#moon bin x cha eunwoo

[luckyhyuki]

PETALS AND THORNS BY InterstellarBlue  

SITE: AO3 PAIRING: LEE DONGMIN X PARK MINHYUK

RATING: TEEN AND UP WORD COUNT: 47.3K “Lee Dongmin, known to the rest of the world as superstar Cha Eunwoo, has a crush on DJ Wolfboy, who runs an advice show and is good at handicrafts. Too bad all he can do is watch and listen and dream. Until he takes a chance and reaches out to DJ Wolfboy under guise of wanting to learn a new craft. Pining, deception, and stress ensue.

Park Minhyuk, university student, taekwondo instructor, and part-time radio DJ, suspects one of his regular listeners might have a crush on him. One of his new listeners wants to learn tatting from him, though. Minhyuk is always glad to teach someone else the joy of making things with their own hands.

Featuring established couple Jinwoo and Myungjun, and fellow superstars Moon Bin and Yoon Sanha.”

[hourlyastrobrasil]

ASTRO

O grupo debutou em 2016 com 6 membros, por ordem de idade, MJ (Kim Myungjun), JINJIN (Park Jinwoo), CHA EUNWOO (Lee Dongmin), MOONBIN (Moon Bin), ROCKY (Park Minhyuk), YOON SANHA (Yoon Sanha), sob a gerência da empresa Fantagio. E a partir de Fevereiro de 2023, o ASTRO segue as atividades como um grupo no sistema de 5 membros.

Fantagio era uma empresa até então reconhecida pelos seus artistas na área da atuação, mas teve outros grupos como 5urprise e o Hello Venus. Atualmente, além do ASTRO tem o girl group WekiMeki.

ASTRO completou 7 anos no dia 23 de Fevereiro de 2023, com isso veio o fim do contrato dos membros do grupo com a empresa. O primeiro a anunciar a renovação do contrato foi o CHA EUNWOO, depois JINJIN, MOONBIN e YOON SANHA anunciaram a renovação dos contratos deles com a Fantagio. O membro ROCKY decidiu pela não renovação do contrato dele com a Fantagio e foi anunciado pela empresa que o mesmo deixou o grupo. ROCKY, agora utilizando o nome Park Minhyuk segue o próprio caminho dele, até o momento (24/03/2023) ele segue independente. O membro MJ (Kim Myungjun) está no exército e o contrato dele com a Fantagio, será discutido quando ele for dispensado, a dispensa dele está programada para o dia 08 de Novembro de 2023.

MEMBROS DO ASTRO

MJ (Kim Myungjun)

Nascimento: 05 de Março de 1994

Altura: 1,75m

Posição: Main vocal

Instagram: @mj_7.7.7

Curiosidades:

Conhecido como Happy Virus, ele é quem deixa eleva o humor do grupo

Foi finalista da audição da JYP X HUM em 2012

Ganhou uma bolsa de 1 ano Seoul Arts College resultado da audição da JYP

É conhecido por ser o madnae ou falso maknae, é o mais velho do grupo, mas a energia e empolgação dele parece ser de um maknae

Participou do reality "Favorite Entertainment" disponível no Viki, onde foi formado um grupo de Trot, o Super Five, do qual ele faz parte

Super Five debutou no dia 22 de Agosto de 2020 como um grupo de Trot com 5 membros MJ , Hui (Pentagon), Hyukjin (A.Cian), Ok Jin Wook (de Mr Trot) e Park Hyeongseok. Música título é "All Eyes on Me"

Fez 2 musicais, o "Everybody is Talking About Jamie" e ele interpretou Jamie e "Jack, O Estripador" ele interpretou o Daniel

Fez debut solo em 2021 com o single album "Happy Virus", com 2 faixas, a título "Get Set Yo" e a b-side "Valet Parking", no gênero Trot

Cha Eunwoo o chama pelo apelido de "My son" (meu filho) e MJ o chama de "daddy" (papai)

Primeiro membro a se alistar no exército, alistou-se no dia 09 de Maio de 2022 e a dispensa está programada para 09 de Novembro de 2023

MJ deu um anel a todos os membros e o anel foi feito por ele mesmo e pelo Jinjin (vídeo do momento aqui), foi dado antes dele ir para o exército

JINJIN (Park Jinwoo)

Nascimento: 15 de Março de 1996

Altura: 1,74m

Posição: Líder, rapper

Instagram: @ast_jinjin

Curiosidades:

É conhecido por ser lento em tudo o que faz, e recebeu o apelido de "slow rapper" e utilizava a foto do Flash (bicho preguiça) de Zootopia na foto de perfil no Instagram

Antes de se tornar trainee da Fantagio frequentou a NY Dance Academy de Ilsan

É um grande dançarino e era bastante reconhecido nas competições de house dance

Tem a música solo "Mad Max" e a colaboração "Like a King"

Foi MC junto do Kino (Pentagon) do Unboxing, videocast do DIVE Studios

Debutou com o ROCKY na unit JINJIN&ROCKY, com o mini album Restore e a música título "Just Breath"

Trabalhou na produção do 3° ASTROAD, show do ASTRO

Está escalado como Jason no musical "Dream High", que é baseado no drama de mesmo nome da KBS. O musical estreará em Maio/2023

CHA EUNWOO (Lee Dongmin)

Nascimento: 30 de Março de 1997

Altura: 1,85m

Posição: Visual, vocal

Instagram: @eunwo.o_c

Curiosidades:

Muito reconhecido pelo rosto perfeito e assim sustenta o apelido de "Face Genius"

Debutou como ator em 2014 no filme "My Brilliant Life"

Em 2015, foi admitido na Universidade de Sungkyunkwan em Artes Cênicas/Performáticas, atualmente está fazendo pós-graduação na mesma universidade

No portfólio dele em atuação tem os dramas "Hit The Top" (2017) elenco de apoio com o personagem MJ e a partir de "My ID is Gangnam Beauty" (2018) foi protagonista em todos os dramas como "Rookie Historian Goo Hae-ryung" (2019), "True Beauty" (2020), "Island" (2023) e está gravando agora o drama "A Good Day to be a Dog" (2023)

Ainda tem o webdrama "Top Management" (2018) e o filme "Decibel" (2022)

Foi MC do Music Core (2016-2018)

Fez parte do elenco de "Master in the House" (2020)

Antes do MJ ir para o exército deu um moletom da Burberry (ele era embaixador da marca na época) personalizado com o nome de cada membro bordado na manga para todos os membros

Embaixador das marcas Dior, Dior Beauty, Liberclassy, Sketchers Ásia, Dunkin Donuts Filipinas (vigência 2023)

Muso das marcas Giordano, Dashu, Samhwa, Est Cola, Dyson e LG Styler (vigência 2023)

Amigo da marca Chaumet (vigência 2023)

MOONBIN (Moon Bin)

Nascimento: 26 de Janeiro de 1998

Altura: 1,84m

Posição: Main dancer, lead vocal

Instagram: @moon_ko_ng

Curiosidades:

O apelido do Moonbin é "puppy cat" (cachorrinho gato), sério ele parece um gato e sorrindo ele parece um cachorrinho

Trabalha como modelo desde 2004 por influência da mãe dele

Em 2006, participou do clipe de "Ballons" do TVXQ como o pequeno Yunho, ele está vestido de tigre

Em 2009, participou do drama "Boys Over Flowers"

Em 2019, fez parte do elenco de apoio do drama "Moment of Eighteen"

Em 2020, foi protagonista do webdrama "The Mermaid Prince" e a 2ª temporada mostrou como tudo aconteceu "The Mermaid Prince: O Começo"

A irmã mais nova dele, Moon Sua, debutou em 2022 com o grupo Billlie, e Bin comprou vários álbuns do grupo para participar de um video call fansign do grupo (video do momento aqui)

Fez parte do elenco de "The Ultimate Watchlist of Latest Trend" (2018-2019)

Participou como membro regular do "Food Avengers" (2020) junto da Mun Kayoung, de quem é amigo de infância

Fez parte do elenco de "SNL (Saturday Night Live) Korea"

Foi MC do Show Champion (2020 - 2022) junto do Sanha e do Kangmin (VERIVERY)

Debutou com o Sanha na primeira unit do ASTRO MOONBIN&SANHA, com o mini album "IN-OUT" e música título "Bad Idea"

MOONBIN&SANHA participou do festival Waterbomb em Busan, as fancans viralizaram (fancam de WHO) e Bin ficou conhecido como "Hot Guy"

Modelo das marcas Samsung Taiwan, JayJun Cosmetics, Clinique, Giverny (vigência 2023)

ROCKY (Park Minhyuk)

Nascimento: 25 de Fevereiro de 1999

Altura: 1,78m

Posição: Main rapper, main dancer (fez parte do grupo de 2016 - 2023)

Instagram: @p_rocky

Curiosidades:

Aos 9 anos de idade foi selecionado para viver o Billy Elliot no musical, mas desistiu do papel para se tornar trainee da Fantagio

É considerado por coreógrafos do KPOP como um dos melhores dançarinos do KPOP

Faixa preta no Taekwondo

Tem conta no SoundCloud, onde já postou alguns covers, versões guias

Moonbin já disse uma vez que muito da identidade do ASTRO na dança é por causa do Rocky, e RK já coreografou as músicas do ASTRO "Morning Call", "Fireworks" e "Cotton Candy"

Em 2016, participou do Hit The Stage, provando ser um grande performer mesmo tendo acabado de debutar

Em 2018, Minhyuk participou do Dance War, ele ficou em #2 no reality

Foi MC do Idol Going to Work do SOHU Korea (2020 - 2021)

Ele escreveu as músicas do ASTRO "When The Wind Blows", "No, I Don't", "Our Spring", "Don't Worry"

Debutou na unit JINJIN&ROCKY com o Jinjin

Escreveu a música solo dele "CPR" sobre CPR, porque teve o insight depois de assistir um vídeo em que estavam fazendo CPR

A música solo dele "S#1." é baseada no filme "A Day to Remember"

Tem um irmão mais novo, o Park Jeonggeun, que debutou no grupo HAWW em 2023

Escreveu a música "7Tension Days" para o Weeely

Escreveu a música "Wanna be Love" para o HAWW, a música foi escolhida as cegas, quando foi escolhida não sabiam que o Rocky tinha participação na música

Foi protagonista dos webdramas "Broke Rookie Star" (2022), "Find Me If You Can" (2021), "청춘향전" (2021)

Em 2022, fez o D'Artagnan no musical "Os Três Mosqueteiros"

Em 2023, decidiu por não renovar o contrato com a Fantagio e deixou o ASTRO

YOON SANHA (Yoon Sanha)

Nascimento: 21 de Março de 2000

Altura: 1,85m

Posição: Maknae, vocal

Instagram: @ddana_yoon

Curiosidades:

É o maknae do ASTRO e também maknae na família dele, tendo dois irmãos mais velhos

É conhecido por ser o rei do aegyo, tem o apelido de "Capitão Ppu Ppu"

É conhecido pelos membros por ser uma esponja, ele absorve todos os pontos fortes dos outros membros, e aprende muito rápido

Aprendeu a tocar violão em 8 meses

Pela semelhança física existe a brincadeira de ele ser da mesma família que o Soobin (TXT), Minhyuk (BTOB) e Moonbyul (Mamamoo)

Em 2018, participou do Nest Escape, que mostrou o convívio dele com a família dele

Em 2019, fez parte do webdrama "Love Formula 11M", do qual também cantou a OST "One More Chance"

Foi MC do Show Champion (2020 - 2022) junto do Moonbin e do Kangmin (VERIVERY)

Em 2020, debutou com o Moonbin na primeira unit do ASTRO, MOONBIN&SANHA

Em 2021, fez o musical "Altar Boyz", no qual interpretou o Abraham

Em 2022, interpretou o Lee Suho no drama "Crazy Love"

Recentemente viralizou com o cover da música "Event Horizon" que ele fez durante participação no "Lee Mujin's Service"

Modelo das marcas Clinique e Samsung Taiwan (vigência 2023)

[yehetno]

in the palm of your hand

cha eunwoo/moonbin, fluff, mutual feelings

~600 words

Bin’s cheeks were rosy; Dongmin liked that.  

