#milk-chan i want to stay with you for as long as i can. i want to help you. i love you. i love you so much.

[honeyviscera]

when you just want to tell the visual novel character that you love them and that it will be okay and you want to hold them and protect them and comfort them but the dialogue options don't let you do that and also theyre not real

[oimitocat]

FLUSH MY HEART | SKZ

༘۠ chan , felix & jisung (seperate) x m!reader

༘۠ omegaverse! au + idol! au + nsfw + fluff, fluff, fluff! + slight crying + alpha!reader + mating cycle! + cock warming

༘۠ a/n; this was such a cute request!

chan’s a delicate one during heat.

from how often he’s been on suppressants, his body is overreactive during heat

yet he knows you’re the sweetest most caring alpha during his cycle

due to all his stress and lack of sleep, during his heat he’s more so sleepy and whiney than desperate for a knot

yet you figured the best way to satisfy him is to be balls deep inside him while he naps

goodness, he loves that more than the tender, warm kisses you leave on his flushed skin

fight me, but he’s definitely a pillow princess during his heat

he only has you, you, you and your knot in his mind

you always praise him and it just makes him go slack, head empty aside from your words bouncing around his brain

“baby,” you grunt softly against his neck, “you like that? feel full?”

he whimpers softly, half his face flush against the pillow.

“what a good omega, such a beautiful obedient baby.”

he’ll orgasm just from that.

since his heats are irregular, his body is pent up by the time it comes, hence as much as he just wants to stay huddled up to you and float on your scent, he knows he has to have you deep inside him

you always move him around, mark him up and overstimulate him so good he still feels sensitive after his heat

he’s so thirsty during heat, and i don’t mean for water

during regular sex, he’s shy and mostly lets you do what you want but during heat? oh baby, you need to just sit there and give him your knot

he’s a pretty vicious omega during heat, you can’t go out for no reason. he will growl if you try to leave the room and/or if anyone is at the door

normaly it’s the alpha that has hella stamina, but in jisung’s case, it’s always him that overstimulates you

his heats are consistent, every month for four days, while it’s normal for it to be every 3 months. because his heats are so consistent, his body craves more than normal. you could’ve popped four knots already and he’ll still ride you without a complaint from him.

“j-jisung-“

“alpha,” he pants, smiling feverishly at you. he’s damp in sweat, bangs dripping with it. his eyes are lidded when so alive, so hungry. “again, alpha, knot me.”

it’s not a request it’s a demand. your eyes rolls back and your hips spasm.

as much as he likes being marked up by you, he does it to you too

he’ll bite, suck along your collarbone. he’s purr when you hiss or complain.

as high as his drive is, he still has a few tender moments, when he’s sitting on top of you, with your knot deep inside, kissing your wetly and with his arms around you

as long as you’re inside him, he’s more than satisfied

sometimes you have to walk with him still attached to you, his clinginess goes beyond you. he literally wants you on him and in him at all times, but obviously if it comes to restroom usage he’ll make an exception, as long as he’s in the same spot as you he’s more than satisfied

stop, he’s always overwhelmed

meaning, show him love and he’ll cry because he feels like he doesn’t seserve an alpha like you

his scent gland is oversensitive, so you kissing it gets the cutest noises out of him

he likes it when he’s on his back and you raise his hips to rut into him, he loves seeing you lose yourself in him

he loves to talk you through it, it makes him feel so useful for you

“y/n… you like using me? you like it when i clench around you as you cum? you like it when i milk you?”

you’d shiver and grunt in agreement.

“does alpha love filling his omega with his cum?”

“y-yes.”

“is felix the only one you can get fuck like this?”

“fuck,” you’d pop another knot. “yes baby, just you.”

he’ll pepper kisses all over you and cuddle you to sleep

he’ll pump pheromones so you can get scent high and go crazy over him

he’ll want you to coat his stomach with your cum, fuck his thighs, his mouth, he’s all in it to please you even when he’s in heat

he loves it when you fuck him from behind and yank his hair, mark his nape with bites and grip his hips

he likes being shoved into the sheets and treated like a rag doll

he thrives on you using him just as much as he melts when you coddle him and whisper sweet nothings into his ear

make him cry, make him gag. just make him remember he’s yours during and after his heat

[jilixthinker]

SKZ AS SUBS - HYUNG LINE 🥀

as the self-proclaimed sub!skz ambassador, i felt the need to share my version to the internet just because this was boiling inside of my brain for too long, so... i am sorry ♡

(also a big thank you to my bub @straykeedz for listening to my rants at 2 a.m. ❤️‍🩹)

content warning: smut, sub!skz, dom!fem reader, unprotected sex, mention of subspace, edging, overstimulation, orgasm denial, spanking, mommy kink, praise kink, oral fixation, cross dressing, pet play, sexting, pegging, free use, mention of somnophilia, mirror sex

HYUNG LINE MAKNAE LINE

➛ Bang Chan

- sweet baby channie is 100% good boy, and he will do anything in the world to please you;

- wants to be your own fuckdoll and pleads to be used just for your pleasure. edging? yes ma'am. overstimulation? another big yes! he would satisfy every little kink of yours just to see you getting off because of him;

- service top !!! he has a great stamina and would go on for hours, fighting against every impending orgasm to make you enjoy sex as long as he can;

- he worships you. like a lot. he would call you his goddess, his princess, his angel, his light. he is a sucker for prasing you and your body;

- ... and he is also a sucker for being praised. call him your good pup or good boy to see his pretty face all flushed and his thrusts become erratic;

- he is into orgasm denial for sure, because it means he can please you more and see your face fall apart under him;

- soft grunts while he gently pounds into you;

- he probably has a daddy/mommy kink, but he likes to be called daddy just because he enjoys being slightly degraded by you. "Daddy wants to make mommy cum? But mommy is not done using daddy yet".

- "please please please please PLEASE". and "am I doing good enough?"

- if you spank his butt he will lose his mind and whine a lot, but he has the cutest voice when fucked up, so... why not?

- prefers staying on top of you because he doesn't want you to move one single finger and enjoys feeling like a big sized dildo for you;

- "Oh God, baby, b-baby. Can you let me cum? Are you letting me cum inside of your pussy? I don't... I don't d-deserve it".

➛ Lee Know

- minho is a fucking TEASE. 101% brat material;

- will answer back every single time and won't take a punishment without grunting and cursing;

- he will start arguments just because he is bored and you can swear to god he is the most annoying and restless thing on earth. it's not clear if he does it just for fun or if he enjoys the after treatment, but be ready to stuff his mouth full with something - a shirt, a sheet, his own underwear - because he won't shut the fuck up for one second;

-he becomes pliant just after you spanked him so much that he cums untouched on the mattress, face all flushed and drool over his chin;

- he secretly has a praise kink but he will never admit it. you just know because the only way to stop his trantrum is to remember him that you want him to be your pretty toy, your good boy to play with;

- drooly. leaky. just wet all the time;

- oral fixation. he will suck anything you present in front of his pretty mouth. your tongue, your tits, your pussy, your fingers, your strap;

- enjoys pain as long as paired with you sweet tone while you twist his nipples in between your fingers or gently scratch his balls with your pretty nails;

- after you tame him, he becomes almost non verbal and he falls quickly into his subspace. He enjoys being called pretty things while you ride him and milk him dry;

- "Uh, ah mmh, nffgh- uhh", that's all you are gonna hear from him;

- wants to be played with after he cums and loves to hear you calling him your little pretty boy after he drove you crazy the entire time.

➛ Changbin

- sub enthusiast agenda at its finest !! binnie is just so happy to be there for you that he could jump from excitement;

- the most obedient boy ever. not whiney, not sobbing, just pure and honest happiness everytime you are intimate;

- def into cross-dressing as in pink fluffy sweaters, cute aprons and lacey panties. he doesn't steal from you though! he politely asks if he can borrow some of your clothes, sending cute texts while you are at work. you spoil him by buying several matching sets for every occasion and he just beams;

- i can see binnie being into soft pet play. all of him is soft either and, of course, you are never harsh with him. he likes being addressed as a cute little puppy, being petted and fed from your hands while he gently humps your leg until he cums with a loving moan;

- similarly to chan, he loves being good for you, but binnie never gets desperate about it because he knows that he is the best boy. he enjoys the praise because he loves feeling pampered, but he doesn't crave it as much as chan since he is very confident about it;

- he smiles a lot. you give him a slow handjob? he smiles. you suck him sloppily? he smiles. you fuck him or you let him fuck you? he always smiles. he is the actual embodiment of the sun itself. he enjoys being your sub more than anything in the world;

- not embarassed to ask you anything. he will talk to you about every little kink and scene he wants to try and he is super vocal about it!!;

- very very loud. he has the loveliest grunts in the world and, since he's not shy, he will let you know exactly how he is feeling. "Ah, baby- feels so good. So good, so warm. Please let me cum, I've been so good to you. You're too tight, it's unreal".

