#more of a personal babble really
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Y'know, if you told my 12yo self that there would be an accurate Percy Jackson show (or movie) coming out, she would have been ecstatic. But I'm just... not. It's hard to understand why. I still love the books - at least the first series, nothing in Riordan's work really interested me after the first one with the exception of maybe the end scene of Mark of Athena, which is really well written - and I still re-read them annually. The casting seems to be on point. The lore seems to be respected So... why is it that I don't care?
Maybe it's got something to do with preferring my own imagination and interpretation of these characters, idk. Maybe it's in the beauty of reading a book and imagining the world and characters myself instead of accepting whatever visuals the series chooses to give me. Dunno.
#pjo#percy jackson#more of a personal babble really#just trying to understand why I dont care and even subconsciously flinch from any promo material#even if I'll probably watch it when it comes out#maybe its because of childhood nostalgia? its an important book series to me#maybe its cause I didnt agree wifh some of the retcons and even author comments about the story as I grew up and came in contact with them?#so seeing this new official/intended “take” on the story might break the magic for me?#so maybe its about not trusting the creator himself even tho I've got no beef with him?#especially bc if things like Eragon do get off the ground I know I'll be the exact opposite#and be insanely excited#same with a more book-accurate version of THG even tho I know it'll never beat the books#I wonder....#inke speaks
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I've always been sympathetic to Luke, but the prequels' Skywalker backstory definitely makes me more so.
I've heard people dismiss him for playing with an old toy while complaining about being made to stay on a desert hellworld dominated by slave-owning gangsters, since Leia's a hardened revolutionary at the same time.
I think Luke's dislike of Tatooine is actually entirely legitimate based on the OT alone, given what he likely knows, but then it turns out that the slave-owning gangsters owned Luke's father and grandmother.
Luke doesn't know anything about Padmé and he doesn't have Leia's visions of her, so he has no sense of a legacy from lush Naboo or the apparently prosperous Naberries. His world is Tatooine and the legacy he's intensely conscious of is Anakin's, and Owen and Beru's. And I mean, Owen is Luke's uncle because Owen's father bought Luke's grandmother and freed her to marry her. She was later captured from the farm and tortured to death; Luke would see her memorial on a regular basis as he helps extract moisture on the farm.
He has every right to complain about being stuck on Tatooine—and always did IMO, but after the prequels? Whew.
#anghraine babbles#sometimes i wonder how old luke was when he found out that owen's father bought anakin's mother#like. owen visibly withholding information may seem less suspicious to luke not just because of luke's personality#but because them visibly withholding information has more often been about 'this is a really hard conversation to navigate' than 'lies'#luke skywalker#star wars#sw fanwank#shmi skywalker#i always crave more luke and shmi content tbh#not official content. the good fandom stuff.
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controversial opinion, but. i prefer the fact that we got to have Neve on the team instead of Calpernia.
#like. calpernia is still a wasted potential in my books and even comic books were setting her up for smth more but.#idk. i really like neve and personally i'm glad that she ended up being our companion in this game.#don't scream at me.#blah blah text post#dragon age babbling
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Voted for Bumble bc of course but also if you think Alex would not pspsps Bumble you are wrong. If they could communicate they would go to therapy together /s
If then could communicate they would go to therapy together
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Kyle/Green Lantern resurrects her but then he becomes convinced that she's not the same person she was before the incident, OR SOMETHING SOMETHING Black Lanterns aren't ACTUALLY bad they're just misunderstood Grim Reaper types, in either case Alex ends up breaking it off with Kyle because they've become very different people.