Then again, Dongmin liked just about everything about Moon Bin.  When Myungjun asked him what Dongmin and Bin were, he normally just brushed it off and reiterated that they were just two people who liked each other as friends.

Dongmin was starting to notice though, that their thing was changing, undergoing a metamorphosis, and he realized that he had hopes, expectations really, of how it would emerge.

“Gimme your hand,” Bin whispers with a giggle.

Dongmin held out hand, palm facing down; he should have asked why, it would be a natural question between friends.  However, Dongmin was delighted at the mere idea of brushing his skin against Bin’s that the question didn’t bubble up until Bin had delicately turned his hand over and was began drawing his thumb across it.

“What do you need it for?”

Bin lifted his face, lips quirking into a smile, “I’m going to read your palm.”

“What will it tell you?”

Bin exhaled through nose, almost as though he was suppressing a chuckle.  Dongmin could hear him swallow before he started speaking a in a low voice. “Well,” he started, one hand holding Dongmin’s in place, the other sliding over deep-set wrinkles in his hand. 

“This--” he said, pinky tracing over the line that curved around his thumb, “-- is your life line.”  His eyes flicked up to meet Dongmin’s gaze through thick lashes.”You have a long, rewarding life to look forward to.”

His ring finger drew a path along the line that cut diagionally across Dongmin’s palm, “Your head line makes it look like you’re focused and willing to think outside of the box to solve problems.”

“How vague,” Dongmin whispered, leaning closer to Bin.

Bin bit back his laughter with a smile, “Sh, you’re interrupting my psychic energy.” He touched the crease at the top of Dongmin’s palm, the one closest to his ring finger. 

Bin looked up at Dongmin, face inches away.  “This is your heart line.  It foretells your relationships of all kinds.”

“What’s my heart telling you?”

Bin held his gaze, briefly searching his eyes for something.  He looked back down at Dongmin’s hand, fingers ever-so gently trailing over his heart line.  He softly pressed his lips against Dongmin’s hand. 

Dongmin’s breath caught as Bin slowly looked back up at him.  Bin’s eyes slid down to Dongmin’s lips and lingered; Dongmin stayed frozen in the second before the air was stolen from his lungs.  He felt transparent, like Bin could see the wheels spinning in his head.  They were changing the dynamics of the their relationship.

Bin leaned forward, tightening the space between them but not quite closing it entirely.  He was waiting for Dongmin, for his permission, for his reciprocation.  Dongmin couldn’t choose what to focus on: Bin’s soft eyes, his lips, or the way he still held Dongmin’s hand.  He inched forward, somehow, unsure of how Bin felt yet resolute enough in his own feelings to move forward.

Bin’s lips were soft and welcoming.  He could hear himself sharply inhale, and the tension in the room broke. Slow and intentional were Bin’s lips; Dongmin’s eyes fluttred to a close as Bin moved his lips against his.

Eventually, Bin was the one to pull away first.

His smile was just as wide as Bin’s.  He pursed his lips and laced their fingers together, “Your heart line says that your hand fits perfectly into mine.”

“That’s specific,”  Dongmin whispered while scrunching his nose.

“I’m very good at reading palms,” Bin promised, confidently leaning forward to kiss Dongmin once more.

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i’m trying to work on something, but i also kinda wanna post something now, so that’s this.

anyways-- happy social distancing, stay safe, wash your hands <3

[sxnshinebag]

ＡＳＴＲＯ   Ｍａｓｔｅｒｌｉｓｔ

Ｐａｒｋ   Ｊｉｎｗｏｏ

𝖭𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝖾𝗍. . .

Ｋｉｍ   Ｍｙｕｎｇｊｕｎ 

𝖭𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝖾𝗍. . .

Ｌｅｅ   Ｄｏｎｇｍｉｎ

𝙴𝚞𝚗𝚠𝚘𝚘 𝚒𝚜 𝙰𝚠𝚊𝚢 [𝙴𝚞𝚗𝚠𝚘𝚘 𝚡 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛]

𝘓𝘰𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘮.

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘳, 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥, 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘱𝘪𝘤, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘪𝘰. 𝘊𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘣𝘪𝘰𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘴, 𝘵𝘰𝘰.  

𝘐𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 2000𝘴, 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘈𝘐𝘔 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩.

𝘌𝘶𝘯𝘸𝘰𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘠/𝘕'𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴. 𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩.

𝘐𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 2000𝘴, 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘈𝘐𝘔 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩.

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘠/𝘕 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩   𝘌𝘶𝘯𝘸𝘰𝘰, 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭. 𝘏𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘨𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘌𝘶𝘯𝘸𝘰𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩.

𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘠/𝘕'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘠/𝘕 𝘢𝘯𝘥  𝘌𝘶𝘯𝘸𝘰𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦-𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘫𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘨𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺?

(𝘾𝙖𝙣 𝙗𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙞𝙩𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛)

Ｍｏｏｎ   Ｂｉｎ

𝖭𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝖾𝗍. . .

Ｐａｒｋ   Ｍｉｎｈｙｕｋ

𝖭𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝖾𝗍. . .

Ｙｏｏｎ   Ｓａｎｈａ

𝖭𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝖾𝗍. . .

[keytomythoughts]

Perfection Imperfections | Chapter 1

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Finally, summer break. It’s been a while since I was able to go home. Having to attend high school rather far from my home in Seoul, I never thought that I’d adjust to the new environment. Fortunately, I wasn’t entirely alone, since I stayed with my aunt for the four years of my high school life. School wasn’t so bad, but the homesickness is what killed it for me. Even though it was my parents' idea to send me a rather vast distance—me not being too excited about it, but I knew I wouldn’t get my way in the end—there was some good that came from it. The two only good things, actually. 

I glance outside the train window, the buildings of Busan zooming past me. Sure, it may not be my home, but I won’t lie. I’m really going to miss this place. My phone suddenly vibrates in my lap, glancing down to see a text from my group chat, smiling as I respond.

(Binnie)

R u still on the train?

                                                               Yeah have been for the past like 30 mins

(Eunuwu) 

Going back to ur parents? Or r u moving out?

                                                                                                                      Funny

                                                                        Yk I can’t move out, at least not on                                                                            my own. My parents won’t allow it

(Binnie)

:/

What about Jaehyun?

                                                                            Idk, they rlly dc what he does tbh

                                                                       They’re just hell-bent on me getting                                                                                    into the top schools and shit

(Eunuwu)

Damn, rough

                                                                                                                        Mhm

(Binnie)

Try talking to them, u never know

They might change their minds?

                                                                 Nah, I already know how it’s gonna end

                                                                         Me crying and stuffing myself with                                                                           pints of ice cream

(Eunuwu)

Doesn't sound so bad

(Binnie)

¬_¬

(Eunuwu)

Except for the crying part ofc

But c’mon it cant really be THAT bad

I’ve been over plenty of times, they seem nice

(Binnie)

U’ve been to her house??

                                                                         Yeah him and oppa are friends too

(Binnie)

Righttt forgot lol

                                                                  And that’s bc you were there dumbass                                                                    and half of the time ur either in oppa’s                                                                    room or out somewhere

                                                                  Interaction with my parents = minimal

(Binnie)

That sounds awful ngl :( sorry Hyuna

But hey we should all hang soon!

(Eunuwu)

I’ll be in Seoul for the summer too so y not?

                                                                                                           I miss y’all :’(

                                                                   Ok I should be there around like 5 ish                                                                     so I’ll text then

(Binnie)

Aww I miss u toooo 

(Eunuwu)

*puke*

                                                                                           Shut up, ur just jealous

(Eunuwu)

Me? Jealous?? Of what, ur face?

Yea no thx, Ive got a great face already

And personality 0:)

                                                                               Gr8, explains why ur still single

(Binnie)

LOLL

She got u there bro

(Eunuwu)

Shut up

Ur talking as if u’ve got a gf

Idiot

(Binnie)

At least I didnt reject them as coldly as u did lol 

                                                                                             See? My point exactly

                                                                               Your fAcE scared off every girl                                                                                   in sight bc of tht pErSoNaLiTy

                                                                           I almost feel bad for them, u little                                                                             heart breaker

(Binnie)

He made a couple of em cry I heard

                                                                                                                     Rlly?!?

                                                                                                                         YAH

                                                                                                               U MORON

(Eunuwu)

Bin wtf

(Binnie)

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

                                                                                    U JERK HOW COULD U??

                                                                                              Those poor girls omg

                                                                               Im so kicking ur ass when I c u

(Binnie)

Me 2

(Eunuwu)

Wtf?? Y???

(Binnie)

No reason lol, just feel like it

                                                                                         And this is why ily Binnie

(Binnie)

:D <3

(Eunuwu)

GROSS

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I snort, turning off my phone and placing it back down on my lap as I go back to staring outside my left-hand window again. Meet Cha Eunwoo and Moon Bin, my two best friends. The only reason I got through high school how I did without major setbacks. Sure, there was the occasional homesickness and all, but had I not met these two, I probably wouldn’t have even attended and graduated. 

Being so far away from the place I grew up never really suited me, and they saw it right away from day one how lonely and upset I looked. I didn't seem to fit in, especially since I skipped a grade and was placed in classes that were very advanced for me. Not that I minded the vigor, but it was hard for me to socialize, let alone make friends. 

That’s when I met them. Freshman year in homeroom before my first literature class. Moon Bin, a boy with parted, coppery-golden hair accompanied by his shy, puppy-eye smile and sweet nature, offered me an empty seat next to him in class, even going as far as to share his textbook and asking how I found the school. No doubt, I was embarrassed and immensely shy, stuttering over my words and failing to meet his soft gaze. However, he didn’t make fun of me nor find me odd. All he did was smile, laughing lightly at my slightly flustered state. He stuck his hand out, introducing himself (most people just call him Moonbin or Bin) with that smile of his, thus the start of our new friendship. Since then, he became someone who always knew how to cheer me up when I was feeling down. No moment was ever dull with him by my side. 

