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New Future
A break-up is never a fun thing. Your future is suddenly changed. In the course of a day or two your whole future looks different, and maybe not better. Maybe you thought your future would be with this person. You thought you would be with this person for the rest of your life. And suddenly thatās not the case anymore. One of you decided that this wasnāt going to happen. And the second person usually canāt do much about it. A relationship is usually over if one person decides it is. And that sucks. It sucks to be abandoned like that. To be told that you arenāt wanted like that anymore. Maybe you arenāt wanted at all.
People need to be wanted. We want to be wanted. We want someone to like us and belong. I did, at least. I belonged somewhere. My future was set, and I was home. Then something changed. Iām still not sure what that was. Even after all this time, I still donāt know why. But I have to accept it. And I have to make a new future. Without him. Without the life I lived for almost 10 years.
I miss the sound of him coming home. The sound of his jacket being hanged in the hallway and the joy in his voice when he called out to see if I was home. I miss his arms around me and his nose in my neck. I miss the way he sniffed me and smiled at me. Home. I miss the way his mouth felt against mine and how close he held me. I could easily tell if he had thought about me that day or not.
I miss the feeling of his freshly shaven head and the smell of the lotion he used. I miss sitting in the passenger seat of our car and the way he grabbed my hand sometimes. I used to love that feeling. Especially if he kissed it. I miss the smell of our tv-room where we used to watch movies. The way the darkness surrounded us, and I got to curl up close to him. How his arm felt around me, and his fingers intertwined with mine. His kisses on my head. His laughter. His soft voice and lips when he woke me up in the morning before he went to work.
I have to miss all of this and more for the rest of my life. Even if I find a new future it wonāt be with him. It will never be the same. I have to create new moments and a new home. With different smells, voices and kisses. And Iāve already started that journey.
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we need more diversity in pro-killing-cops ideology. likes theres far right and far left pro-killing-cops ideology but we need a centrism of police murder. killing a cop is a symbolic act of participation in the state as performance. a cop lives in a role they play, at the very least shooting at them, is what gives that role verisimilitude! a play doesnt just have a protagonist, it has an antagonist, if that part is missingthe story doesnt work. its like aztec sacrifice.
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i have a lot of dreams where my mom and i end up driving the car into a body of water and having to react fast its weird
also last night had a weird dream that I my mom and I just like? left our lives and went to a home for like mentally ill bitches. we almsot drowned getting there but man it was weird bcuz i like was mourning my job and stuff and missingthe rest of my family. and then in the dream i was chatting w some other ppl at the home and ???? i had a burst of memory that ???? i was acquaintances with technoblade when i was like 12 and I had a mc server he played on and later in life he and i would confide in each other and then someone at the table made a comment abt how i was talking abt him in the past tense and i just said āwell he died.ā and the guy kinda kept rambling on abt who knows what anyways i dont know what the dream was all abt but
i miss technoblade, i dont want to go to a home, i certainly dont want a car that i am in to end up in a deep body of water, and i think i dont wanna lose my job??
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Brisbane vs. Other Aussie Cities: Whatās Missing? https://youtu.be/6yPg0ZwEXZI?si=2ihjST4xDMfbDmMj
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Blessed Holy Trauma Week
Blessed Holy Trauma WeekWhere the spying on our friendsCome out to hauntour WednesdaysWe feel the reality That not all of our relationships are safe Where the Tablewhen we eat togethermight feel hauntedby those who are missingthe ones who have diedOr the ones we are not speaking to(hopefully for just now, Lord hear our prayer)The echoes of lonesome pandemic timesā¦We remember that Jesus ate withā¦
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OScan2Net Scanner Output My rubber band stretchedThen went on a journeyAcross the grand foyerPast the pie safeAnd through the chandelier I laughed as it landed perfectlyCatching the door handleAnd hanging itselfJust missingThe one who giggledSnapped his towel And ran for safety
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Serial killer gives police location in west London where he says he hid body of 19-year-old who went missingThe serial killer Levi Bellfield has confessed again to the murder of missing student Elizabeth Chau in a recorded face-to-face interview...
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Death of a Heart
All I ever wanted was a real oneSeeing the future was the vision I crownedYet my time was wastedFalling for unrealistic expectationsI say fuckāemThe goals no longer existYou became a flight riskI provided what you was missingThe feeling is not even worth itPartnership was the blueprintYou became conniving as you brought harm to my sanityMental illness caught me off guardTears flowedAnxiety kickedā¦
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Missing things
I miss traveling.
Last night, I woke up in the middle of the night and watched planes inched their way to their destinations on flightradar. The tiny planes on the screen making little movements. I imagined myself being in one of those planes, feeling anxious, giddy, and too excited to hop off of the plane and start my journey in a place that's entirely new to me, but at the same time, patiently taking my time in the plane, enjoying the turbulance and its soft roar. Itās always a different feeling being inside the plane.
I hope traveling has not lost on me yet. I wish I could still travel again one day and go discover another set of new places, or go back revisit the old ones and get all the more acquainted with whatās around.
