#might not find joy in my stuff for a hot minute so

[imagionationstation]

I think I can officially say that I have reach the point where I hate everything I have ever written and should delete every paragraph that I’ve ever strung together and never want to post anything ever again

[dreaminofdixon]

Four.

I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the side of the truck, trying to think of all the times I had been too cold for comfort with the AC cranked up. Those were the days. The water in my bottle was nearly hot enough to brew coffee, and that wasn’t helping my misery. Sweat was pouring down my face, and I could feel it sticking to the fabric of my tank top. The material clung to me in the most uncomfortable way possible, and when I tried to adjust it, the fabric refused. 

I glanced at Daryl. How? How was he sitting there, so calm, legs crossed at the ankles, his hands resting on the crossbow across his lap, eyes half-closed? Was he human? Or was he just a machine designed to withstand the heat and inconvenience of everything?

Clearly, I was not cut out for this version of the world. I needed luxuries - fans, air conditioning, comfortable beds... hot showers. All the good stuff.

The ride felt like it lasted forever, and when the door finally rolled up and fresh air flooded in, I was practically weeping with joy. The heat and the humidity had been suffocating. But the slightest breeze was like heaven sent from the apocalypse gods.

We all gathered at the front door of the store, which still seemed intact. It was rare to find a place that hadn’t been ransacked, had the windows smashed, and doors kicked open. I cupped my hand over my eyes, trying to spot any movement through the glass. Rick tapped on the door with the barrel of his gun, loud enough to draw attention inside but not enough to draw anything outside.

“See anything?” Glenn asked quietly.

I shook my head, stepping back. “Nah. Doesn’t mean there’s nothing in there, though.”

Rick broke the glass door with the butt of his gun, and soon we were inside.

“Okay, everyone keep quiet and be careful. Meet back here in ten minutes.”

I nodded and headed straight for the aisles nobody thought about - hygiene.

Because really, it’s one thing to live with myself when I stink, but living with others? Still working on that. I grabbed several sticks of deodorant, then moved to the women’s products. Pads and tampons - necessary. But do the men ever think about this stuff? No. I grabbed as many boxes as I could fit into my backpack and zipped it up before tossing it on my back and moving down the aisle.

Rounding a corner, I gasped as a walker came at me. The smell of rotting flesh hit me first, then its dead eyes locked on me, hungry. Add in the fact that it was trying to bite me, and yeah…freaking terrifying. I stepped back, only to have another walker appear behind me.

Damn it!

I reached for the knife secured at my side with my right hand while the left held one of them off. I fell backward into the shelf, hitting my head hard enough to see stars, losing the grip on my knife. The sheer panic in the moment dumped adrenaline through my body and I held them off while reaching for my knife. This is not how I’m going down, with a load of deodorant and feminine hygiene products on my back. I glanced to the side and found the knife, gripping it tightly and swinging it with all of my might at the head of the being that was on top of me. 

The second one grabbed at my feet. I kicked it off, fighting to get free from the first.

“Get the hell off me!” I said through gritted teeth, finally pushing the walker off and scrambling to sit up just in time to see Daryl approach at a determined pace.

He gripped the walker by the shoulders and threw it away, then shoved his knife into its eye. Silence followed, only broken by my heavy breathing. His eyes found me.

“You bit?”

I shook my head, taking his outstretched hand and pulling myself up.

“No,” I answered, reaching for the back of my head where I was sure a lump was forming.

“You hit your head?”

“Yeah. It’s fine.” I pulled my hair down from the messy bun and winced when I felt the lump. “Eff.”

“Lemme see.”

“I’m fine.”

He rolled his eyes and gently grabbed my arm, turning me just enough to check the back of my head. I winced as he felt the lump.

“Ow,” I whined, swatting his hand away, instinctively protecting my head. “Don’t touch it!”

“Got a good lump goin’... bit of blood.”

“Thanks, Captain Obvious.” I pushed past him, grabbing my knife from the walker’s skull and wiping it off.

“Just… take it easy,��� he said, glancing at the shelves and grabbing a box of Tylenol. “Take couple of these.”

I eyed him suspiciously.

“Are you a doctor now?”

“Or don’t. Whatever.” He dropped the box at my feet and turned to leave. “Just fuckin’ be careful.”

I watched him go, shaking my head.

“Thank you,” I said softly. “For helping me.”

He grunted in response before disappearing around the aisle.

With a roll of my eyes and a sigh, I bent down to grab the Tylenol and popped a couple in my mouth, taking a sip from my water bottle. I squeezed my eyes shut, the headache starting to set in stronger.

I rolled my neck, trying to tell myself it wasn’t that bad. Time to get serious. Pull your shit together. I opened my backpack again, sweeping extra bottles of painkillers into it.

Before too long, we were back in the truck, and I braced myself for the hot box ride home. The engine started, and I set my bag to the side, trying to make myself comfortable. Maybe if I closed my eyes, I could sleep off the headache.

“Gotta stay awake,” Daryl said, his voice gruff.

I sighed, frustrated. "Why?"

“Mighta got a concussion.”

I glared at him. “Fine.”

My fingers got tangled in my hair as I tried to fix it. It hadn’t been washed properly since I left my condo - running water wasn’t exactly a luxury we had anymore, and washing my hair in the quarry pond wasn’t doing much. I pulled it back into a messy bun but froze when I heard his voice.

“Looks good down.”

I glanced over at him, unsure if I’d heard that right.

“Really?”

He shrugged, his gaze quickly turning away.

I bit my bottom lip, a grin threatening to form. My fingers worked through my hair, smoothing it out. Was that a compliment? Pretty sure that was a compliment.

***

A little glimpse of something. :)

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[demonsslayersstuff]

Life Moved on Without You (Gojo x Gender Neutral Reader)

A/N: In honor of JJK ending I wanted to write this Drabble that had been floating around my notes for a while. Warnings: Character Death, JJK spoilers, angst. If you haven’t read the manga and don’t want to be spoiled, please don’t read this fic. It’s a bit rough, so I might edit it later. Enjoy!

First Year:

You shiver as you pull your scarf tighter across your neck as the wind whips around your body, chilling you to the core. You continue down the path, determined to make it to your destination, weather be damned. The snow crunches under your feet as you find yourself walking towards a familiar grove of trees. It’s not long before you come across his headstone. You bite your lip as you feel the onslaught of tears already starting. Has it really already been a year without him?

You take a deep breath, steading yourself before you step closer, wiping the wet snow off the cool marble stone. Once you’ve completed the task you lay a bouquet of flowers at its base, and kneel for a few minutes in silence, thinking of the right words to say to him.

“Hey…Satoru”, you start, but your voice cracks, so you take another deep breath before starting again. “It’s been a year without you, a long hard year”, you begin. “I’m trying, I really am, but it’s not easy….I still think about you everyday”, you continue. “The kids are doing well, I honestly think they’re adjusting better than I am”, you say the last part with a sad chuckle. “God, I miss you”, you murmur as tears fall down your face. You cry for a moment, letting yourself be in pain. It takes you some time before you speak again.

“I uh…I finally moved out of our apartment. Found a new one a little closer to work”, you say, staring down at the flowers you’d placed on the grave. “I’m sorry, I loved our place…but I needed to let it go for my sake and Shoko’s”, you continue. “I couldn’t keep hiding at her place”, you sigh. You reach out and trace his name inscribed on the stone, “I hope you’re having fun up there with the others”, you whisper before falling silent.

You’d had this big speech prepared, but ultimately floundered. Being here was harder than you wanted to admit. Just as you turn to leave, you feel a something cold and wet land on your cheek. You look up and watch as huge white snowflakes begin to fall gracefully from the sky. You smile and lift your face up towards the falling snow somehow knowing this was his way of saying hello.

The Fifth Year:

You sigh as you unfold the blanket in front of his headstone. Today was an unusually warm December 24, something that today of all days you were grateful for.

You plop down on the blanket, before reaching into your bag, grabbing two cups and your thermos. You quietly pour the hot drink into the cups as the wind blows through the leafless trees. You place one at the base of his headstone before clicking it with your own glass. “I know how much you loved my homemade hot chocolate”, you murmur before taking a large sip from your cup.

“It’s crazy how quickly life goes on”, you say staring at the last dregs of the hot chocolate in your cup. “The kids continue to grow up much too fast, they’re no longer students”, you continue. “Megumi and Nobara have been sent on a mission abroad, but they send their love. Yuji is quickly following you in your footsteps. He is a teacher now, with the same damn antics as you”, you chuckle. “As for me, I’m still the same love. I’m finding the little joys in life again, though I still miss you”, you say, whispering the last part.

You sit as his grave for a long time, watching as the sun moves across the cloudless sky. Once you see the blue hue beginning to turn into shades of golds and purples you begin to pack up your stuff. You lean down and softly touch your lips to his name whispering, “Merry Christmas, Satoru”, before you walk away.

The Fifteenth Year:

As with many things, grief comes and goes in many different waves. Unlike the past few years, this year hit you incredibly hard.

You stand in front of his grave, dressed in all black as tears stream endlessly down your face. You didn’t want to accept the reality that now you had lived longer in the world without Satoru Gojo than you had with him in it. “I don’t remember what you smell like”, you say honestly, continuing to stare at his name. “I kept your jacket, but your scent is long gone”, you continue before falling silent.

You feel a reassuring squeeze on your shoulder and look over to see Yuji giving you a sad smile. “It’s ok”, he tells you softly, before leaning down to place the flowers he had brought with him. You didn’t have much in you today, you were too angry at the world. How was it fair that you had to live so long without him? You reach out and touch the weathered stone briefly before turning around, walking away without saying your usual goodbyes.

Yuji sighs as he watches you leave. “Don’t worry Sensei, I’ll keep an eye on them”, he mumbles before hurrying away. Moving to quickly catch up with you, determined to follow through with his promise.

The Thirtieth Year:

Your hips ached as you leaned down to wipe away the old leaves and dirt that had befallen on the now aged headstone. “Sorry I haven’t come in a while love, I’ve been so incredibly busy”, you say as you tuck your hands back into your coat pocket, the cold stinging your fingers.

“There’s another six eyes and limitless user now. Though I’m a bit too old to be teaching anyone anymore, since I was married to you, the new board asked me to oversee their training”, you continue. “Don’t worry, I’ll keep them humble”, you quip, willing yourself to remember the sound of his laugh, another thing time has slowly taken away from you.

“I find myself wondering what you would have looked like if you were here today, would your face be wrinkled like mine? Would your back ache too?”, you question aloud. “You didn’t even make it to thirty…at least you’ll be eternally beautiful to me”, you sigh. “I miss you, always have, always will”, you whisper.

The Forty-Fifth Year:

The three of them stand there, huddle together as snow falls silently from the sky. “They’re finally together”, the woman says somberly, yet at the same time feeling a sense of happiness. They continue to stand there looking at the two headstones, one old and weathered, one brand new, striking compared to the other.

“I just hope they found each other again. Can you believe they lived over forty years without him and never…remarried or anything”, the taller man muses. “They loved him”, the other man replies quietly. “They told me there was no body else”, he continues before falling silent. “Alright it’s getting a bit too cold for me, let’s head back ”, the woman says before turning around to walk away, one of the men joining her. The taller man remains there for a moment, his pink hair now replaced with natural grays. “Goodbye…I’ll see you both again one day”, he whispers before joining his friends as the snow picks up, blanketing everything in its wake.

Bonus:

You awaken to see a familiar pair of blue eyes that you hadn’t seen in so long. “Satoru”, you mumble, slightly confused. “Did you miss me sweets?”, he laughs as you reach out to hesitantly poke his face. “This dream feels so weird”, you tell him. You watch as a sad smile befalls his youthful face. “It’s not a dream love”, he tells you gently.

The reality of his words ring through your ears and you realize what had come to pass. “Does this mean I can finally be with you?”, you ask him, voice cracking slightly. “Yes”, he tells you. You cry as you launch yourself into his arms, “God I missed you so much Satoru”, you say, deeply breathing in his scent you had so desperately missed. “I missed you too love. I was here waiting patiently for you”, he replies, cupping your face in his hands. “I don’t want to be separated from you ever again”, you say staring up into his stunning blue eyes. “Never again”, he whispers before he leans down to kiss you, a warmth spreading through your body, you were finally at peace.

[yanderesimp2000]

yan Adam x fem reader chap 6/6 "the end?"