Eunwoo, the tall, brooding black-haired and charismatic student almost everyone knew (and crushed on) of, was usually with Moonbin when we hung out together, but he normally kept to himself. Though quiet and sometimes reserved with his intimidating looks, it didn’t take long for him to break the ice with us, the three of us becoming close friends. Promising to stay like this until we went to college and beyond. Regardless if we all diverge and tread different paths, we would always converge and come back to one another. 

Four years flew by and graduation was upon us. Just like that, the two became like family to me, my ride-or-die duo. The two who were able to turn my world upside down, finding solace in a time where I thought it was nearly impossible for me to.  

My thoughts are interrupted by my “Move” ringtone—yes, I’m a huge Lee Taemin fan—looking down at my phone again to see it’s my brother calling. I sigh, picking up the call.

“What?” 

He gasps dramatically. “Is that any way to address your loving older brother after being away for so long?”

I snort, shaking my head. “Loving my ass, oppa. How are mom and dad?”

“They’re fine, living. Didn’t you tell them you’re coming home?”

“Nope, I don’t even text them that often. You already know this..”

He sighs. “Yeah, I figured.” 

There’s a slight pause on his end, but he continues. “You took the three-thirty train, right? So you’ll be here around five or so?”

“Yeah, give or take.” 

I look out the window again to see the endless stretch of greenery and flowing springs, sometimes even children playing in the fields. I grin mischievously, deciding to poke fun at my brother when he doesn’t respond right away. 

“What, you miss me?”

He makes a sound similar to throwing up. “As if. I got so used to the peace and quiet. I’m not ready for it to go away.” 

“Yah!” I realize that I had yelled a bit too loudly and eyes were now trained on me, and I bow my head in apology. I lower my voice, “You’re such an asshole.”

“Oh, I know, but you still love me anyway.”

“Shut up.”

I can hear his laugh resonate through the phone and a smile unknowingly tugs at my lips. I wouldn’t say it out loud, but it’s true. When I lived with my aunt in Busan for the duration of high school, I missed Jaehyun a lot. Though two years older than me, he didn’t seem to alienate me the way my parents do. While I hate the notion that they spoil Jaehyun endlessly and let him do as he wishes, I won’t lie and say that he was a prick about it. He could’ve been, but he never came off as selfish. I’m really close with my brother, shocking as it may be. Sibling relationships are like that—one minute you want to strangle them with their intestines and the next you’re singing duets together. Crazy, but that’s how it is for us. My parents don’t really pay me any attention, so Jaehyun decides to do that instead. Not complaining though. I’d rather take his pranking and teasing over my parents’ demands and reprimands any day.

“Aight, I’m heading out for a bit. Text me when you arrive.”

I smile again. “Will do, but make sure to get me food!”

“Let me think…” He hums, and I can practically sense the smirk on his end. “Nope. Get your own.”

“Oppa!”

Jaehyun laughs. “See you in a bit, Hyuna. Get here safely. Bye!”   

He hangs up the call before I get a chance to retort, and I scoff. Typical of my brother. He knows how much I enjoy street food, and every time he goes out, it’s almost certain that most of the time he stops somewhere to eat. Did he ever bring food back? Sure, but by the time I’d get to it, most of it was gone anyways. That only lasted a little while before I had gone upstate anyways, so he had more food for himself, I guess.

As the train barrels down the tracks, I feel my heart racing in excitement, but there’s also a slight ounce of dread. I really don’t know why. I want to believe it’s because I’ve been away for too long, but part of me knows it’s the fact that I’ll have to face my parents again. Knowing that I only have two months to decide where I wanted to go and what I wanted to do, I know the bitter truth is that those decisions won’t be left up to me. Last time, I was sent to Busan.

God knows where I’d be sent to now.

***

“Final destination of the KTX Busan-Seoul train at Seoul Station is approaching and will arrive at 05:30 PM. The doors to alight are on the right hand side. All passengers are requested to dismount the train upon arrival. Thank you.” 

That’s my stop.

Gathering my bag and hand luggage, I patiently wait for the train to pull up at the station. Seeing the familiar shops and buildings around me makes my legs bounce up and down in both excitement and anticipation. 

Four long years away from Seoul...

Before getting off, I quickly text the group chat and then my brother, letting them all know that I’ve reached safely. Side-stepping the other passengers exiting the subway doors, I carefully land onto the platform with my luggage in tow. I breathe in the air around as I stretch my arms up into the sky, the grin widening on my face.

It sure as hell feels good to be back home.

I try my best to maneuver through the crowds, but it doesn’t stop the rush of people knocking into me. At times like these, I curse my genetics for favoring my older brother instead of me in terms of height. Eventually, I come to a clearing and when my eyes glance upwards, I spot a rather familiar dark brown-haired six-foot-tall male amongst the small crowd waving me over.

“Hyuna, over here!”

I gasp, my eyes widening. “Oppa!”

He smiles as I begin walking towards him, my feet hurriedly moving across the concrete. The distance between us shortens and I abandon my luggage as he opens his arms wide. 

Only for me to sucker punch him in the stomach.

He yelps in pain, grimacing as he holds his abdomen. “Shit, that hurt. What has Aunt Sua been feeding you up there? Rocks?”

I smack his shoulder, my blood slightly boiling in anger. “Yah, why didn’t you tell me you were coming?! Do you know how much money I blew off for the bus fare?”

He straightens his back before going to rub his shoulder, then behind his neck.

“Fine, fine. My bad. I wanted to surprise you, but I guess that didn’t work, did it?” 

I cross my arms over my chest, huffing in annoyance. He sighs, nodding.

“Okay, okay, I’ll compensate you. Dinner’s on me.”

At this I grin, blinking excitedly. I grab onto his arm and shake it vigorously. “Really? You mean it? You’re the best, oppa!” 

“Look at this brat..” he taunts, shaking his head. In a flash, he headlocks me and rubs the top of my head harshly with his knuckles, upsetting the neatly-tied auburn ponytail. 

“Yah! Quit it!” I smack his arms and flail in protest, but he chuckles, saying this is what I get for cunningly finding a way to exploit him the minute I stepped back into Seoul. 

What can I say? It’s a talent. 

He lets go eventually, and I try to smooth down my already-tangled hair. I grumble incoherently but Jaehyun pulls me into his embrace, wrapping his arms around me. His free hand gently pats the side of my head in comfort.

“Welcome home, sis.”

I stand there stiff for a second before hugging back. He squeezes me tighter and I find myself smiling into his shoulder. 

“Good to be back,” I whisper. 

We stand like that for a moment before he pats my back a couple of times, us pulling away from each other soon after. He reaches behind me to grab my hand luggage as he shoulders my bag. I tell him that I can carry them just fine, but he starts walking away from the platform to the parking lot. I call out after him as I run to catch up, and I can see the corners of his mouth twitch. Jaehyun leads me to his car, a sleek matte-silver convertible Mustang. My mouth drops open in shock at its stunning beauty, my body forcing itself to remain composed for the sake of avoiding public self-embarrassment. 

He throws my luggage in the back seat before he turns to me, smirking at my expression. “You like it?”

“Shit, do I like it? I love it!” I run my fingers over its metallic surface, the silver exterior gleaming in the evening glow. Grinning, I stare up at my brother who catches my gaze as I stand next to the driver’s seat, my fingers already curled on the handle.

“Can I—”

“No.”

“Please—”

“Nope.”

I pout as I pull my hand away and step to the side. Jaehyun chuckles, rubbing my head playfully before getting into the driver’s seat and starting the car. The engine purrs to life as my brother pulls out his shades and wears them. He looks at me and cocks his head to the passenger seat. 

“Don’t just stand there. Get in.”

Smiling, I quickly make my way over to the other side and slip into the passenger seat. I barely have time to buckle in before Jaehyun speeds off. I scream in fright, but he laughs heartily, telling me to let loose.

With the wind harshly whipping around us, I close my eyes and tilt my head upwards, absorbing the remnants of my childhood in a place I’ll always call home. A place where my heart always feels at ease.

My name is Jung Hyuna. I’m eighteen years old, and this is my story.

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Astro Reaction To...

@nctzenaroha​ ‘s Request;; 

Hi, can I get an astro reaction to their girlfriend cuddling up to them because it's cold please? Thank you! 

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Notes;; 

If your heater breaks, keep your taps dripping to prevent them from freezing. also... 

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JinJin || Jinwoo

The movie wasn't boring per se, it was just slow and Jinwoo wasn't feeling it. He hoped, however, that his disinterest wasn't obvious; you had been waiting to watch it for a few weeks now and he didn't want to sour the mood. His gaze would be on the screen but his attention would be elsewhere in a poor attempt to seem present and invested in the plot, throwing in an occasional nod or gasp here and there for effect. His timing wasn't great but it somehow worked all the same. 

Perhaps because you were focused on the film, you hadn't noticed him gradually zone out so when your ice-cold hand slipped under his shirt, his resulting jolt startled you both. With how long it took you to squirm under the blanket that was draped over his lap, you thought he'd have noticed you long before you had moved on to infiltrating his hoodie. His eyes were almost as wide as the perfect 'o' his lips formed as he stared down at you, shocked and now wide alert.

You laughed it off with a quick apology, muttering about being cold before focusing on the movie once more. You curled against his side and rested your head on his shoulder; you looked content. Jinwoo didn't want to disturb you but he also didn't want to risk you getting cold again so he'd give you both the hoodie and the blanket. Once you both settled back down onto the couch and he felt just how cold the room was without the additional layers, he'd be the one cuddling you.

"I could just about fall asleep in your arms, baby."

MJ || Myungjun

It had been a week since the heater went out and it would be another week before the repairman could fix it. You couldn't fathom why the wait was so long no matter which company you called but the weather had been rather tame as of late so you didn't mind. The nights hadn't been too cold. They were bearable. Perhaps even enjoyable.

All that changed, however, when a cold front hit the city. Even when the sun shone bright at its peak, the air was unforgiving. Falling asleep that night felt about as comfortable as sleeping in a cooler. You hadn't thought it could get colder than that until the next morning brought even lower temperatures. Daybreak offered no reprieve. Without any heat source to mitigate the chill that had lingered around the house all day, nightfall only brought lower temperatures and the threat of both frozen pipes and extremities. 

Even armed with a mountain of blankets, you couldn't shake off the cold. Staying in one spot in order to marinate in your body heat seemed like a good idea until your joints creaked and ached. Moving would warm you up just a tad but then you'd have to face the freezing sheets again. When you tried to find a spot that was somehow warmer than your current one, you only found misery. Any spot left unoccupied for too long was consumed by chill. Every time you moved to a new position, your feet just about froze. 

