#min yoongi scenerio

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Deep | 06

✧ Pairing:Min Yoongi x reader

✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,fake dating au,contract

✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content

✧ synopsis; you're in love with your childhood friend but he does not see you more than just a friend. One day you ask him to be more than just friends, he agrees.

✧ word count: 9.2k+

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Your legs were trembling, gripping the pillow as he had you pressed against the mattress but his palm pressing down on your lower back which had you arching your ass for him. "yoongi, I don't like this" you whine but he ignores you leaving butterfly kisses on your back his hand caressing your ass before landing another blow on your red butt cheek. "fucking asshole" you cry out. 

"you're not following the words in your little book sweetheart" picking up the book he shoves it in your view point. "see, now be a good girl and read your line"

"I'm sorry okay, next time you ask to go out I will" you let out a cry when another slap lands on your already hot red cheek "wrong again" 

"yoongi I'm serious if you hit me again I'm gonna kick your ass" the smirk on his lips disappear, he lets go of your skirt, causing you to hiss as the fabric touched your bum. once he released the pressure from your lower back you quickly laid on your back, hands on your ass as you glare at him "bitch, that hurt"

"I mean I was hitting you for my own pleasure but obviously it was meant to hurt moron, next time I tell you to go somewhere with me, are you gonna choose your books over me?"  you shake your head, not wanting to give him another reason to spank you like a spoiled brat. "you exaggerate" he groans, pulling you onto your side as he palms your ass "its not even that red" he begins to rub your bum as you had been doing "fuck you, let me hit you like you did to me" 

laughing he begins to shake his head "if someones gonna be getting spanked it's you, not me. and stop acting like you didn't like it" he pushes aside the cloth of your underwear and rubs your clit  "look how fucking wet you are" before you could protest he enters his two long slender fingers into you, the sudden action made you release a moan.  a few thrusts of his fingers made that feeling in your stomach more vivid. your shaky voice releases a whine when he pulls out his fingers, hooking them around the hem of your underwear pulling them down.

"can't leave you like this now can I, I wouldn't be a good boyfriend would I" he dips his head kissing your clit, your hitched breath and trembling legs makes him smirk before he starts  sucking on your clit. gripping his black locks you let out a chuckle "but you aren't my boyfriend remember" like always there was no reaction from him, but for some reason he hated your comment as his lips trail down to your hole thrusting with his tongue slowly. his fingers move to your clit, causing you to arch your back keeping his pace he doesn't stop no matter your pleads and cries. 

you hated how he always won the arguments, bitting down on your lips to not scream his name and fill his ego even more. gripping his hair harder as his locks were tangled in your fingers caused him to moan into your dripping pussy. "fuck hold on I-" but he only fastens his pace when he feels your pussy tightening around his fingers and you feel yourself cumming, yoongi doesn't feel satisfied till he hears your whimpers of the overstimulation caused by him licking your cum. 

exhausted you lay on your back, not able to fight with him. you let him have his way with you once more, only sitting up with a smug look  as if he was expressing he had control over you. and he wasn't wrong but he wasn't going to hear it from you.

"now tell me y/n, whats better reading your books or having me fuck you with my tongue until your toes curl in pleasure hmm"he mocks a line from the book, holding the hard cover book in his hand and a raised brow as he towers over you "hmm" you take in a deep breath "i don't know, the male lead doesn't keep his girlfriend waiting for weeks to have sex" you roll your eyes. 

"you think you deserve to have my cock right now" he scoffs, I've been texting you all morning but you don't answer cause your phone is dead and your heads stuck in these books" he's right, I should at least charge my phone....but I lost track of time. 

"I didn't think you'd be up, you went out with jimin and tae last night who knows what you were doing" pushing him away you get off the bed, your nose scrunches at the wet feeling between your legs. the wetness dripping down your legs. "you know we have a rule of not being allowed to see anyone else" he groans, tossing the book onto the bed as he sits on the edge, watching you grab some tissues from the night stand 

"wipe your chin" you give him some, before grabbing some for yourself to clean your thighs "rules don't matter when the other person isn't watching" your words caught him off guard, didn't matter? he thought. "will you look at this... you'd expect me to say something like that" he scoffs 

"and you know what I've been thinking about it, I don't like certain rules"

 "well we sealed it with a kiss already so no adding or taking out" he shrugs 

"oh really, didn't you add a rule a couple days ago, what was it? we will never have drunk sex?" you cross your arms 

"shit.." you thought he was slow, but the way he leaped off the bed and his hand gripped your jaw pulling you into a kiss as if to seal the last rule into the contract, but failed as your reaction was quick and you blocked it. "y/n, i'm serious"

"oh lighten up, I wasn't saying I don't agree cause I do" you give him a cheeky smile as he lets out a scoff, "what rule, do you want to add" 

"none, I was just saying..."

just like he always has, his eyes scan your face trying to understand what you really wanted to tell him. but recently it's as if he lost his touch he can't seem to read you and it was bothering him. it was as if he didn't know you anymore...

"whatever, i'm still pissed at you" he lets go of your jaw, jokingly pushing you away "I wanted to go out and you made me waste time"

"hey, you came in here and saw I was reading and just started spanking me!" 

"it's your fault, the skirt was ridding up your ass, shit i couldn't help myself" he shrugs

your heart was in a twisted feeling, you wanted this. you wanted him to be infatuated with you but at what cost? your friendship? it kept you from enjoying this completely, the grim feeling took over all of it. that was another reason you turned off your phone and expected him to just sleep in today. 

"whats wrong?" 

"nothing.. what did you want to go do?" you give him a small smile. "I told the guys, that we're dating " 

"taehyung he was-" annoyed he shakes his head "forget it, they asked to hang out. I told them you weren't answering and that I was gonna check on you and never got back to them" grabbing his phone from the night stand he opens it to find messages from his so called friends being extremely descriptive about how he was probably not answering cause he ended up banging his girlfriend. 

they weren't off, but they weren't right either. 

"lets just not go, for your own sake" 

your mind thought back to how he was so opened with having those girls all over him in parties with his friends that it made you question why he couldn't show you off too.

you're annoying 

"lay down" you push on his chest. "why"

"you planning to not give your little situation down there the attention it needs?" you look down at his very visible boner "you don't have to, just leave it"

"but I want to" you whine, pouting your lips. "fuck..." not fighting with you anymore he lets you push him onto the bed, fingers already hooked on hem of his sweatpants and brief "can I ?" 

"babe, you don't have to ask.  Do what ever you want" he didn't mean that, your mind was anything but quiet. you should be enjoying this but all you could think about was..what ever it doesn't matter you tell yourself. taking of his sweatpants and briefs as he lifts his hips helping you, his cock springs up, pre-cum already glistening  his  tip. 

"you think you can do it" he smirks 

"you think I can't?"

"well last ti-" cutting him off by trailing your tongue up his shaft, diving back in, sucking in a deep breath he groans at the sudden touch. detaching my lips with a loud pop. A wet string connecting my lips to his red glistening tip "I had a good teacher" 

spitting on his tip before taking him into your mouth once more. you suck on him , not taking him fully but making sure the rest of his cock is getting the attention it needs in your hand. he lets out a chuckle, finding you cute at your attempt of boldness but you weren't anywhere close to being the perfect student  you claimed to be. on the other hand you had no idea why he was laughing and it caused you to be self conscious wondering if you weren't doing it right. 

gripping his thighs with both your hands as you try to take in as much of his as you possibly could. you're eyes begin to water as you feel him reaching the back of your throat. and he wasn't laughing anymore, his hand was gripping your hair tightly in his fist as you were lowering yourself on him. he moans quietly his voice causing you to get wet once more. "fuck..look at you taking my whole cock in that pretty little mouth of yours" he groans as he thrusts into your mouth, catching you off guard you pull back causing you to cough, but he didn't care. all he could see was how fucked up you looked after having his cock in your mouth the saliva dripping down to your chin. 

he groans, feeling his dick twitch "babe, please don't stop now" that was your cue to take him into your mouth again, this time you waste no time and take in his entire length remembering to breath though your nose. "fuck.." you could feel him almost buckle his hips at the sensation. you begin to swallow, tightening your throat around him, the room is filled with the lewd sounds you're making and yoongi moaning your name as he grips your hair. 

thrusting his hips into your mouth, you let him fuck your mouth. looking at him through your lashes as you squeeze your legs together to relief some tension between your legs, it doesn't go unnoticed by him, his breath fastens as he tries to not pull his dick out your mouth and shove it inside you doing everything he promised as he'd fuck you raw and fill you up to the brim. just the thought of it made him even more sensitive having your mouth tighten around him "fuck, babe hold on..stop" he growls as you ignore him but stare directly at him sucking harder on his cock. "shit" he slightly pushes you away from him. 

you sit back, staring at him confused. "did I do something wrong?" 

he breathes out as he tries to control his breathing, "come here" his raspy voice makes your legs twitch as his hooded eyes stare down at you "wha-"

"do you want to have sex or not" he raises a brow, clearly impatient but he won't force you if you didn't want to, even though you were just giving him head maybe you might not be ready to move on.  

standing up slowly you undress. he takes it as if you agreed and hooks his arm around your naked waist, roughly in one swift move he has you laying on the bed. your back hitting your soft sheets. if he could, he'd put you on all fours and pound into you from behind, but he held back. 

not yet

spreading your legs, he takes his place between them. seeing how wet you were from just having him in your mouth "you're dripping" he comments as he drawls his finger across your heat. 

"you ready?" he presses the tip of his cock on your heat, rubbing a mix of your cum and arousal around your entrance. you nod, already impatient to feel him inside you. closing his eyes he lets out a frustrated sigh "fuck" he sits back, looking at you annoyingly 

"I didn't bring any condoms" he curses at himself, sitting up you straddle him. sitting on his lap as you squeeze his dick between the both of you 

"thats fine we ca-"

"no, I'm not fucking you raw. cause you're not on the pills" he groans when he feels your hand gripping his length and your thumb pressed against his tip "then what do we do" you whisper, pecking his lips with small kisses which were not helping him stay sane. 

"fuck, lay on your side" he gently pushes you off his lap onto the bed, you lay on your side. your heart is slamming against your chest when he grips your leg, cock pressed against your heat as your thighs squeeze him. "are you sure you don't have any condoms with you" 

"I really don't, I wasn't coming over to have sex with you. and I just realized I don't have any at home either" what you didn't know is that ever since you started acting up he stopped hooking up with people, especially her. He didn't have any condoms cause he wasn't in need of them. but he wasn't going to tell you that, even when he saw the bitter look on your face when he told you that he had none at all. 

"you've been busy" he could hear the sarcasm in your voice, watching you roll your eyes at him and bite your inner cheek, only showing him how annoyed you are. 

"babe, do you wanna continue or do you want to argue about this" he raises his brow, annoyed with your bratty behavior. but you just wished he'd deny it and tell you that he just hasn't had the need for them since he started dating you. but he didn't, he just had a dissatisfied look on his face with a hint of annoyance since you were ruining the fun. 

"I hate you" you snare at him. you really didn't but at this moment you did. and he understood what you meant. "but you just love having my cock pounding into your lying little mouth"

"shut the fuck up, you know you love my mouth wrapped aroun-" lifting your thighs up as he presses them again his chest, laid over his shoulder he thrusts his cock against your pussy as it slides between your thighs "shut the fuck up already" he groans, his dick throbbing. 

"fuck you" gripping his shirt you pull him down, lips slamming against each other, devouring each others lips as his lower stomach slams into the back of your thighs sliding his dick at a faster pace. 

neither of you break the kiss even when your body was begging you for air, arms wrapped around his neck, moaning into his mouth as your tongues twist. his free hand fondling your breast before giving your nipples a pinch which gave you both a opening to get some air as you gasped. 

his intrusive thoughts were getting to him when the tip of his cock was pressed against your entrance. he was drunk on adrenaline, he was ready to just thrust into you and fuck you senseless.  he could, he wanted to, he was going to "shit..take a deep breathe in" he bites down on his bottom lip has he aligns his tip to your entrance you completely unaware of whats about to happen.  

*ding dong*

both of your bodies freeze, yoongi letting out a small "fuck" as he's pulled back to reality and continues to curse himself for what he was about to do. startled you look at him confused as to why someone was at the door. 

"were you waiting for someone" his brows furrowed, shaking your head he groans letting go of your thighs as he moves back giving you space to get off the bed, picking up your close as you look for each piece but failing to find your underwear. you dress rather quickly but you both kept staring at each other wondering who was at the door. once your dressed but still feeling the discomfort between your legs as your pussy was dripping wet. he bites down on his bottom lip, giving your ass a slap as you pass in front of him to get to the mirror and check your appearance. you glare at him, shaking your head in disapproval while he just smirks. 

standing up with his dick upright and proud he hugs you from behind, kissing your exposed neck gently "you better send them away and come right back" his hand snaking between your thighs as he rubs your clit "don't make me wait" he thought you were bold, not wearing a underwear under your mini skirt but he kept quiet. 

you nod, leaving the room as you shut the door quietly. fixing your hair a bit before opening the door. your eyes widening, as you give a forceful smile. 

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

your mom gives you a tight squeeze as he hugs you, "how have you been my cute little daughter" he laughs, bright smile on his face. you felt sort of guilty for what you were about to do before he arrived. 

"i've been good" you kiss her cheek. she pulls away from the hug, "we knocked at yoongis apartment but he didn't come out" 

"ah yes it's caus-"  she hears another door close and to her surprise it's yoongi coming out of your room "I fixed it" he gives you a nod. automatically walks up to the both of you giving your mom a hug, "Oh, hello yoongi. what are you up to these days" she gives him a squeeze too. pinching his cheek causing him to laugh and giving her his gummy smile she adores. "nothing much, y/n bought new furniture and wanted me to set it up for her" he smiles "and dad?" he looks around, not having seen him when he scanned the room as he walked out. 

"oh he's downstairs getting stuff out of the car, we brought you side dishes too. be a sweetheart and go help please" she stops pinching his cheek, giving her a nod he glances at you slightly before heading out. 

"what furniture did you get"

"the one I sent you a photo of" you sheepishly smile. "what? that was about a month ago!" she was surprised you were just getting yoongi to set it up. in fact, he set it up for you the moment it got there cause you did not stop rambling about how excited you were to get it. you were surprised when you arrived home from a late class and saw your bedroom light on. since he had gotten home earlier than you and found the package outside your door. He took it as his mission for Friday night to finish it and have the luxury to sleep in cause if he didn't you would've had him up at the crack of dawn pestering him to set it up. 

just outside your apartment was a angry yoongi who for all you would know probably has blue balls. his phone rings before he reaches the bottom level, picking it up without looking at the caller ID he rubs his forehead irritated. "what"

"where are you?"

 taehyung, of course 

"we aren't coming" pushing the door open he looks around to where your dad was parked "why not? come on y'all can bang some other time" he whines 

"shut up dipshit, her parents came over" 

"liar" y/n's dad waves over at him, lifting his arm to let him know he saw him as he walks towards the car. "shut up" 

"how have you been" yoongi speaks up quickly 

"tired, she made me drive over here to basically feed you guys" he sighs 

"it's taehyung" yoongi stretches his arm towards your dad and he laughs. taking the phone he moves to the side giving yoongi a chance to get some items from the trunk "why are you annoying him so much" your dad lectures taehyung in a playful matter. 

"yeah why not" turning to yoongi he has a huge grin on his face " there's enough food, how many of you are there? five?" 

yoongi's head snaps up right away and he begins to shake his head "no don't do that" taking the phone from his hand "taehyung if you guys show up, i'll kill you" he hangs up the call after the sudden threat. 

your dad can't help but laugh at him. 

If they come over they'll never leave. 

"how's it going with school" the trunk closes and the two begin to walk towards the building. "good, we're both set to graduate in spring"

your dad was proud, of both of you. there was a father, son connection he had with yoongi after seeing him grow up and all the time he spent in your house. Yoongi not having a great relationship with his father also was a big factor as to why your dad had to teach him everything. but he never complained, since your parents only had you. keeping yoongi around filled the urge of wanting a son. 

