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Deep | Chapter 9

Deep | M.YG ✧ Pairing: Min Yoongi x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit sexual content, angst, explict language, degradation kink, did i mention a bit of angst? spanking, making out w tongue, overstimulation, claiming/possesiveness, multiple orgasms for reader, hes a asshole but its ok cause its yoongi, maniplulation, filthy words, oral sex (both m/f rec), multiple sex scenes, anxiety, cold and detached yoongi, ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,fake dating au,contract ✧ synopsis; you're in love with your childhood friend but he does not see you more than just a friend. One day you ask him to be more than just friends, he agrees. ✧ word count: 7.9k ✧ Theme song: Fri(end)s by V a/n: BOO! heres the new chapter. I will be posting the next chapter very soon. expect the unexpected, our female lead is not going to have a break any time soon. also if there is any errors...ignore them I have to reread one more time but wanted to keep my promise and post this. prev | index | next

She lay sprawled on the floor, her eyes fixed on the ceiling above, though she barely registered it. Her luggage in the entrance, not even opened. The moment Jungkook pulled up to the apartment she stepped out of the car and walked in without thanking him. Nibbling her inner cheek she mentally curses herself for not even saying thank you. He cut his trip short just to bring her home and….shit.

You had attempted to text him but your phone had died. She felt the anxiousness seep through her, the thought of her marching off being a bad idea. Her thoughts circling back to Jihye and how she kept this to herself. She cringed at how she would tell her everything that had been happening the past months with Yoongi. Getting up from the floor she plugs her phone in to charge, pulling off her clothes one by one as she tosses it to the ground. “I need a shower,” she mumbles.

Just as she was about to leave the living room, her phone buzzed with notifications. She picked it up, biting her lip as she scanned the messages. Taehyung had texted her, filling her in on what happened after she left with Jungkook. Most of it blurred together, but one line kept replaying in her mind: “Yoongi and Jihye left together not long after you.” The words twisted in her stomach. She turned her phone off, refusing to look at anything else.

It had been only thirty minutes after you came out of the shower and you had become a stalker. Standing beside your window as you looked out to see if he’d arrive. His parking spot, empty. Just as you convinced yourself that you were pathetic, waiting for him. You were about to walk away when he pulled into the parking lot, quickly hiding behind the thin see through curtain.

He steps out of the car, opening his trunk as he pulls out his bags. You let out a sigh of relief when you confirm that he’s alone. Your eyes not pulling away from him as he walks up to the building. You turned to look at your apartment door, waiting for him to knock or even just enter your apartment. But he didn’t.

You didn’t bother to talk to anyone, you only stepped out to buy groceries once and then decided to just stay in your apartment the rest of the break. You needed to gather your thoughts and being alone felt like just the right thing to do.

It wasn’t.

He was right next door, and the urge to confront him was nearly impossible to resist. If it were any other day, she would’ve just asked him, and he’d probably explain. But this wasn’t like every other time. Not only had he kept his past with Jihye from her, but she felt blindsided in a way that only twisted the knife deeper.

You turn on the television and just put on a random show you had been postponing on netflix as you brushed your hair. You were into the show when the doorbell rings, groaning as you walk to the door and the only reason you opened the door without checking to see if it was him was because you knew it wouldn’t be him but it still didn’t stop you from being surprised.

“You look horrible,” Junho said, raising a brow. you stared, wide-eyed, before replaying softly “Hi” Glancing around the hall, you grabbed his arm and pulled him inside. “What are you doing here?” you whispered.

“I don’t want to talk about her,” you snapped, stepping back. “If that’s why you’re here, you can go.”

“I want to apologize, the last time we were together well..” he stayed in place, you turn to him seeing how awkward he stood. “It’s fine…i’m glad you’re here..” he hums with a light nod, following you to the sit in the living room “I was actually thinking about how to reach out to you” you mumble. “Because of what happened?” if there was someone who would willingly talk about Yoongi’s wrongdoings it’d be Junho and as pathetic it made you look, you were desperate. “Did you know?” you ask suddenly, cursing yourself mentally. If he knew then that made you the only ignorant person around the two who had no idea.

Junho purses his lips as he tries to think of what to say to you. He lets out a sigh “yeah I knew that they had been together…but I didn’t find out right away” he watched your eyes fill with hurt, he continued “ and before you get angry with me for not telling you. Just remember that I met you after you and Jihye had been friends for a long time. I thought you already knew” his voice was rushed as he kept talking “and in my defense you two were so close I didn’t think you’d be that close unless you knew. And knowing Jihye…who can’t keep a secret to save her life..well”

“Oh she can keep a secret” you roll your eyes.

“She got drunk one day and confessed. Listen, she told me they never talked after that until you introduced him to her. Even then they never talked unless you were around” could you be acting overly dramatic? Maybe. But that doesn’t change the fact that she saw how head over heels you were for him..”stop over thinking about it, look Jihye was crying her eyes out when she called me. This happened a long time ago, she didn’t tell you because you shun everyone who gets even a inch of attention from Yoongi”

“No I don’t!” you yell

“Yes you do, and you know it! You’ve always been like that!” you were about to argue with him but his phone rang. “Is your phone off?” he says after reading the message from who ever texted him.

“What?”

“Jihye said she’s been texting you and calling but you won’t answer.. I had called you earlier but thought you had blocked me or something” shaking your head you walked over to the table where you had left your phone “it’s dead”

“Since when?”

“Since I got back” plugging in your phone you don’t wait long before the missed calls and messages start flooding in.

20 missed called from Jihye, 50 messages

10 missed calls from Yoongi, 5 messages

1 missed call from Junho, 2 messages

1 missed call unknown, 1 message

Muting your phone you place it down and turn to him. Junho, who was already standing up, shoves his hands into his pocket. “Look, I hope you two can deal with this as grown-ups. I only came here to make sure you weren’t dead because she was screaming at me through the phone to check on you”

“Thank you” you say softly

You open the door for him, stepping out. You felt bad for him, after Jihye sent him here to check on you even though she knew the two of you weren’t talking and he clearly felt uncomfortable with it. Now that you were thinking about it, pulling him inside without asking what he was doing here first was not a very smart thing to do, you suddenly became self conscious of the spaghetti strap shirt and shorts you were wearing.. Thinking back to him inside his eyes never ever left your face. After what he pulled the last time, you should’ve been more alerted. “Let me know if you need anything” he says, pulling you out from your thoughts.

few seconds before...

“She found out, and instead of going over to talk to her and beg for forgiveness you’re inviting us over?” Taehyung says in disbelief. “She’ll get over her drama and then we’ll talk” Yoongi sighs, already regretting inviting Taehyung. One, he doesn’t shut up and two, even after being told to drop the topic he still can’t shut up about it. Jimin senses the frustration from Yoongi but can’t help but chime in when Taehyung brings it up “but you said she hasn’t been answering nor have you seen her..aren’t you worri-” the three turn the corner and Taehyung gasps loudly, making Yoongi stop glaring at Jimin who was also looking a bit confused. “I thought they weren’t friends anymore,” Jimin mutters.

“They aren’t” he responds calmly, not bothering to make a scene. The three walked towards Yoongi’s apartment and the two who were talking in front of her apartment door which was wide open.

You hadn’t noticed them, not until you were already leaning in to hug Junho goodbye. Yoongi raises a brow as his fingers fumble with his keys, he looks down at his keys not bothering to say anything to you. You smile at Junho who whispers a small goodbye as he walks past the group. What did you expect? For him to overreact? Get mad? Jealous?

Jealous, that’s what you are.

Taehyung and Jimin walk over to you “you left early the other day, I hope Jungkook was not much trouble” Jimin smiles, clearly trying to make small talk, waiting for him to open the door. “We’re going to watch a movie, and also got food! Do you want to come over” Taehyung butts in awkwardly showing you the bag he was holding. You glance at Yoongi to see how he was reacting to the offer and as if sensing your stare he looks back at you.

“What?” he says

“Nothing” you respond

Yoongi’s eyes scanned your body, lingering on the light fabric of your outfit, which draped over your form. Shorts that accentuate your legs, a casual look, but the way it hugged your figure made him want to gauge Junho’s eyes out. "you look like you want to tell me something" you raise a brow, noticing his narrowed stare.

==

"Do you want me to say something? maybe invite you in? act as if you didn't lash out like a child and then left without talking to me" opening the door he scoffs "and now" he can't help but laugh sarcastically "now you're opening the door to your apartment to him? openly giving him the opportunity to do it again and this time have something worse happen" as he lectured you. you instantly regretted telling him what happened that day.

"he came to check on me after ji-"

he snickers "right, he found the perfect moment to come crawling to you like a rat. how can you be so gullible, but yet you walk away from me and don't even think of talking about what happened”

"What was there to talk about? I heard everything I needed to know" you couldn't help but laugh at how he was turning this against you "I can't even think of anything to say to you or her"

"you got...you know what it's pointless talking to you. it's like each time...all we do is run in circles"

"that's so like you, always avoiding to talk about anything" his face twisted into an arrogant scowl "avoiding? bullshit! you- fine" dropping the bags to the ground he didn't care that the items scattered.. pushing Jimin aside he grabs your arm and pulls you into the apartment shutting the door behind the two of you.

"Go on then, what do you want to talk about" his grip on your arm caused you to whimper but he didn't loosen his grip.

"Why are you angry! I'm the one who had to learn about Jihye and you after years of being her friend!" you try to get free from his grip but fail as he pressed you against the wall, his face incredibly close to you, causing you to unknowingly hold your breath.

"I have the right to be upset with you when you let someone into your apartment, and it's not just anybody it's the same guy that tried to force himself on you and you broke friendship with! I can be upset when you do something as stupid as let him into your apartment and I don't know!"he snarled

"Why do you need to know!" you yell back, thrashing as you push him but continue to struggle "are you that stupid?!" his grip loosens and he walks away from you, entering your apartment "you talk about me and how I avoid talking. you left!"

"because jihy-"

"That was nothing!" he screams, causing your body to jump at his sudden raised voice. "It was before she even met you y/n! We met that summer and had sex a couple of times and that was the end of it!"

"Then why not tell me!" you yell back, you feel as if you didn't, your voice would betray you, your heart beating so quickly that you hear your pulse in your ears. "because it wasn't your business y/n! you never cared about anyone I was with before, why should she have been an exception?!"

Your hands are clenched into fists, and the frustration boils over. Glancing at the chair beside you, you grab a stuffed toy and hurl it at him. "because you saw how much she mattered to me! you saw me befriend her and you know how I feel about those girls" catching the toy he groans, frustrated with the conversation "She asked me to not say anything for that exact reason! shit, I was gonna tell you the day you introduced her to me as your friend but she fucking cried" not caring if you looked childish you kept throwing the stuffed animals at him it wasn't until the fifth one till you successfully hit his head. "Stop throwing shit y/n!" he yells but you had already sat on the empty chair having pushed aside the rest of the toys onto the floor.

you lost, again.

He watches you as you bury your face in your hands, your muffled cries breaking through the silence. “I didn’t know if you’d even stay friends,” he says quietly. “At first, I was skeptical about her. I warned her that if she tried anything, I’d tell you… but then I saw how close you got.”

He doesn’t move toward you, and though you hate it, you wish he would. You wish he’d hug you right now.

Pathetic, you think.

“You always had a hard time making friends with girls, so I kept quiet.”

“Get out.”

“What—?”

“Get out! I don’t want to hear your excuses.” You stand, wiping your tears as you walk past him, sidestepping his attempt to reach you. “I don’t want your friendship or hers. Just leave.” You shut your bedroom door, leaning against it as you try to catch your breath. “You’re making this bigger than it is!” Yoongi shouts from the other side. “This is what you always do when something bothers me! You say I’m exaggerating, and I’m done with it! The deal, everything—it’s over. Leave!”

“No. Open the damn door.”

“Go to hell.”

"y/n!" you both stay silent and then you hear his footsteps grow distant. I hate them. dropping on the bed you hug your pillow. not even two minutes passed when you hear him come back "Yoongi i'm serious get out!" your eyes widen when you hear the door's lock click, jumping to your feet you run to the door but he was faster than you. the door swung open and he walked into the room "I get why you're mad, but you're not going to kick me out of your life over this. You're testing my patience with all this dramatic show you're putting" he said angrily as he strode to you.

"I give two shits about your patience" you say through clenched teeth, you shake your head. "I'm not gonna stand here and let you tell me that my feelings mean nothing!" you were about to race out of the room but he blocked your path, closing the distance between the two of you , before you could complain Yoongi grabbed the back of your head and pressed his lips to yours.

yanking at his hair you try to pry him off. Yoongi frowns, biting your lip causing your lips to part from the pain, his hot tongue pushed into your mouth entwining his with yours. He did not give you a break, continuing to kiss you until you felt faint. his chest heaving as he brushed your hair from your eyes "I never said your feelings didn't matter" he muttered roughly "just that it happened a long time ago, and It was nothing. you hear me?" glaring at him you try to push him but he wouldn't let you "it meant nothing, it meant nothing" you mock him "that's all you can say!"

"I have nothing else to say about the matter." His answer left you speechless. and it snapped, your sanity "then that's all I want, I don't want our friendship anymore just sex, that's all you like or am I wrong!"

"That's what you want?! "

"You treat me-" Yoongi stops you, ravaging your lips. His hot tongue tangled with yours as he deepened the kiss. fighting for air, he didn't pull away until he felt your grip on him weaken. All the build-up emotions inside you made you act without thinking. The moment the kiss ends your hand raises and strikes him against his cheek. the room falls silent as he stares to the side.

coming to your senses your eyes widen. "yoong-" "fine, if that's all you want. then i'll happily give you just that" you were too stunned to move, his lips pressed against yours this time more aggressive than the last.

He was quick to lift you off your feet, wrapping your arms around him and carrying you to the bed. He pulls down your shorts against your complaints. "Wait" you say as he tosses them aside with your underwear "stop" he says, holding your ankle "isn't this what you wanted" before you could rebuttal he spread your legs, his long finger traced between your dripping wet folds. the tip of his tongue swirled around your clit, you're lips parting to try and tell him to stop but instead you yelp as he closes his lips around it and sucking, he finally tasted your release on his tongue but he didn't stop there, nose pressed against your clit as he continued to suck. whining from the oversensitivity "y-Yoongi stop" you cry out. his thumb wiping his wet lips as he stared at you specifically stared at your tear filled eyes. you felt your heart swell up as he got up from the bed. thinking about how he would usually wipe your tears and give you kisses, instead he undid his belt pulling down his pants and briefs, his hardened length in full view. his cold eyes looking down at you "get on your knees and suck"

you stare at him and then glance at his throbbing length. "Hurry up, you're wasting time" he scowls.

swallowing you get on your knees on the comfort of the mattress, gently grabbing the hem of your shirt he pulls it over your head. taking him in your hands you can feel him watching you. you wrap your lips around the tip and begin to suck slowly. you begin to take all you could and wrap your hand around what you couldn't receive. tears brimming at the corner of your eyes, his large palm gripping your hair as you keep bobbing your head on his shaft. your drool from the side of your mouth coating his balls. you hear his low moans, he'd move his hips thrusting his cock down your throat "fuck" he mutters through gritted teeth. "swallow" he says sternly, releasing in your mouth.

letting go of your hair you pull back, coughing. scoffing he grabs your chin "you never listen to me do you" ravaging your lips he doesn't care to taste himself as he shoves his tongue in your mouth. You press your hand against his chest you could feel his heart racing just as fast as yours. but there was something different, his eyes were cold. nowhere near as loving and kind as the first night you two spent together.

there was a hint of pain, as his forehead creased and he held your arm but only to yank you down, face first into the softness of your bed. "raise your ass" he says, his patience thin as he watches you rise slowly. He wraps his arm around your waist, lifting you quickly. "You're dripping wet from sucking my cock huh" he says, his fingers entering your entrance "you stopped begging for me to stop" his hand plays with the clasp of your bra before undoing it. "Do you want me to continue" he says as his hand cups your breast pinching your taut nipple. you nod, gripping the bed sheets "say it" he pinches your nipple causing you to moan.