And then Bumble's there
And then they go to therapy or Alex adopts Bumble, and then uhhh Bumble's like one of the superpets. Like Krypto the Superdog. Free premise go forth and play with it if ur a DC fan
#bone babble#Again I don't actually know a lot about the DC universe besides what my friend tells me#But also from reading into the Black Lanterns having them be evil sound like a WHOLE wasted opportunity#Lanterns are supposed to be emotions yeah? so why the hell are we downplaying the emotion of GRIEF?#There's a whole lot you could do with that actually. Death doesn't deserve to just be a villain of the week#And hell. You could explore some WILD emotions here about Alex becoming so much more than Kyle's tragedy#Can I still mourn you when you aren't dead?#What does it mean for me that the worst thing that ever happened to me has become an opportunity for her?#And... does this make me selfish for not being happy for her?#For not trying to understand the person she has become? for only thinking of how this impacts myself#RE: THIS IS NOT A DIG AT DC FANS#BUT I want to share that like... a reason I've kinda had a hard time getting into comics is because like... really interesting premises--#like that often get turned into Monster-of-the-Week struggles for the heroes to punch into submission#I've probably just seen really bad summaries or not found the editions that would appeal to me specifically#But it's kinda why the only DC hero I'm really interested in is Superman#Because a lot of his thing is that he's a good GUY#And that creates a lot of interesting moral questions#Like YES he's a good guy. YES he has no ulterior motive. But what if he DID?-- how can EVERYONE ELSE in the universe truly know that-#for sure?#And that's cool and I really like the snippets I've seen especially between him and batman#But anyway. so much fridging and misogyny in the world of comics has kinda turned me away from getting into it#because. VERY often. Misogyny can be... *tied* to a bit of a lack of imagination. Or empathy on behalf of a particular writer#RE: There is good stuff in DC PLEASE understand im not trying to be insulting
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Sampo… more like, Hoyoverse rant… thingy..? Idk what to call this
So this random thought popped up in my brain at 5 in the morning after I watched Mina and Molly (Seele’s va)’s stream where they ranked HSR characters, and they said some things specifically about Sampo that got me thinking.
Hoyoverse always makes sure their characters are marketable, or at the very least likeable enough. even in cases where their characters end up being unused or straight up become a punching bag for the community it’s usually never because that’s what the company intended to do.
I find it very odd how Sampo specifically doesn’t meet any of their criteria of character making. He’s not particularly hot (he is the hottest character) or to be more specific he’s not the same type of hot as Jing Yuan or Blade for example that would have a lot of people fangirling over
He’s not really “cool” (he’s the coolest character) in the same way Blade or Dan Heng are cool, enough to get people invested in him.
He’s deliberately created to be unlikeable, it feels like Hoyoverse made him this way on purpose which just feels so… unlikely for them to do.
In fact, like Molly said, he’s not like anyone Hoyoverse has ever made, I mean I’m very glad that Sampo is actually so special, they managed to create such an outstanding character with him, but I also have to question why?
I know silly goofy man is technically what his fans like about him the most but in the grander scheme of things if you really take a look, Sampo is one of the least liked characters. there’s so little attention being given to him by HSR fans especially in comparison to other characters like Jing Yuan, Dan Heng, Kafka, Welt yada yada, and I know they’re like main characters but still… heck I would argue characters like Qingque are more popular than Sampo come on.
My point still stands that Hoyoverse seems to want to make him dislikable on purpose, which is a behavior so opposite of what they typically do. they must have a good plan for him. I refuse to believe otherwise.
#this is more of a rant than an actual analysis I should edit that#do I have any substantiating information for this? …no not really#this is just what patterns of behavior I personally noticed in their works#so thats what im going with#i could be VERY wrong#lyn babbles#sampo#sampo koski#hsr sampo#hsr#honkai star rail
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one of my favorite library kid encounters this weekend was a with a little Greek three-year-old named Andromeda. She and her mom came up to get her beads for SRP, and, as is pretty common, they start telling me about what they've been reading. Friends, this child and her mother have been reading the Odyssey in Greek together. The mom and the kid chat back and forth in Greek together about the Odyssey while picking beads (and counting them in Greek), translating bits and pieces for me as they go along.
Apparently, Andromeda's favorite character in the Odyssey is Penelope, which, uh, girl I see u!!!!! Obsessed with the vibes of this toddler who read the Odyssey in Greek with her mom FIVE times this summer because that's her favorite book! GOOD! FOR! HER!
