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#library of ruina#yesod lor#yesod#netzach lor#netzach#PRETEND ITS THE 14TH FOR ME OKAY!! god this thing made me feel so tired but its over. its over. am i happy w it? no.#ahhhghg the dialog is subpar. you can see visibly where i started and stopped some days. yk what. its. done.#ill do a whole different reblog from the sideblog on just ramblings of getting through it plus choices made. tldr aroace and harder to writ#romance that feels genuine. either way its done!! i was going to have it not as detailed but since i already missed the date by a lot might#as well put more effort into it yk. the last one made me want to die though. its really iffy compaired to the others . struggled so hard to#make it look right. ended up just going w one of the other previous sketches and just giving up and shading it in. i dobnot gaf it can look#weird but be done. HUZZAH!!!#ohbright forgot#netsod#probablt will do the text reblog abouuutt ???? 2 hours after og goes up. just to properly format it and collect thoughts and write#to who ever sent that anonymous ask. hope u like it. sorry it took so long#if this isnt in order i will melt into the floor and be consumed into the earth. PLEASEPELASPELASPLEASE#i onow i will make a seperate post abt it. but also. still just very. eh? i wanted to try and be true to what i had originally come to enjoy#with lor. but also i know im not capable of replicating such aspects and works and craftsmanship. but i still want to keep to what i can or#try to express facets that drew me into it all. which makes me a bit skittish abt writing dialog or drawing them in any other situation that#isnt just like. white void or the like. but still... .. .. . ahgh. skittish and overthinking. i cant tell what is attempting to handle with#adoration and care and what is just being overly terrified of having words or intent misconstrued#rechecking and rechecking and rechecking and .. . .. ect ect. i cannot look at it lest i explode
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I argued with some random asshole on the internet a while ago and I noticed I made them feel really bad with my anger, I decided to at least get them some groceries as a apology gift because I know they struggling too, few days ago I went over to talk about the situation while calm and to properly apologize, made sure to let the person know that they don't gotta talk to me that it's ok if they don't want anything to do with me, they agreed and added me to a group chat with their girlfriend and then proceeded to berate me for the next 4 hours straight taking turns to call me names 😭 and I'll tell you what. To be called creepy and obsessed for sending the money and get berated for that too??? Like I know $50 isn't like a huge amount nowadays but it was half of all the money in my bank account at the time. And it was a tough decision to make because I am already struggling to pay rent and because I'm too disabled to work. I snapped out of it immediately, like wow no wonder I got mad at them in the first place.
The moral of the story is, don't try to fix things with the worst people you have ever met, your gut feeling was right, there's a reason why you got angry. It will only harm you and make you harm them, too, when you eventually get emotional and pissed off over how they treated you and then use it against you. Whatever you do won't be enough and taken as the worst possible thing to do. Simply fuck off. That's the best outcome for everyone that will hurt the least amount of people.
#also like#this is completely unrelated to the point but i have called them a stalker multiple times#and while talking to me they started bringing up that i have been feeling bad lately and if im still dating my boyfriend and are we happy#like what is that about?#how do you see my posts why are you asking me this its kind of freaking me out#or telling me that me and my bf are trying to be them like????????#we dont even think about you and when we do we just laugh at your dumbass in call we do not care LOL#either way this is so insane and i need to vent it out and share my experience to people because what on earth#for context i have blocked them on all social platforms so they have to be following me on burners just to keep up with me#which is definitely normal behavior#my little oniisionling incel stalker saga
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never knew what hit him
#ffxiv#emet selch#hythlodaeus#hythades#ff14#fanart#hythlodaeus putting his entire back into being endearingly embarrassing and cheesy for his childhood bestfriend/sweetheart#go super love beam#get blasted idiot#emet selch currently under effects of a flashbang#he’s also stunned because he’d be like ‘you could’ve just asked’ or ‘we’ve been dating since forever’#hythlodaeus being a menace would also ask ‘do you still like me’ while trying to hold back laughter#straight after sex#queue emet smothering him with a pillow bc his ass is annoying#hythlodaeus knows the answer of course irritating emet is his no 1 favourite passtime#no rest for the wicked#but ofc he wouldn’t have it any other way#hythlodaeus is so funny to think about in terms of love language#he’d like. rock up to his window and start playing love songs on a boombox held up with a stupid grin on his face kind of guy#extremely excessive#hythades as a dynamic is a hilarious song and dance of push and pull and both parties know it it's all banter for the love of the game
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colin 🤝 anthony: making an heir in s3
#the rest of my serious input is that i think this will be a flirty thread in a sex scene#esp bc in the book they have sex before they're married#but not so far before that they had to change the wedding date (although colin does but simply bc he just wants to be married)#i think it'll be the same in the show#except mirror stuff and also colin being like hey let's get in on this heir-making competition#and pen will be like colin! we're not even married yet#and he's like well do you want children? and she'll be like yes...#and he'll be like well our wedding is not so far out that starting now versus on our wedding night matters...#and pen will be like but my sisters are already pregnant#and colin will be like they could have girls! and i will love my prospective nieces very much but... we could still win this#and pen will laugh and roll her eyes and be like oh you bridgertons and your competitive spirit#and colin will be like we do like to win#(insert porn)#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#bridgerton s3 spec#polin#also. I DON'T SEEM SO DELUSIONAL NOW DO I!!!!!!! I FUCKING CALLED IT!!!!! I SAID THIS WOULD HAPPEN!!!! AND IT'S HAPPENING!!!!
