#mine: hawk x tim

[bethccassidy]

FELLOW TRAVELERS 1x07 “White Nights” (2023) Dir. Destiny Ekaragha

hawk and tim kisses

[zanephillips]

Fellow Travelers 1.03 "Hit Me"

[hawktims]

Hawk and Tim + cuddling

FELLOW TRAVELERS (2023)

[mail-me-a-snail]

i'm your boy, right?

fellow travelers has harmed me immeasurably. anyway a BUNCH of alts under the cut because this piece was originally colored, but i fucked around with gradient maps n had a happy accident with the b/w look

[eonah-w]

Tim Laughlin.

Episode 01 - "You Are Wonderful".

Fellow Travelers

[skippyhawk]

Fellow Travelers / Phoebe Bridgers – Chelsea

[behindthesefangirleyes]

The Special Friend

By SilverShadow1

Tonight is a night when he needs to feel his son’s presence. Hawk handles the pages with more care than he ever recalls handling his son’s feelings.

OR

Hawk reads one of Jackson's poems

Rating: Teen and Up || Category: M/M || Fandom: Fellow Travelers || Relationships: Hawkins Fuller/Tim Laughlin, Hawkins Fuller & Jackson Fuller, Hawkins Fuller & Kimberly Fuller || Words: 2,327

[smpbr]

The glasses stay on!!!!😱🤤👓

FELLOW TRAVELERS — Make It Easy, 1x08

[felloweeper]

differences from book -> series: the cufflinks.

context: [december 23, 1953] this is the scene where we're first introduced to the cufflinks. it's christmas and they're serving post-coital realness (i have no other way of explaining this rn).

this is one of the most dramatic differences between the book and the series, because what on earth. this is such a tender moment of rare openness from hawk in the series. it's such a clear declaration of love with the implication of possession and a what's-mine-is-yours kind of deal.

we get the same feeling in the book but in a much darker tone. we see, first of all, how small and undeserving tim feels in the presence of hawk. i'd go as far as to say tim uses the cufflinks to self-harm. "the way one forgets a pain in one place by introducing another somewhere else." tim is actively chasing the pain of loving this man away in the form of causing bodily harm to himself. (🚩 x a million.)

yes, there's tenderness in hawk giving the cufflinks to tim and going as far as putting them into his dress shirt himself -- but the number of times tim doesn't even let himself believe that it's a special thing for him is awful. he thinks he's so undeserving that, in the end, he convinces himself that they were his reward for not showing his emotions! and to add hawk's passiveness with "'i'm going to be late, skippy.'" ✋ don't get me started. the coldest cherry on top -- agh!

overall, this scene makes me feel sick. it's not at all like the series -- and thank god for that! the show made it so much more heartwarming and loving. they look happy, they look like they both love what the cufflinks symbolize -- they adore each other!

context: [april 7, 1954] this never made it into the series, but tim has a boss named tommy mcintyre who is very aware of the situation between tim and hawk, but doesn't really mind it. (this character kind of grew into the roy cohn moment which i thought was ridiculous but this is not the post for that.) klein is another assistant to a different senator who pops up like thrice when they're talking politics.

i really liked tommy as a character, i felt he had really great moments in the book i wished they'd kept in the series, but oh well. again, he knew about tim and hawk and would go as far as to tease them about it. anyway, this is a great example of tim's lies that "people like himself learned to construct a dozen times a day."

context: [december 25, 1954/april 22, 1957] tim is home for the holidays with his sister, frances, at their grandmother's. frances is older and is married with children.

how do i... like how do i even begin.

i put it best in my notes:

honestly, favorite character? absolutely tim's sister. she does everything i wish i could have done for tim -- she's such a supportive force of nature for him, it's so nice to see.

in the show, she's there for him while he's suffering from aids, so she's fully aware of the fact that he's gay and completely devotes all of her time to him anyway. in the book, she shows this unconditional love toward him in the best way she can when she recognizes he's in love with another man.

this is heartbreaking because, in my opinion, that was their escape. she was there and so willing to welcome hawk into her home -- without having ever met him -- because she saw how much tim loved and treasured him. she was ready to love him, too, and to include him in their family. i wonder, sometimes, what would have happened if she had actually ever met him. if that would've ever made a difference in hawk's decisions and the fate of their relationship.

and because tim can't be normal and recognize his self-worth for one second:

also! the difference in using the cufflinks to inflict pain! tim uses it to distract himself, but she uses it to anchor him to the present and pay attention to what she's telling him.

context: [october 16, 1991] hawk is on the phone with his old employee, mary, where she's telling him details of tim's life and death.