Additionally the mom was like, "yeah we also read the Iliad this summer."
no notes. impeccable. there are days when i love our kids so much y'all.
#not 2 b in my late twenties and have percy jackson brainrot but uh#this is exactly what I envision the pjo characters as adults with kids would be like at the library btw#anyways other blessed child interaction of the day was with a kid whose name I still don't know who only speaks spanish#she really likes me bcs the first day she visited our library I was the only person on staff in children's who spoke any spanish#granted my spanish is not great (and I understand a lot more than I speak)#but she understands a lot of english (but can't speak it) so we worked it out lol.#anyways ever since then she's always so happy to see me it's adorbs tbh#also I got smiled at by THREE babies today y'all hashtag blessed#anywho nothing but LOVE for MY library kids#library stuff#margaret babbles#side note but a truly beautiful thing about working in urban/suburban PL is that we have such a diverse community of patrons#at my library we have so many wonderful mixed race families that are so sweet and wonderful#and we have patrons with from many different national and ethnic backgrounds who speak a bunch of different languages which is neato!#for ex: today I talked to Japanese & Australian & Mexican & Greek & Arab (unspecified) families
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Hi there. So don't mind me, I was going through your dazatsu art a while ago (both you and your husband I think?) and also saw some of the captions. You said you two met when you were cosplaying dazatsu? I don't mean to sound stalkerish so please feel free to ignore me, but that is about the sweetest thing I have ever heard😭❤️ I would like to draw one of your cosplays as our favorite couple. You could send me a picture you like- paint over your faces if you don't feel comfortable or-
And again and I emphasize, feel free to straight up reject this or ignore it, because I know it's odd. Just wanted you to know how you warm my heart, and I love your artwork as well<3
Have a nice day or night
Hello there! First of all, don't worry about "sounding stalkerish", it's very sweet of you to drop by just to let me (and by extension, us) know about your thoughts! 😊 The thing is, it's not that we met when we were cosplaying; perhaps me saying we weren't a couple yet gave that impression, but since you asked, I might as well tell you the full story?
You may want to sit, it's a little long (though I'll do my best to be brief) 😅
We already knew each other, we had been acquaintances for a long while, actually! We met when we were 14/13 or so (we're 31/29 now, I'm the older one). We weren't really that close, but we were on friendly terms and all that.
I'll skip the very personal bits which includes (but is not limited to) us getting closer to each other and stupidly pining mutually, but the sequence of events that led to it is one (!) of the reasons why I tend to say we're a "dazatsucore" couple. Because:
He was into me > I noticed on the spot, and did nothing > I was into him > he didn't know because I hid the fact > leads to him blurting out a confession thinking he'd be turned down > I do not turn him down but ask for some time to think things through because I want to be sure of my feelings first > not too long after I have an answer.
By the way, everything I'm saying gets even better (and funnier) when you consider I'm the "Dazai" one, while he's the "Atsushi" in this.
Anyways, about the cosplay shenanigans you inquired about; back when we were getting closer to each other (2016ish), I had become interested in BSD but knew nothing about it; I knew he had watched it, asked what were his thoughts on it, he said it was nice, recommended it, etc. He then commented that he planned to cosplay Atsushi, showed me the character and shared his cosplay plans.
I had only watched the opening so far (the thing that led me to ask him if the anime was good), and Dazai was the one who had caught my eye the most, so I said, very offhandedly, that 'hey, I'd be down to go with you to the con, I do entertain the idea of cosplaying Dazai'.
He was like 'woah, really?! That would be so fun!' but also got extremely nervous on the spot. I obviously noticed. You see, my spouse isn't really the type of person who can hide his feelings very well + I'm good at reading through people. We've always been a funny match in that regard, ngl.
From a quick Google search I did to gather references for the outfit, I could tell the two characters were a somewhat popular pairing, so I made 2+2, I also already knew he had a crush on me and just did nothing about it, like I explained above. So he had gotten nervous that people could mistake us for a couple because the two characters are (were? sadly) a popular pairing.
Which I did know... And again, did nothing about because while my suggestion to cosplay together was sincere, having no intentions of manipulating him or anything, that did work in my favor as well so two birds, one stone.
