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My entire catalog is now on Bandcamp.
Before anything goes to streaming it will go to the Bandcamp first. Thanks for sticking with me. I’ve put tumblr and blogging down so many times. I believe in my art more than anything else. So why not do everything I can to make sure there will always be music.
Sermons for Sinners is now out on all platforms but it would be dope if you bought it.
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New genre of beats I am trying out
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Watch "VIC MENSA - $WISH ft. G-Eazy, Chance The Rapper" on YouTube
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SunniThaRapper ft. Salma Slims - Moody
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𝕨𝕒𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕤 ⚠︎︎ none. no use y/n. fluff
𝐁𝐑𝐈ꨄ rapper chris!!👅
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Late Night in the Studio
The hum of the city faded into the background as you entered the studio, a small black bag clutched in your hand. The dim, moody lights cast a soft glow over the walls lined with platinum records, awards, and Chris's signature graffiti art—raw, messy, undeniably his. The faint scent of sandalwood and vanilla drifted from the candles flickering on the windowsill, the only soft contrast to the electric energy in the room. The space felt familiar, yet every time you entered, the charged energy made you feel like you were stepping into another world.
It was late—later than you would have preferred to be out on a Thursday night—but Chris had insisted, and you couldn’t deny the pull his voice held over you. You were used to the chaos that came with his life, the late-night calls and the constant tug-of-war between your schedules. But something about tonight felt different.
You leaned against the doorway watching how the pink lights lit up his features perfectly. “You look like you’re thinking hard over there,” Chris turned, adjusting his headphones before pulling them down to hang around his neck. He shot you that lazy grin that always made you feel like you were the only person in the room.
“Just wondering why you’ve got me out here at midnight,” you teased, your lips pulling up into a smile. “Don’t you ever sleep?” Chris shrugged, shoving his hands into his pockets with that lazy, too-cool look he always wore. “Can’t sleep when I’ve got inspiration running through me. You should know that by now.”
You rolled your eyes, taking a seat on the leather couch that stretched against the wall. It was worn and cracked, but you’d spent enough time here that it almost felt like home. “So I’m here to be your muse?” You arched an eyebrow, teasing, but deep down, you couldn’t deny the warmth his words brought.
Chris didn’t answer right away. Instead, his fingers ran over the soundboard, tweaking a few settings as he let the beat play softly in the background. He shot you a glance over his shoulder, his eyes dark and serious. “Actually, yeah. This one’s got your name all over it.”
The words hung in the air between you, heavy and full of meaning. Your heart skipped, but you tried to play it cool, tilting your head with a small smile. “You really expect me to believe you wrote a whole song about me?”
He nodded, and you could see the sincerity in his eyes. “It’s wouldn't be the first one”
Your mouth went dry. You knew he poured his life into his music, but the idea that he’d written about you was something else. You glanced away, biting your lip to hide the mix of emotions swirling inside you. “I don’t even know what to say to that.”
“Don’t say anything,” he murmured, leaning against the soundboard as he met your gaze. “Just… listen.” Chris hit play, and the room filled with a steady, soulful beat, layered with smooth guitar riffs that softened the intensity of the bassline. Then his voice cut through, raw and honest, each line hitting like a confession.
“She’s the pulse that keeps me steady, when the world’s too loud to bear. She’s the reason why I’m breathing, even when there’s smoke in the air.”
The lyrics rolled over you, each word hitting deeper than you’d expected. You breath caught as you heard the pain, the longing, the way he seemed to reach for you through every line. It wasn’t just a song. It was a part of him—a part of your bond. You listened, your hand messing the necklace he had gotten you for your birthday. As his voice continued, weaving a story of nights you’d spent together, of whispered words in dim rooms, of a connection that neither of you knew how to define.
“She’s the storm that keeps me grounded, the spark behind every verse,” he rapped, his voice deep and resonant, each word laced with something you couldn’t quite name. “When I’m lost in this world, she pulls me down to earth.”
The track finally faded into silence, you blinked, realizing your eyes were damp. You hadn’t even noticed the tears pooling, too wrapped up in the emotion of it all.
“Chris…” you started, but words failed you. How could you tell him that you felt it too, that every time he left for another city or hit the stage, you were there with him, a part of your heart stitched into every lyric?
He crossed the room, sitting beside you on the couch, his knee brushing against yours. The air between you both was thick with things unsaid, but his eyes told you everything you needed to know.
“It’s not easy, you know?” he murmured, his voice barely a whisper. “Balancing all this. Sometimes, I don’t know how much longer I can keep pulling you into this world.”
You swallowed, feeling the weight of his words sink in. You’d always known that dating Chris meant sacrifice, meant that your time was often borrowed and fleeting. But the thought of letting him go was harder than you wanted to admit.
“You’re not pulling me anywhere, Chris,” you whispered back, your hand reaching out to brush his. “I’m here because I want to be.”
For a moment, he looked away, his jaw tight. You knew that look—he wore it when he was fighting back something deeper, something vulnerable. You reached out, your hand resting on his, grounding him. Slowly, he turned back to you, his fingers threading through yours.
“What if it’s too much?” he asked, his voice low and hoarse. “What if… I’m too much?”
You shook her head, squeezing his hand. “You could never be too much, Chris. You’re just… everything.”
Your words hung in the air, soft and steady, the truth of them lingering between you. And in that moment, you felt like you were finally laying your cards on the table, every piece of your heart exposed. You leaned forward, closing the gap between you two, your lips brushing his in a gentle, tender kiss that held everything you couldn’t put into words.
When you pulled away, he held you close, his forehead resting against yours, and for the first time in what felt like forever, you stayed like that, just breathing, just existing in the same space.
“I don’t know where this is going,” he whispered, his voice thick with emotion, “but I want to figure it out with you.”
You nodded, feeling the truth of his words settle in her heart. “We’ll figure it out, one verse at a time.”
And as you sat together in the dim studio, surrounded by his music, you knew that whatever happened, you’d face it together—through the highs, the lows, and everything in between. Because no matter what, you had each other, and that was enough.
𝐁𝐑𝐈ꨄ short n’ sweet. please tell how this was I lowk hate it😭
more fic’s will be out soon I just thought I’d post this one now since it’s been sitting in my drafts since the day after the video
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In my business pt 2
A/N: ik i take ages to post stuff guys but some things in life been kicking my ass and i either dont have time or im just not in the mood to write. I hope yall like this tho. next part will have more jack!!!
summary: AU where reader is an all around artist (writer, singer, model etc) and after being spotted with jack harlow she becomes the talk of the town. What will her baby daddy/ex central cee think???
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moodymagazine Uh oh moodies! It seems like #Y/n baby daddy #CentralCee not too happy about the circulating rumors after she was seen getting cozy with the first class rapper #JackHarlow. He posted a photo of himself with the middle finger from a page of his interview in a #DazedKorea magazine, captioning the foto with “Current mood”. So far we have yet to receive any confirmation from Y/n or Jack Harlow about their current situation.