Finale? kinda I might do a spinoff to this series in the future but the reader is pregnant because you people kept asking for it

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TWS ,HEAVILY BRAINWASHED READER, Adam being Adam,possessiveness, Inceliness

Tags, Marriage proposal , snuggles, fluff, Travel, I tried way to hard on heaven world building

BTW this takes place in a universe where Adam won in S1 EP 8

You just finished making lunch from Adam he was laughing about something while he ate something about Lucifer's face when he killed his "precious daughter" you heard story's about what Lucifer did and you were glad he was suffering "serves that scum right" was what you thought Adam then finished his food and said "y'know what we should do today, We should go to the Empathy borough there lots of fun shit to do their and... I got a surprise for you" he teased

your face lit up you were excited to finally be able to go out somewhere after the "incident" Adam was very very controlling and made sure you were either locked in a room or in his sight at all times Adam cackled and said " that means I get to dress you up again my little doll" he then gently picked you up and walked you over to the closet where he started to look at dresses before finding one a red dress that was elegant but also soft and gentle it was perfect for you. You quickly put it on and it was perfect you looked amazing adam chuckled and said "thats it hottie" before slapping your ass

Adam started to put on his robe that he wore everywhere and then said "y'know we should fly to the transport system it would be nice to get out of the house" usually Adam would just use his high ranking angel magic to teleport but I guess he wanted to fly to the transport station which was who low ranking angels got from borough to borough heavens boroughs are HUGE most of these boroughs were about the sizes of the rings of hell so flying is not that feasible for traveling long distances but the transit station was a 7 minute flight from Adams house

Adam then grabbed your hand kissed you on the cheeks and said "ready to go hot-tits" you nodded your head before starting to guide you to the door before you two left to go to the transit port

the Virtue borough was the most well known of the 17 boroughs it was the most populated and home to all of the important stuff like the seraphim, the elder angels, the arch angels, the saints and much more. the Virtue borough has huge Golden skyscrapers and marble road you would think it would have a lot to do but no it was pretty boring "even the angels here are boring " Adam said you couldn't argue because unlike the other 16 species of angels virtue angels have no species wide ability that they all have. Adam tells you that you are a humility angels you trust him because your life before that was a blur and why would he lie to you, as you flew to the block were the transport station was Adam said "your gonna love this surprised I'm so fuckin pumped to see your reaction" his joy was plasterd all over him he was practically shaking as you two entered the transport station

The transport station was exactly what you would expect from a VERY high class area of heaven golden lots of guards and very fast lines you and Adam got on the teleportation pad leading to the Empathy ring you two chatted and waited for about 2 minutes before a voice on the intercome said "Virtue station 17 departing to Empathy station 3" and suddenly the doors closed before you all started to be teleported to the empathy ring

you guys quickly arrived at the empathy ring in around 3 minutes which was VERY LONG because Empathy is on the far west of heaven and virtue is on the East-central part their about 13 boroughs in-between the two borough. Only the humility and sacrifice boroughs are east of the Virtue borough so you were far far from home so that meant new customs to get used to

when you got out the station the first thing you noticed about empathy was how different it was The borough is Literally a group of 1160 small densely packed floating islands that are connected via bridge and instead of having the same white and gold color scheme of the virtue and other central and east boroughs the empathy borough was made of emeralds and has a dark blue-green color the entire borough looked like a rain forest and you loved it and another interesting thing about the empathy ring was their people they looked aquatic even though they didn't need to be underwater to survive. the diffrence between empathy and the seaside borough is that the seaside borough usually get no rain while its always almost wet in the empathy ring but not rainy just wet

Adam looked around seeming unfazed before laughing at how amazed you are "what are you so shocked about theirs nothing extraordinary about this place it just a little different" he mocked. You quickly agreed with him and said "yeah theirs nothing special about this place" you don't know why but when he said that you immediately agreed with him Adam then said "now I wanna show you all the cool shit to do here" before Grabbing you and flying couple streets down till you get to a restaurant that he always talked about

You two walked in and the waiter there looked shocked but said "oh oh my sir it is a pleasure to be in your presence" before bowing Adam just looked annoyed and said "you didn't have to do all that but it was still fucking sweet I just want a table for 2 in my usual seat" the waiter got up quickly and said "oh right this way sir" before Before raising his arms and quickly one of the display little Lakes where some koi and other fish were turned into a staircase of water you were at first a little scared but Adam quickly put his foot on it and he could stand it was strange you are just shocked he started walking and said "come on babe what the fuck are you waiting for get up here" before taking your hand and you to start to walk up this is the first time you've seen the power of these angels and it was very surprising you thought they just lived with water you didn't know they could control them but after all there was a lot of things you didn't remember that's why I needed him right?

The waiter walked you to what he said was his favorite see it it was a wonderful seat overlooking one of the many gorgeous parks of the empathy Borough you two sat down and he said "man this place is even better than when I last came don't know why I didn't take you here sooner just it's a long way but that's no excuse I'm fucking sorry babe I deprived you" you just said sad that you made him feel bad " it's okay don't be sad we would have gone here eventually so why Rush" "Yeah you're right" Adam said then saying "let's just enjoy The View" the view was gorgeous it was facing right next to one of them thousands of parks inside the empathy Borough this one had waterfalls and wonderful Greenery you two are sat next to each other so you cozied into him "awwwww how precious" Adam teased before putting his hand on your head you were disappointed when the waiter interrupted your moment to ask what your drink order would be you ordered what you thought would be good the dragon fruit smoothie Adams are they ordered something non-alcoholic instead " aww is wittle baby too scared to get drunk that's okay" he teased then saying his order " I'll have the white vodka with fruit juice and three shots of strawberry syrup" the way to seemed to be anxious why though why would he be anxious around Adam the gracious first man "o-o-o-ok sir right away" he stuttered before scurrying off somewhere 

You and Adam went back to looking at the wonderful view of the park his wings seemed to snuggle around you since you cleaned his feathers they've been really soft almost like a blanket so you didn't try and complain not like you were going to anyways but it was just nice to be wrapped around the big blanket like feathers Adam seem to pull his wings closer to him also pulling you closer to him as he started to pet your back and said "you're all mine you know that I'll protect you and keep you safe and make sure you don't see or think anything dangerous" it's really the least I could do as a decent husband you're nodded and ran your hands through his feathers seeming to make sure that was nothing stuck in between them and if there was anything you would pluck them out because you didn't want him to have dirty feathers it just urked you Adam chuckled and said ' that feels nice you really are perfect" he kept petting you and even going down to your wings even though they were slightly smaller because of what happened he's still said they were cute and adorable and it was even better that you couldn't fly so you couldn't try and do anything "rash"

You then saw the waiter  come over with your drinks he put them down on your guys table and said "enjoy" in that same anxious tone before scurrying off somewhere again " what's his problem" Adam Scoffed " I only banished three of the waiters here to hell it wasn't my fault they will be until slow and they were heaven born anyway so nobody really cared" he said with a slight sadistic undertone you two then kept looking around at the park " I wish this moment would never end" you said so Adam knew you were happy " me too... because this drink is fucking delicious" Adam said as he asked you what you wanted to order " I think the Tropical salad would be delightful" you said Adam was shocked and said "ugh diet food I'm gonna get the marinated Teriyaki ribs extra ribs" he mocked before calling over the waiter and placing the order " you better be quick or you know what happeneds" in a cruel the threatening way but that's just because he wants his food not because he's evil or anything it's their fault is what you thought he waiter then scurried off again and you two kept looking out at the park as he cuddling you ever so gently it was like the fluffiest down pillow " keep doing that babe its adorable" Adam whispered into your ear making you flustered which adam just found even more adorable "I love you and you're all flustered like that it's so hot" Adam teased you just giggled enjoying his teasing you like that when I talk to you like that you found it attractive for some reason but it's best not to question it right? The waiter then came rushing in with your food the plate the atoms ribs are serve one is bigger than you and you think the ribs were around half your size your salad was a bit more modest but you're still big it was served in a nice wooden Bowl it was filled with colorful fruits they didn't even know existed along with crumbly cheese pieces of crispy bread and very fresh vegetables the waiter then left in the same anxious pace as last time 

You and Adam continue to eat your food it was delicious and he seemed to love it too " told you this place would be delicious they make these ribs so good I just can't eat thousands of them at a time you know what I'm feeling " you're nodding along listening intently but not knowing what to say Adam seem to be very passionate about this place "I swear this place ever goes out of business I'll kill everybody who helped to make it out of business the tax  the people who chose to shut it down and the owners for not telling me that it's shutting down " once you to finish your food Adam just picked you up and flew out of the window " don't worry I'm allowed to eat here for free they  love me here "

He then landed with you at the same park you guys were overlooking it was beautiful there was a wonderful draping trees and all sorts of colors and the path you are on was there for thousands of years this park was one of the oldest in heaven so you could see all the old landmarks that were there since the times of the elder  angels " pretty soon we're going to be at that place where I have a surprise for you" Adam said as you two continue to walk

 The park was better than anything you've ever seen there were traditional old monuments there from the era before Humanity was created it depicted beautiful Elder angels and the entire shrine was grown with vines but strangely it felt like it was meant to be that way it matched the aesthetic of the green Lush empathy ring Adam then chirped in and said  "I'm so pumped to show you my surprise your gonna  love it you're going to be like wow Adam you're so great I love you that's fuck" you blushed slightly trying to hide it you are so excited to see what a surprise was it's like Adam was a genius the setting the ambiance there was light roses everywhere and Lush flowers to compliment it it was a perfect place to  visit especially on a nice spring day you and Adam eventually got to a small area where nobody was right by one of the hundreds of lakes in this park he lifted up a vine to show a small area not for you too that was beautiful flowers it was a little cave basically made of flowers and it was right by the water he sat down in motion due to sit next to him " well I know what technically "married " but I don't feel like I made it official you feel me so will you spend the rest of your life with me " Adam then pulled out a beautiful ring it was everything you could have imagined that had a beautiful rose gemstone on it complimented with the wonderful gold exterior " yes yes yes Adam I will " you said before leaning and giving them a big hug he hugged you too and said " I knew you would say that sorry for not proposing earlier I was scared you would get overwhelmed or some shit like that women are strange and sensitive like that " he said before continuing to hug you you to stayed like that hugging each other just enjoying each other's company until Adam finally said " let's go home babe we can prepare for the wedding " before I picked you up and you too flew into the distance

[sirenmoth]

Winter Nights

Kyle 'Gaz' Garricks x GN!Reader

synopsis: as the snow falls, gaz decides a walk outside is great idea

domestic fluff, fluff, gaz being cute, icky cute couple stuff, romantic dates, snow fight, snow fights

Sitting on the sofa, mindlessly reading a book you bought a few weeks back from a small bookshop you found while mindlessly wondering around the airport terminal as you waited to pick Kyle up. You were already a chapter or two in, but so far heavily invested in the story that you found it difficult to put the novel down. Kyle stood in the open end kitchen that linked directly to the living room, watching you as you read, curled up into a ball with a blanket over your legs, eyes scanning over the words feverishly. Staring at you with hearts in his eyes, taking in the scene while the kettle continued to boil.

You both bought this place a year or so ago when you agreed to take a step further into the relationship, it was an open floor plan, kitchen and living room linking directly into each other, the single bedroom at the far end had a balcony which Kyle loved to put his plants on during the summer to give them fresh sunlight, you were in charge of them when he was away, he called them his ‘children’ and his ‘pride and joy’, much to your dismay since it was you who made sure they got enough sunlight and water. One of the things that sold you on the flat was the windows, they gave a wonderful view of the city below and an even more breathtaking view of the night sky above, even if it was difficult to see the stars thanks to the strenuous lights that polluted the sky above, it was nice to image them glistening down from above, mapping them out in your mind.

The click of the kettle finished boiling brought you both back to reality, turning your head up to look at the man reaching for two mugs, softly smiling at each other as you went back to your individual activities, the quiet clicking of the mugs and teaspoons as Kyle readied your respective hot drinks and bringing them over to the living room, placing them down on the table in front on the sofa. You moved the blanket as an invention for him, which Kyle happily accepted, making a large scene on trying to get comfortable, “Kyle, stop it! You're going to make me lose my page!” you laughed while jokingly making fun of his antics, giggling as he huffed every time he wasn't comfortable.

“Give me a minute, love” Kyle jested back, overexaggerating on rearranging the fluffy throw blanket draped over you both while finding a good position for you both to lay in, “We need to preserve heat, and the best way to do that is by cuddling really close” he responds with a smirk “Can’t have my darling getting cold now” Kyle added, wrapping his arms around your waist, and he snuggled into your side, his back against the back cushions of the sofa, “What’cha reading anyway?” You looked down at him briefly, watching his eyes quickly scan the page you’re on, trying to grasp the plot. Mindlessly you answer “Some book I picked up on the way at the airport while I waited to collect you,” before you can get another word out, Kyle shoots up from his spot, eyes fixated out the window with childish glee, confused you turn your gaze in the same direction and being greeted by the white flurry of snow, dancing around in the wind. 

