#might explain it better on the next(? post🤭

[fl00mie]

testingggg.. i may post a clearer reference of the character later or, these days

[gguk-n]

Chapter 5- The Finish Line

Arranged For Love (Carlos Sainz Jr x Reader)

Series Masterlist

Summary- And they lived Happily Ever After

No face claim. All the pictures are from Pinterest

Warning- Mention of death

Carlos and his family flew in for the funeral. He saw his wife, a shell of a person she was. She couldn't stop crying and barely ate anything. "Y/N, you have to eat. Grandma wouldn't be happy if you do this" Carlos reasoned. "If she's that unhappy, tell her to come and feed me herself" Y/N stated. Carlos hugged her, rubbing her back. "Everything will be okay. She's in a better place" Carlos whispered. "I just wish that better place was still with us" Y/N cried. The families stayed for a couple days, wishing their final good byes to Anika.

Once the burial was done and everyone had settled back home, "You should move in with me" Carlos said as he was getting ready to leave. "A change of scenery would do you well." Carlos explained. "I'll probably be going back to college. The restrictions are easing up and classes for the next semester will be on campus" Y/N said. "Until then you can come to the races with me" Carlos smiled. Y/N nodded. "I'll see you at your home race then" she said.

2021

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y/n.y/l/n Home Race!!!🍾🎉

carlossainz55 you should come to all the races now❤️ landonorris it was so nice meeting the woman he wouldn't stop talking about🤔 charles_leclerc landonorris I agree🤌 avathetraveller the date vibes are emmaculate👌👌 user3 who is this and why is she posting Carlos?🙄🙄

2022

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y/n.y/l/n Finally done with college until I decide to get another degree😏

carlossainz55 so proud of you, hermosa😘😘 landonorris congratulations❤️ scuderiaferrari we might have an opening if you're looking for a job🫣 y/n.y/l/n scuderiaferrari yes please🥹 charles_leclerc congratulations❤️ user4 the last picture...I have many questions😅😅

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y/n.y/l/n Life for the past few months🤭🤭

carlossainz55 best birthday yet❤️😏 Liked by Author maxverstappen1 you're worse than I am at golf and that's saying something🫣 y/n.y/l/n maxverstappen1 Shut up! I will not take this slander. I started like a few weeks ago, unlike somebody😤😤 user5 I think she's dating Carlos, what a life?!🥺🥺 user6 I wish I was her, dating Carlos and travelling the world😭😭 user7 Carlos cooking will be the death of me🤤🤤

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y/n.y/l/n From only being able to FaceTime you to being able to kiss you whenever I want, we've come a long way😭😭

carlossainz55 yes we have. Also the last picture is a lie, I'll have everyone know😤 y/n.y/l/n carlossainz55 please, you parents follow me😭 carlossainz55 to my parents, you might be grandparents soon😏 y/n.y/l/n carlossainz55 OMG!! I hate you😣😣 carlossainz55 y/n.y/l/n no you don't😉😏 user8 OK, TMI GUYS TMI🙄🙄 user9 we might have Carlos jr jr, IDK how I feel about that🫣🫣 user10 she's so cute, kinda hard to hate on her😤😪 user11 LDR to moving in, I'm so happy for them😭 user12 Carlos is a menace😂😂

2023

After moving in together, the two of them were enjoying spending more time together. They were cuddling in bed when Carlos realised that he really loved her and he couldn't imagine his life without her. He did like her when they got married but he felt like she deserved everything since she made him so happy and content.

That's when Carlos put his plan into action. He never got the chance to propose to her so he decided to plan a trip and flew them out to the French country side. He had everything planned. They drove up to the location which he had disappeared off to decorate a few hours back. Y/N had no clue that Carlos was planning something like this. Her jaw was on the floor when she saw the set up; she had tears in her eyes. "For me?" she asked. "Only for you" Carlos said. As the two sat together watching the beautiful scenery, "Y/N, I've known you only for a few years but you've made my life so much better. I can't imagine my life without you. Every day I thank your grandmother for bringing us together." Carlos said. "I love you Carlos, you make me so happy" Y/N smiled back, holding in tears. "I love you so much that's why, even though we are married" Carlos laughed pulling out a ring, Y/N's eyes widened, she saw Carlos get on one knee, "Will you marry me? Again" Carlos asked. "yes, yes, a thousand times yes. I'd marry you a thousand no a million times" she shouted hugging him.

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y/n.y/l/n He proposed🥹🥹

carlossainz55 I want to spend the rest of eternity with you❤️ carlossainzoficial the cutest couple landonorris about time😌 charles_leclerc congratulations!!🎉 scuderiaferrari we are so happy for the couple❤️ fernandoalonso congratulations you both! user13 OMG!! Carlos is engaged!!!🥲🥲 user14 The proposal is straight out of Pinterest😭😭 user15 I'm kinda excited to see their wedding pictures now😭 user16 did Carlos plan the proposal out on his own?? he's so romantic🥲

2024

Carlos and Y/N decided to renew their vows on their 4th anniversary. The other's had no clue that this was a vow renewal and thought that the pair were finally getting married after dating for 4 years.

Ava planned a crazy bachelorette for Y/N with all their friends from school and university.

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y/n.y/l/n I think I drank my weight in alcohol last night👌👌

avatraveller best bachelorette ever🤤🤤 jessiejames Can't believe you're getting married🤧🤧 alexandrasaintmleux prettiest bride to be ever!!��🥵 user17 I'm laughing🤣🤣🤣 user18 I want to be friends with her, they look like a lot of fun🥹🥹 user19 the theme of the party is killing me😂😂 user20 she has the best friends🥹🥹

Everyone had gathered for the wedding. All the drivers, both their families and friends were invited. Everyone who wasn't at their first wedding didn't know that this was a second one. Y/N still wore the necklace her grandmother gave her on her wedding day.

As Carlos waited for Y/N to walk down the aisle with her dad, Ivan had tears in his eyes as he walked his daughter down the aisle for the second time but this time without his mother. Y/N reassured her dad. He placed Y/N's hand in Carlos's.

The pair faced each other and the officiant began. It was Carlos's turn to say his vows; "I've known you for 4 years. I'm the luckiest man alive to have met someone who understands me so well and supports me. I'm so happy that your grandma played cupid. I promise to keep you happy forever. I knew I would be getting married but I didn't think I'd be lucky enough to marry the love of my life twice" Carlos finished. An audible gasp was heard from the crowd. "I would marry you a billion times. Carlos Sainz, you make me so happy and I'm also happy my grandma was a nosy woman. Being with you makes even the gloomy days sunny. You are the only man I want to spend the rest of eternity with" Y/N said. The officiant began, "We are gathered here today to celebrate the union of two beautiful souls. Do you, Carlos Sainz Junior, take Y/N Y/L/N to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do you part?" Carlos responded, "I do." "Do you, Y/N Y/L/N , take Carlos Sainz Junior to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do you part?" he asked Y/N. She responded, "I do." "By the power vested in me by the state and the Church, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride." the officiant said. Carlos leaned in and captured Y/N's lips in a kiss.

The wedding was buzzing with the new information Carlos had just released. Everyone was busy asking them when they got married, they had power point presentation from their previous wedding playing. Everyone was very annoyed at them for hiding it. "In our defence you guys never asked" Carlos said. "What do you mean never asked? You announce stuff like this" Lando whined. "Sorry Lan, at least you got to be in this one" Y/N cooed. "I'm not a child. I hate you both" Lando groaned. "Maybe he's tired." Y/N told Carlos while looking at him. "Get some rest" Y/N told Lando, patting his back.