What do you guys think, let us know in the comments below⬇️
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ryyannexox 1h
omg here we go again he is so pettyyyy. he nees to move on and leave her alone didnt he cheat on her multiple times???? men always act like trash then get mad when you leave them.
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iammari 1h
@ryyannexox How does it feel to be loud and WRONG! You people just say anything on the internet. Cench and y/n both have said that he never cheated on her and the fact that they still follow each other should be a sign that they're still on good terms so stop projecting lmao
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yungkelly 3h
Idk why yall bother arguing about these twos relationship. They break up and make up more than me and my man thats not my man
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nia2pretty 3h
LMAOOO not my man thats not my man bitch im deaaad
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bridget82 2h
They're both alays in a different country i hope theyre kids are well taken care of
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y/ncloset 1h
@bridget82 yall ALWAYS worried about THEIR kids did you cook dinner for your own kids yet miss BRIDGET?
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amylai 10m
the white boy she raps about in her unreleased song is probably jack!!!! hear me out guys
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@amylai YOURE ONTO SOMETHING FR
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y/n he be feedin me 🍝 & 🦞 #areacodes out @ MIDNIGHT !!
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icespice 2m
😍😍😍😍
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y/n im begging you to give me one chanceee😫
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_ell.a 3m
@bbgrlashly Get in line bby girl!
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cyabiah13 1h
It's the body for meeee🔥
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amore2.o 1h
maam are you not gonna address the rumors???👀
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missjanay 1h
Stomach said "what kids?!" share the routine sis
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davespi 1h
Jack harlow out of all people? thought you were different
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cassinspace 1h
@davespi boo fucking hoo go cry somewhere else. as if you ever had a chance with your ugly ass
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MOTHERRRR❤️
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Presents and Surprises 🌷 Minnie
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"Now every one of us has a present?" Seungcheol asked into the round. Some of the members, who had just received individual gifts were already playing around with them - DK was playing around with his camera, while Dino was trying out the Beyblades he had gotten.
The leader got a round of hums and nods in return, letting him continue, "Then there's only one gift missing, right?" His eyes drifted over to the girl, who hadn't left her seat right next to his during the entirety of the livestream.
Minnie was already grinning brightly, nodding excitedly as soon as those last words fell from the rapper's lips. A few of the members who were actively listening to the oldest scrunched their eyebrows in confusion.
"What are you talking about, hyung?" Seungkwan wondered, turning around to glance at the leader. The girl's big smile didn't give him any clues.
"Minnie has something share," he told the '98 Liner, which got a frown from the female member in return. The mention of another present gained the attention of almost everyone in front of the camera, even the idols on the other end of the couches now looking over.
"Wait- me?"
Cheol nodded.
"No, we-," she pointed between the young rapper and her, "Vernonnie and I have a surprise."
"Huh?" The man in question lifted his head up, being caught off guard by the conversation he was having with Minghao. "Me?"
"We have a gift. For Carats," Minnie explained further, standing up from her place on the couch, straightening down Seungcheol's jacket she was forced to wear.
Vernon, still as confused as he could possibly be, followed her movement towards the production crew behind the camera.
"We do? Oh-," Suddenly the lightbulb in his head lit up, "Sh- right, yeah, we do. We do have one." He was quick to follow, pushing himself up from the floor, ready to go along wherever she was heading. Minnie was back in view, holding onto a piece of cardboard paper close to her chest, not revealing what was portrayed.
"I almost forgot about it," Vernon chuckled to himself, joining her by sitting down in front of the low tables in the middle of the room. The members behind it had spread out slightly, so everyone could still be perfectly seen.
Minnie's grin fell in an instant, straightening her back as she glanced at the younger member. "Wh- how? We wrote this together!" She scoffed out loud, already dropping hints at what they were about to reveal.
"Well, you wrote a song-" The '98 Liner tried to argue, but the girl was having none of it.
"We did! We both wrote it. You wrote your part."
"Some of it, but you wrote most of the lyrics," Vernon continued to explain, laughing at the pure disappointment on her face. The members behind them joined him, chuckling at the two bickering like the typical brother-sister duo they were used to.
"You're throwing me under the bus!"
"What? No, I-"
"So if the song doesn't do well, I'm to blame," Minnie dramatically whined out, pushing him away from her as he tried to touch her shoulder.
"No," Vernon chortled, by now hunched over, holding onto her arm for support, "We both wrote it, but you did most of the work on the lyrics. And it turned out very well."
The girl shook her head with a laugh, "Unbelievable. But anyways-" she turned back straight towards the camera.
"Yes, please just reveal it!" The leader tried to mediate the situation, chuckling at the scene in front of him.
"We… we kinda already did…" the young rapper spoke quietly, making the girl giggle as she suddenly turned around the cardboard she was holding onto.
"Happy Birthday, Carats!"
Revealing the art cover for their soon-to-be-released single. A round of applause filled the room as Vernon got a hold of the art, letting his eyes roam over the entire frame.
"We wrote a song together!"
"Wow… it looks really cool," his comment got the attention of some nosy members behind him, who had come forward to get a closer look.
"Ooooh, it looks so moody and dark," Dokyeom stated.
Minnie chuckled, "But that's… actually not really the vibe."
"Then what is the vibe of this song?" Hoshi wondered, getting back to his seat after he looked at the cover.
"Hm…" the girl thought out loud, "What would you say?" Turning to her right.
The '98 Liner looked up at her before turning towards the camera, handing the artwork to the members who were desperately trying to get a hold of it. "I would say… happy? Ehm… exciting? I don't know how to describe it honestly," making Minnie chuckle as he grinned sheepishly.
"I think you're right though," she glanced behind her, smiling at the rest of the group who seemed just as excited as them. "The song is called 'Stupid In Love' and I think… I think it's the perfect song for Carats."
"What is it about?" Joshua questioned her, getting a shrug in return.
"Being in love?" Her answer sounded more like a question, getting a gentle shove to her shoulder by the younger member who was still sitting next to her, chuckling at her response. "I don't know what else to say!" She defended herself, "If you hear the lyrics, you'll understand."
"Yeah," Vernon nodded in agreement, "The lyrics are a lot of fun and the song in general is supposed to, kinda, uplift your mood," he explained.
"You worked really hard on it," Mingyu suddenly commented, making the two younger members turn their heads. "You spent a lot of time in the studio." His fellow rapper bobbed his head.
"Should we give them a small teaser of it?" Minnie asked the group, which was quickly followed by hollers and claps in excitement.
"But, didn't you also make something for the song?" Wonwoo interrupted before the production crew could play the snippet of the chorus.
The girl's eyes lit up immediately, "Yes! But you-" She shot up, peeking back for a split second before turning around again, "Never mind," she shook her head with a mumble, getting a few chuckles from the guys as she sunk back down. "I…" Minnie looked down at her hands, "You'll have to listen to the entire song to understand it. But I think once the song is out, Carats will… really appreciate it," nodding along with what she was saying.