In the meantime, what I told you above happened and we started dating. And, for obvious reasons, we decided to go ahead with the cosplay plans 😌 I've never posted a clear picture showing our faces because we're not the best photographers out there, but here's one of the least terrible ones:
The icing on the cake, that doesn't have much to do with us, but is still something we remember about fondly: we're Brazilian, and Brazil is a very big country. The anime con we were going to attend was the biggest in our country but also some good hours away (a 9 hour travel away to the capital, to be more precise), so we took a bus ride with some people headed there as well. It's common for people to make these "con attendees" group rides and they're always really fun experiences + very cost efficient.
One of the people we befriended on the ride was this girl who, coincidentally, was cosplaying as Chuuya. Since we're a queer couple (nb sapphics who go by he/him pronouns) we didn't know what amount of gay was okay in public, but this one girl knew we were a couple, 100% sure of it and it was genuinely beyond funny seeing her and her friends waiting on us to just do something, anything, that gave the answer away.
We kissed like... once, when they were nearby, and the reactions were priceless, ngl. The euphoric I KNEW IT faces.
Back then we weren't married yet, so no telling rings or anything, but this Chuuya had gotten the vibes somehow. When I asked her how she knew before we even did anything, she said, just like this: 'it's the way you look at each other 🥺'.
I need you to imagine Chuuya Nakahara saying this, with this expression. Makes it all 20x funnier. Also the reason why I usually write him as a wingman/enabler in my fics.
Oh, and about the "he had no idea I knew all along", I did tell him... last year 😂 We were reminiscing about things and he went on a tangent saying something along the lines of 'I feel kinda bad because it was selfish of me but I liked the idea of us being seen as a couple back then so I didn't tell you the characters were a popular ship'.
To which I replied: 'Oh, I knew, don't worry.'
Cue shocked Pikachu meme for my spouse's reaction. I then explained that I was fully aware of everything all along, and he was like 'thank GOD you decided to play along then because I had no idea how to charm anyone' 😂
It feels good to put our silly story out there, I had told this story only to one person in the fandom so far (I won't tag her, but Katsu can confirm we're two dumbasses in love) because I don't usually talk about personal stuff publicly like this unless on a whim but also because, like I said, it's a very long story even with skipped parts.
I hope this was fun to read, at least? 😅
As for what you asked about drawing us, I'll apologize, but neither of us understood exactly what you want to do. If you could elaborate more on it, we'd be grateful and could give a proper response! All in all, thank you for sending the ask, it was really lovely of you to stop by just to say that! 😊
#I'll need to tag the ship because of the cosplay picture inside the read more#but feel free to ignore all the babbling if you came here just for the ship tag#dazatsu#dazushi#cosplay#+ personal story because why not#but there's only so much exposition I can take at once so I'll probably be thinking about this for a while#please be nice to me I get antsy whenever I overshare but the world must know why we call ourselves dazatsucore#and also why this ship means so much to the two of us (besides being a really wholesome ship ofc!)#ask
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Simpleton Arthur! Makes me laugh and it grates on my nerves, seeing him like this...Also, Gods! I didn't remember it was Gaius' idea, "if Arthur loses his will" Like man! such a morally grey character, I so want to know what Gaius did during the purge to stay alive! How Uther didn't kill him but I digress, it's about Arthur and Merlin!
The sword in the stone, 4.12
When he was looking at his home, Gods it killed me...like Bradley's facial expressions are so top notch man!
