#miya nanamiya

[meneswings]

ermm... what the flip tumblr??? ( for context i searched up abnormality dancing girl1!!11!! )

[a-roses-wondrous-rain]

I Became A Butterfly.

TW - hurt no comfort, unreciprocated feelings.

Extra notes ~ 6.3k characters. A bit canon divergent. Y’know that one part of Mene’s dream where she watched Miya dance with another? This is my original thoughts on it before realizing that it was just her dream. It cuts off at the mirror scene and merges back with canon again.

The sewing machine whirred. Tomorrow is prom, and Mene was crunching on the dress. Tame Mene, the nobody with bad grades, trying to ask Miya Nanamiya, the popular girl who had everyone swooning, to prom on the day of, assuming no one asked her yet. The black lace blended into the silky material as she kept her foot down on the pressure foot, the needle in the machine bobbing up and down as it glided through the fabric with ease. It would be a gorgeous dress, hopefully pretty enough to win Miya’s heart. It started as wanting to be like her, to falling for her, to now working up the courage to ask her out.

Mene was pretty sure she liked girls, right? All she could do was hope it would work out. If it doesn’t, then at least she tried. Mene cut the thread and held up the dress, marveling at her own work. She was never confident in what she did, but this felt good. It felt perfect. Mene put it on the mannequin and grabbed the stretchy black fabric to make gloves. Maybe she could make them elbow length.

She almost overslept her alarm. Thankfully, that three hours of sleep was just enough to get her out of bed and operating for the day. Saturday, seven am was the time. Mene had arranged to meet with Miya, but hadn’t gotten any confirmation over it. No text, no call, no nothing. Mene got dressed in her casual outfit, a deep purple long sleeve shirt and black leggings, and a pair of black shoes with lavender laces. She headed outside, raining again. Mene started walking down the street, her hands over her head to try and prevent the rain from ruining the styling she attempted doing. She wanted this to be special, after all. Walking… walking… walking… finally, Mene reached their spot. She asked Miya to meet her at a nearby park, but she wasn’t there. Five more minutes morphed into ten, and that turned to thirty. Two hours later, Mene finally accepted she wouldn’t show up.

On her way home in the pouring rain, Mene got a notification from Miya. ‘Hey, hanging out with someone to make sure our outfits are ready, sorry :/‘ ah… Mene put her phone back in her pockets, willing the tears to not spill over. Miya, the girl she had finally worked up the courage to ask to prom, already had a date. Why did she even bother. It’s not like someone as pretty and popular as Miya would go with someone as quiet and average as Mene to something like prom. The walk back was quiet, nearly… serene, in a way. Her clothes were soaked, her hair ruined and the little bit of makeup she bothered putting on running down her face, but it was calm. Almost able to let her forget how she had just been stood up like that.

Mene got home and shut the door, heading to her room and locking it. The first thing she saw was the scissors and the very very dark purple gloves she made. It’s not like Miya would’ve like them, she was much more pastel than that. She would’ve hated it. She would’ve hated it. That’s all Mene could think as she disfigured the gloves she worked so hard on. After about ten seconds of cutting up the gloves, Mene finally came to her senses and dropped the gloves. She didn’t know what to feel. Should she cry? Should she feel angry? Should she be indifferent to this all? Should she have known she wasn’t good enough to go to prom? It all felt like too much.

It took some convincing from her parents, but Mene started putting on the dress hours later to go to prom. She was told it’d be a waste of time and money if she didn’t go. So there the purple haired girl was, sliding on the gloves that now only came down to the middle of her forearms with cuts on the sides. It took a lot to not cry at seeing all this hard work that would go unappreciated. Her parents assured her she looked lovely as she headed out of the door, a matching black umbrella to go with her dress. She walked down the street, head hung low like a puppy that just got hit. Finally, she reached the place. Mene’s head was flooded by too much as she walked into the building where it was being held; “What if I see Miya?” “What if she hates my guts?” “What am I even doing here” “Should I just leave?” “There are too many people” “Everyone’s in lighter colors, do I look stupid in this dress?” “I think I’m the only one here without a date…”It all came to a stop when her feet carried her through the crowded event, right to Miya. Mene stared and marveled at her beauty as she watched the blonde dance…

…with someone else. Miya looked like a gorgeous doll as she moved and danced, just so perfect. Too perfect for someone like Mene. As much as she longed and wished, Mene would never be as good as Miya, or as popular, or as pretty, or as perfect, or as straight-A’d, or as hard working, or as lovely, or as playful, or funny, or beautiful, or lovable, or perfect, or-

Mene headed towards the door, biting her cheek to prevent the tears from making themselves known. “I am not good enough,” is what repeated through her head as she walked outside. As soon as Mene was away from the masses, she started running. Running. Running. Running. Running. The rain started even harder, and Mene didn’t have the energy to put up her umbrella. She simply ran through the rain, not caring how ruined her dress was, or how swampy her flats were, or how soaked her hair got. The rain hid the effects of the tears, save for the puffy red eyes and quiet sobs. Running. Running. Running. Running.

She slammed her door shut once she got inside, ignoring her parents asks as to how she got to this state or why she was home so early. She immediately got into her duller clothes and started modifying the dress. If it was too pathetic of a dress for Miya, she could at least make it pretty. She sewed until past midnight. Mene made the dress much more butterfly like and set it down on her bed. Now, she should start cleaning. Especially her bed, and that mirror she could never get the smudges off of.

In a dark room, by myself, before the mirror at one in the morning. “Hey, who could you be?” “Hey, who could I be?” I asked but still received no reply.

