#might delete later honestly

[orphetoon]

(bug like an angel - mitski)

zelda fans is this. anything

[fishy-styx]

Y'all... how am I only finding out abt the Neil Gaiman allegations because of the Good Omens fandom???

These have been out since JULY and I hadn't heard a peep about them until the GO fandom (of which I am part of) went nuts bc season 3 got shortened. Like... Okay? It's good that it's bringing more eyes on the whole thing, but maybe y'all should be more mad about the allegations of sexual assault against the author and not your show getting shortened?

I don't even know how to feel about this yet. I don't know if the accusations are true. I like to wait to form my opinions. HOWEVER, it might have been nice to actually know about this earlier, so I could form my opinions earlier. Accusations like this, against someone so famous should be spread. Especially if they don't seem to be false.

I'm pissed that I only learned about this because the fandom is throwing a fit over a shortened season. I get it, I truly do. I understand that it's upsetting, and I'm not mad at the ppl who express their disappointment about both. Yes the allegations are awful, and yes, they did ruin S3.

It's a really shitty situation, in all honestly. We'd all be disappointed no matter what. Getting a full S3 with NG attached: "Why would they keep him on?" Getting a rewritten 90min tv movie, sans NG: "Wish we could've gotten a full szn, but I'm glad NG isn't attached." Getting nothing at all: "Well I understand why they couldn't go ahead because of NG, but it still sucks."

Still, maybe some of y'all only focusing on GO should try to remember why we won't get a full s3.

[bakubakunyanyaa]

sorry for posting shitty doodles i dont have anything else in me rn

[gingersnaptaff]

Does anybody else get upset when they don't write, or feel worthless? I always want to apologise to the characters and myself for not writing. I feel worthless, honestly. When I was little I felt like I'd have a book published by the time I was 21 but now I'm 28 and I have Nothing.

And I feel as if my stories don't matter, or that I'm not meant to complete the Arthurian/Guinevere/Welsh myth story because somebody else will have done it already. Or, y'know, people don't want to read it. I just... I don't know.

What's crazy is that my brain can and does engage in research about Welsh mythology and Arthuriana, but I can't even open up my Google Docs without having a mental battle about it.

I'm just deflated, tired, and depressed.

[wearenotjustnumbers2]

Hello, a little rant here. I don't know whether people are becoming insensitive or I'm just taking things very seriously these times, but I beg of you, when I post about an update on the situation in Gaza, or about a lost life or any piece of news that is most likely horrifying and heartbreaking, do not repost or reblog with "yikes" or "real bullshit" or whatever goes in the same line. It just makes it seem so trivial when in fact it's world-shattering. Not to mention the horrible edits I see on Instagram/tiktok.

I literally came across an "Instagram reel" of my friend's UNCLE (who lost three of his kids, and was saying his goodbyes while they were in body bags), it was edited into a reel, with the effects and changing colors and the trending sound of the song "daylight by David kushner". I was speechless.

I know people show their solidarity differently, I know this. Especially through music, I've literally been listening to Samer songs as well as "Telk Qadieah", etc. But the edit I saw was way too much. I don't know how to explain it, because I've seen many reels of Palestinians in Gaza grieving and I thought it's important to share them but this one is different. It was like the edits you'd make for characters from a TV show or movie that died or had a sad storyline.

I don't know, maybe I'm overreacting but I genuinely feel like I'm going crazy. With everything going on and how it seems like some people are living in a parallel world rn.

I hope I don't get misunderstood, I'm not talking about the general clips with sometimes sad songs on them, I'm talking about certain edits the people started to make that are so weird and insensitive. Like the people they're editing aren't real, like they're some entertainment material.

[aw-tysm]

This idea that all autistic people are good at self reflection in a way that we can pick up on the fact that we are autistic... needs to stop. Or even just being good at self reflection and self awareness in general.

I am so sick and tired of hearing about how we're all so good at that. How all adults self diagnosed before diagnosis. That we somehow have this inner knowledge of ourselves or understanding towards the fact that we do have autism and how it affects us.

That is NOT the case for all of us.

There are many autistic people who don't even realise that they are autistic. Who won't question it themselves. Who hear about it and don't think "hey I align with some of these things".

There are many autistic people who think that they're just like everyone else around them, even if other people see it differently.

There are early diagnosed autistics who were never told about their diagnosis, that haven't questioned whether they are or aren't. And then are surprised when they are told about it or find out.

HECK. There are diagnosed autistics who don't even realise how severely autism affects them at all, even if others do.

There are many of us who had to be told and often by professionals. There are many of us who haven't done indepth research on autism before being diagnosed. There are many of us who sometimes have a diagnosis forced on us without us having ever questioned autism in the first place. Many of us don't even understand how to do that kind of research or reflection.

If you actually know how autism affects many autistics, then you would understand that self awareness and self relfection are things that many autistics can be bad at. These are things we can struggle with.

[captainpricespuppyboyfriend]

Me

[rookinthecrownest]

Once upon a Dream

[driftwoodwolf]

I am not immune to re4r leon

new print for otakon maybe

[latmosims]

I make an effort to report the Pink Soup™ on the EA official forums, because yes I would like to play this game a few more years thank you very much, and someone comes to basically put all the blame on people who play with mods bc apparently that puts too much pressure on the game?

Damn, I didn't know someone knew the exact cause of the issue, should've told us sooner so we can all enjoy.

Smh.

