#modded of course else it would suck the fun out for me

[rielzero]

Look at this elf

LOOK AT HIM

(I might've drawn in some eye sparkles in the last one-)

The character creator was a bit wonky due the lightning, but I pictured Sparrow to be somewhat more tan than he is in the game.

Hopefully Dragon age 2 doesn't have this problem, but it'll be a while before I finish Origins.

He has a sexie toyhouse profile now

A dalish elf, born and raised in his clan. Doesn't know a thing about his parents, only that he was never given a proper name by them. His name was essentially a nickname given to him, because he was resilient and capable of adapting to difficult situations.

Unknown to his clan, Sparrow deeply struggles with honesty and sharing his true feelings. He suppresses his emotions and focusses hard on coping strategies to look independent and tough. He's rarely seen crying.

When Duncan ultimately takes him away to become a grey warden, Sparrow struggles with the loss of Tamlen. Unable to express his romantic feelings for his best friend in time due his demise. The loss made him focus on helping others because he couldn't save Tamlen, even if he doesn't really care much for strangers most of the time. There's a drive to undo Tamlen's death somehow by preventing others from meeting a similar fate. Sparrow easily bonds with Alistair due his casual and joking attitude, feeling an immediate connection with him.

[amberlide]

Writer interview game

Since I've been tagged twice it's time to answer the questions ^^ Thank you so much to the lovely @thefeatherwrites and @cherryblossom0805 for the tag! (I'm honoured to be one of your favourite writers) <3

Here's my answers :)

When did you start writing?

I was 13 and I was already writing long original novels (bad ones, very bad ones). I only started writing fanfictions in English in 2023 to improve my writing and meet new people :)

Are there different themes or genres you enjoy reading than what you write?

Detective novels! I love a good mystery and a good puzzle to solve, but I can't write it. I tried for the HL mod, and it was fun! But too much of a headache XD

Is there a writer you want to emulate or get compared to often?

No, there is not. I don't like to compare myself or be compared. I would like to develop my own style independently ^^

Can you tell me a bit about your writing space?

A comfortable chair, a desk, my Mac (Goldie) and some snacks. Sometimes a bit of music. I love writing next to the windows and checking the time as it passes.

What's your most effective way to muster up a muse?

I don't have a muse. I have a mouse >.<" It runs everywhere, making an utter mess and summoning plot bunnies. I don't recommend it. My stories come as they please...

Are there any recurring themes in your writing? Do they surprise you?

Plants for sure, first love and teens. I love writing about first loves, the very first time when you realize you have feelings for someone else, love confessions and first kisses as well. All slow-burning of course! I've been writing for almost 20 years, no stop. What surprises me is how the same themes can be written in so many different scenarios, and I'm amazed at how unique each one turns out. I'm not bored yet ^^

What is your reason for writing?

It's an obsession I cannot control. Whenever I take a break, I get more ideas I have to write down :/ But in general, I love creating characters and putting them into situations, the feeling of unwinding a plot and seeing where it goes is the best ever. And of course I write to re-read my own work!

Is their any specific comment or type of comment you find particularly motivating?

I got a comment from someone telling me how much my writing was important to them. They read my work to find peace during stressful times. I break down crying every time I re-read it. The idea of helping someone forget their worries, even for a brief moment through my silly work, is the best compliment I could ever receive. I always try to write light and silly, fluffy stuff that lighten my mood :)

How do you want to be thought about by your readers?

That I'm the simplest and shyest person there is. Despite what I write and how I come out sometimes, I'm just someone who wants to connect and make friends. People who took the time to know me, are the most cherished ones :)

What do you feel is your greatest strength as a writer?

They say I'm good at creating tension and disrupting it with a joke or a funny moment. I write relatable characters, mostly OCs and they feel real and grounded, their feelings and fears feel compelling and relatable. I love when people say they can feel how much effort I put into writing them.

How do you feel about your own writing?

Let's be honest here, as ESL I cannot compare to first-language writers, I suck. I'm nowhere where I want to be. I started writing in English to improve because someone had the brilliant idea to destroy my work piece by piece. I'm still recovering, but I'll get where I want to be, eventually ;) I tag @snowivyimconfusi because I'm too curious ^^ (no pressure honey!)

[pinkomcranger]

I saw your post about Saga and I 100% agree. I love her character so much and was so happy they avoided stereotypes AND gave her agency. She wasn't there just to save Alan (the horrid magical black person troupe was avoided) she was there for people who meant something to her and they just so happen to work together by the end. Remedy truly wrote a fascinating character and got a great actress to portray her. I'm glad the hate died out from the reactionaries but the apathy from the fandom is just as bad sometimes. I love her personality and I honestly love AnderCase as a ship and incorporating Saga into ships (AndercasexWake is a thing for me lol). I also like them as friends, their dynamic is so damn good I want to see them in future games. However, I gave up writing Andercase because people just ignore it most of the time. The fandom in general kind of feels isolating if you don't like the standard ships/characters. It's discouraging and sad and makes it hard to want to post. I tried again and of course the fic did poorly so I don't bother, reminds me how little people want anything to do with Saga. Even general fics would be awesome if people are squicked by het or don't like Saga and Casey as a ship. The fan space for her and ships/dynamics with her is so small...Drawing her is scary too given someone was attacked over it, so that worries me too and I kind of backed away. There's barely anything of Saga in any fanworks and when women are involved they gravitate to Rose and in some cases Estevez (the Yakuza mod just broke my heart they did not think to add Saga before Rose who has less time and at a point people shipped Casey with Estevex BEFORE Saga like WHAT). I know that struggle you're feeling. Saga and anything with her is a footnote and I know it's not malicious but it sucks. Fandom favoritism does not help, even in the smallness of Saga fandom content only a handful are seen and the rest ignored. I've been there and seen it, it pushes newcomers away. I hope this gets better in the future but not holding my breath. Love Remedyverse/Remedy but the fandom space depresses me which sucks because everyone seems nice to me, just...sorry for the rambling. Just saw a post that resonated with my frustrations.

Do you know the thing that gets me the most about Saga? She was created by a white man. And he, along with the other writers, made SURE to avoid the stereotypes we usually get in black women protags, especially in video games. She has a power, yes, but she's not using it solely to save one person. She doesn't even know she HAS a power until halfway through the game!

She wants to save her daughter first and foremost and then Casey, she tells Alan this point-blank, save my daughter and Casey, non-negotiable, she's NOT helping him otherwise. And you can see that as selfish, but it's not, if it had JUST been herself thrown into the story? She would've been FINE with it, you see her getting more and more excited about the case. She's intrigued EVERY step of the way. It only becomes personal when Alan has the audacity to use Logan and Casey, that's her line in the sand.

Melanie puts so much into making Saga come alive, because as amazing as the writing is, she could've still fallen into the sassy black woman trope, and Melanie doesn't let that happen. I think the ONLY criticism you can give her is that her accent slips, but I really never noticed it. I agree that I'm glad the hate from the dumbass gamer bros, but like you said, the apathy can be just as bad, it's a choice to not say the quiet part outloud.

I genuinely wish they'd just say, she's a black woman, therefore, I'm not interested in her. I only care about the white men. At least be HONEST about it, instead of raving about how fun it was to play as Saga and she's so badass but not backing it up with actions.

I love Andercase with every fiber of my being. I loved them from their first scene, despite knowing she was married to somebody else. Casey is Saga's support, you see her loving to crack her puns to Casey, she even thinks of one and saves it to memory solely to tell it to Casey. Not Logan, not David, but Casey.

They mirror each other, again from their first scene, drinking coffee at the same time. A trait they keep, even as the horror story creeps closer. Casey wouldn't be even a little bit interesting to me if he wasn't paired with Saga. He's the moon and she's the sun.

I'm so sorry you were discouraged to write and post about Andercase, even just as besties. Because their dynamic IS gold, and it echoes even when they're separated. The second Kiran shows up and kicks Saga off the case, she gets over it, fine, she'll deal, but help her find her partner, damnit! I've enjoyed fics where they are just besties, the ones that ACTUALLY focus on them and, you know, doesn't make Saga the driving force for CaseyWake and nothing else.

I think that's one of the reasons it's hard for me to ship Saga and FBI Casey with anyone else, because they're each other's closest interactions for so much of the game. It's hard for me to ship Alan with them because I see him and Saga as the true platonic soulmates of the AW2 cast and Casey HATES Alan. All the way up the ending of the final draft. You can see it in his expression and body language, if he hadn't just been through the wringer and so happy to see Saga, he definitely would've punched Alan for all he shit he's put them through.

Writing a pairing you love, feeling so proud and happy about the work you've done, just to see it brushed aside is one of the most painful feelings as a creator. Fandom is supposed to be for EVERYONE, it's not supposed to be high school cliques that can't interact with each other. I don't ship Alan with Saga's Casey (it's just the only way I see him, heh), but I've seen some AMAZING fan art for them that's made me smile. But you rarely see Saga involved, which makes no sense in regards to her Casey. If it was fictional Casey, that would make sense, he doesn't exist outside of Alan's head, while Saga's Casey is a living, breathing person who spends most of his time with Saga or talking about her.

Yet she's relegated to the bro when her Casey and Alan only have her in common. I can't buy Casey being soft and domestic with Alan to save my life. I see it with Saga, I can see Saga being soft with Alan because she does show that side to him. That's who she is, if you've earned her trust and respect. You can tell Saga is always the "good cop" while Casey is the "bad cop." The only time you see him sympathetic towards Alan is when he first washes up to shore. He's mocking him but holding his tongue because Saga's not going to take that nonsense from him.

You only see Casey show the full force of his anger towards Alan when Saga isn't there to stop him. To say "Yes, THAT'S the actual love story here" is a...choice, one that actively ignores the on-screen narrative. Again, fictional Casey and Alan are a completely different topic and not something I care enough to write about.

NOBODY should be attacked for liking a pairing because what does that do? What does it accomplish except make yourself feel better and superior? Again, it's been a choice to ignore the two main women in the series, which are Alice and Saga. But I've seen quite a few fics where Alice gets to be paired with CaseyWake, while you'll be hard-pressed to find a fic where Saga gets to interact with them. That tells me something that makes me uncomfortable. And that's covert racism.

You can't even make the excuse that there's nothing left to learn about Saga, because that's simply untrue. We know the bare minimum about her family on the Anderson side, and absolutely nothing concerning her father (who is Warlin Door and I will die on that hill). We don't know much about her created family, certainly nothing about David, outside of the fact he likes Bright Springs, and boardgames and doesn't take his daughter to get checked out after she hits her head in the shower. The fact her entire identity ISN'T just Logan's mother and David's wife means so much to me.

You can't tell me it's because she's married either, because how can you say that in one breath and then ship Alan with anyone but Alice in the same breath? It genuinely leads me to think it's simply that she's a BLACK woman. And as you said, seeing people create ships for Rose and to pair Estevez with CASEY, when she's an out-and-out lesbian that Casey only meets near the end of the game speaks volumes.

I genuinely think if you swapped her race, she would be less ignored, and that's extremely fucked up. Saga was created with so much love, care, and respect. A black woman protag that we could get behind and feel represented by. A smart, strong, caring badass, who still retains her femininity, but who has an identity outside of "mother" even though saving her daughter is her driving force, it's not her only one. She cares about her newly found grandfather and great-uncle. She cares about Rose, despite the woman irritating her in the beginning. She worries for the residents of the nursing home. She has mixed feelings towards the CULT. And of course, her secondary concern is Casey. And once she sees how hard Alan is trying, she comes to care for him as well. Why else tell him he's a hero when she has every right to hate him more than anyone else in the game?

She cares about these people she's met, and she knows they deserve to be saved. And Alan is the first to admit he can't do ANY of it without Saga. If the main character of the series acknowledged Saga, why can't the fandom?

I truly hope that you can find the courage to try again with Andercase, or just Saga in general. Because I'm seeing that there are people that love her, and maybe they're not content creators but consumers, and that's now one of my motivations. To feed their hunger because they're part of the fandom too, and they shouldn't be ignored. I promise you, you'll have a fan in me. And sometimes, just one person knowing they love what you create and how they look forward to it is enough. I'm not interested in a popularity contest. You'll never see me in ship wars. I'm here for FBI Special Agent Saga Anderson. This is her story too, to make her the footnote in fanworks is terribly egregious and goes against the very thing Remedy wanted.

If you ever want to ramble, my inbox is always open. If you ever have ideas you want to see in regards to fanfic for Andercase or Saga, I'm right here. Thank you so much for giving me a chance to read about your feelings for Saga and her partner. It means the world to me.

[trickstertriangle]

Hi I'm autistic and ADHD and this is more of an ADHD problem but I figured might as well ask you anyway because why not

do you have any tips on forcing yourself to do something you want to do?

