#minah angst

[badaseyebags]

͙͘͡★ what is love ¿

minah lee x reader

genre: angst (i’m so sorry😭)

warnings: toxic relationships, mentions of cheating, sa, abuse, trauma, insecurities, god damn there’s so many what the hell

word count: around 1,4k (i toned it down y’all)

author’s note: hello guys i’m so sorry for not publishing frequently, i will try my best to fix it soon. hopefully such a topic isn’t difficult to read and isn’t too taboo. on a real note this is just something that’s always been in the back of my mind and i never got the chance to speak about to anybody, so this feels a little freeing. thank you to all those who read 🫶🏻 promise more stuff (not angst) is coming soon!! 🍞

do you really have no shame? attempting to enter my life over and over without a single care in the world. thinking you could start fresh and break me all over again, just so you could make me feel something towards you. is that why you kept letting me down? because by breaking my heart, you’d have the chance to be the person to glue back the pieces for me? so tell me, do you really regret the pain you’ve caused me? or do you just miss being important to someone who forgives and never changes no matter how much time passes? too bad you’ve lost that spot you’re never gonna get back. maybe you’re this way because of how dirty other people did you in the past, and how much you feared vulnerability. i guess that’s why i never held it against you, instead blamed myself for being weak and getting hurt.

so why is it that i can’t imagine myself becoming someone like you despite all i’ve been through? if pain changes people, why am i still the same person? have i just not been hurt enough? is that why you kept going? after all your words were clear. “one day you will meet someone who will treat you worse and hurt you more, and then you will realise i wasn’t so bad.” those words stuck with me. more than any other words you’ve told me. more than any memories of you, and the words stung worse than your actions themself. younger me never forgave you, so she chose to forget. memories i can’t even recall, memories i am not even sure myself are real. no matter how many times i try, it’s all foggy. as if it never happened, those memories almost feel like they disappeared. i know they’re there, i know they exist. hidden in some drawer that’s locked with a key i don’t recall hiding. maybe i wished too hard to forget you until it became true. that name that made my heart drop when i heard it, now passes from one ear to the other, falling deaf with no reaction. “Minah.” it all means nothing now.

just a word, just a name. yet back then it meant so much to me. back then when i had no clue about what love should and shouldn’t be. now that i’ve learned what it shouldn’t be, am i ready to find out what it should be like? is it in my destiny?

so what exactly is love…? a question i wondered about since i could remember.. it almost feels like that question existed before i could ask myself who i am, who i wanna be, and what even is my name. a question i hear so often, daily, monthly, yearly.. all the time. in person, on the tv, in music, in books, in my mind. perhaps that question was born before i was. is it a feeling? is it a person? is it both? is it neither?

you’d think i’d already have an answer by now, right? maybe my heart is still too childish to understand such a thing, or maybe i’m just too busy trying to protect that “childish” heart from falling into the wrong hands again. somebody who builds a house of cards just to blow them away with a single breath.

I never want to meet another you in different body. another fake promise, another one hundred chances when you didn’t deserve a single one. somebody who doesn’t treasure the idea of love, someone who takes those words so lightly, just for the fun and laughter and their own benefit, according to their needs.

am i scared of love? no, not real love. i’m more scared about not ever finding it. so what exactly prevents me from getting the answer to my question? is it my own brain that’s filled with overthinking? the same brain that keeps telling me once a new person gets to know all my fears, doubts and insecurities, they will disappear and turn into who you are now. just a stranger with movies worth of memories. a stranger who once had my all, and it still wasn’t enough.

was it love when you promised me that one day we would live together in a little house in the country side with nothing to worry about? just us and our promised pets we agreed to raise together? the same promise you later claimed was childish and stupid, saying we were too young to even know what love is?

…you were in the heat of the moment, you didn’t mean it. i assured myself.

was it love when you yelled at me for seeing the photos in your camera roll, the messages popping up on your screen, the phone calls you answered thinking i fell asleep in your arms, telling me it all meant nothing to you and i’m just not in my right mind for accusing you of wrong doings?

…she just didn’t want me to see it and get hurt over assuming the worst, it was just a misunderstanding, i’m sure of it.. i lied to myself.

was it love when you didn’t allow me to leave you and ended up taking everyone i care about away from me? ..she just wanted me all to herself, i lied again.

was it love when you apologised for the way the palm of your hand clashed with my cheeks a bit too often? and when you insulted me over and over again, after you finally stopped claiming it never happened? ..she was probably just too guilty and wanted to forget about it so she could start over. i found comfort in my own lies, in the version of you i hoped you were.

or was it love when you pressured me into doing things i was deeply scared of? things i never wanted to do, things i wasn’t ready for.. things that you knew kept me up at night, as i cried myself to sleep in fear. i just didn’t want you to leave me for those other people who weren’t as slow as me and suddenly.. i stopped believing all those lies and started seeing the truth. and as if it were magic, i was no longer scared of you, or you leaving. i felt relief.

you took so much of me that i lost my self for a second. but you.. you lost me forever.

i thought i’d never be able to insult you, until your name itself became an insult.

my scars have healed, they no longer bleed. but could somebody ever look at them, and still want to show me.. what true love is meant to be?

i have the answer now, you don’t have to tell me. it wasn’t love. it never was, you showed me what love should never look like. what is love though?… that question still remains, and i wonder once again.. is love even meant for someone like me? someone so clumsy and fragile, confused and naive. someone with a heart made of glass. i want love.. i really do.. but the question is, does love want someone as unlovable as me?

so why is my heart still hoping, that one day someone will come into my heart and prove everything you said is wrong. prove my doubts wrong, prove my fears wrong. teach me how to love and experience it all with me. paint my white heart red. little by little, soft shade of pink turning into a deep scarlet. painting it so gently, stroke by stroke. my heart was always a white canvas, waiting to be painted. you stole the paint brush, but not to paint it.. you took it by the other end and stabbed right into it. was it because you wanted me all to yourself? funny enough your brush had no paint on it, and my canvas remains uncoloured. uncoloured but scratched up.. ripped in places it shouldn’t be, covered up by colourful bandaids to hide it all. what kind of a painting could i be now? could i still be beautiful to someone? can someone really paint me to their liking and be proud of the image they created? is a broken canvas still worth colouring? will someone enjoy our shared laughter as much as our shared tears? am i dreaming too hard? please tell me there’s someone out there who will tell me, love is not just a fairytale.

…i whisper as i make a wish upon a shooting star.