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

You both didn't have another "intimate" encounter after that for about two weeks. It would be a lie if I said I didn't want him and me to rush into it and just have sex but there was something blissful of how we could still be friends but there was a hint of affection in everything we did. I think i'm just delusional. Midterms were around the corner and you had no time to be obsessing over yoongi when you were close to failing your midterms. 

you were bothering yoongi to spend time with you all week but he said he was busy. then again in the weekend he said he wouldn't have time, but he canceled last minute. yoongi being who he is, decided he'll keep an eye on you; forcing you to study in his apartment instead of yours. "if I let you stay there, you'll give up and pick up one of your books and waste the entire day reading" he scoffs, already annoyed by you trying to convince him that studying on your own would be the best idea; which you weren't lying. being in his apartment made you want to do anything but study. 

sitting on the living room floor with all the books and notes spread on the table with your laptop on your lap, yoongi across from you with his glasses you studied his face instead of the paper in front of you. you thought how the glasses should make him look like a nerd but he was still handsome, glasses or not he had that appearance which could make him stand out in the crowd. 

his fair, but almost pale white skin made his golden brown eyes stand out. the big frame of glasses he was wearing didn't cover how deep and expressive his eyes were to the point you could get lost if you stared long enough. your eyes drift from his face to the paper but he was still wandering in your mind, keeping you from concentrating. 

you wondered if someone else ever thought so deeply about his eyes as you had just done. the girl from the club and the party. the one he has no ties to but they seem to be exclusive came to mind. did she ever stare into his eyes and realized he wasn't all that special but he was  definitely unique. 

"you're distracted aren't you?" yoongi sighs. taking off his glasses as he sets them down beside his computer, his hand automatically rubbing his eye in annoyance. "could you blame me? i'm hungry". you whine. you weren't lying, all you had was toast with jelly for breakfast and surely that was long gone out of your system by now. he just chuckled as he saw you pout your lips at him, throwing his head back as he groans in frustration "fine, what do you want to eat. hurry up and decide so I can go get it" getting up from his place he walks to the counter to pick up his keys. "you decide, I don't care" you give him a smile knowing your answer would only annoy him more. 

"I hate when you can't ever make decisions for yourself when it comes to food" he mumbles loud enough for you to hear, you let out a offended gasp and he laughs "fine i'll decide" 

"yoongi"

"hmm" he response, clearly waiting for you to talk

"yoongi" you whine, "what" taking out his shoes from the small shoe cabinet he was thinking about what he was going to get the both of you to eat. 

"yoongi" you cry out, making him throw his shoes to the ground as he turns to look at you clearly bothered that you were calling his name and as he asked what you wanted you didn't respond. 

"where's my kiss" you pout, trying to be cute. 

"you don't deserve one, i'm telling you what you want and you're being annoying" he scowls

"please" he sighs, making his way to you as he crouches down his hand gently cubbing your face as he presses his lips onto yours. your arms wrap around his neck as you pull him down making him chuckle, "hold on will you, weren't you hungry"

his arms were on your sides as his palms were on the ground keeping him from falling on top of you. "but I miss you"

"y/n we're literally always together" you peck his lips again, but don't stop there as you take his bottom lip between your teeth, tugging on his lip. his hand holds your nape as he kisses you. deepening the kiss, you let him take control. you let yourself fall slowly, back against the ground as he hovers over you without leaving your lips unattended. 

your legs wrapped around his torso, pressing his body into yours. you both smile, if anyone asks you'd say you were studying your favorite subject as your hands made there way under his shirt. 

"I have to go get something to eat" he catches his breath, staring into your eyes that were begging him to not leave "you're really thinking about food right now"

"yes, yes I am" he gives you his gummy smile that melts your heart each time. leaning down, he kisses your forehead "once you get on the pill then we'll have sex, but first pass your midterms" he gives you one last kiss before jumping up and leaving before you could drag him back. he wasn't wrong you hadn't gotten the pill yet since you've had been busy to go. just as you wanted it to happen so did he but right now it was you who was behind the hold up. 

it had been a good hour since yoongi was gone, so when you heard the door bell go off you asked yourself if he had brought too much to the point that he couldn't open the door or was he just being lazy. putting your book down that you had sneaked in you walk to the door "really yoongi, how much did you brin-" your heart falls to your ass, it wasn't yoongi who you suspected. "oh?" she glares at you, her eyes glancing behind you as she looks inside searching for something..no...someone. "you're that girl, whats your name?" her eyes weren't hiding the dissatisfaction of seeing you instead of who she was expecting. 

"shouldn't you be introducing yourself, you're the one knocking at my door" you scoff, hand on your hip as the other holds the door open enough for you to be seen but you block her view to the inside since you saw her sneaking a peek. "Eunju" she gives you a cheeky smile. "and you?"

"y/n" you smile back. 

"right...where's yoongi"

your jaw clenched, you wanted to shut the door in her face and walk away but there was something that was bothering you. there was a rule yoongi set for himself, which is that he would never bring anyone to his place, cause you were next door and he just thought it would be better that way. so how did she know where he lived, clearly she had been here.

"not home" you reply, hinting at her to leave.

she eyes you, from bottom to top and then lets out a small laugh "so are you another one of his toys" she crosses her arms. 

"excuse me?" 

"well you're in his apartment, and you're being so defensive towards me cause clearly you know who I am" she had you choked up, she was right. you laugh, trying to keep your cool, but your palms were sweating and you were getting annoyed on how she could read you. "seriously, eunju? is that what you said your name was...anyways what are you doing here" 

"I had plans with yoongi but he canceled on me, guess you're not so bad yourself to have him pick you over me" she shakes her head disagreeing with her own words. 

"had he ever invited you to his apartment" you question her, finally asking the one thing you were really curious about. "well i'm here aren't I sweetheart" and that was it, that was the last thing you needed to hear to give up. 

"well then come in" you smile "he'll be back soon" you walk inside letting her enter on her own, shutting the door. you ignore her stares as you walk into the living room sitting in your spot, quickly and discretely shoving the book you had just been reading into your bag. "oh, I misunderstood the whole situation y/n, you're both just study buddies huh" she had a smirk on her face, you wanted to just launch yourself at her and rip all her hair off her head. but you kept calm, the person you're really mad at is yoongi.

"what gives you that impression"

"well whenever I meet him we aren't holding books" you smile at her words, confusing her as she sits in yoongi's spot "maybe that's why you're so clingy, he barely gives you his time or attention" you shake your head, low chuckles. 

you both just kept smiling at each other, waiting for either one to just talk. 

"y/n, let me give you a warning"

lifting your head from the laptop that was on your lap you stare into her hazel eyes, which had a hint of silver. there's a moment of silence before she places her elbows on the table, she leans forward looking at you with a mocking smile "you and I are no different" 

"don't be a delusional fool and make yourself think you're special to him"

"from all the people he's gotten involved with, the reason why i'm the only one he keeps coming back to is because i'm not some clingy bitch who wants more than just a good time. to him we're just a source of pleasure. nothing more" she looks at the books and moves some papers around before getting up from the floor "all of this, don't act like you can change him. he might be infatuated with you right now but once he gets sick of you he'll toss you to the curb" 

you could feel your heart beating against your chest, but at this moment you were questioning if it was in your chest, the beat was so loud in your ears and you could feel it in your palms. 

the last rule came to mind, the moment this was over he wanted to have nothing to do with you. her words were affecting you. "you got it all wrong" looking up at the pretty girl in front of you, you stand up. you both weren't taller than one another but she was slightly taller than you. 

"unlike you, i know how to value myself. if you're going to let a man treat you like that then thats you. but I would never let anymore treat me like i'm just some toy for them to play with and then toss aside" 

stepping around the table your face to face with yoongi's lover "I don't give a fuck who you are or what you think my relationship with yoongi is but don't fucking disrespect me" 

there was tension, her soft gaze at you made you feel irritated. but you stood your ground. 

the door then opens, but neither of you move from where you were standing, clearly having a stare off and you weren't planning to lose. 

"y/n i've been texting you. why ar-" he stops mid sentence, shocked to see who was in his living room. he stares at eunju and glances back at you. mentally cursing himself, "we have a guest yoongi" you say, not breaking eye contact and neither does she. 

"y/n" yoongi calls your name, placing the food on the counter. he walks towards the two of you. placing his hand on your shoulder he calls your name again, glaring at eunju. she knew from the look of his eyes that he was pissed at her. but she accomplished what she wanted by coming here. she wanted to know what the fuck was going on, and who yoongi was spending most of his time with. thinking she'd find some clingy bitch she ended up finding something more interesting. 

"I like you y/n" she smiles, turning around, swatting his arm off of you. "well eunju since you took out time of your day to come here it would only be polite of me to not make you leave without talking to your friend, right" you smile at her, eyes creasing making her laugh "that's very kind of you y/n" she looks at yoongi who was watching you gather your things from the table. "y/n wait"

"make sure to eat, he brought food" you continue to ignore him, only talking to eunju who gives you a small nod. 

"y/n"

you look up at yoongi, you could see how terrified he was. He knew that this was going to make shit worse between the two of you. "see you around" you tell her

"see you, sweetheart" it's not her fault, that were both wrapped around his fucking finger.

yoongi follows you to the door as you reach down to get your shoes "y/n, hold on." 

"what" you tell him nonchalant 

"what is she doing here"

"thats what I wanna know too" you spat, shaking your head in disbelief 

"well why did you let her in?" 

"just try not to be too loud" you give him a sarcastic smile, patting his shoulder a couple of times. He stares at you, angry. shoes finally on you open the door, shutting it behind you.

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

The phone rings a third time before I can hear her in the other end, "hey babes, what can I do for you" she laughs, and not just a laugh meant for just you but a laugh that tells you that there are people with her and you're probably being a burden right now but it was important. you say her name desperately and she knew something was wrong. excusing herself from where ever she was you can hear how the music becomes faint and a door shuts cutting of all the chaos.

you fill her in quickly, not wasting her precious time. jihye exhales, "Damn!" 

"i know" you sigh 

"what the hell were you thinking?" 

"what? me? he's the one who clearly has had her over" you defend yourself, you could imagine her rolling her eyes at your response "and who's the idiot that left him alone in a apartment with one of his fuck buddies"

"look, I was angry"

"clearly, just...i'll be there soon" jihye hangs up, "what??, why?!" you yell into the phone annoyed that she was coming. 

"I don't hear anything" ear up against the wall, jihye gives you a thumbs up which you respond by rolling your eyes. "I didn't call you so you can come and  try and eavesdrop next door, and by the way it's gross"

pushing off the wall she turns and stares "you are way to calm, just to be clear you know they could be fucking right now right" 

"not that I care, but the walls are thin you would've heard something. and why are we talking about this" you brush off her comments getting up from your seat as you turn on the stereo,   music from the last CD you had played begins.  jihye sits back clearly annoyed with you. "how would you know when the two of you were fuc--" 

"jihye!" you yell but not as loud, not sure if yoongi would hear you but you didn't want him to know she was here. 

"he's never brought no one here"

"righttt" she gives a toothy grin "she just magically knows where he lives. and not just that but she confessed they had plans but he canceled" 

"he said he wouldn't" you spat back, trying to convince yourself

"right, didn't you say he had no condoms either? what do you think happened?? disappeared in thin air?" 

she was right and it was making you nauseous of how right she was. but what could you do, he was next door with someone he's willing to...doesn't matter.

"we don't even know if she's still there, she could've left"

"you're not wrong, but do you really think two hot people in the same place. alone and horny aren't going to fuck?" 

"you're a horrible friend" you began to feel sniffly all of a sudden, tears threatening to fall soon. "I'm just....look I can cheer you on but do you really want to be with someone who makes you feel this way? it's not healthy" 

she wasn't wrong it was becoming more stressful now than it was before you both were doing what ever you're doing. "should I just break it off with him" you fall back onto the sofa, she gives you the face that states "well it's your business" as she shrugs. 

"can I stay over, I took a cab here and i'm a bit tipsy" she points at you then herself "we can have a sleep over, while we wait to see what happens"

"you just want to be nosey" you snap at her, shaking your head as your grin. annoyed but amused of her boldness. 

"you know you love me" she shouts, arms thrown around you, "not right now I don't" 

jihye knew what she was getting into by asking me to stay over, early next morning theres a knock on my bedroom door followed by yoongi's soft voice calling my name. But it wasn't me who got out of the bed and opened the door but jihye. He wasn't shocked, or at least didn't show it on his beautiful face thats always has a cold expression. "y/n" he calls my name, jihye not opening the door wide enough for him to see if I was even in the room. "she's asleep" she gives him her perfect "fuck off" face and he took it with no offense. 

"Y/n, I we need to talk" he exhales, exhausted. 

in fact you were awake, you were staring at the ceiling contemplating if you should get up ever since the first knock. The only reason why you're moving towards the door with jihye's back facing you is because you know these two are hardheads and they're going to crash. 

hand on jihye's shoulder she looks back, and you finally get a glimpse of the man who has your heart in the palm of his hand and he uses it as a stress ball squeezing the fuck out of it every chance he gets. 

"y/n we have to talk" jihye puts her arm around my shoulder protectively, stares yoongi down "alright go ahead" she responds, letting out a scoff he looks up at jihye, "alone"

you want to think that she was doing this for you and partially it is but she's always thought yoongi was a pain in the ass so she must be enjoying this a lot. 

"jihye" you say her name softly, making her exhale before opening the door and pushing past yoongi "y/n, yesterday-" 

"why didn't you come yesterday" it was a solid question. why didn't he just kick her out and then come over to your apartment right away and explain?

"because you left without explaining why you let her in and I just didn't want to argue" he says with a pointed look. "yoongi" I say with the most patient voice, but I didn't continue. it was silent, we both stood in the door way as he leaned on it shoulder against the wall his eyes never leaving me. "nothing happened"

you scoff, "yet you're only coming now" 

"you left so I don't understand why you're mad, as my girlfriend you should've stayed" he's nonchalant, full of himself thinking he's completely right and innocent. but I don't know why I left, if it was what she said to me or that she knew where he lived. maybe it was both. 

"what? you told her we were a thing?" you ask, head slightly tilting to the side. he lets out a long sigh "a thing? you mean if I told her we were dating  then yes, yes I did" he shakes his head in disapproval, but he wanted to laugh. he loved seeing you mad with your cheeks puffed out and your darting eyes glaring at him. He loved it, but he kept this to himself for his own sake. 

"y/n did she say something to you? why are you angry? look she didn't leave right away we sat and talked. there was something we needed to sit and talk about so I took advantage of you letting her into my place" 

"how did she know where you lived, did you bring her over before" your brow raises, arms crossed as you wait for him to answer. "this is why I don't date, you females are so" he takes a deep breath before probing himself off the wall "she got my address from one of my friends, I don't know who, she didn't tell me" he says, passing by me heading to me bed, to his back I say "what's so great about her that you're exclusive with her" 

"exclusive?" he laughs "where did you get that?" 

"no matter who you ever hooked up with it was always a one time thing, but not with her. why?"

"look, I don't really wanna talk about my sex life with you. and first of all we aren't exclusive" you knew why, cause she's pretty, beautiful even. she has a nice body and perfect skin of course he'd want her to himself and she'd want him. "your just stalling because you don't want to answer the question"

his voice raises "I answered, you just didn't like my answer. y/n you always make me the bad guy. always make the worst of situations we were just talking alright, you don't have to be nasty about it. when would I have time to go see anyone especially her?! you're already a handful as it is. there's no one else so stop acting like a brat" jihye walks up the hall towards your room, eyes wide as she hears him yell at you. ever since she's known the both of you he's never yelled at you. you were as surprised as her too. she gives you a small wave as she runs towards the front grabbing her shoes and leaving you alone with him. 

"i'm not you're toy you can play with and then toss away when you're done" you spat

"you know you mean more to me than anyone else, the fact that this is even crossing your mind is because you're just being dramatic" he says softly. 

"she's pretty"

"you're gorgeous" he response automatically. 

he didn't like this, you comparing yourself to her. 

"she said you had plans with her but canceled last night" he shuts his eyes, inhaling "yes I was going to meet her but to do exactly what I did last night. talk to her and tell her that I wouldn't be seeing her anymore. that we are dating and that it was over" you wouldn't of had to do that if you weren't exclusive you thought. 

"can we please move on from this, and don't ever talk about yourself like that. you know you mean the world to me y/n, I would never treat you like that" 

"but yet you have" 

his eyes staring at yours, confused of what you could be talking about. 

"you said the moment you called this off, you wanted nothing to do with me" 

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

After that morning, yoongi seemed as if he was lost in thought a lot. Jimin caught us on campus a few days after and invited us to a "small" get together but we knew it was going to be anything but small. you look at yoongi expecting him to answer be he was just lazily looking at you as he shrugged "sure we'll be there" you give him a small smile. jimin stared at the two of you confused as to why the both of you were acting weird. but he came to the conclusion that you both just a stupid little couple fight and will get over it soon. 

he couldn't be more wrong. "yoongi" you say his name after entering his car but he was still silent only a small hum left his throat. "are you mad?" 

he purses his lips, "not at you if thats what you wanted to know" he says softly, his voice sounded tired as if he was trying to not come off as harsh. 

"then who? eunju?"

