshlight. Voice shaking as you try to moan out his name, and by tomorrow you wouldn't be surprised if you lost your voice.
He comes to a halt, completely. Toji slides his cock out of you, a creamy white ring formed at the base. You whine before he hushes you. "Y'know what," He picks you up, cradling you in his arms.
You switch positions, instead you lock your legs around his waist, as the two of you made your way to the balcony door of the bedroom. Is he..
*click!*
Toji slid the glass door open, the two of you stepping out into the balcony. It wasn't cold, and you could see the still busy city carrying on with life underneath the hotel.
Suddenly, Toji peeled your legs off his waist, making you face the railing, and the city in front of you. You gasp as he roughly positioned your body, placing one leg up onto the rail, your two hands clutching onto the cold metal.
He slides into you again, but this time not allowing you to adjust. Toji immediately goes in with brutal force, your ass ripping against his pelvis as he drilled into you. On the balcony. For anyone to watch.
Toji spits again, his saliva falling onto your asshole and soon enough drips onto his cock that was continuously pounding in and out of you.
Your moans broke out into a giggle due to the ticklish feeling, Toji couldnât help but smile at your reaction.
Both hands on your waist, Toji groans in pleasure and praises you non-stop for taking him like a good girl. His hand wrapped around your lower stomach as he felt you give in, your legs unable to support yourself. "You're doing so good for me," he whispers in to your ear, only to leave a trail of wet kisses down your back afterwards,
You moan continuously, for sure, everyone below could hear. Your hand made its way to Toji's nape, bringing him closer to you as he repeatedly fucked into your sweet spot.
"Iâd do anything to be able to see a view like this one for the rest of my life," his left hand made its way down to your clit, lazily rubbing circles.
This just did it for you, lowly moaning, you let go of Tojis neck. Leaning forward, you rest your chin on the metal rail ontop of your same hands that were grabbing onto it. But a certain someone didn't let you do that.
Toji immediately grabbed you by your hair, pulling you back against his chest, taking your leg off the rail. You felt him interlock his hands around your inner elbow, suddenly fucking into you upwards as you grab onto his bicep for support.
"G-o-d Toji, please just f-u-ck your c-um into me." The enunciation of your words came out in bits, as Toji drilled up into you at a brutal pace.
He grinned against your necks skin, leaning further to plant kisses on your jaw."You want me to fill you with my cum, huh?"
You frantically nod, but that wasn't enough of an answer for a man like Toji.
"Oh baby, use your words." He purred into your ear, holding his orgasm to make sure you get it when you deserve it.
"I need it- I need it so ba-ad." You whimpered out, squeezing onto his bicep. "Please, Toji."
He whined, balls tightening as he heard you beg for him. You already drove him crazy, and that only drove him crazier. With one deep thrust, his movements come to a halt, allowing his warm, thick seed to fill you up completely.
Toji placed more kisses onto your back and your neck, making sure to never lose grip of you in case you go all jelly. Followed by him, slowly pulling his cock out of you, his load dripping out of your hole and onto the balcony flooring.
He stuck two of his fingers back into you, slowly fucking the load inside of you to make sure it stays inside. With his cum covered fingers, he slid the two of them past your lips and into your mouth. You sucked on them, humming as it covered your taste buds, and eventually swallowing.
Toji slapped your ass, and you yelped, giving him a glare. He chuckled before picking you back up bridal style, carrying you back inside the penthouse.
He gently and carefully placed you on the bed, quickly cleaning a bit of the mess you two made around the room.
"How about I go run us a nice bath, hmm?"
Fiddling with your thumbs, you watched as Toji neatly fold the pile of money together alongside the one on the night stand. Of course, itâs still yours. "That sounds good," You smiled as he walked over to give you a peck on the forehead.
The dripping of water from the bath tap rang throughout the room, Toji leaning back against you as the two of you were in the tub. You squeezed a sponge over his abs, the hot water dripping down his skin as he closed his eyes.
"..Toji," you called out his name, and he hums back in response.
You gently rubbed the sponge up and down his arm, "Would you say this counts as me working overtime for you?"
He smiles, opening his eyes to look up at you. "I'll add another $500 bonus and a shopping spree if you ride me in this tub."
You scoff, letting go of the sponge as you sulk against the marble of the tub. "I'm literally stuffed with your cum. I think you had enough, thank you very much."
Toji only laughs, "Aren't you forgetting you got an asshole and that throat of yours? We can easily squeeze in three more rounds."