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𝖲𝖤𝖱𝖨𝖤𝖲

𝖫𝖮𝖵𝖤 𝖫𝖨𝖤𝖲

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀

𝖼𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍

𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗌: 00, 01, 02, 03, 04, 05, 06, 07, 08, …

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖡𝖠𝖣𝖠 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. #𝖣𝖳𝖡4𝖫

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝖧𝖨𝖣𝖣𝖤𝖭 𝖳𝖠𝖫𝖤𝖭𝖳𝖲 (𝗆𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾)

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗎𝗇𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐓𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 (𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠)

𝖲𝖤𝖱𝖨𝖤𝖲

𝖣𝖨𝖱𝖳𝖸 𝖣𝖠𝖭𝖢𝖤𝖱

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀

𝖼𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗍

chapters: 00, 01, 02, 03, …

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖳𝖠𝖳𝖳𝖤𝖱 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖣1 𝖲𝖨𝖬𝖯

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐋𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫 (𝐋𝐞𝐞 𝐒𝐞𝐨𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖫𝖴𝖲𝖧𝖤𝖱 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖲𝖴𝖦𝖠𝖱 𝖡𝖠𝖡𝖸 𝖲𝖤𝖮𝖸𝖮𝖴𝖭𝖦

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐡 𝐋𝐞𝐞

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖬𝖨𝖭𝖠𝖧 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖬𝖸𝖲𝖳𝖤𝖱𝖸 𝖶𝖮𝖬𝖠𝖭

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐒𝐨𝐰𝐨𝐞𝐧 (𝐊𝐰𝐨𝐧 𝐒𝐨𝐰𝐨𝐞𝐧)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖲𝖮𝖶𝖮𝖤𝖭 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖲𝖴𝖯𝖤𝖱 𝖲𝖧𝖸

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐜𝐨𝐥 (𝐂𝐡𝐨 𝐆𝐚-𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖢𝖧𝖮𝖢𝖮𝖫 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖳𝖧𝖤 𝖦𝖱𝖠𝖭𝖣 𝖧𝖴𝖬𝖡𝖫𝖨𝖭𝖦

02. 𝖢𝖫𝖨𝖭𝖦𝖸

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐇𝐚𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐢 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐠 (𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐲𝐞-𝐣𝐢)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖧𝖠𝖤𝖢𝖧𝖨 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖢𝖤𝖫𝖨𝖡𝖠𝖳𝖤

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐮 (𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐇𝐲𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐦)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖫𝖨𝖪𝖤 𝖨 𝖢𝖠𝖭

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗎𝗇𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐀𝐢𝐤𝐢 (𝐊𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐇𝐲𝐞𝐢𝐧)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖠𝖨𝖪𝖨 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖠𝖯𝖯𝖱𝖤𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖳𝖨𝖮𝖭 𝖯𝖮𝖲𝖳𝖲

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐌𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐧 (𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐨𝐨)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖳𝖠𝖪𝖤 𝖨𝖳 𝖠𝖫𝖫

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐍𝐨𝐳𝐞 (𝐍𝐨𝐡 𝐉𝐢𝐡𝐲𝐞)

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖭𝖮𝖹𝖤 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖡𝖮𝖡 𝖯𝖠𝖭𝖢𝖠𝖪𝖤𝖲

𝗌𝗍��𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

𝐋𝐞𝐞𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐋𝐞𝐞

𝖮𝖭𝖤𝖲𝖧𝖮𝖳𝖲

𝖲𝖮𝖢𝖨𝖠𝖫𝖲 𝖶/ 𝖦𝖥!𝖫𝖤𝖤𝖩𝖴𝖭𝖦 (𝗌𝗆𝖺𝗎)

01. 𝖧𝖤𝖠𝖱𝖳𝖡𝖱𝖮𝖪𝖤𝖭

𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗋𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽

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[cityandking]

☩💉🔥💞 for dai, minah and eniko!

ty!!! // more & more headcanons

☩: Do they practice any sort of religion? If so, is it the same as their family’s?

DAI — yes, he is... pelorian?? oh I don't like that at all. anyway yeah he follows pelor like his dad, whose dedication to the order was a big inspiration for dai growing up. dai has branched out a bit since then, and gone through his bouts of uncertainty and doubt, but that's mostly just made his faith all the stronger MINAH — minah's a lapsed andrastian. her family was pretty devout and so was she growing up, but her family isn't around anymore and these days she Doesn't Like The Chantry ENIKO — nikö isn't religious and has no plans to be. his parents weren't religious (as far as he can recall) and neither was sir. temples or worship make him uncomfortable, to be honest; if there are gods out there, he's pretty sure they've abandoned the world, and thinking of them and the concept of worship makes him feel small and bitter and afraid

💉: Do they suffer from any sort of chronic illness or bodily fragility?

DAI — no dai is immune to poisons and disease and a demigod. he is the hardiest little guy you ever did see MINAH — physically she's in good condition, though her knees get a little creaky sometimes and she's got a handful of dancer/aerialist aches. most of her fragility is of the emotional and psychological variety ENIKO — sometimes when it gets really cold or dry the scars on his back get stiff, and it's hard to ease that without someone else to help. he pushes through, though, because he always pushes through.

🔥: What’s a place that left them motivated in some fashion?

DAI — every place he's ever been and seen something Unfair or Cruel happening has motivated him, but I think wiztopia was the biggest offender—not because it was worse than anywhere else, just because he was so incredibly powerless to take care of the party or get home or do the job he expected of himself, so he leaned hard into taking down the corrupt CEO ruler guy. this, as we know, went super well and didn't leave the planet worse off in the slightest MINAH — ummmmm well the tirashan has left her motivated in the fact that she is Cursed and Haunted and wants to Not Be Those Things. does that count? ENIKO — I don't think place has ever been a motivator for enikö. it's always been people (or money) (or need) (or fear. lots of fear.)

💞: What was their first love like?

DAI — he was a slightly older and more experienced soldier at the garrison where dai was stationed for his training. dai liked him well enough but they were pretty much just work associates until the guy got them stuck worlds away from home in a desperate bid to save the party from a fight they were outmatched by. it was in that time working together to protect the party and get everyone home safe that dai properly fell for him. MINAH — he was a childhood friend whose parents were close with minah's parents, and it was a foregone conclusion they'd grow up and get married and live happily ever after. he was familiar and comfortable and a bit dashing, and handsome as he grew into himself, and minah was sure they were going to be together forever. it didn't pan out. ENIKO — he was a student at the university in whitebridge, kind and curious and bright and good in a way enikö didn't know people could be. he was in the wrong place at the wrong time and ended up in the middle of one of enikö's jobs, and enikö didn't realize until afterwards when he caught a glimpse of a familiar face among the bloodshed. it was one of sir's lessons, and enikö never forgot it. he was 15 at the time

[badasgirl]

i’ll always cheer for you

bada lee x fem!reader

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what happens when the basketball team captain and the cheer team co-captain are in love but can’t tell anyone…

genre: fluff, minor angst (my bad), slightly suggestive if you squint (?)

warnings: reader and bada are both lesbians, slightly suggestive with a veryyy tiny makeout scene but nothing too crazy, no caps on purpose (booo ik terrible grammar).

author’s note: this was not proofread nor do i know much about basketball so please be easy on me. anyways, yayyy my first req done, thank you to @badasgirlfriend for being my first request!! this was supposed to be a quick lil imagine but i got a bit carried away 🧎‍♀️…BUT i hope this was good :3 btw reqs are still open!

word count: ~1.8k….

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you and bada lee were captains of your respective sports at your university: cheerleading and basketball, granted you were a co-captain along with another girl named lusher, you were a captain nonetheless. becoming captains by your sophomore year meant you both had insane leadership skills and were talented in your fields. naturally, you both were drawn to each other and became the bestest of friends during your first year of leadership.

however it’s now your senior year and y’all are a little more than friends. last year one night after a game, both the basketball and the cheerleading team went out for expensive bbq to celebrate the win the basketball team brought home. the whole night bada kept clinging to you. she was cooking your meat, making little lettuce wraps for you, and feeding you everything. it got to the point everyone had just assumed you were already dating.

“bro when did you start dating? i cant believe i wasn’t updated.” lusher said in a jokingly hurt voice as she dramatically placed her hand over her heart to feign sadness.