- he loves to be pegged. honestly, he will ask you after a couple of months just to be sure you know each other for a sufficient amount of time. once you reassure him that you would love to try with him, he will kiss you all over to thank you. his moans while you pound gently into him and look at his pink rim engulfing your strap are enough to convince you that you should be doing this more often;

- he will sext and send nudes a lot, so... be prepared to see his chubby rosey cock appearing a lot on your phone screen;

- "Baby, I love you, I love you, I love you I - ungghh - love y-you";

- he cums a lot and he has a decent stamina. but he will make sure that you are fully satisfied before asking you if he can keep thrusting even if he already came;

➛ Hyunjin

- pillow princess. do we have to add something else? i don't think so;

- he is your baby, and wants to be treated like one. his submissive side is not just sexually oriented, it's more like his way of seeing your relationship dynamics;

- wants you to feed him and dress him and tell him he is the prettiest boy you've ever seen. it's the truth, and you will learn that you love pampering him till the end of your days;

- whiny? bratty? sobbing? screaming? requesting? yes. all of it. hyune is not an easy sub and taking care of him requests a lot of time and effort, but seeing him under you, all open and stretched and flushed is the best reward you could wish for;

- despite all of this, he is very romantic. he will make sure to kiss you a lot and tell you that he loves you so much several times a day;

- he is very open to the idea of free use, even if he is not properly active. as long as he feels nice and you are milking him good, he is more than okay to be used as you please, even during his sleep;

- the filthiest mouth. he knows that you won't deny him anything in the entire world and that you love hearing his voice, and he uses it to his own advantage;

- "Wanna be sucked, baby, wanna feel your lips around me. Let me feel good, let me cum in your mouth. And then fuck me and let me cum in your pussy too. You know I deserve it, right?";

- mirror sex is probably his biggest turn-on. he will convince you to fill your shared bedroom with mirrors until every wall has a reflective surface on it. he will look at his own fucked up face while you have your way with him and he cums hard every single time;

- likes to be pretty, of course. he will send you tons of artsy nudes while he wraps a hand around his leaky cock and spurts hot cum all over the red corset he put on for you;

- "can you fuck me to sleep? wanna be held by you".

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[actuallysaiyan]

Sometimes it feels like forever when Kenpachi leaves for a mission. You long for him to return. Sometimes he leaves you with Yachiru as well. He trusts you to take good care of her, and you and Yachiru get along very well.

She looks up to you like you’re her mother or an older sister in a way. Whenever Kenpachi has to leave you both for something important, you notice how she seems to cling to you a little harder and she mentions how much she misses Ken-chan.

This time around, you were missing him more than her. She was happily going about her life. She was clinging to you less. But this time, you were clinging to her. You even cried in your sleep as you missed your big, barbaric man.

Yachiru picks up on your sadness right away and asks you about it. You try to downplay it, but you mention how much you miss Kenpachi.

And when Kenpachi comes home, she and him spend some time together. Yachiru casually mentions how much you were missing him. He finds it so endearing that you were this lonely without his company,

It’s only later that night that Kenpachi finally gets to have some alone time with you. He finds himself aroused at the very thought of you missing him so much that you’d cry for him.

That’s why he has you bent in half, his cock punching in and out of your tight, wet heat. He growls as he fucks you harder, causing more of that slick to dribble out of your hole.

“Missed me that much, huh?” He purrs. “You should have just come with me, baby girl.”

You whine in response; your nails digging into the muscle of his arms. He smirks at the way you’re reacting to all of this. His face nuzzles in the crook of your neck as he helps guide your legs to wrap around his large frame.

“I wish I didn’t have to leave you sometimes, honey.” Kenpachi grunts. “Wish I could stay home all day and breed your little pussy.”

You cry out when you feel his thumb on your clit. He smirks at you, shushing you ever so smugly. 

“You don’t wanna wake Yachiru, now do ya?”

You shake your head, not wanting to wake the girl up. She would have too many questions and none of them you wish to answer just yet. You want her to experience life and the world a bit more before you have to explain to her the birds and the bees.

Kenpachi brings you back into the moment with a searing kiss. His tongue penetrates your mouth, making you whimper. You kiss him back with equal passion, your little hands reaching up to cup his face so you can hold him even closer.

Your tongues wrestle together for dominance, in which Kenpachi easily overpowers you. His tongue explores your mouth; he’s hungry to taste more of you as he pumps into you faster and harder. He’s enjoying watching you squirm under him, he loves the way your eyes roll back with every harsh thrust against that sweet spot deep inside of you.

“Should fuck a baby into you,” he pants as he pulls away from you. A string of saliva keeps you connected. “How would you like that, huh? A little Kenpachi junior to keep you company?”

You chuckle softly, “Won’t Yachiru get jealous?”

Kenpachi thrusts deeper into you, assuring you that Yachiru would love to have a little sibling. Something about this seems to excite you both so much. Kenpachi reaches down to grip your hips, pulling you into him with each harsh thrust. He looks at you deeply; his eyes boring into yours.

“I can tell you’d love that,” he smirks. “You want to be bred, don’t you? Oh how good you’d look all swollen with my baby growing inside of you.”

He’s fucking you harder and faster now; your legs are propped up on his shoulder once more. You cry out as you feel your tummy flipping over and over as your orgasm builds quicker than you can fully comprehend. Kenpachi spreads your thighs a little more; he leans in to spit on your already swollen clit.

“Come on,” he coaxes as he rubs your clit in time with his thrusts. “Cum for me. Milk this cock.”

The way he’s talking to you like this, it’s turning you on beyond your own comprehension. He’s one to say filthy things, but never anything this sexy. Your thighs are shaking as the pleasure becomes almost too much. Stars dance in your vision as you fall off the edge.

“K-Ken!” You moan loudly, and he captures your lips with his in another fierce kiss.

The pulsing and clenching of your walls pull him over the edge along with you. He leans in to growl in your ear words of praise and more of the same breeding rhetoric. You cling to him as you try to ground yourself from such an intense climax. Kenpachi fills you with his seed; the fluid begins to leak out of you before he even pulls out.

He then grips your legs, pulling you up so your pelvis tilts back. You squeal in surprise. He smirks as he takes a good look at your abused hole. You whine as he stuffs two fingers into your still pulsating pussy.

“Don’t want to waste it. We want it to take, right?”

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Thank you to @/benkeibear @adornedwithlight. for the pretty dividers!!!

a/n: the next fic to come is the Scarred!Nanami one! Look forward for that ;)

[chanzies]

how are the skz members when jealous? <3

Remember to take this lightly! I’ve done this mainly based on being jealous of their partner and someone else. I’ve also done this under the thought of their s/o not having any bad intentions.

Chan

Jealousy is a feeling Chan that really dreads cuz that’s when he knows HES IN IT BAD. He doesn’t want to act like everything’s okay to his partner but he struggles to word it? Because he feels like if he just says “seeing you with other people makes me jealous” he’s gonna sound bad. So he always ends up confusing himself and by time he’s finally made his way out of that confusion there’s nothing to discuss - because it happened a long time ago and hasn’t happened since. He definitely likes feeling like he’s in charge, he wears the pants and can tell his partner WHATS THE BIZ. But he also gets so nervous because he doesn’t wanna hurt his partner (we all know he’s soft and wears no pants) so jealousy is a big thing. ALSO when Chan gets angry he loses his practical mind and in his brain he’s like, “ooh imma BANABAJAGSH” so when he’s jealous HIS MIND gets so angry and he can’t voice his frustration as said.

Lee know

Lino definitely becomes cold. He acts like he’s fine and doesn’t have a reaction but inside he is not happy. He will become distant around you like, his answers will be short and he won’t be his usual self. This is his payback? If it’s where he can tell you’ve made him jealous on purpose he will definitely be doing this out of spite but this is also his genuine reaction as I can see when Lee know is upset he doesn’t really show it in a angry way, he shows it in a cold and distant way. But Lino isn’t in denial about his feelings he recognises when he’s upset and he stays true to his feelings, he might not tell you he’s mad directly but it won’t be hard to put two and two together. He’s emotionally mature but not mature enough to move on.

Changbin

Changbin feels like he needs to fight to show he’s better then that person. He will see his ‘opponent’ doing things and try to double it, and he’ll feel so smug after impressing you, saying “Better then ____ right?”. He’ll do so much silly things to make himself look better, that it will start bothering you. You’ll be the one annoyed not Changbin. He needs someone to tell him he’s enough. But Changbins creativity will really shine through here cuz he will be doing so much to win you over in some imaginary competition.

Hyunjin

Hyunjin will compromise his feelings. He doesn’t want to come off as over protective and you push him away. He’s scared of you rejecting how he feels ?? Eg. If he tells you you’ve made him jealous he doesn’t want you to go like, “oh it’s nothing… don’t worry” cuz that’s gonna make him worry more that you don’t wanna go into detail with him. That’ll lead him to overthink. So he will try his best to move on for you. But if you notice and you mention it to him, he’ll break down. I full on mean as soon as you ask, “are you okay?” He will lose it. He will speak his mind and become a little critical - I can see why Hyunjin didn’t want to bring it up because it made him feel insecure and the feeling of insecurity really triggers Hyunjin.

Han

He feels insecure and he starts to over think. He’s never going to be better then that person, you might as well just go. His mind fills with self deprecating thoughts. But somewhere in those thoughts his brain decides to do something new. He takes you out to lunch, treats you to something nice, maybe he gets a haircut. He wants to start over, he wants to forget that jealousy and just show you what a cool guy he is. He might even take you out for a walk in a really nice area, telling you about whatever intrigues him. He tackled that jealousy but upping his jealouser??!?!? The person who made him jealous

Felix

He will act immaturely about his feelings like, when you say something simple eg “Can you pass me the milk?” Felix will respond with, “Why don’t you ask ___?”. The thing is Felix won’t even think that’s bad, in his mind it’s pay back. He’s just acting like you did. He would definitely try to make you jealous too. He needs to believe in himself and his partner.

Seungmin

Confused, did you do it on purpose? Or was it just normal? Is he overlooking this? I don’t think Seungmin would ponder on this for too long, he’ll ask you but not in a immediate YOU ARE IN THE WRONG WAY; he’ll approach with chill so he can know what you thought of the interaction. If it was nothing, he will take your word for it; there’s no reason for him to worry further. He trusts you. If you get defensive by him asking this, he will also get defensive and a fight ensues.

Jeongin

He’s in touch with his emotions, he won’t go sleepless about it asap he will explain to you about how he felt and ask you to be more mindful of his feelings. He’ll listen to what you have said, come to a conclusion and then it’s over for him.

