#mercheswan

[quigonswife8]

Stiles Stilinski x reader who suffers from nightmares

Warnings: nightmares.

gif creds: @mercheswan

Gotten obsessed with teen wolf again after years. I've been a fan since I was 13, it means a lot to me :)

A/N: This is Stiles now, not when he was in highschool.

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-The first time Stiles had seen you suffer from a nightmare, was 2 years ago.

-The first time you had stayed over- correction; the first time he'd made you stay over after the large influx of murders circulating the area. You'd fallen asleep before him.

-He'd stayed up to check through papers when he'd hear your muttering.

-He'd not realised this was a nightmare, rather than a dream.

-Until the muttering got louder and you screamed, and woken in a cold sweat.

"Nightmare."

-Stiles rushed over to you.

"(y/n)."

-His worried face was the first thing you saw when your eyes fully adjusted.

-But you were too shaken up by the nightmare to say anything. The tears fell, your face pale.

"I'm here."

-His hands had rested against your arms.

"I'm here."

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-When Stiles finds out that you not only suffer from nightmares, but frequent ones, he'll be surprised but also apologetic.

-He suffers from nightmares but not as much as he used to, but he does know how it feels.

-He'll stay with you while you go through it, and afterwards.

and he can tell when you have a nightmare pretty quickly.

-but he won't touch you because he won't want to freak you out.

he will stay by your side and wait for you to either settle down, or wake.

-The only time he'll wake you is if the nightmare is too serious and you'll risk hurting yourself.

-Will hold you if that's what you want, but if not, then he'll just talk to you to get your mind off the nightmare.

-Likes to tell you about his day and gets you talking, too.

-He always has such a way with words so he always knows what to say.

-He likes pulling out your favourite boardgame, sometimes, and you'll play until you're both too tired or you'll fall asleep.

-He also doesn't sleep [if it's like 3 in the morning] until you're okay.

Who cares if he has work that day, he cares more about your wellbeing.

-Besides you do the same for him, so he wants to do the same for you.

-Is your shoulder to cry on, and your rock, in general, but if your nightmare is really bad, he's just that.

-Loves you + cares for you more than anything, which is why it hurts this much to see you suffer from nightmares.

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[steoevents]

Battlefield of Love by @sapphireginger

Me & My Broken Heart by @sapphireginger

Love & Loyalties by @fandomslash & @theoraeken

Fight for Love by @mercheswan

Fighting for Love by @msmischief101

Scratch the Itch by @stilesshipper

IOU by @msmischief101

We want to thank each and every one of you. Everyone who contributed something and everyone who reblogged or liked the posts, thank you for making SteoDay such a blast! We couldn't be happier, and we definitely couldn't be more proud of this fandom. Working with you has been absolutely amazing, and we'd love to do it again in the future!

Thank you for making SteoDay as amazing as it was,

Your @steoevents Mods

@msmischief101 & @theoraeken

[usermischief]

Fic Author Self Rec: Best Hits

Thank you for the tag @sapphireginger 💖💖

Rules:

Give us the links to your wonderful words with the Most hits, Most kudos, Most comments, Most bookmarks, Most words, and Least words.

Most Kudos, Words, Hits, Bookmarks, and Comments

No Place for Promises [Steo, 410,250 words, WIP]

Least Words

Late Nights [Sterek, 863 words, complete]

I'll tag: @raksh-writes, @amatchinwater, @mercheswan, @bundibird, @sunel0, @voidstilesplease, @jimmy12427, @realityescapee01, and everyone who wants to do it! No pressure, as always 💖

[voidstilesplease]

First Lines

Rules:

Post the first lines of your last 10 fics posted to AO3. (Sort by date posted.) If you have less than 10 fics posted, post what you have!

Thank you @amatchinwater for the tag! :)

“Patrick, your boy toy’s here!” - sanctuary, patrivan (elite)

All Patrick wants is to start the term with a little bit of thrill because God knows there's zero of that at home. - friends don't look at friends this way, patrivan (elite)

“Has anyone seen –" Rocio craned her neck, sweeping her gaze across the club of party-goers as she spoke. - i guess you're in london today, patrivan (elite)

Patrick heard him coming before he saw him. - our roads are gonna cross again, patrivan (elite)

The tale of how Theo left didn’t start the last night they spent together – with that last bite to the neck, that farewell fuck, that confession that ended with Theo using his thrall to send Stiles away. - bedazzled, steo (teen wolf)

“I had a vision.” - philtatos, sterek (teen wolf)