“yeah i thought we were close y/n!” tatter, another cheerleader, said while pretending to cry into her fellow teammate’s, minah’s, shoulder.

you giggled softly while shaking your head at their actions. “guys please! we’re not dating, bada’s just my best friend, right honey?” you said as you turned to look at bada.

bada felt her heart twinge slightly at hearing the words “best friend”, but she quickly nodded in agreement before smiling at you and saying “right honey.”

“me personally y/n, i’d be asking bada what are we!” jj, a fellow basketball team member, joked as she stuffed her face with food.

“best friends…sure” aiki, another basketball player, replied sarcastically before chucking and saying “i don’t call my best friend honey, but yeah! for sure besties!”

everyone at the table laughs at aiki’s and jj’s comments, including you and bada. however, bada knew that night she had to confess to you. she could no longer fight her feelings for you, she wanted to kiss you and hold you close in her arms until you both fell asleep. so, she told you exactly that. you both being lesbians who are in denial of their feelings course led to reciprocated feelings neither knew about. all that mattered now was you were hers and she was yours.

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now back to current time, you’re both seniors and it’s been a little over a year since you and bada began dating. you both became closer than ever. you did everything together, no one could separate y’all from each other. however, no one knew the truth. your relationship was kept a secret because you both decided for the sake of your sports and reputations as captains that no one could know. you both took leading a team so seriously, that neither of you wanted to have anyone think you guys were slacking off due to being in a relationship. so of course this lead to its own issues.

people would ask both of you out on dates constantly (especially you) and although you both would pay zero attention to these people, it bothered the other. bada especially hated it when men would ask you out no matter how many times you told them you were a lesbian. she wanted to scream to the world that she was your girlfriend and everyone else can fuck off, but she couldn’t.

one day it bothered her so much that some man named jongin asked you out to dinner that she couldn’t even bear to look at you because while yes she was jealous other people perceiving her girlfriend, she was even more upset she couldn’t tell these people off for you. she didn’t answer your texts, she didn’t walk you to class like usual, hell she didn’t even wave back when you waved at her in the halls. she had ignored you all day up until she saw you crying and hugging tatter in the hallway near the entrance of the building. bada immediately ran up to both of you and asked why you were crying. tatter shook her head in confusion before explaining that you just began crying once she asked about your day. bada sighed deeply and told tatter to let her handle it. tatter was skeptical at first but eventually agreed as she slowly pulled you off of her. she patted your head before leaving and let you know that she’ll text you later. once it was just you and bada, you hung your head lowly while trying to hide your sniffles. bada placed her hands on your shoulders while leaning down slightly to match your height.

“princess, what’s the matter?” bada asked softly with her voice full of concern. you looked up at her with tears streaming down your face, her heart broke on the spot. bada hated seeing you upset, she only ever wanted you to be happy.

you eventually replied through your sniffles. “why do you hate me now? is it something i did? why are you acting like i don’t exist…” you trailed off beginning to cry harder.

immediately bada’s heart broke again, she hated you being upset, but she hated you being upset because of her even more. she herself began to tear up as she pulled you into her arms and held you tightly. she soothingly rubbed your back, letting you cry into her.

“i’m so so sorry princess, i never meant to upset you. it’s just the thing with jongin bothered me so much and the fact i couldn’t do anything…” bada explained through her own tears now. you looked up at her in understanding before wrapping your arms even tighter around her, clinging to her as if she would disappear.

“i understand baby, but next time please just talk to me. i hate feeling this way, i hate us crying over misunderstandings.” you explained as you began to calm down. you pulled away from bada but then placed her hands in yours.

she looked you in your eyes, nodding in agreement before she replied with “i promise i will. let’s never cry over a MAN again.” she emphasized ‘man’ before laughing attempting to lighten the mood. you began to laugh with her while smiling up at her. god, you were so in love with this girl. nothing will ever stop your love for her.

“we should get going, practice starts soon and you know friday is the game that determines if the team goes to finals or not.” you said seriously as you began to get in your leader mindset. bada agreed with you and you both went off to practice for the very important upcoming game.

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it was finally d-day. one of the most important games of the season began as the buzzer rang throughout the court. the basketball team was working so hard to keep the score high, needing to bag the win. the cheer team was working just as hard on the side lines making sure the basketball team could feel enough love and support to have the strength and energy to keep pushing through this game. you, lusher, tatter, minah, and the rest of the cheerleaders were screaming so loud that your throats were feeling raw. seeing bada in her element made you fall for her all over again. bada was flying across the court so naturally and with ease, scoring point after point for her team. she was constantly blocking shots from one of her opponents haechi wang. however, the opposing team was not weak. for every shot bada blocked, one was scored almost immediately after.

it was now the final 30 seconds of the game, the score was 57:57. aiki had the ball as the buzzer went off and she immediately began to dribble it. bada made the sign that she was open to aiki, she knew it had to be her who made this final shot for her team to bring them their victory. aiki saw bada and immediately made the pass. once shs got the ball, she was off. she didn’t want to let her team down, so she knew she had to put in all the effort she could. it was down to 15 seconds on the timer and bada was exactly where she needed to be to make her shot. however, she started to get nervous and overthink. but before her thoughts could take over, bada managed to hear her girlfriend from across the court yell, she heard you yell “LET’S GO BADA LEE YOU GOT THIS!”. nothing else mattered once she heard your voice. she blocked out everything except for your voice and the hoop. bada took her shot and right as the buzzer sounded, the ball went in the hoop. she had gotten a buzzer beater and scored the win for her team. it didn’t even click for her that they had won until she saw you running across the court towards her. bada smiled as you ran into her arms. she lifted you up and you wrapped your legs around her waist.

you were filled with so much happiness and pride you didn’t care anymore. right as you looked into each other’s eyes, you kissed her passionately. bada questioned absolutely nothing as she kissed you right back with just as much passion, borderline making out with you on the court. cheers from the crowd, both basketball teams, and your cheer team could be heard as all attention was now on both of you.

once you pulled away from bada’s lips, you immediately shouted out to everyone “MY GIRLFRIEND IS GOING TO NATIONALS!” bada couldn’t help but smile and giggle at your actions. the world now knew that you were dating. you could hear everyone laugh along in happiness as many people clapped for you.

“what did i sayyyy!” lusher exclaimed to her team as they all smiled and agreed.

“yo hyojin you owe me $10, i told you so” aiki said to her teammate as she held out her palm waiting for her payment.

both you and bada laughed at everyone’s actions. you both held each other close in a current state of bliss. in the end, who gives a fuck if others think you’re slacking off. you both know it’s not true and that’s all that matters.

“hey bada” you whispered to your girlfriend, still holding her close.

“yes my princess?” bada responded, her voice dripping with sweetness.

you smiled brightly as you looked into her eyes and said “just know that no matter what, i’ll always cheer for you.”

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thank you so much for reading ˚₊‧꒰ა❤︎໒꒱ ‧₊ - lila

[mikaleialt]

Coming Back to You | Minah Lee

Minah Lee x Reader

Cw: angst, smut, fluff. MDNI. MERRY CHRISTMAS @taruusmoon. <3, also I was waiting for Minah to poat the perfect picture for this pic and she finally did, look at how fucking hot she is!!!! And happy birthday to my girl Minah Lee.

"I'm just saying that I wish you could make time for me, even for just 10 minutes!"

Here you are again, you've been arguing with your girlfriend, Minah for the nth time this week. You two were supposed to be on a date today, but she ditched you last second because she "forgot" that her team had a scheduled meeting earlier on the same time of your dinner reservation at this restaurant.