[nana-kom]

Hi 👋🏻

This is a weight gain ff, so if you don’t like don’t read, this also contain smut.

Happy Meals

It all began when Chan returned to Australia. After finishing his studies in Korea, he had thought for a long time about what he wanted for his career, and finally returning to the city where he'd grown up reassured him. As you can see, Chan had always been a good student, graduating with good marks and with good memories of his university years. However, Chan also hid a lot of his stress, he'd never really managed to calm it down, only to find ways of putting it out of his mind. During his studies, he relieved his stress by taking part in sports, in fact, he had signed up for a swimming team at university, which enabled him to work off his stress and forget about the things stressful in his mind. This was one of the reasons why he decided to return to Sydney to be with his family, believing that living there would calm him down. Together with his sister, he had opened his own production agency, which had been going very well for a few months now and he was happy with his job as a producer. Even so, he hadn't really planned for the stress to stay after his studies, and opening the company had taken up all his time so he could say goodbye to sport. Chan tried various means to relieve his stress, but nothing helped: he just couldn't control it, and all the tension he felt one day ended up in what he ate. Indeed, he began to eat when he was stressed, which made him feel a little better, because during those moments he just thought about the food he was enjoying and not about his everyday problems. The times when he could eat and feel relaxed began to happen more and more often, and these were moments of happiness for him, which he began to call his happy meals. And whenever he felt his stress rising, he would nibble, making him feel better. What's more, Australia offered him a wide choice of food, from burgers and pizzas to pastas and cakes, Chan had fallen in love with eating and had no intention of stopping. Especially since he felt less guilty about putting on weight here and even felt better about his life. Of course, being full every day was a real stress reliever, and all he could think about was the next meal.

So it was that Chan spent his days in Australia, and three years after graduating the slim, athletic, muscular man had totally disappeared and been replaced by a much fatter version of himself. Chan now weighed at least 283 lbs. His belly jiggled every time he walked, his wide thighs only rubbed against each other, his arms could no longer reach his dick without many efforts, and his whole face was coated in fat. Despite the problems this could cause him on a daily basis, Chan was happy all the same. He still had trouble feeling confident about his body in front of people's stares, but he was less stressful in the end. Everything was going well in his job, and he'd even started working from his new apartment so he wouldn't have to move around so much, being fat made him lazy.

This morning, Chan's day began like every morning. He took at least 10 minutes to get out of his bed and sit down before getting up from it, which left him breathless everytime, and then he would wash himself using a shower chair so as not to have to stand for too long. Usually he had breakfast while working but this morning he decided to go to a coffee shop to test new pastries. So he went to the coffee closest to his home held by Changbin who had become his friend as he had been there many times. So he ordered a coffee with milk with sugar and caramel as well as whipped cream, and he added a dozen pastries to his order before going to sit at his table and start working on his computer. After a few minutes someone advanced towards him.

"Chan ? Christopher Bang ? " Then said someone in front of him and he raised his head facing a man his age smiling with freckles on his face. "I don't know if you remember me we were at the same university, Lee Felix !" He said, holding out his hand to him.

"But of course Felix ! We were in the same swimming group!" Chan replied, shaking his hand.

"Yes, exactly! What are you becoming then? May I sit, I would be delighted to hear from you. ”

« Well…yes of course » say Chan and Felix sat in front of him.

Felix couldn't believe his eyes, what had become of the most athletic guy in the university ? He seemed so big that he did not know if the chair would not break under his weight and every part of his body had become big, even his hands and the man who often had the opportunity to wear crop tops to show his abs had breasts. Almost as big as a woman's chest, and when what he had ordered arrived at the table Felix swallowed. No wonder he’s so big. He said to himself, looking at the number of things Chan had ordered, he noticed that he was a little embarrassed when all that food arrived at the table.

"So what do you do for a living Felix?" asked Chan as he began to eat his breakfast.

"Oh well I work in a food agency, I'm on vacation at the moment but otherwise I'm working in Korea! How about you?"

"That must be great, I hope you're blooming, well with my sister we run our own music agency, she's released an album by the way I take care of the rest." he said smiling.

"Yes that’s true, you've always been talented, that's true.....and uh...you...you still swim?" asked Felix, biting his lips.

"No......I...don't really have the time anymore..."

He was a little bit confused at the question but finally Chan was very happy to see Felix again, and felt kinda safe around him. He was kind and didn't seem to judge him for having changed so much. They decided to meet every morning at the coffee shop while Felix was on vacation. Chan didn't mind, quite the opposite, he was quite happy to get out and see someone, as he usually stayed at home. They always met at Changbin's coffee, and Chan noticed that the more the days went by, the more Felix ordered food that he didn't eat and offered Chan to finish (which he didn't refuse). It had become like a routine between the two men, they'd talk, then eat, and Felix would turn around at the counter several times to place orders for Chan, making him so bloated at the end of the meetings. Chan waddled out of the coffee each time, taking breaks to walk to catch his breath because of the number of pastries he had swallowed. Felix was falling more and more under Chan's spell, even though at university he'd already found him handsome, but now he was simply in love with the man who'd gained over 130 lbs in 3 years and seemed to be getting fatter by the day, especially at Felix's side. Not just because of Felix by the way, but because Chan was gorging himself all day, he couldn’t even feel stress anymore because he was too busy thinking about food or about his hunger. He was definitely more happy that way, and Felix made him eat everyday more as he could just so he could be bloated all day. His belly was even more huge the day passing and his ass was so fat, remember when Felix was scared for the chair ? Now Chan was using either the bench either two chairs to maintain his big ass who was one of the biggest part of his body. So on the last evening before Felix returned to Korea, he stopped by Chan's house as Chan had invited him to do a diner for saying good bye and he was determined that something should happen. They eat together on the food Felix had brought, and due to the enormous amount of food Chan had eaten that night (and during the day of course) he could barely stand up from his sofa feeling too full to move. Felix put his hand on his stomach and looked at him.

« You are so beautiful Channie…can I kiss you ? » Felix say shyly.

Chan nodded and Felix start kissing him slowly and gently, Chan lips have still the tasted of food but they were soft. Felix ran his hand over Chan's cheeks and tenderly caressed them, which were so soft and fluffy. Chan's belly, which was swollen from the food Felix had made him eat, still ached, but the kiss relaxed him more than he'd expected, especially with Felix's hand rubbing it tenderly.

« So fat… » Finally say Felix looking at Chan.

« Wh…what ? »

"How could you change so much? Do you spend your days eating?" Chan felt himself getting harder under Felix's words and blushed, shaking his head.

« But…it’s too good… »

« Of course it is, a big boy like you need to eating well. So squishy… » say Felix grabbing Chan belly in his hand. « And I’m sure you will be even bigger when I come back… »

« I just can’t stop eating… »

« How much do you weight Channie ? »

« At least 290… » Felix smile at him.

« Do you think you can reach the 300 during my absence ? » Chan nod his head and Felix kiss him once again.

« Such a good pig… » Chan moans under his word while Felix was actually touching his dick.

« Since how long haven’t you being able to touch yourself ? »

« Too much time…please…makes me cum… »

« Since you’ve been so good yes…my big boy. »

Chan moaned thanks to Felix's caresses and could finally feel pleasure, he let himself go under Felix's touch and finally reached the orgasm in no time since it was so long ago since the last time he could feel a hand on his dick. He was also surprised to feel so breathless even though he hadn't moved and he had to stop a minute to catch his breath and wipe his sweat. It was all too hot and he hadn't expected someone like Felix to enjoy his body, but on his side, with all the time they'd spent together since the start of his vacation, he'd realized that Felix liked him too and of course he was very attracted by Felix. And he had every intention of continuing to be a good boy for him, and of continuing to put on weight for Felix. Especially by the day he wouldn’t be in Australia by his side.

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[willow-balcoin]

holiday prompt → chan balcoin.

001. under the mistletoe—

Chan tends to be hyper aware of mistletoe so he can avoid it at all costs, was probably a cootie believer when he was a kid. Nowadays he doesn't subscribe to the idea that he needs a plant hanging over his head to help him with that kind of thing. Would definitely give his mom a peck on the cheek though, low key cutie.

002. in front of the fireplace, cuddled up under a blanket with a hot drink.

He's alone for sure. He's immune to cuffing season propaganda BUT might feel a twinge in his chest when faced with family nights and his sister and cousins all bringing their someones around. If he asks anyone if Tara's coming around, no he didn't.

003. snowed in from a heavy snow storm.

Everyone in his family's circle is a yes and a no. Yes because he has a quiet longing to be part of the family his mom has built and it would be nice to finally be a proper part of one of their big family stories that will be recounted for years down the line, but no because he's realised he made a mistake following his dad and allowing himself to be cut off from said family. Now he's too prideful to admit how badly he wants to be part of it so it's easier to stay on the outside looking in.

004. at a busy dinner table, food piled on the center and family chaos ensuing around the house.

If it's with the Balcoins and co. I think it'd be good vibes!! He's still figuring out where he fits amongst everyone and knows he's the shiny new thing they're all paying attention to so he's pretty reserved. He's steadily finding his feet as his own person outside of his father's shadow though so I think everyone would be pleasantly surprised when he starts showing some actual personality.

005. standing in front of the christmas tree, decorating it with an assortment of baubles, lights and tinsel.

I'd say he's indifferent to the decorating business, he'll leave those decisions to his mom, but he definitely encouraged her to get a stupidly large tree because he never really had that type of stereotypical holiday experience with his dad. Having some family time with just Daphne and Willow while decorating the tree would have healed some of the unacknowledged childhood trauma he's harbouring. The magic of Christmas etc etc.

006. setting out snacks for santa and his reindeers. don't forget the milk and cookies for christmas hardest workers!