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y/n.y/l/n Did we get married or renew our vows? The world will never know👀👀

landonorris still can't believe I was lied too🤧🤧 lewishamilton Congratulations!!❤️ charles_leclerc I'm still shocked😔 alexandrasaintmleux It's okay you lied, at least you're pretty🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ Liked by Author danielriccardo top 10 f1 betrayals🙃 fernandoalonso congratulations to the couple😊 user21 OMG!! WHAT??!!😳😳 user22 Carlos was always married? For how long?😮😮 user23 IDK if I should laugh or cry😧😧 user24 My whole world turned upside down🫨🫨

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y/n.y/l/n Happy to announce carlossainz55 put a baby in me😏👌

carlossainz55 I take full responsibility🤤😏 carlossainzoficial Congratulations!! Can't wait to be a grandpa landonorris already making a McLaren jumpsuit for the baby😌 charles_leclerc so happy the jumpsuit made it into the announcement☺️ alexandrasaintmleux the prettiest pregnant lady I know😍😍 avathetraveller I'm ugly crying!!😭😭 y/n.y/l/n avathetraveller don't. I'll cry too😭 scuderiaferrari new driver🤔 y/n.y/l/n scuderiaferrari he would be if his dad was still driving for the team🤯 user25 okay Y/N popped off on Ferrari, also boy dad Carlos🤔 maxverstappen1 redbull jumpsuit on the way y/n.y/l/n maxverstappen1 I mean 🙂‍↕️��� fernandoalonso I feel so happy y/n.y/l/n fernandoalonso I believe you'll be on the grid by the time our child gets there☺️☺️ user26 we're getting a mini Carlos or Y/N. Can't wait!!🥹 user27 This is such a happy news after the train wreck in the past few weeks😭 user28 I'm happy Carlos has something happy to look forward too😭😭 user29 did Y/N just reveal the gender? (Its a boy, I think) Don't tell her🤫🤫

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y/n.y/l/n Stress is bad for the baby but this man made me go throw a hurricane of emotions in the last 2 weeks. Still so proud of you baby

carlossainz55 couldn't have done it without you😍❤️ y/n.y/l/n carlossainz55 you gave me the motivation and our baby❤️❤️ avathetraveller congratulations Carlos user30 he's gonna be the best dad!!😭 user31 Congratulations Carlos, only man to break RedBull's streak😭🥹 user32 If I was Y/N I would've gone mad by now🤧 user33 He looks so happy in the second picture🥹🥹

2025

carlossainz55

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carlossainz55 To the best few years of my life!! Can't wait for many more🥂

y/n.y/l/n Can't wait to have more of your babies if they look this cute😏😏 carlossainz55 y/n.y/l/n I hope you're ready😏 landonorris I was gonna say something nice but no, you guys are nasty🤢🤮 y/n.y/l/n landonorris shut up🤬 alex_albon Lily might kidnap your kid the next time he comes😔😣 y/n.y/l/n alex_albon can she kidnap me too??😖😖 carlossainz55 y/n.y/l/n what do you mean by that??😤 user34 they are so chaotic, I love it🤣🤣 user35 Congratulations dad Carlos❤️❤️ user36 Can't believe they didn't name him Carlos the third🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ user37 user36 I think I would kill my baby daddy if he did something like that🤦‍♀️😟 user38 cutest family on the grid❤️ user39 I already know the kid probably has his own kart😳 user40 a couple more years and he'll be a karting champion😭😭

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Thank you to everyone who read this!!

[luvingshidou]

I have read your blue lock x ballerina!reader

I loved it, I have a request Can you do blue lock x skating on ice reader

Like they were sitting with y/n in the living room and watching TV, But y/n She was scroll on her phone She didn't notice that her performance was playing on the TV

(Imagine the rest <3)

maybe: michael kaiser, rin itoshi, sea itoshi, any other character you want👀

OFCCCC ANONNNN🫶🫶🫶

DAZZLED

bllk boys x fem! ice skater reader

established relationship

THANK U ANONNN😘😘🤭🤭

probs ooc

characters: michael kaiser, rin itoshi, sae itoshi

MICHAEL KAISER

You and Michael were both in your living room. You were busy typing an essay on your laptop while Michael was skipping through the channels and landed on a sports channel that was broadcasting a show from last week. When you looked up at the TV, you saw yourself in the middle of your performance.

Fuck.

How are you going to explain this???

"N/N??? You never told me you did ice skating." Michael says, still looking at your performance, a slight smirk on his face.

"Look— you probably have better things to be doing than watching me perform." You say, trying to explain my you never told Michael. Hearing this made his smirk grow wider.

"Me??? Nah, I wouldn't want to miss my angles, especially when she looks so elegant."

RIN ITOSHI

You and Rin were on the couching cuddling together. Rin was mindlessly flicking through sports channels while you were on your phone. While flicking through the channels, a particular one caught his eye. It was highlight of you and one of your performances from a month ago. You didn't notice until you heard your voice, making you look up at the TV cringing slightly.

"Fuck." You muttered under you breath.

"N/N, why haven't you told me about this???" Rin says, his eyes boring into yours.

"Well, I kinda just forgot to tell and was nervous cause you might think it stupid and—" You say, starting to ramble on about why you kept your hobby a secret.

"Y/N, you know I wouldn't do that." Rin says, his voice quite soft. "I'd be up in the stands anytime I get, just so I can see you, love."

SAE ITOSHI

Sae was in the living room watching TV after coming home from practice he was pretty tired, so you allowed him to rest on the couch while you made dinner for the both of you. Something you didn't know was that Sae was currently watching one of your stellar performances on the TV while you were making food, blissfully unaware of what was happening in the other room.

When you were finally done, you walked to the living to tell Sae dinner was ready, but as soon as you saw yourself on the TV, your heart sank. You've kept this a secret from him for so long how you were gonna explain this to him.

"Baby, you know you're actually quite good, better than I thought. But, why haven't you told me about this, huh???" Sae murmurs, looking at you, as stood there frozen.

"Well, ahm— I uhm—" You slurred out, trying to think of an excuse, but you were drawing a blank.

"Well, I guess that doesn't matter anymore." Sae says, smirking ever so slightly. "Next time, bring me, yeah???"

(SOZZZ FOR THE SLOW UPDATE I BEEN VERY VERY BUSY BUT I WILL BE POSTING MORE SOON HOPEFULLY)

[lateatnewyork]

Rage

charlie bushnell x ex!reader

warnings: angst, allusions to cheating, swearing

summary: reader and charlie break up and she releases an album

a/n why do i love this (i still love charlie i just needed some angst smau) 😭 also if ur names harper i’m sorry (lets pretend dior's 19 ok? ok)

liked by treepaine, user04 and 19,834,692 more celebgossip actor charlie bushnell spotted with harper elle. that doesn’t look like y/n l/n to us. comments are closed

diorrr

yn? u ok did u see the post? n/n pls answer me im worried yn if u don’t answer me in ten minutes i’m coming over about to leave the house read 19:45

leah my bae

yn u ok? i just saw what happened pls talk to me im gonna be there with dior read 19:51

rolling in the deep

hey i just saw you alright? i’ve given leah some food for you delivered

walkie talkie

yn i sent some flowers with dior hope ur ok delivered

char 🫶🏻

yn pls let me explain it was a mistake

you have blocked this user

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conangray fr (i’m not a man) ➔ thisisyn lmao ly dior.n.goodjohn the last pic is apple juice cos leah’s a baby ➔ thisisyn ^ hearts4yn charlie when i catch you ynloml pretty ➔ thisisyn all u ynismywife charlie start sleeping with one eye open walkerscobell is that a swear word i see 🤓 👆 ➔ thisisyn get out of my comment section aryansimhadri when’s the next album coming out ➔ thisisyn you literally already know??? user08 NEW ALBUM???? cinnamongirl motherrrrrrrr ➔ thisisyn childdddddd

liked by aryansimhadri, iamcharliebushnell and 3,457,890,211 more thisisyn my new album RAGE will be out on 29th june, womanizer my lead single will be out 16th june. view comments

oliviarodrigo omg the cover looks beautiful dior.n.goodjohn i’ve been waiting for this 🤭 leahsavajeffries new filming playlist??? aryansimhadri i’m gonna cover this walkerscobell r u smoking honeymoon the cover 😍 user34 charlie get out of the likes hearts4yn THE DIG AT CHARLIE? ➔ user46 wdym ➔ ynloml she’s releasing her single on his birthday harperelle nice cover ➔ ynloml get tf out ➔ hearts4yn the audacity harperismywife slut user6 she’s not even pretty harper’s prettier