Now you're both here in your apartment, 4 am in the morning, fighting like a wedded couple once again. Minah just got back from their "meeting" which you found out that is actually a party from the fact that your girlfriend reeks of alcohol.

"Babe, you know that we've been busy with the show right? We all need to be better, do you hear what people call us? We weren't even acknowledged by the other contestants, they were just calling us 'Bada and her students'." You scoff at your girlfriend's alibi, seriously you can't even comprehend how she could say that while slurring over her words, completely obvious that she is drunk.

"You don't have time? YOU DON'T TIME?" You couldn't contain your anger anymore, "YOU DON'T HAVE FUCKING TIME, BUT YOU HAVE TIME TO GO DRINKING AND PARTYING WHILE I WAS WAITING AT THE RESTAURANT FOR 2 FUCKING HOURS?!" Tears are streaming down your cheeks, when Minah sees this, something inside her snaps almost like her system sobers up immediately.

"Baby I—" you cut her off "Let’s break up" You said it, you finally said it.

You didn't let Minah say anything else as you already walked out off your apartment, leaving her behind.

That was 4 months ago, you moved back to your parents in Busan after your break up, you didn't even bother going back to your apartment for your things, knowing that you're just going to see Minah once again.

2

But fate has a different plan for you. You've blocked Minah on every single social media you have, and even her phone number, but you're still somehow in touch with her leader, Bada as she is also your dance mentor. So when you received a text from her, inviting you to attend the On the Stage: Busan concert of SWF 2, your mind is split in two.

You balanced out the pros and cons of your options: You want to go to show your support to your dance teacher, but you'll see your ex again; but you can go there and show that you hold no ill will towards her, but you are also not ready to talk to her again.

You sighed in frustration as you picked up your phone and typed in your response, you just hope that you won't regret this later on.

Now here you are, sitting amongst the crowd as the teams of Street Women Fighter 2 performs on stage. You are thankful because you get to watch the performance live and you didn't get to see Minah for the most part, trying to focus on other dancers like the international crew, Jam Republic and Tsubakill, and a some dancers you're close with like Harimu from 1Million and JJ from Deep 'N Dap.

You were screaming, cheering on everyone's performance, but that is until one of the audiences' most awaited performance: Bebe's Global Artist Performance.

Cockiness (I like it) by Rihanna started playing as the stage lights illuminated the 7 girls on the center of the stage, they were all wearing a burlesque inspired outfit which really suited each one of them. You looked at the big screen and the camera immediately focuses on the person you've been wanting to avoid the most

Minah did her iconic intro once the music start and everyone around screams. You wanted to divert your focus on the other members but after seeing your hot ex girlfriend dance in that outfit, you felt your heart flutter for the first time again, almost forgetting the fact that you guys broke up a few months ago.

Not too long, the concert then concluded, all the SWF 2 teams says their goodbye to the audience and finally made their way to each to their changing rooms.

As you are on your way out of the arena, your phone buzzes from your pocket, indicating you received a text message. You fished out your phone and seeing the notification was from Bada

"There's an after party tonight, wanna come?"

You are in the same situation again as when you are invited by Bada to attend the concert. You balanced out your options once again. With the concert only you can see Minah, but you can't interact with each other which you are grateful for, but going to the after party would mean that you will be seeing and interacting with your ex-girlfriend, and that is too much for you.

You were about to type in your answer, when a familiar voice calls out to your name.

"Y/N~!" You looked at the direction where you heard the voice and saw the tall woman running towards you.

"Unnie I—" before you could even say anything she immediately pulled you to the van where the rest of team Bebe is already at, making you seat next to Lusher who is sitting next to Minah. Guess you don't really have a choice.

Just great. You thought to yourself, the rest of the Bebe girls are all talking to each other with you occasionally joining in but you couldn't really say anything else, not when you literally feel the presence of Minah near you. You are thankful enough that Lusher is seated between the two of you.

Or so you thought...

"Y/n-ie can we switch seats, I don't like seating in the middle" You looked at the poor Lusher, she's getting pale due to the uncomfortable situation. Reluctantly you let her switch seats with you, but as soon as you sat down once again, your body tenses up as soon as you brushed your arm against Minah.

She looks at you and offered a bittersweet smile before looking outside the window, minding her own business. The light from the streetlights outside cascades on Minah features, you can't help but stare at her, her now black hair that used to be dyed orange suits her better, and you can see that she wears a subtle dark eye makeup, similar to the make up she wore on their performance.

You were in a trance as you stare at her until you heard snickering behind you, Kyma, Che-Che and Sowoen were right behind you, laughing at how awestruck you are at Minah. Minah heard this also and looks at you before looking at the girls at the back.

The giggling stops as you all arrived at the party venue, the rest of the teams are inside already. Once you got in, you noticed that the members from the other teams also have their own plus one, some are their close friends, while some seems like their partners as you noticed Babysleek’s husband is also here.

The party went on, people drinks and get drunk, some dances and grinds to each other on the dance floor, and soon you too finally let loose and starts partying.

It was way past midnight now and the party is still at its peak, ‘though some are already passed out aka mostly the youngest of each team except for Haechi and Rena who are still partying like wild animals on the dance floor. You however starts to gets dizzy as the song Meddle About by Chase Atlantic blasted on the speakers, the alcohol finally getting through your systems as you now feel quite high from drunkenness. Nevertheless, you still kept dancing on the dance, grinding on the person you now failed to recognize due to the alcohol.

Unbeknownst to you the girl you are shaking your ass on is none other than Minah, her hands are on your waist as she guides your hips to match her rhythm. “Fucking hell, Y/n you’re driving me crazy” she whispers against your ear. Only then do you recognize the voice but instead of flinching away, which what you would probably do if only you were sober, you lean in more to her touch.

Your back against her chest, as you sway your hips against hers, her hands loosely wrapped around your waist while your left hand sat above it, meanwhile your other hand is reaching for her face, trying to keep her head close to yours as she whispers sweet nothings to you.

“You are so fucking beautiful…” She takes in your scent as she presses her lips on your neck before dragging her tongue against your skin. An inappropriate sound escapes from your lips and you can feel your ex-girlfriend smirks against your neck as soon as she heard it.

Her hands traveled down to your pants and started touching hour aching pussy through it. You leaned your head back more, you almost forgot that you two are still in the middle of the dance floor, thankfully everyone is drunk enough to simply ignore what you two are doing.

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“Fuck…taste so good”

Here you are now, your pants now draped below your knees as you sat on the bathroom’s sink, becoming a moaning mess as your ex-girlfriend dives in between your soaking wet cunt. Tongue deep inside you accompanied by two of her fingers, simultaneously thrusting in and out of you.

“M-Minah f—uck” You couldn’t contain your moans, the effects of the alcohol finally subsided, you are now more sober than you were earlier, but now you are high on pleasure as you are about to reach your orgasm.

“Taste so fucking good. I miss this pussy of yours” Minah muttered against your folds “did you missed getting eaten out like this baby?” she dives right back in and you replied with only a pornographic moan, which only encourage Minah more.

“Such a slut for me. Tell me did you regret breaking up with me?” Minah said as she thrust her fingers inside you in a fast pace. You are already fucked out of your mind, couldn’t even construct a proper sentence as you nod your head vigorously.

“Use your words, Y/n” she looks directly at you eyes, and you did the same. You saw that behind the lust in her eyes lays a sense of hopefulness, hoping that you are telling the truth.