Your tossing and turning woke Myungjun, who in turn was quick to complain about the frost that he was sure would coat his face by dawn. With a roll of the eyes, you were about to remind him that he wasn't the only one suffering when you turned over and felt it; an abundance of warmth radiating off your boyfriend. Like a cat drawn to a patch of sunlight, you gravitated toward the source. The closer you inched toward him, the closer he inched toward you. When your fingers met and entwined with his, the chill that had burrowed deep into your bones was chased away. Without hesitation, he pulled you against his chest. Where his hands rested against your back, heat pooled and rolled outward in waves. His lips brushed against your ear as he snuggled close to you. 

"You know, the fastest way to warm up is skin to skin contact."

Eunwoo || Dongmin

Whether it was pride or enthusiasm, you were withholding the fact that you were indeed freezing from your boyfriend in favour of enjoying your date night to the fullest. He had suggested bringing something warmer but you were still in denial of the season change. It was too early for the weather to be this cold. The sweater you donned should have been enough in your book but now that you were out in an open field surrounded by nothing but clear skies and barren trees, you realised that a cumbersome jacket wouldn't have been half bad.

The stars shone and dazzled above you. It had been so long since you'd seen them this clearly. The city had so much to offer, with many beautiful sights that were limited to the urban experience, but there was something serene about a night sky void of human interference. This far from civilisation you only have the moon to illuminate your world.

Dongmin watched you from the corner of his eye. He was concerned. It was colder than usual but you still hadn't asked to leave. When he suggested packing up a bit early, you told him you wanted to stay longer. Date nights weren't as frequent as either of you would like, not with how busy you both were with your careers. He understood why you didn't want to go home yet and he couldn't say he didn't feel the same way, he just didn't want you to jeopardise your health for it, either.

When you flung forward into a sitting position and tugged on his shirt sleeve, pointing at a shooting star as it danced across a sky millions of miles away, he took the opportunity to wrap one of the blankets around you. It had been the one you were laying on. Turning back to him with a small protest on your lips, he silenced you with a soft smile and open arms. 

"It's too cold without you here beside me."

Moonbin || Bin

Whenever he danced, you were mesmerized. There was a certain grace and precision he executed when he moved, one that entranced you. His skill was unparalleled. He was the definition of dedication as he gave his all to the routine regardless of the declining temperatures. If a single move was shy of perfect, he'd restart. If a single prop missed the mark or the effects weren't exact, he'd restart.

Moonbin had requested that you come watch his performance as they filmed it. He insisted that it would be more powerful to watch in person. While he wasn't wrong, you didn't realise the number of takes and effort filming a short dance required. The rooftop they chose to film on was beautiful with its extravagant garden and cityscape view but the occasional car honk or overhead plane forced a restart of the whole performance. It had to be done all in one take and that seemed near impossible. 

Frustrations were running high when he was twenty seconds from completion and one of the portable lights broke. A cacophony of apologies and orders grated against the grinding chorus of metal against metal as repairs began. Crew members scrambled to find some way to look busy for fear of the director's wrath. The producer decided to have a chat with Bin, stopping him en route to you. You chuckled at his attempts to both seem interested and to end the interaction. Once he freed himself from the conversation, he was by your side. 

The temperature was steadily falling and you hadn't brought a big enough jacket to combat it. Your boyfriend, however, had. He was talking about the shoot when you made your move. Leaning over to grab it from the seat beside him and nodding along to his story, you struggled to get a proper grip on the slick material. You had been listening to his story so when he came to an abrupt stop, you looked up. He wasn't impressed. Before you had time to think, he lifted you from your chair and onto his lap. His arms encaged you tight against his chest. 

"If you wanted to cuddle, you should've just said something."

Rocky || Minhyuk

Snow drifted down from the dark skies. It floated on the wind, spiralling and swaying before falling out of sight. A moderate layer had collected on the balcony railing. The railing didn't block your view and acted as a slight wind breaker, something you were quite grateful for on nights like these. Lights twinkled in the distance as the city's nightlife bustled regardless of the poor weather conditions. 

While the original plan had been to catch a movie at the local theatre, both you and Minhyuk decided against it. The storm rolled in without warning and had been close to a blizzard at its prime. It had since died down but the hour was much too late for an adventure out on the town. Not that it was necessary - you had been looking forward to spending quality time with your boyfriend and that's exactly what you'd done.

Over the course of the storm, the conversation had devolved into comfortable silence. Sitting on a loveseat swing that had rocked on its own accord with the high winds, you rested your head against Minhyuk's shoulder as you both gazed out upon the city. On occasion you caught him staring at your lips with an odd expression but when you brought it up, he'd just smile, plant a kiss on your lips, and pull you closer. After a few repetitions of this, you began to look to him when you felt cold and, without fail, his chaste kisses and soft fingertips would warm you. 

"Whenever you're cold, I'll keep you warm."

Sanha || Sanha

There were many smiling faces in your direct view. Couples and families alike were enjoying the winter season and the perks it brought: ice and a lot of it. One of the largest lakes in the region had fallen victim to the deep freeze and had been declared safe enough to skate on. As one might expect, people had flocked to it. The desire to be outside with your loved ones in the dead of winter just so you could glide across frozen water was infectious and evidently Sanha wasn't immune to it. 

You couldn't deny that the first hour had been magical. Metal skates sliced through the ice and it became fine dust, sparkling as it hung suspended in the air for what felt like an eternity. Everyone's joy was contagious. It was a winter wonderland. There wasn't a frown to be had…

Until you kept bumping into people. Or rather people kept bumping into you. It wasn't your intention to be a sour sport. You could handle a few nudges here or there but even you had a limit. After the third bump that resulted in your (hard) collision with the very wet and very cold ice, your mood had been dampened beyond repair. 

What most definitely didn't help was Sanha's persistent teasing. Joking came first, helping you came second. Even when you both toppled down, he'd still be laughing. He wasn't going to let his night be ruined over some accidents and so you tried to follow his lead. He did have a point - the only person capable of affecting your state of mind was yourself and you shouldn't let anyone steal the night's magic from you. 

Your new and improved mindset didn't last long. Your clothes were drenched. Your face was red. Your knees were sore. You were freezing and every time you tried to use Sanha for warmth, he blocked your attempt. Claiming he didn't want his own clothes to get wet from transference, he'd skate just out of reach. He even refused to lend you his gloves. It wasn't until you told him you were leaving and you attempted to storm off the ice that he'd cuddle you. 

"What am I, your personal space heater? I'm kidding! You know I can't resist teasing you." 

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You’re Precious. ☁️🥀

Park Jinwoo.

Not yet, feel free to request.

Lee Dongmin.

Not yet, feel free to request.

Moon Bin

Not yet, feel free to request.

Park Minhyuk.

Not yet, feel free to request.

Yoon Sanha

Not yet, feel free to request.

[habibeaaaaa]

okay but honestly, blue, red, black, and platinum.

are we actually going to get a badass concept..?

is tHIS ACTUALLY GONNA HAPPEN?

OR ARE WE GONNA GET SOMETHING LIKE AGAIN?

BECAUSE IM DOWN FOR EITHER ??!?!!!?

[leehestia]

Upcoming works for Astro:

Notes from Author: I mostly make stories based on songs or whatever drama or movie I watch, and some of these won’t be released if I read it again to check and find out that it’s really horrible or cringe so please don’t have high expectations 😭😭😭

- Kim Myungjun / MJ

None yet

- Park Jinwoo / Jinjin

1. Luxurious Love || Rich husband!Jinjin x Wife!Reader

Genre: Fluff, Angst, Smut

Synopsis: Park Jinwoo, one of the richest CEO's in South Korea. You're his wife, a humble middle-class woman who is still adapting to this 'rich' environment. You and Jinwoo argue about it, until you finally understand him and you both apologize through words and pleasure.

Notes: Based on “Luxurious” by Gwen Stefani

- Lee Dongmin / Cha Eunwoo

1. It Was Always Her || Toxic boyfriend!eunwoo x reader

Genre: Angst, A little Fluff, Suggestive

Synopsis: You know you're being used, you hated it. But you'd do anything to be with him. You know you're not the one he loves. You know that you just remind him of her. You can't help but let him use you for his comfort. You love him, but he doesn't love you.

Notes: Based on “Glimpse of Us” by Joji

2. The Depth of the Crazy Sea || Stalker!eunwoo x Idol!Oc (Han Hyeseung)

Genre: Angst, Suspense, Yandere

Synopsis: Love is truly unexpected. Who would have thought that your beloved is just like you? Good-looking, rich, popular, crazy, horrific, and most importantly, in love with you. Love can never be predicted. If obsession towards someone is what you call love, then can you really call that… love? Cha Eunwoo, passionate trainee by day and an obsessed stalker by night. Han Hyeseung, a popular idol loved by many who has everything all except love. Under one company, both were casted as the main characters for an upcoming drama, The Depth of the Crazy Sea.

An opportunity for both people to find out more about each other. But what if they already know each other? To be exact, one already knows way too much about the other. Too many things even the other doesn’t know about themselves.

This is what they call love. But if stalking and obsessing towards someone is their own love, can you really call that love? No one knows. After all, no one knows the depth of a crazy sea.

Notes: Me and my friend made this for our creative writing class and it’s in short chapters. Btw if the writing style is so much better than my solo works, it’s bc my friend is 100x better in story writing.

- Moon Bin / Moonbin

1. A random moonbin story lol (I don’t have a name yet 💀💀) || husband!moonbin x wife!reader

Genre: Arranged marriage, smut, angst, fluff

Synopsis: idk yet but basically y’all got arranged marriage and moonbin lieks it but u dont etc etc and u think moonbin is dangerous af.

Notes: I didn’t really prioritize it bc it’s just a random story I made in school out of boredom 😭😭😭

- Park Minhyuk / Rocky

None yet

- Yoon Sanha / Sanha

1. To Be King || Prince!Sanha x Princess!Reader ft. knight!Rocky

Genre: Fluff, Smut, Angst

Synopsis: You and the prince from the neighboring land make an agreement to get married so that you may escape the dreadful palace life you both live. Sanha, being completely in love with you, takes advantage of your marriage to build a relationship with you. Rocky, your ex-boyfriend tries to steal you back by creating misinformation about Sanha’s love for you.

Notes: Plot by my cousin @leedongmen 😻😻🫶🫶

2. “You’re too fast!” || hufflepuff!Sanha x gryffindor!Reader

Genre: Hogwarts!au, Fluff, Sports, Humor

Synopsis: Popular quidditch player, Y/N, goes against a weak quidditch player, Sanha, and teaches him how to properly play despite the risk of getting caught.

Notes: idk bro just came up in my head after rewatching harry potter

[binunus]

sex with bin x eunwoo (m)

a/n THIS WHOLE ALBUM??? IS SO GOOD??? LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK !!!

also im so so sorry that i keep disappearing, every time I think I have a break in school, my professors keep going like sike here’s a new assignment and group presentation 🤡, but I swear I’m still working on all the requests, it’s just a real slow progression this time 😔

but thank you all so much for being really patient with me and my works, i legit wanna cry when I think about how sweet all you loves are ❤️

→ genre: smut

→ tw: threesome, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it lovies) dom!binwoo, brat!reader, light bondage?? anal, eiffel tower, oral (f and m receiving), fingering (f and m receiving), ~choking~ bc it’s me, squirting, v-voyeurism??