This man doesn't want to go, it's his home, his kingdom, how he's supposed to leave it like this, run away like this...but it's not under his control now, Gods but truly whenever I'll see this pic I'm gonna cry again and again
#I don't really blame Merlin for doing what he did#because yes Arthur wouldn't have left#but taking someone's free will#and writers running it as a joke#what was the need to give him such short clothes?#making fun of him like this#he's THE KING FGS#and even if he wasn't#first you take away his will#and then insult a person like this#more than Merlin I'm angry at show makers tbh#but well#bbc Arthur#king arthur#bbcm#merlin bbc#sorry for babbling like this
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anybody remember when Enasonas were a thing? no? too bad, Cabal redesign be upon ye
(original design from 2022 under the cut)
#personal babble#oops i dropped a pencil ~art~#ocs#cabal (enasona)#enasona#ena oc#ena joel g#ena#I really just wanted to give them the pleated half-skirt + tweak their color palette a little bit#I will draw their more extreme emotions tomorrow it is fucking 6:30am and I'm tired
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I actually really wanna hear that hour presentation about how Nettie was made because parthenogenesis is a natural process that happens in the body. But Donnie calls Nettie an experiment like she was made in a lab. Did he experiment on himself to induce parthenogenesis?
so basically I am NOT a biologist so I only have a very surface level understanding of parthenogensis but basically yeah!
After the kraang and the whole merging with the technodrome situation, Donnie got really into biology, and specifically animal biology which I don't think he was really into before. I always imagined donnie to be really squeamish when it comes to blood and guts and bodily stuff, but merging with the technodrome really kind of shoved that out of him, and he finds some comfort now in studying animal biology.
He basically ends up doing a deep dive into his own biology, since that's really the easiest body he has access to. like sure he could study his brothers but they have their own lives and he well, controls his own body so he can do whatever he wants with it. And in the process he sort of connects the dots like huh, Draxum made us to be weapons of war but would he also want us to be able to reproduce? Because obviously draxum wouldnt want his biological weapons to just die and end there, it would make sense if the turtles were capable of reproduction if just for the benefit of draxum not having to remutate new animals everytime one of his weapons got injured.
So Donnie follows that logic and is like huh, well some reptiles can reproduce asexually (not softshell turtles from what I can tell based on my VERY BRIEF research) but he I wonder if because of Draxum's mutation if I could also do that.
If I was an actual biologist or if I had more time to do actual research into parthenogensis and asexual reproduction I would totally write out Donnie's whole presentation and figure out the science behind how Nettie was made but alas, I am in school rn and I dont really have the time
maybe in december that could be a fun little project when the quarter ends but I was planning on using that time to crank out as much TLP content as possible so who knows! I have gotten quite attached to Nettie and I want to make more stuff about her so maybe I'll end up doing a biology deep dive
#bean babbles#answered asks#anonymous asks#internet archive#idk if anyone who follows me is an actual biologist#or knows more about biology#feel free to hit me up!#i study anthropology so all of the biology i really know about is just about primates#and even then most of that biology is like ecology related#or like...about the biology of the person after they have died...like when they are bones
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I am. once again thinking about Ashes aftercare
#not them giving aftercare but receiving it#they'd definitely be the type that would know logically that doms require aftercare but insist they're just built different#(they are not and the difference from when they fully give aftercare vs when they give and receive is obvious)#verbal compliments and appreciation go a long way#but what really works best is increased touching like leaning on them or sitting in their lap more in the following days#just anything that shows them their partners aren't scared of them- not in any real way#they have a sadistic streak a mile wide and thoroughly enjoy people who have matching masochistic streaks#but they have the risk of dropping bad if their partner falls asleep before any kind of talking after a heavy s/m scene#they'll stay there and cuddle sure#but it's unlikely they'll fall asleep themselves and likely they will spiral with all that time to do nothing but think#Everybody does their best to give them aftercare no matter how fucked out they themselves are#No one wants to be the one that makes the one person on the ship capable of domming them all start isolating or hold back#and also the mechs care about Ashes but the threat of unfun torture from all of the crew definitely helps#Ashes does find it cute when one if their partners can barely form a sentence and their face is still half in a pillow streaked with#tears and makeup but they do their best to babble incoherently about how much they love them tho#Oh and being visibly happy with things like collars or marks esp in a nonsexual setting also makes them feel more assured too#support your local dom today by sitting in their lap no matter how bruised your own ass is#kinkdicon
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I've been poking at a rambling P&P post in my drafts about why the uncritical glorification of Elizabeth's rejection in the rejection/letter sequence seems pretty dubious to me, especially when it leads to sidelining her character arc.
