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Question: why do people refer to Tobias in Megamorphs 4 as a "quasi-voluntary" controller? I don't have access to my copy right now but I don't recall anything that would imply he had any knowledge of what he was joining/cooperated in any way? Did I miss something?
So I call Tobias quasi-voluntary, because I think — from my read of MM4 — that Tobias is about as voluntary as any "voluntary controller" ever gets. Which is not that voluntary. Tobias goes to a Sharing meeting because Jake's there, but pretty soon he gets sucked into the cycle of love-bombing: "When you attend your second meeting of The Sharing they assign you a guide" (MM4). In Tobias's case it's a guy named Bill, a few years older, who spends every meeting praising Tobias, and talking up how the Sharing cured his depression and being a full member changed his life.
Bill waits for Tobias to say "I want to be a full member." And then he asks if Tobias is sure, and Tobias says "Yes." Bill presses all the way to "You trade a little bit of freedom for a lot of belonging" and gets Tobias to agree a third time. When the time comes for the "ceremony" (infestation), Chapman makes Tobias explain why he's joining, and Tobias does. Three more times Chapman asks, and three more times Tobias says, out loud, that he wants what's going to happen next. Chapman explains why they want Tobias's consent: "We only have problems in twenty-one percent of willing members. And there are... fewer incidents of contested control." Tobias withdraws consent when he realizes they're about to put a slug in his brain, but by then it's too late.
Later Tobias says "Most painful of all was the image of myself swallowing everything the Sharing told me. I had walked, willingly, to my own destruction. At the time I'd seen no alternatives." So is Tobias voluntary? Well, is Chapman voluntary? He agrees not to resist in exchange for Melissa not being recruited, and he keeps his end of the bargain (#2). Not only does he not fight back while there's a yeerk in his brain, but there's every possibility he's one of the people allowing the yeerk to slip out of their brain and then quietly walking to go wait in the break room without supervision.
Okay, but surely the taxxons are voluntary. They chose to ally with the yeerks... Only it turns out their options were ally with the yeerks or starve to death (#53), and just because their leaders chose the yeerks doesn't mean individual taxxons were okay with it (Andalite Chronicles).
But then, we all know Taylor is voluntary. Because she gave up her freedom for little old things like... relief from pain. And escape from discrimination. And basic health care that didn't cost her family their life savings (#33). And she could never change her mind, because she got punished by Sub-Visser Fifty-One for misbehaving (#43).
But Mr. Tidwell's definitely voluntary. He chooses to have a yeerk in his brain even after joining the YPM. Only he was so depressed he couldn't take care of himself when he joined (#29), and probably would have literally died without the yeerks.
Hang on, is Tom voluntary? He spontaneously offers to "be quiet" and "never trouble you again" when Temrash 114 starts trying to recruit Jake (#6). We don't know for sure that Tom isn't hanging out in that same break room after the events of #1, in exchange for Jake not being recruited.
So on. We know the Sharing targets people who are unhoused and/or mentally ill, and that the ones with happy, stable home lives (Tom, later Jake) tend to go unconvinced. You have to be vulnerable to end up voluntary, the series shows, so vulnerable that your whole ability to consent is seriously called into question.
#animorphs#yeerks#controllers#voluntary controllers#tobias fangor#emohawk#mm4#yeerk empire#cult tactics#consent issues#intense indoctrination#heck - maybe alloran's voluntary - he does wait around to be reinfested rather than trying to escape in book 8#maybe jenny lines is voluntary if the alternative is dying of withdrawal syndrome#maybe visser two was telling the truth in book 41 about having convinced marco to go voluntary#IS EVERYONE BUT EVA SECRETLY VOLUNTARY?#more at 5:00
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Honestly the main attraction for Shinjiham is how contrast their personality is and it is always funny for me to think about how people around them would react if they found out they're dating in this AU lol
#its already fun to think about it in canon P3 but this AU? much more funnier and diabolical#like everyone is so flabergasted that the social butterfly minako wants to be with the suspected drugie that-#only talks 5 words per day to ppl to the point others think he is still in a brain fog from his comatose era world tour#okay i like to joke around but both of them are honestly such a complex character and i cant string enough word-#nor do i have any respect for the english vocab to explain why i love their dynamics so much#like both of their personality are opposite sure but it compliments each other so much#and theyre both stubborn too but in their own ways lol#and then we throw Aki in the equation which is another stubborn character#and oh look! we good ourself a group of mandatory therapy for everyone! off to therapy you three go!#got*#anyway i should think and write more about this au lol#i dont have friends irl nor online to talk but I have this blog to replace my need for interaction 🤓#asukart#shinjiham#persona 3#persona 3 reload#persona 3 portable#persona 3 femc#kotone shiomi#minako arisato#shinjiro aragaki#00s highschool au
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INTRODUCING NOW -
THE PRINCEZAM SHIMEJI!!!!!!
