#might be some triggers in here

[chaoticstrata]

Existential crisis/dread.

Thank you brain for reminding me that I'm getting close to forty, still signal because I'm terrified of getting into an abusive relationship, and will probably die alone. I SO TOTALLY FUCKING NEEDED THAT THOUGHT TODAY!

-sigh-

And of course my brain decides to spiral with this by making myself feel pathetic. Still living at home. Barely leaving the house. Probably couldn't survive on my own. Not taking the best of care of myself--'no wonder you have issues with your teeth.' Ugly and chubby. No way you could date anyone, too much of an invert, too selfish with their time. Wouldn't even know how to date if you managed.

Fuck. I have work in a bit. Thankfully I don't really need to talk with people.

[daily-crabbys]

This Friday's meme is: you always do this

[specterthief]

sometimes i wonder if it seems like i'm overhyping that This Game Is Gay and then i sift through dialog i missed and get hit with "susano-o's mythological wife immediately clocks that the protag also fell in love with a proto-fiend and brings that up as something they have in common"

[pastafossa]

Idk who needs to hear this but if something traumatic happened to you a while back and you've been doing well healing, and then have an incident that prompts an anxiety attack, that's ok. It doesn't diminish the progress you've made. It doesn't mean you've fucked up. It doesn't mean it'll never get better. It doesn't mean you're getting worse. It just means you've got some more healing to do.

[the---hermit]

To do list to stop the procrastination anxiety:

Book dentist appointment

Email b&b for weekend trip with mom

For the love of the gods clean the garden of all the weeds that have grown in the past few weeks

Text tattoo artist to get appointment

Find the courage to check if there's revelent infos for this year's uni classes and at least get an idea of when classes start

Reorganize bookshelves

[ghost-bxrd]

Genuinely curious what kinda ships ya’ll reading or if you guys mostly stick to gen? Or if you’ve discovered a new ship you like since yiuve found your way to this blog ksksks

No pressure obviously 💚 just my own curiosity. And also a reminder that no ship bashing is allowed on this blog. So everyone is safe 💚💚💚

[verified-villain-fxcker]

Listening to you people bicker about the morality or lack there of within the IWTV show and its characters is driving me up the fucking walls.

[greglow03]

ALOTH Chapter 2 "First Encounter" - Is Yours NOW!🍃

More development...

We're still going slow, but we'll be driving 50 - 70 km/h real soon!

Hope you enjoy this one!

(Next might be a double chapter release... no promises though)

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Sincere thank you to my mutes!: @lilmissflower, @summerlycoris and @annabannnananana!🧡

[regular-lord-reckoner]

i’m home !!

procedure went real well, everything was really smooth and almost as soon as they said, “you can count backwards if you want,” i don’t think i even said ten before i was suddenly in recovery and sipping some ginger ale.

honestly the worst part was the iv because they had to do it on the side of my wrist because apparently my veins are crooked ?? i just hate ivs anyway so that’s no surprise but other than that no complaints.

everyone was real nice and made sure i was well taken care of (my nurse even had me pee one more time before so she wouldn’t have to do a catheter which with my history…..thank you)

but yeah, i’ll have a follow up in about a month just to make sure everything’s good and the iud is doing its thing !!

i do have some cramping and bleeding but that’s normal, although a little funny because i literally just stopped my period yesterday but…oh well !! hopefully in a few months i won’t have hardly any so this we can handle and i hace some medicine (and my ~medicine) that’ll help so i’m all set.

mom had to go run some errands so my little recovery buddy is keeping me company. also, a moment of recognition for my new favorite shirt (thank you as always, Boss Dog Art; i’ve already got my eye on another one that says, “i think therefore i am against transphobia around the world” or something like that and it’s got a cool skeleton on it; this is my third shirt from them and they’re really comfy and good quality so not sponsored but check them out, they seem cool):

[snekdood]

bitches be like. i hate vegans so much that i’ve decided i like killing animals and its fine and i dont feel bad and animals dont have feelings and its fine and im cool subversive and different and edgy and like to post fucked up stuff to make vegans uncomfortable bc im just so cool

[cimicherrychanga]

How'd you and dawn first meet?

she messaged me on tumblr saying she liked my art :3

[slickricklj]

Resident Evil 4 Remake: The Mercenaries - Jack Krauser Mayhem Mode Victory Pose

[dunmeshiminimumwage]

[lucyvaleheart]

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[heliossalvador]

Forgotten and unloved

forever and ever and ever .

[infernal-feminae]

Tbh, I know it's a joke that Emberlynn's in hell for being presumably cringe/her internet history/etc, but my reason is a bit more...serious and dark.