You don’t think you’ve ever seen someone move that fast, observing as Kyle ran straight for the entrance to the flat, grabbing both your hats, coats, gloves and everything else you might need to go outside right now, walking back he gestures for you to sit up properly while he kneels down, fixing on your shoes, tying your laces and then carefully pulling you up and off the sofa to fix on your coat, and pulling you towards the door, hot drinks and a warm night in already completely forgotten. 

"Excited, are we?" You joke

"I've been in the desert's blistering heat for months now, let me have this."

The streets were relatively deserted at this time of the day, a few people going about their business, walking under the pale yellow lights of the street lights. Both of you, hand in hand as you strolled in your self-made winter wonderland, basking in each other’s warmth and company.  The wind whipped around you, harshly kissing your skin, causing you to shiver from the assault. Kyle being the well-trained soldier he is, picked up on this, stopping you both under a streetlamp as he undid his scarf “you really need to keep warm” he muttered, wrapping the piece of fabric around your neck, bringing a section up and over your mouth and nose “there, nice and warm” Kyle smiled, looking at you before his smiled dropped, shaking his head and removing his gloves. “Seriously, how do you survive without me?” he joked, taking one of your hands and carefully slipping it into his glove before repeating the process with the other one. Smiling once again, Kyle took your hand and continued walking, commenting on how pretty the snow looked in the lights. 

Trying to return at least one of the items of clothing, but he always refused, claiming he was trained to withstand the cold and that he'll be fine. Keeping you warm was his priority.

An hour or so into your spontaneous date walk, you stopped pretending to be amazed at the scenery, looking out at the snow covered trees, but in reality it was a cover to prank your ever-so-loving boyfriend. Making sure he was distracted, you crouched down slowly as to not make any sudden movements, scooped up a handful of snow and formed it into a ball before tucking your hand with the weapon behind your back, you made your way back over to Kyle, nuzzling into his side, looking at him with bright doe eyes as a way to get his guard down, then quickly shoving the handful of snow down his coat before taking a few cautious steps back as you watched him react to your little prank.

 “Fuck!” he cursed as the cold slush hit his skin, spreading all over his back, igniting his nerves in a cold chill across this whole body. Kyle shakes his coat trying to get the snow out, glaring daggers at you as you laugh at your own joke. Smiling playfully, he kneels down to gather a handful of fresh, fallen snow in his hands, “Two can play at this game.” He says, throwing the clump of white frost at you.

It hits your arm as you quickly dodge the attack, you smile back and pick up your own snow missile to throw back, Kyle dodges your throw with ease, laughing at your so called 'weak attempt', only to be silenced as you throw another one, hitting him square in the face. For what feels like hours, you both dodge and weave around each other in both successful and failed attempts to hit the other with the cold flakes that are falling from the sky, picking up clumps of white slush and shaping them into crude ball-like shapes until your hands are numb and cold to the touch, cheeks hurting from smiles as laughter, faces red from the elements. The cold eventually started to seep in, settling against your bones, deciding it was best to head back before either of you got sick, or slipped and fell, like Kyle almost did, even if he claimed that never happened.

Once back in the warmth, Kyle shedded off his jacket, shoes and hat before helping you with yours. He moved quickly, disposing of the long forgotten, now cold, cups as you found some comfy clothes in the closet that'll hopefully help you two of you warm up quicker. Handing Kyle his of clothes after you’ve changed, sending him to change as well as you fixed two new cups of freshly hot tea, walking to the couch and placing the cups down carefully and retaking your position under the blanket, book in hand. Kyle joining you after a few and retaking his place against your side, arms wrapped around your waist and head resting in the crook of your neck, listening to you read aloud, his eyes trained on the snowfall outside, a faint smile on his face as he closes his eyes, your voice and the faint sound of wind lulling him to sleep. 

[pannman]

Snowball Fight

In honor of spring I am going to write about the hazbin gang having a snowball fight because why not

Charlie spent hours, HOURS in her office trying to plan the perfect winter event. Winter in hell was just like any other time in hell. Hot and humid and unpleasant. But she had to come up with something. That's when she had a brilliant idea.

The next morning, the residents of the hazbin hotel woke up to find the hotel was freezing. And also... filled with snow. Charlie jumped for joy when everyone saw. But nobody seemed quite as thrilled as she was. She tried her best to get them to see the appeal. "Come on guys! We can build snowmen, make snow angels, go sledding..."

"Why don't we have a snowball fight?" Alastor suggested. Charlie wasn't sure that was a good idea. She tried to let him down gently. "Yeah! Or... we could do some of those... other ideas I suggested" she replied awkwardly. "Whats wrong Charlie? Are you not a fan of a little mischievous fun?" Alastor asked. "What no! Of course snow ball fights are tons of fun. It's just I don't know, it might get a little out of hand..." she admitted. "Don't worry Charlie, if things get out of hand I can quickly put a stop to it I assure you" Alastor responded.

Suddenly Lucifer entered. "Charlie! What is all this cold, wet, white stuff everywhere?!?" He asked. Everyone stared. "You've... seen snow before haven't you?" Angel asked. Charlie answered for him "of course he has. He's been around since the beginning of everything. Right dad?" Lucifer became suddenly embarrassed. "Ha! Of course! I love this... snow. It's great!" He lied. "So, then" said Alastor "you wouldn't mind joining us for a snowball fight?" He seemed eager at the opportunity to battle it out with Lucifer using something generally safe like snowballs. In an actual fight Lucifer would destroy Alastor with barely any effort but with something like this anyone could be on top

Lucifer blinked in confusion so Charlie explained "its just a game. There aren't really any rules although we should make some. But basically you take the snow and form it into a ball and throw it at other people" she then thought of some rules. "Okay, if we are going to do this here are the rules. The snowball fight is only till the end of the day. No putting anything dangerous in the snowballs like bombs or anything like that. And no aiming for the face" she said

Angel got excited "Alright you guys hear that? Between the legs is fair game! That's ri-" Charlie cut him off. "-NO!NO!NO! No aiming there either!" Angel pouted "awww!" Niffty cackled "you'll all fear me hahahahaha!" Everybody stared silently for a minute.

Husk looked unenthusiastic "yeah I'm not doing this. You guys have at it" he began to chug a bottle of who knows what. "Aw what's the matter? Are you a scaredy cat?" Angel mocked him. "You think I wanna compete with an overlord and the king of hell? If that's what you want then you're crazy" he replied. "Pussy cat, I have 6 arms. I can hold my own in a snowball fight. And I'm sure you can too. Maybe... you just don't wanna get wet" Angel taunted.

That got to him. Husk huffed "oh really? You're gonna be like that, asshole? Alright fine. But you're going down first" he warned him. "Oh! I'm so scared!" Angel said in a mocking tone. Husk eyes narrowed "you will be..."

Lucifer chimed in "so I still don't quite understand. How do we determine who wins?" He asked. Vaggie answered. "There's not usually a winner or loser but sometimes if someone gives up or gets hit the most times they lose. So I guess whoever is either the last person standing or gets hit the least by the end of the day is the winner" Lucifer thought for a bit then smiled deviously. "Alright, sounds like fun"

So then with everybody on board Charlie realized she had no choice and the snowball fight began. Charlie ran to hide behind a chair for cover and gathered some snow to create some ammo. She peered over the back of the chair to see the chaos that was now happening. Angel had equipped a rocket launcher and filled it with snowballs. Damnit! She should have been more clear with the rules. She also saw Niffty carrying one very large snowball 3 times her size above her head, running around looking for the perfect victim

Alastor had equipped his tentacles and filled them with snowballs which flung piles of them at his targets. Her dad was busy building some kind of snow sculpture that looked like a Canon. Angel and Husk were focused on each other. Vaggie was using her wings for aerial attacks. Charlie grabbed herself a snowball and aimed for her girlfriend who was unknowingly hovering directly in front of her. But as she threw she couldn't help but hold back and she slowed down and released. The snowball landed anticlimacticly 4 feet in front of her

Vaggie turned unaware of what just happened and saw Charlie. She suddenly pelted her with a snowball. "Gotcha babe!" She yelled playfully and flew away. Charlie laughed. She got up grabbed her snowballs and chased after Vaggie laughing like a little kid. She got close again this time and threw one of her snowballs. This time without any hesitation or holding back. She missed Vaggies torso badly and hit her wing instead. Charlie saw her girlfriend fall from the air and she ran to catch her. Vaggie fell directly into her arms. Charlie caught her and held her bridle style

Vaggie stared at Charlie with her pupils enlarged. Charlie caught her staring and stared back before leaning in and kissing her. Suddenly they were buried in snow. Niffty had climbed up the chandelier with her giant snowball and taken advantage of their distraction. She laughed maniacally "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAhahahahaha!!!!!!!" Vaggie scooped up some of Charlie's snowballs that she had dropped that stayed in their form and flew up to the chandelier for vengeance. "Uh oh." Was all Niffty had time to say.

Meanwhile, Charlie watched more chaos unfold. Angel had lost track of Husk in the hallway. "Whats the matter Husky? Ya hidin from me?" He teased walking around carrying his snowball launcher. Suddenly he heard Husks voice from above. "Nope" Husk landed on top of him knocking him to the ground and taking his weapon. "I've been waiting for you" he said before emptying all snowballs in the gun onto Angel's chest

In the middle of the lobby the biggest battle ever was happening. As to be expected, Alastor and Lucifer couldn't help but eventually turn their attention to each other. Alastor grew as large as he could fit in the hotel and began forming his own giant snowball. Meanwhile Lucifer's Canon was finished and made of magic. Shooting blasts of snow cannonballs at giant Alastor. Lucifer smiled maliciously as he lit the fuse. He was dressed up as a general with a fake mustache clearly enjoying himself

Charlie watched in worry. Suddenly Husk and Angel approached her. She whipped around with a snowball ready to launch but they waved her off. "Nah, nah stop. We're done!" Angel told her. "What? Why?" She asked with concern. "It was a lot fun. But we're cold and honestly we don't want to get involved in all... that" Angel pointed to the battle between Alastor and Lucifer that was starting to shake the building

"So the two of us are gonna get a drink to warm ourselves up" Husk replied. Charlie nodded. "Okay, thanks for playing. I'm glad you two had fun". Charlie watched as they made their way to the bar. Just earlier they were fighting but now they were best buds again. Maybe this snowball fight helped get their frustrations out. Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea after all

Vaggie approached next carrying a sobbing Niffty. "I think we're done too. It was my bad. I accidentally hit Niffty here in the face. She won't stop crying." Vaggie said with a bit of guilt in her voice. "Oohhh! It's alright Niffty! Vaggie didn't mean to. Why don't you guys go and I'll make some hot chocolate" Charlie said. Niffty perked right up "Really!?!" Charlie agreed. "Yeah I'll just tell my dad and Alastor that the snowball fight is over." She went towards what was now a swirling blizzard in the middle of the lobby

"Dad! Alastor! Everyone's tired we're gonna call it a day!" She called out. "But who won?" Alastor asked. "Yeah, everyone else gave up so it's just two of us standing" Lucifer added. "Soon to be just one" Alastor threatened. "Over my dead body!!!" Lucifer yelled. "Come on guys, it's not about win or lose. It's about having fun!" She said. Lucifer turned to her. "Uh huh, you're absolutely right sweetie. But I AM having fun! I'm having fun absolutely destroying this guy!" He said

Alastor cackled. "Don't make me laugh. Your little pebbles you keep shooting at me are doing nothing!" Lucifer growled at him angrily. "Well let's see what happens when I do this!" He used all his magic he could gather as well as all the snow he could gather to create the largest snowball Charlie had ever seen. He hovered it above his head sprouted his wings and flew at Alastor with it. Alastor did the same thing creating an equally large snowball and propelled towards him with it.

