#mere haath mein
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gulaab-jaamun-galaxy · 6 months ago
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And then I looked for you in everything that was pretty. And I think of you whenever I'm left alone with my thoughts.
अ��्छा लगता है हर रात तेरे ख्यालों में खो जाना,
जैसे दूर हो के भी तेरी बाहों में सो जाना...
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The urge to lay on your lap under this tree, and then I'd admire the way God made you so pretty, and then I'd tuck your hair behind your ear because the winds seemed to bother you while you were reading your favourite book.
@wizardcherryblossom 💗♾️💫
@bareilly-wala-jhumka 🌼💞🌻
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Nazar Ko Humne, Nazar Se Ek Din, Nazar Milate, Nazar Se Dekha.. Mili Nazar Jo, Nazar Se Unki, Nazar Churate, Nazar Se Dekha..
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girlthativealwaysbeen · 11 months ago
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I FAINTED BECAUSE OF LOW BLOOD PRESSURE?????? LMAO
#ok so i joined this new dance/aerobics exercise type of class cause aise hi physical activity chahiye#and aaj cardio karva rahe the#AND ACHANAK SE FELT LIKE VOMITING BLACK SPOTS IN MY VISION#and kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha wtf it was so embarrassing the didi unhone meko dheere se neeche sulaya#and pani dala muh pe tab jake vision clear hui#BHT WTFFFFF#kya crazy experience tha lmao#kaise movie style hua main soch rahi thi ki kaisi maam hai ye bohot hi intense karva diya beginner ke hisab se karana chahiye nahi#and suddenly sab dikhna band ho gaya unki awaz bohot dheere dheere aa rahi thi woh uthke latene ke liye keh rahe the#and main haat uthane ki koshish kar rahi thi but mere haath maan hi nahi rahe the😭😭😭#and main soch rahi thi bhai ye kya ho raha hai girl can u chill itna bhi kuch nhi kiya hai kya kar rahi hai 😭😭#but the funniest part is jab woh didi aur ek aur didi saath mein fuss kar rahe the mere upar i was thinking distinctly#ki wow aaj ke din mejn pehli baar kisi ne itne pyar se baat kari hai princess treatment diya hai attention diya hai#kyunki office mein bohot weird day tha meri friend ki dusri friend leave se wapis aa gayi and they were stuck together like bhul hi gaye ki#main bhi hoon??#and that guy jo thoda thoda accha lagta hai funny hai usne bhi baat nahi kari even tho kal humne itni saari baat kari thi😭#aur main ye class mein almost rote rote lehrein sunte hue aa rahi thi sochke ki fuck it mujhe kya i don't need anyone bas padho degree lo#aur niklo yahan iss sheher se fir bhi koi ni mila toh maar do khudko no biggie#and woh didi ne kaha you're very dehydrated and bohot thaki hui ho and suffocation ho raha hai na#and mujhe toh udhar hi aankh mein pani aa gaya like haina main hu na bohot thaki hui😭😭😭😭😭#anyway. crazy first experience lmao#ab theek hu didi ne chocolate khila di
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hinsaa-paramo-dharma · 1 year ago
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I fucked up.
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his-heart-hymns · 9 months ago
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Nothing in this world compares to the comfort and security of having someone just hold your hand.
-Richelle E. Goodrich
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Chhutt jaaye zamana koi gham nhi,
Haath tera rahe bas mere haath mein.
-Nusrat Fateh ali Khan,Ankh uthi mohabbat
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anirregularperson · 4 months ago
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Hands and songs uff the intimacy..
"Yu toh akela bhi aksar gir ke sambhal sakta hu mai tum jo pakad lo haath mera toh duniya badal sakta hu mai",
"Haath mera thaam lo saath jab tak ho baat kuch hoti rahe baat jabtak ho samne baithe raho tum raat jab tak ho",
"Ho chandani jab tak raat deta hai har koi saath tum magar andhero mein na chhodna mera haath",
"Ek gal toh das mainu jo zehn ch hai mere ohne mattha chumeya pehla ya haath chumme tere",
"Hattha vich hove tera haath sama othe hi khalo jawe",
"Haath mein teri khusboo hai khusboo se dil behla hai ye aise haatho se yu phisla hai ho jaise rait zara si",
"Tu dede mera saath thaam le haath chahe jo bhi ho baat tu bas dede mera saath"
"Mere haath mein tera haath ho saari jannatein mere paas ho",,
And everybody's favourite ;
"Darling just hold my hand be my girl I'll be your man I've seen my future in your eyes"..