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The Nanny
Warnings: Rafe cheating on his wife with the nanny đ„
Iâd been a nanny for the Cameronâs since their oldest was a baby. They moved me into the guest house, paid for my college, and paid me more than I ever dreamed. I was extremely grateful for the opportunity even when Iâd catch Mr Cameron staring at me for long periods of time.
I wonât lie by saying I didnât enjoy the attention and living in OBX gave me the perfect opportunity to run around in bikini or crop tops or dresses. Iâd feel his eyes on my skin like a warm caress, making me burn hotter and hotter until I had no choice but to leave the room.
I made sure to never catch myself in a room alone with him out of fear of what heâd do. What Iâd let him do.
I wasnât worried about his wife because more often than not, Iâd spot a blonde, shaggy haired Pogue slipping out the back door on weekends that Mr Cameron was working despite her being pregnant with his fourth child. I wasnât sure if Mr Cameron was entirely faithful either.
They fought so much that I was constantly trying to keep their children busy. Then when Iâd check to make sure it was safe to come back inside, Iâd find Mr Cameron taking his wife against the counter or on top of the kitchen table. On the stairs. In the middle of the floor.
She was always facing away from him and heâd always lock eyes with me while he pounded into her. Id ache between my thighs for days. No amount of touching myself would help. Iâd seen his thick cock countless times in five years and I craved it. Something had to be wrong with me. I couldnât risk losing everything.
I was deep in thought as I made my way back to the pool house where I lived that I didnât even notice the door being unlocked as I stepped inside or the spicy scent of expensive cologne until it was too late.
âMr Cameron.â I breathed, a lump forming in my throat as I watched him turn the side lamp on.
âItâs been five years, Y/N, I think weâre past the formalities.â His lips tip up into an arrogant smirk, âPlus youâve seen my cock on more than one occasion so please, call me Rafe.â I couldnât speak as his eyes raked over me, making me clench my thighs.
âW-what can I do for you?â I breathe. His wife and kids were asleep not far from here, just across the yard. He couldnât be here. What if she came looking for him? Why was it suddenly so hot in here?
âI want you to fuck me. Whenever I want. However I want.â Mr Cameron said with confidence, lighting my blood on fire as my eyes widen.
âYour wifeâ your kidsâwhatâ.â
He suddenly stands, crossing the room quicker than I can back away.
âMy wife is fucking a Pogue in my bed when Iâm not here. Iâm pretty sure one or two of my children arenât even mine.â I gasp as my back hits the wall and his large hand finds the back of my neck. Our bodies are suddenly flush and I canât breathe.
âMr Cameronâ.â
âItâs Rafe or sir, Y/N. Mr Cameron is my father and I wonât have you reminding me of him when Iâm inside you.â Heat pools in my belly and I canât stop from whimpering.
âI know you feel me watching you. I know you want me as much as I want you. Itâs written all over your face.â His thumb swipes over my bottom lip, prying it free from my teeth.
âIf your wife finds out I could lose everything.â I whisper, my hands fisted at my sides.
âYou work for me. You belong to me.â My heart races in my chest, his possessiveness making my knees weak.
âYouâll take care of my kids during the day and youâll take care of me at night. Iâll double your salary and fuck you so hard youâll see stars. Do we understand each other?â I find myself nodding before I can fully grasp what heâs saying.
âGood. Show me to your room.â I blink a few times before realizing heâs stepped away from me, letting me pass. I canât take in a full breath as I lead him up the stairs and to my bedroom. My knees are weak and when he locks the door behind him, they nearly give out.
âFace me.â
I do.
âStrip.â
I do that too.
Iâm so wet between my thighs that theyâre practically stuck together. Iâd never been more turned on in my life. A stiff wind could make me cum right now. The ache only intensifies as he devours me with his eyes as he strips off his clothes, draping them over the chair before making his way towards me.
âThis first time is going to be quick.â He pushes me down on the bed, the heat of his body making me gasp as he kneels between my legs.
âIâm so hard that it hurts.â He shoves my legs wider apart before taking the thick head of his cock and running it along my slit.
âFuck, youâre so wet. Making a fucking mess for me, baby.â He groans. I whimper, unable to form words as we both watch his movements.
âNext time Iâm going to take my time with you and savor this.â The head slips in and I gasp, my nails biting into his biceps.
âI just canât control myself right now. I need you too badly.â When he pushes in further, a deep sexy groan escapes him and I clench around the head, making him hiss between his teeth as he comes down on top of me. Weâre both shaking as he sinks deeper and deeper until Iâm so full that it hurts.
âFuck, you feel good. Fucking made for me.â I resist the urge to kiss him as we come chest to chest and he rolls his hips, stealing another moan from me.