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[gently holding the hands of those who mourn the loss of their dream futures after they realized they are aro] you're still allowed to do all those things you wanted. You can still find yourself a lifelong partner, you can still dedicate yourself to another person, you can still share your life with someone you deeply care about. You're allowed to date and you're allowed to be in relationships with people and you can still form those deep bonds without romantic attraction. You don't need romantic attraction to do all those fun couple-y things alloro people do. You're allowed to parttake in that fun if that's what you want to do.
You can still have your dream future. You just need someone who's willing to have it with you.
#obligatory 'you don't HAVE to do all this to be happy'#after reading thru the aro tag lately i just got the feeling that#a lot of aros don't realize they're still allowed to do all this?#like ik we like to clown on the 'aros can still date!!' thing#bc of its connotations esp in fandom spaces#but the thing is. it's still true#the things we associate with romantic feelings CAN bring#a lot of joy to a lot of people#and i just wish more ppl knew that they both can and are#allowed to do these stuff without romantic feelings#dating. living with a partner. starting a family. etc.#aromantic#aro#arospec#aspec#queer stuff
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[[Tomestone Lockscreen :: Makhali]]
bonus because I love them :'>
#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#ch: makhali khatayin#ch: khasan dotharl#pre-dt posing#she loves!!! tech!!! it's so different from what she grew up with and it fascinates her#she has no password or pin or swipe. she constantly starts accidental calls and does not learn from this#I've got one more of these pre-dt poses I did that I'm absolutely in love with that I'm still doing the editing for :'>#gonna make Khasan's lockscreen too! if'n any of y'all are inclined i'd love to see what your OC would have as theirs!#the date is 4th sun of the 4th astral moon. I kind of took liberties with the shortening there ^^;
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* If you're still in the encounter... * ...who else is here with you?
Happy 4th Anniversary DATING START!
#undertale#dating start!#sans undertale#I can't believe it's been 4 years since release#I wanted to do something a little more but I just didn't have the time or energy ^^;#So I made a little sketch instead#this is still one of my favorite scenes of the VN#the other being when you're stargazing and new home is in the distance
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— You know, I mentioned before I've been doing this for 12,000 years. But somehow you have managed to surprise me. bonus:
#oxventure#oxventure dnd#dnd#dungeons and dragons#woohoo i just needed a little bit of a break but i am back!!!!#it also took me a couple days to figure out exactly how to break down this set#because i cant put a whole 2 minute song as a gifset#(and im still salty about losing my 30 gif set after spending 4 hours on it so im not making another set that long for a while)#but omg if anyone has any requests ESPECIALLY for prudence & merilwen moments feel free#i will do my best if a) there is footage suitable for a gifset and b) i have time#once my externship starts im gonna have basically no free time#i might also shift from oxventure gifs very very briefly#because deadlands s2 release date is going to be announced soon and i want to do a 'countdown to s2' kinda thing#so im rewatching deadlands rn to figure out exactly what i wanna do and yeah#why do i put my blog updates in the tags of my gifsets???#idk but thanks for putting up with it#gifs*#ox*#oxv*
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jun... sweetie i can excuse a lot of things even murder yk but i will NOT excuse you forgetting that bisexuality exists
