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Valentine Boy

Prologue | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 (Final)

Special Cover Art by @nakayutasama <3

Summary:

You've been dating College Student! Jaehyun for a few months now. He's unbelievably sweet, smart, oh..and very handsome. Best of all, he gives you the best love you've ever had. He's the love of your life and you can't see anything going wrong as your relationship sails smoothly.that is….until you discover his biggest secret. He's been hiding the fact that he's a camboy and you start to wonder..ls Jaehyun as sweet and honest as you think he is?

Pairing: female reader X college student and camboy!Jaehyun

Genre: Angst, Smut, Fluff

Chapter Word Count: 13.5K

Warnings: cursing, cheating, cam boy (video-recorded sex with online audience), brief sexual assault mention (nothing detailed), deception, manipulation, blackmail, alcohol use, minor character death, descriptive smut (fingering, dirty talk, BDSM themes (toy usage, spanking), oral sex (m receiving), threesome, some masturbation, rough sex, vaginal penetration, anal sex, breast fondling).

(A/N): HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!!💗💗 Jfc I cannot believe this took 3 years 😵‍💫 please PLEASEEEE forgive me for completely abandoning this as well as other fics, things happen and I couldn’t find any motivation to write for a while. It’s slowly starting to come back, so you’ll notice my writing style is rusty, please be patient with me❤️Anyway, I’ve introduced a new character *hint hint* his name starts with T hehe! Thank you guys so much for reading this series!! I really want to know if you love Cam Boy! Jaehyun or can’t stand him after this finale. So please comment or send an ask! I hope you enjoy! low key, I’m relieved but I’m also kinda sad, anytime I finish a series it’s really like closing a book and leaving the characters behind, it’s weird.. nonetheless!! ENJOY!

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[2:30 PM]

“Miss y/n, I understand that you believe you’re innocent in this situation, but the fact of the matter is that these scandalous photos WERE taken with your permission. You voluntarily posed for these photos”

The Dean flips the posters over on his desk so that he doesn’t have to look at them anymore. You appreciated it, but really, you wished she’d be more sympathetic.

“Y-yes, but not with the belief that they’d ever leave my boyfriend's computer..I’m sorry, I don’t know who is trying to blackmail me, but I’d really appreciate it if campus police could do an investigation. I think my boyfriend was hacked.”

You say quietly, unsure of whether or not you even believed that.

“Of course, miss Y/n, this will be done and the perpetrator may be convicted of sexual assault, should there be enough evidence and should you wish to press charges, but right now, our main concern is maintaining our campus peace and the respectful treatment of others that we pride ourselves in having.”

You nod.

“That being said…” she sighs.

“Myself, as well as your professors, have decided to forbid you from entering the campus.”

Your mouth falls open as your eyes widen. “Wha-“

“It’ll only be for the remainder of the semester. You can join us again in the Fall, but in the meantime, you must finish your classes online at home.”

Your eyes start to fill with tears.

“But it isn’t my fault, I-I don’t understand.”

“Things have to calm down right now, you’ll also be at risk for even more harassment if you stay.” She stands and fixes her blazer, signaling that the conversation was over.

You nod and stand up. She was right. You were in a vulnerable state right now. People that hadn��t known you before now knew what your body looked like without your consent. They’d have perceptions about you, they’d look at you scornfully or maybe even make advances. 

“Thank you for your time.” You hold your head down and leave the office.

————

Back in your apartment, Bella and Jackson talk about how they ran Jaehyun away. He came to look for you, but they told him they’d have him arrested for trespassing.

“He and the fucking bitch Reina deserve to suffer! I swear to God I will ruin them!” Bella stomps through the apartment.

You hold your face in your hands and sob while thinking about what your life has turned into. You couldn’t show your face on campus now and it’s all because you decided to trust Jaehyun.

“I know what I’ll do, I’ll hack into their account and fucking delete it, how dare they make money after this!”

Bella continues. “They’ll have to start all over.”

“Bella..please..that won’t do anything right now.” You cry even harder. You knew she cared for you and hated seeing you like this, but her getting revenge really didn’t make you happier.

Bella stops in her tracks, rushing to sit beside you and hold your back.

“I’m..sorry, I’m so wounded up, I didn’t even remember that your health is a priority right now. You don’t deserve this and you didn’t do anything wrong, people are just assholes. Have you eaten?”

You shake your head.

“I’ll grab something for you, okay? Stay right here, I’ll be right back!”

While waiting, you hesitantly unlock your phone to check your notifications.

You had nearly 100 missed calls and texts from Jaehyun. You ignore them and block him. You aren’t sure what to think at this point, and it’s not like Jaehyun hasn’t deceived you before. You refuse to be taken for a fool any longer.

You open up the college social media app, CamPak, an app that allows only students on campus to connect with each other anonymously. It’s like Twitter, but for college students whose IP addresses fit the location of the college. You know you probably shouldn’t, but curiosity eats away at you in the silence of your apartment now.

You sigh and scroll through the posts.

Did anyone see those posters this morning? Is this a new nsfw club kkkkk sign me up

She’s hot!! Put the flyers back up

Poor girl must be so embarrassed

Why? She’s the one that posted them obvi, she wants attention

Nah that’s revenge porn

I’d show her a good time

Whoever posted these is a HOE

We don’t need to see this..let it stay on OnlyCams girl

The posts could’ve been worse, you think to yourself and put your phone down. You still feel embarrassed and know you need to be away from it all.

———

[Two Days Later]

“Hey, mom” you drop your duffel bag to the floor and pull your mom into the biggest hug.

“Oh! You’re home early, I thought you had about another month or so?”

You sob quietly, but not because you’re sad, but because it felt good to have someone hold you so lovingly. You’re relieved to be away from it all, and although it sucks having to switch to online classes so late, you prefer working from your home with only your mom around you.

“Yeah..well, I decided to leave early and finish up my classes from home.”

She pulls away to look at you, a frown coming across her face when she sees your swollen, red eyes.

“Wait, what’s wrong?”

You hesitate to tell her the truth, how could you explain that you were the one that allowed the photos to be taken in the first place? The last thing you needed was for her to scold you for not protecting yourself.

“Nothing…it’s just been a difficult semester, I’m glad to be home now.” You give her a small smile.

“If something was wrong, you’d tell me, right?” Her eyes plead for an answer.

You nod. “Of course.”

You don’t need to relive your embarrassment by showing her the pictures and explaining everything, it’s all going to be okay now.

———

[Two Weeks Later]

You focus on your studies and get your work done online as expected. Bella tells you that students stopped talking about what happened a few days after you left. Luckily, social media and preparation for exams kept them busy enough to forget about it.

You breathe a sigh of relief when you finally feel like things are going back to normal, slowly, but surely. 

However, you still cry yourself to sleep on some nights. You miss Jaehyun and wonder what you did to deserve this treatment from him. All you did was love him with your entire heart. He took that for granted by risking your privacy and pulling you into a game you had no understanding of.

You never think of texting as this distance is necessary, but you didn’t know that he was keeping in contact with your mother. 

She loves him so much, thinking that he is incredibly charming and thereby, perfect for you. She thinks of him as her son already. So when he shows up to her house one day, she doesn’t hesitate to let him in.

“Honey!” She calls out to you as you wrap up a final paper while sitting at your desk in your room.

“Yes! I’m almost done.”

She still opens the door and peaks her head in.

“Jaehyun’s here. He says he couldn’t get you on your phone, so I told him you’ve been studying h-“

“What?!” You turn to look at her with wide eyes, your fingers begin to tremble over the keys of your laptop.

A week later, you’re finally starting to heal, and here he comes to ruin it all, to remind you of everything that went wrong.

Your mom’s brows furrow. “What’s wrong? Did you guys have a fight?”

“No..no, it’s fine.” You know how much Jaehyun means to her, but now is not the time to explain everything that’s happened. 

“Oh..ok. I’ll tell him to come up then.”

You fix your hair and put on lip balm to look somewhat decent while wearing a hoodie and sweatpants.

It doesn’t matter what you look like, but you don’t want him thinking your life has fallen apart completely.

He knocks and waits for you to answer.

“Y/n..”

You clear your throat. “Come in.” 

He pushes the door, stepping in quietly.

He wears a black hoodie over sweatpants too, but his hair is disheveled. He has a faint mustache and beard under his dark eye bags. He looks like he hasn’t slept in days.

“What are you doing here?” You find it hard to look into his tired eyes so you look to the floor.

He closes the door behind him and steps towards you quickly, raising his hand to caress your face.

“Y/n..I’m so sorry, please forgive me..I-“

You step back away from him, bumping into your desk before gripping the edge hard. You feel the blood start to leave your knuckles.

“Get out..I don’t want to see you..” your eyes start to fill with tears as you speak weakly.

“Y/n..baby, it wasn’t me, and I swear to you I will get Reina back for this. She’s ruined you, she’s ruined us.”

“Us?” Your eyes flicker up to him.

“Stop acting like this is as difficult for you as it is for me, you’re not the one whose nudes were plastered all over campus and parts of the internet without consent. If you really cared about me, you would’ve done something already.”

Jaehyun’s hand goes to his side as his face falls. He shakes his head. “I’m sorry, I was a fool..please let me make this right.”

He leans in again, and you flinch as if scared of him for some reason.

He stares in confusion. You don’t want him to touch you anymore.

“Jaehyun…you can make this right by leaving. Don’t contact me or my mom again..” you start to cry and turn your back to him.

“It wasn’t me, I was hacked, you have to believe me!” He starts to cry as well. “I’d never do this to you.”

But the fact of the matter is he already did. He betrayed you by getting this job with Reina in the first place.

”You’re pathetic for trying to claim innocence right now. You know what’s funny, Jaehyun? I would’ve never known of Reina had it not been for you..”

He swallows hard and steps back.

You turn to face him. “If you hadn’t lied..if you hadn’t been greedy..If you weren’t the coward that you are.”

You’re almost unrecognizable as Jaehyun sees the rage in your eyes.

”Get. out.” You say firmly with tears streaming down steadily.

Whether or not Jaehyun released the pictures and posted them online, he was still the one that took them, he had possession. It would be hard to prove his innocence, not only to you, but to the world as well.

He knows this, but he doesn’t care. He just wants to love you again.

He turns to leave, but stops at the door. “I don’t blame you for being upset with me..but I will always love you, regardless of what happens.”

You exhale before falling onto your bed and wrapping yourself in your blankets. Your heart still aches for him, it hurts to be so cruel.

———

[Later That Day]

A plastered drunk Jaehyun slams the counter at the bar.

“Another shot!”

“Ooo..don’t you think you should slow down a bit?”

Reina sneaks up behind him while rubbing his back.

“Fuck..” he puts his head in his hands. She’s the last person he wants to see.

“You’re always so happy to see me, makes me feel loved.” She says sarcastically while sitting on the stool next to him.

“You’re..such a bitch..” he slurs out.

“But you love it, don’t you?” She pouts and places her fingers on his chin to tilt his face towards her. “If it makes you feel better, I do like the scruffy look.”

He pushes her hand away and stands up, he drunkenly stumbles through the crowd to get away from her, but she wraps an arm around his waist and helps him to the back. She pushes him against a wall and leans in close.

“Come on, Valentine Boy, it’s just you and me now, we can do whatever we want. We can make so much money again, what do you say?”

Jaehyun chuckles. “Reina..even enhancement pills won’t get me hard for you again.”

 He was done with her and completely disgusted after all she’d done to hurt you.

Reina’s fall smiles. “You don’t mean that..”

She tries to kiss him, but even in his drunken state, he’s able to push her way.

“Get off of me!”

She still doesn’t stop. “Look at me, Jaehyun, don’t I remind you of her? Treat me like you would treat her if she comes crawling back. You’d love to make love to her, wouldn’t you?”

She kisses his neck while holding his face in her hand. And for a brief moment, Jaehyun does imagine it’s you kissing him. Then, he has flashbacks of your heartbroken and angry face watching him leave. He’d never forget it, because it had been burned into his heart.

“You’re not her! You’ll never be her!” He brushes her off again, but in a fit of rage at his declination, Reina throws herself to the floor to make it seem as though he pushed her.

A ruckus is caused as men storm over to Jaehyun. “What the hell was that?!” They push him into the wall before he can explain.

“He hurt me!” Reina pretends to cry.

Jaehyun said no to her again, and this was unforgivable. She made her feel pain, so it’s only right that she does the same.

“Is he bothering you?” One of the men asks.

“Yes.” She sobs and stands up slowly.

The men take turns kicking Jaehyun down on the ground, making him spit up blood and groan. They pick him up and throw him outside of the bar and onto the street.

Eyes black and blue, stomach filled with bruises, and arms sore, but Jaehyun was convinced that he still didn’t feel as bad as you did. If this was his way to receive pain for what he did, then he’d gladly take it.

Reina hasn’t given up on him just yet, so she devises a plan. She bends over Jaehyun and chuckles. “You should’ve just said yes, Valentine Boy.”

She takes his phone out of his pocket and looks for your number. When she finds it, she puts it into her phone and heads home, leaving Jaehyun to groan in pain and roll around on the dirty pavement.

She calls you up and to her surprise, you actually answer.

You aren’t sure if it’s a professor trying to reach you about one of your finals so you answer just in case.

“Y/n..it’s me, Reina..I’m so sorry.”

You roll your eyes. “I should choke you for what you did.”

“I know..it seems like I’m the one that did this..” Reina starts to cry and sniffles over the line. “But it’s not true..I want to explain everything, I want to help you.”

And for some reason, you listen to her, you trust her. Jaehyun had proven he’s a liar before, but you wanted to hear Reina’s side of the story. So you listened and decided for yourself what you needed to do.

—————

[Three Days Later]

Your thumb hovers over the [send text] button on your phone. Did you really want this? Were you ready?

You take a deep breath and hit send.

You to Jaehyun: let’s meet

You put your phone face down on your desk right away and look to the floor, but just a few seconds later you hear a notification.

Jaehyun to You: yes, I can pick you up now if you’d like

You to Jaehyun: ok

You finally style your hair and put makeup on. You hadn’t felt like yourself since everything happened. You felt ashamed for some reason and a part of you felt that you didn’t deserve to feel pretty. All that changes tonight, however, you’re going to get your life back.

Within an hour Jaehyun arrives at your mom’s place to pick you up.

His eyes grow large at the sight of you in a flowy dress that compliments your body so well.

He hurriedly opens the passenger door and smiles.

“You look amazing.”

“Thanks..you look..better.” You give a small smile and sit inside his car. He cut his hair and shaved his beard and mustache. His eyes still look tired though. 

You look at the side of his face and observe all the features you missed. The way his slender neck looks in white crew neck shirts and how his sturdy pecs often peaked through if the collar was stretched. His arms looked toned, his veiny hands gripped the wheel hard. It all reminded you of the many nights you spent together with him pinning you down and making the best love to you.

Is this all that you missed him for though? Is it just lust, is it truly love? You question everything as you sit next to the man you once swore you would grow old with.

The air is tense during the drive to his place, neither of you want to be the first to say what’s on your mind.

“Are you…almost finished with your exams?”