"I'm sure they will," Vernon spoke up, smiling over at the female member. "It's a good song, we did well. Can we play it now?" He asked the crew, who was already waiting for the exact moment.
Just a moment before the song was played, Minnie shouted out, "Happy Birthday, Carats!" Sending hearts into the camera as her and the rapper's voices filled the room. Moving slightly closer to him, the girl nudged Vernon's side, making him glance over at her, his eyes falling to her hand that was already formed into half of a heart. He copied her gesture, his head bopping along to the rhythm of the song he produced and wrote.
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➝ Song Mingi x (ImpliedVirgin?)Reader ➝ Mingi teaches you that dedication is one of the most important things through sex. ➝ smut ➝ 1k
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Song Mini was a man of his words. When he said that he would do something, he did it, and was good at it. Whatever it was. If he was requested to write lyrics for a new song, you could see him thirty minute later bent over a sheet of paper - or numerous, it usually depends on if he's feeling moody. When asked to teach a member a dance step - because he wasn't just a good rapper, he was also an amazing dancer, one of the best alongside Yunho - he was always giving his 1000%, not giving up until he was sure the step was executed perfectly. In short, he was determined to keep going on, no matter what, when or where.
You, on the other hand, were a bit more lenient on yourself - you would not say idle. You weren't use to forge ahead and do everything in your capacity to achieve something. If you couldn't it, you would just blame yourself for being lazy, without actually doing anything to kill that laziness. You were an 'oh, too bad' type of person.
One moment of your shared life that could be uses to compare and contrast you and your boyfriend was a memory of a particular day - you'd rather call that 'the memory of the meal' rather than 'the day I've been scolded like a child by my boyfriend'. It was your lunch break and you were hungry and tired, yet, out of laziness, you refused to go to the nearest store to buy yourself something to eat. There was also a day when you decided to simply let a salad bowl on the table because you couldn't fit it in the cupboard underneath your sink.
Now, Mingi was hellbent on teaching what perseverance is. To do things and actually finish them, to go extra length to get what you want. And he wanted to teach it to you in a pretty, sweet, and painful way.
"Mingi, 'won't fit..."
"Come on Princess, you can take it."
You open your eyes and tried to get a glimpse at your big, tall boyfriend, standing in all his glory between your legs. He was frowning, sweat dripping down his forehead and hair, his eyes looking down at your private parts. He glanced at you before turning his gaze back to your dripping cunt, stretched around the tip of his fat cock.
"Told you I would teach you to never give up." he said, bending over to kiss you on the cheek, before leaning back down. "A bit more. Close your eyes and breath."
You hastily nodded, the feeling of his thumb stroking your hip doing a good job helping you get your mind off the feeling of being ripped apart by your boyfriend's dick. He wasn't even half in, and yet you could still feel every inches of him gliding and pushing against your gummy walls. The tip was stroking everywhere and nowhere at the same time, opening your pussy up for the rest of his length.
"You're wet baby." he said in an almost mocking tone, watching your cum splash from your vagina -- from the previous two orgasms he gave you. He definitely know how to put his rap skills to use. He closed his eyes and pushed deeper, choosing to ignore your whines as they weren't alarming -- he was pleased to find out that you were quite vocal in bed.
Eventually, he managed to fit it all in you, and when pushing the last bit of him inside, he closed his eyes, which rolled to the back of his head which was thrown back in pure pleasure. "Yeah, good girl..."
He looked down at your face, torn between smiling and frowning at the sight of your eyelashes, beaded with unshed tears. You were such a sight. He almost felt bad, but then remember that he was doing this for your own good.
As soon as he thrusted out of you, only to come back forth, this time more easily, your grip on the sheets tighten, eyes rolling back to your skull. You whimpered and took fast and short breath, remembering your boyfriend of a small puppy who had a run in the forest.
"Ah- Doin' so good for me."
It didn't take you a long time to find pleasure in his torture, skin blushing and warm walls tightening around him. Just as you were about to finally let go and probably have one of the best orgasm of your life, Mingi, deep in you, stilled. You opened your eyes abruptly, panicked and despaired at the feeling of your orgasm failing away.
"Mingi~!"
He did not move one inch, eyes glued to what appeared to be your belly. You looked down to see what was interesting to the point of ruining your orgasm -- and make him stop, it was quite unusual for him to interrupt your private sessions like that, he wasn't a big fan of teasing and edging.
But even before seeing it, you felt it. Felt the way his big and clammy hands pressed on your stomach, making you feel him even more. You didn't not even know it was possible, but the feeling of his dick going in and out was real, and increased by a thousand. No wander he had trouble penetrating you, there wasn't enough space, even he was having trouble moving in and out of your cunt.
"Oh my-" he groaned, fastening his pace, taking his hand off your belly to properly look at the bulge on your stomach. And he came, on the spot.
You felt his hot and sticky sperm flood your womb, more and more, even when you thought that you milked him dry. He was shooting ropes after ropes of sperm and you felt like drowning in it. You felt full, felt the same feeling as when you drink too much water.
You both watched your lower belly inflate, taking an abnormal and yet pornographic size. The mere sight made you cum.
Needless to say that you were a bit more persistent in your actions.
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Gangster Paradise
Jason Todd x younger brother reader
Jason is a rapper with a biological younger brother
(Note, Jason didn’t die in this story)
Warnings: some swearing
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Being a kid is the best thing if in the right environment, Jason wasn’t one of the lucky ones.
Luckily, he was adopted by Bruce Wayne in good time. Becoming Robin was a good thing for him, Jason felt like he could let all the anger out.
Jason was a teenager when he found out Willis Todd, his father, had another son. Jason panicked as he didn’t want you to have the same upbringing as him, Jason fought to get you out of that house.
The social worker said that Foster care was the best thing for you, Jason agreed, but only if his adoptive father would do it.
Seemed unusual, but not unheard of, Jason had become a big brother. You were Jason’s light as he carried you through the street on his shoulders.
Jason held onto your little hands as he walked gently with you, smiling brightly as you chuckled.
‘Jay Jay’ you said, babbling as Jason choked up, he was your first word.
Once Jason turned 18 he was legally an adult, he wanted custody of you now that he could be a legal guardian.
Jason did it all himself and at such a young age, he’d heard that Bruce started fostering a young boy named Tim, dropping in occasionally to check in on his dad. By this point Dick had moved away.
‘Ready for school?’ Jason asked you as you cleaned up your bowl, finishing your cereal.
‘Yeah’ Jason smiled, ruffling your hair, as he handed you your school bag.
Jason enjoyed his role as the big brother, the school runs and working while you were at school. Rent and bills were tough, but thankfully Jason got an allowance from Bruce that helped.