..........................

that's all i have to say about that! 😊

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[wipbigbang]

WIPBB 2023 - Fic & Art Master List (# - L)

Below is the master list of all the bragging rights/posts that were posted to Tumblr and Dreamwidth, organized alphabetically by fandom from numbers to L. Please go show these people some love for all the hard work they did!

9-1-1

Beyond Appearances: Art (Evan Buckley/Sophia Diaz)

When You Say My Name: Fic | Art Post 1 | Art Post 2 (Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz)

A Song Of Ice and Fire/Game Of Thrones

Watch the world burn; i set it all alight for you: Fic/Art (Jon Snow/Daenerys Targarean)

Angel: the Series/Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Deep Dark Sky: Fic (Connor/Dawn Summers)

Bungou Stray Dogs

half-time soulmate, full-time problem (so hold me like a grudge): Fic | Art (Nakahara Chuuya/Dazai Osamu)

Chalion Saga/World of the Five Gods

Penric's Last Ride: Fic | Art (Penric, Desdemona, the Bastard)

Criminal Minds

Half Broke Horses: Fic (Art On AO3) (Alex Blake/Emily Prentiss)

DC Comics

Batman

Fatherhood: Fic | Art (Implied Bruce Wayne/Jim Gordon)

right place, wrong time: Fic | Art (Tim Drake, Jason Todd, Damian Wayne)

Batman/Green Arrow

Grains of the Golden Sand: Fic (Dick Grayson/Roy Harper)

DC Comics (Batman)/Prodigal Son

9 Crimes: Fic | Art (Jason Todd, Tim Drake, Malcolm Bright, Gil Arroyo, Jessica Whitly, Jim Gordon, Harvey Bullock, Alfred Pennyworth, The Joker, Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson)

Dead Poets Society

Spotlight: Fic (Chris Noel/Ginny Danburry)

Disney

Disney's Descendants

And I won’t lie down, roll over, and die: Fic (Gil/Harry Hook/Uma)

Nothing in this world by myself to protect me: Fic (Jay/Carlos De Vil, Evie/Mal, Evie/Jay, Evie/Carlos de Vil, Evie/Jay/Mal/Carlos de Vil, Ben/Mal, Ben/Jay, Jay/Mal, Mal/Carlos de Vil, Ben/Evie)

Disney Fairies

Death at the Hollow: Fic/Art (Fawn/Nyx)

Encanto

A Single Thread of The Tapestry: Fic | Art (Camilo & Mirabel, Camilo & Mirabel & Mariano, Mirabel & Camilo & Madrigal family)

How do you know what your life is worth: Fic | Art (Camilo & Mirabel, Mirabel & Pepa, Isabela & Pepa, Isabela & Luisa, Luisa & Abuela & Bruno, Bruno & Camilo, Félix & Julieta, Agustín & Dolores, Félix/Pepa, Agustín/Julieta)

Doctor Who/The Picture of Dorian Gray/Torchwood

Passing Through: Art (Dorian Gray/Jack Harkness)

Dracula/Jane Eyre/Sherlock Holmes (ACD Canon)

A Field of Thorns: Fic (Sherlock Holmes/Dracula)

Dragon Age II

Kindling: Fic | Art (Fem!Hawke/Fenris)

Set Yourself On Fire: Fic | Art (Marian & Garrett, Marian & Carver, Marian & Varric, Referenced Fenris/F!Hawke and Anders/M!Hawke)

ER (NBC)

Touch and Go: Fic | Art (Abby Lockhart/Kerry Weaver)

Final Fantasy IV/Final Fantasy VI/Final Fantasy IX/Final Fantasy X

Magical Girl Rydia - Summon the Four Warriors of Light!: Fic On Dreamwidth | Fic On Tumblr (Rydia/Yuna)

Generation Kill

Bradley the Damned: Fic/Art (Brad Colbert/Nate Fick, Walt Hasser/Ray Person)

Good Omens (TV)

The Rain We Thought Would Last Forever and Ever (Remix): Fic (Art On AO3) (Aziraphale/Crowley)

Harry Potter

Black House Will Rock: Art (Hermione Granger/Bellatrix Lestrange)

Repertum: Fic/Art (Harry Potter/Severus Snape)

Harry Potter/CSI/Hocus Pocus

And now you're mine: Fic (Harry Potter/Greg Sanders)

Harry Potter/DC Comics (Batman)

Reflection: Fic/Art (Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Rubeus Hagrid, Original Characters)

It (2017/2019)

faraway look: Fic (Bill Denbrough/Mike Hanlon)

Jak And Daxter

alien lands (overflowing with dust): Fic/Art (Jak/Daxter, Jak/Sig, past Damas/Sig)

The Red Prison: Fic/Art (Errol/Torn, Jak/Ashelin)

Jane Austen/Temeraire (Naomi Novik)