Jaehyun breaks the silence.

“Y-yeah..I have one more. You?”

“I’m done, had my last one this morning.”

He nods and focuses on the road.

“That’s good” you look outside the window.

More time passes between you, creating an awkward space that you just have to break.

“I…forgive you, Jaehyun.”

He hits the brake a little too hard, causing the car to jerk you both forward in your seats. He turns to you now that you’re parked right outside his apartment.

“I-I’m so sorry, y/n…thank you, I promise to make it up to you and find those assholes. I was hacked and the techs at the library were able to wipe my hard drive so it never happens again.”

Did he wipe it to hide something or did he really get hacked? You thought to yourself.

You nod, desperately trying to hide your skepticism.

He leans in close, caressing the side of your face like you’re a precious jewel. “I love you..so much, you mean the world to me..and I’m sorry this happened to you.”

You place your hand over his, keeping his stare, but finding it hard to feel the love for him that you once felt in your heart.

“I know…let’s put it behind us..I just..want to spend time with you.” You start to tear up. You wish things to go back to how they used to be, but deep down you know that isn’t possible. He’s broken your trust more than once now, and you’re finding it hard to put the pieces back together.

Jaehyun, however, is ready for a third chance, his heart racing at the thought of you being his again. He’s going to do everything in his power to keep you this time.

“You mean everything to me.” His eyes fill with tears and it breaks your heart. You can’t help but feel sad when you see him like this. Despite all he’s put you through, it still hurt.

“I know..don’t cry, I’m right here..I’ll always be here.” You wipe his tears away before kissing him.

Your lips stay together for a few seconds before you pull away.

“Come on..let’s go inside.” You tilt your head towards his door.

As soon as you get inside, you resume your kiss while peeling your clothes off of each other, but stop when you feel movement around your ankles.

You pull away from Jaehyun’s lips and look down. “Wh-what’s that?”

“Oh!” He chuckles and bends down to pick up the gorgeous white and brown dog with huge ears. “This is Dora, I got her for you..for us, before everything went down..”He says softly as Dora sniffs your face.

You take her from him, your eyes welling with tears in the process.

“She’s..so precious, Jay.”

His eyes follow your soft face and he thinks of how much he missed you and hearing you call him that.

Your heart kept breaking that night, an overwhelming amount of emotions flowed through you. 

Why is he doing this to you? Why is he making you fall in love with him all over again?

You sniffle and place her back down.

“She’s perfect…thank you.”

You take his face in your hands and resume kissing him.

He drags the zipper of your dress down with one hand behind you, then overtakes your tongue with his, gaining a quiet moan from your body. 

The way he did things with such skill always turned you on.

Your dress falls to the floor, bunching up around your feet. You step out of it and bump into his kitchen counter while your lips are still attached.

When you open your eyes to unbutton his jeans you see bruises all along his midsection.

“Jay…what-what happened to you?” You pant.

“Oh..it’s nothing.” He tries to go back to kissing you, but you pull away.

“No..it definitely looks like something to me. No more secrets.” You look into his eyes.

“I-it’s stupid, I don’t want to talk about it right now..”

“Well..I do.”

Jaehyun sighs and looks to the ceiling. “Reina tried to get back with me and I told her no…she got a couple guys to beat me up.”

Your mouth falls. “What? Why would she—“

“Because she’s delusional..now kiss me before I go crazy.”

You smirk and raise an eyebrow. “Why should I kiss a guy that can’t win a fight?”

He sticks his tongue in his cheek and chuckles while stepping back. “Touché”

“I’m just joking, come here..”

“Nah..I’m good.” He walks to his room.

You run after him. “Okay I’m sorry, let’s forget about-“

He turns around and grabs you by the waist, swiftly bringing you onto his bed.

He kisses you harshly, biting your lip. He shows off his multitasking skills once again by taking your bra off for you as you hover over him.

Once off, he lets your lips go and smiles. His dimples and soft crescent-shaped eyes make your heart weak. He holds your arms while nuzzling his face into your neck. You giggle at how ticklish it feels.

He then flips you over onto your back and looks into your eyes.

You feel goofy as you smile up at him.

“I missed you so much, baby” he whispers while searching your eyes.

“I missed you too..”

“Oh yeah?” He raises an eyebrow.

You nod and bring your bottom lip between your teeth.

He leans back on his knees and licks his lips.

“Did you touch yourself when you missed me?”

You nod again.

“Sweetheart, let me hear your pretty voice..” he says lowly.

Your chest rises and falls rapidly as he looks down at you with lustful eyes.

“Yes..I did.”

“Naughty girl, you know your fingers can’t replace me, right?” His eyes fall from your exposed chest to the waistband of your panties.

“I know..but they still feel good.”

“Hmm, show me.” He demands.

You take your panties off and throw them to the side, then begin to finger yourself with Jaehyun watching intently.

He brings his jeans and underwear to the middle of his thigh before cupping a fist around his hard member.

You watch him move it up and down slowly and at the same tempo at which you tease your entrance to build your own arousal.

When you put two fingers in you moan and throw your head back.

“That’s it, baby. Fuck..you’re so wet already”

“Only for you, Jay..” you whimper and close your eyes tightly while thinking about the times when Jaehyun had you reeling from his thrusts.

He nearly cums from hearing your breathy words.

You move your fingers in and out of your silky walls, pushing in deeper and deeper. You find that fleshy spot and massage the tips of your fingers against it, just barely applying pressure.

Jaehyun pumps his cock up and down as well, nearly drooling from the sight of your essence-covered fingers entering you over and over.

“Fuck..I’m gonna fun, baby.” You move your fingers faster, but Jaehyun quickly grabs your wrist, placing your dripping fingers into his mouth to suck them clean.

“So good..you taste so good..”

He kisses your neck while aligning his cock with you. Your hands massage his back as you call out his name. 

“Jay..it’s been so long baby, I need you.”

He teases you for a bit, running the tip just along the slit.

“I know..” he groans into your neck and finally pushes into you all the way. You gasp, your nails dig into his back.

No matter how much you prepped yourself for him, he always felt big. 

He thrusts into you slowly, ensuring that you feel every vein while adjusting to him.

You mewl as your head spins. It feels so good to have him on you after all this time. For a moment, you forget about everything that's happened.

“Ahhh pretty baby, God you’re so tight.”

He kisses your neck and thrusts harder.

“All for me, right? I just have to stuff you well. You can handle it, right?”

You moan. “Yes! Harder, please!”

And Jaehyun listens, pounding you into the bed over and over to hear your scream louder. 

He places both legs over his shoulders, grasping your ankles as he fits himself into your body at a different angle.

Your mouth falls open as you call out his name again.

It doesn’t take long for you to quiver around him, cumming hard while your eyes roll to the back of your head. He moves a few more times then cums too, coating your walls with so much, you’re sure that some will leak out.

“Better than your fingers.” He smirks and falls down onto the bed beside you.

You chuckle and lay on his chest.

“I think I need another shower.”

———

[One Week Later]

For Jaehyun, everything went back to normal. You love him and he loves you, you both take care of your darling Dora together. You go on dates and talk about life  as you always do. You make love and spend time cuddling together whenever you’re at his place.

For you, however, it feels different. Jaehyun was the love of your life, but he kept hurting you and you felt the scars on your heart hesitating to heal. You try your best to smile and act as if you don’t suspect him. Your brain tells you everything is okay, but your heart is saying something else.

In the end, would this hurt you or him more?

“Hey. What do you think of this one?” Jaehyun breaks you out of your thoughts as you stare across the vast land of the vineyard.

You’re on a vineyard tour together and get the pleasure of trying different wines.

He hands you a small cup to take a drink out of.

You drink it and close your eyes for dramatic effect. “Oooo..” you exhale. “Nice.”

Jaehyun smiles widely. “I like that one too. Come on, let's grab a bottle.”

“Whoa whoa there, we just started the tour..” you laugh. “What if there are others we like?”

He steps closer to you, gazing down into your wide eyes. “I’ll buy every single one you like.”

You look away and scoff. “You’re so cheesy.”

He chuckles before taking your hand in his and kissing it.  “Only for you.”

The day goes by and you finally get to Jaehyun’s place.

You make out by his front door as you say goodbye.

“You sure you don’t wanna stay over?” He says in between kisses. He rubs his hand along your back.

“I’d love to..trust me, but I have something to take care of.”

You smile back.

“Oh..ok, do you need me to drive you?”

“No, I got it!” You say quickly while stepping back.

“Oh. Well, I’ll see you later then.” He smile before waving you off. “Call me when you get home, okay?”

“Okay!” You yell over your shoulder then walk swiftly out of his sight.

Jaehyun felt something was off about the way you said bye just now, but he shrugs his shoulders and heads inside to Dora.

“Just me and you now, girl.” He bends down and kisses the top of her head.

Meanwhile, once far away, you look back to make sure Jaehyun’s door is shut and he is inside. You then call an Uber.

The Uber drops you off at a place you never thought you’d be at again.

Reina’s apartment.

——————

[One Week Later]

You and Jaehyun have dinner and a Netflix movie date. The food was fantastic and you truly enjoyed your time with Jaehyun. It was romantic and reminded you of the old days.

 Something about him at night with his sharp facial features illuminated by candle lights made him irresistible.

Your dress suddenly felt tighter as he gazed into your eyes while holding your hand.

“Should we go now?” He asks smoothly as if hearing your thoughts about how badly you wished he’d rail you across the table right then and there.

“Sure.”

While on your way to his place, you receive a text.

You’re coming over tonight, right?

A big bidder messaged me saying he’ll be there

Remember you get half

You quickly closed your phone screen and looked out the window.

“Everything okay?”

Jaehyun squeezes your thigh gently.

You turn to him. “Yeah..yeah definitely. It’s just…”

His brows raise. “Just what?”

You frown. “I have to take care of something again tonight.”

“Oh! Are you sure? Is it something I can help you with?” His hand grips the wheel as he speaks huskily. He was slowly starting to get  tired of you leaving him alone at nights. Something felt off again and he wasn’t sure why.

You sigh. “Unfortunately, no, I have to go in about 30 minutes.”

“Oh…damn.” He exhales.

You sit in silence for about two minutes as he drives home, then he pulls over on the side of the road.

“Something wrong with the car? What are you doing?” Are you nervous about him suddenly stopping? Does he know?

Jaehyun puts the car in park then turns to you. “You said 30 minutes, right?”

You nod as you stare at him with wide eyes.

“Okay..we have time..I’ve been thinking about you in that dress all night.”

He runs a hand through his hair then licks his lips.

He leans in for a kiss and you kiss him back fervently, he kisses you like he’ll never get a chance to again, tugging your bottom lip before licking over it. He turns his head to get more and you give him just what he is asking. His hands hold the sides of your face still as you fall into him more and more, but then, you remember the texts and pull away after a few seconds.

“God..you’re so good…but I really can’t..” you say breathily.

Jaehyun’s brows bunch together. “W-why?”

You look at his lips. “I really want to…I’ll make it up to you, okay?”

“But baby, we have like 25 minutes at least let me taste you..”

You shake your head. “I’m sorry, I’m just not in the mood tonight.”

You lied to him, but it was the only way to get him to start driving again.

You hadn’t had sex in 2 weeks, you wanted to, but it didn’t feel right.

“What’s wrong? Did I do something wrong?”

You shake your head again while looking to the floor. You couldn’t look him in the eyes as your heart beat out of your chest.

“No..no, it’s not you, it’s me..I just need you to be patient with me, okay?”

“Oh, of course! I’m sorry.”

Jaehyun nods and puts the car back in drive, feeling like a huge jerk for making your discomfort about him.

As you’d done a week prior, you wait for Jaehyun to get inside then call an Uber.

You head inside Reina’s apartment and get ready for your second love video with her and Taeyong, her new male counterpart.

“Are you going to be able to do it this time?” She asks as you place your bag down on the couch. You look onto the intimidating setup with lights and a tripod before swallowing hard.

“She doesn’t have to if she doesn’t want to..although it would be nice, I’m sure she tastes amazing.” Taeyong leaves the kitchen and heads towards you.

“I’m ready.” You look into his eyes. You couldn’t put up with this game of playing with Jaehyun’s heart for much longer. You were slowly starting to fall in love with him all over again, only hurting yourself in the process.  You knew how this would work out.

If it hurt you to do this to him, why didn’t it hurt him when he had done the same for months? Did he truly care about you?

“Great.” Reina smiles before handing you a baby pink lingerie set complete with a leather collar to put on. 

You freshen up in the bathroom and put the lingerie on. You look amazing, but you wished you felt the same way. It’s hard to be cruel, especially to someone you once loved.

You step out and hear ooo’s and aaa’s by both Reina and Taeyong.

“Thank you..” you smile slightly.

Having your pictures being shared all over,  being labeled as a slut awakened something inside of you. Was it so bad to have people list after your body? Well, not really. But you should at least get paid for it, right? At this point, you didn’t have anything to lose, but you’d get the opportunity to enact revenge on Jaehyun. That was your true goal.

“Now..let’s have some fun.” 

Reina places the final touches on your lipstick and looks into your eyes. “You look beautiful, y/n. I know it’s your first time, and I know you’re nervous, but it will be okay, just follow my lead.”

You lay down on the bed and stare at the camera as she turns it on.

Comments flood the screen of the laptop behind it almost immediately. So many people were waiting for her, and in your novice mind, you still couldn’t compute just how big this online community is.

How could Jaehyun hide this from you for so long?

Taeyong wore pink shorts to match your set and a collar as well. He crawled onto the bed beside you before getting on his knees and leaning down.

“Baby girl..look at me..” the tattooed boy says smoothly. He uses two fingers to tilt your chin towards him. He smiles softly before placing his thumb on it and kissing your lips.

You had met him once before this to take your tests at the clinic together. Everything came back negative for all 3 of you, relieving you of any concerns regarding that. Nonetheless, he seemed to be a sweet guy and his looks were just as striking as Jaehyun’s. 

His sharp jawline provided a wildly stark contrast to his large brown eyes. Reina described him as the perfect partner, and even thanked Jaehyun for leaving her as Taeyong was more “flexible,” and not just in terms of working hours.

He’d take any position she asked him to.

But when preparing for tonight, you asked that they both be in charge. You’d be the one to listen and follow their instructions.

Taeyong maneuvered his lips in a way that made you dizzy. Jaehyun was a great kisser, but Taeyong wrote the guidebook. His tongue overtaking yours as his bottom lip caressed yours. You moaned quietly, raising a hand to grasp his arm and pull him closer. He smelled and felt amazing as he bent over your body.

For a moment, you forgot about everything, you didn’t think about Jaehyun or even remember the blinking red light of the camera. All you felt was Taeyong, but then Reina places her phone down and gets onto the bed beside you. She kisses your neck, leaving her rouge and warmness all over it.

She kisses along your shoulder, sucking hard and biting into the skin slightly. You whimper at the sudden harshness of her teeth against you.

She then kissed lower and lower until getting to your bra. She pulls the cup covering your hard nipples down and begins to suck the nub. Taeyong releases your lips and kneels back away from you.

