#mellow mix

[infectois]

waiting

[acrobattack]

I’m procrastinating

[rabbits-and-rainbows]

[mismess]

I am crashing so bad rn snork mimimi. Anyway happy saint Patrick's day or whatever

[mlp-natural]

Jack about to get white girl drunk off his ass istg

White Claw, Red Bull, and Blue Raspberry Smirnoff is his drink of choice (The American Dream RAAAHHH)

[monarchisms]

I thought I'd moved on but I can't deny the little buzz of happiness it gave me seeing so many of the AH/ RT folks at Meg and Gavin's wedding. Geoff saying way back in the drunk tank days that he'd better be Gavin's best men, being Gavin's best man! Everyone looks so good! Meg looks radiant! And Jeremy and Kat in their matching colour co-ordinated outfits are adorable

yeah, i totally get it

with something like rt/ah being a part of people’s lives for years, if not decades, it’s hard to Not to feel something about it, right?

[seabeck]

When I was a kid the first house on the street had at least one pitbull that regularly put people in the hospital and the neighbors had no gate and made no efforts to contain them, until my mom started carrying a pitchfork when she walked me to the school bus stop. Anyways, I move back into this house at age 19 and one of the dogs is still alive! He was such an old man he didn’t bite anyone anymore, was still pretty much allowed to roam in the road though.

[fallingshrike]

I find myself in something of a predicament.

In light of the news that Wattpad is purging stories, I decided to hop to it and delete my account there before anything further happens. Better if I delete everything I had there on my own terms, I suppose.

Turns out, visiting my Wattpad account is a blast to the past, way back in 2015. Nearly a decade ago. From what I could tell from the publishing dates, I was active on Wattpad for about four months in summer, May to August.

My account is practically frozen in time.

In my profile, I still introduced myself (why did I use my real first name?), still made dry and blunt welcomes (my sense of humor back then was nonexistent), still made a list of songs I listened to (I cannot believe that little aspect persists even now).

There were four stories that I had written there on my account. Three stories published, one story forever confined in a draft. I recovered them all, saved the copies, then deleted them off the account, then deleted the account off Wattpad.

Here lies my predicament.

I could repost the stories on AO3, list them under a pseudonym in my account. After all, they were the first stories I had ever written and posted online, the first time I had ever tried to express myself in words instead of drawings. My words are my own.

On the other had, oh my god, the stories I wrote in 2015 are... embarrassing. It's coherent, and surprisingly enough I can pick out some absolute gems in the prose. But fuck if I knew how to keep the story cohesive, because it reads like a wandering transcription of my daydreams. Clearly I was more into the OC-self-insert melodramatic sensory imagery than actually telling a meaningful plot, and the plot was loose at best. And I wrote 52 chapters total of this stuff, which is bonkers. The main story I had was 46 chapters long, and I was entirely aware that on chapter 46 I was writing myself into a dead-end, but couldn't be arsed to change that. There was potential, I could see what I was trying to go for, I just typed the whole thing out in one go and didn't edit for shit. My words were my own, and I hoarded them all.

So. Yeah. I'm not sure what to do with these stories now. Should I archive, or should I not... I suppose I should be glad that my stories never received much attention at all, but I still do hold some fondness for them. After all, my words were my own, and a reflection of who I once was.

Maybe one day I'll rewrite the whole thing, and then post the original copy afterwards.

[p1325]

#fanvidfeed#thewizardofoz#pop#remix#pogo#viddingisart#juliegarland#vintage#retro

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Song: Mellow Brick Road (Blue Mix) [Wizard of Oz Remix]

Artist: Pogo

[glennmillerorchestra]

i come on here maybe once a week if that and only to talk about my recipes but i tossed together a creamy parsnip pickle soup tonight and oh my god. never been so glad to have odd vegetables (none typically used in a pickle soup) in my life 🍲

[qierxing]

alright i am not a gin person

[caramelmochacrow]

i think ibuki should have a few scratches and scrapes on her legs and arms. as a treat. (read: way to show she's been active ever since she was a child)

also maybe yuka. but idk.

[rabbits-and-rainbows]

The previous post I reblogged made me think of this picture

No personal space

[jjcocker]

honestky.i want to see pipimi and popuko doign cute yuri stuff but at the eame time I want to see them merging into a jet flyer

[floral-hex]

so tired but I don’t want to sleep yet, so… quesadillas? yeah, that sounds like a plan.