→ word count: 3.3k _________________________________

oh good fucking lord

I don’t even know where to start

just the thought of getting dicked down by these two immaculate men??? at the same time??? i would sell my soul

and just binwoo are literally my biases?? im still going back and forth between them (even though I think bin is the top)

alright so how does this little thing even start

this is a non-idol au, lowkey this request is giving me frat boy vibes oops i said it

bin and eunwoo are close, they’re best buds

they have fucked the same guy/girl before, but never at the same time

they just have the same taste in people wink wonk

sidenote: bin and eunwoo as bi kings??? so much power fuck

so you are a mutual friend

you met them both in college and have stayed friends since then

but relationships aren’t for you (not yet at least)

the streets™ are still your companion

yes you have fucked both bin and eunwoo before in college, eunwoo once when you were junior, and bin a couple times throughout senior year

you don’t talk to them often, but if something comes up on your feed or a monumental event happens to any one of you, of course you’d spike up some conversation

so you’re coming back in town for a week or so, visiting old friends and family

and bin hits you up like “hey, I saw that you were in town! we should get some dinner and catch up!”

and you were not about to say no to that, bin was a good part of your college years! it would be nice to hang out with him again

alright you weren’t expecting to get action from this dinner – it popped in your mind, yes, but it wasn’t the ulterior motive

but did you try to dress up a little to impress moon bin?? maybe so

and shit, when he showed up to the restaurant looking like a whole ass man?? 

like did his biceps look more appetizing than the food you were being served? a little bit

conversation was exchanged very easily, you and bin were always a bit flirty with each other, ever since college, but you both knew it never meant anything beyond sex

and so when he asked if you were dating anyone, you knew this was the invitation, and were you going to accept it?? 100%, you haven’t had sex in a while because of your job

and so you find yourself back in bin’s apartment

bin: hm? I guess eunwoo’s not home from work yet

you: eunwoo? as in cha eunwoo? you guys still live together?

bin: yeah, we like living together, rent was cheaper that way, and this place is equidistant from both of our work places...is that a problem??

you: no, I mean it makes sense, just...what if eunwoo comes back while we’re in the middle of fucking...wouldn’t that be weird?

bin shrugging: you’ve had sex with eunwoo in college too, and it’s not like he hasn’t seen me naked before either. who knows he might even wanna join?

he said that as a joke alright

but as soon as he mentioned it, your eyes dilated a bit

bin noticed immediately and he caged you against the wall, a little smirk playing on his lips

bin: you seem to like that idea, y/n. hm? you wanna get fucked by both me and eunwoo? didn’t know you were into threesomes

your cheeks are flushing, you felt seen: would you feel weird if he joined? you guys are friends and roommates

bin shaking his head: me and eunwoo have talked about it before, and honestly this seems like the perfect opportunity. we’re all friends here.

you being nervous a little bit bc a threesome?? with both bin and eunwoo?? those two 6 foot attractive men??

you tried a threesome before bc you were curious, but it wasn’t the best hookup experience

you: should we...? wait for him??

your cheeks are flushed a little, like how were you supposed to go about this

bin smiles bc you look a bit cute right now being all shy and he just pinches your cheek

bin: you got cuter since we graduated y/n

you: shut the fuck up bin, don’t make me tie you up again

bin smirks and his hand moves from your cheek to fully grasp at your neck, he squeezes your throat as he pushes you so that your back collided with the wall: baby, if anyone’s getting tied up tonight, it’s gonna be you

and god if you weren’t horny before, you definitely are now, especially with the way bin was cutting off your airflow??? your head was spinning in the best kind of way

bin slotting his thigh in between your legs as he just crashes his lips onto yours

and he’s still choking you when he literally shoves his tongue down your throat, you have to grab onto his broad shoulders just to steady yourself

making out with bin is so hot

he picks you up by your ass and you wrap your legs around his waist, you both are still making out as he leads you to the couch

you’re straddling him oh lord have mercy

you in between kisses: why don’t we go to your room? what, is it messy?

you moan as he spanks your ass at the quip: we’re gonna need to do something about that smart mouth of yours baby...and we’re here to give eunwoo a little show when he comes home. Why, you need a bed? pillow princess? last time I remember, you were fine getting fucked in the maintenance room.

you two go back to kissing, bin’s hands were gripping at your waist now, lifting up the bottom of your shirt so that you could take it off

never in your life have you been so happy to wear a skirt, you could feel the outline of his bulge against your underwear, the fabric of his jeans giving you just enough friction

and when you start grinding on him, he grunts into your mouth and bites on your lower lip

and fuck when bin removes his shirt? he was always built in college but the definition of his muscles now?? you were literally drooling

you: holy shit bin, isn’t your job in business? where do you find the time to workout?

he’s kissing your neck now: you can always find time to workout y/n, just make it part of your daily routine

exercise evangelist moonbin™

you’re tilting your head to the side giving him more access, bin’s sucking hickeys into your neck and it just feels so good

your neck’s a sensitive spot, if you couldn’t tell

and bin knows that so he’s paying extra attention to your neck, you don’t even notice when his hands go around your torso to unclasp your bra

the two of you are literally just topless on his couch, making out and feeling each other up, when lo and behold, eunwoo comes home

his eyes go wide and he immediately covers his face: jesus christ bin, go to your fucking room

bin starts laughing, you know his laugh where his eyes literally crinkle and he smiles so wide and his laugh increases in pitch, that one

you can’t help but laugh too, you thought you would be embarrassed, but this is a bit funny

you: you don’t have to cover your eyes eunwoo, it’s not like you haven’t seen any of this before

eunwoo: oh shit, hey y/n, didn’t know you were coming over?? well...uh if you guys aren’t gonna go to bin’s room, I’m going to mine and just let me know when you’re done

bin: you sure you wanna go to your room? y/n wants you to join us

eunwoo’s blushing a little bit (he’s not covering his face anymore) when you two meet eyes: are you sure y/n?

you get a bit shy again bc shit, eunwoo in a suit coming from work with silver-blue hair? sexy

you: yeah...if you want to, me and bin are cool with it.

bin’s back to kissing your neck as you basically watch eunwoo remove his jacket and tie

and oof him unbuttoning his dress shirt? y’all he’s a tease, they both are

bin: let’s take this back to my room

eunwoo: we can go to mine, it’s cleaner and my bed’s bigger

you: i knew it

bin bites your shoulder and you let out a mix between a yelp of pain and a moan

bin: eunwoo get your ropes, we need to teach y/n a lesson on being bratty

eunwoo chuckling as he leads the way to his bedroom

bin already made himself comfortable on eunwoo’s bed, and you’re standing to the side making conversation as eunwoo looks through his closet for the ropes lol

as soon as eunwoo finds it, there’s a dark change in his eyes and he smirks at you: why don’t you join binnie on the bed, y/n?

your stomach turns in excitement, eunwoo tosses the ropes to bin and he puts a hand on your back as he leads you to his bed, and before you could get on by yourself, eunwoo just tugs your skirt down making you gasp

you lie down and bin grins as he binds your wrists to eunwoo’s headboard, usually you would put up a little fight when you get tied up, but you just stayed silent, you were anticipating what would happen next

bin: you’re being oddly obedient y/n

you’re a brat okay, but in the past when you and bin used to hook up, your brattiness increased by like 100%, like you’re extra bratty with bin for some reason

~it is what it is~

maybe it’s because eunwoo’s here too that your bratty side has suppressed a bit

bin and eunwoo both start removing all their clothes and you’re like shit eunwoo’s built too

bin settles in between your legs and eunwoo leans in and starts kissing you

and mmm eunwoo’s good at making out like he legit be taking your breath away and then you start feeling bin take off your soaked panties and he just goes right in

you literally moan into eunwoo’s mouth and your hands are straining against the ropes bc you just want to hold onto something !!

eunwoo feeling up your breasts and tweaking your nipples while bin is sucking on your clit and probing his tongue in and out your entrance??? euphoric

you’re literally feeling so many sensations right now and it’s just foreplay woo

and then the edging starts

bin??? hella good at eating out, oof what that mouth do

and with the added stimulation from eunwoo kissing your neck and pulling at your nips, you’re reaching your orgasm faster than anticipated

and suddenly they’re both off you

you: what the fuck?

you’re like gasping and glaring at the both of them and they just give you smug looks

bin: I don’t know if you deserve to cum just yet, y/n. right, eunwoo?

eunwoo chuckling as he nods and flicks at your nipple: binnie told me that you like talking back, hmmm that won’t work with both of us here y/n

your submissiveness kicking in and you’re whining: i won’t talk back, I promise

bin: I don’t know if I believe you y/n

and then they switch places and now bin’s making out with you again and eunwoo’s face to face with your cunt and he just shoves two fingers in your entrance and starts scissoring you

and right as you’re about to cum, they pull away again

this goes on at least two more times, you’re literally so frustrated tears are pooling in your eyes and you’re whining hard as hell, your wrists already aching from the ropes 

eunwoo: do you want us to untie you, y/n?

you nodding as you’re sniffling back the tears

aww they feel bad so eunwoo unties the ropes and he’s like gently rubbing at your wrists

bin wiping your tears away as he pinches at your cheek again

bin: you okay, y/n?

you: I’m so close, please

bin: alright baby, who do you want first, hm?

you honestly didn’t know, you had no preference, you just wanted to get railed

eunwoo: why not both?

your eyes go wide a little bit, your ass isn’t even prepped

bin sensing your hesitation and he just puts a hand on your waist: if you don’t want to--

you: no, i want to...I’m just...my ass isn’t ready...

eunwoo laughing cutely as he pats your thigh: we’ll prep you baby, don’t worry

you start by going on all fours, bin enters you first from behind and the groan he lets out bc you’re just so tight wow 

he literally has to restrain himself from just ramming into you, your walls just fit so snugly around him, his nails were digging into the skin of your waist

you open your mouth in a moan at the stretch and in that moment, eunwoo shoves his cock down your throat you literally gag

for reference, they’re both above average, no surprise there, I’d say both around 8 in., but bin’s girthier for sure

and so bin’s fucking your cunt while eunwoo’s fucking your mouth

simultaneously, eunwoo tugs at your hair and bin sneaks a finger down to gather some juices from your pussy before probing at your asshole

bin’s prepping you real well mmmmm

he’s literally fingering your ass while he’s pounding into you, the tip of his cock hitting so deep in your cervix

on the other hand you’re so focused on sucking eunwoo off, you take him as deep in your throat as you could, letting your jaw slack as he just thrusted in your mouth

and also the vibrations of your moans around his cock every time bin hits deep in you???