Despite his dad being a hardass I wouldn't suggest he was an awful person, so I think he would have helped Willow set things up for the kids when they were little– footprints in flour through the kitchen to a plate of cookies, a half finished glass of milk and so on. Probably realised Santa wasn't real when his nosy little self found his parents taking bites out of carrots as if reindeer had been in the house. Definitely snitched to all the other kids too lmao.

007. at the mall, waiting in line to sit on santa's lap and spill your christmas gift wishes. will you be deemed naughty or nice?

I would say he's on the nice list. Could technically be nicer, but he's doing his best while dealing with his own shit. He'd quietly be pretty pleased about that, he definitely reacts well to praise.

008. exchanging and open gifts, anticipating what gift they may get. is it something cool or just another pair of socks?

Wishlist wise he'd be hoping for some acknowledgement from his father after their falling out. He wouldn't get it as such, just a generally addressed Christmas card to them all in the mail, but he knows if he wants the man's attention he needs to achieve something first. His task for the year ahead is figuring out whether appeasing his father aligns with his own desires or if it's too detrimental. Best gift he ever got was probably light up sneakers when he was a kid. He's still chasing the high of the joy he felt on that day.

009. auditions are now open for the town christmas extravaganza !!!

Oh Channie is so not a performer, his skills are purely that of observation. Back in the day I'm sure Tara managed to wrangle him into being part of productions though. Catch him painted up like Peeta Mellark as Rock Number 3. He would hate being on stage, but he was her biggest fan so being able to support her moment in the spotlight from right there with her..... 🥺🤧

010. in the trenches of snow forts, amidst a war of a snow fight! who will win?  

Dude's a human bulldozer– he loves a snowball fight. Definitely got in trouble a lot as a kid because of it, probably always jumping out of nowhere initiating things which could go either way depending on who he was flinging the snowballs at. FOR SURE got in the shit for having an icicle sword fight at school one time.

[kittytl]

[HRH] Flower Fine Festival - Chapter 4

Keith: Faith, take them back to the tower. I'll go retrieve the Substance.

Faith: No, I'll go.

Keith: Why? In times like these, it's the mentor's role to head towards the danger.

Faith: No, but...

Keith: So, I'll leave them to you.

Faith: ...

Dino: Wait, I'll go too. By taxi...

Junior: Shitty DJ, go get a taxi...

Faith: Keith's side is definitely easier to deal with.

Keith: *sigh* I'm back...

Faith: That was a long meeting.

Keith: ... I ended up using all of my stamina.

Faith: There were other people who started acting strange like those two ?

Keith: Yeah.

Faith: Is something going on?

Keith: Basically, it looks like hay fever.

Faith: Hay fever?

Keith: But it's not simple hay fever. When you get it, you loose all motivation.

Faith: ?

Keith: Well, of course you'd react like that. Let me start from the beginning. Remember the Substance I went to retrieve? It was detected at the roots of a Japanese cedar but because of it, it looks like the pollen affected by the Substance was scattered around. And, as a result, it started stealing people's energy, leaving them apathetic. That's why Dino and Junior were acting like that.

Faith: But, we were with them and we're fine...

Keith: Yeah, it's because we're always apathetic.

Faith: *chuckle* I agree.

Keith: Thanks to that, in a rare moment, I got praised by Brad. He said that if any other Hero than me had went to retrieve the Substance, it could have gone wrong.

Faith: Isn't he being sarcastic?

Keith: Coming from him, he probably meant it as a compliment.

Faith: So, what's the range of influence?

Keith: The range isn't that big but, since it started in the centre of the city, it looks like there are already many cases. But, even if it has been affected by the Substance, it's still an allergy to pollen. You will naturally get better once the season ends, and the research division is also going to make medicine to supress the effects.

Faith: So it's like that. There's nothing more to do.

Keith: Yeah.

Faith: And Dino and ochibi-chan?

Keith: Right now, they're being examined by Victor.

Junior: Achoo! My bad, please give me more tissues...

Dino: Achoo! Ahh... I can't stop sneezing...

Victor: The runny nose and sneezing are the exact same symptoms as the common hay fever. Could you answer a few simple questions?

Junior: If they're simple...

Victor: First, please tell me how you're feeling right now.

Dino: I feel good like always... I'm in high spirits and I hope I could stay high up... Then I won't have to walk...

Junior: I feel normal... I plan on training after... No, it's okay if I don't today... I'll do it tomorrow.

Victor: I see. There is also physical weariness. Do you have any appetite? Is there any food you want to eat right now?

Dino: Of course pizza... But making it would be a hassle so I should order it... No, receiving it would be a hassle too so I'll eat a frozen pizza... Only if Keith is the one putting it in the oven...

Junior: I don't want to eat anything... After all, no matter how much I eat, I won't grow taller... I don't want to drink milk either... Just like an ant, I will stay small my whole life.

Victor: I see. There is a decline in the appetite. This seems pretty serious. Can you continue answering the questions for a bit longer?

Junior: I can't... It's not easy at all...

Dino: I can't answer difficult questions...

Victor: I see...

[akihabaradivision]

Happy Halloween! 🎃

From Otaku Corps

Keiko - Fairy Queen

"Hi there! You like my outfit? I based her off of Adfina, one of the main characters from my manga, Red of the Ambitious. I usually have her depicted as being prim and proper, but even she can have some flaws of her own. She's something of a 'fairy godmother' to the main character. I have her depicted as being what a mother is like... or rather, what a mother should act like. Not that mine would know anything about that... Anyway! Here's some treats from your fairy queen! Please be safe out there!"

You received a treat!

Butterfly Lollipops. A bunch of hard lollipops designed to look like butterflies. They come in a variety of flavors from: apple, strawberry, cherry, grape, orange, banana, etc.

Criss - Ghostbuster

"Wow! This equipment is awesome! Kaoru-chan really knows how to make nifty gadgets! She said she would have some equipment for me to use when I go on my next ghost adventure. But I didn't think it would be this advanced! ...A part of me though hopes that I won't ever have to use it. I don't want to capture ghosts, just talk to them! But I guess it pays to be prepared. ...Oh yeah! Here are some treats for you! Stay safe out there! ...And if you run into any ghosts, be sure to let me know, okay?"

You received a treat!

Ghost Ring Suckers. Attached to a plastic black ring are some sweet, hard candies that look ghost in three colors of red, blue, or yellow. You can suck on them while they are attached to your finger, keeping your hands free in case you need to study or get a picture of a ghost.

Nikki - Android

"...Sheesh, Kaoru wasn't kidding when she said had a Halloween costume for me. I didn't think she'd do all this, but I guess it's no so bad. Granted, I don't really do trick-or-treating anymore. If I want free candy, I just have to head to the nearest vending machine and my hacking equipment will take care of the rest. But still, it's nice to know the option is still there. ...What? ...Oh, right. You're expecting a treat? ...Here, I guess you can have this. I wasn't going to eat them anyway. Now, if nothing else, I have a gaming tournament to get too, so... yeah. See you."

You received a treat!

Robot Chocolate Pops. Small, bite-sized robot figures made out of milk or white chocolate on a long white stick.

[mssf-milk]

ABOUT

♥︎ What is this?

This is a blog dedicated to the promotion of an ao3 fanfic called "depravity", which you can read here.

I also use it to share our official or bonus art, reblog stuff, and just ramble about it.

♥︎ Who runs this blog?

Me, AKA mssf_milk, or just milk for short. I am the one and only author of the fanfic.

♥︎ Do you also make art?

I do! From time to time, at least. You can find it under the "#milkdraws" tag.

♥︎ Why do you ship this?

I'm glad you asked.

It all started with ao3, and a certain fanfic by the name of DEFORMOGRAPHY introducing me to the concept of a messed up relationship between the human and Sans, stemming from hate, violence, and intrinsic power imbalance, due to the nature of the Undertale world. It was implanted into my brain from the get-go.

I wanted to see more. And I did find more. But it was never enough. That's what "i didn't choose chans" in my bio means, it wouldn't let me go. I needed to see it play out, needed to breathe and live this thing, wanted to see everything it could offer, even... and hell, if no one's gonna do it, I will.

I'm a very emotional person, and I love experiencing the full emotional spectrum when I submerge myself into art. Joy, confusion, horror, the creeps, sadness. The disturbing is very intriguing to me.

With this fic, I wish to explore how dysfunctional dynamics fester, grow, and impact the psyche, decisions, and personality of both parties in a forced relationship. It's a mysterious adventure full of twists and turns even for me.

TL&DR: I love edgy and dark stuff.

♥︎ How often does the blog update? When is the next chapter???

There is no fixed update schedule for this blog or for the fanfiction itself. I am also very busy with college stuff. Please be patient, and stay tuned for the "#chapter update" tag. I am always glad to see how much you like my work!

♥︎ Is this an ask blog? Can I ask a question to a certain character?

This blog isn't intended to be one, but for bonus art, we might draw something if we think it's interesting, funny, or is just a cool idea. Although, all responses to possible questions directed to the characters themselves are strictly non-canon. I'll always try to answer your questions directed at me, though! (As long as it isn't spoiler territory.)

♥︎ Why do you make Sans suffer like this?

Because he's my favorite character. My lawyer has advised me to not continue this response.

♥︎ Why do you villanize Chara? / I disagree with your (insert character here) characterisation.

After Sans, Chara is actually my second favorite character! I just adore them, and there's nothing wrong with liking bad guys in fiction. Although, I do not think of them as absolute evil (since it erases any possible nuance), and do acknowledge the Player's part in the genocide run. What I stand by, though, is that Chara's participation during the Genocide Route is done out of their volition, with no possible corruption shenanigans at play. Just my take on their character, won't get into the details here. But if the way I write Chara/Sans/etc. bothers you, or doesn't fit your vision of it, please keep it to yourself. Nothing good will come out of arguing about fictional pixels.