âSo hold on. Because this time Iâm going to fuck you within an inch of your life.â
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I can't come with you
Can I request chicken, veggies and wrap đ
Lewis hamilton x coworker!reader
I still love youÂ
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After five years as Lewis Hamilton's PR manager, the rumors of something more between you two never stopped. Honestly, you understood whyâyour relationship was far closer than that of most drivers and their managers. Despite being 10 years his junior, you were one of his closest confidants. The two of you just got each other.
Managing Lewisâ PR was easy; he rarely caused controversy, which gave people more reason to fixate on your relationship. Youâd even seen TikTok edits and conspiracy theories speculating on "the way Lewis Hamilton looks at Y/N." Sure, Lewis was attractive, and you sometimes thought youâd make a good couple, but Mercedesâ strict no-fraternizing policy meant that line wasnât one you could cross. Instead, you chalked up his red-carpet invites and social media posts of the two of you as purely professionalâthere in case anything went wrong.
As his friend, you were well aware of his frustrations with Mercedes. He felt unheard, and his growing outspokenness only made your job busier. But nothing could have prepared you for what came next.
You stood shivering outside Lewisâ London flat after knocking on the door. The January air still stung your face from the walk over. When he opened the door, his warm smile was a welcome contrast to the cold.
âHi,â he greeted.
âHi yourself,â you replied, pulling him into a tight hug. âDid you have a good holiday season?â
âOf course. Spent time with the family,â he said, leading you inside. âWine?â
âSure,â you said, watching him carefully. Something felt off. The usual confident Lewis seemed replaced with someone more anxious. As you chatted, you noticed his avoidance of eye contact and how he fidgeted with his rings.
âOkay, whatâs up?â you finally asked.
âWhat do you mean?â he asked weakly, but you raised an eyebrow.
âYouâre being weird.â
Lewis sighed, motioning for you to join him in the living room. âSo⊠you know how things escalated with Mercedes last year,â he began, and you nodded. âWell, I think itâs time to say goodbye after this season. Iâve spent the last week in Italy with Ferrari. Iâm going to sign with them for 2025.â
You froze. You knew he was unhappy, but the thought of him leaving Mercedes had never crossed your mind.
âWho knows?â you whispered.
âJust you,â he said, his eyes locking onto yours.
âWhen are you announcing it?â
âIâm not sure. Obviously, weâll work on it together, but I didnât bring you here as my manager. Iâm telling you as my friend.â
You set your wine glass down, staring straight ahead. Ferrari. Italy. Lewis leaving you.
âWell, if this is what you want, then Iâm happy for you,â you said softly, meeting his gaze.
âAre you?â he pressed.
âNo,â you admitted, your voice barely audible.
âI want you to come with me,â he said, and your head snapped up in shock.
âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, Iâm Lewis Hamilton. If I tell Ferrari Iâm only coming if Y/N joins, youâll have a job there,â he said as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.
âLewis, I donât want to leave Mercedes,â you said firmly, watching surprise flash across his face.
âBut Iâm leaving,â he countered.
âAnd Iâm happy for you,â you said, exasperation creeping into your voice. âBut I have my own career here, and if you were really my friend, you wouldnât ask me to start over somewhere else for your sake.â
âIâll double your salary,â he offered, but you stood, grabbing your coat.
âYou just donât get it,â you said, frustrated. âCall me when youâre ready to talk logistics for the announcement.â
His voice called after you, but you were already halfway out the door.
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A couple of months later, the cracks in your friendship were impossible to ignore. After Lewisâ decision became public, the team shifted focus to George and Kimi, leaving you to manage the younger drivers. Meanwhile, Lewis seemed to grow resentful, constantly complaining about Mercedes to you despite your efforts to remain neutral.
It all came to a head during the summer. After laughing with George over a TikTok challenge, Lewis confronted you as you walked back to the garage.