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theoryofthevanquished · 10 months ago
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⁜ BartKon Playlist ⁜
teri bina sajana, dil bhi paraya lage hai re. ⁜ My Mind is a Stranger Without You - A.R. Rahman /// they are turning my head out, to see what I'm all about. keeping my head down, to see what it feels like now. but I have no doubt, one day we're gonna get out. ⁜ Lovers in Japan - Coldplay /// knocked out, but boy, you better come to. don't die, you know, the truth is some do. go write your message on the pavement. burn so bright, I wonder what the wave meant. ⁜ Can't Stop - Red Hot Chili Peppers // afsos hota hai, dil bhi yeh rota hai. sapne sanjota hai, pagla hua soche ye, hum the mile tum se na jaane kyun. ⁜ Tu Jaane Na - Atif Aslam /// and I just got broken, broken into two. still I call it magic when I'm next to you. ⁜ Magic - Coldplay /// and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming, or the moment of truth in your lies. when everything feels like the movies, yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive. ⁜ Iris - Goo Goo Dolls /// keh do keh har vakt mere mein, buniyad meri tum yun banke rahoge. keh do ke, meri raahon mein, haath mere to tum thame rahoge. aur udne lagoon main yun kahin, to zameen pe tum le aaoge. ⁜ Buniyaad - The Yellow Diary /// she is everything to me. the unrequited dream, a song that no one sings, the unattainable. she's a myth that I have to believe in. ⁜ Vermilion Pt. 2 - Slipknot
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wojosubahjaldinahiuthti · 8 months ago
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aadhi raat, aasmaan mein poora chaand, tum aur main, lambi sadak, haath mein haath aur mere ulte pair
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kalki-tarot · 1 year ago
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Channeled hindi songs from your soulmate 🪷
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🪷 🦢 : from left to right — Instinctively select the picture that feels right to you, whether based on your thoughts or the desires of your inner self. Choose the one that resonates with you, keeping in mind that this reading is meant to be general in nature and may not resonate with everyone.
🪞🕊️ : Disclaimer — The images I used to select a pile were sourced from Pinterest, I hope the reading will deeply resonate with you. I'm not responsible for any decisions you make in your life from my readings. I'm just a beginner and these readings are just for fun.
CHECK MASTERLIST FOR MORE !
PILE 1
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CHANNELED SONGS :
Mere haath mein
Bhare naina
Shukran allah
Mohe rang do Laal
Saiyaara
Sawaar Loon
Haan har ghadi
Noor e Khuda
Make a Playlist of these songs, and listen to them! Your soulmate wants to tell you things through these songs.
PILE 2
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Mehndi hai Rachnewaali
Mere Humsafar
Surili Ankhiyon Wale
Pehle pyaar ka pehla Gham
Raatan Lambiyan
Jee le Zara
Jo tu na mila
Aye Khuda
Make a Playlist of these songs, and listen to them! Your soulmate wants to tell you things through these songs.
PILE 3
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CHANNELED SONGS :
Bulleya
Simroon Tera Naam
Judaai
Humari Adhuri Kahani
Saiyaara
Daayre
Lo maan liya
Bedardeya
Make a Playlist of these songs, and listen to them! Your soulmate wants to tell you things through these songs.
PILE 4
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CHANNELED SONGS :
Band Kitaabon Mein
Na tum saamne
Tu maan ja
Tera Chehra jab nazar aaye
Main Haara
Man Bhareya
Pehli baarish
Kali kali raat
Make a Playlist of these songs, and listen to them! Your soulmate wants to tell you things through these songs.
PILE 5
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CHANNELED SONGS :
Jalte Diye
Halka Halka Suroor
Tujh mein rab dikhta hai
Genda Phool
Moh Moh ke dhaage
Bhula Dunga
Haare Haare hum toh dil se
Tera Mera
Make a Playlist of these songs, and listen to them! Your soulmate wants to tell you things through these songs.
Please share your feedback in the comments! Thanks for reading, may the divine bless you and bring you happiness.
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tumkokyubataye · 20 days ago
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Tu ek din jab laut kar aayega,
Tu ek din jab laut kar mujhe dhundhta aayega,
main tujhko agar na mila toh phir kidhar jayega?