When I came back home from my trip in Australia last 2019, I promised myself that Iād start traveling around my own country more often. I realized that I had not been to beautiful places in my home country like Mayon Volcano, Baguio, Sagada, Vigan, Samar, Davao, and Siquijor ā these are the few places I wanted to journey in 2020 and it's a shame that I hadn't been in one of these places.
However, unfortunately, COVID-19 pandemic happened and is currently happening, evolving into something worse, trying to constantly eradicate the human race. With the pandemic trashing futures, my travel plans were postponed indefinitely along with the rest of other peopleās plans. We all had been constrained and forcefully put steady in the same place for who knows when. Itās been two years, but thereās still no end in sight.
I hope that one day, we will all be able to do the things that we missed doing during the course of a 2-year-and-counting break.
I hope that I could still travel far and wide to see what beauties lie within those places.
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Lowkey missing things I have never lived
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Hey! I'm awake... . . . . #art #artlover #digitalart #allaboutart #photography #contemporary #contemporaryphotography #contemporaryart #notmine #butilikeit #inspiration #collage #awake #stilllost #mymind #missingthings #paris #newlife #blogger #belgianblogger #artblogger #bloggerinspiration #inspirationblog #gay #gayguy #gayuniverse #instamood #instaart #eclecticforever #picofthenight (Ć Tour Eiffel) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6Lp8neHXIu/?igshid=rjgubvb0v4jo
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Hello Sensei!
AU on Samurai Kakashi growing in an old-fashioned Samurai family. Hakumo, on his last mission was surrounded by enemies as he offered himself as bait to let his comrades escape. In the end, he was cornered and committed Seppuku. The enemies got his body and dishonored him. Kakashi learned of this and vowed to avenge his father's honour and wandered to track the bloody bastards one by one.
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Kakashiās out for blood, and heās not taking any prisoners.
Thereās a few who disagree with Kakashiās choice for revenge, and want him to focus on his job as a Samurai, but at the same time thereās no one who would judge him for choosing this path. Espeshally when word gets out that some of Sakumoās armour and weaponās were kept as trophies by the shinobi who disrespected his body.
weaponās and armour that should have been buried with him as a sign of respect for his death.
Kakashi leaves his own armour behind, choosing not to soil his families honour as Samurai in his search for revenge. Instead, he wears a mask that covers the lower part of his face and keeps his two swords, venturing into the lands of the Shinobi to find those who killed his father.
Itās not an easy task. They all may be from the same village, but finding each and every one of them is hard. Eseshally after he manages to kill thefirdt two.
then people start to spread word about the āShinobi with white chakra who killed themā
Heās not super happy being called a Shinobi, but at least heās not soiling the Samurai name, and since heās going to be called a shinobi anyways he decides to learn some of the Shinobi ways. Itāll help him fight better after all.
Which leads to him discovering his affinity for electrical release, and ultimately stealing scrolls to teach himself jutsuās (or if he can, learning the hand signs to Jutsuās and teaching it to himself when heās training)
by the age of 27, Kakashi has successfully killed three of the men who disrespected his father, out of five of them.
The last two are extreamly difficult to get alone and face off against, and thatās not even touching on the fact that heās not officially in the bingo book with countless shinobi trying to take him out to collect the reward. A reward that keeps growing as he takeās out more people trying to kill him, and his skills become more well known.
Kakashi still has the nickname ācopy ninā, but rather than it being because he copies Jutsuās with Obitoās sharingan, itās instead because he copies the hand signs of enemy shinobi and teaches himself their jutsuās, increasing his arrsenal of jutsuās to 1000+ through scrolls and enemies jutsuās.
And imagin that being the person that Team seven meets during a mission shortly before their chunin exams. Not in a fight, but rather as the āshinobiā swooping in to take out an enemy that had attacked them, and that has enough of a reward on his head that Kakashi could use the bounty to survive. (after all, he does still need to survive. especially without a village to go home to)
#iām sorry this turned into a thing#and i love the thing#Kakashi chasing after the bastards who killed and disrespected his father#And they know theyāre the oneās heās after because theyāre always missingthe weapons/armour bits they stole from Sakumo#Since Kakashi takeās them back#and heās pissed he canāt get to the astard who has his fathers swords#he wants those swords back more than anything
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Good lord it is october..Good Lord!!!!!! And year since,that i Did make this blog. &Since i had a job. Yes..Missingthe Job. This month i have been doing lots and lots of walking, up & and down,the fields..checking on the gates crops and such.....that everything is in Working Order. And i think also waiting,Kind of for something profound to happen. So that i could come.on here to my This Blog and tellyou all who follow it,Yay!! Ive cracks it!!!!!! Thingswil be so different , from now on!!!!! But Nothing yet. Ive oiled all the gates twice,and &Once fixed up a fence,which had been blown over.
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When your missing Detroit... #cornedbeefrolls #detroitstyle #missingthed https://www.instagram.com/p/CGtOJaisFjQ/?igshid=1e12enib2t6oz
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