"please put it in already" your throat was dry.

“Is this what you want? you want me to find you only when I need my dick wet?" he growls against your ear "do you want me to come to you only when I want your pretty little mouth wrapped around my cock" pressing two fingers against your lips you open your mouth as his fingers enter. "want me to take you from behind and leave right after?" he presses his fingers down against your tongue and you begin to drool. "because if that's all you want from me....then you really are no different from them" you feel as his hard length rubs against your folds. removing his hand from your mouth he goes to your night stand, pulling out a foil.

Say something, tell him that he isn't just sexual relief for you

But no words left your lips, you were on your back in seconds. your eyes on him as he pulled his shirt over his head "then I'll give you what you want" your tongues intertwined passionately, feeling his length brushing between your legs. He entered you with a single, deep thrust. Your toes curled as he thrusted into you mercilessly. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you tightly hug him, his name being the only sound that left your lips. His thick length slowly slid into you before pulling out to the tip only for him to thrust in deeper. Moaning quietly, your back arched as he leaned over you to put his mouth on your breasts, each suck causing the heat in your belly to intensify. As if a bolt of lighting had struck you, the feeling of almost cumming is robbed as he scooped you up and placed you on his lap. you claw at his shoulders as you try and steady yourself on your knees while facing him. without giving you a chance for anything you receive him even more deeply as he thrusts upwards. You clung to his neck each time he sank into you, your hips moving on their own. You feel the knot in your stomach release, the intense pleasure causing you to bite down on his shoulder. Just when you thought you'd faint from the overstimulation his movements stop as he groans.

You lift yourself, his length slipping out of you as you fall back onto the bed. You could still feel the sensation of having him inside you, "don't even think that it's over yet" your eyes snap up, he was already sliding on another condom on his hardened length. He laid you back, initiating a kiss he grabbed your ankle and propped your leg on his shoulder, lifting his hips he thrust into you. You let out a low moan, your eyes shutting tightly. "Watch" he says "watch how I enter you" he moved urgently inside you. Wave after wave of passion you had already orgasmed twice but it did not stop him. Yoongi gritted his teeth and shuddered as if he was suppressing something. Rocking his hips as his length swelled inside, biting down on his lips he moved faster. Moaning as he releases his load.

Pulling out from you, he ignores your whines. Getting off the bed he begins to get dressed after disposing of the condom. "Yoongi" you mutter but he doesn't stop, you try to sit up but your back and hips ache causing you to whimper. The sudden noise makes him freeze but he doesn't bother turning around to look at you. Once he's fully dressed he leaves the apartment.

Yoongi didn’t contact her after that day, nor did they didn’t coincidentally bump into one another even if they lived in the same building. The anxiety and regret she felt made her cry herself to sleep, cursing herself for not telling him that he wasn’t just a sexual relief for her.

Looking at the mirror one last time she pushes aside her bangs, thinking about getting them trimmed later. Gulping she opens the door, peeking out slightly to see if he was there, thankfully there was no one in the hall. Therefore another day of not seeing him began. “Make sure to read the next chapter and check the assignments posted online” the professor spoke but no one listened. Every student beelinning to exit.

Groaning at the thought of the next class, her stomach twisted at the thought of having to see Jihye. I shouldn’t be trying to avoid her, she’s the one that hid it from me. She thought as she took the long way to class. For a moment as she stood in front of the building, she considered simply skipping. All four years she had never skipped class, nibbling on her inner cheek she’d wave at people who say hello from either this class or another.

Fuck it, turning on her heel she attempts to escape hell but instantly bumps into someone. Quickly apologizing, she looked up, it was Junho. “Are you alright? You’ve just been standing there” awkwardly smiling as she takes a few steps back which he respected by staying in place. “I was just..”

“Thinking of skipping to avoid Jihye?” feeling embarrassed for her petty actions she blushes. Sighing he looks at his watch “do you wanna go eat or something…I’ll ask a friend for the class notes”

“Oh” her voice filled with a bit of hesitation. One, she was thinking of skipping and two, with Junho. That was already two reasons for Yoongi to kill her. “Here at the cafeteria” he adds “Jihye isn’t in your next class, that way you can make it in time” she stares at him for a few seconds before giving in and nodding.

At first, she thought it would be awkward, but that feeling quickly faded once they sat down and started catching up.Laughing at his jokes like the old times, she couldn’t help but think that skipping class was worth reconciling with him.

“y/n, are not planning to make up with her?” you stop slurping on your drink, looking up at him. “I don’t know,” you mutter. “As stupid as I think of what i’m about to say” he licks his lips “you and me made up..after what happened”

Raising a brow you purse your lips “yeah but… it won’t be the same you know.. I…Right now I just needed to get out of that situation” you stutter

“Right, yeah…” he exhales “I’m just saying that compared to me what she did wasn’t as bad” smiling you gather your book bag and books “thanks for this, next time i’ll get you a drin-” grabbing your hand he says your name which you freeze up and stare at his hand. He pulls back and curses under his breath “I’m sorry, I just think that you need to hear her out”

"“Thanks, I’ll think about it.” She hurried out of the cafeteria, pulling her phone from her bag, which she had silenced earlier for class. Biting her lip, she looked down at the message:"

Yoongi:

Where are you?

Not wanting him to cause a scene looking for her she sends him a quick, blunt message. “Woke up late.” Stepping outside, she quickened her pace down the street, feeling her phone buzz again as his name flashed on the screen. “Damn it,” she muttered, pressing the side button to silence it and shoving her phone into her pocket.

Just when she thought the rest of the day might pass peacefully, she spotted him waiting by the building. She ducked out of sight before he noticed her, slipping in through a side entrance. Her phone vibrated again—Yoongi’s name glowing across the screen—but she ignored it as before. By the end of class, though, her luck ran out; with only one exit left, she walked straight into him. There he was standing by the doors, glaring at her.

“Where were you?” he demanded, irritation clear in his voice.

"I told you, I was late," she replied, brushing past him.

"Don’t give me that—I got here after you and saw your car," he shot back.

She paused, turning to him. "And how exactly do you know if I skipped?"

Yoongi closed his eyes, letting out a frustrated sigh. "That’s not the point. Did you seriously skip class just because she was in there too?" His tone bordered on exasperation.

She scoffed, crossing her arms. "Oh, did she tell you? Wow, you two must be real close. How ignorant was I to have never noticed before "

“Don’t skip class. And get home early” he says walking past her, too tired to argue with her. She was used to him being all high and mighty but at this moment, the urge to become violent and slap him once more flared inside her.

Jihye got the message. In any class they shared, she avoided Y/N’s area, keeping her distance. Junho noticed, giving both of them a wary look before deciding to sit far enough from either to avoid taking sides. But Jihye couldn’t stay away forever, by the end of class the two girls were running across campus. One being chased, the other doing the chasing.

“Stop being like this! Please let’s talk” Jihye shouted, sprinting behind her. Passing students threw them confused looks, but Y/N kept moving. When they reached the parking lot, she tried to unlock her car quickly, but Jihye blocked her path. Out of breath, they stared each other down, and Y/N couldn’t help but think that, under different circumstances, they’d both be laughing right now. But this was anything but funny. “Fine. You’ve got a minute,” she managed, standing upright. “After that, we’re done talking.” Jihye’s face fell at her demand, but she pressed on. “Let's go talk somewhere else” she says which y/n then looks at her wrist acting as if there was a watch “you have 30 seconds left” Jihye’s patience snapped. “Why are you acting like this? Fine, I didn’t tell you what happened back then, but how could I? We probably wouldn’t even be friends now if I had!”

“Maybe we shouldn’t be friends” she shots back

Jihye takes a step closer “you don’t mean that”

“What If I do?” you scoffed “even now you go snitching to Yoongi about me ditching class.

“ I was just worried about yo–”

“Don’t be! Clearly, you weren’t worried about how I’d feel finding out, or you’d have told me the truth! Even if it risked our friendship.”

“to think that I came ranting to you about him, about how I felt and shit you already had him!” she screams

“That’s not fair! I didn’t know you back then!!”

“You sound just like him. Your minute’s up. Move.”

Jihye’s jaw clenched as she stepped aside, watching her get into the car and drive away. She blinked hard, but her eyes still burned as tears finally slipped down her cheeks.

You slam your apartment door shut, tossing everything to the floor in frustration. The encounter with Jihye was still fresh, making your blood boil. Guess I'll need to fill up the gas tank tomorrow, you think, flicking on the lights. Maybe driving around to clear my head wasn’t such a smart move after all.

A voice cuts through the silence, making you jump. “So, is this how you’re planning to act from now on?” Yoongi’s voice is calm but pointed as he sits up, pushing the blanket off himself.

Clutching your chest, you try to calm your racing heart. “What are you doing here?!”

He raises an eyebrow, looking at you as though waiting for an explanation. “What am I doing here? I told you to get home early. I come back, and you’re nowhere to be found.”

“I can come home whenever I want,” you say defiantly. His eyes narrow, and he takes a step toward you, gripping your chin before pressing his lips against yours. Caught off guard, you instinctively try to pull away, but he tightens his hold, lifting you onto the counter as his kiss grows more intense.

You let your arms fall around him in reluctant surrender, responding to his intense advance. "Where did you go?" he murmurs, his hand tangling in your hair as he yanks your head back, drawing a surprised whimper from your lips.

"I just drove around," you manage, feeling the heat of his gaze, but his expression shifts as he presses on.

"And when you ditched class?" His brow arches, his patience clearly running thin as you hesitate. "Y/N, don’t make me ask again—where were you?"

“With Junho,” you finally admit, watching as his expression darkens. He releases your hair and steps back with an exasperated chuckle. “You’ve got to be kidding me. That guy again?!”

Jumping down from the counter, you glare back, incredulous. “What’s so wrong with me talking to him? Yes, he made a mistake, but I’m not giving him a free pass. It’s different now—I’m more aware—”

“Oh, that’s rich," he cuts you off, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "He gets a ‘mistake pass’ and you move on, but Jihye and I keep something from you, and we’re the worst people in the world?”

That was the last straw.

“Don’t you dare compare what you and Jihye did to what happened with him!” you shout, running a frustrated hand through your hair. “I’ve told you before, it meant nothing, it was just a fling, and we were both just—god, what do you even want me to say?!” I shake my head in disbelief. How could he expect me to move on like it meant nothing? If I’m angry with him, it’s because he didn’t tell me. With Jihye, though, it’s different. What I hate most is the way she looked at me every time I talked about him, and when I finally admitted how much I liked him...she just sat there and encouraged me. She’s nothing but a hypocrite.

“Where did the two of you go?”

“What?”

“That guy and you”

“That guy has a name–” you stop talking as he shuts his eyes in frustration, inhaling a deep breath. “To eat, that’s it”

Turning on his heel he walks towards the door, and you just couldn’t believe he thinks he can just end the conversation whenever he wants.

“Is that all you were here for?”

Maybe it was the teasing or me leading him on that brought us to this. And as much as I wanted to just enjoy the moment. His words from the last time kept repeating in my head, but being bent over the counter as his fingers were knuckle deep inside me, how could I even have a single sane thought. His eager mouth found mine as our lips slid against each other. “You’re just so eager to have my dick huh” he mutters.

Yoongi parts your legs, his arm resting on your ass as he tugs down his shorts and boxers revealing his erection. He pumps his length a few times before slipping the condom on. Then he pushes the head of his cock into you, making you moan his name.

He exhales in pleasure, feeling content. Pushing his length into your hot, wet core. You grip the counter as he pulls his length back out and slams it all in one go. Reaching down to your face he turns you to face him “just forget about it, about what happened. Can’t you?” you couldn’t manage to reply as he starts moving at an erratic pace. His pelvic area slams into your ass with each thrust.

Your legs begin to feel like jelly and he feels your knees buck. Slipping out of you he lifts you up, wrapping an arm around your waist. “Don’t tell me you’re tired?” His voice was hoarse, he quickly took you to the couch. Hovering over you he pushes himself inside with a force that takes both of your breaths away.

“Fuck” he groans

You squirm underneath him “Y-oongi” he covers your lips with his, not letting you say anything. The room filled with muffled moans and skin slapping as he thrusted into you. Eyes rolling to the back of your head as you reached your peak, it wasn’t long before you orgasmed. Your hands snakes around his nape, closing the distance between the two of you as you devour his lips. You whimper as the familiar knot formed in your stomach making your walls clench around him “yoongi” you moan his name which he hums in response “I know babe, I know” his hips continue to harshly snap into yours, the indescribable pleasure that felt like shocks along your spine making you arch your back as you cummed on his shaft.

A sob rips through your throat, nails painfullying digging into his skin as he fucks your through your high, his chuckle rings through your ear as he lowers his face into the crook of your neck. “Stop talking to that bastard, aren’t I enough” he growls as he quickly turns you over, lifting your ass quickly as he positions himself. He doesn’t enter you but rather rub his length against you.

“No–” a sharp sting spreads on your asscheek as you yelp in suprise, realizing he spanked you. And as much as you’d want to yell at him to never hit you again, you felt yourself getting wetter at the idea of him doing it again. Your thighs attempting to clench together at the feeling “you think you deserve to have this pretty pussy fucked if you act like a fucking brat?” he growls. He shoves his dick back inside without warning but doesn’t move at all. “Where did he take you out to eat” he asks, you were still trying to gather yourself from what had just happened when you hear him click his tongue loudly and immediately spanks you yet again.

As if feeling like you had enough he begins to move, your ass bouncing back against his hips with each thrust. He leans forwards, pressing his chest against your back “does he know how much of a horny slut you are” you moan as he hits your sweet spot, gripping the pillow underneath you. “My slut, no one else’s” the low volume of his voice and the rough pounding of his hips along with the degrading words leaving his lips made me want to right there and then tell him how much I needed him all the time.

“What would he do if he knew. how I fuck you senseless, how this pretty little mouth of yours sucks my dick” you cry as your second orgasm washes over you, your body violently jerking under him from the overstimulation.

“That’s my girl” he growls as he fucks you through your orgasm, he thrusts his hips into you faster. He moans softly, his head hung back as in bliss. You feel your stomach twisting, a sob leaving your mouth. A soft moan resounds in Yoongi's throat when his own orgasm hits him, thrusts getting sloppy. He kisses you once more, groaning loudly into your mouth. You whimper at the sensation of him pulling out, turning onto your back slowly. He rubs your thighs with his palm softly. “Fucking brat” he says, his eyes staring into yours.