âNot even gone yet and youâre already replacing me,â he said bitterly, catching you as you walked back to the garage.Â
âWhat are you talking about?â You asked, clearly confused.Â
âI didnât realize that George was so funny,â he commented and you stopped walking to look at him.Â
âAre you jealous right now?â You asked, somewhat amused, somewhat annoyed. âShould I just be a brick wall around him?â
âThatâs what youâre doing around me,â he bit back and you crossed your arms.Â
âSorry Iâm not going to jump in and complain with you when this job treats me pretty good,â you retorted.Â
âOh yeah I forgot, youâre choosing them over me,â he said and you took an angry step towards him.Â
âThis friendship is not going to last if you keep blaming me for the consequences of your own choice,â you argued.Â
âThen maybe it shouldnât,â he said and you froze. Blinking away the tears you walked away, mind reeling at how someone could throw five years of friendship away over this.Â
You and Lewis pretty much avoided each other after that which the media picked up on easily. Most of the speculation was spot on, him leaving Mercedes broke you up. Fans noticed his change in demeanor at events and your absence.Â
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Seeing Lewis for the first time in red was jarring. You were at pre-season testing and couldnât take your eyes off your old friend. It had been months since you last spoke, and your heart ached seeing him again. During the winter break, you started questioning whether you and Lewis had been more than friends because the separation hurt you badly. You missed him.Â
Donât get you wrong, you loved Kimi. He was a breath of fresh air, eager to be great, and honestly adorable. But your relationship with him was so different. He was like a little brother to you while Lewis was, well, Lewis.Â
âGoing to talk to him?â George asked, coming out of nowhere to stand beside you as you watched Lewis talking with Charles.Â
âProbably not,â you replied looking up at him. He gave you a knowing look.Â
âI feel like I am a child of divorce,â he complained and you laughed lightly.Â
âSorry you got stuck with me then,â you joked and he smirked.Â
âHe misses you,â George said gently and you shook your head.Â
âHe made his choice,â you countered and George grabbed your shoulders, turning you to face him.Â
âHe chose to leave Mercedes, he didnât choose to leave you,â he said.Â
âIt feels like he did though,â you said softly and George wrapped an arm around you.Â
âHe brings you up casually every single time we talk y/n. Always wondering how you are and what youâre doing.âÂ
You didnât say anything to that, just mulled over it. As if his ears were burning, Lewis looked over to where you were standing, meeting your eyes. Your heart clenched looking at him and you turned around to walk away.Â
The next time you saw him he was talking with Kimi on the track as you were searching for your young driver.Â
âSorry to interrupt, but I need Kimi for media,â you said professionally and Kimi nodded, starting to say goodbye to Lewis.Â
âPlease get dinner with me tonight,â Lewis said to you, interrupting the poor boy.Â
âNo,â you replied and he crossed his arms staring at you.Â
âI made a reservation at the place you like here,â he said and you crossed your arms back.Â
âThen cancel it,â you said.Â
âY/n.â
âLewis.â
Kimi looked between the two of you, laughing nervously before you pulled him away.Â
âSo what was that about?â He asked as you walked towards where the media was set up.Â
âNothing,â you replied, focusing on the sight in front of you.Â
âDidnât seem like nothing,â he hummed.Â
âKimi,â you warned.Â
âCould cut the sexual tension with a knife,â he giggled before leaping away from your grasp.Â
Later that day, you were back in your hotel room, changing into leggings and an oversized Mercedes hoodie. Your stomach growled and you pulled up your maps looking for somewhere to eat. You saw the name of the place Lewis mentioned and you hesitated, it was your favorite. It was a hole-in-the-wall Indian place with only a couple of tables, so you had to make a reservation, which you and Lewis had discovered a few years ago. Maybe he would go elsewhere since you hadnât agreed to join him.Â
Making it down to the lobby you stopped as you saw him waiting by the door as if he was waiting for you. He had a small smirk on his face as you approached and you rolled your eyes.Â
âLetâs go sweetheart,â he said opening the door for you.Â
âDonât call me that,â you snapped back. Paparazzi swarmed the front of the hotel as you stepped out and you forgot what being in public with Lewis was like. His hand found your lower back, and he protectively stuck an arm out in front of you while leading you to the car the valet had brought up. You ducked in and waited for him to join, inhaling the scent that you had missed so much.Â
He drove to the restaurant silently and you passed the time looking out the window until you arrived. You walked in front of Lewis, greeting the owners who knew the two of you by now and they showed you to your table.Â
âI have something for you,â Lewis said as you sat down and you looked at him curiously. He pulled out a box, and your breath caught, knowing what it was. He opened it to pull out a gold braided ring. Each year for Christmas, he got you something from the latest Cartier line and you felt yourself getting a little misty-eyed.Â
âItâs beautiful,â you murmured as he slipped it on to one of your fingers. âYou shouldnât have.â
âI wanted to,â he said softly. âEven with things how they are, I had to.âÂ
âWhat happened to us Lewis?â You asked miserably. âI donât like this.â
âI donât either,â he admitted. âI miss you.â
âTruce?â You offered and he gave you a slow smile.Â
âTruce,â he agreed. The rest of dinner was just like old times and you felt yourself start to heal from the pain him leaving had caused.Â
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Months later, you found yourself at Monza, the roar of engines and the sea of Ferrari red creating a buzz of excitement that was impossible to ignore. Youâd been dreading this raceâFerrariâs home turf and the first time youâd be back in the thick of Lewisâ world since your truce. Your truce hadnât changed much between the two of you besides the fact that youâd talked a little more at races, catching up but there was still a giant hole inside of both of you.Â
You were standing by the Mercedes garage, reviewing media notes with Kimi, when you saw him. Lewis leaned casually against the Ferrari pit wall, his arms crossed, sunglasses on, exuding his usual confidence. Yet, even from a distance, you felt the weight of his gaze.