Like you really want to do something, it can be something fun or something educational or literally any other thing you want to do or need to do, and you just really want to do this thing, not just that other people want you to do it, but you personally want to do it, but you just can't– you just can't do it because you procrastinate, and then procrastinate procrastinating, like you think to yourself, I'm finally going to do this thing, and then you either do something else or you just stare at the wall for the next half hour all the while thinking to yourself:

" I'll do it, I'll just do the thing, it's probably really easy and simple and all I have to do is just get up and do it, I just have to start doing it, just start and then it will be easy!!"

and then you don't, you just continue doing whatever other thing you were doing or just sit there and sit there until someone calls you because it's time to go eat or to go for a walk and then you can actually do something it's just not the thing you wanted to do!!!! And I'll get to it eventually, I really will, I just haven't, but I will, really, I will, I will!!!

Or do you just not experience that? Again I'm pretty sure this is mostly an ADHD experience (and not all ADHD people experience it of course) but even if you don't experience it can you please try giving the advice anyway will it work who knows probably not but it's worth it to try :)

[I feel a little sorry for venting on your RP blog, but I figured this is a fun way to let out that frustration, by forcing fictional people to deal with it!! don't get stressed over this IRL, me being stressed over it is enough.]

OOC: Alright hey Mod here, and um...

Executive dysfunction. Not fun. I hate it. So I tend to rotate around and get fixated on different things i need to do. I SUCK at doing what I'm supposed to be doing. DREAD being on a schedule. and, uh...

Yeah, TT would experience that, but... idk I kind of procrastinated and idk what to say. uh... Ironic, really.

Honestly most of the day I just sit around and don't do much because the things I HAVE to do take most of my energy and it sucks and I hate it and I haven't actually figured out what works for me yet. so. Can't help you much I'm afraid. Sorry :(

... Perhaps there is advice out there for us both. TT would accept it for himself, but... i'd like it too. :) behind the scenes, of course. He doesn't know I exist. And he will never know.

-Mod

[kokorosfanfics]

(I hope this is good enough. ;w;) So basically this is a TeruTeru x fem!reader ask where Y/n would be the first victim & Nagito being the killer. Simple once the lights turn back on, y/n is missing. When Hajime exits the dining room, and finds Y/n stabbed & bleeding to death. Add some drama by having y/n basically saying her last words & giving TeruTeru a kiss before dying in his arms. (This was my first time requesting something, you can add more to this if you want. This kinda sucks. ;w;)

Here's your pint of angst. -Mod Kokoro

Teruteru x Fem!S/O Dying in his arms in the killing game.

It was supposed to just be a party. Just a fun get together to forget the killing game that was supposed to be going on. You were supposed to have a good time.

But that's not what went down.

Standing in the dining room, you were enjoying some of the food made by your beloved, Teruteru. You stood next to Nagito, and decided to strike up conversation. The whole time, you couldn't help but feel off. There was something wrong. The way he was acting, like he was anticipating something. He looked at you as if he was truly excited for something he had planned.

"So, how long have you and Teruteru known each other?" He asks.

"Oh, quite a while. He was my boyfriend since before we all got dragged to this island."

"I see. You two must be very close."

"Well duh, of course we are!" You chirped.

"Would you say you give each other hope?" Nagito began to look more excited. It almost felt.... Scary.

"Hope? Hmm, well I suppose so."

"Really? That's beautiful, you know. I'm sure Teruteru really cares about you. Like he'd do anything for you. From how spoke of you, I'd say you're the foundation of his hope. I'd say I'd like to keep that hope preserved, but I'm just so curious.... What would happen if his foundation for hope was gone?" Nagito tilted his head.

"Huh? W-What do you mean? I don't think I'm leaving anytime soon...." You started to feel uncomfortable.

"Oh, I'm sorry if you're uncomfortable. I didn't mean anything bad, I promise."

"How about we just talk about something else?" You suggested.

Nagito's grin began to widen. His hands began to twitch in anticipation. He began to move closer to you. Close enough he was almost touching you. He simply gave you a sweet smile and a laugh. It was starting to feel almost creepy. But you brushed it off, I mean, maybe he's being friendly? Oh how wrong you were.

The lights went out. Panic began to erupt as everyone began to shout out in confusion, trying to make sense of the situation. Before you could even register what happened, you felt a hand grab you tightly by the wrist. So tight, you were going to lose circulation. You were forcefully pulled along to one direction.

"H-HEY! L-LET GO OF ME!!!!!!" You cried out.

You could briefly make out the sight of what looked like glowing paint.... Attached to a knife. The adrenaline kicked in, you tried to pull back, to hit, kick, and scream. But with no light, your classmates couldn't save you.

"HEY? IS SOMEONE BEING MURDERED?!" You heard Akane yell.

"WAAAAAAH! I KNEW WE WERE GONNA DIIIIIEEE!" You heard Mikan wail.

"IT SOUNDS LIKE S/O IS IN BIG TROUBLE!" Ibuki stated the obvious.

Teruteru could hear the commotion. He didn't want to believe it was your voice yelling out for help, but hearing Ibuki announce you were in trouble, he quickly started turning on his portable stove, hoping he could get to you on time.

Unfortunately for you, it doesn't matter your strength. Nagito was just too lucky. You yourself being yanked so hard you fell on the floor. His grip on your wrist seemed to tighten as he began to drag you. It seems he was hiding the knife with glowing paint so no one could follow you out.

You heard the loud slam of the doors. You were outside the dining room now. All you could hear was the muffled commotion from the dining room. But then, you felt Nagito's breathing against your ear.

"I hope you'll forgive me S/O. But you'll understand, this is for hope." He whispered softly.

You opened your mouth to respond, but before anything could come out, you felt it.

A sharp and swift stab right through your stomach. And another. Another after that. Again. After what felt like a million more stabs in the torso, Nagito laid you down gently on the floor in front of the doors.

"S/O?" He whispered.

You were still alive. But you wouldn't let him know that. Maybe, just maybe, the lights will come on, Nekomaru would beat him up, and Mikan could treat your wounds. The ultimate nurse could save you, right? And then there was Teruteru. You couldn't leave your boyfriend. Even if there was no hope for survival, you wanted to make sure Nagito would not get away with this.

After holding your breath long enough, you heard him walk away from you, fully confident you were dead.

The lights came back on.

You felt dizzy. You were in so much pain. All you could do was hope you would found in time.

Hope.

Such a beautiful word, with ugly actions committed in it's name. You knew that if you died here, you'd die despising that word. You hated it. You didn't hate the concept of hope, but you hated the word. After all, isn't it natural to hate what killed you?

Back in the dining room, everyone was scrambling. People fell on top of each other, all desperate to locate you.

"Okay, guys, let's check the whole building, the doors opened and closed, so she's probably not in here anymore." Mahiru stated.

"S/O????? W-WHERE ARE YOU?" Teruteru cried out, fear felt in his whole body.

He had no response. You didn't have the strength to yell. You felt your eyes begin to close.

"S-S/O?" You opened your eyes. You saw Hajime standing above you, horrified.

"H-HANG ON! Don't close your eyes. We're gonna save you. MIKAN! SHE'S JUST OUTSIDE THE ROOM! WE NEED MIKAN HERE ASAP! AND WHERE'S TERUTERU?" He shouted out.

Teruteru ran to where Hajime was yelling, and Akane came running while carrying Mikan.

Teruteru's eyes widened in horror.

"S-S/O? PLEASE BE ALIVE I COULD NEVA NEVA NEVA LIVE WI'OUT YA'!" He yelled, he pleaded, he begged and cried. He knelt down to hold you in his arms.

"M-MIKAN! P-PLEASE YA GOTTA SAVE HER! DON' LE' HER DIE I BEG O' YOU!" His accent came out as he bawled uncontrollably.

"I-I'm sorry! Um, bandages! W-Where's the bandages? I-I need medical supplies."

"One of these islands has a hospital. I'm runnin' to get them!" Akane bolted off, Nekomaru following close behind.

"H-Hang on sweetheart. They're gonna save you. It's gonna be alrigh' love. H-HEY! D-DON' CLOSE YOUR EYES!" Teruteru sobbed out.

"Teru....." You reached a hand up to his face to cup his cheek.

"W-What is it suga' dumplin?"

"I.... love you." You choked out. You began to tear up, you knew it was too late. You had a minuet at best.

"I love you too darlin'. Don't worry, when you're all patched up we can just cuddle up and stay inside. I'll neva leave you alone again." You knew he wouldn't accept it. He was going to deny it, deny it until you were officially pronounced dead. Then you remembered.

"Teru."

"Y-Yes?"

"Nagito."

"What about him?"

"Stabbed me."

"You mean NAGITO was the one to do this?" He gasped out. Obviously, he knew someone did this. But the charismatic and relaxed Nagito?

"He did this. On purpose. Don't let him fool you. I love you. I love you so much." You used what little strength you had, and reached up to give him one last kiss.

"D-Darlin'? H-Hey! I said don't close your eyes! Darlin'? S/O? WAKE UP! PLEASE!"

Panicking, he checked your pulse. He didn't even acknowledge Akane and Nekomaru coming through the door.

"Teruteru. I'm sorry. She's gone." Hajime placed a hand on his shoulder. All of the sudden, Teruteru let out the most bloodcurdling scream imaginable.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"

The class trial came. It lasted all of five minutes. The conversation after the voting was longer than the actual trial.

"You. You FUCKIN BASTARD IMMA KILL YA!" Teruteru lunged. Wrath, grief, hatred. All he could feel. All that was visible on his face.

Akane and Nekomaru restrained him.

"LEMME AT HIM LEMME AT HIM!"

"HEY, RELAX! HE'S ABOU TO DIE ANYWAY!" Nekomaru shouted.

"RELAX? HE KILLED S/O! I LOVED HER! WE COULD'VE HAD A FUTURE TOGETHER! BUT HE MESSED IT UP, HE KILLED THE WOMAN I LOVED MORE THAN ANYTHING! YOU WANNA FUCKIN TELL ME TO RELAX? HOW FUCKIN DARE YOU YOU STUPID PIECE O' SHIT!" Teruteru cursed, yelled, cried, he felt like he was going to have a heart attack.

"Oh, Teruteru..... Feel better! S/O was such a ray of hope when she was alive. Let her death be a monument of hope! Don't let all of that hope die with her. Otherwise, her death will be meaningless.

"MEANINGLESS?! YOU DID NOT JUST CALL HER MEANINGLESS! GRRRRRAAAAAAAGHHHHH!"

Finally, Chiaki slapped him. Slapped Nagito so hard he stumbled back.

"Alright, alright. Let's give it everything we've got. IIIIIIIIT'S PUNISHMENT TIME!" Monokuma announced, gleefully.

And so he was executed. Teruteru watched the entire thing, never blinking even once. He reveled in Nagito dying in such a graphic manner.

Afterwards, he simply broke down. He poured out his tears, sobbing and bawling.

After the trial, Teruteru was a complete shut in. He refused to spend much time with anyone. All he felt like doing was moping and crying, he knew a depression unlike any other. Hajime would visit him, he'd try to comfort him, but it didn't change much.

But when it became revealed to be a simulation, and that no one was actually dead, just comatose, for the first time in what felt like a million years, Teruteru felt hope. He smiled, a genuine, hopeful and bright smile. As he and the remaining survivors slowly began to wake up, a single tear rolled down.

"I'll see you soon, S/O."

[total-drama-takes]

i wrote a tti fic

1.2k shalovin in the woods. set during episode 8

The whole paintball gun thing is cool in theory, but less so in execution. The actual shooting part is great fun, but the rest of the time it’s just lugging around heavy guns in a seemingly endless forest with nobody in sight.

It’s a good job that McLovin and Sha-Mod have their best buddies with them- each other. Carrying a heavy gun through the spooky woods with nobody to talk to? Now, THAT would suck major ass.

Speaking of ass. Or, rather, Ass.

“I just can’t get them out of my head,” McLovin laments, shifting the weight of the paintball gun from one arm to the other.

“Which one?”

“Ass. Courtney. Both.” McLovin shakes his head, as if doing so would sort out his thoughts. “I like them both, but in different ways. And that wouldn’t be so much of a problem if they got along, but they don’t.”

Sha-Mod absent-mindedly kicks a particularly large rock as he passes it. He can only see the big ones through the microscopic holes in the Lightning face. “Yeah,” he says.

He would say more on the subject if it weren’t for the fact that there’s nothing else to say. Over the past hour without encountering anyone, they’ve cycled back around to this topic at least four times already. He cares about McLovin so he’ll listen to what he has to say, but, secretly, he wishes they’d talk about something else.

Oblivious, McLovin continues. “I really like Ass’s whole ‘I don’t care’ vibe. It makes me want to make them care.” He catches sight of a squirrel and lines his gun up as if to shoot it. It scarpers away. “And I think I /do/ make them care. About me. And that’s, like, crazy, man, because I’m just some guy.”

“Don’t sell yourself short,” Sha-Mod says, as an excuse to not talk about Ass. He has nothing nice to say. “You’re a sha-cool guy.”

McLovin shrugs. “I guess I am pretty cool.” His eyes light up. “You know who’s /really/ cool, though?”

It’s lucky for him that he can’t see Sha-Mod’s apathetic expression. “Sha-who?” He asks flatly.

