#might switch up some colours but mwah

[reliquiaenfr]

oooooogh thank you!! you've used apparel i completely forgot existed i'm taking notes... got some fun layering going on too, yes this is nice, bless you. c:

present in the post ♥

if i provide a scry and some art, would any enterprising dragon connoisseurs be tempted to make an outfit?

ive done about four iterations and am still unsatisfied. need some distance and perspective ig

[yugotrash]

long time followers will know I hardly ever respond to these but I was tagged by @007-nightfire-yakuza-agent whom i don't necessarily even follow but i feel like exercising my widely renowned largesse tonight so i will divulge some personal information on the internet.

favourite colour: #8C0101 , #5D145D, #000000

last song played: XTC - Making Plans for Nigel

currently reading: The Odyssey by Homer (?)

currently craving: rest, reprieve and inner peace (my insides are always acting up due to IBS)

tea or coffee: i switch between them i like to keep it fresh and new in my life. today was assam tea day tomorrow might already be moka pot coffee day

i tag nobody this strain of the plague ends with me. mwah

[junjiie]

omg… you’re asking me for music recs 😧😧 ok uhhh most of these are just hozier ngl-

man in the box and good enough by xdinary heroes bc i just love those funky guys they’re great and those songs are both sooo good (the lead guitar player 😩😩)

hozier’s new album unreal earth has me regurgitating my soul and selling it to him in hopes i can obtain the rights to shove his music into a bottle and keep it on a chain around my neck. OK FIRST LIGHT AND FROM EDEN THOSE ARE WONDERFUL SONGS BY HIM IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY LISTENED TO THEM

sleep well, you and i, and poetic vulgarity by d4vd >>> those are mwah mwah (i think you and i has the same sort of vibes to tv girl songs so i feel like you might like it??)

HONEY (ARE YOU COMING) by måneskin!!!! newest songs of their’s. on the topic of this band, for your love is also so scrumptious

ok ok uh sage and gaslighting by onlyoneof are so- 😭😢😩😫 idk what else to say

last one: cashew by jude york is such a good song to walk down the streets listening to or laying down on the ground staring at the ceiling

i would love to rant more about the lyrics but i’ll let you give a listen to some of these before i comment and stuff :DD

OKAYYY!!!!! jj listening party go 😈

man in the box - the first 10 or so secs i was getting into it and I WAS GETTING INTO IT EVEN MORE WHEN IT SWITCHED UP? this is so evil its amazing omg

good enough - THIS BALLAD THING AFTER THAT FUCKASS EVIL SONG 😭😭 was lowk expecting it to switch up like mitb did LMAOO. it it was kinda good though like Okayy! they hitting those notes for real!

first light - WAIT THIS WAS SO ? fuck it up hozier.... Sky set to burst the gold and the rust the colour erupts like do u other guys even get it 😢😢

from eden - CRAZYYYYY THIS HITS SO HARD HELLOOOO. broke my door down punched me in the face and then emptied my wallet fr.. HE IS INSANE 4 THIS. i rly like the line “to the strand, a picnic planned for you and me” it j sounds nice!!!!! and the first bit of the instrumental (3:11 - 3:24) is SO FUNKY AND COOL.

sleep well - not totally my thing but i still kinda liked it ^ ^ when the drum beat thingy whatever (man idk what it was HRLSPP) kicked in at like 0:38 it gave me joji slow dancing in the dark vibes lowk :o

you and i - SO CRAZY GOOD AND FUNKY I LOVED IT!!!!!!!! a song it reminded me of kinda was money by the drums (SOOOO GOOD) but i see what u meant by the tv girl?! mayb the getaway ?! the desolation tango ??? HRLP IDK WHICH (BUT BOTH R ALSO SO GOOD!!)

poetic vulgarity - it was. ok??? rly sorry bsf but this one wasnt for me 😞 i dont think slow soft sad songs r my thing idk

honey (are you coming?) - NOW THIS IS CRYAZYYYY WHY HE FUCKING IT UP LIKE THAT. his voice reminds me of someone but I CANT THINK WHOOO i will lyk if i figure it out but it j hits the right way Omg 👍👍 very fun time 10/10 so much excellence.

sage - horny gay fuckers make GOOODDDD SHITTTT i was busting more than one move fr. ADDED TO THE PLAYLIST!!!! wait omg have u listened to ultimate bliss by ooo...... that shit is so good i start floating its crazy

gaslighting - BREAKING: these gay people gaslight me into thinking i was gay too.... 🙁🙁 THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD OH MYOGODODDDD. that funky little added sound in the bg that starts at like 1:30 is INSANE I DIED??

cashew - ITS SO GOOD BUT THE WAY HE PRONOUNCED DÉJÀ VU WAS KINDA FUNNY I GIGGLED. it was rly rly good though FUCK IT UP JUDE!!!!!!!!!!! NOBDOYT NODY DNODBOY NBODY NOBDY WANRTS U LIKE I DO!!!!