Parent teacher conferences were tricky as some of the teachers always asked to speak to your parents, to which you politely reminded Jason was your guardian.
The smile on Jason’s face when he saw how well you were doing, better than he did without the distractions.
‘That’s your older brother?’ One of your friends remarked, now a little older as you nodded.
‘Damn’ she remarked as she took him in, you cringed your face as Jason came and hugged you, picking you up at the gates.
It was summer, the hot air filled as Jason walked in just torn jeans and a tank top, his muscles and tattoos on show.
‘Everyone is staring Jay’ you commented as Jason saw some of the teenaged girls looking.
‘Please ladies, I’m old enough to be your dads’ Jason called out, laughing as you buried your face.
Typical teenage attitude and finding Jason embarrassing. The drive home was fine, Jason played his new single for you, getting your approval.
Jason was always a musical guy, he had a passion and he wanted to experiment with how far he could go. Not thinking he would get the chance to make actual music. Making it into the music industry.
Your teenage years were similar to most as your body began changing, you experienced the normal cycle of emotions and everything else that follows.
However, Jason noticed there was something different about you lately. You weren’t just moody, you were secretive and it concerned Jason. The two of you were close, you shared almost everything.
‘He’s allowed to have some secrets’ Bruce commented, typing away on the bat computer, Jason nodding.
‘I know, but this is different B, he seems different’
‘Teenagers are different to toddlers’ Bruce finished as Jason agreed.
Thinking he would just have to try and talk to you, hoping you would open up.
‘I want us to chat bud, something is happening y/n. You seem different’ Jason admitted to you, you played with the food on your plate a little.
You sighed as Jason looked into your eyes, you knew you would have to open up eventually. You trust Jason with your life, you love him. You’re certain he loves you too.
A man doesn’t agree to drop everything to raise his baby brother, not without feeling love.
‘You can talk to me about anything y/n’ Jason said as he stroked your pinky with his finger a little.
‘You sure?’ You asked, hesitating as Jason nodded with a smile.
‘Of course, you can tell me anything’ Jason insisted, not breaking eye contact with you.
‘Jason, I’m gay’ you admitted, searching Jason’s face for a reaction.
He didn’t speak for a few seconds until he cleared his throat, his eyes burying into yours.
‘You sure?’ Jason asked for reassurance, you nodded as Jason rose to his feet.
‘Stand up’ he said, his face not giving anything away, you stood up as Jason took a step towards you.
Jason’s arms wrapped around you as he held you in a bear hug, your face resting on his shoulder, Jason gave you a small pat on the back. His big frame engulfed your small one, a time passing of the sibling love.
‘I love you no matter what’ Jason said in your ear as you nodded.
‘Love you too’ you smiled, the two of you pulled away from the hug.
A couple years had gone by since Jason began making a name in the streets of Gotham, and not just as a rap artist, but as the bad Red Hood.
Jason would never let you join his team as he wanted nothing more than to keep you safe. Jason would die before he let anything happen to you.
Jason stood on stage as he performed in his latest tour, you in the front row. Smiling bright as you watched your older brother proudly.
Jason came over and gave you a quick hug as he walked through the audience, the audience cheering loudly.
‘My little brother’s here’ Jason announced into mic, smiling as he pointed over at you.
Jason smiled proudly as he finally got you to agree to be in his music video, he had you just do poses for the camera, walking through the streets with his dog.
The track played in the background, Jason lip synced as you gave your all for the first time. Jason would’ve called you a pro, but he was biased.
You grew some popularity with appearing in Jason’s music video, Jason of course wanted you to do more with him.
‘So, this is where the magic happens. Nothing too big, we’ll just have you sit and fill in some of the backing vocals’ Jason said, handing you the headphones.
Jason was smiling as he watched you singing in the recording booth, doing some backing vocals.
‘You ever thought about doing a single?’ Jason asked you as he walked with you to get some lunch.
You laughed a little as you showed a shy side, Jason was serious and thought maybe you could do some singing in your own.
‘Oh you’re not joking?’ You replied, Jason chuckled.
It was a shy moment as you stepped out of your comfort zone. You sang a melody as Jason smiled proudly watching.
‘Shit, he’s good’ Jason mumbled to himself. You came out of the booth, a small smile on your face.
It had been a year and Jason was getting you in his record label, he wanted you to be a solo artist like him. He wanted you to do your own thing.
You found a new passion for this line of work, it was all you ever thought about.
It wasn’t long before you and Jason were on stage together, performing together.
Jason featured you in his videos more, you did the same for him.
Jason was up for a music award, you were cheering the loudest when Jason won his award, walking up the steps as he was handed the trophy.
‘This is amazing, thank you guys so much, really, thank you. I want to thank my baby brother y/n more as he is such a supportive person, the best person I know. Love you bro, thank you all’ Jason spoke into the mic.
The stages lights hit different tonight as Jason began his latest tour. He had this flood of memories, seeing how tiny you were to who you are now.
There was always this speculation, or stereotype that Jason is this hard guy. Tattoos everywhere, even a couple on his face, however, he really is just a big child. He loves so hard and is a different person when with you or others he’s close to.
Your biggest hero is Jason, along with him being your role model. The teenager who dropped everything to raise you, to a man who gave you his mantle.
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( æ ) 𝓑 asics .
?! . birth name : hwang yeona ( 황 연나 )
?! . english name : vivianna hwang
?! . surnames : yeo ( aespa ) , yoona ( pred-debut giselle ) , vivi ( brother ) , nana ( MY )
?! . birthdate : septembre 22, 2001
?! . birthplace : suyeong-gu , busan
?! . hometown : seoul , south korea
?! . age : 22 years old
?! . zodiac : virgo
?! . chinese zodiac : snake
?! . ethnicity : korean
?! . nationality : korean
?! . language : korean ( fluent ) , chinese ( fluent ) , japanese ( fluent ) , english ( learning )
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( æ ) 𝓟 hysical .
?! . height : 5'5" / 166 cm
?! . blood type : B -
?! . piercings : two ( left ear ) , three ( right ear )
?! . face claim : miyeon ( g-idle )
?! . voice claim : liz ( ive )
?! . dance claim : tzuyu ( twice )
?! . rap claim : kazuha ( lesserafim )
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( æ ) 𝓒 areer .
?! . stage name : yeona ( 연나 )
?! . trainee period : three years and four months
?! . company : SM entertainment
?! . group : aespa ( 2020 - now )
?! . position : main vocalist , lead dancer , sub rapper
?! . official symbol : spider web ( 🕸 )
?! . official animal : fox ( 🦊 )
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( æ ) 𝓟 ersonality .
?! . mbti : ESTP — T ( her previous results where : ENFP -> INFP )
?! . enneagram : 7w8
?! . positive traits : optimistic , extravert , generous , confident , compassionate , loyal , cheerful
?! . negative traits : picky , messy , moody , sarcastic , lazy , snobby , idealist
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( æ ) 𝓕 acts .