“Mhmm..just as sweet as I imagined.”

He smirks while rubbing his thumb along your lips, dipping it in and out slowly as you hollow your cheeks and suck.

They way he looks down at you with swollen red lips and they way Reina flicks her tongue against your sensitive breast makes your toes curl.

You watch him palms his hard member through his boxers, noting how a wet mark appears where his precum has already leaked. Turns out he’s just as turned on as you are.

“Do you want it?” Reina pulls away to ask.

You nod, completely unashamed of how desperate you seemed.

She chuckles. “You have to work for it first.”

Meanwhile, Jaehyun gets a text on his phone after getting home from his walk with Dora. His eyes widened.

He immediately tries to call you, but you don’t answer. He doesn’t stop, dialing you over and over hopes that you pick up. Little does he know that all parts of you are currently occupied by Reina and Taeyong.

Your phone lights up on the kitchen counter from his notifications while you take Taeyong’s cock into your mouth.

Your fingers find Reina’s dripping flower as she continues to suck your nipples.

Taeyong grabs the leash attached to your collar and tugs it slightly to choke you.

“Such a good girl..taking me all in like that.”

You involuntarily moan, sending vibrations onto him. He groans and curses as he moves his hips to drive himself deeper and deeper into your throat.

Reina dips her fingers into your thong and begins flicking the tips against your clit.

You begin to choke as you have trouble breathing while Taeyong destroys your throat. The feeling is raw, but you’re so wet by being like this for them, you don’t mind it.

You feel dizzy and drool drips down your chin.

Taeyong is turned on by the sight below him, his movement stutters as he pulls out and pants. You look up with wide eyes while breathing heavily. Something about him was hypnotizing. You lay your tongue out as he unloads onto it, feeling yourself clench around nothing as you cum as well.

Jaehyun stares at his screen after hearing your voicemail come up for the 10th time. It was vital that he get through to you now. What could’ve been so important that you wouldn’t answer him?

He then sees a notification pop up at the top of it.

“watch Rein on Me Live right now! First 2 minutes FREE” 

“Rein on Me” is Reina’s username.

His breath hitches in his throat. Why does he still have her notifications set to “on”?” He thinks to himself and turns the screen off. 

He sits down on the couch and puts his elbows on his knees while thinking about where you could possibly be right now.

And then, curiosity gets the best of him. He picks the phone up, clicking the link while holding his breath.

Why is his heart racing? Is he curious to see if she’s gotten another partner for her videos? He’s not sure why, but what he sees shocks him, breaking his heart instantly.

You are on your knees with your ass up, having your collar pulled by Reina who is below you.

Taeyong pushes into you while you choke on Reina’s strapped on cock.

Taeyong grabs your ass, slamming into you so hard, feeling tears escape the corner of your eyes. 

“Oh look..she’s crying, Tae. I think you should give her something to cry harder about.”

You put a hand up behind you and onto his abs, pushing him away slightly, begging him to be softer on you.

But he chuckles then slams into you again while placing two fingers into your clit and rubbing circles onto it.

“Oh? Is this too much for you?”

They did give you a safe word for when it all came to be too much, but you wouldn’t dare say it now. Although you were being stuffed on both ends and had trouble breathing as a result, Taeyong felt amazing in between your velvet walls and his loud groans and whimpers told you he felt the same.

You shake your head.

“Good, because you’re gripping my cock like you love this. Isn’t that right? Our girl is a slut, Reina, look at her drooling again.”

The chat room is filled with praises and donations. The viewers loved seeing you like this and hearing the dirty talk between the two. Some wanted to be you, and some wanted to fuck you.

Jaehyun’s eyes grow, his focus shifts from the video and to the comments requesting even lewder acts from the 3 of you. How could this happen? How could you betray him like this? Either way, he has to stop this now.

He puts his phone in his pocket and heads out.

He drives angrily, finding it hard to see the road through his teary eyes. He was so angry he could feel the heat escaping his nostrils as he gripped the steering wheel hard.

Meanwhile, it was Reina’s turn to fuck you with her strap.

She lays on the bed on her back, facing the camera upside down. She rubs her soft hands along your thighs as you mount her.

“Ride me well, or we’ll spank you until you can’t sit on your ass for weeks.”

“Yes..” you lower your aching pussy onto the dual ended strap and begin moving.

Reina whimpers as her side of the dildo enters her with each time you go down.

“That’s it, baby, don’t stop.” Taeyong says breathily in your ear while unhooking your bra. 

“Fuck.” He kneels behind you, bringing your hand to cup his hard cock.

He kisses your neck as he pinches your nipples to hear you cry out his name.

Reina rubs your clit with her thumb making you gasp and swivel your hips faster to gain another high. Taeyong then tilts your head towards him and kisses you deeply. He grips your throat, squeezing slightly as his tongue explores your mouth.

He begins to leak all over your hand, but you don’t stop pumping him. You close your eyes and ride Reina even faster, enjoying Taeyong’s passionate kiss as you imagine it to be him you were on top of.

He pulls away, allowing a string of spit to connect your two mouths.

He licks it up then looks into your eyes with a lustful stare. “She’s close, be a good girl and make her cum.”

You nod then lower yourself onto Reina, pulling her bra down to reveal her incredibly perfect breasts. You lick and suck her nipples while fingering her clit.

Taeyong licks his lips at the sight of your dripping opening gliding up and down on the dildo with ease. He pumps his cock and aligns it with your ass while your focus remains on coaxing a well deserved orgasm out of Reina.

He enters you unexpectedly, forcing just half of himself into you before you let out a high pitched scream.

“Oh my god!” You grip the sheets on either side of Reina’s head while your legs tremble at the feeling of being stretched out.

“Ahh kitten, so tight..fuck.” He grabs your waist, digging his fingertips into it to leave what may be a permanent indentation.

He pushes himself all the way in, making you cry again.

You rub your own fingers into Reina faster, making her cum hard. Her eyes roll to the back of your head as she pulls on your leash.

“You’re so pretty like this, isn’t she Tae?”

Reina moans out. “Yes..the prettiest kitten.” He struggles to get out while watching himself enter your tight opening once more.

Reina moves from under you, pulling the strap out of both her and you.

She takes the end that was inside you and puts it in front of your face. “Open, and taste yourself.” She demands.

You open your mouth, sucking it off while looking into her eyes.

You whimper as Taeyong goes so deep inside you, you feel you might go crazy and truly won’t be able to walk for another week. It’s a miracle how he's able to be so big.

“Come on, baby, tell me how good it feels to have me fill you up like this.”

“Feels..so good..” you can’t hold your body up anymore, you fall into the bed as he pounds into you.

More and more payments flood the notification on the laptop screen. Taeyong pushes into you faster while grabbing your leash, and you’re both about to cum again when you hear the front door fly open.

Your eyes open in confusion as you look up at Reina.

She looks confused too. She quickly pauses the broadcast and right after the bedroom door flies open.

“Get the fuck off of her!” Jaehyun stomps towards Taeyong, laying a fist into his face so fast, all 3 of you fail to comprehend exactly what’s happened.

Taeyong falls into the bed as Reina rushes over.

“Jaehyun!” You yell, jumping off of the bed and grabbing the sheets to cover your body.

There goes your dazed feeling.

“What the FUCK is going on here? Reina, what the hell did you do? How could you get her involved in something like this?!” Jaehyun is so angry, his hands create fists at his sides as he glares at Reina. She doesn’t pay attention to him, however, trying to see just how bad his punch was towards Taeyong.

You calm your nerves and finally tell Jaehyun the truth.

“It was my idea, Jaehyun..I want to do this…to get back at you.” 

He turns to you with a confused look in his eyes. You don’t turn away from his stare this time, you look into his eyes and remain strong. You thought of all the nights you cried yourself to sleep, of all the times you felt like you weren’t good enough for him.

You thought of his betrayal and the acts it left you.

“W-what?”

You scoff. “Don’t give me that, Jaehyun. I know it was you..I know that it was you who sold the pictures of me and put them up on campus.” You walk closer and closer to him while speaking harshly. 

“I know you wanted to embarrass me and make me desperate for you..so I tricked you..like you tricked me this entire time, I made you fall in love, just so I could break your heart.”

Jaehyun’s eyes widen as they fill with tears. His mouth falls open. “You…you really think I could do that to you?”

You nod. “After everything you did to me, you still try to pretend to love me.”

Jaehyun gasps. “Pretend?” He shakes his head. “I have always loved you. There’s not a moment in my goddamn life that I don’t think about you.”

You finally break your gaze, finding it hard to keep your eyes focused on him as he cries endlessly.

“Look..I may have done something shitty and I deeply regret it, but I could never embarrass or dehumanize you like that.” He sniffles. “I’d never put you in danger.”

“Stop lying Jaehyun! We know you were trying to get back at both of us, I tried to stop you!” Reina yells while holding Taeyong, who is still knocked out.

“Fuck you! You’re the reason all of this is happening.”

He takes his phone out and shows you a text he received from his friend. The text he had been calling you about all night.

“Look.. it’s a photo taken from a security camera on campus. I asked my buddy, who volunteers at the police station, to do some digging for me two weeks ago because I wanted to find out who’d done this to you.”

You look at the picture, a breath leaving you once you see who is stapling a print out of your scandalous photo onto a tree.

You turn to her, tears falling onto your cheeks.

“You fucking bitch.”

Reina loses a semblance of her coolness and clears her throat.

“Why? Why did you do this to me?” You sob.

“Because she wants me! She’s so desperate to have me to herself, she’d do something as cruel as this!”

You hold your face in your hands.

“Jaehyun..I’m so sorry..” you reach out to hold him, but he pulls away.

“I’m not surprised by her, but I’m disappointed in you. You’ve hurt me..so badly.” He walks out as you run after him, still clutching the sheet to your body.

“Jaehyun, please!! She showed me the video you made a week before you came to my moms house! She said you were back to making videos together!” You tell him, but Jaehyun shakes his head and turns to you in shock.

“I’d been taking exams the entire time, y/n. There’s no way I’d do that! She just uploads old videos of us to get more money!”

You look back at Reina as she leaves the room too. “Oh..my God.” You crouch down to the floor. How could you be so easy…again?

Reina chuckles and crosses her arms before leaning against the door frame. She nods. “Well..this isn’t exactly how I’d expect things to go down, but I should’ve known you’d still be subscribed to me as part of the notification crew..” she whistles before continuing.

“Yes..I lied, yes..I hacked his iCloud and printed those sexy pics of you, y/n. But it’s only because I wanted to teach him a lesson. He can’t leave me..I made him.” She laughs again. “And to leave me for you? Oh that pissed me off even more. He makes you seem like you’re an angel on Earth. No..he doesn’t deserve you, he deserves someone like me.“ She walks towards him and attempts to touch his chest but he steps back and looks down on her in disgust.

“Valentine Boy deserves someone as lustful, self-centered, and greedy as himself..”

“You’re cruel. And what you did was a crime. I hope it was worth it.”

He speaks sharply.

You cry and remember the call you had just a few weeks ago with her.

[REINA’s CALL]

“I understand why you’re upset..I’d be too, but you have to understand that this is just Jaehyun’s way of getting back at you.. he was upset that you made him stop. He was desperate for cash so he sold your pics y/n.”

You gasp while listening to her over the phone. Should you have listened to her? Maybe not, but could you really trust Jaehyun after everything? After all, he did take the photos.

“I begged him not to..I told him this would ruin you, but he did it anyway..he made some cash, but he didn’t expect whoever these jerks were to print them out and put them all over campus as a joke.”

You scoff. A joke? That’s all this was for them, a joke.

Reina continues. “He got drunk the other night and came to see me. He said that he didn’t expect all this to happen, but that it worked out in his favor anyway. You’d eventually realize that no one else would love you because you've been exposed and praised as a pornstar slut all over campus. You’d be reliant on him forever..or so he hopes. But I won't let that happen, y/n. I want to help you get your revenge.”

“Why should I believe you?”

Reina exhales. “Listen, I have nothing to lose by telling you the truth. As a matter of fact, I have something to gain. If he gets back with you, he’ll stop doing videos with me, and I’ll stop making money. So I’ll need you to break his heart, therefore he’ll come running back to me. Capeesh? Everyone is happy. And I’d you don’t believe me, take a look at the link I just texted you..”

You look at your phone and click the link. It’s a video of Jaehyun and Reina on OnlyCams with the broadcast date showing “One Week Ago.”

Your brows bunch as you grind your teeth. This bastard was already back to this without you being in his life.

He was misleading you again.

“See? You’ve only been separated for a few weeks and he’s already back to making videos and money with me..”

You can almost hear her smile over the phone as you sit there with steam escaping your ears.

“What is it you want from me?” You let out through clenched teeth.

“Ask to be his girlfriend again, then start making videos with me..break his heart this time so that he gives up on you..get your revenge and make money at the same time. You’re pretty enough and by now I’m sure you’re used to everyone looking at your body. So…join us.”

[PRESENT DAY]

“Jaehyun..wait..please, I was stupid, I’m sorry I hurt you!”

You stand up from the floor and hurriedly change into your T-shirt and sweatpants that you brought. You run after Jaehyun as he heads out of the door.

However, Reina pushes you to the side to run after him first. She hurries down the stairs.

“Jaehyun!! Don’t go..I love you more than she does, can’t you see? I went through all this trouble for you! I never doubted you, I never hurt you, I only loved you and shared what I had!”

She wraps her arms around his waist from the back, keeping him still as she sobs.

“You’re everything to me, I need you, baby.”

Your mouth falls open as you watch from the top of the stairs.

This was Reina’s plan all along and you fell for it, like an idiot. You allowed yourself to be played.

You rush down and run away, through the trees, hoping that no one will find you. You’re beyond embarrassed and devastated at how everything has turned out.

Jaehyun pries Reina off of him, grabbing her arms off and pushing her away. She calls onto the ground and reaches up for him, but he only grimaces and steps back again.

“Leave me alone!! You’re fucking crazy! If I see you again, I swear I will call the cops!”

In a final desperate attempt, she grabs his ankle. “If you leave me, I will send everything to your dad!”

Jaehyun’s mouth falls open.

“You wouldn’t dare..” he says with venom on his tongue, he truly couldn’t believe she’d do this to him.

“I don’t love you, I never have and I never will.” He pulls his foot away and continues to his car to drive after you.

He looks all over but doesn’t see a trace in the night sky.

He then takes his phone out of his pocket and goes to dial you, but Reina grabs it out of his hand and throws it to the ground in a fit of rage, breaking it instantly.

“You fucking bitch!” He places both hands around her neck and begins to choke her.

She smiles. “Yes, Valentine Boy, come inside and punish me.”

He grows even angrier, letting go and jumping into his car.

“No no no..don’t go!” She slams the trunk of it as he drives off.

“Fuck…” he drives everywhere, looking through the woods to see if he can catch a glimpse of you running through them. 

You find somewhere to rest and crouch down while crying. Your hands shake. How could everything go to shit so quickly?

You take your phone and call Bella.

“Hey..I’m coming over.” You sob.

When you get to your shared apartment, Bella welcomes you with a big hug. “I missed you so much.” She tears up.