♥︎ Chara's sex/gender?

Chara is a biological female in this fic, and they/them is always used for them and by them. Although, I am not against other sexes or genders for other Chara's/Frisk's. If you use a different pronoun, I won't correct you.

♥︎ Can I draw fanart of your fic? Can I draw a male!depravity!Chara?

I'd be honored. Please use the "#depravity fic" tag when posting so I can feast my eyes upon it, or just tag me, and I'll reblog it. It would make my day.

♥︎ Chara's age?

Chara was born on 09:09 o'clock, September 9, 1999. They died at 21.

(Get it? Because 2020 affected even the Underground? Eh, thought it was would be funny).

♥︎ Sans's age?

idk. But he is a fully grown adult, and was born way after Chara died.

♥︎ Will (character) do this/that? What happens next? / (Any kind of question that I plan answering in the work itself down the line).

Stay tuned for future updates to find out ;)

[linwritesskz]

One to many cups of coffee for a sleepless night - Jeongchan fic

1.6k words, pure fluff, can be read platonic or romantic, kinda canon compliance

It was late at night and the dorms were quiet, as everyone was asleep or slowly falling asleep. Everyone except one. Jeongin was standing in the kitchen as the coffee was slowly running through the coffee machine, staring blankly into space as he formed a plan in his head.  He knew most of the members were asleep except one and he was determined to keep him company, if it meant he had to ruin his own sleep. If he was lucky, he might even convince him to go to bed. The plan he had made mainly consisted of staying up until he hopefully could convince the other to go to bed, but he was also fully prepared for the plan to completely fail, as there were many flaws to it. 

Well, the main flaw being the member he was trying to stay up for.

Jeongin sighed and looked back to the coffee machine to see it had finished. He picked up the pot, filled his mug, and added a bit of milk to it. He placed the pot back in the machine, but didn’t turn it off as he knew he would probably need more than one cup of coffee to make it through the night. He took it, took a small sip, cringed a bit at the bitter taste, and continued to sip it as he walked to the bedrooms.

As he came up to the bedroom, he knocked on the door and waited for an answer.

“Come in!” a voice called from inside. Jeongin slowly pushed the door open and walked into the room. 

“Innie?” Chan said as he looked up from his laptop, where he was working on something. Jeongin shuffled over to the desk, sat down in the chair beside Chan, and just continued to sip on his coffee in silence.

“Why are you drinking coffee so late, Innie?” Chan asked, as he looked at Jeongin with a puzzled look on his face. 

“Because I wanted to stay awake to keep you company,” he said as a matter of fact. He continued to sip the coffee and looked at what Chan was working on.

“You don’t need to do that, you need sleep.” Chan tried to argue back at him. Jeongin just shrugged his shoulders and leaned his head against Chan’s shoulder. Chan let out a low sigh and shook his head as his cheek warmed up at Jeongins antics, then turned back to his laptop to continue his work. 

They sat in silence for a while, as Chan typed out lyric ideas for the song he was working on, moving different parts of the song around in the program to get the right sound and vibe and to fit with the lyrics. Meanwhile, Jeongin looked on and came up with small suggestions as he slowly drank his coffee. 

Once he finished the coffee, he decided to get up and get another one, as it seemed to be a long night with no end in sight and he desperately needed the caffeine if he had to stay up all night with Chan. 

He quietly shuffled out of the room with his mug so as not to disturb Chan in his work and walked down to the kitchen to fill his mug again. 

He picked up the pot and emptied the rest of the coffee into the mug. Then he rinsed out the pot, placed it back on the machine, and turned it off. He knew he really shouldn’t drink more than this cup of coffee, as his next step would be to try and get Chan to go to bed instead. As he stood in the kitchen for an extra minute, he decided to bring a glass of water with him for Chan as well. 

He sighed as he realised that this was going to be the hard part of his entire plan. He shook his head as he walked back to the bedroom. 

He entered the bedroom again, placed his cup and the cup of water down on the desk, then went over to the bed to pick up a blanket to wrap himself in it as he sat down again beside Chan. 

Chan looked up from his work and lifted an eyebrow at Jeongin, but he just shrugged at Chan, gestured for the cup of water, and picked up the coffee again to take a couple of sips. 

“You should really go to bed, Jeongin,” Chan said, as he took a sip of the water and looked at him. 

“So should you,” Jeongin just said blankly back at him. He took a few more sips of the coffee and looked straight at Chan to challenge the older one's statement. 

Chan sighed and turned back to his laptop to continue his work, since he knew he wouldn’t win if he actually decided to argue more against what Jeongin was saying. Jeongin settled in again with the blanket over him and the coffee in his hands. 

They continued to sit like this in silence as the night went on, Chan slowly working through the ups and downs in the song and Jeongin silently observing and drinking his coffee. As he finished his coffee, he yawned, leaned his head against Chan's shoulder, and shifted the chair closer to the older man. Chan glanced over at him, but didn’t move away and turned back to the laptop to continue working on some more stuff. He slowly felt how Jeongin leaned closer and closer to him and before he knew it, his entire body weight was leant against him as Jeongin slowly drifted off to sleep on his shoulder. As he realised that Jeongin had fallen asleep, he stopped what he was working on for a moment and looked at Jeongin with fondness in his eyes. He sat for a little while, just looking at Jeongin and thinking about the whole situation and how they had ended up here. 

His lips twitched into a small smile as he thought about how sweet and kind the other boy’s gesture was to stay up with him as he worked, refusing to go to sleep and having a great deal of caffeine to keep himself awake, even though it clearly didn’t work for him as he was snoozing away on Chan’s shoulder. 

He turned back to his work and tried to continue working on his work, while the weight of Jeongin was slowly tilting him to the side. 

Chan sighed again and shifted around in the chair and tried to nudge the snoozing boy awake.

“Innie, please go to bed,” Chan said in a quiet voice. Jeongin opened his eyes slightly, shrugged and snuggled closer to Chan, without fully crawling into his lap. “So should Channie-hyung,” Jeongin said in a low tired voice. 

Chan looked up at the ceiling, uttered a tired noise, then turned back to the laptop and started saving what he had been working on and closed the programs. At last he turned off his laptop and started to turn towards Jeongin again to get the boy to get up, so they could head to bed. 

As he turned around he realised that Jeongin had fully smushed his head into the junction between his neck and shoulder and was holding onto his arm as he snored quietly. Chan looked at him for a few seconds and decided to try and shift Jeongin around so he could lift him up and carry him off to bed.

With a small groan and a bit more shuffling around, he managed to get Jeongin manoeuvred around so he could carry him better. Once he had managed to get him properly up in his arms, he noticed a flaw in the plan.

His door was closed shut and he did not have a free hand to open the door and carry Jeongin to his own bedroom. 

He looked around and decided that he could just sleep the night in his bed, since it wouldn’t have been the first time they shared a bed with each other. It wasn’t uncommon for any of the members to share beds at all. 

So he carried the boy over to his bed, laid him down on it, and delicately manoeuvred the boy around so he could get him under the covers and tucked into bed. Once he finished tucking Jeongin in, he started getting himself ready for bed. He moved around his room to find a t-shirt to sleep in and some shorts to change into, so he wouldn’t sleep in the same clothes he had been wearing all day. Once he managed to find some, he changed into them, threw the dirty clothes in the laundry hamper, and started folding up the blanket that Jeongin had been wearing before he fell asleep. Chan placed the blanket on one of the chairs and went over to the bed.

He looked at the sleeping figure on the bed with a fond look on his face, shook his head and got into the bed beside Jeongin, who immediately turned over and cuddled up to Chan, who tensed up and didn’t really know what to do at that moment. Should he cuddle Jeongin back or try to move them around to separate them? In the end, Jeongin decided for him by laying his head on his chest, wrapping his arm tightly around Chan’s waist with a soft snore, and sleeping on.

Chan wrapped his arms around Jeongin with a soft hum and pulled him closer. “Goodnight, Innie,” he whispered quietly and closed his eyes and before sleep overtook him, he heard a quiet, “Goodnight, Channie-hyung.”

He smiled and held Jeongin tighter as he fell into a deep sleep.

[moonlight-phobia]

Do you do scenarios or headcanons? If so, how many characters can we request for scenarios or headcanons? Are you willing to do other prompts other than Dating & Married? If so, would you do the same prompt with different characters? Can we request for male reader, female reader, gender neutral reader, etc? Are there any characters you won't do in each fandom? Which Pokemon games are you willing to write from? Are there any topics you won't do like rape, suicide, etc? Do you do poly ships x reader? Thank you in advance!

Hey thanks for all the fun info woo woo let’s go!

Want some tea? Sorry it’s all I got right now. Author-Chan took the coconut milk today so I got this box of tea.

Anyway-!

Scenarios and Headcanons can both be requested! Up to 3 characters at a time! I may extend it or add on some if I feel like so.

Other Prompts are available! Married Life and Dating Life just happen to be the ones I do as a speciality case.

Gender Request are perfectly fine! If not stated then Reader/MC will automatically be Gender Neutral.

Characters I won’t do would only be those I don’t feel as if I could write for- such as Ortho because I don’t feel comfortable since he’s a child.

Pokémon- ALL. All games even the side games- don’t be shy throw some Pokémon Rangers at me!

Topics like R, Yandere, Harm are ones I’ll be staying away from. Angst like mental or bodily comforts I will do.

Poly Ships I’m willing to do long as it’s in reason but in the perspective of the Reader just dating others the said datables will not be interested in each other just Reader.

Thanks for message!

Here’s a fortune cookie!

You found- a rare gao gao dragon inside somehow?

