#mf wants me to kms tbh

[ssongsboo]

does he know that i am mentally ill??? like actually insane??? sick in the head???? im losing my mind hes sO FUCKING FINE

[chiistarri]

imsoo normal about guys byw

[imscr3w3d]

My sister is getting on my nerves, like, she literally accuses me to being almost the worst sis in the world saying that I never want to be with her, to be always mad at her, never eating the food she makes me and to never be concerned about her mental state, like, sis...srly???!!

I always eat whatever she cookes for me, I'm always worried about her mental state and trying to talk with her to see how she is going but the mf will yell at me and then stay mad just because I said no to one of her plans???

Like, she never looks at me when I'm in my worst, she doesn't even know that I tried to km twice in the same year. Like... I eat your food even though it scares the livin sh!t out of me 'cause guess what??? I HAVE A FUCKING EATING DISORDER, but of course if it is not a about you it is not relevant.

I'm tired of this bs tbh.

[boxdstars]

Oh I got this:

1. I’d rather read Seb’s mind, I want to pick apart his brain fr

2. Prof Fig. I feel like he’d be really normal and apologetic about it, Solomon probably gon call me a harlot or smth 💀💀

3. Solomon can watch so i can establish my white boy swag and stunt on him

4. I’ll look into their futures instead, I feel like i’d be too paranoid to see my own future and know what’s going to happen, but i’m nosy so i have no qualms with looking into others futures hahah

5. I think changing the past would make all the future problems irrelevant. Plus Anne is my girlie I gotta save her 🫂

6. Dom ftw

7. All men should be submissive, truly the hottest take the masses aren’t ready for

8. Sebastian can mald in the corner or smth, I’d date Ominis in a heartbeat.

9. If they hate me, atleast they remember me lmaooo, plus I ❤️ irritating men, they’ll come around fr

10. Sebastian is the GOAT i would never send that boy away, regardless of circumstance

11. this is EVIL. sebastian. only cause he’s my ride or die, the og homie.

12. I’ll sacrifice myself for Ominis, he’s the baby boy of all time

13. Id also sacrifice myself for Anne cause dear god the other option is FOUL. my girl deserves the world

14. As a lesbian, I see this as an absolute win! We can be cute and platonic and I don’t even have to deal with the sex, major dubs all around.

15. I’m curing Anne and grabbing Sebastian by the collar and forcing him to be my friend regardless. That mf is not getting rid of me anytime ever

BONUS Q’s

fuck/marry/kill (in that order)

Fuck Peeves(?) - i don’t think that’s how that works but i know it would be funny asf i bet he makes loony tunes noises, Marry Moony, Kill Solomon

Sebastian, Ominis, Garreth (soz garreth enjoyers)

Poppy, NATTY <333, Imelda (i love her i just could never kill the others)

Anne, NATTY (again), and then I kms because I’ll be damned if i kill Poppy

Garreth, Amit (the perfect husband tbh), Leander (sorry there’s only room for one ginger in this house)

Would you rather:

Sebastian x Ominis Edition ʕ •̀ω•́ ʔ✧

I just like interacting with you people, okay, enlighten me. Now, these are going to be a mixed bag — humour me. (Reblog with your answers!!!)

WOULD YOU RATHER:

Be able to read Sebastian's mind or be able to put visions into Ominis' head?

Be seen, naked, by Solomon or Professor Fig?

Have Solomon walk in on you having sex or you walk in on Solomon having sex?

Be able to see your own future or be able to see Sebastian/Ominis' future, but not your own?

Be able to change the future or the past? (Anne's curse, Ominis being traumatised or stopping Sebastian killing his uncle etc)

Be submissive or dominating?

Have Sebastian/Ominis be submissive or dominating?

Date Sebastian, but Ominis hates you for it or date Ominis, but Sebastian hates you for it

Have the boys hate you or have the boys have no idea who you are

Save Sebastian from Azkaban, but have to silence Ominis or agree with Ominis and have to silence a refusing Sebastian

Sebastian or Ominis (only can have one rip)

Sacrifice yourself for Ominis or have Sebastian sacrifice himself for you

Sacrifice yourself to save Anne or pretend you don't know how to cure her

Have Ominis despise you, but you get angry sex (only sex, never anything more) or have Ominis love you, but never have sex (no teasing, nothing)

Cure Anne, but Sebastian no longer needs you or don't cure Anne and Sebastian uses you as a replacement

Bonus Questions:

FUCK/MARRY/KILL —

Solomon, Moony, Peeves (LMAO)

Sebastian, Ominis, Garreth (RIP)

Poppy, Imelda, Natty (RIP)

Anne, Poppy, Natty (RIP)

Garreth, Amit, Leander (side eye)

I really don't know what this is but have fun with it, I'm truly curious lmao and I am so sorry. (not really LOL)

[maiverie]