You sit down and explain everything to her as she consoles you. Jackson is there as well, making ramen noodles in the kitchen for you.

“Y/n..it’s not your fault, I probably would’ve done the same thing.” He says as he walks in with a bowl.

You take it from him as you sniffle.

“She’s a bitch, she manipulated you. God I can't wait until she gets arrested!”

Bella clenches her fists.

“How..will Jaehyun forgive me? He’ll never look at me again.” You cry harder again.

“No no don’t say that, you’ve forgiven him more than once, he’ll probably forgive you too. Just talk to him…give him some time to calm down, then call him.” Bella rubs your back as you listen. She was right, if Jaehyun truly loved you, maybe he would see it from your point of view and forgive you.

You nod. “Okay.”

And after finishing your noodles and taking a shower, you fall asleep.

———

[The Next Day]

You rub your swollen, red eyes and pick up your phone instantly.

You have no new notifications Jaehyun, only his missed calls from before everything went down. You swallow hard and dial him back, but it goes straight to voicemail. You then send him a text, but receive a message.

The subscriber you are trying to message is not accepting calls or texts at this time.

You sigh and put your phone down on the bed. As expected, Jaehyun blocked you. He’s deeply hurt and wants nothing to do with you. And so you cry again, clutching your pillow to your chest as the day goes on.

Jaehyun stares out of his window and thinks of you. He misses you so much, and now he can’t call you as his phone was destroyed by Reina.

Now that he’s calmed down and erased the image of you having sex with another man from his mind for a moment, he realizes you  both messed up, you both hurt each other and he wanted to talk with you to see if you still don’t trust him or rather, do you love him at all anymore?

He’s not sure if you’re at your mom’s place or your place near campus with Bella, or if you even made it home safe..but he needs to find you.

He takes a shower, feeds and walks Dora then gets ready to head out in the afternoon, but he is stopped when he hears a knock on his door.

Dora barks before he shushes her and taps her behind lightly.

He braces himself. Could it be Reina? Could it be you? Could it be the guy he knocked out?

He looks through the peephole and sees someone he didn’t expect.

He opens the door and allows the man in.

“How’s my favorite nephew doing?” Jaehyun’s uncle, Charlie, pats his shoulder before stepping towards the couch.

Jaehyun looks at him nervously, but follows behind.

His uncle is a professor at the college. He was instructed by his father to watch over Jaehyun carefully, but in respect for Jaehyun’s growth as an adult, Charlie never overstepped or took his role too seriously.

“Hi..what’s going on?”

He places his bag down and sits beside him.

“Well..you and I…I guess I should say, you are in some deep shit.”

Jaehyun places his hands in a fist in front of him and his eyes lay on the coffee table.

He placed his fingers over his bruised knuckles, swallowing hard as he anticipates what his uncle will say next.

Not many things bothered Jaehyun, but impromptu visits from his family members always made him uneasy. 

“You wouldn’t happen to know anything about that girl whose pictures were put all over campus the other day, would you?”

Charlie leans forwards

“Why do you ask?”

Jaehyun clears his throat.

“Oh well…I just thought you might know something..” 

Jaehyun turns to him and speaks softly. “Uncle..why are you really here?”

“Jaehyun..you know..how your father is..”

Upon hearing this, Jaehyun suddenly remembers Reina’s threat. His eyes widened.

“He knows..I know, your mom knows…I mean, personally, I don’t care, it’ll all be erased at some point, but Jaehyun..it’s not looking good for you.”

His uncle continues as he sits back on the couch and exhales.

“Why’d you do it? It’s not like you need the money. Is this like a young couple thing? Is she your..girlfriend?”

“No!…no, not at all..” Jaehyun stands up. He’s furious that Reina really actually exposed him to his father despite knowing their rocky relationship with each other.

“I’m not sure why I did it, Charlie, maybe I needed to feel independent. Maybe I just don’t like asking my hypocritical father for anything..”

Charlie nods, sighing again before fixing his tie. “Well, Jaehyun..whatever your reason is, I get it. You’re your own person.”

Jaehyun stands in silence while clenching his fist.

“Nonetheless, your father is pissed…he wants you back in Korea.”

“What?!” Jaehyun turns around and stares in shock.

“I know..I know..he’s a bit dramatic, but he’s not happy about you becoming a “pornstar.” His words, not mine.”

Jaehyun shakes his head. “I’m not going back.”

Charlie stands and holds his hands out in front of him. “Look, I know you love it here and you don’t want to be anywhere near your father, but think of it this way. You can start fresh back home and learn what it’s like to run a business. Eventually, you’ll make your own money again and won’t have to rely on anyone!”

“But that’s exactly what’s gonna happen! I’ll have to rely on him to get the position! It’s not fair!”

“Jaehyun..I know, you’re upset right now, but just go..at least for the summer break. Maybe you need some time away to rethink everything.”

“No..I won’t.” He looks into Charlie’s eyes.

“Tell him I said “no.””

Charlie sighs and looks to the floor. “He won’t pay for your college anymore…you’ll officially be on your own, cut out of the family name completely, is that what you really want?”

Jaehyun remains silent as he contemplates his choices.

“Think about it and let me know soon so I can help, I’ll try to calm him down for now.”

He lays a hand on his shoulder and leaves.

———

[3 Days Later]

You finally leave your bed and decide to treat yourself to some coffee from the cafe on campus. Jaehyun never showed up or called so you stopped expecting him to. However, you still thought about him all the time. You missed him so much, but if space is what he wanted, then you were in no position to deprive him of that.

This was your punishment for hurting him.

You stuff your hands in your hoodie and look up at the menu, knowing very well that you’ll just choose what you always do. An iced grande caramel macchiato.

You smile while taking the drink from the barista and look for a seat.

You find your favorite comfy chair in the corner and place your laptop on the table in front of it.

So far, your day is going pretty well. Favorite drink, favorite seat. What else would go right for you?

You needed to distract yourself from thinking of Jaehyun. You take a few sips while reading a novel Bella recommended to you. 

Gentle Monsters.

It’s about a woman who runs, literally, into a handsome man that operates a glass conservatory. The catch is he happens to be hiding a dark secret.

Your eyes scan through the pages quickly as the drama gets juicy and then..your laptop screen is pushed down.

“Hey! What the h-“

“Hey..”

Your eyes grow when you see who takes a seat across from you.

“T-Taeyong?”

“Mhm” he smiles while sipping a pink drink. He wore sunglasses and as he tilted his head, you could see remnants of the bruise Jaehyun left him.

“What..are you doing here?”

“Oh, I didn’t know dashingly good looking boys couldn’t be college students too.”  He says sarcastically.

“I didn’t know you studied here..so does that mean..you saw my pictures? Did you know about me before we met?”

Your face becomes warm as you lean forward and whisper.

“No..I didn’t..I don’t pay that much attention to what happens on campus to be honest.”

You exhale and relax in your chair.

“And if I had, what would it matter now? I’ve already seen…everything..” he eyes you up and down. His gaze is almost too much to bear and you start to feel like Patrick Starr’s rock home under the sea is the perfect place for you right about now.

“Ugh..” you close your eyes and shake your head. “Please..don’t remind me.”

Taeyong’s mouth falls open. “What? Was it that bad?”

“No..it was..magnificent..you were, I mean, are magnificent..it’s just…”

He chuckles as you stumble over your words.

What could you say? He had an intense aura about him that made you nervous. What made matters worse was the fact that a small part of you wanted to kiss him again.

“Oh..magnificent, I like that.” He says in a growl while running a hand through his luscious brown hair.

For some reason, it felt like you were cheating on Jaehyun again so you looked away quickly. “I’m..sorry about Jaehyun, he shouldn’t have hit you..it’s all my fault.”

He shrugs. “It’s fine..you can just make it up to me later.”

You laugh and look outside the window. “Gosh you’re interesting..”

“And magnificent..” he places his sunglasses on top of his head to wink at you.

“Hey!” A girl stops by your table and squints.

“Aren’t you that girl from the posters?” Her friend beside her snickers.

“Oh..” you look down at the table.

They laugh loudly, and begin to create a scene inside the quiet cafe. “Nice! I guess nothing is left to the imagination anymore! Talk about desperate!”

You swallow hard and tap the table while waiting for them to just walk away. You could’ve gone off on them, but what would that do? They’d only make fun of you as more people look up and start to recognize your face too.

Taeyong grows angry once he sees how upset you look. “What’s so funny? Look, I’d be insecure too when she has a perfect face and body and I look like..” he looks her up and down and grimaces. 

“that..” he fakes a total body shiver.

“Better get going, I think Shrek is looking for his long lost cousin.” He says smoothly while giving an evil glare. He puts a finger on his chin and squints. “Congratulations on being the first ogres to be admitted to this school. Yay! diversity!”

You can’t help but laugh.

“Go away now before I call animal control.” he shoos them away.

Damn, he was lethal. You’d hate to be on his bad side.

The girl’s friend scoffs before saying “fuck you..” and walks away.

“I wouldn’t fuck you with the lights off, bitch.”

Your eyes grow.

“Taeyong!”

“What? They’re rude and ugly.” He rolls his eyes.

You found it hot that he’d defend you like this and simply laugh again.

“Anyway, once I found out about Reina’s plan and what she did to you, I left. I want nothing to do with her.” He sips his drink again.

“Yeah..I’m sorry she used you too..”

“Oh don’t be sorry, on the bright side, I got to meet you.” 

A moment of silence rests between the two of you.

You nod and start to gather your things.

“Well, I should get going!”

“Y/n..” he says as he touches your hand on the table.

“I’d love to spend time with you again..”

You take your hand away and tuck it into your pocket again.

“Oh..I don’t plan on doing anything like that ever again, I’m sorry.”

Taeyong laughs. “No..of course not like that, get your head out of the gutter…I mean, time like this at a cafe or park, or something..you’re nice to talk to.”

“Oh..shit, I don’t know why I was thinking that like of course you meant just regular time like this, it’s just the way you said it, you know like the way you touched my hand, I-“

He laughs before standing up from the table. “You’re a mess, let me walk you out.”

Taeyong held your hand to help you stand up from the soft chair.

You walked outside together, but said your goodbyes as you headed in different directions.

“Y/n..” he calls out to you as you walk away.

“Yeah?”

“Phone.”

You fish your phone out of your pocket quickly and hand it to him. He smiles from ear to ear as he puts his number into your phone.

“Don’t be shy now, remember I’ve already seen everything..” he leans in close to your ear. “And I love it..”

You gasp as you punch his chest lightly.

“I’ll see you later, sweetheart.”

He waves while trotting away.

You stand there dumbfounded and completely smitten by the man, then you suddenly remember Jaehyun and wonder if these new feelings told you you were over him.

Jaehyun wonders the same thing as he watches from across the street.

He was heading to your place with a bouquet of flowers when he saw you and the man he punched leaving the cafe. He decided to park into a spot a few spaces away and watch your interaction.

You looked..happy. This man made your eyes light up, and the sight was much more painful than watching you get fucked by him.

He now knew that emotions were involved. But did he have any right to be upset? If you decided to move on, why shouldn’t he accept that? You’re doing what’s best for you.

He looks at the flowers in his passenger seat.

He was hurt by everything, but he still felt bad for dragging you into all of this in the first place. He was going to apologize and attempt to prove his worthiness as a boyfriend once more, but after seeing you so happy with another man, he isn’t sure if he had any more chances to take.

A few hours later, you receive a call from campus police.

They positively identified Reina as the person that placed the photos everywhere so they ask if you’d like to press charges for harassment while they charge her for vandalism and breaking into private property.

You nod and say “yes.” The process would be long to convict her of this crime against you, for anyone could argue that you voluntarily took the photos. But you’re determined to teach her and anyone else that thinks of posting “revenge porn” a lesson.

———

[One Week Later]

You finally receive a text from Jaehyun.

Jaehyun to You: I just got a new phone..I’m sorry for taking so long, would you like to go somewhere?

You tremble slightly and respond. You were starting to get used to not hearing from him so this shocked you

You to Jaehyun: yes

You needed to apologize again, but more importantly, you needed to know how Jaehyun felt about you after everything. Does he still want to date you? Could you make this work?

Later that day you meet up at the park.

Jaehyun arrives with Dora and sits on a bench.

You immediately sit down as well and start to per her.

“Y/n..” Jaehyun says with his warm honey voice. You always grow weak when he calls your name.

You look up at him, taking in the brokenness in his eyes

“I’m so sorry, Jaehyun..I..I don’t know what I was thinking.”

Jaehyun shakes his head. “No, I’m sorry. After everything I put you through, I honestly deserved that.”

“Jaehyun..I’m so tired..I don’t know what’s going on anymore, everyone on campus thinks I’m a slut and I feel so dumb and pathetic.” You start to tear up.

“No, they don’t. They’ve already forgotten about it, okay? And come fall semester, absolutely no one will remember you as that girl.”

You sniffle and nod. Thank God for summer break.

“I think..I just need time..it’s all too much.” You look up at him and Jaehyun isn’t sure if you need time away from everything or just time away from him.

He scoots closer to you on the bench and takes your hands in his. “Don’t worry about anything, I’m here for you, okay? We can start over. We can be completely honest with each other this time.”

You look to the sky as he continues.

“Please, y/n, please come back to me. I promise to make it all right.”  

If you say yes, I’ll stay, even if that means betraying my father, he thinks to himself.

You still sit quietly and think to yourself.

You loved Jaehyun, but you found yourself second guessing everything, could you truly be like how you once were. Then, there are your wandering eyes and emotions. If you loved him with all your heart, how could you possibly think of another man in that way?

And the question that screamed the loudest was why? Why did Jaehyun click the notification from Reina’s livestream in the first place?

You look back to Jaehyun who anxiously awaits your answer, his eyes glossy with tears.

“Jaehyun…I” you start to cry, you can’t hold back your emotions as you fear that  deep down, you already know the answers to all of these questions.

”Do you still love me?” He asks with tears flowing in a steady stream. Your heart breaks to see his lovely eyes so red.

Your mouth falls open.

Why are you hesitating?

“I- '' want to, is what you wanted to say, but just couldn't.

You can’t answer because you know you still don’t trust him. Furthermore, you aren’t sure if you love him or only lust after him.

But still, why is your heart cracking slowly while you both cry? You can almost hear it inside your chest.

Jaehyun nods and stands up before wiping his tears away. “I won’t bother you anymore, y/n..”

“Jaehyun..don’t.” You stand up and grab his hand before he can walk away.

He pulls away and takes Dora’s leash.

Make it easy, lie and rip the band aid off. 

He clears his throat. “I actually wanted to meet with you..because I’ve been thinking during our time away from each other…I don’t think I love you anymore…”

And there it was, the sound of your heart finally falling to the ground and breaking into a million pieces that were beyond repair.

You weren’t sure if you loved Jaehyun, but to hear him say he doesn’t love you is a pain unlike any other.

“…and I think it’s time to move on.” He turns away from you, knowing that the look on your face would only make him fall to the ground and sob.

But deep down, he knows he lies because it’s easier for him to decide for you. This was the only way you could move on. He had to make you hate him.