Sabse pehla darwaza kiska khatkhatayega?
Kya tu mujhe talashne usi ghar aayega?
Jahan tune aur maine milkar "HUM" ko kho diya tha,
Jab "MAIN" se tang hokar ghum bhi ro diya tha,
Agar aayega toh kadam zara sambhal kar rakhna,
Is ghar mein mere hissey jagah-jagah pe rehte hain,
Jabse tu gaya hai, mere paanv darwaze pe hi baithe rehte hain,
Dil bistar par karwate badalta rehta hain,
Band na ho aankhon se dafa dafa kehta rehta hain,
Ki wo aayega ek din laut kar zaroor,
kaano mein halkey se fusfusa deta hain,
Masoom haath baaton mein aa jaya karte hain,
Phir har raat khud hi ko baahon mein bhar liya karte hain,
Tu ek din jab laut kar, mujhe dhundhta aayega
Mujhe yun bikhra dekh kya khud bikhar jayega?
Ya utha lega mujhko aur zarra-zarra jodd dega?
Sambhal lega mujhko, meri chuppi todd dega,
Waqt bhar se jo mere sath raha hai
kya tera intezaar mujhe chhod payega?
Tu ek din jab lautkar mujhe dhundhta aayega,
Main tujhko na mila toh phir kidhar jayega?
—nayab.
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starilicious · 6 months ago
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mere haath mein (echo x gn!reader)
》 summary: reader and echo's love story from strangers to friends to lovers throughout the clone wars (a 4+1 type of story)
》 series masterlist: (please read the masterlist before continuing on!)
part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 4.5.1 | part 4.5.2 📍 (you are here!) | part +1
click here to read on AO3
》 part 4.5.2 word count: ~1.9k
》 part 4.5.2 warnings: none
》 part 4.5.2 spoilers: bad batch citadel episode
》 a/n: so sorry i disappeared! college took over my life like a storm but the semester is over now which means back to posting! i hope you all enjoyed the last season of our favs... it was such a bittersweet ending and i'm going to miss watching the show. :(( but in other news, here is the original a/n i had of this part of the fic sitting in my drafts: i lied, 4.5.2 is a longer part than i thought it would originally be LOL but enjoy!!! also, instead of fives dying, i had him disappear off the face of the galaxy. he tells anakin and rex about the chips, but he’s able to get out of that warehouse place alive because i truly despise the fact that echo is the only one left of domino squad… it makes me sad ksdfhgksdf
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४.५.१ (4.5.2)
Your personal commlink crackles to life. A staticky voice comes through as you struggle to hear the message. You swiftly link it to your monitor, boosting the long-range signal the best you can.
“–stro? It’s Rex. Can you hear me? We… –und him. Come to dock...–bay six at 1600.”
The channel closes, and the static disappears into silence. You furrow your eyebrows in confusion as you glance at your chronometer. 0900, it reads.
After Fives disappeared, you became especially close with Rex, often accompanying him on missions where your skills as an engineer were needed. Times were getting rough and the GAR needed all the help they could get out in the field. You were first to volunteer.
For the rest of the day, you’re distracted. Even Arjun, one of the newest engineers on your team as a replacement for Prauf and Sonia, notices it. Dropping tools, tripping over supplies, forgetting your train of thought. You’re just so baffled. Rex has never done this before. And what in the galaxy could he possibly need you for right after a mission?
You’re at the hanger ten minutes early, the anxiety of just wanting to know eating away at your sanity. You tap your foot incessantly when you stand still and pace frequently from one side of the bay to another when you’re in motion, still attempting to decipher Rex’s cryptic message.
And finally (right on time, you vaguely register), two ships dock and disembark. One of them you don’t recognize as being a standard GAR ship–rather, it’s an Omicron-class attack shuttle. Is that what Rex wanted you here for? Some starship? A flash of irritation crosses through your mind as you strain to see the people getting off.
You recognize the Generals facing away from you: Obi-Wan, Anakin, and Windu. But they’re blocking your view of anyone else. You drop your gaze and see Rex’s legs in their classic blue armor as well as someone standing next to him, but you can’t tell who.
The Jedi turn to walk away and finally you can see who they were talking to. You make your way to them quickly. You don’t recognize any of the men but Rex, making you even more confused as to why he called you here.
“Rex?” you call tentatively and he turns around from his conversation to acknowledge you.