eunwoo swears he almost busts a nut when your hands reach up to play with his balls

he’s panting as he pulls your mouth off his cock: I need to be inside you before I cum

and then he’s lying down on his back and you start to ride eunwoo, and then bin lines his cock up at your other hole and you start to tense

eunwoo bringing you into a kiss to try and distract you from the pain your asshole’s about to feel

and you start hissing as bin starts to push in, you’re clenching so hard around eunwoo and tugging tightly at the ends of his hair

eunwoo starts making circles on your clit so that you could relax a bit to make it easier for bin to enter your back hole

and then the three of you just stay still for a bit when bin finally bottoms out, you’re still trying to get used to feeling stuffed full, you haven’t been fucked in so long and now you’re getting railed by two cocks??

the two of them are both saying sweet things to calm you down and distract you from the pain

and it’s cute, you know from your respective past hookup experiences with them that they’re really good at sensing discomfort or pain and would always tend to your needs

oof baby but as soon as you give the okay for both of them to move

it’s like you’re taken to another dimension holy shit

they both hit so deep, you swear to god their cocks have to be touching or something, or maybe at least reaching your intestines

when people say rearrange your guts, it definitely must have been this

you’re trying to set a pace on top of eunwoo, but bin thrusting from behind literally makes your knees go weak until eunwoo just lifts his hips and takes over, matching bin’s speed

and imagine this: bin pulling your hair, making your head tilt back and eunwoo just reaches up and covers your neck with his hand before he squeezes at your throat

your eyes are literally rolling into the back of your head, you have never felt this good ever in your life

your head’s spinning again, and you know all three of you are reaching the tipping point pretty soon, your stomach is churning, making you clench hard around both eunwoo and bin

eunwoo biting his lip as he groans, his grip tightening just a bit more around your neck

bin’s still yanking your hair back and he starts spanking your ass, he’s moaning as well

you literally scream, throat feeling raw, as you cum, you have never orgasmed so hard before, your body was convulsing around both of them and you just collapse on top of eunwoo

you’re vision literally sees white and your ears are ringing as they both cum in you

you black out for a little bit

eunwoo and bin: o_o holy fuck

the two of them start panicking like...did they just fuck you dead?? put you in a coma??

okay but just imagine eunwoo and bin bickering with each other about what to do like

bin: do we call 119???

eunwoo: what do we say? we fucked our friend into a coma?

it’s okay because you regain consciousness soon enough and both boys let out the biggest sigh of relief

you: ...what happened?

eunwoo: you passed out for a bit there y/n

you start giggling, much to their surprise, and you try to sit up

bin: ...are you okay y/n?

you: yeah, I can’t believe I blacked out because you guys fucked me so well, that’s pretty hot not gonna lie

eunwoo goes into the kitchen real quick to get you some water and bin sits down next to you

you thank eunwoo when he hands you the glass and he sits across from you and bin

the two roommates exchange a look and just high-five each other

you roll your eyes as they just laugh at each other...ugh boys

bin teasing you: I’ve never seen you so submissive y/n

eunwoo joining in: yeah, didn’t know you could squirt as well

you almost spit out the water: i-huh? no way

eunwoo: yeah, my stomach was soaked, I wiped it off when you were out

your face flushes, you’ve never squirted before

bin: don’t be embarrassed! it was hot, y/n, really

the three of you then just jump into a casual conversation about college, keep in mind you’re all still naked

and then you feel the cum just like in both your holes and it’s just uncomfortably sticky

you: uh...do you guys mind if I shower? my pussy feels gross right now

bin, with a glint in his eyes: I can clean that up for you, baby

before you know it, bin’s eating you out again -- to be more specific, he’s literally licking the mixture of yours and eunwoo’s cum from your cunt

that’s sexy...

you make eye contact with eunwoo and he’s just smirking as he sits back and watches you two, no intention on joining yet

alright but you had no idea if you could take another round right now, the first one literally made you pass out

so after bin makes you cum again, you tap out for the night

the three of you shower -- separately -- and then regroup in the living room to just chat and chill

the two insist you sleep over for the night since it’s past midnight by now

were there also hints of a round two in the morning?? maybe

you sleep in one of eunwoo’s shirts, but end up sleeping next to bin bc he’s whiny and likes cuddling

you three fuck again in the morning oops until eunwoo had to leave for work

then you and bin fuck again afterwards

happy threesome

happy comeback :)

4-5-21

[jellykisskrp]

now free to be roleplayed  —  ♡  !

✿ itzy’s shin ryujin ✿ oneus’ lee seoho ✿ tempest’s ngô ngọc hưng (hanbin) ✿ stray kidz’s seo changbin ✿ onewe’s son dongmyeong ✿ astro’s lee dongmin (cha eunwoo) ✿ le sserafim’s huh yunjin ✿ fromis_9′s jang gyuri ✿ jung yerin ✿ ateez’s song mingi ✿ cho seungyoun (woodz) ✿ kim wonshik (ravi) ✿ itzy’s hwang yeji ✿ kim jiho ✿ seventeen’s kim mingyu ✿ monsta x’s yoo kihyun ✿ kim sejeong ✿ seventeen’s lee seokmin (dk) ✿ golden child’s son youngtaek (tag) ✿ astro’s moon bin ✿ kwon eunbi ✿ choi yuna (yuju)

[luckyhyuki]

One Fine Week

ONE FINE WEEK BY InterstellarBlue  

SITE: AO3

PAIRING: LEE DONGMIN X MOON BIN

RATING: TEEN AND UP

WORD COUNT: 68.8K

“In which Moon Bin, ordinary college student and bleeding heart, agrees to switch places with stressed-out idol Choi Woohyuk of popular idol duo Ateen for one week on a variety show, where he'll have to write a love song with a random fellow celebrity partner, one Cha Eunwoo.

Featuring trot idol MJ, Rocky in not-quite-SF9, cafe owner Jinwoo, fellow cafe employee and budding Ateen fan Sanha, and more.

Based on the web drama of the same name.”

[daybreakx]

Not In That Way

➵ Astro Cha Eunwoo x fem. reader.

➵warnings: hanahaki au , you can expect a lot of angst, descriptions of a disease, blood, etc. basketball player eunwoo bc i am obsessed, college au.

➵ word count: 2.5k

➵ not requested. This is my first time writing a hanahaki au! Trying new things is fun (and a tiny bit scary!) I hope you like it! Please send me some feedback, it would mean a lot.

not in that way by sam smith

She always had to look at the beautiful side of things. It was in her deepest nature to try and bring out the bright side, even with things that those around her found uncomfortable or plain ugly. She tried her best to find the one good thing that definitely didn’t outshine the rest, but still proved her point just the right way: There is something beautiful in everything.

y/n saw the beauty even in the first flower petal she coughed that Friday night as it rested on the palm of her hand. The color blue had never been so beautiful and it had never made her feel so hopeless either. Still, she smiled to herself, fingers closing around the evidence of her unrequited love.

“You’re just on his side because he’s your favorite,” Moon Bin accused, his index finger pointing to he middle of her chest, eyebrows furrowing to indicate he had taken personal offense in her decision. 

y/n laughed, lowering her friends hand back to the table in the middle of them. “It’s because he is right, Bin.”

It wasn’t the first time y/n had been called out over her preference for one of the members of the group—who luckily wasn’t present at the time to witness Bin’s scene over it. Eunwoo had cancelled last minute, but since both Bin and y/n were already on their way, they decided to meet over coffee anyway. At least she could keep her secret safe one more day, without being afraid that, by the sight of him, another flower would bloom in her chest. 

“He’s still your favorite,” like a child denied of candy, Moon Bin crossed his arms, looking away from the girl and to the rest of the customers around. 

“Eunwoo is not my favorite, I don’t really know where you get the idea from,” she insisted, in another useless attempt to convince him of something she couldn’t deny. Everyone saw it, they saw it in the way they kept their inside jokes to themselves no matter how much the rest begged to know what was funny about the situation, they saw in the way they knew each other: from trivial things like their coffee order, to some important occurrence from fifteen years ago although they had met in college. Moreover, they saw it in the way she looked at him, the adoration that gleamed in y/n’s eyes every time she saw him walking her way, the awe in her tone of voice when she spoke about Eunwoo and the way her hands sometimes would shake at his unthought gestures, like when he pinched her cheeks playfully or squeezed her against his chest to get her to stop pouting.

“Fine,” Bin sighed “Keep lying.”

This time, y/n groaned “It’s not a lie, now, can you stop acting childish?”

With a smirk, her friend nodded, placing both elbows on top of the table “If you pay for the ice cream.”

“Deal.”

Friday night came back around faster than she would have wished. Her mind clouded with the pain on her chest and throat, instead of the usual excitement that took over her when she thought about Eunwoo’s basketball matches, where she was always present and being embarrasingly loud cheering for the captain of the team. The sigh that came out of her mouth soon turned into a coughing fit that left both of her hands filled with blue flowers that tried to escape between her fingers. It was turning worse.

y/n had heard all about it before, the world was sadly full of people who would end up with the disease that unrequited love brought like a curse. How they’d choke on beautiful flowers and petals and their lungs would fill with roots until they coughed up blood and stopped breathing. She’d also heard about people who never suffered from it, who were fortunate enough to find love in the easiest of ways and never had to go through the torture that the lack of reciprocity brought along. y/n always hoped she’d be a part of the lucky ones, but in that moment, it was clear which was the group she belonged to.

　　　　

　　　　

With a hard swallow, she sat down in on the bleachers, her eyes automatically searching for the black-haired boy she was longing for. The moment he ran into the court with his fellow players close behind him, it was hard for her to tell whether her chest wanted to burst from the flowers or the emotion that washed over her like tidal waves. She screamed, whooped and cheered as hard as she could, like she always did, causing the team captain to be both embarrassed and glad to have her around. Eunwoo waved at her the moment he scored, a beautiful smile adorning his features as he ran back to his teammates to celebrate that they had the advantage.

The butterflies that flew around y/n’s stomach disappeared as quickly as they showed up when she took both hands to her neck, gripping her throat wasn’t enough to keep the cough away and the flowers inside her body. Her left hand covered her mouth violently as she pushed through the rest of the spectators and rushed to the bathroom, where the convulsions made her finally spit the bloody flowers into the toilet. After getting rid of them with the help of the drain, she left the stall and stared into the mirror, being fast to wipe the smudged blood around the corners of her lips and rinse her mouth. She wasn’t able to find anything beautiful about her aspect in that moment, which only made her cough one single flower again.

　　　　

　　　　

“Oh, there you are!” Eunwoo smiled at her, hanging a white towel around his neck as he ran a hand through his disheveled hair, “You disappeared suddenly, where did you go?”

“I had to take a call, that’s all” y/n lied, shrugging “Sorry”

“Don’t worry, we still won. Ready to go?” he ruffled her hair, making it stand up in a similar way as his and laughed. 

y/n hesitated, it was practically a tradition that they’d go out for dinner after every match, either with or without Bin and Sanha but she wasn’t sure she’d make it out without revealing what she was going through. “Uh...”