[orphetoon]

how vs. grateful dead should’ve gone

[lambmotifz]

just to be clear all of these are wincest. ngl it’s always been a bit funny to me how everyone in the wincest fandom is obsessed with evil sadist sam who hurts and rapes and uses dean without an iota of regret and pretty, crying, subby dean who just takes it all. it’s even funnier when you remember that in canon it’s sam who repeatedly offers to let dean take out his anger & violence on him and even urges him to hurt him, and that one of the key traits of dean’s character is his desire to control sam. he canonically stalked sam (not to mention the fact that he forcibly locked him up in the panic room) but canon simply doesn’t exist in this fandom lmao

btw there’s only 9 works tagged with evil!dean. and everyone keeps saying they’re “equally abusive”

[scruncheduppaper]

okay ngl im kinda mad about that one post about labru cannibalism symbolism being racist or whatever. like its not. why does everyone keep acting like shipping labru or even enjoying kabru in any sort of way is racist or whatever this is literally so dumb. op literally said that he was south asian coded “but ohhh same thing applies” like well that just changes literally everything you brought up oh my godddd if you want more poc in media to be appreciated stop holding everything to the same boring ass fucking morally correct standard. let kabru be a little freaky abt it

“oh you only ship labru because you want laios or whatever you’re making kabru’s only trait as being obsessed with a white guy” 1. why would you assume that. are poc not allowed to be gay anymore. whatever. 2. its the other way i around i want kabru and i kin laios like i like laios but whatever. 3. also i think their relationship is interesting asf like even outside of shipping lr whatever

ofc theres racist dumbfucks out there but in general i think people should be a little bit more lax. like people are so scared of falling into stereotypes and stuff they’re terrified of even approaching making shit about poc. just fucking relaxxxx people oh my god

[ley-med]

There's some stuff going on at my workplace. I'm proud of ourselves and I appreciate the people I work with so damn much. Because now it's even more evident that this is indeed an exceptionally good place, and it's us the people who make it what it is.

I am also extremely stressed and scared, because there's a lot on the line we are risking here, and our only lifeline is "strength in our numbers" - it's a game of trust, trusting that we got each others' backs. The situation is not helping my developing stomach ulcer.

And I terribly miss my mentor. He would be standing with us, and would be absolutely vocal about it. And would have an absolutely terrible joke to tell about it as well...

[sexisbetteronthemoon]

once again started reading this other fic of mine and can't stop thinking about it. it haunts me and i'm mad bc it's unfinished.

He left the bathroom then only to startle when he saw Pidge right outside.  She yelped at the sight of him.  He winced and grabbed at his head. “I didn't even hear you wake up!” she said. “Pidge, take it down a notch,” he whispered.  “My head…” “You have a headache?” she said, frowning.  “And yeah, I'm Pidge, nice to meet you.  Guess we didn't have time for introductions last night.”  She held out her hand and Keith shook it, feeling much like he was about to start laughing hysterically.  The edges of his lips twitched. “Yeah, Keith,” he managed.  He gestured at the door.  “If anyone asks, I'll be outside.” He moved past her without waiting for an answer, doing as he said and breathing in the cool dawn air.  And slowly, his head stopped feeling like it was going to burst. He took a moment to cup his hands around his mouth and called out, “Kosmo!” But his faithful companion did not appear.  He dropped his hands and closed his eyes, overwhelmed.  He stayed out there, and just thought about how he had awoken. What the fuck, he thought to himself, and opened his eyes.  It had been so long since he had last stepped foot on Earth.  The last time, he had stood very far down the beach from Lance's house, and had been completely unable to walk toward it.  How the fuck am I here?  He looked down at himself.  He was fully clothed in that which he wore in his teen years.  He laughed softly, removing his old jacket and staring at it.  It had been a very long time since he had last seen this jacket.  It really was as ridiculous as Lance had said all those years ago — Or, he supposed, as Lance would say.  Sometime in the future.  Because Keith had woken up in the past again.  Still?  Fuck, his head hurt. “Keith.” Keith turned, and his eyes fell on Shiro.  Fuck, he looked so young.  Keith was not used to it.  He still had most of his black hair.  Fuck.  Keith was not sure how he was going to handle this. But as Shiro came to stand by him, silent and contemplative, Keith decided he would handle it just like this.  Quietly.  At least until he could accept this reality or … whatever. “You seem different,” Shiro said quietly. “Tell me about it,” Keith replied.  Shiro tentatively went in for a hug, and Keith threw himself into it.  It had been a few months since he last saw his brother.  But Keith realized that for this Shiro, it had been much longer.  Shiro relaxed slightly, squeezing him tight, and Keith patted him on the back. “Welcome back,” Keith said. “It's good to be back,” Shiro said. Keith was not sure he could say the same. Soon, Keith found himself back inside his old shack, and it seemed that the others had awoken in his absence and uncovered his research on the Blue Lion's energy. “Blue,” he whispered, looking at the cave drawings of her.  It was Allura's Lion.  Lance's lion.  The others turned to him, odd expressions on their faces. “What is all this?” Lance asked, and the way he talked startled Keith.  His voice was so different, not just young, but wary and without any sort of personal connection.  Keith looked at him, recalling their last conversation.  Lance's answer to his question.  And when Lance looked back, there was no familiar warmth in his face.  And Keith suddenly realized there was something else different.  Because Lance's eyes were supposed to be blue.

[jezyan]

and what if i start drawing elena of avalor again.. what then guys….