Your jaw drops as you take in the sight. The cybernetic legs instead of skin and bone, the scomp link as a replacement for a right hand, the red skull on his armor, the implants dotting his head, his face tired and haggard. His face is exactly like the clones you see everyday, but something about the recognition that lights up in his sunken eyes tells you that it’s still him.
“It’s you,” you whisper in shock, staring blatantly at the man you fell in love with during the midst of a galactic war. The man who found you, the man you lost.
The man you couldn’t save.
Echo gapes at you in surprise, clearly not expecting you to have turned up. He glances behind you at Rex in question before meeting your eyes, seemingly finding his answer.
“Hi, Astro,” he murmurs, voice deep and unused as if he just awoke from a restful night of sleep. For a moment, everything is at a standstill. No one dares to even say a word as you stand in front of each other, unsaid conversations hanging in the air. The wind breezes across your face, a gentle caress as if to say it’s okay. He’s real.
“Echo,” you breathe and throw your arms around him tightly, the shellshocked tears finally streaming down your face. You don’t give a damn about who’s watching, too wrapped in the fact that he’s home, Echo’s home, with me, in my arms.
I will never let you go again.
Echo curls his arms around your waist in a tight embrace, burying his face into your neck as he mumbles your name in what sounds like relief. You hear a choking sob, but whether it’s ripped out of you or out of Echo, you don't care.
“I’m back, I’m here. I’m here,” Echo chants it religiously, pressing his quiet promises into your searing skin and engraving it within. Whether he’s reassuring you or himself, you can’t tell. The plastoid armor cuts uncomfortably into your arms as you hug him, but the pain grounds you from cloud nine.
When Echo died, you and Fives became inseparable, always accompanying each other in quiet support. Both of you were your closest connection to Echo. And then when Fives disappeared, you felt like you lost your fragile tether completely, just floating along like broken space debris. No purpose, no happiness. Just existing within a vacuum void with no life, no resolve, no motivation.
You gently push him away then, taking his gaunt face into your hands to examine him. Your fingers hesitantly touch the implants in his head, and you let out a pained sigh at the slight frown his mouth curves into. Echo’s eyes are sullen, exhausted, but you see his determination as clear as day.
“What have they done to you, Echo?”
He doesn’t respond, instead observing you himself, noticing the darkness under your eyes and your slightly unkempt look, very unlike the prim and proper person he left behind. The brightness in your eyes has dulled, and he sees his own fatigue mirrored in your soul. Echo’s heart aches at the thought.
You take a step back from him, and he loosens his hold on you. You look behind him to see four men–clones, you realize in surprise as you peer closer.
“This is Clone Force 99,” Rex introduces you to them as Echo steps to your right to let you see them fully. “They helped rescue Echo.”
You study each one of them in curiosity as they introduce themselves to you. Clearly, there’s something different about them–you can see it in the way they carry themselves. You shake each one of their hands, reiterating your gratitude again and again.
“Thank you, all of you. I wish I could repay you in some way for rescuing him. You really don’t know how much this means to me,” you say, genuine appreciation coloring your voice. Hunter gives you a knowing smile.
“Anytime! Busting those clankers up is our speciality,” he grins and you can’t help but laugh at his happy demeanor. It kind of reminded you of Fives. A shadow of sadness passes over you, but you push it away quickly.
“Actually, there is something you may be able to do for us,” Tech pipes up. Your eyebrows raise and you gesture for him to continue, noticing Crosshair’s smirk that he makes no effort in suppressing. You weren’t exactly expecting a request at this very moment, but you don’t mind fulfilling it. It’s the least I can do. You hear Rex and Echo quietly laugh behind you.
“You’re an engineer, yes?” Tech inquires, adjusting his goggles to study you. You nod in affirmation.
“Good. I am in need of your services. We seem to be having a slight problem with the suspension support system…” he moves towards the Omicron-class attack shuttle and you follow in his footsteps, leaving the rest of Clone Force 99 and Echo and Rex slightly behind to talk amongst themselves.
You examine the blueprints on the datapad he hands you as he talks at what feels like breakneck speed. “When I pilot the Marauder–” ah, so that’s what it’s called. “–the steering feels quite sluggish and is difficult to handle when we’re in the midst of battle. I deduced it’s due to the suspension, but I can’t seem to pinpoint the exact location nor the nature of the problem even after looking over these schematics for a few hours.”