“Hey, Eunwoo” a soft voice called from y/n’s right side, approaching them quickly a girl from another class called Nana smiled at the captain “I just wanted to congratulate you, it was a– uh, a good game!”

Eunwoo beamed back at her, “Thank you, it was the whole team”

y/n observed Nana for a moment, hoping, for a second that she would start coughing up flowers just like she had done half an hour ago. Her fist closed at her own nasty and selfish wish, that didn’t come true. Nana threw her hair over her shoulder gracefully and made another comment to Eunwoo before turning around and leaving them behind.

“I think I’ll pass tonight, Eunwoo” y/n looked up at him “I might get a little sick and I don’t want to ruin your night”.

“Oh, do you want me to take you home?” he frowned, placing his hand on her forehead and her cheeks, as if he tried to guess whether she had fever. A grimace ran through her features and her hand shot up to her throat, making Eunwoo’s expression deepen in concern “Or to the doctor?”

y/n shook her head, squeezing her eyes shut. “It’s just sore-throat, I’ll be fine. See you soon!” again, she technically ran out of sight, both hands recovering the evidence of both her physical and emotional pain.

It was the knocking on her door that made her finally leave the bed. y/n was feeling worse, she had barely gotten any sleep from all the retching and the ache that stabbed her all over like tiny little knifes. She placed the freshly coughed flower on the basket where she had been keeping them, she knew she couldn’t flush them all down the toilet at this point. 

“Hi!” Eunwoo greeted cheerfully as soon as she opened the door, lifting his left hand he showed the plastic bag he had taken with him “I brought you some medicine and chicken soup, it should help with your cold”

“You didn’t have to come” was her reply as fear invaded every cell of her body “I’m fine”

“You don’t look fine” Eunwoo scolded, once again reaching to touch her face “You might have fever”

“I don’t have fever, Eunwoo, plus what if it’s contagious– and my room’s a mess!”

The boy clicked his tongue, “You know I don’t care about any of that”

With a defeated sigh, she moved from her dorm door and let him in “I warned you”.

Eunwoo pulled the chair from her desk as she went back to bed, noticing the basket full of flowers on the floor. “What is this?”

“Flowers” y/n shrugged.

“I didn’t know you like flowers that much” he leaned back on the chair and then returned to a normal position, remembering the chicken soup he’d brought.

“I don’t, they were... a gift”

Eunwoo stopped undoing the knot on the bag, eyes shooting up at her “From who?”

The tiniest spark of hope tried to light up inside of her at his reaction, but then the pain made her bend over. “A friend” she replied taking a shaky breath, eyeing Eunwoo as he shrugged. The disinterest that had replaced his curiosity made a pang climb up her chest, and before he could hand her the meal, y/n ran out of bed and into the bathroom, throwing up flowers as soon as she closed the door. 

“y/n, are you okay?” Eunwoo knocked on the door twice, concern flooding his voice “May I come in?”

“You should go” she called between gags “Please, I’ll be fine”

“Will you call me? Please, and promise you’ll go to the doctor!”

“I promise”

She only came out when she heard him shut the door, blood dripping from her chin and staining her shirt and hands. The flowers on the basket bloomed as she stared at them, they were beautiful to her eyes, but they were deadly too.

“Open the door!” Moon Bin’s voice boomed through the door and the down hallway, making people curse at him and y/n for having such noisy friends. 

“What do you want?” she croaked.

“What do I want? Are you even still alive? Where have you been?” another series of banging on the door, made y/n’s neighbours yell for her to open the freaking door. 

“I’m alright Bin, please go” she begged but Moon Bin wouldn’t give up until he got to see her. After all, she had been MIA for almost four days now and her friends were going out of their minds. y/n opened the door and was immediately pulled into Moon Bin’s embrace. “I’m sorry” she mumbled against his chest.

Every bit of anger Moon Bin had felt vanished as took a proper look at his friend and then, at the insides of her room: The floor was covered in blue flowers, some of them tarnished in a scarlet liquid that he immediately recognized as blood. “What...?” he stopped, his mouth agape “Who?” he questioned instead.

A dry laugh that resembled a sob too much left her lips. “You know that already”.

Without another word, Bin pulled her back into a hug, his chin sinking into the top of her head. It was the first time that it was clear to him too that all of the things he noticed in y/n’s demeanor to his best friend were terribly one-sided.

　　　　

　　　　

Moon Bin wasn’t going to divulge her condition, he knew it wasn’t his place no matter how much it hurt him too, and her no matter how hard she tried to fight it and do her best make it remain secret, y/n was aware it was impossible. She also knew there was hardly any solution to it, confessing to Eunwoo was something that made her feel even more fear than the next coughing fit she knew would attack her body. 

It was finally one night after she’d missed another of Eunwoo’s matches that he’d rushed to meet her at the dorm. Of course he was worried, but he also wondered why it seemed to be him specifically that y/n was avoiding. 

The sight of her was painful, it was evident she was ill and no matter how many times she had assured she was fine and she just needed to go to bed, Eunwoo begged to speak with her just a little more. 

“Can we take a walk, then?” y/n asked, still trying to keep him from seeing the blooming garden on the floor of her dorm. Eunwoo nodded leading the way out of the building and into the campus. Things were silent between them, as they walked to the small convenience store in a slow pace, Eunwoo bought a banana milk for each as y/n waited outside, tracing shapes on the pavement with the tip of her shoe.

As they sat on the side of the walking path, Eunwoo finally spoke “What’s wrong?”

As if coming out of a slumber, y/n looked at him, her glassy eyes reflected the moon above them. “I just– I’ve been sick lately, I’m sorry”

“You don’t have to apologize, y/n, I am just worried about you, we all are. Is there anything I can do to help you?”

“No” she glanced at him sideways, and then took another sip of her banana milk “Not at all”

“I care about you” Eunwoo assured, “I’d do anything to help” he reached for her hand, resting on top of her knee and before she could help it, she let out a loud gasp. Eunwoo touched her back, placing another hand in front of her as a reflex as she coughed and the rain of flowers showered his hand. A shaky breath left his mouth as he stared at the flowers and then at her, y/n could feel him tense as he closed his hand and then opened it again. “y/n...” he begun again.

“Please, don’t” she begged, covering her mouth this time as petals fell from between her fingers and tears streamed down her face.

“y/n, I’m sorry” Eunwoo meant to touch her again but retreated at the very last second. “I do––”

“Don’t say it, please, don’t say it” shutting her eyes forcefully, to the point she was seeing dots dancing around her vision, y/n braced herself for what she knew Eunwoo was about to say.

“I do love you but—”

“...Not in that way” she sobbed, afraid even her tears would turn into flowers, she got up from her spot next to Eunwoo and rushed back to her dorm, where at least she finally didn’t have to pretend there was something beautiful in her tragedy.

[yehetno]

in sync

moonbin/cha eunwoo, sharing emotional labor

Bin was always the more volatile of the two.  When he was angry, he had cutting words and bombastic displays of disaffection. He could be petty, unforgiving, and mean. Dongmin tried to stay grounded, a calm and ever-present sanctuary during the bad days.  He bent more than Bin did.

Bin didn’t fully understand how Dongmin did it.  He sometimes worried that Dongmin held onto too much, absorbed all of his negativity and the toxicity of others and had no space for his own feelings. He worried that one day he might come home to find Dongmin on the floor sobbing, crushed under the weight of it all.

On those days, he ate his anger. He threw away his perceived sleights and choked it down. He made dinner and took care in tucking Dongmin into bed. They intertwined, body and soul. He swept the hair from Dongmin’s forehead and held him.

Dongmin noticed. He never explicitly acknowledged it; he let Bin try to help heal the wounds he carried for others. He held onto Bin tighter, fingers sinking into the fabric of Bin’s shirt. He positioned himself against Bin’s chest, ear pressed against his ribcage to listen to the steady drumbeat of Bin’s heart.

Bin kissed the crown of his head, whispering the occasional affirmation of love. They fell asleep, wrapped in each other.

[mingi-bubu]

Catboy List  >^.^<

kyukyuhunnie’s official list of c/j/k-pop catboys, with audience participation

if you see someone here you don’t agree with, shoot me an ask or dm me!  we can discuss on it

if you don’t see someone here you think belongs here, let me know and i’ll put them on  >^.^<

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Park Seonghwa - Ateez

Yao Mingming/Bonan - (formerly of) Unine

Wen Junhui/Jun - Seventeen

Han Seungwoo - Victon

Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul/Ten - WayV/SuperM

Cai Xukun/Kun - (formerly of) Nine Percent/Soloist

Lim Jaebeom - Got7/JJ Project

Nakamoto Yuta - NCT 127

Jeong Jaehyun - NCT 127

Qian Kun - WayV

Wong Kunhang/Hendery - WayV

Kim Youngkyun/Hwiyoung - SF9

Johnny Suh - NCT 127

Na Jaemin - NCT Dream

Lee Juyeon - The Boyz

Kim Hongjoong - Ateez

Park Junhee/Jun - A.C.E

Kim Byeongkwan - A.C.E

Kang Yuchan/Chan - A.C.E

Choi San - Ateez

Kim Jonghoon/Yesung - Super Junior/Super Junior KRY/Soloist

Yoo Taeyang - SF9

Ding Zeren - NEX7/Soloist

Kim Dongyoung/Doyoung - NCT 127

Kim Minseok/Xiumin - EXO/EXO CBX

Kim Junmyeon/Suho - EXO/Soloist

Zhoumi - Super Junior/Soloist

Lian Huaiwei - Soloist

Lee Donghun - A.C.E

Kang Yeosang - Ateez

Bi Wenjun - NEX7

Lee Minho/Lee Know - Stray Kids

Jeong Taekwoon/Leo - VIXX

Xiao Zhan - X NINE

Song Mingi - Ateez

Kim Sehyoon/Wow - A.C.E

Moon Bin/Moonbin - Astro/Astro Moonbin & Sanha

Kim Myungjun/MJ - Astro

Oh Sehun - EXO/EXO SC

Jeong Wooyoung - Ateez

Kevin Moon - The Boyz

Ji Changmin/Q - The Boyz

Felix Lee - Stray Kids

Hwang Hyunjin - Stray Kids

Eric Sohn - The Boyz

Lee Taeyong - NCT 127/SuperM

Osaki Shotaro - NCT 2020

Henry Lau - (formerly of) Super Junior/Soloist

Baek Juho/Zuho - SF9

Lee Donghyuck/Haechan - NCT 127/NCT Dream

Lee Hyukjae/Eunhyuk - Super Junior/Super Junior D&E

Kim Ryeowook - Super Junior/Super Junior KRY/Soloist

Kim Inseong - SF9

Lee Dongmin/Cha Eunwoo - Astro

Park Jinyoung - Got7/JJ Project

Son Dongju/Xion - Oneus

Kim Hyojin - ONF

Yoon Sanha - Astro/Astro Moonbin & Sanha

Lee Jinwoo - 1Team

Choi Chanhee/New - The Boyz

Komiyama Naoto - lol

Kang Seungsik - Victon

Heo Chan - Victon

Lim Sejun - Victon

Do Hanse - Victon

Choi Byungchan - Victon

Jeong Subin - Victon

Jiao Maiqi - Soloist

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Updated 201220

[keytomythoughts]

Perfect Imperfections | Chapter 2

Chapter Index

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“Wait, you’re making your debut soon? You were still a trainee when I was in high school, right?”