SOL. THNK U SMMMM FOR THESE ILY. I HAD SM FUN. JJ LISTENING PARTY OVER!!!!! DROP THE MIC!!!!!

[riskeith]

happy weekend dearest!

other than the snow angels, i haven’t done much.,, just been cozying it up with coffee and blankets at home hehe. 30 degrees... amazing. ideal feeling like a rotisserie chicken weather. 😌 bc of global warming we’ve been having some great summers these past few years. it even gets to 30 degrees as well which was unheard of tbh.

you’re so cute for caring ilysm <3 and aaa! a walk! do you have any perticular place you enjoy walking to or does the winds guide you, hehe? EDITING A FIC... 👀 i’m looking respectfully...... 👀 wait did the event open up for you already? i tried to play it earlier today but it wasn’t there yet... the lost riches one right?

bennett is best boy i still can’t believe it either!!! he’s seriously the cutest he just makes me so happy. when i need to explore and run around i always run with him bc i love his lines so much. what a bebie. you should go for it there are still some days left! + he’s a four star so he’s easier to get. GUOBA IS SO FUNNY he’s just.... a little fucking bear i can’t stop laughing... tbh the little creatures like amber’s bunny too just 😭 have you seen those yt clips of them dancing? obsession..

i need to ask you this bc when i found out i lost my mind: did you know that the japanese va for razor is also the va for tsukishima (haikyuu) and shigaraki (bnha)???? insane!!! it made me consider switch to japanese dub tbh.. which dub do you use?

maybe i’ll send you a little part and you can read or something shdkdhskdjdjf help 😳 it’s not edited or anything so it might take a while plus i’m super into writing bnha these days so.... but hey if You have any prompts you want to read maybe i’ll write a drabble for you. i don’t mind at all! <33333 ask for anything!!

(FIC-COLLAB!!:!/$:)!:&//&/!$:’sidnd HELP.... omg what kind of fic would we write....?)

exactly! i think when you realize that there’s nothing keeping you there anymore that brings you joy, that’s when you need to step back. social media is a bit fucked up that way imo. like you want to be there to be informed and to have fun but it takes so much.. hm. also you always tell me this but i wanna tell you to that YOU are the reason i enjoy social media these days so.. thank you <3

you relate to bakugou and lance? that’s super hot of you.. 🥵 my wifey is a self assured, super intense and talented person.. couldn’t ask for better tbh. i think out of them both i’m pretty much like todoroki.. we’re super similar in so many ways now that i think about it shsjdhdhdj.. how about we just stay c.r and m.a our dynamic is perfect as is LMAO

DOUBLE VENTI! I’D LOOOOVE THAT FOR US. bow users are difficult indeed but venti is one of the easier bow users it feels like... idk watching others game play he doesn’t have as much pushback as say amber for example. 12K PRIMOGEMS..... babe you’re getting your xiao!!!!!! how long have you been saving? also i seriously don’t mind if it comes down to it hakshddkhd i can be your genshin sugar mommy... ;) imagine a c6 venti though that seems insane. literal insanity.

SPEAKING OF SHIPPING.... THE POST YOU POSTED... THEY STOLE OUR IDEA AND IT LOOKS SO CUTE AND ITS CHONGYUN AND XINGYUN WHICH IS EVEN BETTER... THEY LOOK SOOOOO CUTE TOGETHER I’M OBSESSEDDDDD!!!! <3333 dude idk how but we are doing that co-op date somehow i’m super inspired i want that for us so badly... (also i need to say smth... my love language is when people say ‘i thought of you when i...’ and the fact that you said that just hsjdfhjdjdksk shit)

actually you’re right.. the only way we’d get a sequel is if they did something with the mfe fighters.. like kinkade james veronica nadia and ina. idk how attractive that would be tho...

i’m a lady, my dearest *dips* no but my pronouns are she/her!! sorry i didn’t mention it before i thought i made it clear shsjsjdkdj. ty for asking tho ♥️ super sweet!