âGo say hi,â Kimi nudged, breaking your train of thought.
âIâm working,â you deflected, pretending to focus on your clipboard.
âYouâve been working all weekend,â Kimi said with a smirk. âGo.â
Before you could protest further, Lewis started walking toward you. Your heart raced as he closed the gap, his presence as magnetic as ever.
âY/N,â he greeted, his voice soft but carrying over the noise around you.
âLewis,â you replied, offering a small smile. âGood luck out there today.â
âThanks,â he said, glancing around before focusing back on you. âCan we talk for a second?â
You hesitated, but his expression was earnest, so you nodded. He led you a few steps away, just out of earshot of the bustling garage.
âIâve been wanting to talk to you,â he began, pulling off his sunglasses to meet your eyes. âI know weâve been better, but Iâve realized thereâs still something I need to say.â
Your brows furrowed in curiosity as he shifted nervously, uncharacteristic for him.
âIâm sorry for asking you to leave and come with me. That was wrong of me, and you were right. I saw you as an extension of myself and not a whole person. Iâve had a lot of time to reflect on that, and I realized it was because I see you as a part of me. Iâm not complete without you.âÂ
He continued.Â
âMy life is better with you in it and I thought that I would get over what we had once I had all the new shiny things at Ferrari but I still love you and I donât think Iâm ever going to stop loving you.Â
âLewisâŠâ you started, your voice faltering.
He reached out, his hand brushing against yours. âYou donât have to say anything now. I just needed you to know. Iâll waitâhowever long it takes.â
âYou donât have to wait that long,â you admitted and his eyes lit up. âIt feels like Iâve been missing my other half.âÂ
A slow, warm smile spread across Lewisâ face as he stepped closer to you, his hand gently cupping your cheek. âYou have no idea how happy it makes me to hear that,â he murmured, his voice low and filled with relief.
You leaned into his touch, your heart racing as you looked into his eyes. âIâve missed you so much, Lewis.â
âIâve missed you too, more than I can even explain,â he whispered before closing the gap, his lips brushing softly against yours. The kiss was tentative at first, filled with the weight of everything left unsaid, but it quickly deepened, becoming something that felt like coming home.
When you finally pulled apart, both of you were smiling, the tension that had lingered for months melting away.
âSoâŠâ he started, his grin turning mischievous, âdoes this mean youâre rooting for me today?â
You let out a laugh, playfully rolling your eyes. âAbsolutely not. Iâm still team Mercedes, always.â
He clutched his chest dramatically, pretending to be wounded. âYouâre breaking my heart, love.â
âYouâll survive,â you teased, tugging lightly at the collar of his Ferrari shirt. âBesides, itâll make it that much sweeter when we beat you.â
He laughed, leaning in to steal another quick kiss. âWeâll see about that. But at least I know Iâve already won where it matters most.â
Your smile widened as you laced your fingers through his. âGood luck out there, Ferrari boy. Youâre going to need it.â
And with that, you both headed back toward the paddock, the weight of the past replaced with hope for what was to come.
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Life-Changing Money Manifestation Tip đ°
This is not a technique I learned from books, or a principle my elders taught me. It is simply something I have observed to be unfailingly effective.
I know it might seem counterintuitive, impractical, and perhaps even downright foolish. But it has been consistently true for me and the people around me.
The tip is: Never ever be frugal with money.
Even when you're afraid you won't have enough, be open-handed with your spending. Spend on your needs, spend on your wants, spend on others who deserve your generosity. Just. Keep. Spending.
The fuck, right? What if you already don't have enough to begin with?
Well, you know how they say, "Love is infinite" or "There's enough love to go around" or "Love multiplies, it doesn't divide"?
The same is true for money.
Money is energy. It just happens to have physical manifestations like coins, bills or gold.
Love too is energy. It just happens to have physical manifestations like kisses, words or gifts.
And it is common knowledge that if we wish to be loved, we must first love ourselves, and give love freely to those who are worth it. We must let love flow through us.
Same with money. If we want to have it, we must first spend it on ourselves and give it freely to those we deem worth it. We must let money flow through us.
And flow it will.
Just as it is nearly impossible for a cold-hearted person to invite love, it is also very hard for a stingy person to invite money.