#like thame can like tiny girls and big guys as well!!#bit i think this dialogue will have further impact on the way po behaves around them somehow#mainly around thame because even though he is becoming aware of what he feels he is still very uncertain probably because of his ex#i also think that he will be very insecure when thame starts to demonstrate more openly how he feels about po#i loved that jun clocked po's tea and once again they look good together and i would ship them really bad#they be moving faster than thamepo#even tho i think he's was kinda bitchy about it i do think he was just trying to protect his friend and somehow po too#he knows idols can't date and he knows how bad it can get it's not hard to see it in media#and probably he just doesn't want that to people around him (thame)#thamepo#thamepo heart that skips a beat#thamepo the series#thamepo series#thame po#thame po the series#thame po heart that skips a beat#thame po series#heart that skips a beat#po x thame#thame x po#witchbz-bl#witchbz : watchz thamepo
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all I want is to sit in a coffee shop and read my book, walk around my favorite bookshops and check out some secondhand shops, then end the day with a movie in a little movie theater
#nat talks#my saturday got empty very suddenly and it's my last fully free weekend without work in a WHILE#BUT I'm behind on studying and I have a seminar next week#so it kinda depends on how much I get done today#but also. I'm SO BAD at leaving the house if I don't need to and also I'm never as good at being alone when I go from home to a solo date#like it works better for me if I've been somewhere beforehand first#so I'm considering maybe doing everything but the movie part on monday#because I have two hours to kill between school ending and my work shift starting#and it's supposed to be sunny while this weekend's supposed to be gloomy#so HONESTLY that sounds much better#but also what if I STILL need to study >:(
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Some rom-coms that I've come to enjoy 💞💕💗
Any more recommendations?
#riri posts 💫#romcom#2000s aesthetic#2000s romcom#mostly#romantic movies#movie recommendation#romantic film#10 things i hate about you#the wedding planner#how to lose a guy in 10 days#13 going on 30#the notebook#27 dresses#the proposal#me before you (ps- you might cry and uh tw death)#set it up#i do have which i PLAN to watch soon like she's the man. pretty woman. notting hill. bridget jones diary. a cinderella story. she's the man.#monte carlo. the wedding date. and so on#i didn't add lala land. titanic. 500 days of summet. and som more here because they're like romance w trauma. i added me before you tho#still because i still loved it and i personally think the ending is good because louisa finally starts putting herself first so yeah#ok enough yapping#movie enthusiast
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More Thomas things
So I said I had Thomas on the brain after the owl city ask so here's what my brain worms have cooked up.
Thomas' love language is gift giving.
Usually his gifts are expensive but there's this one time he gave his s/o a painting. It was back when he was still an art student trying to impress his crush but he remembers it was a painting of a wisteria tree in bloom with a person's silhouette underneath it.
Years have passed since then and they actually did start dating but he had all but forgotten about that painting until he came over to their place for the first time and saw that postcard sized canvas panel standing on their desk, next to their computer, inside a frame.
Thomas doesn't know whether to cry or cringe, all that came out of his mouth was,
"why?"
because (to him) it wasn't even a good painting. The tree was gigantic compared to the silhouette of the person, and the wisteria flowers looked more pink than purple.
"They cut down that tree because it was starting to grow on other plants but it's immortalized in this painting. Besides—" they pick up the painting and turn to him with the most wonderful smile, "—it's a painting you made. Why wouldn't I treasure it?"
He'd laugh incredulously before pulling them into a tight hug, holding their head against his chest so they couldn't see how close he was to tearing up,
"I love you, darling"
"I love you too, Thomas."
That night while the two are eating dinner they decided that their next date will be a paint night.