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INCLUDING THREE (3) SPECIAL BONUS ACTIONS (!?!?!) , MANY MANY UNUSED FILES, AND A LOT OF LOVE !!!!!!!
HERE ARE THINGS TO DO WITH YOUR ZAM!
GRILL HIM
PUT HIM IN SAW
PUT HIM IN SAW. AGAIN
create hell with him inside
think about abyss again
scroll tumblr with company
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art by yours truely, coding by @celestinecerasus !! love you lav (prommynorommy ❤)
#all finished! ⭐#im so sorry every lifesteal tag. zam will be put in it#lifesteal#lifesteal smp#lssmp#lssmp s5#lifesteal fanart#lifesteal season 5#lssmp art#lssmp fanart#princezam#princezam fanart#prince zam#prince zam fanart#cw blood#<- for the saw image#and the sprites#UHMMM#lifestealblr#i dont think there are any more tags. ever#this was made in a haze. 90% of sprites were made between 11 pm (22:00) and 2 am . (2:00) . across many days (4)#love you all . sorry for tag spam#this ruined my life. my favorite silly guy#happy pride month#here is princezam
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I forgot to crosspost this from quite awhile ago but I made a short Ryuji fanmix too. I recommend listening to in order rather than shuffle!
🎺 💀
#ryuji sakamoto#Persona 5#more like Ryuji Skakamoto am I rite fellas#fanmix#he just has 00’s skapunk energy to me#he should be eating cheese sticks and doing skateboard tricks#Spotify
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last seconds my beloved <3
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I’m drunk and she went to bed because she has to get up SO EARLY for WORK because UGH but I need you all to know:
I love BAST. She is my girlfriend and I love her thanks autocorrect for fixing aaaaallllllll my typos Bast is BEAUTIFUL and SMART and she has so much talent for many things like ART and makes me HAPPY!!!!!!! She cooks for me and I make her lunch we went out for ramen on Saturday
Everyone should have girlfriend like Bast she has blue eyes and pretty hair and tells me about artists and FACTS about things and shows me only the good tiktoks of birds and memes. She says I’m smart!!!! She said it just now I try to be and everyone should have a girl who listens when they talk about law or things they do at work and interests.
I love Bast. She is @purpledemoncat and @purpledemonart for ART go look she draws many things she is good at the forms and COLORS LOOK AT IT PLS
I love her.
#kidk says stuff#it’s a work night I still drank honey whiskey we were having FUN#I want to kiss her more but she has to work at like 5:00 or something so I CANT#being responsible adult SUXKS I want to kiss
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art challenge!!!
totally not a nightcord fan wdym
i was supposed to add Firefly (HSR) and Sinclair (Limbus Company) to this but it was 12 am and I was too tired to render their detailed ass designs 💔 but here’s the sketches of em
#digital art#noirearts#limbus company#project sekai#nightcord at 25:00#sinclair lcb#midnight comfort#might do more of these lowkey#persona 5#sumire yoshizawa
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I WAS TWO DAYS LATE IT STILL COUNTS-
Happy late birthday to the silly
#finally getting back into digital art#after how long?#anyways totally not finishing this at 2:00 in the morning#hetalia has me in a chokehold#hetalia#hws france#france hetalia#happy birthday ya goober#also 5 months????#I need to post more...