My dearest, Theodore, - field of asphodel, steo (teen wolf)

Gally wakes up thinking about killzone. - caught up in dreams (of you), thomally (the maze runner)

Stiles can't believe his luck. - can't believe his luck, steo (teen wolf)

Theo hated Beacon Hills; everyone in it, everything it represented. - today, the purple special, steo (teen wolf)

Tagging: @lilacsandorangeblossoms, @its-tea-time-darling, @dearifievenknew, @go-catch-a-chickn, @cescalr, @sunel0, @theheightofdishonor (if you still write fics?), @mercheswan, and @thominho-incorrectquotes if you guys are interested! :)

[realityescapee01]

Last Line Tag Game

Rules: In a new post show the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words.

"Let's see about that."

previous lines for context: 

Very evident as Theo began to work Stiles again. Doing it in the bathroom this time.

"I don't think I could c*m anymore." Stiles said as he wrapped his arms around Theo.

🤭

@jimmy12427 @amatchinwater @mercheswan tagged by @msmischief101

[jimmy12427]

🎶 Ten Songs I've Had on Repeat Lately 🎶

Thanks for the tag @amatchinwater​

In no particular order:

Keep Hope Alive - The Crystal Method (Third Watch Theme)

The Most Beautiful Boy - Felsmann

Get Outta My Head - Hootie and the blowfish

Battersea - Hooverphonic

The entire playlist of Julie and the Phantoms

Sold (Grundy Cnty Auction) - John Michael Montgomery

Dime Como Quieres - Christian Nodal

Wildest Dream - Taylor Swift

It’s nice to have a friend - Taylor Swift

Gives you hell - All American Rejects

Tagging: @mercheswan @realityescapee01 and anyone else that wants to do this

[booksandwords]

You’re gonna have to be patient with him. It’s his wolf that’s taking over, he is gonna be possessive with you, but he will protect you with his life.

Mischief in Halloweentown by MerCevans/ @mercheswan

Written for Steospooktober in 2020 this is Teen Wolf meets Halloweentown. I really like the fic, but I love this line.

[queerebrum]

@mercheswan​ requested: Steo + Rose Flora (also for day 6 of @steoweek2020​, experimentation! because I’m still experimenting with how I make these palette sets!)

[tabbytabbytabby]

These Games We Play (1261 words) by tabbytabbytabby Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Theo Raeken/Stiles Stilinski Characters: Theo Raeken, Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Office, Fluff, Pining, Teasing, Stiles Stilinski is a Little Shit, First Kiss Summary:

Theo can feel Stiles' eyes on him. He knows he's looking. He's always looking. The only problem is Theo can never catch him, but oh he's determined to.

For Day 2 of @fandomaufest​. Also for @mercheswan​ for the Office AU space for @twbingo​. Card under the cut.

[whereshiphappens]

Hi!! From the prompt list, If you want to (obviously), Could you do Steo, number 2 or 52? ☺️

Steo (teen wolf)  +  2. “They may not understand you, but I do.”   +  52. “Why don’t you tell me why you really came here tonight?”  

Canon Universe, with canon divergence, set somewhere in 5x11, after the sheriff is hurt, before they figure out who hurt him.

~1,540 words

A/N: Hi darling!!!! oh you were so nice asking i decided to do both :D thank you so much for this, i love steo to death, i cant get enough of writing them. i also love angst cannot help myself, hope you don’t mind, and i hope you like it!!! sorry about mistakes it is very much not proof read sorry. and thank you!! xx

ps- if ever anyone wants to ask specifically for happy/fluffy things or sad/angsty feel free to include that in the ask with the prompt i don’t mind at all!

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Stiles can feel his heart beating in his throat. He’s moving, but his brain isn’t making any conscious decision to put one foot in front of the other. His phone is clutched on his hand and he’s repeating the directions he read to keep his brain busy.

There’s so much gibberish, there’s always so much noise it’s almost fucking impossible to not feel like he’s drowning in his own thoughts, so he keeps repeating the directions and his feet follow. 

In the end he doesn’t know how he got through the maze of tunnels and exactly to the right place, but he stops at a badly lit rusty looking room and he knows he’s in the right spot.

“I’m surprised you reached out,” comes Theo’s voice, and he appears just on the other side of whatever this place is supposed to be. Stiles’ eyes are on him immediately. He doesn’t answer, works so very hard on trying to control his breathing and calm his heart.

Theo’s words from last night (was it really only just last night?) echo inside his skull and he knows Theo can hear the jump his heart gives.