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dior.n.goodjohn she fr is not better liked by creator leahsavajeffries bout to make sure someone else is hurting liked by creator aryansimhadri claiming traitor ➔ thisisyn u might have to fight leah on that 😶 ➔ walkerscobell and me user6 ew hearts4yn CANT WAIT

liked by iamcharliebushnell, harperelleismywife and 120 others harperelle in greece view comments

harperellefan fav couple hearts4yn hope ur happy ➔ harperelle i am actually ynloml charlie i just wanna have a word 🤗 🔪 ynismywife omfg user34 anyone else remember when yn and charlie went to greece

liked by dior.n.goodjohn, aryansimhadri and 56,981,392 more thisisyn i loved performing my album RAGE for the first time. brooklyn you're an awesome crowd! view comments

dior.n.goodjohn ur literally amazing babes ➔ thisisyn u were stunning frfr walkerscobell I GOT DEATH THREATS FILLING UP SEMI TRUCKS ➔ thisisyn POP OFF leahsavajeffries you shouldve heard aryan singing 😭 im sending u the vid ➔ thisisyn YES PLEASE hearts4yn the way everyone was screaming fck charlie 🤭

liked by thisisyn, dior.n.goodjohn and 3,489,211 more concerttours yn ln performs surprise song, brutal from her album “life lately”, in dublin. comments are closed

liked by leahsavajeffries, aryansimhadri and 9,743,511 more ynupdates crowd at vancouver were seen yelling “f*ck charlie and harper” but yn ln is soon to tell them that “he chose someone else and i’m not holding him accountable for anything so why should you” view comments

hearts4yn mother is def mothering ynloml this is class ynismywife honestly she’s so pure for that

liked by walkerscobell, dior.n.goodjohn and 12,784,813 more thisisyn i got them by my side so why would i need you?

(i’m allowed to quote my own songs) view comments

dior.n.goodjohn can’t believe walker stole my noodles, keep an eye out buddy ➔ walkerscobell i’m scared liked by creator hearts4yn not the line from lonely

liked by aryansimhadri, walkerscobell and 1,674,811 more thisisyn why don’t i have any 0.5’s of aryan 😭 view comments

dior.n.goodjohn pls send me the picture of leah 🙏 ➔ thisisyn just sent ➔ leahsavajeffries can’t believe it aryansimhadri i’m just better ➔ thisisyn should’ve posted the photo of sleeping ➔ aryansimhadri no pls

liked by thisisyn, walkerscobell and 12,765,911 more celebgossip charlie bushnell and harper elle have broken up rumours say that she cheated on him. comments are closed

liked by taylorswift, leahsavajeffries and 34,520,921 more thisisyn my ep, REVENGE, comes out this friday !!

i’ve always thought of revenge as the younger sister of rage, i genuinely wanted to change revenge to rage (deluxe) but i’m glad i didn’t because now i can show u guys revenge as itself. view comments

dior.n.goodjohn summer anthem walkerscobell playing this during set rickriordan adding to my play in the show playlist taylorswift this is so rep coded honeymoon talent aryansimhadri too many covers i have to sing hearts4yn mother ynloml can’t wait !!

a/n deciding to leave it there cos i’m too sleepy and have like seven drafts to work on 😭 and can’t wait to see my husband in two days we were literally not fed enough last episode

[starryriize]

hii i loved your sungho delulu thoughts post! i was wondering if you had any gamer bf!sungho hcs 🤭

gamer bf! thoughts | sungho

╰┈ ⋆｡˚ 🪼 pairing: gamer bf! sungho x fem! reader

╰┈ ⋆｡˚ 🪼 genre: fluff!! some suggestiveness but not a whole lot

╰┈ ⋆｡˚ 🪼 author’s note: hehe the way this made me giggle🤭 i hope i did your ask justice, nonnie! oh and thank you for loving my work:(( mwah <33

sungho loves to teach you how to play his games and cheers you on even when you’re failing fantastically!

sungho would love to have you in his lap and finds it especially cute when you fall asleep on his chest- he even turns down the volume of the game so you can sleep better

sungho who gives you the biggest smile and spins you in a tight hug when you buy him the game he’s always wanted :(

sungho doesn’t admit that he loves when you bring him some food and a warm cocoa- instead he prefers to flash a wide smile at you and pull you in for a kiss

sungho actually could care less if he was on call with his friends when you come next to him- he will give you that attention! he’s just so in love with you, how can he not spoil his darling?

sungho who loses on purpose so that he can see your eyes sparkle and hear your laugh as you cheer, “i won! hahah!” (he also lost bc the bet was loser does dishes and he knows you’ve done so much for him lately so)

sungho’s eyes twinkle when you ask him to explain the game and he genuinely loves when you listen so intently! thinks it’s adorable when you get curious and ask follow up questions like “so is this part of the lore?” and “what does this artifact do?”

sungho, as previously mentioned, loves having you in his lap so expect him to wrap his arms around your waist while he lets you hold the controller- his hands over yours. (he especially loves when you wear bed shorts that ride up your thighs so that he can place his hands on your thighs as well)

sungho who cheers a bit too loudly when he scores/wins and accidentally wakes you up- but he immediately quiets down as he places a blanket over you :(( he also shuts off the game to cuddle up next to you!

sungho loves cleaning up the mess after hours of playing games! he has the philosophy that a “clean house equals clean mind” so don’t worry about the stray cups and other items around, he’ll clean it up!!

sungho believes that you just might be slightly competitive considering the way you screamed at the monitor when you were overtaken in f123 :/

sungho who gives you the rest of the popcorn and snacks even if you don’t ask for it :(( he also names his characters after you or things that you remind him of :((

[earthtoharlow]

Valentine’s Day IG AU of our favorite toxic couple before shit hit the fan

PERVIOUS

YOURINSTA

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yourinsta: Got a call in the middle of the night from Cracker Jack telling me to go check and see if he left his passport in my car, imagine my shock to seeing my DREAM car in the parking garage 🥹 happy early Valentine’s Day for me 💜

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user: awwwww

user: I’m so jealous of their relationship

jackharlow: this is only the beginning

yourinsta: I love you but I don’t need anymore gifts 😭

yourinsta: but if you insist 🤭

jackharlow: spoiled brat

kehlani: it’s the split for me

user: how are you managing to hit a near perfect split on top on a car?

user: Cracker Jack?!! that nickname is crazy

urbanwyatt: how come you didn’t mention the part where you almost fell off the car?

yourinsta: then I would have to explain how you didn’t even ATTEMPT to help me

Saweetie: I KNOW THATS RIGHT 😍

JACKHARLOW

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jackhaarlow: Spin Bout U

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user: happy Valentine’s Day to y’all 🫶

user: best celebrity couple

champagnepapi: my dawg 🤝

user: we really lost Y/N to a wispy cloud

Latto: I love how crazy you are about her!!

urbanwyatt: my parents fr 👨‍👩‍👦

user: better not fuck this up

yourinsta: dangerously in love with you 🥹

user: god when?!!!

thatgirlstacey: awww so sweet!

JACKHARLOWSOURCE

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Jackharlowsource: Date Night! Happy Valentine’s Day to our favorite couple! Y/N posted these photos of our guy on her IG Story

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user: I LOVE THEM

user: y/n just gonna have to beat my ass cause I want him

user: do they need a third?

URBANWYATT

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urbanwyatt: Y/N came to me in January with the idea of making Jack a calendar full of photos of her for Valentine’s Day, loving the idea we got to work. Here’s some outtakes for this month.

Thank you for trusting me with this, sis! yourinsta

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user: WHEWWWWWW

druski2funny: sheesh 😮‍💨 yourinsta do you cheat?

user: HOT HOT HOT

yourinsta: could not have trusted anyone else! I love you twin 🫶

jackharlow: my brother! I almost passed out 😵 best gift ever

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user: the texts??!! 😭

user: you never let him live

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NEXT PART

[spiteful-crow]

It has been about 1 second since I posted something about Sherlock Holmes Chapter One, but honestly, I have so many thoughts about the ending now that I have had 2-3 months to think about it. I need to get all of it out of my system.

I will mainly talk about how I see the ending, which ending makes the most sense to me, and why.

Under a read more, because it will get long.

!!!DISCLAIMER!!!! This is all my opinion, nobody has to agree with me!