Suddenly, Charlie in her demon form got between them before they could reach each other. "ENOUGH!!!" She yelled. Her voice echoed through the whole building. "Alastor, you said if things get out of hand you would put a stop to it. Well things are out of hand. Now do as you promised!" Charlie commanded. She turned to her father. "Dad, this has gone way too far. You wanted to help me with the hotel. Well look at what you did to it" she told him. Lucifer and Alastor looked around at all the trouble they had caused. A blizzard in the hotel, cracks in the walls from all the shaking, furniture and all sort of things all over the place, and snow all over every thing and in every crevice

They both stared for a long time in embarrassment before apologizing. "So sorry sweetie. I'm so very sorry" Lucifer said. "Yes. My apologies your highness. As it was my word I gave you that I would put an end to this if it got out of hand I'll take it upon myself to forfeit." Alastor replied. "Really?!?! Fuck yes!!" Lucifer exclaimed. Charlie shot him a scolding look. "I mean... thank you Alastor. Thats very humble of you" he said. "Allow me to get this place back in tip top shape." Lucifer snapped his fingers and set everything back to normal. No cracks, no fallen furniture and even no snow

The three of them then went to the bar. "Alright I'll go make everyone some hot chocolate" Charlie said. "Ooo put vodka in it!" Angel said. "Um you know what you can add whatever you like here at the bar when I bring it to you" she compromised. Then she left. "So who won?" Husk asked. "Well... Charlie was displeased with us for causing chaos so I humbly decided to forfeit" he said. "Yeah, so I won" Lucifer said. Alastor choked on his drink. "Well only because I forfeited" he replied. "Well if Charlie hadn't showed up and demanded we both stop I think I still would've won" Lucifer argued. Angel pondered for a second. "Ya know... I think that means technically Charlie won..."

The room fell silent

[seeminglydark]

good news! i finally got a job after being unemployed for a few years. it’ll be at least a year or two before i’m able to move out due to trying to pay off my credit card debt but i’m excited that i’ll be able to leave town and get away from unsupportive family. i’m trying to spend as little money as possible on entertainment stuff and i have a massive book collection that i’m excited to read and sell some of it i don’t feel like i need them anymore. you’re comics have been very helpful for me to be able to understand and express myself. it has given me a lot of joy since finding it especially after the loss of my cat a month ago.

any tips for a queer punk trying to escape and start over with no support system?

happy pride month! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

ANON! I'm so proud of you, thats incredible! i am wishing you all the best on your journey forward and out. it sounds to me like you already have a good handle on things, paying down your debt is a great place to start. depending on how much debt you have, (most of my advice is US based I'm afraid, since thats where i grew up as a poor lonely punk so hopefully it can help you, or someone else) you may be able to find a financial counselor or coach, (not adviser!) to help you get rid of some of it immediately. there are ways to 'challenge' things on your credit that have been there for a while, and many times the creditors will either drop it cuz they dont want to deal with paperwork, or reduce it to a much smaller payable sum because to them something is better than nothing. a lot of cities has free nonprofit programs to help with this, and other non profit organizations offer them as well depending on your community. This will also help improve and build your credit score cuz even a punk might need to buy a home or rent an apartment one day.

i know there is an allure to big name cities when you move, i lived in one myself while poor as dirt and it kinda sucked (Austin tx specifically) because it was so expensive. look into where you want to go before moving there, look at cost of living, and public transit, things like that. it looks like youre waiting a while before going, look into job transfers so you might not have to start completely fresh from the bottom.

thrift stores are great but they are getting more expensive by the year, but when youre a poor guy in a new place, dumpster diving might be an option. please dont ever get a mattress from a dumpster ok? bedbugs are a thing and often why those are thrown out, but other things like tables, chairs, shelves etc. check your local papers and neighborhood boards, sometimes hotels and such renovate and when they do they auction furniture off dirt cheap. Thanks Mr Marriott for furnishing my house for like 40 bucks in 2005!

When you move out, if you are still struggling financially, you can look into fixed rent apartments, you usually have to get on a list, but there are places out there to help you get on your feet. a REALLY good resource for many things if going to be your local library. librarians are like gods and they know SO MUCH that can help you.

speaking of libraries. you do deserve a little joy, i would think about perhaps getting a electronic reader, did you know that you can rent books and audio books from libraries with one? plus it reduces the bulk of books you may have to move later. i know the vibe is different from getting to touch the pages, but the pleasure of reading is still there. The library is also going to be a great place to meet people and find a circle of support and new friends. many of them have clubs and community activities ranging from book clubs to everything in between, you can even suggest a club yourself that they might consider hosting. don't deprive yourself of happiness, itll be helpful on the days when it gets hard to move forward.

its been a hot minute since i was alone and starting over, and things have changed a lot so im not completely sure all of this is still relevant, library is ALWAYS a good place to start. if my followers have any advice, please feel free to chime in the comments as well! im so proud of you anon, and keep us updated as life goes on. <3

[zenkor123]

Random thoughts

Johanna the den

Katniss tried to find out where the den was to find out where Prim was going. Or she knew about the den prior to this.

How did Katniss react to Gale getting demoted for physical altercations with Peeta? (The physical altercation took place in an evening.

Prim once showed Katniss the den(nurses hang out there alot) but Katniss hated the smell of morphling. Prim hadn't gone through the paperwork to drink morphling yet.

Peeta painted his hospital room so as to not see Snowy colors

Theories that Hijacked Peeta hated loving Katniss and Peeta's SA delusions in my fic. It fits like a glove

Peeta only had vague memories if the SA delusions were shown false he could have some base of memories like the night before the arena or times he had a boner accessible to him. But he based his conclusion that Katniss was grieving him on her current behavior and extrapolated looping past memories. His memories could support either conclusion by that point such as they were.

He guessed his pre hijacking favorite colornwas purple by treating his pre hijacking self like assessing the themes of a fictional character.

Katniss probably didn't expect Peeta to come so hard agianst her going to the capitol she did all this work for nothing. If the assassination represents Peeta's gone and I must die, or just pure despair and rage then Peeta has to come with. Going to add that to "beginning of Katniss's rotation." Seeing Katniss try to persuade Peeta is going to be interesting.

Sometimes Peeta sees hallucinations of random stuff from his past, like the fic campfire which describes Peeta Seeing illusions of Ceasar Flickermen. As stated in my fic, with the descriptions of what Peeta's guard does Peeta is obliged to tell his guards about any hallucinations. Katniss has to hear about images she might recognize. It could be brain damage from the mind breaking pill or a flashback that also projects other images from his mind. Morphling which Peeta drinks alot of also cuases hallucinations. In October 5th see saw a random Seam person, Katniss recognized as 12 year old Gale, a type of flower that grew in his mom's garden, and a sink from the bakery. The flashes of his pre hijacking self appeared like scattered debris at random or from an association.

Since Peeta was given cognitive insensitivity to Pain by the capitol so that the original assassination (attack on Katniss) would be even harder to stop, that means Peeta may get bruises but not notice it. The handcuffs (in my fic) he probably is feeling a different sensation then Pain like heavy pressure he also likes tasering himself. There are people irl with that condition who walk on hot coal. Katniss's reaction to seeing Peeta injure himself-rest on radiators. Peeta remembers what Pain is but can't feel new pain.

This condition was given prior to the mind breaking pill in order to prevent the mind breaking pill seizures from killing him (by the capitol)

Katniss lost her appetite on the 3rd day and didn't feel like eating on the 4th. She went through the motions of eating from the 5-7 and had to have nurses feed her in the hospital.

Peeta tried cooking her things to get her to eat given that he was given responsibility for aiding Katniss's recovery. (?) Well Katniss would have even more access to Peeta's food since he cooks just to do something as per episode management. Peeta likes how happy she feels when he gives her stuff. (He likes spreading joy through his cooking in general)

Unknown if Katniss would actually feel joy at receiving food from Peeta or not since Peeta isn't fully back yet. Though Katniss must appreciate that as broken as Peeta is he still makes every effort to prevent her from suffering. He is partially willing to do memory restoration so she does not get hurt.

Guards have a 40 minute documentary made by the hospital in 13 starting with

It has slides with 1980s typewritter noises Katniss found that noise disturbing. This film made Katniss fear for her life even more and increased her self hatred.

Intro

For our new citizens to perform their civic obligations they must conquwr the capitol presence in their minds. From X to Y the capitol special science division conducted Project Shotgun with the aim pf converting Soldiers Mellark and Cresta into muttations with the sole aim of killing Everdeen and Odair. To defeat this presence our great leader Alma Coin has ordered what she terms "exposure therapy" this is the ultimate test of discipline for our new citizens. They can't do it alone that's why a rotation has been ordered. The doctors in 13 have created a film for you to explain what you will be doing as a guard.

Mellark and Odair

for hijacking itself they used a captured capitol film explaining it to students it was found in D2 following the capture of the nut. it is a 15 minute video describing different stages and approaches to hijacking. Katniss wanted to leave the room but she wasn't allowed.

Effects of hijacking

Cognitive insensitivity to Pain

Episodes

Immunity to poisons

Damage to memory recall

Truama episodes

Footage of Annie and Peeta in the hospital

Images of their brains

Warning signs

Stages of an episode

Peeta dozing off

Scars and rashes

Headache

Memories of pain

Triggers

Methods of controlling episodes in each stage

Grounding

Touching

Drawing and writting

It included film of Peeta and Annie describing episodes

Recording of Beetee explaining a incapacitor device and the elasticuffs

Drawings of hallucinations

Film ends with "all hail Coin".

The documentary was aired on d13 television and Peeta watched it. He went absolutely nuts that it was aired. He was suprised that 13 didn't hate him as a result. 13 not hating him and being supportive encouraged him.

Peeta and Annie hosted a radio show with a studio in the hospital including audiopropos,frontline reports and interviews

Squad 452

1. Propo posters

2. Some propo films

3. Radio

Annie is a wrestler

Combat news capitol forces raise militia for defense of the capitol

Capitol attempts to supply anti rebel insurgents in D2 and D5.

Forces deployed in the rocky mountains to provide defense in depth to the capitol

Snow expressed willingness to use nuclear weapons to "restore order and exterminate rebel vermin"

Mutts and bombers released to districts delay rebel advance by distrusting rebel reconstruction efforts.

Last minute Attempts to create resupply for Capitol defenders. Snow tells capitol they will preservere just like Ravinstille did. Calls rebels "rabid animals" and states that savagery is endemic to the districts tells the capitol that districts would drink blood if water was avaliable.

[geometricalien]

Can you imagine how hilarious it would be if a few months in their relationship, neither Seijūrō nor Kōki know each other's birthday because the subject never came up whenever they talk?

Like, considering Seijūrō's upbringing, it wouldn't be a surprise if he thinks of birthdays as something trivial. Just as another regular day. Whereas for Kōki, birthdays are a milestone.

So it's November 8th, Kōki's birthday. But he's completely busy dealing with real life stuff that he entirely forgets about it... Until his co-workers surprised him with popping confettis, presents, songs & of course, a cake.

Skip to Seijūrō who just finished work, he opens his social media account just to pass time. He checks Tetsuya's post, where the light blue-haired guy celebrated & congratulated Kōki's (insert ordinal number here) birthday, surrounded with Taiga & people he don't know.

Seijūrō blinks. Today is Kōki's birthday???

He looks at the clock. It's 09:00 P.M.

Fuck. Seijūrō only has 3 hours left to find the perfect gift for Kōki.

But he's not an Akashi if he gives up. Either he tries even if it means he'll have to wait the comfort of a hot shower & his bed or he'll miss out on his BF's birthday.

Okay okay, so, besides my private hc that Kouki would rack up bills from designer brands with his husband's black credit card- I think he is someone who won't accept extravagant gifts, like, the price of it hangs over his head and he knows he won't ever be able to match it so he can't accept them.

With that option out of the window, Akashi's only remaining choice is to arrange an experience. Some phone calls later Akashi books it across the city and makes it to Kouki's apartment in a record time of 27 minutes. When Kouki opens the knock on his door he is met with the sight of a slightly frazzled Akashi holding a small bakery box. (No he absolutely did not pay the individual who was closing shop for the night 30,000 yen to let him buy a cake afterhours)

"Happy birthday, Kouki."

Confusion gives to surprise and then to joy. Kouki's chest burns with light. Uncaring to his neighbors who may be nearby or the pedestrians on the street who may look up, he leans forward and kisses Akashi. He pulls back from Akashi who is also surprised since Kouki rarely displayed affection in public- Akashi leans towards Kouki, chasing his lips a bit. He blinks open his eyes to see Kouki's bitten back smile and his feet are barely able to catch himself when Kouki pulls him into the apartment by the arm.

They spend the last couple hours of his birthday in each other’s presence simply enjoying being together because those last few hours are the loneliest as an adult on your birthday. When you can feel the echo of your voice on the walls and the touch of your loved ones from eariler is gone. You just want to be with those you love.