You hum in response as you scan the diagnostics before finding the issue easily in a matter of a few moments.
“Ah! Don’t worry Tech, this is a very simple fix. You need to realign the thrusters and make sure they’re properly connected to the steering shaft. I suggest taking a look at the control arms too–the thruster hinges that connect to the frame look like they’ve been through a lot, so maybe consider replacing them? I think I’ve got a couple of spare ones in my shop if you want,” you advise, handing the datapad back to him. Tech stares at you, mouth agape as he absentmindedly accepts the datapad.
You simply smile and turn around to see everyone else losing it after watching the exchange. Even Crosshair has cracked a smile, something clearly rare based on his aloof attitude. Puzzled, you ask, “What’s so funny?”
Hunter, bless him, takes mercy on you and explains dutifully. “Tech has been trying to fix that for at least two hours and you figured out the problem in thirty seconds. No one has ever been able to beat Tech at something he knows practically everything about.”
You huff out a light laugh of surprise. “Well, it is my job to fix and repair starships. It would be pretty bad if I wasn’t able to diagnose issues as soon as I got them,” you point out. Hunter nods in agreement as the laughter slowly begins to die down.
“So, I’m assuming you all are getting medals, right? I mean you’ve clearly pulled off an amazing and incredibly difficult mission,” you ask, glancing from one clone to the next, your gaze landing on Echo.
“Not… really our thing,” Tech shrugs.
“Accolades,” Crosshair concurs, mouth moving around the toothpick that seems to be permanently present.
"Yeah, we're just in it for the thrill. Yo!" Wrecker grins, pumping his fist into the air.
Hunter turns to Echo. "You sure it's… your thing?"
You steal a glance at Echo as the confusion dances across his face. "What do you mean?"
"Your path is different," Hunter elaborates before letting out a chuckle. "Like ours."
You can practically see the gears turning in Echo's head as he processes Hunter's underlying message. You stay silent.
"If you ever feel like you don't fit in with them, well… find us.” Hunter inclines his head to the team, and Tech, Crosshair, and Wrecker give you all a nod of goodbye. And with that, you watch Clone Force 99 retire back to their ship, leaving you, Echo, and Rex behind to watch.
“Those are some of the finest troopers I’ve ever fought alongside,” Rex states. He pauses for a moment before placing his hand on Echo’s shoulder, shaking him out of his train of thought.
“Echo.”
He turns to look at him.
“You and I go way back. If that’s where you feel your place is… then that’s where you belong,” Rex asserts, eyes roaming Echo’s conflicted face. You can’t fight the sad smile that appears on your lips. Even through all the pain he’s gone through, Rex always puts his friends–his brothers–first.
Rex rotates slightly to face you. “And if you would like to accompany him, Astro… I can make it happen.”
Your eyes widen in surprise, not believing your ears. Is he serious? You and Echo glance at each other then, an instantaneous unspoken agreement settling into the space between you. Rex pats both of your shoulders and departs.
You and Echo follow Clone Force 99’s path, each step of yours carrying you closer and closer to the unknown. You’re about to leave behind everything.
Your right hand brushes against Echo’s left one.
Well, not quite everything.
And when you all turn around to see Rex one last time and salute to him, you know that no matter what, it will be okay because Echo’s beside you. Right where he should be.
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part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 4.5.1 | part 4.5.2 📍 (you are here!) | part +1
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blogbyameera · 1 year ago
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" Mein yahan iss ghar mei har jaagh tumhey itni baar dekh chuka hoon ke ab tum mere samne ho toh mujhe yaqeen nahi araha ,
mujhe lag raha hai mein koi khuvab dekh raha hoon aankhen kholunga toh sab kuch hoga..bas tum nahi hogi ,
aankhen band karunga toh uss khuvab mei dobara nahi ja paunga , tum wahan bhi nahi hogi , mujhe tumhe haath lagate dar lagta hai .. haath barhaunga toh sab kuch tehleel hojayega jaise paani mei nazar ane wala aks "
- salar sikander az peer e kamil
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11-th-mein-science-mt-lena · 2 months ago
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Onces JJ47 said
Tum mere saath mein nhi hote ho
Per mera saath bhi nhi chortay ho
Humsey duri bhi rakhtey ho
Leikhn kabi mulakat bhi nhi chortay ho
Kabhi mera haath bhi nhi
Jeet maanu ya haar maanu ?