First and foremost, everyone who has talked to me about these games knows I see "Sherlock did it" as the true ending. Everyone has their interpretation, and as my man Verner loves to say, truth is never objective 🤭 But I will still elaborate on why this ending makes the most sense to me personally.

Now, the evidence we have about Violet's death is the following:

She had suffocated/died of hypoxia

Her face was swollen and had red blotches

There was a vertical incision down her throat

She was soaked

Otto Richter was standing next to her corpse

With this evidence, we can either conclude that she drowned/was drowned by someone, or that she had an allergic reaction to something.

Drowning

Drowning does not work for me because 2/5 of the clues listed above suggest she did not drown.

1) The swollen face and the red blotches. Violet did not lie in the water long enough to swell up. As for the blotches – I do not think blotches appear when you drown. I might be mistaken, however.

2) The incision. I will get to that later when I list the two specific endings which handle the possibility of Violet drowning.

3) How exactly did it play out? I have tried to imagine it, but I always fail. How exactly did Otto save Sherlock and drown Violet simultaneously? The only natural reaction to witnessing a murder attempt by drowning is to overpower that person and move them away from the victim - and therefore away from the water. I would not think about drowning them first and then saving the victim later. Did he push her away from Sherlock and focus on saving the boy? And then what, she tripped and fell into the water? I do not remember any mentions of wounds on her head, so I do not think he knocked her out. I cannot think of a plausible way to explain how she ended up drowning if it is supposed to be an accident, but drowning her on purpose does not sound right either because he pulled her out.

She drowned by accident.

The incision does not make sense here. Otto was undoubtedly a nasty man, but he was also well-educated, as established by the torn diploma we find in the cabinet of curiosities. A doctor should know that a hole in the throat would not help someone who has already inhaled tons of water. He did not care about Violet as a person to have this cloud his judgement. Also, another side note - he was Verner's brother. Surely, high IQ is not always genetic, but to quote Holmes himself, "Art in the blood is liable to take the strangest forms." He uses this argument to explain why he and Mycroft have such high intelligence. I think it is also safe to apply this to Verner and Otto, keeping in mind that Verner is both an artist and highly intelligent. What I am saying is that I do not think Otto was ignorant/stupid enough to make an incision in the throat of a drowned woman, which cannot accomplish anything other than making him look suspicious.

Aside from the direct evidence, Mycroft would not have framed Otto. Yes, Otto was responsible for Violet's deteriorating mental health, but he also saved Sherlock from Violet. In this ending, she dies because Otto is too focused on saving Sherlock to pull her out of the water on time. I think that is at least heavily implied. I would like to believe Mycroft is not the kind of person who would frame a man for murder after that man has just saved the life of the most important person in Mycroft's life. Maybe it is wishful thinking, but I like to believe that Mycroft is a much better man than Sherlock believes.

Otto wanted to kill Violet.

We can also argue that he wanted her dead. In this case, the incision makes even less sense. What was it supposed to accomplish? Finish her off in case she survived the drowning? Why would he pull her out of the water at all, then? If he left her in the pond, she would have sooner or later died without any chance of survival. Otto might have gotten away with it, too, if he claimed she fell and he could not save her because he was focused on Sherlock. Cutting her throat open only makes sense if he wants to make sure that he will be accused of her murder.

Even without the incision, let's forget about it and pretend it did not exist. Why would he want to kill her? He had no motive. He also had other ways of killing her - by making her overdose, for example. How would anyone prove that was not an accident?

Again, aside from the direct evidence, other things suggest that Otto did not kill Violent on purpose. These arguments are not as strong as the ones above, but I want to list them nevertheless.

1) it is implied that Mycroft bribed a judge to have Otto imprisoned. Mycroft is smart enough to have found enough evidence against Otto without the bribery unless all evidence points towards an accident or something else.

2) Sherlock asks Verner if he blamed him for Otto's fate. Why would he consider this at all if Otto had killed Violet on purpose? I know what Mycroft said - Otto claimed killing her was necessary to save Sherlock. However, we know it was not, and we know Verner is smart enough not to believe in such BS.

3) Mycroft hid the truth for 10+ years. Why would he lie to Sherlock about it and go as far as to let police documents disappear to conceal the murder? He explains this, but his explanation is spongy at best. Sherlock's reaction to the reveal is mild; they even start working together for the government afterwards. It makes Mycroft's secrecy seem irrational; the truth barely impacts anything (other than Jon, but that's another topic).

I can summarise that drowning is the less believable option. If I had to choose one of the two outcomes related to drowning, though, I would go with "Violet drowned on accident".

Allergic reaction

That is the correct conclusion to me.

It fits all the evidence. Violet's swollen face and the blotches sound like the effects of an allergic reaction. A tracheostomy can explain the vertical cut in her throat.

If she had an allergic reaction to the meds while attempting to drown Sherlock, she likely lost balance and fell into the water while struggling for air, which would explain why she was soaked. This alone makes more sense than her falling into the water for no reason and drowning by accident. Otto saw everything, pulled Sherlock out of the water, and possibly reanimated him, all while Violet was suffocating. Once Sherlock started breathing again, Otto checked on Violet and saw she could not breathe, but she died before the tracheostomy could help her.

From Mycroft's perspective, it does not matter if Sherlock or Jon came up with the idea to put meds in her tea - the outcome would be equally devastating to his brother. Yes, I can see him framing Otto for Sherlock's sake; I believe he would have done so even if Otto had been a perfect doctor and never committed malpractice. It makes sense why Mycroft would hide the truth for years and let police documents disappear. It explains why he is so worried about Sherlock, that he travels to Cordona to check on him (and possibly intervene if Sherlock decides to turn himself in).

This conclusion also explains better why Mycroft was unsettled by the length of Violet's funeral and wanted to leave Cordona with Sherlock as fast as possible. He wanted to get his brother out of there - immediately. Otto was in jail, but his mouth was not sealed shut - as a doctor, he knew Violet had an allergic reaction, and he could have put one and one together and shifted everyone's attention towards Sherry. Of course, this part is pure speculation, but it makes sense.

Lastly, the argument that Violet has developed a resistance against the potassium bromide (PB) is relatively weak. We know she was already taking the highest dose possible; yes, she did not seem to have issues with the drug. However, the bottle explicitly says, "not to be administered more than once in 24 hours." Sherlock was never let inside the room when Otto was there with Violet - Otto could have already given her her daily dose of PB before Sherlock decided to give her one as well. Otto also experimented with other drugs, which could have interacted with the PB. In the end, I believe it was a combination of both - she had taken the mushroom extract and twice the allowed dose of PB on that day - her body reacted and she suffocated.

Jon is responsible

It is possible that Jon came up with the idea to put meds into Violet's tea. In the cut scene, we see him call Sherry over to the table where the PB is. However, it is still Sherlock who takes the bottle and narrates how "this could help calm her down ". Jon is not corporeal - even if we accept that the idea was his, it was still Sherlock who put the medicine into the tea.

Why would Sherlock - brilliant, cunning Sherlock, who loves chemistry - assume Jon was much more informed about the possible risks of taking PB than himself? Why would he assume any evil intent? Why would he decide to see Jon as a moustache-twirling villain who has manipulated him into killing his own mother?

Well, because in this ending, Sherlock is absolutely delusional. He rejects reality and blames his imaginary friend instead. We know Jon is not responsible. We know Jon does not represent Sherlock's darkest impulses but Sherlock's will to live and be happy.

The ending works if you interpret Sherlock's character as someone, who would blame Jon unjustly. I have no real arguments against this ending other than that I do not see him this way. Also, the foundation of this ending is Sherlock misinterpreting Jon's whole character, and I am not too fond of stories based on misinformation or misinterpretation. It is just too grim for my taste, also in regards to Sherlock's mental health because you know it will come crashing down on him one day. You cannot just kill the part of yourself that represents all your joy and self-love and not come to regret it bitterly.

Sherlock is responsible

I have said so much already to "discredit" the other endings; what remains is naturally my personal truth.

The allergic reaction makes much more sense than the drowning, and among the two possible outcomes following that conclusion, Sherlock blaming himself is the more logical.

It is the ending Mycroft hates the most. It explains his effort to bury the truth with all his might - he knows Sherlock well enough to know he will turn himself in.