“Does this mean you’re joining my pack?” he finishes, with a smirk - he doesn’t really think that’s the reason Stiles is here, he can see it on Theo’s face. He’s just toying around with him. And he knows Scott is fine.

Stiles tries to not let the anger take over.

“You didn’t hurt my dad,” he says instead. It gets Theo’s attention, his eyes focusing on Stiles intently. 

“I told you that before, didn’t I?” Theo answers, narrows his eyes ever so slightly and starts pacing slowing circling closer to Stiles. Stiles can feel what’s left of his sanity slipping away from him.

“But you know who did,” he states. It’s not a question - Theo has to know. And Stiles needs to know as well. His hands are shaking.

Theo inclines his head just a touch, stops to look at Stiles properly, “I don’t.” He says. It makes something snap inside of Stiles, it makes all that anger curse through his veins, comes out in the form of a scream and a violent kick to the door just next to him - strong enough to crook it's already not very sturdy form.

“Stop fucking lying to me!” Stiles yells at him, hands closed into fists, his whole body shaking. He feels like he’s going to rip out of his own skin, eyes watering keeping him from seeing the way Theo strides towards him.

“I never lied to you,” Theo tells him, calm and collected - a perfect contrast to the absolute raging fire that Stiles feels like.

Without thinking, Stiles’ hands come up to grab Theo by the collar in a movement very familiar, except this time around, neither of them moves. Theo’s chin comes up and the stay calm and still as Stiles yanks at him.

“Who hurt my dad, Theo?” Stiles repeats and his voice gets away from him, slipping through his fingers just as the grips Theo’s shirt tighter. The control Stiles is fighting so hard to keep feels too slippery and he doesn’t have directions to repeat in his head anymore so his brain gets flooded with every single intrusive horrible thought that he’s been keeping away in order to function because. 

What if Theo is telling the truth? What if he doesn’t know and he’s back to zero and his dad is running out of time and he has no way of helping him and-

Every breath he takes is painful, the white noise in this ears grows louder and louder with his horrible thoughts and his vision is getting blurred with tears that he can’t fight. He’s shaking all over and he’s not sure if he keeps gripping Theo’s shirt to hold him in place, or keep himself from losing balance.

Theo’s hands come up to grip both his arms, “Stiles,” he calls, controlled, “look at me,” he asks. Stiles can barely register what he’s saying but somehow he manages to, tears falling down, lips parted as he tries to just fucking breathe!

“Easy,” Theo instructs in a quiet voice, keeping eye contact with him, tightening his grip on Stiles’ arms, gets him to stop shaking so much. “You need to focus.”

Focus. Yeah, Stiles knows that. He needs to reel himself back in, he needs to keep breathing or he won’t be any fucking help.

It takes him a couple minutes, in which Theo does nothing but observe him. When Stiles reaches back towards the wall, Theo walks him back and doesn’t let go of his arms. Stiles would be lying if he said the weight of them aren’t helping him anchor himself.

Theo keeps watching his face, squints a little like he’s seeing something else, beyond the drying tears and beyond the panic and fear and anger.

After a while, he speaks, “if I knew who it was that hurt your dad - which I don’t… what then? What will you do, after you save him?”

Somehow, Stiles knows exactly what Theo is asking. And he also knows that Theo knows the answer to it. He wipes away at the rest of his tears and a blank expression takes over his features and an automatic answer ready.

“We’ll lock them away and keep them from hurting anyone else-,” Stiles deadpans and Theo scoffs, rolls his eyes as he lets go of Stiles, takes a step back finally giving him his space. Stiles lets himself slide down the wall to sit on the floor.

“Cut the crap, Stiles, it’s just the two of us here,” Theo says, his voice rising just a little bit as he focuses back on Stiles. “What’s this ‘we’ bullshit? That’s Scott’s solution to everything, because he’s just too afraid of compromising his own conscience in order to do what needs to be done. But you’re different.”

Stiles stays quiet, locks eyes with Theo and feels his heart fasten again, “You know that there’s no other way, sometimes. Just like with Josh. Just like with Donovan.”

The worst thing is, he’s right, Stiles thinks. He brings his hands over to cover his face, rubs at his eyes and feels for a moment the exhaustion he isn’t allowed to, not just now. 

When did he stop agreeing with the good guys and thinking like the bad ones?

Theo crouches down to Stiles’ eye level, takes his wrist and pulls his hand away to look at him.“ Your friends,” Stiles wants to laugh at the way he spits the word, although there’s no humour in it, ”they may not understand you, but I do.” Theo’s voice goes quieter.