[pridebicons]

bi miya pride icon

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[normalabdavidchiem]

can yall just listen...

ik im just being stupid over the phrase "i want to be like her" and that both the song and arei and eden remind me of myself and my crush but just hear me out..

please get it PLEASE GET IT. PLEASE SEE THE VISION

THIS IS PROBABLY RLY RIDICULOUS BUT ragh

[orthoeatspaperclips11]

mene gets the happy ending she deserves

[queervocasongtourn]

Queer Vocaloid Song Tournament: Side C, Round 1

Please listen to all songs before voting!

Abnormality Dancin' Girl by guchiry feat. v flower

VS

Akatsuki Arrival by Last Note feat. Hatsune Miku, Megurine Luka

Propaganda under the cut!

ABNORMALITY DANCIN' GIRL

"TOXIC YURI IS GOOD YURI "

"It's got a theme of butterflies. Like. Obviously it's a trans allegory, it's got an amazing ccolor scheme too (purple and blue are wonderful colors tbh frfr)"

"uhhh well maybe i'm stretching here but tame mene the main character of the song has a giant crush on miya nanamiya (another girl) so yeah i just love this so much"

AKATSUKI ARRIVAL

"When Magnet wasn't carrying Miku X Luka, this song was. Miku and Luka being rivals, only to realize that they only loved what they did when their rival was there with them. This is the Rivals to Lovers song. // Rivals to lovers. Doomed yuri. This song rewired my brain chemistry I love them so much"

"Two rivals whose worlds revolve around one another and for whom living without each other is difficult: what's more queer than that? Plus the MV from Project Diva is literally what got me into Vocaloid so I can safely say. Peak."

[abnormal-tulip]

I JUST NOTICED THEY'RE SUPER ALIKE!!!! TIME TO TALK ABOUT IT☆

so BAAAAAASICALLY☆ if you guys don't know☆ top gem is phosphophyllite [phos for short] from houseki no kuni / land of the lustrous / kingdom of gems and bottom person is tame mene from abnormality dancin' girl by guchiry [sung by vflower, there's a really good piko cover too! suggest checking it out]☆ if i don't explain this the best, then just. let me be☆ B U T ☆ BASICALLY☆ they both start out wanting to be more. mene wants better grades and phos wants to become a fighter, they both want to be worth something☆ mene's quality dropped rapidly during her time in school, being a gifted child until more recently, seeing people around her be what she once was [mene's obsession with her grades make it seem like she was once great at it]☆ phos didn't start off great, they're the second youngest [or youngest,,???? i forget if zircon's older or younger], but they HAVE seen people around them be great. everyone around them seemingly has a better understanding of everything or a better hardness☆ soon, they both find someone☆ mene finds nanamiya miya, a star student who everyone loves☆ and phos finds cinnabar [and later, antarcticite], who is extremely important to the gems and [later found in the manga] extremely loved☆ they start thinking about them constantly, thinking they're stupid for trying to interact with said person, becoming basically obsessed☆ now, we get to mene's dream and phos loosing their arms☆

mene's dream is the second form of her 'metamorphosis', symbolizing a cocoon [the first appearance is a caterpillar and the last appearance is a butterfly [as she very clearly states]], forming more confidence☆ phos loosing their arms is teeechnically the third step in their overall downhill [second is the agate legs], but their personality change really starts there☆ mene wears a dress that's similar to miya's in her dream, and phos cuts their hair to look more like antarc's☆ mene, after this dream, is always constantly dreaming about miya. they're just seeing how wonderful she is, and that she seemingly has no flaws☆ a similar thing happens to phos after antarc shatters infront of them. they start thinking about them all the time, seeing how great they really were, and- you guessed it, seeing that they seemingly have no flaws☆ last phase! mene's butterfly outfit and phos's head removal☆

now, after trying everything, they both have reached the final [complete for phos, this form for phos lasts a LOOOONG time] part of their journey, which has actually made them worse☆ mene wants everyone to see this abnormality they've created in themself. the basically see-through outfit is a symbol for wanting to be seen and recognised, and that's what they both wanted in the beginning, but it's more apparent now in mene's outfit☆ phos's changes are very apparent, with lapis now being in their conscious☆ their changes are more apparent based on their literal replacements [agate legs, gold and alloy arms, and lapis lazuli head]☆ both of them are barely themselves anymore by the amount of abnormality they've gathered☆ and, after this transformation [for both], it gets severely worse☆ phos goes into suffering they never thought they could before, losing almost all phos-ness about them [even if they keep their kindness at heart] and being unrecognisable throughout their stages☆ and, to put it simply, mene dies☆ both 'final' transformations end up in a *severely* worse state for both people, even if it seems like they're better this way in their heads☆ ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,yeah! :D☆

[the-one-and-only-dancing-girl]

Hello! Welcome to our blog. We're a subsystem in a partial DID system that recently became self aware. We consist of mostly fictives. The reason we're all fictives is that we're all fragments who latched onto identities of fictional characters, + we're autistic. Go cry about it fakeclaimers 🙄

Here's who we know of so far:

Maribelle (Abnormality Dancin' Girl, partial)

Tame Mene (Thalia) (Abnormality Dancin' Girl) (dormant)

Nanamiya Miya (Olive) (Abnormality Dancin' Girl)

Dove/Reign

Kevin (WTNV)

c!Wilbur (Dream SMP)

Jonathan Sims (TMA - but very specifically S1-S2)

Beatrice (OC)

Princess Luna (MLP)

Mary (songtive of Mary On A Cross)

Angel Gabriel (The Mandela Catalogue)

We'd love to make some new friends!! :D we like and follow from @darkest-shade-of-light ^-^

Feel free to add us on Discord too!! It's tame mene#4221

That's all for the first post! We hope to see you all later :)

-Dove

[orthoeatspaperclips11]

mene needs love