#might delete mys3lf

[14lavenderhaze]

Guys I need someone to give me tips pls 😭

I’m actually fat. I’m not going to lie, I’m 235 lbs and I eat like a pig. I do sports and workout, but the way I eat counteracts everything. I can’t track c@ls and need a CRAZY amount of sustenance to do well in tennis (I play for 2+ hours a day on a team plus PE and a lot of walking). I’m fat as fuck for my birthday tmrw. I actually don’t know what to do. I can’t ⭐️ve and don’t know how to control cravings. I’m ready to 3nd it all atp. I literally won’t even d13 sk1nny. I can’t do anything right.