“Courtney! They have such a great sense of style, and that’s not something that I usually notice but every time they walk past me I keep staring at their hair. And their piercings- man, they have so many! All over their face! That’s so hardcore!”

Sha-Mod scoffs. “It’s not /that/ hardcore,” he says, putting down the paintball gun with surprising care. “Can we stop for a second? My back’s sha-killing.”

“Sure,” McLovin says, putting his own down and sitting on a stump. He sits and thinks for a second. “It totally is hardcore, though. I bet it hurts so much.”

“They only hurt for a sha-second,” Sha-Mod says dismissively, sitting with him. The stump is big enough for it to be no homo.

McLovin looks bamboozled. “How do you know about piercings?”

“I got a bunch.”

“Wha- really?”

“Yeah,” Sha-Mod says distractedly, messing with the settings on his paintball gun. He thinks he’s broken it. Ah, shit, it’s totally broke- oh, nevermind. It’s fine. He looks up. “Couple ear ones, a lip, a nose and an eyebrow. Didn’t really sha-hurt.”

McLovin stares at him in silence.

“Why are you so surprised? I could look like anything under this.”

McLovin opens and closes his mouth a few times before he can gather his words. “I just… I thought you just looked like a regular guy, I guess.”

“I /do/ look like a regular guy. Just a sha-handsome one,” he flexes. It’s unimpressive.

McLovin looks at Sha-Mod for another few moments. Or, rather, he looks at the crinkled picture of Lightning over his face.

He can’t deny that he’s been curious. Of course he has. Everyone will be curious about what Sha-Mod really looks like, whether they’ve voiced it or not. And he’s always respected Sha-Mod’s privacy unquestionably, but now… He kind of…

“Can I see?” McLovin blurts out, before he can stop himself.

Sha-Mod freezes, and for an awful second McLovin thinks he’s offended. But then he relaxes. “Don’t even sha-think about it,” he says, laughing slightly as he shoves McLovin on the shoulder.

“I am thinking about it, though.”

Sha-Mod pauses for a moment, almost as if he’s considering it, before shaking his head. “I like that nobody knows what I sha-look like. But even if that wasn’t the case, I’d still hide my face because that makes me interesting. It’s pretty much all I’ve sha-got.”

“That’s not true,” McLovin says immediately.

“It totally is.”

“It totally isn’t!”

“Oh, yeah,” Sha-Mod says, standing up suddenly. “What do I have going for me in this game, huh? What makes me stand out from everyone else? Frollo is sha-homophobic and Staci is a sha-kinnie and Kelly is a sha-milf, but what do I have?” He waits for an answer. “Nothing. Except this,” he brings his hand up to the sheet of paper. “Him. Lightning. He’s all I am!”

McLovin takes a sharp inhale. “Bro, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to-”

Any tension immediately evaporates from Sha-Mod. He flicks his hand out dismissively. “Nah, don’t worry ‘bout it. I was just being sha-dramatic.”

“Okay,” McLovin says slowly. “But… Still, man, you can talk to me if you need to. I’ve been going on about my problems all day. You can get a turn too, you know?”

“I know,” Sha-Mod says. He lowers himself back down onto the tree stump.

McLovin puts his hand on his shoulder. “I’m serious, bud. I might be in some weird kinda love triangle right now, but you’re my best friend on this island.”

Sha-Mod puts his face (and Lightning’s face) in his hands. He doesn’t say anything for a while. McLovin rubs him lightly on the back. “You’re my best friend, too.”

After letting the moment pass, McLovin decides to take his chances. “So… Now that we’ve established that we’re totally besties… Can I have a cheeky peek? Just for a second. Pleeease.”

Under the mask, Sha-Mod rolls his eyes. But he’s smiling, too.

“I won’t tell anyone, promise! I just wanna see what my best friend looks like.” McLovin rests his head on Sha-Mod’s shoulder, gazing imploringly up at the crumpled Lightning face.

“Ah, get off me,” Sha-Mod laughs, shaking his head. “Okay, okay, fine.”

McLovin jumps up, squealing with excitement in a way that he would /never/ do in front of Ass or Courtney or anyone else, for that matter. “Really?!”

“As long as there’s no cameras around. I don’t want this sha-broadcasted. Can you see any?” Sha-Mod looks around himself, but it’s pretty useless.

“There aren’t! I checked before I asked!”

“Oh. That’s really sha-considerate.”

McLovin elbows Sha-Mod playfully. It’s a bit harder than he meant to because he’s so excited, but Sha-Mod doesn’t seem to mind. “I know it means a lot to you.”

“Okay,” Sha-Mod says, clutching the bottom of the paper. “I gotta just- ah. It’s sha-difficult. I haven’t taken this off of my face in so long.” He laughs awkwardly. “I think I sha-can’t do it. Can you… Turn around?”

“I could,” McLovin says. “Or I could take it off for you.”

Secretly, Sha-Mod’s breath catches in his throat. While, in the literal sense, it’s just moving a piece of paper, what it means- what it represents- is so… Intimate. He’s kissed girls before, obviously. Like, at least two or three or two. But nothing has felt like baring his whole self to someone like this. It’s only his damn face. It shouldn’t be such a big deal. He laughs nervously. “Uh…”

“Come on,” McLovin says, walking up until they’re nearly face to face. “Hands away, bud.”

Sha-Mod drops his hands.

McLovin carefully takes a corner between his fingers. “Ready?”

Sha-Mod inhales deeply. Exhales. Brings his eyes up to where, in just a second, he will meet McLovin’s. “Ready.”

[fictionkinfessions]

Hey, it's that anon from earlier complaining about the tagging mistakes... I just wanted to apologize for blowing up at you like I did.

I really wasn't thinking about what I was saying, and I've just been going through it recently, so pretty much anything was about to set me off. I know that's no excuse to take it out on you, and I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt anyone. In my head at the time, I was giving valid criticism, but I see that I made a big mistake going about that the way I did. I was a complete and total asshole. I understand that you're only one person running this blog, so of course you won't be able to catch every mistake, and I'm ashamed of my ignorance and the way I acted.

Everyone else, please stop dogpiling me over this. I learned my lesson, I apologized, it's done, it's over with. I get it, I made a huge mistake. It wouldn't be the first time.

Either way, I hope you can forgive me. I'm a little embarrassed that not only did I have the audacity to say all of that stuff, but that it's now just on the internet for the world to see. Not that it's anyone's fault but mine. Thank you for your time, and I'm sorry once again. /gen

I don't know if you'll even see this but I'll try posting it anyways. Sorry it took so long, I wanted to think about what to say since I'd only get one chance.

This accidentally got long so there's a summary at the bottom. I know huge blocks of text can be difficult to parse. And a read more. Tada!

I accept your apology and understand you really did mean well. I know I fuck up tags fairly often and there are ways to mitigate that on my part. Like you suggested, double checking with a search is not impossible of me. Like I mentioned in a reblog of that post, I will make an effort in the future to search names and try to get it right the first time around. You were right to have sent that message. If you noticed and got irritated, I'm sure others have as well. I'm glad you went through the effort of sending a message about it. The point of tags is to ensure people can find their confessions. They can't do that if it's in the wrong place. I would disagree a bit, regarding memorizing sources and names. Yes I can recognize most names and sources, both stated and through confession context. I have done this long enough that it's usually accurate. But there are countless sources, names, and AU / fan created sources. I don't believe it's possible to memorize all of them. I think your suggestion of double checking with a search is reasonable and I will do so in the future. You seem very kind and compassionate, and I think you could understand where I'm coming from, regarding this.

[side note. You're not wrong about memorizing custom tags. I did have a little text document with custom tags and pre-typed names and sources. But at some point I stopped adding to it when it got overwhelmingly long and out of date when people stopped using their custom tags. Johnny Americanidiot, where you go? It also had reminders for what sources needed blacklist tagss. That didn't help the huge swathes of text that my eyes kept skipping over.... Anyways]

I am sorry you got dogpiled. I can understand where they are coming from, and I think they meant well too. I am glad to see people defending me. But I think at some point it went from blunt correction to outright bullying. Considering we get shit on by everyone who thinks kin people eat real gemstones because they're dragonkin, it really sucks to do that to each other. I hope we can all keep that in mind, going forward from here.

I will admit, and I don't mean this in a guilt trip way, that yeah that message did make me step back for a few days. I was more hurt over the tone than the correction. It made me wonder if doing this for so long made people take this blog for granted. You know what I mean? I've been here since 2016, on the first fictionkinfessions blog. Hell, I was a mod on the first @/kinfessions blog for a short while. I do this for fun, as far as typing tags and posting things others sent in can be considered fun. I always thought that if it was more trouble than it's worth, I'd just quit. Someone else can handle it until they felt it was time to pass it on. I don't think I've reached that point yet. I still like reading what people have to say and seeing people reach out, make connections through ask responses or reblogs or replies. It's endearing that they have a chance to do so.

[Not to get philosophical, but has anyone considered how lucky we are to exist simultaneously in this time and place? We get to live together and connect to each other, millions of miles apart. I think that's neat. Otherwise we'd all be that one Oddball in the Village who says they were once King Arthur /joking]

Anyways. I'm ok now. There was hurt and now it's gone. We're ok.

I promise I do take it seriously and make the effort. If I tag incorrectly or fail to tag a content warning, it's never on purpose. [excluding, you know, silly tags like 'ohio cw' or 'capitalism cw'. I think that's clearly intended as humorous and not sincere trigger warnings.]

The confessions are tagged, I don't delete confessions I personally don't like, the queue is always running, the followers list cleaned of spam bots, the activity page monitored for the very rare peer abuse [bullying], ask responses and such non-confessions usually get queued up asap, etc. Sometimes I think other people might be better suited for this just because they may not had adhd rearing its head. [Also not a guilt trip, I don't talk about my medical history much and I don't expect anyone to remember this tidbit. Also not an excuse, just a explanation as to why my memory does not work sometimes. Zest la vee.]

I don't know how to end this. Here is the summary.

In Summary

I accept your apology. Thank you for coming back and talking this out. I am sorry you were dogpiled and don't entirely agree with the amount of negative attention. I think it went past a reasonable limit of common courtesy at some point. I understand where you were coming from and I agree with what you said. I was hurt by your tone but I'm not any more. I will make the effort to double check names and sources. I hope whatever you were / are going through passes quickly. We'll be ok one day! I must believe!

Connie / mod party cat!

[druid-delaluna]

may i ask what happens between you, the fandom, and the crew if you're comfortable recounting? im thinking about getting back into eddsworld after a rocky start in the fandom, but if stuff is worse then..

I want to say firstly if you want to join the fandom don't let my views or story sway you in any way. It's all under the cut please don't go harassing people on my behalf or because you feel you're doing anything good.

A lot of people were victims, including myself of the crew (and by crew I mean those active in the Eddsworld discord before the Patreon change) aggressive and just mean behavior and actions. I'm talking a lot of mad shit spoken, arguments, fights, petty ass drama, and in my case. A lie created by Oblivion/Neep/Prince Jayden to have me kicked from the server. (from what I understand Collin/Jon and a few other crew members were involved as well)That I leaked the Patreon when I never had paid for it. I never had access to it. Either they knew this and didn't care or Bing forgot to mention old mods didn't have to pay for it. I really don't care who did it as most of them dislike me. They didn't like that I was quite blunt with my disapproval and had harsh opinions on their behavior and what was going on with the show. So since they couldn't actually just outright kick me, they figure getting me with this lie was good enough. Bing coming to apologize wasn't because he actually cared, it was more or less damage control pushed by another person, who I got all this information from. Then, you add in all the past grooming and SA crap that happened last summer. On top of these same people going to harass server members and their ex-friends. It is toxic, it is shameful. You think people who have done such bad things would wake up to the fact maybe you're the bad guy in this. You are doing terrible things for what? Your name on a show riddle with issues? Don't you have anything else going for you? I realize I'm tired, I got burnt out fighting and fighting for what I thought was the right thing but man I'm getting old myself I got a lot of opportunities elsewhere.

Regarding fandom, those very same people are now working on the show (SKL was involved too) so it's like I don't want to see them of course. So better I leave, block it all, and try to find some calm back in my fandom/internet life. As well as my own friends being targeted by them or by others over very petty nonsense. I feel bad that perhaps Jayden and the rest are targeting my friends cause of me, maybe they're trying to get at me. So leaving might make it easier on them. I'm not sure. There have been some awful harassment and bullying issues. The fact fandom rightfully opens the discussion of using fascism tropes with the red army but then ignores the rampant racism going on. Also since so many of the older fans are leaving, the younger ones are starting to repeat the same harmful discussions of irl vs show and using that dead man name to push their views.

(Take this next part with a hard grain of salt) Down to the fact that we might not know 100% what happen between Edd Gould and Cal from the google docs. But when I asked Matt about it he couldn't seem to tell us that Cal was an adult at the time of their relationship. I know England laws are different than the states but if you can't just say your friend was dating an adult and kinda avoiding the discussion something very weird going on.