"no, myself" he answers. the rest of the ride was quiet. 

stepping out of the car, he shuts the door. you were wearing a pair of jeans with a cute blue off shoulder trim blouse. "won't you get cold"

"thankfully you brought a sweater"

"yeah but if i'm cold don't expect I'm going to take it off for you. should've brought something yourself" he grins, holding you hand as he walks towards the already loud house, people were out front in the lawn others were sitting on the front porch. "let's just head inside, and get this over with" 

everyone knew that you both were a item, you wanted to ask yourself but the answer came to you the moment you entered the house and among the turning heads eunju was one of them but she was the only who didn't look surprised or murmured. instead she just smiled at you and drank from her red cup, you returning the smile. 

yoongi was oblivious to the both of you, he was looking around for his friends, spotting jimin "there he is, come on" his hand on your lower back as he guides you through the crowd. you felt self conscious, there were people around you talking about how yoongi left eunju for someone like you, you knew yoongi heard them too but it was as if he was ignoring them. 

you tug on his sleeve "everyone's talking about us" 

leaning down to your height, he whispers into your ear "isn't this what you wanted? to basically own me, have everyone say you're my girlfriend?" he stared into your eyes, waiting for a response, but his cold answer made you shut you mouth. "now deal with it" he kisses your forehead, returning to the conversation he was having with someone who you didn't know their name. 

you stared at him, confused. this is the first actual conversation you both had since that day. he was already acting weird so this only added more into the fire. "i'm going to go get a drink" you say rather quickly, walking out of the room before yoongi could say anything to you. you walk through the crowded halls until you stumble into the kitchen, just were I wanted to be. 

there was a table set up in the middle with cups and drinks, tons of bottles of alcohol. you didn't feel like drinking, since midterms were basically next week you did not want to waste time dealing with a hangover rather than studying. picking up a cup you walk over to the fridge filling up your cup with water. 

"hey" you hear someone speak behind you, the voice you right away recognized. "hello" you turn around once your cup was filled, and you were right it was eunju. lifting the cup up you take a sip, not breaking eye contact with her. "seems like you told everyone about yoongi and me" you smile. "you're welcome" she takes a drink from her cup too. 

"oh, i should be thanking you?" you let out a small laugh 

"I was only doing you a favor, you know how many were lined up to get a taste of your boyfriend" she raises brow. "I don't know what's going on between the both of you but just know that I hope you keep in mind the words you said that night"

"oh yeah? and what did I say exactly" you were noticing all the people were gathering in the entrance of the kitchen, staring at the two of you. probably wondering if there was about to be a fight between the two of you. but they weren't going to see one, at least not today. 

"that you aren't like the rest of us" lifting her red cup she raises a brow, you raise your as she hits your cup with hers "cheers to that" 

you both drink the remaining of your cup, her being the one to walk away first. as you watched her leave you thought about what you told yoongi when this whole absurd  idea came to mind, that you hated him playing with these girls hearts. 

"y/n" you hear yoongi's voice call your name. turning around you see him at the opposite side of the table "are you alright"

"never been better" you smile

"what are you drinking?"

"water, didn't feel like getting drunk today" 

he gives you a slight nod "come, lets go out back. namjoon just got here" reaching out his hand you walk towards him intertwining your fingers with his. this was normal, even before you both dated. if you attended a party with him he never let you leave his side. 

you were sitting with taehyung and jungkook, since yoongi was talking to namjoon and jin you felt as if you needed to give him space. jungkook was someone you had really just got to know today. you'd see him occasionally but there was never a opportunity for the both of you to actually talk. "so you're hyung's girlfriend" he hands you a drink. 

"yeah" you nod, taking a sip of the drink without realizing he had handed you tequila. you give him a "what the fuck" look and he laughs "what? you looked stressed, one cup won't do nothing to you" he continues to laugh. taking your cup he hands his to you "fine fine, here's your water. I was just messing with you" shaking your head you drink from the cup after taking a sniff which his hand grips his shirt above his heart "wow I trick you once and you don't trust me no more" 

taehyung laughs at his younger friend "should've made her drink the whole cup" he scoffs "when it comes to dating or being involved with yoongi in any way you need about three of those cups to get through the night" 

yoongi, looks around, you watch him. his eyes finally finding you he nudges his chin towards the door. you give him a small nod, grabbing your purse from behind you. "well i'll see you later" you smile at the two of them who were turning their attention to someone getting thrown into the pool. 

"it's late, we should start heading back" he says once you reach him. "yeah, i'm tired already" you yawn. his eyes narrow, "did you drink?" 

"just a bit, jungkook gave it to me...can we go? my feet are killing me" and he was right it was getting chilly and you weren't planning to ask him for his jacket, walking passed him you enter the house which had less people since a lot of them were already in the back. 

"since when are you close with jungkook?" yoongi follows behind closely, he was taking off his jacket ready to place it on your shoulders. 

"i'm not, todays the first day I actually talk to him" you shrug, grinning when you feel him place the jacket on your back "put it on, you'll get sick" he mutters, pressing a button on his control his car makes a sound as the doors unlock. 

"you should've gotten to know jungkook before we started doing this" he says, entering the car. 

"why?"

"who knows, you two could probably hit it off and could've dated"  

oh

you stay silent, he turns to you slightly as he places his hand on the back on your seat as he pulls out of the drive thru "and you would've been fine with it" you say, leaving a bitter taste in your mouth, as if you heart pounds against your chest. "who knows, there's no point of thinking about it now. we're together " moving the gear shift once on the street he leans over and kisses you. 

you hated him. right now, you wanted to open the door and just walk home. 

"now i'm curious, what's so great about him"

yoongi grins, eyes on the road he doesn't respond to your childish remark. annoyed you face the window, getting comfortable as his jacket keeps you warm. you drift to sleep. 

the last thing on your mind was jungkook, the man you just met for the first time. as your eyes closed all you could think about was how the piercing on his lip complimented his features and you thought about how you stared at his arm and wondered what all his tattoos meant. 

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Dad!Yoongi scenario - louder than words.

A/N: i did not wantto title it deaf child cause for me it sounds rude/mean and I don't want to offend anyone. Otherwise I hope y'all will enjoy it.

A little something cute for valentine's day

It's like a routine. Yoongi wakes up to the front door lock, meaning that you have just left to work. He has two more hours before he has to get up and wake his little angel up.

Yoongi always puts on his slippers before his feet hit the floor. He hates walking barefoot, something you have noticed when you moved in with him to this apartment, which also must be coded in his DNA cause your baby girl hates it as well. Yoongi made his way toward Moon's bedroom, fixing his robe to shield himself from the cold.

Her room is small and spacious. Walls are painted yellow with colorful butterflies here and there. Moon's sleeping in a small bed, the bedsheets matching the color of her cheeks - pink. Tones of soft plushies on each shelf That's is in her room. Her favorite - Shooky- is under her left arm. In two weeks Moon will turn 7 years old, he is reminded by the calendar above her bed. She's counting down the days.

Moon was born deaf, which was something you found out within two weeks after you were allowed to return home with your newborn baby. The period of tests that she was put through as a baby was horrible, cause one: you had to wait patiently outside for the doctor to do all the tests, and two: Yoongi wanted her to be able to hear, so he could teach his little angel music and like every single parent he wanted to be healthy like he is.

Soon after the small crisis, Yoongi went through while being in and out of the hospital, you both learned that Moon is not completely deaf. She was diagnosed with moderately severe hearing loss. This means that even with a hearing aid, speech maybe difficult for her to understand but still, she could hear something.

Since she hated to sleep with the hearing aids in her ears, Yoongi had to find out a way to wake his princess up without giving her a heart attack. Here he is, kneeling on the floor before his babygirl's bed, blowing air at her face to make her aware of his presence before he touches her cheek gently. He taps her cheek two times and then gives a gentle tap to her nose it was their 'wake up' signal. It's something that her brain is familiar with, in its half-conscious state.

Moon slowly opens her cat-like shaped eyes, which she certainly took after Yoongi, and smiled. "Hello, appa." She says, by tapping his cheek twice and a small tap against his nose with a single finger. Yoongi helped her put on aids back in her ears.

"I have a dream, appa. Where I was playing on your piano." She started twittering the second she could hear the barking dog outside. They brushed theirs teeth together and Yoongi helped her with hair, braiding them.

Nothing special happened during that day Yoongi took Moon to the clinic for a check-up and then for a walk around the park.

Moon spent her afternoon playing outside with their puppy while Yoongi worked on his new album. Today was a really good day to write couple of songs. It was so good that Yoongi did not even notice when he fell asleep, his hand supporting his head as his eyes slowly fell shut.

Moon ran knto the living room with a flower crown in her hands made of daisies that grew int the garden. When she saw her dad sleeping, she gently placed the crown on over his hair and then took a blanket and throw it over his shoulders.

They did not need words, actions spoke louder than words could. They took care of each other, just like family is supposed to do. You came back from work to your husband sleeping in his chair, with a crown on his head and Moon sleeping in his lap, holding the blanket with her small hands.

Gif: @jung-koook

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𝘉𝘛𝘚' 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮

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Namjoon

Namjoon wouldn't expect you to join him in the shower. He'd always tease you by asking you to shower with him in that low, sultry tone before laughing and walking off to the bathroom with a towel in hand. So when you actually step into the shower with him and wrap your arms around him, he'd be shocked at first.

Eventually, your hands would start to wander and he'd chuckle before turning to look at you

"We're supposed to be in here to get clean, but it seems like you want me to make another mess."

Yoongi

Yoongi considered showering a private time but if you were to go in after him he wouldn't be opposed to it. He'd offer to wash your back just so he could admire the way the water rolled down the curves of your lower body.

Things would remain relatively innocent until he just couldn't resist, grabbing a handful of your ass and squeezing with just enough pressure to make you let out a quiet moan.

"This is what you wanted when you decided to come in here, right?"

Jin

When you'd get in the shower with Jin, he'd complain about how two people being in one shower is a safety hazard, but as soon as he'd feel your body press flush against his back he'd stop talking immediately. He'd let your hands reach around his waist so you could touch his already hard cock.

"Maybe I'll let you get away with this. Just this once."

Hoseok

Hoseok would always turn down the idea of taking a shower together because, as he said, 'he wouldn't be able to control himself'. At some point, you believed he only said that because he didn't want to shower with you.

You quickly learned that wasn't the case and that you should probably take Hobi's word from now on. Especially because now he had you pressed against the shower wall, your legs wrapped around his waist as he fucked you hard and deep.

"God, I warned you didn't I? Mmh, you just don't seem to listen."

Jimin

Jimin would be so excited when you got into the shower behind him. As soon as you'd step in he'd turn around to get a full look at you and he wouldn't be able to look away. His hands would settle on your hips and he'd slowly pull you closer and closer till you could feel his length press against your abdomen.

"Look what you did to me, jagiya. Will you take responsibility?"

Jungkook

After getting into the shower with Jungkook, he'd keep his back turned to you and you wondered why.

"Kookie, you won't look at me?" You'd put your hand on his shoulder thinking you did something wrong. In reality, you hadn't done anything at all, Jungkook just wasn't sure if he could look at you, especially... like this. You'd turn him around so he was facing you and he'd struggle to keep his gaze from lowering.

"Are you... sure this is okay?"

Just to show him how okay it is, you get on your knees in front of him.

"Oh, this is definitely okay."

Taehyung

Tae would have his hands all over you as soon as you got into the shower with him. He'd pull you under the water and kiss your forehead while holding you close. Then he'd kiss your lips and your cheek before making his way to your neck, loving the way you got worked up just from having him devour your neck. He'd also make sure to leave his marks on you for everyone else to see.

"Your neck looks so pretty covered in purple, but I think your thighs would look even prettier."

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[prettyboongi]

BTS Imagine - BTS as Boyfriends

Seokjin 

Goofy and optimistic 

Always manages a neat and clean appearance

Listens to you attentively as you go on about your day or pretty much anything you want to talk about...

 Just as long as he gets a chance to talk about what’s on his mind.

Often goes on hilariously heated tangents

Wants to know everything about you; no question is too personal for him

Will put a smile on your face whenever you’re down

Is somewhat introverted 

Can be really blunt at times

Doesn’t back down easily during an argument (if at all)

Despite coming off as confident, he can be doubtful about himself and his personal relationships

Wants to establish a honest relationship where you both can open up about anything and everything

Yoongi 

Caring and creative 

Mostly wear comfy and casual clothes 

Often shares his hopes and dreams with you

Excel in the arts, particularly in writing and music (–ᴗ–)

Loves writing you thoughtful love letters and romantic poems

Can sense your emotions before you even tell him

Daydreams a lot 

A quintessential introvert; often able to keep his calm 

Date nights are spent staying inside, binging on TV series or movies

Not a fan of confrontation and would rather avoid any arguments at all costs

Laziness can get the better of him

Moody bitch 

Is a kind and loving boyfriend who will always take your feelings into consideration

Hoseok 

Eccentric and hardworking

Has a very playful fashion sense; you never know what to expect from him 

Easy attract people with his outgoing personality thus making him extremely popular

 Values his independence and encourages you to do the same

Very passionate about his interests and issues going on in the world

Always working on different projects, sometimes more than one at a time 

Is patient with you and responsive to your needs

Though he does have an issue expressing his true emotions 

Maybe not the best person to turn to when you want to vent 

His unpredictability may be too much at times

Is a charming and thoughtful guy who wants to make a difference in the world (with you by his side of course)

Namjoon 

Brilliant and conscientious 

He's not fussy when it comes to his appearance 

The biggest perfectionist you've ever known

Being the egghead that he is, he enjoys studying and learning new things

Would want an equally as cultured significant other; someone would accompany him to museums and plays and share a love for literature 

He likes cute and tiny things

His breathtakingly adorable smile never fails to make your knees go weak

Any problem you'd come across, he’ll be there to help you solve it  

Although he's not good at initiating physical affection, he's still a huge romantic

Encourages you strive for the best 

Super opinionated but will try to hold back on it when it comes to you

Travelling is a must for him and always wants you to tag along with him

Extremely loyal, you appreciate that fact that you can rely on him for absolutely anything

Jimin 

 Gentle and sweet 

A very snappy dresser, maybe even better than you

Extremely affectionate, especially in public

Indulges you with random, but thoughtful romantic gestures (a surprise bouquet of your favorite flowers, bring you your favorite coffee drink, etc) 

His charming and friendly nature makes him a social butterfly (your friends and family absolutely love him)

Favors compliments coming from you above anyone else.

Always strives for a sense of balance in your relationship and will want fix any problem that arises 

Loves the finer things in life (designer clothes, extravagant outings, fancy restaurants, etc.)

He loves taking you out shopping, spoils you endlessly 

Actively avoids confrontation because he knows how angry he could get. 

Can be quite emotional 

You will never have to worry about losing his attention since you will already be the center of his universe

Taehyung

Driven and Insightful 

Has a very sensible fashion sense; appropriate and not too outrageous 

Is discipline and works hard to achieve his goals

Similar to Jimin, he has a sophisticated aura about him 

He does his best to never disappoint you, so you can always count on him whenever you need something 

Whenever he has free time, he enjoys doing fun activities with you (ex. sightseeing, taking photos, etc.)

Whenever he gets upset about something, he'll be open about it with you. Tends to pout.

Will take your relationship with him seriously as he plans to marry and raise a family with you 

Jungkook

Perceptive and diligent 

Like Namjoon, he doesn't spend too much on his appearance 

Huge ass gamer, loves playing games with you

What attracted you the most about him was his calming and good natured personality 

A shy and old fashioned boy  

At first, he would be hesitant when expressing his feelings but will eventually open up to you

Big on romance

While reserved in nature, he wants nothing more than to be loved by you 

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Body worship scenarios

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Namjoon

He was already in the shower by the time you came home, you could hear it running in the distance. His light singing came though the apartment, making you smile. His voice was really nice, except from the moments he turned into a crack head, breaking the vibe. He let his voice crack, or tired to reach the notes that were 100% too high for him. It just made you laugh, walking closer to the bathroom.

'Room in there for one more?' You spoke admiring the muscle on him. His shoulders were broad, his back muscular, as he turned around to look at you his muscles flexed in alarm. He wasn't expecting anyone home so soon, but you looked devine standing there in nothing but a t-shirt smiling at him. He motioned for you to join, telling you, you're more than welcome.

You weren't looking for anything sexual at all, really just wanted to save some water and admire your man's body. You let your hands trace down his front, his pecks were hard, as was his stomach muscles, but you're sure that's because he was tensing them.

'God, you're so pretty...' You whispered, unable to tear your eyes away from his chest. He wiggled his pecks, making the nipples dance. You giggled, smacking his arm.

'You think so? I dunno, it could be better no?' you gawked at him, astounded by his lack of confidence. Looking over his body fully, taking a step back you smile.

'Remember, Jungkook joined for those thighs. I can see why.' You dipped under the warm water as he tackled you into a full body hug, practically drowning the both of you in the water.