In the morning Kouki wakes up to the smell of something burning. He can't help but laugh as he watches Akashi attempt to scrap something black off of a pan into the sink. Frustrated he drops the pan with a dull clang. It's easy to sneak up on Akashi when he is so focused on something else, and that's just what Kouki does. He wraps his arms around his waist and buries in nose in his nape. The smell of Kouki's conditioner fills his nose. Instantly Akashi relaxes.

Almost petulantly Akashi mutters, "I was going to make you your favorite meal. It's harder than I originally thought."

Kouki's arms tighten a bit and he presses his smile into Akashi's shoulder. "Thank you for trying, but you really shouldn't be allowed in a kitchen."

Akashi hums a half agreement. He turns around and returns Kouki’s embrace.

"I might have ruined your pan."

Kouki's laugh paints the kitchen gold.

On Kouki's next day off Akashi takes him out for his "birthday date" which involves taking him on a tour of the premier train manufacturing company and entering the next top of the line model that will officially release in two months.

"I don't know how I'll be able to match that for your birthday... and when is your birthday by the way?"

"December 20th. You do not have to worry about that. I would just like to spend it with you."

"That can be arranged."

[hirukochan]

Aaah i’m the fragrances anon. thank you for the answer. always happy to read writers rambles about their ocs!

so if you don’t mind…i have another heehee

for freya, dove, harrie, and snape!

What are some of their favorite desserts or treats?

What are their favorite/must have purchase from honeydukes?

What type of tea is their favorite/go to (green tea? earl grey? roasted black? do they like it hot or iced?) and what stuff do they put in their tea? (lemon?milk?sugar content?honey?)

*inserting my opinion: black jasmine with any citrus sweetened ice tea is superior*🤭 you can share about yours too!

i just love reading about the little things from ocs behind story. for me things like this just added more depth to their story🤌🤌🤌 -🤍🤍🤍

Hi again!

Freya

1. She likes a nice Eton Mess with fresh berries but I also like to think her friend Luise made her a proper Schwarzwälder Kirschtorte once and she loves it ever since! She has Luise make her some German dessert whenever they visit each other. Bienenstich is her second favourite! It’s a scrumptious cake made from a yeast dough with an almond-sugar crust that caramelises while baking and is filled with a vanilla creme.

2. Skeletal sweets - she’d find it extremely funny and her friends always wonder why??? Are you laughing??? Also the Chocolate Skeletons.

3. Any tea Snape makes. Snape’s teas are tiny little potions! The teas he gave her for Christmas are her all time favourite. Especially the for studying tea blend he made for her with nettles, mint, rosemary and dried pieces of orange peel. With a bit of honey or pure.

Dove

She is a bit tricky, she’s a reader-insert after all but in my mind it’s this

1. She doesn’t really have one…chocolate cake might be. Light fruit tarts. She doesn’t have much of a sweet tooth because she was never allowed to have sugar.

2. She wasn't allowed to go to Honeydukes so Snape would have to take her and keep encouraging her to pick something for herself. She’d probably be way too overwhelmed and afraid and Snape would end up telling the owner to put together a small bag with his best selling candies and they take a stroll around the forest surrounding Honeydukes while they try the different treats. I think she’d like the no-melt-icecream. Going to Fortescue’s ice cream parlour with her sisters was a fond memory and while it’s not bitter sweet it would remind her of their utter joy that day. She’d find the ice-mice funny! And probably also the Glacial Snow Flakes.

3. Unsweetened rose petal tea, both as a hot tea with a few treats or as an iced tea in the garden, watching over the girls 🥰

Harrie

1. Treacle tart. It’s Treacle tart

2. The standards: Chocolate Frogs, Chocolate Wands, Sugar Quills and some Pumpkin Pasties for late night snack cravings.

3. I don’t think Harrie is much of a tea drinker. Maybe some heavily sweetened wild berry tea that tastes like molten candy 🤣

Snape

1. White chocolate mousse. The Hogwarts house elves make a big bowl everyday for dinner. It sits on the teacher’s table and all professors know better than to try and touch it. Snape gets defensive about his white chocolate mousse. Lockhart took some of it back in Harrie’s second year. Snape didn’t say anything at the time but all the other teachers audibly gasped and the next day he quite suddenly and unexpectedly fell ill with the nastiest cold Poppy had ever seen. 

Lockhart learnt two lessons from that: Don’t touch Snape’s chocolate mousse and don’t leave your cup unattended around Snape in the staff room.

2. White chocolate in any form it comes. And he is quite fond of the Peppermint Toads, both things he’d deny vehemently. No student ever sees him enter Honeydukes. He either goes in like ten minutes before closing on a wednesday or he sends an owl to pick up his order. Look, he needs his sugar rush to deal with the atrocious writing skills of his students.

3. Despite being a terrible tea snob his favourite is a cup of scorching hot, proper builder’s tea. Very strong black tea, very little milk, rarely any sugar. He drinks it without letting it cool down enough. 

When his father was drinking it in the kitchen, tiny Sev knew it would be a good day so he has gotten quite fond of it and continues to stock the same super cheap teabag his father had. 

Apart from that he likes a nice Oolong. He drinks it pure since adding anything would insult the flavour profile in his opinion. He takes his time to prepare it properly, re-brews it several times to get the most out of his tea, enjoying each new unique flavour with every re-brew. He doesn’t grade when drinking this tea. He just sits in his favourite spot and enjoys his tea. It’s a rare indulgence but one that keeps him sane. 

No iced tea. Never. It’s a sin against all tea in his eyes.

My favourite tea is Lady Grey! It’s a less bitter version of Earl Grey with dried lemon and orange peel. A bit of sugar, a little splash of milk and I’m happy.

I also love strawberry-mint tea but only as loose tea! That one makes a nice cold-brew tea as well. I drink often drink that during summer 🥰.

I don’t like pure jasmine tea but my favourite boba tea is green tea with jasmine!

[cescalr]

When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy! Then, send to your last ten people in your notifs (anonymously). You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity <3

Giggling. This is either one hell of a coincidence, or i know out of 3 people who this has gotta be (I hadn't even gotten to the fifth one yet <3). Hehe!! hello totally random mysterious nonnie who sent me this out of the blue!!! Also I've done this before and am about to do another one that is. Stored away in my askbox.... so I'll try for no repeats, but I can't promise that. My memory type is of the sieve classification.

Fanvideos!!! I never shout this out publicly for fear of The Evil DMCA but I adore fanvideos. [LA/G/P/Etc]MVs, Edits, whatever you wanna call em. Fanvids are the bestestest. <3 Soooo cool. so cool. Have a link!

Also sometimes I make terrible anvs myself!! This is the only one truly worth watching It Is My Magnum Opus, I love that vid. It Loops!! These are my most recent WIPs before I lost access to SVP and therefore all my hard work and understanding of editing software in one fell swoop. Yeah.... Learning Davinci is. Slow. Going. Like a snail. Stuck in molasses. I have so many ideassssssss ugh. Ugh! moving on. I love fanvids. They bring me great joy. Next!

2. I loveeeeeeee graphic design. it's a passion of mine /referential joke, but yeah - I do it a lot, or at least I used to; haven't had a need or a chance in the past couple years. Shameful, really. I need to find some time and an excuse to make more of them. Have more links!

CescaLR - Hobbyist, General Artist | DeviantArt

Graphics Galore!

3. kind of obvious, but writing! 1,389,937 is no random number; it's my wordcount on AO3! Wowzer. Hadn't checked that in a hot minute. I got a degree in this shit [Creative and Professional Writing, and absolutely to brag, 1st class with honours! I earned that shit. My 3rd year sucked so bad I had to repeat it, and my first two years were 2020 and 21. Yeah. I'm proud I stuck it through! Bunch of stuff went down I'm not gonna ramble about on main, but damn that was not a super fun 4 years of my life. Met some cool people though! Always a plus.], I better enjoy it lol.

4. Again, obvious, but video games! As a measure of how many I've played since I was a wee babe, 41,851 is my xbox gamerscore alone [I remember the original 360 UI, which I liked much better compared to it's later iterations], not even glancing at steam stats, or the amount of time I put into the various nintendo consoles I've owned (every DS up to 2DS, which I thought was stupid. I want to close that thing! It has a lid for a reason!!), plus the brief possession of a ps2 then a ps4 several years later (I used a ps3, but never had one in my house). I own a VR headset. I Love Gaming So Much. Oh and I have 2k+ hours in the Sims 4. Somehow. And roughly an equal amount in all the versions of skyrim Xbox+PC->Present. Yeah. I don't even play them that much! Which sounds insane to say, but I really don't. I spend more time writing, watching youtube vids, randomly browsing the internet's various fun time wasters, and I used to spend a hell of a lot more time reading - literally lugging around A4 copies of books to school to read in like the 5 minutes between classes. Lol. Lmao. People will really have the wildest conversations in earshot when you're Just Trying To Read, Here, Bud, Do You Really Want Me Knowing That Secret Information About Your Family?. So. Yeah I really don't know how I manage to be as prolific in this as I am, but it's true!! I love video games!!!!!! When I was 10 and my dad told me people make their livings writing stories for video games I started crying tears of absolute wonder. It's one of his favourite memories lmao I just seemed so awed at the prospect lmao! Don't remember that. Glad he does! Video game link thing; currently having my absolute entire soul drained trying to figure out rinworld despite being unable to see a single bit of that HUD. (861) Lore Harbor - YouTube is doing some pretty fun storytelling in the engine [which is what it's for; RW is sold as a story generator moreso than a game, though it's absolutely a colony management sim at its core its also very reliant on your own ability to improv a narrative, which i adore. i love improv so much.]!

5. My favourite evil little creature is the black footed cat, who is a dangerous little adorable killing machine <3 every time i see one of these i immediately start beaming. I'm forever cursed with overactive tear ducts so it's likely they'll start burning too. they're so cute. oh my god. They're teeny teeny tiny. Baby. Murder baby, but still a baby.

Bonus;

Some extra graphics under the cut, namely book covers and tumblr stuff from the archive (my decade-old files stored religiously on SSDs. *slaps PC* this shit can hold fanfics over 14 years old, babey!).

Covers!! Some for use on FFN, some for use on Rolescape (which does not exist yet), made for testing purposes! I'm on the creative team. It's Neat.

FFN; 2 covers and the profile pic:

Rolescape; three potential front covers and the chapter covers:

As always, iterate iterate iterate. I definitely like the mirror one most, though. Also no they're not cropped, it's just that the Hourglass one is a different size (I used that one on FFN, I think, which has different ratio req for the images than RS).

Blog graphics!

^unfortunately this last one is broken atm on the actual page, which is why the screenshot is so.............. wide. I have a normal widescreen 16:9 monitor aspect ratio, not an ultra-wide. Ah well.

Grace remains my one actual singular ever blog graphics request!!!!!!!!!!! So she holds a special place in my heart. I learnt to manip for her. If you can't tell what the manip is That Is The Point (It's her vampire mouth/teeth. actress doesn't have those). I wouldn't do it the same way now but these were the requested colours. I made icons and everything and it never got used LMAO oh well. Good practise nonetheless!

The braeden one was just for fun, saw a cool PSD and really wanted to use it [In A Crowd Of Thousands by someresources and cotton candy by anamakes, who has moved to anasbobashop]. Wanted to see what I could do with this tumblr code floating around that has a funky angled posts scroll... or at least the idea of that as the code itself appears to have disappeared into the aether or presumably the JavaScript ban, alas. Technically the image is the promo but like, that's what I was trying to sell - the blog would have looked basically identical. Don't know why I just said 'sell' i will do anyone whatever graphics they want for free all the time. I love Design TM. [well. Not whatever they want. I have limits! And boundaries! but for free, for sure.]

Youtube:

Can you sense a uniting colour scheme or-

^ first proper 'promo' graphics I made for Malia, I think! On her own blog, anyway. Plus it's sibling multi-promo for my several blogs. Damn. I forgot the order of creation... manymuses was made before don, I think. Hold on Oh my god!!! Baby cesca's graphics!!! I found them!!!

wow that looks so bad <3 I love it

world's worst multi promo. I nailed malia's icon though ngl.

ANCIENT stiles blog!!!! Compare with the current look. I've come so far <3 Do ignore some of the side pages. Tumblr fucked me over when they removed JavaScript and yes, I've asked. they simply refuse to give a girl a break I'm afraid </3

good lord why did i even save that

???

Goddamn. very proboards rp forums of me (that's where I come from!!! the homeland!!! I was FFN -> Proboards -> Tumblr in my trajectory. Probably explains a lot about me.) Also yes I was doing all my work in paint.net, it's an excellent programme.