“Yes—YES FUCK! I miss you so much, I’m sorry I left you—ack” You are cumming, you really are close. Minah thrusted her fingers faster, while she busied her mouth once again on sucking your clit. Soon a wave of pleasure gushes on your nerves. Your breathe staggers as your legs shakes from the orgasm, your juices sprayed on Minah’s face, god she even managed to make you squirt. Minah stood up from her position and went up to kiss you which you willingly accepts.

“Please give me another chance, Y/n… I promise I’ll be better, I’ll never leave you alone again.” You saw the sincerity on her eyes and you answered her by pulling her again for a kiss.

Outside the bathroom is a poor Tatter who has been wanting to go to the bathroom for quite some time now, only to be welcomed by the moans of her best friends.

A/n: there you go @taruusmoon, I figured to just post it on Minah’s birthday instead but this also serves as your late Christmas present hope you liked it <3

[phoxey]

Decide.

This is part 2, for part 1 click here

Lusher x Bebe!reader

CW: still angst, alcohol, breakdown, mental health issues

AN: I promise this has a good ending. trust me.

Her eyes filled with tears.

She didn’t answer and you watched tears rolling down her face before you sighed.

“I see.”, you whispered but Seoyoung looked at you as though you had slapped her.

Without another word you left the room, the building and Seoyoung.

With every step you took, your heart broke into more and more pieces. It physically hurt you, but you kept walking. A part of you wished that Seoyoung would run after you and try to get you back, but you knew she wouldn’t, she had made her decision. And you had made yours.

You wandered restlessly through the night for what seemed like twenty minutes but were actually hours. At some point you sat down on the side of the road, no care to be seen. Slowly you got out your phone.

23 missed calls. 8 by Bada, 5 by Tatter, 4 by Minah, 3 by Cheche, 2 by Kyma, 1 by Soweon.

Seoyoung didn’t call you once.

Your messages were going crazy as well.

Bada:

What happened? Seoyoung is crying! Come back! She told me what happened. Come back please. We can figure this out. Pick up your phone! Please

Taeyoung:

Pick up pick up pick up Please Please Where are you? We are worried! Come back, we can talk about it! I promise, everything will be alright!

You huffed. As if. Nothing would be alright. Seoyoung and you would have no future together, not if she was ashamed of being your girlfriend. You know it was fanservice and it didn’t mean anything, but you couldn’t stand seeing her flirt with the same people who cursed you out.

You stood up and wandered around some more. The streets were almost empty. The sky was clear, and you could see many stars. Seoyoung would be talking about the star constellations now if she were with you. Or show you a star and tell you that it was your star. She was cheesy like that. But you couldn’t help but notice how the stars didn’t shine as bright this night and the moon seemed smaller than usual. It seemed like the night sky was sad. Reflecting your own feelings.

Before a tear could roll down your cheek, your phone interrupted you. It was Seoyoung’s mom.

“Hello?”, you asked timidly as you picked up.

“Thank God! What is happening? Seoyoungi sent us a cryptic message, but we can’t reach her!”

“I…I think we broke up.”, you said, your voice cracking.

“What why?”

“Long story… What was the message?”, you asked worriedly.

“Look, I really don’t know what happened between you two, but she wrote that her life doesn’t make any sense anymore, and that she wished she wouldn’t exist. That you would be happier without her.”

“What?!”, you practically screeched.

“Do you know where she could be? I am scared, she will hurt herself.”, Seoyoung’s mom sobbed.

“I think I know. I will talk to her. Don’t worry.”, you said hastily and ended the call.

You practically sprinted to the apartment that you and Seoyoung shared.

When you came in all the lights were off, but you could hear sobbing from the living room. Carefully you turned on one of the dimmer lights. Seoyoung sat in front of the couch, slumped over, her entire body trembling with sobs. Tears shot into your eyes. Then you noticed the many empty soju bottles around her.

“Oh God…”, you whispered and were immediately next to her, a hand on her back.

She looked up confused. Her face was swollen and her eyes wet and red. Her pupils were large and unfocused. You couldn’t resist and leaned in to kiss her forehead, as you always did when she was crying.

A sharp pain shot through your face when she slapped you before your lips could reach her forehead.

“I have a girlfriend!”, she said angrily.

“W-What?”, you stuttered confused and held your cheek.

“Oh right… not anymore… she hates me.”, she slurred.

Only then you realized that Seoyoung was probably too drunk to even recognize you.

“She doesn’t hate you.”, you said gently, wanting to calm her.

She shook her head. “She does. I hurt her.”

“Seoyoung… nae nabi…”, you sighed.

“That’s what she always called me.”, Seoyoung sobbed. “And I’m so stupid and hurt her. I didn’t want to… I swear… I only wanted to protect her…”

“Protect from what?”, you asked confused.

“M-My girlfriend… she had suffered too much already…”, she hiccupped. “She wants to go public, but I’m scared that… it will hurt her only more…”

“What do you mean?”

“Her parents said cruel things because she loved me… If the public found out… she would live through that again. I don’t want her to be subject to that again… I love her so much…”

Tears started rolling down her cheeks. “I’m sure she would live through all of that again happily if that meant she could kiss and hug you for the world to see.”, you whispered.

“Do you think?”, Seoyoung asked. Her hands started to frantically search for something. “I… I should call her… Apologize… maybe I should post on Instagram… about us.”

You took her hands gently. “Talk to her tomorrow, she is probably asleep right now. And you should too.”

“Yeah… I don’t want to wake her. She is so pretty when she sleeps, y’know? She will tell you no, but I like to wake up next to her and she is still sleeping… So peaceful…”

“You can tell her tomorrow, okay? She would want you to sleep now.”, you said and pulled her up.

Seoyoung wasn’t able to keep standing, but before she could fall you had already scooped her up into your arms. Gently you carried her to your shared bedroom and put her on her side of the bed, but she immediately rolled over to your side.

“This side smells like her… I miss her…”, she mumbled into your pillow.

You couldn’t help but smile fondly. You tucked her in, wrapping your blanket around her. Then you laid down next to her, watching as she drifted off to sleep. You thought, she was right. A gay relationship would hurt Bebe in the competition. You would tell her that it’s fine to come out after SWF was over. That you would delete your social media until then.

You quickly sent Seoyoung’s mother a text, that her daughter is safe and fine, before you covered yourself in Seoyoung’s blanket and falling asleep as well.

You woke up to a hand on your cheek and half opened eyes gazing at you.

“I must be dreaming still.”, she whispered.

You turned your head to kiss her wrist. Then you smiled softly at her.

“You’re not. I’m here.”

“Listen, I-…”, you broke her off with a finger on her lips.

“It’s okay.”

“But-…”

You shook your head. “No. Don’t.”

She closed her mouth then and proceeded to caress your cheek, lost in thought.

“Penny for your thoughts?”, you asked.

“You know… I’d always choose you.”

[taruusmoon]

FILL THE VOID

Pairing: Lee Minah x Park Eden OC

Summary: Park Eden and Lee Minah have nothing in common, except that they both date the same guy. Eden has been dating Heeyong for two months, but when she found out that he has a long-time girlfriend, she ended things. Thinking that she can forget the disastrous event, Eden continues to live her life normally. Until Lee Minah, completely angry, confronts her inside a bar bathroom, demanding explanations about the affair with her boyfriend. But even though Minah is there, yelling at her, Eden can't stop thinking about how to fill the void Heeyong left in her ex.