Jin

They had just finished their set, all getting back to the hotel as fast as possible. You already had a bath run for him coming in, usually he complained about his muscles aching so you did the only thing that eased him. He walked into the room as you lit the last candle, already stripping out of his clothes.

'Babe? You in here?' He shouted into the room, trying to find you. You yell a quick "in here!" letting him follow your voice to the bathroom. As he entered the room he smiled, seeing your body slipping into the bath, the water littered with fresh rose petals and candles around the room. He joined you sitting with his back towards you, this is how it usually went though, to give him a well deserved massage. You rubbed the muscles of his neck, down his shoulder blades, his spine and then his back dimples.

'You're so muscular, it's so nice.' He turned around, back hitting the other side of the tub, facing you completely, you took in his toned legs and stomach. His arms rested on either side of the bathtub, making you want to crawl over, it looked so inviting. So warm. You crawled over, leaving gentle kissed over his torso, starting just above where his dick rested, leading all the way up to his mouth. You placed one soft, chaste kiss on his lips.

'Perfect.' you whispered, settling between his legs in the water.

Yoongi

'But don't you think I would look better with it? Not so small?' he whined, looking at himself in the mirror, nothing but his boxers on. You just sighed, closing your book and walking up behind him. Wrapping your arms around his firm waist you frown, tickling his stomach lightly.

'Yoongi, if you want to do it, then do it. Who cares what she says. I would like you if you bulked up, but I also love you like this.' You assured, rubbing up and down his arms, you gave his ass a tight squeeze, making him jump and scowl at you in the mirror.

'It's not the point I'm making though.' He tutted, spinning him around to face you, you planted a light kiss to his cheek, then his nose, then his other cheek. Settling on your favourite part, his pouty lips. He kissed back happily, leading you to fall onto the bed below you. You pinched at the skin of his little belly, smiling contently.

'I love this, don't change it too soon...' You whisper, but only because you know. As soon as he bulked up, you were done for.

Hoseok

'STOP! I CALL TIME OUT!!' You squeal, running away from him and the little water gun he had in his hand. Why he was shooting you INSIDE THE HOUSE was unbeknownst to you. Running into the bathroom you stand with the shower head in your hand, smiling devilishly.

'Wow, you wouldn't.' He teased, narrowing his eyes at you. You just turned the shower to cold, blasting him for a couple seconds before turning it off. Thank god your bathroom was tile.

'Wouldn't I?' You teased, putting the shower head back. He stripped off the wet clothing quickly, gasping at how cold that really was.

'Wow...' is all that fell from your lips. With every sharp intake of air, his stomach muscles rippled, his chest heaved. His arms flexed as he rinsed his t-shirt, getting as much of the water out as possible. He just laughed, shaking his head at you.

'Will you ever stop doing that when you see me like this?' You just shook your head, walking up behind him. You wrapped your arms around his waist, trailing down to the hem of his wet boxers.

'Do you think you deserve that princess?' he teased, looking at you in the mirror. You just pouted back, running your nails gently over the outline of his dick.

'You look so good hobi! Please?' He just snickered lowly at you, smacking your ass, you knew that was a cue to get to the bed.

Jimin

'God, baby, your ass and thighs look so fucking good in those trousers...' You gawked, sending a blush all over his cheeks and down his neck. He just laughed nervously, grabbing your arm, taking you to another room. You know, away from ANYONE WHO HEARD YOU SAY THAT.

'Baby!' He just exclaimed, closing the door quickly behind you both. You just giggled, taking a handful of his ass and squeezing. He yelped in surprise, swatting your hand away.

'What am I suposed to do when you look that good? Resist? Pshh no thanks.' You scoff, crossing your arms over your chest. He just lulled his head back, a disbelieving laugh filtering through the small room.

'Do you want to be punished for this later? Because I can and will.' you bit your lip, teasing him a little more.

'As long as I can watch your stomach muscles move when you fuck yourself into me, I'll do whatever you want.' You spoke, rubbing your hands over his abs, feeling them flex under your fingers. Gripping your hands, he pulled them out of his shirt, throwing them down to your sides.

'And that's exactly what you won't see princess. Now behave.'

Taehyung

His lips crashed onto yours in a hungry force, but it wasn't sexual. It was lustful yes, starved and needy. His hands trailed up your arms, keeping your hands away from his stomach, the area you were dying to feel. He had been training with Jungkook recently, and you KNEW he had abs forming. As much as you loved his little tummy, you were excited to feel what he was working with. He wouldn't let you though, constantly hiding or pulling your hands away.

'Tae, let me touch you please.' He just bit your bottom lip, shushing you. You whined, rocking your hips into his, but he didn't want sex and he had made that perfectly clear. He just wanted to enjoy you, to feel your lips on his.

'If you want it so bad then fine.' He muttered against your lips, lifting the hem of his shirt up, you got a three second glimpse before it went dark around you. His shirt covered your eyes, he giggled as you pouted at him.

'You said you wanted to feel it baby. You said nothing about seeing it.' He grabbed your hand gently, letting your fingers roam his stomach, feeling the new muscles he had been working on.

'Fuck Tae, I can only imagine how beautiful you look right now...' You whisper, pushing your fingers slightly harder into his skin. He let out a whimper, leaning down to place his lips on yours once more, removing the blindfold at the same time.

Jungkook

It was no secret Jungkook was ripped, nor did he let you forget it.

'Does this look okay?' He spoke, walking into the living room, a tight shirt hugging his torso and arms, jeans tight and ripped over his thighs. Your mouth practically watered at the sight. He just smirked, raising an eyebrow.

'I'll take that as a yes?' He teased, sitting on the couch beside you. Instantly you straddled his legs, planting little kisses all over his face and mouth.

'Where you going?' you whisper against the skin of his neck, popping a couple buttons for ease.

'Just dance practice, but we are filming today.' He spoke, lulling his head back, giving you more access. Sneakily you unbuttoned the rest, leaving his chest open to you. Instantly you latched your mouth onto his chest, sucking and kissing as you rocked your hips on his thigh.

'You look so good like this.' You whispered, licking over the little purple bruise you left just above his right nipple. 'Don't let Namjoon pop your shirt open again, that could be problematic.' You spoke, while admiring how his muscles flexed as he laughed at you.

'So change into a black t-shirt then?' he teased, squeezing the skin of your hips. You just nodded, still unable to tear your eyes away from his chest. Besides, the way his leg flexed under the weight of your body, there was more important things to focus on.

[maloleysweekender22]

Map of the Soul: 7 looks so beautiful in different shades of blue. I’m excited this is my 4th comeback with BTS, what about you?

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Mistakes and Miracles- ch.15

Word count: 4.6k+

Summary: We never know what to expect in life . Just like you never expected to be a single mother at a young age, much less come to find the father of said child is no other than you bias Min Yoongi from the world wide sensation, BTS. What will happen to your somewhat “normal”  life when he comes in and turns it upside down? Will you be able to raise a child with your extremely attractive bias?

Warnings: Super soft shy Yoongi.  Unprotected sex…stay safe ;) This one got very emotional

Type: Fluff, angst, smut

Yoongi x Reader

Your POV

You awoke the next morning a little sore but, completely satisfied. You reached for Yoongi only to find the place he was laid on was now empty. As your groggy mind began to clear you realized how dark the room was. Looking at the alarm clock next to your bed you found it was just past 6am. As you stretch out your aching muscles you heard a crash coming from the kitchen. The noise starting you and making you rash to the kitchen.

The sight before you made your heart skip a beat. In the middle of the kitchen stood a flustered Yoongi. He had your giggling baby boy in one arm and in his other hand he held a broken pan handle. At his feet lay a mess of flour, broken eggs, and the rest of your now broken frying pan.

You fought the laugh that nearly escaped as you watched him trying to figure out what to do. That battle was lost when a colorful assortment of curses left his lips. You finally decided  to take pity on him when he tried to bend down  to clean the mess, nearly dropping Alexander in the process. 

You had been in his position one too many times. He had two choices put the baby down and try to clean the mess while Alexander screamed bloody murder, or he could risk causing an accident in order to not wake the neighbors. Of course you loved you son with your entire being but you had to admit he was a clingy baby. However, you take partial responsibility because it was through no fault of his own. The night he was handed to you in that hospital room you vowed to never let him go and that was exactly what you did. From that day on he was always in someone's arms. This only got worse when you moved to Korea with Yoongi, with six doting uncles pulls all of BigHit staff wrapped around his little finger he never wanted to be put down.

 Surprisingly enough, one of the biggest contributors to your little problem was Bang PD. Although, your first interaction with him was less than pleasant you came to find he was actually a very sweet man who looked out for the boys and only wanted what was best for all of them. It didn’t take long until he was the same with you and Alexander. In many ways he was like a father to Yoongi and consequently became like another grandfather to Little Min. Not a day went by without him asking how your son was doing. Even taking it upon himself to babysit a few times despite his busy schedule. Every time you took Alexander to visit his dad at work you had to stop by Bang PD’s office or you would not hear the end of it.

“Fuck.” Yoongi’s soft curse made your wandering mind snapped back to the situation at hand.

“I don’t think I want one of our son’s first words to be ‘fuck’” you said with a small laugh.

“Fuck… I mean.. I’m sorry. I mean… good morning beautiful. I’m sorry if I woke you up.” he said with a shy smile. You walked over to him taking your son from his arms. You kissed your son’s chubby cheeks only to receive the widest gummy smile from him. He may be a clinging baby but he was a happy baby. At times it shocked you that he was really Yoongi’s son because unlike his father he was looking to be a morning person, which neither of you understood.  

As you turned to him he gave you an expecting looking. Knowing exactly what he wanted you turned away to torture him a little bit. Just a small payback for leaving you to wake up alone. Yes, he had gotten up to make you breakfast but still you wanted cuddles. You walked past him to put Alexander down on his high chair along with some of his toys to keep him entertained for a while. Once your son was settled in you purposefully walked past him without a second glance and began to clean up the mess.

“So… daddy doesn’t get a kiss?’ he asked with a fake sad pout. You walked over to him stopping a few inches away from him. As he bent down to capture your lips you pulled away and booped his button nose. 

“Now that’s just plain rude. You can’t be so mean to daddy princess” he said as you walked away giggling. He couldn’t fight the smile that broke on his face as he watched you throw the ruined food away. 

“Well, daddy was mean to me first.” you said with a sly smirk, making him quirk an amused brow.

“Oh? What did I do?” he asked with a smile as he walked toward you and  hugging you from behind.

“You know what you did .” you said with a cute pout. He bent down a kissed you shoulder causing an involuntary shiver to run down your spine. 

“I don’t know what I wrong...please tell me baby. I can’t fix it unless you tell me.” he spun you around so you chest was now flush to his and your faces were only inches apart.

“You left me alone in bed.” You whispered as you took your bottom lip between your teeth. You looked up to find him smiling and his eyes begin to dilate. 

“Ah. Did my baby not get enough of me last night?” he teased, “I would have given you more but, if I remember correctly you nearly passed out after round one.” A cocky smirk spread across his lips as your cheeks flushed red.

“Yoongi! The baby is right here...can you not?” you stuttered out only to have him laugh and kiss your nose.

“You’re so cute you know that right? Now, will you tell me what I did wrong?”  he asked sweetly.

“I wanted cuddles but you left me. I could have died with how cold it was.” You rest your chin on his chest with a huff for emphasis.

“Ah my poor dramatic baby. I’m sorry, I know you could have died being away from me for more than five minutes but I was trying to not let you starve.” you wrinkle your nose at his cheesiness. He was too cute you just had to give him a kiss. You pulled away with a bright smile, one that he mirrored.

“Emphasis on the “trying” part because...umm yeah, it didn't work out.” after a few moments he stepped away from you. He turned around and began to scratch his neck as he looked at the mess he had made. “ I’m sorry about the mess and well...the pan.” he apologized shyly as an embarrassed blush covered his ears.

“It’s okay. That’s not my favorite pan anyway. Thank you for the cute gesture but how about I make breakfast while you clean up and feed Alexander.” Right away he got to work. You could help but smile at how lucky you were to be in love with this amazing man. 

He was sweet, funny, talented, and an amazing father. He was not perfect but no one needed perfect. You most certainly did not, making breakfast with the man you love and your son was what you wanted and needed most in this moment.

After breakfast Yoongi cleaned up while you got Alexander ready. Your flight was not for a few hours so the boys came over just to talk and hangout and spend some time with their nephew. You weren't necessarily trying to hide what had happened the night before but all their knowing looks made you feel a bit shy. However, Yoongi seemed to sport a proud smirk as they all silently congratulated him. Their strange behavior must have been tied to this whole situation. You made a mental note to scold them for keeping you in the dark for so long.

But for the time being you just sat snuggled up next to Yoongi as your son played with his proud uncles.  This was going to be the longest time they spend without Alexander and you since you came into their lives. You could tell by the way they held him and kissed him that it was just as hard for them to watch you leave as it was for you to leave.

You and the rest of the boys were watching Tae and Jungkook making your son laugh until Yoongi suddenly stood up catching everyone's attention 

“Okay.” he cleared his throat nervously, “Well, I’m assuming you guys know what happened last night. So, I was wondering if I could steal Y/N for a while. There are some things we need to talk about so I would appreciate if you guys stayed here with Alexander. Just let us have the dorm for a couple hours.” by the end of his impromptu announcement he was nearly beat red. All the boys gave knowing looks until the youngest spoke up.

“Of course hyung. You need to talk, as much as you can before Y/N leaves.” he said with a wink. Everyone, except Yoongi, who was now staring daggers at the maknae,  broke out in laugher.

Without another word  he grabbed your hand and dragged you out of the room. The boys continued to tease you until the front door closed behind you. 

While, you had planned on taking...one thing lead to another and you communicated in a different way.

It started innocently enough. Thinking about being away from your new home and realizing how long you would be away from it made you sad. A few stray tears rolled down your cheeks. In order to comfort you Yoongi kissed your cheeks. One kissed turned to  two and well that lead to where you are now. In  bed with him in between your legs.

“F-fuck,” it came out as a broken moan as Yoongi thrusted into you. The first time you were together you took your time in order to make up for the months of keeping away from each other. Now it was raw passion with a hint of desperation. It was as if he was trying to imprint his soul and body to yours. 

“I’m going to make sure you don’t forget me...ever.” He growled into your ear. Making you clench down on him involuntarily. For a moment he lost his rhythm but he quickly  recovered. 

The only response  you we capable of giving was a breathy moan of his name. No words could be formed as his hips snapped at a faster speed and his lips worked on making as many marks on your chest and neck as they possibly could.

He placed all his weight on one arm as his free hand snakes down to draw harsh circles on your swollen clit. The way his jaw slacked and brows frowned showed how much he was enjoying the sweet sounds he pulled from you. All you wanted was to keep him in this amazing moment of euphoria. 

But all good things come to an end. After a few sharp thrusts directed at your sweet spot you tumbled into absolute bliss. You were sent into a moment that only held you and the man you loved. You were so dazed you barely registered the low groan that filled his bedroom as he came undone as well. It was the most beautiful, erotic sound you have ever heard. 

He stilled for a few moments as his soul finally caught up with his body. After a deep breath he rolled off you and climbed out of bed. He padded of the restroom and returned with a warm cloth to clean you up. 

He worked delicately and quietly as he ran the cloth over the fresh marks he left on your body. The room was filled with a pleasant silence that was broken by your groggy voice.

“I would never do that you know.” You said softly. Your voice hoarse from all the sounds made before. He didn’t looked up, seemingly hypnotized by the patterns of red and purple on your chest. A low questioning hum was the only response he gave you.

“I said I would never do that...I would never forget you, well not unless someone steals all my memories.” You said with a small laugh, one that he returned.

“I could never forget you. Even if this, us...even if we crash and burn. Even if I hate you. I would always remember that I love you.” Those three words are still so fresh and new that they make you blush. 

Only then does Yoongi finally look up. “Promise?” He asks with a soft strained voice, almost as if he was afraid to hear the answer. 

“Promise.” You bend down to kiss his soft pink lips, earning you a sweet gummy smile.

“I love you, Y/N.” 

~Yoongi’s POV~ 

He will admit he has done some very stupid things in his life, but this must be the stupidest. How stupid could he be to believe being away from you and his son for almost a month would be okay? It nearly killed him as he watched you get dressed after the steamy session you had earlier. It hurt knowing that you would go back to your apartment to shower. In an hour he and the boys would help you carry your bags to the car waiting outside. It hurt knowing that he would have to stand there and watch the car disappear into the distance as it went to the airport. It killed him knowing you couldn’t be there to say goodbye like a normal couple because it was too dangerous for  you, the baby, himself,  and potentially all the boys. 