“I think you’re smarter than every single one of them. And that makes you more complex, and that makes you not think in black and white.” When Stiles makes to look away, with a scowl at Theo’s words, Theo pulls at his wrist to get his attention back. “I know you know I’m right. I know you know what you really need to do to stop all of this fucking mess, and I know you know Scott isn’t going to help you fix anything, just as you already knew I didn’t know who hurt your dad, but you came to me anyway.”

Stiles breathing picks up as he stares back into Theo’s cold, intense eyes, “So why don’t you cut the crap? Why don’t you tell me why you really came here tonight? Why you came to me?”

“Because I’m going to fucking kill them!” Stiles blurts out, presses forward until he’s up on Theo’s face. “Because I need help, and because the only thing Scott will do is hold me back. But you won’t.”

Theo can’t help the grin that spreads over his face, his breath hitting Stiles’ chin softly as he nods, “That’s right,” Theo’s voice suddenly drops quieter, eyes roam all over Stiles’ face and the change in the atmosphere around them is palpable, makes Stiles’ heart jump and something uncomfortable brew at the pit of his stomach. His breathing hitches as Theo’s free hand comes up to the side of his face, fingers ghosting his skin, “That’s right, Stiles.” 

Theo gets closer, and Stiles understands him, suddenly. With a bit of a shock, but then again, not really. “I will never hold you back,” Theo whispers.

Stiles parts his lips. He’s the one that moves, but his brain doesn’t quite register, feeling too high and too raw from the rollercoaster of emotions he’s just been through. 

The noise that Theo makes when Stiles kisses him goes straight to the pit of his stomach and ignites that uncomfortable feeling, makes it a hot electric fire that blinds his mind and makes his body move without his permission. He opens his mouth and Theo’s tongue is already waiting for him. Their lips move like they’ve done this before and it’s fucking crazy.

Stiles stops, draws back breathless and looks at Theo. His eyes are wild and he dives back again, kisses him once, twice with Stiles’ hand on his neck holding him close. 

He makes to move, but before, with his lips pressed against Stiles whispers “let’s go hunt, shall we?”

[kitc0nn0r]

Cody Christian 🤭

Bottom. Make me c*m....... twice

Send me celebs and I’ll say if I’d top or bottom for them

[nighttimemachinery]

Cora/Isaac: 6 and 21

6. Who would they ask if they ever had a threesome?

Hate to be basic, but Stiles! (They love Boyd but he’s still grieving Erica and they respect that 😭)

21. Where do they get nervous about going with one another?

Derek’s loft. Even though he 100% approves of their relationship and is happy they’re together bc he cares about them both, he likes to give them a hard time about it (lots of comments and eyebrow raises). Isaac gets really nervous bc he really craves Derek’s approval and the nervous energy radiating off of Isaac makes Cora anxious, too.

[dylinski]

Merche ✌🏻

Madness - Ruelle Emergency - Paramore Renegade - Niykee Heaton CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW? - Bishop Briggs Haunting - Halsey Easier - Mansionair send me your name and i’ll make a playlist from the letters

[usermischief]

🎶 Ten Songs I've Had on Repeat Lately 🎶

Tagged by @exlibrisfangirl. Thanks! 💖

We Didn't Start the Fire - Billy Joel

We Didn't Start the Fire - Fall Out Boy

People You Know - Selena Gomez

Teeth - 5 Seconds of Summer

River - BRKN LOVE

Pay with Fire - Sam Tinnesz

CHRONICALLY CAUTIOUS - Braden Bales

Ghost - Confetti

Teenagers - My Chemical Romance

You Problem - Cloudy June, emlyn

Tagging: @raksh-writes @mercheswan @voidstilesplease @amatchinwater @sapphireginger @sunel0 @realityescapee01 @bundibird and whoever else wants to do it! (No pressure, ofc)

[sterekficrecs]

For the “Do I ship it?” Bingo: Steo.

The only person I ship stiles with is Derek and vice versa 🤷🏽‍♀️

[jimmy12427]

I love this story by @mercheswan !! Another cute, great story by a talented lady!! Now I'm gonna go read it. Again!!

Steo moodboard for He is mine! by @mercheswan

Theo is five years old and it's his first day of school together with Malia and Cora. His adoptive father Peter is sure that his two little werewolf kids and little niece know how to behave in public and doesn't think there will be any issues.

Until they actually get to the school and the first thing Theo does is to claim anothe little boy as his.

And maybe Theo is special enough for it to be true.