You felt your eyes shutting on you, but you quickly sat up when he attempted to stand. “Don’t go” you say without thinking.

Bitch what the fuck, you scream inside.

He licks his lips, bringing his hand to your check as he brushes strands of your hair behind your ear “ didn’t you say that you just wanted the sex” his tone was set to hurt you but as you stared into his eyes you knew he didn’t mean the words he just said, and he was just hurt for what he interpreted by your silence last time.

“Then why do you care who I talk to, or how late I get home” you scowl. He tilts his head, a brow raised “why don’t you just say it, admit you regret reacting the way you did. And things can go back to how they were”

One thing I always hated about him was how easily he could read me. But this time, you weren’t going to give him the satisfaction of being right. Placing your hands on his shoulders, you gave him a quick peck. “I don’t regret anything,” you said, standing up from the sofa and leaving him there as you walked away to take a shower.

By the time you got out, he was already gone.

This pattern went on for two weeks. Before class, we’d have a quick encounter, and he’d show up on weekends, catching me off guard in the middle of the day. Each time felt more intense, each encounter better than the last. We’d try new things, pushing past anything I’d read in books, which felt lacking in comparison. But each time it ended, there was a growing ache as we separated. If we were at my place, I’d be the one to walk away first, and he’d leave soon after. At his place, he never asked me to leave, letting it be my choice to go.

I was straddling him, my arms wrapped around him as we made out. It sometimes began like this, usually initiated by me. His hands squeezed my asscheeks, slightly sneaking their way into my shirt as I grinded my hips against him. The past weeks we’ve learned things about each other, things we should’ve never learned from one another. Like how he loves to spank my ass, his favorite position being from behind. How I had the hots for his degrading speech.

Just as things were about to progress his phone rang. Annoyed, he looks to the side, grabbing his phone. Kissing his neck I don’t hesitate to leave him hickeys as he doesn’t care if I do. “Who is it” I ask which he groans “my parents”

Lowering his hand I take his phone “you can call them back later” if there was something he loved about you lately it was the confidence you managed to build especially around him. Maybe that’s what he loved, the fact that it was just around him. That only he could see how beautiful you looked when you were confident.

His lips latched onto yours possessively, it doesn’t matter if she forgives me or not. As long as I say the deal isn’t over, she’s mine. And that’s never going to happen. You felt yourself in a daze as he caressed your body with his hands. His hands freezing at the sudden ring from your phone. Both groaning you stand from his lap “is someone dying?” he groans.

Picking up the phone your mom sounded rather energetic, asking you all sorts of questions. “Yes he’s right here too” you turn to look at yoongi who had already been staring at you. “Uh…I don’t know where his phone is…”

“I’m heading out, for you two to talk” he says, walking towards the exit

“She’s saying if we can go over this weekend..well she's asking me, your dad says you have to go” sighing in frustration Yoongi glares at me “I’m not going” not letting you rebuttal he walks out of the apartment.

Yoongi wasn’t lying when he said that he would not be going back home this weekend. Here I was packed and standing in front of his door. I know the two of us aren’t in talking terms and as unhealthy as it is that we only ever talk if it’s before the sex or after even if it's brief you had not made up with him or her.

Just as I step out of the building, I stop in my tracks, spotting Yoongi by my car. He’s wiping his hands on a towel, having just closed the hood.

“Hi,” I say.

“Your car’s good for the trip. Just needs some gas, but that’s all,” he says, turning and handing me my keys, which I blindly accept, realizing with embarrassment that I hadn’t even noticed I’d left them behind. I thank him, and he takes my bags. “Don’t stop anywhere—just head straight home,” he says, shutting the trunk.

Rolling my eyes as I settle into the driver’s seat, I reply, “Don’t worry about it.”

“Alright,” he says, leaning in to lift my chin, giving me a small kiss. “Call me when you get there.”

I nod, close the window, and drive off.

The moment I arrive, my mom envelops me in a tight hug. “My baby! Why don’t you visit more often?”

I sink into her arms, realizing how much I’ve needed this. Maybe the stress of the last few weeks has taken more of a toll on me than I thought. “I’ve just been really busy,” I say with a smile.

“y/n!” you felt an impact on your lower stomach as Hajun ran straight into you, tightly hugging you “did he come?”

“Who? Yoongi?” the younger boy nods his head “no he didn’t come” you could see the disappointment in his eyes for a split moment before he playfully grins.

“So it’s just us?” , laughing you pat his head “ yes it’s just us” taking out your phone you take a quick photo of hajun hugging your waist and send it to yoongi as your message of arrival. Quickly tugging your phone into your pocket you walk into the kitchen with hajun stepped on your feet as you walk carefully.

“How’s he doing?”

“Who?”

“Yoongi of course, I was hoping to see him” nibbling on your inner cheek you shrug your shoulders “he’s doing fine, i don’t know what he didn’t want to come but he’s good”

Nodding she places two plates down on the table “hajun has been living with us for a while now” your brow lifts as you look over to the boy who was chowing down completely ignoring the two of you

“Why?” you move aside with your mom, still cautious of him overhearing.

“His parents are having a divorce. It’s been messy, not a place for a boy his age to be.”I look back at Hajun, feeling a pang of sympathy. “How’s he handling it?”

“That’s the thing, he’s taking it like a champ. Afterall–” she glances towards Hajun softly speaks in a empathetic tone “he’s the one who told his dad”

You were exhausted after the long drive, resting in your room you couldn’t help but look at the window. A small part of you wanted to hear Yoongi knock on your window, asking for you to let him in. knocking at the door pulled your gaze from the window “sweetie, originally Yoongi and you were supposed to have dinner at his house..do you mind going alone?”

“No, I would love to go.” she does a flying kiss after wishing you goodnight. 

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Dad!Yoongi scenario - louder than words.

A/N: i did not wantto title it deaf child cause for me it sounds rude/mean and I don't want to offend anyone. Otherwise I hope y'all will enjoy it.

A little something cute for valentine's day

It's like a routine. Yoongi wakes up to the front door lock, meaning that you have just left to work. He has two more hours before he has to get up and wake his little angel up.

Yoongi always puts on his slippers before his feet hit the floor. He hates walking barefoot, something you have noticed when you moved in with him to this apartment, which also must be coded in his DNA cause your baby girl hates it as well. Yoongi made his way toward Moon's bedroom, fixing his robe to shield himself from the cold.

Her room is small and spacious. Walls are painted yellow with colorful butterflies here and there. Moon's sleeping in a small bed, the bedsheets matching the color of her cheeks - pink. Tones of soft plushies on each shelf That's is in her room. Her favorite - Shooky- is under her left arm. In two weeks Moon will turn 7 years old, he is reminded by the calendar above her bed. She's counting down the days.

Moon was born deaf, which was something you found out within two weeks after you were allowed to return home with your newborn baby. The period of tests that she was put through as a baby was horrible, cause one: you had to wait patiently outside for the doctor to do all the tests, and two: Yoongi wanted her to be able to hear, so he could teach his little angel music and like every single parent he wanted to be healthy like he is.

Soon after the small crisis, Yoongi went through while being in and out of the hospital, you both learned that Moon is not completely deaf. She was diagnosed with moderately severe hearing loss. This means that even with a hearing aid, speech maybe difficult for her to understand but still, she could hear something.

Since she hated to sleep with the hearing aids in her ears, Yoongi had to find out a way to wake his princess up without giving her a heart attack. Here he is, kneeling on the floor before his babygirl's bed, blowing air at her face to make her aware of his presence before he touches her cheek gently. He taps her cheek two times and then gives a gentle tap to her nose it was their 'wake up' signal. It's something that her brain is familiar with, in its half-conscious state.

Moon slowly opens her cat-like shaped eyes, which she certainly took after Yoongi, and smiled. "Hello, appa." She says, by tapping his cheek twice and a small tap against his nose with a single finger. Yoongi helped her put on aids back in her ears.

"I have a dream, appa. Where I was playing on your piano." She started twittering the second she could hear the barking dog outside. They brushed theirs teeth together and Yoongi helped her with hair, braiding them.

Nothing special happened during that day Yoongi took Moon to the clinic for a check-up and then for a walk around the park.

Moon spent her afternoon playing outside with their puppy while Yoongi worked on his new album. Today was a really good day to write couple of songs. It was so good that Yoongi did not even notice when he fell asleep, his hand supporting his head as his eyes slowly fell shut.

Moon ran knto the living room with a flower crown in her hands made of daisies that grew int the garden. When she saw her dad sleeping, she gently placed the crown on over his hair and then took a blanket and throw it over his shoulders.

They did not need words, actions spoke louder than words could. They took care of each other, just like family is supposed to do. You came back from work to your husband sleeping in his chair, with a crown on his head and Moon sleeping in his lap, holding the blanket with her small hands.

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Namjoon

Namjoon wouldn't expect you to join him in the shower. He'd always tease you by asking you to shower with him in that low, sultry tone before laughing and walking off to the bathroom with a towel in hand. So when you actually step into the shower with him and wrap your arms around him, he'd be shocked at first.

Eventually, your hands would start to wander and he'd chuckle before turning to look at you

"We're supposed to be in here to get clean, but it seems like you want me to make another mess."

Yoongi

Yoongi considered showering a private time but if you were to go in after him he wouldn't be opposed to it. He'd offer to wash your back just so he could admire the way the water rolled down the curves of your lower body.

Things would remain relatively innocent until he just couldn't resist, grabbing a handful of your ass and squeezing with just enough pressure to make you let out a quiet moan.

"This is what you wanted when you decided to come in here, right?"

Jin

When you'd get in the shower with Jin, he'd complain about how two people being in one shower is a safety hazard, but as soon as he'd feel your body press flush against his back he'd stop talking immediately. He'd let your hands reach around his waist so you could touch his already hard cock.

"Maybe I'll let you get away with this. Just this once."

Hoseok

Hoseok would always turn down the idea of taking a shower together because, as he said, 'he wouldn't be able to control himself'. At some point, you believed he only said that because he didn't want to shower with you.

You quickly learned that wasn't the case and that you should probably take Hobi's word from now on. Especially because now he had you pressed against the shower wall, your legs wrapped around his waist as he fucked you hard and deep.

"God, I warned you didn't I? Mmh, you just don't seem to listen."

Jimin

Jimin would be so excited when you got into the shower behind him. As soon as you'd step in he'd turn around to get a full look at you and he wouldn't be able to look away. His hands would settle on your hips and he'd slowly pull you closer and closer till you could feel his length press against your abdomen.

"Look what you did to me, jagiya. Will you take responsibility?"

Jungkook

After getting into the shower with Jungkook, he'd keep his back turned to you and you wondered why.

"Kookie, you won't look at me?" You'd put your hand on his shoulder thinking you did something wrong. In reality, you hadn't done anything at all, Jungkook just wasn't sure if he could look at you, especially... like this. You'd turn him around so he was facing you and he'd struggle to keep his gaze from lowering.

"Are you... sure this is okay?"

Just to show him how okay it is, you get on your knees in front of him.

"Oh, this is definitely okay."

Taehyung

Tae would have his hands all over you as soon as you got into the shower with him. He'd pull you under the water and kiss your forehead while holding you close. Then he'd kiss your lips and your cheek before making his way to your neck, loving the way you got worked up just from having him devour your neck. He'd also make sure to leave his marks on you for everyone else to see.

"Your neck looks so pretty covered in purple, but I think your thighs would look even prettier."

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BTS Imagine - BTS as Boyfriends

Seokjin 

Goofy and optimistic 

Always manages a neat and clean appearance

Listens to you attentively as you go on about your day or pretty much anything you want to talk about...

 Just as long as he gets a chance to talk about what’s on his mind.

Often goes on hilariously heated tangents

Wants to know everything about you; no question is too personal for him

Will put a smile on your face whenever you’re down

Is somewhat introverted 

Can be really blunt at times

Doesn’t back down easily during an argument (if at all)

Despite coming off as confident, he can be doubtful about himself and his personal relationships

Wants to establish a honest relationship where you both can open up about anything and everything

Yoongi 

Caring and creative 

Mostly wear comfy and casual clothes 

Often shares his hopes and dreams with you

Excel in the arts, particularly in writing and music (–ᴗ–)

Loves writing you thoughtful love letters and romantic poems

Can sense your emotions before you even tell him

Daydreams a lot 

A quintessential introvert; often able to keep his calm 

Date nights are spent staying inside, binging on TV series or movies

Not a fan of confrontation and would rather avoid any arguments at all costs

Laziness can get the better of him

Moody bitch 

Is a kind and loving boyfriend who will always take your feelings into consideration

Hoseok 

Eccentric and hardworking

Has a very playful fashion sense; you never know what to expect from him 

Easy attract people with his outgoing personality thus making him extremely popular

 Values his independence and encourages you to do the same

Very passionate about his interests and issues going on in the world

Always working on different projects, sometimes more than one at a time 

Is patient with you and responsive to your needs

Though he does have an issue expressing his true emotions 

Maybe not the best person to turn to when you want to vent 

His unpredictability may be too much at times

Is a charming and thoughtful guy who wants to make a difference in the world (with you by his side of course)

Namjoon 

Brilliant and conscientious 

He's not fussy when it comes to his appearance 

The biggest perfectionist you've ever known

Being the egghead that he is, he enjoys studying and learning new things

Would want an equally as cultured significant other; someone would accompany him to museums and plays and share a love for literature 

He likes cute and tiny things

His breathtakingly adorable smile never fails to make your knees go weak

Any problem you'd come across, he’ll be there to help you solve it  

Although he's not good at initiating physical affection, he's still a huge romantic

Encourages you strive for the best 

Super opinionated but will try to hold back on it when it comes to you

Travelling is a must for him and always wants you to tag along with him

Extremely loyal, you appreciate that fact that you can rely on him for absolutely anything

Jimin 

 Gentle and sweet 

A very snappy dresser, maybe even better than you

Extremely affectionate, especially in public

Indulges you with random, but thoughtful romantic gestures (a surprise bouquet of your favorite flowers, bring you your favorite coffee drink, etc) 

His charming and friendly nature makes him a social butterfly (your friends and family absolutely love him)

Favors compliments coming from you above anyone else.

Always strives for a sense of balance in your relationship and will want fix any problem that arises 

Loves the finer things in life (designer clothes, extravagant outings, fancy restaurants, etc.)

He loves taking you out shopping, spoils you endlessly 

Actively avoids confrontation because he knows how angry he could get. 

Can be quite emotional 

You will never have to worry about losing his attention since you will already be the center of his universe

Taehyung

Driven and Insightful 

Has a very sensible fashion sense; appropriate and not too outrageous 

Is discipline and works hard to achieve his goals

Similar to Jimin, he has a sophisticated aura about him 

He does his best to never disappoint you, so you can always count on him whenever you need something 

Whenever he has free time, he enjoys doing fun activities with you (ex. sightseeing, taking photos, etc.)

Whenever he gets upset about something, he'll be open about it with you. Tends to pout.