It also fits Sherlock's character better (in my opinion). He is an abuse victim who never once acknowledges his abuse and his victimhood. He never utters a single word of criticism towards Violet for everything she put him through. Whenever he talks about her, he always focuses on her suffering and never on his own. Yes, she had a mental illness, but she was still an abuser. He shows endless empathy towards her and none towards himself - not even towards his 10-year-old self.

I think deep inside, Sherlock is pretty aware that he is not really at fault. He knows he had no ill intentions. I guess blaming himself and getting arrested is his way of coping with the truth that his mother was psychotic and tried to murder him. It turns the pain into something he can deal with in a way that's familiar to him - it's just another case he has solved, just another murderer he has brought to justice. Taking responsibility for something he hasn't done still comes from a position of power; however, admitting that he was powerless all along and that he would be dead if she had not died first, is more than he can handle.

Anyway, these are my thoughts. Feel free to add to them or correct me if you think I'm wrong!

[puppetshcw]

Okay so I'm nosy but how would the girls rate the varsity boys in terms of looks and/or if they'd sleep with them 🤭👀👀

STUPID CUPID ˳ ⠀⠀⠀ upon hearing the question, there's a sudden racket as all members try to be the first ones to answer it. cheska suddenly shushes everyone, " let's just go in the order we're standing. "

cheska is also the first one to start, " ok so i'm thinking about it, " she says as she scrolls through kprofile and reads more about them, " and first of all, i love the concept they have; it reminds me of us when we were rookies and used to dress in those school uniforms with that mischievous type of concept! " the rest of the group nods and hums in agreement, reminiscing about their early years. " anyway, i think i decided on my ranks, and they go something like this, " she pauses as she scrolls up and down to find the first member.

" so in tenth place, and as terrible as this is, i put JISU but only because he has that baby face, and i'm not really attracted to people like that, " cheska quickly explains before anyone can even open their mouths. tomie is quick to disagree, " but eonnie, he's the cutest like that tho! "

" i'm just gonna call out other people's names, and then i'll explain why i find the top three most attractive. HYUNSU, DIAZ, JACE, HARIN, FABIAN, SILAS, KAZ, ELI and KENJI in that exact order, from lowest to highest. i just love their japanese members and want to get to know them better! " before the next member can go, cheska is quick to mutter, " ELI looks very familiar to me though, " loud enough for everyone to hear.

" i guess my ranks go something like this: FABIAN, KAZ, JACE, DIAZ, HARIN, HYUNSU, KENJI, SILAS, JISU and ELI from lowest to highest. but i wouldn't sleep with any of them, " viva deadpans, sending others into a laughing fest.

" you're so boring vivi! " aimee says, using viva's nickname to show she's not serious. viva is quick to reply with, " nah, i'm just not into... them. "

" i think it might be obvious who one of my 'favourites' is, with how i jumped to defend JISU, " tomie playfully glares at the leader, making the older female form a fist and lightly touch her shoulder. " but yes, JISU is definitely in my top three, because i find him very cute and handsome at times, " for a second it looks like tomie's blushing, " but there's two who rank higher, and they are... " she trails off, slapping her hands on knees to imitate drums, " it's JACE and ELI! " she watches as other oh's knowing she picked the best ones.

" for JACE it's self-explanatory, i mean... have you seen him? hold on, let me show you, i follow them on insta, " she's quick to grab her phone, scrolling through already liked posts on VARSITY's instagram, before clicking on one, " look! isn't he just... perfect? " tomie flips the phone around, and the post shows JACE's upper body selfie without a shirt. she's quick to scroll to the left, and the next one shows just his hands. his veiny hands.

" oh! " the other members quickly exclaim, and aimee's quick to cover jeanne's eyes, cheska doing the same with viva but more teasingly-like. " this is not for kids' eyes! " the second oldest yells, listening to viva's giggles as she tries to get cheska's hands off of her.

" as for other members, " she starts again after composing herself, but there's still some redness in her cheeks, " i guess from fourth to tenth, it would be KENJI, SILAS, HYUNSU, FABIAN, HARIN, DIAZ and KAZ. i personally know FABIAN, and his brother, so i wouldn't really sleep with him, but he is very attractive! "

" love you bian~ "

jeanne ponders over the question while others talk, and is quick to open a note app on her phone and type something. after she gets her turn to speak, she lifts the device, " i wrote down the list, from most to least attractive VARSITY members, " she says it so seriously that others can't help but laugh.

" number one i picked HARIN, because i saw the group perform once, and he caught my eye. the list goes like this: HYUNSU in second place, SILAS is third, DIAZ fourth, then ELI fifth, KENJI sixth, KAZ seventh, JISU eight, JACE ninth and FABIAN is tenth. but i still think the lowest-ranked members are really attractive, " she assures everyone and closes the note app, putting the phone back in her pocket.

the others wait in case she has something else to add, but jeanne just stares blankly at the camera.

" oh~kay then... " tomie awkwardly says, nodding along.

" anyway, best for last, " aimee flairs her hands around, flipping her hair.

" in first place, definitely KAZ! there's something about him that i like, i don't know how to explain it, though, " she begins, but quickly brushes off her 'explanation', " after him, i'd say i think ELI is for sure in second place, i mean, have you seen his face? " she mocks, playfully exaggerating the question.

" after him, hmm... " she begins to trail off but quickly snaps her fingers, " i'm thinking KENJI would fit in third place, followed by FABIAN. now, i'm kind of divided between SILAS and HYUNSU for the fifth place, so i'm gonna keep them both there, " aimee tilts her head, trying to remember the mental list she made. " JISU is sixth, HARIN seventh, DIAZ eighth and JACE ninth, no offence, " she quickly adds, but doesn't mention whom she's saying that last part.

" quick disclaimer: this doesn't mean the lowest ranked people are ugly, we love you all and would definitely be up for meeting each other, " cheska informs, sending a sneaky finger heart followed by a wink from tomie and a kissy face from aimee. viva politely nods, while jeanne continues staring blankly but slightly moves around in restlessness.

note : varsity can be found at @ncrdyboyz !

[7-oh-ta1]

Like let's put all this together. Mankai Playback 2018. First, we have the quote from Tenma which is roughly:

"I'm always the one getting teased, but... I've a lot of great experiences a lot in this theater company. I will never forget my firsts... not the second times either, of course."

Which in a3en was simply:

"I won't forget the firsts I've had here or the second times for all these experiences."

So what I see is that the "first and second" times is the important part of the entire quote. Then that's even furthered by his card's backstage story title, "First Day, First Meeting", wherein he remembers the first time he met Taichi.

THAT'S a whole can of worms on its own but staying on topic, it's first and second, and since this is about his first meeting with Taichi, we can conclude he is saying that he won't forget the second time he met him either, at Mankai. ("You're tellin' me she's a BRO?!" it's like electricity fr lmao) If not for their second meeting, Tenma wouldn't have realized the boy that day was Taichi, and he's swearing he won't forget either time.... fellas is it --

Tenma doesn't have a lot of experience actually living life when he joins Mankai, so he's a character that is often centered around his curiosity and his first experiences that we would otherwise take to granted. For example, Kazunari is his first friend. But Taichi dominates nearly all of Tenma's firsts because as grade-mates they end up spending a lot of time together, especially after Juza's graduation!

Another notable first of Tenma's is in the Midsummer Sparkle Memory event from 2017. I've already made a silly post about this but to sum it up, on their way home before a summer festival, Tenma's very first, they exchange their experiences and Taichi explains that he went to his first summer festival with his first love. When he mentions this, Tenma chuckles quietly. In a3en, Tenma encourages him to go on saying, "Yeah?" but I prefer jp since it seems more like what Taichi said has prompted him to muse on his own situation. (Going to his first summer festival with his first love.)

Also, at the end of the event they're all setting off fireworks together and Taichi makes the shape of a heart with his sparklers which he tries to show to Tenma but Tenma is too frightened of them 🤭🤭 Then Tenma swears to get revenge on Taichi. He tries to sneak attack him with the remaining firework, but can't figure out how to light it and summer troupe basically sells him out to Taichi, who uses an extra firework to attack Tenma AND AS HE SHOULD!!! Anyway I got carried away, the point is, this is Tenma's quote for his Midsummer card:

JP: "You’re going to make fun of me, calling this “another one for the firsts series" and stuff, aren’t you!? I catch on quick, you know. Next summer… just you wait."