He nods, one hand on the steering wheel while the other hangs outside of the car. “The company told me a month ago, so we’ve been practicing like crazy. Fortunately, practice ended early today, so I was able to swing by and pick you up from the train station.”

I smile smugly, punching his arm playfully. “Aww, you did miss me. Look at that.”

He snorts but doesn’t refute my statement. 

The evening sky is dusted in shades of rose, gold, and soft orange, the mix enveloping the horizon similar to a canvas being brushed with aesthetic paints. The clouds hang low, the sun casting shadows on the tallest of buildings with its warm, pale-yellow glow. The wind doesn’t nip at us sharply, instead shifting to a more calming, serene breeze. 

The car ride shouldn’t have lasted as long as it did, but I realize halfway that he was purposely taking the longer routes home. Sensing my lurking apprehension from our phone call hours ago, my brother picked up on that cue and decided to distract me as much as he could before we inevitably had to return.

Something my parents failed to realize. 

“Oh right, I forgot to ask,” Jaehyun stares ahead and switches lanes with ease, heading towards yet another highway, “how are Eunwoo and Moonbin?”

I did mention that Eunwoo and Jaehyun are close friends as well, so it wasn’t surprising when I found out that he knows of my friends circle. Well, those two really. Imagine my horror when I realized that they were the same age and friends. Shocking at first, but I got used to it. Besides, it’s not like we were awkward about it or anything. Moonbin also knew my brother, so we all essentially got along fairly well. 

I push the strands of hair away from my face, glancing down at my phone in my lap to find no new notifications from them since I last texted. Sighing, I look out to my right. “They’re fine. Both of them are gonna be in Seoul for the summer, so we’re just planning on hanging out until college starts.”

“Have you guys decided where to go, what you want to study?” 

I shrug my shoulders. “Not really. I mean, I’ve been thinking about medicine at Korea University, but,” I sink into the seat a little, sighing, “you know it’s not up to me.” My voice drops to a whisper near the end, my eyes casting towards the road ahead. 

Jaehyun turns to me, taking his hand off the steering wheel to gently pat my arm. “I know, sis. I really do. But still,” he removes his hand and places it back on the wheel, his eyes refocusing back on the road, “you should tell them what you want to do. Who knows, they might listen this time.”

I snort, crossing my arms over my chest. I tilt my head back against the seat, turning to look at my brother. “You really think so?”

To this, he doesn’t respond. How could he? It would be a lie meant to comfort me, but we both know the truth. He simply sighs, running a hand through his hair and leaving it behind his neck. I heave another sigh as well, both of us knowing that things may not work out the way we would like them to. 

This wouldn’t be the first time anyways.

We exit the freeway and merge onto the familiar streets of my neighborhood. Soon enough, we were pulling up into our driveway, the nervousness replacing the initial excitement of being back home. Jaehyun turns off the engine, neither of us making a move to leave the car first. Of course, with my nerves shot and breathing shallow, there would be no way I could go inside alone. Lucky for me, I’m not.

But why can’t I shake this sick feeling?

Jaehyun reaches out and squeezes my hand once, flashing that stupid grin of his at me. “C’mon, let’s go inside. Your oppa will protect you~”

I swat his hand away, my nose wrinkling in disgust but the laughter bubbles in my throat. He rubs my head again before removing his shades and stepping out of the car. Before I can unbuckle and step out myself, Jaehyun already stands at my side, holding my luggage. He waits patiently until I close the door behind me, my steps wavering slightly as I stand before the elaborately carved wooden door of our house. 

Jaehyun nudges my shoulder, smirking. “It won’t bite, Hyu.”

I roll my eyes as I follow right behind him. He unlocks the door and turns the doorknob and disappears past the threshold. I trail close behind him, a breath catching in my throat as I walk towards the living room. Everything was the way I remembered it, minus the new decorative pieces presumably from my father’s visits abroad. Living as a surgeon requires him to embark on trips overseas, sometimes not returning for months at a time. My mother, on the other hand, doesn’t actively practice surgery, instead deciding to teach as a medical professor at a top university in the northern district of Seoul. 

Four years and nothing has changed, huh? 

Jaehyun states that he’s going to put my belongings in my room before coming back down, and I nod at him. Just as he ascends up the stairs, my mother emerges from the kitchen, smoothing down the front of her lavish apron, a tight smile adorning her small, petite face. Her reddish-brown hair is worn in a small bun, her glasses hanging from her shirt. I won’t lie to you, my mother is a beautiful woman, even in her late forties. Smart, rich, and insanely polished. Not only her, but my father is the same as well. It’s no surprise where my brother gets his enviable features from, while I question what leftovers were given to me. I never believed myself to be smart or beautiful, like my parents. Nor was I carefree and sociable, like my brother. Sometimes I question if I was ever adopted, seeing as I seem to be my family’s outlier. The odd-one-out. Yet, Moonbin and Eunwoo highlighted those little bits of me that I’ve shamed myself on. Where I saw disappointment, they saw genuity. The “flaws” were my strengths. They prided me on the things my parents didn’t view so favorably. 

How I wish they were with me right now.  

My mom approaches me, enveloping me in a rather tight embrace. Wasn’t expecting that, but I reciprocate the action anyway.

“Hyuna, dear, I’m so glad you’re home,” she pulls away, grabbing me by my arms as her eyes scan my face, smiling, “and you’ve gotten so much prettier. I see your aunt took care of you well, I’m glad.” She places a hand against my cheek.

I smile nervously. “Happy to be back, mom. Sorry for not informing you and dad that I was coming back today.”

She shakes her head, tapping my cheek lightly before moving away from me. “Nonsense, dear. Your father is in his study, so he’ll be down shortly. I know how very tired you must be, so let’s set the table for dinner.” She shuffles back towards the kitchen, soon bringing out various utensils and a stack of plates. I immediately grab them from her and arrange the items on the table for the four of us. My mom kisses the top of my head and smooths my hair down, returning to the kitchen so she could bring out the meals. 

Something’s not right here.

My mother isn’t really the affectionate type. While it was blatantly obvious that I wasn’t the favorite child, that title reserved for Jaehyun (again, no surprise there), they didn’t really hate me, if that makes sense. They just tended to leave Jaehyun to do as he pleases, while I would have to listen to them. I don’t doubt that they care for us both, as good parents should, but I can’t help but feel disheartened when they would dismiss my feelings and decide to enforce their own ideals on me. Claiming that this would be “the best for me”.

As much as I respect my parents for raising me to be the ambitious, hardworking woman that I am, a part of me wishes that they would see me as a person with hopes and aspirations of my own, not just an extension of their legacy. 

How could they decide what’s best for me when I don’t even have the ability to voice them myself?

Moments later, my father descends from the stairs, my brother walking down from behind him as well. It seems like he’s been busy with office meetings, seeing as he’s still dressed in his formal beige button-up shirt and black dress pants. His glasses sit perfectly on the bridge of his nose, his hands stuffed into the pockets of his pants. 

I bow my head in respect. “Good evening, Father.”

He acknowledges my presence with a curt nod. No surprise again. He’s a man of few words, but when he does speak, he’s blunt and gets straight to the point. Wasting time and skirting around the truth has never been his philosophy. He practically radiates with superiority and firmness. From the stoic expression on his face to his neatly styled brown hair, my father was nothing short of a posh man in his early fifties. The best surgeon, the perfect doctor, the staple of all admirable men in South Korea.

In short, he’s practically worshipped by professionals across the nation. 

Naturally, my brother and I take great pride in our parents and our family’s rather successful and lavish legacy. Of course, with this reputation, it’s expected of us to uphold it. Education must be nothing short of challenging. Careers must be everything but disappointing. Appearances had to be pristine, no flaws or shortcomings apparent.

You get the picture.

My brother attended college for a short while—a year and a few months, if I’m not wrong—before dropping out once he got scouted by a reputable entertainment label. I don’t know specific details, but I do know that my parents weren’t initially too pleased to hear that he wanted to pursue a career as an idol singer. Nonetheless, and with the things Jaehyun was allowed to get away with, this was just another thing to be added to that list. I figured my father would come around and think that the Jungs shouldn’t be limited to more “sophisticated” fields—medicine, law, business, and the like. Branching out and including fine arts, including performance, would only solidify the notion that our family is meant to dominate every field imaginable with integrity and poise. 

My mother and I finish setting up the table and call for the rest to sit. Seeing the variety of dishes laid out, you would think it was a special occasion. Surely they weren’t celebrating my graduation as class Valedictorian. I haven’t told them any of my accomplishments, but I’m sure they had their means of getting access to my reports even before I was made aware of them. Connections, the most vital thing in the Jung family. It’s what helps us climb ranks and secure top positions in society. Why we’re so heavily respected, as well as feared. 

Jaehyun and I sit adjacent to each other while our parents are seated across us. We begin to eat in silence. Nothing too different from how we had family dinners back then, albeit the absence of my father or mother from late meetings or an overseas conference. To be quite frank, it did seem strange to have a meal with all of us present after so long.

My father suddenly clears his throat. “Hyuna, I heard from the teachers at your high school that you performed excellently. I’m pleased to hear this.”

I pause, my eyes training up to meet his steady gaze. Though pleased, he didn’t seem to express it facially. A direct complement is seldom said, so it comes as no surprise that it was the only thing I, or my brother, would be receiving. 

Jaehyun nudges me, realizing that I hadn’t responded as my father awaits with the same steady expression.    

“O-Oh, thank you, Father.”

He nods, placing his utensil back down on the plate before clasping his hands in front of him.

“Now that you’ve graduated, have you considered your possible college options and future career plans?”

This. This is the very question I’ve been dreading.

I can feel the air around me grow thick with anticipation. His words hang in the air, the words to respond with the scripted lines I’ve recited endlessly in my brain unable to fall from my lips. I suddenly recall what Jaehyun and Moonbin had told me prior, to try and voice my opinions in hopes that they may be heard and properly considered this time. After all, I would never know if I didn't try. Here’s my chance.

But, my father continues upon my brief hesitation. “With your academic record, you would have no issue enrolling in the top universities within the country. Even abroad, if you considered that as well.”

I gulp, my fingers clenching tightly in my lap. I force my rapid heart to slow its pace in fear that it may burst out of my chest, my breathing trying to be as calm as it can be. I can feel Jaehyun eyeing me from the side, and my mother stops eating as well. 

There’s silence. One which I break when I open my mouth to let the words bottled up in my mind spill out before I can properly think them through.

“I want to stay here, in Seoul.”

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