I found the REAL og malia promo!!!! god. wow. You know i was like ... 16 when I did this. Max. 2016, 2017? Around then. And I was 15 in 2016. So.

Crossed Coyote my beloved <3 I made this PSD colouring in literally 2018 and I never looked back. Perfect Malia colouring.

Last two;

The absolute OG Stiles graphics. Oh my god look at those. Cackling. Could you tell I was a teenager that wrote predominantly angst fanfic or what?

Anyway. That's all the images I can give. Yeah! Graphics!! Since I ran out of images and I still kind of want to gush about this, have my links:

it's crowded here.

Casual and simple style blog, because I needed a less specific look than I usually go for given it's a multimuse and not more.... specific. I don't love the main page but I think it gets interesting in the side pages. Or it *used* to, before Tumblr revoked everyone's JS rights.... sigh. Please forgive that I was in the middle of reworking some pages that had broken due to updates or just needed changing (the other blogs page, mainly, for the latter) when I was suddenly unable to save any changes anymore. Lol. Lmao. Fs in the chat. This is a common theme for the rest of the blogs. I'm going to start with the more underwhelming ones.

Magus Museum

This one didn't even get it's feet off the ground. Sadge. VERY happy with that background image/header image, though!!!!!!!!!!! Seen best on the rules redirect page... which takes you to manymuses' broken ass rules page. tragic.

Poseidon; 'Lord of the Earth.'

I am SO HAPPY WITH THIS ONE. I think it's SO GORGEOUS. AAGH. Tumblr i am pleading at this point give me back my beautiful girl javascript I promise I won't kill your servers

D ᴏ ɴ

a semi-recent partial revamp of this one has occured! Sort of. Several side pages are still as they were before, and thus a little borked. I'm slow, but i am working on it. My fella <3 Making the colouring was pretty fun! Aly at * /themes & resources. has made some truly excellent codes! To note: on every page on every blog all codes should be credited, but a lot of authors use fonticons for that and sometimes those packs break, and as they tend to put the links as very tiny little things, I can lose track of them if they break :(. So at least once a year I go through and check. But rn I think they're all functional! Fingers crossed. Anyway: Don's great. I make a lot of manips for him.

Not sure why I could upload that! Hope it works. These scenes are kitbashed together. It's like playing with action figures but via video. <3 There's... a little visual glitch in this one that bothers me only a tiny amount because im pretty sure i only know it's there because i stared at this for weeks on end. Don't ask. It's mostly because very few editing software UIs are made with blind people in mind. Funny, that! Wonder why a visual editing tool might not think about blind people using it. Lol. Ah well! Such is my lot in life. In the last shot of Don the colour on the side of his head in shadow noticably changes. Sighhhhhh. Still very happy with it though <3

maiden-hours

silly little extra sideblog to the next up on the list (one the earthshaker is also a sideblog to!) that's not even a little done </3 but it's closer than magusmuseum <3. Which is not saying much </3.

вιя∂ѕ σƒ α ƒєαт��єя ƒℓσ¢к тσgєтнєя

you might be able to tell that coffee has made one of my favourite themes (another one is Knuckle Sandwich; the one I'm using on ShadowedStilinski, by 𝔣𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔟𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔪, [Shiloh]). It's soooooooooo versatile. I adore it. And yes, I did fc Stewart and Pattinson as siblings. I found a picture where they looked eerily similar and rolled with it. Lots of manip making needed for this one! And cool little banners. I love the... like, shattered mirror effect on the main page. My greek blogs are the prettiest bunch IMO. I love mythology <3.

Last! RP blog. You're not getting away that easy.

Not So Holy.

Had to do a quick fix to the main blog page with a new code when the old one broke, so it's not looking it's most polished atm as I didn't have time that day (and then neglected) to do it properly. Still; I like the colouring I made! It suits the Vibe of SPN well. I also dabbled a bit with the carrd trend going on in the RPC when making this, so that's something unique abt this one... redirecting you to a completely different website for no discernible reason. Lol. Lmao. Will probably not change this, but I do think it's kind of silly in retrospect. It looks fine, its easy for me to read, I'm lazy. It's funny half the pages just take you right back to where you came from (the hellsite itself) though! Why did i do any of that. Most of the links back to the tumblr are to unfinished pages...... sigh. JS ban really put a wrench in all my plans and motivational cogwheels.

Cesca's RP Resources.

my first rph blog. No, I don't know why I have two? The whims and throughlines of past cesca's mind are a mystery to all and sundry, especially present cesca. They're also not my problem! That's for future cesca to figure out, if she ever decides to. RN i just assume shadowedgraphics is for my work, while scresources is for things i find that i use and-or like. Which makes sense to me! Anyway; really quick and lazy blog revamp which I literally forgot! I did! i was expecting a worse looking blog than I got. Silver linings? Anyway. At least it's cohesive with my style for personal blogs, now.

Mythos!

For my original fiction <3 worldbuilding and scraps not intended for publishing otherwise. Alas i actually need to be able to finish the blog to use the damn thing, and tumblr hates me personally /joke. oh well! I still think she's pretty even if she doesn't display properly <3

Cesca's Simblr.

nukl sammitch again!! <3 My simblr, atm. Thinking of revamping it........ again. Do like it though! <3 just want to use a newer, better sim of mine as the mascot. Thinkin of my c!joel one.............. he's one of my best. Anyway; it's not like i'd have much to revamp, most of the pages aren't finished thanks, once again, to our reoccurring nemesis the javascript ban. Grr arrgh shake my puny fist up to the sky as if something exists out there to witness my impotent rage /frustrated joke to feel better about this grave annoyance! Also you can tell it's been ages since I worked on most of these because i am 20 no longer. 4 years......

Noli pati a scelestis opprimi

ANCIENT BLOG. ancient! I forget she even exists! By the way that's the latin for don't let the bastards keep you down but grammatically correct when compared to the usual latin version people throw around. The more you know! Anyway. I made this a long time ago and honestly she's a dead blog. a corpse. I just believe in archival so I've left her be. Like in a museum or something. Or more like taxidermy. My eyes hurt looking at this these days </3 the curse of degenerative eyeballs.

This Tumblr Thing.

Ye ol' faithful!!!!!!! The blog you're currently visiting. My enjoyment of neon is at constant war with my light sensitivity, thank you for asking! I make it work. The tag page is really pleasing to look at for me. Colours <3. Thank tumblr itself (for once in it's lifetime) for the colours i use the most for everything - the goth rave tumblr theme changed me fundamentally as a person /joke but yeah for real i yoinked my palette straight from the dashboard. I love goth rave so much you don't understand

[the-firebird69]

We're not going to penalize these people cuz they're trying to deliver stuff to themselves to assemble something and he's trying to deliver to his house and headed to head to deliver it next door and I'll tell you what this is not good cuz the sort of working together but they're not cuz he thinks he can take things and so forth no it looks like nothing but what it really is is a new firing mechanism no it's just like this trigger thing it doesn't do much but they're going to get arrested for it and their apartment needs to be searched were going to put in for that now

Thor us to we're submitting it to Olympus

Freya

I need a list of things done over here and I'm sending it in and I want my cadre to look at it first and have them sign off on it and send it in CC me it sent that kind of stuff and I'm sending it over now and they're reading it and say we're doing this we're doing that so I can't tell at all so they're saying we get that hands off but have to see hot but really they're they're way too many encounters with these two it's a zoo and they said you're right about something it's way too many so we're going to try and cut it down and I'm sending more to Olympus now

Hera

It's really an important number of contacts and I'm horn number of harassment incidents and just disastrous ones I mean these people are huge idiots and we need to fix them permanently and we're running our plan and it's coming up shortly part of it begins today and they're getting their panties in a bunch they're going to die and they don't know how to act and they don't know it either

Thor Freya

It happens kind of quick the whole Star wars saga they end up going getting the AI everybody fights very fast and we needed to be fast and the idiots get killed it's much faster than we were saying it appeared of a week we think they end up completely dead and their race is almost gone on top of that after today it'll be like 3400 areas but truthfully less than 2% of the population and that includes the islands and the islands might be a huge loss dropping the percentage to probably 1.5% and they're going to lose more people than they dreamed of because they have to go down once they start with the clothes will come up and they're preparing to attack right now you say in 5 minutes but they've already started before force is going in and down and pretty soon they're 100% committed.

And right about now they can't get back it's the point of no return

Olympus

I was and am speaking it's my job it is difficult. But it's a joy especially right now

Freya

We need to make sure that our saturation here is adequate and it's because the idiots are leaving and they occupy just about anything near them for hours where is our force does not occupy people and they're looking at now

Zues Hera

The occupy them but not as much and he's right it's a different strategy and a different tactic and was trying to gear up for it and it's going to happen very quickly we think it might happen within the next couple days

Thor Freya

We're getting ready too and we're gearing up and we do see it and we need to be more prevalent there and right now I'm sending units down very fast

Biden and other foreigners

There might be no place on Earth for us but you say that they have jobs for us a specialists and we checked and they say they do but we don't know where we're going to stay they're going after everybody that looks like a mutant. And you're saying that these people in national guard are Foreigner mutants they're just low level and we understand that we can lift stuff and more like defend them

Veep

We're going to town on these people and it's a lot of fun so you should come down and join in and try and find a place we have places we do get it and we need real assistance

USA national guard minority plus others

I do see how he's saying it and it will come up with an acronym no he says that's not very good so I get that

Biden

[maxislvt]

Missed You

Summary: After being away on a needlessly long mission, the only thing Wanda wants is you.

Warnings: unedited because I wrote this is a total of 4 hours, omegaverse, smut, knotting, riding, might bondage (Wanda's magic), nipple play (no breast mention), omega Wanda typical levels of dominance, brief angst, brief discussion of infertility (reader)

Author's Note: Sorta considering making this into a more connected story that kinda follows r and omega!Wanda from AoU to MoM 🧍🏽 hit me up if you're interested low-key

Wanda found a lot of joy in dominating you.

After a long day of being underestimated by alphas and having her plans ruined by their thick headed incompetence — she could trust you'd be snuggled up in her bedsheets to make her happy again. You'd be working overtime to restore her faith in the world today.

What was only supposed to be a two day mission unfortunately turned into almost a week of reorganizing and trailing because a certain agent couldn't handle taking orders from a beta or omega. Losing focus because of a rut cycle was one thing. That was beyond anyone's culture and suppressants didn't always work. Not listening because of something as silly as "alpha instincts" was stupid completely unprofessional.

The extension meant you were forced to suffer through your rut entirely on your own. Wanda's pettiness and Natasha's professionalism couldn't let such foolishness go without punishment. A meeting with Fury would be another 30 minutes away from you, but it had to be done. You deserved her in the best mood she could possibly be in. Wanda wasn't going to let some idiot get in the way of that.

After justice had been served, she made a beeline for your room. Wanda was shocked to find it empty. She checked the gym and the kitchen and yet you were still nowhere to be found. It was strange. You normally jumped into her arms the second she got home. The only other place you could've been was her bedroom but you rarely went in there without her.

Wanda slowly opened the door to her room and peaked inside. It was a rather nice surprise. You were snuggled up in your own little nest on top of her bed. Alphas didn't nest so it was a nice surprise to see you make your own.

She crept closer to your sleeping form and climbed onto the bed. Wanda placed soft kisses on your cheek in order to wake you up. "How's my favorite alpha pup doing?" She whispered in a sugary sweet voice.

Your heart fluttered before your eyes did. A blush spread across your face as you realized you'd been caught. "Um, sorry about this. You were gone and I missed- I…I don't know it just felt right…" Subconsciously, you sink further into the mattress out of embarrassment. "I was gonna clean up before you got back but I fell asleep."

A smile appeared on her face. "Oh baby, you don't have to apologize. I'm just happy you're comfortable." It's a cute little moment and Wanda doesn't want to ruin it but seeing you so vulnerable and relaxed reminded her why she went looking for you. One of her hands ran up and down your stomach. "Do you want me to scent your nest? Most omegas find their nests more comfortable when their alphas scent is stronger."

For a moment you just soaked in the affection that Wanda gave you. "Mhm, this stuff doesn't smell like you anymore." Your body melted into the bed as Wanda's sweet and spicy scent filled the room. Wanda's body heat and scent were almost enough to send you back to the land of dreams. Before you could, a painfully familiar heat began overtaking your body again. It was searing hot and desperate — worsened by the proximity to your mate. "I think…I think you messed up my rut cycle."