Will take your relationship with him seriously as he plans to marry and raise a family with you 

Jungkook

Perceptive and diligent 

Like Namjoon, he doesn't spend too much on his appearance 

Huge ass gamer, loves playing games with you

What attracted you the most about him was his calming and good natured personality 

A shy and old fashioned boy  

At first, he would be hesitant when expressing his feelings but will eventually open up to you

Big on romance

While reserved in nature, he wants nothing more than to be loved by you 

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Namjoon

He was already in the shower by the time you came home, you could hear it running in the distance. His light singing came though the apartment, making you smile. His voice was really nice, except from the moments he turned into a crack head, breaking the vibe. He let his voice crack, or tired to reach the notes that were 100% too high for him. It just made you laugh, walking closer to the bathroom.

'Room in there for one more?' You spoke admiring the muscle on him. His shoulders were broad, his back muscular, as he turned around to look at you his muscles flexed in alarm. He wasn't expecting anyone home so soon, but you looked devine standing there in nothing but a t-shirt smiling at him. He motioned for you to join, telling you, you're more than welcome.

You weren't looking for anything sexual at all, really just wanted to save some water and admire your man's body. You let your hands trace down his front, his pecks were hard, as was his stomach muscles, but you're sure that's because he was tensing them.

'God, you're so pretty...' You whispered, unable to tear your eyes away from his chest. He wiggled his pecks, making the nipples dance. You giggled, smacking his arm.

'You think so? I dunno, it could be better no?' you gawked at him, astounded by his lack of confidence. Looking over his body fully, taking a step back you smile.

'Remember, Jungkook joined for those thighs. I can see why.' You dipped under the warm water as he tackled you into a full body hug, practically drowning the both of you in the water.

Jin

They had just finished their set, all getting back to the hotel as fast as possible. You already had a bath run for him coming in, usually he complained about his muscles aching so you did the only thing that eased him. He walked into the room as you lit the last candle, already stripping out of his clothes.

'Babe? You in here?' He shouted into the room, trying to find you. You yell a quick "in here!" letting him follow your voice to the bathroom. As he entered the room he smiled, seeing your body slipping into the bath, the water littered with fresh rose petals and candles around the room. He joined you sitting with his back towards you, this is how it usually went though, to give him a well deserved massage. You rubbed the muscles of his neck, down his shoulder blades, his spine and then his back dimples.

'You're so muscular, it's so nice.' He turned around, back hitting the other side of the tub, facing you completely, you took in his toned legs and stomach. His arms rested on either side of the bathtub, making you want to crawl over, it looked so inviting. So warm. You crawled over, leaving gentle kissed over his torso, starting just above where his dick rested, leading all the way up to his mouth. You placed one soft, chaste kiss on his lips.

'Perfect.' you whispered, settling between his legs in the water.

Yoongi

'But don't you think I would look better with it? Not so small?' he whined, looking at himself in the mirror, nothing but his boxers on. You just sighed, closing your book and walking up behind him. Wrapping your arms around his firm waist you frown, tickling his stomach lightly.

'Yoongi, if you want to do it, then do it. Who cares what she says. I would like you if you bulked up, but I also love you like this.' You assured, rubbing up and down his arms, you gave his ass a tight squeeze, making him jump and scowl at you in the mirror.

'It's not the point I'm making though.' He tutted, spinning him around to face you, you planted a light kiss to his cheek, then his nose, then his other cheek. Settling on your favourite part, his pouty lips. He kissed back happily, leading you to fall onto the bed below you. You pinched at the skin of his little belly, smiling contently.

'I love this, don't change it too soon...' You whisper, but only because you know. As soon as he bulked up, you were done for.

Hoseok

'STOP! I CALL TIME OUT!!' You squeal, running away from him and the little water gun he had in his hand. Why he was shooting you INSIDE THE HOUSE was unbeknownst to you. Running into the bathroom you stand with the shower head in your hand, smiling devilishly.

'Wow, you wouldn't.' He teased, narrowing his eyes at you. You just turned the shower to cold, blasting him for a couple seconds before turning it off. Thank god your bathroom was tile.

'Wouldn't I?' You teased, putting the shower head back. He stripped off the wet clothing quickly, gasping at how cold that really was.

'Wow...' is all that fell from your lips. With every sharp intake of air, his stomach muscles rippled, his chest heaved. His arms flexed as he rinsed his t-shirt, getting as much of the water out as possible. He just laughed, shaking his head at you.

'Will you ever stop doing that when you see me like this?' You just shook your head, walking up behind him. You wrapped your arms around his waist, trailing down to the hem of his wet boxers.

'Do you think you deserve that princess?' he teased, looking at you in the mirror. You just pouted back, running your nails gently over the outline of his dick.

'You look so good hobi! Please?' He just snickered lowly at you, smacking your ass, you knew that was a cue to get to the bed.

Jimin

'God, baby, your ass and thighs look so fucking good in those trousers...' You gawked, sending a blush all over his cheeks and down his neck. He just laughed nervously, grabbing your arm, taking you to another room. You know, away from ANYONE WHO HEARD YOU SAY THAT.

'Baby!' He just exclaimed, closing the door quickly behind you both. You just giggled, taking a handful of his ass and squeezing. He yelped in surprise, swatting your hand away.

'What am I suposed to do when you look that good? Resist? Pshh no thanks.' You scoff, crossing your arms over your chest. He just lulled his head back, a disbelieving laugh filtering through the small room.

'Do you want to be punished for this later? Because I can and will.' you bit your lip, teasing him a little more.

'As long as I can watch your stomach muscles move when you fuck yourself into me, I'll do whatever you want.' You spoke, rubbing your hands over his abs, feeling them flex under your fingers. Gripping your hands, he pulled them out of his shirt, throwing them down to your sides.

'And that's exactly what you won't see princess. Now behave.'

Taehyung

His lips crashed onto yours in a hungry force, but it wasn't sexual. It was lustful yes, starved and needy. His hands trailed up your arms, keeping your hands away from his stomach, the area you were dying to feel. He had been training with Jungkook recently, and you KNEW he had abs forming. As much as you loved his little tummy, you were excited to feel what he was working with. He wouldn't let you though, constantly hiding or pulling your hands away.

'Tae, let me touch you please.' He just bit your bottom lip, shushing you. You whined, rocking your hips into his, but he didn't want sex and he had made that perfectly clear. He just wanted to enjoy you, to feel your lips on his.

'If you want it so bad then fine.' He muttered against your lips, lifting the hem of his shirt up, you got a three second glimpse before it went dark around you. His shirt covered your eyes, he giggled as you pouted at him.

'You said you wanted to feel it baby. You said nothing about seeing it.' He grabbed your hand gently, letting your fingers roam his stomach, feeling the new muscles he had been working on.

'Fuck Tae, I can only imagine how beautiful you look right now...' You whisper, pushing your fingers slightly harder into his skin. He let out a whimper, leaning down to place his lips on yours once more, removing the blindfold at the same time.

Jungkook

It was no secret Jungkook was ripped, nor did he let you forget it.

'Does this look okay?' He spoke, walking into the living room, a tight shirt hugging his torso and arms, jeans tight and ripped over his thighs. Your mouth practically watered at the sight. He just smirked, raising an eyebrow.

'I'll take that as a yes?' He teased, sitting on the couch beside you. Instantly you straddled his legs, planting little kisses all over his face and mouth.

'Where you going?' you whisper against the skin of his neck, popping a couple buttons for ease.

'Just dance practice, but we are filming today.' He spoke, lulling his head back, giving you more access. Sneakily you unbuttoned the rest, leaving his chest open to you. Instantly you latched your mouth onto his chest, sucking and kissing as you rocked your hips on his thigh.

'You look so good like this.' You whispered, licking over the little purple bruise you left just above his right nipple. 'Don't let Namjoon pop your shirt open again, that could be problematic.' You spoke, while admiring how his muscles flexed as he laughed at you.

'So change into a black t-shirt then?' he teased, squeezing the skin of your hips. You just nodded, still unable to tear your eyes away from his chest. Besides, the way his leg flexed under the weight of your body, there was more important things to focus on.

[maloleysweekender22]

Map of the Soul: 7 looks so beautiful in different shades of blue. I’m excited this is my 4th comeback with BTS, what about you?

[punkpanda16]

Mistakes and Miracles- ch.15

Word count: 4.6k+

Summary: We never know what to expect in life . Just like you never expected to be a single mother at a young age, much less come to find the father of said child is no other than you bias Min Yoongi from the world wide sensation, BTS. What will happen to your somewhat “normal”  life when he comes in and turns it upside down? Will you be able to raise a child with your extremely attractive bias?

Warnings: Super soft shy Yoongi.  Unprotected sex…stay safe ;) This one got very emotional

Type: Fluff, angst, smut

Yoongi x Reader

Your POV

You awoke the next morning a little sore but, completely satisfied. You reached for Yoongi only to find the place he was laid on was now empty. As your groggy mind began to clear you realized how dark the room was. Looking at the alarm clock next to your bed you found it was just past 6am. As you stretch out your aching muscles you heard a crash coming from the kitchen. The noise starting you and making you rash to the kitchen.

The sight before you made your heart skip a beat. In the middle of the kitchen stood a flustered Yoongi. He had your giggling baby boy in one arm and in his other hand he held a broken pan handle. At his feet lay a mess of flour, broken eggs, and the rest of your now broken frying pan.

You fought the laugh that nearly escaped as you watched him trying to figure out what to do. That battle was lost when a colorful assortment of curses left his lips. You finally decided  to take pity on him when he tried to bend down  to clean the mess, nearly dropping Alexander in the process. 

You had been in his position one too many times. He had two choices put the baby down and try to clean the mess while Alexander screamed bloody murder, or he could risk causing an accident in order to not wake the neighbors. Of course you loved you son with your entire being but you had to admit he was a clingy baby. However, you take partial responsibility because it was through no fault of his own. The night he was handed to you in that hospital room you vowed to never let him go and that was exactly what you did. From that day on he was always in someone's arms. This only got worse when you moved to Korea with Yoongi, with six doting uncles pulls all of BigHit staff wrapped around his little finger he never wanted to be put down.

 Surprisingly enough, one of the biggest contributors to your little problem was Bang PD. Although, your first interaction with him was less than pleasant you came to find he was actually a very sweet man who looked out for the boys and only wanted what was best for all of them. It didn’t take long until he was the same with you and Alexander. In many ways he was like a father to Yoongi and consequently became like another grandfather to Little Min. Not a day went by without him asking how your son was doing. Even taking it upon himself to babysit a few times despite his busy schedule. Every time you took Alexander to visit his dad at work you had to stop by Bang PD’s office or you would not hear the end of it.

“Fuck.” Yoongi’s soft curse made your wandering mind snapped back to the situation at hand.

“I don’t think I want one of our son’s first words to be ‘fuck’” you said with a small laugh.

“Fuck… I mean.. I’m sorry. I mean… good morning beautiful. I’m sorry if I woke you up.” he said with a shy smile. You walked over to him taking your son from his arms. You kissed your son’s chubby cheeks only to receive the widest gummy smile from him. He may be a clinging baby but he was a happy baby. At times it shocked you that he was really Yoongi’s son because unlike his father he was looking to be a morning person, which neither of you understood.  

As you turned to him he gave you an expecting looking. Knowing exactly what he wanted you turned away to torture him a little bit. Just a small payback for leaving you to wake up alone. Yes, he had gotten up to make you breakfast but still you wanted cuddles. You walked past him to put Alexander down on his high chair along with some of his toys to keep him entertained for a while. Once your son was settled in you purposefully walked past him without a second glance and began to clean up the mess.

“So… daddy doesn’t get a kiss?’ he asked with a fake sad pout. You walked over to him stopping a few inches away from him. As he bent down to capture your lips you pulled away and booped his button nose. 

“Now that’s just plain rude. You can’t be so mean to daddy princess” he said as you walked away giggling. He couldn’t fight the smile that broke on his face as he watched you throw the ruined food away. 

“Well, daddy was mean to me first.” you said with a sly smirk, making him quirk an amused brow.

“Oh? What did I do?” he asked with a smile as he walked toward you and  hugging you from behind.

“You know what you did .” you said with a cute pout. He bent down a kissed you shoulder causing an involuntary shiver to run down your spine. 

“I don’t know what I wrong...please tell me baby. I can’t fix it unless you tell me.” he spun you around so you chest was now flush to his and your faces were only inches apart.

“You left me alone in bed.” You whispered as you took your bottom lip between your teeth. You looked up to find him smiling and his eyes begin to dilate. 

“Ah. Did my baby not get enough of me last night?” he teased, “I would have given you more but, if I remember correctly you nearly passed out after round one.” A cocky smirk spread across his lips as your cheeks flushed red.

“Yoongi! The baby is right here...can you not?” you stuttered out only to have him laugh and kiss your nose.

“You’re so cute you know that right? Now, will you tell me what I did wrong?”  he asked sweetly.

“I wanted cuddles but you left me. I could have died with how cold it was.” You rest your chin on his chest with a huff for emphasis.

“Ah my poor dramatic baby. I’m sorry, I know you could have died being away from me for more than five minutes but I was trying to not let you starve.” you wrinkle your nose at his cheesiness. He was too cute you just had to give him a kiss. You pulled away with a bright smile, one that he mirrored.

“Emphasis on the “trying” part because...umm yeah, it didn't work out.” after a few moments he stepped away from you. He turned around and began to scratch his neck as he looked at the mess he had made. “ I’m sorry about the mess and well...the pan.” he apologized shyly as an embarrassed blush covered his ears.

“It’s okay. That’s not my favorite pan anyway. Thank you for the cute gesture but how about I make breakfast while you clean up and feed Alexander.” Right away he got to work. You could help but smile at how lucky you were to be in love with this amazing man. 

He was sweet, funny, talented, and an amazing father. He was not perfect but no one needed perfect. You most certainly did not, making breakfast with the man you love and your son was what you wanted and needed most in this moment.

After breakfast Yoongi cleaned up while you got Alexander ready. Your flight was not for a few hours so the boys came over just to talk and hangout and spend some time with their nephew. You weren't necessarily trying to hide what had happened the night before but all their knowing looks made you feel a bit shy. However, Yoongi seemed to sport a proud smirk as they all silently congratulated him. Their strange behavior must have been tied to this whole situation. You made a mental note to scold them for keeping you in the dark for so long.

But for the time being you just sat snuggled up next to Yoongi as your son played with his proud uncles.  This was going to be the longest time they spend without Alexander and you since you came into their lives. You could tell by the way they held him and kissed him that it was just as hard for them to watch you leave as it was for you to leave.

You and the rest of the boys were watching Tae and Jungkook making your son laugh until Yoongi suddenly stood up catching everyone's attention 

“Okay.” he cleared his throat nervously, “Well, I’m assuming you guys know what happened last night. So, I was wondering if I could steal Y/N for a while. There are some things we need to talk about so I would appreciate if you guys stayed here with Alexander. Just let us have the dorm for a couple hours.” by the end of his impromptu announcement he was nearly beat red. All the boys gave knowing looks until the youngest spoke up.

“Of course hyung. You need to talk, as much as you can before Y/N leaves.” he said with a wink. Everyone, except Yoongi, who was now staring daggers at the maknae,  broke out in laugher.

Without another word  he grabbed your hand and dragged you out of the room. The boys continued to tease you until the front door closed behind you. 

While, you had planned on taking...one thing lead to another and you communicated in a different way.

It started innocently enough. Thinking about being away from your new home and realizing how long you would be away from it made you sad. A few stray tears rolled down your cheeks. In order to comfort you Yoongi kissed your cheeks. One kissed turned to  two and well that lead to where you are now. In  bed with him in between your legs.