Now if you wanna come back, just stick in your own lane, make your little friend groups, and just have fun is my best advice. Avoid these users as they are very twoface like the rest of the crew. During my time as curator and I got to see those masks drop when they realize you didn't suck up to them. It wasn't just me they acted like this with and I feel so bad for others they hurt to get the positions they have today. It wasn't fair and I understand why removing the one person who stood up to it all was in their mindset as they continue to harm others. I tried to give them the benefit of the doubt that maybe it was just all in my head but after finding out from one of them what really happen, it fucking disgusting why they did this. Hope this help explain why I left the fandom and why I dislike the crew so much.

UPDATE: 5/1/2023 As of today Oblivion and Neepin have reached out to apologize for their involvement and behavior towards me and others. I appreciate this and I'm glad they are coming to see what they did was very wrong.

[mathcat7]

Morgana’s 2022 Year in Review

So, another year comes to a close. Lots of interesting developments, as always, and I like looking back and seeing what's changed and what I've succeeded with, and what I want to do over the next year.

The Successes

So for starters, I think the biggest boon has been me getting to spend shy of a month with my girlfriend over the course of the year. I love her so much, and I'm so glad we got to spend so much time together, and that we reached our first anniversary together.

Secondly, I closed the year off getting promoted to a full time position, a big step towards achieving self-sufficiency down the line. This was a big goal of mine for this year, and I'm very glad I was both able to achieve it, and that I've been able to use that for pushing forwards other things I enjoy.

The Surprises

This summer kicked off an FGC arc for me, where I used P4U2's rollback announcement and implementation to finally learn how to play fighting games. I didn't become impressive, by any means, but I had a lot of fun, and I was honestly satisfied with how quickly I was able to catch on. As a bonus, this also resurged my interest in making and editing videos, which eventually culminated in my clip compilation, A Very S'okay Persona.

Unfortunately, this was cut short by my going full-time, but I still cherish what I learned and how it's shaped my creative process going forward.

I commissioned quite a bunch of art pieces this year. Most of them were Fire Emblem fanart, especially for beloved best girl Mozu, but I also some original pieces for my recently designed online persona. Writing design docs for sending to commission artists was a nice process for clearing the rust from some of my writing skills, especially where descriptions are concerned.

My transition is still going smoothly. Medicine-wise I switched to needle monotherapy earlier this year and it's been generally better for me, at least from my perspective. (A lot less awkward planning to take pills around mealtime, a lot less in the way of unwanted side effects.) I got really into my voice training, to the point where I was consistently passing over phone calls!

I’ve been bouncing around a few of the modding sub-communities and ended up becoming a server blorbo. Okay I jest, but in all seriousness I’m glad I’ve been able to make some new friends online without it being predicated upon someone else’s preexisting dynamics. I’m glad to not be a friend of a friend this time! (Now if only that could extend to irl)

Of course, it's not all sunny. I've still been struggling with the transition not being properly acknowledged by the family, with those feelings being further exacerbated by attempts of doing an official coming out seemingly falling on deaf ears. I still have hangups about this iust becoming my cross to bear, but it's clear that there isn't much else I can do/say at this point. It sucks, but it's whatever, and at least now I can put my energy elsewhere.

The Plans

As for my goals for 2023, I'm still sticking to not making full on resolutions and instead keeping on general directions I want to work towards, as such:

- I wanna continue making videos. Maybe not FGC related, but I do wanna pivot my focus back to FE. I like Excelblem's format of video style, but I'm not someone with challenge run smarts. I think I'd rather do summations that would appeal more to casual players, and talk about the little parts of the games that I love. I'm hoping that Engage's release in 3 weeks is a good catalyst for this idea, although I'll have an uphill battle with my job.

- I want to devote more time to writing Royals of the Tempest. My writer's block has finally broken again, and I want to use the time I'm not actively working (or making videos) towards trying to get as much done with RotT as possible. There's a lot to get done, so I'm unsure if a manuscript would be ready in one year, but I'm hopeful about having most of it done down the line.

- I don't think moving out is something that'll happen soon, especially since I'm waiting on my girlfriend to finish up college, so my hope is to keep building up my nest egg so when that time comes, we can be prepared. I know I'm not in the best living space mentally speaking, but I think I can bide my time until then.

- Of course, I will make an exception towards commissions. I love commissioning art, and I do want to keep that up. I'm hoping to get to do some bigger ideas this time around, especially now that I have better integrated myself with some artist schedules.

- And lastly, I want to be bolder about myself. I've joked with some of my friends about the start of the slut arc, and while I'm not so inclined to cross the en-ess-eff-double-u line just yet, I am feeling more and more confident that I could try doing saucier stuff, or at the very least stop tip-toeing around stuff I've been holding back on. What that looks like remains to be seen, but I will let my friends now when and if that happens.

So, that’s all I had to ponder on. Hope you all have a wonderful 2023 and I hope to see you all again.

(Enjoy this pic of me trying to clear out the twists in my hair lmaoooooo)

[shoutogepi]

Pink Handcuffs

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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 : 𝐓𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐢 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐨 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 : 6.7k

[ ✘ (𝐧𝐬𝐟𝐰!), ☀︎ ]  smut

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 : switch!shouto, power play, bondage (cuffs), temperature play + food play, teasing, 69, begging, praise, baby/master dynamics, squirting, and a little aftercare <3

𝐛𝐢𝐨 : The only time you can tame your pro hero boyfriend is when he’s bound beneath you in pink, fluffy, quirk-cancelling cuffs.

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 :  sooo u guys always are requesting sub sho, and i finally delivered hehe. this is my first time participating in a Sewer collab, ty to the mods who have been so sweet & welcoming to me even tho i’m shy and don’t talk too much 🤍 also i’m so sorry this is late, my bf decided to take me on a surprise vday trip!

𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 : i actually think white chocolate is the inferior chocolate but i wanted it to look like cummies bc that’s hot soo… yeah this is the only acceptable situation to eat such an abomination imo ☺️

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There was absolutely nothing wrong with the ravioli you ordered, nor the appetizer that preceded and the dessert that followed. If anything, each dish was divine in its own respect— as they should be, coming from perhaps the most exclusive, romantic restaurant in the city. Especially on an occasion like today. But the thing was, you didn’t harbor much of an appetite for such luxuries. Not when your boyfriend was casting heart eyes directly at you all night, not even batting an absurdly long eyelash at the longing gazes of the other restaurant-goers.

You were hungry, alright. Just… for something else.

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The leather of his loafers had been slowly rubbing against the exposed top of your foot throughout the meal, your heels not offering you much protection from his affectionate game of footsie. He had the nerve to reach across the linen tablecloth and lace your fingers with his, playing with them as he leaned in and allowed the flickering candlelight to wash his face with a romantic, warm glow. Ever the gentleman, he had offered you a spoonful of his risotto, and when you had returned the outstretched offering of your own meal, he locked eyes with you and allowed his tongue to wander out to caress the cutlery before he closed his lips around the silver, two-toned eyes glinting dangerously. You were sure your cheeks turned a temperature high enough to achieve the perfect sear of the wagyu on his plate.

It was criminal for him to be acting like this. To be giving you his undivided attention, to be looking at you as if you had hung the moon and all the stars. As if you were the moon and all the stars.

And for him to have shown up in such a devilishly handsome ensemble— a dark, charcoal suit with a crisp dress shirt, rolled up so that the lean muscle of his forearms was exposed to your ravenous eyes. The muted turquoise tie around his neck only made his left eye jump out at you, something he damn well knew you were defenseless against.

But it was that smirk that really got you going. That satisfied little curl to his perfect, pink lips. He knew what he was doing. He knew that he was going to be inside you in just a matter of time, however long it took for the pair of you to finish eating and get back to his apartment. And he thought he was going to ravish you as usual— and there was nothing wrong with that, really— you loved when he had his way with you. However, that wasn’t what was going to happen tonight. Tonight, he was yours, and he was going to be completely at your mercy.

So you let him have his fun at dinner. You let him fluster you and play with you, let him think he surely had the upper hand.

Because it would be that much more fun for you when he finally realized what he was in for…

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You sat on the edge of the cloth sectional, upright and on guard as you awaited Shouto to return from the bathroom. Half of you had expected to be pressed against the wall the second you entered the premises, smothered in a passionate kiss and his hands messing up your styled hair. Instead, he’d taken the time to pour you a drink and freshen up from dinner, promising to return in a moment before he disappeared down the hallway. Little did he know, he had given you the perfect opportunity to hide your surprise underneath one of the couch cushions— the fuzzy, pink pair of handcuffs completely concealed underneath one of the many pillows that littered the area.

The music from the sound bar across the room was low and pleasant, the melody soothing to your frayed nerves. Your fingers played with the tassels on the corner of the pillow behind you, busying yourself as you allowed another gulp of wine to coast down your throat. This would be your first time… taking charge, so to speak, in your relationship with Shouto.

The dynamic between you was equal back and forth in all other aspects except for your sexual relationship— although sometimes he managed to sneakily pay for more of your dates than you liked to admit. You were still getting your footing as a couple, still in that unbelievable, all-consuming honeymoon phase where the pair of you were so obsessed with each other that your heart felt like bursting whenever his lips pressed against yours. So, taking this step— leap, rather— was quite a bold move.

Shouto returned from down the hallway, a gentle smile turning the corner of his lips upright. You could smell the cologne that wafted off of him as he moved to sit beside you on the couch, his arm naturally reaching out to lay behind your shoulders, allowing his warmth to spread and seep into your side.

“Would you like to watch something, love?” he inquired. 

It was unfair of him to look that good while he was just asking you a simple question.

You fake-pondered the suggestion for a minute, entertaining him as the lust in his gaze only increased by the second. “Hmm… not really,” you replied honestly. “I kind of had something else in mind.”

He mirrored you as you tipped back the rest of your glass, setting the thin-stemmed crystal to the side. “Oh?”

His voice had dropped an octave, his eyelids drooping as you watched the salacious intent sharpen within his brilliant irises. It was almost too much, being the target of his desire— it made you forget for a moment that you were the one taking charge tonight. Only for a second, though.

“Yeah,” you whispered in the most wanton tone you could muster. You scooted closer to him, pressing up against his side fully, and placing your hand on his far shoulder. That took him by surprise, if the flicker of the emotion across his features was any indication. It was gone as soon as it came, but that was fine— you were just getting started, after all.

Shouto’s eyes met yours as your hand trailed up to cup his jaw, your heavy gazes locking just before your lips captured his. He was still for a moment, savoring the feel of your lips on his before he pulled you closer to him, his arm wrapping tight around the small of your back. It wasn’t long before the innocence of your initiation melted off, and his tongue greeted yours as you parted your lips for him. He tasted like the confection you had split for dessert, mixed with the tang from the wine you’d both just downed. His sweet tongue was a welcome flavor, brushing against yours as his hand moved to caress the back of your head. Time seemed to warp as you drowned each other in kisses, and you found yourself almost losing track of your plans once again. But you forced yourself to remain conscious of the situation— managing to take off his shirt and tie, revealing his sculpted torso to you.

Knowing that Shouto was just as consumed with the kiss as you were, you took the opportunity to sneak the handcuffs from underneath the cushion, balancing them on the top of the sofa skillfully. He sighed as you let your fingers slide through his silky locks, his breath hot on your slick mouth before his lips covered yours once again. Then, you trailed your nails down his forearms, grasp tightening around his wrists and pressing them up beside his head. You peeked at him through low-lidded eyes, reassured when you saw his eyes were shut and brow scrunched— seeming to enjoy your little power play, completely oblivious. A thrill struck through you as you swiftly transferred his wrists to the awaiting fluffy cuffs, the telltale click too fast for him to realize what was happening, for both his hands were secured in the device in under a second.

Shouto stiffened, his body jerking as he tried to move his hands to your sides. His eyes snapped open, looking to you in confusion before he glanced at his wrists, the pure shock blooming on his face, plain as day. You moved in to kiss the soft skin on his throat, taking the chance his surprise gave you as the wheels began to turn once again in his brain. Once he seemed to recuperate, his jaw hung open as he tried to find the right words— any words, really. But your lips on his neck only slowed him further, your hands slipping up to rub at his chest while you continued your ministrations. He tried to say your name in admonishment, but you crawled onto his lap at that exact moment, and it turned out sounding more like a moan instead.

“What… what is this, love?” He finally managed to ask, his voice deliciously low and gravely, rumbling against your front as you shamelessly pressed your body against his. He tipped his head back as you sucked at the skin beneath his jaw, holding in another moan while he inspected the cuffs further. “Where did you manage to get these?”

He was, of course, referring to the restraints around his wrists. He was right to question it— the cuffs around his wrists were the very same ones he saw on the daily, thanks to his profession. They were of professional grade— high caliber, quirk-canceling cuffs— identical to the pair that laid in the pack of his hero suit in his bedroom closet. He tried to activate his ice just a little, but wasn’t surprised to find his powers did not answer his request.