Warning: +18 content, cheating, suggestive content, bad words, angst, kind of enemies to lovers. Abusive relationship. Use of Yunjin as Eden fc. Use of sex themes as jokes. MINORS DNI

Featuring: Yuqi from (G)I-DLE and Tsuki from Billie.

Taglist: (open)

PROFILES: The Powerpuff Girls | 4 thot girls + 2 taken + 1baby

CONTENT:

Eden Moodboard

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1. Heeyoung bff

2. Happy Birthday Minah

3. She’s wearing the same dress

[catcloud24]

No gain No love you are so loved by me<3333 THE WAY JIUK CALLS HER WIFE!!!, buying the ring, running to defend her, being a loser in love, just everything works in this drama! + The unseriousness of certain scenes works out so well for NGNL, everytime you think we are getting a typical kdrama scene, here comes the comedy! IK the mainleads will have some angst later in the episodes when shin minah 6 out that he knew her all along, but till then GIVE ME THE ACTUAL SILLY ROM COM <33

gyuhyun calling jiuk 'lucifer' oh I need them to become best friend idc

[thunderg]

Wildest Dreams | Min Yoongi x Reader

a/n: Hi! if you enjoy it, please like it, reblog it and comment, this helps me to keep going <3

Genre: Angst, Fluff, Acting au, Forbidden Love.

Warning: Mention of Violence, "Cheating" (from Yoongi)

Wc: 1068

Yoongi looked through the crowd of people looking for them, he knew it was stupid to do so, that whatever had happened between the two of them should have been something from that moment, but his stupid heart hadn't absorbed it the way he wanted it to, he wanted to see the redhead so badly that he could already feel his hands trembling at not being able to find her.

-Is something wrong, honey? - Minah, his girlfriend looked at him with ‘concern’, she knew that the last thing she felt at that moment was interest in what he felt, she could see through that mask, she was only interested in him not embarrassing her in front of all the people and the press.

-No, it's all right, don't worry- he denied, trying not to look at her too much, just seeing her made him sick, he knew she was with him for the fame and money he could give her, but no doubt he thought it was pathetic how far she could go.

It was clear that he was trying to imitate the girl who had stolen his heart so abruptly in his last film, he had red hair and green contact lenses, even his clothes tried to resemble her as much as possible, but of course he looked like a cheap imitation to Minah, even with the most expensive clothes in the shop.

She pulled him towards a reporter, eager to brag about her boyfriend and how 'beautiful' she looked that night, she almost rolled her eyes at his action, she didn't even remember why he was still with her, maybe it was a habit? She didn't know, and the truth was, she didn't even want to think about it.

-How are you feeling on this beautiful night-  the man asked, holding his microphone close to their faces.

Without even being able to process it, he replied -'I feel like throwing up-  eliciting an uncomfortable laugh from the reporter, for this was partly what he had become famous for, his terrible honesty, as the girl next to him would describe it.

He bit his lip, holding back a whimper of pain, Minah had never been one to show her displeasure gently, she always did the same thing, pinching him with those long plastic nails she wore, her skin so sensitive that when she left a party he could see little bruises on her arms.

-I'm sorry- The girl laughed -He's a bit nervous tonight.

-That's understandable, I understand this would be your biggest production so far, right?- Yoongi could only feel sorry for the poor man, he didn't feel like answering the typical questions.

He nodded slightly and turned to leave, -Oh, Miss Y/LN has arrived- Finally, the reporter said something interesting.

He looked out, there she was, getting out of a limousine, looking so beautiful that he felt like he was going to lose his breath, he longed for the days when he could hold her in his arms without fear of anyone seeing them, he missed those little freckles that adorned her cheeks, he wished he could go back to that time when he could kiss her as much as he wanted.

These months at her side had been the happiest moments of his life, he didn't care if it was a beautiful place or if he was supposed to be 'professional', all this structure bored him, he had more than once talked about how being an actor had never really been his dream, he had wanted so much to hide from the public eye that in circumstances like these he felt like a hypocrite.

But when he met her, he couldn't even remember the awkwardness of the situation, in fact, with her he felt capable of everything he hated or feared, with her by his side he felt seen, as if his presence in the world finally had a purpose, he was no longer destined to wander the world in search of his destiny, but of course all good things must come to an end.

He still remembered the last words she had said to him in the hotel room they shared, “I bet these moments together will haunt you, you'll remember me in your wildest dreams', at the time he hadn't wanted to accept it”, but she was damn right, he couldn't go through a single night without dreaming of her in his arms, tangled in the sheets of his room as the light of the sunset illuminated them.

Without caring about anything else, he approached her and held out his hand, the surprise in Y/N's eyes could not go unnoticed, she pulled herself together as fast as she could, Yoongi almost groaned at the feel of her skin against his, he had missed her so much.

-You know everyone is watching us, don't you? - She commented nervously, she knew he didn't care about the rest, but she did care about him, about how bad he might feel reading the snide remarks that would come out when he saw her like this.

-Stop thinking about them and concentrate on me- Yoongi cupped her chin gently, resisting the urge to lean in and kiss her again, he had become addicted to her.

For a second he allowed himself to get lost in her gaze, she was doing things to him he never thought possible, shit, he felt like a teenager again, his hands were sweaty and his heart was racing, nervous to be with the girl he liked, he swallowed, the last thing he needed at this moment was to be portrayed with an embarrassing blush on his cheeks.

-It is impossible not to- she whispered, staring at him, stroking his jaw gently, almost as if he were an illusion created by her mind.

He brought his hand to her lips and kissed her with all the affection reserved only for her, it was more than clear that the kiss they both longed for would have to wait a little longer, but to see her again, to feel her skin against his, that waiting no longer seemed so tedious and pointless, He, Min Yoongi, was the luckiest man, he could say that he had the most beautiful woman in the world by his side, and maybe if they gave him a little more time, he would soon say that he had the most beautiful girlfriend in the world, the best? At last they belonged together, that was their destiny. 

Masterlist

(Banners of @cafekitsune)

[forbebeandjam]

⋆ ✮ Master List ✮⋆

R- Request | OG- Original work | C- Collaboration

BEBE

STEP | Bada Lee x Fem reader | 21+ OG

My Sleepy Head Pt. 1 | Minah Lee x Fem Reader | fluff OG

My Sleepy Head Pt. 2 | Minah Lee x Fem Reader | 21+ OG

Kiss & Makeup | Bada Lee x Fem Reader | fluff OG

She’s So Cute! | Sowon x Fem reader | fluff OG

Bites & Nibbles | Bada Lee x Fem Reader | smutty fluff R

The Perfect Stalker | Bada Lee x Fem Reader | 21+ R

Baby Mine | Bada Lee g!p x Fem Reader | smutty fluff R

Without You | Bada Lee/ BEBE x Fem Reader | MINI SERIES R

Fantasy | Bada Lee x Fem Reader | 21+ R

Poker Face Lover | Bada Lee x Fem Reader | fluff R

Sweet & Bitter | Bada Lee x Fem Reader | fluff, smut, angst R

Wants or Needs | Bada Lee x Fem Reader | +21 R

Nxde | Bada Lee g!p x Fem Reader | +21 R

Late Night Needs | Bada Lee g!p x Fem Reader | +21 R

Secret Pain | Bada Lee x Fem Reader | fluff, angst R

THE DINER | Bada Lee x Fem Reader | angst OG

JAM REPUBLIC

Burn it down | Emma Huch x Fem Reader | Fluff OG

Fear | Audrey Lane x Fem reader | Fluff R

Only You | Kirsten Dodgen x Fem Reader | 21+ OG

Amnesia | Audrey Lane x Fem Reader | Angst OG

Yours Truly | Audrey Lane x Fem Reader | +21

CROSS OVERS & others

Lure | Kirsten x Bada x Fem Reader | 21+ R

Teach me | Yeni Cho x Fem Reader | smutty fluff OG

More work coming soon. Thank you for your patience 🫶🩷

P.S. do not copy my work plz! I’m more than happy to help with your own work but I work too hard on mine so please be respectful of others work!!