I have seen this first-hand many times.
This man owned a boutique advertising agency. He gave out bonuses and free international trips to his team the way corporations give out cheap pizzas to their employees. And back then, this man's business thrived. Some months, he made more than global agencies did. And the awards were pouring in too. He was on top of the world.
Suddenly, his elderly mother got terribly sick, and he panicked. He knew he had to spend a fortune on her medical bills, and his fear got the best of him. So he cancelled the free trips. He stopped giving bonuses. Eventually, he even cut down salaries and moved to a smaller office.
One year later, his business went bankrupt. Because all his talented employees left. And with that, the trust of his clients dried out. His business â which had the potential to become an empire â ended up becoming just a TikTok trend.
Because he held on to money too tightly... money felt suffocated and walked out on him entirely.
The opposite example is me. No, I do not also own an ad agency. But I have learned to never worry about money. And since then, money has never disappointed me.
Last year, someone dear to me had been praying for a MacBook, but her parents couldn't afford it. I too couldn't afford it. Not without digging into my savings. So I did. Because I know money will always come back to me. And it did.
Two days after I placed the order, I received an email from Shareworks that my stocks were ready to be withdrawn. The amount? Double what I paid for the Mac. These stocks are released yearly, so I tend to forget about them. But they came at the right time.
And it is like this every time.
I buy a Louis Vuitton bag with money meant for my holiday. Suddenly, a friend invites me to go with them on a fully paid trip to the same country I was planning to visit.
I buy a bunch of tarot decks with a week's worth of transportation costs, and my company announces we're working from home for a week while they repair some rain damage.
I buy a box of Patchi chocolates when I'm already short on my monthly budget, and my salary gets released early because it's the holidays, and the CEO is feeling friendly.
I know life is not always as sweet as I described it to be. Sometimes, it's not about Louis Vuittons and Patchis, but about diapers and cough medicine. I am perfectly aware some people are struggling â not about holidays and tarot splurges, but about keeping the electricity on and putting food on the table. I will not pretend to know the solution to their hardships.
What I do know is there are people who are considered poor in my community who are seriously way happier than me. And I know I have had bosses who made thrice as I did who were far more miserable than me.
And that tells me that despite our different stations in life, energy is energy. And it's always best to let it flow freely.
So I repeat... never ever be frugal with money.
When it knocks on your door, say, "Hey, nice to see you!" When it leaves your house, say, "See you again soon!" And when it finally seems to be making itself at home, do not lock it in the basement. Cook dinner with it. Invite your friends over. Watch a movie. Do karaoke. Look money in the eyes and say, "I'm glad you've decided to stay."
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how to cancel your faustian bargain | wjh ⊠TEASER
FAUSTIAN BARGAIN đ„ a pact whereby a person trades something of supreme moral or spiritual importance, such as personal values or the soul, for some worldly or material benefit, such as knowledge, power, or riches. faustian bargains are by their nature tragic or self-defeating for the person who makes them, because what is surrendered is ultimately far more valuable than what is obtained.
âpairing: attorney!junhui x devil!reader âgenre: enemies to lovers, lawyer au; crack, fluff, smut âsummary: as the devil, youâre more than happy to grant favors in exchange for someoneâs soul, and youâre known for having the most iron-clad contracts around. which is why wen junhuiâthe sceneâs newest contract attorney hell-bent on returning all those souls youâve acquiredâis really starting to piss you off. âteaser rating: mature. however, the full fic will be explicit, and i ask that no minors interact with this or any of my work. âteaser warnings: member pov, reader is thee devil so needless to say there is a bunch of religious themes and topics here (as a person whose roman-catholic grandfather temporarily disowned her for stopping ccd classes i am qualified to write this dw), jihan as literal devil's advocates, swearing, mentions of a handjob. âteaser wordcount: 1.3k ârelease date: 25th february (tentative) ânote: this will be apart of the don't hate, litigate! collab, hosted by my beloved @haologram. thank you so much for all your hard work and letting me participate! i have had so much fun writing this and am finally feeling like myself again. current wordcount is sitting at 7k, but i'm anticipating the full fic to double that, if not go over by a bit.
The thing is, Wen Junhui is not really supposed to be here.
Not, like, literally hereâsitting across from you, the literal devil, at your desk, ass burning a little because itâs really hot here and he is, admittedly, not used to the heatâbut metaphorically. Big picture-ly. This is not how I envisioned my life turning outâŠly.
The thing is, Wen Junhui barely made it through law school. Barely passed his licensing exam. Watched his classmates score prestigious internships and receive exclusive offers and network and schmooze and, he thought at the time, all but sell their soul to graduate with jaw-dropping salaries awaiting them and no debt.