“F-fuck,” it came out as a broken moan as Yoongi thrusted into you. The first time you were together you took your time in order to make up for the months of keeping away from each other. Now it was raw passion with a hint of desperation. It was as if he was trying to imprint his soul and body to yours. 

“I’m going to make sure you don’t forget me...ever.” He growled into your ear. Making you clench down on him involuntarily. For a moment he lost his rhythm but he quickly  recovered. 

The only response  you we capable of giving was a breathy moan of his name. No words could be formed as his hips snapped at a faster speed and his lips worked on making as many marks on your chest and neck as they possibly could.

He placed all his weight on one arm as his free hand snakes down to draw harsh circles on your swollen clit. The way his jaw slacked and brows frowned showed how much he was enjoying the sweet sounds he pulled from you. All you wanted was to keep him in this amazing moment of euphoria. 

But all good things come to an end. After a few sharp thrusts directed at your sweet spot you tumbled into absolute bliss. You were sent into a moment that only held you and the man you loved. You were so dazed you barely registered the low groan that filled his bedroom as he came undone as well. It was the most beautiful, erotic sound you have ever heard. 

He stilled for a few moments as his soul finally caught up with his body. After a deep breath he rolled off you and climbed out of bed. He padded of the restroom and returned with a warm cloth to clean you up. 

He worked delicately and quietly as he ran the cloth over the fresh marks he left on your body. The room was filled with a pleasant silence that was broken by your groggy voice.

“I would never do that you know.” You said softly. Your voice hoarse from all the sounds made before. He didn’t looked up, seemingly hypnotized by the patterns of red and purple on your chest. A low questioning hum was the only response he gave you.

“I said I would never do that...I would never forget you, well not unless someone steals all my memories.” You said with a small laugh, one that he returned.

“I could never forget you. Even if this, us...even if we crash and burn. Even if I hate you. I would always remember that I love you.” Those three words are still so fresh and new that they make you blush. 

Only then does Yoongi finally look up. “Promise?” He asks with a soft strained voice, almost as if he was afraid to hear the answer. 

“Promise.” You bend down to kiss his soft pink lips, earning you a sweet gummy smile.

“I love you, Y/N.” 

~Yoongi’s POV~ 

He will admit he has done some very stupid things in his life, but this must be the stupidest. How stupid could he be to believe being away from you and his son for almost a month would be okay? It nearly killed him as he watched you get dressed after the steamy session you had earlier. It hurt knowing that you would go back to your apartment to shower. In an hour he and the boys would help you carry your bags to the car waiting outside. It hurt knowing that he would have to stand there and watch the car disappear into the distance as it went to the airport. It killed him knowing you couldn’t be there to say goodbye like a normal couple because it was too dangerous for  you, the baby, himself,  and potentially all the boys. 

He loved his life, his career, his brothers, and above all he loved his ARMY. But sometimes people  don’t realize how much he gives up for them. Sometimes he misses out on his own life and happiness in order for everyone else to be happy. It upsets him knowing  some people think his or the other boys’ lives are easy just because they are idols. Yes, being an idol has its perks but, before any of their fame they were people. To this day they continue to be human beings with feelings. One day, as much as it pains him to think about it, he will not be an idol but he will continue to be a person who feels love and pain just like everyone else. He can’t help but feel saddened when he thinks of all the personal moments he has and will miss because it’s just one of the sacrifices he makes for his career and his ARMY. 

He tries not to let these thoughts invade his mind as he hugs you goodbye. He tries even harder not to cry because he knows it would only make you cry harder. He pecks your chapped lips and gives you a reassuring nod before going to strap Alexander into his car seat in order to give you and the boys a chance to say goodbye. 

He watched as one by one the boys came to say their goodbyes. First, was of course, their cuddly Mochi. It never took much for Jimin to cry so, it was no surprise when he came to you with tear stained cheeks telling you how much he loved you and that he was going to miss you. It took Jin’s jokes and Jungkook’s muscles to finally pry him off of you. 

The eldest and youngest then hugged you at the same time and proceeded to argue about who would miss you more, which eventually turned into then slapping each other. While they were distracted Hobi decided to step in and give a big bear hug and hand you big paper heart with his picture that he insisted you needed to keep so you wouldn’t forget him. He even requested you show it to Alexander once a day so he didn’t forget him either. 

Next came Tae with a surprise hidden behind his back. It was a Gucci shopping bag with a pair of Gucci sandals and a smaller identical pair. He said they would come in handy on the flight. Claiming something about “you being comfortable in style”. Yoongi didn’t quite hear what he said because he was too busy eyeing Namjoon as he made the final adjustments on Alexander’s car seat.

All the other boys had surrounded you and were talking about the next time you would all be together and they were making jokes in order for you to stop crying. Yet, Namjoon stood behind them with his head hung low. 

No matter how much time has passed Yoongi completely understood how his leader felt. A week before Alexander’s birthday Namjoon had confessed to Yoongi that he still had feelings to you. Not that he met to do it, he was so drunk out of his mind that he thought he was talking to Jimin. 

Images of that night came flooding back as  his leader watch you sadly as you talked to the other boys. 

~ Flashback~

It was another late night in the studio, at least for Yoongi it was. The other boys had decided to go out and get a drink after a long day of recording and practice. When the time to release a new album comes along they practically live their lives at BigHit for weeks or even  months at a time. Therefore, whatever opportunity they get to blow off some steam and relax they took.

 This was the first free night in weeks they were given so they decided to all go out together. However, Yoongi had work to do. Not on the album, but on his relationship with you. Over the past few weeks you began to get closer while planning Alexander’s birthday party. Which is why that night he decided to stay in the studio to fill goodie bags and work on decorations for the party that was quickly approaching. He wanted this to be the best first birthday he could give him’s son and you.

After hours of work he finally took a stretch break. As he walked around his studio loosening his stiff muscles he was distracted by a picture hung next to a shelf that held his most prized possessions. It was a picture of you, the 6 boys, and Alexander all sitting on the couch in their dorm. It was taken the night the boys had finally met their nephew. They all looked so happy, even Alexander wore a smile on his chubby face. He doesn’t remember exactly what the conversation you were all having was, but it must have been a good one because he could see the sparkle in your eye that only appeared when you were genuinely happy. 

He let out a sad sigh as he also recalls the look of utter pain and hatred you gave him when he said all those spiteful things to you a few weeks prior. Ever since that day he hated himself for hurting the one woman in his life he could honestly say he had fallen in love with.  He had also hurt one of his best friends over some stupid jealousy.

Sometimes he felt like he didn’t deserve to have a friend like Namjoon. Throughout Yoongi’s life he preferred solitude. He always told himself he was better by himself even if he felt lonely. He feared that one day someone would care about him and he would just end up hurting them or disappointing them. It took a couple of years for him to fully accept the love and support his bandmates gave him. In the early stages of their friendship just taking a simple complement was overwhelming for him because he never felt he deserved it. 

However, the boys never gave up on him. They persisted until he let down the protective wall he had built around himself. No one was more persistent, supportive, and encouraging than Namjoon. Some people just see him as some goofy guy that was lucky enough to become an idol. But he was so much more than that. He was intelligent, hardworking, selfless, and so many other things Yoongi wished he could be better at. Including being a better friend. 

Namjoon had kept to his promise and backed off. As expected he continued being there for you as a friend but he started hiding his feels more. He talked about you less and less until eventually the only time you came up in conversation was when he would bring up ideas on how Yoongi could make it up to you. Little did he know there was so much more his friend was hiding beneath his forced smiles. 

Yoongi had thankfully just finished tying the last  goodie bag. He swore if he saw one more Kamoman decoration he would lose it. As he started cleaning up there was a sound outside his door like someone had fallen. Knowing  he was the last person on his floor he first instinct was to fight whoever or whatever was outside that door.

Many thoughts ran through his head as he slowly approached the door, baseball bat in hand. Everything from a ghost to a zombie to an animal to one of managers, was a possibility. He held his breath as he opened his locked door and was met with Namjoon laying on the ground groaning in pain. 

“Ohhh that’s going to hurt tomorrow.” Namjoon giggled. It was not unusual to see Namjoon on the floor but his uncoordinated failed attempts to get up along with his slurred words, was a clear indicator of how drunk he was. 

“Namjoon-ah, how much did you drink?” he asked with a small laugh as he helped Namjoon to his feet.

“Well let's see. There was drinks Taeyungie got me and then Jiminie. Then Junkookie and I went shot for shot so I lost count. Our little maknae can drink.” He stated with a proud smile. 

Yoongi scooped up his tall friend as best he could and lead him into his studio. Even if Yoongi was shorter than Namjoon he managed to drag him to the couch in his studio. Yoongi guessed it was just his protective mama bear instinct that allowed him to carry his younger friend. Seeing Namjoon like this hurt him because something told him he was the reason Namjoon was in this state. 

“How did you get here?” he asked concern clearly laced in his voice. 

He just couldn’t understand how Namjoon got this drunk. He was usually the one with most self control. He preferred to sit back let the other guys drink while he babysat them. Yoongi had lost count of the amount of times Namjoon took care of him when he was in this state, maybe even worse states. . Instead of getting one of the other boys or staff members to take care of him when he was drunk mess Namjoon took the responsibility upon himself to get him home and in bed. He went as far as forgoing sleep in order to make sure Yoongi was okay during the night. The next morning he would cover for Yoongi with the managers so he could sleep in 

“Well..” he sang in his best aggio voice, “ my lovely Hosseokie was very upset with me so he took he my soju bottle from me and I WASN’T EVEN DONE WITH IT YET!” he emphasized with a childish pout and crossed arms.

Yoongi bit back a laugh at his friend’s cute behavior, that he would definitely regret tomorrow morning, as he handed him a freshly opened water bottle. 

“Here, drink this. You’ll thank me tomorrow.” Yoongi said with a smirk.

“Is it my new soju bottle just for? For keeps right?” Namjoon asked as he excitedly bounced on the couch nearly spilling the bottle everywhere. 

 “Umm, yeah., Yeah, it is just make sure you drink it all.” He replied with a small laugh. He could not recall a time he had seen Namjoon this drunk. He had to admit it was cute and endearing seeing his typically “in control” leader losing some self control.

“So how did you get here Joonie?’ he question gently. 

“Hoseokie put me in cab after he yelled at me for trying to get my soju bottle back. He told me I was cut off and that I needed to go home. He was being such a meanie even if he knew how sad I was tonight.” He stated as his eyes began to water and his pouty lips began to tremble. His confession caught Yoongi off guard. He needed to get to the bottom of this. 

“Namjoon-ah why are you so upset?” he asked softly as he placed a comforting hand on his friend’s shoulder. A sad sniffle was all he got as a response so he tried again. 

“Come one Joon you know you can tell me. I can’t help you if you don’t tell me.”

“You know why I’m upset Jimminie. Stop asking me why if you already know why.” He let out a frustrated huff. 

“ Namjoon-ah I’m not Jim-” 

“ You know it’s because of Y/N!” He yelled as he ran his hand through he already messy hair. He wiped away the tears in his eyes and sniffled as he continued. “ I love her. I love her so so much and that makes me such a bad friend to her and to hyung. And it makes me terrible uncle to my little Min Min. Because I love him so so much. I can’t love his mommy because then I break up his family. I love all of them and I respect hyung so much. If I lost any of them in my life I don’t know what I would do. I want them together so they can be happy but I want to be happy too. Y/N makes me happy but I can’t have her and don’t want her if that hurts hyung and Little Min Min. Maybe I’m just not meant to be happy.” By the end of his rant Namjoon was sobbing in Yoongi’s chest. 

“Shhh it’s okay. “ Yoongi rocked him gently just like he rocked Alexander when he was upset. 

“Namjoon-ah everything is okay. I promise Y/N, Yoongi, or Alexander would never not let you be  a part of their lives. Alexander needs his smart uncle to teach him how to read and write. Y/N needs you because you’re one of her best friends and she loves you. And... “ Yoongi’s voice broke as he fought back tears of his own. “ A-and your hyung needs you most of all. You’re not just his best friend but you’re his family and he doesn’t know what his life would be without you in it. You saved him in more ways than one. Because of you he is a better artist, friend, and father. He is the best person he could possibly be because of you, NAmjoon-ah.” A single tear fell as Yoongi continued to hold his friend and reassured him that everything would be okay.

He doesn't know how long the sat there but eventually Namjoon had cried himself to sleep. Yoongi gently cover him with a blanket. He sat at his desk for the rest of the night watching over his friend as countless thoughts ran through his mind. The next morning neither of them spoke a word about the night before. They simply went your place with the rest of the boys to have breakfast and pretend nothing ever happened. The only thing on Yoongi’s mind was:  How was he ever going to make it up to his best friend?

Yoongi recognized Namjoon’s face as he walked up to you. He wore the same sad look he had that night as he hugged you goodbye.  In that moment Yoongi vowed he would help make NAmjoon happy.

Hi guys, :)

I once again I am sorry for not posting in so long. I also apologize if this isn’t that good I am still trying to get back into the rhythm of writing. Please let me know what you think and if there are any story requests you have. This tsry is not over yet and there are more fanfics i am working on so keep an eye out. 

Thank you for your love and support. I hope you enjoy :)

(more drama to come) ;)

[bts-trashxoxo]

my lover better react like this when i say ily

[nevermintyoongi]

No More Dream | Part 1

A/N: Hi guys! Hope you like the new part!!! I know it hasn’t been a lot but be patient because the action will come soon!!

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[cinaminho]

Do you ever just...

*switches over to tumblr search*

*Types in favorite idol's name*

*goes on an Insane liking spree*

*videos, gifs, photo sets

*just anything that has to do with them*

...yeah me too

[namjoonscoffeeshop]

Deep | Chapter 8

Deep | M.YG ✧ Pairing: Min Yoongi x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,fake dating au,contract ✧ synopsis; you're in love with your childhood friend but he does not see you more than just a friend. One day you ask him to be more than just friends, he agrees. ✧ word count: 6.3k ✧ Theme song: Fri(end)s by V a/n: comment to be in permanent taglist!

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you wake up to the sound of the raindrops striking the window. attempting to sit up you felt yourself being pressed down, lowering your gaze you find his arm wrapped around your waist as he held you against his naked chest, your legs entwined with his. struggling to turn without waking him you finally manage as his grip weakens with your movements.

you were lost in a daze as you stared at his sleeping figure, the creases on his forehead were relaxed, his head sunken into the pillow, he looked younger. lifting your hand you brush back his bangs, you're index finger traced the lines of his face in a caressing motion. "you can't let me sleep can you" he groans, startling you.

"sorry"

he blinked his eyes open, still tired. releasing you from his hold he lays back "how do you feel" he asked with closed eyes. "oh..I feel fine" you mumble, staring at him.

"you sure?"

"yeah, just sore" you could feel your face heat up, as he turned to look at you with his droopy eyes.

a mischievous smile appeared on his lips as he wraps his arm around your waist, pulling you towards him as he pins you under him. "so another round is out of the question huh" he presses his lips to your eyelids as he spoke. showering you with light kisses on your face and ears before moving to your neck, you felt butterflies in your stomach as he kissed your lips causing you to blush to the tip of your ears.