You stirred your hips around his lap, causing his attention to return to you instantly. His gaze grew more desirous as he inspected you, your insides fluttering with a quiet relief that he seemed into the whole charade. “I have my ways~” you replied vaguely. There was no way in hell you were going to bring up how you had to beg your friend Bakugou for months on end to get your hands on a pair of these babies. You could tell him that later, when your sexy-time was over. Instead, you kissed him again, brushing his corded neck with your thumbs on either side, cradling his face the way you knew he loved so dearly.

Shouto dropped it immediately, not wanting to push it when you were grinding on top of his lap, taking the reins and smothering him with your soft, sweet lips. “They’re pink,” he managed to observe, his breath getting choppy as you stole all of it away.

It was true, the cuffs boasted a fuzzy, pink material around the insides so that the restraints wouldn’t be so harsh against his pretty skin. The color looked simply divine on him, a perfect mix between the two shades of his hair. You had hot-glued the plush cloth to the cuffs the other day, and while it seemed like a ratchet method, it was the only way you could get the damn things to stick.

“They are pink,” you confirmed, brushing your lips against his ear, your teeth gently scraping on the outer shell. “You wanna know what else is pink?”

His hips bucked and his strong thigh pressed against your core through your clothes, pleasure shooting through you at the sudden stimulation. He answered without hesitation, “Yes. Yes, I do.”

You smiled at his honesty, confidence leaking into your veins from his agile reply. “Ask me nicely, and I’ll consider showing you.”

His eyes rolled back as you pressed down harder onto his lap, his slacks now forming a rather tight looking tent at the front, which you took full advantage of rubbing yourself against. “Please show me, Y/n. Show me what else is pink baby, please, I want to see…”

There was no way you weren’t going to oblige after that, so you smirked to yourself and got off his lap, moving to stand before him. Shouto scooted forward slightly, his legs spreading to showcase the length trapped between them as his eyes burned into yours. You took your time fiddling with the back of your dress, sliding the zipper down and then carefully slipping the garment off your shoulders and down your hips.

“Fuck.”

And there went the eloquence he was so renowned for.

Shouto’s tongue wandered across the bottom of his teeth as his eyes flicked up and down your body, taking in how the pink lingerie clung to every dip and curve on your body. The pure lust on his face made another wave of confidence surge through you, and you turned as you stepped out of the dress, making sure to shake your ass for him a little as you bent over.

“Get over here and take these off.”

You looked back at him, a mix of amused and aroused at his sudden change of inflection. He didn’t sound all that complacent now, his voice deep and demanding— the one that you were accustomed to whispering nasty things into your ear while he rearranged your guts.

“I don’t think so, baby.”

His brow rose the quickest you’d ever seen, the surprise evident on his face yet again. “Excuse me?” he balked.

You stood upright and turned to face him, unapologetic and unafraid as you stalked closer to his sitting form. Spreading your legs so that you were straddling him, you leaned into him, your face was right in front of his as you whispered, “I said, I don’t think so, baby.”

If he tried to stop the shiver that coursed through his body, it didn’t work. His eyes closed and he inhaled sharply as you rubbed yourself against his lap, your cunt dampening the lace that separated your core from his slacks. Your hands crawled down his torso, taking your time to knead the taut muscles that lined his front. When you reached the top of his slacks, you smirked and thumbed over the well-kept trail of red and white that disappeared underneath. You helped him maneuver so that he was rid of the luxurious clothing, leaving him only in a pair of boxer briefs that looked rather tight at the moment. His cock was visible through the dark material, a long and thick temptation to stray from your agenda.

“One sec,” you nearly giggled as you ran over to the kitchen, taking the bowl you had prepared when he was in the bedroom earlier from the microwave.

Shouto watched you from the couch, still trying to devise a plan to get out of his restraints and take his revenge on you. But that all slipped away the moment you returned and stooped to your knees in between his legs, and he could see what the contents of the bowl in your hands was, exactly. It looked like… milk?

As if you could read his mind, you drizzled some of the melted liquid off the spoon and onto your finger, offering him a taste. Like he had done in the restaurant, he made sure to keep your gaze as his tongue curled around your finger, lips closing and sucking the food in question off. His eyes lit up at the distinct sweetness, his mouth following your digit slightly as you pulled it back.

White chocolate.

You laughed to yourself, happy that he seemed interested— his cock jerking against his thigh when you took a spoonful and began to drizzle it over his chest. It was hot, the chocolate molten so that you had to trace over the lines you made swiftly with your tongue, ensuring it didn’t harden and stick to his skin.

Shouto started moaning as you licked up and down his body, watching as your pink muscle trailed around his body, all the while avoiding the one area he really wanted you to pay attention to. A dark spot had started to form at the tip of his cock, and he was painfully hard.

You suckled at one of his nipples, a spot which you knew he was especially sensitive to. He groaned as his head fell back against the cushions, rutting up against you with measured precision. It was hot having him under your complete control, having him squirm and moan beneath you, desperate for your touch. You were sure your panties were drenched by now, there was no way you weren’t with the way he was looking up at you.

Finally you moved your attention to his thighs, his ass moving off the couch instantly as your fingers curled into his underwear, dragging them down his legs and depositing them onto the floor. You couldn’t help but lick your lips at the sight of his erect cock, looking full and beckoning. The fucsia tip was engorged and shining with precum, evidence of his arousal that glistened in the low lighting and left a thin path down the length of him. The cool air of the room must have felt intense for him, for his length reached forward on its own, begging for your touch.

Shouto said your name lowly, gravel in his voice as he watched you eye his cock. He damn well knew that you were thinking about how good it would feel to just slip your panties to the side and press him inside of you, how amazing it would be to have him stretching your cunt with his cock. He was sure that he would slip right in, too— he didn’t have any doubt that you were wet from teasing him like this.

You kept his gaze as you spooned around the outline of his flushed member, from one thigh to the other, along the bottom of his abs and over his prominent V. The fire in his eyes only ignited further as he watched your tongue move across his skin, the white liquid pooling against the muscle and gathering in your mouth. His cock strained as it tried to reach for you, wanting for you to milk its own white liquid from it instead of the melted chocolate. Then, you were climbing onto his lap again, offering the melted candy to him while you gripped his shoulders.

His tongue met yours with enthusiasm, sweeping off the chocolate and collecting it into his mouth. You moaned as he eagerly took the liquid from you, taking his time afterwards so that his tongue mingled with yours, enrapturing you in another kiss. Once again his hips jerked up against you, his cock dragging across your clit through your lingerie. You tried to scowl at him, but it felt too good and you ended up letting out a soft mewl instead.

Shouto looked pleased as the noise slithered out of you, his arms straining to reach for you but the cuffs stopping him from doing so. He growled at the restraints, the short chain clinking as he fought against it futilely. “Y/n, please,” he huffed, irritated. “Just take these off and I’ll reward you.”

Shaking your head, you gyrated across his lap again, eliciting a groan from him. “What if I just take the reward for myself?” you purred, getting up and pushing him down to lay back onto the couch.

He was about to object when you slipped your panties down your thighs. Voice caught in his throat, he watched a strand of slick stretch between them and your cunt before he shut his mouth and leaned back, complacent. He seemed to understand what you wanted, keeping his arms still above his head as you slipped your legs between them, then planting your knees beside his neck. He clicked his tongue at your demand, but he didn’t wait long before he split your folds with it instead.

You could feel him smirk against your cunt when you moaned, the direct stimulation strong enough to make your toes curl already. The position allowed him to cup your ass with his hands, fingers digging into your plush flesh as he moved the skilled muscle to trace along your clit. He switched between kissing the bundle of nerves and sucking on it, savoring the way your legs began to shake on either side of his head.

All the while, you busied yourself with kissing down his chest, slowly getting closer and closer to his cock that was leaking onto his toned stomach. You didn’t bother with the chocolate any more, and you didn’t care to tease him either— you wrapped your hand around him and took the head into your mouth, moaning as your lips pulled tight around him.

“God— so good, baby” Shouto gasped, throbbing in your hand as his fingernails dented the skin on your ass. He moaned into your pussy, pushing his tongue inside your entrance and moving it feverishly against your velvet walls. His hips drove up and you gagged around his cock, which only made him pull your body tighter against his face, working harder against your cunt. The pre helped him slide into your throat easier, your spit beginning to drip down his length as you struggled to pace yourself, head bobbing as best you could.

He continued to slurp at your entrance vigorously, even with the restraints making it hard for him to hold onto you. You could feel his smooth hair tickling the insides of your thighs as your hips swung back and forth over his mouth, your fingers cutting shallow grooves into his thighs as you slid his length along your tongue.

“Fuck, just like that,” you paused, saliva shining on your lips as you glanced down at Shouto, his tongue rubbing at your clit with steady licks. You took a moment to enjoy the view, his chiseled jaw protruding as he ravaged your sex, having abandoned any defiance he previously harbored. You luxuriated in another minute of his sensual efforts before you moved your hips back, carefully taking your legs out from between his arms and moving so that Shouto was sat upright, and you were hovering over his lap again.

A silvery sheen covered the bottom half of Shouto’s face, his eyes blazing into yours as he wiped his chin with the back of his cuffed hand, then licking his lips. Even if you were the one in charge here, he knew how to rile you up, and he certainly knew how to deliver as well. You just didn’t expect for him to try to fluster you.

“Did that feel good, Master?”

You sputtered at the sudden title, eyes wide and body still while you lingered above his lap, his hard cock grazing your slick thighs. Your mouth hung open as you tried to formulate words, the shock evident on your face. “I—”

Shouto seemed charmed by your lack of response, your brain still buffering as you tried to process what he had just called you. He raised his cuffs over his head, settling into the couch while he thought he had managed to snag the upper hand from you.

Like hell you were going to pass him the reins.

“That felt so good, baby,” you purred, enjoying the shock that suddenly appeared in his vibrant irises. You dragged your hand down his chest, fingertips bumping over one of his rose-colored nipples. “You’re such a good boy for me.”

His cock smacked against your thigh, your eyes glinting down at him as his body betrayed him in his fleeting attempt to hide his response to your praise. Suddenly the mischievous look in his gaze had dissipated, melting into longing instead. He seemed confused by the sudden change of emotion, but you didn’t give him long to contemplate it— you lightly drew your nails down his abdomen and grasped his cock, a startled noise sounding from his throat. Tracing the swollen head against your slit, you doused him with your arousal, teasing the pair of you as you dipped the tip just barely inside before rearing back. You half expected him to thrust up and sheathe himself inside of you, but he only laid there beneath you, watching your core glide against his length in assent. His legs twitched with the urge to feel your silky cunt around him, but he remained still, athletic thighs strained while his hips wiggled just barely. His eyes widened as you turned around, presenting your bare ass to his gaze and allowing your cunt to part, dragging it along the vein on the underside of his erection.

“Aha—” he sucked a breath in through his grating teeth, brow furrowed and gaze focused on where your bodies connected on his lap. “Please Y/n…”

You looked over your shoulder at him, catching how his pupils were dark and full of lust. There was nothing you wanted more than to stuff him inside you already, but you had to hear him utter it one more time before you allowed the both of you to sink into pleasure. “Please, what, Shouto?”

His gaze lifted from his lap to meet your eyes, full of desire. He whispered, this time much more shameful than the last, “Please sit on my cock… Master.”

You smirked, straightening your hips over his, arching your back, and sinking down onto his awaiting length. Impaling yourself with his cock always hurt at first, the girth of him stretching your sopping core like nothing else— no one else— could. It was impossible to stop yourself from crying out, agreement coming from Shouto in prefect harmony. The cuffs clinked as his hands flew down to grab your waist, awkwardly placing them on your lower back as he couldn’t grab you as he desired, thanks to the pink, fuzzy restraints.

“Good boy~” you moaned, ass jerking back to swing your hips down onto the tops of his solid thighs. There was a ridiculous amount of pleasure that coursed through you with each rut of your hips against his, beginning to find a rhythm as the lewd smacks interrupted the soft music humming from the other side of the room. His cock jumped in response to your praise, stretching to press into a spot nestled deep inside your gummy walls.

Shouto watched you shiver through hooded eyes, feeling your cunt clench down onto him as your hips pushed down to get his cock to press harder inside of you. “Fuck, that feels so good,” he groaned, head tossing back over the back of the sofa, a long moan following.

“Oh God,” you whimpered, knees pushing into the cushions so you could find an arch that allowed the very tip of him to relocate the same angle, again and again. Your slick started to drip down your thighs and onto the tops of his, his cock sliding in and out of you with ease. You felt like your stomach was on fire with how turned on you were— having him at your complete mercy made your cunt tighten around him, lust clouding your head.

One of your hands moved behind you and planted on his abs to help leverage your weight as you bounced on his lap, the other hand sneaking between your legs to toy with your neglected clit. Shouto whined when your fingers touched the sensitive nub, your pussy squeezing his cock even tighter at the stimulation. It felt amazing to rub yourself with his cock plunging deep inside of you, your slick bountiful enough to spread across your clit and aid your efforts.

You kept up the pace, your thighs beginning to tremble as the pressure in your stomach continued to heighten. All the while, Shouto was moaning from beneath you, trying to hold his noises of content back, but failing each time. His large, rough hands trailed up and down your spine while you humped his lap, the metal of the cuffs a sharp contrast on your skin from the soft, pink cloth you fixed onto them.