“You and I both know we only use each other for sex…this isn’t love, it never was, and it has no chance of ever being that..that’s why I cheated on you and felt no emotion.”

He turns back to you and speaks sternly. “If we were to date again, I’d probably cheat again in hopes of finding the true love I crave and don’t receive from you..”

His words stung like sharp daggers and you’re pretty sure even Caesar had an easier pain than what you feel right now.

For a few minutes, you are completely speechless and debate whether or not you should argue with him. But instead, you nod and walk away. “Okay Jaehyun, goodbye.”

You can't see your way through the park as water floods your eyeballs. You finally stop at a stream and clutch your chest.

The tears never stop, your head starts hurting and you feel yourself on the verge of a panic attack.

You call Bella who hears your gasps and panic over the phone. 

“Take deep breaths! I’ll be right there!”

She rushes from home to get to you while you go dizzy.

Jaehyun has trouble driving home, his teary eyes causing the road to blur. He pulls over and pounds his fist against the steering wheel.

“Fuck!” He yells before holding his face in his hands. He didn’t expect saying goodbye to be so difficult, he didn’t expect to regret it for the rest of his life.

He just broke the heart of his one true love.

———

[A Few Months Later]

“Come on, Dora, let’s get back inside.”

Jaehyun calls after Dora to go back into his mom’s house in Korea.

His mom sits at the table as she goes over the final preparations for his father’s funeral.

The real reason Jaehyun’s father sent for him was because he was ill and only given a few months to live by doctors. He did scold him for creating such scandalous videos, but didn’t spend too much time on it as he had more pressing matters at hand.

Jaehyun deleted all social media and focused on his father’s health as a result. To you, it seemed he had fallen off the face of the Earth.

He trained Jaehyun and taught him some of what he needed to know about the business during his final days alive. Jaehyun was thankful for the opportunity and finally found himself bonding with him after all this time.

“I can teach you all about finances and numbers, Yoon Oh, but I can’t teach you about being passionate about it. At the end of the day, you’ll only regret what you didn’t do for your heart..I guess, that’s why we didn’t see eye to eye before.”

He chuckles before coughing. “It took me getting to this point to realize..All my life, I had no true passion. Nothing worth missing.”

Jaehyun sits at his father’s bedside as he prepares to say goodbye.

He cries while listening to him speak.

“You were always so passionate about art and all this stuff I didn’t understand..I didn’t respect it because I didn’t get it..but what does it matter? It’s about you.. and if it makes your heart happy…if it makes your soul complete, then why should you let it go?”

His father passed away peacefully the next day, leaving Jaehyun with wise words he’d never forget.

A few weeks after the funeral, Jaehyun is tasked with deciding whether or not to stay and gradually take over the business or to go back to college and finish his studies.

Being away from you gave Jaehyun the chance to learn more and think with a clearer mind, hence his decision to go back.

He told his mother he’d be going back only to get his degree, but really, he found his fathers words hard to ignore.

“If it makes your heart happy, if it makes your soul complete..then why should you let it go?”

For Jaehyun, this was about you. He couldn’t fight the urge to love you, he couldn’t just let you go like that.

So he leaves Dora with his mom and heads back.

He knows it will take some time to make up for his shitty actions, but he’d do whatever it takes to love you again, even if that meant watching you from a distance. Just seeing your smile and laugh was enough for him.

He’d complete his studies, but he’d always have you on his mind. 

He keeps in touch with your mom without you knowing, that is, until Christmas dinner that year.

He knocks on her door and waits patiently for her to open it. It would be the first time you’d see each other since he broke up with you. It was going to be difficult, but he had to try. 

What he didn’t account for was the fact that your mind may have already been set on someone else..the strange, handsome fellow named Sicheng that sat across from him now at the dinner table.

The End

Thank you again for going on this journey with me, i hoped you enjoyed it xoxo - Krys

(Hint: check out the agreement to see what happens during the Christmas dinner hehe)

[justlissy]

Holly the cupid

genre: fluff

artist: pH-1

a/n: hello there! I don’t know if this will be read but if you do read thank you! I would like to keep writing for my khh fellas so please let me know if I should keep writing or not 🦀

Also if you have any requests please send them through!

'Holy come here', whispered Harry in vain as the cute puppy made its way to you. Holly hopped on your lap during your photoshop making you grin.

'Yes perfect!' complimented the photographer as she snapped multiple pictures, taking advantage of the fact that Holly was posing ever snap she heard.

Harry froze not knowing what to do, he wanted to go to you and bring Holly back but he could only focus on you. From your round brown eyes to your curly hair, to the dimples that appeared every time you would smile. How could someone be so… beautiful? Before he even realised he was smiling at the sight of his cute puppy playing with a cute girl.

𝘋𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘸?

‘Harry!’ Woodie shouted, getting Harry’s attention and he saw the others waving at him waiting to start the shoot.

‘𝘞𝘦𝘭𝘭, 𝘐 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘔𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘏𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘵, 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺.’ Harry thought. He jogged towards the other members, after looking back at you one more time.

‘Okay and… we’re done!’ everyone started clapping while you stood up and thanked everyone for their hard work. Then you crouched down to Holly’s eye level grinning at her cute little outfit.

‘Now who do you belong to pretty baby?’ she tilted her head to the side making you melt at her cuteness. You grabbed her into your arms, looking around to see if there’s anyone looking for her. The other artists were busy doing their own shoots so you decided to look for the owner yourself. You asked around to see if anyone knew whose puppy it was but no one seemed to have a clue.

‘I think she’s from someone of H1ghr Music’ a member of staff told you and you thanked them, happy to see that your long walk was coming to an end. At the end of the hallway, you saw a sign saying ‘H1ghr Music’ and looked down to smile at Holly to find her fast asleep. You knocked on the door and peeped your head first to find everyone staring at you.

‘Hi, sorry to bother you guys but I think I have something that belongs to one of you.’ You said nervously, fully entering the room and their looks then fell onto Holly. A guy with a mustache tapped on the shoulder of another guy with a orange beanie, making him turn around. He was holding a bag of gummy bears, one already entering his mouth when his eyes locked with yours slightly widening as if he was surprised to see you. His eyes quickly fell onto his puppy, who looked way too comfortable on your arms. Harry stood up quickly making his way to you with a little awkward smile. You also started walking his way, not really knowing how to act.

‘Hum hey thank you for bringing Holly back, she ran away out of nowhere and found you and even disrupted your photoshoot. I didn’t want to get in the way of it, so I just left in the hopes that she would come back but it seems like she had other plans.’ Harry quickly said making you smile at how flustered he looked.

‘It’s fine, Holly made the pictures even better so I’m the one who should be thanking you…’

‘Ph-1 or you can call him Harry since he finds you cute’ you were interrupted by the moustache guy as he carefully took Holly away from your arms and winked at you.

‘Minsik I swear if you don’t shut your mouth’ Harry hissed, making you giggle at their interaction.

‘Then thank you Harry, I hope I didn’t worry you much’ you say apologetic.

‘Why would you make Harry worry y/n-noona?’ says someone with super long hair wrapping his arm around you.

You look to see who’s talking to you so casually to realise that it's your favourite maknae.

‘Haonnnnieee’ you say in a baby voice, turning to pinch his cheeks that no longer had the baby fat that you remember.

𝘞𝘢𝘪𝘵- 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵’𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦? 𝘠/𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘢? 𝘏𝘢𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘦? 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺.

⌎⊱⊶⊷⊶⊷⊶⊷⊶⊷⇲⊰⌏ ⌎⊱⊶⊷⊶⊷⊶⊷⊶⊷⇲⊰⌏ ⌎⊱⊶⊷⊶

Hey cupid why you hiding

(Shoot on and shoot on)

날려줘 빨리

My cupid where you at right now

(Shoot on and shoot on)

[ace-angel-judas]

New Years

Pairing: Multiple (DaeSon, XX Girls, Baby and Ash, LySik)

Genre: FLUFF

Synopsis: Just how some couples spend their new year

Dae and Jackson:

The crowd was cheering as the countdown started, within ten seconds they’d be in the new year, together. Jackson held Dae’s waist, smiling down at her.

“You ready?” He asked.

“Actually,” Dae pursed her lips, “I have to tell you something, Jackson,”

He raised eyebrows at the full name, kissing her forehead and nodding.

“Jackie..,” Dae smiled as the countdown hit one, “We’re having a baby,”

Eyes blown wide, Jackson stared at her as the whole room cheered and the fireworks started.

“Baby..?” He whispered in Chinese, “Wait, you.. we’re having a baby?”

Nodding, Dae smiled shyly before Jackson broke into a large grin, pressing their lips together.

“Happy New Year,” Jackson whispered.

“Happy New Year, Jackie..,” Dae whispered back.

XX Girls:

“Should we wake them up?” Taeyong asked, looking at Jinmi as they looked at the couch.

Mark and Hyejin were curled up under a blanket, already snoozing. Jinmi shook her head, smiling.

“No,” She stated, “Leave them, let them have their moment, they don’t get very many of them,”

“They love each other,” Taeyong mumbled, “It’s very obvious,”

“Leave them alone,” Jinmi chuckled, “Love isn’t simple,”

“Sophia had baby!”

Footsteps came rushing into the room, Sunmi smiling brightly as she approached the two of them. Taeyong perked up as Sunmi showed the phone.

There was a picture of Sophia laying in a hospital bed, a blanket of blue wrapped in her arms as she held a baby.

“Right before midnight,” Jinmi laughed.

“She always manages to work some miracle out,” Taeyong smiled.

Ash and Baby

The popping sound made Baby jump, surprised at the sudden noise. Two hands softly covered her ears, making her smile as a kiss was placed on her forehead.

“A bit loud?” Ash asked softly.

“A little bit,” Baby winced, “I don’t really like New Years,”

“I think I’ve always spent new years drinking,” Ash shrugged, “But this is better,”

They both sat on the balcony of Ash’s apartment, wrapped in a big fuzzy blanket as it snowed softly.

“Do you remember what snow looks like?” Ash asked.

“Sort of,” Baby pouted, “I remember it was white, it used to pile around the house and hide everything underneath it,”

“What does it sound like?” Ash asked gently.

Baby smiled, “It sounds beautiful and calm,”

Lysik

Giggling, Lyla couldn’t sit still as Minsik hugged her tightly, pressing kisses over her face as they stood in his studio.

Instead of a wild night like she used to follow him around with, Minsik had surprised her with rose petals and a cozy evening in.

“You seem very happy,” She whispered.

“Because I am,” Minsik whispered back, “I wanted this for so long..,”

Lyla giggled softly again he pecked her lips.

“I may have dragged you out on New Years every year because I never wanted to miss spending it with you,” Minsik confessed, “And now I can spend it with you as my girlfriend..,”

Smiling, Lyla pressed a kiss to his cheek, making a giddy smile cross his face.

[itscoldessence]

BACK AGAIN ! send your requests 🥺

hi hi everyone. I’ve been so busy with work and uni these past few months that I just totally forgot about this account. I found myself wanting to write again so I am waiting for you guys’ requests 🤗

a lil reminder : I write angst, fluff, smut for everyone in the kpop and khiphop world as long as they’re not minors (and as long as I don’t dislike them for a specific reason..?). 

[h1ghermusiccccc]

Jay motherf*king park.

[channy-mae]

Just a Splash

You just wanted to enjoy the brisk summer breeze on the balcony, though instead it seems you’ll simply have to deal with the fact that you weren’t about to get any alone time for a while. You glance over at Minsik who was just sitting right next to you, legs atop yours, scrolling mindlessly through his phone. Making a face at him you turn away and look out at the stars, the clear night sky was calming and beautiful. You were starting to drift off a bit, “Hey...babe..get in the pool.”

You shake some of the tiredness away and drag your legs from under him. “You want me to do what?” You weren’t sure what to make of his sudden and odd request. “Get in the pool real quick.” This time there was a slight whine when he said it, while cute didn’t convince you to get inside the pool. “You realize it’s,” you check around him to the clock in the living room, “11:30 at night right, I thought you had to go in early to the studio tomorrow anyway.” He doesn’t say anything at first, just glances back at his phone and scrolls a bit, before turning it to face you. He was on Instagram looking at the fed from his friends, all of whom were in pools with really attractive women.

Not being able to stop the little giggle that escapes you push his phone back to his chest, “You mean to tell me you want some sort of Instagram picture?” You stand up hands on your hips. “I’m also not even wearing a swimsuit, and what would you even gain from posting that-“ before you could finish you stumble back into the pool, arms flailing out. Splashing backwards, you resurface sputtering up water, and trying to wipe wet hair from your face. “MINSIK WHAT THE HELL!” You shout, splashing around a bit. When you were finally able to open your eyes, a bright flash reblinded you for a moment. “Perfect!” Was all you heard before he jumps in after you and wraps you in his arms quickly. You couldn’t get anything out before he placed his lips on yours in a short kiss, “The prettiest out of any of those other pictures the guys have.” He whispers pulling away. You just looked at him, the smile on his face was so sweet. Pushing him back just a tad, you splash him as hard as you could, laughing when he started sputtering like you did. “Now we’re even!” You giggle.

[kmelanin]

Dealer Minsik | Sik-K | PT. 1

Pairing: SikkXReader Summary: You needed a new weed man and you find one, but he wants you to be more than just a customer. 

Stoner Series

Quarter: 7G 8fy: 3.5G

You looked outside, your heart was beating really fast as you watched a black Lexus pull into your driveway. It was around 8 at night, so the sun was setting. You were home alone after hanging out with some friends. You mentioned to them that you needed a weedman that will be able to pull up to your house, only because you didn't have a car yet, so you weren't mobile. They gave you a number and told you a few things. That his name was Kwon Minsik and he will become your weedman if you buy a quarter or more the first time, which wasn't a problem. Earlier you texted him asking him, he said that a quarter were sixty bucks. So you grabbed three twenties and your phone, you walk over and slide some nikes slides on and leave out of the door.

You walk up to the driver side window, and as you were walking up the window rolls down. You didn't even notice that it was sprinkling outside until you felt something hit your face. You hoped this would be fast.

“You can get in on the other side.” A deep voice says behind the window, you couldn't see his face since it was getting darker outside. You nodded and walked around the car and get in. The first thing you noticed was how loud it smelled on the inside, loud meaning weed, but there was cologne as well. You also noticed how the inside was a red leather, so it was easy for you to slide in. The guy sits up and fixes his seat to be higher and he turns on the light on the ceiling. You look up at him, and in that moment you were happy that you didn't take off your makeup and take your hair down. Not like you wore a lot of makeup, just brows and lips and liner with gloss...maybe a little more.

“So a quarter right?” He asks grabbing something from the back. He pulls out two freezer bags of two different types of weed. He looks up at you, “Which one?”

You look at them, one was really purple with some green, and the other was a lighter green with white.

“Umm, I don't know, both?” You ask softly, god you were so nervous. He smiles and laughs softly.

“Okay.” He pulls out a scale and a sandwich baggie. “So you want me to come out here for you? Be your main dealer?” He asks.

“Yes please. I heard you had good weed.” You say.