?! . she is a really good friend of Yeri ( Red Velvet ) , Lia ( Itzy ) and Dowoon ( Day6 ) .
?! . during her trainee years she was roommate with Kim Yooyeon .
?! . her most viewed fancam is the 2023.11.12, they were performing 'Drama' at the Inkigayo, she reached 562k in the first 24 hours .
?! . her actual bubble username is " 마이의 보호자🤍" wich translate to " MY's protector ", and her actual weverse username is "꽁꽁 얼어붙은 한강 위로 고양이가 ���어다닙니다 🐈" .
?! . she share her birthday with Nayeon ( Twice ) and Seungmin ( Stray Kids ) , but she was born on the same day as him .
?! . her main hobby is to take pictures of her members when they are sleeping .
?! . before performing, her habit is to do tongue twisters .
?! . she's really bad at video games but likes to watch people play .
?! . in 'Celebrity', we can see her thirty seconds where she plays a Japanese celebrity who came to take a picture with 'Seo A Ri'.
?! . she was a big fan of the girl group 'Kara' during her training period.
?! . her audition song was 'One in a Million' ( Twice ) .
?! . in 2022, she was in hiatus for 2 months because she had a nose job .
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THE CHARACTERS
A quick intro to the members of the DPA! (in our show)
Black Hole (voiced by Sohl501) - Black Hole is the main character of the show (adoptive father of Lightning) and the founder of Death PACT Again. He wants to make the company a bit more heard of and more popular. Black Hole is a calm, clairvoyant and omniscient wise individual that cares about the lives and safety of their fellow objects, but he wants Death PACT Again (his company) to become bigger but not for money just so more objects can start using them for life saving tips. But he does tend to be a bit stubborn at times which can end up making decisions that cause them to get in trouble a lot but he still does care about his company and his employees and just wants his company to succeed.
Liam/Lightning (voiced by Bapple) - Lightning is the 18 year old adoptive son of Black Hole. He is into playing video games (his favorites include Bullet Toes (a parody of Goldeneye and Call of Duty), Mothertruckers, Sunrise of the Unalived and Rapper’s Delight) which are games he streams on the internet. He is also into skateboarding and drawing and he’s a fan of hip-hop and rock and roll artists. He isn’t the brightest tool in the shed as he tends to be dimwitted (but not on Mark’s level of dimwit) more like he’s not bright, he tends to be a bit embarrassed by Black Hole (aka his dad) because well Black Hole is out of touch with his generation, but he still cares about his dad/boss and still wants to help him out. He is the in the middle of the spectrum of being an outsider extrovert and a chronically online femboy twink
Fanny (voiced by Big Ziti) - Fanny is the assistant manager/best friend of Black Hole. Contrasted to Black Hole’s chill and collected personality, Fanny is more of a temperamental and hot-headed individual. She tends to get angry at people for sometimes good reasons or sometimes bad reasons. She’s not like violently angry but more like strict angry (she still can hit people if angered). She can also be kinda grumpy at times, like demanding and sometimes moody. Fanny also is insecure about her lack of arms, since she feels like a freak because everyone else doesn’t have them. Fanny also has a nice side to her as she cares about Black Hole and wants to look out for him so he doesn’t get into trouble
Trevor/Tree (voiced by Tokei) - Trevor is the scientist and smart one of the group. Trevor is bisexual and he has a slight crush on Black Hole (ooOOOOoooh). Trevor is quite serious, uptight and deadpan. He plays the straight man into situations and the antics of certain characters. He also seems to be quite stingy at times and deeply cares about his items. He does seem to have more of a sillier and mischievous side.
Remote (we got the same voice actor from BFDI to reprise her role as Remote) - Remote is an invention of Trevor. She is presented as a transforming robot that can transform into an object or an animal. She has this eager, optimistic and outgoing perspective of life and wants to cherish it even if she’s a robot.
Mark/Marker (voiced by BendyFan Animations) - Mark is the intern of Death PACT Again. He doesn’t seem to really do much outside of just cleaning up the places or just learning about the field. He is the dimwitted, dumbass stoner type character as he tends to get high off of weed and tends to drink a lot of beer, so like he clearly has unhealthy habits. Due to him being high a lot, he seems to have quite an interest towards dirt, like he’ll talk about dirt and find ways to insert dirt into an conservation, to the point where his high ass eats the dirt (he also tends to eat other inedible/disgusting combos of foods but he mostly eats dirt because he likes dirt)
Priscilla/Pie (voiced by AzureBlue) - Priscilla is the secretary of Death PACT Again. She is the fashionista of the group. Priscilla is the rudest, snobbiest, bitchiest, judgemental, dickish, moody, snootiest and did we say bitchiest of the team. She only cares about her beauty and looks and hates doing the job.
Now i want you to be nice to them… cmon cmon! don't be shy
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Soooo glad we are out of January. Getting stuff done. Staying out of trouble. Causing chaos where needed. Sneak peek at the end.
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"It’s more than sales – it inspired an entire generation of young girls to know they had a place in heavy music." Inside Fallen: the album that turned Evanescence into instant 21st century metal superstars
No rock band had an explosive a rise in the 2000s as Evanescence. This is the story of their classic debut album
Evanescence’s Amy Lee was at one of the many awards ceremonies she attended back in the first half of the 2000s when she was approached by a fan. This wasn’t unusual in itself, except this fan happened to be rapper and mogul P. Diddy.
“He said, ‘I love your album, I listen to it when I work out’,” Amy tells Hammer today. “And I was like ‘Really? That’s awesome!’ That was surprising to me. You know who I am? That’s weird.” Weird is right. Just a couple of years earlier, Amy had been a shy, aspiring singer and songwriter who had played no more than a handful of times with the band she’d co-founded as 13-year-old almost a decade earlier. And now here she was, getting star-spotted by hip hop A-listers at swanky awards ceremonies.
“What do they call that thing? Imposter syndrome!” she recalls today. “I definitely felt like I’d snuck in the back door and somehow got to go to the Grammys. Like, ‘I’m not supposed to be here and people do not know who we are and this is a prank.’ I think part of that is just it all happening so fast and being so young.”
The reason for the attention was down to the blockbusting success of Evanescence’s debut album, Fallen. Originally released in March 2003, and about to be reissued as a deluxe 20th anniversary edition, Fallen appeared at the tail-end of the nu metal boom. It offered a gothier, more dramatic take on that sound, which bridged nu metal and both the rising symphonic metal and emo scenes. It would go on to sell more than 10 million copies in the US alone, turning Amy Lee into an icon and role model for a generation of young, female fans.
Amy describes the young, pre-Evanescence version of herself as “a little bit shy”. Earlier this year, she told Hammer’s sister magazine, Classic Rock, that the death of her younger sister, Bonnie, when Amy was six, was a catalyst for “this soul, spirit- searching, expression mode”, which would eventually manifest itself in music. She wrote her first song aged 12, and others quickly followed. “I wrote plenty of songs that were crap,” she says with a laugh. “You just haven’t heard them.”