“Slow down, love,” he choked out, the words heavy in his throat. There was no way he was going to last at the pace you were setting, not after you had handcuffed him, sucked him off, and started throwing your ass back onto his lap. You didn’t want to stop, but you knew that if you ignored his plea he was going to cum too soon. “Wait—” he whined when you got off his lap, standing up and turning around, letting him watch as you unhooked your bra.

You didn’t make him wait long, though. Your knees sank bank into the cushions on either side of him, but this time, your front was facing him. Shouto took in the sight of your naked chest gratefully, taking it upon himself to slip one of your nipples into his mouth. Guiding his wet cock back between your legs, you exhaled as you lowered yourself onto him again. Teeth grazed across your chest, your fingers winding through the short hairs at the back of his neck and carding through them. The new position allowed him to reach new depths when you fully sat on his lap, your toes curling at the edge of the cushion. You rolled your hips in slow and precise circles, grinding his length inside of you brazenly.

Leaning in so that your teeth could pinch at his bottom lip, you forced him to look up at you, savoring the fucked-out expression painted across his handsome features. “Fuck baby, your cock feels so good inside me,” you whispered, lips trailing across his cheek so that you could nip at his ear and test your newfound discovery another time. “You’re such a good boy, Shouto~”

Pure euphoria crashed through you as he bucked his hips up, slamming his cock balls-deep inside of you. You knew that you were supposed to be the dominant one right now, but it was impossible to keep the moan his action induced inside.

“Anything for you, Master,” he grunted, a sinful crackle in his tone as his tongue traced over your collar bone.  

It didn’t help that his voice was so damn deliciously low— he was already sexy enough on his own. But when he had you all to himself, he stepped it up another level that none could ever imagine existed— the side of him that was devoted to your pleasure, the side of him that was dedicated to pulling orgasm after orgasm from your body until you were left boneless and breathless.

Shouto began to bounce you on his lap slightly, meeting you each time your hips fell down so that he could push entirely inside of you every time. You didn’t want to let him take over just yet, but his hips never seemed to tire, even now when yours began to tremble with exertion. That familiar pressure was back and building again, faster than last time in between your hips. Shouto was well aware of your declining energy, his hands cupping your breasts and thumbing over the hard buds on each one, the cuffs digging into your middle with each thrust.

“Take the cuffs off, Y/n,” he murmured, fingers twisting at your nipples gently. Then he started to suck a hickey into your cleavage, his cool breath making goosebumps appear on your skin.

“No,” you gasped as you dropped particularly hard onto his cock, silky inner walls spreading especially deep as his length pressed inside of you. “I can’t— have to make you feel good —agh, fuck!”

He flashed you a short smile, huffing as you continued your efforts on his lap. “I feel good when you feel good,” he replied, pinching at you harder, relishing the sweet moan that tumbled from your open mouth. “Please, I’ll behave, promise.”

You didn’t need to hear anything else from him, leaning back and swiping the key from underneath the book on the coffee table— where you had stashed it when you hid the cuffs in the first place. As soon as the cuffs were off, Shouto tossed them to the other side of the room, the pink restraints clattering as they landed somewhere on the floor. His hand immediately gripped your waist, fingers spreading out across your lower back, and tilting you back slightly while he leaned forward, thrusting up into you with fervor. The other hand made a makeshift ponytail of your hair, pulling it so your throat was exposed with your head thrown back.

The sudden change in angle elicited a pathetic mewl from your chest, his cock hammering into your g-spot at such a pace that you were instantly brought to the brink of an orgasm. You clung onto his shoulders for dear life, his head buried in your neck while he sucked his mark into your skin, the wet, quick slaps of your fronts meeting repeatedly echoing through the apartment rhythmically.

“S’That feel good, Master?” His tongue trailed up your throat and he nibbled at your ear, just as you had done to him just minutes ago.

You could barely think, your cunt pulsing as you got closer and closer to cumming right around his cock, your fingernails digging into the thick muscles that lined his shoulders. “Y-Yes, fuck— so good— such a good boyyy~” you cried, tears gathering to dot along your lashline, your body overwhelmed with the ecstasy rushing through your entirety. “God, Shouto— I, I’m gonna—”

“Do it, love,” he ordered, hands dropping so that each cupped an ass cheek, spreading your legs even more so that each thrust was ensured to drive as deep inside of you as possible. He could feel your pussy clamping down on him, squeezing his cock hard enough that you must’ve been right on the edge, just needing that extra little push. “Please— ahh fuck, I— I want you to cum on my cock. Cum for me, Master.”

That was all it took for you to be creaming on his length, your body quivering in his hands as your cunt fluttered with bliss. It felt like the world was crumbling away and that Shouto and you were the only two people on the planet, like he was pouring oxygen into your veins just as you were about to run out of breath.

As you were still in the throes of your orgasm, Shouto maneuvered you so that your back was pressed up against the top of the coffee table in front of the couch, falling to his knees and throwing your shaking legs over his shoulders. The bowl of white chocolate and the magazines in the corner of the table fell down onto the hardwood floor, but neither of you were paying attention to the sound of the ruckus.

He began fucking you then, his hands clasping your thighs so that your body stayed close enough for him to slam his hips into yours without mercy. “Fuck Y/n, you’re so sexy, look at you, baby,” he hissed, taking a moment to examine your puffy cunt, spitting on it crudely before a thumb began to rub at your clit earnestly. “I’m your good boy, huh? See how good I fuck my Master?”

“Oh God— oh, fuck Shouto, yes! Don’t stop!” you exclaimed, and somehow, even though you were still cumming from before, another pressure started to build in your stomach, gathering faster than you could comprehend.

A heightened euphoria rushed through your nerves and tickled at the ends of your limbs, different from before. You whimpered when you realized what was happening, but by then it was too late to warn him— Shouto was pounding into you relentlessly, and his thumb steady on your clit only made your high arrive even faster. A strangled moan slipped out of you as clear liquid splashed across his abdomen, your body shivering and convulsing as it struggled to handle the pleasure he delivered to you. You had certainly orgasmed before, but this was as if the pleasure you had felt increased tenfold, leaving you truly wrecked and exhausted.

You were still squirting as you came to, and when you were finally able to look at him, you watched as he stroked his slick cock with ferocity. His eyes were focused on your soaked thighs before they closed and he groaned deeply, ribbons of white spurting past his hand and splattering across your breasts and stomach. His palm slapped onto the tabletop beside your waist while he hunched forward, out of breath as pleasure wracked through his fit body, the muscles that lined his torso heaving while his pink cock throbbed in his hand.

Your head fell back onto the table as you recuperated, shocked that he had just made you squirt all over him, and then he proceeded to cum at the sight, painting you white with his spend. Another minute passed and you were still trying to find your breath, coming down from your high, even though Shouto had already recovered from his.

A warm hand cupped the back of your neck, and you opened your eyes, realizing suddenly that you were secure in his arms, moving past the messy living room and down the hallway to his bedroom. His lips pressed against your forehead softly when he entered his room, your heart skipping a beat in your chest as you took in the dozens of lit candles that lined the walls and windows. It only continued when he turned into the ensuite, the bath filled with cloudy pink water, flower petals floating on the still surface and littering the surrounding tiles.

“Shouto— this is…” you tried to sit up in his arms, but he only held you tighter against his chest. There was a proud look that lingered in his eye, yet he only offered you a soft smile as you looked between him and your surroundings. No one had ever committed such a romantic act for you before, and you sure as hell hadn’t been expecting such a suave move from your boyfriend of a couple months.

So this is what he must’ve been doing when you had returned from dinner.

“There were bubbles, but someone distracted me and they must’ve popped while we were preoccupied,” he explained, fingers brushing a strand of hair to the side of your face.

“I— it’s perfect, baby,” you chirped as enthusiastically as you could, your body still drained from the exertion of two consecutive orgasms. “Thank you, I love it.”

He hummed as he shifted your weight to one arm, reaching out and activating his quirk to heat the water to the right temperature again. You sat in his arms, satiated and more content than ever as you surveyed his handsome face. Surely there would be hearts in your eyes, with how loved you felt in this moment.

Once he was satisfied with the warmth the water offered, he stepped into the tub, slowly submerging the two of you in the pleasant-scented bath. The warmth flooded into your tired bones, your body happy to be swaddled in his embrace as he held you close. You hummed as you rested your head against his chest, hand coming to rest beside your face.

“How’s the water? Just let me know and I’ll fix it to your liking… Master.”

You scoffed and slapped at his chest, the pink water splashing across his pale skin. He donned a genuine smile at the sound of your laughter, calloused fingers stroking down your spine. “Shut up,” you managed, cupping his neck and pressing a kiss to his throat to show your words held no real intent, “It’s perfect, I mean it. Thank you, Sho.”

Shouto’s smile remained, his eyes soft as his leg curled around one of yours beside the porcelain of the tub. “You deserve it,” he murmured, thumb swiping across your cheek to rid you of a water droplet that had splashed onto you from your attack. “Happy Valentine’s Day, my love.”

 ─── ・°* ﾟ✧:* • ｡ﾟ:*･☽･*: ｡ﾟ•*:✧ ﾟ*°・ ───

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happi belated vday babes!! <3 once again, sorry it’s late~ I hope you all had a good one tho!! :3 love y’all <3 <3 <3 

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[aziraphales-library]

I’m really not sure how to word this, but can you list me some fics with like... a gimmick? Or a trope? As the basis of the plot? That’s not the best way to word it because it doesn’t have to be gimmickey or tropey, but just... You know, a plot that’s interesting... that starts out with a situation... unusual circumstances?? Am I making any sense? Like I’ve read the stuff that’s easily tagged like spells, fake relationship, soul mates, ect, but just fun, different stuff like that?? Sorry...

First of all, I want to apologise for the super later reply to this ask. I found it sitting unanswered in our drafts. To make up for it, here is an extra long list of gimmicky, tropey fics that i absolutely love!...

i've found a way (a way to make you smile) by curtaincall (T)

Crowley worked in Sales. He had never intended to work in Sales. It had just sort of happened. One moment, there he’d been, a newly minted university graduate off to change the world, exquisitely useless Philosophy degree in hand, and now here he was, having sauntered vaguely downwards into a Hell that consisted mainly of cold-calling new customers and sucking up to existing ones. AU based on The Office.

A (not quite) tinder date by NohaIjiachi (M)

“Oh, gosh, I’m so sorry—“ A man said, breathless, plopping himself down in the chair. He sounded like he ran a marathon. “Got held up at work— I couldn’t even check my phone! I’m so terribly sorry!”

Aziraphale would’ve beamed, at that. He would’ve immediately declared that it was no problem, these things happened, so no worries at all— Except the guy currently catching his breath in the chair in front of him was definitely not his missing date. That was unless he’d decided to shave his beard, make his hair grow magically, and dye it red.

“I—“ Aziraphale croaked, confused. The man tipped his chin down, glancing at Aziraphale above the rim of his darkened glasses with a surprising set of honey-coloured eyes, and winked at him. Aziraphale closed his mouth. “I— It’s quite alright. I’m glad you, huh— Could make it—“

Win a Date With Anthony J. Crowley! by Caedmon (E)

Crowley is a world-famous rock star who sells out arenas. His name is synonymous with 'rock-n-roll', and he thrives on the spotlight. When he agrees to raffle off a date with himself for charity, he's expecting to meet an overzealous fan that wants to wear his skin and very well might try to roofie him. What he's not expecting is to be instantly attracted to the quiet man with the unusual name who shows up for the date at the Ritz... and he's certainly not expecting for Aziraphale to have no clue who he is...

You’ve Got Kudos by curtaincall (M)

Aziraphale and Crowley both write fanfiction. As it happens, they both write Good Omens fanfiction.

Of course, neither of them would ever admit this to the other.

(A love story told primarily in AO3 comments)

The Best Laid Plans by hope_in_the_dark (T)

Ezra Fell has sworn off romance forever and is perfectly content with his books and his tea and his ugly wardrobe. At least, he is until a handsome stranger hits him with a car.

it’s a new craze by attheborder (T)

CROWLEY: I try not to make a habit of gratitude, but I must give our appreciation to everyone out there who’s been listening and subscribing to The Ineffable Plan. AZIRAPHALE: Ooh, yes, we’ve become quite popular, haven’t we? CROWLEY: Yeah, just hit number eight on the advice charts … No advertising at all. AZIRAPHALE: Mm. How … miraculous. CROWLEY: … Aziraphale. You did not.

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Crowley and Aziraphale are very possibly the people least qualified, on the entire planet, to start up an advice podcast.

But what else is there to do when the world isn’t ending anytime soon, you’re technically on indefinite sabbatical from your lifelong careers, and you need a plausible excuse to spend more time with your best friend who you’re definitely not, absolutely not, maybe just a little, actually maybe overwhelmingly in love with?

happiness, more or less by TheKnittingJedi (M)

Renting a flat is all fun and games until you fall in love with the ghost haunting it.