He loved his life, his career, his brothers, and above all he loved his ARMY. But sometimes people  don’t realize how much he gives up for them. Sometimes he misses out on his own life and happiness in order for everyone else to be happy. It upsets him knowing  some people think his or the other boys’ lives are easy just because they are idols. Yes, being an idol has its perks but, before any of their fame they were people. To this day they continue to be human beings with feelings. One day, as much as it pains him to think about it, he will not be an idol but he will continue to be a person who feels love and pain just like everyone else. He can’t help but feel saddened when he thinks of all the personal moments he has and will miss because it’s just one of the sacrifices he makes for his career and his ARMY. 

He tries not to let these thoughts invade his mind as he hugs you goodbye. He tries even harder not to cry because he knows it would only make you cry harder. He pecks your chapped lips and gives you a reassuring nod before going to strap Alexander into his car seat in order to give you and the boys a chance to say goodbye. 

He watched as one by one the boys came to say their goodbyes. First, was of course, their cuddly Mochi. It never took much for Jimin to cry so, it was no surprise when he came to you with tear stained cheeks telling you how much he loved you and that he was going to miss you. It took Jin’s jokes and Jungkook’s muscles to finally pry him off of you. 

The eldest and youngest then hugged you at the same time and proceeded to argue about who would miss you more, which eventually turned into then slapping each other. While they were distracted Hobi decided to step in and give a big bear hug and hand you big paper heart with his picture that he insisted you needed to keep so you wouldn’t forget him. He even requested you show it to Alexander once a day so he didn’t forget him either. 

Next came Tae with a surprise hidden behind his back. It was a Gucci shopping bag with a pair of Gucci sandals and a smaller identical pair. He said they would come in handy on the flight. Claiming something about “you being comfortable in style”. Yoongi didn’t quite hear what he said because he was too busy eyeing Namjoon as he made the final adjustments on Alexander’s car seat.

All the other boys had surrounded you and were talking about the next time you would all be together and they were making jokes in order for you to stop crying. Yet, Namjoon stood behind them with his head hung low. 

No matter how much time has passed Yoongi completely understood how his leader felt. A week before Alexander’s birthday Namjoon had confessed to Yoongi that he still had feelings to you. Not that he met to do it, he was so drunk out of his mind that he thought he was talking to Jimin. 

Images of that night came flooding back as  his leader watch you sadly as you talked to the other boys. 

~ Flashback~

It was another late night in the studio, at least for Yoongi it was. The other boys had decided to go out and get a drink after a long day of recording and practice. When the time to release a new album comes along they practically live their lives at BigHit for weeks or even  months at a time. Therefore, whatever opportunity they get to blow off some steam and relax they took.

 This was the first free night in weeks they were given so they decided to all go out together. However, Yoongi had work to do. Not on the album, but on his relationship with you. Over the past few weeks you began to get closer while planning Alexander’s birthday party. Which is why that night he decided to stay in the studio to fill goodie bags and work on decorations for the party that was quickly approaching. He wanted this to be the best first birthday he could give him’s son and you.

After hours of work he finally took a stretch break. As he walked around his studio loosening his stiff muscles he was distracted by a picture hung next to a shelf that held his most prized possessions. It was a picture of you, the 6 boys, and Alexander all sitting on the couch in their dorm. It was taken the night the boys had finally met their nephew. They all looked so happy, even Alexander wore a smile on his chubby face. He doesn’t remember exactly what the conversation you were all having was, but it must have been a good one because he could see the sparkle in your eye that only appeared when you were genuinely happy. 

He let out a sad sigh as he also recalls the look of utter pain and hatred you gave him when he said all those spiteful things to you a few weeks prior. Ever since that day he hated himself for hurting the one woman in his life he could honestly say he had fallen in love with.  He had also hurt one of his best friends over some stupid jealousy.

Sometimes he felt like he didn’t deserve to have a friend like Namjoon. Throughout Yoongi’s life he preferred solitude. He always told himself he was better by himself even if he felt lonely. He feared that one day someone would care about him and he would just end up hurting them or disappointing them. It took a couple of years for him to fully accept the love and support his bandmates gave him. In the early stages of their friendship just taking a simple complement was overwhelming for him because he never felt he deserved it. 

However, the boys never gave up on him. They persisted until he let down the protective wall he had built around himself. No one was more persistent, supportive, and encouraging than Namjoon. Some people just see him as some goofy guy that was lucky enough to become an idol. But he was so much more than that. He was intelligent, hardworking, selfless, and so many other things Yoongi wished he could be better at. Including being a better friend. 

Namjoon had kept to his promise and backed off. As expected he continued being there for you as a friend but he started hiding his feels more. He talked about you less and less until eventually the only time you came up in conversation was when he would bring up ideas on how Yoongi could make it up to you. Little did he know there was so much more his friend was hiding beneath his forced smiles. 

Yoongi had thankfully just finished tying the last  goodie bag. He swore if he saw one more Kamoman decoration he would lose it. As he started cleaning up there was a sound outside his door like someone had fallen. Knowing  he was the last person on his floor he first instinct was to fight whoever or whatever was outside that door.

Many thoughts ran through his head as he slowly approached the door, baseball bat in hand. Everything from a ghost to a zombie to an animal to one of managers, was a possibility. He held his breath as he opened his locked door and was met with Namjoon laying on the ground groaning in pain. 

“Ohhh that’s going to hurt tomorrow.” Namjoon giggled. It was not unusual to see Namjoon on the floor but his uncoordinated failed attempts to get up along with his slurred words, was a clear indicator of how drunk he was. 

“Namjoon-ah, how much did you drink?” he asked with a small laugh as he helped Namjoon to his feet.

“Well let's see. There was drinks Taeyungie got me and then Jiminie. Then Junkookie and I went shot for shot so I lost count. Our little maknae can drink.” He stated with a proud smile. 

Yoongi scooped up his tall friend as best he could and lead him into his studio. Even if Yoongi was shorter than Namjoon he managed to drag him to the couch in his studio. Yoongi guessed it was just his protective mama bear instinct that allowed him to carry his younger friend. Seeing Namjoon like this hurt him because something told him he was the reason Namjoon was in this state. 

“How did you get here?” he asked concern clearly laced in his voice. 

He just couldn’t understand how Namjoon got this drunk. He was usually the one with most self control. He preferred to sit back let the other guys drink while he babysat them. Yoongi had lost count of the amount of times Namjoon took care of him when he was in this state, maybe even worse states. . Instead of getting one of the other boys or staff members to take care of him when he was drunk mess Namjoon took the responsibility upon himself to get him home and in bed. He went as far as forgoing sleep in order to make sure Yoongi was okay during the night. The next morning he would cover for Yoongi with the managers so he could sleep in 

“Well..” he sang in his best aggio voice, “ my lovely Hosseokie was very upset with me so he took he my soju bottle from me and I WASN’T EVEN DONE WITH IT YET!” he emphasized with a childish pout and crossed arms.

Yoongi bit back a laugh at his friend’s cute behavior, that he would definitely regret tomorrow morning, as he handed him a freshly opened water bottle. 

“Here, drink this. You’ll thank me tomorrow.” Yoongi said with a smirk.

“Is it my new soju bottle just for? For keeps right?” Namjoon asked as he excitedly bounced on the couch nearly spilling the bottle everywhere. 

 “Umm, yeah., Yeah, it is just make sure you drink it all.” He replied with a small laugh. He could not recall a time he had seen Namjoon this drunk. He had to admit it was cute and endearing seeing his typically “in control” leader losing some self control.

“So how did you get here Joonie?’ he question gently. 

“Hoseokie put me in cab after he yelled at me for trying to get my soju bottle back. He told me I was cut off and that I needed to go home. He was being such a meanie even if he knew how sad I was tonight.” He stated as his eyes began to water and his pouty lips began to tremble. His confession caught Yoongi off guard. He needed to get to the bottom of this. 

“Namjoon-ah why are you so upset?” he asked softly as he placed a comforting hand on his friend’s shoulder. A sad sniffle was all he got as a response so he tried again. 

“Come one Joon you know you can tell me. I can’t help you if you don’t tell me.”

“You know why I’m upset Jimminie. Stop asking me why if you already know why.” He let out a frustrated huff. 

“ Namjoon-ah I’m not Jim-” 

“ You know it’s because of Y/N!” He yelled as he ran his hand through he already messy hair. He wiped away the tears in his eyes and sniffled as he continued. “ I love her. I love her so so much and that makes me such a bad friend to her and to hyung. And it makes me terrible uncle to my little Min Min. Because I love him so so much. I can’t love his mommy because then I break up his family. I love all of them and I respect hyung so much. If I lost any of them in my life I don’t know what I would do. I want them together so they can be happy but I want to be happy too. Y/N makes me happy but I can’t have her and don’t want her if that hurts hyung and Little Min Min. Maybe I’m just not meant to be happy.” By the end of his rant Namjoon was sobbing in Yoongi’s chest. 

“Shhh it’s okay. “ Yoongi rocked him gently just like he rocked Alexander when he was upset. 

“Namjoon-ah everything is okay. I promise Y/N, Yoongi, or Alexander would never not let you be  a part of their lives. Alexander needs his smart uncle to teach him how to read and write. Y/N needs you because you’re one of her best friends and she loves you. And... “ Yoongi’s voice broke as he fought back tears of his own. “ A-and your hyung needs you most of all. You’re not just his best friend but you’re his family and he doesn’t know what his life would be without you in it. You saved him in more ways than one. Because of you he is a better artist, friend, and father. He is the best person he could possibly be because of you, NAmjoon-ah.” A single tear fell as Yoongi continued to hold his friend and reassured him that everything would be okay.

He doesn't know how long the sat there but eventually Namjoon had cried himself to sleep. Yoongi gently cover him with a blanket. He sat at his desk for the rest of the night watching over his friend as countless thoughts ran through his mind. The next morning neither of them spoke a word about the night before. They simply went your place with the rest of the boys to have breakfast and pretend nothing ever happened. The only thing on Yoongi’s mind was:  How was he ever going to make it up to his best friend?

Yoongi recognized Namjoon’s face as he walked up to you. He wore the same sad look he had that night as he hugged you goodbye.  In that moment Yoongi vowed he would help make NAmjoon happy.

Hi guys, :)

I once again I am sorry for not posting in so long. I also apologize if this isn’t that good I am still trying to get back into the rhythm of writing. Please let me know what you think and if there are any story requests you have. This tsry is not over yet and there are more fanfics i am working on so keep an eye out. 

Thank you for your love and support. I hope you enjoy :)

(more drama to come) ;)

[bts-trashxoxo]

my lover better react like this when i say ily

[nevermintyoongi]

No More Dream | Part 1

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[cinaminho]

Do you ever just...

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*just anything that has to do with them*

...yeah me too

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Deep | Chapter 7

Deep | M.YG ✧ Pairing: Min Yoongi x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,fake dating au,contract ✧ synopsis; you're in love with your childhood friend but he does not see you more than just a friend. One day you ask him to be more than just friends, he agrees. ✧ word count: 8.2k ✧ Theme song: Fri(end)s by V a/n: comment to be in permanent taglist!

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Leaning against his bedroom door I watch him as he laid on his bed, back against his headboard with a pillow to give him comfort. His arms were crossed against his chest as it rose and fell; wet hair glistening his forehead with water, his eyes shut unbothered. once you both arrived you went to your apartment to shower since he pushed you towards your apartment saying he also wanted to shower. 

pursing your lips as you walked to your door, a small laugh left his lips, he grabs your hand gently pulling you towards him"i'm not saying you can't come back, I can come to you once i'm done" he plants a kiss on your forehead, your heart getting all jittery and you couldn't hide the emotions on your face. He wounds his arm around you as you look up at him smiling "i'll come to you" you pull him down, wrapping your arms around his neck as you give him a quick kiss before hurriedly leaving. 

you should be disappointed, he fell asleep while waiting for you. but there was a rather blissful feeling as you watch him sleep. his brows furrowed in his sleep as if even then he was in deep thought. you stood there admiring him for a good minute before he opened his eyes, staring back at you he raises a brow "for how long are you planning to stand there and watch me" he wipes his cheek which had a trail of droplets from his wet hair. "you shouldn't sleep with your hair wet" your voice was calm, but your heart was jittery. 

"I was gonna dry it, but once I sat here" he lets out a stretched yawn "I just couldn't get up" you knew he was exhausted lately. He continued to stare at you with tired eyes, all you could do was give him a smile. 

walking to his closet you pull a basket out that contained folded towels, turning to look at you he watched as you pick it up for him to see. you receive a small smile from him, climbing into the bed you sit by his stretched legs bring the the towel to his head.

"ready for midterms" his voice groggily, you knew he loved this. your hands massaging his head as you dry his wet hair, he was more than happy and could fall asleep at the moment which was why he strikes the conversation. 

"yeah, you?" 

he gives you a small nod 

you move to the crown of his head, "come here" he says, having a good hold on your waist as he lifts you to straddle him "this is better" 

thump , thump 

your heart began to beat harder against your chest, making you nervous as to think he would hear your ridiculous reaction. 

"wha-"

"come on, finish so we can sleep" he buries his face in the crook of your neck, arms lazily holding you in a embrace. "ok" you manage to say as you dry the remaining bits of hair which didn't take long. Finished, you spread the towel on the headboard to let it dry from the dampness. "i'm done" he hums to your voice but doesn't budge. 

"yoongi" you say quietly. 

his hands which had only been hugging her begin to slip into his t-shirt which laid on your frame. a shiver runs down your spine as his cold hand touches your back. "wait y-yoongi" your hands clinging to his shoulders. "relax" he chuckles "we aren't doing anything today" 

"but.." bitting on your bottom lip as he strokes your back in a slow motion. "everything's in plan" 

 finally letting you see his face which to your surprise was no where near as flustered as your but rather he looked amused. laughing, he drawls"what is this a mission or something" he shakes his head as he laughs "it has to be natural, not forced" his head tilts to the side as his eyes watch you. 

"you just don't think i'm ready" you let go of his shoulders as you slump down on his lap. he gazed at you without a word. his brown eyes watching you pursing your lips while you looked away. 

"it's not you that's not ready" 

you sat there blinking at him, confused at the words that slipped from his mouth. but he did not budge but rather he continued to stare into your eyes as if he had something to add onto his comment. 

wanting him to not stop and explain what he meant "what do you mean" his eyes slowly falling onto your lips as he watched them move to your  voice. licking his lips which formed a small smile he shakes his head "forget it" his arms becoming firm on your waist caused you to grip his arm as he leaned forward pressing his lips to yours, pushing his tongue into your mouth. the sensation of his soft tongue made you melt into his arms "was it really only one cup" he breathes out, tilting your head back to give him access to your neck as he delivers kisses to your skin

"what" you manage to say, a soft whimper  leaving your lips as he bites your shoulder only to have him kiss the same place "I can still taste it, the faint taste of whatever you drank tonight" a deep flush colored your cheeks as he entwined his wet tongue with yours once more, hungrily kissing your lips as if he wanted to swallow you whole. when your lips finally pulled apart, his hot breath fanned your face, "breath y/n" he can't help but chuckle at your flushed dazed appearance as you held your breath. 

"yoongi" your hands cupping his face, your turn to kiss him deeply but he quickly takes over ending it just as he started. "thats...it for now" he says out of breath. 

both of your chests rising and falling as you take deep breaths. his forehead against yours "good night y/n" he whispers, kissing your forehead. swinging your leg off of him you take your place next to him. Your body was radiating excessive heat, your eyes burning from the kissing. you lay down, trying to calm down but he gives you no chance as his arm wraps around your waist pulling you into his chest. glancing up at him, he was unfazed eyes already shut. 

"sleep" he says to in which you wrap your arms around his waist, and buried your face into his chest.

"i'm in love" you say, looking up at jihye who smiled at your words. the two of you sat on the grass in a open field not far from campus. flowers of all kind coexisted in this field, students tend to have picnics here or just escape for a while during their studies. "i'm not surprised" she boops your nose in a teasing matter. your head was on her lap as she leaned against a tree, the two of you deciding to be under the shade rather than under the harsh sun. 

"what do you think he meant, it's not like it's his first time"  you watch her, as he pursed her lips in thought. "it will be, with you" she smiles "you're not just anyone. this could be something he could've wanted but never thought of having" she continues to speak her mind but this time it was you who laughed. 

sitting up, you lean against the tree "the heat is cooking your brain jihye" 

"why?" she exclaims, offended. 

"it's not possible"

"what isn't"

"he never wanted me that way, we've only ever been friends in his eyes" the words coming out of your mouth sounded as if you were telling yourself rather than her. your fist grasped the grass as you pulled it from the ground "y/n, i sometimes think your a idiot" 

"what?"