Things became more serious when she met future Evanescence guitarist Ben Moody in 1994 at a Christian Youth Camp in Little Rock, Arkansas, where her family had moved to a few years earlier. She was 13 and Ben a year older, though the two decided they could make music together. Amy describes their initial endeavours as “more like an electronic duo, like Massive Attack” than an actual band, though some of their early songs would end up on Fallen, including Imaginary, Whisper and My Immortal.
The nascent Evanescence didn’t play a gig for nearly six years, partly because of their youth, and partly because they wanted to concentrate on honing the songs they were writing. “The live part for me at that time just wasn’t my focus,” she shrugs. “I wanted to make stuff.”
Their first release was a self-titled debut EP that came out in 1998 via local label Bigwig, followed by another EP, Sound Asleep, the following year (both featured songs that appeared on Fallen). They’d played a few a low-key acoustic shows in their early days, but their first proper, plugged-in show was at a bar named Vinos in Little Rock on January 2, 1999, less than a month after Amy turned 17.
“It was difficult to be on stage at first,” she says. “I had to really work at being a good performer. I remember the first time we played a gig and four people knew the chorus to one of our dumb little songs,” she adds, self-effacingly trailing off.
It was an early version of My Immortal that caught the attention of Diana Meltzer, head of A&R at Wind-up Records, in 2001. Amy had just enrolled in college to study music theory composition when she got the message that Wind-up were interested in Evanescence - essentially herself and Ben.
“I still wanted to make music, but I was going to study so that maybe one day I could work on film scores as a backup plan,” she says. “We got signed three months in. I had one semester of school. I literally went from graduating high school to moving to LA and making our album in a year and a half.”
Producer Dave Fortman can remember the first time he heard Amy Lee sing Bring Me To Life in the studio. The guitarist in 1990s rockers Ugly Kid Joe pivoted to production after the 1997 break-up of that band, working with the likes of Superjoint Ritual and Crowbar before signing on to produce the debut album by an unknown band from Arkansas called Evanescence. After listening to their demo, he jumped at the chance to work with them. And then came the moment when Amy began singing in the studio.
“Amy was in the booth and this voice just came out,” Dave tells Hammer. “My engineer, who has worked with some of the biggest names in music bar none, turned to me with his jaw on the floor and said, 'Goddamn! This girl can sing.’ You just forgot where you were, you weren’t working anymore, you were just in awe of her. They were the most talented people in their age I’d ever been in contact with.”
The Evanescence that recorded Fallen was Amy and Ben, plus keyboard player/string arranger/co-songwriter David Hodges (who joined the band in 1999) and an array of session musicians, including future Guns N’ Roses/Foo Fighters drummer Josh Freese. Dave Fortman estimates the album cost around $250,000 to make – a sizeable sum now, but relatively modest at a time when seven-figure budgets weren’t uncommon (Korn’s 2002 album Untouchables reportedly cost $4 million). Some of that budget went on the real-life orchestra that Amy insisted on using for many of the songs – a bold move for a new band, when an electronic recreation would have been cheaper.
“None of us were ever going to back down on that,” says Dave Fortman. “It had to be that way or it wasn’t going to work. We recorded the orchestra in Seattle where they have no union, so it was cheaper. If we’d have known it was going to smash in the way it did, hell yeah, we would have just recorded them in LA!”
Evanescence didn’t get everything their way. Bring Me To Life, which addressed Amy’s feelings of numbness while in an abusive relationship, was augmented by the inclusion of rapper Paul McCoy in an attempt to appeal to the nu metal market - a decision that went against the band’s wishes. “I was so scared in the beginning that we were going forward with something that wasn’t a perfectly honest picture of who we were,” Amy told Metal Hammer earlier this year. “But it didn’t last long. After a few songs, the mainstream was able to hear more than the one song and it was like, ‘OK, they at least sort of get what we are.’”
Advance expectations for Fallen were modest when it was released on March 4, 2003. “If it had gone gold [500,000 copies], we’d have A all been delighted with that,” says Dave Fortman. As it turned out, the album smashed it, selling more than 140,000 copies in its first week of release alone and reaching No.7 in the US Billboard charts. Bring Me To Life was a huge factor in that success. Like My Immortal, the song made its first appearance on the big- budget, Ben Affleck-starring Daredevil movie, which hit cinemas a few months before Fallen came out.
When it was released as a single in its own right, accompanied by an expensive-looking urban-gothic video that saw a nightdress- clad Amy somnambulantly climbing the side of a tower block, like a cross between a character from an Anne Rice novel and a comic book superhero, Wind-up reps had to beg radio stations to play it (“A chick with piano on a rock station?” was a common response). Those that did air it soon found their phone lines jammed with people who wanted to know what it was that they’d just heard. It entered the US Top 10 and did even better in the UK, where it reached No.1.
Bring Me To Life and subsequent singles Going Under and My Immortal put wind in Fallen’s sails. Those 140,000 sales shot upwards at a vertiginous rate: within a month, it had sold more than a million copies in the US alone. By the middle of 2004, it had reached seven million (in 2022, Fallen was awarded a diamond certificate for US sales of more than 10 million). The speed of the ascent left Amy Lee dazed. “There was just so much going on,” she says, exhaling. “I don’t know if I got to focus on it that hard at the time.”
The label wanted to get Evanescence out on the road to capitalise on that initial success. A touring band was assembled around Amy and Ben – guitarist John LeCompt, drummer Rocky Gray and bassist Will Boyd were recruited to back them. Their rise as a live band was equally dizzying. The day Fallen was released, Evanescence headlined the 200-capacity Engine Room in Houston, Texas. Three months later, they made their first UK appearance playing the Main Stage at the inaugural Download festival, sandwiched between Stone Sour and Mudvayne. Two weeks after that, they returned to the UK to headline a sold-out show at London’s prestigious Astoria.
Inevitably, given the scale and velocity of Evanescence’s success, it didn’t take long for the backlash to kick in. Amy was the focus of much of the criticism, with the barbs ranging from the petty (one magazine questioned her goth credentials) to the outright misogynistic (she was painted as a diva with absolutely nothing to back it up other than the fact she was a woman). Evanescence themselves were perceived by some of their detractors as nothing more than a cynical marketing experiment; the phrase “Linkin Park with a girl singer” appeared a depressing number of times back then, which diminished the decade or so Amy and Ben had invested in their band and music.
“I felt a lot like people wanted to see me fail, especially in the beginning,” Amy says. “I think it’s partially that they want to see if you’re the real thing, and when you shoot up so fast and you have a lot of success really quickly, I think there’s a little bit of a human nature thing that wants to poke a hole in that. I felt on the defence, I felt misunderstood – I’ve got a badass, bitchy look on my face on the album cover, so obviously I must be some kind of bitch.”