“Good? Well I heard it's the best since I do supply almost every other dealer out here.” He smiles again and starts putting weed on the scale.

“Oh, so you have the same weed as everyone else?” You blurt out, and after you realize how rude it was. “I'm sor-”

“I supply the dealers a couple of kinds. Let’s say uh, weaker?” He laughs putting the weed in the bag and opening the other.

“So yours is better?” You whisper watching.

“Much better.” he finishes weighing it out and he hands you the sandwich baggie. “Mhmm, I like you, you can pay fifty instead of sixty.” He says looking up at you. You hold out your money and he takes it and exchanges a $10.

“Okay. Hit me up whenever baby girl.” He smiles and you nod getting out of the car and walking back around. When he started to pull out, it hit you that you didn't have any rellos. You run back and catch him before he could leave. You walk up to the window as he rolled it down and you smile.

“Um, I have a dilemma. I don't have any rellos. Can I buy one off of you?” You ask holding the ten back up. You smile big hoping he would take it, and hoping that he even had a one. He looks at you for a second. But then he starts laughing at you.

“Yea sure sure.” He bends down and grabs one out of the glove department. “Here you go. I don't have any money lower than a ten right now, so no charge.” He smiles and winks at you, causing your face to burn hot.

You walk back in the house, everything that just happened replays over in your head. He was fucking beautiful. His hair was longer on top, undercut on the bottom. His nose ring was shining in the light. You could tell that he was asian.

Over the next month you bought from him another seven times. Everytime he comes he got a little more and little more comfortable. But it was around your eighth time when he noticed you were buying less.

“Whats up baby? Why are you buying 8fys. The girl I know buys more than that.” He smiles leaning out of his window, his words had a slight tease to them.

“Mhm, i lost my job so i'm rationing my money. I might have to stop buying all together until I find another job.” You say kind of embarrassed. He just looks at you, kind of like he was paused.

“How did you lose your job?” He asks turning his car off.

“Because I wouldn't fuck my boss. But he wrote that I was always late and never on time.”You roll your eyes. After you said that, you felt kind of weird telling him your somewhat personal life. So you laugh it off. “Yeah, anyways, I'll buy more, but I probably won't hit you up again.” You say pulling another forty to add to your thirty in your hand. You sigh as you hand him the last of your weed money. It was actually money for food. But you could live off top ramen until another job comes.

“You know, I like you YN. I enjoy coming out here and selling to you. And if you want me to be completely honest with you, I've been selling you the shit I smoke. And that don't go to the others, its my personal strain.” He smiles and unbuckles his seat belt and sits up a little. “So, if you want, lets makes a deal.” he smiles. Your eyes widen at his words, and you felt like the first time you met him. Fucking nervous.

“Uh, I don't like owing people money, it stressed me the fuck out.” you say looking into his eyes. He laughs.

“You sound like people who actually do owe me money. But no, you and I hotbox my car, and I’ll give you a quarter for thirty.” He smiles leaning back as if he made you the best deal in the world, which he kinda did.

“You are going to charge me 30 for a quarter if I hotbox your car with you?” You ask, making sure he actually asked that. He nods his head with a soft smile. He pushes a button on the door and you hear the doors unlock.  

“Um, well i'm not going to say no. But i'm going to go open my garage door so we can do it in there, because this is kinda illegal.” You smile excitedly. He nods and restarts his car. You walk back inside and you go through the kitchen and push a button on a remote and you hear the garage door open and you see him start to drive forward from out of the window. You close the door and put the remote back in the drawer and you leave out of the side door that lead to the garage. You see him parked and the car was off and all of the windows were open. You take a deep breath and encourage yourself. ‘It's okay YN, you can do this. It's only Minsik, a super hot stoner who sells you weed and wants to smoke with you.’.

You open the door and slide in. You noticed that his car wasn't all the way off, because music was playing softly.

“Do you know how to roll?” He asks pulling out a bag full of weed and a pack of woods.

“Duh.” You smile and you see a pack of Honey Dutches and you grab that. “But i'm smoking these, I don't want to get lung cancer today.” you say cringing at the pack of woods. You could barely stand rellos let alone that. He laughs the hardest you've ever seen him.

“You’re fucking hilarious.” He sighs and grabs a rolling tray from the back seat and sets in the middle and he pours some weed on it.  “If you go in the glove department, you will see two silver grinders, grab them.” He instructs. You lean forward and grab them. You close it and hand him one. You open yours and start to put the weed in it and you grind it up. You open the middle part and dump the weed on the tray and repeat. You both do until the pile was completely grinded up.

“Mhmm this bag had a quarter in it. So there might be a little left over.” he says and opens a Berry Dutch and breaks it open and empties it in a cup in the cup holder. Then he starts to fill. You start doing the same.

Eventually you had four thick ass blunts with a smaller pile of about 3 grams left over in now shake.

“Okay, Now I have something special to start off with.” He smiles and pulls out another pack of rellos and hands them to you.

“Can you please open them.” He smiles and then grabs a small container. He pulled out this brown caramel like substance that was thick enough to hold a lopsided blob, it was no bigger than a dime. He starts to roll it around in his fingers. Once you finish and empty it, you hear ‘fill it.’ come from him and you fill it with weed. Once you were done he takes it from you and he lays a now long string of the brown stuff. You realize that it was wax. Oh fuck, you were excited now. Once he finishes rolling it he looks up to you.

“Lets go to the back, it will be a lot more comfortable.” He smiles and puts everything on the rolling tray and gets out, you follow and go to the back seat.

There was a couple of controls for the music in the back, like the volume and to change and pause and play a song. He turns it up a little and he lights the special blunt. You both start smoking.

It was quiet at first, as you both smoke, just enjoying the weed. Your first blunt of the day, you loved when it first hit.

You were stoned out of your mind when the special blunt was gone. He was already lighting the second blunt, one that you rolled and you trying to widen your eyes. But you still took it when he passed it to you.

You both were now on the fourth blunt and when it was gone you called a quits. You wanted to go inside and order food. Then take a shower and crash.

“The car is pretty fucking smokey.” he laughs causing you to smile and look at him. His head was leaned back on the back of the seat. He had a big goofy smile on his face. But he felt your eyes on him and his head snapped up. His eyes were bloodshot and it matched yours. He was beyond gorgeous, and he made you so fucking nervous. You had your fun, but it was now time to leave.  

“Well, I gotta go. So here’s your thirty.” You say pulling out your original thirty. Minsik looks at you and moves so his body was facing yours.

“Mhmm, I have another deal.” He says moving the rolling tray on the middle console of his car. Your heart was beating at a millions miles per hours, it felt like.

“What?” you peep. He looks at you, and smiles softly, but then he bites his lower lip.

“You can have a quarter for free--” He pauses, he leans forward just a little and makes sure you were looking right at him. “--if you give me a kiss.”

That made you freeze right up, your eyes are wide and your heart felt like it practically stopped.

“What? A kiss?” You ask. You weren't sure if you heard him right. He nods his head. He raises his hand and he points at his lips.

“I don't think that's a good idea Minsik.” At your words his eyes widen. “Isn't weird? Isn't kind of like prostitution? In a way?” He laughs at you.

“Nah, more like, I'm helping you save your money. You don't have to, I don't force.” He smiles and sits back. But if he only wants a kiss, that shouldn’t hurt.

“Just one?” You ask, biting your lip nervously. He nods his head and leans in a little.

“Just one baby.” He whispers. You nod and scooch a little closer and you lean in, putting one hand on his face. You watch as his eyes close slowly. You lean in more, and your press your lips against his crazy soft ones. You hold it for a couple seconds longer, and then you go to pull away. But a hand holds yours to his face, and another hand grabbed your face, holding you in place where you were. His lips pushed back onto yours making your lips fit perfectly into his. His hands trail to your neck and cheek. Making you get on your knees, his lips follow yours, kissing you harder making the feels intensifies. You pull away needing to breath, not really prepared for a long kiss. He keeps you in the same position, he was now looking up to you.

“There, your kiss.” You mumble feeling stuck, you could look at him forever. The lights from the garage lights shine through the window of his car, on to him. He looked at you with such a look, you weren't sure how to feel.

“One more, one more and then I'll let you go until you need me again.” He whispers rubbing your neck a little wanting you to come closer.

“Mhmm, why are you acting like this Minsik.” You tease, his eyes were dark and he seemed so serious. He doesn't say anything.

“You’re just so damn beautiful, I couldn't control myself today.” He mumbles, releasing you, but you keep yourself in that position. You lean back in taking his lips against yours. Kissing him as hard as you could. Your heart was going crazy when you felt his hands go around your waist, pulling you closer to him, kissing you so roughly, that you knew your lips will be red and broken.

You pull away and sit back down, “There,” You say looking away from him, your face to heated to look at him. After about a minute, a mason jar full of weed was handed to you.

“Here, there should be about a half in here, so have fun. And bring this jar when you need weed next time.” His voice says lowly. You could tell it was tense. You grab it and nod your head.

“Thank you.” You mumble and get out of the car. You made sure to remind yourself to remember not to think so much about what just happened. It meant nothing.

About a week later, you gotten a invite, via text message, to a party. You of course wanted to go, since you liked to stay home in your pajamas all of the time, getting dressed and going out every once in a while was fun.

You rolled a blunt with some weed and kief that built up in your grinder. You already took a shower, so you light the blunt and begin your makeup. You do your brows, and a winged eyeliner with lashes. You do some face makeup and set it all.  You put your hair in a cute messy bun and then you go to your closet. You grab a black skirt and a loose fitting white tee. You tuck it into the skirt and you grab you black Docs and a jacket.

It was at a guy named Park Jaebum, or Jay Park. Whichever, it means that Minsik will be there selling. If you seen him you would say hi and that's it.

You leave with your friends, but you make sure you have money for a taxi later. You all walk into a huge house, that was already packed. You all walk around together until you found some alcohol. The more you all drink the more you all separate. You didn't mind actually. You were in the middle of all of the dancing body, you body moving to the beat of the music that was playing. You were drinking a type of jungle juice, so it was hitting you pretty fast.

You jumped at the touch of a hand. It turns you around and you open your eyes and see Jay standing there smiling at you.

“Hey sexy! Wanna go smoke?” He asks, looking at you up and down. He smiled bigger when he sees you nodding. He grabs your hand and pulls you over to the dining room. There was a big table, it could sit three on either side and two at the heads. They were all filled up. The middle six was filled, and so was one of the heads, leaving the other head open. You noticed some of the guys sitting there, Zico, Simon, and some others. Your eyes come in contact with Minsik, sitting at the head.

Jay walked you over to the other seat that was open, and he sits down and moves you to sit in his lap. You felt so many pairs of eyes on you. But you just kept yours on Minsik, as he kept his on you.

Three people were starting to light blunts and joints. Everyone was talking amongst themselves, and others that walked up to the table. Minsik, was keeping convos with the men around him. But his eyes always came back to you.

It rips his nerves seeing you on his friends lap. He hated you there. After that kiss that you both shared, he couldn't get you out of his mind. He had been looking at his phone everyday since, wondering when he was going to get your text, knowing that you had enough weed to last you longer than a week. Now seeing you sit there, he was angry. He wanted you to be his, and he knows if you sit on Jays lap any longer, you were going to be under Jays charm.

He gets up and walks around the table. You knew he stood up but you didn't look, not knowing if he was coming to you or not. But you should’ve known he was, he grabbed you upper arm, pulling you up and pulling you out of the room. You found yourself in the kitchen where no one was at. He blocks you in against the counter.

“Mhm, hey baby.” He smiles looking down to you.

“Um, Hi Minsik.” You mumble. You body was on fire, he was so close to you. He was like magnet, because all you wanted to do is kiss all over his body.

“Now, I'm going to ask you some questions, and I want you to answer honestly. Okay?” He looks down upon you, watching you nod.

“Do you like Jaebum?” He looks at you, not moving. You could tell he was high as fuck, and so were you. So you felt a lot more careless, but you also knew you needed to actually think before you do. But it was so hard since he was so fucking hot.

“Uh, I barely know him Minsik.” You say looking into his eyes. You frown a little, wondering what was going through his mind. “But he is hot as shit.” You couldn't stop the huge smile that went on your face. You even giggled a little, especially when he looks away irritated.

“What do you think about me?” He asks bluntly looking back at you. His eyes were a little lower, making them seem a lot darker. The question stunned you a little, but you wanted to tell him. You felt like now i'm this situation, it was the best. You were high and he was here in your face. His body was close and he was growing impatient.

“I actually think…” You didn't know what to say, he was better, more intense, more beautiful than Jaebum, but you didn’t want to sound crazy. Now you wished you weren’t high so you could actually think straight. Your heart was beating so fast, when you realized how you actually felt. “...I like you. Which is crazy because I barely know you, but i feel so good when I see you. My cheeks hurt when I came back in the house, because I was smiling the whole time...Geez. I know you don't feel the same bu-” you stop, because he cuts you off by bringing both of his hands up and grabs your cheeks. His lips were on yours, kissing you so intensely. He didn't bend down at much, making you go on your toes wanting to kiss him back. You didn't know you missed his lips on yours, until he slowed down a little, and kissed you like the first time.

You wrapped your arms around his neck and he wrapped his around your torso. He picked you up a little helping you on to the counter. That's when he pulled you closer a little making your crotch rub against his. It makes you moan a little, which lets his tongue enter your mouth. He kissed you harder and deeper, explore your warm mouth. He was falling for this feeling. His heart was beating after it being dead for so long. He felt you bodies together, feeling the electricity coming from you to him, leaving his his on his body standing up and goosebumps below.

He breaks away to breath, but he doesn't stop showing you how he felt. He trails his lips down, to you jaw, then below your ear. He kisses all over your neck searching for a certain spot that makes you moan out.

“Minsik…” You moan when his lips land on the spot. Below your jaw. You knew you had another on the area connecting you neck and collarbone, but you didn't know of this one, the one he found. But it shot down to your vagina. Every kiss he did a short gasp comes out. You scootch a little closer and closer, you were practically grinding against his crotch area, as his kisses get sloppy and sloppier. He sucks and sucks on that spot plus around it. He grinds back into you, making you feel so good.

If anyone walked into the kitchen, it would totally look like you were fucking, and that made you freeze up. Opening your eyes, you look around seeing know one. Minsik noticed you freeze up and he stops and pulls away to look at you.

You look back at him, wondering what was next.

He leans down and pecks your lips, then your cheek and then the bruised area he created, over and over again. You pull away and laugh a little at the tingling feeling he’s leaving.

“Go out with me, you can pick anywhere you want. Please?” He whispers into your neck. You felt your cheeks burn like hell. But you nod, because you knew if you said no... well why the fuck would you?

[write-this-way-please]

Remember

Remember [ The Best Part About Memories is Making Them│Sik-K] Rated: Mature

Inspired by Katie- Remember 

Swirling around the champagne in your glass you sighed making your way down the newest art exhibit in Seoul. It was for some new up and coming artist and you were a sucker for any event that didn’t take place in a club. It was all you could really do to keep up appearances because in actuality you just wanted to hide out in your apartment forever.  