Mein kisko sab zimendar maanu ?
Tumhe hasna kyu nhi yaad rhta
Ye kaisa tera kirdaar maanu
Oi @perhaps-it-was-just-a-dream @celesteablack @kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal @ya-sard-me-dopahar tum logo ne nhi suna h toh guys check this masterpiece 🙂☺️🤩
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hum-suffer · 9 months ago
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10 minute pehle ke news ki tea spill karoooooo
Grab your seatbelts because this is a wild and offensive ride.
Context: my friend had a birthday today, let's call her Butterfly. Butterfly is Moon boy's bestie. Me and K (my bestie) became friends with Moon Boy ages ago but we befriended Butterfly only recently during our exams.
Aaj Butterfly ki birthday mein, body shaming girl put up a story wishing her which read,"Happy birthday [Moon Boy] ki bestie." I was furious at her since like last season and even previous episode. Aaj ka precap isme hi aa gaya tha.
Tea:
So me and Moon Boy went to get Butterfly a cake for her birthday to celebrate in college without telling anyone but K. We got the cake and came back, and Body Shaming girl, let's call her Chintu (yes it's her nickname idek why), her group was lowkey offended that we didn't involve them in Butterfly's birthday plan
Moon Boy, that bloody diplomat, knew. He lured them all in with the cake cutting promise and everyone gathered around Butterfly, whom I had not allowed to peek at the cake. We had forgotten to get matchsticks so he went off to find matchsticks to light candles. Meanwhile...
Another girl, whom I did like until she turned into an ass licker, started fiddling with the cake. Bringing it out of box, trying to rip open the box to see the cake. I was politely trying to get her to stop until she tried to open the box. I opened the box instead and then closed it instantly and put it out of her reach. I told her to stop hovering and sit down.
Seeing her ass licker get shoved aside, Chintu was mad. But she was about to be madder.
I'm name dropping this one because i detest him the most. MOST. Bhavya, this lanky oversmart buy with a chomu hairstyle and round glasses, dared to be oversmart.
One thing that everyone should know about me is that I'm fiercely defensive of each of my friends. I treasure them beyond reason. Even if they're new friends.
Bhavya said, and i quote,"Burn Butterfly and use her to light the candles."
I said,"Maybe we should use you, since Teri already jal Rahi hai."
He went bitter and replied,"Jal nahi Rahi hai thik hai? Mere time to cake bhi nhi thi."
"should have had better friends," i said, which must have also offended Chintu.
Bhavya went even more bitter and said,"Mere dost jo the vo tere aaj ke dost hi the. Tere Jo itne saare ladke dost hai na. Vohi." (Lies. I'm acquainted with some boys because I'm a nice person and like to maintain connections. The only male friend i have is Moon Boy.)
I knew what he was implying but Butterfly was already shaking her head. I laughed,"Their behaviour isn't my responsibility."
He was about to say something and Butterfly said to not do this on her birthday. I laughed and said okay, I won't. Butterfly looked at me gratefully and Moon Boy returned till then. He noticed the harsh environment but said nothing and i continued pretending that I didn't want to kill anyone.
Me and Moon Boy took over, shifted benches and made Butterfly sit down, got her the cake(she loved it btw), lit up the candle. Chintu and her ass licker started pretending to care and warning how one shouldn't keep fire near them and blah blah blah. Whilst standing right behind me. I didn't say anything.
As we sang happy birthday, Bhavya sang "Happy birthday [Butterfly] aaj tu mar jayegi". I wanted to hit him but i didnt. By the look on his face, Moon Boy knew my smile wasn't entirely genuine after we finished the birthday song. I pushed him off to be the first one to eat the cake since he's the closest in relation to her. I was clicking pictures with his phone and i heard them criticise even that right behind my back. (Sue me, idk how to operate iphones instantly).
Chintu said,"Maine bola tha ki haath mein rakh ke candle mat jao but sunte nhi hai na kuch log." Bhavya asked who and she replied that she'll tell later. (Can you BE anymore obvious???)
We ended up having fun. I sent off K after me and later I went myself to eat the cake. Took a tiny bite because I don't like sweets too much, and fed Butterfly a wafer chocolate roll. She ate half of it and I fed the rest half to K and Moon Boy respectively. I heard them speak about that as well.
I sat down on a free bench, since I had period cramps, and the sheer joy of being around people and celebrating on Butterfly made me keep my words quiet and it was enough to make me smile widely.