( ୨୧ ) ── ꒰ update ! ꒱

hi hi everyone !! just wanted to share a super quick update <3 i know this account hasn't been properly active in a month so i firstly wanted to apologise for the inactivity and also keep u all in the loop abt what i have planned in the future :>

( note : it's kinda late here so i'll answer asks tmr :0 <3 )

ㅤㅤ↳ the reason for my inactivity is quite multifactorial but boils down to a lack of motivation to write / be on tumblr + many commitments irl !! ive been working + studying a lot, which has kept me busy :(

ㅤㅤ↳ i don't have plans to deactivate this acc or anything so don't be concerned about that!! not that anyone would even care saslkddjsj just wanna put that out there!! i still very much have a passion for writing, though admittedly my motivation has taken a bit of a hit. nothing really to do with you guys / tumblr,,, i think i just have a tendency to overthink things and sometimes writing can be stressful when ur brain literally mf hates itself :’>

ㅤㅤ↳ a few months ago i reached a new milestone (4 digits!!! that is literally so effing slay IM CRYING) but didn't get the chance to say anything soooo THANK U ALL SOOO MUCHHHH AAAA im seriously in awe at that number because tbh i really don't feel like i've achieved much w this acc T_T sometimes im super embarrassed that my masterlist is so puny and i've only got the one completed fic,, but reaching such a cool milestone is more than enough for me to be utterly grateful. in saying that, i'm so so so sorry abt how horrible my updating schedule is :’’> i'll definitely try to work on it and be more consistent :( in the meantime, if anyone has any idea on like milestone ideas then pls pls pls lmk *-* <333

ㅤㅤ↳ anyways, if you're wondering what my plans are next, the first thing i want to do is update & finally complete triage !!! i have about 2-3k written so far but the final chapter will probably reach 7k+ (kms) :’’> i have sm wips i want to publish and start, but i probably won't do anything about them until my other ongoing fics (misconduct and doublespeak) are on a somewhat steady trajectory to getting finished (i.e. i have a good understanding of where they're headed).

ㅤㅤ↳ to any moots that are reading this (but tbh blr literally looks so dead that i wouldn't even be surprised if nobody sees / reads this HAHAHS), i will defs catch up on all ur updates <33 i really wanna be active again on this acc so ill probably be reaching out sometime soon to say hi :’>

ㅤㅤ↳ lastly, i noticed some people are recommending my fics and asldk;fjl;kjew im literally crying like it genuinely makes me so happy that people are even reading my shit like?? hello?? yall got some questionable ass taste but tysm for enjoying my fics :< i gen love yall sm u !! don't !! even !! know !! sooo yeah thank you so much for all the likes, comments, reblogs, recommendations, or any other sliver of interaction bc yall are the best and i love writing and i love enhypen and i love u all MWAH MWAH MWAH !! anyway i'm probably gna sleep now but tysm for reading this long ass post aksjjadjss ill answer asks tmr!!!

ㅤㅤ— lots and lots of luv from mai <333

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[boredgrrldiaries204]

my summer trauma haunts me heres my story ig im still developing still coping ut maybe this makes sense

it was like i got raped by the nicest guy alive that was deaf and couldn’t hear the hundred no’s

u don’t get it

u just don’t get it

uve alr forgotten even tho i j said it

and now he left marks on my neck that i gotta hide to pretend like it was my fault

to pretend like i liked it but as i pulled away he would suck on my tit that would release the slut in me to not wanna retrieve. he was smart w every word that came out and knew how to get me into every position. i was helpless and honestly had no choice.

i think the amount of time that i said no even as he stuck it in was obssurd. i was insured that he knew what he was doing but as i recoeved my 3 calls after i am no unsure.

he said he wants to get me drunk and high which a part of me wants to c him again for

i just didn’t talk

i didn’t want to

he did make me moan tho

but it felt good for the slut who wanted it

but sophia didn’t

sophia said no

hundreds of times

my nice boy who said he was a nice boy didn’t listen

said he got the drugs to get me high tho

i do wanna get high tho

idk tho cuz at the end of the day he just stuck it in me and the real slut in me kinda liked that he ignored all the no’s and j did whateva that he wanted w my slutty body.. saying i should teach all the other girls to be as hot as me.

i wasn’t ready for it

i didn’t want it

i made myself as tight as possible for it

tried to get away as many times before tbh. ate me out w my tits and pussy laying in the ocean on display for everyone. lk. i was basically lol drowning and couldn’t see because of the salt water in every hole as he wouldn’t remove his mouth from my pusey as i literally suffocate and drown whitin myself. gonna kms wtf was that. but i am mad at this man i did not like how everyone saw me and i couldn’t get away. no i didn’t like it and i told him no and i tried to leave he didn’t listen. i literally got raped. fuck him. fuck him. i said no. he said he was nice. i didn’t want it. any of it. fuck him. fuck hum. fuck him n. fuck him. fuck him rot in hell dirty ass black skank ass ugly assgtfo this white coo chi ass gtfo away from me i hate u asssssss i hate u i hate u i uate u wtf was that wyd was that fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck you i didn’t want it i had to get back fuck u fuck u fuck u i hy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy ihy fuck uuuuu.

