#midam thoughts

[brunchcorpse]

I think its absolutely hilarious that Dean and Castiel go through inhuman amounts of trauma over the course of a decade plus, and somehow they still arent the human x angel ship on the show that has gone through the most detrimental mind bending shit. Michael and Adam were literally trapped in hell together alone for over 1000 years and they walked out the other side healthier than Dean and Cas could ever possibly be. Iconic really

[vinkaa]

midam in two separate bodies is such an interesting concept to me because yes on one hand they can finally hold hand kiss whatever you imagine but on the other how do you deal with not feeling someone that made your soul a home for a thousand years? that burning, yearning, just gone from your body? yes you can see his face and hold it gently but you can no longer sense every emotion he is feeling, every single thought he has. your entire existence was entwined with his in every possible way but now it's just gone

midam in two separate bodies is such an interesting concept to me because on the one hand they are together but on the other they never felt so lonely

[kacievvbbbb]

Little talked about how Adam agreed to be brought back from the dead and used in the apocalypse for the promise that he would see him mom and the fact that Michael’s driving force behind speed running the apocalypse was the chance, just a chance, that his father would come home.

Imagine waking up dead and the only person you want is your mom and she’s dead too but you’ll never see her again not unless you do this and imagine waking up that very first day to a heaven without a god, knowing that your father didn’t want to be found and you had no idea why but you could do this and maybe that would bring him back.

The First Son and a boy with the name of the First Man willing to sacrifice everything just for a chance.

And it’s crazy that Kate Milligan is the only one that would have deserved it.

Explain to me again how the universe did not just create Adam for Michael?

[femsamwinchester]

The ironic part of Zachariah saying that Adam wasn’t really the chosen one is that HE LITERALLY WAS!! Adam was Michael’s first act of free will. Michael CHOOSE Adam over Dean. He could have easily kept going after Dean but no! He took Adam instead, even though as Gabriel put it - SINCE THE BEGINNING they knew that it was supposed to be Sam and Dean. Michael just said fuck that the rules don’t apply to me

[irontonystarkman]

dean taking castiels hand and showing him the wonders of an arcade,

cas ends up gambling away all the points on his arcade card on one of those coin push games.

[j-wilson-md]

I know everyone and their mothers and ME have said this before, but they really should've let Michael kill God.

Can you imagine having prevented the apocalypse multiple times since the OG apocalypse and then coming back full circle with Michael ending the world. The first time was because his Father commanded it and he loved Him. And now it's bcs an all-consuming grief of losing the only person he truly loved and who truly loved him.

The last shot of the show would be a dead planet (you can see the moon in pieces in the sky), the dead bodies of the winchesters, God dead with these MASSIVE wings scorched into the ground, Michael standing in the midst of it all with his eyes glowing red

[knotboy-dean]

Cas thinks Dean is beautiful. Period. Like he is just fascinated by humans and he likes his human body and yes he’s an angel but he’s also so much more and he’s experienced so much more and he loves Dean and he inherently thinks Dean is hot. He thinks humans in general are hot.

Michael thinks Adam is an ugly little creature but he loves him anyway. Like they’re different species and he likes being an angel and humans are confusing and weird and kind of gross and he’s never really gotten the appeal -but he likes Adam anyway :) Adam is an acquired taste and Michael eventually thinks he’s attractive and desirable too but every other human is just as ugly as they’ve ever been

[chaoticfuckingsnakes]

Midam fanart dilema

So I’m making Midam fnart, specifically of a very large Michael more biblical looking Michael looking down at a tiny Adam, however idk how I’m going to draw Michael :’) pls help

Btw, biblically accurate archangels look humanoid unlike Seraphs or Thrones which is why I’m having this dilemma instead of jusrdrawing a bunch of eyes and wings

[perplexed-angel]

What do you think Jack did about the people Chuck brought back in season 15 (Adam, Michael) when he brought everyone/thing else back? Did he bring back Adam but not Michael? Both? Neither?

[emadomu]

If I was Adam Milligan after Jack restores the world I would kms in front of Sam and Dean or I would kill them no in between.

[azrael08]

In my mind the only way Michael comes around to liking and being accepting of Jack is if one day he’s like “Nephilim are not to be trusted, they are unholy offspring” and Adam could go the more gentle and therapeutic route but instead he counters with, “ok but what if you got me pregnant and I gave birth to our Nephilim baby?”

And Michael just- freezes.

And that’s how he learns to get along with Jack being the new god, and also Adam’s been wondering why Michael’s been staring silently at their bed lately and why he keeps hugging Adam from behind and holding his stomach??????

[mysticotta]

Merry Christmas!! Have a Midam web weave, made as a gift for my lovely girlfriend @thatapolloguy. They just make me so feral, and I hope you enjoy it as well Apollo!! Love you

Expect another web weave coming soon!!

[michaelmilligan]

Thinking about how Michael must have felt so empty, the body - their house! - felt so lonely without Adam, so cold despite the archangel grace still running through their veins.

And how when Adam wakes up at that lake, he is just as empty, the sun only coming from outside his skin but never reaching that space deep within his chest-

[kacievvbbbb]

Do you think there’s a song that only Michael knows? Like a song so old that even with his perfect memory he can’t remember the entire melody or where exactly he heard it, but he hums it to himself all the time at his most loneliest. And it should bother him this hole in his memory but it doesn’t matter cause Michael’s so hurt and the song brings so much comfort.

Like Michael is the first thing God made that stuck, that wasn’t swallowed whole by his ever loving sister. And there was a moment, just a second, where it was just the two of them. When Michael wasn’t a brother and God was just a father, maybe God would hold him close and hum an unfinished song of creation to soothe him. The only sources of light in overwhelming darkness.

His first son, his greatest weapon.

Neither God or Michael remember this; Michael’s got siblings that need taking care of and It’s been a long time since God was a father.

But maybe in their umpteenth year in the cage, when they’ve huddled together after a particularly bad day, Michael starts humming a half remembered melody and when Adam asks him where it came from as goes the game they play, for the first time Michael confesses he doesn’t know.

And just maybe, on the other side of the plane, when Chuck’s writing a new chapter of his latest novel, deep in thought contemplating the relationships of fathers and sons; he starts humming a half remembered song in response and wonders where he heard it.

[ispridestillasin]

sometimes i think about the fact that Michael and Adam really came out of the cage Like That. like they could gave easily gone for revenge (and I would have cheered them on if they did) but instead they decided to go get hamburgers and look at the sights around the world and Adam was going to get them a job (even though I'm pretty sure two seconds in Michael would've killed the first customer to be rude in Adam's presence). if that isn't love then what the fuck is???

[mascot-mace]

i think if jack brought back Adam along with everyone else chuck had poofed away he would instantly fall apart mentally and probably at least a little bit physically. He was in hell for 10 years (tho probably x10 longer in hell time) which even though could be longer still a long ass time to rely solely on something to keep you fit, healthy physically / mentally and alive. and what feels like instantly to you having that taken away would make you fall apart and thats not even mentioning their bound as wtv you'd call their angel ass stockholm syndrome situation.