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i spent all morning looking for the cheapest ways to get to venice next monday and i feel like i've cracked the code or something i think i got it
#i have to talk it with my mum cause she's the one with the money#but i've seen some good ideas#i have 5 options for now#for some reason flights to and from venice from madrid are expensive as fuck#so i'll have to get to another airport first#here are my options. keep in mind the exam i have to take is on monday 10 at 9:30 am. also ideally i wouldn't want to pay a hotel room#in venice. cause they're expensive as fuck#so let's see. you can also help me out all help is welcomed:#option 1. on sunday i get on a train to barcelona. i sleep in bcn (most likely in a hostel at the airport)#and at 6:35 am there's a flight to venice from bcn for 64€#i arrive at 8:25. i go take the exam#and there's another flight off from venice to bcn at 16:45 for 75€#this is the cheapest flight out of venice i could find so this will always be the flight back#and then i arrive at bcn at 18:45 and have cheap trains to madrid at around 20:00#option 2. i think this is the most likely one. it's similar to the previous one BUT instead of bcn i'd be flying from alacant#why is this important? because i have family there#more precisely my grandpa's sister. who just had a surgery#and my grandma wanted to go visit her. she was literally talking about this two days ago#so. if my mum agrees to it. she could drive us three to alacant on sunday#we would sleep at my great aunt (?)'s place#and then i'd have a flight at 5:45 to venice for 70€#i'll get to venice at 8:00 and then the going home plan is the same#if she doesn't agree i have trains to alacant for 49€. and even if i wouldn't sleep with family (i have tons in alacant not just#the great aunt) hotels are definitely cheaper than in bcn#option 3. there's a flight from santander on sunday 9 for 14€ !!!!!#i could get on a night bus to santander for 71€ and be there at 6:30. the flight is at 10:10 and i would be in venice at 12:15#i would have to sleep in venice but i think it would compensate for the flight being so cheap#and then you know the drill with the flight to bcn#option 4. this is also quite likely i think this is the cheapest and my favourite i think.#i could fly on sunday to florence from madrid for 54€. i would arrive at florence at 12:15
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Dalinar & Sadeas
#luke.txt#drunkposting#purple dragon jungle juice#can’t think of more to the post. use your imagination#the way im drinking so fast that im already capital D Drunk at 5:45 when i started at 5:00#good for me?
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Ok so THIS I CAN get behind:
#degree theory never appealed to me#this is much more logical I like it#if it can indeed be also used as a minor form of rectification#then as the token artsy person#my mc should be at a venus degree#rather than a mars degree 🤔#(because for the super rounded 12:00:00 my mc is at 4°59’ so in reality it's prolly 5°-something)#i mean that's my GUESS#random#astrology
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I'm sooo sorry it took so damn long, but chapter 2 is now up on Mega, please enjoy!
#there's not really that much chapters (only 5) so I'll probably try to release more either this month or next month#cyborg 009#cyborg 009 00 gakuen kikiippatsu#wunderkind scans
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Computerkin. have y'all seen this shit
I am going silly over this right now. Count to 31 on one hand. If you happen to have two whole entire hands, count to 1023. If you have three... well, lets just say. 32,767 (... I think. Don't judge me, I'm no computer !!)
#anyways. hi. its 5:00 AM as I write this#I'm scheduling this for a more normal hour. I will be asleep. because I'm a sleepy guy.#I'm not Plugged In to the computerkin community. or the machinekin community. or the robotkin community. or the#is there an umbrella term for you guys. it seems like we have a hundred smaller and smaller umbrella terms#i think the smallest umbrella term is like. one of those little cocktail parasols...
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♪ yeah, the gods are real, and they have kids, and those kids have issues! ♪
I watched a school production of the lightning thief musical and was inspired by the way each character modified the camp t-shirt into a unique outfit, and it also totally restarted my pjo hyperfixation, so… camp half-blood prosekai au!!
#please let this look sketchy in like a stylistic way and not just a lazy bad way…#this took like 5 days to draw it better not flop#moxie draws#proseka#pjsk#project sekai#pjoverse#percy jackson series#camp half blood#pjo#leo/need#l/n#more more jump!#mmj#vivid BAD SQUAD#vbs#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#nightcord at 25:00#niigo#n25#au#pjo au#crossover#fanart#riordanverse#tlt#tlt musical
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In my fanfics or headcanons, I always like to describe how Spain (in AU is would be Antonio) feels so much painful when he is in a long-term relationship with France (Francis).
There are several canon details that show Spain's mental health is really up and down. He can be enthusiastic in one minute and then trapped in deep sorrow in the next.
Meanwhile, France (Francis) is very good when it comes to controlling the atmosphere and talking about mental problems. Because of that, he is very good at exploiting the advantages and disadvantages of this matter.
As a man like him, France (Francis) knows tons of things to make Spain (Antonio) like the feeling of being psychologically close to him as a partner, despite Spain (Antonio) still having great precautions.
Spain (Antonio) is not naive. He is actually very mature and responsibly when someone or something needs. But with France (Francis), everything is so freaking complicated with him.
#aph#hetalia#aph france#aph spain#frain#Please feel free to discuss this with me 🫰🏻#When I am writing long fanfic about them is funny that I have a chance to learn more about them at least in my perspective#I am writing this at 5:00 am
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TWooOOOO Wedding Days. they're ok. i'm a little happy. i haven't drawn something i'm happy with in like 3 months but i think i'm getting over it finally.... this was a brush test
#clyde.txt#clyde.art#wedding day#i see 00 mistakes. ufnortunately i refuse to spend more thatn 5 minutes on anything ever
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