Amy was just 21 when Fallen was released, and the criticism took a toll on her. “It was hard as a young person to feel misunderstood,” she reflects today. Things became even more complicated when Ben left acrimoniously in October 2003, just six months after the release of Fallen, with creative differences cited at the time as the reason for the split (in 2010, he admitted to trying to force the singer out of the band they had founded together).
“I felt frustrated,” says Amy. “I wanted to hide a bit in that initial aftermath. People always wanted to attach me to drama, like Ben leaving the band. All of that was trying to be made to make me look bad, like it’s my fault or, ‘Well now it’s going to suck because she didn’t actually do any of the work, obviously all the men behind her did all the writing and the creation.’ It just made me angry a lot.”
The criticism and fractured personal relationships may have been difficult to deal with, but the impact Evanescence had was undeniable. Fallen landed at a transitional time for metal. By 2003, nu metal was on a downward trajectory creatively and commercially, with scene heavyweights Korn and Limp Bizkit both releasing dud albums in the shape of Take A Look In The Mirror and Results May Vary respectively. The New Wave Of American Heavy Metal was bubbling up, but it didn’t possess the same kind of mainstream crossover potential.
Fallen was different. Nu metal may have been in its DNA, but so was goth and electronic music. It was heavy enough for metal fans but it was also dramatic and heartfelt enough to draw in the emo crowd and pop fans alike. The soaring piano ballad My Immortal, with its narrative of a grieving relative haunted by the spirit of the family member they’re mourning, and Going Under, another song detailing the feelings of hopelessness that come from suffering in an abusive relationship, were unquestionably dark, but Evanescence wrapped them up in ear-worm hooks and gothic allure, while Amy’s presence imbued them with a distinctly feminine spirit that was a world away from nu metal’s over-testosteroned aggro.
The broad-church appeal of Fallen was reflected in the range of musicians who garlanded it with praise. Over the years, it’s been cited as an inspiration by everyone from Lzzy Hale and The Pretty Reckless’s Taylor Momsen to pop star Kelly Clarkson. Björk praised Evanescence and so, more surprisingly, did Lemmy, a man not known for his love of goth-tinged ballads.
“They’re fucking excellent,” said the late Motörhead frontman when asked for his view of the band. Even more significant – and noticeable – was the devotion Evanescence, and Amy in particular, almost instantly inspired among fans, especially female ones. The look she sported in music videos, magazine photo shoots and TV interviews – goth-style corsets, black and red eye make-up - was taken up by countless rock club kids up and down the country.
But arguably the most lasting impact Fallen has had is musical. It marked a changing of the guard: not just the end of nu metal, but the beginning of the rise of symphonic metal. Bands such as Nightwish and Within Temptation released albums before Fallen, making sizable waves in mainland Europe, but Evanescence put a distinctly American spin on it, turbocharging symphonic metal’s rise on the back of Fallen’s success. Even now, Amy’s too modest to acknowledge the influence that Fallen had.
“People are always asking me that question: ‘What is it about that album that resonated with people so much?’” she says. “I don’t know. Some of it’s just out of your control. At that age and that time in my life, I don’t think I would have given myself that credit.”
Dave Fortman is far more forthright on the subject. “Did I notice it?!” he says. “How could you not?! That’s what happens when you become, not just a big band, but an icon. She truly changed things. All those symphonic bands that came in their wake? They’re all Amy’s children.”
Fallen helped turn Evanescence into one of the biggest bands of the 21st century. They beat superstar rapper 50 Cent to the award for Best New Artist at the 2004 Grammy Awards (Bring Me To Life also took the trophy for Best Hard Rock Performance). To date, the record has sold more than 17 million copies worldwide – only Adele, Eminem, Norah Jones, Lady Gaga and Linkin Park released albums that have sold more during that time.
Dave calls Fallen “a life- changing album”. He explains: “It’s more than sales – it inspired an entire generation of young girls to know they had a place in heavy music. To show they didn’t have to ever compromise.” It’s a sentiment Amy shares as she looks back at the shy 21-year-old of 2003.
“It was crazy, it was awesome,” she says. “But there was a lot for me that was going on personally, turmoil and relationships within our band. It was just this wild time where so many things that felt huge were happening at the same time. Did it change the musical landscape? I don’t know. But it inspired somebody for something good, it made them walk back from the edge, feel their self-worth in some way. I think it’s truly a gift and a blessing in my life.”
Originally printed in Metal Hammer #381
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✬Evie's Idol Profile✬
✬Basics✬
Group: Stray Kids Stage Name: Evie English Name: Evelyn Kim Korean Name: Kim Nari (김나리) Nicknames: Eve, Lyn, Evie, Evs, Nani, Bear, Bug, Nini, Lovey, Vi and Ari Position: Dancer, Rapper, and Vocalist Birthday: July 6th, 1998 Zodiacs: Cancer/Tiger Birth Place: Sydney, Australia Ethnicity: Korean Nationality: Australian Languages:
English (native/fluent) Korean (fluent) Auslan (fluent) Auslan is Australian Sign Language Spanish (fluent) Japanese (learning/conversational)
Family: Grandma (Deceased), Grandfather (Deceased), Mother, Father, Older Brother, Younger Sister, a niece, and a nephew Instagram: skz.eve98
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✬Physical✬
Height: 152.4cm (5’0) Weight: 44.9kg (99 lbs) Blood Type: A Body Modifications: belly button piercing, triple helix (left ear), lobe and upper lobe (both ears) | two tattoos Face Claim: Soyeon (G)I-DLE Dance Model: 1M Dance Studio Yoojung Lee [x] [x] [x] Rap and Vocal Model: Dreamcatcher Dami [x] [x]
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✬Personality✬
MBTI: INTP Positive Traits: Caring, open minded, loving, logical, empathic, intuitive, protective, and ambitious Negative Traits: Extreme stubbornness, perfectionist, jealous, can be rather moody and impatient Strengths: Open mindedness, curious, creative, talented, and passionate Weaknesses: Impatient, perfectionist, disconnected often, standoffish, low self esteem and self worth, and overthinks everything 3 Words She Would Use to Describe Herself: Hard working, loving, and open minded 3 Words STAY Would Use to Describe Her: Brave, caring, and understanding 3 Words Stray Kids Would Use to Describe Her: Rebellious, kind, and crazy
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✬Statics✬
Visual: ★★★★★★★★☆☆ (8.5/10) Vocals: ★★★★★★☆☆☆☆ (5.5/10) Rap: ★★★★★★★★★☆ (9/10) Dance: ★★★★★★★★★★ (10/10) Choreographing: ★★★★★★★★★★ (10/10) Stage Presence: ★★★★★★★★★★ (10/10) Acting: ★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆ (4/10) Producing/Song Writing: ★★★★★★☆☆☆☆ (6/10) Public Speaking: ★★★★★★☆☆☆☆ (5.5/10) Other Variety: ★★★★★★★★☆☆ (8/10) Total: 76.5/100 Special Stat (Flexibility): ★★★★★★★★★★ (10/10) Special Stat (Video Gaming): ★★★★★★★★★★ (10/10)
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✬Career Information✬
Stage Name: Evie Agency(s): SM Entertainment (former trainee) JYP Entertainment (current) Training Period: 2010-2019 (almost 9 years) Group: Stray Kids Debut Date: 01-24-2019 Position(s): Dancer, Rapper, and Vocalist Individual Fandom: Lily Pads Representative Emoji/Animal: Koala 🐨 Unit: Dance Racha
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✬Romance, Simplified✬
Sexual Orientation: Pansexual
Ideal Type: “Someone understanding and someone I can connect with. Someone who will love and care for me, but also someone who will call me out on my bullshit. I think that would be my ideal type.” Commenter: What about gender? Do you have a preference? Evie: As long as they love me that’s all that matters no? Gender doesn’t stop love!