And it fucking sucked watching that, because he was about to become a lawyer, sure, but heâd gotten scarlet fever as a kid, swore he was going to die, swore he saw not only the light but Jesus himself (his mother called this a delusion, still insists to this day the prodigal son did not travel all the way to Shenzhen to visit him), and decided if he survived he was going to dedicate his life to the church and become a priest.
(He only decided on law school after he got a little carried away with his high school girlfriend, received an honestly mid handjob that had him crying for three straight days and contemplating confession before he decided to take it to his grave, and heâd announced the next night at dinner, weighed down by an impressive amount of guilt and religious trauma, that he was just going to go to university and major in business or finance instead.)
Anyway. Turns out that whole selling their soul thing wasnât a joke, and where others wouldâve seen a loophole, Wen Junhui had seen an opportunity.
Because he didnât have the grades. Didnât have the family name or even the drive, because in another life heâs at least a deacon, so he had to do something. Had to think outside the box, get a little creative, carve out a niche for himself that none of his classmates would also be trying to occupy because he had student loans.
âHow did you even get in here?â you ask, doing one of those really cool pen flips Jun has never figured out how to do. âA human hasnât just strolled into my office in at least a millennia.â
Jun swallows, tries not to let show how nervous he is. âI, uhâIâm not sure? I sort of just⊠walked in, I guess.â
You blink. Study him for a while, eyes narrowed, before you make a small ah! sound and snap your fingers. What the heck? Jun canât do that, either. âI know who you are now.â
âYou do?â
âMmhm, sure do. You were pretty famous around here for about thirteen seconds when you got that handjob and changed the trajectory of your own life forever. Some of the lower demons had bet money on you eventually becoming the Pope, so you can imagine their heartbreakâand the amount of coin they lost.â You click your tongue, return your attention to the scroll in front of you. âI kept telling them not to bet on that kind of stuff. Teenagers are wildly unpredictable, especially hormonal teenage boys. One of my finest creations, if I do say so myself.â
Not that he had any expectation of privacy here, but to say heâs mortified would be an understatement.
âOh. Thatâs⊠really embarrassing.â
You nod, distracted as you press a large red button on your desk. âYeah, I imagine for you it would be.â
Two men immediately materialize on each side of you. One is all cheekbones and sharp, calculating edges. Looks like the personification of mischief or perhaps temptation. After that handjob and the subsequent mourning period, Jun had come to really, really appreciate women, but heâs secure enough in his sexuality to acknowledge that the man in front of himâwith his long, dark hair and lithe figure; his nonchalant, blasĂ© attitudeâis very attractive.
And the other one is no slouch, either. Has what Jun presumes is meant to be a friendlier disposition, a foil of the other man, good-cop-bad-cop, and they must be quite successful, he figures. Canât imagine a world in which thereâs anything thatâd be denied to either of them.
Still, theyâre well-acquainted with you, because they barely blink as you say, âPlease say hello to our intruder,â with a frightening amount of bite.
The dark-haired one offers up a sleazy grin as he leans back against the wall. âHello, intruder. Do you have a name?â
Itâs a predictable question, and yet Jun still startles. Goes slack-jawed as he fixes his posture, sits straighter in his seat. Has the first syllable of his name sitting on the tip of his tongue when the other man sighs and gestures for Jun to stay quiet. âDonât tell him your name. Better yet, donât tell him anything, just pretend he doesnât exist.â
âThatâs rich coming from a person who chose to call themselves Joshua.â
Joshua pouts. âI thought there was something to be said for the irony.â A snort tumbles out of him, and Jun realizes that he is not the foil of the other man: he is, in fact, just as impish and rogue. âGod is deliverance.â The dark-haired one does not react. âAw, câmon, itâs funny!â
âIf you have to convince someone itâs funny, it probably is not so.â
Joshua rolls his eyes. âAlright, Jeonghan. As if you didnât do the same thing.â
âAt least when I strive to be ironic, it actually is humorousââ
With an exasperated sigh, you return your attention to Jun, who has suddenly found a fascinating piece of lint on his trousers. Pointedly does not make eye contact with you, because you had been intimidating and hellacious on your own, but heâs extremely out of his element sitting across from the literal devil and two demons.
âSo, Wen Junhui,â you say, tossing a pair of reading glasses onto your desk, âwhy are you here?â
(âWen Junhui?â Joshua whispers to Jeonghan. âAs in the Wen Junhui that got the handjob?â
âHow the fuck am I supposed to know?â Jeonghan whispers back.)