EN: "You'd better not be thinking of making fun of me! Just wait... I'll show you next year..."

:3c Do you see what I'm implying?

This is also the event where Taichi calls Tenma an "ultra scorchin' hottie"..... so there is that.

I've lost my point.... AH, moving on from the festival, the association of Taichi and Tenma's firsts is especially hammered in during their last year of high school where Taichi vows to help Tenma have the high school only experiences he almost missed before they graduate. So Taichi leads him in his first ditching of class, his first sitting on the school roof, his first eating lunch in class, ordering pizza to the school LMAO, and importantly his first and only high school graduation that he didn't think he would be able to have.

And so for my conclusion..... I think we as taiten fans need to appreciate that if this is any indication of their relationship... with Taichi actually being the one who teaches Tenma in this avenue despite what you might think, Taichi is most likely Tenma's first love, too. And Tenma swears he won't forget :)

[theflyingfeeling]

I can't write a comment under post for some reason BUT get well!! 💕💞 I myself overcame the disease this summer (Siberia..) so I can understand how hard and painful it is 🤒 I don't know if you believe in it or not, but I will make a manifest for your recovery!

Also, I would like to say that I like your fanfics so much like for real, your Olli/Allu fics are my favourite! It is your "cup of tea" for sure!

Sending lots of love and hugs through the screen, xoxo. 🥰🥰

oh, you're so sweet!! 😭 I could use the manifestation, I really want to get better already 🙏

thank you so much for saying that 🥺💖 I'm so happy you like my fics, especially the Olli/Allu ones, thank you for reading them <3 I swear I'll eventually try to write something else as well (if I get a good idea) but for now the brainrot is too deep for me to write much else😅 they're just so fucking cute together 😭💕

here's a cute lil' snippet of my WIP (chapter 2). consider it a Friday treat:

He didn’t know how he could even begin to explain exactly how much he adored Olli’s company and cherished every single moment they were together no matter what they were up to, so he snapped his mouth shut and hoped Olli knew anyway, at least in some sense. Maybe one day, in (hopefully) far future, when the band would no longer exist and they’d all be gone separate ways, he’d find the courage to write Olli an overly formal email or leave a drunken, incoherent voicemail on his phone where he’d spill all about the truthful nature of his feelings towards him, but until then, Aleksi had little to no other choice but to swallow all those words he really wanted to say to Olli. Such as you’re in my mind constantly and I’m going insane with how much I need you here and how much I want you.  Or I can’t remember the last time I woke up in the morning and my heart didn’t break a little when I realised I’m not on tour and you’re not next to me. I dream of you. I dream of us. I dream of running away with you, of leaving everything (except Rilla) behind me, even though I know that’s not how you would do things. But I can’t help it, because every time you pull me into a hug, you pull me into an alternate reality in which I won’t have to let go of you when Tommi honks his car horn and it’s time for you to go back home. A reality in which you’re mine to keep. 

(I realise that from this snippet one might get the idea Olli & Tommi are an item but no, that's not the case, Tommi's just his driver 🤭)

[digital-corruption]

So the way I see it, I'll be posting one more tomorrow and then there might be a small break because of reasons. 🤭

Unrecognisable Part 7

Sweep by sweep, I could feel my hair falling. Though the room was quite, the sound of the electric razor was deafening. I know it wasn’t on for long, but it felt like forever. When it finally ceased, my hair follicles still reverberated. I still didn’t dare look. As long as I kept my eyes closed, the memory of my hair remained intact.

I jumped the first time Jake’s fingers ran through what was left of my hair. His touch gave me goosebumps all over. As he applied the black dye to my hair, I started to relax. After the devastation of the razor, it was soothing. He cursed to himself as dye ran a bit more than he was expecting and he rushed to get to it with a paper towel before too much got onto my clothes.

“I should’ve made you strip,” he mumbled.

“I definitely would not have,” I shook my head.

“It would’ve been easier,” he insisted.

“And I still would not,” I reiterated.

“Why not? It’s just skin. It’s nothing that I haven't seen before,” he said without thinking. “Of women in general! I didn't mean you specifically.”

I opened my eyes to get a good look at him. I couldn’t tell if that slip was intentional or not. He looked a bit embarrassed so I had to assume he didn’t intend it. Nevertheless, my mind drifted back to those videos. It was so unbelievable that I started to wonder if my mind was playing tricks on me. My boyfriend and I had been together for the better part of a year. How did I not know he had been recording our most intimate moments? Was I seriously that naive? First Jake, then my boyfriend. I felt like next I was going to find out I am actually the illegitimate child of some obscure royal family. I wished I could just pick up my phone and demand some answers out of my boyfriend. I didn’t know if there could ever be a plausible explanation, but I needed something to make sense for a change. What a time it was to be on the run. Nothing was ever simple in my life.

“Ok, you’re done. Can you please lower your head under the faucet?” Jake broke my train of thought, pulling me back into the present.

He turned on the sink to get it to a decent temperature before I leant over it. I let the water run over my head for a while first and I was going to rinse it myself, but Jake beat me to it. He spent a long time massaging my scalp, far longer than what seemed necessary. I pulled away after it became clear to me it was sufficiently rinsed. As soon as I did, I saw my new hair in the mirror. Pitch black, very shortly cropped, but not buzz cut – he hadn’t taken it all, but it was certainly different than it was before. Jake reached into his bag of tricks again and pulled out an old baseball cap to put it over my head. I had to say, I hardly recognised the person in the mirror. Sacrificing my hair had better been worth it.

“Say something,” Jake was watching me uncomfortably. It was clear he felt very guilty about what he did.

“I don’t know, I think I am in shock,” I sighed. “Everything feels strange, like this is just one long nightmare.”

I glanced down and saw all of my locks of hair forming a circle around me. Even then I was still in disbelief.

“I am sorry to have made your life so miserable,” Jake said with a layer of annoyance.

“I don't blame you,” I insisted. “I know you're just trying to keep us safe.”

“I'm trying to get you home. I have a contact that can set you up with a new ID. Then we can get you across the border. From there, you can travel back to your country,” he explained. “Maybe once this blows over, you might even get to go back to your family and friends.”

“What about you?” I questioned.

“What about me?” he looked at me confused.

I turned to look at him directly. “What do you plan to do?”

“Do what I always do. Find a quiet, secluded location and lay low,” he said nonchalantly.

“That's pretty lonely,” I commented.

“I'll be fine,” he brushed it off.

“Don't lie,” I frowned. “That's not a way to live.”

“It’s done me all right so far,” he insisted.

I looked into deeply into his eyes. I could tell he didn't fully believe that, but he didn't waiver from his stance. However, the more I stared into his eyes, the more I was drawn to them. They looked sad, regretful even, with a touch of longing. I saw him, I saw the old Jake in his eyes and I didn’t want to him to disappear again. Before I knew it, I was drifting closer to him. He closed the gap, letting our lips lightly touch. It was too tantalising for me, so I kissed him with more emphasis. He pulled the cap off of my head to get it out of the way so he could grab my neck and deepen the kiss. By then we had disconnected from the rest of the world - we were just two lost souls that had finally reconnected. At some point Jake had pushed me up against the wall beside the hand dryer. If I hadn’t pushed him away, there’s no saying what might have happened in that bathroom.

“Um, that was unexpected,” I blushed.

“But it was nice,” he smiled. He leant to kiss me again, but I stopped him. “What’s wrong? Is it the location? We can take this elsewhere.”

“No,” I shook my head. “Well, ok, this is the last place I would want to be doing this, but… I shouldn’t be doing this. I’m sorry.”

“Sorry?” he said with a disappointed tone. “Don't tell me you're feeling guilty about him? The jackass that has no regard for your integrity?”

“He's still my boyfriend!” I argued. “Technically.”

“Still?” he scoffed. “I hardly think he has a right to be!”

“I have to give him a chance to redeem himself!” I insisted. “Everyone deserves a second chance to do better. I owe him that much.”