I don’t even know his fucking name. fuck

but as they say the worst mistakes make the best memories

i’ve been sleeping for the past 12 hours trying to come back alive after he killed me frkm the inside out.

idk some random black island boy

very black

light eyes

bnice lashes

bad teeth. mouth full of teeth i just wanna break. he might look like he gets bitches but huni that dick was abt 5-6 inches

do not fuck me black boy

u don’t get this pussy boi

u a loser i don’t wanna jerk u off boy

get away boy

now i’ll run away boi

mom found me as i returned to bay

she saw u to slut shamed me for it.

little does she know. that that has drained everything from me. idk what to do now. tbh. but i’m fine. this will not ruin me. that’s bs and u know it.

what happened what happened u disappeared ur so stupid ew slut welcom yo the real world. happened to us all.

fuck u i hurt

i hurt

i feel i hate u

u suck

rot

rot

rot boy rot

i hate u i didn’t even want u in the water

i couldn’t move

u held me down

fuck uuuu

fuck offfff

i hate uuu

impure

rot

rot

rotten

spoiled

slut

slut

ew

stupid

raped

slut

whore

mean

something is fs wrong w me

her innocence lost

always mad

hate on things

hv to deal w things

trauma and things

no one gets it

no one really gets it

fuck

fuck

fuck

i

hated that smsmsmsmsm

fuck u mark

or whatever tf ur black name was

kept saying in my ear

u like that black dick

all i’m thinking is NO NO NO and i’m literally telling him not really no no no u don’t get it u just don’t get u will never get it i hate u i hate i hate i hate u ihatte u u raped me u burn in hell. rot whore i hate u

ew

gtfo off meeeeee

ewwwww

i hate u

u

r a liar

thursday

turks n caixos

1-3 pm

sophia was missing

this is what was happening to sophia

sophia didn’t even realize what happened until way later

sophia is one idiot

ahhh

ew

ew

ew

ew

dw

i’ll be fine

i hope i hope i hope

i mean i am traumatized

i can’t stop thinking about it

and how much i actually dispised all of it

but if i hated it all how am i ever going to get over it

u make me hate this city

i don’t talk abt that shit cuz that shits embarrassing

cuz i was a kid

u ruined everything good

always said u will do everything g i wanted

JUST FUCKINV LEAVE ME WLONEEEEEEEEE

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHH

I HATE U

I HATE U

U RAPIST

FUCK U

FUCK U

and i want my hat back

i’m about to get violent

but i don’t really feel like fight

u don’t listen anyways i’ll get quiet i don’t really feel like fighting

i’ve lost my mind

wander all away

make them wonder where i am

but now i just got a vandeta

but gonna go on an endeavor and the only thing i got was a bellyache and slut-shaming. but i hate him more than anything ever

i want him to die

i wanna leave this city

get me away

from this city

I DONT RELATE TO U

SHUT UP PLEASE

gonna make me relapse please

please please wtf ihy

U MADE ME HATE THIS CITY

GODDAMNNNNNN

FUCK

FUCK

FUCK UUUUUU

personal vandeta

don’t know what to do

honestly embarrassing

shi

fuck

ihy

smsmsmsmssmsm

find this mf and lay him in his grave

i will never be the same

will go to sleep w bloody hands

i hate uuuuu

if i teel u my secret will u keep it

he raped me

literally raped me

omg

#myrapestory

[benis-boi1]

pls ur booly and this racially motivated /j

it was rlly good. i dont remember a lot i watched it like 2 or 3 weeks b4 sum bad happened lololol. so i dont remember anything. BUT basically the main character went to an asylum or the main character had chuckie and they lived in one. but he killed everyone and there were like 3 ppl who were trying to stop him (they died ofc) and that's when his gf showed up for the first time. sorry, this is super fucking vague and short i haven't seen it since i was like 12 or sum and i can barely remember what i ate for dinner yesterday lmfao

idfk they do a lot of weird things. but tbh i really just want my funeral to be a college frat party but w/ family. like wtf are you crying for?? mf go get black out drunk and do shrooms and acid to cope lmfao pussy. like i went out a bad bitch and prolly made the decision to kms/die so who cares honestly? obviously not me... so it isn't important. but i am the one of they favourite younger ones so i could see why we're having mental breakdowns about my death.

Tf is “booly”???

Good thing i didnt watch it😥

EXACTLY! PARTY AT MY FUNERAL, CAUSE THATS WHAT I WOULD DO IF I WASNT DEAD. Also, dont unfollow me, i’ll be back.