[eeunoia]

ENHYPEN Mini Series

E N H Y P E N in an Apocalypse

pairings: enhypen member x reader

summary: enhypen was living their high-school life when a sudden outbreak of an unexplained infection spread through their school.

short background: before the outbreak happened, the spread of the infection happened when one of the student went to the science laboratory and got bitten by an infected animal.

THIS SERIES ARE INSPIRED BY THE SERIES: ALL OF US ARE DEAD.

warnings: blood, violence and everything about a zombie apocalypse.

note📎: I know I was gone for a while. How are you guys? I surely missed all of you. I hope you guys liked it! it really means a lot to me whenever you let me know what you think about them, re-blogs and comments are well appreciated. btw, i love you guys and thank you for supporting me up until now. have a nice day/night! 🤍

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yang jungwon

part one › here ; part two › here

— jungwon is a model student. its not only because he’s the top in your class but also because he’s the class president and president of the student council. he got the good looks, he’s smart and talented. mainly why you’re crazy in love with him.

— “jungwon!” you called out his name as you run towards him. many pairs of eyes darted at your direction and the girls looks are filled with judgment. jungwon turned his head at the sound of his name. his expression remained the same as he waits for you to approach. “there’s a new milk-tea shop at the corner, do you want to come with me after school?” you asked, hopeful. 

—  “no.” you heard a familiar answer from him. feeling a little pang of pain due to his cold rejection, you kept your smile over your face as you pursed your lips. “oh, alright.” a little hint of disappointment was present over your tone and you can also hear some giggles from the students around that heard his answer.

— you are pretty sure jungwon was aware of your feelings for him and so does the whole school. he’s nice to you, although he’s cold sometimes. you cherish your small interactions and kind of contented with it. not until one day, when a sudden infections spread over your school.

— you watch as a warm hand held your cold trembling ones. your head raised and you met eyes with jungwon who’s staring at you worriedly. “are you okay?” he whispered with a soft tone. you pursed your lips as you nodded your head. you aren’t. you feel cold and hungry but you have no choice since you’re stuck here in the dark classroom.

— “i’m scared...” you said, lips shaking as tears slowly pooled your eyes. jungwon pursed his lips as he renew his hold over your hands and stared seriously at your eyes. he smiled, reassuring you. “don’t be. i’m here. i won’t let anything bad happen to you.” he said and he raised one of his hand to cup your cheeks.

— you have no idea how you end up hand in hand with the love of your life as you try to stay alive from the living dead that surrounded your school. all you know is that you will be fine as long as he’s with you.

lee heeseung

part one › here ; part two › here

— you are living the best life you could ask for. you are an athlete of your school, you are an honor student, you are wealthy and you have the best boyfriend. lee heeseung, also one of the most popular boys in your school. he was head over heels for you. he just loves you so much.

— soft sounds of smooches elevates from a quiet vacant room as heeseung held you closer to his body. you giggled and slowly tries to pull away from him. he didn’t let you go easily as he moved closer and left a few more pecks over your lips before he finally moved away.

— “i have to go to practice now.” you said with a warm smile over your lips. he pouted and rolled his eyes. “can’t you just skip? i want to spend more time with my girl.” he said. although that sounded so tempting, you still have to go to practice.

— “later, okay?” you said and looked straight to his eyes. he sighed in defeat before he dropped a quick kiss at your cheeks, “fine. let’s go. i’ll walk you there.” and you two walked over to the training hall hand in hand.

— you are everything for lee heeseung. he loves you so much and he will do anything for you. so when the outbreak happened, his world stopped at the thought of you stuck at the training hall.

— “where are you going heeseung?!” he was hold back by one of his friends, jay. he clenched his jaw. “i’m going to go get y/n! she’s probably at the training hall!” he shouted over his friend. jay eyed him with a furrowed brows, couldn’t believe what he just said.

— “are you out of your mind?” jay said. “look around you! do you see them?” he added and even pointed at the infected people outside their classroom that were trying their best to get inside. “how are you gonna get there alive? and how sure are you that y/n’s still ali--” jay couldn’t even finish the sentence as heeseung already sent a punch to his face.

— heeseung stood still, fist hardly clenched. he looked so mad but deep inside he was very scared. he’s not dumb. a lot of things already occupied his mind but he can’t just give up on you. “i won’t abandon my girlfriend. i will die trying to save her.”

park jay

part one › here ; part two › here

— “jay was staring your way, y/n.” you eyed your friend when she said that. your face was emotionless but you can feel your heart racing just by the thought of him staring at you. “shut up, (friend's name). she shrugged her shoulders off and just continued what she was doing. you sighed and with a slow pace, you turned your gaze towards the said boy. to your surprise, your eyes did met.

— you two aren’t strangers to each other. you know jay. actually, you know him very well. you two used to be in a relationship but things happened and you two have to end it. you’ve been together for years so its not easy to forget those good memories. they were too memorable that you can’t even forget your own feelings.

— it was suppose to be just a normal day at school. you didn’t expect that a unexpected infection will spread around your school leaving you in this situation. scared, infected students all over the school, your whole class stuck inside this classroom.

—  jay gazed your way to secretly check if you’re okay. he’s not talking to you but he always make sure you are fine. your class just moved from another safer room and a lot of infected were outside trying their way in. you guys were scared, confused and emotions were all messed up so when you saw how heeseung punched jay, you made your way towards him to check if he was okay.

—  “j-jay, i--” you started but was cut off when he cupped your face with this soft smile. “if you’re going to explain about that night, you don’t have to.” he said like as if he had read your mind pretty well. his decision of staying away from you was whole. but after this mess, he don’t know if he can stay. his feelings won’t let him.

— without anything said, you two stick to each other. jay looked after you and you looked after him. it was like you forgot about the fact that you two ended your relationship and took this chance to reunite and let your hearts to decide.

— you cuddled closer to jay as you two were sitting down at the corner of a room. it was night time and so the surrounding are a little more calmer. jay slowly leaned closer and even fixed his coat so it can cover you. you felt him kissing your head, “this time we will make sure we fight, baby.”

jake sim

part one › here ; part two › here

— you don’t consider yourself an outcast but you’re also not the popular type. you’ll describe yourself as a normal student. have an average grade, have some friends and have a normal school life. everything is pretty much okay for you.

— jake sim on the other hand was one of the popular kids and so you knew him very well. he was indeed very charming and nice to everyone that’s why it isn’t a surprise for you to take interest over him. he was like an angel sent from heaven.

— you’re not fond of reading. actually, you despise books as you find most of them ‘boring’. but you always go to the school library all because of jake. you often go there during your free time since you know you’ll find him there. you are sure you’re just a nobody to him. you two don’t share the same class as well.

— you are enjoying secretly watching him reading a book when the outbreak happened. you were confused, surprised, scared— all of that mixed together. you were stunned as you see a bunch of students scattering over the hallway and as screams filled the quiet library.

— you wanted so bad to run and find a safe place but your feet couldn’t even move out of shock. and so you snapped back to reality when a hand gently grabbed your wrist. you looked over to that person and your eyes grew a little out of shock. “j-jake?” you muttered his name. like you, he looked confuse to what’s happening but he still manage to say, “let’s go.” before he started pulling you.

— jake gently placed both of his hand over your waist to make you go up at the tall book shelves. he followed after wards holding a wood from who knows where. “w-what happened to them?” you asked scared as you even try to help some other students. 

— it has been hours and only a couple of students at the library survived. you and jake are still at the top of the shelves. you are sitting between his legs as he make sure you are both secured. you were shaking in fear as you felt him dropped a quick kiss at the back of your head, “don’t worry, i will make sure you are safe, y/n.”

park sunghoon

part one › here ; part two › here

— “why are you staring at me?” you raised your eyebrow at the person who asked you that question with a smug look over their face. “you wish, park sunghoon.” you spat at him full of irritation. he just smirked that annoyed you even more. you rolled your eyes and started to walk away.

— you and sunghoon hates each other to bits. if there is a human representation of tom and jerry in your class, it would be the two of you. he’s very full of himself, one reason why you hate him so much. you hate everything about him except his pretty face. he hates you too. for him you’re nothing but a selfish brat who only thinks of herself.

— you glared at sunghoon when he suddenly sat down at the chair you are about to occupy. he smirked at you, “too slow.” he commented that pissed you more. you hit his head causing him to let out a grunt. he was cursing as he ask you to go back but you were already walking away from him.

— it was your breaktime and you were trying to enjoy it inside your classroom when that outbreak happened. feeling so scared, you find your classmates stupid for easily letting other student inside even though you’re in that kind of situation. you glare at them and complain but since they’re not really fond of you, they never listen.

— when you guys fight your way over to another room where you met your homeroom teacher, it was tough. you have to fight those infected students that caused the loss of some of your classmates. it was last of your concern, you are trying hard to survive. “you were scratched by them!” you screamed, eyes filled with fear as you point over sunghoon.

— you argued with him as he tried to tell you it was bruised as he help your other male classmates to fight those infected people so you can all get inside safely. but your mind was filled with fear and so are some of your classmates. to settle it down, he was asked to get locked inside another part of that room for an hour.

— you pursed your lips as you slowly made your way inside the room. just as how your class said it you have to go and say sorry to sunghoon. “i-i’m sorry.” you started and even watch how his stares were cold. you gulped, “i was just scared and everyone just suddenly went against me because of y-you. i j-just want all of us to be s-safe and--” you were interrupted when he pulled you close to him whispering, “it’s okay, i understand. stop crying.”

kim sunoo

part one › here ; part two › here

— you stumbled as someone bumped into you over the long hallway of your school. the student didn’t even say sorry and just continued walking like as if they didn’t just bumped into you. it wasn’t new. you were used to it, you were used to be treated like you are invisible. you couldn’t do anything about it and honestly, you don’t really mind.