Wanda tilted her in confusion. "What's wrong?" She could've been cruel and played dumb until you properly asked for her, but she decided to play nice. Her hand slid down to your crotch and groped the erection forming in your pants. "You certainly don't have issues getting it up." Your boxers were practically ripped off your body. She straddled your thighs and immediately put her attention on your cock. Already hard and desperate for release. "Tell your omega what's wrong, I can't help you if you don't speak up."

A shiver ran down your spine as Wanda's palm slid up and down your shaft. "Um, it uh it just- ah!" You were putty in Wanda's hands already. She had you shaking and stumbling over your words with just a few touches. The pleasure you desperately craved days earlier was finally at your fingertips. it was almost too much for you to bear. "I- I was fine this morning and I thought it was over, but you're back and it's really bad!"

Wanda hummed as if genuinely contemplating what you were telling her. "It's probably just your rut trying to even out still. Bruce did say it'd take a while for it to be normal again." Either she was right or her mere presence had somehow cranked your hormones up to eleven. Neither sounded that bad to her. She placed a soft kiss on your painfully red tip and smiled. "Tell your omega how bad you need her. Do you want to try knotting me again?"

It seemed to be more of a plan than a question as Wanda already started the process of stripping herself. Wanda loved hearing you insist and rush out an answer, but there was no reason to drag out the situation much longer.

You slipped into Wanda's cunt with ease. She was so warm and tight — it was a miracle you didn't cum in the spot. The thought of barely lasting five minutes had you scrambling to lift her off. "C-can we try another way? I don't think this is really fair to you-"

Wanda pushed you back down. Her magic wrapped around your wrist and pinned them to the head board. "Shush, I know my little alpha is sensitive right now. Just focus on trying to knot me, ok?" She leaned forward and wrapped her arms around your neck. Fortunately for you, Wanda decided to take pity on you and set a slow pace for you. Staying in control became increasingly difficult. "If we keep this up, we'll be in sync before you know it."

She nuzzled into your neck, covering you in her scent. Then she immediately slid down to focus on your nipples. "I think I should play with these more, they're so sensitive." The smirk on her face was cat-like and evil. Without much warning, she began to tweak and tug your nipples. Every whine and whimper that came out of your mouth tightened the knot in her stomach. "My little alpha pup is so sensitive at times." She chuckled before giving your nipples a hard tug.

"Noo, don't do that please!" You whined out. Your hips started to squirm and cant up. "I'm gonna cum, please let me cum inside." An unfamiliar swelling started at the base of your cock and slowly began to grow. "I think it's happening!" Your head fell back against the pillow. Overstimulation was going to be the death of you. "It's too much."

Wanda continued to rut against you. "No no, it's okay just keep going." She cupped your face, forcing you to look at her. Intimacy was always her number one priority. "Look at me, baby. You're doing such a good job." She let out a throaty moan as your knot finally slipped inside of her. "Oh baby, you're making me feel so full. I'm proud of you!"

You buried your face into your omega's neck. A low whine forced its way out of your mouth as your cum painted Wanda's walls. "Fuck that feels so good," You rushed as your knot finally slipped inside of Wanda.

The painful stretch of your knot was all Wanda needed to tumble into her own orgasm. Her walls fluttered and her hips began to mindlessly rut against you with no direction. "You're making your omega feel good, I love you so much." She peppered kisses all over your face as she rode out her high. Wanda fell forward the second her orgasm was over.

Both of you were covered in sweat, tired, and absolutely ruined.

You were the first to speak after a best of silence. "Is this…is this gonna get you pregnant?" The two of you had yet to discuss what you wanted for yourselves. Retirement, college, kids — all that stuff seemed like something for the future. It wasn't a good idea to make those decisions so quickly.

Wanda shook her head. "A knot doesn't work if you can't get pregnant beforehand." She kissed your cheek. "We'll cross that bridge when we get there. Just relax for now, okay?" A family would've been wonderful, but you weren't capable of getting Wanda pregnant and Avenging with a family wasn't ideal. The truth left Wanda's eyes stinging, but she trusted that the two of you could make something work.

You could see the sadness growing on Wanda's face, but decided not to make it worse. Instead, you wrapped her in a tight hug and scented her. "You can be the big spoon when I can pull out if you want…"

Wanda leaned back and looked up at you. You took care of her even when you were covered in sweat and ass naked. A loving smile spread across her face. "I don't know, I might stick to being the little spoon from now on," She said teasingly. Wanda laughed at the pout on your face. "I'm kidding. I couldn't let my favorite teddy bear go without cuddles for too long."

You let out an embarrassed huff as a blush spread across your face. "You're so mean sometimes."

[recreationalfanfics]

Tengen with a Tamaranean! Reader

Fandoms: DC, Demon Slayer

A/N: YEAH, NO, MY BRAIN HAS BEEN HAVING THOUGHTS. If you don't know what Tamaraneans are; they are an alien race in DC comics that Starfire comes from. Obv a Tamaranean would be too OP in Demon Slayer. ANOTHER GREAT THING ABOUT TAMARANEANS IS THAT POLY RELATIONSHIPS ARE NORMALIZED

Warning: Reader kisses characters out of nowhere (this is because Tamaraneans CAN speak other languages but they have to kiss someone in order to do it)

- NAH, BRO, HE AND HIS WIVES ARE INSTANTLY IN LOVE AND YOU CAN NOT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE.

- THE WAY YOUR HAIR SETS ON FIRE!? AMAZING. THE BEAUTIFUL GLOWING AND CALM AURA AROUND YOU!? IMMACULATE. YOUR STRENGTH AND KIND HEARTED NATURE!? FLASHY.

- He was probably fight a demon and you had just crash landed on Earth and while you had no idea what was going on, you stepped in when you saw the large and ferocious demon looming over him and used one of your star bolts.

- To be honest, I honestly think Tengen wouldn't think too much about aliens (my guy is wearing crystals) probably thought you were a demon at first but then you smiled at him and his brain went blank. Yeah, no, definetly not a demon.

- HIS WIVES CATCH UP, THEY'RE CONFUSED ABOUT WHO YOU ARE but are very fascinated by you. But then when they ask you questions, you can't understand them and you try to signal that to them with your hands but then you sighs and kiss the nearest one.

- That one happened to be Suma and she was shocked and when you pulled away, her face was beat red and she looked like she was about to faint. EVERYONE ELSE WAS BAFFLED BECAUSE THIS HAPPENS IN THE SPAN OF, LIKE, 30 MINUTES.

- "I'm sorry about that, I couldn't understand you before and I could not speak your language. My people overcome that obstacle through lip contact, I hope you understand."

- And they just accept it tbh. You seem very earnest and noble and you did save Tengen's life.

- NO BECAUSE YOU STAYING WITH THEM AND HELPING WITH CHORES. Lifting Hina up when things are too high for her to reach so she doesn't have to deal with smug Tengen, Holding Suma because you're so warm and your arms feel so strong and safe when she gets a bit too hysterical, and Makio getting all flustered when you tell her how beautiful she is when she's angry and she reminded you of a fierce war queen.

- TENGEN LITERALLY THINKS EVERYTHING YOU DO IS FLASHY. The way you can lift up all three of his wives and HIM with ease, the way you fly around with such joy and look so angelic as you do so, and how you try to support his fellow Hashira against demons and is always impressed by your strength in battle.

- BRO, IN ALL FAIRNESS, They were hesitant to confess to you because yeah, you were kinda flirty and free in your own sense due to the nature of your people, but then when they ask about polygamy and stuff and you tell them that it's not uncommon on your planet and that you wish to find your love or lovers, then they all perk up and bring up the idea of you becoming their partner.

- AND OF COURSE YOU ACCEPT. They have been nothing but kind and gracious to you and it didn't hurt that they were all so attractive.

- At night, they all definetly cuddle as close as possible to you because of how warm you are so you often times have to be in the middle (Tengen and/or Suma are the blanket stealers, I know it-)

- Your people are very affectionate so sometimes your lips might heat up during kisses and leave light burn marks on their skin. You apologize as Makio just pouts and gives you the silent treatment, Tengen is just smirking because tbh it's kinda hot to him, and Suma is a flustered mess along with Hinatsuru whose currently helping apply ointment.

- But yeah, no, Tengen would be showing you off all the time and ALSO, THE EGO BOOST HE'D GET WOULD BE INSANE BECAUSE HE'S LIKE: "DO YOU SEE THIS!? I HAVE FOUR WIVES, ONE OF WHICH IS AN ALIEN WHO CAN EFFORTLESSLY KILL DEMONS." to anyone who'd be listening.

[parkerpeter24]

get a mistletoe

pairing ➳ peter parker

warnings ➳ just fluff :)

anybody ask for a spoiler free, cute christmas fic? here, i got you one. a special thanks to @glowunderthemoon for inspiration <3

peter was all about gifts. gifting stuff to the people he deeply cared about was one of his favorite things in the whole world. seeing the priceless expression of joy and surprise etched onto the faces of his loved ones made him feel warm. so there he was, on the day of christmas eve, and your annual traditional party, in an alley, changing back into his regular clothes quickly so he could do some last minute gift shopping for you.

he shivered as another cold breeze hit his bare legs, making him hurry up and pull his pants up. this, in his opinion, was the most boring part of the job. peter enjoyed catching criminals in the middle of a big, planned hiest, or even a small bank robbery was good, but this was no fun. changing into his normal clothes and then changing back into his suit. boring.

peter remembered the way you rubbed the tip of your nose with the palm of your hand just to feel it because it was so cold outside, or the way your muffler was complimenting your jacket because of the colour combination you chose. he also noticed the way your hands were missing gloves. the slight shivering in them made him offer to warm them up with his own, blaming the blush that rose to his cheeks on the ferocious cold.

you spoke softly as you both stood near a tree in central park. you had called him there to invite him and may over at yours for christmas eve dinner and he wasn’t hesitant in saying yes. it was a christmas tradition after all.

year after year, your families carried on spending christmas together and neither of you would have had it any other way. may’s fruitcake and your mom’s “famous”, as peter liked to refer to it, roasted chicken.

“i invited ned, mj and harry as well. you don’t mind, do you? they seemed pretty excited.” you said with a smile, feeling the warmth of both of peter’s hands engulfing yours.

“the more, the merrier?” he shrugged and both of you let out a chuckle.

so as promised, peter was hoping to show up at the party. shaking the provocative thought of wanting a holiday around christmas, the friendly neighborhood- no, peter, entered the newly opened giftshop a little further from his apartment that he had noticed one evening while patrolling.

“what are you making?” peter asked as he peeked into your paper, you instantly pulling it out of his vision as a response.

“hey! no peeping, draw your own card!” you answered, grabbing another crayon from amongst the ones that were sprawled out over the table, dodging your hot chocolate cup by mere inches.

“aren’t we a little old for this?” peter asked, taking a sip from his cup, a little masked jedi printed over the cup you gifted him last year for christmas. he placed the artifact down before picking up a green marker and scribbling down, ‘merry christmas! from, peter parker :)’

“we’re never too old for this, peter, it’s christmas cards!” grinning as you wrote down your own wishes, you said, catching a glimpse of peter really focused on giving his tree dimensions with the gray crayon, his tongue poking out. ‘thought so’ rang all over in your head but you didn’t dare spit it out, wanting to watch him like that for as long as possible.

“all done!” peter triumphed, instantly grabbing his cup to take another sip from his delicious, hot chocolate, but his hand slipped and the liquid went down, making a big blotch all over the drawing he’d made, “NO!”

peter was devastated. how could he be so careless. he remembered bringing his wallet along with him when he left his apartment, but now it was missing. “must’ve dropped out of my bag or something.” he mumbled grubly, keeping down the unwrapped gift, that he was looking forward to buy for you, back onto the counter.

the lady at the counter sympathised with peter as he searched the pockets in his jacket to find some extra money he might’ve left there but, not to his luck, there wasn’t anything. he looked up at the young woman and smiled apologetically, “is there any way-”

peter’s sentence was cut short by the hair at the nape of his neck rising. a thing he was all too familiar with now. he looked around with the evidence of a suspicious brow raised for anything that seemed shady.

the place wasn’t full of people but there were considerable amount of customers there and he was sure his intuition was right. so he turned around awkwardly and made a beeline for the exit of the gift shop, quickly making his way out.

and there went he, back to the alleyway.

“see, how’s that?” you held out the card to him, showing him the renovations you had made ‘merry christmas and a happy new year, from y/n! and peter!’, “good as ever! right?”

peter stared at the card, taking an instant liking to it after his gaze fell on both your names written side by side, “it’s even better than mine.”