The golden flecks of the next series of paintings caught your eye. It was breathtaking how the gold complimented the pallet of the skin. It was beautiful… it was almost like looking at him…

You tighten your grip and tossed back your drink, just to deal with how vividly he appeared in your mind

Art had a way of triggering the deepest of memories. You wrapped your arm around yourself looking at the painting. The gold oil paint swirled on the canvas in a whirlwind depicting the couple embracing. It triggered something within you.

There was something about memories.

Reality never quite lived up to how sweet your mind made it seem. The sweetest moments were more beautiful than life could deliver. It wasn’t even that you missed the person. But you missed...craved the fantasy that your mind built. Like your mind idealized something for your own sake.

At least that what you told yourself...

You spotted him across the room at the event. Rather it be fate...chance...or some unnamed hire power. Your eyes met with Minsik and for a whole moment, you were entranced in his gaze. How long had it been? 6? Maybe 8 months?

After the two of you had broken up you just cut him off. You tried to block out every piece of him that haunted your dreams.

You turned away just as quickly and tried to disappear within the crowd, making your way toward the exit. You’d barely made it to a long hallway, toward the kitchen; only the occasional staff member passing by when Minsik grabbed your wrist and spun you toward him, your back pushed against a wall.

“I finally found you…” he panted and smiled softly pressing his forehead against yours. He took off after you the moment you turned away. He had no idea why his heart was acing out of his chest. It was probably more of his own anxiety of losing you again that did it, but he looked winded. 

And just like that every lingering touch came rushing back to you. His voice...his touch… everything that entranced you in his spell. “I...I think you have me mistaken…” you whispered softly. Your tone not even convincing yourself.

He sighed and shook his head. His grip loosened on your wrist. “You think that I’d ever forget you...You think I’d ever forget your touch…?” he slipped his fingers to lace within yours. His touch was so gentle suddenly. As if you were the most fragile thing in the world. “You ghosted me...Just up and left…”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about…” it took everything in you to not be swept up by his touch...by the way his husky voice brushed against your ear. Making you remember every night you laid beneath him and he whispered sweet nothings.

“Did I hurt you that badly?” his shoulders slumped as he closed his eyes. “You wanna pretend that you don’t know me than deal with me at all…? Why the fuck do you want to hurt me like this…? Did I really not matter to you…?”

“Not matter to me…?” you scoffed pulling your hand from his and hitting his chest. Tears pricked your eyes and you glared at him. “You were everything to me.”

Your relationship wasn’t particularly profound or deep. Friends that sought something more in one another. You found solace in him. You were just two people who fell hard and fast. It was automatic. He entranced you in everything he did. When you felt like your relationship hit a standstill you stated arguing. Your lack of trust and confidence in yourself was your downfall. And every time you argued he knew just how to distract you..

When the ease of the relationship wore off you ran.

“Then why’d you stop trying…?”

“Because once you make an effort and the relationship still fails then it was never meant to be...And I couldn’t try and fail with you…Once you put everything in and still lose...I wouldn’t be able to…”

“So you just gave up instead of trying? You’d never win that way.”

“I can’t lose either.”

“But I did...I lost you.” he gazed into your eyes and sighed, his hands cupping your face. The pad of his thumb brushing over your lip. “Did you really forget all about me…? Everything…?”

“I’m not heartless…”

“You abandoned me...Then forgot about me…” Seeing the hurt on his face broke you. It’s like you could pinpoint the exact moment he gave up. He sighed pulling back, distancing himself. “I’m not gonna force it...If you’re happier forgetting me then I wasn’t worth remembering”

You grabbed his cheeks in your small hands before he could take another step, pulling him back toward you “I swear to God I still taste you.” you whispered before pressing your lips against his. He grabbed the back of your head pulling you to him. His lips molding against yours as you gasped against him. Your hands gripped the front of his shirt, desperately wanting more of him. “I need you…”

He chuckled looking at your heated face. Your lips parted, as you panted, gripping him closer. “You’re so beautiful…” he smiled “But you can’t say things like that here…” he leaned in whispering against your ear. “I won’t be able to hold back.”

“Who asked you to?”

“C’mere” he took your hand leading you inside of a nearby storage closet. He shyly looked down “This isn’t exactly where I imagined us rekindling our relationship. It’s not romantic.” he pulled you against his chest.

“As long as it’s you...It’s romantic.” you wrapped your arms around his neck, pressing shy kisses against his neck.

He hummed happily. “But you can’t run away again...You gotta promise to try this time.”

“I promise...I’ll try”

He pouted pressing you against the wall. “I don’t know if I believe you.” his tone teasing as he dropped to his knees. His fingers slipping around your panties and tugging them down “If you feel like running away again… Take me with you.”

“Minsik-ah” you gasped as he lifted one of your legs to rest on his shoulder. You clenched your eyes shut as he pressed his mouth against your core. Your fingers laced through his hair as you panted heavily your legs feeling weak with every passing moment.  

“You’re so wet...This all for me…?” he pulled back looking up at you, wiping the corner of his mouth. And there was nothing more attractive than watching him lick the slick off of his thumb. “You’re such a good girl… Do you want me?”

“I...I” you gasped trying to form any rational thought. “Minsik…”

He gripped your thighs and sighed a blissful sound of relief. “I missed you… I missed us…” he looked so vulnerable and open. “I missed your laugh… your smile…” he ran his index finger right against your core making you moan. “I missed that sound so much…”

“Please… let me…”

“You want it already?”

“No I want you to feel good” you whispered dropping to your knees on the cramped floor of the storage closet. Your fingers grazed against the front of his pants, smirking as he winced from the slightest touch.

“Y-you don’t have to…”

“I know..” you whispered unzipping his pants and take his hardened length between your palm. “I want to” you took him into your mouth and his hand immediately went behind your head guiding you lower.

Your relationship was more than just physical but you couldn’t ignore the chemistry the two of you shared. How your whole body craves his every touch, and how that very touch could give you peace of mind. How one look from him could deter all your anxieties and apprehension.

He groaned, holding back all that he could and pulled you off of him. “Please I need to be in you…”

“Then take me…” you licked his head playfully.

“You’re such a tease…” he chuckled pulling you onto his lap, sliding into you. The moment you hit his base you cried out and he chuckled “you want us to get caught or something? You gotta be quieter Baby”

“Make… me” you whispered while he began thrusting into you.

He pulled you into a kiss while gripping your hips taking every moan. Between desperate kisses and longing touches, he took all of you.

His lips trailing from your lips down your neck. Nipping and biting at the supple skin, leaving the tiniest of bruises on the base of your throat. “Beautiful…” he could see you coming undone with each thrust taking you to your absolute breaking point. “Come for me…” he increased in pace while rubbing your clit “Only come for me…” he whispered breathily.

Moaning out his name you cried, gripping his shoulders tightly “Nnnn… Minsik…” you chanted over and over like a prayer on your lips.

“That’s my girl…” he wiped the beads of sweat off your skin and placed a kiss just above your heart. “This might not be the right time but...can we try again…? Really try… both of us… not just you…”

“I don’t wanna just live in a memory… I wanna make new ones too…”

“Let’s do it…” he smiled that big cheesy grin that warmed your heart. “I know I don’t say it enough but I fucking love you…”

“I love you too” you smiled into the crook of his neck hugging him tightly.

End.

I missed you guys so much! I missed writing and thank you to everyone that waited for me <3 If you liked the latest scenario please let me know. I missed you all so much!

[itscoldessence]

requests are still open!

hi! i'm a new writer here :)

requests are still open, i write for khh and kpop artists. you can request anyone but i mainly write for bts, nct, aomg, h1ghr music, got7, exo and seventeen!

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[harrysmiso]

Jealous

Haon x reader

Genre: fluff, jealous boyfriend!Haon

wc: ??

gif not mine!! credits to the owner :D

"WHAT?" Haon exclaimed, looking at you with wide eyes. The others and you laughed at his expression when he heard your answer.

You were currently at the h1ghr studio with your boyfriend, Haon, and some of the h1ghr artists. They were currently just hanging out and had a meeting a while ago, talking about future plans.

"Haon, you asked and I answered. What's so bad about Harry oppa's verse?" You said, looking at him while you were seated together with Harry and Sik-K. As a non-artist from h1ghr, they wanted to get some of your opinions. Haon then asked who's verse was your favorite on The Purge, expecting that your answer was his. After all, everyone loved his iconic 'I spit 16 bars when I was 16 they used to call me damn boy' line. However, your answer caught him by surprise when you answered 'Harry oppa'.

"Yeah, Haon. What is wrong with my verse?" Harry teasingly asked, making you giggle.

"See, see! You even giggled at his non-funny joke!" He whined at sat down. However, some of the rappers wanted to push his buttons.

"You know, Harry did tell me he found you pretty," Minsik told you, making you burst out of laughter while Harry blushed, making Haon pout even harder.

"Sucks to you because she's my girlfriend now," Haon said, now making you giggle. With that, Haon had enough and told everyone he'll go to the comfort room. He was never jealous because of his friends and labelmates, he knew better that you love him so much and that you'd never leave him. But hearing you and Minsik's teasing made him jealous.

"Good job, Minsik oppa. Mission accomplished," You jokingly said, standing up and going after Haon. You find him easily in the lobby, scrolling through his phone furiously with eyebrows furrowed.

"Kim Haon, were you really jealous of Harry oppa?" You asked him softly, bending to his height since he was sitting and looking at him. He shrugged, not answering you properly.

"You know, you're the one who told me to listen to his songs more," you said, now sitting down beside. He sighed, now facing you and putting down his phone.

"I know, I'm sorry I kind of overreacted," he told you, making you smile.

"It's alright. I'm sorry for teasing you," you said, making him nod. You then stood up, grabbing his arm to make him stand up with you.

"Now let's go and buy ice cream. Leave those grown ass men be," you said, giggling, making him smile and nod.

You then got a message from Harry, making you chuckle.

pH-won: Not gonna lie, I really did find you pretty the first time I saw you :)

[yhysick]

title: as close as possible

kwon minsik/sik-k x reader

genre: fluff

please do not copy without permission! sorry if there are any mistakes this was briefly proofread! hope you enjoy :)

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during your childhood, you were known to be the girl who always sat in the back of the class. your pencil always graced a sheet of paper, whether it be the pages from your sketchbook or the napkin from lunch. you loved to design clothes, and you felt as if it was your alter ego that showed itself in those designs. bold lines, striking colors, bright details—these were the characteristics of your work and you brought them everywhere. even if that meant in front of one of korea’s most famous rappers, sik-k. your designs had garnered quite a bit of attention, but this was new for you.

minsik didn’t know what it was, but something about your designs and sample photos that he saw on your instagram page struck something in him—curiosity. he messaged you privately and asked if you could design a piece for him. he thought that your designs were something that were priceless. and maybe that you were adorable. you replied back, shocked that he gave you this type of attention. to be honest, you didn’t think you were widespread enough to deserve it. fast forward two weeks later and there you were, in your studio and standing in front of minsik with your tailor’s tape. you were preparing to design your first piece for him.

“wow he’s really tall.”, you thought. maybe this was just the fact that you weren't close to being at least 165 centimeters, but the way minsik towered over you made a million thoughts run through your brain.

“Um I think we can get started now.” you said as your hands trembled.

“hey! loosen up a bit! i want you to be comfortable around me. i’m going to be asking for most of my clothing to come from you so i want us to be as close as possible.”, he said with an almost goofy smile. it instantly released the tension in your shoulders. “o-okay!", you said quietly and maybe a little too quickly. you dropped your head and shook it disappointedly—you felt dumb for the way you responded to him. you tried to shake away your thoughts and get back to measuring.

“could you come a little closer?", you said while turning away to jot down a measurement.

"like this?"

he came face to face with you as you turned back around, and you froze as heat automatically rushed to your cheeks. your heart raced as you struggled to form an answer.

is that what he meant by as close as possible??

he thought it was adorable how your eyes got wide and your eyebrows shot up at such a small occurrence. you were silent when minsik laughed once again, the hearty sound now filling the room.

“or maybe you can go on a date with me instead?”, he questioned with a sly grin.

was it even possible to be this frozen? your mind was telling you to say yes but your mouth refused to listen.

finally, you nodded your head.

“great!”, he exclaimed, and his face automatically lit up.

just seeing his smile made all your nervousness melt away. you continued to measure and stood on your tippy toes to reach his neck. you lost your balance and landed into his arms, and your bodies now pressed upon each other. now you wondered if you were the one that wanted to be as close as possible.

[honeybearloco]

girlfriend,boyfriend ━ﾞ

⤿ character(s) ― haon x female!reader

⤿ genre ― angst ( if you squint ) ‘ fluff ‘ oneshot

⤿ synopsis ― three years your junior, haon is deeply in love with you and you him. but of course, your age-gap makes you hesitant to give him a chance.

⤿ trigger warnings ―  n/a.

⤿ word count ― 1.0k.

⤿ notes ― back of 2nd person for this one. kinda feeling a bit better. is this me slowly coming back ?? maybe. i’m kinda on the fence about this one but maybe someone will enjoy this :)

← back to nagivation.

“Are you two dating or something?”

“N-N-NEVER!”

You were quick to shut Minsik’s question down, a dark blush appearing on your face out. You fiddled with your fingers nervously, sensing the now awkward tension the area that was caused by your sudden outburst in response of Minsik’s question, who was taken aback by your outburst.

Standing next to you was a dark-haired boy, three years your junior, slightly surprised by your outburst but also a little let down, trying his hardest not to show it.

The truth was both of you were crazy in love with one another, but neither had the courage to take it to that next step, all for one reason.

Your three-year age gap.

You were three years his senior. Meeting through Minsik, the two of you had worked in the same industry, entertainment and were similar in just about a lot of ways. He jumped started his rap career on the second season of High School Rapper. You jumped started your singing career an idol trainee on the first season of Produce 101, where you earned a dedicated fanbase, even after leaving your company, your fanbase had followed you to a new company where you made your debut as a soloist the following year.

While it wasn’t particularly your scene, you knew a handful of rappers and had collabed with them, Minsik being one of them. You had met Minsik for the first time when he came to your company, asking for you by name, which had surprised you.

You became good friends very quickly and he had introduced you to a few of his friends and labelmates. And that’s when your eyes met his dark ones for the first at an album release party.

Kim Haon.

Minsik made the decision to leave the two of you alone for you to get to know each other. It wasn’t hard to see that both of you were nervous out of your minds. You tried your hardest to make conversation and somehow it worked because the two of you exchanged numbers and became close friends, even closer than you and Minsik.

But one thing about your “friendship” with Haon. Every other sentence that had came out of your mouth or his was a pick up line to one another. This first thing he said to you was a cheesy pickup line that he probably learned from Jay or something.

And you can still recall that line like he had just told it to you for the first time.

“They say Disneyland is the happiest place on earth. Well apparently, no one has ever been standing next to you.”

That was around seven months ago and feelings had developed further into something more.

Love.