— “hi sunoo!” your head turned at the girls who brightly greeted your classmate kim sunoo. he flashed his smile at them that made them blush. they walked away and so your eyes settled over the handsome boy. you’ve been in a same class with sunoo since first grade but you two never talked even once. you bet for him, you don’t exist as well.

— you were inside the classroom when you suddenly heard loud screams from the hallway. you quickly stood up to go check by the window and your brows furrowed at the odd sight. students run like wild animals around the campus and aggressively attacking each other.

— startled, you turned your head when the door to your classroom opened and closed right away too. you saw three students came inside. one of them was kim sunoo. he rested both of his hands over his knees trying to catch his breath. beside him was one of his friends, nishimura riki. beside ni-ki was his girl best friend.

— “we have to move to another room. this room is not safe anymore.” jungwon, your class president said and some of your classmates complain. disagreeing out of fear. you were silent as your mind were already blank of fear. “are you okay?” you snapped back to reality when somebody suddenly talked to you. you blinked twice. it was sunoo. you nodded your head at him.

— it was the first time he talked to you and you felt your heart racing because of it. “everyone, find yourself a pair. make sure you’re not alone.” both of you turned your heads at jungwon’s direction when he said that. beside him was a girl and he was already holding her hand tightly.

— your mind was still occupied when a hand suddenly held yours and he raised your hands. “found mine.” sunoo announced as he looked at you and gave you a soft smile. 

nishimura riki

part one › here ; part two › here

— your smiling lips slowly grew into a pout when you saw ni-ki showing his fist at you meaning you once again lost to him. he gave you his bag as he smirked annoyingly at you. while gritting your teeth, you kicked him causing for him to let out a groan.

— you two grew up together and so you basically know him his whole life. he was your best friend but you secretly have feelings for him. sometimes, you give hints to him but you don’t know if he’s ignoring it or he’s just really dense. you also doubt if he likes you because he often tease you and treat you like you’re not a girl.

— “just try and confess to him, y/n.” your eyes darted over to kim sunoo as you stood in front of him. if there’s somebody else who knows about your feelings for your best friend, its him. “and then what? lose my friendship with him? no thanks!” you said. he chuckled, n “or he can return your feelings.” he said that made you pout even more.

— “yah kim sunoo don’t raise my hopes up.” you said that made him chuckle and mess your hair up. “you look cute when you’re pissed like that.” he said and you were about to swat his hand away but someone did it for you. ni-ki have this serious face as he wrap his arm around your shoulder while eyeing his friend.

— even if ni-ki teases you a lot of times, he’s very protective of you. and so when the outbreak happened, you feel safe around him. you stared at the infected people who’s trying to break in while ni-ki’s holding your hand tightly. he turned his head at your direction when he felt you tightening your grip at his hand. “you alright?” he asked worriedly that you answered with a nod.

— “no! don’t go, ni-ki.” you told him eyes already starting to tear up. your classmates came up with a plan of getting a mobile phone at the teacher’s office and ni-ki volunteered as one of the people who will try to get it. ni-ki looked at you and smiled, “don’t worry okay? i will be back. we need to get a phone in order to ask help.” he assured you.

— it broke your heart and the fear of losing him didn’t leave your system but when you once again saw him. you cried and ran your way towards him, caging him with the tightest hug. ni-ki was so tired after what he just been through but after seeing you again and that you’re perfectly fine, he felt okay. he smiled as he hugged your crying figure, “i told you i’ll back to you.”

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[moemoemammon]

Following that "least favorite" request could we get their reactions to being to told that they're their favorite, but to not tell the other brothers so their feelings don't get hurt? Maybe because they relate to them the most or just get along really well. Thanks!

You're My Favorite! But Don't Tell the Others-

(Feat. GN!MC and the Demon Bros)

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Lucifer

There are no words to explain the overwhelming satisfaction ion Lucifer’s face after you tell him that. Of course, it’s only natural that he would be your favorite, all things considered.

The Avatar of Pride won’t ever forget this moment. He carefully considers your words and agrees not to tell anyone, as much as he’d love to bring it up, because he knows more than anyone what kind of chaos would ensue should the others (especially Mammon) find out.

But they can tell something’s up when the eldest has been heard humming all day. He moves about the house with even more grace than usual, and hasn’t scowled even once.

But the REAL shocker was when Mammon tried hiding a bill right as Lucifer walked in... and the eldest let him off with a warning. A WARNING! The brothers thought the Devildom must’ve frozen over, but you and he knew different.

“MC, I would like you to accompany me to Le Pluvier this afternoon, once you've finished your studies. I've already made reservations, so be sure to get ready on time. I've made sure to consider the things you might like to eat, so I'm sure you'll enjoy yourself. Don't be late." "...I'm grinning? I don't know what you're talking about."

Mammon

The gigantic grin on Mammon’s face is so bright, it could rival the sun. You’ve seriously made his day. No, his year. Actually, he’s pretty sure he could ride this high for the next millennia! There’s nothing in this world that could dampen his spirits right now! 

He feels like he just won big at the casino! Of course he’s your favorite! He WAS your first demon, and now he’s gone and claimed his rightful spot as your number one! Good luck trying to keep him from saying anything. Mammon’s gonna throw it around in everyone’s faces for as long as he can milk it.

And you thought he was clingy before, just wait till you see how he treats you after hearing that. Despite always calling you his ‘servant’ or his ‘human’, you’d  think your roles were reversed. Mammon spoils you every chance he gets, buying you clothes and trinkets, filling the spaces in your room with the things he knows you like, monopolizing you completely until nearly everything you own is a gift from him.

Your words also help soothe that jealousy of his a little. Only a little, though. It’s easier to watch you talk to other demons when he knows he’ll always be your first man.

“Didja really have to stay after class that long? I know you were talkin' to that demon that lent you a book, but you outta ask ME for stuff! Tch... you're lucky I'm in a good mood today! But I guess I don't have to worry about some low level demon like that, seein' as I'm your favorite!"

Levi

Wait wait wait....Come again? Did you seriously just say what he think you said..? That had to be a mistake! Some kind of...uh..verbal typo! Because there’s absolutely, positively, NO WAY in all of the nine layers that he could be your favorite demon. And yet you still insist that you’re telling the truth, and Levi feels like he’s died and gone to heaven. 

Red faced and stammering up a storm, Levi looks like he might die. Is it really okay for a shut-in otaku to feel this giddy? Seriously, he hasn’t felt like this since he got his hands on a signed copy of a Ruri Hana audio drama! No no, this definitely beats that!

You’ve managed to inflate his nearly nonexistent ego, and now he feels like there’s nothing he can’t do! Maybe he could even go to Majolish right now?? THAT’S how good he’s feeling!

Almost as bad as Mammon in keeping it a secret. He doesn’t tell anyone right away, but they’re suspicious when they notice how much time he’s spending out of his room. And then when he and Mammon get in another petty argument, he drops the bomb that he’s your favorite demon in the entire Devildom, and you can guess how things go from there.

“Uuuoooo...!!!!! I've decided..! Since I've got a serious stat buff, I'm going to open a booth at the next convention coming up..! I'll sell my Ruri-chan fan art and spread her influence all over the Devildom! I'd never have the guts to do it normally, but I feel like I could do anything right now! Y-you'll go too, won't you MC?"

Satan

You nearly made this man spit tea all over his book, and now he’s coughing and spluttering and trying to figure out what could’ve prompted what he’s taking as a confession. You.. do realize what you’re saying, don’t you? And you know the kind of effect your words have on him?

Satan isn’t the type that wears his heart on his sleeve, so you have to look for his subtle expressions to tell how he’s feeling. But there’s nothing subtle about the redness of his ears and how he’s begging you not to look at him right now. For the sake of his sanity, give him a minute to recoup.

When he does recover, he agrees to keep it a secret for obvious reasons. And it’s hard to tell that he’s in a good mood, other than the fact that he hasn’t tried to pull any pranks on Lucifer lately. But Asmo sees all, and literally hounds him into spilling the tea.

He tells him a lie of course, but now the other brothers are noticing just how happy he is. Satan's smiling way too much today, isn't he? And he didn't even get mad when Beel got whipped cream on his jacket! Well, not THAT mad, anyway.

"Haaah... everyone's been harassing me all day, claiming I'm smiling a lot. I'm sure I look the same as I always do, but I'll admit that I've been happy ever since you told me that this morning. Wait.. you did think I've been grinning too, do you? I have??"

Asmo

Asmo always jokes about being your favorite and announces it as if the two of you are married, but when you actually confirm that his longing for you isn’t one sided, he ends up smearing lip balm across his cheek in shock. Did you... really say that just now? He knew it all along, but hearing it like that is just...!

Ooooh, he’s so happy he can hardly contain himself! Asmo throws his arms around you, peppering your face in kisses until you feel sticky from lip balm, wipes your face clean, then marks it up all over again. Good luck getting rid of him, because he might never let go.

Immediately posts it to Devilgram. Did you really think he’d let such a momentous occasion go unannounced? You must not have been paying attention to the kind of person he is! Asmo would put you on a pedestal in front of the world like a precious jewel if he were able, but this’ll have to do. He won’t hide his love at all!

Of course, the others don’t take too kindly to it, not that he cares. He never leaves your side, pampers you like crazy, and has even attempted to get you to move into his room. Lucifer put an immediate stop to that, though. Boo...

“I just can't get enough of you, MC! Just being near you gets me so excited that I can hardly stand it! You'll take responsibility for what you're doing to me, won't you? And in exchange, I'll take my time showing you just how much I love you. After all, you're my favorite, too!"

Beel

Beel never has a problem with choking while he eats, and it comes as naturally as breathing. Unfortunately neither of that applies right now, since you just made him choke on a meatball sub.