And now it all feels a bit silly, because Jun had walked straight into hell thinking heâd be able to⊠what, exactly? Strike up a friendly conversation? Start making demands? Cut a deal that didnât include handing over his mortal soul?
Maybe the whole becoming a priest thing hadnât worked out but heâd still learned a thing or two, and he remembers all the words used to describe you, your original purpose. Meant to reflect Godâs glory, anointed, given the highest seat at the table. Theyâd blamed your downfall on pride, on vanity and violence, and Wen Junhui from Shenzhen, China, who once had scarlet fever and got a bad handjob, was a fool to come here and think he could go toe-to-toe with you.
Overcome with nerves, all he can do is laugh as he toys with the hair at the nape of his neck. Considers saying something like youâre gonna think this is so silly before he decides against it. Youâve been accused of having a sense of humor, but Jun canât imagine his harebrained scheme would make the cut.
Stillâhe wouldnât be where he is if the bad ideas sitting on his shoulder had kept quiet, and theyâre still whispering to him now, reminding him how he wound up here to begin with: less fortunate than his classmates, less connected, looked over for all those internships and opportunities because he wasnât born with the proper credentials. Those god-forsaken student loans. Desperation forced him to do this, and itâd be a real shame if he got this far only to give up at the last second, wouldnât it?
So, he does what he did best all those years of law school: he fakes it.
âLetâs say Iâm interested in⊠a partnership, of sorts.â
Jeonghan and Joshua share a look.
âAh,â you reply, hands folded in front of you. âAnd what kind of partnership would that be?â
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A Guide to Mastery: Finding Your Life's Work




Mastery is what we hope to attain. We hope to get a point where we become master of our fields, experts of our work, and mentors to younger people. But the big question we ask ourselves is "what should I do?" "what can I do?" "what is my purpose in life?" and that is a very big question that we might spend our entire lives trying to figure out.
It is difficult now, especially when we hear people talk about their careers, we see updates on people's career changes on LinkedIn and everyone is vying for a job in big tech, big law, consulting, Wall Street and you feel left out, not good enough, in fact discouraged.
However, you can find fulfillment by taking this self-discovery one step at a time, at a pace that best suits your skills, and still rise to the top.
Here is how to find your Life's work:
Look back to your childhood
Often to figure out what you want to do or who you want to become you have to look back to your past, your childhood. What made you tick? What classes were most fun for you? Who did you enjoy watching or spending time with growing up? The answers can give you a peek into the kind of life you want. Growing up I enjoyed reading biographies of people. I was obsessed with how they became successful and how they set themselves apart - now my writing mirrors that.
2. Find your niche
The uncertainty or discomfort you feel could be caused by not fitting into one field. You feel like you can do a lot more than there is out there. This is a great feeling. if you feel this way do not be discouraged. It is your life's journey to figure out the intersection of your interest. It is a sign that you should try out multiple things. Your career may become an amalgamation of your interest, ideas, disciplines, and fields. Here are some intersections that I found in people I admire:
Design + Technology - Steve Jobs- Apple Co-founder, Brian Chesky - Airbnb Co-founder
Food + Technology - Apoorva Mehta; co-founder Instacart
Culture + Commerce - Most architects, designers fit this category
Science + Art - Trip Hawkins; founder of Electronic Arts
Community + technology - Whitney Wolfe Herd; Founder of Bumble
Food + business: Kaspar Basse; founder of Joe & The Juice
Sportsmanship + design - Phil Knight; co-founder of Nike
Environmentalism + Sportsmanship - Yvon Chouinard; founder of Patagonia
These people are at the top of their fields. You can start by having a double major, or minoring in a totally different field (Art + Finance, Biology + Sports management etc)
3. Resist the pressure of the majority
There is always a group of people on the other side of your interest and skills - parents, friends, professors, peers who want something different from what you aspire to. You love art but they remind you that the pay is meagre, you want be a lawyer but they tell you, you are not good enough for law. You see, the salary you get paid for doing something you love should not stop you from getting started. You will eventually become so good that the value you provide will eventually command a huge compensation but for now bend down and learn.
4. Find a mentor
Once you get a glimpse of what you feel like you want to do. Find a mentor, your mentor could be distant or imminent. A distant mentor could be a renowned expert, a person you stumble upon through a book, an interview etc. Their story inspires you and you somehow you feel seen, you goals aren't so impossible anymore. The imminent mentors are the people you meet through school, work and whose work has some skills you need to learn for your Life's work. Your relationship with them or experience with them is the closest to reality of your Life's Work. Learn as much as you can in this process.
Welcome to my A Guide to Mastery series inspired by the book Mastery.
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