Relationship Status: Single
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✬Trivia✬
Evie has two dogs named Aurora and Luna and a macaw named Comet.
Evie's sister is named Chloe (2001) and a brother named Hudson (1996)
Evie was originally on the show with the other members of Stray Kids but she got eliminated very early on and didn’t get a second chance as JYP didn’t think she was ready enough at the time. Evie mentioned on vLive how that made her feel like she would never be good enough to debut.
She has a serious case of RBF.
She enjoys being alone after a long day.
She is a masters overwatch 2 support player, she is also in diamond as DPS, and plat as tank.
She really enjoys playing games competitively.
She is very close with her older brother and his kids and calls him everyday for at least an hour.
She can come off as cold and intimidating when you first meet but she's actually just a massive softy.
She is allergic to shellfish and also has seasonal allergies.
She likes to assign people in her life with colors.
She has a group of idol friends that she talks to regularly and she doesn’t like making new friends unless she is with the other members of SKZ.
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Hyunjae- The Boyz view of the members
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Juyeon
Positive traits: Passionate, driven, competitive, hypes the other members up, good stage presence, can hold eye contact well, stands out, glamorous style, loving and caring, says loving words, communicates well with Hyunjae, playboy, charmer
Negative traits: acts without thinking, too spontaneous, show off, boastful, cares too much about appearances, runs from his problems, ghosts people, has problems with commitment, self indulgent, worried about himself too much
Eric
Positive traits: Multi Tasker, he enjoys the same hobbies, active and energetic, open minded, always willing to try something new, touchy and physical, stops toxic patterns/habits, independent, not a jealous/insecure person in love, competitive, clever, works smarter not harder, quick and flexible
Negative traits: bad at taking care of himself, not clean, hides his pain, too prideful, doesn't ask for help when he needs it, doesn't take like seriously, parties too much, seeks girls attention too much, hides his feelings behind jokes/smiles, too happy go lucky
Kevin
Positive traits: Talented singer, sees him as a true artist in love with music/art, funny, loud and boisterous, small and unremarkable but knows how to get people's eyes on him, serious about his bedtime, takes care of himself, focuses on healing himself, loving with a kind heart, affectionate
Negative traits: has a temper, sharp tongue (curses others out when REALLY upset), moody, grumpy, aggressive, cold and mean, pushes others away, gives the cold shoulder to those he's upset with, explosive anger, delusional, pretends everything is fine
Jacob
Positive traits: Soft, feminine, not afraid to be vulnerable and sensitive, motherly, caring, patient, keeps his promises, good at dealing with heartbreak in healthy ways, not a stranger to loss, western mindset, open minded, liberal
Negative traits: Unintelligent, airhead (probably doesn't think Jacob is very educated), moody, mopes around a lot, doesn't have a lot of friends, no social life, overly competitive but pretends to not be, can play dirty, delusional, too lackadaisical, hasn't completely adapted into Korean culture
P.S. For the foreign members, I've been noticing the same card showing up that tells Hyunjae seeing foreign line as delusional, too whimsical and ungrounded , also thinks they find it hard to adapt to Korean culture. I do think he looks down on them for this but also pities them as well. Thinking they're this way due to their backgrounds so like they can't help but to be this way
Sunwoo
Positive traits: Talented rapper, charismatic, good speaker/communicator, makes impactful first impressions, good stage presence, nit afraid to show himself off and show his skills, great performer, adapts to different situations well, easy going, fun and approachable, (these two get along well), thinks Sunwoo was meant to be in his life
Negative traits: Aggressive, let's his anger boil too long until it explodes, moody, standoffish, too calculative and opportunistic, lazy, too competitive, sleeps too long, takes too long to get ready, wastes people's time, too sudden and spontaneous, acts before thinking
Haknyeon
Positive traits: All rounder, multi talented and good at multi tasking, energetic, optimistic, silly, obtuse(but Hyunjaes finds it to be cute), knows how to enjoy the moment, good at taking selfies, nostalgic, passionate, affectionate, loving and caring
Negative traits: bad temper, aggressive, scary when upset, sharp tongue, doesn't know how to let things go, takes things too far, lazy, bad with time and ends up wasting people's time, serial dater
Sangyeon
Positive traits: Cute, attractive, fun to tease and make fun of, oblivious to others, knows how to focus on a goal, artistic, good photographer, knows how to show his best self to the fans, knowledgeable
Negative traits: Boring, cold and unapproachable, too independent, too shy, hides his true talents, holds a lot of the others secrets, too up in his head, overthinks, too nostalgic
Q
Positive traits: Powerful, driven, aggressive, manly, good teacher, protective of his loved ones, proud of the group, has integrity, adventurous, unique and eccentric, open minded, Q is different from most other ppl, his excitement is contagious
Negative traits: too careful and calculative, not a risk taker, too shy, hides away a lot, doesn't show his full potential, slow to act, overthinks, pessimistic/cynical when it comes to love, his relationships don't flourish, doesn't enjoy dating, unhappy with his love life
Younghoon
Positive traits: Youthful, Doing better in acting (may be taking up more roles), beautiful voice, pretty aesthetic, boyish, takes care of himself, focused on himself, not afraid to cut off toxic relationships
Negative traits: bad temper, says hurtful things that he later regrets, dramatic, sensitive, inconsiderate, doesn't put himself in others shoes, not open to real/true love, playing with girls hearts, soaks up attention from girls, flirting but not taking anyone seriously
New
Positive traits: Protective and possessive if what's his, affectionate and caring, overcomes his insecurities, content within himself, focused on himself, knows his worth, dating, playing the romantic field
Negative traits: Sensitive, holds grudges, passive aggressive, doesn't outright say how someone upset him or hurt him, beats around the bush, indecisive, no clear goals/objectives outside of being in the group, doesn't save money consistently, obstacles really throw him off (finds it hard to overcome them), lives in the present too much a d doesn't worry enough about the future
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