"shame" he chuckles at your reaction before propping himself up

"the rain gives us enough time to eat and get ready before we leave, do you care if we leave today?"

"not at all" you sit up, eyes never leaving him.

"sure you feel alright?" his words hinted his concern for you, turning to look at you with a raised brow at your silence. you quickly smile at him "i'm fine, really"

"alright, i'm gonna shower first if you don't mind" you nod, he walks towards the door but stops in his tracks turning to you once more.

you felt your heart racing, it banged against your chest. tilting his head as he licked his bottom lip "unless you wanna shower together"

"can you not tease me" you whine, throwing a pillow from the bed which he catches it flawlessly as he laughed.

He filled the trunk with the packed bags, you run down the stairs. crossing the parking lot to his car you look up at the clouds which still gave the impression that there would be more rain "are you sure you want to go? it looks like it's gonna rain again"

"It says it won't rain anymore, on the app"

"they're never right sometimes" shutting the trunk he leans against it, staring at you with a questioning look "w-what?" you stutter, you noticed that ever since yesterday when ever he looks at you or you accidentally touch, the butterflies in your stomach erupt and you cant help but feel all giddily...way more than usual.

"do you not want to go?" he asks

"that's not what I meant, just that driving in the rain.."

"if we don't head out today we might as well just not go at all"

surprised by his words you were taken back, thinking you might've annoyed him. "oh" was all you managed to say.

"what I mean is...if it was my choice I would choose staying here, just the two of us. but then if that happened" he walked to the drivers side, opening the door "then we'd never leave the bedroom" he smirks, entering the car.

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

The drive consisted of calling my parents to apologize for never showing up, eating snacks and hearing music as I laid back with the seat heater on. I didn't bother talking to him, the main reason because he didn't talk much either.

when he pulls up to the parking lot you stare out the window in excitement "how did we not know about this place" you open the door to the passenger side, getting out quickly to have a better look around. There were a variety of tents set in rows with a good amount of space between them as if to give the guest privacy, the tents were good sizes as well.

everything looked luxurious.

"I knew of the place, just didn't think you'd like it"

"you've been here before?" you ask, following him to the back as he began to take your bags out. there was reluctance in his voice as he spoke "it was just once, a long time ago" you nod, not wanting to pry incase he just didn't want to tell you.

"they are all different" looking around the tents were organized from their shape and size "yeah the ones of the far right are domes, the middle are pods and the rest are bell tents. they can accommodate up to five people" you look at him a little taken back. you wanted to just spend time with him during this time but then again you needed to get the project done, still this didn't stop you from getting disappointed.

"I thought we'd have our own place" you mumbled, which he didn't catch on as he turned to look at you "what?"

"nothing, I just thought it was really nice" you smile. his lips parted as he stopped to talk to you but you're name was called out before something rather..someone slammed into you from behind catching you off guard you stumbled forward, the arms wrapped around you tried to pull you back but ended up stumbling as well.

"can't you behave your age" yoongi yells. gripping jihye's arm as he pulls her from falling on top of you, jihye's pulls you up with her. "I didn't think you guys were coming" she laughs letting go of you, she steps back. "I'm regretting we did" yoongi scowls, turning to look at you he takes the bag from your hand.

"how did you accommodate everyone" he wasted no time to start asking. she rolls her eyes at his attitude.

"everyone is already settled" she begins to walk towards the section reserved for us. "everyone arrived but only jungkook didn't come"

"that brat never joins these things anyways" the two of you followed her as she walked through the rows "I thought it'd be better if you two got your own tent" she winks at you as she points down the row "the tent all the way to the end is yours"

"great" you both turn to look at yoongi who had a unpleased look on his face "did you not want to shar-"

"we're gonna go rest, plus it looks like it's gonna rain again" grabbing your hand he begins to walk away "i'll tell the rest you're here" jihye says loud enough for the two of you to hear.

"don't bother" he says back.

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

Once the both of you entered the sleeping area of the tent, yoongi put down the bags and excused himself saying he needed to go and find namjoon. after a while jihye who probably saw yoongi out and about came to find you and began to pry into your business. "did the two of you fight?" "No, it's nothing" you smile to reassure her but you were just saying that for yourself.

you were still mentally kicking yourself for what you had said the night before, even though this morning he was acting as if it never happened you felt as if something was wrong but couldn't bring yourself to ask him.

"did you really bring your computer?" jihye laughs as she grabs it from your opened bag. rummaging through the bag playfully her brow raises in question "no books?"

"oh shut up" you snap at her, taking the computer from her hand, she laughs raising her hands as she steps away "makes sense now that yoon-"

"shut up jihye" you screech, face feeling hot.

"ok ok" she laughs

The two of you talked for a long time, in all honestly you were waiting for yoongi to come back but it got late when you received a message.

Yoongi

I won't be coming back till later so if you're waiting for me just sleep (9:34pm)

staring at your phone you bit on your lower lip, fingers hovering over the keyboard as you kept thinking what to respond. "is it him?"

"yeah he said he would be back later..." she watched as you stared at the phone and sighed "you literally have him and you're still not happy" you could hear the sound of annoyance in her voice "it's not like that, he's probably with the guy-"

"don't say that" her nose scrunched, taken back for a moment you stared at her until the words you just said repeated in your head and you couldn't help but laugh "oh you're right"

'with the guys' that was something you'd tell her when he was out with those girls or with her . taking out her phone she begins to message someone, curious you hover over her shoulder to see her messaging taehyung.

"let me find out where he is, then we just go join them. cause you aren't tired, are you?" you nibble on your inner cheek a bit, debating if this is what you really wanted to do. clearly something was bothering him and maybe it was what you said and space is what he needs.

but is it selfish that you don't want him to have that space.

"no, i'm not tired at all" you smile. after she finds out which tent everyone was in and confirms that it really just is yoongi and their close friends with others jihye places your bags on the bed rummages through it "please tell you brought something cute to wear"

"no" you mumble, already annoyed with what she would say to you. "bitch I've told you millions of time to alwa-"

"I know ok! I just forgot"

shoving back everything into your bag, ruining the organized bags you so effortlessly took time in packing.

"follow me"

after following her to the tent she was staying in, you both wasted a good amount of time in arguing about what you would or would not wear. in the end it was decided that the outfit you had on would just have to do. she didn't agree but it was late and you whined about not wanting to look desperate. you felt that just showing up when he clearly doesn't want you....dressing up would just be too much.

yoongi was right when he said that it would rain again, even if it had only begin to drizzle as you both made your way to the tent where everyone was. you weren't wearing nearly enough to cover yourself. The shorts you had changed into before this plan left your legs to get wet and you were regretting not grabbing yoongi's sweater.

running into the tent, jihye starts laughing as you almost slipped at the entrance. the second tent beyond the entrance wasn't closed so everyone inside turned their heads to the new voices.

"well well, yoongi said you were asleep. i'm glad you were able to join us" taehyung happily says. you give him a smile as you turn to look at yoongi who was sitting on the single sofa that based on the amounts that were in the tent they brought all the couches from their tents. jihye quickly slipped into the only available seat leaving you awkwardly standing.

you glanced at everyone who was there, there were some girls you didn't recognize. thankfully none near yoongi, inhaling you walk over to him as he bored his eyes into you. " I thought I told you i'd come back" he drinks from his glass, before placing it down on the foldable table. "I was bored" he didn't show annoyance or in fact any reaction to your words.

like always it was you always worked up, not wanting to be the only one standing. you naturally sit on his lap. you thought he'd say something but instead he wrapped his arm around your waist and held you. taehyung offered you a drink in the same glass yoongi had placed down and you accepted it.

yoongi watched you in silence as you interacted with everyone, occasionally tell you to slow down on the drinks which you'd tell him it would be your last one but you ended up drinking another.

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

"you knew what you were doing" your head tilted upwards, eyes lost in his as he leans forward dropping a wet kiss on your slightly opened lips. "you seemed annoyed" you muttered, not being able to concentrate as his hands roamed on your ass giving it a squeeze. "and?" he lets out a soft sigh feeling your lips on his neck as you leave sloppy kisses for him.

"are you mad at me" you mumble

"did you do something to anger me" his hands lifted you as he gripped your thighs, immediately making you wrap your legs around his waist as he walks into the second section of the tent. you wanted to bring it up, what you had said but something was stopping you.

maybe it was the way he looked at you, or the way he was kissing you right now that you didn't want to do anything to make him stop. He rubbed his forehead and inhaled a shaky breath, lowering his head he pecks your lips softly "let's sleep tonight"

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

once you woke up, he was not beside you. jihye who you found getting breakfast ready told you he went on a hike with his "brothers" you laughed as she did a face clearly not happy with the phrase she was trying to make. "does girls..." your eyes wonder as you look for what to do which could cover your pathetic questions "girls?"

"the girls in the tent last night" you say, grabbing the vegetables and cutting board that had been put aside "oh, friends of the brothers" she says with her nose scrunched. shaking your head you laugh "please stop saying it like that"

"I can't help it, but anyways...they're all guest of well everyone else. plus there are more people here that you may recognize. this is something like a getaway for students"

"oh? I thought this was your first time here based on how you talked about it. had you been here before?" putting down the knife you toss the veggies in their own separate bowls "ah did I come off like that? yeah... I had been here once before"

"really?"

"the summer before freshman year, I was invited" she shrugs as if to say it was nothing. nodding you glance at her slightly with a teasing smile "invited hmm"

"shut up my girl friends invited me, i'm not  close with them anymore since we don't have any classes together but thats why I came" her ears began to blush a tint of red and you were enjoying how she clearly had done more than hang out with some girl friends. before you could keep teasing you your peace was disturbed by the one being you wish could've been anywhere else but here.

eunju suddenly comes into view as she leaves a tent with two of her friends. you look over at jihye who unlike you didn't see her as she was focused on cooking. "I didn't know she'd be here" you slowly whisper standing next to her you hand her the veggies "who" she doesn't bother looking up trusting you'd just tell her. "eunju" her hands freeze and she whispers "where" you continue to hand her things and before you could answer the women decided to speak "jihye! y/n!" she calls your names waving shamelessly as if we were some childhood friends. you both look up at her and smile in unison as you greet her for the both of you.

it was weird.

there was no staring from her part or anything rather she was doing her own share of food from their provisions they had brought. apparently everyone shares spaces here to avoid paying extra. there was no talking about yoongi nor did she ask of our relationship. it was dumb of me to think that she might've just grown up. but that was always something about me I would see good in people that in fact they had no good in them.

the guys had not returned by the time the food was ready and jihye of course would not shut up about wanting to eat. eunju in the other hand had no problem inviting herself to your groups "do you mind if we all eat together" she smiles her very not friendly smile.

you were not comfortable with having her in your tent and jihye wasn't slow in realizing this, "sure" she responds and begins to walk to hers. the tents were divided into two, the first flaps will reveal a sort of portable kitchen but you could pay to use the more modern and thats where the two of you were. jihye didn't want her tent smelling like food.

the flaps were hung up and the foldable table was opened and set. there was a small talk here and there but not much exchange. you managed not to fill your plate because you knew that this would lead to indigestion.

the meal ended rather quickly and it was decided that those who didn't cook would clean the dishes even if the other three did not travel with you two they insisted. you also insisted and ended up following her two friends. you appreciated that eunju had not mention anything to make this trip become ruined

but even without her speaking I learned things,

things I wished I hadn't heard, maybe instead of going out to look for him this morning I should've stayed in and committed my self to my project. but it was inevitable, I was bound to hear it.

the reason yoongi didn't bother bringing me here was because it was eunju's and his love nest, chills crawled up your spine as you stood behind the building in which the three of you had just came out of after washing everything.

"eunju thought this was serious, but he brought her here. it's bound to end rather quickly"

"how is she so sure? you know how much he treasures her" the girl with the longer hair shrugs "eunju and yoongi never became a official couple but no matter who they fucked here they always left together and slept in the same tent" you glanced about trying to find a way to get away unnoticed but your cover was blown as a hand crept around your waist pulling you to their chest "what are you doing hiding?" yoongi questions you rather loudly. startled you drop the basket of bowls and supplies you had washed causing a ruckus that caught the attention of the two girls who were gossiping.

you stare at the girls almost guilty but the guilt washed away as the one with the longer hair had a smug look on her face and without a care of the world mutters to her friend knowing you'd hear "told you"

they wanted you to hear and it irked you. your face flushed in embarrassment and anger "whats wrong?" yoongi asked confused as he looked at you and the two girls.

"oh hey yoongi" the girl with the longer hair spoke first. he didn't bother acknowledging them as he turns you around to face him, caressing your cheek he bends down to pick up what you had dropped which was soiled by the wet dirt of the previous night rain. "are you alright" he whispers, you grab the items and smile at him "we-"

the two girls didn't care about his attitude nor how he treated them but they for sure found the whole scene amusing as one of them stepped towards the two of you, interrupting you "eunju and us joined them for breakfast"

"them?" he says, but his eyes never leaves you

"jihye and y/n of course. you all decided to leave so we were left alone. but don't worry we all made plenty of foo- actually eunju made your favorite dis-" losing his patience he turns to the girls "why are you still here? as you can see i'm talking to my girlfriend are you ignorant" your head was ringing....from embarrassment of being caught eavesdropping? or because you fell right into their trick and now....his favorite dish?

"well i'm starving so lets just get going huh" your eyes dart to the voice behind yoongi. taehyung looked at you and smiled. you didn't know this but the path back from the hike was right behind this building which means they watched you as you were eavesdropping.

"I have to wash this again" you try to pull away from him but he wouldn't budge. instead he takes the basket from you "i'll do it, why don't you go bac-" yanking the basket back without thinking you push past him and bee line your way to jihye's tent. but she wasn't there you were in the tent with soiled dishes and teary eyes all on your own.

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

This time it wasn't yoongi who came to the tent late rather you. sitting on the foldable chair right at the entrance he looks up at you with his gorgeous brown eyes as he stands slowly " are you better now" he stood in place taking your appearance in, your puffy red eyes assured him you had been crying but he didn't budge from where he stood as he watched your hands fist his sweater you had stolen this morning. he could hear your subtle deep breaths as your lips shut close and parted. he could see how you struggled to think of what to say, without you knowing he knew, he knew how tangled your mind became when it came to him.

yet he did not bother to soothe your tangled mind, "what did they say to have you crying and in this state" you shake your head "nothing I just.." you mentally cursed yourself as you choked with your own words. "i'm just in a bind"

I can't tell him that I want to leave, then she wins.

"what is it"

"I basically have to complete some projects i've been procrastinating on and had a moment that's all...it was just.... a lot"

"what? and why didn't you say anything we would've stayed and have you finish...you aren't even enjoying yourself!" he exclaims, annoyed.

"well theres nothing to do about it so just, let me deal with this on my own. don't trouble yourself with me" you walk past him and enter the second part of the tent, getting changed you ignore the fact that you could feel him staring at you the entire time. you get into the bed with your computer in hand and begin to look at the work you had put on hold. "fine" he spats, clearly angry.

you expected him to storm out and leave you alone but instead he pulled the bean bags that were provided and just sat there, headphones in and book in hand. it was like this all day until he suddenly got a message and stood up. you fought the urge to ask him who it was or what it was about. it could be her asking him to meet up, but he wouldn't...theres the rule.

without a word he left the tent and it was a good 10 minutes before he returned with a tray of food for the two of you "leave that there, and come eat. you've been working all day" glancing at him he stood by the foldable table boring his eyes at you with a raised brow as he sees your reluctance. "look I don't find it responsible that knowing you had to complete these assignments you still decided to come on this trip....it's happened and its over. so please stop giving me that look and come eat"

about the tangled mind that he felt he knew so well, it's not true. because as I stared at him I wasn't thinking about these stupid assignments. But about the food he had taken so much time to place nicely on the trays and I couldn't help but think...if he had done this for her too.