“okay, ned, it’s your turn!” you clapped your hands together, settling in between harry and peter, and throwing an arm around the brunette’s shoulder, after handing ned the gift you’d bought for him.

peter smiled, watching his best friend dig through the large box decorated with cheap christmas gift wrap and pull out a darth vader sweater and the smile that instantly covered his face was worth it, “thanks, y/n, this is so awesome!” the boy cheered.

you chuckled and your head then turned towards peter, leaving a very excited ned, pulling his new darth vader sweater over his head. a grin was plastered on your face, “and what have you brought for me?”

you and your friends were doing secret santa this year. betty had given mj a book on the theory of relativity to which the girl with curly brunette locks smiled; mj handed harry a set of three dimensional puzzles, along with a sketch of him from that time when he had fell down in the ground during lunch; harry had bought an over the top expensive watch for peter which he hesitated to accept; ned had given his gift to betty, handmade, matching, beaded bracelets that spelled the others’ name; and since peter was now the only one left, it was very safe to say that he was the one giving you the gift.

“actually, i...” peter hesitated, looking at your beaming smile. he knew you would be disappointed but after watching your face he couldn’t have the courage to tell you that he couldn’t get you anything, “um, actually, can i give it to you somewhere private, where there are not so many people?”

your friends were understanding and gave you two some privacy. peter closed the door to your room after everyone left and turned around to you still sitting on the bed.

you. you who cared so much to invite all of your friends to this party. you who reached early to every christmas eve dinner which was held at their apartment and helped may set the table. you who didn’t even know about his brewing feelings for you. you who never said no to his requests of letting him stop by your apartment for a late night snack. you who were the most important to him.

then how could he fail to get a simple christmas present for you.

“i’m sorry.” he sighed, moving towards your bed and leaning against one of its bedposts.

you stood up, moving over to him, “sorry? what for, pete?”

“you know why?” spider-man asked, covering the man’s mouth with a press of his web shooters, “because that’s what you deserve!” the thief who was now hanging upside-down was struggling to get out of the everlasting hold of the white fluid.

with a command for karen to call the police, he wasn’t too long to leave the scene before he found himself swinging away.

and that’s how he ended up not getting a gift for you.

peter stood in front of you, hands going to grab your arms, “i haven’t been the greatest best friend lately..” he cringed at himself. at the mention of himself as your ‘best friend’.

“what are you talking about? you’ve been great, bestie!” you tried to act normal, chuckling as though him being this close to you didn’t affect you in the slightest. but peter could hear the puff of air that left your mouth and the increase in your heartbeat when his hand raised up to your face and pushed back a strand of hair, that threatened to fall in front of it, he could see the enlargement of your pupils.

you thought he couldn’t possibly move closer to your body but he somehow did. chests pressed against each other as peter rested his forehead on yours, “but the thing that i’m trying to say is-”

knock. a sudden knock on the door pulled both yours and peter’s attention to the intrusive sound, and unfortunately, away from each other.

“kids! it’s time for dinner, come on out!” may’s voice called from the other side of the door.

you looked to the door as peter gave you a slight nod, lips pursed as ever, to go ahead and open it.

“hey, may! we were just coming out anyway.” you smiled, looking back to peter who made his way to the door with a sullen look, “don’t worry, champ, you can give me your gift later!” you chuckled to lighten his mood before the couple of you followed may out to the dinner table.

the atmosphere was already lively and filled with everyone telling stories from past. you joined them, sitting across from peter as you joined the conversation.

it was when your dad was telling a story about the first time he visited the farm with his grandpa that you noticed peter staring down at his dessert plate.

without thinking, you slid your foot further, under the table, until it was nudging his. peter’s eyes snapped up and he caught you already looking at him. you raised your eyebrows in question and made a sad face just like his was a few seconds ago.

he gave you a shrug, dismissing the topic altogether. you could tell peter was trying hard to focus on the stories but something was on his mind.

once again, you extended your foot and tapped it against his gently, indicating him to follow you before excusing yourselves, “guys, me and peter will just be back in a second.”

you stood up and peter followed behind quickly, leaving the others to continue with their chatter.

“what’s wrong?” you asked the brunette once the two of you were out of the others’ hearing range.

“it’s just that...” peter sighed. obviously he had to tell you now, “i couldn’t get you a gift.” you scrunched your eyebrows at that statement, peter completely misreading your demeanor and expecting the worst, “i-i know i should have, and believe me i went to, i was in the shop! but then something happened, but it is my fault, and specially since i really like you, so much, but that’s such an uncalled for reason.”

“woah woah woah, peter.” you placed your hands over his, eyes softening at the boy who looked nervous than ever, “hey, it’s okay, i understand. i just...” you could practically feel your cheeks warming up as you tried to frame a sentence, “did you say that you like me?”

you couldn’t believe that he had said that. maybe your mind was playing tricks on you and it was just a misunderstanding. but all that went to the waters when peter slowly nodded his head, a blush rising to his cheeks.

you looked into his soft brown eyes conveying so many emotions. most prominent among those was nervousness. you could clearly see that he was growing anxious with every second that you remained silent.

“can i kiss you?” you finally found yourself saying after making sure your friends and family were still indulged in laughing and talking.

“y-you wanna kiss me?”

“yeah, that’s why i asked.” you chuckled softly, not helping peter’s blush and as if his face could get any more red than it already was, it did. he nodded, closing his eyes, his lips puckering out in a pout.

you adored this boy. caressing his cheek with one hand, the other travelling to back his head to play with the tiny curls, you pressed your lips against his. you felt his soft lips move against yours and it felt just right, like you’d never wanna part for air.

but before that thought could leave your mind, the sound of ned shrieking made you jump apart from one another.

“dudes! it’s christmas, at least get yourself a mistletoe!”

~

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[mythvoiced]

EXCLUSIVES & MAINS & CONNECTIONS~

This nifty lil post will list rp partners and FCs of their muses that, since I am so deeply enamoured with their muses and can't stop associating the faces they chose for said muses, I can't find it in me to have given (or all) blorbos of mine interact with anybody else.

BLOG-WIDE

Lee Dong-wook | @jeoseungsaja From main verse to verse 5, Alex's MASSIVE BRAIN has made me wholly incapable of throwing any of my blorbos at any Lee Dong-wook that aren't her magnificent Jeoseungsaja, Wang Yeo, Lee Hyuk. He is simply That Binch. Kaeden's older brother, Kim Shin's spouse and/or housemate, Sarang's victim, Rang's actual half-brother, you name it.

Débora Nascimento | @fatalhymn The mythvoiced blorbos have spoken, every muse who meets Amelia falls in love with her, romantically or platonically as may be, or is otherwise so obsessed with her I am starting to fear for their mental health. Ami's Amelia Stella Sinclair is the fruit of some of the sexiest, most incredible character building I've ever seen and I can't disassociate her face from her. Dude, I even forget Miss Nascimento does not have freckles.

MUSE-SPECIFIC

Lee Joon-gi | @theimpalpable for Ji Hyun, as Yeong Boram. He's a rain prince, an azure dragon, who's story with Hyun starts in captivity in ancient times and re-blossoms now in the present, when they turn from memory to constant, present and future. Boram is Hyun's soulmate and Hyun is single-ship with him.

Harry Lloyd | @/theimpalpable for Corey Atwell, as Domenic Lachlan. A friend, a mentor of sorts, maybe? Left to his own devices with no one to lean on, meeting Domenic, a kind, warm, enthusiastic intellectual willing to experience the joys of discovery and knowledge with him is kind of like... discovering how vast the world is without being afraid of it.

Tom Holland | @/theimpalpable for Kaeden, as Wilder B. Summers. Wilder is perhaps everything to Kaeden, most definitely is. He's his best friend, his sweet cheese, his good-time boy, Kaeden would set the world on fire for him, and hopes to be worthy of his friendship one day.

Park Bo-gum | @/theimpalpable for Han, as So Yong. The feeling of a soft breeze on a hot day, the first drop of rain after months of dry soil, the first sip of water after hours without, the softness of your pillow after a hard day. These are just some of the things Han equals Yong to. And it's very confusing.

Song Joong-ki | @/theimpalpable for Huáng ZhìJiàn, as So Kiheon. Some love prevails for centuries before either party even gets to call it love. A-Jiàn has never forgotten Kiheon and each day he may get closer to meeting them again, is a day he feels a little more alive than the previous.

Shin Ha-kyun | @/theimpalpable for Sköll, Sarang & Ajay (in particular), as (Kim) Nae-Gil. For Sarang and Ajay, Nae-Gil is but a name on a list. A Knight, one of those deserted, hell, Ajay might not even know who he is, Sarang might only be familiar with what he's capable of. A Knight of the Order he still was, and that connection will always remain. To Sköll, though, he's a little more than that. He makes him feel alive in the same way two flames uniting to create a wildfire create life in their own way.

You WILL most definitely find other Alex muses on this list one day, I am obsessed with her stuff, I'll nab it all.

Lee Sun-mi | @uroborosymphony for Sarang, as Calixtus 'Calista' Orion, because Lynnie said I was allowed~ immortal terrorist girlfriends, the breath of snarled and maniacally cackled air that fanned the flame in Sarang's soul back to life and reminded her that living is just, living is fair, and taking what is hers even more so, perhaps even at her side, by the side of the one woman to occupy the centre of her mind.

Shin Sung-rok/SF9's Hwiyoung | @clemencetaught Blog-wide. Here's the thing. Patrick Grace, Shin Myungdae, I am a little obsessed with what Ferre is doing with this person. Every verse, every minute interaction I have with him, because I haven't even gotten to interact with him all that much (or as much as I'd like to, anyway, hehehehe~) follows me to the end of my days. With Eunjae, with Sarang, the plotting we're doing with Maria, smaller threads like the one with Seok-ju, he's incredible. All of Ferre's work around this person makes me gasp. I had to visit their notion because I did not for the life of me remember the FC's name, in typical Len fashion, I completely forgot that wasn't just... you know, Patrick. So yeah. If I see another Shin Sung-rok, in particular, anywhere else, I will think it's Patrick.

Hoang Quyen | @stillresolved for Samuel, as Mana Minh Huynh, on one hand because even while I write Samuel very rarely because he's a little more difficult to get muse for, Mana is already impacting him in ways I could have never hoped for to the point where I'm discovering things about him I had no idea were in him, on the other hand because I just? I can't... it's? I don't shout about Mana a lot because I feel almost undeserving, and inappropriate in treating her the way I would... stanning anime characters. She's... so much more, she makes me want to treat her in all the seriousness of ancient Greek philosophers. She's incredible. She's "The Only Hoang Quyen" to put it in a weird way (I'm collecting Ferre characters the way I collect Alex characters, BEST BELIEVE).

CONNECTIONS/MAINS

These are characters who I wouldn't claim mutual exclusivity with because I'm a too chicken and forgetful to ask, but they've become very vital connections to my muses and as such, while I'd never demand anything in turn, there is no pressure or obligation here to do the same with connections here as I do because I am Insane about y'all's characters, your muses are very dear to me and as such these here listed characters will at the very least most definitely be the first names associated with the listed faces.

Jing Boran | @wantedformanysins for Chul-soo, as Nathan Chen, because don't you just love a messy 'we used to be lovers but not really then we split and now you invited me as your boyfriend to spend Christmas with you because you didn't tell your mother we split?' plot? There's a lot more to that, obviously, because Dex is one of the greatest minds you'll ever meet, her plotting capabilities are through the ROOF. The violence she makes me feel, soft aggression about how amazing it is. It's... I can't even put it into words it's just... oof.

Liam Samuels | @zodiachild for Nathaniel & Diana, as Aziz Khan. Again, Dex just... plots MASSIVE things okay. Love stories spanning for centuries, stockfull of the most violently incredible details and facets, Aziz is such an incredible fucking character, the lore iS INSANE, and Nathaniel & Diana are both so stupid about him, so absolutely gone, so insane about him, can't really expect me to not add him here~

Nana Komatsu | @wellfell BLOGWIDE, as Mori Akina, let me count all the ways I would commit heinous crimes for Akina, I have been so obsessed with this woman even beyond having Karube interact with her in so many painful, sexy, incredible ways, amplified by the way Nassy writes to kill, I'm not even sure if I got the FC's name right because it's just Akina™. I'm literally doing research on Ringu to understand her better, do you understand, I am considering buying it, do you understand.

AND!! LIST WILL BE UPDATED!! When I write things down in one sitting I will end up forgetting, so I'll come back~ Also in case FCs change~ There are some I didn't add either because they're Patrick/ashbtten related or because I'm shy or because they're in 1x1 threads or or or but hey if you ever feel like we've interacted enough that it would be a CRIME to not find on this list, we can always chit chat about it >:3