#i should write... general dating hcs before I start writing things like this huh#i want to believe that Thomas still paints as a hobby#he doesn't have a lot of time to do it but still#thomas love and deepspace#love and deepspace#l&ds#lnds
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also dr. boobs has CLEARED ME FOR SURGERY, my fucked up heart does not make me a risk for going under the knife
#sergle.txt#I am officially cleared for surgery I officially have the full amount pulled out to pay#I have my vitamins ready to go to start taking on the 14th I have my surgery date set#I need to book the hotel for that night still... that's something I still need to do#aside from that everything is set up but I do worry about our car being shit#but it should be okay bc it's not gonna be hot out for this drive
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o yeah btw i liked these guys from the latest crk update..... detective gays.... macaroni and cheese....🤭





#i finished the story it was fun#whyd i have to get invested in the cookie npc yaoi... need them to kiss#i thought cheddars design was kinda boring (esp after the golden cheese update where every design slapped... hes also cheese...)#and he looked rly similar to almond so i think they couldve made him look more diff#but i still liked them LOL... esp macaroni cookie he's sooo cute#tsk macaroni cookie does everything... hes even an attack dog... what do u do cheddar cookie?#ur lucky to have such a cute smart and useful hoobae...😙#i saw some cute fanart of them on twit so i'm happy :)#joking i dont think cheddar is completely useless but it makes me laugh bc he has the#'my job here is done ;)' 'but u didnt do anything' *dramatic exit* vibe#at the v least he's good bc he has faith in his partner...😙#if they arent already dating theyre def gonna start dating... doesnt take a detective to figure that out...#like stop playfully bantering in front of me🙄#oh btw i liked their kr voices so much#cheddar's voice was... insanely good how could they just use this voice on an npc#like his voice makes up for any complaints i had on his design#and macaroni sounds cute... i looked it up and apparently its jeong ui-taek?? who also voiced archbishop cream and 1 of captain caviars crew#voicing a bunch of cute npcs but no playable cookie yet...#im curious how they sound in other lang tbh...
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I've started playing Potion Permit, and so far it's one of my favorite games I've messed around with, but the most big brained move the devs made was giving you a dog on day 1, and then making that dog able to track NPCs and lead you directly to them no matter where they are in the town.
#im still early game but i like the play and the writing is passable#like#Theres a flatness#the characters Are distinct but theyre mostly just their jobs#with only a few who stand out and have like. something to really grab onto#Like rue? rues entire deal is little girl you can date. Nothing else behind those eyes. She has nothing better to talk to you about#than the fact her favorite color is red#Sorcelia? Sorcelia is a goth nun who loves singing and teaches one of the village children#Reynerd? sure is a guy#got nothing else to say about him. hes just a Guy™. Victor? Has ghost friends and loves bugs and cares deeply about the cemetery#he tends to. At the moment it feels like they're trying to imply there aren't actually ghosts. and hes just talking to himself/#insisting his imaginary friends are real people#and so far? The games been cool about it. Victor's a member of his community and his eccentricities are accepted and not ridiculed#all four characters ive mentioned are romance candidates. but its just as hit or miss with the regular towns folk#Opalheart is an older woman and a world renowned blacksmith who only takes jobs if they will do Good. regardless of whether or not they#pay well. She declines to make a dagger for a rich man but makes a helmet for a childs father bc the girl asked#and olive is here#anyways you can be best friends with a cat (shes just a regular cat) and i appreciate that#idk im putting it above sun haven in my ranking of life sim games#purely because there are older romance candidates.#no fat romance candidates. but sun haven doesn't have thise either.#and sdv has neither fat or old candidates Nor can you fuck a cat boy. it goes at the bottom.#gameplay wise sunhaven is at the bottom then sdv then potion permit at the top. sunhaven has the Most™ but having#a lot of crap doesn't mean its fun and it ends up making half the game feel really incomplete#idk. Sdv is a game you should've started playing a year ago. sun haven is a game that perpetually needs another year worth of updates#before id say its worth it bc the devs keep pushing content ™ updates instead of quality of life or polish so what is there is uh#Bad. plentiful. and a large portion is good#but a Lot is just bad.#its insincere and cant take itself seriously it gives you (the right dialogue option) an (the shit joke option) which is worse than just#i ram out of space. tldr. potion permit is good Now. sdv Was good. sun haven Might be great Eventually
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Woe, MS paint diagram of the retroactive Komaedification of N be upon ye
#pokemon#danganronpa#sdr2#n#nagito komaeda#ryo expies#okay now the way i tag shit since i think tumblr only uses the first 5 tags still#dr#komaeda nagito#nagisa kaworu#zoroark#mine#devilman influence#<- if you dont understand why im tagging that look in the tag on my blog#AS ALWAYS if anyone has anything to add on please do#also yes believe me i know all 3 have appeared in so many other things too im just marking their earliest release date#for the sake of showing that n came before komaeda and then got komaedified after the fact#i possibly should have also circled the rib markings on h. zoroark cause komaeda is also canonically underweight from being so sickly#edit: n DOES actually start his battle sprite gif with his arms crossed which i missed before#but still. its extremely brief and i do feel like the pokemas crossed arms more resembles the komaeda sprite than the original n sprite#his original is more like... crossed over the chest?#anyways. i find it very funny that komaeda came out after but the devs were like oh fuck he suits n too well and we need to use that
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