"I told you, yoongi has had a crush on you. but no matter how many times I say it you don't believe me" she sighs, tossing the flowers she had plucked from the grown. nibbling on your lip you release a flustered cry "i don't care, as long as i don't hear it from him directly. i won't delude myself" defeated she lays her head on your lap "yeah whatever. from what I've heard he's never been a kisser but it seems he just can't get enough from you" your cheeks colored with a deep blush, causing jihye to smirk. content with the reaction from you she shuts her eyes "now shut up we have twenty minutes before we have to start walking back" 

"I thought I was going to die" jihye's body drops next to yours, the campus lounge was empty since everyone else was still taking their midterms; some students scattered around either eating or studying. 

"do you have exams tomorrow?" she passes you your favorite drink. thanking her, you sit up "no thankfully today was my last day" 

 "we should go on a trip then" she says excitedly 

"a trip?" taking out your phone you check if there was any message from him but there wasn't. 

"glamping" she voices 

"glamping?"

"yeah, apparently it's trendy for friend trips and couples" she nudges your arm, eyebrows wriggling. "shut up" you push her away, taehyung and jungkook coming into view. "can you not right now" you plead. 

"you guys done? i'm starving, lets eat" taehyung sits on the ground in front of the two, while jungkook takes the seat next to you. "we're waiting for everyone else" jihye sighs, she was also hungry and you were the one who specifically said that you were waiting for yoongi and the rest of course...

"guys, I was telling y/n. what if we go on a trip" she brings it up once more, scooting away from you since she already heard your opinion over it. taehyung's eyes light up, he sits up giving jihye his complete attention "I wanted us to go glamping, I know of a place not so far....and I'm really hoping you guys say yes cause I reserved for all of us" she gives a sheepish smile, "jihye!" you scold her. "you don't even know if we have plans for the break or not" 

"yoongi said he didn't, do you" taehyung speaks up, frowning. probably thinking you're being boring. "no but..." in fact you were planning to just stay home and catch up on the projects that you had been procrastinating on because of all the drama you caused in your life. "come on we just finished midterms and we need a break. all of us" jungkook speaks up for the first time, his gentle voice rings in your ear from how close he is to you. you look at jungkook who's golden doe eyes are staring right back at you. "it'll be fun" he smiles

jihye and taehyung nod at his comment but gave your disapproval sigh no regards as they went back to talking about what we could do there.

"I thought you guys were having a one time thing" jungkook was scrolling through his phone but glanced up at you the moment you looked at him "no, they're dating" you glare at taehyung who raises his hands in defeat. 

you didn't care if jungkook knew, in fact this is what you wanted but when he looks at you with those curious and judging eyes it makes you feel small.  yoongi's stupid words replayed in your head, on how jungkook could've been better for you. you couldn't even talk about it with someone without them raising the question if you were becoming interested in jungkook. 

you just wanted to know why he thought jungkook would be the guy for you. "we're dating" you say for him to hear, which he just gives you a slight look  "cool" 

you nod, taking a sip from your drink trying to tune in to jihye and taehyung talking about the trip but you kept wanting to look at the man next to you who was typing away on his phone. the small tattoos decorating his hand made you wanna ask what they mean or if there even is a meaning behind them. you wondered if getting his sleeve done was painful and what was the whole process. 

"I thought the two of you were just best friends...honestly the fact that you know him so well surprises me that you're willing to date him. no offense of course" he chuckles, eyes never leaving his screen. 

you stare at him, not knowing what to respond. licking your lips you let out a low chuckle "crazy right..it just ended up this way" 

"Seems like it" he glances at you, catching your eyes on his tatted arm "you can ask you know, about them" he puts the phone down, sitting up from his slouching position he rolls up the little bit of sleeve he had to show you the entire art piece. 

"did it hurt" 

"what do you think?" he raises a brow, you sit back getting annoyed by his 

"I think that with this much done" your eyes sweep his arm as you take in all the details. "you probably passed out half way and the artist just did the rest with you unconscious" jungkook snorts, seeing your serious face he couldn't help but laugh "y/n, it wasn't all done in a day. i got it done by parts" he purses his lips trying to hold back his laugh. You can feel your ears heat up from embarrassment and your cheeks flushed "shut up, I knew that I was only joking" 

"no no, you looked really serious" turning your body to completely face him, taking his arm and spreading it in front of you. "what's the meaning to the flower" you ask as you turn his arm, giving you full view of his forearm "it's my birth flower" 

"oh, it's pretty"

"thank you" 

"do the others have meaning?" 

"most of them, others were just for fun...but I think i'll tell you their meanings another time" he smiles, moving his arm away from you as his chin nudges behind you. turning around to see where he was looking. you see yoongi walking down the stairs with namjoon and jimin, he looked frustrated as he exchanged words with namjoon before catching your eyes from across the room. 

jihye gets up from her spot, crossing her arms "finally you guys decide to join us, we're starving" she glares at the three men who join us at our little spot. "well no one told you to wait" yoongi scowls, sitting down next to you taking her spot. 

"hey" 

"hey, how were your exams?" you smile at him as he looks your way. 

he shrugs "i'm just glad they're over"  he leans in catching you off guard as his lips catch yours in a sweet but short kiss which ended before you could even gather yourself. leaving you in a daze, he grins licking his lips as he sat back.  

"cut it out" taehyung and jihye say in unison as they gag. yoongi rolled his eyes at the two but his face stayed indifferent as his arm stretches behind you along the backrest. 

"we should get something to eat before I really do vomit" jihye shakes her head at the couple as she drags her feet grumbling something under her breath with jungkook and taehyung behind her as they volunteered to get  lunch. "your exams, how were they?" his eyes were barely opened as he tried to make conversation. you in the other hand was still stuck in the daze from the kiss he just planted on you. "good i guess..." you mumble, he sits up looking at you with a intense stare "you know we have to graduate soon right, did you study"

"yes i did alright, stop treating me like some kid" you cross your arms, annoyed by his stupid comments. he clearly is just concerned but he could at least have some hope in you. you've made it this far already, so what gives. "I'm not, you know that you-"

"well you wouldn't be questioning me if our study session wasn't interrupted now would you" you spat, yoongi scoffs his tongue poking his inner cheek as he sits back "you don't ever let shit go, do you?" he questions, his voice displaying his annoyance towards you. shrugging your shoulders you stand from your seat "i'm gonna go help them bring over the food" you tell the others sitting around as they watched the two of you fight. 

hoping he'd get up and follow you and say something like lets talk or we're talking  but like every other time he just sat there and stared at you with a amused look on his face that triggered your anger even more. 

namjoon stared at the couple and watched as you walked away. he watched how yoongi's eyes followed you "you just love making her angry, don't you" he snickers 

jimin scoffs "tell me about it, last time I went to his place they were also fighting" shaking his head he lets out a heavy sigh "it was hard to eat then, and it'll be hard today too" the three walk to a empty table as yoongi pulls out a chair placing his bag on it, saving you a seat.

"there are more tables not just this one, do yourself a favor and find a different one" yoongi shrugged as if saying he didn't care about his feelings. Jimin flicked him off and took his seat  "the ones that need to have their own table is y/n and you, you'd think she'd be happy dating you but all i've seen is that she's stressed or angry" jimin doesn't take the hint when he sees yoongi glaring at him with a face that screamed shut the fuck up but he decided to just keep ranting. 

"let them be, he knows what he's doing" namjoon sighs. 

soon everyone came back with food that could be shared between all of you. you were watching how yoongi didn't eat much but only enough to not be with a empty stomach till dinner. "are you not feeling well?" you lean in, whispering to him. reaching for his hand he looks down. "you're done right, with your exams and all" he mumbles back. giving him a nod he sighs in relief "then lets go home" 

"wait!" jihye exclaims, standing from her seat. startling you as she suddenly yelled. everyone looked at her with questioning looks while taehyung who dropped his cheese puff from her sudden scream glared at her. 

"glamping, lets all go glamping" she gives her radiant  smile.

"fuck off" yoongi  spats, pulling you up from your seat as he grabs both your bags. 

"but taehyung said that you didn't have plans and y/n isn't doing anything either" she whines. you glare at her at her for bringing you into it. yoongi on the other hand looks at you, waiting to see what you would say. 

"do you want to go" 

"not really.." you mumble 

"then we don't go, have fun" he blandly says

"but I already got everything reserved" she grabs onto your other arm, giving you her pleading eyes to reconsider. 

you start to feel bad, you knew that she wanted you to have a break and hinted at the whole couple situation but how could you possible ask to go when the projects you had been procrastinating on were due soon.  

"jihye" you whine

"when are you guys leaving" yoongi sighs behind you.

"tomorrow" jihye answers quickly, not knowing why he was asking but wasn't gonna waste the chance. 

"we'll leave on Saturday, for now leave us alone" his arm wounds your shoulder as he pulls you away, taking you with him. 

you told yourself since you both were leaving a day late you'd work on your projects all day and then take your computer with you and finish there without yoongi knowing. but the moment you both arrived at his apartment he dragged you into bed and said he just wanted to sleep, that he was tired. 

"let me just get my computer" you pinch his side, annoyed at how he trapped you in his arms. "why just sleep" he whines 

"yoongi, pleasee" you whine 

"fine" he sits up, reaching for the bags he had placed on the floor. grabbing yours he hands you the computer. once you sit up and place it on your lap he lays back down on his stomach but his arm wraps around your waist. "you're so lazy" you laugh 

"yeah yeah what ever" he grumbles 

lately this is all theres been between the two of you, it's no different to how it was before just that there is a lot of making out. your eyes begin to feel tired cause of staring at the screen for three hours now. "that's it for today" you mumble to yourself. carefully closing the computer and putting it aside. you could hear his small snores, finally falling asleep after he stared at you for a while before he finally fell asleep. you gently brushed aside the messy locks covering his face. 

the tip of your index finger tracing his facial features. you knew something had been bothering him lately. he tends to be this way when he has a lot on his mind, but he wasn't ready to tell you what was wrong or he was not going to tell you at all. 

his eyelids flutter open as he looks at you through his brushed bangs "sorry, did I wake you" stretching his arms he lets out a groan 

"no"

"did you rest" 

"some what" his eyes watched you as you lay next to him "has something been bothering you" you ask but he doesn't answer. 

"if it's me-"

"no, it's not" he sits up, "i've just been having to deal with something my dad put on me. don't worry. now that I brought it up, I'm going back home tomorrow. want to come?" 

you sit up, surprised.  "home?" it must have to do with what he just said. giving him a small nod he gets up from the bed "then start packing, we're leaving early that way we join everyone else after"

"alright, i'ma call mom. honestly I miss Hajun" you grin. walking out of the room as you hear him laugh "yeah I bet he misses you too" 

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

You made sure to make extra food this time, last time he decided to eat your share. "you got everything?" he yells from his room "yes" you yell back as you finish packing your drinks. "did you want your computer?" he walks from his room two bags in hand and your computer in the other "yes please" you mumble, focused on what you were doing. 

"it's spring break, why?" he groans, shoving it into his bag. 

"Just.." you give him a small smile, he would cancel the glamping trip instantly if he knew you were trying to work on your project and would definitely send you to your apartment alone to finish it. his sudden laugh causes you to look up at him. 

"what"

"i honestly thought you'd be bringing your books with you" rolling your eyes at his comment he walks into the kitchen, his laugh dying as he stands behind you hugging you as he stops your hands from wrapping a snack as he intertwines his fingers with yours  "you made a lot this time" he mumbles 

"yeah, last time you ate my share" 

"it always tastes better" he kisses your neck, your hair was braided and rested on your shoulder. his nose brushing against your skin as he continues to give you kisses. the dress you had on complimented all your curves, his free hand begins to play with the small bows resting on your shoulder which were the ones that held your top piece up. 

"you look beautiful" 

you could feel your ears heat up as you hear his low voice next to your ear "do we really have to go" he whines, his forehead resting on your shoulder. you chuckle "you're the one that said we had to go" 

"yeah but I rather do something else" before you could ask him what that could be his hand was already traveling up your thigh gripping it slowly as he kissed your neck, slowly sucking on the exposed skin. "did you start it" he mumbles, titling your head to the side you give him more access to your neck "what" you breathe out, bitting your lower lip he nips your earlobe, a rush of heat surges throughout your body leading to your aching core. 

"the pill"

"yes, last week" you answer automatically. 

he chuckles at your quickness to answer him, "good" pulling your underwear aside he slides his finger in "look at that, already wet for me huh" he chuckles kissing your neck once more before he starts thrusting his finger into you. your legs tremble at the sudden pleasure, making you grip the counter. "don't worry, i'm holding you" his low voice doesn't help but his grip around your waist tightens as he adds another finger thrusting into you without warning. your hips in rhythm to his fingers, barely keeping your mind from going insane as the sensation travels through your body. 

you can feel him getting hard as it pressed up against your ass, pressing your ass back, rubbing against him. "so fucking needy, are we?" he groans. gripping your jaw he turns your head, smashing his lips on to your as he molds your lips with his. the kiss starts off slow and sweet "come here" he says as he pulls his fingers out, a small moan escaping your mouth as he turns you. gripping your thighs he lifts you up, you wrap your legs and arms around him quickly as you felt like you would fall if you didn't. before you could say anything in the matter of you almost busting your shit he begins you kiss you once more as he starts to walks. 

you didn't have any sense of direction, your fingers gripped his locks as he sucked on your lips, the two of you tumble onto the bed, giving you a second of air as he pulls his phone out of his pocket, tossing it somewhere on the bed. he continues to kiss you until you began to push at his shoulder begging for air. "you're still bad at this" he says between the kiss. 

"fuck off" you curse at him, while you pull away and gasp for air, he doesn't waste time leaving a trail of kisses down your neck, licking, sucking. your grip on his locks stays firm as his hand cups your breast over the dress. "are you sure you want this" his index finger takes hold of your strap trialing up until he reaches the bow 

"hmm" he kisses your shoulder, annoyed that he kept asking you the same question every time you cup his face forcefully and kissed him, sucking his bottom lip. unable to stop the quiet moan rising in your throat as your tongues rolled against each other, as he caressed your thighs resting between them. your dress falling to your waist as you expose your bottom to him. "you're so gorgeous, have i told you that" just as he began pressing his lips against your neck, cleavage. his phone rang. 

"fuck" he groans. sitting up, he picks up his phone scowling at the caller ID. "are you gonna answ-"

"fuck no" pressing his finger against the side he slides on the screen turning off his phone completely as he tosses it towards the ground, not caring if something happened to his screen. your heart was beating against your chest as you watch him hold the hem of his shirt as he pulls it over his head, getting rid of it. 

thump , thump 

gripping your thighs as he pulls you down from you leaning on your elbows, he pulls your underwear as you lift your hips. he pressed two fingers into you. gasping, whining, trying to buck your hips as to grind yourself into his hand but he grinned at your attempt "you want it that bad huh" he stopped moving. 

"yoongi" you whine, catching your breath 

"what"

"please" his dick twitched at your pleading voice, but he felt like teasing you. you were right, lately he had been stressed. and how does he deal with stress?

by having sex, but he didn't want it to be a quick fuck and feel good on his own. no, it was you this was different, but as he watched you squirm underneath him, your eyes tearing up with pleasure as your mouth was agape at every sudden move. 

"Don't tempt me y/n, it's using every inch of me to not just fuck you right now" 

"I don't want it to be too painful for you, but your pushing it. i don't usually put too much time into this part" what am I saying  he tells himself, wanting to slap himself for the dumb shit that came out of his mouth but instead he curled his fingers inside you as his thumb rubbed circles over your clit. you gripped his shoulder,  gripping your thighs hard he lowers his mouth to you. 

"fuck" you breath hitched, gripping the bed sheets. he licks from your core to your clit, licking through your folds as he takes every last drop of you. swirling his tongue around your clit before sealing his lips and sucking hard. 

your body jolts, hand covering your mouth your head tipped back. pulling your thighs he brings you closer to him, his eyes watching you as you lose your mind over his tongue. your thighs tense, twitching under his hands. lifting his head, you quickly pull him into a kiss, eager to kiss him. if someone asked you what part of yoongi you loved the most it would be his lips. you smile into the kiss, yoongi ignoring it but his heart still squeezed at the small gesture. 

he quickly unties the two bows that laid on your shoulders and pulled your dress off of you.exposing your chest to the cool air, sending shivers down your back.  his hands slid down from your arms until they reached your breasts, curling his hands around and giving it a tight squeeze, getting a small whimper from you. 

he skillfully plays with your nipples between his fingers as he begins to grind his hips against yours. taking your nipples between his teeth as he tugs on it gently. "please... yoongi" you whine. he ignores you, his soft lips connected with your nipple, sucking on it tenderly, while his one hand starts to play with your other nipple; rubbing it, squeezing it, pulling it and pinching it. 