An adaptation of the 2005 romcom Just Like Heaven.

on the same page by Chekhov (E)

Aziraphale Z. Fell is a rising star of the spiritual literary genre - the next Eat Pray Love guy - and his version of Chicken Soup For the Christian Soul is flying off the shelves. It's not that he's not grateful, but it's one thing to enjoy a career in writing and another completely to be pigeonholed into a specific genre, so much so that you are almost forbidden from writing anything else. So yes, maybe he has a bit of a secret. An outlet for his less... appropriate urges. And yes, if his typical readership got word of the sort of paragraphs he could put out on a particularly inspired night, they might suffer some form of heart attack typical for their age. But all of that is well hidden, and there is absolutely no way anyone would ever find out about his Arrangement with A.J. Crowley - the most debaucherous romantic fiction author of the decade. That is... until they have to pretend to be married to each other.

The Whole Damn World Seemed Upside Down by WyvernQuill (M)

"I just wish things were different," Crowley says... and the universe happily obliges.

Stuck - perhaps forever - in a reality in which Shadwell is the first Wiccan MP, Pepper's only aspiration in life is to be a dutiful wife to someone, and his beloved Bentley is a rusty VW bus, Crowley is slowly learning that "different" doesn't necessarily mean better...

But how long can he bear to live* in a world where Aziraphale hates him?

*Not that he has any other option. The Death of this world can't see blood...

The Annual Tadfield Cheese-Rolling Festival by summerofspock (T)

Disgruntled newscaster Anthony Crowley is forced to cover the annual Tadfield Cheese Rolling Festival...again. Only this year he's accompanied by a new producer who he can't seem to get his mind off of even though he's swiftly realizing he has far bigger problems. Namely, the fact that the Tadfield Cheese Rolling Festival refuses to end.

- Mod D

[the-hellsing-organisation]

Ordinarily I do not indulge in callout posts, unless a person's mental health might be in serious danger - and it's not a petty lie somebody made up, providing no screenshots, or simple ones taken out of context.

I have received multiple messages now, proving to me that the Hellsing Discord server 'The Hellsing Fanserver' lead by 'Artillery' is unfortunately a place people need to be warned about.

While everyone could assure me they do offer good scans of the Hellsing manga, the members of the server indulged in:

- Purposefully misgendering people

- Making fun of triggers, trans people and people with severe mental illnesses

- Purposefully using triggers against other server members

- Manipulating other people to use the triggers against the person they concern and shifting the blame on them afterwards

- Bringing explicit sexual themes to a server with minors

Afterwards they would celebrate their 'success', making fun of the people they hurt.

The so called 'trolling' (though I wouldn't dare to call such a hurtful behaviour this) was encouraged on the server, so I would deem it an unsafe environment for everyone whose mental health might be affected by such things.

Please be careful if these things concern you and please do not encourage such behaviour.

It's not only hurtful, it is downright cruel.

The invitations, though the links are expired.

Here you see some of the accounts that were directly involved.

Please be careful.

Tumblr Accounts

Discord Accounts

I can only assume alts mean something like alternative accounts he and his friends created in order to do these things, engaging others on the server to do the same.

He then proceeds to share the success of the hurtful behaviour on before mentioned Discord server, commenting such:

^ The “he” they are referring to is a demi girl. And yes, on the other server the pronouns are clearly stated and everyone is asked to respect them.

He is downright admitting openly to have his friends manipulated other people to use the triggers against another person.

(For context: A server members triggers were ‘Borderlands” and ‘Kingdom Hearts’.

He stated this trigger a few hours before and unfortunately the mod, after a sleepless night, was unable to memorise it during that time so ‘Abd’ took advantage of it.

Another mod quickly drew attention to her mistake and of course she apologised to the person she triggered and was forgiven.)

Unfortunately many screenshots - involving the sexual advances and the 'making fun of transgenders' are missing due to the default ban option of the server, but several eye witnesses were able to confirm them.

There was a person pretending to be a transwoman to make fun of transpeople (The person was introducing themselves like: ‘Hello, I am a man, my pronouns are he/him, but I wish to be a woman’ It didn’t sound very genuine to the trans people on the server), people making up all sorts of triggers to make fun of people who have triggers, a person pretending to be a kin, and people, who were trying to spread paedophilic messages with spreading the news that ‘age is just a number’.

And in case people still believe it was an accident:

They deliberately threaten people and plan to hurt them, while making fun of their triggers.

I’m truly lost for words…

For everyone who didn’t know: It is not your place to judge triggers and for the love of God, please don’t make fun of them.

You don’t know the history behind them. It’s good if you have none yourself, it really is, but it shouldn’t make you blind to another person’s suffering.

And you certainly shouldn’t encourage other people to “hunt” people with triggers “down” and “go to war” against them.

Also the owner of server is openly hostility against lgbtq + people - especially trans people - , PoC and antisemitic jokes are the norm there.

They too use nationalist-socialist symbols as emojis in their servers, so people who are triggered by such symbols should be careful.

“Jew Alert”

Blaming one group for the action of singular people should us remind too much of darker parts in history.

I know people with the same experience, that doesnt mean they should actively seek out ot destroy the mental health of all trans people, because one of them hurt them.

Let the submitted texts speak for themselves.

And just in case if anybody believes those are fake:

As soon as Satan saw them, he pmed another person:

Those screenshots are real. They are not fake, like he claims they are and he admits that making fun of trigger and trans people was part of his “troll introductions”.

And just in case anybody is wondering if there are truly toxic trolls on this server? This is a submission I got:

When the original is:

Im sorry.

What they did should speak for itself, but don't try to add lies here. Lies that are obviously having their origin in the server itself.

If you still believe the attacks on this blog didn't come from the server:

This is what Artillery posted as soon as he found this post.

After this the attacks started [as you can see here], so don't tell me your server is not responsible and keep your NSFW implications out of a server with minors and away from this blog!

Also you being an immigrant has nothing to do with the fact, that your server is not safe for minors, lgtbq+ people - especially transpeople - people with trauma and poc.

Even if you claims are real - your and your friends prejudices against the other groups remain.

Satan apologised openly and promised to take better care of people mental health.

The emojis however will remain, though we have been told they have specific channels for offensive jokes.

“In our discussions with the tumblr group, we realized that the situation was far more complicated than we realized. There is a a third party, not associated with us or the tumblr group, who is deliberately spreading false information with the presumed agenda of causing drama and conflict between us. With this in mind, we've agreed the best course of action is to mutually end the escalation of conflict and apologize for what occured. Following that, I want to again make clear that nobody should be going after the tumblr group, their discord server, or anywhere other online spaces. We don't know where the tumblr trolls came from, but we do not support them. Their statements were racist, antisemitic, and violent. What we did in their server was wrong and a mistake. 

I want to personally apologize to a few specific people for what happened. Their server got raided, and during all of it we did not take their mental health into account, causing a lot of people to have panic attacks. Their triggers were invalidated, and people were manipulated. There were also a lot of innapropriate and offensive statements involved. While many things happened without my knowledge, it spiraled out of control because of the initial server raid, and I want to offer my sincerest apologies for that, and for everything else.”

Update:

He lied. He doesn’t regret anything.

Do you remember how he claimed he never ordered an attack on anybody?

Yes.... that was a lie.

He did plan to attack, though one member - the one they would later throw out of the admin team stopped him from attacking more people.

It should have given us red flags they would ban the only member from the team who was actively against the bullying.

And as we see here they did attack the second time as soon as the opportunity arouse when Artillery were sending people after us after saying we should suck his d*.

So he didnt learn a thing. Please survivors stay save.

[jutsei]

(Art not done by me! Commissioned from, drawn by, and uploaded with permission by @queenieboo22 !!!)

Coming at you with another new OC! Lately I’ve been having ideas, but to do said ideas, I needed new OCs, so I decided to have an exercise and try to make side characters, characters that aren’t protagonists, but still recurring and make appearances within stories that are  still important and still serve a purpose, this is the first attempt at this!

Meet Niko Lampi, a Game Modder who lives in the beautiful town of Silverburg, not too far from Goldvale (Where Sachi lives!), a bit farther from Bronzeton, but far away from Platinum City!

She is a programmer with a passion for modding games and creating new experiences for games she loves, she got her start modding 3rd Gen Video games, but learned and even began helping with mods for the hit Toolbox Studios games, but is currently focused on a platforming game with a huge modding scene

Online, she is known as Zanark385 , and is quite well known for helping bring mods together!

Outside of modding, she prefers to not go outside, and doesn’t do a very good job of taking care of her body, often forgetting to eat, going without sleep, and usually forgetting to brush her hair, even when she does go out, her lack of training in social cues results in her looking awkward and strange, but she still tries!

Lately, she has been helping with a massive mod for the platforming video game, but has begun doubting her skills, other modders had broken into actual game development, and here she was, still no offers from companies, still no offers to make paid mods, she was stuck making passion products (which she loved), but was beginning to doubt her skills would ever result in a comfy living. Sometimes, she dreams of being someone else, someone who’s successful and well loved.

At the apex of her doubt, while she was working on a mod, a mysterious storm happened, and she was sucked into the video game! What happens next? Well, gotta make the video game she got sucked into first!

And, lastly, of course, she has a passion for sweaters, they’re comfy, they help hide how thin she is underneath, and help serve as a way to keep her mind sharp when the internet is down, she has a sweater for every occasion!

She was inspired by many things, Tomoko, the Hex Maniac, but primarily was inspired by the gaming mod scene, which I’ve long been fascinated with (and interacted with on a few occasions), and the character of Shiki in The World Ends With You, who is so full of self-loathing she gives up her appearance and pretends to be someone else, which is a theme in the “Sucked into a game” part of Niko’s backstory

Overall, she’s been a lot of fun and I hope people like her, making her with Queenie sure was fun!

[himbo-only-zone]

Sonia meeting a (gender neutral) crush on the island, despair or non despair is fine, and trying to woo them but between her more obscure ways of flirting and the crush being oblivious it takes ages for them to figure it out? I just love her. Same kind of thing for Ibuki too, if you don't mind?

sonia and ibuki trying to flirt (but failing)

trigger warning: teruteru slight mention (only his food)

tHIS IS SO CUTE!! I suck at flirting (ask my girlfriend) so I had a lot of fun doing this one. Honestly, I'm super super proud of this one!!

- Mod Anna

SONIA NEVERMIND.

• Once she meets you, she's instantly infatuated. You're so different than anyone else here, and she really wants to know more about you! So, she tries her hardest to figure out how to "woo" you, per say. However, she has some quite unusual ideas.

• The first idea she had was sending you some gifts. She didn't exactly know what you liked, so she ended up sending you some cool books she found in the library! All of those books happened to be true crime books. Certainly not the ... most romantic approach. She's really trying!

• So, she attempts to go at it with a pick up line. A classic one from Novoselic, one that's certain to grab your attention! One day, she walked up to you with her hands on her hips and proudly presented her pickup line.

• “Are you a magician? Because every time I look at you, everyone else disappears.”

• “Oh- no, I'm afraid not, but I know what might help! I would go to an eye doctor, maybe they could get you some glasses to see better? If I can help, tell me!!”

• “That wasn't what I- ... thank you, s/o. I appreciate it.”

• This goes on for a solid month. She keeps spewing pickup lines your way, she keeps sending you gifts, nothing's working! She has to be as up front as possible. This ... this is going to take a bit. She needs to build up her confidence first.

• After confiding in some of the girls ... and Gundham, she builds up confidence. They're all cheering her on to ask out her amazing s/o! So ... she makes her way to you and places her hands on your shoulders.

• “I want to go on a date with you because I love you, and I would love to be your girlfriend if you would allow me to. Is ... Is that okay ...? I really don't know if I'm doing any of this right- I came on too "strong," didn't I?! S/O, please just ignore everything I sa-”

• “You could've just told me!” you said with a giggle, hugging her tightly.

• She laughed nervously, burying her head in your neck. “I really did try, S/O ...”

IBUKI MIODA.

• After Ibuki met you, she was always excited to be around you! Something about you made her a lot more energetic, she just seemed to want to impress you more. This was totally a crush, and Ibuki couldn't help but feel excited! Time to flirt!

• She decided to write a song for you for her first attempt, wanting to start off with a bang! Did you expect any less from the musician? So, during one of her pep-rally-type concerts, she sang a love song. It was so specific with your attributes, but ... you didn't seem to get it.

• Now, what in the world could she try next? ... pick up lines! But, she wasn't going the cheese-y route, she was going to be original and make one herself! So, she sat on the floor of her bedroom and craft the perfect one for you. It took her a while, but she happily presented the best one!

• “For a minute there I thought I’d died and gone to heaven! But but but but buuuuuut, now Ibuki sees that she is very much alive, and heaven has been brought to her!!”

• “Oh, really? What kind of heaven? You're talking about the cakes Teruteru made, aren't you? They're really really good, aren't they?”

• “No, that's not what Ibuki ... mmm, I want some more of those cakes, c'mon, s/o!!”