[marriiemeii]

Masterlist

My never ending list of SVT fics

Circles Universe

The main story is Circles and the rest are spin offs based in that same universe.

Circles (jeonghan x oc x seungcheol)

genre: drama, angst, romance, comedy, professor au (jeonghan and seungcheol), oc owns a cafe, oc has trauma

Love Letter (jeonghan x oc)

Simple (wonwoo x oc)

Smile Flower (joshua x oc)

Pretty U (mingyu x oc)

Light a Flame (seungcheol x oc)

Stray Series

Stray (wonwoo x oc)

genre: romance, slice of life, comedy, fluff, university au, slight badboy wonwoo, other ocs dating svt members

Husband and Wife Universe

In which, this is all one universe but it doesn't necessarily go by chapters. They're just random stories about some seventeen members and their wives (ocs I've created)

Some background about this: Ikaya (Scoups' wife) and Serena (Joshua's wife) are the sisters of Jeonghan. Cami is Jeonghan's wife, Niki is Mingyu's wife, and Minah is Chan's wife.

S E U N G C H E O L

J E O N G H A N

J O S H U A

M I N G Y U

C H A N

S O O N Y O U N G

Victorian Era Universe (wonwoo x oc x soonyoung

Oneshots, scenarios, and blurbs about victorian era wonwoo and soonyoung that follow this universe i created. Additional background may need to be read in order to understand the stories, which will be included in the beginning of posts.

genre: victorian era, polyamorous relationship, romance, fantasy, magic, supernatural, drama, angst, university for magic and knights, magical creatures

Endless Moment Series (svt x multiple ocs)

genre: romance, drama, comedy, supernatural creatures, vampires, witches, abilities, fantasy

Carat Publishing House (svt x multiple ocs)

genre: romance, comedy, fluff, office, drama, maybe angst

Oneshots/Short Series

Random oneshots and drabbles that come to mind c:

W O N W O O

[5:27] || fluff, cute

tire you out || fluff, tiny suggestive content

little hands || fluff, cute

S O O N Y O U N G

Even if it's not Him || angst

J E O N G H A N

Afraid || angst, smut

[1:48] || fluff, cute

J O S H U A

[9:18] || fluff, cute

[zerobaseone-zhanghao]

Welcome!

Hi guysss!! This post is just to get to know me and my boundaries a little bit.. so let’s get to it

I’m Lana :)

I’m 19!!

I am a cisgender bisexual woman with she/her pronouns

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Minors DNI & Men DNI (please and thank you)

I am currently taking requests if anyone wants to request something!! (can be fluff, angst, smut, whatever)

I do take requests for Bada x Howl (because they are couple goals) however I do not take requests for Bada x male reader, I only write for Bada x female reader

I also do not write for gp!bada, it just disturbs me and makes me uncomfortable but if you love it then I’m fully supportive :)

I am currently only writing for Bada, Lusher, Tatter and Minah :)

I will not write disturbing bdsm things (like golden showers, knife play, blood play you get the idea), I may not write angst for heavy topics but it fully depends on the topic and if I do there will always be a trigger warning for you guys!!

[cityandking]

first of all VERY good meme. second of all: bound, guilt, pain, wound for dai, minah and eniko! (i was gonna say hunt for minah but i know damn well i'm not getting an answer for that one smh)

thanks! :D // not-so-nice oc asks

bound: Has your OC ever been imprisoned or captured? What happened? How did they get out? Did the experience leave any scars?

DAI — ok so I believe technically daichi has been in prisons before, but I'm not sure he's actively been imprisoned. he’s definitely been in captive situations—asmeda counts, imo, and then there's the abyss. in both instances, his escape very much depended on the party working together to exit the premises and he absolutely wouldn't have managed without them. while the stay in the abyss itself didn't leave any (physical) scars, he's dealing with the fallout in other (psychological) ways. MINAH — yep! she's been in a cell or two in her time. it's one of those things that comes with the whole petty thievery lifestyle. she's also gotten herself out of them—she's nothing if not resourceful (and self-sufficient—she didn't always have the orchestra around to help her out). most of the scarring she's experienced from those brief periods of imprisonment has been of the emotional and psychological sort, but she also has a scar on her forehead from particularly rough treatment getting her into one of the aforementioned cells. she doesn’t like the reminder. she wears her bangs long. ENIKO — okay so. hm. I don't think eniko has actually been arrested—he's way too good at his job (read: slippery) to get caught by local law enforcement. however. that said. honestly his entire time with sir was a kind of captivity, and it fucked him up royally. even his eventual escape scarred him. the worst part was that he didn't even need locks or bindings—eniko stepped into the cage and stayed there, like a good dog.

guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?

DAI — mostly he's guilty about failing people. he's also a little guilty about exploding himself in front of everyone and a little more guilty about not feeling a greater degree of guilt for the exploding himself part (it's the in front of everyone he feels the worst about). he's talked about it a little, I guess, but some of his silence on the topic is a way that guilt manifests—he doesn't want to shine a light on it when he's afraid it might hurt people more. that said, he's pretty good at accepting the guilt and moving through it. MINAH — feels guilty for loads of stuff. she handles it badly. she tries to avoid it as much as she can, except for when she stares straight at it and holds it in her hands and lets it hurt, which she does sometimes to make sure she won't forget. ENIKO — guilt is one of the things eniko refuses to feel. it's not useful and it doesn't change anything and so he just. won't have anything to do with it (he's actually pretty good at keeping to this! the thing he's guiltiest about is killing sir, of course, but there's. a lot of other stuff packed into that and he refuses to unpack it.)

pain: What's the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?

DAI — being stabbed definitely sucks. being set on fire is also bad? I'm tempted to say the abyss was the worst though, more for the persistence than where his hurt sat on a 1-10 scale. he has a high pain tolerance MINAH — I'm not really sure. she doesn't get into altercations a lot so she hasn't really had that much of a chance to get hurt (and even when she does, she's hard to hit and quick to shrugs stuff off). overall, she has a sort of middling pain tolerance. she can manage discomfort for quite a while, but when it shifts into actual pain she caves quickly. ENIKO — ha. um. man idk. he wouldn't be able to pick out a single instance. his life is full of pain (or training, or lessons... call it what you will). consequently he has a crazy high pain tolerance and can push through just about anything.

wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?