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

the rest of the days all I did was sit in our tent and work on the assignment, yoongi didn't leave my side at all other than to get us something to eat or to talk to his friends in the first half of the tent. but he did not let them bring any girls, you may have not said anything but he was sure that something happened and he would bet everything that eunju was the one at the center of it all. when he left to get breakfast you picked up your computer and started working, you made this the only way for him to not want to talk to you as he saw you so immersed in the assignment. what made you nervous was that after today you would be finished and there were still three days left to the trip. 

you hear footsteps approach the second flap and quickly avert your eyes to the screen "I finally get to see you" jihye jumps at you, embracing you right away. "jihye" you smile, hugging her back. "yoongi wouldn't even let me come see you. said you had to finish your work" rolling her eyes she lays on the bed pulling the computer off your lap as she shuts the screen "girl there are only three days left, one day of just relaxing won't kill you" 

"I know but after today I'm free" you mumble  the ending. "really!?" she exclaims and jumps up gripping your arm "good because I don't think it's fair that you haven't go-"

"has eunju spoken to yoongi" you swallow hard, lips in a thin line as you watch for jihye's reaction, who being cut off for yoongi irked her soul but she bit her tongue. 

"no, in fact when everything happened he had gone to the tent where everyone was and told the girls what they had said but neither of them said anything. jus that you were the ....the one listening in to their conversation" 

bitting your lip, you take back your computer and type away. sitting up jihye looked at you with nervous worried eyes "y/n what did you hear" you could sense her voice shake a bit and told yourself that it wasn't that serious for her to be this worried of you. eunju was the problem she was just so..annoyed you scoffed and jihye inhaled and looked scared. 

"just that yoongi came here often with eunju" jihye swallowed "oh"

"you knew?' taken back you stare in disbelief. "well you know rumors" she awkwardly laughs 

"jihye yo-" 

"i told you she had to work on her assignments and not to bother her" he sets down the tray of bowls on the table "she was just leaving" you respond bitterly slamming your computer shut and tossing it aside. you walk to the table and take a bowl and began to chow down the noodles. 

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

you ended up finishing the work and you had one thing in mind. you were going to talk to eunju and let her know that her dirty little schemes are pathetic and that she needs to move on. yoongi stepped out and you assumed it was to get something to eat or to go see his friends. sneaking by and hoping to not be seen by anyone you make it to eunju's tent but it was empty. 

you were feeling guilty for snapping at jihye over not telling you but...maybe she knew how you'd react and..sighing you decide apologizing to her would be a better thing to do at the moment. 

but just like eunju her tent was empty too. entering the second half you close the flap and jump into the bed. it wasn't long before you heard a couple of voices outside the tent which you sat up and tried to hear. it was clear that it was yoongi and jihye. annoyed at the thought that yoongi was lecturing her over going to talk to you. you walk to the barrier and grab the zipper but you froze as another voice appeared and it was eunju. 

snapping out of your state you look around in a frenzy to find where to hide. not having much time you grab yoongi's hoodie and crawl under the bed. hiding yourself as the sheets gracefully covered the bottom. 

"don't you think this is fucking childish" jihye yells 

"childish? i didn't do anything. what people say or do has nothing to do with me. everyone has free will" 

"cut the shit, what did they say" yoongi spats

"i really don't fucking know" eunju yells 

"what? are you afraid that they might've spilled the beans about the two of you?" you can hear the venom in her voice and it sinked into your heart making it beat rapidly. what is she talking about?

"that's none of your business  nor something you or anyone else should care to talk about" eunju bursted out laughing "Really? isn't that amusing. everyone talked about it and you didn't care - oh right. it's cause she wasn't around to hear" 

"that happened before i met y/n!" you can hear jihye's voice shake as she spoke. you try to control your breathing as your mind began to make scenarios  of what they were talking about and the worst things were coming to mind. "I could care less what she hears, what bothers me is the way she receives such information and how she takes it" yoongi says calmly 

"what the fuck are you talking about?" jihye yells "if she finds out...she-she won't want to be my friend" her voice cracked as she pushed her sentence out. 

at this point you had made a whole story in your head, and it was permanent. 

"yeah cause if she knew that you two fucked all summer" her tongue clicks in disappointment but full of mockery "how would she take that huh i wonder" 

and everything froze, everything and everyone was silent. including your heart. 

"she knows i've been with other people, if she finds out it wouldn't matter" yoongi responds "I really would appreciate it if you'd move on"

"move on" eunju says surprised "what makes you think I wa-"

"then why are you being such a pest" his words were like daggers and just as they were meant to hurt her for some reason they wounded me too. "you act all high and mighty but you're miserable and it's just suffocating having to deal with your shit" 

"so jihye goes crying to you that she might've heard of your little love season and i'm the one to get the black lash? may I remind you that that summer you were with me! you spent the entire summer with her, but you always came back to me! and you still attend to her just lik-"

"I was never with you. we were never a thing. there were no feelings from me at all. you just wanted the attention and I complied so why must I have to deal with your childish feelings when I never asked for them" she remained silent as if the words he said finally sinked in. 

you knew they weren't meant for you, but your selfish tangled mind let his words sink in too. and that was the last strike which made eunju cry "must you be so cruel" she didn't let him respond as she walked out the tent. jihye didn't wait to speak her mind "why, why di-" 

"if you didn't want me to speak my mind you should've dealt with this alone. if she would've found out I would've dealt with it. would she had been angry? yeah the guy she's dating and her best friend fu-"

"is it the same with her" your head snaps to the direction of their voice "or do you like her"

"why is that your business" he answers. 

"she's bee-"

"its not your business" he didn't care to stay and talk to jihye, in fact he left right away. jihye stood at the same spot for a long time and so did you not moving nor breathing well thats how it felt. finally realizing that yoongi might be looking for you, you had no choice but to crawl out of underneath the bed. 

"who's thee" she sounds startled but you didn't bother answering. you sat on the floor staring at the ground "y/n" she gasps as she opens the flap. "what are you- how much did you- fuck" she cries harder, covering her mouth. 

"you and yoongi"

"it was before i met you, and it was just a summer fling. nothing else!" she automatically runs to your side. "this whole time I must've sounded so...stupid to you" shaking her head she grips your hands "listen when we met again through you, we talked and i told him I didn't want you to know. I really liked you and I saw how much you liked him I didn't want you to think I-"

"that you had feelings for him"

"I don't I really don't"

"then why?"

"I don't remember-I just w-"

"were you drunk?"

"no no- fuck I do remember I just- it's in the past!" 

"right" you scoff, standing up. "i'm gonna go" ignoring her as she yelled and ran after you, you finally lost her as you ran through some rows and entered a lit tent. 

catching your breath you turn around to someone humming "what gots you running around in this place" taehyung was sitting with a group of guys you didn't recognize "taehyung" you say in a relief. 

"yes?" his charming voice and personality shines as he puts down a card. "problems in paradise?" taehyung says with a brow raised but you could sense how he was mocking you. and that made your heart clench. 

"can I borrow your phone" you say to him, glancing at you for a split second before he placed his whole hand down and the group of guys all groaned in defeat. "you seem to bring me luck to day, so yes" he hands you his phone and you scroll through his contacts. 

jihye paced in her tent "fuck fuck why was she here" wiping her tears in anger she walks out to the front determined to go and fight eunju but then if yoongi hadn't..no this is not just his fault. walking back into her tent she curses at herself "why did I not tell her, she knew how he was...but" clenching her forehead she clenched her jaw. 

a commotion outside caused her to walk out the tent again. it was yoongi and y/n talking by the entrance "are you serious right now" yoongi says calmly but you could sense the annoyance in his voice. 

"I just want to go home"

"and I said we'd leave together, why must you leave with someone else" he scoffs at her. "hyung, I was just arriving my plan was to come at the end" jungkook spoke as he held his bag in one hand and was standing beside y/n who was glaring at yoongi. 

"jungkook you don't have to explain yourself. I know" staring at y/n he crosses his arms "are you going to be this stubborn" 

"I don't want to go back with you.." you manage to respond. inhaling yoongi nods "fine, jungkook sorry to burden you like this"

"it's fine" he says nonchalant 

you quickly try to escape but he grips your arm turning you to face him "call me when you get there" jungkook looked at the two, and the crowd that had gathered thankfully many were friends. not wanting to be in between the two of you he begins to walk to his car. you glance at him your eyes pleading him to come back but he kept walking. "look at me" he says 

"ok" you exclaim 

licking his lips he leans in, close to your ear "I don't know what it was you heard but remember you're not allowed to be with anyone but me. break that rule and watch" clenching your jaw you look him in his eyes "you better remember that too then"  he doesnt miss the chance to give you a long passionate kiss and pull away leaving you to be the only one bursting a shade of red on your face.

"go now, before it gets dark. drive safety jungkook"

jungkook nods and looks at you before entering his car which you rush to before yoongi can take a grip on you once more and force you to stay. jungkook didn't ask anything nor did the too of you have a conversation other than you apologizing for forcing you to take him home just when he had arrived other than that you slept. 

you didn't text yoongi when you arrived. later on you found out that jungkook called him to inform him so he didn't bother bombarding your phone with messages and calls. you also found out by taehyung who didn't mind messaging you everything that was happening. jihye apparently got into a cat fight with one of eunju's friends not long after you had left and yoongi who was getting ready to also leave had to go and separate them. jihye left the same day too and yoongi was the one to drive her back. 

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Without Love

 . . . Synopsis: Loving your best friend Yoongi had become second nature, but how long is too long? When a new love interest crosses your path it sends your life into a frenzy. Now the people that hurt you the most must come to your rescue.

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“Y/N wake up honey! You’re going to be late for school.” You we’re regretting staying up so late. It wasn’t like you wanted to. You had to. Your best friend Hoseok had a crisis and you had to be on the phone all last night. Well all this morning too. You had only gotten 2 hours of sleep. “5 more minutes mom.” “Yoongi is downstairs!” That’s all that it took to get you out of bed. You hurried out of bed to get dressed. Thank god you wore uniforms to school so you didn’t have to worry about picking out clothes. You brushed your hair and then your teeth. You ran downstairs almost knocking Yoongi over. “Sorry for keeping you waiting.” “It’s fine bunny, I’m used to it by now. But we should run, there’s no time for breakfast.” You nodded and followed him out. “Are you nervous?” You asked as you smoothed out your skirt. “A little, high school is different you know. And now we are going to attend school  with different people.” “I know but at least the 5 of us got into the same schools.”You said with a smile.  “Look please behave today. It’s a new school so the teachers won’t know that you were a trouble maker.” “Ahhhh Yoongi you have no faith in me! I’m more mature. I’ll behave.” He smiled “I like your new hairstyle.” “Oh , you noticed! I decided to straighten it. I don’t want to walk around with a crazy birds nest on my head like in middle school.” “I think your hair looked fine before. But this suits your face a bit more.” You blushed. You knew he meant nothing more by the comment but in the end of the day he was your crush. He had always been your crush. Ever since he moved into the neighborhood as a young boy.

“Hey guys wait up!!!!” Hoseok screamed. he ran as Yoongi and you kept walking. Seokjin and Namjoon running right behind him. “Yah what’s the  hurry!?” “Seokjin We’re going to be late for school if we don’t hurry.” He rolled his eyes at you. “You guys do know we are early right? We get in at 8.” Namjoon said as he looked at his watch. “It’s only 7:08 and we only have 3 blocks to go.” “Yoongi!!! You said we were late!” “Look Y/N I just wanted you to be on time for the first day.”  You gave him a small shove. “Well now that we’re here let’s go get some coffee before school!” Namjoon said as he grabbed your hand. “No, she has to be early to school.” “Hyung, we’re early. Let’s go!” Namjoon whined. “Please oppa!!!” “Hyung you know you want to too.” Hoseok said as he poked Yoongi. “Fine.”Yoongi said as he rolled his eyes.  “It’s my treat!” Seokjin said as he ran in front of everyone.

The bell rang just as you sat in your seat. “Welcome students my name is Lee jae byun but you can all call me profesor Lee. This is a specialized school in the arts so please don’t waste your time or mine. You are paying a hefty price so don’t waste your opportunity to be here.” Just then the door opened. “Ah and here is my first example. “I’m here. Sorry.” Every single person looked at this young man, even the guys. He was lean and had pale blonde hair. He was a bit short for a guy but taller than you. “And who are?” The professor asked annoyed. “My name is Park Jimin.” He Bowed. “Well Mr. Park, you have already made a bad impression and it is only the first day.” “I’m sorry, I got a bit lost. I just moved into the neighborhood. “No excuses. Now please find an open seat. “See Y/N this is why Yoongi doesn’t want you to be bad here. They will eat you alive.” You gulped. “I know Hoseok. I’ll be good.” “Now class lets begin.” Your eyes followed Jimin to his seat. He sat right next to Hoseok. You tried looking over Hoseok’s shoulder but he waved his hand in your face. “Close your mouth Y/N you’re drooling.”

“Woah! That was hard! I don’t get why we have to study the history of dance. It’s supposed to be dance. Not history.” You rolled your eyes. “Hoseok everything is hard for you.”

The first half of school went well. You loved being in high school and actually studying things you loved. “I’m so hungry! Y/N, come to the school store. I have to get extra snacks. My mom only packed noodles for me.” Seokjin said as he rubbed his stomach. “Seokjin oppa can you buy me Snacks too?” He nodded and you followed contently. “How was the first half of today?” Seokjin asked. “It was good, easy.” “I’m glad, you look happy.” “I forgot to tell you oppa! There is this guy I my dance class and he is just so handsome. Even the guys in class stared at him.” “Look at you Y/N, you’re growing up! Just last year you were saying guys had cooties.” He laughed. “Not true! You left middle school a year ago. You don’t know anything you old man!” “Yah! I’m only a year older than you!” You finally reached the front and ordered your things you were struggling to find the boys but Seokins height helped him find them faster. When you approached the table you noticed a stranger sitting next to Hoseok. “Over here!” “Guys this is Jeon Jungkook.” “Hello.” He said shyly. “Woah! You look so young. What are you doing here?!” You elbowed Seokjin. “Ouch, what was that for?” “You shouldn’t say stuff like that when you don’t know someone. And why did you drop the honorifics?” “It’s okay, I am younger than you guys. An what’s your name if you don’t mind me asking.” “Oh I’m Soo Y/N . Nice to meet you. Where are Namjoon and Yoongi?” You asked as you sat down. “They are still in line for the school lunch. Hoseok said as he stuffed his face. “So What year are you?” “I am 97.” “And you’re here!” Seokjin practically screamed. “Well my friends and I were the only guys that advanced a bit early. We placed first in our school.” “All of you?” Hoseok asked. “Yea, the three of us tied for 1st . Oh! There they are.” You all looked over to see who they were. You almost choked on your water when you saw them. The were with Yoongi and Namjoon. “Hey guys, look this is Park Jimin and Kim Taehyung.” “Hello, nice to meet you.” They said in unison. “Jungkook, you’re here!” “Yeah, I was going to text you now to meet up here. But what a small world.” “Well let’s eat, Namjoon said as he sat down. Yoongi sat next to you tapping your shoulder. “Bunny your eyes are going to pop out of your eye sockets.” He said in a monotone voice. “No they won’t.” You cleared your throat. “So how did you meet Yoongi and Namjoon?” You asked Taehyung. “We have production class with them.” You smiles and nodded. “Oh and you two are in my dance class right?” Jimin asked as he pointed to you and Hoseok. “Yeah, we are.” Hoseok answered. “I have that class too just in a different hour.” Jungkook chimed in.