• Ibuki couldn't handle this anymore! She needed you to know how she truly felt, this was getting too hard to keep in! She was practically bouncing on her toes at every given moment around you! So, while getting some more those cakes, she took your hand and got really close to your face.

• “Listen here, buddy. What's your deal?! Haven't you realized I'm totally in love with you yet?! Because Ibuki thought she was making it obvious!!” she said, pouting lightly at you.

• “Y-You really think that way, Ibuki? I feel the same!” you giggled excitedly.

• Ibuki hugged you close, shaking her head. “Of course I do, you big dummy. I love you so so so so so so so so so so-” This goes on for about an hour.

[itsclydebitches]

:)))) So I've started playing the witcher again AND AHA i Have more complaints, doing some main quests cause there's nothing else rly to do now, and yen has just comfirmed that she also has amnesia for a short time, ARE YOU KIDDING ME???? This whole time, including literally the line before she said that, she's been belittling and mocking and just acting like she didn't believe Geralt about his amnesia/ THAT HIS ACTIONS WERE DUE TO HIS AMNESIA???? so.,,, she's rly just such a bitch lfmao I can't with this woman, She is a grown ass adult and she's being petty and cruel over something this man can't be entirely blamed for. Also asked why she didn't come look for geralt, as she only had her memory loss for a short time due to the mages helping her, she just assumed that geralt would look for her... she just assumed he was fine and- I can't stand her. I AM GONNA SPEED PAST HER SHIT AND GO FUCK AROUND SOME MORE HOLY SHIT shes insufferable

YOU'RE BACK, ANON, HI :D

All of this though. My knowledge of the Witcher story was so spotty when I first played that it took me a while to really piece everything together. (Helped immensely by playing through the first two games. Imagine that lol.) So when it fully hit home that 1. Yennefer also had amnesia, 2. She had been ignorantly pursuing another witcher just like Geralt pursued another sorceress (if we ignore the fact that Triss was actively going after him), 3. She recovered her memory way faster and did nothing to find/help Geralt, 4. She only sought him out after she'd tried to find Ciri herself and failed, AKA I'll look for you now that I need you for something, and finally 5. All of this came about because the Wild Hunt kidnapped Yennefer and Geralt TRADED HIMSELF FOR HER... I'm just, like, livid on his behalf lol. I mean damn, Geralt has his own list of flaws and you can absolutely play him as a dick, but in terms of the events we have no control over—their "real" characterization in the games—it really is a night and day difference between them. At least for me. Yeah, Yennefer is a grown-ass woman who spends the majority of the time being petty, hypocritical, or downright cruel. Does she have moments of compassion, wit, humor, etc.? Of course! Are they enough to outweigh everything else and make me like her though? Still nope...

I'm deep into my second playthrough and I'm like you, anon: I've been avoiding her parts as much as possible lol. I actually just went to Skellige because I need Yen for a secondary quest and I became frustrated by how heavy-handed their supposed chemistry is. You don't get a choice about whether Geralt greets her with a "You look beautiful" during a funeral, it just happens. The majority of the options from then on are some version of innuendo and when you pick the neutral route (that's thankfully there) Yen still turns it into a 'Remember the last time we were at a ball and had sex ;)' conversation, more innuendo about reading minds with the "I don't like that" option becoming more flirting about secrets... Even back before you've even found her it's all about her unique scent, the unicorn, how everyone recognizes you from the love ballads... it doesn't feel like they have a relationship to me. It's all just sex and how hot they both are. Compare that to literally anyone else in the game—yes, including Triss—and it just highlights how unnatural it feels. I mean, it's not going to feel unnatural to a player who already adores the relationship, but if you haven't bought into it yet... the game does incredibly little to sell them liking each other outside of the booty calls. I have no desire to romance Triss either, but at least with her I get conversations about the world, her interests, and our relationship outside of the physical. Yen seems to have three modes: we're having sex now, I hate you now, or we're looking for Ciri. It really doesn't make for an engaging romance imo. Especially in a game as choice-based as Witcher, you really can't get by on just "Well, they're canonical, so..."

In other news, I'm on the Blood and Broken Bones difficulty because I have every intention of platinuming this thing. I also added a couple of mods to even out aspects of the gameplay that previously bugged me. This included an "always full exp" mod because it sucked putting off a quest for a while, going back when you were a higher level, and getting literally 2exp for the same work. Except... then I leveled too quickly and all the mobs were super easy and I didn't want to "cheat" lol. So I got rid of the exp mod, added the AMAZING random encounters mod, cranked that difficulty up, and am now constantly besieged by mobs of my level or higher whenever I try to do... anything. It's great fun. Makes the world feel far more dangerous and you can earn a little extra coin by taking on bounties. I hope to make all the grandmaster witcher gear this time, so I'm gonna need all the coin I can get...

Do you plan to get the DLCs when you're done? I'm so eager to replay Blood and Wine again!

[cryptid-valley]

Just a little intro of one of my Stardew OCs, Gray!

Here’s a little intro to Gray, my farmer turned into a more fleshed out OC, from the perspective of his future best friend and partner, Sterling, from HimeTart’s mod, Always Raining In The Valley! (https://www.nexusmods.com/stardewvalley/mods/9999) Gray will also be featured, alongside a few others, in a friend’s story soon!

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Rain. Again. It’s always fucking raining here. I know taking a break from Zuzu to get my shit together here in Pelican Town with Henry and Mia was the best choice, it’s easier to stay sober away from all the city craziness. But I can't get used to this constant rain. And of course it  would rain on my day off, too. It is kind of pretty though, I’ll admit that. The already green town seems a little more lush and alive in the rain, the Scarpe in particular. Here, on the edge of Pelican Town, I always felt we were a little closer to nature. I thought I might step outside and get a little air since I had time to kill before heading to the saloon later, and I’d better do it now, before the rain REALLY started to come down. As I opened the door, Max, Henry’s beloved dog, sauntered over lazily. However, seeing it was drizzling outside, he seemed hesitant to step out. “You don’t like the rain much either buddy, huh?” I said, scratching the top of his head. His golden fur was incredibly soft, Mia was pretty insistent that Max was groomed pretty regularly. “Still, you’d better go out, Mia would kill me if you made a mess on the rug again..”

As Max and I stepped out to let him do his business, I looked out across the small little neighbourhood that made up the Scarpe.. Mia’s plants, I’m sure, were thankful for the rain. I thought of Henry helping his dad out on the farm in Grampleton, and realised being stuck here, not caked in mud up to my knees, probably wasn’t so bad after all. The Scarpe itself was quiet, peaceful. The old stone walkways glistened under the misty rain, little puddles forming between the different stones. That's when I spotted him. A sudden interruption to the stillness of the town, the man who’d been staying in the East Scarpe Inn for the past few months was making his way around the Inn, and I assume up to the lighthouse, where he seemed to spend a lot of time. He was subject to a lot of conversation here, he was a recurring topic of Caroline and Jodi’s gossiping. “That new man in the Inn, don’t you think he’s a little… strange?” Caroline had asked Jodi, in a hushed tone, frankly, the way those two always spoke. I always wondered if they talked about me, they sure seemed to talk about everyone else in the town. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen him talk to anyone else. He seems pretty arrogant..” Jodi whispered back, as if the man was in the room with us. Come to think of it though, I did rarely see him in Pierre’s, and if he did come in, he came, got what he needed, and left quickly, without much beyond a thank you to Pierre. I hated to think I was getting sucked into Jodi and Caroline’s gossip, making assumptions about this guy I’d never even spoken to, so I decided I was going to go talk to him, and make my own assessment.

Once I was sure Max was done, I ushered him back inside the house. He wasn’t too wet, and his paws didn't seem too muddy, so I decided I didn’t need to chase him around with a towel to dry him off, which Max seemed to think was just a fun game, often more of an uphill battle for Henry, Mia and I. I closed the door behind me as I headed towards the lighthouse. Perhaps this was a bit of a weird choice, but one thing Jodi said was true. He always seemed to be alone. Introducing myself seemed like a nice thing to do, at the very least, and I won’t lie, the air of mystery around this man had sucked me in a little bit. The steps up to the lighthouse were wet, and a little slippery, so I navigated my way up carefully. Once the lighthouse was in view, so was he. His back was to me, he was sitting on the edge of the cliff, looking out over the Gem Sea. His silver hair was now wet, which is when I noticed he didn’t have a jacket on, just a black, button up shirt with the sleeves rolled up. The rain wasn’t very heavy, but if it got worse, which wouldn’t be out of character in the Valley, he was going to get completely drenched. I was thankful then for my hoodie. As I got closer, I spotted the cigarette in his right hand, between fingers adorned with various steel rings. “Hey man, how are you doing?” I asked. Suddenly, I was aware I had approached a total stranger, who I knew absolutely nothing about, while he was minding his own business on the edge of a cliff. “Name’s Sterling, I realised we hadn’t met yet, and you’ve been here a while now.” I’m pretty sure I saw his shoulders stiffen as I spoke, and suddenly, I worried if Jodi and Caroline had been right in their judgement of our town's new anti-socialite. “I’m Gray.” His voice was firm and purposeful, yet quiet. He didn’t seem shy, anyway, so I was getting the feeling his loneliness was a choice, not a consequence. “You mind if I sit here?” I realised at this point, he hadn’t actually looked at me yet. This may have been a mistake. He gave what sounded like a small sigh, shrugged his shoulders and took a drag from the cigarette. “It’s a free country..” he said, with what seemed like a hint of irritation. I hesitated for a moment, but at this point my curiosity had only increased. I sat down to his right, and noted that as I did, he moved his cigarette to his left hand. “So… you like this weather? I was never a fan of the rain myself.” I questioned, as I looked out over the horizon. I could see why he seems to be sat here so often, the view, even in the rain, was nice. The waves crashed out ahead, smashing against the rocks out at sea. “So you followed me up here in it to make small talk about it?” He leaned back on his right hand a little as he spoke, eyes still focused on the sea, taking another drag from his cigarette, and exhaling to the left, away from me. He was right. Rude, but right. Though the action of actively not exhaling smoke in my direction seemed to show that he wasn’t a complete jackass, either. Realising small talk clearly didn’t interest this guy, I decided to take a different approach. “Alright… What's your biggest fear?” I turned to look at him after this enquiry, ready to read his reaction. This was the first time he actually looked at me and met my gaze. His eyes were an almost jarring shade of frosty blue, piercing, and narrowed now in what seemed to be aggravated confusion. His face was angular, with high cheekbones, framed by his mid length silver hair. His jawline was sharp, and now tensed. When he saw the slight smirk on my face, and he realised what I was doing, his features softened up, and seemed to give a hint of a very small, sardonic grin. “I guess it’d be small talk.” He chuckled very slightly, and took another drag of his cigarette, before stubbing it out next to him, even though it wasn’t totally finished. He slipped a small tin out of the pocket of his black jeans, and placed the butt inside, along with a few others. When he noticed I was watching him, and I assumed, spotted my somewhat puzzled expression, he gave another small, amused huff. “I’m not gonna leave it on the ground for some bird to eat. Bad for the environment.”

“So, Sterling was it? Do you regularly approach strangers while they sit on a sheer cliff face, or do you usually have some sense of self preservation?” He slicked his now completely wet grey hair back off his face as he spoke, before leaning back on his hands once more, tilting his head a little as he looked at me, and raising a dark brown eyebrow. He appeared to have a small scar, which created a slit effect in his brow. He had a slight smirk, his eyes trained on me. While I was sure it was a joke and not a threat, I suddenly became aware of the cliff's height, and the waves breaking against it underneath. “Please, if I go over this cliff, the weirdo who lives in the Inn, who spends all his time up by the lighthouse would be the prime suspect, and you don’t seem like the type that would be that sloppy.” I joked back at him, with a smirk of my own, not breaking his gaze; “Anyway, if you push me, I’m taking you with me.” He shook his head slightly, his cynical smirk still present. “You’re right, I guess I’ll just have to find another way to get you to leave me the hell alone.” He closed his eyes as he mused, rolling his head back across his shoulders before returning his icy blue gaze out across the sea once more. “Well,” I huffed slightly, getting to my feet. Carefully, and more aware than I’d like to be of the cliff now. “You’ll have to try harder than that, my dear Grayson. ‘Cause for now, I’ve decided we will be best friends.” I turned now, starting to head back towards town, I had to meet Shane in the saloon soon enough. “It’s just Gray, it's not short for anything.” He spoke a little louder, as he looked back over his shoulder, I could hear his bemusement dripping off his words. “Yeah, well, it didn't have the same dramatic effect. Catch ya later, bestie.” I called back over my shoulder, throwing up a peace sign, as I looked ahead down the path away from the lighthouse. “Don’t fucking call me that, I’m not your ‘bestie’!” He said, much more exasperated than before, his much more measured demeanour slipping now. “Sure thing, sweetcheeks!” I yelled out with a smirk, turning on my heels and walking backwards down the path briefly to look at the new guy, who seems a little less mysterious now. He shook his head as he pulled out another cigarette. As he lit it, I swear I heard a little chuckle.