DAI — he patches himself up and moves on. perks of being a healer: at any given time he's got like, half a dozen different ways to heal someone on hand. his wounds are also mostly physical—despite evidence to the contrary, he's well-adjusted and -centered mentally and emotionally. the worst wound he's experienced and lived through would probably be getting run through with a sword. the worst wound he's experienced and died from (he got better) would be getting crushed beneath falling rocks in an underwater cave (exploding doesn't count; that's not a wound that's an un-being). MINAH — she can be a bit of a baby about it, but mostly in a playful/joking way—just enough levity to keep it light and distracting. definitely if she were actually hurt she'd go to cian or patch herself up during a rest. truth be told, most of her wounds are in the sort of emotional-psychological realm, and obviously she won't open up about those without some major external force. the worst was probably her dad's death? it definitely left the biggest impression ENIKO — he grits his teeth and keeps moving. he won't let a hurt slow him down if he can help it at all, and he's very good at working through a wound. most of his biggest wounds are definitely psychological. killing sir really tore him apart in ways he hadn't even known to anticipate—it's probably the bloodiest thing in his past, and that's saying a lot.

[zhvakinnn]

minahal kita higit pa sa sarili ko, Diyos ko

Jean x reader

Warnings: angst

A/N: the title was from a Filipino song i heard and aaaaaa i dont understand the words much but its making me sad:')

🍓as always i don't know much English so if something is wrong correct me 🍓

"I understand.." the only thing you spilled in your mouth

Jean just stand there looking down at you, guilty

How dare he, you love him more than anything but he ended up caughting someone's eye's

You've been together for 20 years and this is how he pay you

"I'm sorry"..." I know"

"(name) i-" he stopped and close his mouth when your about to speak he talks again

"(name) i know what you're thinking, that i didn't loved you, (name) your the one and only-"

" until i wasn't?"

"please let me finish.." you stayed silent there

"your the one and only in my life but...i-i just don't know ok when you've been busy in your work i feel like you aren't there anymore"

Now full of anger how the hell did he that to you before he even speak again you slam your palm on the table between him and you

"because i WAS working hard jean while you..you. You were just there i tried everything jean I've been trying. Remember that anniversary night when i was late i had to beg my manager to let me off early so i can go out with you and that's why the other day i was there all night because i have to cut my schedule that day, see while you're there whoring with some woman who will fuck other guy!"

"enough!" Now his the one who slam the table

"just stop.."

"stop what? Telling the truth? Jean i gave you my whole life... Minahal kita higit pa sa sarili ko...Diyos ko ( I loved you more than myself...dear lord) "

He opened his mouth but no words escape

"you can fucking leave now jean, i dont care where you go, or you i don't care about you jean so leave now, you are not staying here after getting the dick with somebody else than your wife"

He watches as you let the ring fall off your finger and threw it on his face

"i dont care if you sell the shit, and I don't care how expensive that is.. tomorrow were getting a divorced paper"

He took the bags and his hat and nodded at you

" goodbye ( name)"

he gave you a sad smile. But you gave him a bitter frown

"goodbye jean"

Masterlist | about me | rules

I'm learning Tagalog and I really wanna listen to Ben&Ben songs!

BTW thank you for reading hope you have a good day/night

[mikaleialt]

MASTERLIST

🩵 - Bada Lee

❤️ - Minah Lee

💛 - Kim Taeyoung/Tatter

Writing for Team Bebe only, request more Bebe members please

Series:

Secret Love Song

Pt.2 🩵

Little Moments

Pt.2 ?? 🩵

One-Shots:

BMW | TATTER VER.

Smut, Suggestive 🩵💛

Caught in 4k

Fluff 🩵

The Reveal

Crack, (made for Eli @/badasgirlfriend) 🩵

Stolen Hoodie|Halloween Special

Collab with Eli @badasgirlfriend , smut 🩵

Captured Hearts

Suggestive, fluff (request) 🩵

Ride it!

Fluff, suggestive, smut 🩵

Coming Back To You

Angst, smut, fluff ❤️

Girlfriend

Suggestive, smut 🩵

[msommers]

ok you know I'm asking 🤝 for riya + minah but also: 🤥🥣🎉 for riya and maeve!

my brain shut down for a long time but we got here eventually lmao xoxoxo ty // thematic headcanons

🤝 connection headcanon

this is my moment to spread the truth that riya and minah would be excellent dance partners and they could have a lot of fun during downtime comparing which dances they both already know + teaching the other ones they don’t. minah was a in a whole ass troupe as a performer and riya used to spend at least 60% of her time as a thedas party girl, you can’t tell me that they don’t have a ridiculous bank of knowledge on this topic when putting their heads together. 

🤥 for a lie-themed headcanon

RIYA — i believe in my heart she used to convince her brother sebastian of the most ridiculous lies simply to annoy him. hall of fame for the entire week she got away with convincing him that their mother was about to marry her off to some royal/noble in another region, resulting in him going on numerous rants until their father heard one and the truth came out. probably spawned from her getting irritated by his snide comments about the king's permissive nature with mage freedoms. she had no choice but to convince him she'd be allowed to leave with no push back whatsoever just for a marriage, if you think about it. somebody had to bully him about it!!

MAEVE — i keep thinking of sad things to do with carden and i don't want that in my life. i'm shoving them all into a box and ignoring them, we don't need his bitch ass rn. so ummmmm how about just goofing on the fact that maeve's cranked the drama, angst, and romance levels all up to 169% in most of her stories and convinced such a staggering amount of people who read her stories of some absurd things. anti-witcher propaganda is in shambles because the beloved bard wrote of one that wept on his knees while confessing his love to a partner because the emotions were all Too Much and now that's just spreading around as gospel to some folk. i don't know who that tale would be about but it's funny, and also rip to the witchers who play into the "we have no emotions" thing for extra intimidation if they run into any of these bard fans, it's gonna be a rough one ✌️

🥣 for a food-themed headcanon

RIYA — i feel that as somebody who grew up in an incredibly privileged position, as well as in a kingdom that goes so hard with its aesthetics and appreciation for beauty that it extends into their cuisine, presentation is the most important part of food for riya. she'd be willing to overlook a dip in quality of the ingredients (mostly. she'd probably still lowkey shade it) if the plating was beautiful enough, but anything that looks low effort will immediately have her appetite leaping out of the nearest window.

MAEVE — (food adjacent so i'm counting this) maeve can't cook for the life of her so she turned to setting tables to feel useful during meal times, then ended up Loving it as an activity because it was an unexpected and easy output for her creativity and attention to detail. carden would've ruined this for a few years (as he did with most things), but this is something she could've rekindled enjoyment of fairly quickly after he'd gone with the help of greyson. he gets to go ham in a fully-stocked rich kitchen and she gets to spend 40 minutes deciding which flowers are perfect for the evening’s dinner before finally working on any other part of the table, and that's just good teamwork idk what to tell you

🎉 for a celebration-themed headcanon

RIYA — i stand by my goof statement from numerous sessions ago that riya used to crash a bunch of parties/events in cumberland just because she could get away with it. she's done it technically twice now in-session so i believe she deserves to have gotten away with it multiple times in the past. probably, yes, she would have been invited to so very many events because of what family she's from, but i'm not talking about those ones we're ignoring those rn. we're talking about riya walking into a semi-private gala hosted by royalty or some shit and getting away with it because she batted her eyelashes at the right guard or noble and then she got to spend the night vibing out as andraste intended. i'm counting this as celebration themed bc she'd certainly feel celebratory for getting away with these things lmao

MAEVE — the thing is that this bard has too much money and that means she can get away with throwing celebration parties over whatever she wants purely as an excuse to call all her friends and loved ones together so they can have a night day&night enjoying themselves. maeve's gestures are so grand that she's planning parties just so people can have a break and feel her affection through the efforts.