To the Rigor of Service: Fic/Art (Elizabeth Bennet & Charlotte Lucas, pre-Anne Elliot/Frederick Wentworth)

Jujutsu Kaisen

Phantom Origins: Fic | Art (Itadori Yuuji/Yoshino Junpei, Yoshino Junpei & Yoshino Nagi, Fushiguro Megumi & Kugisaki Nobara, Fushiguro Megumi & Kugisaki Nobara & Yoshino Junpei, Iguchi Takeshi & Itadori Yuuji & Sasaki Setsuko)

Knives Out

No Charm Equal: Fic (Benoit Blanc/Marta Cabrera)

Kuroko no Basuke

Three Little Words: Fic (Kasamatsu Yukio/Kise Ryouta)

Last Binding Series (Freya Marske)

The New Blyth Traditions: Fic (Robin Blyth & Maud Blyth, Robin Blyth/Edwin Courcey, Maud Blyth/Violet Debenham)

League of Legends: Arcane

bring me java, bring me joy: Fic | Art (Caitlyn Kiramman/Vi)

Lord of the Rings (Book)

both the sweet and the bitter: Fic On Dreamwidth | Fic On Tumblr (Arwen Undómiel, Elrond Peredhel, Bilbo Baggins, Original Characters)

[bethccassidy]

FELLOW TRAVELERS 1x07 “White Nights” (2023) Dir. Destiny Ekaragha

[zanephillips]

Fellow Travelers 1.03 "Hit Me"

[hawktims]

Hawk kissing Tim's forehead.

FELLOW TRAVELERS (2023)

[pretty-hate-machineee]

Hawk x Tim (1970s)

I haven't written a fanfic in such a long time but I can't get the thought of Tim and Hawk out of my head especially this outcome I wish had happened, so excuse the bad writing it's been a while. Also I had written the middle section before everything else so I hope I blended these sections together well.

Summary: What if Hawk had come to his senses after their conversation, he decides he can finally be himself and be with Tim, what he's always wanted even if he couldn't admit it to himself.

"Your family needs you" "Don't you need me, Skippy?" "I have you"

Morning

I sit on the couch in the living room area and soon enough I hear Tim walk down the stairs. "Where is everyone?" He asks "I asked them to leave" "Why?" "Come here, sit down" Tim walks over and sits next to me "I've been up all night thinking, I want to be with you" Tim looks taken aback by my words. "What? Hawk come on now don't mess around" "I'm not Skippy. I've hated these last few years not being able to see you. I've missed you. And I'm ready for us to finally be us" He looks at me almost like he just can't believe what I'm saying. "What about Lucy?" "We'll go tell her about this, she's not happy with me and I'm not happy with her, I never have been, but I've been happy with you, the short time I've had you anyways" Tim shakes his head. "Hawk, are you sure?" I move closer and hold his hand in mine" "I am, I've never been more sure in anything before"

A few days later

I walk into the living room with Tim, Lucy looks at us, not too happy to see I've brought Tim with me. I look at her and say "we need to talk" she nods looking at us both as we sit down, I turn towards her "I know you're not happy, and I know you know about Tim and I, he told me about the letter you found" she goes to speak but I stop her "I think we should separate, you could finally be happy and not trapped in this situation with me. I'm finally ready to be me" I look at Tim as I say these words, Lucy looks at me and says "are you sure? You won't be able to keep your job and what will others think?" I sigh and say "I'm prepared to lose my job, I've thought about this outcome for years, only now is it more acceptable, in some ways, but I would lose it all if it meant I could finally be happy with Tim" she gives a small smile and says "I'm happy you finally feel this this way" I reach for Tim's hand and hold it before looking back at Lucy "I'm going to San Fransisco with Tim, I'll pack what I wish to take and you may do whatever you decide"

And so that's where we are now

Tim seems overwhelmed almost to have me in San Fransisco, not in a bad way but in a way that he can't believe this is real and actually happening. I put my bags down by the front door and follow Tim further into his house, I quickly grab him and pull him into my arms, he melts into my embrace like he always used to "I'm afraid I'm going to wake up and this all be a dream" I pull back and put a hand to his face "I'm sorry Skip, I'm sorry for all those years, if I had known what life would have been like maybe I would have been different, but I had so much self-hatred for how I was feeling and I hate myself for putting you through all that shit" "Shhh" Tim puts a finger to my lips "you're here now. We can work through those years but I'd rather not dwell on the bad things" I nod moving in to kiss him. I've never gotten used to this feeling, the feeling of being so in sync with someone.

End.

Whoever decides to read this I hope you liked it, I feel the ending could be better but I didn't want to ruin it adding more so I left it there.

[eonah-w]

Fellow Travelers - "trying to make it less sad" post (2/x)