“You don’t owe him anything!” he continued. “He violated your privacy! That’s something I would never do to you!”

“Trying to, what, show off? Two seconds ago you were saying that you were going to send me on my way and you were going to disappear. Again!” I pointed out.

“I thought that’s what you wanted! To go home! You think I don’t want to keep you down in this world with me!?” he said painfully. “When you were far away in your country, it was manageable. With you here now…”

“Jake…” I didn’t know how to respond to him.

“No, you should go back home, as planned. It’s where you belong,” he decided. “You should be waking up in your warm bed, having a decent breakfast, working an earnest job, going home to have dinner with your… boyfriend… so he can fuck you to sleep.”

“Seriously?” I glared at him.

“It’s not my fault that he bores you so much that you have to fake it all the time.” Yup, the prick was back.

“I know what you’re doing,” I frowned.

“If it was me, I’d never let that pass,” he ignored me. “No faking on my watch.”

“Are you done?” I raised my eyebrow at him.

“I don't know, is it working?” he asked apprehensively.

I rolled my eyes, “No, it’s not.”

“Then I need to try harder,” he smirked.

“Ok, you do that, but you know, we should go. The attendant will get curious as to why we're taking so long,” I changed the subject.

“Not really, I told her you have morning sickness. She’s giving us all the time in the world,” he said casually. “But we should clean up.”

“We should,” I nodded slowly glancing around the floor again.

Jake went and grabbed the broom and dust pan from outside and immediately started sweeping it up. While he continued, I cleaned up the hair dye from around the sink. We worked in silence, each consumed in our thoughts. That kiss wasn't just a kiss. It was addictive and intoxicating. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to do it again. But everything was so complicated.

“Hmm, it's starting to grow on me,” Jake said suddenly.

I glanced in the mirror again and eyed the stranger in my skin. She seemed so much more confident than I, so much more hardened than I, so much more in control than I. I felt like I had been given a role to play and it was time for me to step up, but I didn't know my lines.

“Are you ready?” Jake asked.

“Yeah, let's go,” I said as I put the cap back on and slung the backpack over my shoulder again.

I waited for Jake to return the bathroom key before we started walking down the street again. The night sky was lightening over the city, which made me realise just how late,  or early rather, it was. Exhaustion hit me immediately.

I yawned, “Jake...”

“We’re almost there ok? Just a few more blocks,” he assured me.

“Please tell me there will be a bed for me,” I rubbed my eyes.

“Aww, is whittle MC tired?” he teased.

“Shut up! I'm not a machine like you,” I gave him a small shove.

“We can’t all be perfect,” he joked.

“Ugh! That was so bad it makes me want to vomit!” I winced. “Can’t you go back to that other Jake?”

“The one that hurts every time he looks at you? Unlikely,” he mumbled.

I stopped walking, but he kept going so I reached out and grabbed his arm. “Oh, come on, Jake. You left me remember? Why do you have to keep acting like its my fault?”

He sighed, “I left because I needed air. With everything with Hannah… it was just too much. I realise the timing was very...”

“Inappropriate?” I ended his sentence for him.

“To put it mildly. And we were so entangled that I couldn’t think straight. By the time I got a handle on everything again, you had moved on,” he explained.

“Jake, that was like, what, four months later? Let’s not forget you deleted everything,” I frowned.

“It’s what I do when I panic. I hit the kill switch and get rid of all traces of me,” he admitted. “When you’ve been on the run as long as I have, paranoia becomes a part of you and sometimes is your only ally.”

“You could’ve reached out,” I shook my head.

“No, it was for the better. You were in your world and I was in mine,” he shifted his weight uncomfortably. “Our worlds don’t mix.”

“Didn’t mix, you mean. It seems fairly mixed now,” I mused.

“No, you were pulled out of yours and into mine. There is a difference. You don’t belong here and I need to send you back.”

“Then what was that before? It sure as hell seems like you don’t believe that,” I pointed out.

“What I selfishly want and what you need are on opposite sides of the war,” he said defeated.

“By your definition!” I grabbed his hoodie and pulled him closer. “You can't decide what I need without consulting me.”

“You said so yourself earlier, that this has been a nightmare. For me this is everyday,” he argued. “And it’s not like you can even make up your mind.”

“Oh come on, that’s not fair. You only just came back into my life less than a day ago and all of this has been a trial by fire,” I lowered my head. “I need time to...:”

“Yeah, I get it,” Jake pulled away. “Come on, let’s find a place for tonight for us to rest.”

I watched him walk off for a bit before following. With the lack of sleep, lingering jetlag and absolute chaos, I couldn’t think straight anymore. One voice kept telling me I had a boyfriend I still needed to work out things with. After all, how could I throw out all of our time together over one misdemeanour? Just because Jake reappeared? That wasn’t right and obligations and all that.

But then there was Jake. The more time I spent with him, the more old emotions were brought back. There was an undeniable dark cloud that followed him as he walked away. How much was he keeping from me? I swore I heard Dan yelling at me, begging me to stay away from Jake.

If you hadn’t noticed by now, I don’t always make the best choices.

[animeomegas]

After your post, I thought how many ideas Tik Tok gives.

Naruto.

Shino is so shy and sees all sorts of cute couple videos or videos on how to seduce an alpha. And he wants all this too, but he can't. Use ninjutsu for work no, use it so your shy omega doesn't have to explain anything to you yes.

Kiba sees a video of puppies and children and gets baby fever. Or he does a tik tok with alpha pranks.

Naruto could see different things for the nest and want them. Or see diy and want to repeat them with alpha in order to do something together for his nest.

obey me

Somehow the alpha showed a human tik tok and all the demons got hooked on it.

Beelzebub is my favorite so I think he has seen a lot of food videos and I would have to repeat it all for him to try.

Leviathan would watch anime clips and save the ones he wanted to watch. Separate those that he wanted to see with alpha.

We could send him cute videos with compliments or excerpts from anime and write it with us to make him embarrassed.

I think Asmo himself would run an account with makeup and personal care, sometimes posting a couple challenge.

mystic messenger

Alpha can help Zen start an account with songs, maybe videos from rehearsals. I think this could help him become even more popular.

Yoosung would probably find double games that he wanted to play with the alpha. And I can't stop thinking that he's sending videos to the alpha "send this video to the alpha and let him choose" or all sorts of funny videos while sitting next to him.

I decided to share my thoughts.

I also wanted to thank you for your creativity, I'm about to graduate from university and your blog helps me relax

Yes! I love this! Omegaverse Tiktok headcanons are great XD

Shino - Yes! He sees all these cute relationship challenges and cute date ideas and he really wants to try them, but he won't bring them up because he's embarrassed 🤭 He might make a mini playlist if you ask him to, that way you can watch what he likes without him having to tell you.

Kiba - Kiba is weird when it comes to baby fever, like he doesn't really get it that often?? Because he normally has a newborn or young toddler that shatters any allure that a new one might have haha. Does that makes sense? He has so many babies, he doesn't get baby fever haha. He just wanted a huge family pack and is also terrible with birth control and very fertile. He does however find the parenting life hacks incredibly helpful because fuck does he need them. If Tiktok can give him an activity that will keep all his pups occupied for an afternoon, then he's down for that.

Naruto - Listen, Naruto, if he had access to social media and YouTube and stuff, would learn how to make his nest from them. He didn't have anyone to teach him how, so he loves seeing how other people do it so he can copy and take the bits he likes. He will order weird shit for his nest sometimes though. He acknowledges that some of the stuff is weird, but don't you dare call his ramen pillow weird, because he'll defend it 😤😤

Beel - Yes, he watches food Tiktoks and then eats more than normal, so Lucifer bans him from it.

Levi - He spends so much time on Tiktok, I can't even say. He loves it, but it also triggers his envy when people have better cosplays than him or better anime collections and set ups. So, maybe it's best to limit him sometimes.

Asmo - Easily Devildom Tiktok famous. He loves the app and showing his adoring followers his beauty routines and sex toy collections makes him happy lol.

Zen - Yes, that would be so good for exposure!! He would so go viral singing with his shirt off XD

Yoosung - this made me laugh because Yoosung really would send those 'send this to your alpha' Tiktoks. He eagerly awaits for a reply every time and takes them seriously haha.