(They did not like that. Duhhhhhhhhhh)
After this, me and Butterfly and K discussed this whole interaction whilst Moon Boy, the darling diplomat, went around fulfilling his volunteer duty and social media manager duty by clicking photos and videos.
The university secretary of the abvp, he came near us to find Moon Boy but he couldn't so I kept him in conversation for almost an hour. Moon Boy returned, listened to the conversation and was tiredly sitting quietly. I and K went to fetch our respective buckles and water bottles from our vehicles and we stayed there talking to some acquaintances. Butterfly came with us too.
I spied Moon Boy drifting in the place and went to him but he had been roped in with Chintu's group so I told him where he'll find me and left, ignoring the rest of them.
Ting ting tadinggggggggg agla update, next kalesh ke baad🫶🏽 (also no one needs to go anon to ask for such tea my loves, I'm happy to provide always 🫶🏽)
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zindagi-se-darte-ho · 2 years ago
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"Tum mujhse puchte ho ke mujhe tumhari kya baat achhi lagti hai. Mai tumse yeh kaise kahun ki mujhe tumhari kaunsi baat achhi nahi lagti? Apne ird-gird tumhara ghumna, mere wajood se na hatne wali tumhari gehri bolti nazre, tumhari har waqt ki tawajjo, tumhara jaan chhirakne waala haar andaz. Haar bar jab tum mere maa-baap ke liye ehtaraman khadey hote ho toh main tumhare samne jhukne lagti hoon.
Aur kya kuchh nahi jo mujhe tumhare samne moum nahi karta. Ek chhotey se ghar ke iss pankhe waley kamre mein tumhari yeh gehri neend, mineral water bottle ko dhundne ke bajaye nalke ka paani peelena, handwash chhorke ek saste sabun se haath dhona, apni plate ko meri maa ke haath ke pakey khaane se baar baar bharna. Par main yeh sab tumko kabhi nahi bataungi.
Tumhare haar wadey par hasungi, tumhare haar baat ka mazaak udaungi. Tum mujhe sang-e-marmar samajhte ho, toh samajhte raho. Main tumhare samne rait ki dewar nahi ban sakti. Mujhe toot janey se khauf aata hai."
- Kashaf Murtaza, Zindagi Gulzaar Hai
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anirregularperson · 4 months ago
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Ek khat jo tere naam ka..)❤️‍🩹
Mere paas tumhe dene ko ab kuch nahi hai ,
Haath khaali hai, dil nam hai !
Ek khamoshi hai jo bayan nahi hoti ,
Aur ye aansu jo rukte nahi ,
Ye raaste jo humne saath chune the ,
Aaj mujhe itne tanha kyu lagte hai ..?
Kya kho diya hai humne wo sab ,
Jise kabhi apna kaha karte the ..??
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Kuch toh hai jo ab bhi bacha hai ,
Shayad wo yaadein, wo saath bitaaye kuch pal ,
Jisme hasna tha, jinme rona tha ,
Ab bhi meri rooh ko chu jaate hai ,
Maine sab kuch de diya hai tumhe ,
Aur ab, jab kuch bhi nahi bacha ,
Toh ye viraani, ye sannata ,
Ye sab mere hone ka sabab ban gya hai..!!
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Paas mere tumhe dene ke liye
Agar kuch bacha hai toh bas itna ;
Ki tum khush raho, jaha bhi raho ,
Ye meri dua, yehi mera pyaar hai ,
Isi mein sama jaati hai meri zindagi ,
Isi mein mit jaata hai mera har dard ,
Kyunki mere paas tumhe dene ke liye
Ab kuch nahi hai, bas ye adhoora prem hai..!!
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tasavvur-e-jaana · 1 year ago
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Wo kehte hain ishq ki zubaan nahi hoti To phir mujhe bataaye ki urdu kya hai?
Gar har sajde mein qubool ho jaati hai dua, To koi mujhe samjhaaye ki aarzoo kya hai?
Kya har mod par naqsh e paa khojte rahenge? Saamne hai, haath nahi aata yeh justju kya hai?
Ret ke zarre sa ungliyon se fisaltaa hua, Dasht e tanhaai mein teri khushboo kya hai?
Kya baat hogi mujhse mere khaak hone ke baad, Aaj shaam haseen hai, keh de guftagu kya hai?
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