Anyway, here's part:
The thing about Elizabeth's rejection is that it starts from a place of absolutely righteous, justified indignation and seems entirely appropriate to Darcy's shitty proposal. She did treat Mr Collins's shitty proposal much more gently, and I think that's significant, but that fact doesn't make her wrong to be angered by Darcy's proposal or to call him out for it. So the fandom treatment of it as this piece of spectacular righteous indignation is right in the sense that she does start with that.
And then she keeps going.
#i really enjoy that elizabeth is cheerfully difficult as a person and it seems like almost everyone wants to sand her down#to someone 100x more boring than she is#anyway.#austen blogging#austen fanwank#anghraine babbles
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it is so fucking funny looking back at myself reading tevinter nights something around two years ago, distinctively remembering how i was hoping and praying that they will make lucanis a companion in DA4, convinced that if they do he will 100% become my next antivan sweetheart.
and look at me now...
#how the tables have turned for me#rn now am like: who the hell is lucanis?#LMAO#he'll be in the game i guess xd#am jesting ofc so don't get me wrong it's not a dislike of any kind#i think he will have a mighty interesting *relationship* with Viera since both of them are crows albeit of different feathers#i understand his appeal well but at this point i can't be more disinterested from pursuing him as a romance option xd#quite insane really how MUCH the chemistry of my brain changed over the past two years.#i know it's a bit of a cliche thing to say but it seems like i am a completely different person now than i was back then#blah blah text post#dragon age babbling#about me i guess
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had a nearly 2 hour long interview yesterday and when they asked "where do you see yourself in 5 years" i felt like crying
#dumb babbles#sorry but at this rate the “5 years” question gives me the same vibes as a guy talking about raising kids 3 dates in (experience)#sir ive stopped thinking that far ahead tbh#sir we JUST met you still need to prove you aren't evil#let's get one year under the belt first before we rush into things#idk it like a hybrid of what i've done in the past and it pays REALLY well but im so scared they're gonna want it to be my personality#it could be a really good opportunity as long as there's no secret blood contract.#If they can just teach me how to do the thing and then leave me in my little room to solve my puzzles that'd be neat i think#wouldn't it be funny if i started making more than my old manager wouldnt that be funny tho
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The finished result 😁
#i am not sure but it seems there is some blood trapped in the second skin ovo#hopefully it is just me overthinkinh things :'D#they were very nice - met both the person i got in contact with first and my tattoo artist#and two other peeps who were there to get their piercings checked#the tattoo artist that didnt work on me today seemed so excited for the whole thing she got to see the final result in person#she almost squealed of joy bless her :'D#i will say it was both more and less pain than my other tattoos#there were more sore spots in the first one#but because i am very ticklish on my tummy everytime the needle wasnt on me was almost worse#i will say it was less painfull than the first tattoo (bc there were parts it hit the thin skin under the armpit)#yet more painfull than my second#and i feel like i am walking weird now because i am constantly aware of my left side xD#idk maybe i should have reacted more?#but like with the second one it was really first after a few days or even a week i started really appreciating its existence#i am just babbling now x'D#sorry for the sniffs in the vid btw :'D#micahs foolery
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Do you even fucking understand the point of writing a semi-funny caption to a gifset so people can smile/laugh and get to share it or does that fly right over your head? Y’all should really need to learn WHEN to be taking things seriously and when NOT to
Because for sure writing “#fuck mercantilism” would hit the audience (tumblr users in the year of 2023 in the Gregorian calendar)
#you really think to tell me that as someone who 1) loves history 2) studied both history AND economics until I finished uni#you REALLY think I wouldn’t know about mercantilism?? my dude I know my Colbert and Adam smith don’t shit on me#NO i do not care about hiding that person’s url. they wrote under my gifset they made their stupid addition public#not to say I didn’t see the other 3 additions in the same vein but they weren’t trying to teach me economics’ history#and were more aimed at disliking the show in general (yeah you can also shove your negativity up in your ass tbh tho)#daph babbles
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