AAA!!!!!!!!!! EEE!! i’m super super excited. if it’s like,, too public and you don’t just wanna post it i might think about exposing myself or smth... if that would make you more comfy. no matter what you do i’m just gonna be here buzzing, *hinata voice* one more one more one more.

oh!! i listen to everything but kpop sjdjdkdhdk i did have a semi-phase around like 2014-19 ish but dropped it pretty hard . now i have no clue what goes on there anymore i mostly enjoy rnb indie n rap/hip.. my gay ass was considering making a little playlist or smth for u but i want to make it with songs You’d like so i might pull up my old kpop faves hehe..

guess chilling is out of the question then, heh. hope you slept well!! i’m gonna try to wake up earlier so we’ll have a chance to send more messages during the weekend perhaps... mwah!!

YOURS, m.a. <3

happy weekend!!!! hope you can ease up a bit since there’s no school hehe

“feeling like a rotisserie chicken weather” FHSKFHKSDF yes!! but it honestly sucks when it gets any hotter bc we don’t have central cooling in our house so rip... and my laptop fan goes crazy ahaha. 30 degrees being unheard of.. can’t relate! fsdfjs. have you guys had to adjust to those changing temperatures? rip climate change tho :’(

<333 i do!! i usually walk to the local park and then the streets around that.. omg speaking of... do you play pokemon go? DHAFKHSDKFHSKDFHKSDH i got back into it again recently ahaha. it’s for a free bakudeku zine!! hehehe it’s out at the end of jan so 👀

i just checked and the event is open !!!!!!!!! good luck hehe !

yup lost riches!! and the event opens at 4am server time, so since i’m in asia i get it earlier hehe which colour seelie are you gonna go for tho omg i was debating it with my friend last night.. i’m gonna pick gold!!

baby bennett!! that’s true but i can’t risk getting a 5 star otherwise my pity will reset for xiao fhdskfhskjfhkjshkfj next time :(((( but albedo /is/ super pretty and i see a lot of people saying they like him... NO !!! xiao only >:( no omg i don’t think i’ve seen those clips ? is it mmd where they like dance to other songs and stuff ahah

yes i did!!!! and the VA for diluc is giorno from jjba and kuroko from knb!! omg wait and venti’s VA is hinata did you know that? fun fact i guessed it was him when i first heard his voice LOL that’s my secret talent 😩 and i use japanese dub!! i’ve considered using chinese too bc i can understand it but i just like the japanese voice actors tbh and also i can excuse it as “listening practice” AHAH

yes pls!! sending something bnha is fine too, or legit anything else lmao i’m open arms over here~~ 🤗👐 and ooft... it’s hard thinking of prompts that’s why i always ask others HSDKFJHSDKFHSD but i’ll let you know if i think of something!!!

(no clue!!!! but we could each write from a character’s POV so hopefully it’s more consistent 🤪🤪 idk i have no clue how fic collabs work AHAHA)

yeahhh one of my mutuals said “social media is a curse” and honestly hard agree.. we’re all kinda trapped in a way LMAO. and no pls don’t thank me.. you’re the one who found me first 😩💘 ily..

FSDHKJFS pls you’re making me blush come on 😳😳 but yes i love that for us... m.a. x c.r. the only valid ship 😩

woooo!!!! yeah you’re probably right, like given the fact he’s a 5 star his mechanics are probably different.. i know that diluc’s charged attack is different to the other claymore users so! IM GETTING MY XIAO!!!! and hm i’ve been saving since the middle of zhongli banner! so december 10 ish around then? dragonspine was a blessing tbh i reckon i got sooo many primogems from that. FGJKSHFKJSDHFKSDHSHKJFH my genshin sugar mummy 🥵🥵 c6 venti unstoppable..

AHAHAHA YEAH THEY LOOK /SO/ CUTE TOGETHER!!! i wonder how they got so many of the images tho like they must’ve been so in sync?!?!? ugh that could be us but no cross-server co-op be playin’.. (fhdskjfhdskjfhs um!! noted for future reference 🤪)

omg them.. i always forget about them LMAOOOOOOOOO ugh. actually i wouldn’t be mad if we got a prequel of like when keith was in the garrison... or even when shiro was with adam... ugh so much they could’ve given us and they chose not to

*waggles eyebrows* well hello there, m’lady ;) and it’s fine fhdskjf i had some inklings but didn’t wanna assume ya know? ahah :p

no!! it’s all g, i’ve thought about posting it before anyway. like, just releasing all of my WIPs and letting people do what they want with them HAAHA. (i could also just put the link under a read more and less people would see it, so it’s no biggie!) fkdshfkjs the hinata impression omg precious <33

