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[marcodelia97]

Awakening. What I’m experiencing lately is literally as if I’m slowly waking up from an unconscious state. My growth, learning, and yoga routine are making me more and more conscious daily, and in this period I’m like playing around testing the mechanism of myself and Life itself. But the other day I was walking at night in my hometown and I suddenly realized, “what am I doing here?”. Almost like awakening from a dream that lasted 3 years (since COVID started), I found myself on that street with wide-open eyes thinking “I’m not supposed to be here now”. Yes, I’m growing daily and I’m focusing on reaching the best version of myself, but at the same time, I always have this background feeling of not being in the right place. Then I realized, I had so many plans, what happened? I analyzed my past years and I saw that before COVID I was traveling and I had many plans of becoming an actor/model/singer, etc., and now I feel lost. Yes, I improved myself a lot and I discovered my spiritual path, but I totally “forgot” to play with my human life. I forgot about my dreams and huge ambitions I had, and put them aside because of a few rejections I had and distractions + feeling content where I am because of spirituality. Now I’m planning on taking those life plans and getting back on track, with this new version of myself full of potential, I’m going to reach the best version of myself and start working towards the goals that I was dreaming about before this whole thing happened. It’s time to wake up, I’m back. 🇮🇹 Italian caption in the stories/comments #motivation #motivational #selfcare #marcodelia #model #misteritaly #misterworld #misterworlditaly #beauty #lifestyle #growth #crescita #crescitapersonale #automiglioramento #crescitainteriore #innergrowth (at Saṃsāra) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn4vNFrrkCp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=