You both had felt the same thing and it was obvious to pretty much everyone, even Minsik. You even knew of his feelings and he knew of yours because he had already confessed. He already told you that he liked you and wanted you to be his but you hesitated and told him you would think about it, not giving him a clear yes or no just yet. Even if on the inside, you wanted nothing more than to say yes.

Though you were both technically legal adults, you didn’t know how it would come off to others as he turned 19 a little under a year ago. You were terrified of what others would say and what they would think and that was your biggest problem.

“What ( y/n ) was trying to say is that we’re close but we’re not that close, Hyung,” Haon spoke up, giving a small smile. Minsik noticed the hurt in the young man’s smile, his eyes and his tone of voice. All of it showing that he was hurt, and you sensed it to just by his voice alone, unable to look at him in the eyes.

Minsik rolled his eyes at the two of you, “Whatever, lovebirds. I’m gonna stop down the street and get us all something to eat. You guys want anything in particular?”

“Surprise me,” You both answered, making the much oldest in the room, let out a laugh. “You two twins now? That’s cute I guess. I’ll be back.”

Minsik walked out of the room, closing the door behind him, leaving the room to fill up with awkward tension and silence. The tension was thick enough to slice through.

You looked to him an apologetic expression, “Haon...I...”

“No...it’s fine...I get it.”

You let out a sigh, “Haon, I do...I really do like you and―”

“Then why won’t you give us a chance? We both really care for each other deeply and we feel the same way. Why don’t we give a shot and if it doesn’t work then we can call it quicks? Our, might as I add SMALL, age gap shouldn’t be the determining fact on whether we will work or not. I know you care about what others think, I do too. But I care about you more. I know I’m younger than you, but that shouldn’t matter. I’ll treat you better than anyone can...at least I’ll try to.”

You gave him a small smile, placing a peck on his forehead, “You’re so cute, Haon.”

“Does that mean you’ll give me a chance?” His eyes lit up with glee.

“Okay, okay, I’ll give you a chance. But...we have to keep this between the two of us for now.”

He wrapped his arms tightly around you, pulling you into the tightest hug you ever had, snuggling his head into your shoulder, “Fine by me, girlfriend.”

“We’ve been officially together not even for a minute but you’re already calling me girlfriend.”

He let out a light giggle, “What’s wrong with that? I like calling you that so get used to it.” There was a brief pause before he spoke again, “It would be really nice if you would call me―”

“Boyfriend?” You finished his sentence, his heart fluttering.

The door to the room opened, revealing Minsik, pretending to cry, “Do I get a cool pet name too?”

You both pulled away from one another quickly, “How much did you hear?”

“All of it.”

[ace-angel-judas]

Signature

Pairing: Gray/Sooyang ft Clara 

Series: None?? Idk what Im doing anymore 

Rating: FLUFF 

Synopsis: Medical signatures are always unreadable, huh? 

“It’s only a little cut!” 

“We still have to make sure you didnt cut a vein or something,” 

Clara gave Gray a look before she grinned, giggling to herself. Everyone knew Clara was accident prone, it wasn’t that she was clumsy, she just put herself into situations where she got hurt. 

But she knew exactly why Gray wanted to get her to the hospital. 

“Why don’t you just ask her out?” Clara asked. 

“It’s not that simple,” Gray explained. 

“Jesus, you guys might be some top tier artists but you all suck at relationships,” Clara complained, “Jay couldn’t ask Kyoko out for years, Ly had to ask Simon out, Minsik has the hots for his manager and your in love with my-” 

Gray slapped a hand over Clara’s mouth as Sooyang walked out, she was looking at a clip board before she glanced up for a moment. Once she saw Gray and Clara, she shook her head. 

“Clara Yang,” She called out. 

They both stood up and followed her, Gray adjusting his shirt and making sure his hair was in place. Clara was almost laughing as she watched him. They reached a little room, Clara sitting down in the seat while Gray stood there awkwardly. 

“What did you do, fall out a window?” Clara asked. 

“Actually, I cut my finger while making my lunch,” Clara raised her finger that was wrapped in tissues and sticky tape, “It’s literally a little cut, Gray overreacted,” 

“Can you move your finger?” Sooyang asked as she slipped on a pair of gloves and began to remove the tissues. 

“Uh..,” 

Examining her finger, Sooyang shook her head as she properly disinfected it and wrapped it back up again. Gray was silent, just watching her work so efficiently. 

“You need to get an xray,” Sooyang explained, “Incase you’ve accidentally cut a tendon or anything,” 

“What did I tell you?” Gray lectured, “I don’t want to deal with Simon or Jay if you have to get your finger amputated,” 

Clara mimicked his words in a high pitched voice, rolling her eyes. Sooyang couldn’t help but laugh at the two of them, shaking her head as she typed on the computer. 

“Oh yeah, Can he get your number?” Clara asked quickly. 

The singer almost got whiplash, staring at his fellow artist in disbelief. Sooyang didn’t say anything, grabbing the piece of paper from the printer and scribbling down her signature. 

“You two have a nice day,” Sooyang smiled. 

Gray basically dragged Clara from the room once she took the paper. His whole face was red, unable to say anything as they walked towards the exit. Clara simply shoved the paper in his hands. 

“Because you like taking me to these places so much,” Clara grinned. 

Looking at the paper, Gray’s heart almost stopped at the little number scribbled next to Sooyang’s signature. 

[seofine]

Donut - pH-1

(Requested: Can I have a ph-1 scenario where you guys are married and have a son?!!)

Warnings: Fluff

"My life is sweet like donut."

People often remarked that you and Harry seemed to have it all; the perfect life, the house and the relationship built on love and trust.

You had met when you were both quite young and fallen headfirst and fast in love with each other. You had quickly become each other's everything and now years down the line, you couldn't imagine it being any other way.

When you were together it were as though you were both invincible. Others around you had warned you to not give everything up and throw yourselves so haphazardly into the blooming relationship, but you both knew better. You were fated.

Four years after you met, you got married on the anniversary of that day. On the night of your wedding when all the festivities had ended and both family and friends had gone home, together you had taken a picnic blanket out into the backgarden of your shared house and lay under the stars together.

With hands entwined and hearts full of love, you quietly wished on the twinkling stars for the continuation of your bright future together, and in hushed voices promised each other to walk this road together until the very end.

As the night breeze carried your hopes and dreams to the skies, you finally let actions speak more than words.

Nine months later, your son was born.

You knew Harry had always wanted to be a dad and that he would be a great one. He was so gentle and kind, there was no one who you'd rather share this experience with.

It was just as you both wanted, Harry felt like he was floating on a cloud and no one and nothing could possibly bring him down. Your baby boy was the centre of your shared universe. Life from that moment on was never the same.

Harry focused on his music and writing his lyrics, working hard to make you and your son proud. He made sure to discuss his future career with Jay in order to make sure that he would be able to spend as much time with you and your son as possible, whilst also still being an active part of the H1ghr family.

In the months after your son's birth, Harry was in and out of the studio and you would go and sit with him and the boys when you wanted to get some fresh air and a break from the house.

The H1ghr boys were surprisingly capable and willing to help you with your little one when Harry was too busy. Haon especially was in awe that there was a new tiny addition to the family. Whenever you came around, he'd come running to see the baby and check on you. You and Harry had a sneaking suspicion that he now considered himself the protective older brother of your baby boy.

Other than Haon, Woodie and Minsik were also very keen to help. Woodie wanting to buy your little boy all the coolest baby outfits, claiming that any baby that was part of the family needed to be fashionable. You gently reminded him not to spend too much money as he'd grow out of these clothes very very quickly.

Minsik was the most surprising of them all though; when you'd first come to the studio and office after giving birth, he'd quietly approached you and asked if he could hold his new nephew. You willingly obliged and couldn't help but smile as he carefully and lovingly held your son. The wonder evident on his face, sometimes it was easy to forget that he was still young himself, these were new experiences for him too. From that moment on, Minsik was designated as your son's God-father and he took the job very seriously.

Harry was proud of all his younger brothers putting themselves forward and stepping up for his son. He knew that they'd truly always be there for you all.

When Harry looked at you, he felt more and more love bloom inside of him. You were made for him. Watching you spread love to everyone around you and care for so many people made his body feel light. You remembered the little details about his friends; you looked after Haon, discussed the latest trends with Woodie, supported Minsik in his latest endeavours with Burberry, made time to go and sit with Hwimin and Gyujeong in their studio, always had deep conversations with Mokyo and found time to go and chat to all his other H1ghr family members.

He didn't understand how you had so much to give so freely.

Then on the occasions where you'd go and see the boys and girls of AOMG, you'd be warmly and happily welcomed there too. Hoody and Sogumm were two of your favourite people and you made sure to regularly meet up with your girls for relaxation sessions.

The boys of AOMG were also some of your favourite people, Sunghwa and Jay were the older brothers you never had. The moment Harry had introduced you to them both, they had threatened him not to let you go or ever hurt you. You also made sure to always check in on Wonjae, enjoying watching him in the studio. Harry often poked fun at you for your love of Wonjae and his voice.

You also had an admirer in the AOMG office as Simon often joked that you were HIS wife, pulling you away or pushing Harry away from you when he wanted to be close to you, irritating Harry to no end and recently even more with his reminders that if you two ever broke up, he would take on the role of stepfather with no worries.

It was all in good spirits though and you knew that Harry was grateful that so many people loved you and your son.

You made his everyday bright, being married and loving life with all its ups and downs. Of course you both had your off days, but you never let them define you and you both worked together to move past them and continue down the road you had promised to create with each other.

Home felt like his safe-place when he came back to your smiling face and open arms, his little boy's giggles filling the room whenever Harry did something to make him laugh, or in the evening to the soft sounds of you and your son both in peaceful slumber. This was his heaven.

Harry felt like his life couldn't possibly get better, he had everything he needed and more. Your son was growing bigger and gaining more and more personality with the days gone by. He had your undivided love and support, there was nothing more he needed.

Life was sweet.

[fanxyblog]

MY LIPS ARE LIKE SKITTLES ~ pH-1

Request: could i request a pH-1 scenario that y/n try to tease him by talking way aeygo, cheesy words and he really hate it. make it cute, fluff pls. btw, love your blog 🥰🥰🥰

Requests are still open :))

A/N: Thank you so much for requesting and for loving my blog it means a lot to me 🧡 I hope you gonna like it @baomappp

Warnings: Cursing ( There is like one word)

Word Count: 860

ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE, I'M SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES

For the past week Junwon was teasing you in every single chance he got. You wanted to drink some coffee, what a shame he have hidden your favourite cup and you weren't able to found it, but of course it didn't end there. He did everything he could to tease you to the point you wanted to kill him with your bare hands.

It was time for revenge.

There wasn't a thing in this world that Junwon hated more than chessy pick up lines and sweet talking.

That was a weapon you were going to use against him.

Junwon was currently in Groovyroom guys studio with Hwimin and Minsik working on some new track they wanted to realase.

That gave you time to prepare yourself mentally for what was going to come. You weren't a fan of acting cute in fact that made you cringe most of the time you tried to do so.

You and Junwon weren't a couple that was into that all "oppa" thing. To be honest you weren't that clingy type of couple either and that's what you liked the most about yours and Junwon's realatioship. You guys weren't just lovers, you were friends. If there was anyone in this world you could tell anything to, that was Junwon and you could say that without any doubt.

But that didn't change the fact he needed to pay for last week, when you were the one suffering

You were standing in your kitchen, cooking some kimchi. You got distracted from doing so when you heard a sound of front door opening. It was your time.

You heard Junwon's steps as he was heading in your direction and seconds later you felt his arms wrapping around you as he left a kiss to your temple and immediately went to sit on the chair by the table.

"What are you cooking?" He asked you while he played with his phone.

That was the moment.

"Ahhh... just some Samgye-tang, Pumpkin" the look he had on his face when you turned to him was precious. You tried so hard not to laugh at his reaction to a simple nickname.

"What did you just call me?" he was taken aback by your words

" Is something wrong sweetie pie?"

" Forget it" he looked at you suspiciously, but he didn't say or do anything else.

The rest of your day went you by spending it with Junwon and irritaiting him with your sweet talks and cute actions. You were practiclly glued to him, you were hugging and kissing him out of nowhere and nicknames you were calling him were getting worst and worst.

He was on the edge of losing control over himself, you could see it, and as much as you enjoyed seeing him having a taste of his own medicine, this situation has started to bother you too.

Both of you were sitting on a couch in your living room, watching some random program on TV.

You suddenly felt the need to eat some Skittles.

"I'm going to get some snacks from kitchen, do you want something Baby Boo?

"No thanks, Y/N" He looked at you with a forced smile on his face.

Two minutes later you were back with pack of Skittles in your hand, but this time you decided to lay down on your boyfriend's legs instead of sitting next to him and it wouldn't be anything weird if you weren't completly crushing him.

"For fuck sake Y/N, what's your deal today!!!" Junwon has finally snapped and that means only one thing. Success.

"What do you mean Bubs?" You played innocent.

"You know exactly what I mean, you've been acting weird since I came home, you are never this clingy and you never call me stupid nicknames."

You let out a long sigh, which made Junwon's eyebrows to knit together,a small wrinkle appearing on his forehead.

" It's not nice being teased right?" You asked with your arms crossed under your chest.

The look on Junwon's face changed instantly.

" Ahhh... I didn't know you were going to be that upset over that." He came closer to you and holded your hands in his. After all this time of you guys being together he still got amazed by the fact how much smaller your hands were compared to his.

" I am not mad or upset Junwon, I just wanted you to have a taste of your own medicine. "

"Okay I've lerned my lesson I'm not gonna tease you anymore." He smiled at you.

" That's Good" you said coming closer to him and sitting on his laps.

"What is it now?" Junwon looked up at you and crossed his arms around your waist.

You looked down at him and put your face closer to his.

"My lips are like Skittles, wanna have a taste?" a mischevious grin appered on your face.

"Sure, Pumpkin." He kissed your lips and you both laughed into the kiss.

Chessy things definnetly weren't yours and Junwon's things.

[imaushuyuna]

Cuddle me? Sik-k [fluff]

A/N: Since I've been gone for way too long. Came from me listening to sappy love songs and trying to do homework. sorry if it sucks.

✔sik-k just want you to hold him

✔softboi! sik-k, fluff

You were laying in bed with your boyfriend of 3 years Kwon Minsik also known as the infamous Sik-k. You were scrolling through social media on your phone and minsik was laying with you, cuddling you when you felt minsik shift behind you slightly.

“Hey y/n; as much as I love cuddling you and making you feel comfortable and shit, I was thinking- thinking maybe... you could cuddle me?”, he said, more like a question,

You looked at him for a second.

“nevermind, just forget I said anything”, he buried his head in your shoulder. No. No, of course, i'll cuddle you. Why wouldn't I?” you laughed at his worry to ask you such a simple question.

“Really?”, his face lit up.

“yes now roll over you big teddy bear.” you laughed at him.

“Okay, Okay”, he quickly rolled onto his other side and so you did spooning him. You quickly buried your face in his shoulder this time, tightly wrapping one arm around his waist and having him lay his head on your other arm.

“ I like this...” he said contently,” “so do I...,” you sighed before drifting into a state of complete serenity.