FJHFDSKJ awks ahah which groups were you into tho! if it’s not like scarring for you to think back to LOL. and oooo i like indie too! i think.. or is it alt? honestly i don’t even know, tbh my music taste is pretty diverse and a mess, i can usually listen to a lot of things. except slow songs i don’t really like those hfdskj. and i don’t like rap too much either FHSDKJS whenever my friend gives me a rec i’m just like “oh i liked the singing parts in that” FDSKJF. a playlist tho huh 😳🥺

and pls!! if the weekend is your only chance to sleep in then do it.. for me 😩 i’ve been legit waking up at 12pm these past few days FKJHSKDF idek why like i’m sleeping 10 hours?? yikes. but as always i shall be waiting for your response <3 💌

[mybeautifuldecay]

Private Tutor. Chapter Eighteen: Wide Awake.

Apologies for the mini-hiatus, but I hope this chapter makes up for it <3

Thanks to @suhailauniverse for keeping me sane, sending me book quotes to help spark my half-dead imagination and basically being wonderful. ILY girl.

As always, this is for @gotham-ruaidh‘s writing workshop. I’m trying to catch up as best I can, hopefully I’ll be there soon. MWAH.

You can find all other chapters here: MASTER LIST. 

The steady whoosh of the traffic outside kept her lucid, the dark of the apartment surrounding her as she noted the small sound of the bell as Murtagh locked the pub up below. After giving her statement to the police, Claire had insisted on making sure Glenna was alright. To her surprise, Glenna had already been to talk to the constables and had backed up her accusation, solidifying the events of the evening - almost certainly making her unemployed - and although Claire was back at Jamie’s now, and safe, she couldn’t switch off.

They had arrived back in time for tea and Jamie had crashed, too tired to keep his eyes open any longer, soon after they’d eaten.

Shadows played on the walls, the headlights illuminating the floor, up and along the walls before plunging her back into the black - over and over until symmetrical patterns started to appear, the white and yellow splashes forming their very own stories as they played out like an old black and white movie.

“Claire?” Jamie murmurmed sleepily, scratching his head as he wandered into the lounge. “Canna sleep?”

Sighing, Claire pulled the blanket closer around her shoulders as she turned her head to glance at Jamie. “No, I’m wide awake.”

Perching himself beside her, Jamie let his hand linger by her side -palm raised- as he waited for her to open up to him.

“I can’t stop thinking about him, about his touch. It isn’t like we didn’t-” biting her bottom lip hard, Claire stopped herself, the image of their previous interactions turning sour after his final assault. Jamie let her continue without saying a word, he sat patiently until she started talking again, only wrapping his arm gently around her waist when she leaned into him - her head resting lightly on his shoulder. “It doesn’t matter how many showers I take, I can’t seem to wash the feel of him from my skin.”

“I canna change it, Claire.” Turning towards one another, Jamie whispered to her, his eyes half closed as their noses met in the middle. “But I can try and erase it wi’ my own touch, aye? If ye’ll trust me to take care of you…”

Tilting her head a little to the left, Claire moved slowly towards Jamie, her skin prickling as his arm tightened around her and their free hands joined between their knees.

“How do ye feel now?” Jamie muttered against her lips, feeling her take a jagged breath as her body semi-twitched next to his. He could feel her, the slight hesitation she’d developed - something that hadn’t occurred when he’d touched her before. He licked his lips, watching through hooded lids as he waited for her reply. His fingers, the ones trapped around the base of her waist played idly with the sliver of skin that was bared - her t-shirt having ridden up as she’d moved towards him, revealing her goosebump covered flesh.

“Safe.” She responded, her voice returning for long enough to say the only word she knew to describe Jamie’s company at this particular moment. Sealing her lips to his, she finished with a tentative kiss, their mouths moulding in the gentlest of ways as silence sprung up around them.

It wasn’t long before the pair were a tangle of limbs, Jamie lying between Claire’s thighs as he hovered over her, her hands now resting over his sleep pants as she toyed with the elastic waistband.

The word ‘safe’ echoed around Jamie’s brain as he rolled his hips, his unconscious mind taking control of his body for just a moment, the heat of her guiding him forwards. Before he hadn’t needed to make her feel that way, it had just been a silent agreement between the two of them that the other brought them some kind of unknown comfort in an uncertain world. But now, with Frank’s actions lingering -like an invisible demon- he needed to know that his own behaviour wasn’t causing her any distress.