Those were great!! Thank you for sharing them with me!!

and oh my gosh!! Congratulations on graduating, that's amazing 🎉🎉 I'm glad I could help you relax, goodness knows students need it XD Have a wonderful day! <3

[softzhongli]

summary: a closer look at the most exclusive group chat in all teyvat. we have two oblivious idiots in love, two horny bastards afraid of their feelings, a grumpy cat and his sunshine boyfriend and one very single and tired girl... among many many others warnings: swearing, probably some angst info: crack fic, multi-chaptered, social media au, not much difference they just have phones lmao pairings: childe x kaeya // xiao x venti // zhongli x diluc + lumine and other characters requests: open posted: 19/02/2022 a/n: kinda got serious here and there but honestly i think this is my fave chapter so far 🙊 i know it seems like chaeya is about to finally be a thing but tbh i’m still debating if i want chaeya or zhongluc to be the first to get together lmao also i live for angst so you bet your ass that i’ll try and make life harder for them 😈😘

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CHAT: S.O.S. 📢 📢 📢 ⮡  members: lumine / venti / childe

childe added lumine to the group.

childe added venti to the group.

lumine: ?

childe: I think i did an oopsie yesterday ☠️

lumine: what kind of oopsie?

lumine: good or bad?

lumine: also @venti wake up your lazy ass

childe: idk tbh

childe: i don't remember everything

venti: i'm here, I'm here ☠️

childe: but i might need your help

venti: so what's the deal?

childe: fuckfuckfuck

venti: ?

lumine: ?

childe: okay, so @lumine you know I'm in love with kaeya, right?

venti: we both know, she told me

lumine: yup

lumine: i mean everyone except kaeya knows but yeah, sure, whatever

lumine: please continue

childe: yeah... right...

childe: i think did something v v stupid

lumine: i might know where this is going but you have to be more specific before I get my hopes up

childe: 😬

venti: childe pls it's too early to be this cryptic

lumine: it's literally 2pm?

venti: shut up and let childe speak

lumine: 🙄

lumine: but yeah, @childe pls explain

childe: i can't be 100% sure bc i was very drunk yesterday

childe: and i don't exactly remember everything

childe: but there's a slight chance

childe: okay, more than a slight chance

childe: I'd say it's not even a chance

childe: i have a feeling it's more of a fact tbh

childe: which is not good

lumine: childe, you're rambling, what's up?

childe: i think i told kaeya i love him

venti: 😳

lumine: 😳

childe: guys pls

childe: say something

childe: i'm literally going crazy over here

venti: aren't you with kaeya rn?

childe: i might've run away after waking up

lumine: 🤡

lumine: okay, so you confessed, what did kaeya say?

childe: i don't remember

venti: well then though shit that you run away from him before talking 🤦🏻‍♀️

childe: not helping

lumine: maybe not, but he does have a point

lumine: i mean idk how we could possibly help you out here

childe: well i was hoping you could talk to him?

childe: see where his head's at?

venti: you know you'd be a better person to do that?

childe: i do, i really do know

childe: but if i really confessed

childe: i don't think I'm ready to hear his answer

lumine: childe pls tell me you're not thinking he'd reject you

childe: ...

venti: aw, childe no! 😭

lumine: babe c'mon he loves you, too

venti: obviously!

childe: you don't know that

lumine: we have eyes

childe: you might need glasses then

venti: 🤭

lumine: 😐

childe: pls can you just help me out and talk to him?

childe: you two are the closest to him

childe: if he won't tell you then idk who would he tell

lumine: here's a crazy idea

lumine: YOU!

childe: 😐

venti: well, it's your lucky day @childe

venti: kaeya just texted us

childe: ☠️

CHAT: XIAO SUPREMACY 🙌🏻 ⮡  members: venti / lumine / kaeya

kaeya: so

kaeya: who did something stupid yesterday?

venti: i see a pattern here

kaeya: I'll give you three guesses

lumine: childe?

venti: childe 🙄

kaeya: what?

kaeya: no, of course not

kaeya: i was talking about myself

venti: well to our defense you're doing stupid things every day

kaeya: 😐

lumine: so what exactly have you done?

kaeya: well before I tell you i probably should finally confess something

venti: we're listening

kaeya: fuck my hands are shaking

kaeya: give me a sec

lumine: 🤨

kaeya: ahhh fuck, okay

kaeya: y'all are right, i am in love with childe

lumine: 😳

venti: 😭

venti: i'm 90% sure what you're about to say but please continue

kaeya: what? no snarky comment?

kaeya: now i'm uncomfortable

lumine: you know we're not gonna laugh at your feelings

venti: gross

venti: but true

kaeya: yeah

venti: so?

kaeya: i think i ruined everything yesterday

kaeya: my memory is a little foggy

kaeya: but I'm sure i confessed to childe

venti: they really are stupid, huh?

lumine: truly, a match made in heaven

kaeya: ?

kaeya: didn't you just say you won't laugh at me?

lumine: nope, we said we won't laugh at your feelings

venti: we'll definitely laugh at YOU

kaeya: gee, thanks 🙄

lumine: so? what did childe say? 🤡

kaeya: idk

venti: 🥲🥲🥲

kaeya: i pretended to be asleep until he was gone today

venti: 🤡

lumine: 🤡

venti: 🤡

lumine: 🤡

venti: 🤡

lumine: 🤡

lumine: this is the DUMBEST, romantic getting together i have ever heard

venti: @kaeya istg if you're gonna ask us to talk to childe for you, i'll go to dragonspine and sit there until i freeze to death

kaeya: ...

lumine: OMG

venti: welp it was nice knowing you

venti: good luck hiding from xiao after i die

lumine: they really share half of a braincell

venti: AND NEITHER OF THEM IS USING IT

kaeya: i'm glad my misery is entertaining to you

lumine: honestly?

lumine: it's fucking infuriating at this point

venti: and so exhausting

venti: all of this could be avoided with something as simple as communication

lumine: sigh

lumine: okay @kaeya be honest with us, why won't you talk about it with childe?

venti: and real talk, no bullshit pls

kaeya: omg, fine

kaeya: I'm fucking scared, okay?

venti: why?

lumine: i know we're fucking around most of the time but we are your friends, kaeya

venti: yeah, at the end of the day, we just want you to be happy

kaeya: sigh

kaeya: he's like... the best thing that happened to me in a long time

kaeya: and I'm not ready to lose it

kaeya: or worse, to lose him

venti: why would you think you'd lose him?

kaeya: because there's a possibility he does not feel the same way

lumine: that's literally impossible but okay

lumine: following this kind of logic there's also a possibility that he DOES feel the same way

venti: yeah, so why are you assuming the worst?

kaeya: i can't get my hopes up

kaeya: bc if I do idk what I'm gonna do if he doesn't love me back

lumine: fuck, this is the worst

venti: i know right

lumine: @kaeya do you trust us?

kaeya: yeah? but why?

venti: then, can you please just keep trusting us and talk to childe?

lumine: i promise you, everything's going to be alright but just like venti said, you have to trust us on this one and tell childe how you feel

kaeya: how can you be so sure?

lumine: i'm gonna sound like a broken record but oh well

lumine: TRUST US, PLEASE

venti: at least think about it

kaeya: i guess...

[fuwushiguro]

I CAN‘T EXPLAIN HOW MUCH LOVE I HAVE FOR WUSYANAME. Especially the new chapter. The chemistry o h m y g o d. I adore how u write megumi literally how could you turn a bastard, bully, monster into a cute boy who’s scared to show affection. I already saw ppl saying they’re going to kiss next chapter but I‘m not sure about that I think they’ll need a view chapters to get better along (if they’re ever going to kiss ) But I’m a hardcore megumi x reader shipper so🤭 I‘m so excited for chapter 12!!

THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO HEAR 😭😭 I was a little worried his development might have been too quick but that's super reassuring to hear so thank you for that 🥺 but yeah a lot of people seem to think something is gonna happen next chapter but I'm actually about to start writing chapter twelve right now so I guess we'll see 😋 I hope you enjoy it whenever I get it finished and posted 💕