"you like this hmm" he touches your folds, feeling how dripping wet you were "you like having your tits sucked by me" he teased. not expecting a verbal response from you as your back arched once his lips connected again to your nipple. 

leaning back he watches as you lay beneath him a complete mess. he caresses your thighs as he stares at you for a bit "you tired?" he smirks, pinching your thigh making your body jolt. 

"I thought you didn't like spending a lot of time at this" you spat. 

"but seeing you like this, it was worth it" he kisses your forehead. you sit up, kissing him passionately. he smirks as you suck on his lips but soon groans as you palm him through his pants "fuck" he growls as he holds your hand "look at you, getting hard from just watching and kissing me. who's really the needy one" you grin. 

"you got a lot to say when it's you who want's my dick" taking the opportunity your lips attack his jaw, trailing down to his neck  leaving kisses along the way, sucking on his skin harshly. 

you feel as his breath becomes hitched, kissing his adam apple as he swallows hard. holding your waist he lets you do what you want, waiting for you to finish having your fun. your hand makes it's way to his waistband, swiftly freed his hard cock from its containment. 

you begin to feel annoyed as he didn't voice his pleasure as you had done under his touch. but you can sense a bit of reluctance when your fingers caressed his length, your thumb rubbed over the tip. a string of curse words left his mouth as you began to move your hand, his hand on top of yours as he helped your clumsiness. 

retreating your hand once he lets go, he stands from the bed undressing completely as he walks to a bag that he had packed. 

pulling out a black box he opens it, taking out the string of condoms he drops the box. bringing them all to back with him. 

"all of them" your eyes widen, voicing your mind without wanting to. he laughs at the fear in your eyes. "slow down, babe" he shakes his head as he laughed. 

giving himself a few pumps he begins to put on the condom as he gets back in his place between your legs. wanting to see what he'd say you hold his hand "and if we don't use one" 

a grin appears on his face " i don't think you can handle me without one yet" you pout at his remark. letting go of his hand "you act as if you're that great"

"you'll see right now" he grabs your ankle, pulling you down as pulls your waist towards him. rubbing the tip of his cock as it gets coated with your wetness. 

he feels your body tense beneath him and his eyes dart towards your face "you can't do that, relax" he caresses your thigh. you give him a small nod, swallowing hard before you take a deep breath. 

spreading the lips of your pussy he rubs the tip against your clit. lining his cock to your entrance he barely manages to enter his tip before you grips his arms, your body tensing up again. he stops moving, kissing you slowly as he waits till he feels you relax a little to enter you a bit more. "deep breaths, y/n" he whispers to your ear as he grips your waist lifting it slightly higher angling  himself better. "wait" you cry out, and he stops moving. staring at you, as both your chests raise and fall at the same rhythm "this is torture y/n, i promise once i'm completely in and we start then you'll feel better" he groans as your body twitched. 

"ok"

"can i?"

you nod, he kisses you once more. not moving at all as his tongue sucks on yours. your arms wrapped around him as you pull him closer to you. with a swift move, he thrusts his hips forward entering you completely a moan of contentment left his lips. 

you bit down on your lower lip at the sudden pain, watching how yoongi's eyes shut for a split second as he mutters a curse. "are you alright" he manages to say. 

you nod slowly, he waits for a moment as you calm down. trying to keep himself sane, his body shivers at your hips moving. "fuck" he curses gripping your waist "it's fine" you whisper, eager to feel him move inside you. as much as he wanted to give you what he wanted, he couldn't help but kiss you deeply instead wanting you to memorize everything about this moment knowing he was going to. 

he wanted you to remember how it felt to have him inside you, and wish you'd only ever want him, kissing you deeply once more he began to moving his hips against yours, in a slow motion. his dick throbs inside you as your walls clenched around him "your so fucking tight, you're making it hard for me not to ignore that it's your first time" he seethes through his teeth as he shuts his eyes. 

"just do it" you begged, his slow movements had helped but the pain you felt was now subsiding with something else. your words snapped the last string of sanity he had, yoongi caught his breath, having reached his limits of patience.  gripping your lips as he motioned you to wrap them around his waist giving him a better angle to thrust in deeper. 

yoongi slid out of you, but soon thrusted into you again, your thighs quivering as you held onto his arms for support. droplets of sweat trickled down his forehead and soaked his long lashes. you drew him closer, he released a moan, moving with greater urgency. soon all the pain you had felt disappeared, all you could feel was pleasure sending shivers down your spine. moaning softly as your bodies, pressed together, pulsated wildly like a pair of drums. 

your body burning feverishly as you began to rock your hips, wishing he'd give you a more intense pleasure and he understood. he hungrily takes your lips, as if to devour you. rubbing his tongue against yours. 

"you're driving me crazy" mumbling to himself as he begins to thrust more deeply into you. already had filling you completely, yet he drove himself in deeper as if he were still unsatisfied. you could no longer comprehend his nor the words coming out from your mouth as he thrusted into her faster each time. you felt how you were so close, your walls clenching around him causing him to make swifter moves as he entered you. 

"y-yoongi" you cried out. he grunts at your voice, pulling out of you only to plunge even deeper.  your back arches as your head falls back. kissing your neck, licking then sucking he hums against your skin as he feels you cum all over his cock. your nails dig into his arm as you convulsed with pleasure. your body sending him over the edge before long, he reached his climax making you shudder as he continues to pound into you. 

when yoongi finally eventually raised himself, you could see his lust filled eyes. and a part of you knew that he needed more. you lay as he sits back both of you catching your breath. you watching him remove the condom but he was hard again, standing from the bed as a groan escapes his mouth you suddenly grab his arm pulling him back. 

catching him off guard, he pressing on the bed on one knee before he could fall on top of you "what's wrong? are you pain?" he asks, his eyes filled with concern 

"where are you going" you ask quietly

"i'm gonna toss this out" he caresses your face, kissing your forehead, he gets  up once more getting rid of the condom. 

"yoongi" 

"hmm" he answers, coming back to you. "you're still hard, did you no-"

"don't mind me, get up you have to go-" not wanting him to reject you, you pull him into a kiss once more, as you push your body back you bring him with you. 

"fuck...I really want to go eas-"

"i didn't ask you to" you whine

"I haven't had sex ever since you started playin  this game of yours, don't start something you won't be able to handle" 

his eyes scanned your face, muttering a curse he abruptly grabs you, flipping you face down on the bed. before you could process what he was doing you hear him rip another condom and wasted no time as he rubbed his large, still-erect shaft against your opening. entering you before you could even speak you grip the bed sheets at the sensitivity of your insides due to your recent climax. he begins to move his hips after a moment of letting you adjust, pushing your legs apart with his knee he thrusts deeper making you fall flat on your stomach. his tip pounding into a particular part causing your back to arch.

"wait s-slow down" 

"I told you not to start something" he whispers to your ear before kissing your back "y-yoongi, it feels so good" you cried out. your words not helping but rather causing him to quicken his pace as he  thrusts his hips into you. you walls clench around him and in a moment you climaxed him following you. 

as he pulled out of you, hearing your small whimpers he wished he had done it raw. wanting to feel you more, but he needed to control himself, he already did more than he told himself he would. as you laid on your back, your eyes closed as you felt your heart not calming down at all. 

yoongi peppered you with gentle pecks as he brushed back your hair that stuck to your forehead due to the sweat. "Sorry I was harsh on you wasn't I" he kisses your cheek. 

"No" you assure him, kissing him back. 

you showered first, he ran around getting everything for you. going to his packed luggage to pull out a big shirt of his so you wouldn't have to wear something tight on your sensitive nips that he bit and sucked on. 

after you returned to the bedroom you found him changing the bed sheets, he took a quick shower. "are you hungry" he walks into the room drying his hair with a towel. 

"not really, what time even is it" you reach down picking up his phone that had landed by the night stand. checking the screen you see that the screen was in good shape and nothing had happened. turning the phone to yoongi who was leaning against the frame as he dried his hair looked uninterested in the condition the phone could be in. you begin to turn the phone on as you see him walk out of the room. 

he walks into the kitchen, opening the bag of snacks you had packed and found a container filled with grapes and strawberries. grabbing two napkins he opens the container tossing the top into the sink as he makes way back to the room. 

"you got 10 missed calls from you're dad, 5 missed calls from your mom and a shit load of messages" you show him his phone which he takes from your hand, placing it on the night stand. "here eat this, even if your not hungry" he grabs a grape, pressing it against your lips your reluctant to eat it at first which his brow raises in question. 

opening your mouth slightly he pushes the grape in, as you begin to chew he eats one as well. walking around to the opposite side he gets in the bed. back up against the headboard as he picks up a strawberry this time which you had already taken the green stem from them earlier "here" he says, bitting the big strawberry to a smaller bite size. you smile at him, crawling up to him as you sit facing him. letting him feed you. 

you both only ate to the middle of the container before his lips were all over yours once more. you were straddling him, his thumb brushed against the outline of your lips "should we not go to the trip" he says. 

"you told them we would" which he shrugs in response as if saying he didn't give a shit.

you laugh at his response. "where even is my phone" you look around "my mom must've been calling me too, she thought we were coming" he then pulls you into a hug. 

"she'll be fine" 

"what you gonna tell my dad huh" you arch your brow at him, which he purses his lips in thought "that we couldn't make it cause I was too busy fucking his dau-" you slap his chest playfully as the two of you start laughing. 

"we'll come up with an excuse when we have to cross that bridge" and as if they were hearing his phone rings, father written as the caller ID. 

"speaking of the devil" he lifts the phone, answering it. 

you could hear his dad clearly upset as he yelled from the other end. while yoongi in the other hand stared at you eyeing your body as he plays with the hem of his shirt which fell on your thighs. you had nothing but your underwear underneath. 

the call continued, and all he did was listen as his hand caressed your thigh his thumb brushing against your skin. 

suddenly, his hand stops and his jaw clenches. "i'm not interested, I told you" he says through clench teeth. you stare at him worried as he tilts his head back,  letting out a long frustrated sigh. you then placed your hand on his naked chest, he didn't move at all as he continues to hear his father rant about something you couldn't make out. leaning into him you begin to kiss his neck making his body tense up as he lifts his head to face you he mouths cut it out 

but you ignore him and continue to kiss and suck on his skin as he had done to you earlier. but he wasn't having it and pushes you back gently, grabbing a grape and pressing it into your lips as you take it in. 

he laughs at your shock face, soon regretting it as you hear his dad yell once more. but you couldn't keep it in and laughed too. 

he lets out a sigh "i'm with y/n, I couldn't go home cause she needed me for something" he grins, giving you thigh a good grip, your face blushing a pink color as he passes the phone to you. 

"y/n, darling how you been" he exclaims 

"i'm good, sorry i kept yoongi back" you shyly say into the phone, he automatically says it was fine and began to ask you how you were doing. you open your mouth to answer but you end up gasping as your feel yoongi grope your ass, his lips were against your clothed nipple as sucked through the shirt. "you're right" you say letting out a chuckle as you press your palm against his forehead pushing him away. 

"yes, next time i'll make sure he goes home" you say goodbye, hanging up the phone "why" you glare at him. 

"what" he shrugs "you can do it but I can't?" he scoffs 

"you're something" 

"and your gorgeous" he hugs you tightly. you both laid in the bed and talked about random things, or kissed. you never really thought he was the kissing type of guy and it made you wonder if he made all the other girls feel all jittery inside. did he lay in bed with them too just as we are now. 

he watches you as you hug his waist, head on his arm. his hand caresses your cheek as he lifts your chin "what are you thinking about" he mumbles. 

"nothing" you give him a small smile but he doesn't buy it "come on, tell me what is it" 

"it's dumb"

"ok, let me be the one to tell you" he laughs as you try to move away from him, rolling your eyes. "i'm joking come on, come here" he manages to bring you back but only cause you let him. "we're you like this with them too" you mumble, hiding your face into this chest. he couldn't comprehend your words so he tried to pull you back and make you repeat it. 

"just forget it, i'm overthinking shit" you whine. 

"come on tell me" he whines back, mimicking you. 

"fine, I said if you were like this with them too" your cheeks became a dark shade of red as you stared at him. he was confused, not really understanding. and why would he know what you meant right away, he was enjoying this. enjoying this moment with you, not thinking about anyones else but you. 

"who?"

nibbling on your lip you speak up "all your other girls, eunju for example"

"If i'm meeting up to have sex then that's it" he sits up, annoyed that you brought her up again, not really understanding why she had to be brought up to begin with. you stared at him as if not believing his words. 

"plus we're dating remember" either way, it's you. so how can I treat you coldly. he should of said but couldn't 

his hand itched to touch your face and comfort you but you're next words stopped him from doing so. 

"fake dating" you say, regretting instantly as his face twists with a emotion you had never seen. 

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Hello!! I just got to know your blog and I loved it! Could make a reaction where you are friends with the boys for a long time and recently u started dating one of them but they find out u already kissed some of the other members? (Gosh english is not my first language, hope it made sense) hahahaha thanks anyway ☺️

Finding out that you kissed another member ~Hyung Line

I really hope this is to your liking!!! Here is the hyung line, the Maknae will be up soon!!!

Seokjin

You and Seokjin were sitting around the dorms with the rest of the members. You two had been dating for like past month They started talking about crazy games they played as kids.

Before you knew it you all were talking about kissing and trying to figure out who was the better kisser. Little did they know, you and Seokjin were together. And little did Jin know, you kissed one of the members.

You were trying to figure out a way to get out of this conversation before someone started to point out that you kissed them.

“Guys I’m going to get some food.” you said standing to your feet. “ Be right back!”

“No wait!” Hobi called sitting up from his spot on the floor. “Y/n be honest, I’m a good kisser, right?”

You looked at him, eyes wide before you looked at Jin whose mouth was hung wide open. He crossed his arms sitting back more, looking at you.

“Well answer the question…”Jin said a little harshly.

“I mean I don’t really remember. It was a while ago, Hobs”

You held your hands up in defence as Tae let out a chuckle.

“She told me you were a great kisser.” Tae added sitting back proud of himself. Why did this have to be happening now? Who even brought up the fucking subject!

Jimin smirked at you, he could see you weren’t comfortable about the subject, but was he going to make it any better, no!

“Who haven’t you kissed, Y/n?” His smug face made you want to punch him in it. But you didn’t want to make yourself even more embarrassed then you already were.

Cheeks in flames you looked back at Jin who just looked back at you. Part of you knew you were in trouble. But maybe he will just brush it off since you guys just started dating and all of this happened a while ago.

Namjoon clapped his hands standing up as well. “ I think we should all go get some food. It’s starting to get late and some of the good places are going to close soon.” He headed towards the door along with everyone but you and Jin.

“You guys go ahead, Y/n and I will catch up soon.” Jin finally spoke, not taking his eyes off of you. Everyone was gone and he stood up towering over.

“Who else did you kiss?” He asked curious about it. The thing is, he didn’t really feel mad. He was purely shocked about the whole thing.

You looked at him kind of afraid to answer his question.

“ I’m not mad at you,” He assured moving over touching your arm. “ I just want to know who the other members were that you kissed.”

You cleared your throat tapping you fingers on your leg.

“Just Hoseok…” You answered ready to take whatever came next. What you didn’t expect was for Jin too began laughing. You looked up at him confused.

“What so funny?” You asked him, hoping it would be something that you both could laugh at.

“Oh nothing,” He said catching his breath. “ You have to answer this one question then we can go.”

“Alright,” You said pushing your hair behind yourself.

“I’m the better kisser right?”

You looked at him smiling wide at his question. You nodded you head.

“Fuck yeah!”

“That’s all I need to know,” He said taking your hand and lead you out of the dorms.

Yoongi

You looked up at the time before jumping out of bed. Today you were supposed to meet Yoongi at the dorms to help him with cleaning. Sadly you ended up oversleeping.

You grabbed your pursed and ran out the house still wearing the clothes you had on the night before.

Once you got to the dorms you knocked on the door, in a huff. From the outside you could hear yelling going back and forth. Slowly the door opened to reveal Jin, his eyes huge.

“What the hell is going on?” You asked him walking into the house. You then seen Taehyung run pass followed bye Yoongi chasing him. You know something had to be pretty bad for him to be running around like that.

Especially for Yoongi to be running like that.

“Well,” Jin said looking at the problem at hand. “ Taehyung ended up running his mouth and spilling about you and him making out. You know how Yoongs is about people touching his stuff.” He said then moved in towards the craziness. “ Especially you.”

You rolled your eyes walking into the room.

“Yoongi, stop!” You said which made them both look at you. Tae ran over to you and hide behind your back.

“Please tell him that it meant nothing!” Tae said pointing towards Yoongi.