A gasp escaped Claire’s mouth, her knees rising towards her chest as a rush of lust flowed through her, Jamie’s body igniting something unknown within her as every nerve ending fired, sparking her blood and setting it alight as it flowed through her veins. Something had been unleashed, she could feel it in the turning of her belly as butterflies fluttered through the uninhabitable space. With every thrust, though he probably didn’t know it, he was erasing each and every bad memory that had been tattooed onto her skin from the moment her relationship with Frank had started to deteriorate. He was healing her, rebuilding her from the inside out as each of her cells regenerated, some sacrificed in her womb as their baby grew silently beneath her skin.

“Don’t stop…” she managed to sigh, her night shirt riding up above her middle now, as her fingers dug into his arse.

Her vision blurred, her eyes opening and closing slowly as Jamie’s mouth disappeared from her own as he slid down her body. First she felt him kiss her neck, his tongue tasting her skin as she tried to hold herself still. Next on her chest. As one hand neatly massaged her breast through the thin fabric, his mouth finding her nipple on the other - sucking it as delicately as he was able.

“What are you doing?” She managed to whisper, the words catching in her throat as he skimmed his teeth over her taut flesh. The feel of it, with her t-shirt acting as a barrier between him and her, heightened her pleasure.

“You’ll see.” Lifting her shirt with his hand, Jamie answered quietly, letting his words wash over her as he moved further down, using one hand to shift himself whilst the other skimmed softly along her naked stomach. He could feel her shudder, her belly tensing and then relaxing once more beneath his fingertips.

It wasn’t until he began to peel off her knickers did she realise his plan, her lust-addled brain too focused on Jamie to put the pieces of the puzzle together any sooner. “Oh...f-fuck…” she groaned underneath her breath as his fingers gently lifted her leg over his shoulder. The first time she felt the cool wash of his breath at the apex of her thighs she thought she might lose it altogether, her legs clenching tight as he glanced up at her.

“I want ye, Claire…” Whispering, his mouth hovering painfully close to her, his eyes -glancing between her face and where she patently needed him the most- were so dilated that they looked almost fully black in the dim grey of the lounge. “I’ll be yours, if ye’ll have me.”

“God yes.” She spluttered, the need in her words clear and concise as Jamie disappeared, his red locks floating above his head, the ends of them tickling the insides of her thighs as his tongue ran against her heated flesh. “I-I’ll always have you, Jamie.” A sigh  escaped her lips as his worked some kind of inexplicable magic between her legs. All memories of her previous life -some good but most bad- were erased in the blink of an eye as she let her head fall back against the arm of the chair, her gaze focused on the ceiling as the feeling of unadulterated pleasure rocked through her from head to toe.

Time seemed to slow and then stop altogether as a fuzziness muddied her vision. Spots danced above her, the old artexing merging and folding in on itself as multi-coloured dots played and pranced across the ceiling. It was like an erotic optical illusion, her brain fumbling to make sense of what was happening to her body, her mind -fatigued from the events of the day- playing tricks on her as her hands reached downwards, desperate to feel Jamie in every way.

“I’m...Christ…” she cursed uncontrollably.

“Dinna hold back.” Jamie sighed, inhaling jaggedly as he nudged his nose against her before returning his mouth to the same spot. His lips eased as his tongue took over, his touch getting lighter with each and every stroke. The way she was twitching made him pause for just a second, he knew she was getting closer and closer as her hips started pushing deeper into the cushions. She was talking to him, the wordless communication of her body telling him exactly what he needed to do to get her to fall for him.

“S-shit...holy...fucking God…” Gripping his hair with all her might, Claire struggled to get air into her lungs as she came undone. Her thighs clenched shut, trapping Jamie between them. Her mouth hung open. Her toes curled tight as her tummy flip-flopped, the fireworks igniting within her, increasing the burn that had been steadily consuming her.

She felt burnt to a crisp. Her entire body, floppy and lifeless, now lay in Jamie’s arms as he carried her back to his room. “But what about you?” She whispered, her hand rising of its own accord to rest against his stubbly cheek. “You need--”

“Nay,” he replied quickly, leaning into her touch, “sleep now, Claire. I just need ye to rest.”

“S’ok, I’m awake,” she sighed happily, her voice fading away with every word, “wide awake.” Eyes finally fluttering closed, she let sleep take her, a smile on her lips as her head curled against Jamie’s neck.

“Aye, my girl, wide awake.” Jamie repeated, chuckling as he wrapped them in his double duvet, sliding his leg between hers as she retained her healthy grip on the waistband of his shorts.

Outside the cars began to slow as the night finally took hold, Glasgow finally joining them in slumber as the wee clock chimed midnight. “I love ye so much, Claire” Jamie uttered, his heartfelt sentiment hovering over them, his voice barely a whisper in the small bedroom, “so sleep well because I need ye.”