He usually takes your words with quiet acceptance, but this might be the most emotion you've ever witness from the stoic demon. His eyes are wider than that time that laid on an entire gingerbread mansion, sparkling up with such deep emotion you wouldn't be surprised if he cried. Instead he softens up and immediately embraces you.

...And doesn't let go. Sandwich long forgotten, he's been carrying you around all day, and ignoring any questions or protests from his brothers. Also insists on feeding you throughout the day. The food tastes better when he can enjoy it with you, so why not just bring you everywhere?

When he isn't carrying you, he's following you around subconsciously, either close up against you like a protective wall, or just far enough that you're within his line of sight. As far as not telling anyone, he... tells Belphie immediately. It was an accident though, since there's not much he keeps from his twin.

"MC, I won a meal ticket for Godevil Chocolatier. Let's get something for dessert today. Ah, you can get as much as you want, too. I really want to see what things you choose. They might become my favorites."

Belphie

There's nothing in this world that can wake Belphegor from his sleep, unless he allows it. No loud noises, no amount of shaking or smacking, and not even dragging him around the house. But the moment you whisper that he's your favorite demon, the Avatar of Sloth is wide awake.

Hey, you're not just saying weird things to get a reaction, are you? Because if so, this is a new level of cruel. Yet you confirm that you mean it and swear him into secrecy, and Belphie tries his best not to show how happy he is. A smile keeps creeping up on his face that he struggles to force down. It's annoying...

As funny as it’d be to tell everyone the news, he's good at keeping secrets. Instead, you've noticed that he's been sleeping a little less that before. When he does take one of his hundreds of naps, he finds some way to be closer to you. He's even been seen sleepwalking to your exact location somehow-

It's hard for him to believe that you're not teasing, though. How could HE be your favorite demon here? Belphie doesn't do anything special to win you over, yet after everything he put you through, you like him enough to deep him your favorite?

"You're weird, MC. I mean... me? I won't deny that I'm really happy though, but I guess I'm in disbelief. You should spoil me even more until I believe you. Lend me your lap for a few hours, okay?" "...I wonder what Lucifer would think if I told him, heheh."

[jdopes-recorder]

Ok imagine felix taking you out to an expensive restaurant (crack)

Btw, my first long post of these things so feedback will be appreciated <33

He told you that he was just taking you for some ice cream

You dress up moderately cuz it's just ice cream

Then he drives right past the ice cream shop and you're like "dude wha-??? "

He drives a bit more and stops in front of a fancy smazy restaurant and gets you out of the car

You're all "LIX YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME LOOK AT HOW I'M DRESSED😟"

And he just gives you his blinding heart melting smile, apologizes and tells you that you look absolutely beautiful and stunning in anything

Safe to say you're all 🥺🥺 and blushing but still a little frustrated

Then you get the menus and you see the prices first obviously and-

HOW CAN ONE PLATE OF FRIES BE 200 LIKE DAMN DO THEY SPRINKLE GOLD ON IT?!?

After a bunch of complaining from you, he makes you order whatever you want and says that he wants to do this for you

And you're like "I love you sm boi but seriously wtf"

You get some noodle thing you can't pronounce but sounds fancy cuz you shouldnt really just get a burger in such a place

You get the fries cuz... Fries

Turns out that noodle thing wasn't all that great and was a little spicy but hey, the chicken in it was pretty good and you got a chance to make a bbokari joke that wasn't taken so well oops-

Then you watch (deathstare) him eat his pasta and prawn until he notices and gives you some cuz he's sweet like that

WHY IS HIS FOOD SO MUCH BETTER

His food is now yours.

You look at the deserts and there's this 70% pure chocolate cake and you decide you'll split that

It looks a lot smaller than expected *cough* that's what she said *cough*

But then you take a bite and it tastes like a cocoa bean took a shit in your mouth, in a good way..... You get it

It's so chocolatey that you feel lowkey sick

You give the rest to him and wonder how he can eat that much of it without feeling sick cuz it's THAT sweet

He takes some photos of you while you die of embarrassment cuz people are looking at you like 🫤

Then you happily take pics if him cuz he's stunning and beautiful and perfect and so freaking adorable you just wanna squish him and stuff him in your pocket like your own personal ray of sunshine and lucky charm

Then you tell him how bloated your tummy is and you don't like it 🙁

And hes all "THAT'S SO ADORABLE AND SQUISHY I LOVE IT STAWPPPP" and will later proceed to take a nap on it like it's his very own pillow

On the way back y'all keep singing(screaming) your fav songs and may have gotten too into it that it almost became a little concert

You finally get to the dorms where you'll be staying the night and you can hear the screaming and chaos from outside

You open the door and see minho chasing hyunjin with tissues in his hand again, chan with his earphones on his laptop (you swear you're gonna steal it someday), han stuffing his face with cheesecake, changbin watching some workout tips videos, seungmin just reading his book and jeongin watching a marvel movie while silently judging them all

The moment he notices you hyunjin runs and shields himself from minho behind you just in time to avoid getting his mouth stuffed

They're all like " HELLO ANYEONGHASEYEOOO" in Jackson style

Then hyunjin is "you guys went and ate at a fancy restaurant without me :((" And starts getting teary and dramatic cuz is he hyunjin if he doesn't?

And lo and behold, from your bag you pull out.....

THE NOODLES YOU DIDN'T LUV AND ABANDONED FOR LIXIE'S FOOD

Cue the praises and crying of joy from hyunnie

They all dig in and kinda like it but they all agree that it was stupidly expensive and you look at Felix like, " SEE BISH I'M RIGHT "

Channie decides to try some and becomes as red as an angry white man in the summer and runs to the kitchen to get milk (that yo daddy never came back with but dw Chris is bringing some for all of y'all)

And then all of you sit down and finish watching that movie with innie and you complete the lines with them cuz you a marvel fan✨

You say goodnight and head to bed (except channie and you are so close to dragging him by the hair and tucking him in bed agressivsely but with lob)

As expected, lixie uses ur tummy as his pillow and is out like a light

You just stare at him like "JLKFHSYFKGHDJH HE'S SO PRETTYYYY" and play with his soft beautiful hair and go to dreamy land

Tagging @sparkystraynger cuz she asked for it and has practically sold her soul by doing so *insert evil laughter*

[skzinka]

“ COLD HANDS ” ft. bang chan

timeline : january, 2020

summary : there are some winter nights that are colder than others.

word count : 0.8k

the late hour accentuated the freshness outside, allowing the wintry wind to peck inka' skin despite her big coat. white smoke billowed from her pinky lips as she and chan wandered the nearly deserted streets of seoul, on the way to a small grocery store — their managers follow them closely, which caused inka to remain silent. but a shiver running through her spine, caused her hands to shake with cold, caught her eldest's attention.

« give me your hand, » he started to said, moving his hand towards hers in the most natural way, « i will keep it warm. » she looked at him with panicked eyes, glancing at their manager to silently make him understand that it was not a good idea at all. but chan just smiled at her, slipping his hand into hers to pull it into the warm pocket of his jacket. « i don't think we should do that.. » she said suddenly, worrying that anyone might recognize them. but the leader shrugged, looking at his younger member for a few seconds before continuing forward.

« don't worry, you always hold minho's hands, » he explained, as inka suddenly felt the blush rise to her cheeks, while her heart race a bit faster in her chest, « so it doesn't matter. » — inka felt like her hand was getting more and more sweaty against chan's, looking for some excuse to justify the fact that his hand always ended up in the dancer's. « it's not like that, » she began as she entered the convenience store, waving to the cashier before strolling through the shelves, « i mean.. i do this because his hands are always cold. »

« ah yea, of course, » a mocking laugh left chan's lips, as he observed the different flavors of ramen in front of him, « jisung's hands are often cold too but you don't do the same with him. » inka quickly crossed her arms across her chest, poutting her lips while picking up a few packets of spicy crisps before going to the drinks section. moments later, when she wanted to grab some banana milk from the top of the aisle, an arm swung past her, gently catching it for her. slowly raising her eyes, she came face to face with chan's mocking eyes, who gently pushed her to the cash register.

while inka put the small groceries in a bag, chan hastened to pay so that they could quickly reach their respective dorms, wanting at all costs to avoid staying too long in the winter cold. inka felt the wind sting her fingers again, causing her to shake them mechanically to regain some semblance of warmth but she didn't have time to do anything that her cold hand was back in her leader's warm one. « you know.. » his soft voice took place in the winter breeze, which made the locks of their hair dance a little, while inka suddenly seemed much more focused on chan's words, « you can fool whoever you want, but not me. »

the girl remained silent, staring at the ground while calmly walking, his hand clinging tightly to the boy's. she didn't know what to answer, because she didn't even know what to think. some things were way too confusing and complicated to be tackle on a freezing winter night. when they only had a few minutes left to walk, their step was cut off by snowflakes falling from the sky, instantly grabbing their attention.

« oh it's snowing ! » — exclaimed inka, staring at the sky like a child in front of an illuminated christmas tree. she couldn't remember the last time she saw snow, but she remembered hating it a few years back. but now, she found it magical. a few snowflakes lodged on her black hair, under the chan's watchful eyes, who never stopped watching over her. she looked so happy and fulfilled that it filled him with happiness, thinking back to everything the girl had to endure to get to where she is today. he was proud and ready to support her in everything that could make her happy.

« it's freezing cold, » he said, gently grabbing her hand again to keep her warm and keep inka safe near him, « let's go back to the dorm, okay? » — inka nodded, quietly following his elder, humming the lyrics to a song she was writing at the moment. suddenly, chan was more attentive and very focused to what she was saying, trying to capture the tempo of her composition. and when he understood roughly what it was, chan felt a wave of warmth fill his heart, more than proud to have such a woman in his group.

« you are extraordinary, you know it, inka? »

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