Lunch was a bit awkward for you. You tried to not be too obvious about checking out Jimin. But Yoongi kept staring At you.

The walk home was long. You had been stuck in your own head thinking about Jimin and how cute and shy he was. When the boys started making fun of you. “Oohhh Y/N and Jimin sitting on a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G!” Namjoon and Seokjin were screaming out. While Hoseok danced around you. “Stop, not true.” You said in a small voice. “Stop! Leave bunny alone. She doesn’t like him.” Yoongi scoffed “Hyung! You didn’t see her drool over him!? I think you chose not to see. I think someone is Jealous.” Namjoon said as he stuck his tongue out at Yoongi. “Come on bunny, leave these immature losers.” “Hey Yoongi weren’t we going to the basketball court?” Seokjin yelled behind you. “Don’t listen to them bunny. They are just immature...plus it’s not like you really were checking him out...right?” You shook your head. “Of course not oppa.” You knew you had been checking him out but your love for Yoongi was stronger then some physical attraction towards some guy.

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Hello!! I just got to know your blog and I loved it! Could make a reaction where you are friends with the boys for a long time and recently u started dating one of them but they find out u already kissed some of the other members? (Gosh english is not my first language, hope it made sense) hahahaha thanks anyway ☺️

Finding out that you kissed another member ~Hyung Line

I really hope this is to your liking!!! Here is the hyung line, the Maknae will be up soon!!!

Seokjin

You and Seokjin were sitting around the dorms with the rest of the members. You two had been dating for like past month They started talking about crazy games they played as kids.

Before you knew it you all were talking about kissing and trying to figure out who was the better kisser. Little did they know, you and Seokjin were together. And little did Jin know, you kissed one of the members.

You were trying to figure out a way to get out of this conversation before someone started to point out that you kissed them.

“Guys I’m going to get some food.” you said standing to your feet. “ Be right back!”

“No wait!” Hobi called sitting up from his spot on the floor. “Y/n be honest, I’m a good kisser, right?”

You looked at him, eyes wide before you looked at Jin whose mouth was hung wide open. He crossed his arms sitting back more, looking at you.

“Well answer the question…”Jin said a little harshly.

“I mean I don’t really remember. It was a while ago, Hobs”

You held your hands up in defence as Tae let out a chuckle.

“She told me you were a great kisser.” Tae added sitting back proud of himself. Why did this have to be happening now? Who even brought up the fucking subject!

Jimin smirked at you, he could see you weren’t comfortable about the subject, but was he going to make it any better, no!

“Who haven’t you kissed, Y/n?” His smug face made you want to punch him in it. But you didn’t want to make yourself even more embarrassed then you already were.

Cheeks in flames you looked back at Jin who just looked back at you. Part of you knew you were in trouble. But maybe he will just brush it off since you guys just started dating and all of this happened a while ago.

Namjoon clapped his hands standing up as well. “ I think we should all go get some food. It’s starting to get late and some of the good places are going to close soon.” He headed towards the door along with everyone but you and Jin.

“You guys go ahead, Y/n and I will catch up soon.” Jin finally spoke, not taking his eyes off of you. Everyone was gone and he stood up towering over.

“Who else did you kiss?” He asked curious about it. The thing is, he didn’t really feel mad. He was purely shocked about the whole thing.

You looked at him kind of afraid to answer his question.

“ I’m not mad at you,” He assured moving over touching your arm. “ I just want to know who the other members were that you kissed.”

You cleared your throat tapping you fingers on your leg.

“Just Hoseok…” You answered ready to take whatever came next. What you didn’t expect was for Jin too began laughing. You looked up at him confused.

“What so funny?” You asked him, hoping it would be something that you both could laugh at.

“Oh nothing,” He said catching his breath. “ You have to answer this one question then we can go.”

“Alright,” You said pushing your hair behind yourself.

“I’m the better kisser right?”

You looked at him smiling wide at his question. You nodded you head.

“Fuck yeah!”

“That’s all I need to know,” He said taking your hand and lead you out of the dorms.

Yoongi

You looked up at the time before jumping out of bed. Today you were supposed to meet Yoongi at the dorms to help him with cleaning. Sadly you ended up oversleeping.

You grabbed your pursed and ran out the house still wearing the clothes you had on the night before.

Once you got to the dorms you knocked on the door, in a huff. From the outside you could hear yelling going back and forth. Slowly the door opened to reveal Jin, his eyes huge.

“What the hell is going on?” You asked him walking into the house. You then seen Taehyung run pass followed bye Yoongi chasing him. You know something had to be pretty bad for him to be running around like that.

Especially for Yoongi to be running like that.

“Well,” Jin said looking at the problem at hand. “ Taehyung ended up running his mouth and spilling about you and him making out. You know how Yoongs is about people touching his stuff.” He said then moved in towards the craziness. “ Especially you.”

You rolled your eyes walking into the room.

“Yoongi, stop!” You said which made them both look at you. Tae ran over to you and hide behind your back.

“Please tell him that it meant nothing!” Tae said pointing towards Yoongi.

Yoongi looked at you shaking his head. “ You really go and kiss this dude?” He said clearly upset by it. I mean you would be too if someone kissed Yoongi. But shouldn’t there be some type of benefit of the doubt?

“Yeah, we shared a kiss but it happened before I was with you, Yoon” You replied hoping he would understand that it wasn’t really anything.” I didn’t feel anything. It was just one kiss.”

“Well it lasted more than a second-”

“Tae your really not helping the problem here!” You said pushing him back. You walked over to Yoongi who stood there looking at you. Looking into his eyes you could see he wasn’t that upset, but the muscles in his face would relax enough to tell differently.

You looked back and seen the guys looking at you two, watching closely to make sure they didn’t miss a thing.

“You guys can go!” Yoongi said which made them jump, all stumbling in different directions to get away from the storm called ‘Hurricane Yoongi’.

You faced him ready for the wrath of him, but what you got next confused you. He kissed you roughly, pulling your waist to his body close enough to become one. His hand moved down your waist and squeezed it making you moan out.

He took this as a chance to shove his tongue in your mouth. It went like this for awhile before he pulled away, his eyes now cloudy with lust.

“I think I have a lesson to teach you.” He said, voice low, deep and raspy.

You smirked up at him, being turned on by the sudden change in his attitude. “And what will that lesson be?” You challenged, ready for whatever he had coming next.

He grabbed your hair pulling it back forcefully.

“Who you belong too…”

Hoseok

”So you’re telling me that you shared not one but two intimate moments with Yoongi?”

You and Hoseok sat on the couch sharing secrets. He told you that he ate the icing out of the tube which you were using to icing cake. He didn’t expect for you to have an actual secret that you never told him.

You tell him everything!

”It was just a kiss and didn’t mean anything! , ” You said shrugging your shoulders. ”We were just trying it out, two different occasions.”

He looked at you, not angry but shocked. Who wouldn’t be, it is a shocking thing to hear?

”Okay, so, if you and I wouldn’t have made it, you’d be with Yoongi Hyung?” He asked you seriousness written in his words.

You shrugged again. ”Not necessarily.”

”And why is that?”

”Because he said he doesn’t like me and that nothing will come out of us kissing.” You said blankly. He looked at you, trying to stay serious before bursting out laughing.

”Yoongi hyung rejected you!” He called out making you roll your eyes. Of course, he would find this amusing.

”Oh shut up, Hobs, ” You said throwing a pillow at him. ”If I can recall, I’m the one who rejected you the first and second time.”

”But third times a charm.” He said winking at you. This time you started laughing.

”Only because I felt bad for you!” He gasped which made you look over at him.

”So I’m your pity boyfriend?”

”No, ” You said moving to his lap. ”Your my wonderful ray of sunshine who should’ve been my man the first time you asked me.”

You leaned in and pecked his lips.

”Then what made you wait until the third time?” He wondered.

” I was waiting on my bias to ask me first.” You replied winking at him.

”Which was?” He asked, smile on his face.

”Yoongi!” You said getting up before he could grab you. You ran around the couch then started to tease him like a child before running down the hall.

”You better hide well!”He treated getting up and stretching. ”You don’t know what you have coming. Just wait until I catch you!”

Namjoon

“Jooooon!” You whined following him out of the room. Before he left the room, you guys were going through your old phone looking at the different messages between you and the guys.

After awhile, you guys started going through photo’s and everything was all cool until he stopped on a photo jumping out of the bed. He looked at you then back at the picture before throwing it at you. He left quickly and you looked at the phone seeing what he saw.

A picture of you kissing Jimin.

I’m sure that wouldn’t have been a problem, but what was worst was you guys were in swimsuits, Jimin’s hands pretty far down your back.

You groaned getting up walking out of the room and that’s how you ended up where you are now.

“When were you going to tell me that you had a make out session with one of the members?” he asked you, arms now crossed as he looked at you. You moved towards him but he backed away.

“Joon, like honestly this was back in like, what, 2012! It meant nothing I’m pretty damn sure you know that!” You defended holding your arms up in surrender.

He shook his head not really caring about that. The point was that you kissed another member.

“It could’ve been when you were six, I don’t care! You never told me and you claimed I was your best friend. That’s why we started dating, Y/n”

You could hear that he was hurt and you understood why. Instead of saying it wasn’t a big deal, you keep that to yourself. You walked over to him wrapping your arms around his neck.

He didn’t move his crossed arms, just looking down at you, who was smiling wide.

“If it makes you feel better, he had fish that day,”

He couldn’t help but start laughing, turning away from you. You knew you just won him over and lend up to kiss his cheek.

“Don’t ever be jealous of Jimin,you said it yourself, he has no jams”

Joon looked down at you then placed a soft kiss on your lips. “Good thing you’re with me…”

You raised a brow at his comment. “ And how come?”

He chuckled shaking his head. “Because I have all the damn jams in the world!”

You both started laughing, pushing what just happened behind you and enjoying the rest of his day off.

[seokiie]

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Namjoon:

You and Namjoon had been friends for years. Like, years. So it's not really a shock that when  Namjoon lets you stay over the dorm that you share a bed with him. There was nothing weird about it you guys were basically bro's.

So you can only imagine how confused he is when he wakes up to his name being called in a quiet, breathy voice. At first, he thinks you need something and he responds with a "huh??" But when you respond with a slightly louder plea of his name he'd sit up so he could get a better view of your face. Seeing the way your face was scrunched up in pleasure as another moan left your parted lips, he'd feel guilty for watching, but that wouldn't stop him from doing so.

He knew you wouldn't remember any of this tomorrow but he sure as hell would.

Yoongi:

Yoongi preferred to have his bed to himself, like most people. But he felt bad, since it was his fault you'd gotten so drunk. Out of pity and not wanting you to go home alone, he let you stay with him tonight. You were out as soon as you fell into his bed. It took Yoongi longer since you wouldn't stop shifting around.

After a few hours of falling in and out of sleep, he'd hear his name a few inches away and he'd almost snap because it's almost 2 in the morning and you wouldn't stop moving and he just wanted some shut-eye but you keep-

"Yoongi, feels so good..."

Oh.

He wouldn't move an inch, the hostile words about to leave his mouth getting caught in his throat as more sinful noises escaped your lips.

Images of what you could've possibly been dreaming about to make you moan his name like that flashed through his head and he decided not to wake you up. Totally not because he wanted to keep hearing you.

The situation was just... too hard to explain. Yeah, that's why he wouldn't wake you.

Jin:

Jin could not believe his eyes. There's no way you were having a wet dream about him. There's no way you were sleeping right next to him and gasping out his name like a mantra. There was just no way.

He tried to ignore it at first but your voice just seemed to get louder in his ear. It was getting more and more difficult for him to pretend you weren't there, especially because he could feel himself hardening in his sweatpants. He wanted to touch himself so badly, the groans coming from your side of the bed only fueled his fire. But he wouldn't dare. His morals wouldn't allow it.

But it's not like you would know...

"Aishh, y/n... what are you doing to me."

Hoseok:

Hoseok would love hearing you moan his name in your sleep. At first, he'd be squinty-eyed and confused but it wouldn't take him long to catch on to the situation. He'd turn on his side to get a better look at you; who was writhing under the bedsheets practically begging for his attention. And you didn't even know it.

He'd laugh under his breath at the sight of you, even running his fingers over your exposed shoulders and thighs just to see your reaction.

First thing in the morning, he'd hint at what had happened that night just to see you blush and cover your face. A rush of apologies leaving your mouth out of embarrassment until Hobi placed a reassuring hand on your shoulder.

"Don't apologize. I enjoyed the show. I might even want to see it again."

Jimin:

Jimin never really liked your voice and sometimes found it rather annoying when you called for his attention. But for some reason, he likes it a whole lot more now that it's moaning his name. There's something beautiful, Jimin thinks, about waking up to you having a dirty dream about him. The way your hips slowly move under the covers, unable to find the friction you need. The way you mumble out pleas for Jimin not to stop before letting a quiet snore escape.

He'd only watch you for a few minutes before moving closer to you, hugging you from behind. He loves the feeling of your ass pressed against him and at some point, he can't take it anymore.

He'd wake you up by brushing a few strands of your hair behind your ear.

"Jimin-ah. What're you-" Shifting where you lay, you'd feel something hard press against your backside and you'd immediately cut yourself off.

"Don't you know? I can make your dreams come true."

Taehyung:

Tae would laugh when he realized what was happening beside him. If there's one thing he didn't expect, it's that you would think of him when you were turned on. He definitely didn't mind it, though.

Taehyung would get dangerously close, only so his lips were just about touching the shell of your ear. He'd start to whisper dirty, dirty things he wouldn't dare say to you if you were awake. He wanted to see how you'd react, how your body would react.

Knowing he'd never have the opportunity to see you like this again, why not?

"Let's see just how loud you can get, baby."

Jungkook:

Jungkook had a packed schedule tomorrow so he wanted to sleep early. But right now it doesn't seem he'll get to sleep anytime soon. That was because you were sleeping across from him and all that could be heard in the night's silence was your moans of his name.

He couldn't really believe it, freezing in his current curled up position, his back facing you. Jungkook wasn't exactly sure what you were dreaming about but he thinks he has a general idea.

To make matters worse, he could feel himself getting hard. He held back for as long as he could, but at some point he found himself rutting against the material of his boxers and biting his lip trying not to let the slightest sound leave his mouth. He was scared he'd wake you up but obviously not scared enough because when a particularly high pitched "Kookie" leaves your mouth, his hand is dipping into his basketball shorts.

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