Yoongi looked at you shaking his head. “ You really go and kiss this dude?” He said clearly upset by it. I mean you would be too if someone kissed Yoongi. But shouldn’t there be some type of benefit of the doubt?

“Yeah, we shared a kiss but it happened before I was with you, Yoon” You replied hoping he would understand that it wasn’t really anything.” I didn’t feel anything. It was just one kiss.”

“Well it lasted more than a second-”

“Tae your really not helping the problem here!” You said pushing him back. You walked over to Yoongi who stood there looking at you. Looking into his eyes you could see he wasn’t that upset, but the muscles in his face would relax enough to tell differently.

You looked back and seen the guys looking at you two, watching closely to make sure they didn’t miss a thing.

“You guys can go!” Yoongi said which made them jump, all stumbling in different directions to get away from the storm called ‘Hurricane Yoongi’.

You faced him ready for the wrath of him, but what you got next confused you. He kissed you roughly, pulling your waist to his body close enough to become one. His hand moved down your waist and squeezed it making you moan out.

He took this as a chance to shove his tongue in your mouth. It went like this for awhile before he pulled away, his eyes now cloudy with lust.

“I think I have a lesson to teach you.” He said, voice low, deep and raspy.

You smirked up at him, being turned on by the sudden change in his attitude. “And what will that lesson be?” You challenged, ready for whatever he had coming next.

He grabbed your hair pulling it back forcefully.

“Who you belong too…”

Hoseok

”So you’re telling me that you shared not one but two intimate moments with Yoongi?”

You and Hoseok sat on the couch sharing secrets. He told you that he ate the icing out of the tube which you were using to icing cake. He didn’t expect for you to have an actual secret that you never told him.

You tell him everything!

”It was just a kiss and didn’t mean anything! , ” You said shrugging your shoulders. ”We were just trying it out, two different occasions.”

He looked at you, not angry but shocked. Who wouldn’t be, it is a shocking thing to hear?

”Okay, so, if you and I wouldn’t have made it, you’d be with Yoongi Hyung?” He asked you seriousness written in his words.

You shrugged again. ”Not necessarily.”

”And why is that?”

”Because he said he doesn’t like me and that nothing will come out of us kissing.” You said blankly. He looked at you, trying to stay serious before bursting out laughing.

”Yoongi hyung rejected you!” He called out making you roll your eyes. Of course, he would find this amusing.

”Oh shut up, Hobs, ” You said throwing a pillow at him. ”If I can recall, I’m the one who rejected you the first and second time.”

”But third times a charm.” He said winking at you. This time you started laughing.

”Only because I felt bad for you!” He gasped which made you look over at him.

”So I’m your pity boyfriend?”

”No, ” You said moving to his lap. ”Your my wonderful ray of sunshine who should’ve been my man the first time you asked me.”

You leaned in and pecked his lips.

”Then what made you wait until the third time?” He wondered.

” I was waiting on my bias to ask me first.” You replied winking at him.

”Which was?” He asked, smile on his face.

”Yoongi!” You said getting up before he could grab you. You ran around the couch then started to tease him like a child before running down the hall.

”You better hide well!”He treated getting up and stretching. ”You don’t know what you have coming. Just wait until I catch you!”

Namjoon

“Jooooon!” You whined following him out of the room. Before he left the room, you guys were going through your old phone looking at the different messages between you and the guys.

After awhile, you guys started going through photo’s and everything was all cool until he stopped on a photo jumping out of the bed. He looked at you then back at the picture before throwing it at you. He left quickly and you looked at the phone seeing what he saw.

A picture of you kissing Jimin.

I’m sure that wouldn’t have been a problem, but what was worst was you guys were in swimsuits, Jimin’s hands pretty far down your back.

You groaned getting up walking out of the room and that’s how you ended up where you are now.

“When were you going to tell me that you had a make out session with one of the members?” he asked you, arms now crossed as he looked at you. You moved towards him but he backed away.

“Joon, like honestly this was back in like, what, 2012! It meant nothing I’m pretty damn sure you know that!” You defended holding your arms up in surrender.

He shook his head not really caring about that. The point was that you kissed another member.

“It could’ve been when you were six, I don’t care! You never told me and you claimed I was your best friend. That’s why we started dating, Y/n”

You could hear that he was hurt and you understood why. Instead of saying it wasn’t a big deal, you keep that to yourself. You walked over to him wrapping your arms around his neck.

He didn’t move his crossed arms, just looking down at you, who was smiling wide.

“If it makes you feel better, he had fish that day,”

He couldn’t help but start laughing, turning away from you. You knew you just won him over and lend up to kiss his cheek.

“Don’t ever be jealous of Jimin,you said it yourself, he has no jams”

Joon looked down at you then placed a soft kiss on your lips. “Good thing you’re with me…”

You raised a brow at his comment. “ And how come?”

He chuckled shaking his head. “Because I have all the damn jams in the world!”

You both started laughing, pushing what just happened behind you and enjoying the rest of his day off.

[kpopnstuff1]

Without Love

 . . . Synopsis: Loving your best friend Yoongi had become second nature, but how long is too long? When a new love interest crosses your path it sends your life into a frenzy. Now the people that hurt you the most must come to your rescue.

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“Y/N wake up honey! You’re going to be late for school.” You we’re regretting staying up so late. It wasn’t like you wanted to. You had to. Your best friend Hoseok had a crisis and you had to be on the phone all last night. Well all this morning too. You had only gotten 2 hours of sleep. “5 more minutes mom.” “Yoongi is downstairs!” That’s all that it took to get you out of bed. You hurried out of bed to get dressed. Thank god you wore uniforms to school so you didn’t have to worry about picking out clothes. You brushed your hair and then your teeth. You ran downstairs almost knocking Yoongi over. “Sorry for keeping you waiting.” “It’s fine bunny, I’m used to it by now. But we should run, there’s no time for breakfast.” You nodded and followed him out. “Are you nervous?” You asked as you smoothed out your skirt. “A little, high school is different you know. And now we are going to attend school  with different people.” “I know but at least the 5 of us got into the same schools.”You said with a smile.  “Look please behave today. It’s a new school so the teachers won’t know that you were a trouble maker.” “Ahhhh Yoongi you have no faith in me! I’m more mature. I’ll behave.” He smiled “I like your new hairstyle.” “Oh , you noticed! I decided to straighten it. I don’t want to walk around with a crazy birds nest on my head like in middle school.” “I think your hair looked fine before. But this suits your face a bit more.” You blushed. You knew he meant nothing more by the comment but in the end of the day he was your crush. He had always been your crush. Ever since he moved into the neighborhood as a young boy.

“Hey guys wait up!!!!” Hoseok screamed. he ran as Yoongi and you kept walking. Seokjin and Namjoon running right behind him. “Yah what’s the  hurry!?” “Seokjin We’re going to be late for school if we don’t hurry.” He rolled his eyes at you. “You guys do know we are early right? We get in at 8.” Namjoon said as he looked at his watch. “It’s only 7:08 and we only have 3 blocks to go.” “Yoongi!!! You said we were late!” “Look Y/N I just wanted you to be on time for the first day.”  You gave him a small shove. “Well now that we’re here let’s go get some coffee before school!” Namjoon said as he grabbed your hand. “No, she has to be early to school.” “Hyung, we’re early. Let’s go!” Namjoon whined. “Please oppa!!!” “Hyung you know you want to too.” Hoseok said as he poked Yoongi. “Fine.”Yoongi said as he rolled his eyes.  “It’s my treat!” Seokjin said as he ran in front of everyone.

The bell rang just as you sat in your seat. “Welcome students my name is Lee jae byun but you can all call me profesor Lee. This is a specialized school in the arts so please don’t waste your time or mine. You are paying a hefty price so don’t waste your opportunity to be here.” Just then the door opened. “Ah and here is my first example. “I’m here. Sorry.” Every single person looked at this young man, even the guys. He was lean and had pale blonde hair. He was a bit short for a guy but taller than you. “And who are?” The professor asked annoyed. “My name is Park Jimin.” He Bowed. “Well Mr. Park, you have already made a bad impression and it is only the first day.” “I’m sorry, I got a bit lost. I just moved into the neighborhood. “No excuses. Now please find an open seat. “See Y/N this is why Yoongi doesn’t want you to be bad here. They will eat you alive.” You gulped. “I know Hoseok. I’ll be good.” “Now class lets begin.” Your eyes followed Jimin to his seat. He sat right next to Hoseok. You tried looking over Hoseok’s shoulder but he waved his hand in your face. “Close your mouth Y/N you’re drooling.”

“Woah! That was hard! I don’t get why we have to study the history of dance. It’s supposed to be dance. Not history.” You rolled your eyes. “Hoseok everything is hard for you.”

The first half of school went well. You loved being in high school and actually studying things you loved. “I’m so hungry! Y/N, come to the school store. I have to get extra snacks. My mom only packed noodles for me.” Seokjin said as he rubbed his stomach. “Seokjin oppa can you buy me Snacks too?” He nodded and you followed contently. “How was the first half of today?” Seokjin asked. “It was good, easy.” “I’m glad, you look happy.” “I forgot to tell you oppa! There is this guy I my dance class and he is just so handsome. Even the guys in class stared at him.” “Look at you Y/N, you’re growing up! Just last year you were saying guys had cooties.” He laughed. “Not true! You left middle school a year ago. You don’t know anything you old man!” “Yah! I’m only a year older than you!” You finally reached the front and ordered your things you were struggling to find the boys but Seokins height helped him find them faster. When you approached the table you noticed a stranger sitting next to Hoseok. “Over here!” “Guys this is Jeon Jungkook.” “Hello.” He said shyly. “Woah! You look so young. What are you doing here?!” You elbowed Seokjin. “Ouch, what was that for?” “You shouldn’t say stuff like that when you don’t know someone. And why did you drop the honorifics?” “It’s okay, I am younger than you guys. An what’s your name if you don’t mind me asking.” “Oh I’m Soo Y/N . Nice to meet you. Where are Namjoon and Yoongi?” You asked as you sat down. “They are still in line for the school lunch. Hoseok said as he stuffed his face. “So What year are you?” “I am 97.” “And you’re here!” Seokjin practically screamed. “Well my friends and I were the only guys that advanced a bit early. We placed first in our school.” “All of you?” Hoseok asked. “Yea, the three of us tied for 1st . Oh! There they are.” You all looked over to see who they were. You almost choked on your water when you saw them. The were with Yoongi and Namjoon. “Hey guys, look this is Park Jimin and Kim Taehyung.” “Hello, nice to meet you.” They said in unison. “Jungkook, you’re here!” “Yeah, I was going to text you now to meet up here. But what a small world.” “Well let’s eat, Namjoon said as he sat down. Yoongi sat next to you tapping your shoulder. “Bunny your eyes are going to pop out of your eye sockets.” He said in a monotone voice. “No they won’t.” You cleared your throat. “So how did you meet Yoongi and Namjoon?” You asked Taehyung. “We have production class with them.” You smiles and nodded. “Oh and you two are in my dance class right?” Jimin asked as he pointed to you and Hoseok. “Yeah, we are.” Hoseok answered. “I have that class too just in a different hour.” Jungkook chimed in.

Lunch was a bit awkward for you. You tried to not be too obvious about checking out Jimin. But Yoongi kept staring At you.

The walk home was long. You had been stuck in your own head thinking about Jimin and how cute and shy he was. When the boys started making fun of you. “Oohhh Y/N and Jimin sitting on a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G!” Namjoon and Seokjin were screaming out. While Hoseok danced around you. “Stop, not true.” You said in a small voice. “Stop! Leave bunny alone. She doesn’t like him.” Yoongi scoffed “Hyung! You didn’t see her drool over him!? I think you chose not to see. I think someone is Jealous.” Namjoon said as he stuck his tongue out at Yoongi. “Come on bunny, leave these immature losers.” “Hey Yoongi weren’t we going to the basketball court?” Seokjin yelled behind you. “Don’t listen to them bunny. They are just immature...plus it’s not like you really were checking him out...right?” You shook your head. “Of course not oppa.” You knew you had been checking him out but your love for Yoongi was stronger then some physical attraction towards some guy.

[seokiie]

𝘉𝘛𝘚' 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘰𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱

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Namjoon:

You and Namjoon had been friends for years. Like, years. So it's not really a shock that when  Namjoon lets you stay over the dorm that you share a bed with him. There was nothing weird about it you guys were basically bro's.

So you can only imagine how confused he is when he wakes up to his name being called in a quiet, breathy voice. At first, he thinks you need something and he responds with a "huh??" But when you respond with a slightly louder plea of his name he'd sit up so he could get a better view of your face. Seeing the way your face was scrunched up in pleasure as another moan left your parted lips, he'd feel guilty for watching, but that wouldn't stop him from doing so.

He knew you wouldn't remember any of this tomorrow but he sure as hell would.

Yoongi:

Yoongi preferred to have his bed to himself, like most people. But he felt bad, since it was his fault you'd gotten so drunk. Out of pity and not wanting you to go home alone, he let you stay with him tonight. You were out as soon as you fell into his bed. It took Yoongi longer since you wouldn't stop shifting around.

After a few hours of falling in and out of sleep, he'd hear his name a few inches away and he'd almost snap because it's almost 2 in the morning and you wouldn't stop moving and he just wanted some shut-eye but you keep-

"Yoongi, feels so good..."

Oh.

He wouldn't move an inch, the hostile words about to leave his mouth getting caught in his throat as more sinful noises escaped your lips.

Images of what you could've possibly been dreaming about to make you moan his name like that flashed through his head and he decided not to wake you up. Totally not because he wanted to keep hearing you.

The situation was just... too hard to explain. Yeah, that's why he wouldn't wake you.

Jin:

Jin could not believe his eyes. There's no way you were having a wet dream about him. There's no way you were sleeping right next to him and gasping out his name like a mantra. There was just no way.

He tried to ignore it at first but your voice just seemed to get louder in his ear. It was getting more and more difficult for him to pretend you weren't there, especially because he could feel himself hardening in his sweatpants. He wanted to touch himself so badly, the groans coming from your side of the bed only fueled his fire. But he wouldn't dare. His morals wouldn't allow it.

But it's not like you would know...

"Aishh, y/n... what are you doing to me."

Hoseok:

Hoseok would love hearing you moan his name in your sleep. At first, he'd be squinty-eyed and confused but it wouldn't take him long to catch on to the situation. He'd turn on his side to get a better look at you; who was writhing under the bedsheets practically begging for his attention. And you didn't even know it.

He'd laugh under his breath at the sight of you, even running his fingers over your exposed shoulders and thighs just to see your reaction.

First thing in the morning, he'd hint at what had happened that night just to see you blush and cover your face. A rush of apologies leaving your mouth out of embarrassment until Hobi placed a reassuring hand on your shoulder.

"Don't apologize. I enjoyed the show. I might even want to see it again."

Jimin:

Jimin never really liked your voice and sometimes found it rather annoying when you called for his attention. But for some reason, he likes it a whole lot more now that it's moaning his name. There's something beautiful, Jimin thinks, about waking up to you having a dirty dream about him. The way your hips slowly move under the covers, unable to find the friction you need. The way you mumble out pleas for Jimin not to stop before letting a quiet snore escape.

He'd only watch you for a few minutes before moving closer to you, hugging you from behind. He loves the feeling of your ass pressed against him and at some point, he can't take it anymore.

He'd wake you up by brushing a few strands of your hair behind your ear.

"Jimin-ah. What're you-" Shifting where you lay, you'd feel something hard press against your backside and you'd immediately cut yourself off.

"Don't you know? I can make your dreams come true."

Taehyung:

Tae would laugh when he realized what was happening beside him. If there's one thing he didn't expect, it's that you would think of him when you were turned on. He definitely didn't mind it, though.

Taehyung would get dangerously close, only so his lips were just about touching the shell of your ear. He'd start to whisper dirty, dirty things he wouldn't dare say to you if you were awake. He wanted to see how you'd react, how your body would react.

Knowing he'd never have the opportunity to see you like this again, why not?

"Let's see just how loud you can get, baby."

Jungkook:

Jungkook had a packed schedule tomorrow so he wanted to sleep early. But right now it doesn't seem he'll get to sleep anytime soon. That was because you were sleeping across from him and all that could be heard in the night's silence was your moans of his name.

He couldn't really believe it, freezing in his current curled up position, his back facing you. Jungkook wasn't exactly sure what you were dreaming about but he thinks he has a general idea.

To make matters worse, he could feel himself getting hard. He held back for as long as he could, but at some point he found himself rutting against the material of his boxers and biting his lip trying not to let the slightest sound leave his mouth. He was scared he'd wake you up but obviously not scared enough because when a particularly high pitched "Kookie" leaves your mouth, his hand is dipping into his basketball shorts.

these r kinda long but take a gander at my masterlist ツ

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